"Come Out, Come Out, Wherever You Are"

Praise the LORD! Did Mathy Jane live EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS Falsely? Did she waste her time, nearly a century pretending to be what she wasn't?  Pretending to be something she had no sincere desire to be.

Did Mathy Jane die believing she had won? Or did she die too embarrassed, too ashamed to repent?

I who have nothing; have everything!

An old slick evil doer dropped me off at the foot of Morrison Hall hollered  "Bye Baby!" as she fled in her new Cadillac with her new husband.

I was tiny, not only short but I weighed all of 99 pounds.  Did I notice all the families celebrating this wonderful day? Yes.  Did I witness throngs of parents, grandparents, aunts, uncles , brothers, sisters, friends,  helping their loved ones settle into their first college dorm?  Yes.  Did I care? Probably but, most importantly I wanted to succeed.  Something in my gut demanded that I succeed.

Far too many women in Wesley Chapel A.M.E.Zion church whispered much too loudly and permitted me to hear them talking about me, predicting my future based on my mother.  Far too many people said I was just like my mother.  The biggest lie I ever had to live down.

GOD rights every wrong, makes every crooked way straight.  Evil can't win! trump and the trumpets, trumpsters, trump followers can NOT win!

In her never ending secret attempts so destroy me my own birth mother made me better.

Trust GOD!  Step out on Faith!

"Come ye out from among them!"

The New birth - wild flower 1974 soultrain remastered

No, man does not do what is right, ever.  Man does what is convenient every time.  But,  GOD is GOD all the time!   It is with deep humility and awe that  I take this opportunity to thank Almighty GOD for protecting me from that evil ogre I was forced to call "mother".

Save the children! Save all of your children!  Cast them out LORD! Cast every demon out of every pulpit!  Give us courage LORD.  Give us the courage these ravenous whores deliberately robbed your children of.

I fell for it for a minute but, no more.  My five birth brothers claim to fear  and honor their dead "mother".  Are they really still that stupid?  That willfully imprisoned?  That willing to suffer for a dead demon? I don't believe it.

Read the Old Testament.  Sometimes you have to leave your people, get thee into a far country.  You can find love.  You deserve love more than you deserve to be some fallen, lying, promiscuous woman's footstool, her bitch.

"Come ye out from among them."

BOBBY WOMACK / I CAN UNDERSTAND IT

 Wishing my entire extended family a very Happy New Year! (Every Walters, Fuller, Doster, McPhail, Dawkins, Watson, Williams)  May the Dear LORD bless you abundantly as you come into the knowledge and truth of the Holy Ghost.

1. Fear NO Wo/Man!  Pay close attention to this advice because there are some closet demons cloistered up in good families, planted by satan to menace, vex, ruin , sabotage and  destroy.   Why? IMPS! Ungodly! Unholy! Liars! Reprobates! Jealous! Murderers! Yes, it is all true,  read 2 Timothy.
2. "Look at their FRUIT!" Stop getting confused by their rhetoric, declarations of love. Love does NOT hate, does Not humiliate, does NOT stalk her children with voodoo, hoodoo, conjure and beat and humiliate you senseless for knowing.
3. Repent of your sins before you die.  Don't lie and attempt to intimidate your victims into silence.  Don't make your relatives lie and pretend to believe they think your stanking whorish ass is any where near heaven.
4. "Know your truth!" Know it! No matter how painful, know it! A fallen woman that deliberately pours a pot of scalding hot coffee on her toddler son because he looks just like his daddy, is not fitting, should not be considered human.  She is not human, that is a beast, an abomination.  Refusing to recognize her will not save you. If anything, you will go down in her ship .  She should be cast in the nearest ocean.  The family that tolerates such a woman, a family that refuses to believe any human being can be that low will end up like mine, torn apart. destroyed.
5. Pray, fast, study to show yourself approved.

No, I would not believe it either, had I not lived it.  I watched my brother restore, modernize the home he grew up in.  The home sitting on sixty-five acres of prime farm land, located on I-95.  I saw Martha, I heard her grow insanely jealous .  She called the law on him, reported her own son for selling drugs.  Claimed she was afraid "we" would lose the farm if he ever got caught.  Yes, the low whore was smart enough to pin it on one of his rivals.  Shame on you Mathy Jane.

I am gliding into '17 like I own it.  Beaming! Radiating! Standing tall! 

If you can't stand with me, I understand.

Be abundantly blessed!

Still learning my truth

"My people perish for lack of knowledge."

The very first thing the "Christian" hollers is Sin! I assure you, this is not Sin! Honesty is not sin, fornication is not even a sin.  It is clearly not one of the Ten Commandments.  Adultery is a sin.  If you can fornicate without violating the other nine Commandments and feel so inclined, I say let your conscious be your guide.

Not one "Christian" on this earth should profess to be a Christian without reading, praying, studying, seeking GOD's approval.

The "Christian" that admits to listening to this type of music is honest.  The sneaky Christian is the one you want to avoid.  That was my mother.  Carnal, demonic, sneaky and never missed "Church".  She preached falsely, she enslaved, died unrepentant .  Died forcing me to search for the truth.

Shame on you Martha Jane Walters!  You lived for eighty-seven years making your loved ones suffer deliberately because you were demon possessed and too immoral, uncaring and delusional to ever care.

GOD finally took my blinders off.  My GOD! Now I know why I wore them so long.  Most people believe and claim that there is no such thing as a perfect crime.  Lies, they tell.  Do know a succubus can be so wicked no one wants to know.  We preferred to live in pain falsely believing claiming our truth would be worse, more excruciatingly painful than living with Mathy Jane's one million secrets and lies.

"What is done in the dark shall surely come to light."

Pressing on in Jesus' name  ...

I forgive you

I am sixty-five and extremely frustrated.  I have been trying to reveal my sick demon possessed mother for my entire life.  Most tell me to shut up and say very stupid things like; "Forgive your mother.  You only get one."  (Thank GOD!)

Most people have dismissed me, calling me a liar because Mathy fooled the hell out of them too.  World , I assure you , no lower, no commoner woman, has ever lived.  Truly an anti-mother, a succubus, an evil troll.

I will not shut up because I was muzzled, hushed, disregarded for so  long.  Plus, GOD told me to tell, ordered me.  Our children are in peril.  No, my mother is not the only evil mother, she's just one that tormented me too long.  Deliberately MURDERED  her own father and got away!

My grandfather still does not have a headstone .  

Granddaddy, I promise you that your lack of honor is a temporary condition.

"Come ye out from among them ." ; and enjoy this Divine Order.

"Life ain't nothing but a dream …"

Not always what it seems.  I live in a world where an absolute lying lunatic has been "elected" President.  No, everyone knows this is not going to end well.  It is just a matter of time.

The same with my birth mother.  I was born to her in 1951, my brother she named my twin,  in 1950.  Yes,  LORD I am praying for that brother right now.  Yes, that low scheming sadistic whore did me wrong, very wrong but, I fear she did him worse.

What a whore! Think about it, when you become something so low and despicable people just don't want to know.  Claim they can't stand to hear, you are something repugnant, putrid.  My mother knew that well,  just pretended to blame us.  Martha Jane Walters was as evil as any viper, any imp in hell.  How many women bear children to destroy? To destroy mightily? To gut like a fish and laugh?

When or if that happens do know that is demon possession resulting from WITCHCRAFT! When any man or woman is low enough to sexually abuse their small children,  then seek witchcraft for cover, preaching for cover , you get what we got, screwed royally!

The saddest thing about men and women like my mother, they are prolific.  They are not nearly as rare as we pretend to believe.  When I started blogging I lost a lot of people I thought were my friends.  The truth is GOD set me free.  I do not want to be around people that want to keep such a woman a secret.

What about me? What about us? What about my murdered grandfather? What about those five flushed babies?   My mother was very successful in her trauma bonding. Yes, she pretty much left us totally destroyed.  Laughed, refused to repent, then died.  Just died.  Died a liar. Died a whore.  Died a "root worker"  What a slut!

Someone could have told us that slut was a slut.  Someone should have rescued us from that pathological lying sadist.  Well, they didn't.  GOD rescued me anyway.

trump has his  grubby little orange hands around America's throat.  He loves the poorly educated.  Who knew there were so many?  It doesn't matter GOD got this!

Shout Glory!

My mother always told me ...

that I was nothing,  nobody, wasn't shit, was too black.  My grandfather told me to pay her no attention.  I did the best I could. Yes, she was a horror ! A lunatic! But, I survived!

Will I ever heal? Yes, by the Grace of Almighty GOD.  GOD is healing me, one cell at a time!

Praise the LORD!

I'm sure my birth mother ...

wondered how I finally caught on.  She was suave, perfect, smooth as silk, beautiful, brilliant and a "root worker",   common! Common as bat shit.  No, "root working" and preaching don't mix! Preaching and prostituting don't go together.

How did I finally catch on?  Mathy could preach.  Well. I was convinced she could preach.  Was I really convinced? Or did she convince me that I was convinced?

Well,  when I was four and when I was five I witnessed Mathy beat that man into a bloody pulp.  Once when he caught her in the very act of fornication! Of adultery! And when he gambled away his pay check.

Martha didn't react that way when I cut the pure fool running and hollering down the halls of the motel in Fort Gordon , Georgia when I was fourteen.  Dumb ass Mathy had to fake caring, faked a fight.  So tell me why she was caught fornicating with that buzzard the very next day? Sorry swine! Buzzards! Both of them! Both never missed ONE Sunday of "Church".

No, two dead buzzards, you can't fool GOD! Sure you can fool fake "Christians" all day long, not one real Christian.  Now rot!

"Come ye out from among them."

"I told Jesus!"

Praise the LORD for this day, another day to get it right, just one more day to help right wrongs.   To gain some understanding.  to overcome fear, lies, abuse, rape, robbery.  Thank you LORD for permitting me to out live my chief tormentor.  Thank you for leading and guiding me every step of the way!

Thank you for my Anointing! Granddaddy saw it, declared it.  Martha saw it and forbade it. What a clown.  In her attempt to destroy something GOD made, God anointed, GOD appointed , my birth mother worked against me.  In her perennial never ending attempts to destroy me, she made me strong.

Praise the LORD!  I know Martha's schemes were too brilliant to ever be manufactured in her pea brain.  It had to be WITCHCRAFT!  Martha practiced witchcraft, for sure.  No one that knew her can deny that.  What many of us failed to realize; preaching and conjure do not go together.  You can not be "mother of the church" and madame of the cat house at the same time.  You are going to have to change, choose a side. ' Be ye hot or cold or get spewed!'

"A double minded man is unstable in all his ways."  Sitting her now, slowly coming into consciousness, very slowly realizing how truly blessed I am.  I melt into a puddle, a limp lifeless pile of human jelly,  every time I permit myself to know what a common mother I had.

I am devastated!  "My help comes from the LORD."  Discovered a preacher that called himself a trick baby.  His life was very much like mine.  His sermon was well received.  I hope and pray my sermon, my testimony will be well received one day.

I pray for my birth brothers. I pray for their courage.  I pray for my own courage as I thank GOD for my awesome healing, one cell at a time, one deep dark secret at a time.  Mock GOD if you want to sinner man, sinner woman.  You can jump in your grave unrepentant if you want to, you are still going to reap.

Dear LORD heal and protect ALL of your broken children right now!  Lift us up LORD! Stand us on our feet, give ears to our cries, in the mighty name of Jesus I pray.

"Woke up this morning feeling fine!"

"Woke up with Heaven on my mind." This was Brother Strickland's theme song for his broadcast "'Round the Market House " news   in Fayetteville, North Carolina.  I'm not sure of the radio signal, I know my grandfather's radio was set to it  every single day I knew him! And you better be quiet, remain absolutely silent as Brother Strickland ran down the local "news".

Every time we heard of an elaborate flimflam we knew it was cousin Junebug. He was the best thief, booster, con-artist you ever heard of.  Junebug was quite a character but, he loved granddaddy and granddaddy loved him.  He procured the finest Stetson hat's, leather coats, radios, tvs, what ever you wanted.  Just tell him the size and color, give him a couple of hours.

Junebug and my mother's first cousins were the second generation out of slavery and rebelled against picking cotton and working in tobacco.  Racism kept them from succeeding legitimately.  One cousin graduated from Hampton University and was glad to get a job as a train porter.

So,  my mother and her first cousins, all light bright and damn near white were not about to work for slave wages, live in a shack and  wait for Heaven in the sky.  So,  I can see why my mother turned to WITCHCRAFT! It makes sense.  No, she was wrong, very wrong but, I fully understand her choice.

People of color no longer have to wear a mask, take low, coon or pretend docility .  We don't have to lie either.  We do not have to target each other, behave like a predator.  No man or woman has to be common and abuse their children to the extent my mother and men did.

We must reverse this curse. I'm blogging my truth! I'm telling! Please do NOT believe you have to cloak for a dead demon! Please do not feel compelled to lie and deny for a woman too sorry to confess of her sins.

"Come ye out from among them "  It is All in Divine Order.

The most horrible truth ...

about my vicious insanely jealous mother, you could not talk about or criticize her in any manner. Not so much as a side eye or frown . Do if you dare. That slut rained down wrath few have ever seen.

No, my mother was not only promiscuous, she was ravenous. She was nasty. She deliberately plotted against everyone that caused her to envy. I must have caused her a great deal of envy. She did everything in her power to destroy me, us, GOD.  Yes, the low slut was dumb enough to wage a war against GOD!

A fallen  whore,  so low, so lost, so GOD forsaken she collected conjure in GOD's name to use against (HIS) children.

Evil can not win. Sure, it can vex, live to torment, rape , rob and purely humiliate in secret but, low whores can't win.

"Come ye out from among them."

This Christmas … Praise the LORD!

Sixty-five Christmases under my belt! Praise the LORD! Redeemed! Saved! Sanctified! Rooted! Grounded in the Holy Ghost! No fear of tomorrow . I know who holds tomorrow.

So, all the buzzards are circling, threatening deadly destruction to all that fail to submit, to feign docility.  To remain mum and silent to white supremacists .  Just call  them the alt- Right, "Conservatives", cloak for them, pretend to be naive because you are secretly one of them.  Sure you love Jesus, the white one with the blue yes, the one sanitized for your heathen ass because anyone with more melanin than you , brings out that Cain spirit in you.

Well, the truth is the white man lost his grip.  They looked up from their thievery and fornication to discover Democracy really works, all that crap about honesty and hard work paying off came true.

The white racist must stop this.  Once again he must show how clever and deceitful he really is. So, now we are all "trumped" without any grease, no KY Jelly.  Yes, we are all screwed.

Just like my mother for the world.  Dumb enough to use GOD for what they want , while not believing in GOD, while secretly hating GOD.

trump is right to not respect one single black person on this earth.  Look carefully, just look at my own family.  Messed up! Dysfunctional! Why? An evil demonic pathological extremely jealous mother. A family of "Christians", devout church goers,  not believing one single word of Christian platitudes they repeat out of habit. A family of very little faith.  Why? Fear! Fear planted in us deeply. Planted during slavery, perpetuated over the years, over the long arduous centuries of evil ruling in high places. Of course white people hate black people, black people hate black people, so it would seem.

I do not hate one single person for the color of their skin.  I do hate people that are willfully ignorant and cruel like my mother.  I hate niggers! Niggers are satan's imps and they come in all colors, races, ethnicities, gender, status and wealth.  trump is a nigger ! If he isn't a nasty nigger, one has never existed.

Jesus told us; if your right eye offend you; pluck it out. Our birth mother was our right eye! She was a horror! She was unfit to ever breathe breath.  Why did we permit her to vex us so long? Fear! Well, didn't Jesus tell us to fear no man!?   Why didn't we listen?  We feared.  Doesn't GOD tell us to step out on faith?   Why don't we?  Fear!  Unlearn the fear planted in your heart by demons that destroyed you early, in infancy. Claim your greatness! Claim your GOD given gifts! Dance on satan's burr head! Praise the LORD! The real LORD, the real Holy Spirit!  Do not accept a pre-packaged god that tells you to bow down, to live contently in poverty, scrounging for a tiny fraction of the 1% , the 1% hoarding the 99% let you have begrudgingly.

Trust GOD! Know your worth! Free fall!

Rebuke all those sluts and whores.  Tell the truth! Know your truth! My truth; my birth mother was the sluttiest slut that ever slutted on this earth.  Slutted, slithered, what is the difference ? The best thing that old whore ever did for me , was prepare me for trump.  I hope and pray GOD kicks her ass when (HE) sees the bitch!

What is trump's problem? He is extremely evil!  He is a pathological liar! He is jealous of all people of color.  He is bent on destroying the world and laughing.

"From such stay away."

Find comfort in that Book!

Read it! How dare you profess to being a "Christian" never having read the Book you profess to believe in! Whoa! Stop following blindly! "Look before you leap." Most of all THINK!  Why would our loving Father ever hate (HIS) children? Never! GOD can NOT LIE! 

You can depend on old lying man to lie. Look at America! The whore showed her ass and turned into ameriKKKa over night! Bam! Open season on niggers! Easy prey, that won't fight back, they are cowardly, lying , sneaky, untrustworthy by nature.  Take their women turn them into whores, their "men" don't care.  Abuse their children in warehouses called "Public schools".  Don't worry internal fighting, envy and jealousy will always keep the black "race" down.  "Crabs in a fucking barrel!" Hopeless!

Look at my whorish ass demonic mother! That dumb whore preferred to destroy than to ever help. She was a plant, an imp, a blow fly in the bone marrow.  Something that had to be endured to the end.

Now here comes this ignorant ass trump.  What right thinking normal person could clamor for such a hideous individual? The blind! The ignorant! The un-read! The anti-intellectual!  The fake wanna-be Christian! The goats!

Use the Old Testament as a reference not as the "Law".  Jesus Christ sacrificed (HIS) life , became a blood sacrifice to save us from such laws.

"Come ye out from among them."

I ain't nobody!

According to my birth mother, I ain't SHIT!  Little did I know why my own mother said such a thing to me, caused me such excruciating pain,  so often.  Jealousy, yes, but, it was much more than human jealousy, worse than a Cain Spirit. Martha was wacked! Somebody should have killed her.  Someone should have putt that slut straight out of her misery.

 She just hide it.  Martha did her dirt, her rapes, her molestations, her brutal beatings, her "root working" and just played it cool.

Yes, she would screw your man, boyfriend, husband, regardless.  Yes, she would lie, cut the fool proclaiming her innocence.   No, you do NOT want to know such a woman, ever. Not briefly, not for a millisecond! Don't waste time, nor a prayer. Hopeless!   "From such stay away!"

 No, you do not want her to be kin or friend. "From such stay away!"

She claimed I was too sensitive, remembered too much, thought too much of myself.

Today, this day, I am so grateful to MY merciful GOD I can't stop crying.  I can't stop thanking the LORD.  This woman, this low whore that birthed me had a secret plan for me.  This strumpet, this slut fully intended to steer me into whoredom, into crack.  Martha Jane Walters fully intended to make me a million times the maggot, buzzard whore she always was.

Why preach? To mock! To mock GOD! What was Mathy's favorite expression, favorite brag? ; "I gave dat niggur my ass tuh kiss."

Martha, grinned,  actually laughed,  telling me how her old "girlfriend" was now a crack addict sucking dicks for two dollars at truck stops.  Yes, I was alarmed.  Who wishes that kind of pain on anyone? Who relishes and enjoys such information? A closet SADIST! A FREAK! A PEDOPHILE! MY (BIRTH) MOTHER!

Why?

DEMON POSSESSION!

"Come ye out from among them."

Amen! Glory to GOD!

My theory is GOD reveals (HIS) truth to us on a need to know basis.  The "truth" that has been slowly revealed to me about my mother , in drips and drabs, the shock, the brutality, and sabotage is heartbreaking. It is bone crushing, mind numbing!  No wonder it has taken me so long to "know I know".

Sickening! Revolting! Repulsive! Repugnant! Nasty! Common! Illegal! Immoral! Selfish! Greedy! Heartless! Coldblooded!  Ignorant! Niggerish! Impish! Low down! Low class!  Not only was it unnecessary, unwarranted, she gained nothing, she lost everything.  Sure, we lost.  That made her feel good or claim to feel good.  She didn't.  She was ashamed.

What mother is proud to sexually and physically abuse her small children, infant children?  No woman is that low.  That is demon possession! Clearly!

Practice WITCHCRAFT if you want to.  Try to cover it with false entertaining preaching. Make a damn fool out of yourself refusing to repent.  Just pretend! Just fool every damn body and be the demonic heathen pedophile incestuous slut you demand to be.  Don't worry, no one, not one victim will dare tell on you.  Keep them confused deliberately with that tongue, that mouth full of empty compliments.

Just rage with jealousy!  Just constantly complain, blame and compare yourself to the people you hate but,  pretend to love.  Murder your own daddy with your sorry whorish ass! Never put a headstone on his grave! Lie on him! Teach people to hate him with your lies.

 Disrespect GOD! Cover your hatred with flattery and seduction.  Intimidate, bind, enslave, lead into captivity.PRACTICE WITCHCRAFT! PREACH!  Die without repentance.  Dare anyone to say one word about you!

You are  dead, you are  rotting!

We're learning! Praise the LORD!

Trust and Obey!

Dear LORD I thank you for revealing the true nature of that woman I was born to,  slowly.  Thank you for the the tight  binders you kept over my eyes.  I have at least one horror story for every day that I was around that fallen woman but,  for every day I have victory.  Your hand is so clear LORD! Your intervention so frequent I quiver with humility.  You didn't have to do it LORD but,  you did!

Ryan LaStrange posted soon prophetic truth on FB about that Jezebel Spirit, about witchcraft, "She flatters and seduces, then intimidates and binds." I nearly fell out of my chair! Talk about "Woke!", "Shook", brought to consciousness.

Those demon spirits that bound my mother tormented her for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS! Martha may have laughed, pretended she was proud, she wasn't.  She was ashamed and too ashamed to admit she was ashamed.  Martha was a wretch but, she brought it on herself.

PRIDE! "Pride goeth before a fall."  Low, common ass, immoral Mathy Jane was not going
to be corrected, admonished, criticized by any one! Count that out! That was not happening!

It was your fault, all your fault! You were too black, too dumb, too ignorant, you were a nigger, you were a worthless pile of shit.   She hated the day she had your black ass but, you better not ever tell NObody.  Tell, and that's your ass!

SHE FINALLY DIED! THE OLD WHORE FINALLY PASSED AWAY! PRAISE THE LORD!!! THANK YOU JESUS!!!THANK YOU JESUS!!! THANK YOU JESUS!!!

What kind of sickness is it?

Am I already in hell? Is this fucking world hell? Why are the lowest vermin winning, or seem to be winning? Why does an orange old ass muthafucker lying about having TEN BILLION Dollars get to attempt to take over the world?

GOD is trying to show us something! (HE) really shouldn't have to show us or usher us.  All we have to do is read and think.  There are over seven BILLION people currently inhabiting the earth.  We are all equal in the eyes of GOD. "We hold these truths to be self evident that ALL MEN ARE CREATED EQUAL!"

Our founding fathers said that, put it in writing, fought a war to prove it.  Yet,  most people do not believe it.  Most people rank people by skin color, money and status.  GOD is just some bullshit we repeat in polite company,  that we are not about to believe or trust.

Every once in a while a low whore like my mother goes too far in her demonic proclivities.  A woman so evil,  few can believe.  I survived her and still can't  believe the low stank whore successfully did half of the things she did.

 Fucking piece of shit MURDERED  my grandfather, never repented, never did one day of time.  In other words,  the low slut got away.

I have all these lying ass, sanctimonious ass, so called Christian friends and relatives  demanding that I forgive this bitch! This slut! I DID! YOU DUMB MUTHAFUCKERS! The stanking whore didn't do anything but get worse.

What did I learn? To read my Bible for myself! To trust no one but Almighty GOD!  To pray, to fast, to study, to Free Fall!

So excited!

My daughter is "home" for Christmas!  I'm still living and breathing! Living my life vicariously through my beautiful , brilliant child; A Professional Writer!  What I always wanted to be. Unfortunately I was born at the wrong time, by the wrong means, the  wrong color, the wrong gender to the wrong mother.

So she thought.  GOD knows exactly what (HE) is doing! Martha is rotting,  in hell being mocked and I'm thriving! Grinning! Beaming! Talking! Telling!

It is All in Divine Order!

"I'm so Excited!"

Have a blessed day!

I don't think Martha

counted on getting so old, not so rapidly.  It sure snuck up on me. I'm old. I'm still young old, but I'm old.  I am gratified. No,  my life did not turn out like I planned.  That is the last mocking insult that closet demon assaulted me with; "Yo'life didn't turn out lak you planned   … did it?"

The nerve! This SLUT! THIS WHORE! Finally admitting what we had all suspected , all along. A "root worker", a soothe sayer, a conjurer, a Jezebel prophetess! A loser, a lazy lascivious user.

Martha hated her father, claimed he embarrassed her. He snatched her out of a whore house selling her body while taking his hard earned tobacco money for tuition , pretending she was in college.

I guess it was their fault.  Her parents, Rachel and Jerome Walters were heartbroken.  Jerome Jr. bleed to death in his father's arms at age seventeen.  The victim of black-on-black violence.

Martha was thirteen, something went wrong, way wrong. Martha started getting pregnant at sixteen, couldn't stop.  The more illegitimate babies she created, the more she hated.  Poor Martha was indeed an extremely lascivious reprobate.  She knew better.  She knew well,  that is precisely why she was able to hide it so well.

No, she was a horror! Seriously.  She was a rapist, justified her actions because she claimed she was raped as a child.  She was a savage brute, claimed her father used to beat her mother.  Martha would beat you, stab you, scald you, stab you, burn you, bruise you and laugh.  Laugh hysterically.  You better not tell on her.  No, she wasn't repenting and you weren't telling.

Dear LORD on this day I pray fervently for every child , every soul still held captive by such a mother. Deliver them LORD, guide them to your Voice, your understanding.

Thank you for taking her away LORD! Thank you for these three years of Peace! Thank you for my continued healing.  Thank you for your tender mercies, loving care, for deliverance! Thank you for saving me from that ogre I was born too.

Dear LORD, thank you for your Divine Order.

It is the job, the responsibility

of the older women to teach the younger women.  We , the people of color,  have reached a critical stage in our ameriKKKan experience. We are all living the prophetic words  of 2 Timothy. Hearts have waxed cold and men and women are lovers of themselves, ravenous wolves.

Yes, I am strutting! Proud as a peacock! I survived a seriously demonic succubus for sixty-two years and not one human being on this earth told me.  Martha Jane Walters was allowed free reign in her deplorable proclivities because we feared.   We more than feared her, we were completely terrorized.

When I finally mustered the courage to face my truth, to know who and what this woman was,  as opposed to the "loving mother" she pretended to be,  I was destroyed temporarily. I didn't want to know.  My five birth brothers don't want to know.  All I can do is pray for their courage.

I am strutting while shaking me head. How dare a woman so wicked, so vile, so common , dare to preach falsely?  Who does that? A serious non believer, a ravenous wolf, a person besieged, beset with demons she brought on herself.

I'm sitting here typing away. Praise the LORD! My beautiful brilliant daughter is "home" for Christmas. I'm blessed!

I was born to a very foolish jealous woman that never did anything but stalk me stealthily, covertly,  while pretending to love me fiercely. That is how disrespectful she was to GOD.  That is how confident she was in her creepy deceit.  That's low.  My mother burned, became enraged when I told her what the good sisters of Wesley Chapel A.M.E. Zion Church said about her behind her back.  They said she was as common as bat shit.  Martha burned! Martha raged with fury for days.  Martha never changed.

I often wondered what made my  birth mother such a low woman.  She had looks, she had intelligence but she had no morals. None! Not one! Martha would do anything and did.  Martha was mentally ill, criminally mentally ill, a true sociopath , a psychopath. Martha was full of pride, GOD did release her over to a reprobate mind and true to form,  her feet ran to mischief.

Who's fault is she?  Whose responsibility was she? Martha had to "be"  and I thank GOD for her.  I educated myself!  I educated myself with honors! The more pain Martha inflicted upon me secretly, the more I thrived.  The more I thrived the more she hated secretly.  There is absolutely no excuse for willful rebellion.  There is no excuse for anyone to practice witchcraft against her own children unless she is a  complete ignorant imp.  That is exactly what Martha was.

My mother pretended to be strict, caring, demanding good grades.  Well, that was the front she put on. The little retard used to throw away my homework! One thing we were taught from the cradle; "Don't nun of you black muthafuckers ever tell SHIT dat go on in dis house!"   Cool.  That sounds cool on the surface until you found out the low slut was making her reputation tearing down her entire family.

Sickening, yes, predicted, yes. READ!

I'm beaming! Pure grinning from the inside out!

Was it me? No, never. It was the hand of GOD.

Live your life. "Know your worth." "Come ye out from among them."

No, I don't don't know how (HE) does it!

I just know (HE) "does" it! Praise the LORD! LORD you have saved me from the wicked hand of my enemies so many times, I can't count.  There are still many that I am totally unaware of.  That is why I must thank you.  I must speak for the silent anguished abused.

"Like taking candy from a baby ." ;used to mean something a person would not do.  It is too much like shooting fish in a barrel.  But, it does happen.  There are some men and women on this earth that rape babies, flush infants down toilets.  Ignoring them because we are too shocked, too stunned, too paralyzed  with disbelief will no longer suffice.  Yes, we are living in some perilous times.  Is man really worse than he has always been or is it that our form of communication better, faster?  No, it is ALL in Divine Order!

The puzzling thing about my birth mother, we always knew that she was extremely fucked up, none of us knew the true extent however.  Even the two that think they knew, didn't know.

GOD gave us boundaries for a reason.  If a man or woman is brazen enough to break those barriers,  that man or woman should be brave enough to repent of their sins, their pure atrocities before they die.   Especially if that person has been blessed to see EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS!  That is a long, long time.  It is even longer if you are willfully stupid, full of pride, avarice, cunning and deceit.  It is human years multiplied in dog years.  It is misery, it is truly vexation of the soul.

The foolish evil doer views their longevity as a blessing, as covering , as proof their conjure works.  Forgive the evildoer for being foolish enough to use satan to punish GOD, GOD's children.  No, it can't be done. Praise the LORD!

Repent of your sins  or rot while you still have the opportunity.

Knowing the truth ...

For nearly all of my life certain people have prevented me from knowing my truth.  My truth; I was one of six bastard children born to a rabid whore.  A very wicked woman crawling with demons so despicable we let her run rough shod over our lives because we preferred living a lie than knowing our truth.

You talk about THOT (That Hoe Out There) Martha Jane Walters was one for the books, one for every scientific and paranormal study in the world.  A beast without horns, scales, a pitchfork or cape.  Just as demonic, just as afflicted.  This may sound terrible or harsh to some but I get up every morning celebrating, truly thanking GOD for removing that albatross from this earth.

I used to wonder why she preached.  Why did I ever wonder when Jesus made it clear to us these ravenous wolves would preach, would preach falsely, would lead many into captivity.

I'm so proud this morning! Sure my mother was despicable.  I should have left. "Leave heah and don't nevah come back!" was my grandfather's advice.  I didn't take it.  I couldn't.  I kept falling for the okey- doke.  Yes, I kept believing Martha's lies.  I had no choice. Born poor black,  an unwanted female in 1951 was turmoil I had to bear.

I made it, graduated from college with honors on time. The slut roared, plotted even more. It didn't work.  "No weapon formed against me shall prosper."

I do feel sorry for every trump lover I know. I probably would have fell under his spell also accept for Martha.  My Mathy Jane Experience prepared me for this muthafucker!

Mathy  didn't win and this muthfucker can't either. A huge bag of wind lying out of his two-faced mouth and ass.  Look at him just daring GOD to do something, to stop him. He has TEN BILLION DOLLARS! He has power.  GOD told me to tell trump that he is just another piss ant.

"Come ye out from among them."

My veil slipped off very slowy ...

very carefully.  No I wasn't blind.  I did not want to see!  I would have rather been born dead, one of the five she flushed.  One thing I learned from my enslavement, every word in that Book is true.  My "mother" was some kind of homemade prophetess.   An ignorant slut!  The bitch would not read a book if you paid her.  Had the damn attention span of a gnat.

Was a thief, was a promiscuous whore, was a pathological liar, was a brute, did rape and and ruin her own children.  I am sixty-five and I'm still fucked up, still in horror, in great alarm over what those two buzzards did to me,  tried unsuccessfully to do to me.

LORD! SHE NEVER CHANGED! HOW DID I SURVIVE!? HOW DID WE SURVIVE!? JEROME WALTERS!!!

We are living in the "last days".  The evil one is raging, robbing children of their organs! BABY RAPERS PREACH TO US ON SUNDAYS ! The "Christians" fear satan, the evil one, the one clearly without any "power" seems to be ruling.  He is not ruling, he is arranging, preparing. Praise the LORD!

Martha volunteered to die.  She volunteered for that surgery because she wanted to go, just leave but, she was not about to admit to any wrong doing.  There was too much.  It was too common, too low, too un-motherly.  Was Martha ever happy? No! Poor Martha could not get past extreme ignorant envy in order to get to happiness, to joy.

One thing I learned from my incarceration with that succubus, evil can't win and that GOD does talk to those (HE) loves.  There is no excuse for any one, any human being as common as my mother was.  It was her choice.

How many people can shoot their own father in the heart and hand never shake? Well, if you go down on a  murdered man's grave at midnight, the same will happen to you. GOD will release you over to a reprobate mind.  You will become delusional, a lunatic fool like Martha Jane Walters.

"Come ye out from among them."

trump syndrome ...

is a form of the blues, a real melancholy.  It occurs when you are actually much more intelligent and perceptive than your peers, than most in modern day society.  You are alarmed because you are a student of history and you know how fucking stupid natural man is.  You also know how wicked the world is.  You pick up your Bible and scream.   2 Timothy, hearts have waxed cold, men and women are lovers of themselves.

That sure was my mother alright.  What a skank! The world needs to know! These whores need a Scarlet Letter, some kind of monitoring devise.  Too wicked! Too intractable! Too sadistic! Martha Jane Walters was a damn fool! A stark raving lunatic; two hundred years before her time.  Two hundred years before this world was ready to know such existed.

This woman! This bald head skank slut declared that I was lying! She said that ; "No black woman would ever …"   Said it all arrogantly and snooty , muthafucking dumb slut!  Making everybody call her "Doctor"!  Why? Your shit stank too!  "If you're so great , why ain't you ahead of where you is? Why are you so easily roused to extreme jealousy?  Why does your little pea brain shift into overdrive every time you find and opportunity to blessing block?"

My mother's behavior has nothing to do with race, gender or age! It is spiritual! I was angry with this slut for the longest then I realized just like my mother she is a jealous hater.  A racist! I hate niggers that claim black people can't be racist because we have no power.  We have power.  True, very few of us have as much power but,  we have power and use it very skillfully against each other.

I refuse to bother hating that ignorant Dr.Af-ee-can any longer.  She is a jealous hater trying to stand at the door of true "Blackness" , barring the way.  Attending church every Sunday to be seen, admired, fawned over and to bully.  She is just as much a bully as my own mother.  Her son's can't date a white woman, can't bring a white woman home.  Have you seen your sons? Do not limit their possibilities.

Mainly mind your own business.  Stop stirring your own children into captivity because you think it is the best they can do if you are to prevent them from out doing you.

Anti- mothers are real.  They are far worse than any anti-father.  A child can survive pretty well without a father but when their birth mother is a low maggot,  that child is going to need a praying grandfather (Jerome Walters) and Almighty GOD!

One thing about it once you've been messed over by the likes of a Mathy Jane  for over sixty years, a trump ain't shit.  Look at the fool, shake your head and press on.

"Come Jesus"

"When and where I enter …"

No one can tell me when and where I enter.  No one! I know, if you don't, GOD loves me!  Always has and always will.  GOD planted me in the belly of a whore for (HIS) own purpose.  I am sure very few people fully recognize  we do live among thieves, demons, perverts, the diabolically challenged.

I can tell you from personal experience, ignoring their behavior and just praying for them is not the way, shunning them isn't either.  My human side recommends their immediate death or at the least, their incarceration.

No, GOD told me man needs proof. We are still "doubting Thomases" , we need to put our hands in (HIS) wounds before we will believe.  Now the Bible warns us against soothe sayers, "witchcraft" , yet few pastors preach against it.  Truthfully; how many pastors are free to preach what GOD puts on their heart? How many pastors are slaves, mere puppets to some imp high up in the "church"?

Back to me, back to us, back to the seed of Jerome Walters.  I do not have to be a stupid , disrespectful , fearful whore because my birth mother was an abomination.  That was an accident of birth.  A stupid whore that never grew beyond her "color struck" promiscuity.

Yes, I blame my birth mother on slavery.  Only the dehumanizing institution of slavery could create such and evil woman.  People may shun me, shun my message if they want to.  They better pay attention. My birth mother was a pioneer THOT!  She paved the way for preachers that preach on Sunday and sell pussy and "roots" on the side.  They are here now, here in droves.  "Walk wide!"  "Look well to your going."

Do NOT let anyone define you! Never! As a matter of fact mark any man or woman that presumes to dictate to you who and what you are.  How do they know? You are evolving, slowly coming into your own.  How can anyone presume to besmirch my character based on my skin color? My mother! I was barely born; "Yo'too BLACK!!! Dis world gon' reject you!" 

Bitch! How dare you! I guess so, after you got through gutting me like a fish and standing up mocking GOD with your pretend bullshit!

I graduated from college with honors, Magna Cum Laude!  Not one red cent did my birth mother or birth father ever give me.  Their excuse, I was a bastard, I was illegitimate .  No such thing! They were illegitimate parents.  At any rate, Martha had no right to stalk and persecute me for sixty-two years, insisting I was the demon.  That I was thick, that I could not win, that she was too brilliant, too stealth and most of all; "Light bright and damn near white."

This greedy , jealous mongrel counted on my undying love for her while she dug ditches, planted abominable lies, tried to attach her proclivities on to me, onto us.  What a wretch! GOD said No!

"Get thee behind me satan!"

When I came to myself ...

when I finally came to my senses, when Almighty GOD finally took my blinders off, there was no denying.  There she was; my worse enemy.  An ogre, a THOT (That Hoe Out There), an extremely promiscuous pervert, a true pedophile,  a mother that practiced incest.

Out of all the mothers, of all the women I could have been born too , GOD planted me in the belly of a known whore, ravenous maggot.  A woman so fallen no man with reasonable good sense wanted her.

For some reason we were stuck with her.  A demon, seriously a real demon.  If Angels are real, demons are real.  A preacher!? Yes, why not?  That is how disrespectful she was, how barbaric, greedy and ruthless.

Martha was not putting on, she was what she was, you just weren't allowed to say anything.  Martha didn't even care that we knew.  What kind of mother has loud vulgar sex with the door wide open with teenage children in the house?

No, I never said anything.  Martha could not be criticized.  Say one word, give her the slightest side eye, see if she didn't curse and cuss you for the rest of your entire life.  See if she didn't manipulate the rest of the flying monkeys to hate you worse than she did.

Dear LORD I do not know what kind of spirits Mathy deliberately collected from graves but , the dumb whore should have left them there.  She should have put her trust in Almighty GOD for real.  For some strange reason I find my birth mother's constant demonic activity amusing.

That shitty letter in 1988! What did she expect? Did she really think I was her footstool? When confronted she cursed me like a dog, called me delusional.  She was so convincing I was confused.  But I still held the letter in my hand.  A letter chalked full of shit! Her shit!  "What the FUUUUUUCCCKKKkkkk? "  my little motherless child brain screamed.

Woman you fell too low.  GOD told you not to mock (HIM) , you did, now rot.

I am not the only one

I do thank Almighty GOD for creating me female. Most women are far more intelligent than men.  It is a scientific fact. More male babies are conceived and birthed but, from the moment of conception the male species dies off at a much higher rate.  Females are more resistant to disease and once they acquire any disease have a greater rate of survival. Fact.

My mother was brilliant, extremely cunning.  I'm sixty-five and still flabbergasted!  She had no morals, no not one, none. There was nothing too evil for Martha Jane Walters to do, nothing! "Common as bat shit" was always whispered about her.  Few had the courage to say such to her face.  "Say sump'um", look at her wrong, say the wrong thing. Your ass was "whooped" immediately .  Your bloody ass would soon learn to mind your own fucking business.

I think we were all glad phony ass Martha preached, hoped some of the shit would finally rub off.  So, Mathy always knew better, just had no desire to do better.

It may appear that Martha hated me more than the others, not true. She hated us all equally.  She just  sensed that I was smarter, more observant.  She did not trust me.  I guess she could not believe I was as dumb as I behaved.  Showering her with gifts and forgiveness was never my idea. That spirit came directly from GOD.

My birth mother was exceedingly proud of her ability to work "roots" , successfully practice voodoo , she was so proud she deliberately overlooked consequences and she overlooked Jerome Walter's fervent prayers over my life.

I have had sixty-five years to learn to trust GOD. (HE) is my deliverer! I praise (HIM)!
"The LORD will cause your enemies who rise against you to be defeated before you. They shall come out against you one way and flee before you seven ways."  Deuteronomy 28:7

Sure my mother had fun stalking me for sixty-two years but, what did she get? Just who will honor her in death? Will declare her to be a great minister of the Gospel? Just who is that dumb? Any one willing to declare that woman the love of their life is just as ignorant, just as lost and yes, just as demonic.

"Come ye out from among them."

The M.O. of the evil doer ...

The modus operandi  of the evil doer is very simple, enslavement, captivity. I do know the absolute worst tragedy to befall any man or woman is to fall into the hands of a carnal sexually perverted adult caregiver.  GOD help the son born to such a "mother".  A son with no father in evidence.  Yes, his goose is cooked before his conception.

 He can still win,  however. He must rebuke her.  She is a slut of the lowest order.  He owes her no allegiance, no loyalty.  If the truth be told, he should have cut her fucking throat many times.  She deserved to have her black heart cut out and feed to her.

Preaching! Preaching and 'Hoing! Preaching, 'Hoing and prostituting!  Daring any one that knew to so much as open their pusillanimous mouth.  That is not the way GOD works Mathy Jane.  You knew it, you always knew it, that is why you lied so well, were so stealth in your atrocities .

It s alright if you spend eternally in hell.  You should because you sure made Jerome Walter's life a living hell.  You could never stop because you never wanted to stop, sadists never stop torturing, terrorizing and lying.  You have to endure them, hopefully shun them and pray to GOD they die off soon.  Soon enough for you to find some semblance of joy on this bitter earth.

The Bible tells us about clamorous women like you, Jezebel whores like you.  The saddest fact I must finally accept, you were never sorry, never remorseful of one single demonic deed in EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS!  That is horrid !  Martha you were caught old and grimy, UNREPENTANT! 

You died filthy, unacceptable unto Almighty GOD because of pride.  Martha you knew better than any one what a jealous common sneak you were.  Unfortunately you loved it, craved it, chose it,  yet always remained too cowardly to own it.

You knew to pray, to fast, to confess, to cleanse.  It wasn't  fear of retaliation that kept you the arrogant viper that bulldozed over us.  That was you Mathy Jane.  That was your low character!   You preferred it.  "As a man thinketh in his heart, so is s/he."  You thought you were some kind of witch/prophetess above GOD's law, too brilliant to ever be known.  You were wrong.

Rot bitch!

Yes! Every time that bitch crosses my mind ...

I get mad all over again.  I'm not as upset about her perverted acts as I am angry about her loud, offensive tantrums of denial. Accuse Martha of anything, anything, no matter how small or insignificant, you were going to be cursed for a minimum of two days. Two days non stop foul vulgar cursing, back lie after back lie.  You were going to be called names and every one in the family had to show her loyalty by disrespecting you.

"You can't win fun duh fix you in, I can't lose for the stuff I use." You want to wake up from this nightmare.  You want desperately to get away from this damn lunatic fool.  But she is your mother.  She is not always bad.  You are secretly glad when she is busy fucking up someone else's life, leaving yours alone.

I was eight, yes , that bitch, that low "yalla"  slut did slam my hand in the car door on purpose.  Instead of helping me, instead of opening the muthfucking car door, this whore stood there screaming about how fucking stupid I was for being dumb enough, black enough, sorry enough to accuse her of such.

Guilty! Guilty! Guilty! Martha Jane Walters should have been hung from the highest tree as a child.  The day she smashed that puppy between two bricks , should have been the end.  That is my humanness talking.

I know Almighty GOD knows better. Only (HE) can know (HIS) plans for me, for us.  Relax, Free fall!  "Fear NO man!"  No trump, no dump, no Mathy Jane, no conjure, no voodoo, no bad mouthing , no hating, no shunning, can stop what Almighty GOD has pre-ordained.

Praise the LORD!

Lightnin' Hopkins - Woke Up This Morning

Yes! I woke up this morning and I sure am pleased! Praise the LORD! Yes, I am doing a happy dance, prancing on satan's nappy head just as happy as I can be.

"My mother! My own mother!" I keep repeating in disbelief.  Well, believe it and kick yourself in the behind because Jesus told you!

Read that Book! Read it now!

Johnny Mathis-Misty (1959)

No, a lie can never become true.  Beating the truth tellers brains out doesn't change a lie into the truth.   You can only feel worse.  You do despicable things, feel  ashamed , lash out by hurting your victims worse.  This became a vicious cycle with you. You knew we were tiny innocent children  We had no one  but you. You knew you had  no right to chastise us for the circumstances of our birth.

Now that INCEST and Pedophilia should NOT be, should have never been and you  should not have died demanding that I take your putrid shit to my grave.  "Suffer the little children to come unto me, forbid them not the Kingdom of Heaven."

No Martha, you were never that carnal, that helpless.  You were what you were; "Common as bat shit!"

You knew to repent.  You just had to die the bulldagger you always lived secretly, always was.  Fierce, manly, violent, savage, ignorant, never wrong, always plotting,  sabotaging and always up in somebody's face playing victim, playing harlot ,  preacher or "root doctor".   You were about as much a victim as a Black Widow spider or an asp, a viper, a mongrel monstrosity.

Be ye hot or cold , bitch, or get spewed.  The nerve! Standing up in a pulpit LYING your ass off! Wrong is still wrong,  it can never be made right! You lived the life of  a 'ho, died a 'ho.  Martha , you were an OT! ; an Original Thot! (THOT -  That 'Ho Out There). 

You and donald are two fucked up individuals.  You didn't win and that piece of shit will not either!

I'm so glad!

Praise the LORD!  It had to be the longest secret incarceration ever, by far the longest state of confusion, bewilderment and betrayal any daughter has been forced to suffer from their corrupt mother.

I am so glad my grief and pain was so strong that I could not shut up, could not hold my peace. So, Martha Jane Walters was completely demonic, sadistic in the worse way, a complete horror that demanded to preach.  Why did she preach? Other than the fact she craved adulation, praise, money and to destroy, why did she preach?

Well, she was demon possessed, demon possessed in the worse way.  I am so glad I sensed it, discerned it.  I can not say I feel sorry for my birth mother.  She brought it on herself.  The very idea of crawling around on her knees in the deep dark woods at midnight in search of a way to kill, destroy, enslave,  is profoundly sobering.  The fact that same cunning woman tricked me, deliberately manipulated me out of a prestigious graduate school, a generous fellowship,  just to destroy me is shocking. But, Jesus told us!

Dumb Martha really thought she was winning when I was reduced to attending Atlanta University and treated like a sub human.  I complained to her, cried to her of how they failed to pay me the fellowship money they promised, that the level of intellect was extremely low.

Oh sly Martha laughed.  She could not help it.  All reprobates are swift to run to mischief.  While Atlanta University was far below my standards, that Trevor Arnett Library was not.  It was there that I learned how deeply witchcraft, voodoo and conjure had saturated the slave community, why it still flourished in the black community.

I finally understood why my mother made witchcraft her secret profession.  Why she sang her song every day,  all day;"You can't win fuh duh fix you in, I can't lose fuh the stuff I use."

Well, you are dead now bitch.  Every horrible act you perpetrated against me Almighty GOD turned into a gift, a tremendous blessing.  Praise The LORD!  Imps laugh when they hear that.  They have weak faith, can not believe.  I was thrown into, born into captivity and I survived, thrived! I am victorious!

Yes LORD, I proudly reveal every secret I can remember!

Don't you dare worry abut evil trump and his minions running around threatening to ruin,  to destroy, to take us back to Jim Crow.  Bow down satan, you shall proceed no further!

Martha's name is rotting, Jerome Walter's name is rising!

I pray a special blessing for every reader, every follower of this blog today.  Be abundantly blessed as you go about your day today.  Step out on Faith! Free Fall!

Exhaling, a sigh of relief.

Praise GOD from whom all blessings flow.  I was down a long time, sixty-two years,  tethered to a damn demon! A true succubus, an abomination to Almighty GOD! A vicious "root worker", a fallen woman that stayed on her knees gleaming "dust"  from a murdered man's grave in order to live the life of complete debauchery she so craved.

A pathological liar!  A woman that lied when the truth was in her favor. A brute! A sadist! A mongrel! A monstrosity!  Why? Jealous. Full of pride and envy. Lascivious! Just nasty! A pedophile that committed incest.  Murdered her own daddy.  Flushed five babies down the toilet.

I survived Martha, now here comes Donald.  Not this time chump.  I learned a lot during my stretch.

"Come ye out from among them"  Do take the time to read the Bible for yourself, do pray for yourself.  Do trust Almighty GOD to deliver you from the hands of your enemies not matter how brilliant  and powerful they seem.

GOD got this! Free fall!

With every beat of my heart ...

I know GOD is real, The Holy Spirit is real, what is not real is the "Church", not this modern day church.  Almighty GOD does not hate, can NOT hate and does NOT lie!  Remember Jesus warned us about all these "scribes" and Pharisees piling more laws on man than the people can bear.  Laws they do not observe themselves.

So many of my Evangelical friends claim trump to be GOD chosen.  I do totally agree, not because President Obama was a wrong choice but GOD is tired of ameriKKK's racist ignorance and greed.
One percent of the population owning and controlling ninety nine percent of this world's wealth!

Is GOD OK with that "church"?  How is that fair? Nearly eight billion people inhabit this planet.  How many are suffering? How many have been forced into a life of crime? of begging? of docility? of deep depression?

Uncle Ben claims that "our people" need more education, what a farce! I was so ravenous for knowledge, a quality education,  I read my textbooks throughly the first week of school, read every book in the Liberal Arts section of the public library,  earned degrees,  only to be relegated to the bottom of the middle class or the top of the low class (low class, not lower class) . There is no difference, you live paycheck to paycheck.

Now this greedy dog bragging that he is so intelligent, so white, so blue eyed, so entitled he has TEN BILLION DOLLARS and is not sharing one red cent! Not only that,  he has never paid any taxes!

Yet, here I am suffering  with sever PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) from surviving my evil birth mother and an evil racist society.

I was teaching at Stone Mountain High School in the early 90's when we were still issued paper checks.  I shall never forget that day, opening my check that read; $0.00 !!!  My entire check was jacked by the IRS, an entire month's pay.  No, I had no savings.  I had no family, I had nothing but my beautiful little daughter that I was trying to raise all alone with no help from my ex-husband.

Yes, I immediately fell to my knees, groveling, crying, begging, pleading.  I was in the teacher's workroom in full view of my colleagues.  I remember the tears streaming, the snot flowing as I wailed trying to explain to every IRS worker that I could not pay my rent, could not buy gas,  or food. A very harsh; "NO! NO! NO!"  was all I heard.

Yes ma'am, yes sir, I stayed on my knees for three days and nights  praying,  begging GOD for someone at the IRS to have compassion on me.  GOD heard my cry, "pitted every grown".

No, evil can't win although our birth mother taught us the exact opposite; " YOU CAN'T WIN FOR THE FIX YOU'RE IN, I CAN'T LOSE FOR THE STUFF I USE."  Not only was my birth mother a wicked "root worker" that targeted her own family, she bragged about it until the day she finally expired.

May the Dear LORD add abundant blessings to every reader of my blog. Amen.

Praise the LORD!

Divine Order at work

GOD is so good!  While my evil birth mother was torturing me, rooting and conjuring, keeping up chaos and turmoil,  GOD was preparing me for such a time as this.

My first experience with the LORD Jesus Christ occurred when I was only four years old.  My perverted mother and her equally perverted new husband came and kidnapped us from our doting grandfather.  Suddenly decided she wanted to be a nurturing loving mother?   No , found out she could get an allotment check for us from Uncle Sam.

I will never forget grandaddy packing our little meager belongings in a cardboard suitcase.  Mathy threw us in the backseat of a 1955 power blue Fairlane Ford, sped down that dirt road leaving a bellow of smoke as my granddaddy stood in his driveway waving.  I was turned backwards on my knees crying, bewildered  watching my grandfather's image shrink, grow smaller and smaller  until he finally disappeared.

At that exact monument the LORD Jesus Christ spoke right in my ear and told me not to worry. "Yes daughter, your life is going to be rugged, it is going to be hard.  But, never worry, never fear because I will never leave you."

You guessed it, just as soon as that perverted pedophile whore got us in their apartment on Smoke Bomb Hill on the post at Fort Bragg,  we were assaulted with hot soapy enemas.  That slut would snatch me up and force a hot tube of soapy water  up my rectum.   My bowels would explode in agony. She did it so much I resorted to lying. Mathy was not the kind of freak to just freak for the sake of freaking.  She always had a good excuse.  She would come home from work and and inquire loudly; "Did you black ass niggers shit today!?"

We were snatched up and assaulted before we could answer.  I am very glad I had the good sense to tell my granddaddy the next time I saw him.  Yes, the hot soapy enemas stopped but not the abuse.  Martha immediately labeled me a snitch.  "You luddle black heifer! Yo' damn mouf run like goose shit by the moonlight!"

Well here I am sixty years later proud to stand up and tell the world what that whore did to me, to us, to my granddaddy.

"Come ye out from among them."

Yes, I asked GOD

why did (HE) permit my birth mother to vex me so, to destroy my sexual nature, render me a complete eunuch due to the extreme, sever,  secret  sexual abuse she forced me to suffer at such a young age.

GOD assured me , it is a fact, Martha Jane Walters was a demon.  A complete fallen imp that (HE) permitted to become delusional enough to actually believe she was winning.

GOD said no daughter, your evil mother and her kind, her elk,  did laugh uproariously,  falsely believing they were winning, had won.  Bragging, stunting, gloating over their white skin.  Proud of their silky hair .  Proud to be evildoers on the sly.

GOD told me not to worry because the evildoer shall proceed no further. His time is up.  The 1%, the ravenous wolves , can not be satisfied with their opulence, gold toilets, palatial palaces, too many cars, too many homes, too many planes.  satan told his chief imp to make a power play, grab AmeriKKKa by the pussy, take her down, provoke war and chaos.  Force all people of color to their knees, begging, bending, bowing,  scraping, begging for a crust of bread. Yes, the "too rich" , the too greedy  hate  and demand to  destroy poor whites also. Rich whites will  never let on that they hate them too. (Remember the slave catchers, the poor whites the white  elite class labeled po-white trash, crackers, now trailer trash.)

trump might want to re-think his plan to enslave.  Every one is not as dumb as his blind supporters.  trump forced me to re-think tithing, to re-think the laws prohibiting the gay man or woman. That whole notion the man is the head of the woman as Christ is to the church.  (Ladies, if you have a good man, a true Christian man, do so.  But,  if he is a lying whore monger,  that scripture is not meant for you.)

My mother quoted; "Honor THY MOTHER!!!" OVER AND OVER.  Yes, this cherry picked scripture from a woman that MURDERED  her own father and never so much as blinked.

 What kind of church pushes, directs the masses to not store up, to not horde silver and gold but , the leaders they bow too, encourage us to follow,  have too much!

Think about it, when Jesus feed the multitude with 2 fish and fives loaves of bread, he didn't feed the 1% and leave 99% to starve.  This IS GOD's earth and the fullness thereof.  GOD did not create man to be fleeced by  some "man"  because the "church" stamped a seal of approval on his demonic head. Yes, I said demonic because HE IS A PATHOLOGICAL LIAR! GOD  can't lie, (HIS) children CAN NOT LIE!

There are nearly eight billion people on this planet, why does one man need so much, criticize so much and do so little that would really help?   Why are most people so blind, so gullible, so foolish?  Pre-programed, excruciating fear instilled in us from conception.  Yes, far too many people are suffering with Stockholm syndrome.

Why does a man with ten billion dollars demand more? He is a greedy dog!   He is just like my birth mother, a false preacher.  A secret sadist, an abomination unto GOD!

"Come ye out from among them."

"Look well to your going…"

your coming in, your going out." You will find that scripture in Proverbs.  Just think, I was only eight years old, reading and studying the Bible with my grandfather.  He would have me read a passage aloud,  then explain it.

My grandfather would get excited, absolutely trilled, declared me a genius, anointed.  On Sundays I stood on a little stool that elevated me enough to be seen by everyone in Wesley Chapel AMEZ Church in Wade, North Carolina.

I never had any idea this was not normal, not an everyday occurrence. A little girl standing before a church full of worshippers , sharing GOD's Word. I know now my church was well ahead of this world in the 50's.   We had a female pastor, Rev. Ethel V. McIver.  Yes, she was extremely long winded but,  she was truly a woman of GOD.  Never married, lived  right, loved the LORD which was evidenced by the great improvements she brought to our little church.

No, the story does not end there.  There was a fly in the ointment, a blowfly in the bone marrow, my birth mother , Martha Jane Walters.  Do know my grandfather did everything in his power to help heal his wayward daughter.  Unfortunately it was too late.  She was a fallen woman too sorry to get up but wise and cunning enough to pretend.

What is the best thing I can say about my mother?   Her extreme torture, her stealth like covert menacing , her constant never ending "root working" elevated me, increased my unshakeable faith.

GOD tells us not to mock (HIM). (HE) told us what is done in the dark shall surely come to light, to repent of our sins.  Yes, my mother died laughing at me, at my medical doctor brother, my brilliant musician brother.  At eighty-seven she felt she had finally accomplished her secret dreams.  The poor foolish woman demanded to destroy us because she blamed us for embarrassing her.  My beautiful "light bright,  damn near white" mother had to bear the stain of whoredom because she had three illegitimate children and five abortions before she could trick the first man into marriage.

 She is in her grave right now,  rotting, unrepentant.  Never got delivered although she preached for over fifty years.  Why didn't she find salvation? Because she preached falsely.

"Come ye out from among them."

Yes, I know it is partly my fault.

I wanted a "mother", a real mother so badly I clung to a MONGREL, a MONSTROSITY just for the few times she was kind to me.  I let my birth  mother gut me like a fish because I was so starved for affection.  All I've ever known is abuse. My mother abused me,  then I married a man that abused me.  No,  he never put his hands on me but,  he gave me a filthy STD when I was pregnant .Yes, the nigger treated me just like Celie in The Color Purple.

Yes, I was going to kill him.  Loaded my .38  H/R pistol with hollow point bullets, planned the perfect alibi of self defense.  Filled a pair of panty hose with oranges to beat myself.  It was on, I know the nigger smelled his imminent death.  My greatest fear ,  my mother getting her demonic hands on my daughter,  saved what I considered to be his worthless life.  The thought; "What will happen to my beautiful baby?" spared your life buddy.

I'm sorry,  far too many men marry good women to abuse and use, to pimp.  Carelessly bringing diseases into your home, that's common, worse than selfish.  Then this damn ignorant nigger had the damn nerve to tell me that I was too black for him!  I was too black for him and he was too ignorant for me.

Stockholm Syndrome is real.  Far too many of us have it.  Read, study, pray, fast, seek deliverance from evil.

"Come ye out from among them"

I will tell this entire world

what that woman did to me, to us, to her own daddy.  I will not fear evil.   I will not bow down and cloak for a dead demon.

Jesus said; "Suffer (let) the little children to come unto me, forbid them not the Kingdom of Heaven."

When corrupt fallen whorish women like my mother deliberately rape and molest their  own children from birth,  this world should not turn a blind eye.  When I tell you my birth mother made sure I had huge black dicks staring me dead in the face as a little child, as a toddler, don't you run and hide.  Don't play silent, too shocked to respond.

Do know this was my mother's secret nature and you have no idea what goes on in the "Church", in good families. Do know  you have a lot of learning to do.

Your silence is complicity.  You are helping to harbor demons! Why? Are you of such little faith? Are you too ashamed to admit you are clueless? What kind of person are you?  A man claims to have ten billion dollars and you bow at his feet and declare he was chosen by GOD.  You lying hypocrite! Sitting up in church every Sunday hating every man, woman and child of color.  Yes, I know you hate white people too.  You worship them but,  you hate them also.

Sitting in church, wearing out the pews with your blue eyes, blonde hair,  swearing you are the shit! Just gloating.  You have money, you are white, so there!

Keeping helping this idiot, this orange buffoon.  Pretend you don't know, can't see that he is leading you into the jaws of hell.  Let him appoint every evildoer he can find. Let them rule over you. Bow and scrap, say "thanky ma'am, thanky sur" . Bend, bow scrap.  Become an uncle Ben, a Diamond, a Silk, an Omarosa.  Let them laugh at you behind your back. Let trump use you like a cheap two dollar whore.

Not me, I still have some pride. Yes,  I would rather eat shit with a knitting needle, sleep in a hollow log.

My birth mother left here foul, screaming, mocking,  cursing,  claiming to be ordained by GOD.  My poor ignorant birth mother confused ordination  with repentance , something she claimed she would never do.  She didn't do it it either.

How sad, how pathetic.  Preached over fifty years and never heard one of her own sermons. My poor mother did falsely believe the color of her white skin and the straightness of her hair exempted her from GOD's laws.   That she could do just as she pleased.  Jesus tells us to pluck out our eye if it offends us.

My mother was an offense to GOD, to her father, her children, her family and I will NOT take her secrets to the grave as she commanded.  I will tell this entire world the best thing my evil mother ever did for me was help me to find my undying, unshakeable faith.  Yes, that whore pushed me off the cliff and made me Free fall!

Praise the LORD!

There is one thing

I must admit and pray over today.  That "thang" we were tethered to never did anything but beat, brutalize, rape and deliberately ruin the entire Walters family for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS claiming GOD's anointing. An anointing she knew she did not have, did not deserve.

My grandfather, JEROME WALTERS , had it, earned it.  The "stanking" whore stole his mantle, was unfit to wear it.  Of course we feared her, feared her as adults, feared her when we were elderly together.  She was old, older than old and we were old.  My  birth mother beat and brutally raped the children she did not flush down the toilet.  My mother hated all of her illegitimate children, children born deliberately out of wedlock.  Martha did not want us to have a father.  The two out of six she had in wedlock were not treated as harshly as her four black bastards.

She was a troll .  She was a great "root worker", no lie.  Kept a pet nigger.  Some people have pet monkeys, my birth mother kept a pet nigger, a "man", sixteen years her junior, the same age as her oldest son.

That Martha was a riot.  Love her if you dare.  It was not only going to cost you all  of your money and  potential wealth.  You were going to have to give up your pride, all courage.  You could be NOTHING! Nothing but a thang for her to pick at and ridicule.  Someone for her to mail shit filled letters to.  Someone for her to lie on, play victim, garner sympathy.  If you loved Mathy Jane you could only be her footstool.  Something for her to criticize, sacrifice,  ridicule, blame and torment because she was extremely sadistic.

No, Martha never loved GOD, never believed in GOD. GOD was for us.  Forcing us to sit in church EVERY SINGLE SUNDAY FOR DECADE AFTER DECADE  was for us.  The whore had to keep us docile, stupid, pitiful, begging because that is the way she kept her men.

 Martha Jane Walters was not "studin'" GOD!  When Martha stood up in church preaching,  LYING, putting on a show for over fifty years and GOD never struck her down,  she just knew GOD could not  be real. GOD was a joke to Martha, a tool, something she could use to make her sick demonic life appear to be better than it was.

What I do find confusing, Martha never believed in a loving benevolent GOD but she sure used (HIM) when she went down on graves collecting her "dust".  Yes,  Martha collected "goofer dust" in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost.  She sure did. I'm a witness.  I was only two or three but, I remember clearly .  I know the two graves she gleamed from!

That is where she made her mistake.  GOD does not have the mind of mortal man. GOD IS GOD , GOD IS GOOD AND YOU BETTER NOT MOCK (HIM).

Martha mocked (HIM) died laughing.  Now she is rotting.  To quote her; "Good enough!"

Let the heathen rage s/he shall proceed no further.

Dear LORD

I thank you for that demon possessed birth mother you gave me.  Thank you for my  wonderful, wise grandfather, JEROME WALTERS .   A great man YOU planted on this earth ,  that you gave me, to us,  to protect me from that ogre, that monstrosity.  Thank you  for finally removing her from this earth.  Thank you for the three years I've enjoyed Mathy Jane free!

Praise GOD Almighty!

I'm up with the Sun every morning, cup of coffee, prayer and normal body functions start my day. I am grateful, I am humbled, I am blessed. Yes, I still get up thanking GOD for finally removing that albatross from this earth.  Yes, I do a Holy Ghost dance, I jump up and down on that mongrel's face! Thank you Jesus! Thank you Jesus!

 I pray for my five birth brother and their families.  I pray for their courage, courage  their slut of a mother deliberately, coyly, slyly, covertly and brutally destroyed. Would never let develop.

My mother was a delusional  whore, quite light, hair quite straight , so she thought she never had to do anything but,  sit back and be admired, worshipped.  I am sure she was quite shocked when she looked around and all she had was a string of illegitimate babies and no prospects for a husband.  Of course my lying despicable mother blamed us.  Martha Jane Walters was one whore that never intended to go anywhere near the truth concerning her life.  Her life was the life of a secret sadist, a sociopath, a psychopath, a pedophile, a witch, that truly hated GOD and everything good.

Now wonder she murdered my grandfather, he was her complete opposite.

Strangely, I thank GOD for my evil mother.  Most importantly, I'm glad she hated me!  Rejected me, made my life a living hell.  I am sure I never would have believed her type possible without enduring her myself.  My sixty plus years of attempting to love that woman taught me so much.  Some people are liars, PATHOLOGICAL LIARS!  Ravenous wolves! Vipers! Snakes in the grass!

I do believe the best lesson I learned, the so called "Church" is as phony and demon possessed as my own mother.  The so called religious right, all disciples of satan daring Almighty GOD to stop them.

"WHEN YOUR DESOLATION COMES IT SHALL COME AS A WHIRLWIND!" 

This trump abomination is coming in like a whirlwind and he hasn't been sworn in yet.  Look at the sniveling cowards bowing at his feet, on their knees while pretending to love GOD.  They don't know GOD.

My own mother preached for over fifty years, was ordained for over thirty.  Just who is dumb enough to think "root working" and ministry compatible?  That Incest, pedophilia and MURDER should be cloaked because you are too embarrassed to tell.

 The same people that swore trump was going to drain the swamp, that's who.  The same people that believe the 1% hoarding 99% of this world's wealth deserve it, that GOD blessed them with it.  Hog wash, horse pucky.

donald trump bragging that he has ten billion dollars while billions of people have nothing is tantamount to attending a Thanksgiving dinner with one hundred people and donald piling 99% of all the food on his plate and demanding the other 99 people fight over the crumbs.

"Come ye out from among them."

Yes, there are days ...

many days,  I find myself wailing uncontrollably because I found out far too late what a wicked vixen my birth mother really  was.  Yes, I'm still pretty terrified,  beaten to a pulp and stalked by my own mother for sixty-two years.

What hurts me more than anything , my own mother rejected me for the color of my skin! Convinced me that I was too black,  blue black! Blacker than a thousand midnights. She hated me with a passion from my birth to her death.  No matter, a stanking whore is going to be a stanking whore.  Look at their fruit, if their fruit does not match up with their deeds, flee them.  "Shun the very presence of evil" is Jesus' advice to use. But,  we have to admit it is rather hard to do when you are born into the clutches of a demonic slut and nobody gives a shit other than to force whorish women to have babies they clearly do not want.

My mother swore us to secrecy; "Ni I'd take dat tuh my grave!" I ain't taking shit to my grave you nasty, stanking WHORE!  HAVING SEX WITH THE DOOR WIDE OPEN,  SLUT! COMMITTING INCEST WITH YOUR SONS BITCH!  HAVING THREESOMES WITH YOUR SON AND LOVERS! GOD IS GOING TO GET YOU BITCH! AND I HOPE HE KICKS YOUR FUCKING ASS,  YOU PIECE OF SHIT!

You could have repented bitch! You were too fucking sorry. Riding around in a Cadillac bragging about your five thousand dollar 24k gold cross!  So!? What a slut!   Wearing all black, sack cloth and ashes  FOR THREE YEARS after your daddy died.  All that pretend Gone With The Wind mourning.  Bitch! Did you really believe  you could come up with your own brand of repentance?

No, you had a demon alright, I suspect an entire Legion.  You deserved every damn one of them!

Any body still dumb enough to lie for you, to cloak for you , deserves to suffer.

"Come ye out from among them."