I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Thursday, May 30, 2019

Feeling WONDROUS!

WONDROUS!!! Feeling absolutely WONDERFUL! AWESOME!

DIVINE ORDER  becomes me! GOODGOTUHMIGHTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! 

So, this old "stanking", sick, selfish, sadistic, demonic whore decided to waste her entire life attempting to destroy everyone s/he thought  righteous! That  old slow learning, common, carnal viper really thought she could slay me with her Cheshire smile, horrid cursing, bullying and terrorizing in the name of "good parenting".

A hue-man skunk, a maggot, a low whore, a volunteer imp so revolted by her own sick immorality that she wasted eighty-seven years of her long miserable life making others more miserable than her low,  lecherous-rotting-from-the-inside-out-closet-lesbian-secret-voodoo-priestess-ass.

Yes! I feel Good! I feel great! That horrid whore is finally dead! That lying , fake, ordained minister is not only revealed, all the idiots that supported her look like fools.

Sure, Martha Jane Walters died proud she destroyed every thing Jerome Walters loved. Laughed that she murdered him and got away clean. WE  the family , lost everything, sixty-five acres of prime timber land, orchards, vineyards, a man made lake, a house and barns.  So, that stanking whore thought.

Your horrid inhumane treatment and deep treachery forced me to seek "salvation", some relief, an explanation, an end to my unrelenting pain.

You stanking whore, you were determined to punish me for your sins. Whore you died too stupid to be called stupid. You tried to steal my anointing. Dumb whore! Bitch! You were dumber than Cain!

I lost nothing! I gained a tremendous understanding of evil lying, predatory, viperous liars like my "mother" and .rump.

BEAMING!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Wednesday, May 29, 2019

Don't let the imps of this world make you out a fool!


Still "Un-washing my brain"! Still tapping down the anger. Yes, I am still mad as hell concerning fake ass, lying, perverted, carnal, INCESTUOUS, PEDOPHILE , lustful, demon possessed CRETINS,  up preaching in GOD's House.   While silent, lying, ignorant, judgmental imps march lock step holding up the dead , dying carcasses of wo/men like my "mother" and .rump.

My horrid "mother" continued to lie on me, to blast me to hell,  before s/he finally expired at eighty-seven years EVIL! What a hue-man piece of shit! 

"My GOD from Zion" turned out to be one of my "mother's" favorite expressions before s/he died. Did s/he mean it? Hell, fucking No! It was an act. "Mathy Jane" was an act. Her Fifty years of , clowny, phony preaching,  was just an act.  Church was just somewhere to park her long Cadillac s/he tricked some dumb nigger into buying for her.

The pulpit was just somewhere to show off her five thousand dollar robes, "fine raiment". Twenty-four carat gold Crucifix dangling from her snow white neck.  Hair so coiffed the heifer wore two wigs, always smelled good and gleamed, oozed a type of "holiness".  The imps are still falling at her dead feet.  Why?   IGNORANT! UN-READ! ILLITERATE! STIFF NECKED! BOOT LICKERS!

All I know is,  this rabid racism being unleashed is just a tip of the iceberg. These ravenous muthafuckers do intend to make this world miserable, again. They shall. But, when has this world never been miserable, when has this world  ever been right?

As and "old"person, my advice to every person is; LIVELAUGHLOVE!




Tuesday, May 28, 2019

BEAMING ! BEAMING! BEAMING! I declare I'm 'bout to bust!


Dear LORD in Heaven Thank YOU for another awesome day, for one more day to Thank YOU!

Yes,  LORD, I am pure marveling. The more you reveal, uncover,  about that woman I called "mother" , for over fifty years of my long life, the more I swoon, fall under the spell of Your Magnificence LORD!

Who knew? Only You LORD!

I certainly do get why Martha and .rump do think they are so great. Sixty, seventy, eighty years is an awfully long time to go without feeling or recognizing the repercussions of your filthy lies and demonic deceit. 

While Martha did brag excessively because her "goofer dust" did appear to work .  But, when Martha looked closely, what did s/he really have? NOTHING! A stanking, UNrepentant slut daring to stand up in pulpits making a fool out of herself fake preaching. every Sunday.

To this day I often wonder how many people where turned off, fled the "Church" because of my "mother"? How many missed "salvation", hope,  comfort?  I wonder how many have given up on praying, reading and studying the Scripture because of lying vipers, Scripture "Cherry Pickers" like Martha and .rump?

I know I'm a walking, talking Testimony! BEAMING!  World! When you are smarter, more moral than your "mother" by age three and you know it, you better have a fervent "Pray-ER" in your corner! You are going to need a miracle, you are going to need a JR WALTERS!

Sure, Martha drove long Cadillacs and "dragged her minks on the ground",  s/he could have played that whore in MALCOLM X  giving "head" behind an abandoned building.  Don't hate me bitch!  Find the courage to hate your lying, evil, demonic, self!

Too ignorant, too full of pride to ever repent, apologize,  or attempt to change , Martha picked on, vexed ME!  WRONG CHOICE, DUMB SLUT.

S/he still lived  "paycheck to paycheck", secretly of course. Poor Martha lived eighty-seven years as a deeply disturbed, sick, psychotic imp. S/he taught us to never tell on her for sure. Yes, you had to be quite foolish to ever utter one word of truth concerning the demons that held Martha Jane Walters hostage while s/he yet slittered on this earth. Not now.  Yes, "the gig is up".

The gig shall be up for that other volunteer goon, (soon) also.

Yes, death is the only thing that could have ever saved us, me, WE. Yes, it is that bad in America. Deep ignorance and horrid racism have finally overtaken US. No, this shit is not new. One thing for sure, if this shit is ever going to be fixed, it must be faced.

BEAMING!  Dear LORD,  I Thank YOU for inclining the hearts of my enemies against me.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"





Monday, May 27, 2019

"Whom the LORD, loveth [HE] chastiseth"


That old .rump, Martha Jane Walters,  and immoral maggots of the same elk,  brag about how slick they are.  How they can use the Constitution and the Bible for toilet paper , and get away clean because they are white, male and billionaires.  Because they are great bullies, they got here first and satan himself fears their sick evil ass!

Yes,  these imps flaunt their "power" in GOD's eye! Yes, they have the audacity to spit in GOD's eye then laugh all the way to the bank.

Yes, they grin in your face, stab you in the back. Yes, they are glad to see you fail. No, they will never lift one finger to help anyone.  Sure, they may play like it, give "it" much lip service. Remember, "look at their fruit".

Rabid racism would have ended in the 1600's if niggers didn't perpetuate their own misery.  My 'mother" was raped only to volunteer to become a RAPIST! A SECRET RAPIST! NO SUCH THING YOU DUMB SLUT!

Yes, they are "Color Struck", they love , rank,  and judge by pigmentation! Pigmentation only! Yes, they are in high agreement with rabid racism. Yes, they openly brag about how they are so brilliant, untouchable, and unstoppable, never realizing The Holy Spirit wants no part of them. 

"GET THEE BEHIND ME sATAN! I NEVER KNEW YOU!"

They have fallen too low, languished there too long.

Anyone that still fears and cloaks for the likes of my "mother" , of .rump,  are horrid, worthless and not worth saving. Save yourself.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Sunday, May 26, 2019

No, you can not move I ...


This is the song I preformed for MY class in 1988. I was desperate , attempting to teach "Tolerance" in an extremely rabid racist atmosphere. Nine-nine percent white, ninety percent affluent.   One hundred precent " .rump-ish racist".   Little did I know I was experiencing a "pre-cruser" to the extreme vitriolic racism to come. 

All of this horrid nonsense being carried out in the name of the LORD is predicted. Yes, it is indeed horrid but, very real.  My "principal", my "mother" and most of the people I  know, or ever knew  are just as lying, greedy and immoral as .rump. Those that are not are just  as low , or  too fucking stupid to know they are too  fucking stupid.

The "Silver Lining" ; both these low scummy 'hoes that were  too jealous, too manipulative, too conniving,  to ever set foot in a real Church were closet lesbians for no reason. Yes, the dumb whores tried to hide their "naked-ness" over "churching". Yes, the low common whores "served gawd" at least three times a week!  Quoted their cherry picked Bible twenty-four seven. Just as low and common as any venomous snake in the lowest, hottest jungle. 

There is no god anywhere that gives a fuck if you cuss, drink, smoke, play with yourself , intermarry, turn trans, gay, straight or asexual.  All of those laws are man's and if you are dumb enough to obey them , you deserve to suffer.

There exists no god that gives a fuck if anyone puts some syllables together and utters an expletive. There is a GOD that sits high and looks low and all rump-ers are in some deep shit. Keep harming children, keep on. My "mother" did. Yes, that slut sure fucked her life up.

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Never too old to "Bump and Grind"

Dear LORD Thank You for tremendous growth and understanding. Like so many people I really thought "partying", drinking, smoking, belly rubbing had a time limit. Bullshit!

This is my perfect groove right here. What do I remember? These little clubs, holes-in-the-wall were sprinkled all over the Cumberland county North Carolina I grew up in. I loved it. We called ours "The Dirty Floor" because the floor was in fact dirt! The place was a raggedy shack, the "likker" was homemade, the fish fried in lard but the fun flowed.

The persecuted, vexed to death,  exploited,  enslaved "children" poured into these "illegal" clubs on Saturday nights freshly scrubbed in the very "Lye soap" they made. Just glad to have a few hours to let their hair down, to finally find some joy in this hard as fuck life they partied the black off of their miserable lives.

Do know some of the finest hue-man specimens ever created packed these little houses deep in the woods of Wade Station , North Carolina.   Men and wo/men muscled up perfect,"game to the heart" crowded these little funky joints. The lucky ones found a hot body,  lava hot and turned the fuck up ! 

Some knew, some know, your Heaven is here,  dumb ass!

LIVELAUGHLOVE!

BEAMING!

SHOUT OUT  to the E.E.Smith High School Class 1969!

Saturday, May 25, 2019

I shall NOT hold my peace!


BEAMING! Glowing in the BACKFIRE of Martha Jane Walter's demonic conjure! HALLELUJAH! PRAISE THE LIVING LORD! GOODGOTUHMIGHTY!!!!!

"Won't [HE] do it?!!!" "Holly Molly!"

"We shall all understand it by and by."

There is a time and season for everything. Wo/men like Martha Jane Walters are HORRID, yet much too plentiful. Pure evil sent here to this earth, to molest, rape, brutalize, terrorize and lead into captivity.

The beauty is, the silver lining is, they can lead but,  they can't push.  There was no way I was ever going  to be anything like my "mother" . DISHONEST! IMMORAL! CARNAL! LECHEROUS! INCESTUOUS! And most of all LYING! 

I must give my "mother" credit, s/he was always better , a much better pathological liar than rump. S/he did pretty well until the day s/he shot my grandfather in his eighty-four year old innocent heart.  All of her lies began to unravel rapidly February 10, 1979.

satan directed that slut to send me a letter s/he wiped her ass in! Seriously! Dumb whore, you did to me, what I should have done to you.

Cretin! SUCCUBUS! Malignant narcissistic SERIAL MURDERER!

***PRIVATE NOTES***

Saturday, May 25, 2019

That little miscreant, that little horrid jealous, vacuous, carnal, sadistic whore did really believe s/he was entitled, privileged, endowed to do sick, sadistic abominable evil any time and any where to any one she so desired.

"Nobody bed' not say shit to me neither! I'm Mathy Jane! You cant win fo'the fix you in!  I can't lose fo'deh stuff I use."

Martha always freely bragged about her great talent as a closet voodoo priestess. Always raided graves under the cover of a full moon just like some idiot witchdoctor in a Tarzan movie. Tragically Martha's "courage", total depravity , stems from "Slave Christianity"  . That book that has been didactied, re-written, cherry picked  to cast   All whites as   superior and all people of color are cursed, inferior dung that all good "Christian" whites must wipe off of the planet.

So that stupid ass slut adopted the attitude of "white supremacy', "I'm light bright and damn near white!".  "I can do what ever the fuck I please just as long as I skin and grin, quote the Bible, compliment and slather hope on the people I truly hate".

What a fucking idiot! That damn Mathy Jane was going to commit INCEST,  Pedophilia, practice WITCHCRAFT, sell pusssy, lie like a damn dog for eighty-seven years and nobody better ever do shit about it! Period!

"Well, fo'git it den!"  MARTHA FIFTY YEARS OF PREACHING THE GOSPEL  and you never got further than being a closet mongrel?

Why preach? What was your point? You had no point. You demanded to flaunt. You demanded to hate my GOD, The Holy Spirit, your father, every truly good and righteous person you ever encountered.

You demanded to make the righteous look like weak , wimpy fools, deaf, dumb , blind sheep, because your god, satan commanded you.  The Truth is, anybody that has anything good to say about you or rump can kiss my ass!

People dumb enough to believe words, syllables uttered in anger is a "sin", and is just cause to persecute, vilify, shun, avoid, condemn is a fool.  An illiterate fool.

LORD, you got all of these idiots lined up , lying. Nuggurs claiming  to be  saved, sanctified, Holy Ghost filled. Bragging that they don't cuss! Don't curse! Don't drink! Don't smoke! Don't touch their own bodies. Yet , they are full of demonic hatred for people of color, the poor, for every living honest righteous being still struggling in this hell called life on earth. 

Jesus said to shun you! If you are living by a Book you have never read, never intend to read yet you think you are going to get away with your HORROR UNLEASHED  and held up by lecherous, lascivious, wretched demon possessed wolves, I suggest you read again.

Pray again. Pray for enlightenment. Pray to be loosed from such mongrels as Martha Jane Walters and rump.


BEAMING!




Friday, May 24, 2019

Still learning, important facts finally falling into place.

As I watch OUR world implode over sick lies , told by "Evangelical Christians",  I prefer to put on some good music and pray to GOD that such  horrid niggers are kept far from me.

Yes, I married one. I call it an accident, yet I know it is ALL IN DIVINE ORDER.   That sick slut that birthed me was always secretly ashamed she was so highly "sexed". Was a nymphomaniac at the very least.

No wonder s/he was never "home". Thank GOD.

At any rate,  I ended up married to  a FAGGOT  as a result of my demon possessed ignorant powerful "mother's"  influence.

I know the whore hated me. I know he loved DICK as much as my "mother" and hated me as much as the low whore did,  also.

One of the many horrid things he did during our brief "marriage" was to force my daughter to scream her lungs out for hours. He had to show me what a man he was.

My baby was new born. I had a hard delivery. My baby blew through me like a freight train, or a Buick. I was in pain, deep agony. The freak fucker parked at the bottom of the hill when he brought me home from the hospital,  on purpose.

I could not breast feed my baby because the low whore had given me a disease. My daughter began crying because she was hungry. It was time for a bottle. I don't think *** liked me telling him to go to the car and bring her milk and bottles up.

This lying piece of shit responded with; ""Wait til'im finished puttin'hur crib together." That piece of shit faggot did not stop putting that crib together for about two hours. HORRID! 

I have often wondered why, that dumb ass faggot really believes wo/men are inferior, that all homosexuals are weak, cowards. Why he self hates. Christianity. Well , not real Christianity, just that made up shit niggers believe and repeat. Slave Christianity. 

Well, I have divested of it. I read the Book! The Christianity being practiced by most "Christians" is nothing but Demonology.

Your sexual preference has nothing to do with courage you dumb ass faggot!

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Wednesday, May 22, 2019

It is all in Divine Order!

It truly is. Yes, I'm astonished, often bewildered knowing what I know. Yes, I am humbled by the fact my grandfather, Jerome Walters was wise enough to see something in me worth saving. Put a Bible in my hand at eight years old.  Taught me to read, study, extrapolate, interpret it for myself.

Yes, my heart is broken, crushed, knowing my own "mother" hated me with a purple passion. Yes, I'm still tried. THAT HORRID COWARDLY WHORE PREFERRED TO DESTROY ME, HER OWN DAUGHTER BEFORE S/HE WOULD DARE LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND ACCEPT RESPONSIBILITY FOR HER OWN ACTIONS.

Martha Jane Walters preferred to rape, ruin, assault, bludgeon, burn, brand before s/he would dare change her evil ways. Yes, Martha was a full fledged PERVERT  alright. S I C K ! S I C K! S I C K !

"Know ye the truth and the truth shall set you free."  THANK YOU JESUS!

The fact is Martha was always something too common to know. Too ignorant and jealous to be around. The good citizens of Wade Station, North Carolina labeled her early; "Common as batshit!"

They should have added; "Dumb as dewkey." You can't serve GOD and man! You can't preach and practice WITCHCRAFT! You can't preach for fifty years without repentance. Woman! Woman! Woman! GOD gave you EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS . Eighty-seven years of being on top!  Eighty-seven years of playing "bigshot", driving luxury cars, spending everybody's money but, yours.  Eighty-seven years of ripping, running, robbing, raping, ruining and destroying in secret, on the sly.

All the time grinning calling yourself and ORDAINED PASTOR!

But,  when it came time to die, you re-nigged.  After hinting, always promising to change, to become a better person. You LIED!  Now ROT.

Rot with rump and all of the repugnantly evil hoe'mongers deliberately sullying GOD's name..

Yes, Martha I do thank GOD every day of my life for your horrid treatment of me. I thank GOD you grinned in my face, hugging and kissing on me, slathering great compliments on me, knowing full well you hated every fiber of my being.

(Of course you were a closet demon, you were a closet whore, a closet prostitute, a closet lesbian.)

Why? Jealous! Why? Dumb bitch, I was You! You influenced me. You were always and avid reader, a true scholar. Why did you want ME to be your footstool? Why did you demand your husband rape and molest your own  little children?

Did you ever think, ever believe,  your clowny preaching was going to protect you beyond the grave? True my five brothers shall never say a word against you.  You are their "Cross to bear". Yes, you very successfully "de-nutted' them, but you didn't get me!

BEAMING!

"GEE-MO-NELLY-SKELLY!"

Growing up on the largest Army base in the entire world , while spending every summer in the "Country",  has proved to be a blessing, the best of both worlds.

Yes, I was privileged to attend the best schools in the entire world while enjoying a unique culture of fascinating hue-man beings. I remember being mesmerized by their "language", colloquialisms and serious slave patois.

I was so proud of the way I could translate my grandfather's speech for my little white friends.  I was six or seven and a little white boy was over, playing. After a pleasant greeting; granddaddy inquired;"Wan-suppin-tete?"  My friend was puzzled so I was too happy to "interpret"; "He said do you want something to eat?"

Do know my grandfather was no dummy. He spoke the language of a Southern gentleman that was self educated , righteous.  The most Christ like person I have ever had the privilege to know.

My grandfather was a good man but,  his daughter was a full fledged demon. A true SUCCUBUS! A BALL BUSTER! A MAN EATER! A sick , sadistic,  low maggot of a whore that was determined to destroy me!  To destroy us, to destroy Jerome Walter's legacy because s/he hated him, hated us, hated the world. Most of all Martha Jane Walters was extremely racist. S/he practiced "Slave Christianity" and voodoo.

Martha was a serious practitioner  of voodoo, conjure, all demonic "black arts".  Why? Jealous. Why? Raped as a child, blamed by the "Church".

 Yes, I am a witness!  And I'm so glad that stanking , ignorant, sniveling coward is finally rotting in her dirty little grave.

Martha only had one desire for eighty-seven years; to destroy any and everyone she felt was righteous, was loving, was genuinely kind.

Why am I BEAMING?  S/he didn't get me. Almost. S/he came close many, many times  but GOD, The Holy Ghost saved me.

Now, here comes rump, just as stupid, just as racist, just as demon possessed, sadistic , corrupt, and carnal. Please notice how "Evangelicals" worship at the feet of these pimps, imps rotting from the inside out.

Man, I am rejoicing! Her "Church" rejected me. Well, they sure revealed themselves. Do know Martha told on you long ago, one lie Martha didn't tell.

Anyway, if rump is not the Anti-Christ he is his precursor. Without my "Mathy Jane Experience" I would remain an ignorant hate filled "Chiristian" like al thel m a g a -ers.

No, Martha, I am not taking your evil sadistic shit to my grave. By the way, "Fuck you bitch!" Stanking low whore , murdered my grandaddy and just up and died , EIGHTY-SEVEN years, unrepentant.

Nigga please!

Why lie when you can tell the truth?

Be the Light!





Tuesday, May 21, 2019

REJOICE!

"COUNT IT ALL JOY!"

LORD  I thank you for saving me.  Save us, SAVE US ,  is a needless plea because I know you will. You always did, you always will.

Just how low will the evildoer sink?  Just how long will the righteous permit the oppressor to oppress?

 Silent ...  feigning fear or sincerely terrorized, WE are  frozen, WE are immobile. WE are "Leaderless". The evildoer wishes to convince the people of color to surrender.  The evildoers highjacked a religion, uses it to persecute, swindle and hog ninety-nine percent of the wealth.

They shall horde, they shall lie steal, rape and render useless. So, they have no joy. They are the "Walking dead". Miserable , lying, carnal, conniving wretches.

Let'um.  Love yourself! Unlearn the lies of your oppressor. Love does not hurt. You do not cloak for your child that bludgeons a puppy between two bricks. You do not lie for her and YOU DO NOT FEAR HER !

I do so get it. Fresh out of slavery, Martha latched onto some great superstition. Exploited it to the maximum for eighty-seven years.

The evildoer wrote a book, made himself supreme, confused a lot of people for far too long. I'm BEAMING  because his time is up.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"


Monday, May 20, 2019

"Be what you are and live your life!"

Cruelty is not courage , dumb ass. Sadistic ass Martha knew that shit, s/he also knew few would ever challenge her.

A wo/man so fallen, so low, so despicable, so evil, so low life, s/he practiced WITCHCRAFT  against her own family!

You dumb bitch, you are going out  the world "backwards , like you did when you first came here".

Stupid slut! You can't preach repentance and refuse repentance. No one can fool GOD. Low whore ,  you never fooled GOD, your daddy,  or me. 

Yes, I played the fool , but I was never your fool.  How could I ? You were FUCKING EVIL!!!

A human maggot! Yes, human maggots exist. Jesus warned us. No, WE didn't listen. The only reason I discovered you; DIVINE ORDER!

Yes, low slut, you made GOD shame!

Jesus warned us that WE would want to dig out our own eye! Wo/man if your sin was too disgusting for you to face, why do it to US, your own blood?

What did it profit you? You did all that evil, squandered your youth, your beauty, our inheritance.  My grandfather's sixty-five acres of prime farmland, a house, a man-made lake! For what? What can "they" say? S/he  always drove a Cadillac? S/he always wore fine clothes?  S/he had over a thousand wigs, one hundred thousand pairs of  shoes?


What was the point of preaching? Were you ever concerned with any one's salvation? Did you ever in eighty-seven years want anyone to enjoy their life? Did you ever desire my, our, any one's prosperity? Genuinely? No, never , simply because you chose satan. Own that shit bitch! That's why satan let your lying ass down. You were luke warm, sometimes hot, sometime cold, now your stanking whorish demon possessed ass is spewed. 

Were you ever ashamed of the fact you always had to pretend to have morals? Were you ever ashamed of the fact that you had not one maternal instinct, that you were truly sadistic and demon possessed?

Did you ever care about the way you deliberately devastated the lives of all six children you birthed? No! You couldn't. You couldn't because it was your sadistic pleasure to live the horrid life you chose.

No Martha, you can't blame your sick sadistic perversion on my grandfather.  You can not assign blame to any choice you ever made.

Martha Jane Walters the best thing you ever did for me was live a life I loathe and never want to repeat. RIP ROT IN PURGATORY!

"REVERSE THE CURSE'

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

May I tell you about Divine Order?

I watched her, studied her body language. S/he was not in the least bit nervous or sad. S/he never cried one real tear. S/he was gracious enough to put on a show for my cousin *Liza when she rushed up from Pamlico, South Carolina screaming, torn up with grief for poor uncle Rome.

Hell no, I was not convinced granddaddy "offed" himself.  I certainly could understand why he would.   Shit, the low slut for satan had me contemplating suicide too many times to count.

S I C K ,  S I C K , S I C K!  The low slut was always up to some S I C K shit that no human mind could invent.

There I was, ASTONISHED!  FROZEN IN DISBELIEF! LORD , did this low slut, this cunt, this closet lesbian, the sadistic pathological liar, fake ordained minister,  just up and MURDER MY GRANDFATHER?

Did this fake religious whore take the same old rusty .38 that killed my uncle February 10, 1939 to murder my grandfather February 10, 1979?

THE answer; a resounding YES! Why? How did MARTHA JANE WALTERS  fall so low in life and linger there so long? FEAR! Fear and voodoo (conjure). Fear and ignorance (abominable). Fear and racism, sever unnatural hatred for every one darker than you.

Looking back over my life discovering my "mother" bludgeoned a small puppy to death between two bricks,  as a small child, I have no doubt MARTHA JANE WALTERS WAS DEMON POSSESSED FOR EIGHTY SEVEN LONG, LONG, LONG YEARS!

Yes, the LORD knows and I do not care how many in the world know my secrets. I still curl up in a fetal ball and rock my frail body back and forth,  trying to heal myself from the horrid deeds perpetuated upon me by my own "mother".

I try not to rage realizing how many people chose to not ever help me. I try to tap down my anger remembering how I shared my awful secret with so many people along the way. "Color Struck" imps just as stupid, just as jealous, just as greedy,  perhaps, just as perverted.

She is DEAD  now. THANK YOU LORD!

No, I no longer have one bit of interest in any Church or any preacher. My "mother's" Church knows now (because I told them) Martha, their "Mother of the Church" was never no more than a horrid closet bulldagging lesbian and carnal, sadistic succubus,  up mocking GOD with her stolen prayers and sermons for over fifty years.

They don't care. They are just as phony, lying, disingenuous and closeted as she was!

Now we have rump deliberately ruining this nation the same way my mother deliberately ruined the Walters clan.

Why? Demon possessed.  The Church has been highjacked by mongrels like my "mother" and rump for eons. So! It won't work.   RELAX AND REJOICE!

"REVERSE THE CURSE"

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM"




Saturday, May 11, 2019

No Wonder!

Billions of hue-mans just suffering! Billions of hue-man beings enslaved, vexed and persecuted for what? Being born the "wrong color"?  What kind of fucking excuse is that? It is the biggest lie that  stanking , yalla,  masculized,  brutal,  satanic,  sadistic slut ever came up with.  HORRID DEMONIC IGNORANCE  deliberately perpetuated by a volunteer cunt , that no one could stop for eighty-seven years.

You were never winning dumb bitch. You were never  more than the walking dead. Just another pathological lying cadaver.

As much as I try, as much as I pray I can never erase that memory. I can never unring that bell. I can never unlearn what I learned about my own mother that day.

Shit, it was still afternoon, daylight was still lingering over *Lamb’s barracks, Martha’s third lover. Yes, Marta was still having relations with the ex-husband, present husband and future husband.

I was nineteen. What did I know? I always went “clubbing” with my “mother “. Always enjoyed Shirley Temples sipped in D2 or the NC0 Club. I thought I was cool with the coolest mother possible.

Except this day when Martha chose to let a host of men run a train on her in my presence. That was it! My life was scattered. “WTF?”

I screamed when we got back in her long Cadillac and headed for Savoy Heights. Yes, the low slut made me suffer for that knowledge.

Again, BACKFIRE! I thank GOD if I had to be hated, targeted with  witchcraft , if came from a low sniveling maggot that never had the courage or common sense to repent.