it still breaks my heart. My grandfather was a good man that cried a river of tears trying to save his wayward wicked daughter. But how could he? How can any one save a pathological liar? How can a father save a daughter that not so secretly hates him? Hates all authority?
How do you save anyone that practices "witchcraft"? Was that the "low" you were referring to granddaddy?
I know you can't rank sins. But if I were to rank them in order of the pain they are sure to produce, lying is the worse. I can assure you, no greater excruciating pain is the pain of your old elderly mother spewing filthy curses on you because YOU REMEMBER SHE HAD YOU SAVAGELY RAPED BY HER THEN HUSBAND!
"I'm an ORDAINED MINISTER!!!" ; my poor ignorant mother screamed in my ear. Didn't she know, couldn't she see I was no longer that three year old that she treated so savagely? Didn't she recognize I was no longer four, eight, thirty-three, the years she did her worse evil? Didn't she know that I would grow up and tell about her sexual perversion one day? Hot soapy enemas! Martha!
Why didn't my mother know that she could no longer beat me into submission? Yes, GOD I did hate her. Dear LORD I think I still do. I think I hate that woman that did cunniingly and deceitfully stalk, vex and torment me for sixty-two years.
All totally unnecessary , all caused by ignorant insane jealousy because Martha was lazy, an anti-intellectual. A woman that demanded to be recognized as the smartest, as a genius WITHOUT READING! Without applying one hour to true scholarship.
"Dawthur! You got to cultivate the brains! You have to read! You have to study to show yourself approved." Thank GOD I listened, I heard. I graduated from college with honors. Paid every penny of tuition myself! Then this lying heifer grew more jealous, demanded to snatch every victory, every thing I could do better than her , out of my hand.
World, hurry up and understand, GOD IS LARGE AND IN CHARGE! That little imp satan "don't run nothing!" You can be dumb enough to let him ruin your life if you want to. That is all you get heifer. he gets you. You gave your life to him. You do not have the power, the authority, enough cunning or deceit to defeat GOD. Bow down dummy!
Someone had to expose the Catholic Church,the sick child abuse and pedophilia had gone on for far too long.
What about the Protestant Church? Well I have one for you! A sick fallen imp too sorry to get up and foolish enough to think she could fool GOD the way she did all the people within her reach. Caught red handed, knee deep in sin, in witchcraft, in promiscuity, fornication, brutality.
No you won't satan! Fear you! I knew you! Bow down! You should have repented. We all deserved closure. You came up with your own homemade religion, half lying , half way pretending you were perfect although clueless. YOU WERE NEVER CLUELESS NOR ADLE BRAINED MARTHA JANE WALTERS! YOU WERE WICKED!
What an idiot! Do you think you ever impressed GOD standing up in pulpits lying!? Lying on your own daddy!
Jerome Walters, a man after GOD's on heart. No, wicked twisted sister, YOU MURDERED THE WRONG MAN!
I know it wasn't you, it was the evil in you. The evil you invited.
Tomorrow is not promised. "Be ye also ready". Have your bags packed, ready to go. Do not plan to leave here lying!
You know you are a LIAR!
Picking on and tormenting the feeble may give you "pleasure" , which only proves you are an illiterate pervert.
Go down to The Potter's House and get re-done, made over. Quit lying! Quit brutalizing! Quit emasculating men because you can't control your carnal urges.
"For want of a nail a horse was lost, for want of a horse a battle was lost. For want of a battle a war was lost."
My whole entire family, the Walters clan, was lost because of one woman, the only daughter, the apple of her father's eye could not stop lying. Because she could not stop lying she could not stop her (secret) promiscuity. Filled with guilt and shame for enjoying sick demonic pleasures she turned to sadistic torture. Filled with guilt for enjoying sick perverted torture she turned to witchcraft .
Sickened unto death realizing and knowing full well who she really was, she refused to repent. satan told her to lie harder, lie stronger, lie louder! In other words , for want of the truth, a soul was lost.
Don't get lost in the shuffle. No matter what you've done, how many times you have done it, GOD loves you!
Stay strong in the LORD and in His WORD!
Do know your Redeemer lives! Your rescuer is just a prayer away.
I swear I got old so fast, it is not funny. Grey and sagging. Life is truly a vapor. Life is hard all by itself, we don't need sneaky vipers to make it worse than it is, my first thought. But, my second thought, GOD in His infinite wisdom knows what He is doing.
All the evil this world has done to me has made me stronger, certainly a better person than I might have been. A mother that secretly hated me and only wanted to pervert me and destroy me caused me to become a ravenous reader, truly a scholar.
My true scholarship lead me to an excellent teaching career.
Do know that I am self purging from the 62 years of filth poured into me by a ravenous wolf. Praise the LORD. "Though I be UNWORTHY."
We are ALL unworthy of GOD's love and protection. He gives it to us any way!
WHAT A GOOD GOD! HAVE A BLESSED DAY!
P.S. True Christ Lovers do not worry about their associates or how they are perceived because they know GOD knows their heart. If you "unfriend" someone because you are afraid for your name to be associated with theirs, do know you are a modern day Pharisee or Sadducee. They vexed Jesus to death for hanging out with whores and prostitutes, for not washing the corn.
You know they did not like Him forgiving that woman found in adultery. (Make sure you know, He told her to go and sin no more. He did not advise her to become more clever, to quote Him every other minute of the day never meaning one single word. He sure didn't tell her to go down on graves collecting dust like some ignorant primitive slave straight off the boat. Then gloat because her evil magic worked. You just think it worked dummy! GOD has a plan and solution for every evil deed done "successfully" by evil mothers pretending to be nurturers , knowing full well they are low imps for satan.)
You have also proved that you are Biblically illiterate, just another phony hypocrite. How can you claim to love the author, to love the book, yet you have never found time to READ it?
what satan's deal is. s/he is beyond evil. "no count", common, nasty, an incestuous pedophile demanding to be kept secret although her dead ass is DEAD!
I know my evil mother was beyond human comprehension. I endured her for sixty-two years, please do not expect for me to have reasonable good sense. I am doing well to not be rubbing **** in my hair. I am glad to still be among the living.
Dear LORD I know you have a reason for permitting me to experience so much pain and still have a reasonable amount of sanity.
While I pray that no one has a Mathy Jane, I know far too many do. Just looking at my own family, my five brothers, I fall into despair. People keep telling me, "No one cares! No one cares! Get over it, move on! No one cares, have never cared and never will."
I am sorry, that is a message from the evil one and I will not receive it! There are good men like Jerome Walters still on this earth. Perhaps there are only a few.
I know that I am a good person. I know that GOD has a blessing stored up for me. I am yet holding on.
My ignorant mother used to taunt me. It was the common coward in her. It was the self hated in her. Self hatred she should have had because it was well earned. She used to brag to me about her parents being married. "My mama and daddy wuz MARRIED!" Saying that like it made a difference to GOD or to the world.
My mother called me a black bastard every day of my life. "Whose fault was that Martha? I didn't make myself."
World, see where sin and pride will take you.
If you don't know, can't understand me, don't hate me. Don't lend your hand to stab me in the back. Don't call me to tell me what an idiot I am. Please do not remind me of my stupidity. I assure you I am doing well. Very few women could have accomplished as much as I have in life with an evil ogre like Mathy Jane stalking you into old age.
"Go sot down satan!" GOD got me!
I might be black, yes, I'm old, an old grey headed female. But , I no "mammy". I am far from being anyone's mammy.
Like I said, Mathy Jane never got away with anything. If her sons, grandchildren, nieces and nephews don't care that she murdered their grandfather, that is not GOD's fault.
If Simon Temple A.M.E.Zion Church never confesses, never lets on that she fooled them too, that is on them. It is not GOD's fault.
If Martha ruined you or anyone and you don't know, don't care to know, that is on you.
Jesus told me to know my truth and I would be set free.
Beware of deadly, ghostly silence. There are many times in the Bible when Jesus was confronted by His earthly tormentors and He just stopped trying to talk to them. "And He answered them not a word." GOD knew that He was wasting His breath,
"Cast not your pearls (wisdom) before swine." If you are swine, you are filthy, greedy, immoral and wallow in your own filth. You care nothing for GOD or His Word. As a matter of fact , you hate it, and secretly hate everyone that keeps bugging you with it.
I refuse to be swine! I am proud to be celibate for 26 years! I am not about to waste my time with a whoremongering liar just to claim I am "happily married". To be in lockstep, to be just like every one else.
"Do for self!" My grandfather taught me that. "We didn't come here to stay always". "Never let no sorry ****** bring you down". All words of wisdom from my grandfather. He was a good man. Unfortunately his life reads like the book of Job.
A good Christian man, MURDERED by his own daughter. Sorry, granddaddy , I do believe you identified too heavily with the "black race". You associated with people much too gullible, uncaring and frankly illiterate.
Granddaddy did the best he could with that daughter. One son murdered. Shot down at seventeen . The other son becomes a murderer protecting that extremely whorish , deeply disturbed , cunning , conniving, older sister. And the low slut paid him back with secret "witchcraft" and deep silent hatred.
When Jesus refused to answer His critics it was the GOD in Him that prevented Him. While Martha Jane Walters was extremely loud, clamorous, she was that woman in Proverbs that you would rather live in a hole in the ground, than suffer life attempting to live with. That was her, that was my mother. Can you imagine being a young teen reading the Bible daily? I did, thought it normal. Do know when I read those descriptions in the scripture, I did recognize her. "That's Mathy Jane!"; my head would scream. No, I didn't say anything! Did the slaves say anything to their masters? You did if you were ready to die!
(We should have killed her, just collectively stoned her lying wicked ass to death. We should have tied and gagged her like she did my brother. We should have beat the life out of her like she did my brothers.)
Any way, we lived with her. Learned to survive quite well. I learned to love and crave mayonnaise sandwiches . The trick is to fill them with black pepper, makes them more palatable. I still love grits. I can't imagine why. "Grits and grease" was Mathy's main staple for us. There was no way she could wear all those fine clothes and trade in a new fine car, for a newer finer car every year, without starving and deliberately mistreating the six children she did not want.
As loud and as vulgar as Mathy was, you did not want her to fall silent. Mathy's silence was ghostly and and it was deadly and it was always followed by the greatest evil, the most diabolical evil, few have ever heard of.
Martha's diabolical silence spelled your ruin. I was nineteen. I was fit to be tied! I was screaming, I was in anguish. We were in her new Cadillac headed back to our house in Fayetteville. She was happy. Martha walked out of that dayroom like "new money", vibrant, radiant, relieved, like she ran the world. Like she was Catherine the Great, like she had done no wrong, ever.
If I had not seen it with my own eyes I never would have believed it. After fornicating with at least four young soldiers, that did finally have the decency to take her into a private room, Martha emerged, happy, content, silent.
Martha stared straight. Did not take her eyes off of Bragg Boulevard. I could tell all my screeching, demanding an explanation, annoyed her. Not enough to say she was sorry. Not one word about forgiveness. I could tell she was pissed with me and pissed with GOD. I think she was more pissed with me for believing what she considered to be "Hogwash", GOD's Hogwash. There was no way Martha was going to ever pass up on earthy pleasure and she did not care if GOD was looking or was in fact in the room. Mathy belonged to satan and she was secretly glad. Martha was silent because she was happy. Her silence was her signal to satan that he was her true king.
Martha stared straight. I know now that she was plotting revenge against me. Not for anything I did, but perhaps for what I didn't do. I was 19, I was old enough to join the "fun". Perhaps I would have joined, had I not been such a prude.
An evil doer that gives you nothing but ghostly silence is not to be feared. But you must prepare for them. You must gird up your loins and prepare yourself for the worse because it is coming and it is coming with a vengeance !
Martha is no longer menacing on this earth but her little "flying monkeys" are. I don't know why. Your evil will not prosper you anything. If you get anything, you will get the curse you tried to pin on me.
One thing I know, "GOD got me!" The reason I know, He told me and I have evidence. I have sixty-four years of indisputable truth. GOD has saved me so many times from the evil works of that demon that called herself my closet kin , I know He is tired.
Martha just up and died. Went into a coma while having elective surgery. Surgery that she didn't need. Insisted on having because I was getting too close. I was asking too many questions. I know Martha thinks her low morals, her carnal urges, her extreme promiscuity was tied to her rape (rapes) as a child.
She is a lie, it was free will. It was her evil demonic spirit , her sick selfish mind. I can see clearly what you did to us Martha Jane and I know why. Having me (us) raped as a child, did not render me carnal. As a matter of fact, it had the exact opposite affect.
Yes, I will keep telling on you to my dying breathe. Maybe few are mature enough in GOD's Word, to hear me now. But one day, they will. One day on this earth, the world will know that it was warned about these Jezebel spirited creatures up in the "church" preaching, putting on a show.
I still do not understand why so many people still fear her and I don't understand why Jerome Walter's kin refuse to honor him. You are cursed! You will never be blessed by the gift, the blessing GOD has stored up for you, as long as you fear filthy evil doers like Martha Jane Walters!
but I know that Mathy Jane Monstrosity is happy or would be happy. How do you explain to people that you were born to, connected to, involved with, the sickest most miserable "human" being to ever live?
Have you ever had to try and love someone despicable ? Some one common and low down , a pure filth monger, a common sexual predator, a rapist, a murderer! A vile common woman cunning enough to hide among the innocent and to get away.
A "root worker", a modern day soothe Sayer. A person so bizarre, so ridiculous, few can believe her possible. A woman so evil she has rendered all of her victims speechless, silent. If and when they do talk, they are lying in defense of her.
No one can come to this earth and be so completely maniacal, be so completely successful in her abominable evil, that no one ever says a mumbling word against her. No beautiful woman can preach, live a foul life, the exact opposite of the one she pretends to live, never care and never pay. Commit sins so disgusting, no one wants to know.
Well she did! No, Martha Jane Walters DID NOT turn GOD's Word into a lie but , "may as well." No one cares that a despicable demon came to this world, destroyed everything she ever touched and just died! An old skinning, grinning, fake, perverted troll, came to this earth and did every thing possible against GOD and His people, and just died. Just faded away. Had a big funeral, was praised into high heaven, and just died! Died old, too! Never any cancer, never mocked, never hated, never exposed. No prison time. No rebuke.
I feel like I got the punishment and rebuke Martha deserved.
I tried to help my brother, the most successful one my mother destroyed. We started a business Holy Ghost Productions. He refused to get baptized, listened to his evil mother, denied GOD and like a dog returned to his vomit.
Left me a "root". My house is rotting down all around me. I fully recognize it. For over eighty-seven years Martha utterly destroyed , and destroyed while being loved and lauded by her many, many victims . This is the third time she hit me. I was not foolish. I was loving and trusting. Martha Jane Walters was my destiny. She had to come here. I had to be putty in her wicked hands!
I am still here! I survived! No! I will not shut up! The world will know that our world is being deliberately destroyed by Mathy Janes in our families. Jesus told us our enemies will be of our own household!
World, you have known no greater evil, no greater enemy than a Mathy Jane cloistered up in your house, your home, your family, your church. "From such stay away!"
I fully recognize this lying hypocritical world is not only deaf, it is blind.
GOD did not let Martha win, man did. My blind ignorant family let her win. I won't! I trust in the LORD with all my heart. But, I am a stranger here. I have no business here. This world is too hard, too lying, too hypocritical.
I have been a half step ahead of satan all my life. My savage ignorant mother stalked me until she finally just wore her old ass out being extremely wicked.
She didn't get anything. Ruined every life she every touched. Well, she got away with murder. The world doesn't care. I care! The world doesn't care that I care.
An old shameless whore. That is all my mother ever was, probably all she ever hoped to be. She could have been a multi millionaire with her use of the occult. She was too dumb. Could not hate and use beyond her own family.
I'm tired. I am tired of women as wicked as my mother and I am tired of people pretending to fear her. People just don't care. Anything that does not harm us directly, we don't care. That is why we perish.
A woman as evil and common as my mother is beyond human comprehension. She is real and they are many. We will all suffer until we stand up.
One hundred years from today, I hope someone finds this blog and realizes that the world was warned.
Man is a pathetic being, unable to care, to render help or aid to anyone without experiencing the exact same type of pain. A sad world that looks at color before it looks at the suffering. LORD help the suffering black child. Black people are not going to help him and white people either. And the sad reality, the little black child has a better chance with the white people.
Black people complain that white people devalue their color when in reality, all people devalue black color. Statistically we are the most mistreated, suffer the most self-hatred, the greatest self-sabotoge. Native Americans are really the worse at destroying themselves.
It is one thing to drink yourself to death but when you find a mother willing to do the horrible things my mother did to us from the womb, we must pause and pray. We must pray as a nation, as a world in trouble. When the world winks at INCEST AND PEDOPHILIA, refuses to so much as mumble about parenticide, we are in trouble.
Wy are we living? Why bother? When you can't care about another human being, other than yur closest kin, we are in trouble.
No, satan is going to lose in the end. But how many will be lost with him? "Many are called, few are chosen." If I have to be silent about a nasty MURDERING monstrosity. When I'm told to shut up, get over it, i am occupying a world that I don't like.
There is no difference in a selfish exploitive predatory world and hell. This world is hell! It is pathetic! Dumb as children being raped by their own parents, ruined by their own parents and still too dumb to tell on those said parents although they be long dead.
The said truth is you must be the same. You must be cut out of the same fabric as Martha. You don't say anything because you really don't get it. You really don't see the harm.
"Come Jesus".
GOD if you wanted the world to know that we have INCESTUOUS, MURDERING , PEDOPHILE PREACHERS up in the church, up in the African Methodist Episcopal Zion Church, you should have found a blond haired , blue eyed white man to tell my story.
Send me one GOD! Please, if you don't, far too many children are going to perish needlessly. Far too many small children, particularly little boys will continue to fall victim to their very cunning, morally depraved mothers.
That reference is to the Trojan horse. That was one smart military move. Sparta and Troy were at war. "All is fair in love and war." "The means justifies the ends."
"Beware of malignant narcissistic mothers bearing gifts." No one should have to beware of their own mother! No one's mother should be so predatory as to be rendered completely untrustworthy. What good are you as a human being? What good are you when your kind is uncommon to Jesus? "What father would give his son a serpent when he asked for bread?" So according to Jesus, you were uncommonly, common.
What woman can not be trusted to nurture, feed and protect her own children? Cats and dogs do it. I have had many ferrel cats have kittens on my property. You could not find those kittens! The first thing a mother cat does is lick her kittens clean. She licks them of all the thick, sticky, gooey,bloody after birth. She licks them to stimulate their digestion. She nurses them, each and every one of them. If you watch closely, that little runt, gets feed too.
That is animal instinct. The fact is, some people do not have natural maternal or paternal instinct. Some people are perverted. Their corrupt minds belong to the evil one. Do not fear them and do not waste one second of time feeling sorry for them.
Make sure you know, they care less than nothing, for you. You are dung under their feet, a dirty rag, something disposable. My mother stabbed me with; "And XXXX ain't nun ugh yo'daddy no way!". He had been my daddy for over fifty years! Why couldn't he continue being my daddy? What had I said to you? What had I done to you? Of course I remarked, turned you in to the police for MURDER of my grandfather. They never did anything. You put on a show. Did your best lying and acting performance. So, why hate me? You did it!
Why do your "flying monkeys" hate me? Do they hate me for having the courage to snatch that robe off of you? You ended up a toothless lying lion. Sure you carried guns but I learned to stay off of your premises.
Poor Martha lived an awful life paralyzed with fear. Paranoid, she lived very cautiously suspecting every one of doing to her what she was secretly doing to them.
Thank you for Variance LORD! "Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! XXXX ain't yo' daddy" Martha's implication was that I was a dummy. No, I may be dumb, but not on that score. Confusing me, confusing your men about their children is not funny. Having so many sexual partners that you can not possibly know yourself, is not funny. Mistreating a poor black bastard female child just because you could , was never funny. Even whores cringe at that low blow.
But, let's look at this objectively, from the point of view of a lay psychiatrist. What did Martha have to lose other than pride? She was finally found out and called out. When had she ever admitted to the slightest mistake?
Sadly and frankly, the reason she made so many bone head mistakes in eighty-sevenyears is because she was a hard headed reprobate and frankly when she became common enough , dumb enough, desperate enough to raid graveyards in search of power, it was over.
It was over for all of us. It was certainly over for granddaddy. It was over fro the entire Walters dynasty.
I refuse! Let them perish without me. I see! I know! I was there! She has no power, never had any. What she had was primitive diabolical evil and more nerve than a brass monkey.
While Martha bragged about her ability to scramble any ******'s brains, her brains were scrambled. Scrambled by satan. While she bragged she was winning, driving a second hand Cadillac, she was losing.
Jesus said to shun such people. To come out from among them. satan has grown far too mannish and corrupt. s/he has grown too comfortable. We give up much too easily. We placate much too often.
We let her win because she is so fierce, so vulgar, so demonic! Never forget; there is Power in that name Jesus! Power over every name! Invoke it! Call on Him while He can yet be found. Tell satan to bow down and to do so right now!
On the surface, you may think , what a terrible thing to say. No, it is the best thing to say. In my heart I know Jesus is tired of telling us:"Know the truth, (know your truth) and be set free."
A woman came here to this earth and played abominable mind games for eighty-seven years! Bragged for eighty-seven years of her ability to scramble any ******"s brains. (Yes, my mother considered that a gift. P.T. "There is a sucker born every minute" Barnum, was her hero.)
What was her purpose? What did she want? She wanted nothing! She was a stooge, the devil's imp. She was a reprobate, her feet were swift to run to mischief. She lied uncontrollably. She babbled lie after lie. Martha wanted nothing, other than to ruin, spoil, humiliate because that is what she thought GOD had done to her. Raped at eight, a mother at sixteen.
What did she want!? Nothing! She wanted nothing at all! She had no dreams, no true aspirations. She just demanded to have more than you!
Martha was hate filled. A fallen woman raging with hate and guilt. She lacked compassion, sympathy, empathy. She had good looks, a winning smile and a criminal mind. No, she was not honest. She was a thief. You could not leave her alone in your house. Not only would she steal you blind, she made sure she left you a "root", just a little conjure to keep you confused.
Evil and no mannered for no reason other than sick, serious demon possession. Martha could not stand the sight of happiness on any one's face. Her happiness was fake and she demanded that yours be fake too.
Dear LORD I hope and pray that there are not a lot of women like Martha Jane Walters, unfortunately, I know better. Women never satisfied, nothing , no one is ever good enough. Women that want, that lust without ceasing. They want every thing new and shiny. It wasn't that my mother wanted my fourteen year old boyfriend , as much as she didn't want me to have him.
How could I compete? I had no confidence in my self. The personality people saw was just my version of her. We were not about to have sex! So why did Martha want my fourteen year old boyfriend? He was a child, he had no money. He was very "high yalla", he had "pink lips". Yalla and pink lips, Mathy's calling words, her greatest feeble minded desire. How racist! Just the right combination of desirable" for old lustful Mathy Jane. Something she always wanted.
Did Martha care about the consequences of her actions? No! Why should she? When had she ever faced a consequence she could not cuss, fuss, fight and lie her way out of?
Cunning is the word for women that are morally bankrupt. Of course Martha never wanted to hear it. She wasn't going to hear it and you were going to shut the ****up! Martha was winning, was going to win and the sooner you accepted that fact, the happier Martha was going to be.
No, you were not ever going to be happy. You were going to be miserable but Martha would play head games with you periodically and make you feel special. No, that high would not last long. You would soon realize that you were duped again but after all these years you just accept your lost, your extreme misery as par for the course.
"You can't win fuh duh fix you in! I can't lose fuh duh stuff I use!" Just like a little menacing troll Martha sang us that song daily. Sly, eyes sparkling, Mathy Jane laughing, just as corrupt, low, immoral and sadistic, as she could be.
An ORDAINED PASTOR! Martha had to laugh at that fact herself. "Dem ****** ain't nuttin' but a bunch of faggots! From duh bishop on down! Greedy dawgs!"
Sadly Martha never went to prison for one single criminal act. Too smart, too clever, too cunning. It has occurred to me more than once, if a person is brilliant enough to live such a demonic life style for eighty-seven years, die, loved and revered as the "mother of the church", who can we trust?
Bill Cosby turned out to be a sexual predator! Bill Cosby! His names epitomizes father, daddy. Bill Cosby, all those lame jokes, "Why is there air?" No cussing, polite gentleman, highly educated, PhD. having Bill Cosby!? Camille Cosby knew!
When you take the Cosby's into perceptive, Martha Jane Walters is not so hard to know, to believe she was such a fallen creature.
You can't shake GOD's Word. You can Not , not reap. You will reap what you sow. If something is too repulsive to reap, why do it? You can't make me retarded because your nasty carnal ass is retarded. If you did not want it known, it you did not want blame assigned to you, you should not have do it!
I will not be your whipping post! I will not lie for your carnal, common as bat shit ass!
No! You will not rest! I can't rest knowing what you successfully did to me, to my entire family, to my grandfather. You should have had the courage you always bragged about having and let XXX pour a pot of boiling coffee over your chest! You should have let me push you into a red hot wood burning stove.
I should have taken your social security check every month, let you sit up in piss and filth while I hollered and mocked you, the way you did your daddy!
The African Methodist Episcopal Zion Church may regret giving you a license yet.
The only wise GOD! I serve Him! I praise Him! It has taken an extremely long time, but she knew it was coming. Poor Martha considered death more expedient than the truth. That is awful! When you permit your carnal urges to make you something so indecent you can not bear to face your repugnant sins. Your sins, decisions that you made, consequences you brought on yourself. When your deeds are so dastardly the entire world turns away in horror.
Something went wrong in the body of Christ. Someone was mislead by false preaching. Some one clearly does not understand GOD, righteous living or Divine Order. Someone does not have the ability to stand up to a psychotic, sadistic, sociopath that happens to be in a position of great authority over too many lives.
Some demon was far too clever for far too long. The pedophilia every one readily admits is in the Catholic Church is in every "Church". satan is in the "church", has completely taken over and few are "Biblically" literate enough to challenge her. This demonic spirit is a Jezebel spirit, an emasculating spirit. It is incestuous and perverted. It is the wave of the future. That whore is here to stay!
satan deliberated made her incestuous in order to keep her safely hidden. Very ,very, few people will admit their mother is incestuous, unless the mother has had an extremely long reign of pure torment.
Praise the LORD , not only did my mother get way with extreme evil for eighty-seven years, her deeds will make you swoon. You will faint if I ever repeat them. II Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature…" That was one one my mothers best and favorite sermons. The sad thing is, she was NOT in Christ! She was using Christ, just like He said she would. My mother was a ravenous wolf. AND SHE KNEW IT!
Granddaddy told you when I was three that you had hit rock bottom, that you could not go any lower. Granddaddy was wrong! GOD's Word said that you would "wax worse and worse" and you did.
An old ass woman, eighty-seven years old, still chucking "dust"! Still working "roots"! Died
unrepentant!
Jesus came here to set us at variance, not for us to get along. There is no way I would ever want to get along with you! You are full of hatred and jealousy! You are carnal, full of lust! You are lazy and lying! You have no conscious, no empathy, no sympathy! You never had any business preaching!
No, I must tell! If I don't tell, the rocks will cry out! Fear! You used sick, abominable, perverted fear to assure that you would always get your way. XXX may not consciously remember you pouring the pot of hot boiling coffee over his chest , but his subconscious does. You grinned, but you lied. You claimed that fear made you feel good. It did not, it made you feel despicable.
No, I may not remember all the details of my rape, I remember enough. I remembered enough to ask you for a simple apology. You could have lied, you could have pretended and just kept up your phony rouse . No! You just had to hit me one more lick. You were ravenous, just like Jesus said. You could not get enough of my pain, of my tears.
You mocked the "church" Martha. Standing up there in that pulpit knowingly lying on your daddy! GOD said No! You didn't have to do that. You just could not be wrong! You had to be right! You were determined that you alone could defeat GOD!
Sure, you defeated and destroyed your entire family. Reduced us all to feeble minded mental midgets. So! What did you get!? An endless eternity in hell! No, I am not judging or predicting. I am warning, act like Martha Jane Walters , if you want to . It will not end well.
Something so disgusting, so repugnant, people would rather not know. Many people, far too many people do deliberately commit abhorrent acts against their own families just because they can. They do it for the thrill of being a sadistic sociopath. People do things so abhorrent you don't want to know, perhaps refuse to know. The sad fact is , you need to know. It is time to be abruptly startled out of your slumber. Evil is here! It abounds, it is every where. It is a sick mindset from the evil one, it is predicted, foretold of in II Timothy 3.
It is real, it is serious, it is misery , vexation of the bones and it is in no way tired. Placating this monstrosity is not the way. You must confront it collectively and confidently. We did not know it but we were inadvertently giving Mathy Jane exactly what she wanted, fear. Terrorizing, mind numbing fear. Fear suffered in silence. We could not tell what we had no name for, for what there was no excuse for.
Mathy Jane, the secret pervert wanted to see that excruciating pain in our innocent eyes. My GOD we were world class dummies! I am so dumb! So! That is why she burst that paper bag in my newborn's ear. The terrorizing scream my precious new baby sounded, the look of sheer horror in her eyes. Jesus told us our enemies would be of our own household, BUT TO FEAR NOT! He came to set us at variance!
All the fires she set and the people mysteriously burned by her. Throwing her first cousin's shoes in the fire because *Mae Olive was beautiful, could pass for white. Burning baby brother in the fire, grandmother mysteriously catching on fire. Bludgeoning puppy. There was something mysterious, something still untold regarding her very suspicious and cunning three rapes.
Where ever Martha was , where ever she went, love left. Love, security, safety, happiness, contentment, all got up and left the room. Within five minutes of sitting and talking with Martha you would be defending or apologizing for your skin color, your racial designation, your lack of ambition, Your low economic status, your weight, your brown teeth, your graying hair. Within fifteen minutes Martha would have you stuttering, stammering trying to defend yourself. Sadly you would not suspect her. He r was always so gentle, the only true friend you had. She could not help her brutal honesty. Just don't be honest with her. abut "her'. Let her in your business, you just satay out of hers.
Within in an hour you would have realized that you better praise this batty bitch. Praise her highly and often. That will buy you some time. Hurry up and figure out something. Get back to your home. Get away from her. Something bad was about to happen. I could always tell when she was about to erupt. Erupt like a volcano. Angry! Mad as hell with the world because the world did not get her, did not serve her as she had been promised. Martha's skin color was supposed to open doors. When did people start caring about intellect, gifts and talent?
This world made her work for a living. Mathy Jane had to work for very low wages because she was black and female. Sure, she had talent but she did not have the courage. Strange. How strange, the devil can render you evil enough to collect dirt from a murdered man's grave but you can't so much as leave the comforts of your low status, of the "country", of people less educated than you are. Home for Martha was a little pond. She was the big frog. She was the smartest and she ruled.
If your confidence is derived from doing evil, from practicing cunning, you will defeat yourself. It is very much like Edgar Allen Poe's Tell Tale Heart. The tongue lies, but the heart knows. Praise the LORD! True my mother did me wrong but she could have done worse. As messed up as I am right now. it could have been far worse.
People must come to realize that you can not entertain evil. Soothe saying, conjure, voodoo, is nothing to play with. I will never let another mental midget tell me "root working" is nothing but nonsense. If it is so much nonsense, why does Jesus caution us against it in Revelation 2, and again in 22? If "root working" is so ridiculous why did I witness my mother practice it for so long? Why is the Holy Bible replete with warnings against it?
The workers of iniquity abound, running, roaming, molesting, raping and destroying, completely free because babes in Christ are way behind in their understanding of Divine Order. Most people have no concept of GOD righting every wrong. Most people do actually fear evil when they know full well they have Jesus! You don't even have to live right, be deserving, to have Jesus! Just say JESUS! There is that much Power in the name JESUS!
The evil doer knows to practice the most repugnant sin in order to be kept hidden, a secret. When people can not bear to articulate your sin, you are something EVIL! You are something cruel! Never mind! You are gone! You had your chance! Lies you tell satan! A dead demon! A caught red handed dead demon! YOU WILL NOT STAND IN MY WAY!
Do NOT compromise with satan, with evil, with terrorizing fear. Just face it! It is what it is!
It should not cost anything, it should be free. Do know that there are far too many men and women that come with a price. There are far too many misinformed human beings on this earth that think they can trade their "fineness" and "skills" for financial favors.
And unfortunately many of us, particularly young women with low self esteem , will fall prey to that low status, momentarily. I say that because I did. I was deliberately ushered into it by a fallen woman determined to make sure every woman fell down because she did. A woman that freely admitted to being corrupt while deliberately never bothering to explain why.
A woman so guilt ridden she blamed all of her secret closet sins on the entire world. "The wicked fleeth when no one pursueth"
"He luk lak my mama's people!"; she offered to unsuspecting people every time relatives compared the siblings , just one year apart. Every one was amazed at how the youngest one outgrew the oldest one.
Nothing but lies. Poor Martha's entire life was built on nothing but lies. Of course she hated her life. Of course she hated all women that proved to be wiser. Luckier was Mathy's stupid, ill informed, uneducated, unread, primitive slave opinion. A woman so jealous of me, her own daughter, she did every evil sick low underhanded trick to slay me and when her evil backfired she hated me the more and targeted me even more.
Viewing that psychologically, it makes sense. A woman who had to carry the carnal guilt society assigned to her, had to lash out at me. I reminded her that innocence is real and can not be corrupted. Every time I escaped one of her evil schemes for my destruction she was reminded that she was on the wrong team. Every time I bought her a gift or praised her she was reminded of the true volunteer reprobate she was.
Truthfully, that was punishment enough. That is why it is important for all people to never perform acts that disgust them. Sure you got a little money, but you also have that image . Some images are deplorable. Some people are deplorable. "From such stay away."
Any life built on lies will cave. Fear may keep it up, fear may keep up appearances for a while. But someone is bound to break, to turn coat, to catch on, to come to the realization that GOD is All Knowing, All Powerful!
Every one is not stupid. Everyone is not afraid and some are actually intellectually curious. Some get it. Some see clearly how Martha was a curse, how she brought an entire dynasty into captivity. Her captivity, which was so confusing, clamorous, loud, abusive, offensive, degrading,humiliating, it proved to be worthless.
Dear LORD, let them all know they can finally walk out. Jesus said; "If thine right eye offend thee, pluck it out." If and when you have an imp in your family, a woman, a daughter, a sister, another that is completely wrong with GOD, you must free yourself!
He said He is coming back like a thief in the night, and He is. He told us to be "also ready." I do not want Jesus to come back with me trembling and holding onto the false image of a demon because i am afraid to face my truth, no matter how dreadful.
Dear LORD! Thank you for your tender mercies! I beseech the LORD as humbly as I know how thanking You for releasing me from the hand of my mortal enemies.
is incapable of feeling remorse, guilt, sympathy, compassion or parental care . In other words there are far too many people on this planet that are unfit. They have no place at the table of humanity. You can not believe a word they utter. You can not trust them, not for a millisecond.
They do not, can not , trust themselves. When you find yourself acquainted with someone of very low morals you begin to develop a new perspective concerning life and human nature. You pay very close attention to the very dynamic of ignorance. You readily understand how a dumb person , a person void of simple common sense because they are guided by their own carnal urges can ruin your life. You understand why GOD forbids lying.
I can assure you no life has ever been as vexed as mine. Sixty-four years of excruciating pain and confusion because my mother could not bear to ever tell the truth about any thing! People need to know what happens to families that let renegade demons run loose and have their psychotic sociopathic way with all of the hearts and minds in said family.
That family ends up, messed up and destroyed, like mine. The one thing I've learned in this whole , held much too long , captivity, is to pray for the indwelling of The Holy Spirit , and to trust GOD. I learned every Word in that Book is true!
I know nothing in this world is worse than a lying reprobate, INCESTUOUS Perverted pedophile "root working" soothe saying , fake phony preacher MOTHER! A poor woman putting on a complete show, knowing full well she is wrong.
A fallen woman laden with guilt that feigns complete lunatic idiocy, before she will bow down and serve the LORD. There is no help for the Marthas of this world. They are INTRACTABLE. It is not that they can not learn, the WILL NOT learn. "From such stay away."
When a human being is so foolish as to be cruel, to use her brute strength, age and cunning to have her carnal way with blood relatives, we are in trouble. The world is in "deep do-do"! Especially when the guilty party insists on using "voodoo" and conjure to have her way. When a viper is bold enough to go up in GOD's pulpit denouncing it as corrupted before she got there, The world has a problem. The world has gone deliberately blind and deliberately silent because far too many cowards are occupying the chief seats.
Don't worry. GOD does sit high and He does look low.
"Dawthur! You dun hit rock bottom! You can't go no lower!"
Little did Jerome Walters know. Martha could sink lower and did. For eighty-seven years Martha denied the truth about who she was. Why? Was she too ashamed? Or was she just void of any hint of humanity?
No matter what, she was an awful coward. She could commit ever evil deed unknown to mankind but could not confess to one single wrong. Grew extremely angry and hostile with anyone for suggesting that she was not perfect.
Martha died demanding that her "flying monkeys" and all loved ones, bow down. Bow down , lying and pretending. Bow down , protecting her awful name and reputation. Bow down, and clean up her mess. Bow down and just don't speak of her again.
"Let her rest in peace!" Pay no attention to GOD's Word, to the Bible. Die and go to hell with her. Die and perish with her because she chose to perish rather than submit. Rather than humble herself to GOD, she chose to be god. Was worshipped, still worshipped. So, you be dumb too. She never allowed anyone to think. No one could have a thought or an opinion other than hers. Martha must win! You must still fear that awful ogre and let her win! She had no morals! Therefore you can no morals. She deliberately stole your morals while you were still an innocent child. You can't tell! She swore you to secrecy! Let her win! No matter what she did to you, to wound you, to secretly destroy you, let her win! Let her win because she was your MOTHER! She was an anti-mother, but she was your mother! She charmed so many! Let her win!
There is no excuse for blatant stupidity. Once people learned to read, fought for and won some leisure time, man became enlightened. Martin Luther tore the Catholic church up. People protested, exercised their right to reason and Reasoned (The Age of Reason) brought about a great deal of beneficial changes for the ordinary man.
If all "Christians" actually read the Bible as much as they claim to defend it, the world would be a far better place. If we just followed the teachings of Jesus correctly. No where in His Word does He suggest we placate the devil. Yet, that is what my family did regarding Martha Jane Walters.
Martha was allowed, permitted, in essence, encouraged to become the monstrosity, she became. She thought she was unstoppable. She did falsely believe the color of her skin gave her permission to be a hideous whore and no one on this earth better ever say so much as a mumbling word to her.
She would cut you! Shoot you, stab you, kill you, what ever was necessary to shut your mouth. Martha was a brute, an uncivilized barbarian, just civilized enough to pretend to be loving and kind.
Two virtues Martha swore were only practiced by the pure idiots of her world. Dumb men like her father. According to Martha, Jerome Walters and all of his belief in GOD and honestly, was the stupidest strategy for living she ever heard of. "By hook or crook! Got'tuh git dat money honey!" was her mantra when not in the pulpit. Martha did live, did practice a very contradictory life but she could not be corrected because she would not be corrected. She was full of pride.
Unfortunately she could never be corrected because she was never wrong. She alone , found out how to turn a lie into the truth!
Martha was intractable, not easily managed. In other words she was uncontrollable, out of control, a demon eaten up by demons. Martha hated herself, her self-hatred feed her low self-esteem, which feed her low corrupt morals. There was no help for Martha she was INTRACTABLE!
"The blind can not lead the blind less they all fall in the ditch. Some how we taught or were taught that the correct measure for handling Mathy Jane, was submission. We were in fact just placating her, letting her have her evil way in exchange for a little peace, some phony love or perhaps getting the bitch off of our backs momentarily.
Today marks the second anniversary of her death. No one should be glad, actually relieved, that you are no longer around to menace and lie, to create drama, vex and chuck " dust".
Time our for twisted sisters! These women can be controlled. They must be confronted forcefully. These idiots claim to have power, they know for a fact they have none, that is why they are so predatory, greedy, selfish, cunning, purely treacherous .
We didn't want to know. I didn't want to know. Then one day, I had to know. She left me no choice. It was kill or be killed. It was take low and keep kissing her ass because she birthed me and falsely believes she is right, can do no wrong, I must submit and remain under her shoe. I should remain defeated knowing full well that I have GOD? GOD is on my side!
This woman demands that the entire world be blind to her low character and deceit because she was a false friend, a false preacher. Because she was just another phony woman and GOD blessed her with eighty-seven years on this planet. Because GOD never revealed her true life to people that mattered.
She is dead now! She won! She enslaved! Raped! Robbed! Lied! Murdered! Chunked dust! Got clean away! Martha Jane Walters proved the Bible is a lie, Revelation is a lie, Jesus is a lie!
None sense! The fact is, very few will stand up for Jesus! But some will! PTL! True, very few will stand up for innocent children, if it involves telling on a modern-day witch. But, some will. It is a form of "self-will", an inner urging, an unction from the Holy Spirit. It is preordained by GOD. If you have it, you can not deny it. It will come to fruition.
Nothing frustrates, completely enrages the evil doer more than being caught. Catch an evil doer red handed, up to their demonic eyeballs in their filth, they will hate you the more. The evil doer demands secrecy.
They will hate you! Blame you! Blame you for your blabber mouth. Right there, they have completely subverted justice, changed the subject, slyly twisted away from the retribution they deserve.
You were trying to admonish them for their deplorable deed, now you are defending your "color", your integrity. She is loud, vulgar, violent! She is a beast! You know that you can't win! Why? Because she told you, that you can't win! She deliberately taught you that you were a loser from the womb.
Do know that she is a LIAR! A complete coward, destitute of any morality. She is a creature void of decent human character. She has no power. She has a DEMON! You need to stay away from her, from her and her kind.
It is All in Divine Order. "You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth." In other words, we shall all reap what so ever we sow. No one is brilliant enough, cunning enough, to escape retribution, to escape justice. No imp can demand to be kept secret based on the flimsy premise that revealing her would be too embarrassing to bear. Hogwash! The last thing MJW ever cared about was any one's opinion of her.
Martha was an enslaver, a user, a pimp, a very selfish sociopath, that was brutal enough to rule over a family because it was pre-ordained by GOD to happen. Many lives can be saved by my personal testimony. Only Almighty GOD could have saved me from the demons that plagued Martha Jane Walters!
Malignant narcissism will become more prominent but much easier to identify in this modern age. We must stand against all evil! If it is your mother, sister, brother, so be it. Trust GOD and stand against all evil!
It will become more difficult to hide in this new age. My family was mystified and held captive by misapplication of GOD's Word. We were born enslaved. We did what we had to do to survive. We did well!
No matter, she had to be. She had to be but she can't win. No one has to fear her any more. She deliberately chose to curse GOD and die. She refused repentance, refused to be wrong. She refused to apologize.
"Blot out my iniquities, choose out my different changes." That was one of my grandfather's prayers. He did not want to get too high.
**"It is easier for a rich man to enter into the eye of a needle than to enter the Kingdom of GOD." It is not that GOD despises wealth. It is the fact that the rich man sees no need for GOD. I have had a lot of burdens, most financial. Broke, broke as in "broke as a joke" is not funny. You will get real humble, real quick!
Suddenly all that noise you were making, trying to improve the lives of others, others that don't care any way, just doesn't matter. There are days you will decline your martyr status.
I know I need GOD! I have always known that fact. My mother lived eighty-seven years teamed up with satan trying to prove my grandfather wrong. Martha never got over her humiliation of being drug out of a whore house by her father.
Martha had been lying, pretending she was still in college, collecting tuition money from her father while an active whore. Some how Martha and her mother had cunningly twisted the facts and felt that it was o.k. for Mathy Jane to be extremely promiscuous, extremely cruel and just as sneaky because Mathy Jane was so white looking.
Pure ignorance left over from the antebellum period. It lingers. Ignorant "color struck" stupidity lingers in our world because most people agree with it. We have all been conditioned.
It is a LIE! A damnable lie straight from the bowels of hell! I will have NO part of "Color prejudice". It is worse than cancer because it is so contagious. I will not catch it! I will point it out when I see it.
It is so unnecessary. We all lose looking for a particular color, race, culture, age, gender, financial status. It prevents us from entering the Kingdom. Becoming a color blind society is a must, not a suggestion. "Learn to live together as brothers or perish together as fools."
We live in a pluralistic society. No one culture is superior to the other. We are culturally different. That's it.
My character is not defined by my culture, my color or my age. People that cling to "color" as a barrier , as a potential road block, as an excuse for their wrong doing, are misdirected.
"Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free." I found my truth and the source of my tremendous grief for sixty-two years was in my home, in my heart. But, GOD revealed her to me, just like He said He would.
PTL!
I press on …
**Bible verse deliberately scrambled for the sake of art.
You can teach cultural pride, you can expose your children to their unique culture without perpetuating hatred, ethnocentrism. You can love yourself, pull yourself up by your own bootstraps , when you own your mistakes, acknowledge your culpability.
I do want this world to know how authentically evil some women can be. Steer clear. "Shun the very presence of evil."
Most importantly, THINK! Jesus Christ was not a sadist! satan is the sadist!
Who is them LORD? "The unrighteous, the lying hypocrites that use my name in vain, use my name in order to practice their abominable evil in secret."
satan is an ignorant viper, ravenous, can't be satisfied. s/he is a trickster. The "unremorseful" do not apologize! They do not, can not possibly feel for you. They are incapable of any form of sympathy or empathy. They are raging with extreme unexplained jealousy for every one on this earth.
They are vipers. You should stay away from them. You should not fear them. "Get thee behind me satan!" Jesus told us that. He never suggested that we lie, cloak, fear, feel ashamed, feel hog tied and tethered to a beast.
What did she get? How could her self esteem be so low as to surround herself with little defenseless , raggedy, mildew smelling, thrift shop wearing, little black bastard children and turn around and blame them?
I didn't ask to come here! How dare you brag about how many coat hanger attempted abortions you tried on my brother before you just gave up? How dare you put that story out there without so much as an, "I'm sorry … I must have been out of my mind …please forgive me?"
How dare you be a total wretch and hide behind; "GAWD sits high and looks low!" never, ever meaning one single word?
How dare I be dumb enough to let you deliberately deceive, and rob me over and over for sixty-two years! How dare you be such a low whore that you know no boundaries and demand to be kept secret. How dare you nearly beat your raped son to death and think you can escape the retribution you deserve for the lowest, sickest, diabolical , sexual, physical, emotional, psychological, abuse unheard of in modern times!?
Rot you cur! May your name rot! May your kind rot! May all that keep you a secret, that still live in fear of you, rot!
Women, GOD gave us the responsibility of virtue, of modesty, of righteousness . That is why GOD chose Mary, a virgin, a Holy virtuous woman to bare His Son. He knew she would never deliberately attempt to destroy him out of insane jealousy and low moral character.
That is what we should try to be, virtuous women for our sons and daughters.
Think for yourself. Do know that your body is a Holy temple. Are you a whore like Martha? Do you easily and readily "lie" with any one, at any time and every opportunity? Do you use sex as a recreational sport?
Do you engage in sexual intercourse without establishing a solid relationship? Why? Have you ever had relations with a man that made you feel like a urinal? Was he worth it?
Young people , particularly young "Black" people, please do not go out in this world falsely believing skin color means anything.
Their is nothing unique concerning human characteristics. There is certainly no guarantee that your "race" is more intelligent, more gifted, etc. That is man, the master distractor. While we are squabbling over crumbs, the manipulative racist beast is escaping with the lion's share of the goods and services of this planet.
99% - 95% 0f the world's wealth is possessed and controlled by 5% - 1% of the world's population! Why because most people are blind ignorant hypocritical sheep. Most people are racist, ethnocentric, are too blind to see pass skin color.
Do not dare try to suggest to me that "Black people" are some how morally better, will or will not commit certain acts! Black people sold black people into slavery first! All people on this earth have been enslaved, exploited, used as cannon fodder for wars.
GOD always sends a messenger, a Jeremiah, a prophet, to warn the people. Of course, they scoff and never listen. Well, very few listen. That's cool because it is all in Divine Order. His sheep hear His voice, know to come out from among them.
Christ Lovers know to not fear satan. satan is a bully and satan is dead!
Wage disparity continues to grow in this country for one primary reason. Critical thinking. Most people neither possess it, nor want it. Dr. King reminded how much people hate to think. Not only do we hate to think we easily forget.
Most people suffer from "mob mentality", easily roused to do wrong based on a lie. Far too many as just plan predatory. Just evil vipers. These vipers, these human maggots demand that we co-conspire with them.
If they are like my mother , they don't ask, they force. And these evil whores start early. These "stanking" evil, common as bat shit , whores should never have children. Be left around children.
They are evil, that are ravenous, human vampires, thirsting for innocent blood. Do not trust them! "From such stay away."
Here again is our culpability. It was my own wishful thinking, perhaps my own greed that kept me tethered to Martha. She was always making these grand promises and never delivered. Martha was one sick puppy. She would keep you on the phone for hours, pumping you for information, the intimate details of your life, of any romantic relationship.
She wasn't just nosey to be nosey. Martha was the kind of woman that is an anti-Christ. Any man or woman sitting in authority in a church practicing sorcery, lying, fornicating, committing adultery, is a closet homosexual , is lost, misinformed, misguided, illiterate, BLIND! "The blind can not lead the blind less they all fall in the ditch." If you followed Martha Jane Walters, you fell in a ditch. That was her evil, ignorant, primitive, intention.
Martha did deliberately sell her soul to satan. She didn't need to , she wanted to . She was too proud, too stiff necked and frankly too criminal minded. Martha was a sadistic sociopath. Why my grandfather chose to keep her past a secret from us must be GOD's will.
Her past came out any way because she never changed. Martha never grew. She vexed on purpose. I think they call that passive aggression.
GOD calls it evil. He told us to stay away.
If you want to know someone, look at their deeds. We all knew Martha was a greedy bullshitter, phony actress. I knew she was a serpent. Was I hoping she would get better? Was I praying for a radical change? Did I honestly believe she would ever apologize for , admit to, murdering her own daddy? To being a sexual predator? A notorious "root worker"?
No, "This too shall pass" Thank GOD for being made stronger. Thank GOD for His faithfulness!
What evidence did I have that she could ever change? Had she ever apologized for anything? She always had the same excuse; "Dem sorry ass black ***** men"
No matter the color, ethnic origin and degree of kinship, "Look at their fruit!"
My heart goes out to the couple that survived their sons bludgeoning, stabbing, selfish assault and attempted murder, at the hands of their sons. They proclaimed the glory of GOD to the Television cameras in their gratitude for their ability to forgive their sons.
They don't know the cause of this event, nor do they want to know. They think they are doing the Christian thing. Some one should remind them that Jesus told us to shun evil. That our enemies would be of our own household.
The first time my mother tried to murder her father she was sixteen. She finally succeeded when she was fifty-four.
My mother was a demon, a viper, an extremely evil sadist and she deliberately plagued, vexed, perplexed and confused all she knew for eighty-seven years. This should not be, should have never been tolerated.
GOD gives us power over such. We all gave Martha the last thing she needed, fear, control. We were terrorized into silence.
She is finally safely dead. No, I did not wait on her death to reveal her. I started revealing years before she died. I also begged her to repent. Of course she didn't.
This warning is for you, for us the living. Get right , get right with GOD! You do not have to believe in GOD to know what is right.
Save the children! Save our children from the evil doer. Exercise your rights, you right to live in a just and honest world where all children are safe.
No matter what, no one can stop GOD's Word from going forth. The evil doer will perish.
Oh yes, what I know, can only be revealed by GOD's Holy Spirit. If you don't know or don't want to know, it is all in GOD's Hands. This Gospel may not be for you. If you are a man pleaser, if you actually care about the opinions of others. If you are still too blind to see through lying, hypocritical always politically correct man. If you have become a slave to man's carnal pleasures, you might miss your blessing.
I saw it. I saw and felt it so many times for sixty-two years. For the vast majority of my life I was ,blind and confused. Martha would work "witchcraft" on friends and family, then squeal like a pig and clap her hands when her "roots" were successful.
Did I know I was her chief target? Did I know my mother hated me with a passion? My mother treated me like pure dog shit under her shoe for SIXTY-TWO YEARS. And I foolishly kept trying to love her, I kept trying to EARN her love and admiration. It was impossible. It can NOT be done! GOD put enmity between His children and satan's.
Martha Jane Walters belonged to satan! There is no doubt or debate about it. She did the will of satan for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS!
Finally GOD said NO! Praise the LORD!
What a poor foolish woman, that gave up her gifts from GOD to serve the evil one. Spiritually demented! Morally depraved! A vicious mongrel that Preached!
Stop! Stop being foolish. Stop being afraid! Confront satan, s/he will run!
Dear LORD, there is no greater evil, no lower whore on this earth than a woman that will sexually rape and molest her children! The only thing worse than any woman initiating and participating in such diabolical acts is the foolish fallen woman that will stalk those same children until she expires. Just dies from the sheer exhaustion of all her evil.
I, we, were stalked by our diseased mother. A low creature that hated. Just hated! Loved vexing, deliberately keeping up confusion and drama more than she loved living. Loved sadistic torture more than any thing possible. A woman so common, so lazy, she deliberately targeted her own family.
GOD said No!
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for I know that GOD is with me.
Dear LORD thank you for delivering me from the hands of the most evil viper to come here, to slither on this earth in two thousand years! . Thank you fro delivering me from my "friends", my enemies, those not on my level.
May they all come to the true knowledge of our saving Jesus Christ, Our LORD, soon.
No matter how dark the night, how long your struggle, GOD is with You! PRAISE GOD ALMIGHTY!
Yes, that old stanking whore and her flying monkeys struck me again! So what! You can not and will not humble me satan. Never did and never will.
For sixty-four years I have been fighting and wresting with the greatest evil known to mankind. The evil, stupid, common VOLUNTEER whore had the nerve to try to hide in the "church". Drug us to church every single Sunday!
Lying! Putting on a show. Siting up in GOD's house for cover. A complete malignant narcissist that refused to humble herself, to ever be wrong. Well satan's whore, you should have kept your filthy hands off of me as GOD told you.
There are far too many of these women and effeminate men on this earth! There is no excuse for their blatant wicked reign. It is our fault. It is the fault of the babe's in Christ running scared, running faithless and weakly, giving up and giving in.
I won't!
And hey, you, the one that casts dispersions on me because you have never heard of such, You are a fool! Do know your day is coming. The only people that can possibly defend such a foul malignant MONSTROSITY as my mother are possessed with at least one of her tendencies, jealousy.
Martha was an insanely jealous woman. I hope you hurry up an d see where it got her.
My LORD! My LORD! Thank you for the enmity you put between my mother and I. Thank you for making her hate me viciously and cruelly every time she looked at me. Take that pain LORD. Take that huge rock lodged in my throat. As a child of eight I was made to suffer miserably. Was it my age LORD? Why did she choose to have me raped at the same age she was when she was viciously raped?
No, satan, you out did yourself with that Mathy Jane. The saddest fact is, I haven't told it all! I can not put her worse diabolical deeds on paper, well not on this blog.
You have created some dummies, evil one. People just as dumb and superstitious as any field slave! And just as "unread" and illiterate. To prove a point concerning our gullibility and stupidity I deliberately told my students that Lake Michigan was the largest man made lake in the world.
I pulled down the map, sent them to the board to inspect it themselves and swore to my facts. Not one student objected because I used ridicule. "What dummy in here doesn't know that!?". The entire class bowed obediently. I had a good time mocking them until I couldn't take it any more.
I proved my point but I hurt their feelings, many of my eighth graders were crushed, demoralized. Crying; "Miss Doster, we trusted you." I apologized, crying too, because I had truly terrorized myself. We were covering WWII and I was demonstrating how a man like Adolf Hitler could come to power and be so loved.
Hitler was loved because he created jobs, a war machine designed to take over the world. "Any leader that puts money in your pocket, pulls you out of the greatest depression your world had ever seen, gives you a spiffy uniform and a title, orders you to commit genocide against people already despised." You are going to do it.
That is Donald Trump people! Don't you dare laugh. The man is a RACIST! He is puffed up with false pride. You have to be a greedy desperate woman to want him. I'm sorry, money is not every thing. It is better to be in a hole in the around, happy, in peace, than to live in the finest palace with someone so evil, lying, disingenuous . A clamorous bully and just as ignorant.
That was my mother, worse than being an old common whore that would have sex with ANYONE! And I do mean ANYONE, she was a SORCERER! A SORCERER that PREACHED!
I am wondering what kind of "churches" do we really have. Why do people bother going? You would do better attending "bedside Baptist" than sitting up under some old reprobate whore, closet root working lesbian, full of pure hatred for GOD and you. I want people to know they should get re-baptized, say the last rites over your deceased again.
And if you are one of those poor lost souls still in love with her, I pity you. I pray for you. May Almighty GOD take your blinders off one day.
Any demon smart enough to teach her children to NOT EVER READ THE BOOK OF REVELATION , has a demonic spirit, an Adolf Hitler spirit.
Of course she MURDERED her own father. We should all be glad she did not get more of us.
few are chosen." Jesus admonished us. Many vex, many are nothing but old jealous sea hags like my mother. My anger and actual hatred for such successful lying whores boils over today.
"Forget it." "Forget her" "Let it go!" is all I hear. "Why can't you just forget it!?"
Outraged I scream; "Why!? Why are you letting such a low whore get away!? Why aren't you outraged with me? When is INCEST o.k.? What kind of mother, daughter, sister, woman, lives such a low repugnant life for 87 years , and no one care?
Am I living in a parallel world? Has this world become totally immoral? Sex has become a recreational sport. I really don't have a problem with that or judge the people that live such a lifestyle. But, to "Oh well" a complete sick sociopath, a manacle malignant narcissistic MONSTROSITY!
That is unconscionable. For anyone to know that such a woman lived, preached, was called The Mother of the Church , while secretly being common as bat shit is frightening. That is common. That means the person that knows of such and refuses to lift their voice, is just as common.
You are the kind of person that would walk by a person being assaulted and would choose to mind your own business.
I already have trust issues. Her church doesn't care. Her friends and family don't care. Martha Jane Walters shot her father down like a dog! Shot him in the heart in 1979. I did not find the courage to accept the fact that she indeed did do something so dastardly, until 1988.
No one has stood with me. No one. My brothers know, yet the fear they display when I bring it up, is no less than sheer terror. I fully understand because Martha was surely a two legged viper, a demonic beast. I personally witnessed her beat men down. That second husband, she beat bloody on the regular. Pistol whipped him, took his manhood! Just flat robbed and enslaved him.
The saddest fact of all she did it with his permission because he was very "color struck". He was jet black, Sudan charcoal black. Martha reminded him or how light she was and that he should be happy that she lowered herself to have him.
My head is reeling now because this attitude was from a prostitute. A woman that wantonly sold her body for money to soldiers on pay day.
Did he try to make a decent woman out of her? I think so. Her was a sergeant in the Army. He was a medical technician. Very respected for his ability to suture so perfectly the wounded at Womack Army Hospital. She did go back to college in her mid thirties . Did acquire an associates degree that she embellished to a PH.D. "I'm jest a few hours short of my PH.D. in Psychology." She used to lie.
Martha was a pathological liar. If she was talking, you could be sure she was lying. Just do not call her a liar, do not ever question her lie. Do not make a face that looked like you were not in rapture, mesmerized and fascinated. As a matter of fact, just be nothing. Just be the source of her narcissistic supply.
If you were foolish enough to ever defend yourself, to defy her in any way, prepare to die. Hope and pray that you could run fast. "Fleet of feet" was our running joke. No matter the beating, the vulgar cursing, you had to endure, do know that she was going to soothe your wounds, reassure you that she loved you but you brought that awful beating on yourself.
I am incredulous! "Really GOD!?" What kind of people am I related to? Is it fear? Is it shame? Is it me? Was Martha a Teflon demon laden imp? Are people as seriously uncaring? Why spend any amount of time begging GOD for a blessing while you do absolutely nothing to deliver innocent children from the likes of these reprobate men and women that have completely taken over far too many churches? Families?
Jesus said; "Let the dead bury the dead." I did. I did not so much as point my body in the direction of her funeral. But, I'm wrong! I am hated. "Forget it!" "Forgive her!" I did! I forgave her and she made a complete fool out of me.
I nursed her, showered her with gifts while she plied me with daggers in the back. Martha was the low type of whore that would get you on the phone and pump you for information. Great personal information, your social security number, your work address and phone number, all your personal business . Then she would contact your employers and spread blatant lies on you. Tell them you were addicted to drugs, were homosexual, that you were a pedophile. No lie was too disgusting.
Get wind of it, simply suspect her. It was war and she would punish you so badly, you would wish for death to over take you. Perhaps that is why I could entertain the idea granddaddy killed himself. I lost count of the number of times I contemplated suicide due to her extreme cruelty.
These whorish men and women are ruining our world, devouring our children while the world watches, silent, speechless. satan demands that I give up. I will NOT! I will not shut up. "Though satan slay me, I will serve the LORD."
My only consolation comes from reading the Bible.
"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5)
"Write down the revelation and make it plain on tablets so that a herald may run with it. For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. Though it linger, wait for it; it will certainly come and will not delay."
"See, he is puffed up; his desires are not upright--- but the righteous will live by his faith--- indeed, wine betrays him; he is arrogant and never at rest. Because he is greedy as the grave and like death is never satisfied, he gathers to himself all the nations and takes captive all the peoples." (Habakkuk 2:2-5)
"You have plotted the ruin of many peoples, shaming your own house and forfeiting your life." That was my mother. My mother deliberately tore down the dynasty, the legacy that her father, Jerome Walters built. Why? Because she hated him. He never let her go "unadmonished" uncriticized for her actions. Sure, she did run over him like a Mack truck, fleeced him out of his hard earned money, monthly.
Martha hated right, all righteousness, all innocence and did preach to mock GOD. Martha was ratcheted , common and low, yet preached and prayed every Sunday. Every single Sunday. We were never allowed to miss church. Do you suppose she thought GOD was impressed. No! She did not believe in GOD. The truth is I think she just wanted to show off her fine clothes and fine cars.
Got up, got dressed, put on her Sunday best, which was the best and had her zombie too young husband drive her to the front of Simon Temple, where she would be met by some handsome young man and escorted into the church like she was some reigning queen.
"Up'der preaching!" Knowing full well she was filthy with the sins of voodoo, conjure, incest, pedophilia, murder, lying, plotting, stealing, of intentionally leading her entire family into captivity.
Am I the only descendant of JR Walters to escape the long arm of her grasp, of her evil talons? "My GOD FROM ZION!" This woman, this one horrid hidden woman has vexed me from the cradle to the grave.
Who can bear such grief? What human being has the ability to stand under the pressure of such grief? "She is dead, forget her!" ; are the lamblasts from people tired of my whining, my complaining, my cry for justice for my grandfather.
No, LORD, I do not understand. Why is a good man vilified , lied on and hated? While a known "root working" false preacher, murdering incestuous pedophile is lauded and revered?
My grandfather taught me that man does not do what is right; he only does what is convenient.
I am sorry, I can not be a man pleaser. If I am crucified like my Jesus I am willing to pay that cost. No woman like Martha Jane Walters is going to come to this earth and do so much, damage, so much filth for 87 years, die and just be done.
I know, no one is right, until they are right with GOD. My brothers and their families are not right. I keep warning every one in my family, they are cursed. Cursed with a curse for failing to honor Jerome Walters.
Dear LORD why do they pretend to be thick? Why is their faith so weak? Why are they themselves so uncaring?
Why am I sickened daily with the sight of severely abused children? Why is our government so gutless? We can kill babies, readily abort them, sell their body parts. Very few care. Children are severely abused for the porn industry. Just who cares? I am so glad I was born before the Internet. This is certainly a practice Martha Jane Walters would have readily adopted.
Why not? Obviously she would have been cunning enough to get away with such a practice and preach. I still shiver recalling my many escapes from her trying to force me into prostitution.
You will not win Martha Jane, you and your horde. GOD will send me some one. GOD will send me an answer. "Time changes all things"
People are crowding into churches right now. I wonder why they are there? If you are not growing in the power and understanding of the Holy Ghost, why go?
