I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Wednesday, December 28, 2016

"I told Jesus!"

Praise the LORD for this day, another day to get it right, just one more day to help right wrongs.   To gain some understanding.  to overcome fear, lies, abuse, rape, robbery.  Thank you LORD for permitting me to out live my chief tormentor.  Thank you for leading and guiding me every step of the way!

Thank you for my Anointing! Granddaddy saw it, declared it.  Martha saw it and forbade it. What a clown.  In her attempt to destroy something GOD made, God anointed, GOD appointed , my birth mother worked against me.  In her perennial never ending attempts to destroy me, she made me strong.

Praise the LORD!  I know Martha's schemes were too brilliant to ever be manufactured in her pea brain.  It had to be WITCHCRAFT!  Martha practiced witchcraft, for sure.  No one that knew her can deny that.  What many of us failed to realize; preaching and conjure do not go together.  You can not be "mother of the church" and madame of the cat house at the same time.  You are going to have to change, choose a side. ' Be ye hot or cold or get spewed!'

"A double minded man is unstable in all his ways."  Sitting her now, slowly coming into consciousness, very slowly realizing how truly blessed I am.  I melt into a puddle, a limp lifeless pile of human jelly,  every time I permit myself to know what a common mother I had.

I am devastated!  "My help comes from the LORD."  Discovered a preacher that called himself a trick baby.  His life was very much like mine.  His sermon was well received.  I hope and pray my sermon, my testimony will be well received one day.

I pray for my birth brothers. I pray for their courage.  I pray for my own courage as I thank GOD for my awesome healing, one cell at a time, one deep dark secret at a time.  Mock GOD if you want to sinner man, sinner woman.  You can jump in your grave unrepentant if you want to, you are still going to reap.

Dear LORD heal and protect ALL of your broken children right now!  Lift us up LORD! Stand us on our feet, give ears to our cries, in the mighty name of Jesus I pray.

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