***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Sunday, May 31, 20/20
The real reason the "counterfeit christian" hates US!
So what? Pimp on!
BEAMING!!!
Sunday, May 31, 2020
The Allman Brothers Band - Stormy Monday ( At Fillmore East, 1971 )
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Sunday, May 31, 20/20
AWESOME! "Cultural Appropriation" or just true, sincere appreciation?
WE ALL have Free Will. The HOLY SPIRIT, (Something Supernatural) gives US life. You can enjoy yours, pursue Happiness or you can be a blind, hateful, unrepentant sheep.
You can lie for Liars, steal of thieves, cloak for demons, if you think that best for you. As for me I enjoy dancing on the graves of every dead demon that deliberately hurt me. Consciously raped and molested me.
May everyone of the low maggots rot in the hell they gleefully created for me, for mine.
BEAMING in the BACKFIRE of a counterfeit "Christian", an unrepentant dead demon!
Is Amerikkka burning? Or, Chickens coming home to roost?
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Sunday, May 31, 20/20
AWESOME! Happy blessed seventy -TH BIRTHDAY to my brother. May the Dear LORD bless you abundantly, from the crown of your "curly head", to the bottom of your feet.
May you come to know how much I love you, how much your family loves you, and that GOD loves you.
Yes, I am praying for your faith, my faith, as WE heal. May the Dear LORD continue to touch OUR hearts with [HIS] Finger of Love.
"Abba , Father, send compassion to the sensitive souls"
"Touch their thoughts and emotions that are impaired with Your finger . Reconnect them to this realm. Return them from wandering, Lost in realms of deception or (mis) created realm of survival. Held captive against their will.
Touch O Repairer of breeches , The portals left open for lions to enter in.
Seal the opening with your healing balm.
Holy Spirit come smooth out, relieve and untangle the knotted nerves. Apply the Balm of Gilead.
Whisper Truth to the sad, depressed, oppressed, and repressed souls.
Help them to find expression through You. Help them to create beauty and wonder through You, who are the original Creator of All things.
Where they have been hit with BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA, reverse the damage done.
Restore them like New!
Let Peniel (the Face of GOD) drive away the LEGION of accusers that torment night and day.
Show them Tender Mercies , Love and Kindness and Teach US LORD to be kind."
Written by SILVANO DANIEL TERRELL Wednesday, May 13, 20/20
BEAMING!
Saturday, May 30, 2020
Down Home Blues
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Saturday, May 30, 20/20
AWESOME! Safe at home, "Two Stepping" on dead, unrepentant demons' heads, graves, airing out their putrid scents, EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS OF HORROR, EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS OF DIRTY LAUNDRY!
TO GOD BE THE GLORY!
Yes! It feels Good! Better than any carnal pleasure that low, volunteer , sadistic whore for satan, ever experienced.
Dear Children of The HOLY SPIRIT, exercise extreme caution, navigating imps and vipers in YOUR OWN FAMILY!
Look at their deeds, believe not one word of flattery coming out of an old lecherous , "bottom bitch" for Lucifer's mouth.
Stop calling that 'hoe an Ordained Minister! CALL HER WHAT s/HE ALWAYS WAS! LEGION! DEMON POSSESSED! A SKANK! AN INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE THAT WORKED ROOTS AND MURDERED AND TORTURED HER OWN FAMILY, HER ELEVEN CHILDREN FOR FUN! FOR HER god satan!
REBUKE HER! REFUSE TO HONOR HER JUST BECAUSE s/he conjured someone into giving her a license to fleece, rob and molest.
"Know your Truth, be set Free!" martha jane walters and d**********************p are twin DEMONS!
SHUN THEM!
BEAMING!!!
Friday, May 29, 2020
Muddy Waters / The Living Legends of Blues
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Friday, May 29, 20/20
Another AWESOME DAY! Up early dancing on a dead, rotting, unrepentant demon's Grave!
(s/he) it , Lived the life of LEGION, was .rump before .rump. Played GOD and ended up "playing herself".
Yes, mjw I certainly understand why you refused repentance. I know you knew you didn't deserve forgiveness but, GOD, Jesus Christ promised you , you could have it. Only you knew how undeserving you were.
True , you were always horribly "mentally ill" but, you knew [HE] is a "mind regulator". You didn't want your mind regulated. You were what you were, you loved it. You realized what a horrid , disgusting taste your carnal filth left in your mouth but, witnessing the sick , unnecessary suffering of others made you "happy".
Jealous! Jealous! Jealous! LEGION! LEGION! LEGION!
Well, it is obvious , all of you low life , predatory, incestuous pedophiles, have taken over the Church. So? Jesus told us to look at your fruit.
Do know your demon possessed asses just took over buildings because the True CHURCH is in the heart!
You slick , stanking bitch, pretended you thought "fruit" meant your children. AND you had the evil, demonic nerve to demand that I never read the book of Revelation.
Well, I read it! I read the whole Bible and you are a dead , lying , sack of Shit! So, is that thang still occupying the white house.
GOD got you and [HE] shall get that little imp too, when [HE] gets ready!
BEAMING!!!
Thursday, May 28, 2020
Jimi Hendrix Live at Stockholm 1969
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Thursday, May 28, 20/20
This early Hendrix is Fi" (FIRE).
Jimi Hendrix was "Light Years" ahead of OUR time.
I really need him and his kind , right now, as I attempt to "self soothe". As I heal from learning my Truth.
As I age rapidly, a few days from my Sixty-ninth birthday, No DEMOCRACY yet! Not one damn taste!
No matter. GOD got this and I got plenty!
This evil World WE are ALL forced to occupy has a real problem with greed, envy, jealousy, extreme hatred which feeds extreme immorality by extremely ignorant, stiff neck counterfeit Christians.
Let'um. "Got to fulfill the Book." LIVELOVELAUGH anyway.
Love who you want to love FIERCELY!
Don't be afraid, that lying ass trump exposed all the shit! TOTAL AND COMPLETE FUCKERY!
SAVE YOURSELF!
Hold your head up, always walk in Truth and Honesty, no matter what.
BEAMING!!!
SOME SHO'NUFF BIG PIMPING!
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Thursday, May 28, 20/20
Big Pimping with GOD given swag!
Howlin' Wolf - May I Have a Talk With You
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Thursday, May 28, 20/20
Yes, The HOLY SPIRIT snatched my blinders off! Never trust any pathological lying Wo/Man. Remember; "Your enemies shall be of your own household." Yes, your kin!
Don't take that lightly. Don't do as my family did. WE quaked in the demonic presence OF A KNOWN DEMONIC WHORE! WE went along with her lying bullshit, her unending scams, just because WE called that Viper "mother".
WE hid her proclivities for INCEST, PEDOPHILIA, GROUP SEX AND HOMOSEXUALITY! WE HID THE FACT THE LOW WHORE FOR SATAN WAS SADISTIC! CARNAL! A LYING, JEALOUS, ENVIOUS IGNORANT WHORE!
A SAD PROSTITUTE THAT VOLUNTEERED TO HIT ROCK BOTTOM! LOVED TO SIN! LOVED SATAN!
So, why did s/he preach? s/he hated GOD. Why did s/he hate GOD? GOD didn't fear her. GOD didn't let her have her way.
mathy jane was a nigger. Yes, s/he was a volunteer imp. No, s/he never believed her skin color made her superior. That was just a convenient lie s/he told.
s/he was definitely an imp. One sick whore from birth! Her feet were swift to run to mischief. s/he was perverted! COMMON AS BAT SHIT!
No, s/he never tried to change, preferred to decimate, annihilate her accusers. Those brave enough to call her sick, depraved, selfish, greedy, ignorant, sadistic, "counterfeit Christian" ass , out, were shunned, banished, mistreated worse.
"Mistreated worse ", supposedly, how can a fucking piece of shit like my "birther" and donaldjtrump treat anyone worse?
Fuck .rump and mathy jane!
If that low slut didn't do nothing else, s/he alone, has exposed the "Church" and the "Government" , for being the Haven for evildoers, sick, sadistic Wo/Men , it is!
"From such stay away.'
BEAMINGING!
There Is Power In The Blood
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Thursday, May 28, 20/20
Up early Rejoicing! Celebrating all the good memories of a Good Man and dancing on the grave of a dead demon!
Yes Children, THERE IS POWER IN THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB. Don't be frightened off by Jesus pimps like my "mother". It doesn't matter if ninety-nine percent of preachers are greedy, lascivious wo/men. GOD got this!
My GrandDADDY, promised me, assured me, "Jesus will fix it!" My GrandDaddy didn't lie!
So, this old lying, scummy, sadistic, psychotic, sociopath came to this good Earth and Scorched it! Tore it up! Committed every ugly, disgusting, carnal crime s/he could. Died bragging that s/he got away.
Died forcing, convincing her "flying monkeys" to never breathe a word of truth against her stanking, SADISTIC, perverted, carnal, INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE , ignorant, racist ass.
martha jane walters lived eighty-eight years railing against color. Blaming pigmentation for all the evils of man. While bragging that s/he was light bright, damn near white, therefore she could do what ever s/he chose, to who ever s/he chose and NOBODY ON THIS GOOD EARTH BETTER EVER SAY SHIT ABOUT IT!
While it is true the wo/man that birthed me, the wo/man that claimed to be so let down when I "TURNED BLACK AS A CROW!" , by six months, was determined to ENSLAVE ME! TO MAKE ME HER FOOTSTOOL!
No, not ME bitch! You picked the wrong one! Your five emasculated sons may never breathe one word against you. So, they shall not protect your name either!
martha jane walters you chose to live the life of a demon possessed whore and you chose to die an unrepentant, demon possessed whore. Now ROT!
So, now WE THE PEOPLE have this appointee, so despicable, so monster-ous, it is impossible to keep up. Democracy is dead! Not newly dead, "been dead". Democracy is as dead and as fake as that low life whore that held me hostage, in her captivity for sixty-two years.
Dumb ass mathy jane declared she was winning! Working "roots", prostituting, stabbing, scalding, scorching, burning, branding, raping, and ruining and LYING PATHOLOGICALLY, at will. Laughing because s/he put on a "religious" , holier than thou face, when s/he stepped out of her Den of Iniquity, dressed to the nines. Got in her long Cadillac , put on the finest robe money could buy, just to strut up in a pulpit , MOCKING GOD!
FLEECING AND LYING! When martha jane walters got to old to sell "hot pussy", s/he went to preaching, never knowing and never caring to know Jesus!
mjw made Jesus her tool the exact same way s/he did every hungry soul s/he encountered on this good Earth, satan sent her here to soil.
Well, you lied SKANK! "I can't lose for the stuff I use, You can't win for the fix you are in." There was never any power in your dirt! Dirt is dirt! The fact you were always low and immoral enough to go "down on" graves, digging up dirt off of murdered men's graves , proved you were the VIPER you always denied.
Your actions for eighty-eight years proved you were the low maggot every one in Wade Station, North Carolina called you.
So? It ALL BACKFIRED BECAUSE THERE IS WONDER WORKING POWER IN THE BLOOD!
BEAMING!
Wednesday, May 27, 2020
Howlin' Wolf & Eric Clapton ~ ''Goin' Down Slow''&''I Want To Have A Wor...
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Wednesday, May 27, 20/20
Yes, I am deeply humbled, blessed by My HOLY FATHER to be here on this Good Earth, able to Testify of the Goodness of Almighty GOD!
While that HORRID ILLITERATE is totally destroying "Democracy", ask yourself , is he? Just when has any true righteousness, a quest for justice and equality, ever , actually, existed in this CON-Try?
NEVER! NO NOT, NEVAH!
The same evil asses ruling now, have always ruled and Almighty GOD has always made a way "Out of No Way!"
Still, .... Almighty GOD/THE HOLY SPIRIT IS SOVEREIGN !
BEAMING!
"Whipping Post" by The Allman Brothers Band
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Wednesday, May 27, 20/20
Praise the Living LORD! So glad to be here! "Gibben' hon Nur tuh GAWD , who is duh head of my life!"
While I wrote that in dialect, I mean it in every language I know. YES! I'm Humbled and very glad, blessed for the opportunity to say so.
Yes, one nasty ass, stank, pervert, is STILL occupying the white house, trying desperately to maintain, secure and entrench the "Status Quo". No, nothing has changed in this fucked up , racist CON-try, other than the fact this dumb muthafucker let the "cat-out-duh bag".
Told where all the bodies were buried, rushed to destroy THIS SO CALLED DEMOCRACY. "SUMP'TIN I AIN'T NEVAH HAD!"
I'm glad he did. What a relief! Trying to be what those Pulpit Prosperity Pimps dictated , was too hard.
Lying muthafuckers! ALL of them! Money hungry bitches! Please notice my "mother" didn't go to preaching and teaching Sunday school, until s/he got too old to sell pussy.
Anyway, LIVELAUGHLOVE! Let no ignorant, racist imp steal your Joy! Not one righteous person on this GOOD Earth is vacuous enough, to even pretend they think skin color is a factor. If you are a "Christian", If you posess an IQ of at least 68%, You know , WE THE PEOPLE have one Father, OUR FATHER!
Why do you dare pray The LORD's Prayer, if you don't believe it?
BOW DOWN sATAN! YOUR TIME IS UP!!!!!!!
BEAMING!
ALL AGLOW IN THE BACKFIRE!
Tuesday, May 26, 2020
Johnny Winter - Be Careful With A Fool
***THE GWEN DOSTER ***
Tuesday, May 26, 20/20
No children, no weapon formed against the righteous shall ever prosper. No, no so called "pastor pimp", ordained minister, can come to this good Earth and hide her deep, sick, sadistic, disturbing proclivities forever.
"What is done in the dark shall surely come to light."
Never trust a Holy Ghost filled, saved and sanctified Christian, that has never read the Bible. Any book for that matter. Shun ALL DULLARDS regardless of color, age, or status.
YES! Stupid ass niggers still carry big heavy books for SHOW!
"COME JESUS"!
Shun all of those "Cherry Pickers", imps, that think they can flip open a Bible, search for shit , just to manipulate imps dumber than their dumb ass, in order to get their way.
That was my "birther". The low whore would steal your shit, destroy it, then volunteer to help you look for it. "I swear to GAWD I ain't lying!"
A ROOT WORKER! YES A MUTHAFUCKING ROOT WORKER UP PREACHING EVERY FUCKING SUNDAY!
THE LOW LIFE, STANKING HOE WAS MAD BECAUSE NO ONE TRUSTED HER! THE LOW LIFE HOE WAS UNTRUSTWORTHY, ALWAYS ! FOR EIGHTY-EIGHT FUCKING LONG ASS YEARS!!!
Dear LORD Thank You for giving that low slut an expiration date sooner than the low whore FOR SATAN expected.
BEAMING!!!
NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME BY ANY ANTI-MOTHER SHALL EVER PROSPER
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Tuesday, May 26, 20/20
Another Awesome Day! Praise the LORD. World, please permit me to brag a little bit. You see, I ain't been too long Free. Yes, World , it was nearly sixty-nine years ago I fell in with a Den of Thieves.
Lucifer's lowest, maggot slut , birthed me. No, that was not the worse part. The worse part was being forced, against my will, to serve this slut, to sit up under her nasty, common , demonic ass and call that low, murdering, sadistic, psychotic, skank-ified slut, Queen!
Why? WHO, WHAT, WHEN , WHERE, WHY? For what purpose was I forced to believe her lies, take her unending daily dose of abuse and remain stoic? So s/he could pretend s/he was not more man than woman? That s/he was not "common as bat shit", as everyone in Wade Station, North Carolina claimed?
Did that martha jane walters really believe s/he could birth her own slaves? Just a gang of faggots and one bitch?
Yes, the low whore for satan tried to pimp me out to her Johns quite early in my unwanted life, in my bastard state. No, no daddy!
Yes, the first eight years of my life were quite hard to bear. I was too smart for her (thank GOD) and s/he wasn't taking any more chances with me , since I "rat-ed" her stanking, putrid, perverted ass out at age four.
So, the next time you find your self repeating or believing Family is everything, slap yourself upside the head. Jealousy and envy is everything. Try to help a "loved one" that is down and out if you want to.
Just make sure they don't have any hidden issues or agendas. Make sure they are not one of mathy's boys. Make sure the low slut didn't compromise his virtue, his morals, his manhood from birth.
No, there is nothing anyone can do for the five male sons mathy jane deliberately destroyed. Yes, pray for them please, but anyone that has to be talked into hating that maggot of a "mother" is clearly beyond your power to save.
If they refuse to fall on their knees seeking repentance and most importantly the Truth, "From such stay away."
In the "Mean Time", LIVELAUGHLOVE! Work out your own soul salvation.
BEAMING!
Monday, May 25, 2020
Farther Up The Road by Bobby 'Blue' Bland 1957
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Monday, May 25, 20/20
AWESOME! My "birther" had me captured for sixty-two years. The low secret whore held me tightly in her lying jowls, IN HER CREEPY ROOT WORKING CLAWS!
Yes , martha jane walters was just another Cretin
Dispatched to do evil to innocent children, to destroy and spoil the truly Righteous
mjw was something so low , s/he refused to know
refused to change
demanded to torture (not so secretly) Night and Day!
The stanking , skanky whore , used "Color" as her excuse, A COMPLETE RUSE
No, the slut was never that stupid
Niether was I
Now that you are finally dead,
and this Good Earth is finally rid of you,
I can finally have my one Good Last Cry!
No, there is no need to "piss on your grave"
But, I PROMISE TO HAVE A PARADE TO HONOR THE RIGHTEOUS SAINT YOU DELIBERATELY MURDERED!
MURDERED WITH THE SAME GUN THAT TOOK HIS SON'S LIFE
BITCH!
YOU LOW WHORE FOR SATAN!
YOU DID IT ON THE ANNIVERSARY
FEBURARY 10, 1939 JEROME WALTERS JR WAS MURDERED
FEBRUARY 10, 1979 JEROME WALTERS SR WAS MURDERED BY HIS OWN DAUGHTER!
WITH THE SAME GUN!
NO! STANKING WHORE YOU DID NOT GET AWAY!
DID YOU ACTUALLY THINK OR EVER BELIEVE FIFTY YEARS OF FAKE , FALSE PREACHING WOULD EVER SAVE YOUR DESPICABLE, DEMONIC, DEMON POSSESSED LEGION ASS?
Praise The LORD for keeping a Ram in the bushes
and saving all that want to be saved, from volunteer low racists whores like you
BEAMING!
Sunday, May 24, 2020
Down Home Blues
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Sunday, May 24, 20/20
This "Be Me" right here muthafucker!
For real Bitch!
FO'REAL!
Sho'nuff!
Yea, I came to this low life muthafucker , swinging my fine ass off, AT TWO MUTHAFUCKERS!
Swag is something you are born with!
You can't buy it, or DUPLICATE it!
Collegen is collegen and implants are implants, All aritficcal hue-man look like the "Walking Dead"!
ART TEE FUCKING FICAL! (ARTIFICIAL AIN'T REAL WORTH A DAMN! )
It ain't got shit to do with money either.
Shit! When I was young, fine, and in my prime, I look-ED good in a wet paper sack!
Damn near killed my jealous ass "mother".
Good!
If you are FINE! Be FINE! Nevah refuse your GAWD GIVEN SWAG for any low life lying, sorry ass muthafucker, just because the sorry ass muthafucker, birthed you or eva' got their low life, lying, sanctimonious, counterfeit, fake ass Christian claws on you.
Rebuke ALL OF THEM SORRY ASS MUTHAFUCKERS! THE SEEN AND UNSEEN!
Now LIVE!
Now LAUGH!
Now LOVE!
BEAMING!
Put A Little Love In Your Heart
***The Gwen Doster Diaries***
Sunday, May 24, 20/20
Over here REJOICING! Praising The LORD! Feeling just as good as I felt the first time that volunteer low slut for satan caused me to cry out to Almighty GOD!
I was still a small child, very small for my age, eight. So, this psycho, We were forced to call "mother" was on one of her tyrants again. Up early, cussing , fussing, raising pure hell, BEATING THE PURE HELL OUT OF US , for no apparent reason.
Well, the reasons were very apparent, to every one but mjw, martha jane walters was always too evil, too psychotic, too donaldjtrump-ish , to ever admit the Truth about anything.
No, nothing was ever martha jane walters fault. NOTHING! Was s/he cut throat? Yes! Was s/he common, carnal, immoral, nasty, perverted, a NYMPHOMANIAC, A PATHOLOGICAL LIAR ? YES!
WAS THE SICK WHORE , HORROR UNLEASHED? YES!
WELL, WHY WAS THE LOW WHORE ABLE TO PREACH FOR OVER FIFTY YEARS?
Why didn't We know OUR "MOTHER" WAS THE MOST DESPICABLE, DISGUSTING WO/MAN TO BE LET LOOSE ON SOCIETY, IN A THOUSAND YEARS?
WHY DIDN'T WE KNOW THE WHORE WAS PURE HATE, PURE HELL, LEGION ON THE LOOSE?
We , the "'leben head of churrin" were not permitted to know and what We did know , We knew We "bedder not EVA' tell nobody, but GAWD".
So, what did martha's sick sexual perversion and unending sadistic acts have to do with her stealth-ness, her success as a counterfeit Christian? How could such a cretin, a complete abomination to The HOLY GHOST , live and vex, work against good people , DESTROY AND DISMANTLE LIFE AFTER LIFE, so long?
Ignorance! Sheer Ignorance! Remember, the people designated "black" were forbidden the MINIMUM rudiments of an education for hundreds of years, (1619-1865). Then the education most received WHEN THE INSTITUTION OF SLAVERY CHANGED OWNERS, was tainted with white supremacy. It was assimilate or perish!
Forget the bad news, celebrate the Good News! GOD,The HOLY SPIRIT, is Not Color Struck! Nor gender struck. Go ahead Love who You please!
Learn Your Truth! Know Your Truth! Hold Your Head up!
Yes, an old lying, lazy, viperous, jealous, hating, hue-man maggot came to this GOOD Earth, clandestinely, freely, gleefully, served the god s/he loved for eighty-eight years , then died. Just expired. No apology, no repentance. Died lying. Died hating. So? Don't You do it!
Put a little Love in your heart , then glow in the BACKFIRE of any imp , dumb enough to think they are smarter than Almighty GOD, because their skin is "light bright and damn near white."
BEAMING!
Wednesday, May 20, 2020
No, IT is NOT funny!
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Wednesday, May 20, 20/20
WE say it's funny, no this shit ain't funny, at all. All this fucking hypocrisy is no longer funny! World, WE are the inhabitants of an EXTREMELY CRUEL, UNJUST WORLD! Yes, evil man has ventured too far on the Dark Side. Wo/Man's INHUMANITY TO MAN HAS GONE TOO FUCKING FAR!
Yes, wo/man is a maddening creature when s/he is attempting to rape, ruin, and reduce you with her so called "religion". I must acknowledge the brilliance of evil wo/men that wrote and cherry pick a book, they have decided the entire world must live by , no matter what.
(A book the low life, illiterate muthafuckers have never read, nor care to read, mind you.)
Yes, there is no denying it now, the religion practiced by WASP (white anglo saxon protestants) is RACIST! Of course it is! WE are still using the exact same "Book of Wisdom" that justified Chattel Slavery. Now, the Dullards are re-using it to justify the extension of white supremacy.
Except, there is one Caveat to this "situation", "If one lie is in it, GOD ain't in it!"
(By the way, if you actually believe there exists a GOD, or god, any where that is going to banish you to hell for "cussing", your dumb ass deserves to suffer.)
I must laugh (now). So many, clearly 99.9% shunned me, shunned my story when I began exposing my evil, demon laden "mother". Yes, most chose her side. Why? The low life, maggot of a whore was "brilliant" enough to secure a "license to preach". Was very entertaining and charismatic. Oh, and s/he was ;"Light bright and damn near white.)
Stupid ass niggers, you enslave your dumb ass selves being Color Struck!
BUT, THE LORD JESUS CHRIST KNOWS THAT WO/MAN WAS HORROR UNLEASHED! A DEVOURER! YES WORLD, DEVOURERS ARE BEING CLOISTERED UP IN GOD'S CHURCH! THE PULPIT PIMPS ABOUND!
LOW LIFE INFIDELS! LOW LIFE CHILD MURDERERS! INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILES!
Wait, please do not get discouraged. Watch! The LORD is shaking them out! Exposing every last one of the MONGREL MONSTROSITIES.
Hell no, they are not winning, the dummies took their hoods off. IT IS NOT COLOR! IT IS CHARACTER!
If you want to be restored, ask GOD. If you want to be relieved of "The Blunt Force Trauma" waged on you in your own Family, ask GOD!
BEAMING!!!
Tuesday, May 19, 2020
Marvin Gaye - Sexual Healing ( Extended Version ) 1982
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Tuesday , May 19, 20/20
While it is crystal clear "mental illness" is the greatest PANDEMIC OUR NATION IS FACING! There is no easy cure. No, WE can't fix what WE refuse to face.
Perhaps far too many of US are suffering miserably for choosing denial. I get choosing DENIAL. It seems to be easy, a logical choice until you have struggled far too many years trying to find "Joy".
Do not wait as long as I have, Dear World. Don't wait to get "old" before you can "OUT" (expose) an old slewfooted , demon possessed geezer, because s/he forced you to call her low ass , "mother".
Dear LORD, thank You for putting me on the road of "Clarity". Thank You for enabling me with the strength to know my Truth.
No, it has not been easy but, World I can assure you I am healing.
Rejoicing!
RESTORED!
BEAMING!!!
It just hit me like a ton of bricks!
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Tuesday, May 19, 20/20
Greetings! And by the way; Very Happy Malcolm X Day!
I always loved Malcolm X, he became my second hero in life, when I viewed him, (a negro) on National Television. He "burned" some reporter with the most brilliant "retort" I had ever heard.
I can't remember the name of the program . It was something like Meet the Press. Anyway, Malcolm X was debating with some black man, touted as "Our savior" .
The black man was well spoken, well dressed and obviously the type of "colored man" white supremest wanted to cultivate.
I stood frozen, eight years old, eyes fixed on our small, black and white TV. That handsome, bold, brilliant BLACK MAN's voice rocked my world when he asked so vociferously, so eloquently; "What does the white man call an educated black man, such as yourself?"
The educated, articulate black man was struck stupid by the question and was stuttering when Malcolm X interjected:
HE CALLS HIM A NIGGER! THAT IS WHAT HE CALLS HIM, A NIGGER!
I about lost my mind! I was the happiest little girl in the world and I had no idea why. That shit , this shit, is no longer a mystery to me today. In my twenty/twenty hindsight I can see clearly someone in the Walters family did not do their job.
Somebody knew low life mathy jane was unfit to be around children. Shit! The low life slut of a maggot "mother" was unfit to be around hue-man kind.
Yet, s/he was permitted to live freely, to vex , persecute, torment, endanger and destroy without much resistance for EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS, except from my grandfather.
Certainly I can understand in my 20/20 hindsight why s/he always hated him with a vengeance. Why she MURDERED HIM, stole his mantel, preached his sermons and dared anyone to ever say anything positive about him, around her .
Yes, it is crystal clear, the so called potus is doing the exact same thing and for all of the exact same reasons. Go ahead. I'm glad I finally learned my Truth. Yes, I am quite amused , s/he told on herself. The low whore was so vicious, so cruel, so heartless, greedy , sadistic and psychotic , no one dared reveal her to me, to us.
We suffered without a cause! I (WE) were made to suffer because of lies, fake ass, lying ass, demon possessed Christians! All BULLSHIT! Just a bunch of Pulpit pimps that don't won't to work, would rather fleece people too dumb, lazy or intellectually impaired to read!
How could they, how could anyone practicing the religion of the oppressor ever protect me (Us) from that viper? Did anyone know a creature, a cretin, such as my birther possible? Did anyone guess, did it ever cross anyone's mind that an Abomination to The Holy Ghost possible?
Our first clue was that "birther" bullshit.
One thing about it, money is not power and when these dumb muthafuckers start losing everything that stole, and keep losing, perhaps then they will humble themselves and repent.
I doubt they shall ever repent. My "birther" never did. Yes, the low whore for satan cursed GOD and died. You can be like mathy jane if you want to. I shun evil!
Rejoicing! Very Happy Malcolm X Day!
Monday, May 18, 2020
BB King & Bobby Blue Bland - The thrill is gone - 1977
This Be ME!
PRAISE THE LORD!
GOD IS STILL AWESOME!
Johnny Taylor-Steal Away(1969)
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Monday, May 18, 20/20
Yes, my "World", this "World" , seems to have changed rapidly, as I , (WE) suddenly age. Is it really?
So fascinated by the "Folly of Man" , I majored in History. Racism is a Cancer. It is worse than roaches, rats and all vermin put together. It is also the story of man. Man is a man hater. Man is a liar, a murderER. No, no one can trust Wo/Man.
Judas betrayed Jesus for thirty pieces of silver with his lying, sneaky, manipulative , stank ass. My "birther" was Judas. That lying slut never told the truth about shit , not one fucking day in her long ass , lying life.
No matter. I survived, was in fact made better than I otherwise would have , without her unending, evil, demonic stalking.
"My LORD from Zion". The poor wo/man shaved my head three times when I was a toddler! Some one told the slut it would make my hair "nappy". s/he also knew "Black wimmen ain't nevah had no hair." (Chris Tucker Voice)
It didn't "make my hair nappy", and I must brag, very few wo/men ever had the beautiful, luscious hair GOD always adorned me with.
So, don't worry about these vipers, Blue or Red. A liar is a liar. "Trust No Wo/Man"
"No weapon formed against the Righteous shall ever prosper."
BEAMING!!!
Dear LORD! I Thank You because only You LORD know!
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Monday, May 18, 20/20
Dear LORD I Thank You! On bended knees, I Thank You! Yes, I am deeply humbled. Out of all your children, you chose me. Hovered over me, protecting me, leading and guiding me "down through the years".
Yes, some one or "some ones" made a tragic mistake permitting martha to always have her evil, demonic, violent, vulgar way. Far too many people were always deathly afraid of martha. Yes, s/he was a terrorist. A man woman, more man than woman. No wonder she was a Lesbian, a closet homosexual.
s/he was also extremely childish, as jealous as any two year old toddler. Is that why s/he relished every opportunity to sexually molest small children?
While a great debate shall always rage concerning the Bible, good scripture, I know the Bible saved my life. I am sure I would have never known, or heard of the "anti-mother" without reading on my own.
I've never heard one pastor expose evil "pastors", evil, jealous, demon possessed, "root working" preachers, "Mothers of the Church" , like mine.
For all my long life I have been told to shut my mouth. That no one cares. That there is no such thing as "Demon possession". My skin is too dark, I should be glad my life wasn't worse.
My "own mother" taught me that I was cursed! That GOD designated me to be crucified, persecuted, exploited, for my entire life. That there was nothing I could do but suffer. Yet, s/he on the other hand deserved the best in life because s/he was "light bright and damn near white".
How horrid! I know now martha never believed a word of that rot. s/he was just a low whore, a hue-man maggot! Deplorable! Disgusting! Yet, loved! How? I am the only victim willing to speak up, to speak out against her.
No, I don't blame my brothers. That low common slut from the bowels of hell cut their "nuts" out at birth. Then the low life whore taught them conjure, voodoo. So what! "What is done in the dark shall surely come to light."
For all those people that shun me, that tell me to shut the fuck up, guard your children. WE shall never know the number of young men and women that whore martha jane walters deliberately soiled, mutilated, flushed down the toilet and laughed .
I do know the number of suicides went up significantly in Cumberland County when fine young black men were left in her "tender care".
All I know, Jesus told US to know Our Truth. I know mine. It is crystal clear, martha jane walters was LEGION! So what! No weapon formed against the Righteous has ever prospered.
Dear LORD, thank you for sending me , Us, this poem. I shall cherish it forever.
"THE FINGER OF GOD"
SilVano Daniel Terrell
Wednesday, May 13, 20/20
Abba, Father
Send , Compassion to the sensitive souls
Touch their thoughts and emotions that are impaired
with Your finger
Reconnect them to this realm
Return them from wandering,
Lost in realms of deception or (mis) created realm of survival
Held captive against their will
Touch O repairer of breeches
The portals left open for lions to enter
Seal the opening with your healing balm
Holy Spirit come smooth out, relieve and untangle the knotted nerves,
Apply the Balm of Gilead
Whisper truth to the sad, depressed, oppressed and repressed souls
Help them to find expression through You
Help them to create beauty and wonder through You, who are the original Creator
of All things , Where they have been hit with BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA,
Reverse the damage done
Restore them like New
Let Peniel (the face of GOD) drive away the Legion of accusers
that torment night and day
Show them Tender Mercies, Love and Kindness
And Teach Us LORD to be Kind."
Yes, this is one AWESOME Poem! Every time I re-read it, I heal a little more. The Walters clan was fresh out of slavery. My grandfather was born "free" but , how free was he? Free to obey the white man, free to attempt to survive in one of the worse eras for racial persecution and Genocide this World has ever know.
Under sever oppression Rachel and Rome Walters bore a "child". "Child", I'm afraid not, they birthed LEGION!
But, it is alright. There is a Balm in Gilead and GOD's Truth is rapidly setting me free. Free all my "loved ones" GOD. Free all of my fellow victims. Restore them LORD. Remind them Our Tormentor is finally long dead.
BEAMING!
Sunday, May 17, 2020
More Peas
Good people "Bless and curse not". "Cursing" has nothing to do with language or cuss words. "Cursing" , is all my silly, ignorant, demon possessed "birther" ever did.
No, no one could keep her lying, skank-i-fied, envious, "common as bat shit", jealous ass , off of murdered men's graves collecting "dust", trying to play GOD.
Well, it BACKFIRED BITCH!
No, I have never had the desire to piss on your grave, as you warned me not to . But, yes I do enjoy dancing on your dirty, rotting, UNREPENTANT , STANK ASS, LYING ASS, tRUMP-ISH ASS GRAVE!
Celebrating as I HEAL!
Something Is Worrying Me
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Sunday, May 17, 20/20
While "Church Hurt" is some awful shit, discovering your "mother" was never more than a pathological lying, sick, sadistic, low life, "rooting working" , jealous, envious , closet lesbian, demon possessed Whore , is HORRID until you come out on the other side, VICTORIOUS!
GLOWING! BEAMING! REJOICING!
Yes, GOD will do it for youtoo, just ask!
No worries, just Tender Mercies.
Yes, GOD will make your enemies your footstool.
Yes, GOD is Righting every wrong.
Please accept the fact salvation is not for everyone. "Only a dog returns to his vomit."
Look how many"blacks", the poor, the greedy, the needy, are willing to kiss that white ***********'s ass in public view! Look how many imps are willing to lick that cretin's boots for a mess of pottage.
Let'um. WE all have Our Cross to bear. ALL those willing to sacrifice their very souls in a desperate effort to maintain white supremacy, deserve exactly what they shall reap.
CHOAS! BEDLAM! That is all WE got remaining in the deep whore's shadow. Afraid to speak up. Afraid to fucking move or TELL.
Sitting Our dumb black asses up in some Church every Sunday, "hearing" but not heeding. Jesus told Us to shun the very presence of evil. Jesus didn't tell us to placate the whore. Jesus damn sure never told Us to honor such garbage , just because the low whore for satan tricked some imps out of a license to preach.
Little Richard Inducts Otis Redding into the Rock & Roll Hall of Fame
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Sunday, May 17, 20/20
Praise the LOVING LORD! Rest in Paradise MISTER RICHARD PENNYMAN!
What an honor to have known you! Thank You for your Tremendous Gifts. Yes, I am richly blessed. The entire World is richly blessed.
Beaming!
Lonesome Valley
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Sunday, May 17, 20/20
Rejoicing another beautiful Sunday morning. Rejoicing, not mourning as my sick, sadistic tormentor intended. Praise The Living LORD for this opportunity to share the Goodness of GOD. Yes, I just want to Testify! I must Testify! I am absolutely radiant , all a glow, BEAMING! Praising GOD for Tender Mercies.
No, it didn't look good for me June of 1951. Yes, my outlook was bleak. Born into the clutches of a DEMON POSSESSED TERRORIST WITH CARNAL PROCLIVITIES! I was hopeless, a little zygote embryo, mathy was too lazy, too sorry, too uncaring, too wicked, too ignorant, too racist, too savage, to abort properly.
No, there existed very little hope for my black, bastard, unwanted, abandoned , female ass.
It is a good thing mathy jane came up with a brilliant scheme to "pimp me out" to the highest bidder and decided to rescue me from the whorehouse she deliberately left me in.
At any rate, I landed in the loving arms of my grandparents, Rachel and (Je) ROME WALTERS! "PRAISE GOD FROM ALL BLESSINGS FLOW!
I've wondered and wondered, questioned GOD my whole life, confused, mystified by the power of evil. WHYYYYYYYYY? WHY DID WE TAKE IT? We all knew that low slut was a low slut? What kept Us in her clutches? s/he claimed it was her "roots", her voodoo. I highly disagree, just time, just a matter of time, imp. IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!
Of course WE all knew martha jane walters was EVIL! WAS SICK! WAS SADISTIC! No, I never had any idea my "mother" would one day MURDER AND ROB MY GRANDDADDY!
The slut did it, laughed! Framed him for suicide just like that imp that conjured up a fake birth certificate, now OBAMAGATE! Nigga Please!
What We fell for , was her "religious" bullshit. NO ONE COULD KEEP THAT LYING DEMONIC SLUT OUT OF CHURCH EVERY ************* SUNDAY!
I know now, s/he was there just to show off her white skin, fine raiment, fine automobiles. Just fake! FAKE! FAKE! FAKE! A total fucking act, just to get money. Yes, martha jane walters was one money hungry whore! How many wo/men willing sell their babies, their toddler children , their young children, their grown children , into prostitution? All the while up "preaching"? Prancing around in "red bottom" shoes, bragging about what her fake hair cost, LYING, LYING, LYING!
DEMONS!
Why don't more people know about these lying sick perverts , up preaching, spreading their filth? Why don't more people know wo/men like my "birther" , exist, are prolific?
"Churr-itch" , the Church Itch. Most people love to get up, get dressed in their finest and rush to participate in the Pageantry of Churr-itch. I know I always went for the music, good food and often good "preaching".
Thankfully, by the Grace of GOD, my GrandDADDY, ROME WALTERS, TAUGHT ME TO TEACH MYSELF! READ! "Study to show yourself approved."
It is a good thing I did. sATAN got the "Churr-Itch" and gone!
BEAMING!
Saturday, May 16, 2020
Ferlin Husky - Wings of a Dove (Grand Ole Opry)
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Saturday, May 16, 20/20
Yes ,Dear Children, it is indeed true. I am a witness! For sixty-two years I was held captive, a prisoner, a mere chew toy for one sick ass abuser!
Yes, an ORDAINED PASTOR! A "DAUGHTER", A "SISTER" , A "MOTHER", AN AUNT, A COUSIN, YES THE LOW WHORE FOR sATAN WAS MY KIN.
(NOT KIND, JUST KIN!)
HORRIFIC! Please don't get on your high horse thinking nothing like martha jane walters or donald j trump can EVER happen to you.
As a matter of fact it is quiet easy. Most people are just like them; deliberately ignorant, deliberately extremely carnal, DELIBERATELY DESTITUTE OF ALL MORALS!.
Yes, DELIBERATELY DEMON POSSESSED!
YES, HUE-MAN BEINGS THAT SUNK LOW ENOUGH TO PRETEND TO BELIEVE THEY ACTUALLY THINK sATAN CAN WIN?
JUST VOLUNTEER DEAF, DUMB, BLIND,RACIST SHEEP
IF sATAN CAN WIN OR IS ACTUALLY WINNING, WHY LIE? WHY DENY? WHY FIGHT? WHY DIG UP YOUR CONJURE FROM MURDERED MEN'S GRAVE IF YOU REALLY BELIEVE YOU ARE SO SUPERIOR?
WHY DO YOU GET DOWN ON YOUR ASHY KNEES AT MIDNIGHT, ON A FULL MOON, COLLECTING "GOOFER DUST"?
DID YOU REALLY THINK YOU WERE WINNING?
DID YOU REALLY THINK ALL OF YOUR MURDERS, YOUR SUBTERFUGE , WOULD LAST?
DID YOU NOT KNOW ONE DAY sATAN WOULD BACKSTAB YOU , THE EXACT SAME WAY YOUR BACKSTABBED OTHERS AND GRINNED?
NO martha jane walters and donald j trump, sATAN IS NO ONE'S FRIEND!
BEAMING!!!
While the low whore for satan wasted eighty-eight years lying, bragging about winning
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Saturday, May 16, 20/20
While the sick whore did waste her precious life actively trying to destroy every life s/he claimed s/he gave
What did s/he win?
NOTHING!
THE LOW WHORE FOR sATAN GAINED NOTHING BUT SHAME
BY THE TIME S/HE WAS WELL PAST ELDERLY , S/HE KNEW TO NEVER DARE DART HER HORRID FACE IN A REAL CHURCH
SURE
RELIGIOUS INSTITUTIONS DESIGNED TO FLEECE AND CO-SIGN EVIL WAS HER VENUE
ALWAYS
WHO? WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE BELIEVE SUCH?
FEAR SUCH?
THE UNREAD
THE VOLUNTEER ILLITERATES
VOLUNTEER DULLARDS
THE LOST
THE DEMON POSSESSED RACIST
NO WORRIES
JUST TENDER MERCIES
THE DEAR LORD NEVER ONCE REFUSED TO PROTECT ME
SURE
THE LOW WHORE FOR sATAN SLOSHED BEHIND ME PRETENDING TO LOVE ME,
ACTUALLY PRETENDING TO CARE
GOD LET HER BECAUSE ONLY JESUS KNEW GOD WOULD NEVER LET ME DASH MY FOOT AGAIST A STONE
AT EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS martha jane walters REFUSED TO APOLOGIZE
REFUSED TO REPENT
HER EVIL WAS TOO GOOD
HAD LASTED TOO LONG
TOO MANY WERE ACTUALLY FOOLED
THEN
THAT "BOY"
CAME BACK HOME!
REMEMBER
EVERYTHING DONE IN THE DARK SHALL COME TO LIGHT
GOODGOTUHMIGHTYYYYYYYYY!
BEAMING!
It is ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Saturday, May 16, 20/20
Yes, it is ALL in Divine Order, EVERYTHING!
No, the evildoers are not getting away,
They have never gotten away with any of their evil, their deep collusions
While far too many, if not most, live in abject Fear and abject poverty
I REFUSE!
I HAVE EYES THAT SEE
EARS THAT HEAR
I HAVE A BRAIN TO THINK CLEARLY
AND
A HEART TO LOVE FIERCELY!
My greatest nemesis is finally DEAD!
YES!
THE OLD DEAD , PATHOLOGICAL LYING,
SICK, SADISTIC, CARNAL, GREEDY, PSYCHOTIC, DEMON POSSESSED IMP
IS FINALLY DEAD!
YES!
I AM REJOICING!
HOW CAN I NOT!
THE SLUT WAS LEGION!
NO COUNT!
NO GOOD!
HORROR UNLEASHED!
BUT
THE BACKFIRE!
I'M HUMBLED!
I'M BLESSED!
I'M HEALING!
THE DEAR LORD IS BUSY, FURIOUSLY RESTORING EVERYTHING MY CLOSET DEMON "MOTHER" STOLE FROM ME!
DEAR LORD IN HEAVEN YOU ARE AWESOME
YES
LORD
THAT HORRID, VOLUNTEER CRETIN, DID STALK ME FOR SIXTY-TWO YEARS DEMANDING A POUND OF MY FLESH
WHY?
S/HE PRETENDED I (WE) RUINED HER LIFE!
YES
S/HE DID TORMENT ME (US)
DAILY
HOURLY
EVERY MINUTE
EVERY PRECIOUS SECOND OF MY BEING
OUR BEING
PRETENDING S/HE ACTUALLY BELIEVED MY SKIN COLOR WAS A CURSE
THAT LOW SLUT FOR sATAN NEVER THOUGHT ANY SUCH THING
THE LOW SLUT FOR sATAN WAS JUST EVIL
DEEPLY DEMON POSSESSED
YES
IN HER EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS OF RAINING (REIGNING) NOTHING SHORT OF "BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA"
S/HE COLLECTED DEMONIC SPIRIT AFTER DEMONIC SPIRIT
REALLY BELIEVED S/HE COULD HIDE HER PROCLIVITIES BEHIND A LETTR OF ORDINATION
S/HE DID
BRAGGED ABOUT HER GREAT SUCCESS
UNTIL THAT "BOY" CAME BACK!
sATAN STABBED THE LOW SLUT IN THE BACK
EXACTLY WHAT S/HE SHALL DO TO ALL OF HER BELIEVERS
BEAMING
GOD
THE HOLY SPIRIT
IS
A
WONDERFUL ONE!
REJOICE!
GOD GOT THIS!
Friday, May 15, 2020
What do you do when your blinders are finally snatched off?
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
FRIDAY, MAY 15, 20/20
What did We expect? What did I expect? I can tell you very candidly, I never expected to discover , very late in life that my own "mother", would turn out to be my greatest known enemy.
HORROR UNLEASHED!LEGION! JEZEBEL! CAIN! lUCIFER! OLD SLEWFOOT!
Yes, I sat in some "Churr-itch" (on some occasions, real Churches) for twenty-one YEARS OF Sundays, straight in row. I went in there , not believing, KNOWING! Knowing, having not one shred of doubt that Jesus, The HOLY SPIRIT loved me, would never forsake me.
Did someone teach me this? Certainly, my GrandDADDY! Not my "mother". No, never my "mother", not my real mother. The wo/man that birthed me and bragged about how magnificent and magnanimous s/he was to keep me, taught me that "shit" was some rot. That no one was honest or lived by that Bible shit, but fools.
Was I puzzled, confused? Always. My "birther's" favorite quote; "The devil might'ugh brought it, but GAWD sho' sent it." WE agreed! Of course! I shall never forget the day We went from eating nothing but "Grits and Grease" (just to keep Our assholes open), to martha securing a "meat man".
A "meat man" is a person that sells "hot" or stolen meat. Sure enough, one of Madame Watson's (my birther), customers was going with an ordained pastor of Our denomination (African Methodist Episcopal Zion) . Mr. (Blah-Blah) drove a long Cadillac , dressed to the nines, and I heard he could preach.
Well, he worked out on Post, in the Commissary , and he stole meat to supplement his income. He had a sick wife, she was dying of cancer , and many "side pieces", and he had needs.
Anyway, he hooked Us up! Can you imagine being fourteen and going from a starvation diet to Rib-eye steaks, Lobster tails, pork roasts, tons of ribs? Well, it was Wonderful! martha was so greedy, so lecherous, s/he bought two freezer from a fellow con artist.
Well, at any rate, you guessed it, Our "meat man" eventually got busted and was hauled of to jail. Our diets went back to "bullshit", Pinto beans and NO-thing! Nothing! Not a muthafucking thang! No cornbread, no rice, no cool-aid. Yes, the slut had this huge industrial pot and she would cook enough pinto beans to last nine days. (For some reason her beans always lasted nine days)
No, I'm not mad , because that "shit" was truly motivation! "Get out! Get a good education! Get gone!"
Little did I know when I made my escape, when I promised GOD I would never come back if [HE] enabled my "get away", to make my escape, I would never come back! Yes, I lied to GOD. In my youth, in my foolishness, I couldn't wait to get back to my "mother". To finally collect on all the love I knew s/he had deliberately deprived me of.
Well, can a Leopard change it's spots? Can a sick, depraved, carnal, demon possessed whore, ever be anything else? No. martha jane walters had to be martha jane walters. You see, We create Ourselves. We do become what We want to become. Our problem is admitting people We think We love , are worthy. Our problem is refusing to see the Truth, although it it is hitting us with BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA DAILY!
Of course I regret never having a real mother, and no father to speak of. However, how many people are blessed with a Man like my GrandDADDY?
Few, very few!
True, when I backtrack sixty-nine years, I am horrified. But, when I remember her evil, the zellion demonic schemes s/he designed, that Backfired I know I am Glorified!
BEAMING!!!
Thursday, May 14, 2020
"So, youthink you can tell..."
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Thursday, May 14, 20/20
AWESOME!
AWESOME!
AWESOME!
DEAR LORD IN HEAVEN
THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HUMBLE HEART
THANK YOU FOR FINALLY TAKING THAT SCOURGE FROM YOUR BEAUTIFUL EARTH
I REJOICE LORD
I REJOICE AS YOU HEAL ME
I REJOICE AS YOU RESTORE ME
I REJOICE AS YOU RESTORE ALL THAT ASK
BEAMING!
BEAMING!
BEAMING!
AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Thursday, May 14, 20/20
Awesome! Awesome! Awesome! Surely, GOD will do just what [HE] said! "And you shall come rejoicing". I don't know exactly how to put this , other than to say GOD is not dead. No imp, no low viper for satan , shall ever come to this Earth and live the low, evil, sick, sadistic, demented life, martha jane walters deliberately lived for eighty-eight years , and just slither away. Unknown, anonymous!
No whore, you had your chance. Your dumb ass chose satan!
Did my "blinders" slide off or were they snatched off? No matter, they are off! Now that my blinders are finally off, I fall humbly to my knees thanking GOD for saving me from her worse.
Sure, the deliberately evil, vile slut, did do me much damage, much harm over the sixty-two years s/he held me hostage, but do know the BACKFIRE is Fantastic!
While this low whore raged because s/he could not keep any man, ever, without the help of voodoo, cunning, manipulation, assaults, persecution and deep subterfuge , I gained!
Yes, I gained Christ! For sixty plus years I have read the Scriptures, many great books. I have prayed. I have been honest, full of love and forgiveness. I am proud!
Looking back over my long life, it is clear martha jane walters was DEMON POSSESSED! Not demon possessed accidently. No, the low slut sought satan. mjw was such a ravenous whore, such a NYMPHOMANIAC , s/he was not about to give up all of her Carnal desires to be some "lame Virtuous Wo/man".
martha gladly played one when s/he suspected some other :lame" was looking. No, martha jane walters never wanted any part of Christ, honestly, Truth telling, sincerely loving, Ever!
One of my first vivid memories of martha's unendeing terror, occurred when I was only two years old. My uncle Mac, a very handsome , good man, casually admonished her for neglecting my appearance.
We spent the entire day joy riding around the country side of Wade, North Carolina. We visited relative after relative and Juke joint after juke joint. Uncle Mac's car was flying down those country dirt roads leaving trails of "dust clouds". It was fun! I held onto my uncle's big neck with my nimble two year old fingers as we careened on two wheels.
I was completely naked , no shoes, no dress, no pants, no bows, no love, nothing. I did have on an old pair of dirty ragged "draws". Uncle Mac mentioned that s/he should dress me better. What did Uncle Mace say that for? That Slut! That HORRID WHORE FROM THE GATES OF HELL BROKE LOOSE. Not only did martha curse my Uncle to no end, s/he grabbed my grandfather's shotgun and tried to kill him.
Some one wrestled the shot gun from her blood thirsty, demon possessed, guilty , ravenous, viperous hands. World, do know this was always martha's way. Wretched, terrorizing, brutal, savage, uncivilized!
Say anything to martha jane walters, that s/he didn't like, all hell broke loose. Yes, my "mother" , my birther was "trump" before .rump.
World, do know this was not the first time martha resorted to such violence. As a matter of fact say anything satan's lowest whore didn't agree with, you were sure to be cursed for two, three, four days , straight. No let up.
Then, for the rest of your natural life, this not so secret slutty whore was going to stalk, blessing block and chunk "dust". Sure, s/he was going to grin in your face. Flatter, flatter, flatter. S/he could buildup up "mentally". Do know the whore was lying, was full of nothing but demonic hate and jealousy.
At any rate , the low whore is finally rotting in her dirty little grave. Many refuse to have anything to do with Me! Like I'm the liar. Many of my relatives have their hands over their ears screaming , "Not true, Fake News" , knowing full well I am the Truth Teller.
If I have to lie, pretend, or ignore such a viper crept into the Walters family and completely devoured everything my grandFather, ROME WALTERS , had stored up for us...forget me.
You don't have to shun me, I proudly shun you.
BEAMING!
Tuesday, May 12, 2020
Bob Dylan - Leopard-Skin Pill-Box Hat (LIVE HD FOOTAGE) [Dublin, 1966]
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Tuesday, May 12, 20/20
No, the imp never missed one Sunday of "Churr-itch". Always "decked" dressed to the "nines". "Sharp as a fucking tack! Sharpe on both ends."
How did her "luddle , black, bastard chullun" look?
Just like shit! Smelled just like shit too, and Mildew too! Nothing We had on was new. We weren't worthy, only two out of eleven, ever knew or met Our real "daddy".
No, s/he never let Us forget it. s/he sloshed behind Us chunking her brand of "voodoo". Why? Just because s/he could. Yes, just like rump, s/he pretended to be Color Struck. No such thing! The slut was an ignorant imp, a vile predator, that volunteered to serve satan , just as soon as s/he learned satan would reward her, if s/he served him while pimping Christ.
In the "Mean Time", the Wheat and the chaff continue to separate.
Just Chill, knowing "No weapon formed against the righteous has ever prospered."
BEAMING!
John Lee Hooker - Boom Boom [HQ]
- Enter ye in at the straight gate. Bow down ALL evildoers! No wo/man can mask their horrid filth forever. Why preach for cover when you could have easily changed? Wo/man you know you could have easily been the wo/man of virtue you pretended to be.
Not only were you a pathological liar, you were DEMON POSSESSED! You KNEW IT! You lying, stanking whore! YOU KNEW! YOU ALWAYS KNEW ! That is why your fucking eyes would turn as red as satan's dick from time to time. When the Truth got too close, or when I was "over achieving", again.
You blew it bitch! GOD gave you Eighty-seven years, eleven months and fifteen days to repent. Your low, scummy, perverted ass cursed GOD. Well, you think you cursed GOD. You cursed your scummy ass, unrepentant self!
Yes, you cursed Our future. Few that knew you, few that "loved" you shall ever recover from your filth.
So you think. The first thing I realized upon disclosure of the real you, I immediately questioned. What kind of Church cloaks, lies and denies for the likes of a mathy jane, a donald rump? Wicked! WICKED!
Yes, Our Chruchs have become WICKED! OVERRUN WITH LYING, DENYING INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE PIMPS1
GOD said No!
BEAMING!
Sunday, May 10, 2020
Mississippi Fred McDowell - You gotta move
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
SUNDAY , MAY 10, 20/20
World , just trying once again to make sure you know
all wo/men are not good mothers
some are very poor mothers, clumsy, ill equipped, poor and uneducated, BUT THEY ARE TRYING
But make sure you know and never forget some mothers are
PURE DEMONIC!
BURDENED AND HEAVY LADEN WITH DEMONIC SPIRITS THEY FOOLISHLY COLLECTED
PLEASE NEVER THINK THEIR EVIL IS AN ACCIDENT
YES, THEY ARE NOTHING BUT IMPS WITH EVIL INTENT
YES, HORROR UNLEASHED!
SOME MOTHERS ARE SUCH LOW LIFE COMMON CARNE (ROTTING FILTH)
THEY DELIBERATELY STALK, ATTEMPTING TO DESTROY ALL THE PRECIOUS CHILDREN THEY BRAG ABOUT PERMITTING TO TO LIVE
YES, THE LOW LIFE LYING WHORES WILL SECURE A LICENSE TO PREACH JUST TO SLAY EVERY ONE S/HE SECRETLY HATES
YES , S/HE WILL SLITHER AND SLITHER
HISS AND HISS
AND FEW SHALL EVER STAND UP TO HER
S/HE IS A BALL BREAKER, A TRUE EMASCULATOR
I REFUSE TO HONOR HER
NO ONE CAN MAKE ME
S/HE PRETENDED TO BE INNOCENTLY JUST A LITTLE COLOR STRUCK
THE STANKING WHORE WAS LEGION
THE STANKING WHORE NEVER LOVED ONE PERSON IN HER WHOLE LONG LIFE
THE SLUT LIVED AS A SNEAKY LYING INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE
BRAGGED OF HER MURDERS
AND
HER MANY ASSAULTS
NO , FEW EVER RESISTED HER AFTER THEIR FIRST ENCOUNTER WITH OLD SLEWFOOT
THE OLD LYING WHORE WOULD GLEEFULLY STRIP YOU NAKED AND BEAT YOU BLOODY
THEN IMMERSE YOU IN CHURCH , THE BIBLE AND OFFER TO TAKE YOUR PRECIOUS LIFE IF YOU EVER DARE TELL OR REVEAL HER IN ANY WAY
SHE WAS HORROR
S/HE WAS A MAN WO/MAN
S/HE WAS LIAR
S/HE WAS A CREEP
S/HE WAS JEALOUS
S/HE WAS ENVIOUS
DON'T CRY FOR HER
DON'T LIE FOR HER
DON'T CLOAK FOR HER
DON'T MISS HER
YES, I GET UP EVERYDAY PRAISING GOD THAT LOW LIFE SLUT FOR SATAIN IS FINALLY GONE!
BEAMING!
BEAMING!
BEAMING!
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