Please don't read this blog!

If you want to remain ignorant, wait to die for your pie in the sky.  If you want to be nothing but some one's foot stool, dish rag, dirty laundry; don't read this blog.  Believe all your life, for your whole life, some mentally defective moron loved you or could ever love you.

Keep nodding your head going along with every lie she molded and shaped into your empty head.  Yes, she convinced you that RACISM was the cause of all your pain, your bad luck, your IRS audits, your inability to date (or mate).  Your husband or wife leaving you, your house burning down to the ground, your son, daughter or children that refuse to deal with you.  Your OCD, nervous twerks, alcoholism, drug addiction, pot smoking, anxiety attacks, bi-polar, psychotic, paranoid anti-social antics are all due to America's RACISM!

Right, having a psychotic, neurotic, sadistic. NECROPHILIAC, PEDOPHILE MOTHER had absolutely nothing to do with your being damaged.  "You should have pulled yourself up by your own bootstraps!  Quit complaining! Get over it! You remember too much! Quit living in the Archives, after all she is your MOTHER."; says an unfeeling, uncaring, must give some type of lip service just in case some cameras are on and I can get caught being "good' world.

"There is no way on this earth your mother could have been as wicked as you claim! IMPOSSIBLE! GOD would not let any one suffer like that!"

You are right friend, GOD would not let one of His children suffer like that.  GOD told me.  Told me when I was three and four.  Told me over and over all of my life.  I kept hope alive!  I kept hoping she would change.  I loved her.  She was my mother even if she was common as bat s***.  She was a lot of fun when she wasn't being sadistic and brutalizing you with her fists or mouth.  After all she did foster our keen observational skills.  We can detect bulls*** ten miles away.

Dear LORD please forgive me of my many, many sins.  I can listen now.  I am really starting to "understand it better".

Be a blessing children, be a blessing.

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

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