No, I am not where I ever wanted to be ...

but I know that Mathy Jane Monstrosity is happy or would be happy.  How do you explain to people that you were born to, connected to, involved with,  the sickest most miserable "human" being to ever live?

Have you ever had to try and love someone despicable ?  Some one common and low down , a pure filth monger, a common sexual predator, a rapist, a murderer!  A vile common woman cunning enough to hide among the innocent and to get away.

A "root worker", a modern day soothe Sayer.  A person so bizarre, so ridiculous, few can believe her possible.  A woman so evil she has rendered all of her victims speechless, silent.  If and when they do talk, they are lying in defense of her.

No one can come to this earth and be so completely maniacal,  be so completely successful in her abominable evil, that no one ever says a mumbling word against her.   No beautiful woman can preach, live a foul life, the exact opposite of the one she pretends to live, never care and never pay.  Commit  sins so disgusting, no one wants to know.

Well she did!  No,  Martha Jane Walters DID NOT turn GOD's Word into a lie but , "may as well."  No one cares that a despicable demon came to this world, destroyed everything she ever touched and just died!  An old skinning, grinning, fake, perverted troll, came to this earth and did every thing possible against GOD and His people, and just died.  Just faded away.  Had a big funeral, was praised into high heaven, and just died!    Died old, too!  Never any cancer, never mocked, never hated, never exposed.  No prison time.  No rebuke.

I feel like I got the punishment and rebuke Martha deserved.

I tried to help my brother, the most successful one my mother destroyed.  We started a business Holy Ghost Productions.   He refused to get baptized, listened to his evil mother, denied GOD and like a dog returned to his vomit.

Left me a "root".  My house is rotting down all around me.  I fully recognize it.   For  over eighty-seven years Martha utterly destroyed , and destroyed  while being loved and lauded by her many, many victims .  This is the third time she hit me.  I was not foolish.  I was loving and trusting.  Martha Jane Walters was my destiny.  She had to come here.  I had to be putty in her wicked hands!

I am still here!  I survived! No! I will not shut up!  The world will know that our world is being deliberately destroyed by Mathy Janes in our families.  Jesus told us our enemies will be of our own household!

World, you have known no greater evil, no greater enemy than a Mathy Jane  cloistered up in your house, your home, your family, your church.  "From such stay away!"

I fully recognize this lying hypocritical world is not only deaf, it is blind.

GOD did not let Martha win, man did.  My blind ignorant family let her win.  I won't!  I trust in the LORD with all my heart.  But, I am a stranger here.  I have no business here.  This world is too hard, too lying, too hypocritical.

"Come Jesus"

PTL!

I press on   ...