I ain't nobody!

According to my birth mother, I ain't SHIT!  Little did I know why my own mother said such a thing to me, caused me such excruciating pain,  so often.  Jealousy, yes, but, it was much more than human jealousy, worse than a Cain Spirit. Martha was wacked! Somebody should have killed her.  Someone should have putt that slut straight out of her misery.

 She just hide it.  Martha did her dirt, her rapes, her molestations, her brutal beatings, her "root working" and just played it cool.

Yes, she would screw your man, boyfriend, husband, regardless.  Yes, she would lie, cut the fool proclaiming her innocence.   No, you do NOT want to know such a woman, ever. Not briefly, not for a millisecond! Don't waste time, nor a prayer. Hopeless!   "From such stay away!"

 No, you do not want her to be kin or friend. "From such stay away!"

She claimed I was too sensitive, remembered too much, thought too much of myself.

Today, this day, I am so grateful to MY merciful GOD I can't stop crying.  I can't stop thanking the LORD.  This woman, this low whore that birthed me had a secret plan for me.  This strumpet, this slut fully intended to steer me into whoredom, into crack.  Martha Jane Walters fully intended to make me a million times the maggot, buzzard whore she always was.

Why preach? To mock! To mock GOD! What was Mathy's favorite expression, favorite brag? ; "I gave dat niggur my ass tuh kiss."

Martha, grinned,  actually laughed,  telling me how her old "girlfriend" was now a crack addict sucking dicks for two dollars at truck stops.  Yes, I was alarmed.  Who wishes that kind of pain on anyone? Who relishes and enjoys such information? A closet SADIST! A FREAK! A PEDOPHILE! MY (BIRTH) MOTHER!

Why?

DEMON POSSESSION!

"Come ye out from among them."