I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Wednesday, September 30, 2020

Cleo's Mood


AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!

I shall call this post "Rachel's Mood". I claim this soothing , healing song with all humility. Yes, I am a "These are They".  Yes, I came out of Great Tribulation! Absolute HORROR UNLEASHED!  Yes, World my "birther" was one sick, psychotic, sadistic, common, INCESTUOUS/PEDOPHILE,  Low Whore,  that had just enough cunning and Malignant Treachery , to take down the entire Walter's Clan!

YES! the low whore, disciple of satan , tricked the AFRICAN METHODIST EPISCOPAL ZION CHURCH OUT OF A LETTER OF ORDINATION!

Yes, that low life , closet whore,  took pride in secretly stalking all six of her children!  Destroying US on the sly, ripping US limb from limb,  for her secret Sadistic , Demon Possessed Pleasure!

Yes, the low whore grinned from ear to ear every time her "conjure" worked.  Every time s/he broke OUR hearts with some lie , some promise, s/he volunteered to make US crave.

 However, make sure you know, the low slut,  got as good as s/he gave.

Always a whore, always  a prostitute, s/he could NEVER get a good man to marry her! No surprise,  dumb whore! Why should any good looking man,  of good quality,  ever want you,  ever want your sick, psychotic, pathological lying, whorish, stanking ass? 

Wo/Man! satan himself wanted no part of you!

What did you ever have to offer? "Good hot pussy" Shut up , you slut!

Bitch, you demanded every cent, every "check" , every "nut" , every dick, every dream, every ounce of masculinity , from every man or woman  that "desired" you.

Bitch, I can assure you, you were NEVER worth "hauling to the field". WORTHLESS! NO COUNT! d t, before d t.

Why? Your skin color!? Your hair texture!? Your  IMAGINED brilliance? Your imagined intelligence, your imagined mastery of the "Black Arts".

Just rot bitch! Yes, the "Cat is out of the bag",  and you should have repented.

While I sit here in my quite solitude, still angry, still smoldering from the horrid filth that low life slut heaped on me (secretly) for Sixty-two YEARS! I really Rejoice! I am HAPPY!

My GOD from Zion! What kind of Creature demands to birth children to waste, to flush down  toilets, then BRAG! Then secretly stalk, bludgeon, conjure , every one , that perhaps knows, actually suspects , you of being the common vermin, the viper, you always were?

My LORD from Zion! SAVE ALL OF US!  Dear  LORD, please do what My "Church", My "Churches" , My friends, My family, NEVER did! Call out the low common beasts that deliberately, rob, rape, injure, molest, bludgeon, burn, brand, scald US, then Refuse Repentance, in Your Mighty Name LORD!

Shake her out, shake them out like the closet vermin they really are. LORD!

Yes, I feel good. Birthed to a sick succubus , married a sicker succubus, reduced to dung by white supremacy.  So!? I endured to the end and did some Great Teaching in the Process!
BEAMING!

LET GOD ARISE!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Wednesday, September 30, 20/20


Tuesday, September 29, 2020

Phil Collins - In The Air Tonight (Official Music Video)


Swooning! Born into the clutches of an ignorant imp, so foolish, so full of pride, s/he deliberately chose Me,  to destroy.  To sacrifice on her alter of empty, foolishness, volunteer servitude.

It can't be done! I AM ANOINTED!

NO! The  "likes of you , NRVER loved me. NEVER COULD.

So? That is the best thing you ever accidentally did for Me.

Well, dumb ass, just how do you intend to keep , lying from your dead ass grave?

It can't be done. You evildoers CAN NOT WIN!

BEAMING!!!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Tuesday, September 29,20/20

Booker T. & The MG's - Time Is Tight


AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! "TIME  is Tight"! Don't waste another mili-second of your precious life,  worrying about shit that was fucked up when you got here!

My stupid ass, lying ass, common ass, sadistic, pathological lying , sneaky ass, creepy ass, untrustworthy , "mother/birther",   wasted eighty-eight years , of what could have been a "good life" , trying to escape punishment.  Behaving like satan's "Bottom bitch",  cloaking GOD's "Truth". Deliberately blocking My, Our,  blessings, stabbing Me, Us,  in the back , because s/he claimed I was "Too Black"!

"My LORD from Zion"; how evil is an evil , demon possessed imp, determined, willing,  to completely fake "Christianity" , in order to destroy  those they  have decided are unworthy of GOD's love?

I can laugh now, I bought it, "Hook , line and sinker", until that low slut,  mailed me a letter chocked in her SHIT! "BITCH! YOU ARE A MUTHAFUCKING DEMON!"  "Low 'hoe! You just revealed your sick, sadistic, dick loving, demon loving, demon possessed SELF!"

Now, here comes d t! This bitch ain't paid his taxes, his "fair share of taxes, forever". So! Who didn't know? WE didn't know a lot of SHIT, until Baraka was elected.  Damn, ... this is ALL some,  straight up BULLSHIT! Democracy is nothing but a dream! Ninety-nine, point nine percent of Black people shall NEVER so much as smell "Democracy". 

Your fucking "Vote" doesn't count. Democrats don't give a SHIT about you either.

I was a fourteen year old child , keeping a sharp knife handy, promising GOD I was going to stab my "mother's" sick, sadistic, incestuous , pedophile husband, if he ever so much as touched me again...while totally overlooking my , just as sick, just as predatory "mother".

The People have No Power,  No Voice! The racist, evil, One Percent,  got evil and stupidity on lock! No wonder I was run out of "Education"!  This World has no room, no desire for "Critical Thinkers" or Truth Tellers. 

LORD, I accidentally married a "man" a "tri-sexual", so lost, so delusional, so stupid, un-read and poorly educated, he actually thought the Bible was some kind of "magic tool". Some mysterious Book, that you could touch, or rub and just ask this "mysterious good" for what ever you ever wanted.

Yes, I accidentally married a slut, so low, so lost, s/he really believed his skin color , a blessing from Almighty GOD! Thought I s/he be glad to get him. Claimed he was "bi-sexual" when finally caught! Sick! Sick! Sick! "Get thee behind Me satan!"

Jesus was a critical thinker, a wise man, look what the "religious leaders" did to [HIM].

My , Our "mother/birther" had Us, sitting up in Wesley A.M.E.Zion Church , in Wade, North Carolina, eight , nine, ten, twelves HOURS! EVERY MUTHAFUCKING SUNDAY FOR A ZILLION YEARS! FOR WHAT? Dumb WHORE!  Did you really think "Church" was some type of laundry? A place to go and wash your sick, psychotic, carnal, INCESTUOUS/PEDOPHILE/MURDEROUS SOUL clean?

For Eighty-Eight YEARS, Bitch? So, just how stupid were you, really? 

Oh, by the way, money is NOT Power and none of you,  lascivious, sadistic, ravenous wolves,  shall get away!

BEAMING!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Tuesday, September 29, 20/20 


JUNIOR WALKER and the ALLSTARS - "WHAT DOES IT TAKE" (to win your love) ...

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! The Secret, Closet, Sick, Sadistic Whore is DEAD SEVEN AWESOME YEARS!

World! Don't you dare look to one good "Christian" , or the "Church" to save You. SAVE YOURSELF! "Look well to your going, your coming in, your going out."

 As my Brilliant GrandDADDY taught me , many, many years ago; "Man does NOT do what is right, man does what is convenient."

In my total sixty-nine years of "unending struggle", confusion and deep affliction,  on this green Earth, I have met very few  Blacks of "authority", or importance , that were not  complete "boot licking, closet dick sucking, uncle tomming, skinning, grinning imps. 

Don't trust any of them! They will BACKSTAB YOU!  Sell you down the river! Pimp you out, deliberately destroy your life, then laugh. They will steal your shit, then help you look for it!

These whores will lay up in your house, screw your husband, shake their "goofer dust" all over your house! Use evil practices, poll-tices, conjure, voodoo, evil thoughts, evil prayers, evil imagining,  to hold you down,  because they hate you! Envy You! (Secretly) Blame you for what they reap.

My "mother/birther" blamed us for her nine unwanted babies, straight in a row.  We were the reason no decent man would have her lying, sick, sadistic, pathological lying ass.

Why didn't you know? Why didn't her "Church" know?  Why didn't the good "Christians" of this World know? S/HE WAS DEMON POSSESSED AND DEMON PROTECTED!

No, they (all unrighteous, lying imps and blessing blockers) are going to stalk you. No, you can't easily get away from them ,  if they be "kin". 


Just pray for them." Let GOD handle it. Jesus will fix it!

Thus, that AG of Kentucky. So? He has to look in the mirror. Why be mad because he is too immoral to be ashamed?   Stop being shocked by the acts of demon possessed wo/men.  Be glad you saw. Thank GOD you are a witness. Praise GOD for granting you the Grace to NEVER be so weak!

"Oh ye of little faith", yes,  it is in fact true, satan, demons, imps, white supremest, got this World on lock. BUT, However, their time is up! Thus all this Rage, Persecution. Let'um. My "mother/birther" came to this good green Earth, cut the complete,  Demon Possessed Fool , for Eighty-Eight years! Good,  because d t shares all of her secret characteristics, I can't continue to be a "religious fool".

DELIVERED!

Relax, don't worry. IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!

BEAMING!!!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Tuesday, September 29, 20/20

Monday, September 28, 2020

Pick Myself Up : Live





Please lean in , and do your best to understand, I do sincerely believe ; "The Advent of tRUMP";  is Karma, amerikkka's "Chickens coming home to roost".

While, amerikkka has always claimed, bragged, defended it's "Colonialism", acts of aggression, and EXPLOITATION  against "Defenseless Peoples",  since WWII, s/he has NEVER  been more than a racist hell hole.  Most people bought that bullshit about making the World safe for "Democracy". 

Or did WE? No, WE  were just Hoping. Hoping against hope, against common sense. Using a book , obviously written by the "Oppressor" to keep US in line. Yes, this shit is over five thousand years's old! The sheep are still blind!

So!? Think for Yourself! Jesus gave US permission!

Some of US still believe in the "Dream". PEOPLE!  The man that taught US about "The Dream", GOT SHOT DEAD IN THE HEAD TRYING TO GET US TO FOLLOW HIM , IN PURSUIT OF "THE DREAM" GOT SHOT IN THE FUCKING HEAD!!!

Hear WE are with OUR dumb asses, claiming "Freedom of Speech".

WE still do! YES! Black people are still losing their lives , trying to get what ninety-nine of white people don't have. FREEDOM!  REEDOM AIN'T NOTHING BUT A WORD! A dirty word to all m a g a ERS, tRMP-ERS.

 Black men, the greatest victims of white supremacy , are still signing up to fight for "Democracy" in SOME DESOLATE foreign LAND, (some) knowing full well , DEMOCRACY,  doesn't exist here.

Not, in this amerikkka, this white man's heaven, THIS Black wo/man's hell hole.

Worse, these CRETINS, THESE MONGREL MONSTROSITIES , DEMAND OUR SILENCE, OUR UNDYING LOYALTY! For what? My sick ass,  abusers demanded My silence, Our silence...for what?

To NOT work the "Roots" on Us, that s/he not so secretly worked! To NOT secretly hate, resent, and stalk Us.  SHOULD We Remain silent,  so the victims of this Horrid World , NEVER  realize they are NOT alone?

No, Martha Jane Walters was NEVER to be corrected, criticized, exposed,  or told on . You just better fear that bitch! You just better "go along to get along".

Why? You have no "Power" evildoers, disciples of satan, , NONE what so ever! You NEVER did! You were just "no mannered", savage, a brutal , greedy, COMMON IMP that was so repulsive you claimed your skin color ,  and hair texture , a gift from Almighty GOD. 

Claiming you and you only, could live and die a HORROR, AND BE HONORED FOREVER!

NOT So!

BEAMING!!!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Monday, September 28, 20/20




Peter Tosh - Reggae Mylitis

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Balling out of control, dancing on a dead cretin's , disgusting, unrepentant grave!

YES! I feel so Fantastic, I am FLOATING!  World, if you were ever held completely captive , by a creature so evil, so disgusting, so depraved, when you speak of , mention , just one of her HORRID , DELIBERATE ACTS OF DEPRAVITY, people run from You!

 Blame You! Hate you for shocking their innocent  sensibilities with your Truth!

Just SHUT UP!  ; says the "Christian", says fellow Victims, says every beneficiary of white supremacy.

"Take one for the team". "Shit, you are just another Black female! Shit, you should not have been born Black, female, illegitimate, poor, unwanted, brilliant, too attractive, too kind, too easily intimated.

No World, I TOTALLY DISAGREE!  A HORRID , FAKE, DEMON POSSESSED SLUT,  like Martha should NOT be able to get away with secretly, slyly, covertly,  and clandestinely , PRACTICING THE SICKEST, SADISTIC, EVIL,  ON HER OWN FAMILY FOR EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS!

NO! I shall NOT keep quiet!

I shall brag! I SHALL STAND FLAT FOOTED OF THAT DEAD DEMON'S NECK, BRAGGING THAT S/HE DID NOT DESTROY ME!  I shall make sure I go on record comparing my enslaver/birther/mother,  to that thang that destroyed the Dream.

No, I am NOT mad or sad. Martha Jane Walters was a "needful thing".   So is that Albatross!

amerikkka is REAPING AND I'M BEAMING!!!

"Come Ye out from among them."

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Monday, September 28, 20/20

Sunday, September 27, 2020

The Impressions - Gypsy Woman (1961)


AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! 

No, my "mother/birther" was NEVER a real Gypsy wo/man, s/he just played one in real life.  A "bono-fied" unqualified, "hoodoo doctor/prostitute/preacher",  demon possessed "stud", that  deliberately, covertly, clandestinely,  enjoyed afflicting Excruciating PAIN on  each and every person,  that tried desperately to love her. lying, common, sick, sadistic ass!

World! The only reason I've been trying desperately , for ages, to "tell on"  my sick, sadistic, "mother/birther", there ARE TOO MANY! HORROR IS UNLEASHED!

Women like my "mother/birther" are no longer "rare". THESE WHORES ARE PROLIFIC!  They are Everywhere! Wait! The MUTHAFUCKERS ARE PREACHERS! TEACHERS! LEADERS!

"Come ye out from among them!" Who told you "wealth" is a blessing? Who taught you to fear the evildoer, the oppressor?

Who taught you to lie? To lie pathologically? Non-Stop! Who taught you responding with anger, rage, withdrawal, was the answer?

Just Manipulate, Connive, Contrive, Plant lies, Plant seeds of doubt, just hurt people out of habit. Hurt people because you have been hurt. Hurt others because you think that is the way to win.

Who taught you that claiming to be an atheist, an agnostic, absolves you of morality? The Truth, Righteousness, has nothing to do with any "religion".  Black is black, white is white. Right is right, wrong is wrong.  "If there is one lie in it, GOD is not in it!"  Period.

Only people of little faith deliberately lie, do wrong , then pretend they had to,  out of fear. Malarkey! WE ALL have "Free Will".

At any rate,  I want the World to know about wo/men like My "Mother/birther" and that bottom feeder, bottom Fag-GOAT, I accidentally married.  What a Piece of Shit! 

SHUN ALL PATHOLOGICAL LIARS! Look for your happiness, your Joy, else where.

No, rest assured You are not forsaken. Let them laugh. Let them exclude you, leave you out. Keep your Faith. Learn to love yourself. LIVELAUGHOVE!

BEAMING!!!
Sunday, September 27, 20/20