Just hold on! Jesus will fix it!

My body says "elderly", my mind says "fuck that aging shit, you are just better, wiser".

My brother introduced me to Jimi Hendrix in 1969. Awesome! My brother loved Jimi Hendrix so much he taught himself to play just like him. It was magical. One week I watched my brother frowning over the Bignote Songbook  he purchased from Parker House of music. Then viola!  He was playing this song and we as a family sat in the living room,  mesmerized, in complete awe.

Our mother cheered the loudest. Low cunt! Woman of ill repute, it is one thing to deliberately birth children without fathers. It is another thing to blame them for your mistakes. Yes, Martha no wo/man is  lower,  more reprehensible, more repugnant than the mother  that sexually abuses , molests, tortures, persecutes and stalks her own family for eighty-seven years.

Stop lying to yourself. Shed that "Slave Christianity" practiced by low, lying predatory vultures like my mother. An "Ordained minister", my ass! Be ashamed African Methodist Episcopal Zion Church!

What could possibly be worse? A family of victims still living in her shame. I won't!   I refuse! Fuck that bitch! READ!

There is no god, No GOD, no Higher Spirit , no religion requiring any survivor to honor such a whore. Martha made he choice clear, over and over for eighty-seven years . MARTHA JANE WALTERS WAS HORROR UNLEASHED! A succubus that had to be endured to the end.

The low whore for satan blasted me, refused to stop lying to me, demanded to be proud of her debauchery because she was so good at it, for far too long.

Yes, I did ask about my savage rape at eight years old. My mother blasted me to hell. Did it matter that we were both elderly? Did she care that I told her and made it clear that she was forgiven?

Martha never wanted forgiveness. The fact is Martha never cared what people really though about her , just so long as they feared her. Martha was truly sadistic and that excruciating fear she exacted,  (secretly) caused, pain she  saw clearly in our eyes,  made her gleeful.

How sick! How pathetic!

Look at America now,  struggling with it's own Martha Jane.  The exact same ignorant racist, the same sadistic pathological liar,  playing god.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMOMNG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

"Don't start nothing, won't be nothing!"

HORRID!  Far too many hue-mans that inhabit this earth,  shouldn't. Just SHOULD NOT! Well, they should not live, vex, torture, and persecute for thousands of years,  unless it is the will of the Holy Spirit.

Talk about BACKFIRE! If I had a dollar for every hour I spent attending "Church" I would never have another financial worry. (If I could just draw interest on all my tithes and offerings,  I could literally chill.)

One thing I certainly learned from all of those hours spent in the "Church" , was to STUDY! TO OBSERVE, DISCERN, TO PAY ATTENTION, TO PLAN.

 Deep racism certainly always stimulated me to be the best in nearly every class. I must admit nothing ever made me prouder than "besting" my white classmates.  I loved to just know MORE than a white muthafucker! I loved to wow them with my impressive facts,  "out think" them with FACTS!  Shit, I knew, I knew. Great fascinating FACTS  I taught myself, read and collected myself!

"Don't tell me shit bitch! I'm not stupid!"

LIARS! All FUCKING LIARS!  Declaring me dumb, unworthy, "sight unseen". My stupid ass, whorish ass, bed-wench-high-yalla mother,  never stopped trying to force me into whoredom.

Thus the witchcraft. Not just witchcraft for me, witchcraft for every damn one that crossed that viper's path.

That is what all of that WITCHCRAFT  was about, control. The dumb , slutty whore declared me nothing, worthless garbage, sight unseen.   When her high yalla lover dropped her whorish lying ass, she couldn't take it. Martha always bragged about being such a grand lady.   What a pile of HORSESHIT!

MAN AFTER man left, dream after dream,  shattered because Martha was a pathological liar and she did actually expect greater privileges and treatment because her skin was "damn near white".

 Martha's life turned out to be excruciatingly  miserable and reprehensible.  There was no way Martha was ever going to be forced to own up or take responsibility for anything, EVER! (tRump-ish) I was forced to take the brunt of her disappointment. All of us, all six of us that survived that whore had to line up and take her fucking abuse until we could get away.

Yes, LORD! That low , sneaky whore did deliberately use her influence as our mother to destroy all six of her surviving "progeny". How did my mother deliberately destroy us, me? "Let me count the ways":

• Physically
• Emotionally
• Psychologically 
• Spiritually
• Financially

While grinning, laughing and pretending to love us. Why? Fucked up! DEMON POSSESSED!

Then the low slut for satan threw a "monkey-wrench" in her demonic game. PREACHING!  Preaching and 'hoing! Preaching and "Rootworking"! 

How the FUCK!?  RELIGION! "SLAVE CHRISTIANITY"!

Yes, that dumb slimy whore did profess to believe all whites were superior to all blacks. Yes, she really believed that shit because she saw all black people,  as she saw herself; carnal, cruel, sadistic, pathological liars,  that rely on voodoo and conjure.

It is all good. Martha's sick cruelty backfired. I was made a better person than I could have ever been if that low whore had loved me. Not only that, I peeped the "Church"! All (99%) greedy, lying, closet faggots, just like my mother.

There is not one Christ loving Christian on this earth supporting evil racism. Any of my relatives still proclaiming their love for our demon possessed mother is defeated, lost, living in denial.

Yes, I'm praying for you but, I can't honor that slut.  That low whore plugged my granddaddy in the heart and got away with it!

What kind of "Church" is glad to have a whore like my mother over them? What kind of family willing loves, honors, such a woman?

FAKE! DEFEAED! FOREVER LOST!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

"I could not see the forrest for the trees"

I was born in a "Mean time", to a mean mother and no father in evidence. I was born before "Child Support". I was born when the words bastard and ILLEGITIMATE were stamped on your birth certificate.

Children of African decent could only attend segregated "colored" schools. We could not set foot in the public library or swim in the public pools. Yes, we were disproportionately taxed , yet prohibited from every privilege whites enjoyed.   Forced to use the back door, to pretend humility and docility we "pressed on".

Why? Color consciousness is evil. It is ludicrous, irrational, sadistic, repulsive, repugnant. My mother was the most racist wo/man I've ever known. She was an absolute idiot!

For eighty-seven years, it was her favorite thought, maxim, creed, resolve. The foolish woman interjected "color" into every conversation, every principal, every myth, every unwritten law.   According to my mother not one black person  was capable of any useful talent without the help of some white person.

My mother was such a low, lying, jealous cretin , she pretended to believe the gifts and intelligence her unwanted, illegitimate , black ass, worthless ass, nigger children possessed, was all due to her sacrifice.

If she had not married that black ass, nigger-ape-man, we would not have been privy to the great schools her "whoring" made possible. Using that same train of ridiculous demonic thought , Martha justified her use of conjure and voodoo against any and every one she pretended to love.

What a slut! Martha invented an excuse, an alibi for being satan's biggest whore, "Color".  Not one time did Martha every believe one lie, the deplorable ignorance she spewed. She just loved to fool people, to deliberately lead the innocent into captivity.

To crow; "I can scramble any muthafucker's mind! Heheheheheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!"

Why? The low slut did not want to change, refused to be wrong, demanded to be honored, just like stump.

Why? The dumb whore really thought she was winning.

No matter.  We made it, we survived. We did well.

What shall happen to America, to Democracy? We shall see.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

"This too shall pass"

"My LORD from Zion" was her go to lament by the time she reached her eighties. It did impress me, I think. Was I always suspect, suspicious of my own mother? Always! Martha Jane Walters was UNTRUSTWORTHY!

Not only was my mother always extremely untrustworthy, dishonest, carnal, common, perverted, evil, and psychotic. She was always unpleasant, argumentative, loud, combative, abusive, hostile. Martha kept a disgusting , emasculating name for everyone, especially if you let one of her many secrets slip.

Yes, my mother made keeping her perverted ass a deep family secret for eighty-seven long, hard, excruciatingly painful years.

I swear, the peaceful look on my grandfather's face spoke volumes. When you are glad a nigga killed you, Martha Jane Walters was your kin, your "loved" one.

 You better not ever mention it. You better not ever say shit. I must admit that my own mother was so common, so cruel, so foul, so despicable, I did not want to know. I was glad to go along with her bullshit.

Complete Bullshit! We were in "Church" every Sunday! WHY? Just who was this HORRID WO/MAN  trying to impress? Fool? Lead astray?

Was she trying to fool herself so she could sleep? No. Martha never had one night of insomnia , sleeplessness or constipation in eighty-seven years. Why? DEMON POSSESSION!

How did Martha become demon possessed? Practicing VOODOO! Practicing serious demonic conjure and preaching. Mocking GOD!

One good thing about it all of her evil has backfired. The evildoer can not win. Can they vex too long?

"Know ye the truth and the truth shall set you free."

I do look back over my life in complete HORROR! Of course, how could I not? My mother was a BEAST! A COMPLETE MONSTER! AN ABOMINATION TO THE HOLY GHOST!

The low slut should have been forced to wear a sign; "Beware! This Evildoer Cometh!"

Yes, I am still in awe,  in shock. I am still mystified by Martha's treachery, her boldness, brashness. I shall always be horrified by her deep sadistic cruelty.  Her inability to love, to empathize , to care, to share.  While genuinely  astonished  by her great ability to lie, manipulate, vex, terrorize and completely ruin.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE"

Great memories can always make you beam!

Him, tall as a damn tree, solid and as hard as an oak. I get it. Sexual attractions are strong. Some wo/men are "eye candy". 

Mix a fine nigga, good weed or sweet nectar with good music. Let the room be packed, dark, sweaty.

Close your eyes. Keep them shut. 

"What if?"

Damn!This muthafucker is fine!

 "I wonder?"

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Dear young people while many are making up sheer lies, deliberately making lives miserable, make memories.

Find you a find muthafucker and love the fuck out of them.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

I absolutely love this song!

LORD, thank you for sending me this song, on this day. The first note conjured up images of my grandfather's home. The front room of his spacious , sparse "living room", the lone wood burning stove, one old couch and a few chairs.

I can still smell the sweetest,  sweet potatoes my grandfather always kept baking a top this Benjamin Franklin,  to satisfy hungry eyes.

This was one of his favorite songs. Granddaddy didn't talk much but, his very presence oozed wisdom. His music spoke volumes.

I am not exactly sure why his daughter was such a sick demon,  other than we were cursed. We had to be, the stories my grandfather told concerning my great-grandfather should keep all my kit and kin out of "Heaven" forever.  That muthafucker was a muthafucker!

One thing I can say, Pap was never a slave nor a punk. No, he did not like black people at all, ever. He was racist! The sight of black skin caused him to rage.  Maybe that's whats wrong with a lot of people.

People hate and prejudge black people the same way we do fat people or ugly people. No one likes ugly people. Ugly people don't like ugly people, thus the cosmetic industry.

Thank GOD! If you are hideously ugly and offensive, fix that.  But if some old ugly jealous nigga is calling you ugly, just to hurt you, forget them.  Leave those jealous, envious niggers alone.

I worried about it and I prayed about it. My mother was such a horrible creature , I am sure everyone that attended her phony ass funeral was secretly glad.  If not, they were more fucked up and phony than that whore.

Well, I can't lie for her. I shall not remain silent for her and the absolute truth is; I AM GLAD THAT SLUT IS FINALLY DEAD!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

We were beautiful!

I can remember it just as clear as yesterday.  Mainly, because it feels like yesterday.

The days were hot, the Sundays exceedingly long.

We attended the "red brick church". We were considered  "uppity" for calling ourselves Methodist, for considering ourselves more "educated", refined and assimilated.

"We" were the more educated, we had more teachers than farmers. We" were not as highbrow as the Presbyterian , nor nearly "light-skinned-good-haired" enough to dare go to one of their "dry as dust" services.

Yes, we said "Amen" in our church and many got "happy",  caught the "Holy Ghost". I sure did and I thank GOD. Catching the Holy Ghost in front of that demon possessed Mathy Jane saved my black ass from many a brutal, savage beating.

Before that horror died,  that unrepentant reprobate took my "father" from me. Mocked me, made a joke out of it.

"You sudden'done that Mathy Jane."

The slave master ordered a fellow slave to beat the "accused-caught" slave with a cat-of-nine-tails (barbed leather on a huge stick that ripped the flesh off of Jesus). Wait! The demon muthafucker ordered cayenne pepper and turpentine be rubbed into the open oozing wounds!

Believe it or not, it was the best cure, the best way to prevent infection.

Did the "man" do this to women? Hell yes! Why ? DEMON POSSESSION!

No matter how loud you scream obscenities , deny and deny, plot and persecute, your lies shall never be accepted as the Truth  by good people.  Fellow, like minded, carnal demons, sure. tRumpers are now definitely  known by the company they keep.

There is an orange malignant cancer currently devouring the American flag. Shall he succeed? He may indeed. Perhaps this whole thing needs to be destroyed. If this world is to be destroyed , that mongrel is sure the right one to do it.

I do sincerely believe Mathy Jane was a generational curse, a debt that had to be paid.

No matter what any demon possessed imp says about me, I shall not believe it. I shall not claim it.

That "thang" claims he came from "good stock".  So did I!

Clean as a whistle every Sunday! Little chocolate legs greased down in Royal Crown, lace white socks, crinoline slip, patent leather high top shoes, white silk ribbons in my hair.

I stood by my tall handsome grandfather as the choir prepared to "march in".  Robes snow white, mortar boards cocked ace-duce.  Everyone on the "right foot".

BEAMING

Big PIMPING!

Sam Cooke & The Soul Stirrers - Lord Remember Me

Dear LORD thank You for blessing me  with my grandfather,  Jerome Walters.

I am over here just BEAMING!  Yes, I am all aglow because I know for a fact, I have not one shred of doubt, The Holy Spirit saved me from the lowest creature the evil hate mongers could create.

Ladies, gentlemen, be nasty if you want to. Rape, molest, rob and murder your own children like Martha , if you want to.  Pretend to be the exact opposite of what you really are.  Become a low "root worker", a conjurer.  Use your gifts to hurt and destroy all that you envy. Glory behind all of your innocent victims backs,  bragging about your great diabolical skills.  Bragg about how you can scramble any dumb muthafucker's brains. I can assure you , when you get down to death's door you shall be too ashamed to repent.

Come to Jesus now. Repent now! Stop lying now!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Don't get old as a *********** before you finally catch on...

All of this shit is some bullshit! COMPLETE FUCKERY!  Trust NO DAMN BODY! To think, I, we, were sitting up in "Church" with that stank hoe foreva!. Never missed a "blankety-blank" Sunday.

What the fuck did we need enemies for? Why were we going to "Church" taking ABSOLUTE sATAN WITH US?

"My LORD from Zion!" It had to be The Hand of the LORD protecting, sustaining me down through the years.

Martha, like tRump always pretended to be the victim, the misunderstood good guy, while knowing full well s/he was a ravenous, sick, sadistic succubus. A Horror! "HORROR UNLEASHED!"

sATAN declares s/he has won. Installs the most horrid abominations possible in seats of power and authority. The good thing is, these mongrels have no power. Cruelty is not power, sluts!

Keep and eye on sRump, his time ain't long. (PRAISE THE LORD!)

I thank GOD I finally went NC (No contact) with my mother,  again. The low whore left not one shred of doubt.  S/he was indeed a hideous maggot. INCEST! BITCH! PEDOPHILIA! BIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!  TOPPED BY PRIDE! REFUSAL TO REPENT. "GET THEE BEHIND ME SATAN!"

Do trust in The Holy Spirit , that Holy Ghost that will lead and guide you,  if you ask.  That inner voice, that true sense of righteousness GOD planted in you before [HE] planted you in the belly of your corrupt mother.

Dear LORD, I'm up early again. Five fucking a.m., ain't got no fucking place  to go. No where to be.  I do demand to be me! All of me! Sexually abused, stalked, "rooted", raped, molested, "militant monster", "back talking", disrespectful to my mother,  racially and sexually descrimnated against, me.

 I am going to be the me the Holy Spirit intended.   I shall never be dumb enough , terrorized, defeated,  enough , to honor that monster that died laughing at me.  No, I can not be that terrified "little Gwen" that horrid whore destroyed,  just because she could. No, I am who I am, I am indeed the wonderful, loving, tender hearted hue-man being  The Holy Spirit created me to be.

"I am that I AM!"

Why? Conditioning! Thirty years "teaching". Thirty years of pouring my heart out, teaching as passionately as I could. Thirty years of trying to lead a righteous crusade against deep ignorance. Thirty years of being robbed by fucking ignorant ass , demon possessed racists.  Black and white.  Fucking white racists can't hurt us without the help of fucking black racists.

White racist can't hurt anyone without low life,  common wo/men like my mother.

Thirty years of getting up early to pray, to read, to study, to seek Your  face LORD! Fifty-seven years of not fully knowing.  Fifty-seven years of hope. Fifty-seven years of holding onto "Christian tradition".

Fifty-seven years of believing my mother was a Christian. Fifty-seven years of pretending I really believed that low slut wasn't really the low slut , I instinctively knew she was . Fifty-seven years of following that low slut for satan around,  skinning and grinning, feigning docility.

Fifty-seven years of waiting for that low, viperous, lying cunt to actually change, to finally magically become what she always pretended to be.

How could she? (The low whore never wanted to change because she agreed with the "system")  How?  (If it involved telling the truth, s/he could not do it) Why?  (What could ever cause Martha to change? S/he was winning. S/he was loved. S/he was worshipped. S/he ruled.)

Or could Martha ever tell the truth about anything?  Do pathological liars ever change? Or do they just rage to death?

 Martha was a DEMON! NO,  THE LOW STANKING WHORE WAS NOT DEMON POSSESSED! THAT LOW STANKING SLUT WAS A DEMON!

Fresh out of slavery, oppressed by institutional racism, then held tightly by "slave Christianity", we suffered.  My poor family held on to the sickest, most maniacal , poisonous, viperous, sickest, sadistic serpent to ever slither on this earth.

Jesus told us to shun the very presence of evil, not to cower under it.

We were born into her clutches. No matter, The Holy Spirit protected us. Is protecting us still. Thank You Heavenly Father.  Thank You for DIVINE ORDER!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

"Time changes ALL things"

(Skip past the long introduction)

All things, everything changes, nothing remains the same. Except that Book, not one word in that Book is going to change or can be turned into a lie.

Here I am sixty-seven years old still waiting on "my turn at bat".  "Waiting" patiently has been my problem, caring  more about the feelings of my horrid, sadistic, tormentor because that low whore BRAINWASHED ME!  The cunt did in fact put "roots" on me for sixty-two years and that abomination to The Holy Ghost  was my fate.

How did this happen? How could such a good man father such an inhuman, sadistic, demon possessed daughter?

Was Martha a generational curse fulfilled? Or was she the result of all liars, "root workers", whorish manipulative, cunning, envious, jealous wo/men that try to hide their true evil behind Our Righteous GOD?

Looking back over my life reveals events so horrid, evil and malicious,  GOD had to blind me, had to take me by the hand to lead me out of the captivity I was born into.  "We" were born into, I should say.  "Enough is enough!" Color and gender coding people. Ranking and dividing people by status and wealth.

My mother, a slut so dumb, so immoral, so fallen, so full of pride, she spent her last penny, every penny she could steal attempting to impress others and buy love.

I recall profiling with my "mother", attending Wesley Chapel Church, where we arrived early to prevent; "Will you damn niggas hurry up ... you know that bitch gon' try and take my pew!"

I am sure some or perhaps many,  were impressed by Mathy's regalia; little foxes, dead feet swinging and hard little pointy head vermin found clenching the tail of his fallen comrade in his mouth.

Not to be out dressed by any one, ever, Martha completed her outfit with "kid gloves" , Lizard skin shoes and  matching bag. Most importantly, Martha was ALWAYS ON PROGRAM!

Did my mother think "being on program", the hostess with the most- est, the grand dame of mistress of ceremonies,  made any difference to GOD? The fact is she didn't care, couldn't care and ultimately would never care.

Yes, my ignorant mother came to this earth a full fledged demon and was not ever stopped. prevented , or slowed down! Why? Fear! The exact same fear holding this country in the clutches of Donald J. tRump and evil white male supremacists.

RACISM MUST DIE!

STAND UP!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

"It will not be water but fire next time!"

Sitting here gazing out over this California desert, amazed! Grateful! Humbled! ANOINTED! BEAMING!

So, this old extremely 'hoeish, immature, spoiled, bratty, demonic slut really thought she was smart enough to fool The Holy Spirit. TO VEX, PERSECUTE , STALK AND DESTROY GOD'S ANOINTED FOR EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS!

Seriously! Yes, the most repulsive, sick, repugnant, maggot of a mother, really thought she could live her horrid life for eighty-seven YEARS  and not one of her victims ever have the courage to reveal her.

Lying slut. Number one, first and foremost ; "Let your yea be yea and your nay be nay." You can't be a Christ loving Christian and a despicable, carnal whore!

Your money, your status, your skin color and gender mean absolutely nothing in The Body of Christ.

"tRump-ism" and the Gospel of Jesus Christ don't jive. No despicable hue-man being's lies can be meshed with GOD's truth.

READ!

"BE YE HOT OR COLD OR GET SPEWED!"

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Feeling mellow

BEAMING!

Have you ever wondered what happens to "Free Range" children?

I prefer to classify myself as a "free range" child as opposed to unwanted, "throwed away", little black bastard crumb snatcher.

Was I cursed because my mother was such a successful , slick, menace to society? Not really. Ironically, I was blessed. The absolute truth is the profession of "whoredom" escaped me,  only because of her demonic, sick, carnal ass.

I know I would have never read one word in the Bible without the guidance and wisdom of JR Walters, her father. He may have never seen the need to nurture me in such a way without the experience of such a deplorable daughter.

Anyway, as a "free range" child we skipped E.E.Smith High School every Friday, sold my mother's liquor by the shot.

Played our music, put the neighborhood on blast because we had no adult supervision. Why didn't anyone call the law on my mother?  (Hooooooowwwwwllllllinnnnnnggggggg) Was it her voodoo?

Ignorant ass muthafuckers "sowing seeds" into some man's ministry. Dumb muthafuckers trying to match the pastor's tithes. Tithes that he tithes from the tithes of his blind, deaf, dumb sheep.

YOU CAN NOT BUY A BLESSING YOU DUMB MUTHAFUCKER! THERE IS NO god ANY WHERE THAT GIVES A FUCK IF YOU SAY FUCK!

READ! READ YOU DUMB ASS SON OF A BITCH!

Well, I know for a fact some "free range"children retire from stellar careers at age fifty-seven, luxuriate in GOD's abundance and magnificent Grace and  seize every opportunity to do nothing but , talk shit about your lying, unrepentant,  demon possessed ass.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

REJOICING Part II

I shall admit to being the subject of some SERIOUS hatred ,  jealousy and envy for my entire long life. So!? 'No weapon formed against the righteous can ever prosper.'

What "WE" must do is recognize our enemies as soon as possible. "WE" must not listen to or be influenced by myths, lies, or old wives tales. Yes, "WE" must live RIGHTEOUSLY!

No, evildoer you shall not get away because you preach.  I should  say; because you put on a religious performance on every occasion possible.  You are just fooling yourself and all those with intelligence and morals,  just as low as yours.

Yes, you stuff Jesus in your mouth, memorize and quote great Scripture just to appear to be the exact opposite of what you really are.

Yes, the evildoer flatters, is full of compliments, praise and phony adoration. The evildoer must pretend, must put on a show because the evildoer is empty, vacuous, full of diabolical, disgusting plots and plans for the demise of everyone that causes them grief.

What causes  the evildoer grief?   Being called out, found out, held accountable.

The evildoer demands respect but , what s/he really wants is your fear. The evildoer is a sick, sadistic miscreant that gets off on terrorizing those s/he has subjugated.

The evildoer is a lazy scholar. While possessing great intellect they see no benefit in earning anything when they can simply steal what they want. The evildoer has never earned an honest grade  or dollar in anything, never read one book thoroughly. Yet, hate you for your discipline.

The evildoer laughs at you, taunts you for being lame, a goody-two shoes, a simpleton that really  believes in the  Power of The Holy Ghost.

The evildoer is not really as clever as we give her credit for, s/he is just in tune with satan, with demonism.  The evildoer is a volunteer slave for satan. The evildoer prefers bad over good, lies over the truth.

The evildoer is a wretched hue-man being, shun them.

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I am over here in the Antelope Valley, situated in the desert, REJOICING! My worse enemy finally died! PRAISE THE LORD!

Hate me all you please! I do not give a fuck! That low whore for satan tried to pimp me out to her second husband when I was FOURTEEN! Was it for the money? Hell no! The slut had more money than s/he knew what to do with.

The dumb illiterate, poorly educated, lazy, common slutty whore wanted to ruin Me!  That stupid CUNT decided it was her appointed duty to destroy every life she blamed for her "condition".

What was Mathy's condition? Aside from being an incestuous pedophile closet homosexual, Martha was a sadistic nymphomaniac . Perhaps that is why Martha clung so passionately to witchcraft. The "Church" made Martha ashamed of the fact s/he was "raped" or willingly engaged in sexual intercourse with a "family friend", when she was eight years old.

The "Church" made Mathy ashamed of having a baby at age sixteen. Or was she ashamed? Martha wasn't ashamed of shit! Martha Jane Walters was Donald J. tRump first. 

Scripture  warns us not to lie, cheat, steal and kill to exalt ourselves.  If you do; "You shall be debased."

Yes, I am over here in the Antelope Vally chilling, all due to The Holy Spirit and my daughter. Yes, that tiny innocent infant I caught my own mother trying to deafen RESCUED ME!

If you are a good person, honest, forthright, keep on. The evildoers can NOT win!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Stevie Wonder - All I Do

Big Bill Broonzy - Sun Gonna Shine In My Back Door Someday

"You can pay me now or you can pay me later but do know you shall pay!"

Yes, my evil demon possessed mother did finally have the decency to warn me that I would hate her when my blinders finally fell off.  For once , that pathological liar did not lie.

Who was my mother? MARTHA JANE WALTERS ! Truly an ABOMINATION FROM THE GATES OF HELL! One sick, sadistic SUCCUBUS!

Yet, I thank Almighty GOD for her! Horrid! HORROR UNLEASHED that saved me from being her, from wanting to be her.  PTL!

Did Martha come into this world a demon? No! She volunteered! That low, ignorant whore preferred practicing WITCHCRAFT  to working, lying to telling the truth, raping, robbing, molesting, destroying , mocking GOD,  just for the fun of it.

My family feared Martha for eighty-seven years , while she pounded puppies to death in between bricks, practiced incest, pedophilia, debauchery and murder . While grinning like a Cheshire cat, purring like a kitten.  All the while plotting the sickest, sadistic, treachery ever conceived.


GOD  said No!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

The Harder They Come - Trailer

Relax, the evildoer can not win "for it is written."

BEAMING<3 p="">

Never give up on GOD!

Well ... "Know ye the truth and be set free."

When was Martha not a horrid hue-man being? When was she not jealous? When was she not plotting, conning, whoring, prostituting, chunking dust, working "roots"?  Those few hours every Sunday, fake as a three dollar bill.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Skip James- Hard Time Killin' Floor Blues

I am over here in the Antelope Valley chillin". RETIRED  like a muthafucker! I don't have to hit a lick at a black snake!

Not only that, BLESSED! ANOINTED! SAVED! HUMBLED!

Mathy  did tell me, assured me,  that I would hate her one day. She predicted my blinders would finally fall off and I would hate her.

I assured her that was a lie, that I could never hate her. I was WRONG! Yes,  I do hate her! Do I , can I,  ever hate her as much as she did me, as much as she did us , for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS?

Impossible!

Yes, I am still outraged by the apparent stupidity of so many people. No, I do not believe one person on this earth truly believes one single person is more important , better, ranked higher,  than another.

It is just an excuse to be evil. Mathy never in her life truly believed her white skin set her apart, made her smarter, anointed, entitled.  That was the lie she told, the pride she hid behind when she had to face the fact she was indeed a pervert.  She was indeed extremely carnal. promiscuous, sadistic.

Pathological!  A born criminal! A whore of the worse sort.

INCEST! PEDOPHILIA! FUCK NO!!!

Yes, Martha knew full well she was demon possessed, loved it and preferred it,

Martha never wanted to change, NEVER  had any desire.

Why should she, the dumb slut always swore she was winning.

Why? She was feared! Martha was so feared she lived as a closet homosexual,  voodoo priestess,  that murdered her own father , among other horrid, incalculable , ratchet deeds , quite well, for far too long.

So! What did she get?  A life so repulsive, AND REPUGNANT,   she did not dare repent, apologize or seek forgiveness at EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS OF AGE.

She laughed! My mother laughed in my face and cursed me like a dog for my gullibility, for making the mistake of asking, of expecting a "Christian" to be a Christian.

Yes, I expected my mother to practice what she always preached.

Jesus told us our enemies would be of our own household. [HE] told us to look at their fruit.

Be a liar if you want to. Lie for Liars. Dumb ass Martha, you could have been "Gay" , you dumb lying bitch, sadistic slut.

Billions of miserable people standing on their fake religion,  demanding people live the way they pretend to.

Shut the fuck up!   This world is so full of wretched people, be glad if you can find anyone to share your life with, be they gay, straight, trans, tall, skinny, short , ugly or bald.

STAND UP!

STAND UP TO ALL LIES!

STAND UP TO ALL LIARS!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Walk it back, Part II

The evil white racists rage! Ready to burn up Heaven and Hell to maintain the damnest, longest living , repugnant lie ever told.

GOD is white! All white men are superior intellectually, morally and spiritually.

A woman's place is behind a man.

Well, explain tRump's obvious demon possessed ass. Horrid. "HORROR UNLEASHED!"

"My GOD from Zion!"; was one of my mother's favorite laments.  S/he always seemed to side on the side of the righteous justice seekers,  vocally. Yes, s/he talked a good game, always said the right things, never meaning one word.

She was a faithful "Christian". Meaning, s/he never missed a Sunday preaching, praying, teaching, "serving" the LORD.

She also never missed one day lying, plotting, setting traps, envying, comparing, ranking, judging, stalking, destroying, robbing and raping, murdering, vexing, persecuting, gaslighting.

No, just like tRump, "You better not in your life raise your voice to ever criticize Mathy Jane for any MUTHAFUCKING THANG!"

What was all that?  All that cussing and cursing for twenty-four, forty-eight hours straight, none stop!

Fear! What kind of hue-man being can look in the mirror and own Martha's life? No one can, that's why she didn't.

What was all that rage?

Fake!

Lazy as a dog and ten times more common.

A common man is awful but a common wo/man, a common daughter/sister/mother is "HORROR UNLEASHED"!   "Who can stand it?"  

Few can know. 

 Few-er can bear it.

Yes,  Martha knew! S/he knew it, s/he loved it!

Did she really believe white men superior?

YES!!! A resounding YES!

We keep forgetting, "We" are "Fresh out of Slavery".

My mother was just as much a coon, a bed wench, as any "slave". "Slavery" fucked "black people" up!

The truth is, "Slavery" fucked ALL people up! Far too many people of color agree that they are inferior and far too many white people believe they are superior.

Far too many wo/men use their complexion to "enjoy" stank, repugnant lives,  that no one respects.

These horrible people demand secrecy.

Why?

They clearly don't care.

I do have to laugh.  Why did I ever think Martha would actually repent?

The "Church", "Slave Christianity".

The same "Church" still too terrified to speak one word against her. Any "Church"  that is too GOD forsaken to reveal a "Root Worker",  low enough, common enough, to preach to them, to live among them for eighty-seven years,  fearing nothing, no one, NOT EVEN GOD, is not a "Church" but a religious social club.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

"Wudda, Cudda, Sudda!"

Walk it back.

Am I ashamed?

Why should I be ashamed?

I did not make myself and I did not ask to come here.

Here I came!

The year was 1951. I was labeled a "Baby Boomer" because so many babies were born when "our men" returned from war, the Korean War.

I was born to a sick, sadistic, manipulative slut! A CUNT! A MADAME! A CON ARTIST!

Question, was Martha demon possessed as a result of the Occult, practicing Witchcraft? Or did she practice Witchcraft because she was demon possessed?

Or was s/he just fulfilling the Book?

Walk it back.

The day little Martha smashed a tiny puppy between two bricks was the day her "tubes should have been tied"; says the hue-man in me.

Who knew? Who knew any hue-man being, any wo/man, any mother, any sister , daughter, capable of such a horrid life? 

Now it is in "Our" faces. 

A full blown sadistic lunatic is "governing" with a tiny orange nazi fist.

We wait. We are all waiting on GOD.

Is GOD too slow?

My mother claimed [HE] was, so she turned to WITCHCRAFT!

Wait before you cheer and agree. Look what WITCHCRAFT  did to Mathy Jane!

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History is kind to "Boomers", overly complementary concerning "Our" progress. Was this a good time to be black? No,  but it is certainly proving to be  the "best time to be black".  For a very brief period, people of color enjoyed some semblance of respect.  Some doors were opened.

We did so well, "We" became POTUS. Now, old evil, shriveled up, flaccid , dusty dick , lying , closet homosexual, reprobates think they can take it back.

Walk it back.

Envy , jealousy, hatred and ignorance,  is not only trying to slam the door shut but,  to roll back two hundred years of progress.  If this happens, so be it. If people are really so selfish, so fearful, so terrified, so tired, beleaguered, defeated,  so be it.

No one, not one person on this earth believes in tRump. People believe in money. Most people count money as power.  Most people totally dismiss The Holy Spirit as total fakery.  I get it. Very few ministers are genuine, most are greedy lying dogs.

Do I blame them?  Can I blame them? Should I blame them? When people reach the lowest levels of debauchery, it is time to pull out.  Change. Re-examine. Pray. Seek understanding.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

Walk it back!

Turn it over.

 Examine it carefully.

 Thank The Holy Spirit for revealing the "Church".

Walk it back!

I am eternally grateful.

SEXUALLY MOLESTED! RAPED BY MY OWN MOTHER!

World! You do not want the awful images still swimming in my head because my evil, demon possessed "mother" refused to humble herself, to apologize, to repent.

You can not preach GOD's Gospel AND refuse repentance.

No lie can live forever.

For some reason our mother was able to convince us that we had to remain "loyal" to her.  THAT NOT ONE OF HER SECRETS COULD EVER BE EXPOSED.

Yes, s/he always swore she loved us passionately.

Mistreated all of us, everyone horribly!

Always bragged on herself.

She was perfect!

We were trash, garbage, just black ass, worthless ass, bastard niggers.

Yes, s/he was a whore!

Yes, s/he was one carnal woman!

Yes, s/he would have sex  with the door open! IN THE BOARD . ***************** DAYTIME! AND YOU BETTER NOT SAY SHIT! EVER!!!

No, s/he never had a "Come to Jesus moment".

What could be a worse fate?

 Being born into a "den of thieves", sniveling cowardly imps,  still mumbling and fearing that dead piece of shit!

 What kind of people permit a witch like Martha Jane Walters to exist for eighty-seven years?

Why?

"Slave Christianity"!

Why was my mother a closet homosexual?

"Slave Christianity".

 Why was she so secretly sadistic?

"Slave Christianity".

Why was she such a pathological liar?

"Slave Christianity".

Why was she so braggadocious?

"Slave Christianity".

 Why did she practice WITCHCRAFT?

"Slave Christianity".

Walk it back?

Poor teaching.

None readers faking , pretending to be perfect, pretending to be  what someone told them the "Book" says they must be to go to "Heaven".

Liars, reprobates and snakes, a bunch of lying "'hoemongers" ain't suddin' heben.

Far too many lying,  manipulative, conniving wo/men playing "religious"  head games. Perfect every  Sunday for two hours only.

False hair!

False nails!

False breasts!

False butt!

False personality!

Fake people demanding to live fake,  in a fake world of white male supremacy.

Absolute ABOMINATIONS TO THE HOLY GHOST!

Why?

Jealousy!

Envy!

Fear!

Millions of people totally lacking faith. BILLIONS AND BILLIONS OF NOTHING BUT LIARS.

IGNORANT! Fake educated just like tRump.  Extremely jealous,  carnal perverts like those two will NEVER accept any form of criticism. One good thing about it, they can't last always!

Those demon maggots shall finally perish and many others shall take their place.

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE"

Unspeakable Joy by Douglas Miller

LORD I THANK YOU!

Yes, I a truly rejoicing in my infirmities. All the pain I've endured has been man made,  "problems" invented by imps concerning the color of my skin, gender , status and serious lack of wealth.

Well, to the greed mongers like tRump and my "dearly departed mother", what good is your money when you can't find the courage to look in a mirror , to repent of your many, many , despicable sins?

No, my finances are minimal. I receive a "pinch"-sum, for which I am grateful. I earned it. I towed the "party line". I went to "Church" every Sunday. I kept the Ten Commandments.  My problems have never been I, rather they!

The number of complete babbling, braying, deaf, dumb, blind "Christians" slithering on this Earth,  is in fact ASTONISHING!  My own "mother" was in fact a Voodoo Priestess and an Ordained Minister!

What kind of "Church", what kind of defeated, volunteer slaves tolerate such ignorance? The Un-Read!  FAKE ASS, PHONY ASS "CHRISTIANS",  you can convince of anything,  as long as some "white man" says it first.

We live in a world where the "One Percent" own and control "Ninty-nine Percent" of the wealth. Most don't care. Most people are not worth saving. Why should a loving GOD, Our Father, The Holy Spirit , bother to save us from our own stupidity?

Ranking hue-man beings by skin color? Gender? Status? Wealth? Sexual orientation? Really!  Don't blame your misery on "racism", on the "white man",  while you are delusional enough to rent rims, buy "false hair", sell your body to the highest bidder,  then turn around and demand I respect you.

It shall not happen! A low troll for satan got a hold of me. So!? The stanking slut is finally rotting in her dirty little grave and and I am purely rejoicing!

My mother really taught us that her skin color made her superior, the fact she didn't flush six of us down the toilet,  like she did the other five, made her a "good mother".

Martha was a common beast. I do believe she was always prone to INCEST and Pedophilia!  I know she knew better because she managed to hide all of her sick, sadistic proclivities so well.

No, she didn't win.  Of course she died pretending she had won, that she was perfect, was loved and would be missed. I miss that miserable cunt,  they way I miss Cancer, NOT ONE DAMN BIT!

Do know, some shit, some demons , must be endured to the end. tRump is exactly what America deserves.  All the low common shit that has been perpetuated against good people for so long by using "faith", has finally BACKFIRED!

AMERICA SHALL GET HER JUST AND HONEST DUE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!'

"SAVE YOURSELF!"

Fontella Bass - Rescue Me ( 1965 )

"Count it all joy!"

LORD, You know I got to brag on you! You know I've got to tell everybody about that succubus you assigned me to.

LORD, thank You for keeping every promise, every word! Thank You for finally putting that sick, ignorant, perverted abomination to The Holy Ghost in the ground, right on time.

Thank you for sending that tRump. Without so many witnessing the unspeakable evil of tRump,  all racists, all white supremacist, all poorly educated,  blind sheep, few would have ever believed me. My story, my journey , is too horrid, too incredible to be believed.  I was her chief victim and I damn near never caught on.

"Time changes all things!" Evil white man, you time is up! Expired! Fuck You! You lost your "fear factor" bitch! You lost your "fear factor" being so fucking cruel.

That's what happened to my "mother". The evil, skank, low, common, cunt , was evil, deplorable, common, conniving, lying, stealing, murdering, lying, conjuring, jealous and envious, much too long.

Shit! After years and years of "Mathy Jane" , what in the fuck could ever shame me? Why would I side on the side of her demon possessed ass? Yes, I did fear her living! The bitch was crazy, crazy as in serial murderer crazy.

She can't do shit dead!  As much as she threatened to, her ass is dead.

Do I feel foolish for actually waiting, truly expecting her to repent? Yes, I do. Do I blame myself? Do I blame the "Church"?  No! I blame no one. It is ALL in Divine Order.

'COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSER THE CURSE!"