I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Monday, July 31, 2017

No that bitch didn't!

Talk about a day that will burn in infamy, I was ten years old, a fifth grader in Mrs. Dubanette's class.  The last classroom on the right , nearest the exit doors of Bowley Elementary School located on Honeycutt Road, Fort Bragg , North Carolina.

It was "Social Studies" period.  We all sat neatly in perfect straight rows,  pretending to listen intently to this very porcelain white, overly freckled , fire red head,  read aloud our history lesson.

We covered Slavery and the Civil War in less than two pages and half of one page was devoted to an illustration. I shall never forget that picture, rows and rows of black slaves bent over in a cotton field SINGING!  According to the caption under the picture they were DOCILE! 

DOCILE! Docile as in muthafucking domesticated! Domesticated like a cat or dog, perhaps a horse.  Docile, a people without WILL! A people with no ambition other than to out serve the "white man". 

I was only ten years old, it was 1961, black people couldn't do shit in AmericaKKKa!  We couldn't eat or sleep ANYWHERE! Everywhere a person of color went , there was a "NO WELCOME" Sign or a WHITE ONLY  sign.

I was considered lucky. I had been rescued from the cotton field by my old whorish, pussy-selling, pathological lying, jealous,  perverted, sanctified, confused DELUSIONAL DEMON POSSESSED mother.

Not only was Mrs. Dubanette snow white, so was the entire  class.  Three other "colored" children attended classes with me but,  they were no count.  Just as docile, simple, obedient and dumb as any "field slave".  The three muthafuckers could barely hold a pencil.

The author of our text seemed to be apologizing for the enslaver,  declaring how well the "negro" was  treated, how they ate "pork".  Even I knew they ate "shitterlings", were beaten severely and were made to serve the white man's "god" and them only.

I was sick to death of this lesson and was reading ahead of my "slow class" when I overheard Mrs. Dubanette declaring "joy" and "appreciation" for me, on my behalf.

"Nee-grows all love Abraham Lincoln for freeing the SSSSLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAVVVEEEESSSS , isn't that right Gwendolyn!"

Bitch!!! You better be glad I was only ten years old, that  it was 1961 and I wasn't strapped!  I know now what I wanted to say to your ass bitch; If black people are so dumb, why forbid them from learning? Why were we held back, kept from learning anything worthwhile other than kissing your white crusty ass?  If we are so lazy,  why didn't you sorry muthafuckers pick your own cotton?

If we are so fucked up and undeserving, Why fuck with us? Just let us fuck ourselves up?

Because the whole thing is Spiritual, color has nothing to do with it.  You jealous haters have not because you ask not.  Your "faith" is fake, just something you say out of habit.

That old snow white slut was jealous, was shocked! Black, beautiful and brilliant!  The old low-whore for satan was trying to take me down a peg or two.

GOD gives liberally, not according to skin color, gender or status. The Holy Spirt blesses us with Grace!  "Grace touches Grace!"

Be well, be strong, be powerful.  Be Fierce! Most of all be honest. Do NOT lie for liars! Do NOT honor dead demons like my mother.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"



Sunday, July 30, 2017

Woe unto AmeriKKKa!

Karma is real and Karma is a bitch! "The good that you do will come back to you."  so, will the wrong you do.  How grown adults can sink low enough to sexually molest, beat, abuse and misuse their own children is beyond my scope, my ability to understand.

I certainly have learned why so many victims choose to suffer in silence.  The so called "un-molested" have the damn nerve to distance themselves from the "molested".

We are described as, seen as,  ruined, destroyed, unlucky, unfortunate.  Not so. I'm the lucky one, the blessed one.  GOD gave me the opportunity to test [HIM], to step out on faith.

Evil is evil.  Evil knows no color, gender, sexual preference, age, political party, 'RELIGIOUS" DENOMINATION.

Beware of charismatic preachers. Please look at their fruit! A woman that births a son that had to flee her for TWENTY-FIVE YEARS ,  needs to answer a few questions.  She should be held accountable , not honored!  Not ignored and forgotten either.

That's sorry, that is immoral. It is repugnant, ridiculous. It is as ridiculous as my evil, lustful. carnal, pathological lying, sermon stealing,  plagiarizing mother , preaching and teaching Sunday school for over fifty years.  Why?  Why did she waste her time?

EVIL!  That is exactly what Martha wanted, demanded to do; come here, enslave, vex, terrorize, humiliate, decimate, ruin, then just fucking die.  Just go quietly to her dirty little grave after living a riotous demon possessed life,  that she pretended to pretend,  was secret.

 No way!  GOD said No!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Lie, lie, lie …blame, blame, blame!

Fuss, fight, call names, raise pure furious hell.  The tactics of that orange buffon in the White House are not new to me.  tRump is a mirror image of my mother, his tactics were my mother's.

She is dead now. Praise the LORD!  No one should ever have to think that but, it is true.  "Shit happens."

2 Timothy is alive and well.  My own mother was a cold hearted carnal lascivious lustful beast! A woman so common, so immoral,  she preached!  "My LORD from Zion"!

"Come by here LORD,  somebody needs you!" Women RAPING, BEATING, ABUSING THEIR OWN CHILDREN. (Isaiah 49:15)

The world that far too many people are forced to occupy is too vile, too sickening, too disgusting to be tolerated by real Christians.  Someone is lying! Some "Christians" are faking, just lying, just being Mathy Jane.

That scripture explains our abuse.  What can explain Martha's longevity?  THE LOW WHORE'S EIGHY-SEVEN YEAR REIGN OF TERROR!  Her prolonged agony ,  being forced to live as the lying-est most despicable viper possible.

Was it  Pride? Our collective stupidity? Did we hold onto our "slave mentality" too long? No! It is All in Divine Order!  Martha had to be endured to the end.  This world must recognize the "Church" is not what we think, what we've been taught. The current "Church" is NOT the kind, loving benevolent Institution we have been taught to believe, to expect.

I am just as disappointed in the current "Church" as I am in our current "Government".  A "Church" that would tolerate, cherish and promote such a woman as Martha Jane Walters,  should be avoided.

Word needs to go out far and wide.  People need to know they are being deliberately mislead, led astray, forced into captivity.

 Scripture says;"Make no graven image …" Yet, people are wearing replicas of the Crucifixion of Christ.  "Take no oath  …" yet we are forced to swear on the Bible before we lie.

"Spare the rod, spoil the child."; means teach, don't spare knowledge. Millions of idiot parents are purely brutalizing their own children based on deliberately misinterpreting this verse.  It was my sick, sadistic, demonic mother's favorite.

May you rot in hell for a million eternities you common volunteer demonic slut!

"My people perish for lack of knowledge."

AmeriKKKa has certainly hit rock bottom. Our family hit rock bottom when we inherited that nasty ass Mathy Jane.  We should have known. She should have been put out, put away, incarcerated, kept from decent people.  She wasn't, some of us learned.  Some of us are better off , having the courage, the stamina, the tenacity developed during our incarceration  enduring  that slut .

I count it All Joy! I know I'm a much better person, more gifted, more talented, more righteous than I might have been without that horrid whore stalking me for sixty-two years.   Praise the LORD!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Saturday, July 29, 2017

Day by day ...

I grow stronger. Day by day Almighty GOD reveals Mathy Jane's hideous, undoable scheme to me. Day by day the blinders fall off.

The word for my "mother" and all evil beings like her is; INTRACTABLE! Demonic tendencies  and goals thoroughly entrenched.  No doubt about it, MARTHA JANE WALTERS  was a hideous whore, the equivalent of a sexual predator with leoporsy or HIV.


A preacher, an ordained minister that barely jumped into her dirty little grave before I could fully expose her.  I don't know why, she  felt the shame.  She always felt her shame.  Sure, she denied it, but pure , rotting, festering shame is what feed Martha's filthy reprobate mind.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Friday, July 28, 2017

All she had to do was ask




                  
"throwed-away" baby like me  would ever be vacationing in a FIVE STAR  HOTEL IN ITALY!  My own mother always told me that I wasn't SHIT!  Imagine, your own mother pure hating your guts with every fiber of her being for SIXTY-TWO YEARS.

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My birth mother, jailor, tormentor, terrorist, jealous, lying enslaver was a woman that was reduced to a fierce demon years before you were ever thought about.  While my mother was famous for butchering you, stripping you naked and beating you like a slave, she was indeed a coward.

Instead of cussing the grown adult cousin (Wright Walters) for signifying in her business through her bastard children she chose to cuss and curse me for hours and hours without end. My mother always pretended that was the reason she secretly hated me.

The slut hated me because she hated herself! She  hated the fact she was  that she was a closet lesbian,  nymphomaniac MURDERING WHORE   with NO MORALS what so ever!

Looking back over her long vile life , examining all the bodies littering her long path of destruction, I see no one her age.

Who the fuck can't defeat their own child? Where is the victory in that? She was Madame ****** alright but, to people barely literate.

My mother told me I wasn't shit! Spewed it all over my face for doing what my grandfather told me to do; "Hold yourself up as best you can."  Which was "granddaddy " for  DON'T BE A HOE!

It is one thing to be a viper, to be predatory but,  to prey on your OWN CHILDREN! WHORE GO KILL YOURSELF! You get no sanctuary here!  I have no love for you! ROT you stanking slut!

Rot in that pit your low whorish , ignorant ass dug for me!

While I was traveling with my beautiful, brilliant daughter, sight-seeing in Venice, Florence, Rome, just soaking up Europe, my birth mother was not preparing to die at age EIGHTY-SEVEN, she was trying to think of a better lie, trying to earn some pity points, trying to connive and manipulate as usual.

We talked about "IT" many times. I reminded her many, many times. "Even in the last hour you can come into the Kingdom."

Sure,  Martha knew what that meant, she was a pastor, had been ordained since she MURDERED HER OWN DADDY!

Martha was too stubborn, too pompous. Martha wanted her skin color to be the ticket to her success  desperately because she was as lazy as a dog and as crooked as his hind leg.

Martha hated me, hated us, hated GOD! Hated rules, hated righteousness, hated the truth. She hated herself!  As well she should have. INCEST! PEDOPHILIA! MURDER!  WITCHCRAFT!

"COMMON AS BAT SHIT!"

No matter.  "Evil can NOT win!"

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Praise GOD Almighty!


"It is well with my soul!"

My evil demon possessed mother died laughing at me,  mocking me, us. Claimed she ruined ALL our lives!  That we were the dummies for believing her.  She was "high-yalla" therefore she could do anything! 

The low-slut-for-satan died pretending she was proud of her repugnant life. If you are so proud of it , why lie? If your life was so great, so fulfilled,  why did you spend EIGHTY-SEVEN  YEARS  as a complete mentally disturbed viper?

"He that laughs last, laughs best." Yes, you pretended to be confident, brilliant, wanted, lusted after, desired, knowing full well you were such a pestilence , such a maggot,  by the time you were sixteen there was no way on earth any decent people would ever receive you, ever trust you again.

Martha, no matter how pretty the face, ugly ways make you hideous.  I thought I married a man that was relatively attractive, within months his extremely low morals and pathological lying revealed him to be something as ugly as you. HORRID!

You scoundrels refuse to go and wash, to change in any way. You rage, you bully and attempt to come up with better lies than your last. Idiots like you Martha,  go down on graves. Going down on graves , digging up dirt to throw on someone you hate, someone you are jealous of , is the equivalent of sucking the devil's dick!

Why Martha? You daddy had money, land, vineyards, wisdom.  Why did you volunteer to become satan's lowest whore?

Yes, you successfully robbed me of so many honors, titles,  and financial benefits,  that you felt good , could brag that you were behind my secret demise for SIXTY-TWO YEARS  and I was too dumb to know. Yes, you little ignorant mental midget , you came to this earth and played GOD.  Your toddler illiterate ass demanded that this world, Almighty GOD,  bow down to you!

That is absolute proof you were deeply demon possessed, demons you dug up from the grave.  Yes, Martha you deserved the sorry life you lived.

GOD knew,  you dumb slut! GOD protected Me! Almighty GOD protected US! 

You can go on and rot now.  Be sure I am going to spread the word about you.  Yes, the world needs to know of you and your kind. I am so glad you pre-deceased tRump. That ogre may trick many but,  he and his kind can never trick me (again).

NEVER AGAIN! A woman so whorish she deliberately violates, rapes and molests her own children in search of demonic power IS AN ABOMINATION TO THE HOLY SPIRIT!  Martha you knew full well you had Holy Ghost Power. You didn't want it! You rejected it , the exact same way you rejected your ELEVEN CHILDREN!  You claimed GOD was too slow.

No, Martha, GOD is right on time.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Thursday, July 27, 2017

I built a replica of a DNA molecule Muddy Waters & The Rolling Stones - Baby Please Don't Go - Live At Check...

I was in the eighth grade, Irwin Junior High, Fort Bragg, North Carolina.  Our teacher, Mr. Donald Everette,  discarded our regular science books, said they were too easy.

He came in with stacks of huge collegiate BIOLOGY texts.  We felt special! I felt very special when I won a prize in the Science Fair for my electrocardiogram. Wow!

What happened after that? Public School and that ignorant slut I was shackled to. No matter, the DNA is still strong.  My grandfather's grandmother, Mary Wright was a "Free issue".   She was a slave that purchased her own freedom!  Carried a rifle, rode a horse! Owned land, built her own house and I understand did not hesitate to tell you exactly what she felt and would fuck you up if you needed fucking up.

Her daughter, Mary Wright Walters was my grandfather's mother. I heard she was more of the same, intolerant of ignorance.  Her husband, Artemus carried a hawkbill knife and was known to leave many bloody and defeated, a smile cut in their face.

They tell me my grandfather was also violent.  They say he shot a man in the ass, crippled him for life,  for making improper advances toward his wife. If granddaddy did that as a young man , I understand. The only reason I never shot anyone, they fled the scene of the crime before I could take proper aim.

At any rate, evil can not win!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"


Did y'all see that? Michael Jackson - Smooth Criminal (Official Video)



That thang occupying the White House just threw every dimwit he could off of his FOUL, DISGUSTING, REPUGNANT TRAIL of  Russian treason and refusing to revel his taxes.

Yes, tRump not only grabbed America by the pussy, the nigger is raping her repeatedly, anally , no grease.no Vaseline!

"Come by here LORD! Somebody needs You!"

Evil doers are some treacherous no mannered muthafuckers, some real pieces of shit!   One thing I know,  "trouble don't last always".  We can live with excruciating pain.  I might be limping but, "I'm pressing on!"  We can actually find joy from time to time.  It may be sporadic but it is much appreciated!

My low tRump mother, my sadistic, malignant narcissist tormentor, deliberate terrorist before tRump,  taught me that GOD is in control, All is in Divine Order!   Most "preachers" are fake, just Jesus pimps. Most "believers " are just as sorry and worthless.

I know one thing, no lying "licensed minister" is ever going to devour my black ass again.  Fuck tRump! Fuck his believers TWICE!

Fuck people dumb enough to believe The Holy Spirit gives a shit about language while these mongrels rape and pillage with our permission.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"


Not one of us can stop the day!EPIC THUNDER & RAIN | Rainstorm Sounds For Relaxing, Focus or Sleep | Wh...




It is not coming, it is here! Our day of reckoning is here! Our worse nightmare has come true. tRump is potus! A very sad man, a very pathetic loser! A man so rich he is miserable  because he can't measure up to the toe of a black man!



Good enough! That's what your dumb , illiterate, non-reading, vacuous ass gets for being such a fierce anti-intellectual.

"It was in the very late fifties, the place, Wade Station , North Carolina. Wesley Chapel AMEZ Church was the target .  It seems this avowed racist set our to destroy our church, just blow it off the map.

He did everything right, he had tons of dynamite and years of festering hatred for uppity niggers demanding "their rights".  So this one particular cold night , Cleo Mo' and this "Indian" set out to right what was wrong with the world.

They say this odd couple of fast fiends (friends) , an Injun and a cracker , designed their fool proof plan. Full of rot gut likker and foul hatred they stopped that raggedy pick-up truck right there in front of Wesley. Right on Highway #301! 

Cleo lit the fuse, handed off  the bundle of dynamite to that damn drunk ass Injun, the clumsy drunk nitwit dropped it, the fuse burning furiously,  rapidly,  the Injun managed to pick it up, tried to throw it out the window. 

The window was still up, stuck, frozen solid because it was so cold. The Injun tried and tried to roll that window down but the glass was frozen , Almighty GOD held it in His mighty Hand, it would not move.  These idiots were too damn drunk and stupid to open the truck door!

Too late! Theses two buzzards were blown to smithereens ! The explosion was so horrific it blew the windows out of  our church, out of my cousins' house.  But, the Church, GOD's church stood tall.

I was a  little girl  , I was intrigued, absolutely fascinated sifting through the tiny melted pieces of metal. I remember picking up what was formerly part of a boot, the little ring for shoe laces still felt warm in my tiny brown hand.  Good enough!

I stand tall today knowing full well My Almighty GOD will never let any ignorant imp hinder me!

 No tRump, no ignorant white racist, no so called evangelist ! No fake staunch Christian shall ever hinder me!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"Once 'mo and again."

"Once 'mo and again …"  Was one of the memorized prayers recited every Sunday in Wesley Chapel AMEZ Church in Wade Station, North Carolina.  I'm so proud!

"We come befo' you LAWD as an empty pitcher befo' a full fountain desiring to be filled wid yo'goodless!"

We sat right on Highway #301, across the road from "Lonnie Mac's" gas station/grocery store. Some racist crackers tried to blow us up one time. GOD sure showed them. I picked up their pieces in my little eight year old hands. Praise the LORD! Not only is [HE] able but never ceases working on our behalf.  We don't even have to know.  All we need is one true righteous Christian. All I ever needed was the fervent prayers of Jerome Walters. I got it, I'm humbled beyond words.

I'm hollering! Up delighted! DANCING!  Marveling at the goodness of GOD! How I got over!
LORD thank you! I BELIEVE!!!  (1 Corinthians 2:9)

I was cast into prison, held captive for sixty-two years! I endured to the end! I'm blessed!
REDEEMED
RESTORED
REJOICING
REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Wednesday, July 26, 2017

Yes, I know evil by the root.Gregory Isaacs - Babylon Too Rough


Yes, I know EVIL by the root but,  Almighty GOD saved me! The whore "raised" Me!  So she thought!  1 Corinthians 2:9 Believe!  Praise the LORD!



REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

My mother always credited her light bright skin as being the cause of her miserable life.

Come to find out, the low-slut--for-satan lived  and died the exact life she deserved! Dumb ass whore! Nothing ever satisfied her, not EVER ,  no one was ever good enough for her.

She was the whore! Demanding that her men be so spineless they accept her bastard outside children as theirs.  She would reward them with permission to molest and rape her own children.  Yes, Martha was a maggot and you should have known, we should have known.  Dumb ass, un-learned "Christians" think we should tolerate this kind of repugnant shit!

Her "Light bright speech , justification for her repugnant evil ",  always fell on deaf ears when it came to me.  Martha could not abide rejection! She refused to let any one ever tell the truth on her!  You were not ever going to reveal the fact that she was a known ravenous PEDOPHILE! THAT SHE FREELY AND WILLING COMMITTED INCEST AGAINST THE SAME CHILDREN SHE VICIOUSLY BEAT SENSELESS.

No, Martha needed to hurry up and die.  The bitch was not changing, never got better.  What she did do was change her tactics. PREACHING! "LORD have mercy !" LORD have mercy on all of our dumb asses!

No one was ever going to know what a black hearted,  jealous mongrel , Martha was simply because she thought she was too smart.  Martha had DUST!  DIRT OFF OF A MURDERED MAN'S GRAVE!  Dear LORD help all these fools! Help them right now in the mighty name of Jesus I pray!

I do thank GOD for tRump! Without him I would be hard pressed to describe such a low whore.

Skin color, what a sorry , lame excuse for your savage demonic behavior!  If you still judge and rank people by skin color like Martha, like tRump, you deserve to suffer.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"Didn't come here to stay always."Miles Davis - Kind of Blue - 1959 (Complete Album)


Just  another one of my grandfather's gems of wisdom. Dear LORD thank you for a true Patriarch! Thank you for the fervent prayers of that real, that sincere, kind Christian man!  I know I never could have made it without Jerome Walters and  Almighty GOD on my side.

Yes, LORD I endured to the end! I do look back over EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS  of her prennial  plots and  schemes and laugh hysterically! It all failed! Every horrible thing that deeply disturbed whore did to me BACKFIRED!

I do personally thank GOD/my LORD Jesus Christ for my Mathy Jane Expierience.  You know you are a low whore for satan when your demonic life lived for satan earns you a name. My mother's demon possession is ethereal, unbelievable yet, fascinating,  spine tingling, elevating, reassuring.  I keep picking at it like a healing sore.  Every time the deep wound is near healing the dilberately dig the scab off.  Why? ICAN'T BELIEVE IT MYSELF! I LIVED IT! I SUFFERED IT AND I AM ASTONISHED!  

Man! I'm one blessed woman! GOD walked with me, walked before me, kept me in the hollow of [HIS] hand.
 
NEVER,  EVER IN A MILLION YEARS SHALL I EVER DOUBT THE POWER OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST/ THE HOLY GHOST!

I did ask GOD why [HE] gave me this sorry , sordid story.  "Your enemies shall be of your own household. Mothers shall be against daughters…

The faithless refuse to believe, the deaf refuse to hear, the blind still refuse to see."

Theses heifers have grown too brazen too bold. Look at tRump, just  as pompous as he is ignorant! A super dullard, a mental midget lacking morals and the slightest bit of understanding other than money has permitted him to be the royal donnie dimwit he has so loudly and bombastically become.

Relax, "we shall all get our just and honest due on this planet earth". All of my haters that have hated me and volunteered to block my path, to dim my light for sixty-six years shall reap what they sow.  The poor children that look up to Mathy Jane , that foolishly choose to honor an abomination over a true HERO,  deserve to suffer!

Most Mathy Jane Worshippers  have proved to be ignorant simpletons, spineless men and women, cursed by their own mother!

 Most of my haters are  dead and not one is worth remembering.  People dumb enough to live for man, people that live to impress their fellow men deserve to suffer.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!'

If I have to stand alone on the Word of Almighty GOD ...Luther Allison-Bad news is coming


I'm glad to do it!  I'm honored. It is indeed a privilege to be slayed, STALKED,  the victim of  sixty-six years of excruciating pain because some ignorant ass reprobates demand to rule over you.

You're two dumb bitches! Go read! Catch up, get qualified.  Yes, I know you can read but, you don't because you are too lazy. You desperately want and need that color status to be true.  Not, because you really agree, you are just as lazy, trifling,  and carnal as any stray dog.  YOU don't like YOU.You shouldn't! You carry your filth, your greed, your atrocious , ravenous demonic deeds in your head.

You do not know boundaries. Boundaries are not for you.  You are more than selfish, more than a MALIGNANT NARCISSIST , you are lascivious. You are a pathological liar! Your jealousy and envy causes you to secretly plot against all those you claim to love. When they discover you up to your lying eyeballs in your filth, you attack them, accuse THEM of unforgiveness! FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU TWICE!  YOU FUCKING MAGGOT!

I just thought about it yesterday, it crossed my mind again, these two "yalla" buzzards constantly offending me, calling me names for being "too fat"!  I weighed 135 POUNDS  you jealous dullards.

Both of you,  stupid as dog shit,  wanted to be honored but,  you didn't want to read, refused to study, thought you could just listen.  Both,  thought you could pretend to love GOD, just stuff your greasy lecherous mouth with your phony praises and memorized Bible verses.

Then GOD was supposed to be honored that you chose [HIM] (mostly) over evil! You ushered! Why!? To be seen! Go sit your lying, hypocritical, Bible quoting, lying , lecherous ass down! 'GET THEE BEHIND ME SATAN!" 

Well, fuck both of you lying motherfuckers! Greedy, dumb, illiterate pieces of shit!

Now,  we got this dumb ass piece of shit president! Grammatically speaking,  the word president should be capitalized when referring to the president of the United States. I won't! That dumb motherfucker can't pass a third grade Civics test.

Why do people fear him? I do sincerely believe GOD is exposing our seriously corrupt,  deplorable government, not only for what it is but, for what it always has been, a LIE!  A fabrication, a fantasy, our collective imaginations.  Just a new form of slavery, of human exploitation.  tRump personifies "Man's Inhumanity to Man"!

According to the book of Revelation, we're sunk anyway.  It's over! Babylon has fallen.  The bitch won't be getting back up either.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"


Tuesday, July 25, 2017

Up Celebrating! MY GOD IS AWESOME!

We are all addicted to love. Why? Because love feels good.  I'm sixty-six years old and I have known far more hatred and abuse than love. Why? It is a very unfortunate fact, far too many ravenous vipers have been permitted to slither on this earth for far too long.

Why? Fear! Stockholm Syndrome! That extremely jealous cretin that birthed me, us, truly believed she not only had a right to utterly destroy our lives , was proud to so.  Bragged about it.

Seeing tRump, feeling helpless all over again and then I suddenly smile, just radiate! I'm still marveling at Marta's sick schemes that backfired!

PRAISE THE LORD!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"


I don't care what dirt you've done AL GREEN - AMAZING GRACE - 2007



while journeying around the Sun, it's alright! GOD loves you! Loves Me! My own mother pure hated me with a NEVER ENDING FESTERING unexplainable hatred because she was demon possessed.

Demon possession is REAL! (Why aren't our "Churches" teaching protection? Why are our "Churches" giving sanctuary to such mongrels? Ravenous wolves? )

Do study, do pray, fast and purge. Do seek understanding.

She is gone now. Praise the LORD. "Trouble don't last always."

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

I am more than a Believer, I am a KNOWER! PTL!Al Green - When The Gate Swing Open



IT IS RESTORATION TIME OVA' HERE!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!

P.S. 
It is purely Spiritual! Race and gender have nothing to do with this struggle, this secret war!


What will it take?

What will it take for,  not all, not many but, ANY to come to  consciousness, righteousness, understanding, the Truth!?

 Who will stand up to abominable fierce liars sullying  GOD's name?  Who can do it? Just who in my family has not been cowered down, reduced to silent dung,  for that "woman"?

How could we believe what we saw, personally witnessed,  what we personally experienced? It didn't matter.  No one was about to rescue us and I fully understand why.  Granddaddy opened his big mouth once too often, had too much smart admonishing shit to say to that MONGREL  that never lost!

That low-slut-for-satan plugged him dead in the heart! Just as cold! NO! the whore never so much as flinched!

Now,  this tRump! Let's see, AmeriKKKa has certainly gotten herself in a pickle with this bitch!

These toothless Neanderthal imps may cheer tRump now.  But, clean water is clean water.  We All breathe the same air. Plus,  not one of us can determine the "Time".

Your dumb asses may out number people of color in AmeriKKKa, not in the world! Before your dumb asses start a World War with Muslims, with the Chinese, with Mexicans,  you dullards better learn to count.

You can not espouse racial and religious hatred,  then complain that NO ONE likes your lying whorish ass.  My mother demanded loyalty, docility, twenty-four hour ass kissing and all of your income and YOU BETTER NOT SAY SHIT!

I had to finally give up on my  old whorish, lying, backstabbing, jealous mother. I had to let go.  She was never going to change. She died the fucking , sick , sadistic whore she lived.  She died with two of her pet niggers setting there looking like fucking book-ends.

Good enough because it is "Self Will".

Will AmeriKKKa ever become America?  Or is that just a dream?

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"


There are some things that must be said, faced, out loud. Leo Sayer - More Than I Can Say [Official Video]


It did touch my heart when my "dear cousin" , did say something positive  about that woman I called "mother".  I do pray for her , she is one of the last to know, Martha Jane Walters was NOT at all what she portrayed or pretended to be, EVER!

It breaks my heart too. Yes, I did indeed love my mother.   Yes, I forgave every act of torture, every insult, every stab in the back.  Then one day I had a beautiful daughter, a brilliant, beautiful, fierce Warrior Woman.  From the moment I knew I conceived her , I have tried to protect her FIERCELY!  Yes, I am a mother hen when it comes to mine.

I do love her more than I can say.  I also love my grandfather, Jerome Walters more than words can say.  People that knew him, loved him and can turn their back on him, I do NOT understand.  People that permit him to lie in an unmarked, unkempt grave,  appall me.

Yes, I appall myself. I am appalled because I am in love with a woman that I hate!  I am appalled and stricken with grief because I live in a country that still hates, judges and persecutes me for the color of my skin, for my gender.

I live in a country that encourages docility, humility, criminality, low morals, and  dick sucking among the masses in order to "achieve".  Rigor and competence are never required. "Jest treat the 'coloreds' wurzer than the crackers!";  is the rule in AmeriKKKa.

 No,  I will NOT bow down!

None of us are taking jack shit with us when we leave.  If you are scum like my "mother" , people will eventually come out of the woodwork talking about your sick perverted ass.

Too late now! Mathy done ruined the "Church" for me, exposed it for the lying house of entertainment it is.

tRump has fully exposed AmeriKKKa.  AmeriKKKa's ass is hanging out!  Fully exposed!  "We" are LEADERLESS! SAVE YOURSELF!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

AmeriKKKa devise tRump!Any Ole Way


The so-called citizens of these un-united fifty shades of confusion deserve what ever happens to us.  If "blacks" are re-enslaved, good enough! IF ALL THE WEALTHY ARE KILLED OFF BY THE CLIMATE CHANGE THEY DENY,  it is ALL Good.

 We are those same back bitting, backstabbing, disingenuous, jealous haters GOD would not let into the Promised land.

Look at "US", fucking playing "Church"! Ain't teaching jack shit! Not saving one muthafucking soul! Stupid muthafuckers insisting GOD/The Holy Spirit is the language police!

Well, dumb asses. There in no such thing as bad language, just bad experiences.  I've had some bad experiences, some very bad experiences at the hands of so-called spiritual leaders.

 No such thing! Just a bunch of LIARS and dick suckers! Carnal vermin on their last leg! Praise the LORD! It is time up for the INCESTOUOUS/PEDOPHILE/FREAK/RAVENOUS WOLF/FALSE PREACHER!

I've got the evidence! I know where the bodies are buried! I'm spilling the beans! There is NOTHING, absolutely NOTHING done in the dark that shall not come to light!

Go ahead and feel stupid! A damn "dirt chunking" preacher! "Well did you ever?"  You all packed in there, listening to good music, getting highly entertained by a "high yalla" woman with good hair.  We got exactly what we deserved.

Well, while you all were leaving me out, rejecting me for the color my skin , I read the BOOK! You shall NOT catch me in any "Chruch" lying, denying, pretending.

Go ahead, feel stupid! You wherein love with satan's bottom bitch! You got "hoodooed"!  I'm laughing because I barely escaped. No matter when, I got away! Praise the LORD!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"Correct a fool and gain an enemy for life." take 6 - get away jordan



My dear brother, fellow inmate, justifies his "situation", his distance from me claiming I am the problem. Claiming vehemently "they" never did anything to HIM! LIAR!  You were the worse treated, the most HARMED! The most indoctrinated, brainwashed, stained, poisoned, marked, left for dead.

You deliberately volunteered to remain blind, enslaved, bitch-i-fied, lost, confused and lonely.  GET UP! Get up out of that pit your ignorant, half wit , extremely whorish,  common-as-bat-shit,  slutty mother sealed you in! 

Let that stanking-low-life-lying-whore be a stanking-lying-low-life whore all by her dead ass LOW-LIFE-LYING-CLOSET-DIKE-INCESTUOUS LYING self! 

Stanking lying whore always talking about "WE" when she found herself in trouble. The bitch didn't know the meaning of "WE"  when she had money. "We" did not factor into Mathy's definition of joy. 

 NO!!!  FUCK THAT BITCH!

She is Dead NOW! Finally DEAD! Praise the LORD! "The wicked witch is dead!" 

For all of my relatives, love ones and friends still living in denial concerning MARTHA JANE WALTERS, "Stop, just stop!" I do pray your blinders fall off , the sooner the better.

As you said to me , so often, so kindly; "I wish you well, I wish you peace."  Well,  brother I can NOT have Peace, I can NOT sleep knowing what that low depraved whore did willfully, so successfully, for so long  to our family. She did it on purpose! She did it willfully with full knowledge and forethought USING DIRT FROM A MURDERED MAN'S GRAVE!. 

The nerve of that dumb whore! The bitch never read three books in Her whole life! She was a PIMP! A Predator! The low whore for satan hated GOD, hated us with a passion!

Denial is not peace! Silence will not soothe your wounded heart.  That Martha was a cold heartless deeply disturbed demon possessed common slut! SHE MURDERED HER OWN DADDY FOR CHRIST SAKE!

I'm finished! I will not be offended or feel left out by people still dumb enough, weak enough or foolish enough to still honor that Mathy Jane.  People that prefer that demonic slut over JEROME WALTERS  may be my kin but, they are not my kind!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Monday, July 24, 2017

Plaaaat! She clapped her hands!


Oiiiiiiinnnnnnkkkkkkk! She equaled like a pig!  Both sides of Dwain Drive were lined up with cars.  We howled! Who knew people could be so dumb,so thirsty, so desperate for help?   Martha took full advantage, lined her pockets just for her.

Yes, Martha wore three hundred dollar BenMart butte knit suits in the sixties!  Wore MINK STOLES , MINK HATS, HAD MINK LINED KIDD GLOVES. 

It never occurred to me as a child that my mother was dressing and driving well above her satiation in life.

She did manage to "earn" an associates degree in secretarial science when she was in her thirties.  I say earn, because she performed certain acts for certain grades.  "Accounting" was something she was too lazy to try, so she did the next best thing, AND she cheated, formed a "cheating ring".

Poor Martha really misunderstood "Christianity", I think.  She committed  every sin under the sun during the week but,  Sunday was truly the LORD's Day.  We could not smoke, drink, cuss, play cards or iron,  until sundown on the "Sabbath".

I'm screaming now because Martha was clearly a child, a spoiled toddler at best.  Her extreme cruelty was directly from satan's head to her ear.  Martha would do stupid shit like not feed us anything but "grits and grease" and beat you senseless and cuss and curse you FOREVER IF YOU EVER TOLD!

No! Stupid ass Martha did not let any one hit back, fight back, or "think back", EVER!

Why,  not one of us ever tried to slay the bitch , is still a mystery to me.  I do have to laugh, the low-slut-for-satan kept us in stitches! There was more shit going on in our house daily,  than most people have witnessed in a lifetime!

My favorite;"ALL YOU BLAAAAAACCCKKKKKK MUTHA FUCKERS! GIT TUH FUCK UP!!! GIT YO'SORRY BLACK ASSES INHEAH! YOU KNOW I GOT TUH PRAY!"  

We would! The whole family would be herded into the kitchen to sit around the table while Mathy prayed for like TWO FUCKING HOURS!  She prayed so long the grease on the grits turned white and hard.

We all had to memorize and recite a Bibe verse.

Children! That is not what GOD wants. {HE} just wants a clean heart. A heart that cares, loves, does not lie. [He] wants us to love one another. GOD does NOT want us to fear.

Live your life! Live it abundantly. Do not lie! Do not constantly change what you  think, what you feel in order to appease, to placate "others" .  Do not fear!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

It was a HAPPY DAY!!! Oh Happy Day -The Edwin Hawkins Singers -


That day, on post, Fort Bragg, NorthCarolina, 6-C Honeycutt Road, in our apartment , in the living room"  has proved to be the best day of my entire life. My old ignorant-half-gay-ass-demon-possessed-slutty-common-as-bat-shit-mother  GRABBED ME TO BEAT ME SAVAGELY,  AGAIN!!!

I was only eight years,  already begging like some black-ass slave on the auction block. My agonizing pleas fell on deaf ears until I mimicked the behavior I witnessed every Sunday in Wesley Chapel African Methodist Episcopal Zion Church.  My grandfather's saved "sanctified" church in Wade, North Carolina.

I must brag, I cut one Holy Ghost filled  , Sanctified "rug", I was leaping over furniture, doing the James Brown on one foot!

The old whore , fake "Christian",   got so tickled, she let me go. She was in hysterics and I was as genuine, as sincere,  as I could be. Yes, I was screaming in "tongue". My bones were on fire! I summoned Jesus! I refused to let [HIM} tarry!

Laugh  if you want to, "It" saved me.

My dumb ass brother put on three pair of pants. That slut sripped him naked and beat the pure dog shit out of him.

""Oh ye of little faith."

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"


She was our Ball and Chain Janis Joplin - Ball And Chain (Amazing Performance at Monterey)



My dear children I'm reaching out to you as tenderly as I know how. Do know that I am rejoicing, praising Almighty GOD for saving me from that albatross placed on this earth to imprison us, to enslave us.

She's gone now! We can all cut the crap.  We can all stop lying, pretending, living in the pit that sadistic whore deliberately sealed us in just to have someone to be better than.

World! If you ever have a little girl that murders small animals for fun, take that slut out and put a .45 slug in her head. Please do the world that one favor.

No, I didn't say GOD said it. I said it.  Sure, you may go to hell for it but look how many will be spared some serious misery.

Also do know; extreme jealous and ridiculous envy produces horrendous misery for much too long. Pathological lying, denying, claiming to be a "Christian", not ever trying to become a Christ Lover ,  will sink you to the bottom of this world where you shall rot until you die.

Your dumb ass will die demanding that this world remain dumb and mum to your pain.  No, I don't think you are as dumb as you pretend. You are stiff neck, stubborn.  You are her bottom bitch for sure.  Your demon-nix-trick is dead now.  What is your excuse? How dare you pretend to blame the world, to distrust the entire world,  while hanging on to her dead, decaying, rotting, festering, corrupt  tits?

Pray! Fast! PURGE! PURGE ALL THAT FILTH THAT DEMON BREST FEED YOU WITH!  Study!  Seek GOD's Face!

That low whore for satan thought she won, bragged about it.  Not me! The blinders finally fell off and I feel good!

 How 'bout this 'hoe gone tell me not to piss on her grave because I thought I deserved an apology for my childhood rape.

Well, bitch! Low-demoic-slut-volunteer-nigger-winch-for-satan! I'M DANCING ON THE MUTHAFUCKER! PURE TWERKING!



REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"My LORD from Zion"

was the praise of my mother.  Did it comfort me? Yes.  Was I totally fooled by her false preaching when I returned to her den of iniquity in 1997,  after a nine year total absence?  No! I was always on the alert. Yes, I had  totally forgiven her and forgotten every cruel deed, as I was taught I should do by the "Church".

Sure,  I knew my mother had a very violent temper.  I knew she would lie, strangely, I did not know what a PATHOLOGICAL LIAR she was. Martha's whole entire life was purely fabricated! No wonder she lusted after mine and all other lives she perceived to be better.

Yes, I knew she was extremely whorish, was in fact a prostitute.  Only, Martha did not consider what she did for extra money prostituting,  primarily because she was getting "'ahunnerd" dollars a pop for her "poon-tang".

Martha did brag and laugh claiming that men  paid her more because she was college educated (barely) and most of all because she was light bright and damn near white.  What an idiot! My granddaddy told her every day how ignorant she was.

No, he never cursed her, never raised his voice,  He always admonished her gently.  It didn't do any good.  She never listened.  Yes, Martha was one damn fool!  One extremely jealous, disrespectful ignorant pervert!

Why was Martha Jane Walters such a wretch, such an abomination to Almighty GOD?  Lack of faith! Martha was such an idiot, such a reprobate,  she put her money, her mind,  on evil,  while pretending to love GOD.


MARTHA JANE WALTERS  put on the best, the longest, most convincing act of a "saved Christian" this world has ever known. DID DELIBERATELY SEEK AND PROCURE A LICENSE TO PREACH IMMEDIATELY AFTER MURDERING JEROME WALTERS! 

"A man who's  shoe laces she was too unworthy to ever  touch!"

Too bad.  She could have loved the LORD for real if she hadn't been so jealous, so envious, covetous , if she had not tried to make herself GOD.  No, not a god, this mental midget demanded to be Almighty GOD with dirt from a murdered man's grave.

I'm very proud this morning for many reasons; number one,  I never would have made it without the LORD on my side,  number two; the baby I caught her in the act of trying to handicap, to deafen, gave me the courage to stand up to that slut!

PRAISE THE LORD!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Sunday, July 23, 2017

"My people perish for lack of knowledge."



"Man does not do what is right, man does what is convenient."  My grandfather, Jerome Walters taught me that gem of wisdom.

"Time changes all things"; was the admonition for my mother. He told her that as he watched her change lovers like she changed her "draws".

 She never listened, just hated.  Martha Jane Walters hated ALL correction with a passion.  Dare say one word to Mathy Jane, dare sneak a "side eye" her way, you would suffer.  At least that was her excuse.

The truth was we were going to be made to suffer anyway.  The moment that sperm pierced that egg,  my goose was cooked.  All six of Mathy's live births have been made to suffer some excruciating secret pain for   …   FOREVER!

One of my brothers will be SEVENTY-SEVEN YEARS old this year.  Dear LORD bless him.  Pierce his heart with Your finger of Love.  Bring him boldly to the Cross triumphantly! Beaming! Claiming his glory for having survived the greatest abomination to infiltrate a good family and kept secret by a poor down-trodden , destroyed family because they still fear a dead demon.

I've thought about it and thought about it, my family was too good for Martha.  She was extremely manipulative and she had zero morals.  Martha could do anything and never flinch, never let on.

My mother's evil was way beyond sin, actually beyond demonic!  Strangely, I do thank GOD for her.  Without her never ending,  ridiculous (secret) torture,  I am sure I would have never studied so.  I never would have pulled myself out of her chamber of horrors.  Without her secret vexing I would have never  sought relief, help from her disgusting filthy schemes always dogging me. That scripture about mothers being against daughters would have never registered with me.

I know I never would have questioned anything the "Church" esposed with out being forced to study ravenously.

Most pastors lie, most are greedy dogs. Truth!  Take it or leave it. So much of what we do as believers stems from lying predatory pastors.  As a result most people lack understanding.

The "wanna-be-Christian" is trying desperately to appear "religious".  These people do not dare cuss, falsely believing GOD is the language police.  Few if any will address "cursing".  CURSING!  Something my ignorant mother was consumed with, "Chuncking dust"!

Yes!  My own mother was that IGNORANT!  That primitive! Why? Un-leared! A fake intellectual! Martha had the ability, just not that interested in any real rigor in anything.  She would listen intently to people she considered to be smart, then turn around and mimic them, say exactly what they said, deliberately taking credit for someone else's words or ideas.

The fact is , she was a half-ass, lazy-ass "Root Worker", just worked roots on people she was jealous of.  Do NOT ever think you were coming to this earth and "bettering" or "out-doing" Mathy Jane IN ANYTHING!

 One of the major reasons Martha was so successful for so long is our long learned  fear!  Just the thought , the idea of coming to grips with the real MARTHA JANE WALTERS  still terrorizes  most of us.  Yes, I had to gnaw my own foot off to free myself from satan's slut!

"Know ye the truth! Get set FREE!!!"

The woman was a low whore! She was despicable! She was demon plagued! She had no business what so ever around any decent people!  She was a MALIGNANT SADISTIC NARCISSIST !

Cousin (s) , why do you try to praise her on the sly?  Christian tradition.  "Nevah speak ill of the dead." "Take that to your grave!" Malarkey! Crap that low-slut-for-satan planted in our heads for our entire lives.

I REFUSE!  I will NOT honor a CRETIN, AN INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE FREAK  because she was charismatic, charming, hilarious.  Because it might embarrass her, it might embarrass the "innocent".  She can destroy an entire family, die an unrepentant MURDERER  yet,  her victims are shunned, scorned, judged.  GOD said No! 

 I'm glad she's finally dead! Praise the LORD!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"


Saturday, July 22, 2017

"Sending this one out to my main man tRump" Mississippi Fred McDowell - You gotta move


 You got to move! You got to go! You should have been gone. The only reason you are still in place is precisely because you are part of GOD's Divine Plan,  [HIS] DIVINE ORDER!

Please do not think your so-called  billions of dollars mean shit.  Mathy Jane believed strongly, whole heartily in her WITCHCRAFT  for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS!

She finally had to let go.  Almighty GOD can and Will break every Bond!  Every chain! Every rotting, festering , corrupt umbilical cord tied to whorish demonic women. Women that deliberately take full advantage of their own children.  Deliberately robs them of their innocence in order to be guaranteed free slave labor the balance of her corrupt repugnant sorry life. 

GOD can and will lift every  one sealed in a ditch by evildoers !  GOD will show you a way out.  GOD WILL RESTORE YOU TO EVERYTHING THE BUZZARDS DEVOURED!

Yes! Martha knew full well she could repent IN the last hour, her sorry, "bat-shit-common" ass didn't want to.  My mother is not the only person that ever tried to fool GOD's blind sheep.

These evil demon maggot piss ants have been vexing the good of this earth since life began. They have NEVER won!  AND NEVER WILL!  Yet,  the idiots persist.  You can NOT stop a "dust chunker" from chuncking, you can't stop a jealous hater from hating , no mater their color.  No matter their "creed", their "wobbly" fake walk with Christ every phony,  fake , Sunday.

Look at them! Phony! Plastic! Lying WHOREMONGERS! Wigs-on-top-of-wigs, tracks on top of tracks, hair dyed, fingernails acrylic, breasts silicone, make-up thick, bat wing eyelashes obstruct their view of their false world.

Yes! They love to hide behind their fake "Christianity". Yes, they demand to sully GOD"s Name! They hate every RIGHTEOUS BEING  then and now! The ignorant evil doers hate the TRUTH! so, KNOW YOUR TRUTH! LEARN IT! LEARN IT QUICKLY!

Yes, it is FREE WILL! Will you OR want you? Will you serve GOD or man?

PRAISE THE LORD!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"




THERE IS A WORD FROM THE LORD!Etta James - I'd Rather Go Blind



Yes, we sat right there for eight, nine, ten, twelve hours in a row EVERY SINGLE SUNDAY, Year after Year after YEAR!

First Sunday School, we were divided by age into little groups and read aloud the Sunday School lesson for the week, found  in our paperback "Sunday School Booklets" that the "church" purchased in order to indoctrinate us into "Christianity".

Was I a "Christian"?  Not hardly,  by "Christian Standards". If you touched me I would fuck you up. Brick, stick, knife, it was on.  That "turning the other cheek" shit was not allowed in our house  Except for my mother.  Yes, we had to take SUPER SHIT OFF OF HER IMMORAL, SADISTIC, LUNATIC ASS!

Did I think I was better than my "Sunday School" classmates? Yes! Why? I was so much SMARTER! And my mother told me I was. I was pretty, had "good hair", came from good stock but,  unfortunately for me I could never be let in her elite group, I could never prosper or find joy because my skin was TOO DARK! According to my mother my "coffee brown" was the equivalent as black as a crow.

I know now that was just satan's excuse fed to that silly woman. A silly pathological lying  woman void  of all RIGHTEOUSNESS! Rest in Peace my ass! May that low slut ROT!

I WILL NOT LIE FOR A LIAR!

MALARKEY! HOGWASH YOU MENTALLY ILL SICK DEMENTED ABOMINATION FROM THE GATES OF sATAN'S LOWEST HELL!

I was so smart, my grandfather had me standing on a stool reading Scripture (correctly), sometimes expounding upon it, explaining it  much like Jesus did as a boy/man/GOD child.

Well,  the woman that FORCED  us to "labor in the Vineyard" EVERY SUNDAY  for "ump-tin" years was in fact a DEMON!  A known practitioner of WITCHCRAFT! A known MURDER-RESS! An INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE  that did believe that she  AND SHE ALONE COULD DEFEAT ALMIGHTY GOD!

GOD said No NIGGER! Now, bow down satan! 

Relax! GOD's Eye is "eye-ballin'" that NIGGER  in the White House right now.

PRAISE THE LORD!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Friday, July 21, 2017

READ!!!

READERS ARE LEADERS!!! DUMB ASS!

Yes I'm pissed! Pissed to high heaven! Pissed the maximum of my piss-ugh-fis-ugh-ti! Why? MUTHAFUCKING DUMB ASS NIGGERS! MUTHAFUCKING PERVERTS UP IN PULPITS PREACHING LEADING THE MASSES ASTRAY!

Why? Lazy ass MUTHAFUCKERS REFUSE TO DAMN READ!  Niggers and coons so dumb they think using foul language is prohibited or frowned upon by GOD, OUR Father, some Supreme Being!

That is "slave mentality' dumb ass. That is elitism, class division.   The King's English. Talk like the King, mimic the King's speech , prove you are intelligent.

You need your dumb ass kicked, you deserve to suffer. The "cursing" Scripture is referring to is what my own mother did, "chunck dust".  WITCHCRAFT! VOODOO! CONJURE! It is not funny, it is true. 


For as long as I knew my "mother" (sixty-two years) she deliberately terrorized us with VOODOO!  Yes, my mother was a dust shaker!  Before you laugh you should know some things she did very successfully.  Number One; MURDERED HER OWN DADDY!

Number Two; Destroyed every life she touched in order to make her self look good, in order to be the s/hero.

Yes, the low-slut-for-satan-volunteer-imp died laughing at me. Un-invited me to her funeral! Told me NOT to piss on her grave when she was dead. 

Why?   Because I had   the nerve, the temerity,  to inquire about the vicious rape I suffered at her hands when I was eight years old.

Oh my LORD from Zion! I had forgiven her! I was fifty-seven years old. I just wanted closure, some comfort from my abuser.  What did I get?  Abused worse! Hated Worse! Then,  what was the worse thing satan could make old Mathy Jane do? Confess! Laugh in my face!  Admit that she had been the source of all my pain for my entire life!

Martha did declare that she had won, that she was smarter than GOD.  That I was the dummy for being honest, for being a "goody two shoes".  She was "yalla", I was black as tar! She was in tight with GOD because she was an ORDAINED MINISTER!  

She was still WINNING  because only she knew how to win; "You can't win fuh (for) the fix you in, I can't lose fuh the stuff I use."  Martha sang that song often.  That song generally preceded her going  immediately into some demonic trance,  laughing hysterically.

This whore for satan raged at me!  Always made ever evil deed she was caught red-handed in , my fault.

Well, Martha Jane Walters, you get no cover here. I have zero reason to continue cloaking for you. YOU WERE EIGHTY-SEVEN!  So, just when did you plan to repent? I know, NOT NEVAH!  Just like you bragged.

One good thing about it, I read;  "No weapon formed against me SHALL  prosper", ever.  "What is done in the dark shall surely come to light."

No,  "family" , not one of you ever have to help me honor my grandfather's great legacy with a HEADSTONE!   Just don't attempt to block My Blessings!  

No,  I am NOT the one.  My granddaddy used to tell my mother every day; "Mathy Jane, Gwen ain't duh one. You best leave hur alone. She's anointed."

Of course Martha didn't listen, the whore raged and raged until she could rage no more.  If you are a true believer in Christ you know [HE] MAKETH NOT ASHAMED!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

NOT ONE MORE LIE! NEVER! Doris Troy - Just One Look


Yes, I'm up bright early,  again. Thirty years of early rising becomes a life style. I'm up thanking and praising Almighty GOD/The Holy Spirit for saving me! Delivering me from a malignant cancer, a ravenous malignant narcissist, a mentally unstable fallen woman plagued by demons simply because she could never find the courage to face the truth.

I'm laughing because one of my relatives posted her picture on Facebook and the word she used to describe her was "Unique".  Bless her heart.  I do understand her pain, confusion, deep love, deep hurt.  I experienced it all.  I am yet traumatized ! Scarred, deeply wounded,  laid low.

Forced to take the brunt of my mother's treachery, her tangled web of deceit, lies and conjure, all designed  to hide her sick proclivities , her demonic sexual perversion.

I refuse to lie for a liar!   I refuse to put my life on hold, to separate from society, suffer severe mental illness and just wait on death to overtake me because facing the true reality of MARTHA JANE WALTERS  IS UNBEARABLE!

 I refuse to sit down for hours trying to come up with a word that conveys my confused love, my desire to honor without facing the truth.

Finally know your truth. SET YOURSELF FREE!  No matter how repugnant and disgusting, nothing is worse than trying to prop up an old lying unrepentant pervert.  Please do not feel sorry for Martha because she was old. An old demon or a young demon, they are the same, a threat to your happiness.

You claim you miss her.  What do you miss? Her proverbial lying and stealing or do you miss her chunking  dust at you?  Oh yes, Martha was a full fledged ROOT WORKER! 

Deliberately destroyed the Walters family from the inside out.  Rephrase, she tried.  I'm so proud of the affect  that old lying malignant narcissist had on me I can't stop praising the LORD!

Be abundantly blessed as you learn to never lean to your own understanding. Lean on the Word! Trust in Holy Spirit.  

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Thursday, July 20, 2017

"Whur you gwine?" Elmore James-Look on yonder wall


Growing up on the near by Army base and visiting my grandfather on the week-end , was the equivalent of entering the  "Twilight Zone" for me.  It was as if I straddled "two worlds", balanced them perfectly.  I adapted to the two very foreign cultures smoothly, seamlessly, simultaneously.

My world on the post was considered to be a privilege, a gift gifted to me because my mother sacrificed herself and married beneath her status  in order to give us a "daddy".  He was much too black for her.  He was "blue-black" according to her.

I'm screaming because our mother did believe the darker you were, the more cursed you were. The darker you were was reason enough to abuse you. The darker your skin the more you should expect , tolerate and keep all abuse secret.

Those were the rules of the entire world according to Mathy Jane.  Don't fight it, just shut the fuck up, go along to get along. GOD made you  black on purpose, your black ass should have died.

After all she was doing us such a great favor, marrying an ignorant, repulsive, jet black pervert because she loved us so much.

On post,  we lived mostly among "whites". Our housing area pristine, our school , Bowley Elementary , was a prep school. We took art, Spanish! Music! Visited museums, the Symphony. I took Ballet, was a Brownie! What a world!

I was treated tenderly.

My world in the country was mostly "colored", very rural and very simple. Granddaddy still plowed with a mule, used an outdoor toilet, pumped his water, no television.  We only took a full bath on Saturday night. We had about two inches of water in a tin tub, we washed with a real "rag" and granddaddy's homemade lye soap.  I loved it.

One aspect I still find fascinating was the language. My grandfather spoke a language that was unique to me. I found it intriguing, puzzling, straight forward..

Words like; "gwine"  "Whur you gwine (going) in such a hurry?" " Fed-din-tuh "  "We fed-din' (fixing, preparing)  tuh (to) go."

Far too many people on this earth think such language is a sign of ignorance, stupidity.  Wrong, the sign of stupidity is honoring  a dead demon. Clinging to an orange buffoon because he claims to be a TEN BILLIONAIRE!

My mother took money from poorly educated people pretending to sacrifice it in the Cape Fear river. My mother could get your "nature" back, the man or woman you wanted,  for a fee.  So they thought. Little did they know how Mathy  laughed behind their backs.

"So-n-so think I got hur husband back, … damn sorry ass nigga wuz coming back anyway!"

Martha NEVER had any power over anyone. She was psychic, that much is true but,  how hard is it for a mother to trick her own children? That is taking candy from a baby.

So!?  Evil can NOT win!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Wednesday, July 19, 2017

We only get one turn at bat! Anne, you betta sang this muthaf*cka right! Lol!


Since this low-slut-for-satan came here, to THIS EARTH and JUST FUCKED-UP EVERY LIFE SHE COULD,  PRETENDING TO BE THE EXACT OPPOSITE OF WHAT SHE WAS, I'M WRITING AND TELLING THE TRUTH AS FAST, AS FURIOUSLY,  AS I CAN!

Almighty GOD is supplying written concrete evidence on my behalf! WOMAN! WOMAN! WOMAN! YOU WERE MESSED UP!

[Evil doer Do NOT ever attempt to seek Refuge in GOD'S HOUSE!] Only the dumbest, most vacuous dullard on earth would attempt such a hideous path.

GOD is a jealous GOD, [HE] will Salivate you! Tear you from limb to limb and that's just for preaching falsely.  Punishment for your NOT so secret perversion has NOT begun.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Rest assured,

no wo/man of GOD practises Christianity and "voodoo", conjure, cursing. There is NO such thing as a happy balance. You will love one and hate the other.

GOD clearly tells us not to covet yet, that is all we do.  "Monkey see, monkey do." "I want, I want!" Few want to earn, few wait on GOD. Far too many are reprobates.  Every person on this earth knows it is CHARACTER!  But here comes this orange buffoon, this ravenous "nut job". A white slob with too much money.

Relax, evil can NOT win.  Look at my mother, cut the fool for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS running from her truth! Lying her ass off! Bludgeoning , ruining, ravaging HER OWN CHILDREN BECAUSE SHE WAS SO DAMN MISERABLE!

Jealousy, plus envy equals MISERY!

Rest assured, GOD/The Holy Spirit always keeps a ram in the bushes, OUR COMFORTOR! 

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

The sneaky , low, closet demon demands to preach for cover Stevie Ray Vaughan & Double Trouble - Cold Shot


Yes, the low-whore-for-satan actually believed GOD would be so appreciative that [HE] was giving her  cover. No such thing, The Holy Spirit was giving me time to grow.  GOD had to slowly remove my blinders, my bandages.

Yes, I had to wait to "receive my sight"!

Dear LORD Thank You for giving sight to this little blind girl.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"Sit down!" I can't sit down! "Shut up!" I can't shut up!Stevie Ray Vaughan - Scuttle Buttin'


Ova' heah jest scuttle buttin' my black ass off on a low slut fo'satan's unrepentant grave!

BOW DOWN sATAN! YOUR DAY OF TERROR IS DONE!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE UT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Thank You Jesus!Stevie Ray Vaughan-Pride And Joy



Up early celebrating the final departure of a cruel demon. Dear LORD when I look back over my journey I am indeed humbled.  A low troll for satan tried to rob me of my anointing and only succeeded in helping me to discover IT!

PRAISE THE LIVING LORD TO THE HIGHEST!

Attention,  all you late comers to evil, all of you that can not, will NOT ever care for another human being.  For all you fallen enough to admire wo/men like Martha and tRump,  may you find peace.

I must pause for one moment to laugh. One of my fellow victims sent me that message recently.  This broken, destroyed man, living and hiding in the deepest denial possible,  wishes me peace.  I really think he meant to say  ; "May you shut up! Find some serious SILENCE! I DON'T KNOW AND I DON'T WANT TO KNOW!"

LORD it is true, reviewing my terrorizing sixty-two year struggle with Mathy Jane is equivalent to what the Nazis forced the Jews,  held captive in Concentration Camps, to do. The Nazis put other Jews in charge of fellow prisoners, much like black overseers during slavery.

To win favor and save themselves black oversees were always the worse, the most cruel. During the Holocaust some  Jewish "trustees" defecated in the bowls of food they feed to the starving prisoners. So hungry they picked around the defecation in order to live.

That is what I'm doing, reviewing, finally knowing, coming to some understanding about that thang Mathy Jane.

The low whore for satan tried to steal My anointing!  Dummy! Please tell me how you planned to defeat GOD, using GOD? As a three year old child I had more sense than you!  That "Dirt off of a murdered man's grave" had no power.

Martha, all of your "power" stemmed from your savage brutality, your total lack of morals!

How dare you rage with me?  I am not the Author or Finisher of your Faith. You lived the life of the lowest viper that ever crawled on this earth.  "Live by the sword, die by the sword."

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Tuesday, July 18, 2017

Thanking My LORD for [HIS] never ending intersession in my life B. J. Thomas: Hooked on a Feeling (James, 1968) - Lyrics



Dear LORD thank You for knowing, for soothing and constantly comforting me from "ever lasting" to "every lasting". LORD you knew when she hated me for growing in her corrupt womb. YOU saw every foul deed! You healed every burn, laceration, penetration. LORD you heard every lie that old Jezebel whore told to any one dumb enough to listen.

Thank You Heavenly Father for ALWAYS  protecting me from MONGRELS LIKE MARTHA! A fallen woman, a jealous hater.  A woman so carnal and lustful she sat on her daddy's porch finding herself pregnant every year from men just as low and carnal. A fallen woman so foul and disgusting she laughed, bragged that SHE FLUSHED FIVE BABIES DOWN THE TOILET!

A woman too evil to ever accept responsibility for her filth! A reprobate so ignorant, common and immoral SHE PREACHED!

 Woe unto every person that still loves and admires this known ABOMINATION! Woe unto the "Church" too cowardly to admit they were had, used by her for many, many years.

Woe unto her sons. LORD protect them until they can pray to find the strength to rebuke the woman that knowing destroyed them so she could have a footstool, a "commode" .

GOD said NO!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"Be still and know that I am your GOD!'

I will never leave or forsake you!  You fell lower than low, born into the evil, sadistic clutches of an ABOMINATION FROM THE LOWEST PIT IN HELL!  The truth is Martha hated herself, was replused by her own impulsiveness, her own inability to resist mischief.  Martha was a REPROBATE AND KNEW IT! WAS PROUD OF THAT FACT!

The only thing Martha ever needed to do was humble herself, listen, obey.  No,  she chose WITCHCRAFT because she wanted to, preferred it, claimed [ I ] was too slow.  No, there was never a time Martha preached sincerely. She was a great actress but,  she buried her great talent lusting after flesh and attempting to destroy every one good,  every soul that is sincerely kind.

Yes, she did in fact Murder Jerome Walters.  Sure, she laughed, clapped her hands and squealed like a pig but, she didn't win.  Every time Martha washed her face, the reflection staring back at her terrified her.

Pray for those still blind, still living in crippling denial, still claiming they fear a DEAD DEMON!   Pray for the deliverance of your fellow victims.  All is not lost. Even in the last hour they can come into the Kingdom.

Yes, you are blessed and highly favored. So, was your mother but she was too angry, too hardhearted,  too stiff neck, much too easily offended by [MY] truth. Yes, Martha railed against (ME) and lost.  Not only did she lose but,  all of her loyal followers.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMNONG THEM!"

REJOICE!

Monday, July 17, 2017

Say My Name! Destiny's Child - Say my name



Say MY NAME! Say my name bitch! Low stanking whore that lived EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS! Whoring! Lying! Beating! Brutalizing! Raping! Molesting! Plotting! Digging ditches! Chunking "Dust"!  Pretend-preaching! Pretending to love the very people you secretly hated with a purple passion for your entire long life! 

Say my name you STANKING LOW SLUT FOR sATAN!  Say my name with the same vitriolic hatred you spewed venom  on me!  I was standing there bleeding like a stabbed hog, trembling, innocence lost and YOU STANKING WHORE STANDING THERE SCREAMING AT ME,  TELLING ME I BETTER NOT EVER TELL SHIT!

FUCK YOU BITCH! You low-life-piece-of-shit! You came here to sully GOD's name, your father's name, my name, every one's name that was dumb enough to try and love you.

ROT!  You UNREPENTANT MURDEROUS PERVERTED WHORE!

You just swore you were going to get away with your repugnant filth.  That dimwit tRump believes the same garbage . You two buzzards share the same father.

BOW DOWN sATAN!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Blessed and Highly Favored! Bob Marley - Could you be loved - Lyrics


Could you be loved?

Do you have sense enough to love yourself?

Why are you still lying? Still trying to pretend that you came from a "normal" family.  Why do you keep lying,  pretending those buzzards did not absolutely ruin your life?

Why do you think you love that mongrel of a mother?  Are you that high? That full of fear? That faithless?

You need to go get that "root" off you!

You have NOT because you ask NOT!

Ask and you shall receive!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Please listen please hear me!BOB MARLEY THREE LITTLE BIRDS


No , we came into this world unwelcome, unwanted, used and abused  FOR THE COLOR OF OUR SKIN!

 [At least that was the lie the low whore for satan told.  The truth was she was a sick, fallen sadistic imp eaten alive with jealousy and insecurity.  And she demanded to screw any and everything that moved un-apologetically.  I think the low slut hated GOD for prohibiting INCEST and Pedophilia , two predilections she refused to be denied.]

 Only one man to care.  One man planted, one man nurtured but his whorish daughter demanded to reap what he sowed.

 Dear LORD I pause today, Monday, July 17, 2017 to thank you for that man, one JR WALTERS! 

A man so brilliant, so righteous, I can NEVER forget him! I do thank GOD for him each and every minute I breathe the breath of Life.

I refuse to fear that mongrel daughter he tolerated much too long. The woman was a FUCKING IMBECILE! DUMBER THAN THAT FUCKING DIMWIT dONALD j tRUMP!

Bow down satan! Your days are numbered!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"


True Story! R.L.Burnside - it's bad you know


Some say my life story reads like a horror story, not so. My life has been wonderful, full of adventure.  My formative years  spent with my grandfather, JEROME WALTERS have been the best by far,  only because granddaddy set the tone.

I have truly benefited from his great wisdom.  It has sustained me all my life. Woke up one morning found myself married to satan's bastard son.  An extremely jealous pathological liar.  A fool that actually believed  his "skin color" was his ticket to Paradise.

You stupid ass motherfucker! Try reading a book! Try reading the BIble! Stop lying! Stop trying to use people! Stop trying to run game on people!  What ever you do, STOP LYING! Wire your fucking mouth shut if you can't. Take a vow of silence.

Lying ruined my mother!  Poor MARTHA JANE WALTERS was one PATHOLOGICAL LIAR AND ONE MUTHAFUCKING FREAK! This world will be three hundred years catching up to Mathy's debauchery.

I simply asked that slut for an explanation, not even an apology,  for the awful pain I still remember suffering for weeks in my vagina.  That guilty slut went off cussing me like I was a dog! She was outraged that I would have the temerity to bring up such rubbish to her. She was an ORDAINED MINISTER! SHE WAS MY MOTHER! SHE WAS OVER EIGHTY YEARS OLD!

So? Never mind the Bible!  Just forget Jesus tells us our enemies shall be of our own household, that ravenous wolves would invade our "Churches".  That lying whorish mothers would tickle our ears with lies and fantasy.

If it's done in the dark (Martha's favorite place) it shall come to light! Bet! The absolute irony here, old Mathy Jane killed her best friend (my grandfather) .  He had to be because in the twenty-seven and half years I knew him , he never spilled the beans on your nasty common ass.

Oh, I heard plenty but, not from grandaddy.  Thank GOD for the many gossips in Wesley Chapel AMEZ Church ( Hwy #301, Wade, NC! )   Because to let you tell it , you were the Virgin Mary taken advantage of by sick evil men.  YOU WERE THE VERMIN MARTHA!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"