***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
FRIDAY, MAY 8, 20/20
This is the kind of Church I grew up in. Yes, I loved it, all eight, nine ten, twelve hours straight.
My "mother", my family loved the Church.
Yes, I attended Wesley Chapel A.M.E.Z Church for eighteen years in a straight row. I doubt I missed three Sundays total. Yes, I looked forward to it even if I had to sit on hard benches, shoo wasps and flies.
Yes, I sat under Rev. Ethel V. McIver for hours and hours. I did love her even if she was long winded. At any rate , the good food and music made my day. Made my life tolerable. Who knew we were being held captive by an evil, demonic, sadistic, incestuous, pedophile "root working" whore?
(THE HOLY SPIRIT)
How could any one in this world tell? When martha jane walters stepped out of her house , s/he stepped out decked. Yes, that low secret whore for satan always wore the finest "raiment", garments.
Always drove the finest, longest, most expensive automobiles. Always spoke eloquently, always carried herself as the most refined lady of virtue on earth.
All lies! martha was a straight sick ass , loose ass demon , on her never ending prowl for victims for eighty-eight years!
As a child I was always puzzled by my monster's deep, vocal hatred for Rev. McIver. I do understand now, mjw was truly jealous. Rev McIver was truly a VIRTUOUS WOMAN. AN ACTUAL REAL LIFE, IN THE FLESH VIRGIN!
Something NYMPHOMANIAC martha could never be.
mjw had a need to be envied, DEMANDED IT WITH A VENGENCE! Yes, mjw always demanded any and everyone in our family kiss her "yalla ass" and shut the fuck up.
No, s/he was not going to be criticized, stopped, thwarted or prevented in any way. So s/he thought. Yes, mjw was quick to cherry pick Scripture to manipulate, connive, and coerce to get her way. What did mjw want? Your money, all money!
Your joy, your happiness, your life. That was the tax we had to pay to martha for keeping us, for being kind enough to not flush us down the toilet. I wonder how many children have to listen to their "mother" brag about how many babies s/he deliberately killed , flushed, while the low whore has her hand out on Mother's Day?
Yes, mjw was a predator, a user and exploiter. s/he had NO morals, none what so ever, EVER!
Did I fear her or did I fear the Truth? Why did I have to suffer fifty-eight years before I gently, kindly, humbly , inquired about my pain, her sexual perversion?
Why did s/he curse me worse than that orange maggot, occupying the white house curses all of his truth telling detractors? "For it is written."
"Many. are called, few are chosen." Christianity is tainted! Very, very, few preachers are sincere. Most are reaching for the money. Very few "Christians" are sincere Christ lovers. Most "Christians" are in it for the money.
"Ye shall know them by their fruit." "Look well to your going..." "Come ye out from among them."
BEAMING!!!
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