I don't have to crawl in the dirt like some damn ,stray, cur dog, just because I was born black, female,"illegitimate", too beautiful, too intelligent, too articulate, too uppity, too arrogant, too masculine, too opinionated, too gifted, too clairvoyant, too far ahead of my time"!
I AM WHO I AM! I AM ASTONISHINGLY PROUD OF WHOSE I AM !
THE SURVIVING DAUGHTER OF OUR MOST HIGH GOD!
SURVIVING GIFTED OFFSPRING OF ROME WALTERS!
Any body, any one, dumb enough, deliberately vacuous, deliberately un-read , and indeed proud of that fact, deserve their fate.
"Cast not your pearls" of wisdom, before any POOR UNFORTUNATE HUE-MAN BEING , that prefers to stunt on you, pelt you with insults, before they shall heed GOD's IMPLANTED WISDOM.
Teaching in the Public Schools, I fled , was akin to herding cats. Willfully ignorant, horrid, back talking, spoiled brats! HORROR UNLEASHED.
While "old", I am not too old. I still have clarity (if I don't have teeth). I still have much WISDOM to share.
I know lock stepping, blessing blocking, volunteer, contented, assimilated , second class, house servants, want no part of me. I did ask GOD why. They don't want to know. If they know they know, they can't continue living in absolute misery.
So, most "slaves" wanted no part of Harriet Tubman either. And yes, most descendants of former slaves, still love white more than right.
My LORD from Zion, I never knew I would ever meet satan head on, face to face, eyeball to eyeball. Well , it happened. As a matter off fact, satan's lowest concubine birthed me.
Awesome! While the low slut for satan really, truly believed s/he was ruining me, s/he was preparing me. All of her horrid, ignorant, sadistic, never ending acts of sabotage, "revenge", stunting, gas lighting, smearing, devaluing, low-rating, and terrorizing, only made me strong.
While it is true, one horrid, hideious monster birthed me, I don't have to model her behavior. I certainly don't have to do what everyone in my family has done, lie, cloak and hate for that dead demonic slut.
I WON'T ! I NEVER DID AND I NEVER WILL!
While that mongrel monstrosity was indeed my mother, I refuse to continue her "legacy" of deep treachery, pathological lying, envy, jealousy, cunning and manipulation. I refuse to fear white people, while worshipping at their feet. Falsely believing everything white is right. Everything black is bad.
Yes, it is my greatest desire to expose old hags like my "mother", that freely, liberally, use witchcraft, trickery, lust and carnal acts to get their way. TO BLOCK BLESSINGS , To place stumbling blocks, OB-STACKLES IN THE PATH OF GOD's ANOINTED! STUPID ass mjw, while a terrorist, s/he lived in the greatest TERROR of all, being found out! Thus the fake preaching, always defining , announcing and bragging on who s/he was. Attempting to plant a seed in your head, establishing strong delusion. Always tooting her own horn, re-preaching her own sermons, until they were engrained in YOUR brain. mjw deliberately terrorized and ruined every life s/he ever touched , fearing s/he would lose her demonic grip. If any of US, her victims, blind sheep, imps , "loved one", ever "out did" her. Got more love, recognition, money, wealth, status, mjw's MALIGNANT SADISTIC MONGREL MONSTROSITY , was UNLEASHED.
You were instantly, FURIOUSLY, FEROCIOUSLY, DEVOURED. I was DELICIOUS , the ravenous sadistic slut would lick her chops , then blame you for causing HER to sink so low. BUT YOU DAMN SURE BETTER NOT EVER TELL ANYBODY.
The truth is mjw hated you OUTLOUD , if any one so much as complimented you in her presence. I used to pray for "No compliments in front of mjw! Please GOD!
The foul cursing, cussing . Things would be thrown. Expect at least twenty-four hours of pure HELL!
It would not stop until you apologized. Until you came up with some way to soothe and comfort her old evil, sadistic, lying, TREACHEROUS, demon possessed ass.
mjw sure hated any and all that PROSPERED. THAT ACTUALLY, MIRACULOUSLY, DID WELL FOR THEIR CONDITION. FOR THEIR SKIN COLOR. FOR THEIR LOW START IN LIFE.
I want everyone in this World to know; I AM NOT DESTROYED! While satan has laid me low, kept me down financially, I HAVE BEEN MADE BETTER! STRONGER! WISER!
Yes, I did ask GOD; how, why was mjw "allowed" to do so much wrong, so long. "Fear" was GOD's answer. mjw had a HORRID TEMPER! Dare rub her the wrong way, dare slip and say the slightest word revealing her severe immorality. Do it at your own risk. mjw pledged to stalk and sabotage every dream you thought you had , forever. I was three and mentioned to my "mother", her cousin , did in fact grill me and my brother over our "bastardom". Being an innocent child, not knowing any better, I proudly announced the names of our TWO different fathers. If I live to be ten zillion years old, I shall never overcome the terror that deep whore instilled in me for "talking about her", "Telling her MUTHAFUCKIN' BIZNESS!"
While my "mother" always pretended this was the reason s/he hated me, never trusted me, labeled me "snitch" and blabber mouth. That wasn't the reason. The stanKing "yalla" whore, "white man's bed wench", was just doing the will of her father, satan.
Too bad. S/he should have never delighted in using vicious cussing, cursing, violence and her "power of the purse strings", to destroy her whole, entire family, because s/he was too puffed up with false pride , and false wealth to ever hear the Truth.
To ever find the courage to reverse the Walters Curse.
Having to suffer mjw FOR SIXTY-TWO YEARS, is not as bad as you might imagine. That horrid slut made me hurry up and find GOD. THANK YOU JESUS!
THE BOOK OF ROME
APART FROM CHRIST WE ARE NOTHING!
IN ALL THY GETTING, GET UNDERSTANDING
And I know the Dear LORD must have taken notice, felt the need to supply me with so many gifts, as I struggle through this maze. Gifts and talents of clairvoyance, Yes, I have always "Known" something I wasn't supposed to know, SEEN THINGS I SHOULD NOT SEE. CALLED OUT SIN TOO MANY WO/MEN TAKE GREAT PLEASURE IN.
Because I am hue-man, I have worn a heavy coat of guilt, passed down to me for FAR TOO many generations. I recognize that guilt now, as self imposed, something I accepted as permanent bondage, because that is what the (slave) Evangelical Christians has always taught me, US.
No more. BOW DOWN sATAN! JESUS TOOK MY BLINDERS OFF!!!
Every time I fall into "madness", despair, extreme frustration, viewing millions upon millions , of black souls gleefully lining up to serve "The white man", I pray.
Yes, I pray. I pray fervently! My grandfather , JeROME WALTERS taught me to pray! To never give up on GOD.
FROM THE BOOK OF ROME
#1- APART FROM CHRIST WE ARE NOTHING!
#2- NEVER DO ANYTHING YOU WOULD BE TOO ASHAMED TO ADMIT YOU DID
#3- NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY LOOKING AT THE COVER
#4- NEVER WASTE YOUR BREATH ON A FOOL
#5- THE WAY OF THE TRANSGRESSOR IS HARD
#6- (Rest assured, no matter what it is, how long it has lasted) JESUS WILL FIX IT!
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CHILDREN, let no one steal your Dream. Let no one low rate, and confuse you, for the sake of their dull understanding. Let no one, no thing contaminate your beautiful soul with terrorizing fear.
Resist the devil s/he will flee. Spit solid Truth in every evil doers eye, every time they try to make you bow down to them. To their horrid lies, to their sick, sadistic persecution.
Let them revile you for being different. Let them spew their hot venom of unmerciful hatred on you. So what? You are protected!
"Cast not your pearls before swine." In other words; don't waste your breath on a lying fool , that will, willing lie, with the truth in their favor.
They are not chosen. RECOGNIZE THAT! ACCEPT THAT! Their destiny is not yours. If you have known since the age of four, that ALMIGHTY GOD sent you here for a purpose, for [HIS] PLAN, and all they can offer is polluted, hashed over, passed down from generation to generational curse , fear, let that be.
LET GOD FIX IT.
If any imp insists on defying GOD, falsely believing they are getting even for some bullshit, let them. That is their damn, uneducated, poorly educated, mis-educated, color struck, contented, assimilated, non-reading, too easily influenced by propaganda, problem.
"A bad attitude" is a choice. People that are deliberately offensive verbally ,will soon whoop your ass.
"Shun the very presence of evil."
SAVE YOURSELF! SERIOUSLY. SLAVERY LASTED MUCH TOO LONG!
KIDNAPPED Africans were never able to stage a successful slave rebellion in the US. The few staged, ended badly. The whites in Stono, South Carolina cut of the heads of a rebellious band of Run Away slaves. Cut their heads off and lined the road to Stono with their rotting, fly, maggot infested heads on poles, as a warning to any other potential rebels.
True READERS are leaders. Real LEADERS are teachers!
Dear Children, both young and old, black and white, red, brown and yellow. UN-WASH YOUR BEAUTIFUL BRAIN OF ALL THE NON SENSE CRAMMED INTO IT, SINCE REACHING THIS PLANET.
Please replace the racist, sexist, elitist, non sense you have been conditioned to believe , you must accept. YOU DO NOT! If WE want to talk superior, the first, the best, WE must ALL look to AFRICA!
IF ANY BODY THINKS THEY CAN EVER MAKE ME NOT KNOW THAT, THEY ARE WASTING THEIR HOT BREATH!
"Get thee behind me satan!" Ain't no pale white ass eva' been superior to Me! I know it! You know it! No, "You get over it!"
BE THE EXISTENTIALIST! BE THE FREEDOM FIGHTER! BE THE WORLD LIBERATOR YOU WANT TO BE, HAVE AWAYS DREAMED OF BEING!
BOTTOM LONE! DARE TO BE DIFFERENT!
DARE TO BE YOUR UNIQUE, AUTHENTIC, TALENTED AND GIFTED SELF!
If any one gets in your face with insults of "You're too fat, too black, too arrogant, too uppity, too any muthafucking thing, consider the source.
Is the muthafucker a lockstepper, a blind sheep, a contented coon, a "I'm so glad to be in duh house nigga, massa"? Does this person actually thinks 342 million people should be carbon copies of each other?
Am I actually suppose to pretend I am still a "Christian" after I found out what my fellow "Christians" have permitted me to suffer . The bitches said, "Suffer that shit and shut the fuck up!"
"Nigga quit reading! Follow that fucking "Slave Manuel"! "Tote that barge", lift the motherfucking veil, you dumb, cursed, volunteers, contented, assimilated coons!
One thing I know for sure, the Horrid Inhumane Institution of Slavery that lasted much too long produced me. Sure, it procuced very few of US Nat Turners, David Walkers, Harriet Tubmans. But, enough.
Yes, mister white racist master, I am the slave that you could never trust. Yes, I am the kind that would works "roots" on you. Feed you poison while grnnning like a real slave in yo'muthafucking face.
Yes, I would cry the loudest at your fucking funeral, and be so damn glad your white ass is finally dead, I would sneak back and piss on your fucking grave under the cover of night.
No, mister racist patriarchal white man. I hate your lying ass, BITCH!
Fuck you and your lying ass his-story books. Every thing I know comes from the Glorious BOOK OF ROME!
IT was my Junior year, WE were sitting around a very long rectangular table in NC A and T St Un 's Student Union, entering the final stages of "induction" Of Alpha Kappa Mu (or something that sounded like that). This was a prestigious "Black" honor society, I was told. Or at least that is what I believed.
After much long winded banter among the "hosts", celebrities in their own mind, after completing long forms , the President of said prestigious organization , explained our ability to answer his "Question", was critical to our final act of pledging.
His question; "If you were a slave, what kind of slave would you be?". The "question" circled around the table and sure enough some "pledge", some super scholar, someone that never earned less than a B+, in any subject, beamed with pride describing their "slave job".
Some were coachmen, cooks, upstairs maids, etc. When they finally got to me I simply said; "I would be a RUN AWAY SLAVE!"
You shall not believe the reaction. One said, "That's NOT what he meant." another : "Well, I didn't think about it that way."
I was horrified! Fellow black men turned on me! Wo/men too. Called me a smart ass!
Smart ass is right! Thank You LORD! I hate racists! I hate RACISM! I hate any and every muthafucker that dares to tell me how to think, what to accept or how to live my life.
Sure, I had a tragic life.So! Them muthafuckers are DEAD! I AM TRYING TO WARN THIS WORLD ABOUT CLOSET DEMONS JUST LIKE THEM!
I am not less than. Sure, I have less money. I've never had much money. Never. Cool. It shall never rule me. My GOD is still awesome!
While some evil people did some very evil things to me, I was made better .
Dear LORD, You are so AWESOME! Yes, the so-called "Christians" had me bound, tied up in lying , hypocritical bullshit, then You LORD, opened my blinded eyes, Un-washed my Brain Washed little brain. I never had a chance, taught that bullshit from birth. " Adam and Eve shit" , that I am cursed. No, you slave wanting muthafuckers are the ones cursed. Fuck you and fuck your "Slave Manuel" Fuck all that shit about servant obey your master! Thank you for freeing me LORD! Freedom is Awesome. Thank You for teaching me to reach, to teach, to seek. Thank You for revealing my Purpose. Much Love, You dutiful servant, LORD. I do finally get it LORD. Some think severe mistreatment is earned, deserved, something to be swallowed , forgotten, if it offends them. No, at my advanced age I still can't understand heartless, cruel, selfish people. No, I don't rank people! Jesus didn't rank people. I fully realize [HE]was crucified for that very fact. The evil doers still can't win, are not going to win. Brilliant cunning can never be a substitute for raw courage or intelligence. A Lie can never be cursed, screamed, beaten or forced down my throat. Am I different LORD? Am I strange? I must be. I've been telling on these nasty ass, immoral, greedy, imps since I was three. AND I'M THE ONE HATED! NO, LORD, IT IS THE TRUTH THAT WE HATE. THE TRUTH IS A MUTHAFUKER FOR YOU! SO WAS JESUS! IF YOU WANT TO ACT LIKE JESUS, DON'T WHINE OR CRY WHEN YOU GET TREATED LIKE JESUS. TAKE IT LIKE JESUS. PRESS ON! I get it GOD. I shall never give up on The HOLY GHOST. Yes, I am horrified by the horde of rabid racists that appear to be winning. Let'um. I know what I know! BEAMING!!!
CAUSE HE BEEN SO GOOD! REVERSE THE CURSE! REVERSE THE CURSE! REVERSE THE CURSE! BE MADE WHOLE IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME BE MADE WHOLE IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME BE MADE WHOLE IN THE MIGHY NAME OF JESUS! SHAKE THE DEVIL OFF! SHAKE THE DEVIL OFF! SHAKE THE DEVIL OFF! DIVEST OF SLAVE MENTALITY DIVEST OF SLAVE MENTALITY DIVEST OF SLAVE MENTALITY BE MADE WHOLE BE MADE WHOLE BE MADE WHOLE BE RICHLY BLESSED BE RICHLY BLESSED BE RICHLY BLESSED
Warning! Exercise extreme caution aligning yourself with any church, minister or "president". LET's not play head games, let's go straight to the source; sATAN! EVIL! THE FATHER OF LIES!
IF THERE IS ONE LIE IN IT, GOD IS NOT IN IT!
CASE CLOSED! GOOD NIGHT! You don't need any body's permission to Love GOD, The HOLY SPIRIT, some UN-NAMEABLE, UNEXPLAINABLE , SUPER NATURAL FORCE that you know leads and guides You.
Don't explain it, "Just Do It!" Let the evil doer throw rocks and hide his sneaky, cunning, devious hand. Falsely believing, cunning is a virtue, the ability to spin a lie before a cat can lick his ass, is something to brag about, to be admired.
Not sorry, GOD admires the "merry heart", the cheerful giver, the peace maker, the TRUTH TELLER!
GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU YES HE WILL HE WILL PROTECT YOU FROM EVERY LOW LIFE LYING SWINE THAT TAKES DELIGHT IN YOUR MISERY MISERY THEY SECRETLY AND SLYLY CAUSE BECAUSE THEY ARE IGNORANT , UN-READ- FAITHLESS ENVIOUS JEALOUS IMPS TO PUFFED UP WITH PRIDE DEEP IMPENETRABLE SELF HATE AND RACISM AND FILTHY LUCRE TO PRAY! IF YOU WANT TO BE SAVED PRAY! REBUKE sATAN AND PRAY! PRAY FERVENTLY!
Thank You for Your word, Your Divine Order. Thank You for Your healing powers, restoration! REDEMPTION! Ears that hear. A tongue that refuses to lie!
Yes LORD , do know these imps, hordes and hordes of demon possessed liars , are being revealed! Made known, just like you said!
These horrid racists, neo-nazis, un-read Bible toters, deliberately spread mass ignorance and mass fear. All trump-ERs are Dullards, that have never read one book, and have absolutely no desire to ever do so. They are All Pseudo scholars, fake-false "Christians".
RUDE! RUDE! RUDE! Selfish bullies! Incontinent! Suffering from un-natural affection. Yes, they are just like that cretin that birthed me, they have no natural affection for any one, EVER. Not even themselves!
They slither through life inflicting pain, injury, and spirit crushing insults. They deliberately dig ditches, burn you, brand you, and secretly glory in your demise, because they secretly hate themselves. They hate what The HOLY SPIRIT did not give them.
If they can't have it, you can't either. Do know they must be sly. Once they are recognized they lose their power of deep deceit and cunning.
Yes LORD, you planted me in the belly of a sadistic , sick whore that lived "her life" to the fullest for eighty-seven years, eleven months and twenty-two days! HORROR UNLEASHED!
S/he pitched a pot of hot scalding coffee on her little black bastard son because his father quit her lying sick, sadistic ass!
martha jane walters was a HORRIBLE WOMAN! No one, no family member, no friend or foe, shall ever make me SHUT UP! I promised her and her husband I was going to tell the World on her and her sick, demented, perverted husband , for sexually molesting and raping my precious , little innocent body, in search of DEMONIC POWER that s/he certainly found.
Oh s/he found it alright, to be sure. Lived better than all of her relatives, family and friends, while freely raping, robbing, committing incest, PEDOPHILIA and MURDER!
Up early every Sunday, the first to have her Cadillac parked in the CHURCH parking lot. Marched in wearing five thousand dollar robes, twenty-four carat gold "crosses" dangling from her neck. WICKED! WICKED! WICKED Jezebel!
Dressed to the nines , to preach to people , s/he purely hated for the color of their skin!
Pretending to catch The HOLY SPIRIT, just MOCKING ALMIGHTY GOD! Daring GOD or any one, any thing, to EVER prevent her. A horrid whore spewing lies, daring me, daring her father, daring the entire World, to ever reveal her .
YES, mjw was trump before trump. THE Glory is, I was made better, refined, purified if you will. i have been made strong, courageous. MAY All of the Truth Tellers prosper as well as I have.
FEAR! FEAR! FEAR! Is all that little feeble terrorist ever wanted. Too cowardly to take on the racist white world, s/he joined satan. Enjoyed destroying black people, her own people, her own family.
GOD said NO! BOW DOWN sATAN!
Why should I SHUT UP? What kind of person wishes to keep such a dead demon secret? What kind of person wants to go around pretending to praise that slut?
What kind of person refuses to rebuke such filth?
Like minded? Pathological liars , also? Blessing blockers, also?
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World, no one has to live with such filthy, foul memories hovering over them like a black cloud. When I think of that wo/man that deliberately birthed me , attempting to trap a man. The whore that lost the man and zeroed in on me as the cause of all her misery for SIXTY-TWO long, long, excruciatingly painful years.
Yes, that Jezebel/Cain , demon possessed whore knew full well what s/he was doing. Yes, reverend martha jane watson was all to glad to work for satan, pretending to be a Woman of GOD!
HOGWASH! No such thing!
That wo/man demanded that WE her many, many victims , Never, ever read the book of Revelation. I certainly understand why.
martha was always and ignorant little nasty slut and s/he did brag that her white skin gave her the right to do what ever s/he pleased, when s/he pleased, just like s/he pleased.
s/he was wrong, when it came time for her to die s/he cursed GOD; declaring s/he wasn't repenting for shit.
I certainly understand why. s/he should have flung herself into the deepest ocean many years before s/he finally expired. s/he rotted from the inside out. Hated every TRUTH TELLER uproariously.
openly hated, stalked and assaulted any and every one that called out her lives or attempted to free themselves from her talons. If you resisted her blood sucking fangs, death grip over your life.
There is one thing mjw foolishly overlooked, the power of FERVENT PRAYER! I am here today, OLD! Bludgeoned, beaten, raped, robbed repeatedly. But, I'm still here, not nearly as destroyed as that old SUCCUBUS planned.
One thing for sure, no matter your color or status, GOD can not save an intractable , willful liar. A person so lost, so hardened, they are willing to insult, fight, stab, slander, incriminate, intimidate, confuse, crucify , destroy every wise sage sent to rescue them.
A LOUD LIE IS STILL A LIE! A screeched , screamed lie, punctuated with insults, dirty names, is still a lie.
"Shun the very prescience of evil!"
Nothing, no one can make me call a lie the truth. I don't care how horrid mjw's life really was. Her life, never was, never will, be worth mine.
The low stanking slut murdered her own father, ROME WALTERS , in 1979, and I am the only living relative willing to expose her.
Maybe. The ill tempered, poorly educated, mis-educated imps shall continue to praise "color", money status. A cunning back lie is victory to them.
Have mercy on all of us LORD.
The way of the transgressor is hard." Hard, hard, hard. They shall never stop lying! When their lies stop sticking the more they call names and abuse you.
"It is what it is!" Slavery lasted too long. Niggers love being niggers! No, niggers come in all colors, WE all know that but WE pretend niggers only come in black.
No one , nothing could stop my foul "mother" from establishing her own brand of hell on earth. No, in eighty-seven years s/he never changed, only got worse and the Church helped her.
Christians are still helping her. Still telling me to shut the **** up, pretending it is my language.
Before I get too frustrated and scream; KID NAPPED AFRICANS WERE NEVER ABLE TO STAGE ONE SUCCESSFUL REVOLUTION FROM 1619-1865. FREE YOURSEELF!
On this day, Tuesday, November 26, 2019 I HUMBLY THANK YOU ON BENDED KNEE FOR RESCUING ME FOR SAVING ME FROM DREADFUL MEN AND WOMEN! THAT DO NOT, HAVE NEVER MEANT ME ANY GOOD, NOT ONE OUNCE OF GOODWILL DO MOST MEN AND WOMEN HAVE FOR GOD'S TRULY RIGHTEOUS AFRAID OF GOOD WILL, PEACE , PROSPERITY, POSTERITY FOR EVERYONE, THEY INVENT REASONS TO HATE! THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!
for planting this honest, moral , upright,
true MAN OF GOD
INTO MY LIFE
A beautiful life, deliberately made miserable BY IGNORANT UN-READ, DEVIOUS, ENVIOUS, COLOR STRUK IMPS! imps
I was just a small lad, commandeering my grandfather's lap every time I caught him sitting. He had an old portable record player.This was one of his favorite songs.
I listened, learned to love this song, as he played it over and over. I know now he was praying fervently for his wayward daughter , that took savage, sadistic delight in tormenting his already broken heart.
No matter what anyone says, GOD SPECIALIZES in horror, imps still think unfixable!
First of all, "Judge not that you be not judged!". WE read, WE say it, but, very few practice what WE preach.
Personally I'm bone tired, exasperated, preaching the same thing to dense, wanna-be-glad-to-be-volunteer-slaves and wanna-be-slave masters.
The word is impenetrable- IM-FUCKING-PENETRABLE! Niggers with heads so fucking hard, GOD, the HOLY Ghost and satan himself can't save their lying asses!
Pathological fucking liars, trying to use their cunning as a tool to abuse the ones they love , repeatedly. Repeatedly, repeatedly, repeatedly! Over and fucking over. Your head and heart shall be turned to mush. They shall shed a few crocodile tears. But, face it, you're fucked!
It happened to my granddaddy, he married a clamorous woman. His daughter was a clamorous wo/man a million times over.
GOD forbid any hue-man being, being glad, happy, their own pathological lying, scheming, jealous, racist, color struck , "root working", blessing blocking , "mother" is finally dead.
Well, it happens and it happens a lot. Yes, it happens to these fake ass wo/men sitting up in Church pretending to be submissive WOG (Women of GOD). My mother was about as submissive as KING KONG!
Any body that hates me or demands to characterize me as mentally ill, mentally unstable, is a DAMN LIE!
Also, GOD forbid any hue-man being, being, glad, visually gleeful, to see anyone suffer. GOD forbid any imp still too puffed up with false pride , to recognize and sincerely honor her benefactors.
No, intelligent, truly righteous person , has to be admonished when they are found in wrong doing. Do know when a true loved one "wrongs" you, and you bring it to their attention, they apologize.
Getting attacked for criticizing your abuser is a detail , straight from satan's script. Unfortunately, it works. Who the fuck wants to fight? Walk into a flying fists, insults, put downs, screams, heart pounding panic.
Do know that "act", that coming unglued, the weeping, that wailing is a very clever , defensive offense. It is a BLITZKRIEG! It will come at you fast, from out of no where. Yes, the secret guilt, deep hatred and jealousy shall blindside you from some mysterious realm. You shall act accordingly. You shall never say shit again. You will grin and bear it.
Yes, you shall pray that the LORD Jesus Christ enable you to endure to the end.
Keep forgiving them, the muthafuckers ain't gon' never change. You are just going to be one miserable ass motherfucker. Forced, entangled in unhappiness , trying to be a good Christian.
They are horrors planted here on Earth to vex the righteous. They are cunning Con artists! Stay the fuck away from them!
The muthafuckers are doomed! Stay the fuck away from any muthafucker , just scrambling your brains, laughing in your fucking face, for being dumb enough to let them.
Why, you ask? Stunned, in disbelief, just pray. Fervent prayer is OUR only solution. Pray the ones still being held hostage by that evil demonic spirit, mjw so gleefully carried to her grave, be VANQUISHED! GONE! SENT INTO OUTER DARKNESS WITH her.
My "mother", my "mother", my "mother" ! Eighty-seven years of fucking with innocent people, deliberately provoking them to act the fool, to ease her demonic conscience. To satisfy her sick, jealous envy, and greed. Jealous for no fucking reason. Jealous of babies. Jealous of her own babies. Yes, the dumb 'hoe was jealous of herself.
The viper would just slither up on the innocent, deliberately lead them into captivity, them "out them"! Mock them! Broadcast every mistake anyone ever made. But, if you so much as breathed a lie s/he ever told, you became instant scum. Yes, mjw, "trumped" you.
WOULD Take her staking, lying ass, up in a pulpit, preaching the lives of her loved ones, the ones s/he secrectly, slyly, covertly destroyed. A horrid life she made up, that s/he wished happeened, but never happened.
Then the sadistic slut would go somewhere and laugh.
Yes, it is very true, I am not ashamed, my old dumb ass, poorly educated, mis-educated, color struck "mother" , spent eighty-seven years of her life collecting demons. Each one worse than the last.
Yes, my own "mother" was HORROR UNLEASHED! Wait....before you judge. Wait before you cast me down as something pitiful, someone undesirable, like the "homeless".
Look again! I have a stellar record , a brilliant analytical mind. Not only am I a great Scholar, artist, play write, novelist, cartoonist, satirist. I am a New Nubian! I am a black wo/man , made well aware of this racist foolery, (Giant Fuckery), this horrid cancer , rapidly eating the fabric of OUR nation.
No, I am no longer mortified, or horrified. I am Glorified! Chosen! Anointed!
I'm good. I understand me very well and I humbly thank the LORD for [HIS] goodness and continued tender mercies!
the un-read, pseudo scholar can not teach The TEACHER!
Do not throw horrid anger and venom at GOD's Almighty Truth.
IT IS WHAT IT IS
IT IS WHAT IT IS
IT IS WHAT IT IS
LIVELAUGHLOVE IN TRUTH
LIVELAUGHLOVE IN TRUTH
LIVELAUGHLOVE IN TOTAL TRUTH
TOTAL TRUTH
TOTAL TRUTH
TOTAL TRUTH
LIVE IN IT
LIVEI N IT
LIVE IN IT
NEVER LET A LIE BE FOUND ON YOUR LIPS
NEVER LET A LIE BE FOUND ON YOUR LIPS
NEVER LET A LIE BE FOUND ON YOUR LIPS
BE WELL LITTLE ONE
BE WELL LITTLE ONE
BE WELL LITTLE ONE
FOND FAREWELL
FOND FAREWELL
FOND FAREWELL
GOING HOME
GOING HOME
GOING HOME
ONE DAY FOR SURE
ONE DAY FOR SURE
ONE DAY FOR SURE
Relax, you are not forsaken! Shaken, perhaps. Please do not confuse cunning with knowledge, intelligence. Wisdom comes from The Holy Spirit. It must be sought! You must ask for it! Pray for it.
Yes, you must be brave enough to rebuke satan. Tell satan to go to hell. "Guilt" is some awful shit.
"The wicked flee from the truth." Why anyone would attempt to bully GOD, is un- phantom able.
