What does love cost?

It should not cost anything, it should be free.  Do know that there are far too many men and women that come with a price.  There are far too many misinformed human beings on this earth that think they can trade their "fineness" and "skills" for financial favors.

And unfortunately many of us, particularly young women with low self esteem , will fall prey to that low status,  momentarily.  I say that because I did.  I was deliberately ushered into it by a fallen woman determined to make sure every woman fell down because she did.  A woman that freely admitted to being corrupt while deliberately never bothering to explain why.

A woman so guilt ridden she blamed all of her secret closet sins on the entire world.  "The wicked fleeth when no one pursueth"

"He luk lak my mama's people!";  she offered to unsuspecting people every time relatives compared the siblings , just one year apart.  Every one was amazed at how the youngest one outgrew the oldest one.

Nothing but lies.  Poor Martha's entire life was built on nothing but lies.  Of course she hated her life.  Of course she hated all women that proved to be wiser.  Luckier was Mathy's stupid, ill informed, uneducated, unread, primitive slave opinion.  A woman so jealous of me, her own daughter, she did every evil sick low underhanded trick to slay me and when her evil backfired she hated me the more and targeted me even more.

Viewing that psychologically,  it makes sense.  A woman who had to carry the carnal guilt society assigned to her, had to lash out at me.  I reminded her that innocence is real and can not be corrupted.  Every time I escaped one of her evil schemes for my destruction she was reminded that she was on the wrong team.  Every time I bought her a gift or praised her she was reminded of the true volunteer reprobate she was.

Truthfully, that was punishment enough.  That is why it is important for all people to never perform acts that disgust them.  Sure you got a little money, but you also have that image .  Some images are deplorable.  Some people are deplorable.  "From such stay away."

Any life built on lies will cave.  Fear may keep it up, fear may keep up appearances for a while.  But someone is bound to break, to turn coat, to catch on, to come to the realization that GOD is All Knowing, All Powerful!

  Every one is not stupid.  Everyone is not afraid and some are actually intellectually curious.  Some get it.   Some see clearly how Martha was a curse, how she brought an entire dynasty into captivity.  Her captivity, which was so  confusing, clamorous, loud, abusive, offensive, degrading,humiliating, it proved to be worthless.  

Dear LORD, let them all know they can finally walk out.  Jesus said; "If thine right eye offend thee, pluck it out."  If and when you have an imp in your family, a woman, a daughter, a sister, another that is completely wrong with GOD, you must free yourself!

He said He is coming back like a thief in the night, and He is.  He told us to be "also ready."  I do not want Jesus to come back with me trembling and holding onto the false image of a demon because i am afraid to face my truth, no matter how dreadful.

Dear LORD! Thank you for your tender mercies!  I beseech the LORD as humbly as I know how thanking You for releasing me from the hand of my mortal enemies.

PTL!

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