MUDDY WATERS & HOWLIN WOLF - I Want To Have A Word With You [Howlin' Wolf]

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Friday, July 31, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!  Dear LORD thank You for granting me such an AWESOME  life! So many fantastic experiences. Thank You for always rushing to my rescue!

Thank You for ROME WALTERS!  Thank you for the "fence You built around me, around mine."

Thank You for snatching my blinders off! Thank You for revealing evil wo/men, full of envy and jealousy, full of racist ignorance. carnal perversion and witchcraft. HORRID TREACHEROUS WHORES DEMANDING TO PLAY GOD TOO LONG.

YOUR TIME IS UP EVILDOERS, BOW DOWN!

People that prefer some old demon possessed SUCCUBUS because he claims , what ever he claims, over a brilliant man, on the strength they are racist, deserve to suffer.

My low life deceased "mother" deserves to suffer, to rot in hell. s/he knew better. The low whore chose satan. May s/he ROT forever!

Please do NOT ever feel sorry for that low whore! I bet s/he was smart enough to forbid me to EVER read the book of Revelation! No, that whore was never dumb. s/he just chose the wrong side. s/he just let her carnal knowledge, greed, ignorance and fake, phony"Christianity" get the best of her.

We ALL have Free Will.  Herman Cain volunteered to take his dumb ass to that rally in Tulsa. Good enough! "I ain't studdin' him!".   "Good riddance to bad rubbish."

One thing for sure, dt has made this "Election" Spiritual, politics has nothing to do with this CHOAS!

 No matter.  Stop worrying about things you can't change. LIVELAUGHLOVE!

BEAMING!!!

MUDDY WATERS & HOWLIN WOLF - I Want To Have A Word With You [Howlin' Wolf]

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Wednesday, July 29, 20/20

Dear "Mur ree kkk uh! may eye have a little word wid you?

Is Im right or is Im wrong?

We been here, just yo'luddle black ass slaves since 1619!

We done picked yo' cotton, nursed your babies and produced a slew of great champion atheletes  you use to increase your wealth. You greedy , ravenous, lascivious muthafuckers keep ninety-nine cent and make millions fight like predatory dogs for that one cent.

No, lying muthafuckers I have never desired to be you or to act like you.  

A resounding NO! No! No! No! there is nothing that you have that I wish to emulate . I don't have  to get up early and dye my skin. I don't have to kiss yo'stanking ass  or suck  yo' sorry, microscopic ****!

Your money really ain't all that. dt, the Treacherous Traitor , has  fixed it so can't nobody travel out of this CONtry, no way.

I just want to go on record,  telling you ignut, low life, devil worshipping muthafuckers , to kiss my blue black ass!

I just want to remind you, this ain't yo'world and you can be sure, one day All mighty GOD is going to deal wid you! No nigga! GAWD ain't nowhere near Dead! GOD is dead to you because your dead ass is dead! Rotting from the inside out wid yo' putrid, lying, "hoemonging , lying, lecherous,  murdering, psychotic ass!

Sure, you might be lucky, but,  We all got to die one day.  In the "Mean Time" I shall dance on a dead , unrepentant demon's head.  YES! It feels good.  YES! I sure am BEAMING!!!

Mister Magic

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Wednesday, July 29, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!

My serious jam in 1974!  Fresh out of college, fine as ************ wine! Cur-va-cious, Long , thick,  ebony hair , swinging to the middle of my ************back! Just one problem; TOO BLACK!  

YES, World imagine being too black for black folks! Not only was I , am I,  too Black for  Black folks,   I remain , too out spoken, too militant". My life is too painful. My horrid life makes THEM uncomfortable.

 I should just shut the ****up and leave "well enough alone". 

"The low slut was Our "mother", Our "Cross to bear".  s/he did feed us, after all. We were the fortunate ones, according to her.   At least six of Us, managed to not get "flushed".   "Be happy, nigga!" s/he wasn't an ogre, one hundred percent of the time.  There were many days mjw was the exact opposite of her demon possessed , sadistic, pathological, "root working" self. YES! I am indeed grateful for those days!

 ( The white man calling the the poor Black slob;  militant,  is the equivalent of an elephant calling a dead ant,  a terroristic threat.  All bullshit, all exposed by that illiterate racist, with far too much money , an zero morals.)

According to my old lecherous, perverted, "root working",  selfish, lazy ass, demon possessed "mother",  I WAS  ALWAYS TOO BLACK, TOO HONEST, TOO DUMB, TOO MUCH OF A BURDEN. s/he hated s/he ever had Me (Us) ! Hated the day I was born, hated my daddy, (although s/he never had any idea who my real father was.)

Sure, there are times, days, hours, moments,  I just loathe that stanking,  "unnecessary"  slut, cunt, bitch.  Then, something inside me says , no. Thank the 'hoe.  What if s/he had loved you? Damn! Just more HORROR UNLEASHED ON THIS POOR  UNSUSPECTING WORLD.

YES, World my own "mother" completely ambushed me, held me hostage in her artificial world of white supremacy and Conjure much too long.  So what!? I was made better! I am SOMEBODY! I HAVE A RIGHT TO THE TREE OF LIFE! I REFUSE TO BE THE DUNG UNDER ANY OPPRESSOR'S SHOE! BE IT MY  "mOTHER" OR THOSE STILL SUFFERING FROM THE  dt s.

 In the end, what did s/he win? Just what did s/he gain? NOTHING!   A life so low, so fallen, at eighty-eight,  s/he still could not muster the courage to ever take any responsibility for her own actions.

s/he volunteered to live in secret. Occupied a house s/he could never pay for. Knowing full well s/he deliberately squandered the house, the home, the homestead, the sixty-five acres of land my grandfather left Us!  YES , Us , you selfish, lost, ignorant, no count slut, that preached for cover!

Just like you said; "The Cat is out of the bag, now."  You can rot.  YES, and all those they still hold you in high regard, can rot too!

A poor fallen wo/man,  too ignorant, too full of pride, too Color Struck, too full of envy and jealousy to ever get up.  I call that, I call martha jane walters ; an "unnecessary evil". Just like s/he always bragged, her parents were married. Her parents NEVER let her want for anything and they KNEW s/he was EVIL INCARNATE!

Attention World, if any of you really want to R.I.P!  I suggest you repent.   Repent of your sins IMMEDIATELY!  

Dear evil demonic beneficeries of white supremacy, your time is up! Get Gone!

WE THE PEOPLE  learned to read! We read the Constitution! You dt supporters are all liars! All miserable,  demon possessed racists! STAND DOWN! GOD/THE HOLY GHOST GOT THIS!

BEAMING!

Howlin' Wolf & Eric Clapton ~ ''Goin' Down Slow''&''I Want To Have A Wor...

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Tuesday, July 28, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!  All of this sick rebuke is to be expected. Look at the Horrid Face of Amerikkka, a full fledged dyed in the wool, sick, perverted racist managed to lie, murder, steal and terrorize his way to the top.  So what? He got to die one day,  too. 

YES! I am "ova' heah" pure exhaling! Screaming! S/HE IS DEAD! S/HE IS THOROUGHLY, COMPLETELY DEAD AND I THANK YOU JESUS!

 In 1951, when I was born into that sick, psychotic mongrel's arms, I was rescued by my grandparents, namely one, ROME WALTERS.  

I often wonder if they knew, rather how much they knew? I know for a fact my grandfather knew that no one could keep mathy's lying "common ass" off of graves trying to control the lives of others. Shit! the low life whore could never control her own life but, gleefully sought satan to have her way.

Yes, dumb ass mathy was easily bought, sold her soul for a second hand Cadillac and a few mink coats.  Sure, s/he preached but none but the stupid ever believed her act.  The po'hoe couldn't stop 'hoeing, lying, stealing and killing people and dreams but , two hours a week,

Dumb ass mathy would go out and sell pussy by the pound and attempt to destroy, conjure, "root"  and bludgeon anyone with the audacity to complain.  Please do not miss the similarities my deceased "mother" and dt share.

No, nothing is new about these vile creatures determined to use their lies, tricks and treachery to destroy GOD's anointed.  Be not afraid children. "Gird up your loins". Prepare to fight a "The Good Fight". Never forget The HOLY GHOST  is on OUR side!

BEAMING!!!

The Thrill Is Gone

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Sunday, July 26, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Jesus taught Us that WE shall know them by their fruit. Their deeds. Please know that my "birther" was clever enough in her deceit to teach Us, We were her fruit!  YES! That low life whore! That perineal Blessing Blocker, that Judas goat sent to lure Me, Us , into captivity, taught Us that Our success was all due to her!

YES! NEVER MIND HER SICK, UNENDING, DEMONIC TERROR AND PERSECUTION.  All those brutal rapes, robberies, scaldings, brutal beatings, never happened. We were ALL lying on her!  This whole World was lying and picking on her!

This World was unforgiving of her! s/he was merely doing the best s/he could. "Say sump'in! reveal her if you dare! The slut promised to put more VOODOD  on you than you could bear!

 What a slut! The fact is, mjw deliberately chose satan, evil, treachery and barbaric (secret) persecution.  Declared loudly, declared often, GOD was too slow!

That was it! There was never one day in eighty-eight years that martha jane walters ever loved GOD. Yes, s/he skillfully used GOD, her fake, phony "religion" to live a horrid life,  far too long.

Far too long for Me! Not GOD, Not The HOLY SPIRIT! Truly a Demonic Spirit , however. I used to know his name. Some ****** Murdered in Wade Station eons before I was born. He was my "mother's" favorite murdered man's grave to glean from. YES! I am a Witness!

My own "mother" cared so little about Me, about Us, s/he drove her old raggedy  Forty something Buick down through the deep dark woods,  until s/he reached the "Cow Field".  It was pitch black dark, the moon was full! mathy jane carried a kerosine lantern and a brown paper sack.

s/he carried blind ignorance and stupidity in her lustful, carnal heart.

YES,  at age three I witnessed my "mother" fall down on her knees before a MURDERED MAN'S GRAVE AND SOLICIT HIS EVIL DEMONIC POWER FOR HER BENEFIT!

YES! Now, at age sixty-nine I am beginning to understand why s/he held nothing but deep hatred for Me, for Us, for the entire eighty-eight years s/he managed to slither in secret, laughing sadistically the whole time.

No matter, there is something few evildoers shall ever realize, NO ONE CAN USE THE HOLY SPIRIT AGAINST GOD'S ANOINTED!

It is ALL IN DIVINE ORDER! The evildoers can NOT win!

BEAMING!!!

The Rolling Stones - Start Me Up - Official Promo

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Friday, July, 24, 20/20

AWSOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!

The best thing the victim of any evildoer can do , is get up  EARLY, EVERY MORNING,  dance on their dead head!

WORLD,  far too many sick vipers are still slithering on this good Earth, secretly vexing and destroying everyone they profess to love. Don't fall for it.

When you Do know, when you finally find out, don't cry! Dance on that dead demon's head! BEAM!!!

I Got You (I Feel Good)

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Friday, July 24, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Praise the LORD! YES, I feel Good! YES! "I am floating on air, ain't touching ground nowhere!"

TRUE, the evildoers are certainly raging right now. YES, WE are struggling.  So what? Struggle is the essence of life. WE struggle in the womb to be born alive.  WE all want to live. Every creature born or hatched , instinctively fights for survival.

I certainly did!  Something inside me alerted, cautioned and kept me suspicious regarding martha.  I knew that slut wasn't right in the head,  as early as two years old. That's GOD/The HOLY SPIRIT! 

GOD  is Mysterious, can NOT be explained and  I shall never waste another breath trying to convince any lying imp of the goodness of GOD. All that don't know, don't want to know.

WE all have Free Will and a right to the Tree of Life. Those idiots trying to live, phony, pretentious lives,  just to please their fellow man, can't be saved.  It is too late. People willing to live in discomfort, sheer dull,  dry,  drudgery , pleasing man,  are not my kind of people. 

I accidentally married such a "man".  Went to Church every Sunday, ushered, tithed, placed a bible in the back window of his car. Little did I know, he had never read the book he tried desperately to ram down My throat!

He declared he was the "head of the house"! Mind you , this ******** had NOTHING! He had no money, MOVED INTO MY HOUSE  He wasn't even educated, claimed a degree he never earned. Worse than being a closet homosexual, he was RUDE!  No mannered!

Claimed he wanted to be a preacher, an ordained pastor.  Fortunately or unfortunately, he was too lazy to read.  YES, he relied much too heavily on his skin color. YES, just another volunteer imp. 

These hypocrites are pretending they actually live by a book they have never read. Someone told them if they denied themselves on Earth, they would die and go to "Heaven". A place of milk and honey. A place where they will never have to work again.  A place where the streets are paved with gold, where everyone wears wings, a hallow and play a golden harp.  MALARKEY! CHRISTIANITY IS NOTHING BUT THE WHITE MAN'S HEAVEN AND THE BLACK MAN'S HELL!

WORLD! Please claim your Heaven on Earth! No, WE don't know what tomorrow holds, WE do know someone, something,  SUPER NATURAL ,  holds tomorrow.  I am a Witness! A serious witness! For what ever reason,  my demon possessed "mother" permitted me to witness her practice her Black Arts, her conjure for years and years.  You don't believe in it? Read the book of Acts! You don't have to read, observe. "Ye shall know them by their fruit."

So what? The low whore for satan just forced me to become a better Christ Lover!

BEAMING  in the BACKFIRE!

I feel Good!!!

Doobie Brothers - Long Train Running

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Thursday, July 23, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Over here Rejoicing, granted the opportunity to celebrate my wonderful life once again. YES, GOD is Good! GOD  is Good all the time!  YES! I count it all Joy!  While it is true evildoers have delighted in persecuting me for my entire long life.  For my entire "LONG LIFE"! That is the blessing right there! Anyone that can survive a rabid, sick, demented, demon possessed "mother" is blessed!

I AM ANOITED! 

YES LORD! I have cried many a tear over my loses, over the financial gifts and great opportunities that whorish swine of a "birther" stole from me, but, The BACKFIRE! HALLELUJAH!  Number one, in my great tenacious efforts to never be like her, I ACHIEVED MUCH!

AIN'T GOD GOOD!

That low whore,  on the hand , must rot. s/he must rot and her enablers must rot  right along with her.  While WE all have Free Will, few shall ever dare exercise that right.  What the cowards shall do , is come after you with hate, lies while bragging about their devout "religious" practices.  Deeds preformed for man only.

Sitting up in some "Church" every time the doors swing open, tithing to buy a blessing.  YES, Jesus pimps do teach their poorly educated blind sheep that you must pay a vengeful GOD ten percent of your "income" or perish.

 Anyone still clinging to "love and loyalty" for that sick horror, that birthed Us,  just to enslave, persecute and exploit Us,  for her selfish gain, deserve to suffer.

"Must suffer"? Do I , as a mere hue-man being have the right to declare anyone should suffer? No I don't! I am not GOD! Who am I to sit in judgment of my fellow victims?   The only reason I said that, deep inside I am very hurt and disappointed to witness so many suffer needlessly. I am deeply hurt and injured witnessing so many live in abject misery, fearing a dead demon.  An unnecessary evil! Just another jealous, envious Pathological Liar sent here to lure more blind sheep into captivity.

YES,  I rage against Color Struck "Christians".  The idea of pre-judging, ranking, persecuting anyone,  claiming GOD's blessings is beyond my hue-man understanding.

All I can say is; COME JESUS!

FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION

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Wednesday, July 22, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME!AWESOME!  Hurry and unwash your brain. Hurry and flee lying, sick, greedy, sadistic , lascivious reprobates posing as Christ lovers! No, such THING! READ  the Book for yourself. CULTIVATE YOUR BRAIN! GROW DENDRITES!

Are there any good Christians? (how many so-called Christians have actually ever attempted to read the entire Bible?)  I'm sure,  some , very few though. There is nothing "Christian" about Slavery, white supremacy or any system that persecutes hue-man beings for any reason. ALL PEOPLE HAVE A RIGHT TO LIVE THEIR LIVES TO THE FULLEST WITHOUT SOME LYING,  DEMON POSSESSED IMP PERSECUTING HIM , CLAIMING GOD'S FAVOR.

Any man, woman, person demanding to govern the United States , that has proven he can't govern his own sick, sadistic, carnal, perverted ass, should not be awarded the  OPPORTUNITY TO SIEZE THE  United States simply because he is a "billionaire" white supremest.

dt is a "mixed bag" for Me, of course I hate him with a purple passion but,  at the same time I am elated, grateful to him for exposing the "Church"and Our Government.

I feel the same way about my "birther".  Of course I hate her for the Sixty-Two years of torture s/he deliberately drug me through. But, I appreciate her. Her sick, demented, disgusting life taught me a lot!

One thing for sure, dt and mjw and this Pandemic shall put a dent in the pockets of these lying Jesus pimps.

BEAMING!!!

GOLDEN by JILL SCOTT lyrics

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Wednesday, July 22, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!  The word is EXISTENTIALISM , it means Freewill! It means each and every hue-man being on this good Earth has the right to live and love as they choose.  Provided their lifestyle does not hurt others.

YES! You can be "homosexual", bisexual", even "trisexual". You can smoke weed, drink wine, what ever you please. These whores, these Jesus pimps are only concerned with wealth, theirs, not yours.  So,  if the look good, smell good , happen to be charismatic, play good music, lie to you, convince you tithing is a Commandment, they will.

Please notice the same people that sell you "Love thy neighbor" every Sunday , have not opened their greedy mouths concerning the swine devouring this Government.

No one has the right to dictate how another man should plead for compassion, understanding, or  justice. That dt has no right to take over the United States of America! That dullard, that idiot, that empty vessel is a JUDAS GOAT! A lying, carnal, perverted white supremest!  That is it! He is an ABOMINATION TO THE HOLY GHOST!  As was my own "mother", birther , what ever you want to call the slut.

I call the bitch DEAD! And I'm glad! Any so called "Christians" claiming, actually demanding that I pretend to love that pile of dog shit,  that DID IN FACT MURDER MY GRANDFATHER, ROME WALTERS, CAN KISS MY BLACK ASS!

Far too many sick, sadistic, imps, gremlins and demon possessed cretins have always controlled the "Church". My sick slutty "mother" taught me from birth that I was cursed! Cursed for the color of my skin, my gender and the fact I was "illegitimate".

True, I was born cursed alright, not because of the color of my skin or gender, either.  I was born cursed because the lowest, commonest,  foulest, fallen slut,  that every slithered on this planet birthed Me and held me hostage for Sixty-two years!

Yes, that stanking, ignorant, low life, demon possessed whore was RELENTLESS IN HER UNENDING DECIET AND TREACHERY.

So what? I certainly learned to pray, to study, to read my Bible.  To always be Truthful, righteous and forthcoming,  no matter who pretends to be offended.

If that imp that has NEVER  read one book in his entire long worthless life , thinks his money, his gender, his wealth,  impresses The HOLY SPIRIT, that he is going to get away, he better think again.

martha jane walters came to this Earth, started beating , bludgeoning, raping , robbing and murdering as a small child. So? When it came time to die, the low whore had to lie, curse GOD and die.  Now s/he is finally rotting in the ground. Good! "Good riddance to bad rubbish."

I can not help comparing those two buzzard vipers, both in love with their white skin and all the white privilege they can usurp.

Yes, I am living My life like it is Golden! Life is indeed wonderful when your worse enemy, your demon possessed stalker,  finally dies.  Will America be a "Dream" again when that miserable MONGREL MONSTROSITY is finally dead, sealed in some coffin somewhere? Who knows,  who can say?  All I know is,  my life improved a thousand percent when that MONGREL MONSTROSITY  that birthed me finally vacated my atmosphere.

BEAMING!

Bobby Blue Band- Goin down slow (classic)

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Tuesday, July 21, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!  Picture me pimping on that dead demon's grave. Yes, I'm two stepping, REJOICING  because the low slut that birthed me is finally getting the rebuke s/he so highly deserved.

While s/he always bragged about her "Ordination" as a pastor, s/he knew any slimy maggot was more deserving.  While many , no most, of my so called friends and family have totally abandoned me and shun me for my blog, my Truth, my reality, they know I'm not lying.

You don't like me! I don't like your kind either! What do you care about innocent children? Nothing! Your silence is PERMISSION!  Do know that some day, you shall surely pay.  Not one wo/man is better than another! Your stolen wealth doesn't matter. "GOD sees, GOD knows, GOD moves!" There is nothing done in the dark that shall Not be revealed!

Yes, I have five brothers, rather five half brothers and perhaps a half sister.  I have very few hue-mans  in my circle I can honestly call friend. So? I have JESUS! YES, I HAVE THE HOLY GHOST!

If you are somewhere sitting in judgment of Me, highly disturbed by my presence, my existence, my Truth,  I question you.  You scoff me, hate me, include me out because I demand to warn this World "anti-mothers" exist!

Why are you disturbed, enraged? Why do you have the nerve to look down on me?  No, I am Not rich but I DO NOT LIE FOR LIARS, STEAL FOR THIEVES  OR CLOAK FOR MURDERERS AND THIEVES  out of some sense of "loyalty" or "shame".

NO! I AM NOT ASHAMED OF THE GOSPEL OF JEUSUS CHRIST! IAM NOT ASHAMED THAT THE LORD JESUS ENABLED ME TO ENDURE THE SICKEST,  MOST SADISTIC , PATHOLOGICAL LYING  , DEMON POSSESSED SERPENT TO EVER SLITHER ON PLANET EARTH!

My question to you, why? Why are you upset that I get on FB and the Internet everyday SCREAMING  about the low maggot of a "mother" I had to suffer with and endure for Sixty-two years?  It is no skin off of your nose.  I'm sure your perfect "white bread" World shall always remain privileged. "Trouble" shall NEVER get in your way! 

Just how sure are you that you shall never be forced to endure the BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA  inflicted on me, my brothers, my family , for the entire EIGHTY-EIGHT  YEARS that closet,  serpent slithered on this good Earth? 

My whole life, for Sixty-nine years imps have dismissed me, declared me a fool and unsaved for refusing to pretend to honor that HORROR UNLEASHED!  My own brothers hate me!  (Fellow victims)  I can not declare s/he raped, molested and tortured all five, but TWO FOR SURE!  Yes, martha deliberately pushed her sons into captivity, raping and sexually abusing them for control. Teaching them  the"black arts" for cover.

Back to all of these sanctimonious , saved Christians,  that I know have NEVER  read the Bible, have NO interest in reading it, EVER! Yet, demand that you live by what they claim it says. 

That was my "mother" alright.  BEAMING because it BACKFIRED! I have rarely experienced any real Love. The liars always blamed their dislike fo me on my lack of a "filter" and of course my color.  

 What the fuck do I need a filter for? There is NO GOD any where that gives one shit about language!  If you are still stupid enough to think "Cursing" is the equivalent of cussing, you deserve to suffer!

If you truly believe WE serve a Color Struck, gender biased  GOD, you deserve to suffer too.

If you don't like me for exposing  and cussing the stanking,  demon possessed whore that devoted her entire  long life to totally destroying the entire WALTERS clan, you deserve to suffer too.

No, I am NOT going down slow. I am aging rapidly and time is running out for me but,  I refuse to leave this good Earth lying and cloaking for a known demon  possessed slut,  just because s/he birthed me and was a fake ass preacher/Christian with serious "Game".

BEAMING!!!

Kirk Franklin Stomp with lyrics

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Tuesday, July 21, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!

"They" crucified Jesus, hung [HIM] high, stretched [HIM] wide! Laughed hideously  and mocked Almighty GOD for Eighty-eight years! Preached from a book s/he only Cherry picked to get her way.

What was her way? EVIL! SICK! DEPRAVED! SADISTIC! Full of nothing but envy, extreme jealousy and deep ignorance. But, s/he finally died one day. satan called her home! Praise the LORD!

What good can I ever say about that demon possessed hue-man that birthed me to Enslave Me, Us?  To exploit Me, Us!  To satisfy her sick sadist carnal pleasures for Eighty-Eight long, excruciatingly painful  years.   The best I can ever say for that low volunteer slut for satan, I'm glad you expired in "Due Time"!

I'm glad you mistreated, degraded and humiliated Me, Us.  I never would have known such  Love, never would have tasted the necture of pure unfeigned love from Our Loving Heavenly Father without that HORRID SUCCUBUS deliberately stalking and plaguing Me  (Us) for Sixty-two years!

Bow down satan, you and all your kind, your time is up!

BEAMING! All Aglow in this BACKFIRE! The so called potus is plagued by the exact same demonic  spirit that devoured my "mother".

My "mother" would have never been found out if s/he had not MURDERED HER OWN FATHER FOR FINANCIAL GAIN!

  I am NOT ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ! I am proud to tell on that low maggot slut  for satan! An Abomination to The HOLY GHOST !  s/he dared to play GOD , Lied, Stole and Killed at will for Eighty-Eight of the longest years any poor slave had to endure.   Died unrepentant. Now s/he can Rot! All those still claiming loyalty and love for that "root working" whore can ROT right along with her!

To GOD be the Glory!

James Brown - I Feel Good

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Saturday, July 18, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!  Yes, I feel Good! For one thing GOD is my friend, Jesus in my Homeboy! Not one day, not one hour, not one minute,  in Sixty-nine years has My LORD ever forsaken me.

Sure, I've seen too many things I would rather have  never  seen or experienced. But, I must admit, I was made better, stronger. Blessed, gifted, ANOINTED by every experience  GOD has brought me through!  

That is why my "mother", my birther, always  hated Me, Us! Poor martha, born under a "Bad sign", severe, irrational, ignorant, barbaric, demonic,  low character.   Greed, an insatiable need for "sex" and sadistic,  unspeakable practices, always felt , in fact knew,  s/he was low.  Just never low enough to desire to change.  Just low enough to be proud to be savage, barbaric, greedy, lying, immoral while preaching to people s/he purely hated , resented but loved their money.

So why Church? Why preach? It seems mjw figured out the benefits of white supremacy long, long ago. s/he did look white.  Why not take advantage? It is not hard for anyone void of any scruples, morals , empathy, sympathy, a true education , to be as horrid as mjw and dt.

Scum! They are now,  and shall forever be the SCUM OF THE EARTH!  I still can NOT believe how scummy my own "mother" was! For  EIGHTY-EIGHT MUTHAFUCKING YEARS!  Bitch,  ain't never missed Church! The low 'hoe ain't never missed blasting her lying bullshit into someone else's ear, deliberately destroying the lives s/he falsely claimed ruined her's. 

What did s/he get? Nothing! A chance to laugh, to mock, to block, which only caused her more secret self hate. 

When it came time to die mjw could NOT repent. I get it. How could anyone "own", claim or brag about her horrid life. satan tricked her into INCEST! PEDOPHILIA! AND s/he MURDERED HER OWN DADDY! A GOOD MAN!  Not like one of those sorry men s/he sold her precious body to.

mjw lived a long life of lying, hating, envying and "chuncking dust".

Especially if it was a life s/he resented hated,  or wanted. No, there was no winning with her. Yes, s/he fully intended to preach her phony bullshit.  Shit s/he never practiced! s/he was a HORROR!  My LORD from Zion! WHY!?

"FOR IT IS WRITTEN!"

I  rejoice today! I rejoice because it is abundantly clear to Me, I had more sense, more innate intelligence, higher morals and integrity , as a three year old child, than my own twenty-nine year old "mother".  Just another nasty, lying 'hoe that buried her own talents and gifts trying to destroy and manipulate her "loved ones".

Sure, mjw, you marched behind me in quasi, semi-secret, "chuncking your dust", telling your lies, deliberately  tearing down, never building up, just pretending.  Just putting on a show.  Why? I didn't, We didn't ruin your lie, you lying whore, you ruined Ours!

Now rot!

BEAMING!

outkast - knowing - Speakerboxxx The Love Below

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Friday, July 17, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! AGAIN!  Another day of feeling GOD's Love, the undying protective Love of The HOLY SPIRIT!

Born into the demonic clutches of an EXCEEDINGLY EVIL WO/MAN , Sixty-nine years ago, I'm still standing, still attempting to expose that low whore for the last Sixty-six years.   Still trying to convince my fellow victims that low whore for satan NEVER loved Us!  No, not one of US!

Why, the low slut NEVER loved her low ass, fallen self.  If s/he really ever loved herself, loved GOD, The HOLY SPIRIT ,  would s/he have ever been reduced to the low "root working", sadistic, INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE serpent,  s/he always was?

Thank you GrandDADDY!  ROME WALTERS!  Thank you for all your words of wisdom. Thank you for standing by Us, feeding and nurturing Us physically and spiritually.  No, you could not help it if your wife birthed a demon.  Some things are meant to be. Sometimes nature gets it wrong. Some lions eat their children, just devour them because they can.  

Much bigger, much older, much faster, the cannibalistic, predatory "parent" sadistically and barbarically dine on (devour) , and abuse their own young,  physically , spiritually and emotionally. Then they stand in the back, in the shadows, grinning, laughing, bellowing her hideous demonic laugh. Rubbing her demonic claws together, giddy with excitement because s/he really thinks s/he is getting even with a god s/he secretly hates.

That was certainly my case.  martha jane walters was a witch alright. satan, a true Succubus! A horrid thing I could not shake or rid myself of physically or spiritually  for Sixty-two years.  Finally after Sixty-nine years,  I am finally healing, "self repairing"! Real healing, not just declared healing.

That low slut for satan always had the damn nerve to demand Our LOYALTY! SECRECY,   just like that thang occupying the White House!

If We refused , We were slayed. Guess what ? With mjw and dt, you ae going to be slayed anyway.   You might slay me bitches but, not with my permission!

Yes, I do look back on the awful years of "Madame Watson's" demonic reign, and REJOICE!  While martha did do a lot to harm Me, Us, every  life s/he every touched.   That low slut failed to accomplish the vast majority of her sick plans.

Why!? Too fucking EVIL! No decent fallen wo/man brags about flushing five of her babies down the toilet! THAT IS LEGION!  Any  wo/man making such a brag to her impressionable children is not hue-man!  LET THE RECORD SHOW,  mjw, kept and cloaked ever demon spirit s/he got down on her knees collecting!

YES! martha jane walters was a ROOT WORKER! A CONJURER that skillfully and clandestinely secured a license to preach from the African Methodist Episcopalian Zion Church and did deliberately mock GOD for Eighty-Eight years!

I do thank GOD for what s/he did do successfully! That low whore and that dt sure opened my eyes! They snatched my blinders off.   Anyone, any of my fellow victims , still claiming they love that low whore, that demon laden Succubus , deserve to suffer.

BEAMING! 

All Aglow in this BACKFIRE!

Every Beat of My Heart by Gladys Knight & the Pips 1961

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Wednesday, July 15, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!  Some where in this fantastic Universe my favorite uncle is celebrating the anniversary of his birth, his long hard journey on this planet Earth.

I salute you Uncle Mac! You were a genuine Southern gentleman! Thank You for always loving me. I still love you and your legacy with every beat of my heart.

Yes, I am still out her on the "Battlefield" fighting for Justice. "Justice for ALL", not just us! They may accuse us of polar-rizing, deliberately causing the pain and misery they have always caused.

Yes, I'm still fighting for ALL abused children! Yes,  I'm BEAMING because I know I've made a dent.

* II THESSALONIANS  2:10-12 !!!

Kirk Franklin-Stomp Featuring Salt

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Saturday, July 11, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!  

In 1959 I deliberately  mounted that huge spiral staircase , leading to that beautiful crystal"White Only" water fountain,  in Sears and Roebuck , downtown Fayetteville, North Carolina. I was only eight years old but,  even then I knew I was better than any creature that would stoop, bend their neck to suck water from an old rusty "Colored " water fountain . I tell you it was nasty, germy, corroded , DISGUSTING!

I was really enjoying this cool, fresh, healing  water , when my "mother" (martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureux ) came flying up that spiral staircase , grabbed me , screaming: "Gul! Yo'gon git me lynched!"

This whole senario requires some deep study. Number one , my "mother" never once expressed any interest in saving me from a lynch mob, just herself.

Number two, my mother always, not so secretly , hated Me, hated Us, hated our entire family , always claiming We were nothing but burdens,  a bunch of "worthless niggers" s/he hated s/he ever birthed into the world.  Yes, according to her, We, ruined HER life.

No one ever told us "mathy jane" was an old wicked , demon possessed whore . Why? Was it because of her white skin? Was it because s/he was in fact charismatic, quite attractive, always wore fine raiment? Or just the fear all oppressed, persecuted, suppressed people carry?

Was it because she never missed Church service somewhere?  Was it because s/he quoted scripture so well? Or was it  because everywhere martha went,  s/he was declaring her undying love and loyalty for her children, her family, her GOD?

"I love my churin! I LOVE ALL MY CHURIN!" LORD , if you gave me one penny for every time I heard that secret succubus declare those lies, I would be rich beyond measure.

At any rate, it is not over. The demons are still ruling , but,  be of good cheer, their time is up. Stupid martha really thought s/he was winning, secretly and deliberately destroying the six children s/he birthed alive.

Wait! Used voodoo, conjure and every diabolical plot s/he could hatch,  while preaching. Did s/he do it to keep her fake status? Was s/he trying to recruit fellow demons, more demons? Was s/he just reaching for the money? Status? Fame?

Or did s/he just love to TERRORIZE?  martha jane walters really thought s/he was winning. Few knew s/he was aways a  closet homosexual,  incestuous pedophile , prostitute, jealous , poorly educated DULLARD.  A fallen hue-man that really loved and enjoyed being a whore because she was a closet nymphomaniac . 

Now you know and now you know why demons are still in control of this CONtry. So what? s/he did nothing but horde, steal, lie, rip, rob, rape and MURDER for eighty-eight years. What did s/he gain? In the end just another fallen wo/man much too ashamed to ever repent.

BEAMING<3 because I got a belly full of healing water, anyway!

Wilson Pickett - Land of a Thousand Dances (HQ)

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIRIES***

Monday, July 6, 20/20

They say "Shit rises to the top". The fact that man of Perdition is still acting dictator , in a once sovereign nation, certainly proves that statement true.  So what? So, the low life,  lying swine,  brags that he shits on a gold toilet? His shit still stinks! He is still a low life, lying common ass liar.  Plus, what kind of people give a shit, where and on what another person shits?

Are his followers claiming to be proud that someone that shares their skin color , shits on a gold toilet , while they clearly don'?  I wonder what is the average net worth of a .rump supporter? I know if they keep crowding up in those "hate rallies"  unmasked, there shall be a lot less of them to worry about.

So, he claims he is "untouchable", a Teflon Demon? So did my "birther", my mother, my tormentor , for sixty-two years. Yes, s/he was a low, malignant, narcissistic , sadistic, pathological lying , volunteer imp for satan! Why? "yalla'".   World, martha jane walters turned stupid racist after s/he turned low INCESTUOUS/PEDOPHILE/ROOT WORKING WHORE!

Sadly, all that fake ass preaching was for the money, and s/he was too old to sell "hot pussy".   And  the "Church" was a place where s/he could lie, brag, show off all of her finery.   But, you better know something, You were  NOT going to her house!  martha was extremely Paranoid when it came to people visiting her home. Why? martha was terrified that people would do to her, what s/he always did to them, "dust", "lay roots", steal, vandalize, leave bad energy.

Well, any group of people willing to self hate because their oppressor proclaims them too ugly, need to suffer.

BLACK IS BEAUTIFUL AND #BLM!

BEAMING!

Bill Deal and the Rhondels - I´ve been hurt - 1969

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Monday, July 6, 20/20

No, you think you've been hurt. You haven't been hurt,  DEVASTATED, laid low, counted as Dung, until your "birther" , your mother is a low volunteer slut for satan!

I've had an extremely long time to think about it.  I've thought about it, and thought about it. Yes, I've prayed about "IT" every day of my life, since I learned to pray.  DEMON POSSESSION  is some real SHIT! Very few "ministers" of any "religion" are sincere.  Very few of them warn Us. When We tell them, they demand We hurry and shut the fuck up. 

WE occupy a Predatory World where the vast majority have little faith in anything other than money, filthy lucre. "They" lie, preach tithing  is a Commandment, lying, greedy pimps!  The low, lying "scribes and pharisees" ain't mentioned Anti-Mothers, common low life INCESTUOUS/PEDOPHILE ROOT WORKING WHORES!

Time after time,  FEW of US take the time to see money is Not the answer to all prayers.  Wasn't Jesus tempted? Didn't satan promise Jesus everything he had IF [HE] would bow down and serve him.  Why? Jealous! Envious! Lucifer was jealous of GOD! Why? They say lucifer was handsome, had gold hair and blue eyes. 

Lucifer was ravenous, could not be satisfied. That Abomination to The HOLY GHOST  boasts that he is a multi-billionaire, demands the "Lion's share" based on his massive wealth, skin color, gender and ability to Con and lie.

Well, go ahead imp. So did my "mother", my "birther", at Eighty-Eight years old , s/he found herself something so foul , even s/he feared approaching the "Cross".

Do it anyway Children! Take your burdens to "The Cross" and leave them there.

BEAMING!

What did I know, when did I know it?

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Monday, July 6, 20/20

 Ova'here "Girding up my Loins".  Thank You Jesus!  My "mother" preached forever and always mispronounced loins, lions. s/he never understood the difference, s/he only knew s/he (secretly) hated me for always correcting her.

 "What did I know and when did I know it?"  From birth! From birth, I vehemently declare! That slut knew s/he was a pure DEMON!  Yes, that low whore knew full well s/he was as sadistic as any common MAGGOT!

 Did s/he ever admit it? HELL NO!  Apologizing (sincerely) would mean martha jane walters would have to finally give up all her manipulating, conniving, raping, robbing , ruining, savagely and brutaly destroying everything satan directed her to demolish. 

.Actually,  sincerely humbling herself to the likes of "black ass niggers" , was not an act lying ass mathy jane was willing to preform. What would life be without sadistic pleasure? Who in this World truly wanted to be the lame ass "Christian" mathy pretended to be, once a week, for a few hours?

Openly engaging in a "Gang Bang" , where s/he was the only wo/man, in the broad open DayLight, in her "lover's" Barracks,  in my innocent nineteen year old presence, should have been my final clue.  (I was still a virgin, except for my vicious eight year old rape.)

I must admit, I knew! I was eight years old, so stunned by my "mother's" sudden VICIOUSNESS, I knew something was very wrong. I didn't know what it was then, I couldn't put a name on it. Today, I call it guilt, demon possession.

The fact is, martha always knew s/he was a low imp. any white man''s wench. Just another low whore , "Common as bat shit".  martha always roared, cut the absolute fool if you came any where near her with the Truth.  KNOWING FULL WELL EVERY WORD WAS TRUE!

Well, s/he was a low whore.  An ignorant imp that earned all of the demonic spirits s/he foolishly dug up over eighty-eight years.  For what? martha, did you live that horrid life , just to be "The top of the Bottom"?  "The bottom of the top." Something You would not tolerate! Someone You would not sully your soul to be around.

WO/MAN YOU MURDERED YOUR OWN DADDY! A GOOD MAN! A MAN THAT ALWAYS TREATED YOU LIKE A PRINCESS! A MAN THAT USED HIS MOUTH TO SUCK THE SNOT OUT OF YOUR NOSE WHEN YOU WERE A BABY!

Yes You Preached! Preached falsely! Only reached for the money! You refused to repent, now you are rotting. Your name is rooting. Your memory and yes, your "toe hold" is rotting.  Many ae walking straight out of captivity now that you are dead.

Wo/Man, how did you look in the mirror? You roared and grabbed your "dust" when confronted, cussed and cursed without ceasing every time GrandDADDY slightly admonished you.  No matter, it was all true. You didn't fool anybody.

True, you were a "haint", something sick and disgusting.  But, you didn't get away. "GOD keeps a ram in the bushes."  And looks out for [HIS] Own.

BEAMING!

I AM A WITNESS!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Sunday, July 5, 20/20

I know what I know! I will NOT be silenced by friends and family that see no value in my sharing my horrid Truth!

I truly REJOICE! Yes! I am prostrate , Humbled, on my knees Thanking Almighty GOD for saving Me from martha jane walters' worse! Yes, WORSE! For Eighty-Eight long treacherous, terrifying years mathy jane cracked a whip, raped, robbed, blasphemed, bullied, deliberately destroyed, murdered and maimed, Conjured and cojoled, just because s/he could.

It was easy. s/he, the low whore for satan,  was born at the right time. Yes, mathy jane was worshipped for the color of her skin. I am a witness.  Of  course s/he loved it, made a lot of money selling "hot pussy" to desperate,  perverted racist, color struck men.

Yes, mathy was closet homosexual. I have never figured out why, other than her fake belief in the "Church", in her Cherry picked, half read Bible.

One thing for sure, mathy was pure Maggot! There are no words for how common mathy jane really was, just be glad s/he failed so miserably at being horrid. 

Horrid, YES!  I have Sixty-two years of Horrid memories stored up. "I know what I know". I am a witness! No, I am NOT ashamed! I am proud that My LORD Jesus Christ saved me from a DEMON POSSESSED IMP, that "Christians"  were too "saved" to challenge.

"Christians" that swear they live holy because they don't drink, smoke, cuss,  or commit any sin outside of occasional lying, (white lies only) .  YES! They do inwardly  hate all poor people, especially those of Color.

Yes, "Christians" so full of The HOLY GHOST  they won't even pretend they have ever read the book they demand this entire World bow down to.    YES. unintelligent, low functioning, horrid imps think they can rape, bully, terrorize this World into submission because "they' always have.

I don't know of one day in Eighty-Eight years that mathy ever got what s/he deserved. I knows/he always howled like a sick wolf. I do know s/he was a damn ROOT WORKING FOOL!

I actually witnessed my mother "root", conjure, fix, her third legal husband. He was much too young and intelligent for her.  For some reason, mathy had that man packing his Duffel Bag and moving in with a married wo/man, her four children within forty-five minutes of meeting him.

Yes, s/he got him alright and it wasn't long before s/he was treating him just like "shit on a stick", just like s/he Always treated US. Of course he fled immediately! It did no good.  The low whore for satan never tired of making his life miserable for refusing to be her footstool,  and ATM machine. 

Yes, martha jane walters was LEGION! No, satan did Not come after her, she Chased satan! Yes, s/he, martha jane walters , gleefully dug satan up every time someone she claimed to love out did her. was prettier, got a compliment, found some money, did anything positive.

YES, s/he would go to this one particular grave of a murdered man, gleam his "dirt", bless it in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Ghost.  Then , the low whore would stalk you, chunking "dust".  "Goofer Dust" s/he called it.

YES, the low whore for satan, also Sold it! Never saw one broke day in Eighty-Eight long years!

No, I shall not debate if the "shit"worked or not. I know coupled with martha's extreme cruelty, lack of morals and sick sadistic nature, it worked good enough for her to never abandon it.  I know everything I touched, WE touched , turned to "shit" IMMEDIATELY!

WHY? "Crabs in a barrel", "It is written, got to fulfill the Book". I don't know why, I just know every word I speak is true.

No , your age, gender, degree of kinship,  did not matter.  As a matter of fact, mathy's kin always suffered far worse than the rest of the World. It appears most people in this World grew wise to mathy jane early, always referring to her as "Common as bat shit".

Which s/he was! NO MORALS! NONE! NOT ONE! NOT NAR-UN!  But, you better not say nothing! Do! ... I dare you! The low slut actually promised to treat you worse, And DELIVERED! 

World, once a hue-being was caught in mathy jane's net, her web of deep deceit, it was over!

Thankfully , mjw was the type of imp that just had to brag about every success , while lying and raging , making ridiculous excuses about every failure.

For eighty-eight years s/he bragged, claimed to be doing nothing but winning. More like , nothing ,but , perversion, "root working",  conjure, incest, pedophilia, jealousy, envy, pathological lying and preaching falsely.

You plotted on your first cousin, stole her brand new patent leather shoes, (during the Depression), threw them into the fireplace. LIED! CRIED! DENIED!  Then later bragged that you did  IN FACT do it. You said she was too pretty, s/he was too light, her hair too straight. You fixed her good.

Later, you bragged she got drunk,  burned up in a house fire. Wo/Man what kind of "Christian" were you?

Well, mathy jane, perhaps your unrepentant soul is burning like all the fires you started in your Eighty-Eight Year reign of Terror!

Basking in the BACKFIRE!

Ray Charles - Unchain my Heart [1964]

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Saturday, July 4, 20/20

If I had a nickel for every time my "mother", my birther",  declared her undying love for me,  for sixty-two years,  I would certainly be a multi millionaire,  at least.

What kept me so ignorant, SO LONG?  What prevented me from the Gospel Truth?  Can I blame the "Church" that deliberately taught me; "GAWD don't put no'mo on you,  than you can bear."?  That "family" is everything, to honor my MOTHER above all else.

Can I blame the people, the acquaintances, family and friends that always admonished me sternly; 'SHUT THE FUCK UP! FORGET IT GWEN! LET IT GO!"

I will NOT! I pulled Myself up by my BARE FUCKING FEET!  I never had no boot straps!  What I had was a SICK, PSYCHOTIC, SADISTIC, MALIGNANT,  NARCISSIST WHORE!  A fucking, poisonous, DEMON POSSESSED, PATHOLOGICAL LIYING VIPER ,  dumb enough, arrogant and fallen enough to secure a "License to Preach", just to MOCK GOD!

Well, Bible "Toters" and Bible Quote-ERS, you better read and study that book for yourself. The "Church" is overrun with lying, GREEDY, INCESTUOUS, PEDOPHILE, ROOT WORKERS,  JUST LIKE MY "birther".

Don't fear them , SHUN them!   Slap them with the TRUTH! Slap it dead in their lying face! If they decide to finally openly hate you, to GUT YOU LIKE A FISH, simply because you desire a meager apology, rejoice. At least now you know. 

HORROR UNLEASHED! martha jane walters always played the pitiful whore, a mere woman taken advantage of by lusty niggers. No such thing! Just like her mentor, Jezebel, martha had babies out of wedlock,  deliberately!  The low whore birthed her own little slaves! Introduced her sons and daughters to carnal knowledge,  CONJURE, deliberately.

Yes, s/he raped, robbed and severely EMASCULATED  all of US! s/he was a "man eater". the dreaded mathy jane collected "nuts" just for the sadistic hell of it. Just because s/he could.

mathy did warn me, did tell me,  I would be the one to betray her. ONEDAY.    Well, I guess I am , and for this privilege I am ETERNALLY grateful and DEEPLY HUMBLED!

Yes,  GOD is Good! And Yes, GOD  keeps a ram in the bushes.

BEAMING!

BEAMING!  All Aglow in this BACKFIRE<3

The Hilarity of this Situationship is a Magic Moment!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Tuesday, July 2, 20/20

I'm so "old" now, I'm not exactly sure when I became "Rachel". Rachel is my stage name. My first name, a name considered so unimportant by my selfish, sadistic, malignant, narcissistic, color struck, racist "mother", s/he neglected to tell me.

I was ten years old, it was the first day of school, (Murray Elementary School, Honeycutt Road, Fort Bragg, North Carolina).  Mrs. Dabinette, a tall, young, strikingly beautiful white woman , with flowing, flaming red hair , covered in brown freckles,  was my teacher.

My "home", my school, was ninety-nine percent WHITE! For some reason, Blacks in the military preferred housing off post. WE being "country ass niggas" loved "Military Housing". Shit! Indoor plumbing, FLUSHING TOILETS! Furniture rental, excellent health care, excellent INTEGRATED SCHOOLS, and a MUTHAFUCKING CHECK ON THE FIRST OF EVERY MUTHAFUCKIN' MONTH!

UNCLE SAM YOU THE MUTHAFUCKING MAN!  Well, that was the credo of my humble "upbringing".  Well, cool, Diva-ish Mrs. Dabinette kept calling; "RACHEL DOSTER! ...RACHEL DOSTER! .......RACHEL DOSTER!!!,   I noticed she was growing irritated , so I volunteered, trying to be of assistance; "I'm Gwendolyn Doster."

That white woman gave me such a look of disgust, my feelings are still hurt. "YOUR NAME IS RACHEL GWENDOLYN DOSTER!"

Shocked, I couldn't wait to share this secret information with my "mother". s/he cooly replied;"Oh yea, I named you after my mother because I knew she would be the one taking care of you."

Well DAMN!

YES I AM HORRIFIED! I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE! NO,  I AM NOT ASHAMED! I AM REJOICING! My "birther" was a wo/man that fell so low, became so DEMONIC,  s/he Viciously Raped ME!  

The low whore was a SERIAL RAPIST! A CARNAL DEGENERATE! A COMMON ASS, INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE, "ROOT WORKER",  HIDDEN BY THE "CHURCH"!

 THAT LOW SLUT,  martha jane walters Deliberately forced me to consume an entire bottle of Creme DeMint licquer and directed her Jet Black Imp of a husband to viciously rape my tiny eight year old body!

I "came to" BLEEDING! (I can still see the hot red blood streaming down my tiny little brown legs) THE LOW SLUT FOR SATAN VICIOUSLY BEAT ME FOR VOWING TO TELL GOD ON HER!

Well, I'm TELLING! I shall never Shut Up! I AM LOUD! I AM PROUD! I AM REDEEMED!

BEAMING!

Outkast - Take Off Your Cool (ft. Norah Jones)

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES ***

Tuesday, July 1, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! "Chilling in the BACKFIRE!"  GOD is still Good! Still keeps a ram in the bushes, still does just what [HE] said.

The Word is Real! DEMONIC ACTIVITY IS REAL! DEMON POSSESSION IS REAL! JUDAS WAS DEMON POSSESSED!

Judas let his envy for Jesus get the best of him. Then his greed. But, at least Judas showed remorse, killed himself. Not my "birther". The low slut had the nerve to pitch a fix when I humbly approached the subject of MY CHILDHOOD , VICIOUS RAPE, AT HER HANDS!

Rot you Stanking, Unrepentant, Foul, Disgusting, Demon Possessed SLUT!

If you are struggling, left alone, ashamed and broke as a result of a "birther" like martha jane walters, just REBUKE HER, THEM!

Take off your Cool and let GOD ARISE!

Frankly, I finally tire of ignorant, arrogant, thick headed, hard headed people that dismiss my "Thesis", my warnings, my pleas,  concerning DEMON POSSESSION, CHILD ABUSE, INCEST, PEDOPHILIA AND CLOSET HOMOSEXUALITY.

It's Real! If if wasn't real, The HOLY SPIRIT  would have told me. I KNOW WHAT I KNOW! I KNOW WHAT I SAW WITH MY OWN TWO EYES! LEGION!  The low slut was LEGION! HORROR UNLEASHED! 

 The slut should have been shunned, LOCKED THE FUCK UP.  BURNED AT THE STAKE! No, s/he was allowed to fester, to grow, to rape, rob, molest, MURDER!  Why? DEMON POSSESSION!

Awesome! Awesome! Awesome! Rome Walters put a Bible in my hand when I was eight years old! He told me to STUDY, to "study to show myself approved". It is a good thing I did. I never would have known my own "birther" was a self styled Jezebel Whore! 

I knew s/he was a "root worker" for sure, just could not believe mathy jane was as evil, low, fallen, repugnant, stank, nasty, jealous, sick, sadistic and demented, as s/he really was.

Why DID WE TOLERATE HER? Was it her fake preaching? Fake tears? Was it her great con game? Or was it in fact her conjure, her voodoo?

Well, s/he is dead now, all her shit is BACKFIRING!  It always did, it always will.

BEAMING!