It is true, by definition I am officially an elderly person. I was laughing with my 87 year old father recently, tickled to death that we are both now elderly. I had no idea "Old Age" would come upon me so fast. It is like it just snuck up on me. One day fine and young, next day old, retired and decrepit.
Yes, I am mad as hell that I had this succubus on my back sucking the very life out of me pretending to be a loving mother.
Well, that was my lot in life, my burden to bear, my problem to solve. "My truth" to know. I don't blame anyone. It was my fate, my destiny. But, I'll be damned if I am going to hell for someone else's sins. I will not cloak for a demon, demon possessed, lying, fake a**, phony, ignorant, murdering, whoring, low life volunteer imp for the devil.
She will not leave this earth with One Single person proclaiming her great virtue. I will not have it! She was too common! Too sneaky, low down, immoral and she never had any power. The only power she ever had over us was the terror she instilled when we were still babies.
The cur ran like the scalded dog she was when I confronted her about my molestation. I was terrified. But, I obeyed GOD.
I was disappointed when she refused to confess. Basically told me I wasn't s***. I was too black to love. (too black at coco brown, ain't that something?) I guess she just assumed I was going to be a fallen woman just like her. I would want to lay on my back to earn my way in this world rather than study and earn a degree.
She could barely hide her anger, disappointment and rage when I was the first person in the entire extended family to earn a B.S. degree. With honors, Magna Cum Laude, no less and she never contributed one red cent. (Inflated her income deliberately to prevent me from getting financial aid then turned me into the government when I confessed I never repaid my loans.) Was a Presidential Scholar, recruited to be the first black news anchor in Greensboro. Yea, Martha messed me up again and again. Laughed at me I am sure. She laughed at me the same way she laughed about the two imaginary children her best friend pinned on an old wealthy undertaker. Tricked that man out of hundreds of thousands of dollars.
They laughed about that scam for 50 years. Thank you Martha. Thank you for teaching me that there is no such thing as "honor among thieves".
Children, don't take too long to realize that GOD loves you and will never steer you wrong. Put your hand in GOD's hand. Never be ashamed to honor Him, acknowledge Him. Acknowledge Him in everything you do. Don't keep His love a secret. When you come across a closet demon like Martha, a wolf in sheep's clothing, GOD will warn you. He will tap you on the shoulder or whisper in your ear.
You never have to fear children. You never have to fear. Increase your faith. Honor GOD.
Copyright February 28, 2014 All rights reserved.
Friday, February 28, 2014
"Don't call me Daddy."
If I live to be one hundred years old I will never forget that day. Granddaddy called us into the front room, it was near the wood burning stove where he fumbled with our rumpled clothes preparing us for our journey.
"Don't call me Daddy ... I ain't yo' daddy, I'm yo' granddaddy. Call me granddaddy." (very long pause) "Yo' mama comin' to git you today."
This is the precise exact reason I know there is a GOD! Jesus Christ came into my life, warned me that my life was going to be rugged, that it was about to take a turn for the worse.
Was granddaddy afraid for us? Obviously, but he prayed. Did he know that Martha, his daughter, our mother was a demon? He knew she was a fallen woman. Did he know she was a part time closet lesbian? Did he know she was a very frustrated insatiable nymphomanic?
Yes, he knew she was a notorious liar. I am sure he never thought of her as a pathological liar only because he was unfamiliar with the term. He knew she was common. He knew she had no respect for GOD when it was discovered that the unlocked church was her favorite place to go and fornicate.
What can a family of men do when they discover their daughter, sister, mother, aunt or cousin has No Morals! ?
Do you just suffer? Keep silent. Hope and pray that one day she will finally change. Just when you think that she can't sink any lower. (There are no more sins left) She commits another unspeakable horrifying deed that you are forced to keep secret, to hide for her.
Don't do it. If you are harboring a secret, don't. If you have a "loved one" that you know you can't trust DONT!!! Tell her about herself and Stand! Check her! Never let the evil one make you uncomfortable. If GOD whispers to you; "Don't leave her around children, animals or any defenseless person." Don't!!! (We moved away and left her with our feeble 84 year old grandfather and she shot him in the heart and never shed one tear and some of my ignorant relatives are still defending her, still pretending to be in disbelief.)
I do believe grandaddy had an idea that Martha was just up to something freaky and devious as usual. But, how could he say no? We were her children. She did birth us into the world. Yes, she did dump us on her parents immediately upon birth. (Just like a serpent, let someone else feed and change them. Let someone else bond with them and love them. Four and five, the perfect age for pedophiles to step in and ruin.)
Seems as if every time she came to visit she left with money and we were left with some kind of scar from hot coffee or the wood burning stove.
For all those people who told me over and over there is no such thing as demon possession I want you to know I was there! She took her toddlers down to the graveyard to collect her "dust" during a full moon at midnight. What woman would take her little bastard babies with her to gather "murdered man's dirt"?
You know, someone not in their "right mind", a rebellious fool full of pride, blind, deaf and dumb. I do wish I could tell my departed mother to rest in peace. My prayer is: "Dear LORD, don't send any more here like Martha! Save us LORD! Have mercy on your children!."
I don't know how many babies were born June 4, 1951 but I know I pulled the loo-loo. She thought it was hilarious. An abomination so vile, cruel and manipulative the world is still mystified, still in disbelief.
I am researching "demon possession". It is very real. Jesus was very busy casting out legions of demons over two thousand years ago . So for all those people still telling me there is no such thing as demons or demon possession, I say go straight to hell spreading ignorance.
Jesus said the wicked shall cease from troubling. Thank you Jesus!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 28, 2014 All rights reserved.
"Don't call me Daddy ... I ain't yo' daddy, I'm yo' granddaddy. Call me granddaddy." (very long pause) "Yo' mama comin' to git you today."
This is the precise exact reason I know there is a GOD! Jesus Christ came into my life, warned me that my life was going to be rugged, that it was about to take a turn for the worse.
Was granddaddy afraid for us? Obviously, but he prayed. Did he know that Martha, his daughter, our mother was a demon? He knew she was a fallen woman. Did he know she was a part time closet lesbian? Did he know she was a very frustrated insatiable nymphomanic?
Yes, he knew she was a notorious liar. I am sure he never thought of her as a pathological liar only because he was unfamiliar with the term. He knew she was common. He knew she had no respect for GOD when it was discovered that the unlocked church was her favorite place to go and fornicate.
What can a family of men do when they discover their daughter, sister, mother, aunt or cousin has No Morals! ?
Do you just suffer? Keep silent. Hope and pray that one day she will finally change. Just when you think that she can't sink any lower. (There are no more sins left) She commits another unspeakable horrifying deed that you are forced to keep secret, to hide for her.
Don't do it. If you are harboring a secret, don't. If you have a "loved one" that you know you can't trust DONT!!! Tell her about herself and Stand! Check her! Never let the evil one make you uncomfortable. If GOD whispers to you; "Don't leave her around children, animals or any defenseless person." Don't!!! (We moved away and left her with our feeble 84 year old grandfather and she shot him in the heart and never shed one tear and some of my ignorant relatives are still defending her, still pretending to be in disbelief.)
I do believe grandaddy had an idea that Martha was just up to something freaky and devious as usual. But, how could he say no? We were her children. She did birth us into the world. Yes, she did dump us on her parents immediately upon birth. (Just like a serpent, let someone else feed and change them. Let someone else bond with them and love them. Four and five, the perfect age for pedophiles to step in and ruin.)
Seems as if every time she came to visit she left with money and we were left with some kind of scar from hot coffee or the wood burning stove.
For all those people who told me over and over there is no such thing as demon possession I want you to know I was there! She took her toddlers down to the graveyard to collect her "dust" during a full moon at midnight. What woman would take her little bastard babies with her to gather "murdered man's dirt"?
You know, someone not in their "right mind", a rebellious fool full of pride, blind, deaf and dumb. I do wish I could tell my departed mother to rest in peace. My prayer is: "Dear LORD, don't send any more here like Martha! Save us LORD! Have mercy on your children!."
I don't know how many babies were born June 4, 1951 but I know I pulled the loo-loo. She thought it was hilarious. An abomination so vile, cruel and manipulative the world is still mystified, still in disbelief.
I am researching "demon possession". It is very real. Jesus was very busy casting out legions of demons over two thousand years ago . So for all those people still telling me there is no such thing as demons or demon possession, I say go straight to hell spreading ignorance.
Jesus said the wicked shall cease from troubling. Thank you Jesus!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 28, 2014 All rights reserved.
Monday, February 24, 2014
Dear Friends;
Don't spend your life in denial because your truth is excruciatingly painful. Do not misinterpret the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Please hear Him when He tells you to shun evil.
It is very strange but every day I wake up stunned, floored, knocked out by my incredible truth. The story of "Hansel and Gretel" always resonated with me. The story of the brother and sister lost in the woods taken in by a closet witch that was fatting them up in order to eat them.
Knowing I did not, nor ever had a mother I could confide in or believe in actually helped me. I am sure I was the most disciplined student that ever entered N.C.A.&T. State University. I am glad I didn't have any clothes or any money. I'm glad my mother taught me that I was much too black to ever be considered attractive in this world.
I am sorry that it took me so long to realize how much you truly hated me, hated us, how much you truly envied us and wanted to pulverize us, crucify us, to waste us into nothing. Simply because we out did you. Think about it. It didn't take much to out do you. What did you ever do but play dress up, terrifying bully or entertaining "preacher"? You knew that you never changed. You knew you should have been imprisoned or institutionalized. I am sorry that you were so rebellious and stubborn that you were beyond reach of any man or minister on this earth.
One thing for sure; I can't let you win! I get up every morning and thank GOD for delivering me from you and all people like you. I thank GOD for the power of discernment. I can smell demon possessed people like you a mile away. (Get thee behind me satan!)
I would like to believe you gave your life to Christ in the very last moments of your life. I do thank you for your extreme cruelty and deceit. It didn't kill me. Ironically and only by the Grace of Merciful GOD I narrowly escaped all your schemes.
I must say that your tenacity and extreme demon possession is indeed shocking! What if you had put that energy into bettering yourself ? What if you had actually tried to right your wrongs rather than covering them up so you could keep doing them?
Thank you for the life you lived so others will have no excuse for repeating your mistakes. Thank you for permitting parents to see what can happen if they enable a selfish child that is nothing but a vexation on their heart.
Stay in GOD's WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 24, 2014 All rights reserved
It is very strange but every day I wake up stunned, floored, knocked out by my incredible truth. The story of "Hansel and Gretel" always resonated with me. The story of the brother and sister lost in the woods taken in by a closet witch that was fatting them up in order to eat them.
Knowing I did not, nor ever had a mother I could confide in or believe in actually helped me. I am sure I was the most disciplined student that ever entered N.C.A.&T. State University. I am glad I didn't have any clothes or any money. I'm glad my mother taught me that I was much too black to ever be considered attractive in this world.
I am sorry that it took me so long to realize how much you truly hated me, hated us, how much you truly envied us and wanted to pulverize us, crucify us, to waste us into nothing. Simply because we out did you. Think about it. It didn't take much to out do you. What did you ever do but play dress up, terrifying bully or entertaining "preacher"? You knew that you never changed. You knew you should have been imprisoned or institutionalized. I am sorry that you were so rebellious and stubborn that you were beyond reach of any man or minister on this earth.
One thing for sure; I can't let you win! I get up every morning and thank GOD for delivering me from you and all people like you. I thank GOD for the power of discernment. I can smell demon possessed people like you a mile away. (Get thee behind me satan!)
I would like to believe you gave your life to Christ in the very last moments of your life. I do thank you for your extreme cruelty and deceit. It didn't kill me. Ironically and only by the Grace of Merciful GOD I narrowly escaped all your schemes.
I must say that your tenacity and extreme demon possession is indeed shocking! What if you had put that energy into bettering yourself ? What if you had actually tried to right your wrongs rather than covering them up so you could keep doing them?
Thank you for the life you lived so others will have no excuse for repeating your mistakes. Thank you for permitting parents to see what can happen if they enable a selfish child that is nothing but a vexation on their heart.
Stay in GOD's WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 24, 2014 All rights reserved
Saturday, February 22, 2014
No Mam! No Mam!
You can't make me shut up now. You can't terrorize me any more. No, I still don't have a psychiatrist or a therapist. I am still seeing the same doctor, Dr. Jesus. He takes care of all my pains and my ills.
I found out how you stumbled upon your NECROPHILIA. You are an imp for satan. You volunteered. Yes , you had a Jezebel spirit, an Iceberg Slim mentality. But you left here broke didn't you?
Yes, the devil played you. satan played you just like you played us. Thank you for making me the Scape Goat, for blaming all of your sins and mistakes on me. Thanks for running me off.
GOD told me to tell my story because too many of our "churches" are too modern, sophisticated and educated to mention demon possession. And some us don't want to admit it but far too many of our huge edifices calling themselves "churches" are nothing more than whore houses run by Jesus pimps, dens of iniquity full of thieves. (How can you tell when you are in one? You will never hear GOD's WORD. You may hear that narcissistic pimp's word. You might boogie-down before you march around the alter to "tithe". But, you can be sure you are not going to hear GOD's WORD because it is far too offensive to the "itching ears" of your fellow hypocrites.)
Let me break this Anti-Christian mentality posing as Christian mentality down for you and make it plain, plain enough for a fallen rebellious woman like you to fully understand, to comprehend.
#1 - "A Christology that ignores satan is crippled and will never understand the magnitude of redemption."
#2 - "satan was the most perfect being created by the hands of GOD. His GOD-given authority and superiority over the other angels are recognized by all, so he thought that he had the same authority over everything that GOD was creating. satan tried to understand all of creation but could not, because all the plan of creation was oriented toward Christ. Until Christ came into the world, GOD's plan could not be revealed in its entirety. Hence satan's rebellion. He wanted to continue to be the absolute first, the center of creation, even if it meant opposing GOD's design. This is why satan continually tries to dominate the world ('the whole world is in the power of the evil one', Jn 5:19). Beginning with our forefathers, he seeks to enslave men by making them obey himself and disobey GOD. He was successful with our forefathers, Adam and Eve, and he hoped to continue with all men with the help of 'a third of the angels' who, according to the book of Revelation, followed him in rebellion."
#3 - "GOD never rejects His creatures, Therefore, even though they broke with GOD. satan and his angels maintain their power and rank (thrones, dominions, principalities, powers, and so on) even if they use them for evil purposes. Saint Augustine does not exaggerate when he claims that, if GOD gave satan a free hand, 'no man would be left alive.' Since satan cannot kill us, he tries to 'make us into his followers in opposition to GOD, just as he is in opposition to GOD'."
#4 - "The truth of salvation is this ; Jesus came 'to destroy the works of the devil' (I Jn 3:8), to free man from satan's slavery, and to establish the Kingdom of GOD after destroying the reign of satan."
#5 - satan knows his time is short (Revelation 12:12) and he is trying to take as many with him as he can. People are blind, can't see GOD's plan, deaf, can't hear GOD's WORD.
"Come Jesus."
"Come by here LORD, somebody needs you." (JR Walters)
*Quotations taken from AN EXORCIST TELLS HIS STORY by Gabriele Amorth
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 22, 2014 All rights reserved
I found out how you stumbled upon your NECROPHILIA. You are an imp for satan. You volunteered. Yes , you had a Jezebel spirit, an Iceberg Slim mentality. But you left here broke didn't you?
Yes, the devil played you. satan played you just like you played us. Thank you for making me the Scape Goat, for blaming all of your sins and mistakes on me. Thanks for running me off.
GOD told me to tell my story because too many of our "churches" are too modern, sophisticated and educated to mention demon possession. And some us don't want to admit it but far too many of our huge edifices calling themselves "churches" are nothing more than whore houses run by Jesus pimps, dens of iniquity full of thieves. (How can you tell when you are in one? You will never hear GOD's WORD. You may hear that narcissistic pimp's word. You might boogie-down before you march around the alter to "tithe". But, you can be sure you are not going to hear GOD's WORD because it is far too offensive to the "itching ears" of your fellow hypocrites.)
Let me break this Anti-Christian mentality posing as Christian mentality down for you and make it plain, plain enough for a fallen rebellious woman like you to fully understand, to comprehend.
#1 - "A Christology that ignores satan is crippled and will never understand the magnitude of redemption."
#2 - "satan was the most perfect being created by the hands of GOD. His GOD-given authority and superiority over the other angels are recognized by all, so he thought that he had the same authority over everything that GOD was creating. satan tried to understand all of creation but could not, because all the plan of creation was oriented toward Christ. Until Christ came into the world, GOD's plan could not be revealed in its entirety. Hence satan's rebellion. He wanted to continue to be the absolute first, the center of creation, even if it meant opposing GOD's design. This is why satan continually tries to dominate the world ('the whole world is in the power of the evil one', Jn 5:19). Beginning with our forefathers, he seeks to enslave men by making them obey himself and disobey GOD. He was successful with our forefathers, Adam and Eve, and he hoped to continue with all men with the help of 'a third of the angels' who, according to the book of Revelation, followed him in rebellion."
#3 - "GOD never rejects His creatures, Therefore, even though they broke with GOD. satan and his angels maintain their power and rank (thrones, dominions, principalities, powers, and so on) even if they use them for evil purposes. Saint Augustine does not exaggerate when he claims that, if GOD gave satan a free hand, 'no man would be left alive.' Since satan cannot kill us, he tries to 'make us into his followers in opposition to GOD, just as he is in opposition to GOD'."
#4 - "The truth of salvation is this ; Jesus came 'to destroy the works of the devil' (I Jn 3:8), to free man from satan's slavery, and to establish the Kingdom of GOD after destroying the reign of satan."
#5 - satan knows his time is short (Revelation 12:12) and he is trying to take as many with him as he can. People are blind, can't see GOD's plan, deaf, can't hear GOD's WORD.
"Come Jesus."
"Come by here LORD, somebody needs you." (JR Walters)
*Quotations taken from AN EXORCIST TELLS HIS STORY by Gabriele Amorth
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 22, 2014 All rights reserved
Friday, February 21, 2014
"You cant make me doubt Him!"
PRAISE THE LORD!!! THANK YOU SWEET JESUS!!!
Good Morning! Good Morning! It is indeed a pleasure to greet you this morning in the sweet saving Grace of the LORD Jesus Christ! A sweet savor in this foul world.
I am blogging this morning for one reason only; to brag. GOD SAVED ME!!!
I tried to save my brothers. (I am still trying, still praying) I want to save their families, all their kit and kin.
First of all I have to admit some of my relatives are woefully under-educated, functionally illiterate because someone convinced them that they don't like to read. You can hide a million dollars in a book, a dullard will never see it.
Beware and be careful children. Demons do live among us and with us. Do not be fooled by their words or appearance. Don't refuse to believe what is obvious because you never heard of such.
Dear LORD I thank you for strengthening me, preparing me for the rebuke I have suffered and will continue to suffer voluntarily for your cause. Hate me if you want to, I can take it. When you live with a demon possessed woman for 18 years and survive the vilest plots you know there is a GOD!
I had limited contact with that mother for years and years because frankly I didn't trust her. She was a foul vulgar banshee that attended church EVERY SINGLE SUNDAY!
I just want you all to know what I experienced was only a taste of what is to come. satan knows his time is up and he is about to break loose with a generation of vipers the likes of which this world has never known.
Put on the whole armor of GOD. Quit playing loyal, cripple, crazy and in love with a dream. In love with a mother that you never had. You are in love with an idea that demonic spirit created in your head, in your imagination.
"Jesus first gave the power to cast out demons to his apostles; then He extended the power to seventy-two disciples, and in the end He granted it to all those who would believe in Him."
I believe in Him! You can't make me doubt Him. And I know He saved me from one of the cruelest most demon possessed imps that ever lived! PRAISE THE LORD!!!
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 21, 2014 All rights reserved.
Good Morning! Good Morning! It is indeed a pleasure to greet you this morning in the sweet saving Grace of the LORD Jesus Christ! A sweet savor in this foul world.
I am blogging this morning for one reason only; to brag. GOD SAVED ME!!!
I tried to save my brothers. (I am still trying, still praying) I want to save their families, all their kit and kin.
First of all I have to admit some of my relatives are woefully under-educated, functionally illiterate because someone convinced them that they don't like to read. You can hide a million dollars in a book, a dullard will never see it.
Beware and be careful children. Demons do live among us and with us. Do not be fooled by their words or appearance. Don't refuse to believe what is obvious because you never heard of such.
Dear LORD I thank you for strengthening me, preparing me for the rebuke I have suffered and will continue to suffer voluntarily for your cause. Hate me if you want to, I can take it. When you live with a demon possessed woman for 18 years and survive the vilest plots you know there is a GOD!
I had limited contact with that mother for years and years because frankly I didn't trust her. She was a foul vulgar banshee that attended church EVERY SINGLE SUNDAY!
I just want you all to know what I experienced was only a taste of what is to come. satan knows his time is up and he is about to break loose with a generation of vipers the likes of which this world has never known.
Put on the whole armor of GOD. Quit playing loyal, cripple, crazy and in love with a dream. In love with a mother that you never had. You are in love with an idea that demonic spirit created in your head, in your imagination.
"Jesus first gave the power to cast out demons to his apostles; then He extended the power to seventy-two disciples, and in the end He granted it to all those who would believe in Him."
I believe in Him! You can't make me doubt Him. And I know He saved me from one of the cruelest most demon possessed imps that ever lived! PRAISE THE LORD!!!
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 21, 2014 All rights reserved.
Thursday, February 20, 2014
"Signed, Sealed, Delivered ...
from Evil!" Praise the LORD!
Thank you Jesus! There was no way for me to know what I truly needed to know. Jerome Walters wasn't talking. Did he know what it was? Did he know why his only daughter was a stark raving out of control fool?
Dear LORD when I review my grandfather's life I do cringe, my heart aches. His seventeen year old son bleeding to death in his arms. Losing five beautiful daughters to still birth. Enduring 35 years of a loveless marriage to a woman that openly fought him on every issue. Then there was Mathy Jane, one tragedy, one episode of mysterious mayhem after another. (Was she every worth all the pain and trouble she caused?)
As of today I must say the Internet has been my friend. Found ASCA (Adult Survivors of Child Abuse), DONM (Daughters of Narcissistic Mothers) People of the Lie, An Exorcist Tells His Story.
I knew all the time something was wrong with this witch. I must share this post from "After Narcissistic Abuse - There is Light, Life & Love" ; "I think the hardest part in all of this is succumbing to the fact that the love you so freely gave out had no place with the person you gave it to. In fact this person was searching for you to abuse this very love because this is their way of life and what they do. It has nothing to do with being a fool, a lesser person, a bad person, blame or shame for anything you did or didn't do or anything like that at all."
"It has to do with a person that lacks any ability to love and only knows envy so much so that they barely exist in a dark world where they pretend to live life. They don't live life, they imitate it to walk among real and good people so that they can exploit you because they are empty and desperately need to take what we just gave so freely, and destroy it to give meaning to the hate that exists in them."
This post describes the woman that birthed me to a tee. FOUL!!! DESPICABLE!!! COMMON!!!
She had to hate us! She had to hate her father! She had to hate me because the person she truly hated and loathed was herself. I am sure she hated herself for being a known sex abuser, for smashing that puppy, for flushing five babies, for the inability to say no to any invitation for sex.
Why am I telling you? I must refute the lies that helped to hold me hostage for so long. "They ain't no such thang as demons!" "Always love your mama, she will always be your best friend." "Never snitch on family!"
Shut up and quit spreading ignorance! Don't get involved in this conversation if you don't know what you are talking about. I assure you this plot thickens.
Dear LORD I want to get the word out. I don't want another person, another family, another father or daughter to have to suffer needlessly the way we did. Do not cloak for or hide demons because you refuse to believe what you see or feel. Never be afraid to look at someone's fruit. Exercise your rights as a human being and shun all evil regardless of "kinship".
Warning! There is some serious evil in this world and you better know it. Read and study your Bible. Put on the whole armor of Christ.
Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 20, 2014 All rights reserved
Thank you Jesus! There was no way for me to know what I truly needed to know. Jerome Walters wasn't talking. Did he know what it was? Did he know why his only daughter was a stark raving out of control fool?
Dear LORD when I review my grandfather's life I do cringe, my heart aches. His seventeen year old son bleeding to death in his arms. Losing five beautiful daughters to still birth. Enduring 35 years of a loveless marriage to a woman that openly fought him on every issue. Then there was Mathy Jane, one tragedy, one episode of mysterious mayhem after another. (Was she every worth all the pain and trouble she caused?)
As of today I must say the Internet has been my friend. Found ASCA (Adult Survivors of Child Abuse), DONM (Daughters of Narcissistic Mothers) People of the Lie, An Exorcist Tells His Story.
I knew all the time something was wrong with this witch. I must share this post from "After Narcissistic Abuse - There is Light, Life & Love" ; "I think the hardest part in all of this is succumbing to the fact that the love you so freely gave out had no place with the person you gave it to. In fact this person was searching for you to abuse this very love because this is their way of life and what they do. It has nothing to do with being a fool, a lesser person, a bad person, blame or shame for anything you did or didn't do or anything like that at all."
"It has to do with a person that lacks any ability to love and only knows envy so much so that they barely exist in a dark world where they pretend to live life. They don't live life, they imitate it to walk among real and good people so that they can exploit you because they are empty and desperately need to take what we just gave so freely, and destroy it to give meaning to the hate that exists in them."
This post describes the woman that birthed me to a tee. FOUL!!! DESPICABLE!!! COMMON!!!
She had to hate us! She had to hate her father! She had to hate me because the person she truly hated and loathed was herself. I am sure she hated herself for being a known sex abuser, for smashing that puppy, for flushing five babies, for the inability to say no to any invitation for sex.
Why am I telling you? I must refute the lies that helped to hold me hostage for so long. "They ain't no such thang as demons!" "Always love your mama, she will always be your best friend." "Never snitch on family!"
Shut up and quit spreading ignorance! Don't get involved in this conversation if you don't know what you are talking about. I assure you this plot thickens.
Dear LORD I want to get the word out. I don't want another person, another family, another father or daughter to have to suffer needlessly the way we did. Do not cloak for or hide demons because you refuse to believe what you see or feel. Never be afraid to look at someone's fruit. Exercise your rights as a human being and shun all evil regardless of "kinship".
Warning! There is some serious evil in this world and you better know it. Read and study your Bible. Put on the whole armor of Christ.
Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 20, 2014 All rights reserved
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Please don't read this blog!
If you want to remain ignorant, wait to die for your pie in the sky. If you want to be nothing but some one's foot stool, dish rag, dirty laundry; don't read this blog. Believe all your life, for your whole life, some mentally defective moron loved you or could ever love you.
Keep nodding your head going along with every lie she molded and shaped into your empty head. Yes, she convinced you that RACISM was the cause of all your pain, your bad luck, your IRS audits, your inability to date (or mate). Your husband or wife leaving you, your house burning down to the ground, your son, daughter or children that refuse to deal with you. Your OCD, nervous twerks, alcoholism, drug addiction, pot smoking, anxiety attacks, bi-polar, psychotic, paranoid anti-social antics are all due to America's RACISM!
Right, having a psychotic, neurotic, sadistic. NECROPHILIAC, PEDOPHILE MOTHER had absolutely nothing to do with your being damaged. "You should have pulled yourself up by your own bootstraps! Quit complaining! Get over it! You remember too much! Quit living in the Archives, after all she is your MOTHER."; says an unfeeling, uncaring, must give some type of lip service just in case some cameras are on and I can get caught being "good' world.
"There is no way on this earth your mother could have been as wicked as you claim! IMPOSSIBLE! GOD would not let any one suffer like that!"
You are right friend, GOD would not let one of His children suffer like that. GOD told me. Told me when I was three and four. Told me over and over all of my life. I kept hope alive! I kept hoping she would change. I loved her. She was my mother even if she was common as bat s***. She was a lot of fun when she wasn't being sadistic and brutalizing you with her fists or mouth. After all she did foster our keen observational skills. We can detect bulls*** ten miles away.
Dear LORD please forgive me of my many, many sins. I can listen now. I am really starting to "understand it better".
Be a blessing children, be a blessing.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 19, 2014 All rights reserved
Keep nodding your head going along with every lie she molded and shaped into your empty head. Yes, she convinced you that RACISM was the cause of all your pain, your bad luck, your IRS audits, your inability to date (or mate). Your husband or wife leaving you, your house burning down to the ground, your son, daughter or children that refuse to deal with you. Your OCD, nervous twerks, alcoholism, drug addiction, pot smoking, anxiety attacks, bi-polar, psychotic, paranoid anti-social antics are all due to America's RACISM!
Right, having a psychotic, neurotic, sadistic. NECROPHILIAC, PEDOPHILE MOTHER had absolutely nothing to do with your being damaged. "You should have pulled yourself up by your own bootstraps! Quit complaining! Get over it! You remember too much! Quit living in the Archives, after all she is your MOTHER."; says an unfeeling, uncaring, must give some type of lip service just in case some cameras are on and I can get caught being "good' world.
"There is no way on this earth your mother could have been as wicked as you claim! IMPOSSIBLE! GOD would not let any one suffer like that!"
You are right friend, GOD would not let one of His children suffer like that. GOD told me. Told me when I was three and four. Told me over and over all of my life. I kept hope alive! I kept hoping she would change. I loved her. She was my mother even if she was common as bat s***. She was a lot of fun when she wasn't being sadistic and brutalizing you with her fists or mouth. After all she did foster our keen observational skills. We can detect bulls*** ten miles away.
Dear LORD please forgive me of my many, many sins. I can listen now. I am really starting to "understand it better".
Be a blessing children, be a blessing.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 19, 2014 All rights reserved
It's your own fault!
You deserve to suffer! Because you're stupid! Blind as a bat! I bet I can sell you some magic beans right now!
No! It is not that you can't think or don't want to think. You have been conditioned NOT to think. You are functioning on "automatic stupidity and gullibility". Yes you are, yes you are and I can prove it.
Did you chime in and spew vulgar epithets over the recent Jordan Davis verdict? The jury was hung. Was it a deliberate racist plot? Am I being "disloyal" to black people by not complaining loudly? Are we like a sports team or a huge extended family? Must we stick together on every issue?
In their anger and frustration a lot of people missed the fact that this Dunn man is facing a minimum of 60 years. Retry him if you must. The man is human. You can add on a million years, he still won't be able to do them. Why are we lying and faking? I slam my locks shut when I roll up to an intersection and see a group of "thugs". To borrow from Dave Chapelle; "You may not be a 'ho but you are wearing a 'ho's uniform."
Please don't represent what you are not in order to be accepted, to not stand out, to demonstrate your loyalty to "its a black thang" mentality . True, no one has the right to judge you. But are you being your true authentic self? In my youth I wore hot pants and halter tops. I swear I personally invented twerking. What was I looking for? A godly man! (In Mr.V's Figure 8) Man was I barking up the wrong tree.
Children, all children of every age and hue. Live to love and not offend. Do say please and thank you. We do live in a very cruel world and many people have "triggers", are off their meds or should be on them. You are not bullet proof. Do not yell obscenities. Just shake your head and pray for the ignorant.
We are a bunch of hypocrites. Some of us march around with signs demanding protection for the 2nd amendment. Every body wants a gun. Shooting guns is an American pastime. We write and promote hypnotic music glorifying gun violence. Our favorite movies glorify gun violence. "Go ahead make my day!" Dirty Harry is our American hero.
What is my point? Relax, trust GOD. GOD will fix it. Look at O.J.
Stay in His WORD children. Practice critical thinking. READ! Contemplate , mull over, meditate and don't be so quick to follow the crowd.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 19, 2014 All rights reserved.
No! It is not that you can't think or don't want to think. You have been conditioned NOT to think. You are functioning on "automatic stupidity and gullibility". Yes you are, yes you are and I can prove it.
Did you chime in and spew vulgar epithets over the recent Jordan Davis verdict? The jury was hung. Was it a deliberate racist plot? Am I being "disloyal" to black people by not complaining loudly? Are we like a sports team or a huge extended family? Must we stick together on every issue?
In their anger and frustration a lot of people missed the fact that this Dunn man is facing a minimum of 60 years. Retry him if you must. The man is human. You can add on a million years, he still won't be able to do them. Why are we lying and faking? I slam my locks shut when I roll up to an intersection and see a group of "thugs". To borrow from Dave Chapelle; "You may not be a 'ho but you are wearing a 'ho's uniform."
Please don't represent what you are not in order to be accepted, to not stand out, to demonstrate your loyalty to "its a black thang" mentality . True, no one has the right to judge you. But are you being your true authentic self? In my youth I wore hot pants and halter tops. I swear I personally invented twerking. What was I looking for? A godly man! (In Mr.V's Figure 8) Man was I barking up the wrong tree.
Children, all children of every age and hue. Live to love and not offend. Do say please and thank you. We do live in a very cruel world and many people have "triggers", are off their meds or should be on them. You are not bullet proof. Do not yell obscenities. Just shake your head and pray for the ignorant.
We are a bunch of hypocrites. Some of us march around with signs demanding protection for the 2nd amendment. Every body wants a gun. Shooting guns is an American pastime. We write and promote hypnotic music glorifying gun violence. Our favorite movies glorify gun violence. "Go ahead make my day!" Dirty Harry is our American hero.
What is my point? Relax, trust GOD. GOD will fix it. Look at O.J.
Stay in His WORD children. Practice critical thinking. READ! Contemplate , mull over, meditate and don't be so quick to follow the crowd.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 19, 2014 All rights reserved.
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
(Singing) "Glory Hallelujah"
Praise GOD for another beautiful day on planet earth. Thank you for your WORD LORD, for your healing mercies, for your tender truth.
I am sitting in front of this computer laughing, light and unburdened. Smiling as I reflect on my harrowing ordeal. Feeling extra special, anointed, approved, accepted into the fold of the righteous. I can truly look back and say I did what was right, godly, blessed and Holy Ghost guided.
No, I am not condemning you. You did a better job at that than any one can ever do. You knew you were a reprobate. That fact shamed you. Unfortunately nothing you ever did wrong ever affected you enough to want to correct it, to genuinely want to change. Pretending and lying was good enough for you because you were so brilliant at it. I am sure I have never met a better liar and I hope I never will.
Yes, you could have done better. You could have revealed your true demonic self by finally repenting. You could have taken those blinders off your sons. Oh well, it is all in Divine Order. Those that ask to be delivered, will. Those that prefer to cling to your demonic poisoned breasts, will.
True, you convinced us you were all powerful. That there was nothing we could ever do to escape you, to escape the taint of you. You swore your homemade "hoodoo-voodoo" was so powerful you could defeat the LORD Jesus Christ. That you, Martha Jane Walters could do anything that crossed your mind. Rape anyone! Baby, child, pre-teen, teen ... age or gender never mattered to you. You could brutalize, assault, stab, shoot ... who was going to believe anything negative against you? You were far too clever. That preaching scam was the best one you ever came up with.
There is still one minor flaw in your diabolical plan. I AM NOT UTTERLY DESTROYED! My brother is not so old that he can't still become the great physician GOD created him to be. My brother the brilliant musician can still play his horn, can still write beautiful songs.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS HODGES DOSTER WATSON LAMOUREAUX I boldly declare ;All your EVIL, every evil deed, plot, scam and thought burn with you forever in molten HELL!
Dear LORD in Heaven; "Banish all the forces of evil from me, destroy them, vanquish them, so that I can be healthy and do good deeds. Banish from me all spells, witchcraft, black magic, malefice, ties, maledictions, and the evil eye; diabolic infestations, oppressions, possessions; all that is evil and sinful, jealousy, perfidy, envy, physical, psychological, moral, spiritual, diabolical ailments. Burn all these evils in hell, that they may never again touch me or any other creature in the entire world. I command and bid all the powers who molest me ---- by the power of GOD all powerful, in the name of Jesus Christ our Savior, through the intercession of the Immaculate Virgin Mary----- to leave me forever, and to be consigned into the everlasting hell, where they will be bound by Saint Michael the archangel, Saint Gabriel, Saint Raphael, our guardian angels, and where they will be crushed under the heel of the Immaculate Virgin Mary."
Martha I can never know when evil engulfed you, took over your mind and spirit. I know it did! I know it was and is the Holy Ghost that saved me from the likes of you. Praise the LORD!
Children if you want to be delivered, pray. If you are miserable and don't know why, pray. If you were associated or contaminated by Martha in any way, pray.
I am going to end today's post with a simple still heart breaking story. Rico (her young pretend pimp husband) had finally packed his bags and left her. He left a letter that filled a yellow legal pad. I don't know what he said. Evidently is was a long painful explanation of why he had to leave her and his young infant son.
"Come on! Gwen" was her command to me. "Let's ride ... dis black muthaf****** dun stole my brand new Cadillac!" Martha pretended this young man that she married one day after obtaining a fraudulent divorce from her co-perverted husband had wronged her! She was still "screwing" her ex-husband! Had started a relationship with the man that would become her fourth legal husband. She laughed because the man knew Rico, was stationed in his unit and was screwing his wife everyday. Not only would Martha go off on her young fine husband anywhere and anytime in the most ignorant loud ghetto fashion ,she would walk around the house "stanking", unwashed, hair sticking up, teeth unbrushed, parcels still in the jar. House looking just like a dimpster dumpster and smelling like a bus station. He soon found out that she was treating him just like she treated us; just like pure S***!
There was nothing you could do. She taunted, always singing off key(couldn't carry a tune in a bucket);"You can't win fuh duh fix you in! I can't lose fuh duh stuff I use!"
Rico was stationed in Fort Lee, Virginia. That is where he fled to in Martha's magic Cadillac. Claiming that was all she wanted we sped up I-95. Evidently in serious haste to leave, Rico had inadvertently left his Gulf credit card in Martha's wicked little hands. She had a ball filling the gas tanks of the strangers we encountered along the way. Martha was raging, fuming, mad enough to kill again. One man got a complete set of tires.
I enjoyed my first dinner of Lobster tail. We checked into Virginia's finest motel. Martha was beside herself with grief when Rico's first sargent put her hysterical ass out of his office with;"Lady! I cant make that man go back to you!"
I felt so sorry for her. There was my strong courageous mother that never permitted me to shed one tear in my whole 18 year old life, snotting and screaming like a banshee over a man.
Yes, I felt sorry for her but I felt sorrier for Rico. I secretly congratulated him in my mind for successfully escaping.
What is my point? Why am I telling you all this? Evil is real! Don't play with it and if you do, don't you dare think you are going to get away.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 18, 2014 All rights reserved.
I am sitting in front of this computer laughing, light and unburdened. Smiling as I reflect on my harrowing ordeal. Feeling extra special, anointed, approved, accepted into the fold of the righteous. I can truly look back and say I did what was right, godly, blessed and Holy Ghost guided.
No, I am not condemning you. You did a better job at that than any one can ever do. You knew you were a reprobate. That fact shamed you. Unfortunately nothing you ever did wrong ever affected you enough to want to correct it, to genuinely want to change. Pretending and lying was good enough for you because you were so brilliant at it. I am sure I have never met a better liar and I hope I never will.
Yes, you could have done better. You could have revealed your true demonic self by finally repenting. You could have taken those blinders off your sons. Oh well, it is all in Divine Order. Those that ask to be delivered, will. Those that prefer to cling to your demonic poisoned breasts, will.
True, you convinced us you were all powerful. That there was nothing we could ever do to escape you, to escape the taint of you. You swore your homemade "hoodoo-voodoo" was so powerful you could defeat the LORD Jesus Christ. That you, Martha Jane Walters could do anything that crossed your mind. Rape anyone! Baby, child, pre-teen, teen ... age or gender never mattered to you. You could brutalize, assault, stab, shoot ... who was going to believe anything negative against you? You were far too clever. That preaching scam was the best one you ever came up with.
There is still one minor flaw in your diabolical plan. I AM NOT UTTERLY DESTROYED! My brother is not so old that he can't still become the great physician GOD created him to be. My brother the brilliant musician can still play his horn, can still write beautiful songs.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS HODGES DOSTER WATSON LAMOUREAUX I boldly declare ;All your EVIL, every evil deed, plot, scam and thought burn with you forever in molten HELL!
Dear LORD in Heaven; "Banish all the forces of evil from me, destroy them, vanquish them, so that I can be healthy and do good deeds. Banish from me all spells, witchcraft, black magic, malefice, ties, maledictions, and the evil eye; diabolic infestations, oppressions, possessions; all that is evil and sinful, jealousy, perfidy, envy, physical, psychological, moral, spiritual, diabolical ailments. Burn all these evils in hell, that they may never again touch me or any other creature in the entire world. I command and bid all the powers who molest me ---- by the power of GOD all powerful, in the name of Jesus Christ our Savior, through the intercession of the Immaculate Virgin Mary----- to leave me forever, and to be consigned into the everlasting hell, where they will be bound by Saint Michael the archangel, Saint Gabriel, Saint Raphael, our guardian angels, and where they will be crushed under the heel of the Immaculate Virgin Mary."
Martha I can never know when evil engulfed you, took over your mind and spirit. I know it did! I know it was and is the Holy Ghost that saved me from the likes of you. Praise the LORD!
Children if you want to be delivered, pray. If you are miserable and don't know why, pray. If you were associated or contaminated by Martha in any way, pray.
I am going to end today's post with a simple still heart breaking story. Rico (her young pretend pimp husband) had finally packed his bags and left her. He left a letter that filled a yellow legal pad. I don't know what he said. Evidently is was a long painful explanation of why he had to leave her and his young infant son.
"Come on! Gwen" was her command to me. "Let's ride ... dis black muthaf****** dun stole my brand new Cadillac!" Martha pretended this young man that she married one day after obtaining a fraudulent divorce from her co-perverted husband had wronged her! She was still "screwing" her ex-husband! Had started a relationship with the man that would become her fourth legal husband. She laughed because the man knew Rico, was stationed in his unit and was screwing his wife everyday. Not only would Martha go off on her young fine husband anywhere and anytime in the most ignorant loud ghetto fashion ,she would walk around the house "stanking", unwashed, hair sticking up, teeth unbrushed, parcels still in the jar. House looking just like a dimpster dumpster and smelling like a bus station. He soon found out that she was treating him just like she treated us; just like pure S***!
There was nothing you could do. She taunted, always singing off key(couldn't carry a tune in a bucket);"You can't win fuh duh fix you in! I can't lose fuh duh stuff I use!"
Rico was stationed in Fort Lee, Virginia. That is where he fled to in Martha's magic Cadillac. Claiming that was all she wanted we sped up I-95. Evidently in serious haste to leave, Rico had inadvertently left his Gulf credit card in Martha's wicked little hands. She had a ball filling the gas tanks of the strangers we encountered along the way. Martha was raging, fuming, mad enough to kill again. One man got a complete set of tires.
I enjoyed my first dinner of Lobster tail. We checked into Virginia's finest motel. Martha was beside herself with grief when Rico's first sargent put her hysterical ass out of his office with;"Lady! I cant make that man go back to you!"
I felt so sorry for her. There was my strong courageous mother that never permitted me to shed one tear in my whole 18 year old life, snotting and screaming like a banshee over a man.
Yes, I felt sorry for her but I felt sorrier for Rico. I secretly congratulated him in my mind for successfully escaping.
What is my point? Why am I telling you all this? Evil is real! Don't play with it and if you do, don't you dare think you are going to get away.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 18, 2014 All rights reserved.
Monday, February 17, 2014
"Lost in translation"
I love language, WORDS have always intrigued me. I could sit and listen to Grandaddy and aunt Beulah for hours. My mother accused me of never doing anything but running my "f****** mouf'". But she was wrong. I was listening intently, deliberately memorizing, recording every word and deed on that magnetic tape running in my brain.
The language that fascinated me the most was the language of my grandfather, a self-educated North Carolina tobacco farmer. He was what some people called "country". The word "country" denoted the fact they livid in very rural areas (many on their own land). In the back country hidden behind miles and miles of trees, winding dirt roads. A place where many people dipped snuff, "chawed 'bacca", bathed regularly every "Saddy night". Made their own soap, butter, fishing poles, dressed their own hogs.
"Seben" meant seven, "fidden tuh" meant "fixing to" which means preparing to do something.
The one Wade Station expression I loved the most was; "I Ain't Studdin' You!" Those four little words meant that you can stop talking, stop wasting your breath. "I am no longer listening to you. There is nothing you can say or do that would ever interest me!"
Once that pronouncement has been made against you; you should know to leave, to let it go. I am sure we have all witnessed a relationship when we wondered aloud what the poor whipped victim saw in their cruel, selfish, immoral mate. "Doesn't he know?" "Can't he see?"
My mother taught me:"Sump'in unnatcul goin' on! Yea chile when you see a couple been together a long time and all dey do is fight ...yea chile ... sump's unnatcul goin' on!"
True, my mother, Martha Jane Walters taught me a lot. True, she taught me a lot of wrong but none of it was for naught. I certainly know that unbridled insane jealousy will ruin you. A rebellious, sneaky, deceitful nature combined with extreme ignorance will ruin you.
Never desire to rob someone of their gifts. Never believe that you are smart enough to rob a good man of his good name. Never ever believe that you have to compromise with satan over any issue. "Fear no man!"
Dear LORD I pray for all the lost, all the blind, all of your children that refuse to embrace your truth. Blind as a bat, can't see the truth staring them in the face. Weak and frightened they hold on to satan's despicable lies. Burdened down with their own sins that they refuse to take to your cross. The poor fools truly believe they must continue to suffer because the one who enslaved them flattered them, buttered them up. Told them;*"their lips were getting smaller, those liver lips were shrinking."
Make sure you know that satan has NO power. Yes, he is loud and vulgar, a despicable reprobate, but he has no power. Yes, a demon possessed mother can instill the most incredible fear. But that is what it is, fear. Confront that demon. Watch her run! When I confronted Martha about my rape when I was eight years old she cussed me out, reminded me that she was an ordained preacher and Fled!
Jesus told me the "Truth" would set me free. Thank you Jesus!
Stay in His WORD children. Study your Bible, pray, fast, meditate, cleanse, dream, name and claim. Step out on GOD's promises today! Repent of your sins Today! Accept GOD as Your Redeemer Today!
Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
*reference to Martha's trademark scam of manufacturing and selling "Lip Reducing Cream" when she was 16
Copyright February 17, 2014 All rights reserved
The language that fascinated me the most was the language of my grandfather, a self-educated North Carolina tobacco farmer. He was what some people called "country". The word "country" denoted the fact they livid in very rural areas (many on their own land). In the back country hidden behind miles and miles of trees, winding dirt roads. A place where many people dipped snuff, "chawed 'bacca", bathed regularly every "Saddy night". Made their own soap, butter, fishing poles, dressed their own hogs.
"Seben" meant seven, "fidden tuh" meant "fixing to" which means preparing to do something.
The one Wade Station expression I loved the most was; "I Ain't Studdin' You!" Those four little words meant that you can stop talking, stop wasting your breath. "I am no longer listening to you. There is nothing you can say or do that would ever interest me!"
Once that pronouncement has been made against you; you should know to leave, to let it go. I am sure we have all witnessed a relationship when we wondered aloud what the poor whipped victim saw in their cruel, selfish, immoral mate. "Doesn't he know?" "Can't he see?"
My mother taught me:"Sump'in unnatcul goin' on! Yea chile when you see a couple been together a long time and all dey do is fight ...yea chile ... sump's unnatcul goin' on!"
True, my mother, Martha Jane Walters taught me a lot. True, she taught me a lot of wrong but none of it was for naught. I certainly know that unbridled insane jealousy will ruin you. A rebellious, sneaky, deceitful nature combined with extreme ignorance will ruin you.
Never desire to rob someone of their gifts. Never believe that you are smart enough to rob a good man of his good name. Never ever believe that you have to compromise with satan over any issue. "Fear no man!"
Dear LORD I pray for all the lost, all the blind, all of your children that refuse to embrace your truth. Blind as a bat, can't see the truth staring them in the face. Weak and frightened they hold on to satan's despicable lies. Burdened down with their own sins that they refuse to take to your cross. The poor fools truly believe they must continue to suffer because the one who enslaved them flattered them, buttered them up. Told them;*"their lips were getting smaller, those liver lips were shrinking."
Make sure you know that satan has NO power. Yes, he is loud and vulgar, a despicable reprobate, but he has no power. Yes, a demon possessed mother can instill the most incredible fear. But that is what it is, fear. Confront that demon. Watch her run! When I confronted Martha about my rape when I was eight years old she cussed me out, reminded me that she was an ordained preacher and Fled!
Jesus told me the "Truth" would set me free. Thank you Jesus!
Stay in His WORD children. Study your Bible, pray, fast, meditate, cleanse, dream, name and claim. Step out on GOD's promises today! Repent of your sins Today! Accept GOD as Your Redeemer Today!
Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
*reference to Martha's trademark scam of manufacturing and selling "Lip Reducing Cream" when she was 16
Copyright February 17, 2014 All rights reserved
Sunday, February 16, 2014
I've always been amazed by ...
the number of people that claim they don't believe in GOD. My heart breaks for the ignorant that scoff and laugh at my uncompromising faith. Perhaps I am more fortunate than most people because I know my Redeemer lives!
I have never had any doubt. GOD has always given me irrefutable proof, documented evidence. Not that I have to prove anything to anyone. If you don't want to believe, then don't. Crucify me if that makes you feel better. No matter what no one can make me lie and uphold an abomination from the bowels of hell just so I can appear to be "normal".
I know what I saw! I know what I experienced! And I know my LORD and Savior Jesus Christ has been with me every step of the way. GOD gave me a name for it before I truly grasped what was going on;"Journey to Wholeness". GOD gave me the title to that chapter of my life before I came close to accepting the fact that I was broken. I was broken and didn't know it. I was content to let Martha think for me. Truthfully I didn't know I had the right to. I was conditioned;"Honor your mother, Honor your mother, Honor your mother. Never question, do what you are told. Never question, do what you are told..."
Children what if your "mother" is not right? What if your daddy was just another blow fly laying his eggs? (When your mother and father forsake you I will take you up.)
What if your mother was far ahead of the psychiatrists and the church? Dear LORD can a person be afflicted with mental illness as well as demon possession? Dear LORD that is the psychological equivalent to having Leprosy and AIDS.
Mess around with the devil, mess with the occult if you want to. Don't you dare think what happened to my mother can't happen to you, can't happen to any of us.
GOD granted me the strength to handle this truth. Our world is in pure turmoil. People are suffering in excruciating psychological pain that stem from one source; satan. What did Jesus say? If you are a liar you are a liar and a MURDERER just like your daddy, your father, satan.
If you are a liar about anything stay out of my face. If you prevaricate, embellish, engage in trickery for the sole purpose of witnessing my personal destruction up close and personal; Stay the hell away from me! "Get thee behind me satan!"
No I don't know what happened to you, when, where or how. But, I got sense enough to know that you do not serve my best interest. You are the kind of "Christian" that justified giving those smallpox contaminated blankets to the Indians. Yes children there are people in YOUR family that will try to convince you that WRONG is RIGHT. To please not ever tell on them because "we be kin", the world won't understand and besides you are nothing any way. You were never going to do anything with your life. Your life is not as important as theirs' was and most importantly;"You duh Fool! S***! YOU let me trick you! ...Git ova'it! You can kiss my yalla a**! Don't piss on my grave when I'm DED! AND HELL NO!!!!!!!!!I AIN'T NEVAH GON APOLOGIZE FAH S***!"
Children, just because someone comes to you wearing a robe, bragging about their ordination, hooping and hollering "Jesus" doesn't mean they are saved! Look at their fruit! Look at their deeds. Listen to their conversation.
I just want to tell you about one Holy Ghost Miracle today. (I'll keep it short) My mother convinced me that I could continue driving this old 1968 Montego Mercury ( on loan to her from one of her boyfriends) without any brakes. "Just pump'um ...you'll stop." Yes I was 19 and apparently very stupid. So shortly there after I was driving much too fast in the torrential rain with no brakes (mind you). I totally lost control of my little car. It took on a life of it's own spinning directly into the path of a speeding eighteen wheeler. I closed my eyes and screamed; "I'm coming home to you LORD!"
At that precise moment the Dear LORD lifted that little car and placed it safely on the median to rest as the eighteen wheeler whizzed by. Praise the LORD!
People that refuse to believe in GOD don't have to. As for me' "You can't make me doubt Him!"
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedinly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 16, 2014 All rights reserved.
I have never had any doubt. GOD has always given me irrefutable proof, documented evidence. Not that I have to prove anything to anyone. If you don't want to believe, then don't. Crucify me if that makes you feel better. No matter what no one can make me lie and uphold an abomination from the bowels of hell just so I can appear to be "normal".
I know what I saw! I know what I experienced! And I know my LORD and Savior Jesus Christ has been with me every step of the way. GOD gave me a name for it before I truly grasped what was going on;"Journey to Wholeness". GOD gave me the title to that chapter of my life before I came close to accepting the fact that I was broken. I was broken and didn't know it. I was content to let Martha think for me. Truthfully I didn't know I had the right to. I was conditioned;"Honor your mother, Honor your mother, Honor your mother. Never question, do what you are told. Never question, do what you are told..."
Children what if your "mother" is not right? What if your daddy was just another blow fly laying his eggs? (When your mother and father forsake you I will take you up.)
What if your mother was far ahead of the psychiatrists and the church? Dear LORD can a person be afflicted with mental illness as well as demon possession? Dear LORD that is the psychological equivalent to having Leprosy and AIDS.
Mess around with the devil, mess with the occult if you want to. Don't you dare think what happened to my mother can't happen to you, can't happen to any of us.
GOD granted me the strength to handle this truth. Our world is in pure turmoil. People are suffering in excruciating psychological pain that stem from one source; satan. What did Jesus say? If you are a liar you are a liar and a MURDERER just like your daddy, your father, satan.
If you are a liar about anything stay out of my face. If you prevaricate, embellish, engage in trickery for the sole purpose of witnessing my personal destruction up close and personal; Stay the hell away from me! "Get thee behind me satan!"
No I don't know what happened to you, when, where or how. But, I got sense enough to know that you do not serve my best interest. You are the kind of "Christian" that justified giving those smallpox contaminated blankets to the Indians. Yes children there are people in YOUR family that will try to convince you that WRONG is RIGHT. To please not ever tell on them because "we be kin", the world won't understand and besides you are nothing any way. You were never going to do anything with your life. Your life is not as important as theirs' was and most importantly;"You duh Fool! S***! YOU let me trick you! ...Git ova'it! You can kiss my yalla a**! Don't piss on my grave when I'm DED! AND HELL NO!!!!!!!!!I AIN'T NEVAH GON APOLOGIZE FAH S***!"
Children, just because someone comes to you wearing a robe, bragging about their ordination, hooping and hollering "Jesus" doesn't mean they are saved! Look at their fruit! Look at their deeds. Listen to their conversation.
I just want to tell you about one Holy Ghost Miracle today. (I'll keep it short) My mother convinced me that I could continue driving this old 1968 Montego Mercury ( on loan to her from one of her boyfriends) without any brakes. "Just pump'um ...you'll stop." Yes I was 19 and apparently very stupid. So shortly there after I was driving much too fast in the torrential rain with no brakes (mind you). I totally lost control of my little car. It took on a life of it's own spinning directly into the path of a speeding eighteen wheeler. I closed my eyes and screamed; "I'm coming home to you LORD!"
At that precise moment the Dear LORD lifted that little car and placed it safely on the median to rest as the eighteen wheeler whizzed by. Praise the LORD!
People that refuse to believe in GOD don't have to. As for me' "You can't make me doubt Him!"
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedinly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 16, 2014 All rights reserved.
Saturday, February 15, 2014
"No weapon ...
formed against me shall prosper !" She knew that. My mother knew that more than most people. She owned every Bible and Concordance known to man. She was very knowledgeable when it came to the scripture. Unfortunately it was scripture taken out of context and embellished by her. She knew every word that GOD said that would keep you ignorant and enslaved by her. That Bible was for you not her. All the more reason you must study the Bible for yourself. Remember the slave masters taught the slave;"Servant, obey your master." And the good slave masters said;"Amen!"
Yes, she had to hide. A true blood sucking nymphomaniac sadistic troll. Question? Was she successful in hiding from herself? {I think not. I genuinely believe she simply preferred evil to good.}
We would not have put up with her. We would have banished her collectively had it not been for her beautiful mask and sweet honey dipped creamy milk chocolate words. Plus we didn't want to see. There are one billion women in the room. Only one can be your mother and you draw the commonest, the lyingest, most manipulative, "got the nerve to be demon possessed" mother on earth!
Hey man, that's life. Every body can't be Blue Ivey or Prince George. Some of us are just the stragglers. But, that doesn't mean we are worthless, that we have no merit. That some ogre that got here ahead of us has the right to burn and brand us, to violate us in every way conceivable then demand that we remain silent. Take it to our graves because our pimp, our blood sucking demonic (secret) enemy was our mother. The woman that played preacher so well she fooled herself and every one around her. Unfortunately her envy and jealousy kept her lively, lying and shaking dust until the day she closed her eyes.
Are you unhappy? Do you feel empty? Is there something missing in your life? Are you a coward? How do you determine right from wrong? Does someone have to tell you what to think and when to think? Do you still believe denying or blindly ignoring GOD's Gospel Truth will make it go away?
If someone convinced you that you must suffer until you die make sure you know that is a lie from satan's mouth. GOD wants you to have "Life and have it more abundantly!"
As a young teenager I watched this witch flip her wig. Life was rough and unbearable at 825 Dwain Drive. I ran to my granddaddy crying. He told me; "When your head is in the lion's mouth ... don't make any sudden moves." {Thanks granddaddy, what ever the hell that meant?} Then granddaddy added "Git grown, git gone ... and don't nevah come back heah ...no 'mo." {There was no way on this earth I would ever forsake my grandfather. No, granddaddy, I will never leave you in this hell hole.}
You can be right or wrong. You can be hot or cold. But, you cant be both.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 15, 2014 All rights reserved
Yes, she had to hide. A true blood sucking nymphomaniac sadistic troll. Question? Was she successful in hiding from herself? {I think not. I genuinely believe she simply preferred evil to good.}
We would not have put up with her. We would have banished her collectively had it not been for her beautiful mask and sweet honey dipped creamy milk chocolate words. Plus we didn't want to see. There are one billion women in the room. Only one can be your mother and you draw the commonest, the lyingest, most manipulative, "got the nerve to be demon possessed" mother on earth!
Hey man, that's life. Every body can't be Blue Ivey or Prince George. Some of us are just the stragglers. But, that doesn't mean we are worthless, that we have no merit. That some ogre that got here ahead of us has the right to burn and brand us, to violate us in every way conceivable then demand that we remain silent. Take it to our graves because our pimp, our blood sucking demonic (secret) enemy was our mother. The woman that played preacher so well she fooled herself and every one around her. Unfortunately her envy and jealousy kept her lively, lying and shaking dust until the day she closed her eyes.
Are you unhappy? Do you feel empty? Is there something missing in your life? Are you a coward? How do you determine right from wrong? Does someone have to tell you what to think and when to think? Do you still believe denying or blindly ignoring GOD's Gospel Truth will make it go away?
If someone convinced you that you must suffer until you die make sure you know that is a lie from satan's mouth. GOD wants you to have "Life and have it more abundantly!"
As a young teenager I watched this witch flip her wig. Life was rough and unbearable at 825 Dwain Drive. I ran to my granddaddy crying. He told me; "When your head is in the lion's mouth ... don't make any sudden moves." {Thanks granddaddy, what ever the hell that meant?} Then granddaddy added "Git grown, git gone ... and don't nevah come back heah ...no 'mo." {There was no way on this earth I would ever forsake my grandfather. No, granddaddy, I will never leave you in this hell hole.}
You can be right or wrong. You can be hot or cold. But, you cant be both.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 15, 2014 All rights reserved
Friday, February 14, 2014
"Victory today is mine!"
That song must be in my bone marrow. I know every cell in my body is saturated. We sang it off key and out of tune for years. It is true in my life and I am very proud.
No one ever came to us and said; "Look your mother is some kind of nut. Don't trust her! What ever you do, never confide in her. Keep both eyes on her. Pay close attention." Some how instinctively I knew Martha Jane Walters was not right in the head. No I didn't know that she hated me with a passion, hated everyone in her family. I know now it was the Holy Ghost telling me; "Beware".
From conception to age 62 I had no way of knowing this kind of evil was possible. It is so incredible, it is beyond the scope of human understanding. So I thought until I discovered the broadened definition of NICROPHILIA the other day.
NICROPHILIA is exactly what Martha suffered with. She did not want to see or nurture life. All that woman ever wanted to do was kill and destroy. (Starting with that defenseless puppy.) Why brag about five coat hanger abortions? No, it was more than bragging, it was announcing with what she considered pride; "I flushed fiv of dem muthaf****** down the toilet."
Stunned, I (we) didn't say anything. Did she make that pronouncement to intimidate us? To terrify us? To make us grateful for the inhuman treatment she passed off for "love"?
If you don't know me and you are not familiar with this blog, this is my healing place. This is where I come to think out loud, to share my awful excruciating pain with the world. I am not going to lie, I for one am exceedingly glad that old c*** is finally dead. Yes, I think she lived far too long, took up way too much space, led countless hordes astray. I am not GOD, I have no right to judge. But I do have the right to tell! I have the right to climb Mount Everest, stand at the top and scream the most primal scream this world has ever heard.
The A.M.E.Zion Church must take responsibility for permitting, allowing one of the vilest demon possessed human beings to work through their denomination to enslave GOD's children. This church turned their backs on my pleas for help. You are not a church, you are an obstruction. And you need to question why you were so blind, why you loved her so much.
I am talking, I am telling because there are far too many devastated beings on this earth totally destroyed by their evil demon possessed mothers. Yes, I am scarred, scuffed up, but I am not ruined! Yes, that was fully her intention but it didn't work!
GOD SAVED ME!!! Reached down from heaven and snatched me out of that pit. Dispatched His host of Angels to guard and protect me every day. "Victory is mine! Victory is mine today!"
Got a demon in your life? Got some vermin holding on to your coattail and won't let go? Feed them GOD's Truth. They will flee every time. PRAISE THE LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceeding proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 14, 2014 All rights reserved.
No one ever came to us and said; "Look your mother is some kind of nut. Don't trust her! What ever you do, never confide in her. Keep both eyes on her. Pay close attention." Some how instinctively I knew Martha Jane Walters was not right in the head. No I didn't know that she hated me with a passion, hated everyone in her family. I know now it was the Holy Ghost telling me; "Beware".
From conception to age 62 I had no way of knowing this kind of evil was possible. It is so incredible, it is beyond the scope of human understanding. So I thought until I discovered the broadened definition of NICROPHILIA the other day.
NICROPHILIA is exactly what Martha suffered with. She did not want to see or nurture life. All that woman ever wanted to do was kill and destroy. (Starting with that defenseless puppy.) Why brag about five coat hanger abortions? No, it was more than bragging, it was announcing with what she considered pride; "I flushed fiv of dem muthaf****** down the toilet."
Stunned, I (we) didn't say anything. Did she make that pronouncement to intimidate us? To terrify us? To make us grateful for the inhuman treatment she passed off for "love"?
If you don't know me and you are not familiar with this blog, this is my healing place. This is where I come to think out loud, to share my awful excruciating pain with the world. I am not going to lie, I for one am exceedingly glad that old c*** is finally dead. Yes, I think she lived far too long, took up way too much space, led countless hordes astray. I am not GOD, I have no right to judge. But I do have the right to tell! I have the right to climb Mount Everest, stand at the top and scream the most primal scream this world has ever heard.
The A.M.E.Zion Church must take responsibility for permitting, allowing one of the vilest demon possessed human beings to work through their denomination to enslave GOD's children. This church turned their backs on my pleas for help. You are not a church, you are an obstruction. And you need to question why you were so blind, why you loved her so much.
I am talking, I am telling because there are far too many devastated beings on this earth totally destroyed by their evil demon possessed mothers. Yes, I am scarred, scuffed up, but I am not ruined! Yes, that was fully her intention but it didn't work!
GOD SAVED ME!!! Reached down from heaven and snatched me out of that pit. Dispatched His host of Angels to guard and protect me every day. "Victory is mine! Victory is mine today!"
Got a demon in your life? Got some vermin holding on to your coattail and won't let go? Feed them GOD's Truth. They will flee every time. PRAISE THE LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceeding proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 14, 2014 All rights reserved.
Monday, February 10, 2014
Hey stupid! The devil is not
your friend! He does not like you! If you have a rebellious spirit please pray over it. Pray for ears that can hear. Come towards the Light. Don't run away from it. Don't let satan blackmail you with guilt and shame.
Don't you move! Everyday that you live get up and get down on your knees first! Say, Recite "The LORD's Prayer" with the same enthusiasm you do the Pledge. Take the LORD with you every where you go.
Children I came to tell you that old devil means you absolutely no good. Don't trust him, don't compromise with him and what ever you do never fear him,
Today is the day, another anniversary of my grandfather's terrible demise. (Saturday, February 10, 1979) Well, I finally know why; NECROPHILIA!!! "Necrophilia; the desire of certain people to control others - to make them controllable, to foster dependency, to discourage the capacity to think for themselves, to diminish their unpredictability and orginality. " The NECROPHILIC narcissistic mother is the woman you never want to encounter! Necrophilic according to psychiatrists, just another reprobate according to GOD's WORD.
"You remember too much!" she growled in that same hateful vicious tone I grew very accustomed to as a child. The sad thing is she meant it. Poor Martha was never able to love, care about or nurture anyone. A total fake that hid her true nature viciously. I use the term viciously and mean it. Contradict, criticize or merely hint that she did something untoward or made a slight mistake you would be lucky to get away unbloodied. Your feelings were going to be hurt. But the message was loud and clear; Mathy Jane was your god and you better shut the f*** up and go along with what ever was on her agenda no matter how insane, brutal or demonic it was.
True, she is dead now, gone forever, but I am not beating a dead horse. You can learn so much from Martha's horrible rebellious life.
Life lesson # 7 - never put any trust in satan. Stay away from the occult, Tarot Cards, Horoscopes, all of that "mess".
I know I'm blessed! I am proclaiming the blessings of my Mighty GOD that reached down from heaven and pulled me out of that deep dark pit.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 10, 2014 All rights reserved.
Don't you move! Everyday that you live get up and get down on your knees first! Say, Recite "The LORD's Prayer" with the same enthusiasm you do the Pledge. Take the LORD with you every where you go.
Children I came to tell you that old devil means you absolutely no good. Don't trust him, don't compromise with him and what ever you do never fear him,
Today is the day, another anniversary of my grandfather's terrible demise. (Saturday, February 10, 1979) Well, I finally know why; NECROPHILIA!!! "Necrophilia; the desire of certain people to control others - to make them controllable, to foster dependency, to discourage the capacity to think for themselves, to diminish their unpredictability and orginality. " The NECROPHILIC narcissistic mother is the woman you never want to encounter! Necrophilic according to psychiatrists, just another reprobate according to GOD's WORD.
"You remember too much!" she growled in that same hateful vicious tone I grew very accustomed to as a child. The sad thing is she meant it. Poor Martha was never able to love, care about or nurture anyone. A total fake that hid her true nature viciously. I use the term viciously and mean it. Contradict, criticize or merely hint that she did something untoward or made a slight mistake you would be lucky to get away unbloodied. Your feelings were going to be hurt. But the message was loud and clear; Mathy Jane was your god and you better shut the f*** up and go along with what ever was on her agenda no matter how insane, brutal or demonic it was.
True, she is dead now, gone forever, but I am not beating a dead horse. You can learn so much from Martha's horrible rebellious life.
Life lesson # 7 - never put any trust in satan. Stay away from the occult, Tarot Cards, Horoscopes, all of that "mess".
I know I'm blessed! I am proclaiming the blessings of my Mighty GOD that reached down from heaven and pulled me out of that deep dark pit.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 10, 2014 All rights reserved.
Friday, February 7, 2014
Dear LORD ...
Thank you! There was no way for me to know the true evil that lurked behind those eyes. Yes I felt it and there were a few times she declared it. But oh how she vehemently denied it. There were times she would beat us bloody for the slightest indiscretion then turn around and hug us, maybe kiss us, give us some money or buy us a favorite (cheap) toy.
Now no matter how she brutalized or violated us it was always our fault. First of all we were just too dark to love. Although she claimed that we had "good hair" it was never quite good enough. The hair on the right side of my head was always too frizzy, had to put Royal Crown on it and tie it down with a silk scarf.
Yes I was much too black at "coco brown" for any man to ever want or to love. (E.E.Smith High School got it wrong when they named me most attractive. K**** S******* really deserved it because she was high yalla, had blonde hair and blue eyes.) It was a good thing I had a bushel bail of long beautiful hair. It was a good thing I had a shape that would make a "bulldog hug a hound." It was a good thing my mother married a "little shawt jet black n**** that she didn't love" just so we could attend the best schools in the world, "be round all dem white churin and have all dem white teachers."
I reflect back, experience some triggers. Like the time I ended up punch drunk (damn near comatose) from all the blows you landed to my eight year old head. You were screaming that I was too dumb to learn to tell time. I was legally blind and didn't know it. I couldn't even see your little homemade clock. Every wrong answer was received with a hard slap across the face or a punch in the head.
You didn't care bout my ability to tell time. You just wanted to beat something, to destroy, to maim . You were still smashing that puppy between two bricks. I know now why you used to love to tell us that story about Charity's Hill. The woman that killed her husband and ate his brain, picked his brains out of his skull with a pair of scissors.
I am sorry you went wrong. I am sorry you could never stop lying, plotting and scheming. I am sorry you lost. I am glad you hated me, made me your scapegoat instead of your golden child. I am glad that you hurt and scarred me so bad I had to find the LORD. I had to embrace the Holy Ghost.
Thank You! THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!!! Praise the LORD!
Copyright February 7, 2014 All rights reserved.
Now no matter how she brutalized or violated us it was always our fault. First of all we were just too dark to love. Although she claimed that we had "good hair" it was never quite good enough. The hair on the right side of my head was always too frizzy, had to put Royal Crown on it and tie it down with a silk scarf.
Yes I was much too black at "coco brown" for any man to ever want or to love. (E.E.Smith High School got it wrong when they named me most attractive. K**** S******* really deserved it because she was high yalla, had blonde hair and blue eyes.) It was a good thing I had a bushel bail of long beautiful hair. It was a good thing I had a shape that would make a "bulldog hug a hound." It was a good thing my mother married a "little shawt jet black n**** that she didn't love" just so we could attend the best schools in the world, "be round all dem white churin and have all dem white teachers."
I reflect back, experience some triggers. Like the time I ended up punch drunk (damn near comatose) from all the blows you landed to my eight year old head. You were screaming that I was too dumb to learn to tell time. I was legally blind and didn't know it. I couldn't even see your little homemade clock. Every wrong answer was received with a hard slap across the face or a punch in the head.
You didn't care bout my ability to tell time. You just wanted to beat something, to destroy, to maim . You were still smashing that puppy between two bricks. I know now why you used to love to tell us that story about Charity's Hill. The woman that killed her husband and ate his brain, picked his brains out of his skull with a pair of scissors.
I am sorry you went wrong. I am sorry you could never stop lying, plotting and scheming. I am sorry you lost. I am glad you hated me, made me your scapegoat instead of your golden child. I am glad that you hurt and scarred me so bad I had to find the LORD. I had to embrace the Holy Ghost.
Thank You! THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!!! Praise the LORD!
Copyright February 7, 2014 All rights reserved.
Rest assured ...
Everything works out for good for those that love the LORD. I don't care how brilliant and elaborate a scheme is, it will fail. GOD warns us in Proverbs repeatedly; if you dig a ditch for someone you better dig two. If you don't understand that proverb you might want to stop reading right now. The knowledge I am sharing may be above your pay grade.
I am still back tracking. Still retracing my steps. We were standing at the foot of my mother's bed. (This was the room where it happened.) She was going on and on about how granddaddy "sent for the gun" because he was fearful of burglers.
[Why did I fall for it? Had I ever known granddaddy to demand to have a pistol? Had I ever known him to be fearful of anything? This man was my hero. How many snakes had I seen him kill with just the heel of his boot, with the blade of a hoe, a stick ?]
"Yo'grandaddy was so neat ... he put duh pistol up yeah After he shot himself in the HEART!" That was it. My eyes bugged out of my head. I locked eyes with my brother and at that exact precise moment we both knew. 'She did it!'
So I need to know why I cowered down. I know it was fear. But, was there any hope there? Was I hoping that I was wrong? Why was my brain screaming; "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" Was cloaking for Mathy something I was just accustomed too? Did I do it automatically without thinking?
Well you already know GOD protected me from every one of her schemes, from all of her ignorant "hoodoo" and demonic conjure. Every plot she planned backfired. Strangely she never learned. I have to admire her tenacity, her ravenous efforts to destroy us, to destroy me.
What if Mathy had put all that negative energy, hatred and insane jealousy into her dreams? What if she spent more of her time trying to create a better world? Instead of fighting GOD, goodness and everything beautiful.
What is the truth? What is the hilarious truth? Mathy was an anti-intellectual. She did not like to study. Every book was boring to her, especially the Bible. Yes she bought books. Surrounded herself with thousands of them so she could look smart.
Poor Mathy was guilty of falsely believing she was the most brilliant woman that ever lived. She knew no one was a better liar or actress. NO, she never cared about a single solitary person on this earth. Lived for 87 years as a selfish spoiled eight year old. Nothing ever went her way. Sure she pretended she was winning. Celebrated every little trinket. Perhaps she had some form of mental retardation. Bragging about driving a brand new Sedan deville Cadillac. Bragging about how the salesman complimented her because very few "negroes" bought brand new Cadillacs right off the showroom floor. [While she was bragging about what she was driving did she ever mention that her children were at home eating grits and grease just so she could flex?]
Stay in His WORD children. "GOD will never leave or forsake you."
(singing) Victory is mine! Victory is mine!
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 7, 2014 All rights reserved.
I am still back tracking. Still retracing my steps. We were standing at the foot of my mother's bed. (This was the room where it happened.) She was going on and on about how granddaddy "sent for the gun" because he was fearful of burglers.
[Why did I fall for it? Had I ever known granddaddy to demand to have a pistol? Had I ever known him to be fearful of anything? This man was my hero. How many snakes had I seen him kill with just the heel of his boot, with the blade of a hoe, a stick ?]
"Yo'grandaddy was so neat ... he put duh pistol up yeah After he shot himself in the HEART!" That was it. My eyes bugged out of my head. I locked eyes with my brother and at that exact precise moment we both knew. 'She did it!'
So I need to know why I cowered down. I know it was fear. But, was there any hope there? Was I hoping that I was wrong? Why was my brain screaming; "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" Was cloaking for Mathy something I was just accustomed too? Did I do it automatically without thinking?
Well you already know GOD protected me from every one of her schemes, from all of her ignorant "hoodoo" and demonic conjure. Every plot she planned backfired. Strangely she never learned. I have to admire her tenacity, her ravenous efforts to destroy us, to destroy me.
What if Mathy had put all that negative energy, hatred and insane jealousy into her dreams? What if she spent more of her time trying to create a better world? Instead of fighting GOD, goodness and everything beautiful.
What is the truth? What is the hilarious truth? Mathy was an anti-intellectual. She did not like to study. Every book was boring to her, especially the Bible. Yes she bought books. Surrounded herself with thousands of them so she could look smart.
Poor Mathy was guilty of falsely believing she was the most brilliant woman that ever lived. She knew no one was a better liar or actress. NO, she never cared about a single solitary person on this earth. Lived for 87 years as a selfish spoiled eight year old. Nothing ever went her way. Sure she pretended she was winning. Celebrated every little trinket. Perhaps she had some form of mental retardation. Bragging about driving a brand new Sedan deville Cadillac. Bragging about how the salesman complimented her because very few "negroes" bought brand new Cadillacs right off the showroom floor. [While she was bragging about what she was driving did she ever mention that her children were at home eating grits and grease just so she could flex?]
Stay in His WORD children. "GOD will never leave or forsake you."
(singing) Victory is mine! Victory is mine!
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 7, 2014 All rights reserved.
Thursday, February 6, 2014
Babies!
You don't need anyone's permission to live your life to the fullest on this earth. GOD loves you! That is precisely the reason GOD brought you here. Yes! you are part of His Divine Plan.
And let me tell you another thing while I'm "schooling" you. Don't let any ignorant self-serving imp keep you from your dreams. Know why they keep causing you endless pain. Know why they made you their scape goat. Find out who they are, look at their fruit and leave them in the hell they tried to create for you.
Do pray for them. Love them if you can. But don't you ever let anyone or anything ruin you. Calling a woman "mother" doesn't make her motherly, kind, affectionate or anything. Now if you ever run up on a poor fallen woman low and ignorant enough to resort to "witchcraft", conjure and the occult so that she will always appear to the world to be far more than what she believes she is ; RUN!!! Get as far away from that woman, that enabling family as you can.
No, you don't have time to waste. At the longest, the longest life is too short. Stop letting your loved ones define you. Always telling you what you want, what you are thinking, what you can do, what you can't do.
One more life lesson. You can do anything you put your mind too. If you don't have any real parents in evidence, remember GOD will pick you up.
Is your body racked with pain, full of dis-ease? GOD can and will heal you. Do you have a dream? GOD will place the right people in your path. It will all come to fruition in GOD's Time, in His Divine Order. No one can keep you out. No one can block your way. Be abundantly and eternally blessed today.
I pray that all your enemies scatter and you be made whole.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 6, 2014 All rights reserved.
And let me tell you another thing while I'm "schooling" you. Don't let any ignorant self-serving imp keep you from your dreams. Know why they keep causing you endless pain. Know why they made you their scape goat. Find out who they are, look at their fruit and leave them in the hell they tried to create for you.
Do pray for them. Love them if you can. But don't you ever let anyone or anything ruin you. Calling a woman "mother" doesn't make her motherly, kind, affectionate or anything. Now if you ever run up on a poor fallen woman low and ignorant enough to resort to "witchcraft", conjure and the occult so that she will always appear to the world to be far more than what she believes she is ; RUN!!! Get as far away from that woman, that enabling family as you can.
No, you don't have time to waste. At the longest, the longest life is too short. Stop letting your loved ones define you. Always telling you what you want, what you are thinking, what you can do, what you can't do.
One more life lesson. You can do anything you put your mind too. If you don't have any real parents in evidence, remember GOD will pick you up.
Is your body racked with pain, full of dis-ease? GOD can and will heal you. Do you have a dream? GOD will place the right people in your path. It will all come to fruition in GOD's Time, in His Divine Order. No one can keep you out. No one can block your way. Be abundantly and eternally blessed today.
I pray that all your enemies scatter and you be made whole.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 6, 2014 All rights reserved.
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
I WON THE LOTTERY!!!
Praise the LORD! I am one of His select! I have been chosen! The Dear LORD looked down on this little speck of dust and out of His bowels of mercies poured His blessings and gifts on me.
No, my grandfather had no idea what those two buzzards intended for us. How could he know? I am sure he had never heard of any woman being so common and low down. Nor did he know that any man could be so weak for a "yalla damn near white" woman.
I've thought about it and prayed about it. It was never "sexual". They weren't seeking pleasure or pain. Those two buzzards were after power. Two ignoramuses, evenly yoked in their scumminess. Who knew? Definitely a case of the blind leading the blinder , dumb and dumber , stupider and stupidest.
I was only four years old but every moment of that historic event was seared into my consciousness. I was a child and I could sense granddaddy's uneasiness . There was Mathy Jane standing there grinning with her jet black little n**** soldier husband in tow. He was quite a bit younger than she was and his little country Hawkinsville, Georgia brain was ripe for Mathy Jane's indoctrination , manipulation and poisoning.
Well it didn't work! I know you feel stupid laying there rotting in the ground. You mean to tell me that in 87 years on this planet you never caught on? Beating and stabbing people for calling you an ignorant vicious savage! Hating every one that simply knew you were a lying whore. That's what you were among other things.
The very last thing you told me, the very words that came out of your mouth were; "Don't piss on my grave when I'm dead!" Why did you say that? How could you utter a sentence so vulgar to your only daughter? I know. You were possessed by a demon. A demon that you invited into your heart. A demon that you nourished, hid and cloaked for.
Remember that "just and honest due" I used to tell you about? You got it. GOD told me why you always bragged about your color and hair. That's all you had. You were as common as bat s***. No decent man would have you. Your reputation was so bad, so called decent people refused to be in the same room with you. Instead of changing or a least compromising you tried to play GOD. In your dumb little small mind you thought you had all the answers. Ran all over Virginia, North and South Carolina seeking "two headed doctors", practitioners of witchcraft.
You just knew you were winning. satan told you that your plan was fool proof, that you were invisible, totally undetectable, truly a stealth demon. The devil didn't tell you that you were going to get old and slip up. Jesus told me to look at your fruit and you cursed Him. (LORD have mercy how can a minister of the Gospel curse Jesus?)
Now you know you could have repented, confessed your mountain of sins. You chose not too. Well eternity is for ever. Never ending, "from everlasting to everlasting."
I want you to know that while our grandfather was packing our meager belongs in that cardboard suitcase he was praying for us. And everyday of his life he prayed for us, guided us and gave us his sagely advice until February 10, 1979. The day you took his life. The day you took that old rusty .38 and pressed it to his heart.
YOU DID IT! YOU DID IT YOU STANKING S***! Yes you did! I got it now, you always played mentally ill and half cracked when it suited you. No Mathy Jane the word for you is EVIL. Human EVIL. And you have the nerve to demand to rest in peace. The same way you told me, told us; :Don't you f***** think back n*****!" DONT YOU TELL A MUTHAF****** THANG DAT GO ON IN DIS HOUSE!"
I am bragging today children. I am living proof that GOD will bring you out, make your enemy your foot stool. Your cup will run over, you will give and not borrow, you will be the head and not the tail. GOD will give you the power of discernment and you will walk on satan's little imps like grains of sand. I AM A WINNER!!!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 5, 2014 All rights reserved.
No, my grandfather had no idea what those two buzzards intended for us. How could he know? I am sure he had never heard of any woman being so common and low down. Nor did he know that any man could be so weak for a "yalla damn near white" woman.
I've thought about it and prayed about it. It was never "sexual". They weren't seeking pleasure or pain. Those two buzzards were after power. Two ignoramuses, evenly yoked in their scumminess. Who knew? Definitely a case of the blind leading the blinder , dumb and dumber , stupider and stupidest.
I was only four years old but every moment of that historic event was seared into my consciousness. I was a child and I could sense granddaddy's uneasiness . There was Mathy Jane standing there grinning with her jet black little n**** soldier husband in tow. He was quite a bit younger than she was and his little country Hawkinsville, Georgia brain was ripe for Mathy Jane's indoctrination , manipulation and poisoning.
Well it didn't work! I know you feel stupid laying there rotting in the ground. You mean to tell me that in 87 years on this planet you never caught on? Beating and stabbing people for calling you an ignorant vicious savage! Hating every one that simply knew you were a lying whore. That's what you were among other things.
The very last thing you told me, the very words that came out of your mouth were; "Don't piss on my grave when I'm dead!" Why did you say that? How could you utter a sentence so vulgar to your only daughter? I know. You were possessed by a demon. A demon that you invited into your heart. A demon that you nourished, hid and cloaked for.
Remember that "just and honest due" I used to tell you about? You got it. GOD told me why you always bragged about your color and hair. That's all you had. You were as common as bat s***. No decent man would have you. Your reputation was so bad, so called decent people refused to be in the same room with you. Instead of changing or a least compromising you tried to play GOD. In your dumb little small mind you thought you had all the answers. Ran all over Virginia, North and South Carolina seeking "two headed doctors", practitioners of witchcraft.
You just knew you were winning. satan told you that your plan was fool proof, that you were invisible, totally undetectable, truly a stealth demon. The devil didn't tell you that you were going to get old and slip up. Jesus told me to look at your fruit and you cursed Him. (LORD have mercy how can a minister of the Gospel curse Jesus?)
Now you know you could have repented, confessed your mountain of sins. You chose not too. Well eternity is for ever. Never ending, "from everlasting to everlasting."
I want you to know that while our grandfather was packing our meager belongs in that cardboard suitcase he was praying for us. And everyday of his life he prayed for us, guided us and gave us his sagely advice until February 10, 1979. The day you took his life. The day you took that old rusty .38 and pressed it to his heart.
YOU DID IT! YOU DID IT YOU STANKING S***! Yes you did! I got it now, you always played mentally ill and half cracked when it suited you. No Mathy Jane the word for you is EVIL. Human EVIL. And you have the nerve to demand to rest in peace. The same way you told me, told us; :Don't you f***** think back n*****!" DONT YOU TELL A MUTHAF****** THANG DAT GO ON IN DIS HOUSE!"
I am bragging today children. I am living proof that GOD will bring you out, make your enemy your foot stool. Your cup will run over, you will give and not borrow, you will be the head and not the tail. GOD will give you the power of discernment and you will walk on satan's little imps like grains of sand. I AM A WINNER!!!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 5, 2014 All rights reserved.
Tuesday, February 4, 2014
Now you done gone ...
from being ignut, to down right stupid! Don't come round yeah wid dat ignut nonsense. Take dat "hoodoo" and put it whur duh sun don't shine! ... You ain't been drinking is you? Did you fall and hit yo' head? ... Pleeze tell me you ain't dat dumb!? Dat gullible? Hmmmmmmmmmmm ... Has you eva' read a book? You thank duh good LAWD sent you to dis earf to stay ignut?! .... If GAWD didn't want you to read the Bible ... what did He have it writ fah? He had it writ out fah you dummy! ... Read if fah yo'sef then you will know fah yo'sef what it say! ... Well be lazy ... don't read it ... go 'head and rot in hell wid dem other illiterate no-reading all-sinning imps! ... Go 'head! I ain't got breath to waste on you. (Startled pause) Bye! (Screened door slams shut)
Excerpt taken from the The JR Walters Chronicles.
Copyright February 4, 2014 All rights reserved.
Excerpt taken from the The JR Walters Chronicles.
Copyright February 4, 2014 All rights reserved.
Monday, February 3, 2014
Of Human Bondage
"Get thee behind me satan! ... Run you cur! In the Holy Magnificent name of the LORD Jesus Christ you better bow down!!!"
GOD gave us Power over evil! Confront the devil and he will flee! Trust and believe GOD will bring you out! Your Joy Bell will ring! You will feel so good you will think you are floating. *" Walking on air, ain't touching ground nowhere!" There is only one simple thing you have to do; Trust GOD! Humble yourself, give Him your heart, let Him guide you.
Praise the LORD ! The Dear LORD has led me every step of the way on this fantastic journey! GOD put the words in my mouth and the meditation in my heart.
Attending Wesley Chapel A.M.E. Zion church as a chid I must have heard the sermon of the Prodigal's Son over a thousand times. I love the line;" the Prodigal's Son went out and fell among thieves."
I used to wonder about the people that were born among thieves. What about them, how do they escape the clutches of evil?
First of all; Shut up! And quit spreading ignorance! Human Evil does exist and it is running rampant as we so called Christians watch in silence, content to shake our collective heads and leave all of our little innocent children rotting in bondage because the subject of INCEST and Pedophila is too disgusting a topic to entertain. Yet the main industrtries that are the main contributors to our moral down fall are celebrated . Our government cheeringly pays for the magic blue pill! WITH OUR TAX DOLLARS! Because SEX is our greatest industry. We deliberately throw our children away for filthy lucre. The agencies that we create that are supposed to protect children are all cruel hoaxes. (At least in Georgia.) the Department of Family and Children's Services should be dismantled and the so called leaders arrested and IMPRISONED for child abuse. I wish the same for all schools that deny children hot water, decent edible food and only 22 and one half minutes to gobble it down, the opportunity to really learn , to truly acquire a real education.
[Yes, ALL of our (public) schools have been deliberately "dumbed down". That is the real reason our industries have turned to "out sourcing" .]
Many of our movies encourage sexual debauchery and we laugh. Our small children are mimicking very inappropriate "adult" behavior and we continue to laugh. Our children hate us while we remain blind and clueless.
I am the victim of thee vilest, most maniacal, demon possessed woman that ever lived! GOD told me to tell you that she was not alone. Jesus told us that our enemies would be of our own household. Far too many of our churches are no more than a den of thieves. If you have some pimp preacher telling you that you are in danger of Hell fire for not tithing, go tell him Rachel Doster said that he is in danger of Hell fire for deliberately leading GOD's children astray.
"Pressing on the Upward Way!"
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 3,2014. All rights reserved.
*Joan Graham, NCA&T State Un, circa 1973
GOD gave us Power over evil! Confront the devil and he will flee! Trust and believe GOD will bring you out! Your Joy Bell will ring! You will feel so good you will think you are floating. *" Walking on air, ain't touching ground nowhere!" There is only one simple thing you have to do; Trust GOD! Humble yourself, give Him your heart, let Him guide you.
Praise the LORD ! The Dear LORD has led me every step of the way on this fantastic journey! GOD put the words in my mouth and the meditation in my heart.
Attending Wesley Chapel A.M.E. Zion church as a chid I must have heard the sermon of the Prodigal's Son over a thousand times. I love the line;" the Prodigal's Son went out and fell among thieves."
I used to wonder about the people that were born among thieves. What about them, how do they escape the clutches of evil?
First of all; Shut up! And quit spreading ignorance! Human Evil does exist and it is running rampant as we so called Christians watch in silence, content to shake our collective heads and leave all of our little innocent children rotting in bondage because the subject of INCEST and Pedophila is too disgusting a topic to entertain. Yet the main industrtries that are the main contributors to our moral down fall are celebrated . Our government cheeringly pays for the magic blue pill! WITH OUR TAX DOLLARS! Because SEX is our greatest industry. We deliberately throw our children away for filthy lucre. The agencies that we create that are supposed to protect children are all cruel hoaxes. (At least in Georgia.) the Department of Family and Children's Services should be dismantled and the so called leaders arrested and IMPRISONED for child abuse. I wish the same for all schools that deny children hot water, decent edible food and only 22 and one half minutes to gobble it down, the opportunity to really learn , to truly acquire a real education.
[Yes, ALL of our (public) schools have been deliberately "dumbed down". That is the real reason our industries have turned to "out sourcing" .]
Many of our movies encourage sexual debauchery and we laugh. Our small children are mimicking very inappropriate "adult" behavior and we continue to laugh. Our children hate us while we remain blind and clueless.
I am the victim of thee vilest, most maniacal, demon possessed woman that ever lived! GOD told me to tell you that she was not alone. Jesus told us that our enemies would be of our own household. Far too many of our churches are no more than a den of thieves. If you have some pimp preacher telling you that you are in danger of Hell fire for not tithing, go tell him Rachel Doster said that he is in danger of Hell fire for deliberately leading GOD's children astray.
"Pressing on the Upward Way!"
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 3,2014. All rights reserved.
*Joan Graham, NCA&T State Un, circa 1973
Saturday, February 1, 2014
Yes, children ...
there are mothers that have nothing but pure hatred for their children. Some are kind enough to abort the innocent being that they don't want and know they will never love. Some will go through the pains of child birth and abandon the child, simply throw it away.
Those are not the mothers I want to call your attention to today. You must know there are women on this earth that choose to hate, stalk and destroy that child secretly. These women are stealth demons. They wrap themselves in religious garb, plaster "Jesus!Jesus!" on their lips, play act, lie and delight in deceiving.
Perhaps one of the major reasons you don't know about such women is they do such a thorough job of destroying and brain washing their victims. These women are brilliant enough to employ the age old military strategy of "Divide and Conquer". And then or course they just lie and make grandiose promises they have no intention of honoring.
Jesus warned us. He told us to stay away from such people. Cautioned us, told us to look at their fruit. My brilliant mother conned us in our youth, told us Jesus meant your children. That you could judge a person by the way their children turned out. She also warned us to never read the book of Revelation. Did she know that if I read it I would have recognized her?
When GOD said that "No weapon formed against His children would prosper."; it is the truth. All Sooth Sayers , "Root Workers", Conjurers will have their part in that lake of fire.
I will end today's post with a quote from my grandmother; "You might get by but you won't get away."
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 1, 2014. All rights reserved.
Those are not the mothers I want to call your attention to today. You must know there are women on this earth that choose to hate, stalk and destroy that child secretly. These women are stealth demons. They wrap themselves in religious garb, plaster "Jesus!Jesus!" on their lips, play act, lie and delight in deceiving.
Perhaps one of the major reasons you don't know about such women is they do such a thorough job of destroying and brain washing their victims. These women are brilliant enough to employ the age old military strategy of "Divide and Conquer". And then or course they just lie and make grandiose promises they have no intention of honoring.
Jesus warned us. He told us to stay away from such people. Cautioned us, told us to look at their fruit. My brilliant mother conned us in our youth, told us Jesus meant your children. That you could judge a person by the way their children turned out. She also warned us to never read the book of Revelation. Did she know that if I read it I would have recognized her?
When GOD said that "No weapon formed against His children would prosper."; it is the truth. All Sooth Sayers , "Root Workers", Conjurers will have their part in that lake of fire.
I will end today's post with a quote from my grandmother; "You might get by but you won't get away."
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright February 1, 2014. All rights reserved.
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