Hank Williams Sr... I Saw The Light - 1948

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Saturday, June 27, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! HEE HAW! PRAISE THE LORD I SAW THE LIGHT!

"THE FINGER OF GOD!" YES! The Finger of GOD, of The HOLY GHOST is real. "IT" Is Mysterious,  
"IT" can't be explained. "IT" needs no explanation, just relax, enjoy it.  Let it encapsulate you, engulf you, protect you.  Expect "IT"! Live in Expectation.

 YES! The HOLY GHOST  always keeps a ram in the bushes.

martha may have pretended s/he won, escaped punishment,  her "just and honest due". s/he lied! Of course s/he lied. S/HE WAS A PATHOLOGICAL LIAR! martha jane walters was such a fucking liar , I still hate her!  s/he was just a fucking, unnecessary headache, a volunteer LUNATIC! Yes, donald fucking .rump! That dumb muthafucker stands at that strange angle because his Depends is full of shit!

The bitch is a modern day Ivan the Terrible. Yes, djt is that "man of perdition".   "The man of perdition must be exposed before there is "a falling away". In other words, many shall suffer.  But, isn't suffering the definition of life?  Don't We struggle through the birth canal to be born?

YES! Struggle makes the Weak Strong!

YES!  My own "mother", my own "birther" was LEGION! My "mother" martha jane walters was DEMON LADEN!  If justice truly existed martha would have been burned at the stake. While remembering, merely recalling some of her sick, sick, acts of depravity,  s/he did successfully lodge against me, WHAT THAT 'HOE DID'NT GET TO DO IS OUTSTANDING! PRAISE THE LORD!

I did truly live in "Expectation",  in the front part of my life. Was I happy? Sometime. I do ask myself why, or how could I have been as "happy" , as I TRULY was?  Was I Naive? Childish? Or simply young , gullible and inexperienced. 

 Number one, I didn't know. there was so much I didn't know, We didn't know. How did I find out my "mother" gave me away, abandoned Me in  a whore house? s/HE TOLD ME! LAUGHED AT ME! MOCKED ME! PICKED AT MY FESTERING WOUNDS!  WHY? SA DIS TIC!!! A HUE-MAN MAGGOT! LEGION! DEMON POSSESSED!

Not one family member snitched. on her though.   Why? Did they fear her? How did I find out s/he bludgeoned a small puppy between two bricks,  as a small child? One cousin got drunk and let it slip.  Otherwise My family is tight lipped about anything "martha".

I'm angry because the slut never had any power, just extreme cruelty,  selfishness AND ABOMINABLE IGNORANCE.  martha was almost as dumb as that "thang".

 Our "ugly Truth" was not so much hidden from Us, as not discussed. by anyone but "her".

We knew something was wrong, actually very wrong , but, We all knew better than to say shit!  I had the nerve to wonder how "slaves" survived? Shit! I was  one, I am, a damn slave. No, the low whore  didn't buy Me at the "Market House", but the low slut "owned" me, just the same.

Sadly, WE are ALL owned. Jesus was owned, [HE] finally said the wrong thing, talked shit to the wrong person and GOD didn't even save [HIM]!  The Son of GOD got crucified by satan's people, ignorant, immoral imps.  

Then the low muthafuckers stole the "Church".  .rump is proof the "Church" is overrun, and "run" by majority evildoers. Greed mongers, 'hoe-mongers, racists, child molesters, incestuous pedophiles like my "birther". A low whore, so low, so stupid, so dimwitted and depraved, s/he demanded to be "cloaked" FOREVER!

YES!  The low slut was serious; "I wud take dat tuh my grave!"  What kind of fucking instructions are those? From an Ordained Pastor, no less.

I do have to scream!  That stupid ass "man" I accidentally married, NEVER READ AN ENTIRE BOOK IN HIS ENTIRE SORRY ASS LIFE!  That lazy dimwitted dullard never read an entire book IN HIS WHOLE LONG ASS LIFE, including the Bible, the entire four years he spent in prison.

Why? Slavery! Chattel Slavery lasted much too long! Slaves were not only forbidden the slightest education, they could be killed, executed for acquiring the basic skills of reading, writing and arithmetic.

Thus the FOUR million people , held captive, degraded, dehumanized, were set "free" at least two hundred years behind the "least of these", po'whites.

Now that WE have caught up, proved skin color is a very frivolous reason to pre-hate and persecute anyone, THEY HAVE GONE TOXIC! DESTROYED DEMOCRACY. 

Fortunately for Me, I come from a brilliant family of scholars! Readers! Teachers! Leaders, for the most part. We have "Intellectual Stamina".  Well, We had it. Some of Us have lost Our way, temporarily. I hope.

No matter what, We ALL have "Free Will", Existentialism. WE ALL have a right to the Tree of Life.  WE All have to cut Our own path. Everyone is not interested in taking Your path. Be prepared to go it alone.

One thing I know, go it alone if you are unhappy, miserable. I accidentally Married  a stone FAGGOT!  An off the chart faggot with no muthafucking manners or MONEY!  The Truth is I accidentally married my "mother".  A malignant NARCISSIST ! A PATHOLOGICAL LIAR! AN IMMORAL, COMMON THIEF, A CLOSET HOMOSEXUAL!  A piece of dog shit , vermin, swine, excrement, you know you are going to have to kill!

Slavery did that! Cut your loses! Move On! Don't look back, don't go back! Praise GOD for saving You! For alerting You! Letting You know in "due time".

People, some people need to die. Some people are begging to be put out of their fucking misery. martha should have been put out of her misery. Some did try to kill her, but somehow s/he always lucked out. martha was such a great con artist , such a clever viper, s/he always convinced her would be murderers to spare her life.  The  Ungrateful whore murdered the one man, the only man that truly loved her, HER FATHER, ROME WALTERS.

At any rate, IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER! martha did not escape GOD's wrath, neither shall that other maggot.

It seems djt knew, knows Putin shall annex the USA, soon. Democracy is dead! So what, when was it EVER real? When was my low life , whorish, common ass "mother",  real, sincere? NEVER!

SAVE YOURSELF!

BEAMING!

Day by Day - Continental Four

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Friday, June 26, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME!  Yes! Dear LORD You are Still AWESOME!

Thank You for snatching Me from the clutches of a Diabolical, Demon possessed Cretin.  A fake, artificial "Christian"  that did successfully invade, closture  up in the "Church". No, not GOD"s Church! Just some fellow imps playing "Church", imps delighted to get dressed up, hoop and holler for Jesus.  They love Jesus alright, just not enough to ever read that boring ass Book!

LORD, I just want to go on record, I want to thank You out loud for saving me from martha jane walter's Worse.  Yes, s/he was vexation of my Spirit and Bones,  my "Whole Soul and Body".  GOODGOTUHMIGHTYYYYYYY , the low slut finally Died!

And better than the low slut finally dying , is the lessons learned! LORD thank you for abruptly placing my right arm in from of my face when the low cunt for satan  snatched a quick opportunity to ruin me, AGAIN!

Yes LORD, the low whore for satan was so DESPICABLE!  So HORRID, the clowny, sadistic imp,  tried to brand me! Yes, s/he got away, so s/he claimed. Did s/he really? No, I LEARNED INSTINCTIVELY TO NEVER TRUST THAT SLUT!

People, my "friends", and family that distance themselves from me, claim I am an embarrassment  , something to be ashamed of, something to hide , kept clostured up in "The Closet", because I can't shut up. Because I can't stop talking about, revealing, attempting to expose and warn this World of the HORROR UNLEASHED  by satan!  I forgive you. People shunned Christ! People like that .rump and barr delight in crucifying Truth tellers.

Only the weak and faithless fear people like my "birther" and .rump. 

World, martha jane walters was never more than lucifer, satan, wearing a dress, a wig! Yes World, my "birther" was satan in drag, Transgender!

martha jane walters secured a license to preach and deliberately left a trail of devastation because far too many people refuse to believe demon possession possible. Demon possession is not only possible , but,  is currently running amuck! 

Well, demon possession is not only possible, I am proof! Before you despair and give up hope as most do , know Jesus left Us and antidote!  We can drive out demons! Jesus would have never taught Us how to drive out those that "torment night and day" , had We no need for a Comforter. 

Yes, all evildoers are raging right now! Of course, Truth, extreme jealousy and envy cause evildoers to rage.

Let'um!

BEAMING!!!

Cannonball Adderley Quintet - "Mercy, Mercy, Mercy" (1966)

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Friday, June 26, 20/20

How could Our granDADDY  tell Us his daughter was DIABOLICAL?   He did not have the words, did not possess the Vocabulary. Yes, he knew s/he was quite EVIL!  No, he didn't know why. He wasn't even sure if s/he was actually his. s/he was caught in his net, therefore, s/he was "hiz-un".

When did Rome Walters know his daughter was Unfit for Hue-man Life? Very early, I'm sure. If he ever wondered, when he started discovering bloody, bludgeoned small  animals,  dead on his farm, he knew.

What could he do? What could any one do ? DUCK! DUCK, DODGE, RUN; "Leave heah and don't nevah come back!" ; was the best advice my granDADDAY could give me  at age eighteen.  Sadly, I didn't take it.

I also lied to GOD. For the entire eighteen years I struggled to survive that DEMONIC SLUT I promised GOD I would Never return if [HE] made a way for me. I lied! I couldn't wait to run back to that slut declaring; "I'm good enough! I'M GOOD ENOUGH! I HAVE A B.S. DEGREE WITH HONORS! I'M NOT AS BLACK AS I USED TO BE! I STAY OUT OF THE SUN! TAKE MY MONEY! LET ME SIT UP UNDER YOU!"

Why? Was I mesmerized? Was it Stockholm Syndrome? Is this "Hell"?  Am I paying for transgressions in past lives?

All I know is a wo/man named martha jane walters came to this Earth in 1925 and wasted Eighty-Eight years viciously tormenting and destroying everyone that  ever tried desperately to love her sick, DEMON POSSESSED , DIABOLICAL ASS!

Wait, there is an Antidote for such Cretins, the book of Acts., chapter 10:1-38.   Jesus left Us instructions, a Methodology for such low life scummy whores , like martha jane walters and djt.  Yes, they can be prayed  and fasted away!

Dear LORD, thank You for Your Tender Mercies, Always!

BEAMING!

My GOD Rocks!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Tuesday, June 23, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!  By the time the old slut expired I had grown so weary, so distraught, confused, beaten down and battered by martha's unending EVIL I lost it! YES!  I had a complete MENTAL BREAKDOWN!  That was the low life maggot's full Intention in the first place!

The lying, devious, immoral slut, cunt, mighty bitch,  always knew HER "dirt" was just dirt, nothing more.  But, just in case, the low life , common ass  "root working" whore was using it to terrorize those , just as poorly educated.  Direct descendants of "slaves". People deliberately DE-HUMANIZED FOR OVER FOUR HUNDRED YEARS!

PEOPLE THAT ARE STILL NOTHING , BUT,  CRABS AT THE BOTTOM OF THE BARREL. WE are all Crabs in a barrel but, the white crabs are at the top, thriving.  Getting all the good air, the good food, because they make good and  damn sure "them damn black ass  nigger crabs"  remain on the fucking bottom!

YES, the low Volunteer whore for satan did try to BURN  the right side of my beautiful Brown face CLEAN OFF WHEN I WAS THREE YEARS OLD! WHY? JEALOUS! Dear World , martha jane walters was such a low fallen maggot , s/he was Jealous of her Own Shadow for Eighty-Eight Years!

Modern day "scientists" call it extreme malignant narcissism.  Some would call her Bi-Polor. NO! The low, common MAGGOT WAS DEMON POSSESSED! Period! No psychological mumbo jumbo.  The low slut was just that, A LOW SLUT FOR  satan!

World, do not entertain these low whores! No, they do not live among US, WE live among them. Have you ever seen   a "hatchling" of MAGGOTS?  I have! My grandfather had an Outhouse, a "two seater". I always looked in it. It was very deep and very smelly , but , I could see and I was always horrified yet, mystified by the alabaster WHITE ,  wiggly, slimy worms, future Blowflies.

Please notice, sans make-up, both my "birther" and the appointee have the exact same complexion as a MAGGOT!

Well World, there are some people that can't be helped. Jesus said "SHUN THEM".  Jesus told satan to get behind [HIM].

Jesus told US WE would know them by their fruit. Any wo/man that glorified stalking, scalding, burning, branding, raping, robbing,  her Own children, should not be honored. No s/he should not be kept secret! I refuse to Cloak for any low scoundrel!

martha jane walters was given Eighty-Eight Years to repent, to help make this World a better place, s/he deliberately chose satan.

That thang I accidently married because I was crippled "socially" by an evil, demon possessed monster of a "mother" , represents a "stepping stone".  Some great information I would have missed. It never would have occurred to me in 1982, any wo/man could be so functionally Illiterate! Such a hopeless Dullard. A rank fool,  actually believing a book, the Book,  was some kind of "talisman", a good luck charm.

That he could just carry a book, swear on, swear by it and get completely away with his double, closeted life. Yes, that damn dummy demanded to be honored, to be the head of the "family" because Jesus is the head of the "Church".

Not only was the low whore Broke! He never had any damn money! the stanking bitch had a nasty attitude!  My low life "birther" always had a stanking, nasty ass attitude! They loved to treat everyone like shit ! They demanded everyone's money and Loyalty! 

No, you really can't escape them. You can shun them. Just know, the low life skunks are always lurking.  Always seeking an opportunity to come back into your life just to fuck over you for the fun of it.

Don't feel sorry for that sorry, lazy, immoral, lazy, thieving  faggot either!

All I know, for Sixty-Nine Years The HOLY SPIRIT HAS BEEN MY ROCK!

BEAMING!

PROFOUND!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Tuesday, June 23, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME!AWESOME!  I devoted an entire year of my precious life reading, researching Chattel Slavery. I read forty-eight volumes of Slave Narratives, wrote the most brilliant Thesis un-imaginable.

My title ; "Instances of Voodoo and Conjure as revealed through Slave Narratives".  It was AWESOME! Fortunately or  unfortunately, "Slavery" lasted much too long in my family. "Slavery" produced an Evil, Demon possessed, sick sadistic generation of vipers that still refuse to Bow down.

Yes, that horrid slut, along with that wicked, demon possessed faggot,  I accident-ly  married  , destroyed my Thesis! Two ignorant maggots, two secret, sadistic, closet-ED muthafucking faggots! Vipers, CANKER WORMS!

Vile serpents coiled up in the "woodpile" of good families. Lazy imps, immoral, too lazy to work, to ever earn an honest living.  Nothing but thieves and parasites determined to live conning, exploiting, preying, "pimping", perpetrating,  because they are the  ones  of "Little Faith".

Little sneaky ass vermin always skulking around doing sick shit.  "Throwing rocks, hiding their hands."  Always pretending to be innocent.  SCREECHING! HOLLERING FOUL! CRYING CROCODILE TEARS WHEN CAUGHT RED HANDED! KNOWING DAMN WELL THEY ARE AS GUILTY AS sATAN!

Just some stank ass, empty ass liars , that wish racism shall never end because skin color is all the low maggots have.  They have not one redeeming quality! NONE! Nothing! You can't get rid of the stanking pieces of shit and they won't die. No one Jesus told us WE would have to pluck Our own eye out!

They damn sure don't have any MORALS and they lack the Intellectual stamina to read.  Plus, they have no desire to read or improve their miserable lives,  in any way. Why should they? They are SADISTIC , THEY ARE PATHOLOGICAL LIARS, so therefore , this return to Horrid  Racism and deep ignorance is their dream.

I hate both those unrepentant faggots! Pieces of SHIT! Too damn dumb, too lazy,  to ever READ! Too immoral to ever listen! SCUM! SCUM OF THE EARTH , so immoral they seek refuge in the "Church"!

Well, a slut just like you two  is funking up the white house! Good! satan you are not winning! The HOLY GHOST is snatching OUR blinders off!

BEAMING!!!

THERE IS POWER! WONDER WORKING POWER IN THE BLOOD!

***THE GWEN DOSTER ***

Tuesday, June 23, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Ova' here Rejoicing! Praise the Living LORD! Did you see that puny crowd ?   A teeny weeny bunch of derelicts and deplorables. A mass of hue-man flesh rotting from the inside out!

If you added up all of their IQs,  you would not reach a thousand. GOD forbid a MQ (Moral Quotient) be applied to these miserable miscreants.

What have WE learned? WE may not have learned anything but, I  am a witness, a thousand times over , "THERE IS POWER IN THE BLOOD!"  Evildoers know it more than most people, that is why they pretend to have it.

I know one thing, my "birther's" death is better than Fresh Rain! Now that s/he is safely dead and I can truly mull things over; THANK YOU JESUS! "My LORD from ZION!" HORROR UNLEASHED ON THIS GOOD EARTH FOR EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS!

martha jane walters was one cool, stealth, sadistic, sick, demented MONGREL MONSTROSITY and the fact I turned out as well as I did, is a Testament to The HOLY SPIRIT!

Don't you ever feel sorry for that low whore! s/he VOLUNTEERED!  martha jane walters was so low, was a creature of such low morals , s/he never had any desire to be who s/he pretended to be.  martha jane walters hated ALL honest Christ loving  people.  Always claimed honest Christ loving  people were the stupidest people on Earth.  The most gullible and easily fooled, her favorite prey.

Well, the stupid, superstitious , poorly educated, lustful, carnal, common  imp started looting graves for "dust" at a very early age. I do believe with each scoop of "dirt" martha jane walters fell lower and lower.  Pretense, some imaginary, glorified, artificial life where s/he was Queen and everyone her footstool, was the only kind  of life martha could "live".

I do believe martha horrified herself but,  was too stubborn, too full of pride , and much too depraved to ever drag herself to justice, to repentance. Yes, just like her twin, djt, martha thought secretly cheating, deceiving , robbing, raping, persecuting her victims, her "loved ones"  ,  while  slathering phony  "love", flattery and empty promises , was winning.

Remaining "un-indicted", out of prison, and actually loved by the people s/he secretly and cowardly hated  behind their backs ,  was winning.   Yes, "Mocking GOD", was winning to martha.  That "thang" still thinks "Mocking GOD" is winning too.  "Little does he know."

WON'T [HE] DO IT!?

BEAMING!!!

I am Whose I AM!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Monday, June 22, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! I AM WHOSE I AM!

For sixty-nine years I have been forced to fight, to resist satan. Rather than constantly complain I should fall prostrate on my face for every time The HOLY SPIRIT  has saved Me! Prevented that secret demon possessed maggot , from totally annihilating Me, Us.

HORROR UNLEASHED! THEY knew! Someone knew mathy jane walters was PURE EVIL! Some one knew that low slut NEVER had one good thought in her SAD, SADISTIC, PATHOLOGICAL LYING BODY!

SOMEONE ALWAYS KNEW THAT STANKING WHORE WAS ALWAYS DEMON POSSESSED! The fact was, most of the people  forced to encounter martha , chose to look out for their own asses, first and only. Yes, I grew up in a "SAVE YOURSELF WORLD". 

WHAT GOOD WAS S/HE?  s/he along with that "thang" still occupying the WH,  exposed all of the lying, lascivious reprobates that have delighted in haunting, plaguing this Planet for the last five thousand years!  All of the jealous , greed mongers I called friend and family, employer, pastor, leader.

America has run amuck, caught, UNREPENTANT, just like martha jane walters, "caught wid hur draws down". 

 "Let-um"!  WE All have "Free Will".  No one has to stab a fellow victim in the back. No brother has to gut his siblings like a fish,  because he claims he still lives in fear of a dead demon. Because he was the sometimes "Golden Child". If he still can't see how much s/he truly hated him after seventy years, he doesn't need to know. 

No liar has to continue lying about praying, If don't want to pray, don't. You don't have to lie to me and pretend to pray to GOD , because you flat don't or can't believe.  DO YOU! WHILE YOU ARE DOING YOU, BE BRAVE ENOUGH TO ALWAYS BE HONEST!

I fully understand. I would have never believed any wo/man capable of the DEPRAVITY ,  my own "mother" lived,  and kept hidden for eighty-eight years.  What I WON'T DO, IS BE ASHAMED!

I AM PROUD THAT YOU "OUTED" YOUR WICKED ASS, JEALOUS ASS, ENVIOUS ASS, PATHOLOGICAL LYING, IGNORANT ASS, IMMORAL SELF!

BEAMING!

Don't get me started "Telling of the Goodness of GOD"

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Monday, June 22, 20/20

YES!  martha jane walters was a wo/man that never wanted to see EVIL, DEMONIC RACISM, COLOR-ISM END!  Why? that is all s/he had. mathy jane was certainly the daughter of satan. EVIL! EVIL! EVIL!

Not only was the low whore EVIL! The low whore loved being EVIL, TREACHEROUS, UN-TRUSTWORTHY! YES! martha jane walters was honored to serve satan so much , s/he did everything, every,  evil demonic spirit s/he collected,  commanded  her to do.

BABY RAPE! BRUTAL BEATINGS! BURNS, BRANDS, SCALDING, ETC.  WE just better not say shit. "Say sump'in!"

"Dry upthem FUCKIN'  tears before I give you sumpt'in to cry for!"

"Don't nun of you luddle black muthfuckers eva' tell shit dat go on in dis HOUSE!"

Relax, the caveat to my story, Jesus has always been with Me, has never left me alone.  Sure, that evil, fallen troll lived the life of a hue-man maggot for eighty-eight years, but what did s/he get?  A Cadillac? Some Mink stoles?  Some artificial prestige ? Some fake ass, fake ass, fake ass, artificial life? 

Some idiots did actually honor you, called you "Mother  of the Church".  ( Little did they know.)

Well, Jezebel was honored too,  And just like you , Jezebel sexually abused her sons, dabbled in witchcraft. Yes, the dogs did finally dig Jezebel up and they did scatter her bones.

While you did indeed hate your father enough to MURDER  him in secret, you never got away. No, you never got away with any of your filth. You found a hiding place in these phony , racist "churches".

Yes, I'm BEAMING! Up dancing on your wicked, unrepentant grave, AGAIN!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Sunday, June 21, 20/20

The fact OUR Brilliant Youth just made that homemade MONGREL MONSTROSITY Cry is AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!

DIVINE ORDER IS IN FULL AFFECT!

BEAMING<3

A LOUD, THUNDERING SHOUT OUT TO ROME WALTERS!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Sunday, June 21, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME,  AGAIN!  Did  you see that puny crowd spread out in that huge arena? Did you see all of those EMPTY SEATS?  Guess what? More and more of his supporters shall turn their backs on him.  Why would any intelligent, self respecting "person" , ever want to be loyal to a known viper? A snake in the grass, a tare, an infiltrator in THE BODY OF CHRIST!

Man, "canker worms" may have eaten your brain, not mine, and NOT MOST! 

"GET THEE BEHIND ME sATAN!" 

Dear mr. dullard, my third grade teacher, Mrs. McDonald taught me two things; number one; "Don't make excuses, make good!"  And ; 'NEVER CONTRADICT ME!"

Age and common sense cause me to contradict many.   HOWEVER, You are a PRIMITIVE TRIBALIST! You are an "un-read", poorly educated BARBARIAN!  You resist evolution. You deny Science because you are a hated filled, brutal, MONGREL MONSTROSITY!

So what! You got to leave here one day! Not only do you have to MOVE, you shall not take one stolen "ruble" with you.

Thank you for exposing fake ass, counterfeit "Christians" clogging up The HIGHWAY TO HEAVEN!

You can BEAM  or you can Bow Down!

BEAMING<3

YES IT IS A GOOD DAY

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Friday, June 19, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! YES IT IS A GOOD DAY! TODAY IS JUNETEENTH! WE ARE "FREE-ISH"! 

I am Humbled! Prostate, on my knees thanking The HOLY SPIRIT  for delivering me from Evil, Pathological Lying wo/men! YES, satan straight HiJacked the "Church" over two thousand years ago. So!?

No evildoer can win! No "low fife", no foul demon,  as low, as putrid, as foul, as diabolical as my "birther" , can ever come to this  good Earth , lying on GOD, MURDERING their own daddy,  and dare think I shall let them get away.

No, as of today, very few have offered to help me get the word out on these false profits and false prophets.   Some claim they don't believe me, have declared Me the pathological liar. Really? Jesus told us to look at their fruit.

I must pause and laugh for one brief moment, do know that cretin, that abomination to The Holy Ghost , taught Me, taught Us, that  We were her fruit.  s/he bragged often of Our success , despite her stalking, "rooting", sabotaging, pathological lying, molesting, raping, robbing and ridiculous claim of being anointed.

World, everything that wo/man taught was a LIE! s/he never had any power. Sure , the fool was fool enough to haunt graveyards in search of "goofer dust" , to end any and all dreams of those caught in her  "Net", her "Den of Iniquity".

Certainly, I do understand why "Reverend martha jane walters (watson) thought s/he got away clean. No prison time, EVER! NONE! No one was ever allowed to speak negatively about her. No, mjw NEVER allowed any criticism, no word of Truth about who and what s/he really was,  could be known or shared.

Yes, that mathy jane walters relished in committing the sickest, most disgusting acts of depravity for eighty-eight years.   s/he proudly, arrogantly  sat her lying, stanking, depraved, PSYCHOTIC ASS UP IN SOMEBODY'S CHURCH EVERY SUNDAY!

Yes, marthajane walters MOCKED GOD  for EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS! FAKE! FAKE! FAKE!  Just another low fallen wo/man, too sorry, too lazy, too jealous, too envious, too vacuous,  too immoral,  to ever get up.

Yes, dumb ass mathy jane devoted EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS OF HER MISERABLE LIFE   serving satan, serving every DIABOLICAL RACIST  s/he could find.

Yes, mathy jane walters loved satan, loved evildoers that delight in molesting, raping and abusing children,  so much, s/he DELIBERATELY REFUSED TO REPENT ON HER DEATH BED!

Yes, that is low, but is it any lower than the closet life s/he delighted in, relished, treasured for EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS?

Yes, mathy jane walters was a closet LESBIAN!  Was s/he ashamed to be ashamed?  Did s/he really believe GOD hated her for her sexual attraction to wo/men? No, I doubt it. martha jane walters was just EVIL!

martha jane walters just wanted to serve satan but , was always too much of a lying coward. The best thing martha jane walters did for Me was MISTREAT ME!

The best thing the Evangelical Church did for me was pledge  allegiance to a known Pervert, a Pathological liar, a complete MONGREL MONSTROSITY!

BEAMING!!!

You Can't Make Me Doubt Him

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Thursday, June 18, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Scripture promises that You will reap just what You sow. In 1982 , while sharing intimate aspects of my precious life with  my demon possessed "birther", The LORD spoke to me clearly.  Warned me; "WE shall all reap Our just and honest due on this planet Earth."

Yes! CLEARLY!  Yes! I am on intimate speaking terms with The LORD Jesus Christ!  I have to be! Birthed by a closeted viper, sadistic imp, pathological liar, horrid Incestuous Pedophile,  Ignorant Racist WHORE!  The LORD Jesus Christ loves me, leads me, guides Me! Has always protected Me from that "Thang" and her gang of whores.

Yes! IT is Awesome! I am AWESOME! I am Rome Walters' GrandDaughter! JeRome Walters was my GrandDADDY!  I am still Proud! 

He told me often; "When your head is in the Lion's mouth, don't make any sudden moves."  Wednesday, May 13, 20/20 a Dear Prayer Warrior sent me a great prayer.  "Touch O repairer of breeches the portals left open for lions to enter in.  Seal the opening with your healing balm."

Yes, a great hole was left open in the Walters' family. A horrid , disobedient, jealous, envious , sadistic imp was permitted to sit on her daddy's porch doing nothing but complaining and causing great misery.  Setting fires, burning, branding, scalding, raping, robbing  and making miserable for her sadistic supply.

That horrid wo/man got pregnant by some stray fellow mongrel , every year for nine years i a row.  My family was so afraid of her, so ashamed, s/he was permitted to slither on this good Earth for eighty-eight years. FEARED! s/he was gruesome, demonic but,  s/he really had no power.  Just something that had to be "Endured to the end".

The HOLY SPIRIT  was just patient. GOD is patient! Love is patient, kind. The wicked are not so. "Ye shall know them by their fruit."  Ye shall know the silent, the defeated, those that give up, too. The uncaring, the so what-ers, the Bible toters, the non-readers, the privileged, the sanctimonious.  The pious Bible thumpers gleefully doing satan's bidding, hating by Color , pretending it is Character.

Let'um, WE shall ALL reap one day.  No, martha flat refused repentance. No, s/he was not ashamed of her horrid life as s/he convinced most of her victims to believe. martha jane walters did not care because s/he couldn't. It wasn't in her! No, no Truth, no honesty, no love ever resided in her  whole "white" body.

Sadly, s/he did thoroughly convince many to never put their trust in GOD, in prayer, in The HOLY SPIRIT!  Just fear.  Fear! Fear! Fear! Terrorize! Terrorize! Use your ill gotten wealth, your "dirt" gleamed from graves to persecute and annihilate. 

"Many are called , few are chosen."

BEAMING!

Yes, his low demon possessed daughter did successfully MURDER him! Yes, s/he did escape incarceration for that deliberate MURDER and many others.

Yes, s/he was an Ordained Pastor. At least that is what s/he always claimed. Did I ever see the Letter of Ordination? No.  Did I dare question or ask to see it? Hell No! Why? Why would I ever volunteer to get cussed out, cursed, "rooted",  or bludgeoned?

Yet, I heard they crowded her funeral.  Well, I really don't know how many actually followed her dead, decaying ass,  to her burial ground.  I heard her "loved ones" showed up driving U-hauls!  They should have, she was a hoarder! 

s/he certainly was a greedy thief, insatiable, ravenous.  martha jane walters could never be satisfied, NEVER! Not in eighty-eight years.  If You had it, mathy was taking it. No, the low whore for satan never cared how old you were, how close kin, nothing,

martha jane walters was of "Little faith", never trusted anyone or anything. mathy only trusted her own lies,  stealth "witchery" and sick , sadistic fornication.

No, mathy and others (et al) just like her, you can't win. You shall never win! I have too much Victory, too much Joy and too much   Rome Walters' wisdom and blood still flowing warm in my body to ever doubt the covering The LORD Jesus Christ has over my life.

BEAMING!

Otis Redding-Pain in My Heart

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Thursday, June 18, 20/20

The first time I heard this song I was thirteen  years old, visiting my cousin "Say-Liza"'s Juke Joint in Pamlico , South Carolina. (My) Our cousins, my grandfather's niece and husband were doing quite well for themselves.

THEY  were the Pillar of their Community. mathy on the other hand was suffering, faking the funk, driving big long cars, eating nothing but Pinto beans and suffering in a loveless marriage with a "nigger" s/he hated.

Sitting on her daddy's porch, reduced to a baby factory by age sixteen, mjw  had no choice but snag a "nigger" s/he cursed every day for his "Sudan blackness". Yes, he was as black as the Ace of Spades. No, not bad looking, JUST JET BLACK!

 The fool gave her all of his money. s/he forbid him to cash his own check. The low whore put him on an allowance, screwed every man s/he saw, just for the fun of it.  Just to humilate him, just to make him pay for being born hideously BLACK! 

s/he Exercised no discretion, had an "outside baby" on him. Beat his black ass on the regular. Hit him, Us with BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA at every opportunity, just because s/he was extremely Sadistic and s/he loved proving s/he could.

So, old lecherous mathy couldn't  bear to see her cousins doing so well, so , mjw did what s/he always did,CHUNKED CONJURE!  CHUNKED DUST! WENT DOWN ON A MURDERED MAN'S GRAVE! DUG DEEP! THREW HARD! The shit worked! I watched, personally witnessed that family suffer affliction after affliction , while their dear cousin pretended to pray. 

Make no mistake, martha jane walters never prayed for anyone, s/he PREYED!  s/he was a full fledged PREDATOR!  A beast always too ashamed, too full of angry ignorance and racism to ever listen, to ever be sincere about anything.

So, s/he didn't win and I learned this CONtry, Our Churches and Schools are overrun with beasts just like mjw and djt. Relax! GOD GOT THIS!

BEAMING!

What caused mjw to rage, to plot their immediate destruction? They lived in a fine "home", owned acres of land, a Gas Station, Grocery store and Juke joint. They drove fine cars and gave great parties. I know now, mathy was eaten up with severe jealousy. I know now mathy jane was a hue-man viper, rotting, decaying minute by minute , because she was Legion. 

martha jane walters was a fallen wo/man.  A low whore that fell low before s/he hit puberty and stayed there, deliberately languished in immorality, greed, debauchery and the demonic arts for eighty-eight years.

Yes, s/he is long dead now,  but,  I don't agree with my relatives that think s/he should be kept a family secret. Why? What does it profit Us to pretend to praise that low whore? Just what are the benefits of pretending Our "mother" was the loving mother of the church or truly and ordained pastor?

Seriously, why? Certainly I do understand why my fellow victims, my five half brothers are stunned, remain frozen in despair.  No, I have no doubt,  NOT ONE OF martha jane walters' CHILDREN EVER SHARED THE SAME DADDY!

 Number one, no self respecting "real man" was going to sacrifice his whole life to that lying, promiscuous,  IGNORANT , NYMPHOMANIAC WHORE!  How could he? martha brought her lovers into the "home" s/he shared with her "lovers" AND HUSBANDS!   Just as bold!  Always demanding to do what ever crossed her sick , sadistic, demented mind , because she LOOKED WHITE!

World, all I can say, I never expected, never knew, this World is full, overrun with hue-man beings, imps saddled with the demonic spirits they solicited playing GOD.  YES, my 'birther" summoned, solicited every demonic spirit that plagued her for eighty-eight years.

How that wo/man could ever look in the mirror and call herself a child of GOD , is beyond my ability to comprehend .  I find it impossible, it goes against my nature to  process such deep evil.  The best I can say, I'm glad s/he is finally dead and I thank GOD s/he hated me.

BEAMING!

Stevie Ray Vaughan - Crossfire (HD)

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Thursday, June 17, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!  Basking in the BACKFIRE!  Once caught up in the "Crossfire" of an extremely immoral wo/man, today I celebrate her deep Deception.  

martha jane walters was not just another mongrel monstrosity, a hue-man being made so ashamed of who and what s/he was , s/he always made the worse decisions based on HER EXTREME, UNJUSTIFIED JEALOUSY AND ENVY.   Jealousy and envy s/he kept cleverly disguised with insincere Flattery, subterfuge, clandestine acts, PERENNIAL STALKING , and the burning desire to DESTROY ALL THAT STOOD IN HER WICKED WAY.  martha lived only to  keep who and what s/he was,  hidden. 

Why hide? Why couldn't martha ever embrace her evil deeds?  If s/he was as big, bad ass,  and ferocious as s/he always claimed, why lie? Why live a double life? Why serve GOD and satan? Why hate your accusers, admonishers? No one ever lied on you.  Sure you shut Us up, kept Us silent.  My LORD wo/man, no one has ever wanted to hear the Truth about your disgusting, Volunteer, Maggot ass!

Well, when all the smoke clears, you and djt shall be blamed for snatching my blinders off. Yes, I really did believe my long lost brother , really did love me, was sorry for abandoning me for twenty-five years.

Yes, I did fully believe he was GOD sent, that We were finally winning, putting Our evil, demon possessed "birther"  in her place, to shame, after years and years of suffering mysteriously, of suffering without a cause. 

 Yes, We were going to make it.We were going to create and sell Art!  Grow every thing in (My) Our backyard! YES! We "found the answer", mathy was a viper , We survived her, We could  help heal each other.

No such thing, brother flipped one hundred and eighty degrees. Did it gleefully! Was glad to backstab me for his "mother".  Yes, my own brother, brothers, always used mathy's homemade voodoo against me. So? "No weapon formed against me shall ever prosper." As a matter , All evildoers better watch out.

BEAMING!

Johnny Winter & Dr. John - In Session 1984

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Tuesday, June 16, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Ordinary , judgmental, "lock stepping" wo/men shun me.  Good!  Thank you very much.  All those years I "attended Church", never missing one single Sunday, not one preacher mentioned Incest, Pedophilia, Conjure (voodoo, hoodoo, "root working").  No, not one minister ever warned me about "anti-mothers", "anti-parents",  Jezebel spirited wo/men that use conjure and  their sexual prowess against their own families.  Until, one fine , anointed pastor did. He insisted WE read the Bible thoroughly! He actually condemned Incest from the pulpit!

Why are We warned to leave "Our People?"  The Holy Spirit knows every one your color is not your kind.  Some kinfolk are Snakes, vipers, in the wood pile. Horrid, hideous "thangs" planted in far too many , perhaps,  most families. 

Legion, demon possessed , phony hypocrites. Why? They are useful, it is important to know your enemy, be able to readily identify.  "Ye shall know them by their fruit." Yes, martha jane walters hit "Rock Bottom" in her youth and delighted in her carne, her filth because s/he WAS DEMON POSSESSED!

This World, the one WE are all forced to occupy , is overrun with wenches like my "birther". Please don't feign surprise.  WE are ALL predatory.  My "mother" always justified her foul deeds by claiming WE occupied a ;"Dog eat dog world."  At least s/he feebly attempted to justify her putridness.

No, s/he never tried to change, preferred terrorizing, emasculating, pimping, exploiting for her sad, sadistic pleasure.

No matter, s/he was still a foul maggot. Her deliberate refusal to ever accept responsibility for her low station in life, doesn't mean s/he was not,  what s/he was; Pure MAGGOT!  No excuse.  No, her fake , phony ass , preaching, mean Nothing! A waste of hot air , wasted years, but , not just another wasted life.

My "mother's" horrid life, saved my life! I had to make it on my own! Very few people have helped me. Most people have placed stumbling blocks , "Ob-STACLES" , in my way. The beauty is, the benefit, every obstacle has made me Strong!

BEAMING!

Otis Redding "The Glory of Love"

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Monday, June 15, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!  Bask in the Sunshine! Get up early, enjoy each and every day you are permitted to "struggle" on this Good Earth.  Why rage? I asked myself that question this morning, finally realizing far too many demon possessed, carnal minded "persons" have done nothing but vex and persecute me for SIXTY-NINE YEARS!

WHY?  What is the real reason so called "Christians" have pushed me down, held me down , robbed me, used me, humiliated me , "Kept their foot on my neck", over and over, for decades?   Why am I monitored, kept under constant surveillance?  Micro managed, dictated to by Liars, Fakes, Closet ass, half-gay ass hypocrites. 

BECAUSE  ALL of this "Religious Doctrine" is SOME BULLSHIT!  A CLEVER SCHEME DESIGNED BY EVIL WO/MEN TO KEEP THE RICH , RICH AND THE POOR,  POOR.

The way "Christianity" is being played out today , it is fairly obvious  the book of Revelation is right, spot on! And the hilarity, most "Christians" shall remain too dumb to know because most people are too satisfied in their predatory lifestyle.  Most evildoers enjoy their evildoing too much to ever give it up.

Why did martha remain the mongrel every one recognized by the time s/he  was a toddler? s/he was satisfied! s/he possessed more than all of her subjects and victims. mjw was SADISTIC! s/he was running to the scene of Debauchery, Mayhem, Assault and Battery, Murder and Rape with a quickness, driving a Cadillac.

  Is the color of my skin so hideous ? Really? If dark skin is so horrid, so repulsive, please explain the need for tanning beds? Tanning lotions? Why do so many "white" people risk skin cancer to dye their skin?

Because RACISM, THE MERE PRETENSE YOU PRE-HATE ANYONE FOR THEIR PIGMENTATION IS A LIE ! 

While it is a lie, it is a great alibi. My own horrid, maggot "mother", sick, psychotic birther , that no one in this World could save Me, US, from,  always claimed to hate dark skin,   "Af-fee-cun lookin'" niggas, was a liar.  s/he was just mad, raging because s/he was indeed a PERVERT!  Just as carnal, NASTY! Immoral, ravenous, greedy, as the President of the United States...yes, a "hue-man maggot".

A "hue-man maggot" that never missed "Church going" in Eighty-eight years. A low carnal, demon possessed hue-man , that few ever recognized as the viper s/he certainly always was. Why? Was it fear? Or did the Institution of Chattel Slavery last much too long? 

martha jane walters exercised little control when it came to satisfying  her sadistic supply. mjw was gong to Rape! Molest! Destroy! Make miserable,  every day s/he breathed. Why? Was it because s/he was secretly miserable? Or simply demon possessed?

DEMON POSSESSED!  That low life, common wo/man collected demons from Murdered men's graves the same way innocent children collect sea shells from the seashore. s/he did it casually, s/he did it gleefully and s/he did it often.

martha jane walters, a sick, sick, demon possessed liar , was convinced s/he could crawl into her dirty little grave unwashed, unrepentant.  s/he was an Ordained Minister, why would s/he do such a thing, commit such sacrilege? s/he never believed, s/he was  always fake. 

Save you shock, keep living, most "Christians" are fake. Very few so called Christians ever do more than give lip service to GOD. Most "Churches"  are merely  social clubs and most preachers, "Pulpit pimps", entertainers.

So, why rage? While it is true that low slut for satan made me Fight! I had to Struggle fiercely just to stay one step ahead of that dead wench, but I DID!  With the help of good people, merciful Truth Tellers, angels strategically placed among Us, WE Win!

BEAMING!  Yes, I am BEAMING  because the low whore didn't win. My life is an Open Book, a Blog! I don't have to lie, pretend or in anyway bow down to or pretend to honor and respect any troll, mongrel monstrosity or old perverted racist!

Glowing in The BACKFIRE!

Hank Williams - Hey Good Looking! What You got cooking?

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Sunday, June 14, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!  A mere mongrel monstrosity is "celebrating" his "ump-tenth" birthday,  today! Good! He still has to REAP every thing he has sown.  I know he thinks he can throw money and his weight around FOREVER AND NEVER FACE ANY CONSEQUENCES  because he is filthy "rich".

Sure he has money and is getting richER WITH EACH PASSING MOMENT,  inhaling money,  posing as President of these Un-United States. Deep stupidity, extreme immorality and "Man's Inhumanity" have not suddenly grasped this CONtry.  This is the "Real amerikkka", the only one I've ever known FOR SIXTY-NINE YEARS.

So!? "No weapon formed against the righteous shall ever prosper." My own hideous , foul, fake "mother" deliberately  hid behind a facade of "holiness" , for eighty-eight years pretending to be the EXACT OPPOSITE OF WHAT S/HE WAS!

SO!? When you are THROUGH AN ACCIDENT OF BIRTH,  born into captivity , by a cretin too low to qualify as a maggot, DO KNOW YOU ARE NOT FORSAKEN!

Yes, the low, jealous, ignorant, envious, "GAWD couldn't save her hoe", tried to burn my three year old face off! The Holy Spirit prevented her DIABOLICAL DEED WITH A QUICKNESS! Was it The HOLY SPIRIT  that quickly moved my right arm, my elbow,  as a shield for my beautiful face?

Was I that sharp, that intuitive , at THREE YEARS OLD?  At any rate, that was just one of the many, MANY,  plots that old maggot whore lodged against Me in secret , that failed.

Now, here comes her evil twin, a mere Mongrel Monstrosity, just as evil, just as sadistic.  Both whores held captive by LEGION!

Personally I'm glad to know, proud to see what these "Counterfeit Christians" really think.  I know one thing, anybody still cheering, still loyal to mjw and djt should expect to be shunned by every righteous Truth Teller on this Good Earth.

BEAMING!!!

I got Joy!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Saturday, June 13, 20/20

s/he knew I knew! Shit, I knew I knew, I just didn't know what I knew. Just who on this good  Earth could have ever known they were deliberately birthed by an EVIL, SADISTIC, PSYCHOTIC, SOCIOPATH ,   rendered useless by her own treachery, unending scheming and plotting?

Just who knew or ever thought such a "hue-man" being would be rewarded with a "license to preach"? GOD! THE HOLY SPIRIT!   So, GOD let her. An absolute haint, a mongrel monstrosity was permitted to freely roam and torture on this good Earth far too long,  precisely because the Institution of white supremacy has lasted far too long!

Did anyone ever believe an absolute DULLARD!  , a  dumb ass, UNREAD, ILLITERATE ASS, LYING ASS, PIECE OF DOG SHIT,  WOULD EVER BE ELEVATED TO THE STATUS  OF PRESIDENT OF THESE UNITED STATES?

HELL NO! Of course not. If you are like me, you were born into captivity, told what to do and how to act from CONCEPTION!   Yes, the shit was labeled Freedom and WE accepted the shit as the Gospel Truth if We were comfortable, taught WE were superior and deserving. 

While white supremacy only benefits the One Percenters, ALL whites get bragging rights. No, they can't spend it but , it justifies why they are such fucking losers. No, they can't read either, but, the thrill of hunting down , persecuting and totally eviscerating innocent people of color, particularly black men,  is a temptation no good imp can ever pass up.

Yes, just do evil and pretend to blame it on a GOD you don't even believe in.

I was taught by my evil corrupt "birther" to NEVER TELL ON HER! TO NEVER BREATHE ONE WORD ABOUT HER TRUE NATURE! It was framed as "Our secret".  No, low,  common ass MAGGOT!  Somebody, somewhere, at some time , (IN OUR LIFE TIME) , should have put your stanking, lying, perverted, carnal, demon possessed ass,  in the ground or under the prison!

Sure, you marched behind all of the six live births you permitted to "live", to enhance your putrid life, PURPOSEFULLY Dis-manteling under the cover of "loving mother", "high Priestess" or "wise sage".. 

You deliberately, with malice and forethought , marched behind us, stalking, sloshing, deliberately destroying because you were always too trifling to lift yourself! white privilege was all you ever needed or wanted. You never had to read a book or actually labor for one penny because "selling hot pussy was much too easy for you.

 Then stanking bitch, you demand COVER! You demand to be Cloaked, kept a secret!  Why? You were an "Ordained pastor". You were "beloved", honored. You were a "lady", a wo/man of high moral integrity, a "virtuous wo/man" , you always claimed.

( A Virtuous Wo/man Pastor that sold hot pussy to the highest bidder because s/he really believed s/he was privileged, ENTITLED!  MUCH too terrorizing and powerful to ever be told on, revealed by anyone.)

You only sold pussy because men would not leave you alone! You were so hot, your porcelain skin in such high demand, you had to. Your kinfolk wanted you, FIRST COUSINS!  Old men wanted you! Shit, according to you,  all men , regardless of age, desired You, FOREVER!

I do have one question mathy jane, before you opted to soil, molest, rape, injure, scald, brand, burn, bludgeon, rob, blessing block, or smear  your own kin with your own  shit...did you ever pray?  Did you ever , in your eighty-eight long years, get down on your knees to pray, to ask GOD to take your Incredible FILTHY DESIRES away?

No you didn't SLUT!  You are dead now, there certainly is  no point in your lying any longer. "It is what it is!"  You were a MAGGOT!  No, there was never one day in EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS  you cared about being a MAGGOT! Just getting away with PUTRID, SICK, DISGUSTING, HORRIFYING EVIL , TO MOCK GOD , WAS YOUR ONLY TRUE DESIRE.

Bitch! You volunteered! You had a loving mama and daddy! They were "good people". "THEY WERE MARRIED!"   They had SIXTY-FIVE ACRES OF PRIME TIMBERLAND! It sat adjacent to I-95!  It was WEALTH!  You knew it! STANKING WHORE! ROT BITCH!

 The only people that look up to people like you, that fear people like you, are people like you!  Dumb as a muthafucking Rock! Unread! Greedy! Full of shit and lies!

Yes, dumb bitch, your extreme, UNNECESSARY, UNENDING CRUELTY MADE ME READ THE BOOK!

BEAMING!!!

Joe Hinton - Funny (How Time Slips Away)

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Friday, June 12, 20/20

Deliberately lived as common as bat shit", died as "common as bat shit".  Don't you dare feel sorry for that volunteer, lying whore! GOD gave her EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS TO GET RIGHT!

 Truthfully, did marha jane walters ever believe one of her zillion pathological lies?

No!   All brag, possessing not one fact. Worse, just stupid. While mathy jane did enjoy laughing "uproariously" behind Our backs, s/he never found the courage to brag of her deeds directly to one single victim.

martha loved to get off some where , surrounded by imps and fellow evildoers, bragging about her latest "caper".  Always at least half lying, embellishing and deliberately  leading every one s/he possibly could , into captivity because s/he was LEGION!

MAKE NO MISTAKE! The Bitch, the 'hoe. the viper, the cretin,  WAS LEGION!  A RAVENOUS WOLF! UP TO NO GOOD!

But, really? While that low slut meant all of her evil for EVIL, GOD MEANT IT FOR GOOD!

BEAMING!

My poor , ignorant "birther" died the death of a fool

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Friday, June 12, 20/20

Of course martha jane walters died the death of fool, the dumb whore volunteered to live the life of a lascivious fool,  for eighty-eight years!

What is new about any imposter, any low imp, vacuous (empty) enough to preach repentance ,yet , refuse it?  What is note worthy about any PATHOLOGICAL LIAR?  Scripture tells Us to "shun the very presence of evil". Fortunately or unfortunately, many of Us are born directly into CAPTIVITY!

What chance did I ever have, being perhaps mjw's NINETH  IL- legitimate pregnancy?  Being the low whore s/he always was, s/he deliberately hated ME! ALWAYS PLOTTED ON ME! STALKED ME FOR SIXTY-TWO YEARS WITHOUT CEASING!

Bitch! You had to be fucking RETARDED! What kind of "learning impairment" do you and that "thang" share? Lazy! Vacuous! Too Illiterate and Dyslexic to attempt to read! Both of you possess the 
Intellectual stamina" of a gnat.  Then, you two desperados have the fucking nerve to hate and persecute all real Scholars, especially if they are black , female,  and in your "gaze".

  s/he Taunted me too, always reminding Me of how tragically BLACK I was, how porcelain WHITE  her Alabaster skin! How blessed s/he was that s/he looked "mostly white",  possessed not one "Nap" in her straight thin hair.

While it is definitely  true, mjw was an Ogre! A viper! The low whore for satan DID NOT WIN! THAT IS A LIE! True, s/he did successfully prevent ALL of her "children" from the dreams they were always foolish enough to share with the miserable wretch, S/HE DID NOT WIN!

  Yes, the low whore did cause Me, Us to alter Our paths, s/he did not WIN! I am NOT conquered or Defeated! I REJOICE  in her demise! I rebuke that low slut, ignorant and depraved enough to pretend to preach The Gospel Of Jesus Christ for eons!

You mocked GOD you stupid whore! Perhaps you did succeed in blocking the blessings I foolishly shared with you, so!   Just remember; "NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME, AGAINST'S THE RIGHTEOUS , HAS EVER PROSPERED!"

It is true, you went on for a long time, but you came to the End ,  that you so richly deserved, low, lying, demon possessed  cretin!

Now ROT, you and your evil  "twin" can ROT  in the hell you created for others.

BEAMING!

Stevie Wonder - He's Misstra Know-It-All (1973)

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Friday, June 12, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!  I would not believe me either, had I not lived "IT", survived these evil , viperous "Christian" trolls, for sixty-nine years.

You can't keep these lying sluts out of the "Church", the low,  life,  lying bitches,  be lined up, dressed up, JESUS UP-ED,  and full of demonic hatred and lies!  Yes, the bitches stank to high heaven (the reason they soak in expensive perfume)

No, the are not genuine, sincere or CONFUSED!  You shall get confused trying to understand their pathological lying,  demon possessed asses.

I don't know why, but EVERY  (secret) viper that has stalked me , has always been CLOSET!  Closet, absolute Sexual Freaks! CARNAL! ABOMINABLE , LASCIVIOUS,  CRETINS!

I'm sixty-nine and still not over it, viewing, witnessing, martha jane walters take on a "beevy" of lustful SOLDIERS,   in my nineteen year old presence!

Did I know I was dead, dying, had gone straight to hell? Did I know then martha jane walters was a complete cretin? DEMON POSSESSED? No! Strangely NO!  I was still possessed with Rome Walter's disease of Hope. Poor grandDADDY never  gave up on his DEMON POSSESSED DIABOLICAL DAUGHTER.

Not even when the low slut for satan volunteered to blast his heart out and "label" it suicide.  Did s/he get away? Hell No! Fortunately or unfortunately for me, for Us, no one in my entire family cares enough to speak up, to rebuke her stanking dead ass.

No, they don't think s/he can "root" them from the grave, they just don't care.  Or, they can't care,  rendered "Too Selfish" by this predatory system of white supremacy.

No matter, IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!  All those willing to follow an orange Judas goat into their own captivity, should.  WE ALL  have Free Will! WE ALL  have to make Our own way. I for one, am EXCEEDINGLY  Glad my own personal sneaky, lustful, greedy, lying, envious, demon possessed stalker is finally long dead!

BEAMING!!!

 

Music makes the medicine go down

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Thursday, June 11, 20/20

AWSOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! "Ova' here HEALING! Standing Tall!"

"As a wo/man thinketh in her heart, so is s/he."  Well; "It is what it is!" I do think I have gotten most of my RAGE  behind me, I do momentarily cringe, break down in "deep heartbreak every time evildoers raise their disgusting racist heads,  in an attempt to block my blessings.

No, mathy jane,  I am no longer fooled or in any way intimidated, terrorized or ashamed of my "affiliation" with the likes of you.  For one thing, there are far too many of you. You got the right name; mag-gers as in maggots! Squirmy, alabaster white, wiggly, lying, disgusting MAGGOTS!

 Yes, martha jane walters! You were a MAGGOT!  Worse, low slut, you were actually Proud to be a MAGGOT!  You bragged about being a secret member of satan's team.  The only reason you started preaching, you were too old to sell hot pussy!

You preached for the easy money.  You preached because dumb ass, black ass, still nigger slaves , worshipped at your lying demonic feet!

You preached because YOU MURDERED YOUR  OWN DADDY AND YOU NEEDED AN ALIBI!

While, all that is true,  the real reason you were permitted to  preach is  because "it is written".  

WE ALL HAD TO ENDURE TO THE END!

martha jane walters, you preached because You were predicted! martha jane walters, low volunteer whore for satan, you preached because it is ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!

Any person on this Good Green EARTH ,  that demands to live in fear, that demands to grade, judge and reward people by color, deserve to suffer.

Any group of people, begging, demanding to sit quietly and humbly under any monster's feet because they have grown "comfortable", deserve to suffer.  You deserve to be EXCLUDED!  Left out, uninvited to the table of true LOVE AND HAPPINESS , because you are a fake, a liar.  Yes, just another mathy jane  or a .rumper.

Bow down ALL evildoers, black, white, yellow , brown and red, your time is up!

BEAMING!!!

Twisted Soul .. 1964 .. Marvin Gaye .. A Wonderful One.

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Tuesday, June 9, 20/20

 AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!  " I see whur Almighty GAWD  dun kicked yo' dumb , lying, lazy , stupid ass, again!"

mathy, I got to press pause and laugh hysterically  for one brief moment before I scream in ANGUISH!  Bitch! Your EVIL is mind numbing! WHAT THE FUCK!?  LOW VOLUNTEER WHORE FOR sATAN! GO SIT YO'STANKING ASS DOWN SOME WHERE!

No wonder you didn't repent. Clearly, you were unable.  I get it. Once you hit rock bottom you were always too stiff necked, too full of pride,  to admit your culpability. It was always much too too easy for you to use your cunning to get away with your low, low, sick, sadistic depravity.

Yes, you bragged profusely about every plot you hatched , ever penny you stole, every soul you clandestinely destroyed .  But, when it came time to die... you were stuck.  No, I understand, there was no way you were about to ever own your "real life".

No, you sunk pretty low.  Truthfully, it is impossible for any one hue-man being to sink lower than you did.  I do have one question for you, what did you get?  Seriously, what did you win? Did you prove you were smarter, more intelligent, more deserving, "slicker" than any other serpent that ever slithered on this Earth?

Did you really believe you were the one person on this Good Earth smarter than Almighty GOD? I did chalk your "bizarre" behavior up to "mental illness", stress, systematic racism, and a poor school system. for most of my life.

Yes, "Christianity" had me turning the other cheek and disremembering "blunt force trauma", after "blunt force trauma".

Yes, I carried your funky ass coat a million miles.  Kept my mouth shut and my head down, just like you taught me.

No, the fact you were TOTALLY, IRRETRIEVABLY , IRREVOCABLY,  DEMON POSSESSED  was deliberately kept secret from me. Kept secret by you of course and all your many, hapless, "nut-less", emasculated, imps,  you deliberately destroyed during your Eighty-eight year reign of terror.

Now you are done, nothing but UNREPENTANT  dust!

Low whore, what did you win? What are you reaping? There is a reason The HOLY SPIRIT  holds the door open, keeps a light on.

You and .rump can rot together.

BEAMING! 

Marvin Gaye / You're A Wonderful One

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Tuesday, June 9, 20/20

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! It is 6:09 a.m. in Los Angeles and I'm humbled, in absolute awe! GOD/ HOLY SPIRIT/DIVINE INTELLIGENCE/JESUS CHRIST,  I know You live! I know for a fact You are real! I know because I have Sixty-Nine Years of Evidence!

I have overwhelming proof You are THE ONE GOD, THE ONLY GOD! I KNOW YOU ARE ALL KNOWING!

LORD,  "I just stopped by to say thank You!" Dear LORD , thank you for bringing me from a mighty long way!

Who knew I was birthed by a low, common MAGGOT? You LORD! Only You! Who knew martha jane walters was never more than a demon possessed , incestuous pedophile, "root worker" , prostitute-preacher, envious , pathological lying hater, stalker ?  Only you GOD.  WE,  her many victims didn't know.

Yes, martha jane walters was HORROR UNLEASHED! EVIL! EVIL! EVIL! Evil without a purpose or a plan.  A low skank, a low sneaky viper hiding in the woodpile.  A venous "rattlesnake" too sorry and immoral to rattle.

A cowardly bully that lived for Eighty-eight long years seeking revenge on others for HER MISSED opportunities.  For her lack of drive or tenacity. One ignorant, color struck whore,  determined to enslave others , just because s/he was "blessed" with alabaster white skin.

A stank, skank whore , determined to use her tantalizing, sexualized cunning against her five sons, against any and every man that fell under her  demonic spell.  Oh yes , World, mjw was a Man Eater! s/he collected "nuts" like a squirrel.

A low fallen whore that hated GOD so much s/he deliberately secured a license to preach after she MURDERED  her own father to prove s/he was actually smarter than GOD. Yes, mjw was an ignorant , foolish wo/man that volunteered to Mock GOD!

Yes, World, mjw was so depraved, so sick, so sunken,  she volunteered to go down on her knees at midnight,  collecting "goofer dust" in order to be  a stealth , Carnal Creature!

Yes, the low creep really believed collecting dirt from murdered men's graves , in the name of the LORD, would protect her forever and s/he could do what s/he pleased, just as long as s/he pleased.

What s/he did not count on was REVELATION! No, s/he did not count on DIVINE ORDER! The little mental midget did not count on a fellow demon possessed imbecile  being appointed the President of the United States!

Attention , ALL of you sick, pathetic, demon possessed liars... Your time is up! BOW DOWN! "You can't win for the fix You are in! I can't lose for The Almighty GOD  I serve.

BEAMING!

You Can't Make Me Doubt Him "Trust and Obey"

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Monday, June 8, 20/20

AWESOME!AWESOME!AWESOME! "TRUST AND OBEY!"

"Your enemies shall be of your own household" ; FACT! A documented FACT, yet the"media", the racist hatemongers want to use "data" , statistical , "cherry picked" data , to prove "blacks" are a mongrel race, less civilized, more barbaric and deserving of the horrid persecution WE have been forced to suffer for at least the last five hundred years.

HOGWASH!  People are people! Some people, far too many, are as immoral as FUCK! No, most people are not degenerates  , but , most people would not lift one finger to save another hue-man being, including family.

"Including family", because it is often "family", people you have been "grouped" up with, assigned to simply because of an accident of birth. No, WE don't get to pick our parents, or families or Our circumstances.

What We have to do is "struggle", dip, duck and dodge. Remain alert as you stay one step ahead of every predator. Remember, Jesus told Us : "Ye shall know them by their fruit."  I am laughing, I have to laugh, knowing what that sick, demented, demon possessed slut pawned off as love.

 No matter, surviving her is truly Grace, a gift from Almighty GOD!

Most people are jaded, tired, worn to a frazzle with unending grief. Yes, the rich suffer grief too. Grief is about the "Heart", not the "pocketbook".

Most people are liars! While some lie out of fear, most lie out of habit.  Most people are extremely greedy and most people are extremely jealous "Blessing Blockers", "Crabs in a barrel".

So!? "No weapon formed against the righteous has ever prospered."  IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER! WE Shall ALL  Get OUR Just and Honest Due on this planet Earth!

My poor, ignorant "birther" wasted her entire long life terrorizing the righteous, the innocent,  because s/he could not bear knowing her Truth.  martha jane walters was everything The HOLY SPIRIT  hates. s/he knew.  s/he knew WE knew, but, s/he also knew s/he had to be endured to the end.

And since s/he was the faithless maggot s/he was, everyone that knew was going to have to suffer and everyone that didn't know!  Nothing ever gave mjw more joy than another successful swindle.  Of course "it" always caught up to her. Then grandDADDY  would come along, admonish her, of her wrong doing. But, every time s/he fucked up, he bailed her out financially. over and over.

s/he practiced witchcraft and Preached! "No can do". You have to pick a side. No one can lead where they refuse to  follow.  No empty, unread, poorly educated DULLARD  can continue to fool anyone from her dirty little grave.

"Be ye hot or cold or get spewed!" mjw was a heartless, cowardly whore, a maggot so common , s/he sexually abused her own children. Laughed sadistically about it , considered her actions pay back and revenge for her sacrifice.

No, mjw knew full well what s/he was and whose s/he was,  for eighty-eight years. s/he was one idiot! The World needs to know, needs to be made aware of such demon possessed wo/men.

Beware! "Shun the very presence of evil."

Read and study for yourself, work out your own soul salvation.

BEAMING!

Blues Harmonica - A two hour long compilation

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Sunday,June 7, 20/20

My Current State of JOY, over here RE-JOY-ING !PRANCING ON THE HEAD OF A DEAD UNREPENTANT DEMON THAT DIED BRAGGING ABOUT HOW S/HE GOT AWAY WITH MOCKING GOD!

NO, You were just too dumb, too fallen , too GOD forsaken to be saved.

BEAMING!!!

What Is This Brother Joe May 1964

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Sunday, June 7, 20/20

"What is THIS?" Praise the Living LORD! Thank You for THIS song! Yes, Children of the Most High! You never have to lack,  or suffer just because some old demon possessed whore got "ahold" of you from birth.

FREE YOURSELF!  

KNOW YOUR TRUTH!

HOLD YOUR HEAD UP!

BEAMING!!!

Chuck Jackson - Any Day Now (Great clip from 1965)

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Sunday, June 7, 20/20

Another Awesome Day The LORD has made.  Re-JOY-Ing in my Sixty-ninth Year! Awesome! Up early pimping on that Dead Viper's Unrepentant grave.

Humbled! GOD "ain't nevah lied"! Every Word in that Book is true. I found "you , mjw"  in  almost every chapter, especially Revelation. 

What did WE expect, what could WE expect? Any small child that delights in starting fires, and bludgeoning small animals to death , should NEVER be permitted to grown up and become a MOTHER, or a glorified false Ordained Preacher!

 OUR heads were in the Lion's mouth, "your" mouth.  But, you,  low volunteer slut for satan,  preferred to invoke WITCHCRAFT!

LOW WHORE FOR  sATAN, NOT ONLY DID YOU INVOKE, USE, SOLICIT WITCHCRAFT, YOU DEMANDED TO BE FEARED! YOU,  LOW LIFE , STANKING WHORE! YOU WERE A VIPER, KNEW YOU WERE ALWAYS A VIPER,  AND YOU WERE GLAD TO BE A VIPER!

You were just too cowardly to take your licks. It was very easy for you to flush five of your babies down the toilet. (If it is a lie, you told it.). But, nobody better not ever mention it, but, You!

GOD helped US from the reign of terror,  you rained down on anyone for ever being brave enough to hit you with the Truth,  about "you".

Yes, "you", the real you that you kept hidden until you needed to terrorize someone into submission, again.  

No, you were always a brilliant viper. You deliberately kept your poisonous fangs tucked in until you felt you had no choice. 

And, oh yes, you hated everyone that even hinted they knew the real "you". That is precisely why you MURDERED YOUR OWN DADDY! YOU WERE POSSESSED BY THE WITCHCRAFT YOU GOT ON YOUR KNEES AND COLLECTED FROM MURDERED MEN'S GRAVES!

WHAT EVER MADE YOUR DUMB ILLITERATE ASS THINK, YOUR FALSE , FAKE PREACHING WOULD OR COULD SAVE YOU? YOU EXPOSED YOUR DUMB ASS, DEMON POSSESSED SELF!

NOW,  BOW DOWN!

Your low life, low functioning, illiterate ass, demanded secrecy and Loyalty! Claiming to be OUR MOTHER! Well, bitch! True MOTHERS do not do the evil , stank,  shit you did to your "'leben head of churrin'"!

It was real easy for you to manipulate your lustful lovers into sexually molesting your small children!  Just finally admitting it and , apologizing and repenting , was never part of your scheme.

Destroying, soiling, ruining, joy snatching, blessing blocking, enslaving, profiteering, pimping, was.  Why?   "Oh ye of little faith."  You never believed Truth and honesty to be a virtue.  You chose "skin color", knowing damn well pigmentation "ain't got shit to do with character."

Always comparing yourself to others.  Always plotting, planning your next swindle.  Always playing GOD. A low life whore,  guilty of every sin , known and unknown,  to Mankind.  BOW DOWN STANKING DEAD SLUT!

No, I'm not angry with you, shit, I'm glad. What if your stanking, evil, psychotic, pathological lying, demon possessed ass, had loved me?

Bottom line Children of the Most High GOD, read the Book for yourself.  "Work out your own soul salvation!"

"I can do all things through Christ, who strengtheneth me." Philippians 4:13

"He that loveth not knoweth not GOD; for GOD is Love."  Why hate? Why hate anyone by color, gender, age or status? You can't hate anyone if the love of Jesus Christ burns in your heart.

No, mjw, I never hated you. I tried desperately to love you for sixty-two years. You couldn't love me!You could not love , period.  Why? You were of little faith. You deliberately put all of your ignorant faith in witchcraft and white supremacy. You cared nothing about how black people " suffered or were suffering.

As a matter of fact, your ignorant ass,  loved it.  Counted your dumb "nigger wench" ass,  special.

Well, any day now, many in the World shall finally know about low whores like you.  Bow down, lay down, who cares? You can't repent now. No one can repent for you.  Perhaps some will finally grow some balls and shun your stanking, lying ass.

In the "Mean Time" I shall dance on your UNrepentant Grave!

BEAMING!

Have A Talk With God

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Saturday, June 6, 20/20

PRAISING THE LIVING LORD! Children, I don't care what it looks like, NEVER GIVE UP ON GOD!

Do know you are persecuted, vexed night and day,  by the evil one because s/he is not chosen! You are not dumb, unworthy, too black, too fat,  or even too ugly.  No, you are not a loser unless , You give up, give in.

AWWWWWWWWW! Please hear the sound of my relief! I am exhaling because a sick, sick, sick, sadistic, demon possessed wo/man is gone.  I cast her putrid memory into "The Sea of Forgetfulness".  the same way that lying, fake , Counterfeit Christian cast all of her sins!

 Don't get too excited, s/he is just one of BILLIONS!  Yes, these imps, Avatars, ghouls, desperate wo/men prowl this Earth in search of prey, their  supply., EACH AND EVERY DAY!

Please never expect any decency, honesty, morality or love from them.  They are incapable! Rendered useless by their sick jealousy, insecurity and pathological lying , long ago.   Yes, this World is full of hue-mans that would rather hate, hurt,  than help.  "Shun them". 

"Ye shall know them by their fruit.".

Don't worry about it, ask GOD. Yes, pray. PRAY , not prey. Most people are Predators. Why? Far too many people are JUST IGNORANT DULLARDS!   Uncivilized, Barbaric, Carnal, Jealous and Envious. Most people are Liars. So!

Most people are UNREAD!  Most people lack the intellectual stamina required to be successful in a true Democracy, thus white supremacy. The white man must be given a huge head start and must be worshipped by all people of color.

Do NOT ever compete or out do or out shine an immoral hue-man that can invoke "white privilege'". You shall suffer. You shall be left out, hated and reduced to dung. So! Let'um, evildoers can't win. By the time mjw's reign of horror caught up with her, s/he was much too ashamed to dare repent.

So? This BACKFIRE IS AWESOME!

BEAMING!

"Many are called, few are chosen." Do NOT go along to get along. If the majority of the world suddenly turned Cannibal, would you?  What if you were persecuted? Mocked? Vexed?

If you knew your "mother" was always an evil, demon possessed homemade witch, a sick, sadistic Incestuous, Pedophile whore, would you keep her secrets to keep the "Peace"?

Make sure you know your Redeemer lives and "You have not because you ask not."

BEAMING!

Get low (To the window to the wall song)

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Friday, June 5, 20/20

If you are offended by this "song", you are certainly offended by my Truth.  World! Do know that  I'm standing here , FLATFOOTED! FLATFOOTED ON GOD'S PROMISES!  FLATFOOTED ON GOD'S GRACE! Jesus got my black feet on a low, dead whore's neck!

A WHORE SO LOW , THE COMMON MAGGOT SLUT MANIPULATED HER LOVERS TO SEXUALLY MOLEST HER SMALL TODDLER CHILDREN IN ORDER TO INSURE SHE COULD CONTINUE BEING THE NYMPHOMANIAC WHORE S/HE ALWAYS WAS!!!

When you learn my story , my true long story, my harrowing story of ; 'HOW TO SURVIVE A MUTHAFUCKIN' LUNATIC",  in an EXTREMELY RACIST SOCIETY,  FORS SIXTY-NINE YEARS , everyone in this World shall cheer me!

Let me start by reminding you,  while  the Bible is perhaps the World's best selling book, it remains the most UNREAD! That is why that damn idiot held it up, held it upside down , with his dumb, ignorant, repugnant, repulsive  , IGNORANT, RACIST, RANCID ass!

My "birther", martha jane walters was the exact same type of idiot! Low slut, fucking maggot! COUNTERFEIT CHRISTIAN! Just like most lying swine,  pretending to love a GOD they truly hate.

The mongrel monstrosities,  like my "mother",  really do think they are as Brilliant as they claim.  They all brag and lie  without ceasing .  They can't feel, they can't love, THEY ARE DEMONIC! DEMON POSSESSED!

SHUN THOSE DUMB ASS IMPS!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

Protesters perform the haka outside the US consulate in NZ | George Floy...

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Friday, June 5, 20/20

Of course ; "I hate to see blood start flowing but, I am glad to see resistance growing!". I love this beautiful tribute to George Floyd.  This song sounds so much "GET LOW's " From the Window to the wall", I had to laugh.

BEAMING!

It's Been A Long Time

...sitting here wondering, can any one get used to excruciating pain? How long can an evil , demon possessed , "Counterfeit Christian" be admired, worshipped, lauded by so called Christians?

How long can old nasty ass, whorish ass, Jezebel spirited, evil demonic whores , murder and molest their own children, torment, torment, torment, laugh and just die?

Yes, the whore just expired. No fanfare, no apologies, no repentance, no money (at least none for me).

Bitch! You weren't going to leave me any money, anyway, EVER!  

It was greed! You deliberately conned us with GREED! You low whore for satan, you always dangled your imaginary money in our faces.  You low life , lying scum, you only offered empty promises!

It is one thing to live deliberately in your OWN FANTASTICAL IMAGINATION , but, when you force others, just because you can. Just because you really love and delight in SADISTIC TORTURE , followed by SILENCE, OBSCENE SECRECY ! It doesn't mean you should. Cleverness, deep deceitfulness are not virtues of The HOLY SPIRIT!

 YOU ARE lUCIFER! YOU ARE AN ABOMINATION TO THE HOLY GHOST!

YES! LOW SLUT FOR sATAN, YOU CAN HISS AND SPEW VENOM, BUT YOUR DEAD ASS CAN'T WIN!

The irony of ironies, low slut for satan, that poorly rated, glorified "High School" Graduate School you manipulated me into attending,  EXPOSED YOUR DEAD ROOT WORKING ASS!

"WON'T [HE]DO IT!"

BEAMING!!!

Gil Scott Heron - The Revolution Will Not Be Televised

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Friday, June 5, 20/20

The Brother got it wrong, THIS REVOLUTION IS BEING TELEVISED!

BEAMING!!!

Stevie Ray Vaughan - Love & Happiness - BOOTLEG 1983/84

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Friday, June 5, 20/20

Never be  ashamed of the Gospel of The HOLY GHOST!  Children of the Most High GOD, GOD is still Good! Don't be faithless, deaf, dumb blind sheep lock stepping behind an ignorant, racist Judas goat.

"Come ye out from among them." 

Taking decades to realize your "birther" is HORROR UNLEASHED  should not be kept a secret.  I AM STILL CELEBRATING ! Number one I am humbled, in awe, flattered that The HOLY SPIRIT  would  spend so much time with me, leading,  guiding me, showing me how to circumvent evil in high places.

World, there is no place  higher than under a loving mother's heart. But,  when your mother is a (secret) Jezebel whore, a sadistic,  pathological liar , a serial MURDERER, that suffers from extreme jealousy, envy and deep ignorance, just know you've got GOD on your side,  if you just ask!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

BEAMING!!!

The Doobie Brothers - Long Train Running (official video)

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***

Friday, June 5, 20/20

AWSOME! Reached Sixty-nine ! Spectacular! I am truly a MIRACLE ! Yes, I'm due to be dead, dead, dead.  Why,  because an old Jezebel whore birthed me (US), enslaved me (US) for Eighty-eight years!

martha jane walters was LEGION FOR EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS! Was a "root worker", a prostitute, an immoral , sadistic, pathological liar that loved INCEST AND PEDOPHILIA!

Yes! I survived! Was made strong! I am in AWE of The HOLY GHOST!  Not fear, Trust! Not lies, Truth!

mjw was what s/he was, djt , years before djt. Awesome, that is how I recognized him immediately. mjw shares all the characteristics of that mongrel monstrosity,  except  for extreme wealth.  Not to worry, s/he successfully made many people believe s/he was actually rich ,  a shrewd business woman and a "saved, sanctified minister".

HOGWASH!  The low life, common, maggot whore preached my grandfather's sermons! Sermons s/he never listened to or agreed with.  The irony of irony, SHE MURDERED HIM!

So? "What is done in the dark shall surely come to light" And what ever you do, NEVER MOCK GOD!

Why am I BEAMING? I REVERSED THE CURSE!  I HIGHLY REBUKE  mjw AND EVERYTHING 

S/HE EVER STOOD FOR!