"Forget it." "Forget her" "Let it go!" is all I hear. "Why can't you just forget it!?"
Outraged I scream; "Why!? Why are you letting such a low whore get away!? Why aren't you outraged with me? When is INCEST o.k.? What kind of mother, daughter, sister, woman, lives such a low repugnant life for 87 years , and no one care?
Am I living in a parallel world? Has this world become totally immoral? Sex has become a recreational sport. I really don't have a problem with that or judge the people that live such a lifestyle. But, to "Oh well" a complete sick sociopath, a manacle malignant narcissistic MONSTROSITY!
That is unconscionable. For anyone to know that such a woman lived, preached, was called The Mother of the Church , while secretly being common as bat shit is frightening. That is common. That means the person that knows of such and refuses to lift their voice, is just as common.
You are the kind of person that would walk by a person being assaulted and would choose to mind your own business.
I already have trust issues. Her church doesn't care. Her friends and family don't care. Martha Jane Walters shot her father down like a dog! Shot him in the heart in 1979. I did not find the courage to accept the fact that she indeed did do something so dastardly, until 1988.
No one has stood with me. No one. My brothers know, yet the fear they display when I bring it up, is no less than sheer terror. I fully understand because Martha was surely a two legged viper, a demonic beast. I personally witnessed her beat men down. That second husband, she beat bloody on the regular. Pistol whipped him, took his manhood! Just flat robbed and enslaved him.
The saddest fact of all she did it with his permission because he was very "color struck". He was jet black, Sudan charcoal black. Martha reminded him or how light she was and that he should be happy that she lowered herself to have him.
My head is reeling now because this attitude was from a prostitute. A woman that wantonly sold her body for money to soldiers on pay day.
Did he try to make a decent woman out of her? I think so. Her was a sergeant in the Army. He was a medical technician. Very respected for his ability to suture so perfectly the wounded at Womack Army Hospital. She did go back to college in her mid thirties . Did acquire an associates degree that she embellished to a PH.D. "I'm jest a few hours short of my PH.D. in Psychology." She used to lie.
Martha was a pathological liar. If she was talking, you could be sure she was lying. Just do not call her a liar, do not ever question her lie. Do not make a face that looked like you were not in rapture, mesmerized and fascinated. As a matter of fact, just be nothing. Just be the source of her narcissistic supply.
If you were foolish enough to ever defend yourself, to defy her in any way, prepare to die. Hope and pray that you could run fast. "Fleet of feet" was our running joke. No matter the beating, the vulgar cursing, you had to endure, do know that she was going to soothe your wounds, reassure you that she loved you but you brought that awful beating on yourself.
I am incredulous! "Really GOD!?" What kind of people am I related to? Is it fear? Is it shame? Is it me? Was Martha a Teflon demon laden imp? Are people as seriously uncaring? Why spend any amount of time begging GOD for a blessing while you do absolutely nothing to deliver innocent children from the likes of these reprobate men and women that have completely taken over far too many churches? Families?
Jesus said; "Let the dead bury the dead." I did. I did not so much as point my body in the direction of her funeral. But, I'm wrong! I am hated. "Forget it!" "Forgive her!" I did! I forgave her and she made a complete fool out of me.
I nursed her, showered her with gifts while she plied me with daggers in the back. Martha was the low type of whore that would get you on the phone and pump you for information. Great personal information, your social security number, your work address and phone number, all your personal business . Then she would contact your employers and spread blatant lies on you. Tell them you were addicted to drugs, were homosexual, that you were a pedophile. No lie was too disgusting.
Get wind of it, simply suspect her. It was war and she would punish you so badly, you would wish for death to over take you. Perhaps that is why I could entertain the idea granddaddy killed himself. I lost count of the number of times I contemplated suicide due to her extreme cruelty.
These whorish men and women are ruining our world, devouring our children while the world watches, silent, speechless. satan demands that I give up. I will NOT! I will not shut up. "Though satan slay me, I will serve the LORD."
My only consolation comes from reading the Bible.
"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5)
"Write down the revelation and make it plain on tablets so that a herald may run with it. For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. Though it linger, wait for it; it will certainly come and will not delay."
"See, he is puffed up; his desires are not upright--- but the righteous will live by his faith--- indeed, wine betrays him; he is arrogant and never at rest. Because he is greedy as the grave and like death is never satisfied, he gathers to himself all the nations and takes captive all the peoples." (Habakkuk 2:2-5)
"You have plotted the ruin of many peoples, shaming your own house and forfeiting your life." That was my mother. My mother deliberately tore down the dynasty, the legacy that her father, Jerome Walters built. Why? Because she hated him. He never let her go "unadmonished" uncriticized for her actions. Sure, she did run over him like a Mack truck, fleeced him out of his hard earned money, monthly.
Martha hated right, all righteousness, all innocence and did preach to mock GOD. Martha was ratcheted , common and low, yet preached and prayed every Sunday. Every single Sunday. We were never allowed to miss church. Do you suppose she thought GOD was impressed. No! She did not believe in GOD. The truth is I think she just wanted to show off her fine clothes and fine cars.
Got up, got dressed, put on her Sunday best, which was the best and had her zombie too young husband drive her to the front of Simon Temple, where she would be met by some handsome young man and escorted into the church like she was some reigning queen.
"Up'der preaching!" Knowing full well she was filthy with the sins of voodoo, conjure, incest, pedophilia, murder, lying, plotting, stealing, of intentionally leading her entire family into captivity.
Am I the only descendant of JR Walters to escape the long arm of her grasp, of her evil talons? "My GOD FROM ZION!" This woman, this one horrid hidden woman has vexed me from the cradle to the grave.
Who can bear such grief? What human being has the ability to stand under the pressure of such grief? "She is dead, forget her!" ; are the lamblasts from people tired of my whining, my complaining, my cry for justice for my grandfather.
No, LORD, I do not understand. Why is a good man vilified , lied on and hated? While a known "root working" false preacher, murdering incestuous pedophile is lauded and revered?
My grandfather taught me that man does not do what is right; he only does what is convenient.
I am sorry, I can not be a man pleaser. If I am crucified like my Jesus I am willing to pay that cost. No woman like Martha Jane Walters is going to come to this earth and do so much, damage, so much filth for 87 years, die and just be done.
I know, no one is right, until they are right with GOD. My brothers and their families are not right. I keep warning every one in my family, they are cursed. Cursed with a curse for failing to honor Jerome Walters.
Dear LORD why do they pretend to be thick? Why is their faith so weak? Why are they themselves so uncaring?
Why am I sickened daily with the sight of severely abused children? Why is our government so gutless? We can kill babies, readily abort them, sell their body parts. Very few care. Children are severely abused for the porn industry. Just who cares? I am so glad I was born before the Internet. This is certainly a practice Martha Jane Walters would have readily adopted.
Why not? Obviously she would have been cunning enough to get away with such a practice and preach. I still shiver recalling my many escapes from her trying to force me into prostitution.
You will not win Martha Jane, you and your horde. GOD will send me some one. GOD will send me an answer. "Time changes all things"
People are crowding into churches right now. I wonder why they are there? If you are not growing in the power and understanding of the Holy Ghost, why go?
PTL!
I press on ...
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