Come on up a little higher. "Put away childish things" You should know at this stage of your life that GOD is Wonderful! He will lead you, He will guide you if you let Him.
It hurts me to see any one hurting needlessly.
I think most literate people are familiar with the story of the "Good Samaritan" (Luke 10: 30 - 37)
Re-read the story. Remember good men walked by the "certain" man that fell among thieves and was robbed. The priest didn't want to get involved and walked by on the other side. The Levite did the same thing. These so called religious men saw the "certain" man as he lay dying. They didn't stop, they didn't try to help. The Bible doesn't say, but I imagine that they didn't care.
It took a Samaritan to have compassion on him. The Samaritan nursed him, bandaged him and paid the inn keeper to look out for him.
The "certain" man's neighbors couldn't get involved. They didn't have time, they were probably late for church. Why, what would people think? "Smart" people agree that it is best to be a frightened little mouse, shrink from the face of the devil. Don't believe everything in the Bible. It is just another book written by man. Plus you don't know what they didn't put in there. "It all ain't in 'dere! It all ain't in'dere!" Some misguided so called preacher might tell you.
I am sorry to bust your bubble devil. It is all in there! Every thing that you need to know is in the Bible and has been foretold.
Children do not look to your friends and relatives to further your dreams. Look to GOD and Him only.
"Smiling faces tell lies"; I used to dance to that song. Too bad I didn't listen fast enough.
The Bible doesn't tell us who this man was. He was just a "certain man" down from Jerusalem to Jericho, and fell among thieves, who stripped him of his clothing, wounded him, and departed, leaving him half dead..
All of us run the risk of falling among thieves. Some thieves want to steal your innocence. They want your childhood innocence. Some want your talent and joy. Some are just evil and want to destroy you for no apparent reason.
Many of us can not count on our friends and family , most people will not come to your rescue. Do not be offended. Understand that they are doing the best they can. We all do not come to the knowledge of Jesus Christ at the same time. Some of us will never know Christ.
It is a sickening shame, but it is true, members of your own family are too often your "robbers". Haters, cowards and common "highway" men, lecherous reprobates that are salivating at the chance to devour you.
Into each life some rain must fall. If it never rained we would never grow. GOD allowed that demon into your life for a reason. Perhaps you needed purging, or humbling. At any rate don't let that evil spirit derail you. Destruction is fully their intention. They know that GOD is watching. They don't care because that is how much they secretly hate GOD. These creatures are so evil that they will destroy themselves just to get to you. Stop! Inhale! Get a grip. Wrap your innocent brain around that concept, that absolute truth.
Don't wait until you are old to accept GOD's TRUTH. It is what it is.
Some call me a prude. I don't think I am a prude but fortunately or unfortunately I am a eunuch.
I don't care if you don't want to hear about it. I am not speaking for you! I am speaking for abused children.
I cry for them every day. I am in mourning for them. I must speak out because this should not be. No one has the right to violate GOD's LAW in order to satisfy their selfish lusts.
Who is worse, the perpetrator or the closed mouthed observers?
What are you waiting for? Are you waiting for the old witch to die? You don't know when that will be. That is entirely up to GOD.
"As for me and my house, we are going to serve the LORD!" I will not cow tie to some toothless has been hag. Some one too lazy to develop and pursue their own talent. Too evil to do themselves any good they set their course on destroying their own children!
I just came by to tell you that you are somebody and GOD sent a "Good Samaritan" to pull you up out of that ditch. The Samaritans and the other Jews did not get along, for some reason there was some animosity, some division. The "certain" man's friends, neighbors and family went out of their way to not help him.
People will go out of their way to not help you do any thing!, when they know they can. They would rather see you suffer and die in a hole before they will help.
Make sure you are not that kind.
Help me HOLY GHOST! Bind the wicked demons set on destroying my family. Reveal them LORD! Identify then LORD! Let the world know and revile them! They have run amuck long enough LORD! They have tortured and ruined enough LORD! Their time is up!
Dear LORD, thank you for your tender mercies, thank you for your WORD! Thank you for your voice. Thank you for my cross. Thank you for a praying grandfather.
Rain on us LORD! Let your tender mercy rain on us! Heal US LORD! Clean us up! Humble us! Make US worthy to call your name LORD!
Children if you are burdened down with anything, take it to GOD's alter and leave it there.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Monday, January 31, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Holy Jesus!
Come here! Can I talk to you for a few minutes. I mean I really need to pull your coat. You are going the wrong way. You are headed in the wrong direction!
Just how stupid are you? Look Fool! Shut up! and Listen! Help me Jesus I think this one is retarded , retarded for real, not just retarded enough to clip the government out of a check.
You don't have to live like that man! You do not have to be content groveling for scraps from that witch's table.
No, it might not be that bad. But that's how she tells it. That's her spin on it. She said that you are busted and disgusted. Flat on your heels. She said that you are a drunk and "no-sensed", ugly, lazy and stank.
"Dat nigga been gon' all dese years and I still can't get dat smell out of his room."
Then it occurred to me one day; what kind of mother says that about her own son? Not any natural mother that I know anything about. "Every monkey loves it's own little monkey."
While kicking you to the curb and throwing you under the bus, she must have forgotten that I have eyes to see with and ears to hear with.
I saw her beat and brutalize you as a Baby! She can't take it back. She can't undo what is already in my brain.
No, I am not living in the Past! She is living in the past! It was only a few years ago that she reminded me that she was on her way to the beach, to a party;"when your black a** decided to come heah!"
I thought to myself; 'This b**** is still mad!? Use a condom m****** f*****!' Don't object to the language now! That's how you taught me to talk! I had to go to college to find out that it was unacceptable, that "decent" families didn't talk that way.
It's cool, language is language. There is no such thing as bad language, just bad experiences. There is no such thing as a superior language. Language is simply a form of communication. I can paint my thoughts or I can write my thoughts. Maybe you will understand me, maybe you won't.
One of these talk shows featured a writer that was getting death threats concerning her best selling book; "Tiger Mom". She claimed that people were upset with her for being such a demanding b**** of a mom ,that people are threatening to kill her.
I thought about it a while. If the Asian mom calls herself Tiger Mom, what should I call you; "Coon Mom"? You are the exact opposite of the Tiger Mom that demands that all of her children take piano lessons. You 'cussed" me out for asking. No, no, you can't take that back. I guess you wish you could put all of your bad fruit in the same place you put all of your magic lies.
No, you are not a "Coon Mom" there is no such thing. You are the worse mom, not because you are black. You are a terrible mom because you choose to be. You have always made your own decisions for your own reasons. That's how selfish you are.
I know you can't undo you and I can't "not remember". I will never forget you demanding that the shoe clerk get you; "Every color in a 9B!" When we finally got home you had about fifty pairs of shoes. I didn't have any.
That's cool too. Only you know why you did it.
One day sister, you will see. We will all see.
Children I want you to read Hebrews 13:4 - 8
Tattoo it on your heart. "Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day and, for ever."
We serve a Christ that came up out of the Grave! Death could not hold him! And you are scared of an old snaggle-toothed woman!
Are you out of your mind!? You have not because you ask not.
All black people were not slaves I have you know. Some became wealthy. So much so that they loaned money to the government during the American Revolution. Alexander Hamilton was a black man. His mother was a "kept" woman. She was "kept" by a wealthy white man that sent him to the best schools in Europe.
Lord please send a WHITE MAN to tell them because they will never believe me. They think I'm black and female. They think I am suffering from a double whammy, or a triple whammy.
The only thing I am suffering from is good common sense.
Get up off of your knees. Put that bottle down! Do not defile your temple. Do not hate. Do not seek revenge. Pick yourself up, brush yourself off, and step into your divine destiny. The destiny that your Father designed just for you.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace, and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S. (Do NOT read this unless you are the lady suffering in DENIAL)
DE-Nial! That is not a good place to be. You can get by with denial when you are young. And you can intimidate your children into going along with your b*** s***. But when you are EIGHTY-FIVE! Time Up! Give it up!
Lady you are hilarious! *Micky does not look like anybody in the entire family. I do remember who he looks like. He looks just like that tall lanky MP that used to stop by to visit you when we lived on Smoke Bomb Hill! I know his name and everything! Just how dumb did you think I was?
It's cool. Nobody cares. You are certainly not the first woman to have an "outside" child on her husband.
Granddaddy always said ;"All caught in yo' net is yern."
Just how stupid are you? Look Fool! Shut up! and Listen! Help me Jesus I think this one is retarded , retarded for real, not just retarded enough to clip the government out of a check.
You don't have to live like that man! You do not have to be content groveling for scraps from that witch's table.
No, it might not be that bad. But that's how she tells it. That's her spin on it. She said that you are busted and disgusted. Flat on your heels. She said that you are a drunk and "no-sensed", ugly, lazy and stank.
"Dat nigga been gon' all dese years and I still can't get dat smell out of his room."
Then it occurred to me one day; what kind of mother says that about her own son? Not any natural mother that I know anything about. "Every monkey loves it's own little monkey."
While kicking you to the curb and throwing you under the bus, she must have forgotten that I have eyes to see with and ears to hear with.
I saw her beat and brutalize you as a Baby! She can't take it back. She can't undo what is already in my brain.
No, I am not living in the Past! She is living in the past! It was only a few years ago that she reminded me that she was on her way to the beach, to a party;"when your black a** decided to come heah!"
I thought to myself; 'This b**** is still mad!? Use a condom m****** f*****!' Don't object to the language now! That's how you taught me to talk! I had to go to college to find out that it was unacceptable, that "decent" families didn't talk that way.
It's cool, language is language. There is no such thing as bad language, just bad experiences. There is no such thing as a superior language. Language is simply a form of communication. I can paint my thoughts or I can write my thoughts. Maybe you will understand me, maybe you won't.
One of these talk shows featured a writer that was getting death threats concerning her best selling book; "Tiger Mom". She claimed that people were upset with her for being such a demanding b**** of a mom ,that people are threatening to kill her.
I thought about it a while. If the Asian mom calls herself Tiger Mom, what should I call you; "Coon Mom"? You are the exact opposite of the Tiger Mom that demands that all of her children take piano lessons. You 'cussed" me out for asking. No, no, you can't take that back. I guess you wish you could put all of your bad fruit in the same place you put all of your magic lies.
No, you are not a "Coon Mom" there is no such thing. You are the worse mom, not because you are black. You are a terrible mom because you choose to be. You have always made your own decisions for your own reasons. That's how selfish you are.
I know you can't undo you and I can't "not remember". I will never forget you demanding that the shoe clerk get you; "Every color in a 9B!" When we finally got home you had about fifty pairs of shoes. I didn't have any.
That's cool too. Only you know why you did it.
One day sister, you will see. We will all see.
Children I want you to read Hebrews 13:4 - 8
Tattoo it on your heart. "Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day and, for ever."
We serve a Christ that came up out of the Grave! Death could not hold him! And you are scared of an old snaggle-toothed woman!
Are you out of your mind!? You have not because you ask not.
All black people were not slaves I have you know. Some became wealthy. So much so that they loaned money to the government during the American Revolution. Alexander Hamilton was a black man. His mother was a "kept" woman. She was "kept" by a wealthy white man that sent him to the best schools in Europe.
Lord please send a WHITE MAN to tell them because they will never believe me. They think I'm black and female. They think I am suffering from a double whammy, or a triple whammy.
The only thing I am suffering from is good common sense.
Get up off of your knees. Put that bottle down! Do not defile your temple. Do not hate. Do not seek revenge. Pick yourself up, brush yourself off, and step into your divine destiny. The destiny that your Father designed just for you.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace, and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S. (Do NOT read this unless you are the lady suffering in DENIAL)
DE-Nial! That is not a good place to be. You can get by with denial when you are young. And you can intimidate your children into going along with your b*** s***. But when you are EIGHTY-FIVE! Time Up! Give it up!
Lady you are hilarious! *Micky does not look like anybody in the entire family. I do remember who he looks like. He looks just like that tall lanky MP that used to stop by to visit you when we lived on Smoke Bomb Hill! I know his name and everything! Just how dumb did you think I was?
It's cool. Nobody cares. You are certainly not the first woman to have an "outside" child on her husband.
Granddaddy always said ;"All caught in yo' net is yern."
A Man's Foes
Jesus told us "A MAN'S FOES SHALL BE THEY OF HIS OWN HOUSEHOLD" How clear could He make it? If you live in this world your life is not going to be easy. You are going to have to fight. You are going to be engaged in warfare. The person that is trying to hurt you may be your kin!
"For I am come to SET A MAN AT VARIANCE AGAINST HIS FATHER, AND THE DAUGHTER AGAINST HER MOTHER AND THE DAUGHTER IN LAW AGAINST HER MOTHER IN LAW" (Matthew 10:35)
Have mercy on me father because you know that is my story. You know why I have been tortured and targeted by this "woman".
Dear LORD thank you for planting something inside me to protect me. I was two years old and I knew there was something wrong with her. I was three and she cursed me. She dropped the lowest vile vulgar "cussing" on me. Me, a little child, a toddler. That proves she didn't have good sense and she was a coward. She never did confront the man that questioned me about my "father'. He lived to be ninety-six years old and she never said a word to him. Why?
Were you trying to guard your tarnished image to the extended family? We lived with you. You knew we knew that is why you forbade us to ever say anything about you or against you.
That was a very good tactic. Evidently it helped you to successfully hide your dark proclivities. But you knew. You know who and what you are. You and GOD know your every thought. I can only speculate based on your fruit. Based on acts of cruelty and sabotage that you've done to me .
Don't forget I have watched you for fifty-nine years. I know you. I know to not trust you.
All of this feigned outrage and hurt is utterly ridiculous. "He that walketh uprightly walketh surely: but he that perverteth his ways shall be known." "He that troubleth his house shall inherit the wind: and the fool shall be servant to the wise of heart."
"For by means of a whorish woman a man is brought to a piece of bread: and the adulteress will hunt for the precious life."
"Remove thy way far from her, and come not nigh the door of her house: Lest thou give honour unto others, and thy years unto the cruel."
Thank Your for Your WORD LORD! I got it. A fool can understand it.
"And thou mourn at the last, when thy flesh and thy body are consumed, And say, How have I hated instruction, and my heart despised reproof; And have not obeyed the voice of my teachers, nor inclined mine ear to them that instructed me!"
A young fool I can understand, even tolerate. But, an OLD FOOL! How disgusting. An old fool with a Bible professing to be a preacher.
No one should ever be that disrespectful. Honor GOD if you can't serve Him. Don't play with GOD! Do not reduce GOD's mentality to your low level. Don't you dare think hollering LORD! LORD! is going to save you.
Why can't you stop working "roots"? Is it a bad habit? Is it your second nature? Jesus said if your right eye offend you to pluck it out.
Did you really think GOD was going to let you get away with all of your "mess"?
You have a few minions that still support you or are afraid of you. There are some so naive and sheltered they can not bring themselves to believe such a creature like you exist.
I do not blame them, I envy them. What if my life had been succubus free? What if I had never been sexually, psychologically, emotionally and physically abused?
What if I had never witnessed you torturing my brothers and grandfather?
What if I had never seen you working "roots" against people?
What if you had never dug pit after pit to throw me in?
What if you had given your life to Christ like you promised your mother?
What if you had the strength to stand up to the devil and rebuke him?
What if you learned to be honest and only spoke the truth?
There are a lot of "what ifs" in this life children. You make sure that you do what you can to live right. It is a slippery slope. It is too easy to fall. The portal that lets the devil into your heart, into your life is FEAR. Remember, "FEAR NO MAN!"
"Come boldly to the throne of grace!" Leave your cares there.
Care about someone other than yourself. Pray for understanding.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"For I am come to SET A MAN AT VARIANCE AGAINST HIS FATHER, AND THE DAUGHTER AGAINST HER MOTHER AND THE DAUGHTER IN LAW AGAINST HER MOTHER IN LAW" (Matthew 10:35)
Have mercy on me father because you know that is my story. You know why I have been tortured and targeted by this "woman".
Dear LORD thank you for planting something inside me to protect me. I was two years old and I knew there was something wrong with her. I was three and she cursed me. She dropped the lowest vile vulgar "cussing" on me. Me, a little child, a toddler. That proves she didn't have good sense and she was a coward. She never did confront the man that questioned me about my "father'. He lived to be ninety-six years old and she never said a word to him. Why?
Were you trying to guard your tarnished image to the extended family? We lived with you. You knew we knew that is why you forbade us to ever say anything about you or against you.
That was a very good tactic. Evidently it helped you to successfully hide your dark proclivities. But you knew. You know who and what you are. You and GOD know your every thought. I can only speculate based on your fruit. Based on acts of cruelty and sabotage that you've done to me .
Don't forget I have watched you for fifty-nine years. I know you. I know to not trust you.
All of this feigned outrage and hurt is utterly ridiculous. "He that walketh uprightly walketh surely: but he that perverteth his ways shall be known." "He that troubleth his house shall inherit the wind: and the fool shall be servant to the wise of heart."
"For by means of a whorish woman a man is brought to a piece of bread: and the adulteress will hunt for the precious life."
"Remove thy way far from her, and come not nigh the door of her house: Lest thou give honour unto others, and thy years unto the cruel."
Thank Your for Your WORD LORD! I got it. A fool can understand it.
"And thou mourn at the last, when thy flesh and thy body are consumed, And say, How have I hated instruction, and my heart despised reproof; And have not obeyed the voice of my teachers, nor inclined mine ear to them that instructed me!"
A young fool I can understand, even tolerate. But, an OLD FOOL! How disgusting. An old fool with a Bible professing to be a preacher.
No one should ever be that disrespectful. Honor GOD if you can't serve Him. Don't play with GOD! Do not reduce GOD's mentality to your low level. Don't you dare think hollering LORD! LORD! is going to save you.
Why can't you stop working "roots"? Is it a bad habit? Is it your second nature? Jesus said if your right eye offend you to pluck it out.
Did you really think GOD was going to let you get away with all of your "mess"?
You have a few minions that still support you or are afraid of you. There are some so naive and sheltered they can not bring themselves to believe such a creature like you exist.
I do not blame them, I envy them. What if my life had been succubus free? What if I had never been sexually, psychologically, emotionally and physically abused?
What if I had never witnessed you torturing my brothers and grandfather?
What if I had never seen you working "roots" against people?
What if you had never dug pit after pit to throw me in?
What if you had given your life to Christ like you promised your mother?
What if you had the strength to stand up to the devil and rebuke him?
What if you learned to be honest and only spoke the truth?
There are a lot of "what ifs" in this life children. You make sure that you do what you can to live right. It is a slippery slope. It is too easy to fall. The portal that lets the devil into your heart, into your life is FEAR. Remember, "FEAR NO MAN!"
"Come boldly to the throne of grace!" Leave your cares there.
Care about someone other than yourself. Pray for understanding.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Friday, January 28, 2011
I Bet You Think This Blog Is About You
Hold up on your narcissism. This blog is not about you. I blog to heal and to vent. But, most of all I blog to save others. This blog is a warning to parents and future parents. I blog to expose evil and sickness such as yours. I do pray for you every day. I do bind you in the name of Almighty JESUS! I rebuke you in the name of the Father, the Son and the HOLY GHOST! I do plead the BLOOD!
Let he who hath ears hear. If you don't have an ear, pray for one. Ask GOD to come into your heart. Pray for an indwelling of His Holy Spirit. What do you have to lose? Apart from Christ you are going to lose it all.
We all live in the same evil crooked world. "Be ye hot or cold!" There is no place for the lukewarm. There is no place for the indecisive, the 'I'm not so sure". There is no place for 'It don't call for all of that'. There is no place for "losers" who try to pretend that they are "winners".
Time is winding down. Man Up! Gird up your loins! Put on the whole armor of GOD. Do not make excuses for the devil. TRUST GOD for real, not just with your mouth.
You want a job? Name it and claim it! You want a career? Trust GOD to lead you.
Swat that negative nay-sayer out of your ear. We would still be slaves on the plantation listening to them.
During slavery there were some slaves that had the master's ear. I guess young people would call them "snitches". I call them selfish back-stabbers. Human beings unable to care about anyone other than themselves.
There was never a single successful slave rebellion in the entire United States. We are talking 1619 to 1865. Harriet Tubman had to carry a pistol on her "freedom runs" to insure no "snitching".
I was taught that that was a black thing. No, it wasn't, it was a human thing. Simply another example of "Man's Inhumanity to Man". Some Jews mistreated and exploited other Jews during the Holocaust. Read Stanley Elkins. Look at Bernie Madoff. It's character people. The color of your skin is no indicator of character.
No, I don't get you. You wanted me to to know. It was our secret. It was as if my pain could not reach it's excruciating potential unless I knew you were behind it, doing sick things that I couldn't tell.
The fact that you were escaping unpunished year after year, decade after decade seemed to be more pleasurable to you than the deed itself.
"Yea, they put you on the cover of Army Times when you were five years old!"
"You were the first little nigga to go to the all white kindergarten on post."
"I had you looking just like a luddle picaninny. I had nigga plaits sticking up all over your head like buckwheat."
That was just another vicious stab, another laceration that I couldn't do anything about.
Why tell me? It is obvious your revelation was designed to hurt me. Why? You hated me and you wanted me to know. What was your point? "I can't lose for the stuff I use and you can't win for the fix you're in!" ; you laughed and bragged all the time. Was that a clue?
It is a game to you. 'I can do anything I please and you can't stop me. I am going to personally make sure your life is miserable and painful. I will spend countless hours reminiscing on how I stole so many of your golden moments. Ha! Ha! You're too dumb to catch me or stop me. I'm too smart, I'm too clever.
I've got deceit down. These dummies ring my phone off da hook asking me for advice. They come crawling to give me money and gifts. Old age and preaching is the best thing that ever happened to me.
I can get people to say and believe anything. That's my gift.
Here you come wid yo' black broke a**. Always trying to be so good. Who you think you foolin'? You a 'ho just like me, just slicker. Ain't nobody good as you make out you are.'
My poor broken fractured mother. I taught in the middle school for ten years. You are pre-pubescent. You have the mental age of a little girl. You said that some man raped you three times when you were eight years old.
Sadly, it must be true. You never matured mentally. It would be your luck to be such a smart little girl. Always too smart and too mean to get caught.
You are uncommonly brilliant. That's why you have such smart children.
You act just like a "'omish" fast little heifer. Your severe jealousy is childlike. You did give your life to Satan. At some point you have to take responsibility for that.
It's that easy. The devil can slay you. He will lead you astray , make you think that you are winning when you're really losing. The devil will snatch away your natural affection. You will not know right from wrong.
Go back and read Romans 1:13 - 32 again.
"THE JUST SHALL LIVE BY FAITH" I have great FAITH! Dear LORD thank you for my many blessings. Thank you for the poor and lost that are in search of a better way. Thank you for your children that hunger and thirst for your WORD. May they be richly blessed LORD. Pour out of your Spirit LORD. Lift them up. ENRICH THEM MIGHTILY LORD!
Thank you for your strength LORD!
"So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper IN THE THING whereto I sent it." (Isaiah 55:!!)
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember,"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Let he who hath ears hear. If you don't have an ear, pray for one. Ask GOD to come into your heart. Pray for an indwelling of His Holy Spirit. What do you have to lose? Apart from Christ you are going to lose it all.
We all live in the same evil crooked world. "Be ye hot or cold!" There is no place for the lukewarm. There is no place for the indecisive, the 'I'm not so sure". There is no place for 'It don't call for all of that'. There is no place for "losers" who try to pretend that they are "winners".
Time is winding down. Man Up! Gird up your loins! Put on the whole armor of GOD. Do not make excuses for the devil. TRUST GOD for real, not just with your mouth.
You want a job? Name it and claim it! You want a career? Trust GOD to lead you.
Swat that negative nay-sayer out of your ear. We would still be slaves on the plantation listening to them.
During slavery there were some slaves that had the master's ear. I guess young people would call them "snitches". I call them selfish back-stabbers. Human beings unable to care about anyone other than themselves.
There was never a single successful slave rebellion in the entire United States. We are talking 1619 to 1865. Harriet Tubman had to carry a pistol on her "freedom runs" to insure no "snitching".
I was taught that that was a black thing. No, it wasn't, it was a human thing. Simply another example of "Man's Inhumanity to Man". Some Jews mistreated and exploited other Jews during the Holocaust. Read Stanley Elkins. Look at Bernie Madoff. It's character people. The color of your skin is no indicator of character.
No, I don't get you. You wanted me to to know. It was our secret. It was as if my pain could not reach it's excruciating potential unless I knew you were behind it, doing sick things that I couldn't tell.
The fact that you were escaping unpunished year after year, decade after decade seemed to be more pleasurable to you than the deed itself.
"Yea, they put you on the cover of Army Times when you were five years old!"
"You were the first little nigga to go to the all white kindergarten on post."
"I had you looking just like a luddle picaninny. I had nigga plaits sticking up all over your head like buckwheat."
That was just another vicious stab, another laceration that I couldn't do anything about.
Why tell me? It is obvious your revelation was designed to hurt me. Why? You hated me and you wanted me to know. What was your point? "I can't lose for the stuff I use and you can't win for the fix you're in!" ; you laughed and bragged all the time. Was that a clue?
It is a game to you. 'I can do anything I please and you can't stop me. I am going to personally make sure your life is miserable and painful. I will spend countless hours reminiscing on how I stole so many of your golden moments. Ha! Ha! You're too dumb to catch me or stop me. I'm too smart, I'm too clever.
I've got deceit down. These dummies ring my phone off da hook asking me for advice. They come crawling to give me money and gifts. Old age and preaching is the best thing that ever happened to me.
I can get people to say and believe anything. That's my gift.
Here you come wid yo' black broke a**. Always trying to be so good. Who you think you foolin'? You a 'ho just like me, just slicker. Ain't nobody good as you make out you are.'
My poor broken fractured mother. I taught in the middle school for ten years. You are pre-pubescent. You have the mental age of a little girl. You said that some man raped you three times when you were eight years old.
Sadly, it must be true. You never matured mentally. It would be your luck to be such a smart little girl. Always too smart and too mean to get caught.
You are uncommonly brilliant. That's why you have such smart children.
You act just like a "'omish" fast little heifer. Your severe jealousy is childlike. You did give your life to Satan. At some point you have to take responsibility for that.
It's that easy. The devil can slay you. He will lead you astray , make you think that you are winning when you're really losing. The devil will snatch away your natural affection. You will not know right from wrong.
Go back and read Romans 1:13 - 32 again.
"THE JUST SHALL LIVE BY FAITH" I have great FAITH! Dear LORD thank you for my many blessings. Thank you for the poor and lost that are in search of a better way. Thank you for your children that hunger and thirst for your WORD. May they be richly blessed LORD. Pour out of your Spirit LORD. Lift them up. ENRICH THEM MIGHTILY LORD!
Thank you for your strength LORD!
"So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper IN THE THING whereto I sent it." (Isaiah 55:!!)
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember,"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
I Was Just Wondering?
I have been thinking about it for a long time, just how dumb do you think I am? Just how stupid am I supposed to be? Give me some credit for having some common sense.
President Obama makes the State of the Union speech and the "Haters" rip him apart. Of course, that is to be expected, that's what "haters" do.
What about the rest of us? Where are the President Obama supporters? I am still one. I have nothing but prayer and praise for him.
"Fair weather voters" abandoned him long ago. The easily swayed and persuaded spew venom on him.
Time will tell. Give him time and send him your prayers.
How great is your Faith? Do you knuckle under easily? Are you weak and wimpy , do you give up at the first sign of trouble?
Did you let some succubus define you? You are what GOD says you are! You can do anything GOD asks you to do!
No, you can not be double-minded. You can not be a "hearer" of the WORD only. You must be a "Doer". If you are not a "doer" I am not talking to you. I would not waste my breath.
You must be "righteous". You must live right, you must forgive and you must love. Don't get that wrong. GOD did not tell us to hug up on a snake. He tells us to shun the very presence of evil. Evil does exist, make no mistake in your innocent little heart.
There are some people on this earth so evil that they defy description, they are incomprehensible. GOD put them on this earth for His own purpose.
Don't feel bad, don't hold yourself down because you were dealt a losing hand. It might not be as bad as you previously thought. I assure you there is a blessing in what has certainly been a tragic life.
The fact that you survived means that GOD loves you and has great plans for you.
Step out into your divine destiny and claim your inheritance and thank GOD that you were not slayed and devoured by that devil.
There are far too many people that laugh at the notion of demonic possession. You better read your Bible. Jesus wore himself out casting out devils.
I want to talk to you about blind Bartimaeus (Mark 10:46-52) Bartimaeus cried out to Jesus;"Thou son of David have mercy on me!"
Sometimes we have to humble ourselves and cry out to Jesus! Do not be ashamed children. Cry out to Jesus. He is quick to save you. I know.
When Jesus called for him to come to Him Bartimaeus cast away his garment, rose and "came to Jesus".
Likewise we need to cast away our "garments". Some of us are bound up in garments of negativity and weak faith. Some of us are strangled by our "garment" of denial. Too cowardly to take responsibility for our own actions we beat and lacerate every one that tries to lead us to the "light". There are some people that just want to raise hell in darkness, beat, wound , eviscerate and demand that our "loved" ones tolerate us. The bloody wounded bodies stacked up in your house mean nothing to you. Ravenous and blood thirsty you will never stop. Ray Charles can see from the grave that you are a DEMON, a bully, a hater, a miserable wretch.
We have committed so many sick atrocities in our lives that we do not believe that GOD will forgive us. We have tricked so many people we think GOD wants to trick us. Some of us have a "garment" of low self-esteem or alcoholism or drug abuse. One thing for sure we all have "garments". Cast them off. Claim your place at His throne.
The most important part of this story is the what Jesus said;"Go thy way; THY FAITH HATH MADE THEE WHOLE."
I am human, I am not perfect. I do live right. I don't lie, I don't steal, I don't covet. I do love, I do have compassion on my fellow man.
If you are doing wrong I am going to tell you. I will not let Satan scare me, intimidate me. You will not defeat me devil. I bind you in the Mighty Name of JESUS!
Let the scoffers scoff, let them rot!
I know this ;"Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them."
It is as simple as that. "Ye have not because ye ask not"
Stay in GOD's WORD it is refreshing. It is the TRUTH!
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
President Obama makes the State of the Union speech and the "Haters" rip him apart. Of course, that is to be expected, that's what "haters" do.
What about the rest of us? Where are the President Obama supporters? I am still one. I have nothing but prayer and praise for him.
"Fair weather voters" abandoned him long ago. The easily swayed and persuaded spew venom on him.
Time will tell. Give him time and send him your prayers.
How great is your Faith? Do you knuckle under easily? Are you weak and wimpy , do you give up at the first sign of trouble?
Did you let some succubus define you? You are what GOD says you are! You can do anything GOD asks you to do!
No, you can not be double-minded. You can not be a "hearer" of the WORD only. You must be a "Doer". If you are not a "doer" I am not talking to you. I would not waste my breath.
You must be "righteous". You must live right, you must forgive and you must love. Don't get that wrong. GOD did not tell us to hug up on a snake. He tells us to shun the very presence of evil. Evil does exist, make no mistake in your innocent little heart.
There are some people on this earth so evil that they defy description, they are incomprehensible. GOD put them on this earth for His own purpose.
Don't feel bad, don't hold yourself down because you were dealt a losing hand. It might not be as bad as you previously thought. I assure you there is a blessing in what has certainly been a tragic life.
The fact that you survived means that GOD loves you and has great plans for you.
Step out into your divine destiny and claim your inheritance and thank GOD that you were not slayed and devoured by that devil.
There are far too many people that laugh at the notion of demonic possession. You better read your Bible. Jesus wore himself out casting out devils.
I want to talk to you about blind Bartimaeus (Mark 10:46-52) Bartimaeus cried out to Jesus;"Thou son of David have mercy on me!"
Sometimes we have to humble ourselves and cry out to Jesus! Do not be ashamed children. Cry out to Jesus. He is quick to save you. I know.
When Jesus called for him to come to Him Bartimaeus cast away his garment, rose and "came to Jesus".
Likewise we need to cast away our "garments". Some of us are bound up in garments of negativity and weak faith. Some of us are strangled by our "garment" of denial. Too cowardly to take responsibility for our own actions we beat and lacerate every one that tries to lead us to the "light". There are some people that just want to raise hell in darkness, beat, wound , eviscerate and demand that our "loved" ones tolerate us. The bloody wounded bodies stacked up in your house mean nothing to you. Ravenous and blood thirsty you will never stop. Ray Charles can see from the grave that you are a DEMON, a bully, a hater, a miserable wretch.
We have committed so many sick atrocities in our lives that we do not believe that GOD will forgive us. We have tricked so many people we think GOD wants to trick us. Some of us have a "garment" of low self-esteem or alcoholism or drug abuse. One thing for sure we all have "garments". Cast them off. Claim your place at His throne.
The most important part of this story is the what Jesus said;"Go thy way; THY FAITH HATH MADE THEE WHOLE."
I am human, I am not perfect. I do live right. I don't lie, I don't steal, I don't covet. I do love, I do have compassion on my fellow man.
If you are doing wrong I am going to tell you. I will not let Satan scare me, intimidate me. You will not defeat me devil. I bind you in the Mighty Name of JESUS!
Let the scoffers scoff, let them rot!
I know this ;"Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them."
It is as simple as that. "Ye have not because ye ask not"
Stay in GOD's WORD it is refreshing. It is the TRUTH!
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
"Suh Jesus"
Do not believe another lie uttered from the mouth of Satan. You are not forsaken or forgotten. You know; "I was once young and now am old and I have never seen the RIGHTEOUS forsaken nor his seed begging bread."
"Please come Suh (Sir) Jesus"; some of our ancestors used to sing mournfully.
It is very important for me to make some very pertinent facts abundantly clear.
There is no such thing as a superior race, culture or color. Get that straight in your mind right now. We are culturally different. There are millions of different cultures on this earth. If you think that a certain culture is superior then you are ETHNOCENTRIC. More than likely you are Eurocentric. Enjoy yourself. You are not superior!
You can not convince me that a particular race, ethnic group, gender or nationality has corned the market on "intelligence", character or morality. People are people! All are subject to certain human frailties.
If you look for something you will find it. Why must "racial" and gender identification be considered for test data interpretation or extrapolation? What is America trying to say?
If you insist on believing that blacks are the lowest achieving group in America you will find that to be a fact.
It is a self fulfilling prophesy. It is the result of "mob mentality". It is the result of "non-thinking", poor leadership and the blind leading the blind.
The 1954 Supreme Court decision of Brown vs The Board of Education said that all schools should be integrated with all deliberate speed. The Supreme Court justices and Dr. Kenneth B.Clark fully understood the affects of "segregation". Clark's psychological experiments proved that black children suffered with lower self esteem. Black was ugly, it was dumb, it was a stain.
When "integration" did not happen we blamed housing patterns, "white flight", we blamed the victims.
There is a dirty "well known" secret in Dekalb County schools an in most schools of "color". Most of our schools are still segregated, still separate, still unequal.
No we can not do anything about housing patterns or "white flight". But we can do something about the administrators that perpetuate that double standard.
There are too many administrators in our school systems that blindly over value "whiteness". Many are not aware, totally unconscious, truly believing that they are doing the right thing. Truly believing any one "white" is automatically superior. Many just laugh and say;" He has the complexion for the connection."
There are too many administrators that permit our children to languish in ignorance. Too many children that don't attempt to learn. There are too many principals that announce to their faculties; "Just pass them, let life teach them."
Too many of our "black " children have given up, abandoned all hope.
There is only one solution; equality! Treat all students, teachers, parents and administrators the same. Hold everyone to a higher standard.
I advocate the abolition of racial identification. You can describe me, post a picture, but I will not accept your racial labels. I AM HUMAN! That is all you need to know.
Why do you need to know my race? Have you made some assumption? Why must you keep score?
My point is we have too many "white" people that automatically think that they are superior and are more deserving of America's "apple pie". There are too many "black" people that use their "racial label" as an excuse to be a menace to society.
There are actually far too many "blacks" that are ashamed of their "slave" heritage.
The horrible legacy of "slavery" diminished all of us, black and white alike.
Look into that history, examine it closely. Find your humanity.
The slaves and former slaves that referred to Jesus as "Suh Jesus" understood something. Jesus was a revolutionary! Our ancestors discovered that prayer changes things. The former slaves got something that the whole world missed. In the name of Almighty Jesus four million dejected and despised beings were set Free!
The Civil War was never waged to set one single slave free. Read your history books. The South started the Civil War by firing on Ft. Sumpter. The South just wanted to be free, independent, let loose. They wanted to exercise their "State's Rights".
But GOD got in that thing, He moved, he changed hearts, he changed minds and four million beings went from chattel property to "give me a chance" let me live out my dreams, "I demand a chance to be somebody Too!".
You will not revile me because I am black or female. I will not let you. You will not relegate me to "serfdom" because of my economic circumstances. You will not convince me that I am powerless and that I have to go along to get along.
Treat ALL children the way you want to be treated. Make sure they are addressed and treated in a respectful manner. Make sure their learning conditions are pristine and beautiful. Make sure they have comfortable furniture, ample lighting, "learning space". Provide hot water in the bathrooms. Every shool should have a nurse and a real clinic. All schools should be kept as clean as a hospital. A "blacker the slacker" mentality should never be able to take root in our schools.
Serve excellent lunches. Lunches replete with fresh fruit and vegetables, potato bars, salad bars, fruit bars. Make everything fresh! Stop serving our children warmed up processed garbage. Offer vegetarian and kosher lunches. Bring back the 10:10 juice cart. (Growing up on the post at Ft. Bragg I looked froward to the nurse coming to our classroom at 10:10 to give us a snack of orange juice or milk with the best graham crackers I ever tasted.)
All children can learn if nurtured and encouraged. Do not dismiss or down grade any child for the color of their skin or their gender.
We are One America! We are One People. Let us learn to love, to honor All people.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S. Stay in His WORD! Read your Bible very day.
"Please come Suh (Sir) Jesus"; some of our ancestors used to sing mournfully.
It is very important for me to make some very pertinent facts abundantly clear.
There is no such thing as a superior race, culture or color. Get that straight in your mind right now. We are culturally different. There are millions of different cultures on this earth. If you think that a certain culture is superior then you are ETHNOCENTRIC. More than likely you are Eurocentric. Enjoy yourself. You are not superior!
You can not convince me that a particular race, ethnic group, gender or nationality has corned the market on "intelligence", character or morality. People are people! All are subject to certain human frailties.
If you look for something you will find it. Why must "racial" and gender identification be considered for test data interpretation or extrapolation? What is America trying to say?
If you insist on believing that blacks are the lowest achieving group in America you will find that to be a fact.
It is a self fulfilling prophesy. It is the result of "mob mentality". It is the result of "non-thinking", poor leadership and the blind leading the blind.
The 1954 Supreme Court decision of Brown vs The Board of Education said that all schools should be integrated with all deliberate speed. The Supreme Court justices and Dr. Kenneth B.Clark fully understood the affects of "segregation". Clark's psychological experiments proved that black children suffered with lower self esteem. Black was ugly, it was dumb, it was a stain.
When "integration" did not happen we blamed housing patterns, "white flight", we blamed the victims.
There is a dirty "well known" secret in Dekalb County schools an in most schools of "color". Most of our schools are still segregated, still separate, still unequal.
No we can not do anything about housing patterns or "white flight". But we can do something about the administrators that perpetuate that double standard.
There are too many administrators in our school systems that blindly over value "whiteness". Many are not aware, totally unconscious, truly believing that they are doing the right thing. Truly believing any one "white" is automatically superior. Many just laugh and say;" He has the complexion for the connection."
There are too many administrators that permit our children to languish in ignorance. Too many children that don't attempt to learn. There are too many principals that announce to their faculties; "Just pass them, let life teach them."
Too many of our "black " children have given up, abandoned all hope.
There is only one solution; equality! Treat all students, teachers, parents and administrators the same. Hold everyone to a higher standard.
I advocate the abolition of racial identification. You can describe me, post a picture, but I will not accept your racial labels. I AM HUMAN! That is all you need to know.
Why do you need to know my race? Have you made some assumption? Why must you keep score?
My point is we have too many "white" people that automatically think that they are superior and are more deserving of America's "apple pie". There are too many "black" people that use their "racial label" as an excuse to be a menace to society.
There are actually far too many "blacks" that are ashamed of their "slave" heritage.
The horrible legacy of "slavery" diminished all of us, black and white alike.
Look into that history, examine it closely. Find your humanity.
The slaves and former slaves that referred to Jesus as "Suh Jesus" understood something. Jesus was a revolutionary! Our ancestors discovered that prayer changes things. The former slaves got something that the whole world missed. In the name of Almighty Jesus four million dejected and despised beings were set Free!
The Civil War was never waged to set one single slave free. Read your history books. The South started the Civil War by firing on Ft. Sumpter. The South just wanted to be free, independent, let loose. They wanted to exercise their "State's Rights".
But GOD got in that thing, He moved, he changed hearts, he changed minds and four million beings went from chattel property to "give me a chance" let me live out my dreams, "I demand a chance to be somebody Too!".
You will not revile me because I am black or female. I will not let you. You will not relegate me to "serfdom" because of my economic circumstances. You will not convince me that I am powerless and that I have to go along to get along.
Treat ALL children the way you want to be treated. Make sure they are addressed and treated in a respectful manner. Make sure their learning conditions are pristine and beautiful. Make sure they have comfortable furniture, ample lighting, "learning space". Provide hot water in the bathrooms. Every shool should have a nurse and a real clinic. All schools should be kept as clean as a hospital. A "blacker the slacker" mentality should never be able to take root in our schools.
Serve excellent lunches. Lunches replete with fresh fruit and vegetables, potato bars, salad bars, fruit bars. Make everything fresh! Stop serving our children warmed up processed garbage. Offer vegetarian and kosher lunches. Bring back the 10:10 juice cart. (Growing up on the post at Ft. Bragg I looked froward to the nurse coming to our classroom at 10:10 to give us a snack of orange juice or milk with the best graham crackers I ever tasted.)
All children can learn if nurtured and encouraged. Do not dismiss or down grade any child for the color of their skin or their gender.
We are One America! We are One People. Let us learn to love, to honor All people.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S. Stay in His WORD! Read your Bible very day.
Monday, January 24, 2011
Get Up!
Get up off of your knees begging this cold crooked world for anything. Ask GOD for what you want.
Quit believing and repeating Satan's lies. Live by His WORD.
Do not let this world define you. You are not a MINORITY! You are not a marginal second class citizen. You are are not GHETTO! YOU ARE A CHILD OF THE MOST HIGH GOD!
The devil wants so desperately to destroy you that he dealt you a death blow on your birthday!
You didn't ask to come here in the first place and one day you realized that you have been assigned the worst circumstances possible. Rotten uncaring parents, a poor neighborhood, poor schools, etc.
Some of you have great parents and the best circumstances but you let someone convince you that you were nothing but a "nigga". Some low class, "no count" nothing. Some immoral creature that will do anything for a trill. Someone convinced you that you have the right to be selfish and to do nothing but trick and take,and take, and take.
Now you can accept that and go along with the status quo or you can fight back. You can claw your way to the top.
The first thing you must do is rid yourself of all the fear that has been instilled in your heart.
The second thing you must do is learn to think for yourself. You must practice Critical Thinking Skills.
The third thing that you must do is be Real! Look in the mirror. Find your flaws and fix them.
Look at your morals. Are you promiscuous? Why? Are you really that carnal or have you let society convince you that you must behave in a certain manner in order to be accepted?
Are you doing something that is harmful to your temple? Why? Are you trying to forget something? To suppress something?
Most importantly ask GOD to lead you, to order your steps.
The last thing I have to tell you today is to brush your teeth with this affirmation:
I Was Born For GREATNESS!
If I Am To BE
What I Want To BE
IT IS UP TO ME!!!
Say it and mean it!
Find a secret closet, pray everyday!
Tomorrow we will talk about why Jesus told us to pray in secret.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S.
Don't say that you can't get up, that it is too late. Jesus got up and look what they did to Him. Jesus got up from the grave for you and for me. You have that same POWER! Get in touch with your Holy Ghost POWER!
Quit believing and repeating Satan's lies. Live by His WORD.
Do not let this world define you. You are not a MINORITY! You are not a marginal second class citizen. You are are not GHETTO! YOU ARE A CHILD OF THE MOST HIGH GOD!
The devil wants so desperately to destroy you that he dealt you a death blow on your birthday!
You didn't ask to come here in the first place and one day you realized that you have been assigned the worst circumstances possible. Rotten uncaring parents, a poor neighborhood, poor schools, etc.
Some of you have great parents and the best circumstances but you let someone convince you that you were nothing but a "nigga". Some low class, "no count" nothing. Some immoral creature that will do anything for a trill. Someone convinced you that you have the right to be selfish and to do nothing but trick and take,and take, and take.
Now you can accept that and go along with the status quo or you can fight back. You can claw your way to the top.
The first thing you must do is rid yourself of all the fear that has been instilled in your heart.
The second thing you must do is learn to think for yourself. You must practice Critical Thinking Skills.
The third thing that you must do is be Real! Look in the mirror. Find your flaws and fix them.
Look at your morals. Are you promiscuous? Why? Are you really that carnal or have you let society convince you that you must behave in a certain manner in order to be accepted?
Are you doing something that is harmful to your temple? Why? Are you trying to forget something? To suppress something?
Most importantly ask GOD to lead you, to order your steps.
The last thing I have to tell you today is to brush your teeth with this affirmation:
I Was Born For GREATNESS!
If I Am To BE
What I Want To BE
IT IS UP TO ME!!!
Say it and mean it!
Find a secret closet, pray everyday!
Tomorrow we will talk about why Jesus told us to pray in secret.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S.
Don't say that you can't get up, that it is too late. Jesus got up and look what they did to Him. Jesus got up from the grave for you and for me. You have that same POWER! Get in touch with your Holy Ghost POWER!
Sunday, January 23, 2011
DON'T LOOK BACK
Do not spend another minute lamenting what might have been. ""Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehenended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things that are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of GOD in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 3: 13-14)
I know GOD has a purpose for every creature on this earth. Some are for honor, some are for dishonor. I know the my Almighty GOD planted something in me. It will not let me hold my peace. It will not let me shut up. I thank GOD every minute of every day for choosing me. I count it JOY!
Children when someone takes the time to be jealous of you, "You somebody!" You mean you think I look too good? You think my shape is too fine? You think I'm too smart?
Now when that jealous person goes out of their way to destroy you, to set traps, to put you in harm's way; You must be blessed, you must be anointed.
That is why you have to learn to listen to the voice of GOD. That is why you can not have any fear. That is why you must be BOLD! GOD did not bring you this far to let you fail. The devil is a blow hard. A vulgar loud toothless tiger.
Claim your destiny children. Live your dream. Do what GOD has commanded you to do. He will do all the work.
GOD just needs for you to be willing. Do not shrink in the face of the devil. That is her desire. That is her life's dream. Don't pay any attention to her. She is ignorant. She doesn't know any better. The devil stole her before you were even an idea. GOD is so wonderful that he used her to to prepare you , to sharpen your skills, to refine you.
I was put on the potter's wheel. I was broken. I tell you I was crushed. I was messed up. But, I wasn't destroyed. While she was grinning and lying, pretending to love me and leading me astray I was growing in wisdom, growing in humility. I collected victory after victory. I was blessed. She became accursed, a foul demon. Praise GOD!
Ask GOD to come into your life children! I don't care who you are or what you are you need Jesus. We all need Jesus!
It's beautiful! It is glorious! You can't stop praising His Holy Name!
Let's get back to the notion that you can have "too much religion". The only person who ever told me that was that woman. The same woman that violated, misused and abused me. Laughed at me , taunted me: " I gave your black a** away!"
I'm not mad. Yes I am very sad, but I'm not mad. Thank you for not killing me. Thank you for taking me to church. Thank you for trying even if you didn't make it. Thank you for the good Gospel music. Thank you for the gift of gab and a brilliant writing voice. Thank you for my brilliant grandfather.
I'm sorry that you lost your way. I am sorry that the devil got a"a hold of you". I am sorry that you couldn't listen to your father.
I remember you complimenting me when I returned to your house from my first graduate school. You complimented me and told me that I was very strong and I shot back: "I just learned from your mistakes mother." I really meant that . I now realize that you were offended. Why were you offended? You had three illegitimate children before you ever married.
It is not my rule. It is "decent" society's rule. It is GOD's rule against fornication. Why would you have children that you could not take care of?
Of course you hated us! We never did anything to you. You did it to us. I do not have one "whole" sibling. I am not mad. I always thought it was funny. I thought you were bold and honest, perhaps courageous.
It never crossed my mind that you had a secret life. Something that you could be ashamed of. I didn't think anything shamed you. You always had a vulgar mouth and you used the bathroom with with the door open. I am not criticizing you. I am just saying, a person of your "boldness" should not feel the need to hide anything.
My granddaddy taught me to never do anything that I would be ashamed to admit that I did. I listened. I am not saying that I am better. But I can say that I have never deliberately tried to hurt anyone in my life and my daughter is the best thing that ever happened to me.
My daughter gave me the opportunity to enjoy maternal love.
GOD is good, He is so great and merciful. He said even in the last hour you can come into the kingdom. You have no excuse. We don't have to suffer. His grace is sufficient.
I do not care how long you have wrestled with or danced with the devil. I don't care if the devil did fool you, mislead you, robbed you, it is not over. As long as you have breath in your body you can claim your victory in Christ.
Why are you frightened? Why have you given up? You are not defeated! He said ;"No good thing shall I with hold from those who love me".
Do you love Him, do you love the LORD? You should not have to think about that question. Let your yea be yea and your nay be nay. You can't be double-minded, torn between the two. You can't measure out a little bit. You can't get a little bit of Christ. There is no such thing as "too saved" or a "Jesus freak". Those are lies from the devil who desires to destroy you.
"My head is bloody but unbowed." I have been "whupped", laid low, counted as dung.
But my Dear LORD picked me up, opened my blinded eyes, set my feet on a solid rock.
We have no excuse. GOD gave us POWER, HOLY GHOST POWER!
We are not perfect. We will go astray. We will lose our way from time to time.
Ask GOD to right your course. Ask GOD to set your feet on the right path.
Ask GOD to search your heart. If you are weak, ask him to strengthen you. If you are "slow" or "condused" ask Him for knowledge.
If you went out and "got messed up" bring him your bloody head and put it in His lap.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can". Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I know GOD has a purpose for every creature on this earth. Some are for honor, some are for dishonor. I know the my Almighty GOD planted something in me. It will not let me hold my peace. It will not let me shut up. I thank GOD every minute of every day for choosing me. I count it JOY!
Children when someone takes the time to be jealous of you, "You somebody!" You mean you think I look too good? You think my shape is too fine? You think I'm too smart?
Now when that jealous person goes out of their way to destroy you, to set traps, to put you in harm's way; You must be blessed, you must be anointed.
That is why you have to learn to listen to the voice of GOD. That is why you can not have any fear. That is why you must be BOLD! GOD did not bring you this far to let you fail. The devil is a blow hard. A vulgar loud toothless tiger.
Claim your destiny children. Live your dream. Do what GOD has commanded you to do. He will do all the work.
GOD just needs for you to be willing. Do not shrink in the face of the devil. That is her desire. That is her life's dream. Don't pay any attention to her. She is ignorant. She doesn't know any better. The devil stole her before you were even an idea. GOD is so wonderful that he used her to to prepare you , to sharpen your skills, to refine you.
I was put on the potter's wheel. I was broken. I tell you I was crushed. I was messed up. But, I wasn't destroyed. While she was grinning and lying, pretending to love me and leading me astray I was growing in wisdom, growing in humility. I collected victory after victory. I was blessed. She became accursed, a foul demon. Praise GOD!
Ask GOD to come into your life children! I don't care who you are or what you are you need Jesus. We all need Jesus!
It's beautiful! It is glorious! You can't stop praising His Holy Name!
Let's get back to the notion that you can have "too much religion". The only person who ever told me that was that woman. The same woman that violated, misused and abused me. Laughed at me , taunted me: " I gave your black a** away!"
I'm not mad. Yes I am very sad, but I'm not mad. Thank you for not killing me. Thank you for taking me to church. Thank you for trying even if you didn't make it. Thank you for the good Gospel music. Thank you for the gift of gab and a brilliant writing voice. Thank you for my brilliant grandfather.
I'm sorry that you lost your way. I am sorry that the devil got a"a hold of you". I am sorry that you couldn't listen to your father.
I remember you complimenting me when I returned to your house from my first graduate school. You complimented me and told me that I was very strong and I shot back: "I just learned from your mistakes mother." I really meant that . I now realize that you were offended. Why were you offended? You had three illegitimate children before you ever married.
It is not my rule. It is "decent" society's rule. It is GOD's rule against fornication. Why would you have children that you could not take care of?
Of course you hated us! We never did anything to you. You did it to us. I do not have one "whole" sibling. I am not mad. I always thought it was funny. I thought you were bold and honest, perhaps courageous.
It never crossed my mind that you had a secret life. Something that you could be ashamed of. I didn't think anything shamed you. You always had a vulgar mouth and you used the bathroom with with the door open. I am not criticizing you. I am just saying, a person of your "boldness" should not feel the need to hide anything.
My granddaddy taught me to never do anything that I would be ashamed to admit that I did. I listened. I am not saying that I am better. But I can say that I have never deliberately tried to hurt anyone in my life and my daughter is the best thing that ever happened to me.
My daughter gave me the opportunity to enjoy maternal love.
GOD is good, He is so great and merciful. He said even in the last hour you can come into the kingdom. You have no excuse. We don't have to suffer. His grace is sufficient.
I do not care how long you have wrestled with or danced with the devil. I don't care if the devil did fool you, mislead you, robbed you, it is not over. As long as you have breath in your body you can claim your victory in Christ.
Why are you frightened? Why have you given up? You are not defeated! He said ;"No good thing shall I with hold from those who love me".
Do you love Him, do you love the LORD? You should not have to think about that question. Let your yea be yea and your nay be nay. You can't be double-minded, torn between the two. You can't measure out a little bit. You can't get a little bit of Christ. There is no such thing as "too saved" or a "Jesus freak". Those are lies from the devil who desires to destroy you.
"My head is bloody but unbowed." I have been "whupped", laid low, counted as dung.
But my Dear LORD picked me up, opened my blinded eyes, set my feet on a solid rock.
We have no excuse. GOD gave us POWER, HOLY GHOST POWER!
We are not perfect. We will go astray. We will lose our way from time to time.
Ask GOD to right your course. Ask GOD to set your feet on the right path.
Ask GOD to search your heart. If you are weak, ask him to strengthen you. If you are "slow" or "condused" ask Him for knowledge.
If you went out and "got messed up" bring him your bloody head and put it in His lap.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can". Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Saturday, January 22, 2011
"Even His Prayer Shall Be Abomination"
No, you are not perfect. I am not perfect. There is no perfect human being on this earth. Human imperfection does not give you the right to be foul.
There are some things you just don't do. There are some boundaries no man or woman can cross.
When discovered in your foul deeds do not waste your time with vulgar tirades and denial. Your denial only makes that sick vile act worse.
Please do not base your denial on your "character"; "No, you got me wrong. I would never do anything like that." Knowing full well that you are as guilty as sin. You would do anything and have done just about everything known to man.
Don't try to quote the Bible. GOD's WORD can not hide you, it will only indict you.
Don't curse out your "accuser" because that only serves to promote more hatred and anger.
Never dismiss or trivialize the needless pain and anguish you caused as minimal and harmless.
"He that turneth away his ear from hearing the law, even his (her) prayer shall be abomination." (Proverbs 28:9)
Do repent, do pray for forgiveness.
MAN UP! Or in this case WOMAN UP!
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep your self up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
There are some things you just don't do. There are some boundaries no man or woman can cross.
When discovered in your foul deeds do not waste your time with vulgar tirades and denial. Your denial only makes that sick vile act worse.
Please do not base your denial on your "character"; "No, you got me wrong. I would never do anything like that." Knowing full well that you are as guilty as sin. You would do anything and have done just about everything known to man.
Don't try to quote the Bible. GOD's WORD can not hide you, it will only indict you.
Don't curse out your "accuser" because that only serves to promote more hatred and anger.
Never dismiss or trivialize the needless pain and anguish you caused as minimal and harmless.
"He that turneth away his ear from hearing the law, even his (her) prayer shall be abomination." (Proverbs 28:9)
Do repent, do pray for forgiveness.
MAN UP! Or in this case WOMAN UP!
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep your self up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Build Confidence!
There are so many wonderful things that I can say about my grandfather, he did so many things to help others on their way.
I am thankful for everything that he did, but building my confidence was one of the best things that he could do for me.
Build confidence in your children. Build confidence in all children. Compliment them, stroke them, encourage them. Build them up out of a pure heart.
I totally disagree with high school administrators that over crowd advanced placement classes with "low achievers" just so they can say;" twenty or thirty percent of our students "take" AP classes".
Principals do not mislead parents and convince them that a "good" teacher can prepare your "low performing" student for the AP exam and teach them to READ! all in the same semester!
Principals do not encourage your faculty to pass undeserving students. Giving good grades to students that are clearly functionally illiterate is tantamount to a death sentence.
The child CAN study, the child CAN learn, if you make him. Set standards and keep them.
School systems do not over test, do not teach the test. Let real teachers TEACH. Do you really want to know if a teacher is teaching? Put cameras in every classrooms! Case closed. If there is ever a problem, review your video.
Care. Everyone should care about the status of our schools. Our children and teachers should be loved and nurtured.
It can be done. Clean house, blow some whistles.
Parents buy some educational toys. Read to YOUR children. Listen to them read. Listen to them, period.
It is not their color, your color, their teachers' color.
You know what it is, it's character. Get your head out of the "blame game" and put your head in a book.
Earn what you want.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I am thankful for everything that he did, but building my confidence was one of the best things that he could do for me.
Build confidence in your children. Build confidence in all children. Compliment them, stroke them, encourage them. Build them up out of a pure heart.
I totally disagree with high school administrators that over crowd advanced placement classes with "low achievers" just so they can say;" twenty or thirty percent of our students "take" AP classes".
Principals do not mislead parents and convince them that a "good" teacher can prepare your "low performing" student for the AP exam and teach them to READ! all in the same semester!
Principals do not encourage your faculty to pass undeserving students. Giving good grades to students that are clearly functionally illiterate is tantamount to a death sentence.
The child CAN study, the child CAN learn, if you make him. Set standards and keep them.
School systems do not over test, do not teach the test. Let real teachers TEACH. Do you really want to know if a teacher is teaching? Put cameras in every classrooms! Case closed. If there is ever a problem, review your video.
Care. Everyone should care about the status of our schools. Our children and teachers should be loved and nurtured.
It can be done. Clean house, blow some whistles.
Parents buy some educational toys. Read to YOUR children. Listen to them read. Listen to them, period.
It is not their color, your color, their teachers' color.
You know what it is, it's character. Get your head out of the "blame game" and put your head in a book.
Earn what you want.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Friday, January 21, 2011
Why Is The Devil So Cruel?
Every day we pick up the paper or turn on the news and are horrified by another tragedy. Someone did something shocking. I just read about the black doctor (Dr. Kermit Gosnell) in Philadelphia that ran a "house of horrors", "...babies were delivered ALIVE and killed with scissors...", "...the Pennsylvania Department of Health and other agencies allowed Gosnell's "house of horrors" to persist for decades, with baby parts on the shelves and clogging the plumbing,..." It was an abortion mill for late term "abortions". He was allowed to do this for over thirty years because the women were poor oppressed minorities. "The grand jury suggested the state knew Gosnell and his clinic were offering unacceptable medical care; its report said race, socioeconomic status and politics were among the reasons why no action was taken." ("Regulators blamed in 'house of horrors', Doctor, staff face murder charges" By Maryclaire Dale and Patrick Walters - Associated Press, Friday, Jan. 21, 2011 - The Atlanta Journal-Constitution)
We will read it, talk about it for a few days, some of us may "tweet it" or blog about it like I'm doing.
The demons keep right on, bold in their mind numbing evil. We "good Christians" stand around and watch, just shaking our heads and minding our own business. Most of us will not admit what our real problem is; FEAR. We are paralyzed by fear. We don't want to rock the boat, call attention to ourselves. Some of us really don't care. Some of us do suffer from self hatred. Too many of us genuinely believe that "whites" are a superior race and deserve to be treated better. Some of us are just plain lazy and self-centered. We mutter things like; "What can I do?"
First of all "gird up your loins". Secondly, learn to love and respect your fellow man. Thirdly, let go of your "slave mentality".
GOD gave us Holy Ghost POWER! When are we going to use it? When are we going to trust Him? When are we going to step out on faith?
I am here to tell you "Fear No Man!" Tread on those serpents! Step on them! Rebuke them! Call them out and prosecute them!
Don't try to appease them. Don't go along to get along. That is slave mentality. Have some love and respect for yourself.
The Bible tells us ;"be not envious of the ways of the oppressor".
I made up my mind, if I am going to be mistreated, bludgeoned, used and abused, it will be for GOD and not for some sick succubus.
"And they departed from the presence of the council, rejoicing that they were counted worthy to suffer shame for his name. And daily in the temple, and in every house, they ceased not to teach and preach Jesus Christ. (Acts 5: 41-42)
I know what I'm talking about. I am fifty-nine years old and I am "just now" stripping myself of the terror and fear that had been instilled in me.
Evil is senseless! Ignorance is wide spread. Satan is a LIAR and the father of all LIES!
I retired from a school system in 2008 where black children were horribly mistreated. The principal would lock all of the bathrooms except for one. This was in a huge school with over two thousand students. She locked the doors she said because the students were smoking marijuana in them. "Put smoke detectors in the bathrooms!"; I said. "I can't, it's against the Federal law."; she said. There is no such law and she is a LIAR. The lunches were "stank nasty", unfit for human consumption. Soft drink machines and candy machines lined the walls of the cafeterias. The children knew. They knew why they were mistreated; the color of their skin. The atrocities that were ignored by the now indicted superintendent can fill volumes. I am a witness and I want to be one of the first called to testify.
"Defraud No Man!"; that's what Jesus told you.
May I tell you something? May I tell you a secret? Please do not tell anyone that I told you, but at fifty-nine I have witnessed black people mistreat black people far more than white people mistreat black people.
Why is that? Instinctively all "oppressed" people know that low self esteem and FEAR will keep the "held down" down.
Do what Dr. King said; "Stand up for Justice!"
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
We will read it, talk about it for a few days, some of us may "tweet it" or blog about it like I'm doing.
The demons keep right on, bold in their mind numbing evil. We "good Christians" stand around and watch, just shaking our heads and minding our own business. Most of us will not admit what our real problem is; FEAR. We are paralyzed by fear. We don't want to rock the boat, call attention to ourselves. Some of us really don't care. Some of us do suffer from self hatred. Too many of us genuinely believe that "whites" are a superior race and deserve to be treated better. Some of us are just plain lazy and self-centered. We mutter things like; "What can I do?"
First of all "gird up your loins". Secondly, learn to love and respect your fellow man. Thirdly, let go of your "slave mentality".
GOD gave us Holy Ghost POWER! When are we going to use it? When are we going to trust Him? When are we going to step out on faith?
I am here to tell you "Fear No Man!" Tread on those serpents! Step on them! Rebuke them! Call them out and prosecute them!
Don't try to appease them. Don't go along to get along. That is slave mentality. Have some love and respect for yourself.
The Bible tells us ;"be not envious of the ways of the oppressor".
I made up my mind, if I am going to be mistreated, bludgeoned, used and abused, it will be for GOD and not for some sick succubus.
"And they departed from the presence of the council, rejoicing that they were counted worthy to suffer shame for his name. And daily in the temple, and in every house, they ceased not to teach and preach Jesus Christ. (Acts 5: 41-42)
I know what I'm talking about. I am fifty-nine years old and I am "just now" stripping myself of the terror and fear that had been instilled in me.
Evil is senseless! Ignorance is wide spread. Satan is a LIAR and the father of all LIES!
I retired from a school system in 2008 where black children were horribly mistreated. The principal would lock all of the bathrooms except for one. This was in a huge school with over two thousand students. She locked the doors she said because the students were smoking marijuana in them. "Put smoke detectors in the bathrooms!"; I said. "I can't, it's against the Federal law."; she said. There is no such law and she is a LIAR. The lunches were "stank nasty", unfit for human consumption. Soft drink machines and candy machines lined the walls of the cafeterias. The children knew. They knew why they were mistreated; the color of their skin. The atrocities that were ignored by the now indicted superintendent can fill volumes. I am a witness and I want to be one of the first called to testify.
"Defraud No Man!"; that's what Jesus told you.
May I tell you something? May I tell you a secret? Please do not tell anyone that I told you, but at fifty-nine I have witnessed black people mistreat black people far more than white people mistreat black people.
Why is that? Instinctively all "oppressed" people know that low self esteem and FEAR will keep the "held down" down.
Do what Dr. King said; "Stand up for Justice!"
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Some Times My Heart Hurts
Heartache is real, it is not just a metaphor. There are many days that my heart actually hurts. I always feel better when I remember that Jesus promised to send me another comforter, His Holy Spirit.
This poor sick woman has lived for eighty-five years ravaging and looting her "loved" ones. What can be sadder than a selfish, manipulative, blood sucking parasite? What can be worse than an individual unable to feel? Nothing.
I do consider myself blessed because GOD stirred something in my spirit. She tried to force me to take her path, but something within me would not let me. Can you imagine being reviled for refusing to be a whore.
Please know that I blog for two reasons, #1- it helps me to heal, I must purge this vile truth and #2- it is a warning to right thinking people. I must divulge her secrets because this woman is too smart. Her brilliance and guile are phenomenal, super natural.
I dare say that I never would have put it together, I never would have connected the dots without two horrifyingly repugnant events; the murder of my grandfather and mailing me that fecal laden letter.
Of course she viciously and vulgarly denies these things ever happened.
I am still mystified, there are some people so evil that they can not be recognized. Their character is so low and depraved that you refuse to believe it, refuse to accept it.
The Bible says that we should shun the very presence of evil. You can not compromise with evil doers. Do not think that they are going to treat you better because you profess to love them, to honor them. You can never do enough for them.
I wonder often, why does she slander her father's good name? Why does she spread vicious lies about her children? It's her magic lie, convinced that she can spin such an incredible tale that GOD Himself will believe it. For some reason she feels compelled to project her evil deeds onto you. "You da cause of it! You da cause of my son forsuking me!" she spewed repeatedly.
Well I understand why she can't come to grips with her "sickness".
Perhaps there is no help for her, but there is some help for you, for us, don't go that way. Do not put yourself in a position where you have to become a vile liar and brutalizer.
Don't live a lie children. Don't think that you can live the life of and unbridled hedonist and sit up in His pulpit on Sunday. Going to church every Sunday and hollering "LAWD! LAWD!" will not cover your sins. YOU CAN'T FOOL GOD! "Thou, LORD, which knowest the hearts of all men..." (Acts 1:24)
Do not live a double-minded confused life.
Do look into your own life. Do examine it. Just because you declare something, that doesn't make it true. Declaring to the world your great love for your child or children doesn't make it so.
Most importantly never use your children as tools. GOD did not give you that child to manipulate a man or your parents.
Lesson learned, you will pay, sooner or later, you will pay.
Do pray for her because a person that is ignorant enough to use GOD and His WORD as a cover to get over on their own family members and the world is a "messed up" lost creature.
I pray in the MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS to free this family from this awful oppression. I rebuke Satan and his evil demons in JESUS' NAME and command them to flee! Reveal TRUTH to Martha! Help her to walk in that TRUTH and not be deceived by Satan. Please open her blinded eyes Father. Dear LORD come into her heart. Let her know that you love her unconditionally. Dear LORD unstop her deaf ears, help her to hear and heed your WORD! "AND IT SHALL COME TO PASS, THAT WHOSOEVER SHALL CALL ON THE NAME OF THE LORD SHALL BE SAVED."
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
This poor sick woman has lived for eighty-five years ravaging and looting her "loved" ones. What can be sadder than a selfish, manipulative, blood sucking parasite? What can be worse than an individual unable to feel? Nothing.
I do consider myself blessed because GOD stirred something in my spirit. She tried to force me to take her path, but something within me would not let me. Can you imagine being reviled for refusing to be a whore.
Please know that I blog for two reasons, #1- it helps me to heal, I must purge this vile truth and #2- it is a warning to right thinking people. I must divulge her secrets because this woman is too smart. Her brilliance and guile are phenomenal, super natural.
I dare say that I never would have put it together, I never would have connected the dots without two horrifyingly repugnant events; the murder of my grandfather and mailing me that fecal laden letter.
Of course she viciously and vulgarly denies these things ever happened.
I am still mystified, there are some people so evil that they can not be recognized. Their character is so low and depraved that you refuse to believe it, refuse to accept it.
The Bible says that we should shun the very presence of evil. You can not compromise with evil doers. Do not think that they are going to treat you better because you profess to love them, to honor them. You can never do enough for them.
I wonder often, why does she slander her father's good name? Why does she spread vicious lies about her children? It's her magic lie, convinced that she can spin such an incredible tale that GOD Himself will believe it. For some reason she feels compelled to project her evil deeds onto you. "You da cause of it! You da cause of my son forsuking me!" she spewed repeatedly.
Well I understand why she can't come to grips with her "sickness".
Perhaps there is no help for her, but there is some help for you, for us, don't go that way. Do not put yourself in a position where you have to become a vile liar and brutalizer.
Don't live a lie children. Don't think that you can live the life of and unbridled hedonist and sit up in His pulpit on Sunday. Going to church every Sunday and hollering "LAWD! LAWD!" will not cover your sins. YOU CAN'T FOOL GOD! "Thou, LORD, which knowest the hearts of all men..." (Acts 1:24)
Do not live a double-minded confused life.
Do look into your own life. Do examine it. Just because you declare something, that doesn't make it true. Declaring to the world your great love for your child or children doesn't make it so.
Most importantly never use your children as tools. GOD did not give you that child to manipulate a man or your parents.
Lesson learned, you will pay, sooner or later, you will pay.
Do pray for her because a person that is ignorant enough to use GOD and His WORD as a cover to get over on their own family members and the world is a "messed up" lost creature.
I pray in the MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS to free this family from this awful oppression. I rebuke Satan and his evil demons in JESUS' NAME and command them to flee! Reveal TRUTH to Martha! Help her to walk in that TRUTH and not be deceived by Satan. Please open her blinded eyes Father. Dear LORD come into her heart. Let her know that you love her unconditionally. Dear LORD unstop her deaf ears, help her to hear and heed your WORD! "AND IT SHALL COME TO PASS, THAT WHOSOEVER SHALL CALL ON THE NAME OF THE LORD SHALL BE SAVED."
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
So Excited!
I am so excited! I couldn't wait to see you. Come here, come closer, come toward the light. GOD told me to tell you something. He said He loves you, that He wants to give you the desires of your heart. He said that He will never deny you anything that you ask Him for. You can only serve Him though. You can't have no other gods as a backup. He said for you to trust Him. Put all of your trust in Him.
He said for you to WALK WORTHY! He said for you to walk in Unity, in Love, in the Light. He said that He will fill you with His Spirit if you let Him.
GOD said that you are in a WAR and you don't even know it. He said that you are just as naked as a jay-bird standing there trying to fight Satan by yourself. You don't even have a switch, you don't have a clue.
First of all, put on the whole armor of GOD. Then gird up your loins, Man Up! Quit crying, quit whining. And be thankful with your ungrateful self. It was GOD, it's not you. Every time you have a victory you thank yourself. You blow yourself up with pride and strut around thinking that you are better than everyone else. You finished school because somebody prayed for you. You got that new fine house because GOD saw fit to give it to you.
That's another thing, GOD wants to know why he can't hear from you until you get in trouble, 'til you need something?
GOD said you need some new friends; "Come ye out from among them." GOD called you dim witted, I didn't. You believe everything that comes out of that old serpent's mouth. Why do you keep associating with that devil? Why do you believe everything the devil tells you? You know he is a liar! He is the father of lies. Satan is a murderer, he's a sinner, he's a perverter, he's an imitator, he's your enemy.
Why do you keep hanging around him? Satan specializes in lies! He is a deceiver and he has no power. The only power the devil has is the power that you give him.
God gave you a secret weapon, Jesus. You have the same POWER that GOD gave Christ. The same POWER that raised Christ from the grave. The devil can't do anything to you! He can't touch you! Resist him, call him out, see if he won't run, he will flee.
GOD said for you to go and read 2Timothy 1:7.
I got to go now. I'm still praying for the President. There are still some people that think the color of your skin stains the brain.
Keep yourself up now.
************
(another excerpt from Jeremiah Malachi)
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
He said for you to WALK WORTHY! He said for you to walk in Unity, in Love, in the Light. He said that He will fill you with His Spirit if you let Him.
GOD said that you are in a WAR and you don't even know it. He said that you are just as naked as a jay-bird standing there trying to fight Satan by yourself. You don't even have a switch, you don't have a clue.
First of all, put on the whole armor of GOD. Then gird up your loins, Man Up! Quit crying, quit whining. And be thankful with your ungrateful self. It was GOD, it's not you. Every time you have a victory you thank yourself. You blow yourself up with pride and strut around thinking that you are better than everyone else. You finished school because somebody prayed for you. You got that new fine house because GOD saw fit to give it to you.
That's another thing, GOD wants to know why he can't hear from you until you get in trouble, 'til you need something?
GOD said you need some new friends; "Come ye out from among them." GOD called you dim witted, I didn't. You believe everything that comes out of that old serpent's mouth. Why do you keep associating with that devil? Why do you believe everything the devil tells you? You know he is a liar! He is the father of lies. Satan is a murderer, he's a sinner, he's a perverter, he's an imitator, he's your enemy.
Why do you keep hanging around him? Satan specializes in lies! He is a deceiver and he has no power. The only power the devil has is the power that you give him.
God gave you a secret weapon, Jesus. You have the same POWER that GOD gave Christ. The same POWER that raised Christ from the grave. The devil can't do anything to you! He can't touch you! Resist him, call him out, see if he won't run, he will flee.
GOD said for you to go and read 2Timothy 1:7.
I got to go now. I'm still praying for the President. There are still some people that think the color of your skin stains the brain.
Keep yourself up now.
************
(another excerpt from Jeremiah Malachi)
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Are You A Judas Goat?
I thought about it a long time and I have come to the conclusion that betrayal is about the worse thing you can do to a person. Judas Iscariot betrayed Christ. The world shares a low opinion of him , even non-believers. Judas did what had to be done.
His act of treachery had been foretold. It was in "The Book". Christ had to suffer and die on the cross, He was our blood sacrifice. Man had become so vile and evil that GOD had to send His son to save us. Without Jesus no one would have a chance on this evil planet.
I taught for thirty years and I was always surprised by the number of children that had never heard of a Judas goat. Every year I had to explain the derivation of the term. In order to lead sheep to slaughter herders positioned a goat with a bell around his neck to lead the stupid sheep to their deaths.
Can you imagine lining up to die? Watching the sheep in front of you butchered while you waited your turn. Can you imagine being so dumb? Knowing your senseless death is moments away?
We are all like those dumb blind sheep. We don't know and we don't want to know. Some of us are so slow that we will never catch on. Unlike sheep most of us are dumb blind followers because we want to be. We don't want to hear instruction. We want to do what we want to do just because we can. We don't want to listen to the voice of wisdom because we are more concerned with being right. Some of us will declare that we are right knowing full well that we are wrong. How selfish. There are some people that will lead their whole families astray. They missed the opportunity boat and squandered their dreams so now you must suffer.
You were promiscuous, having random unprotected sex as a pre-teen! No mannered, back talking, lying and scheming. Proud to be unstoppable. Laughing at your parents when you heard them crying in the night. Manipulative and violent you were a force to be reckoned with. It worked. You bludgeoned and stabbed enough people to be left to your own devices. As a matter of fact you were such a good con that you conned yourself.
You are what you ARE. Plain and simple. I think Snoop Dog said it best; "You can't make a ho into a housewife." To be honest I never thought "ho-ing" was you problem. Lying and denying is your problem. Betrayal is your problem. Trying to lead others into captivity is your problem. Yes, sorcery is your problem.
"Know ye the TRUTH and the TRUTH shall set you free!"
"I can't lose for the stuff I use, You can't win for the fix you're in." That is one of your ditties. You have no idea of the powerful truth in that statement.
GOD gave us a Book and he told us to study it. He told us to engrave it upon our hearts. Yes you are a bully and you have a venomous foul tongue. You prop your evil up with some worthless voodoo, hoodoo, homemade black magic.
Where did it get you? You are just as broke as I am. We are both old. So what? Please do not tell me that you have lived this secret, closeted disgusting life for nothing? Did you enjoy it? Was it worth it?
How dumb are we? There is only one race, the human race. GOD is our only Father and the cattle on a thousand hills is His.
Why can't we share? Why can't we love one another as Jesus told us? Why do these wolves in sheep's clothing creep in among us? When we identify, see and know them for what they are we slink away in silence, content in self preservation. We know that Uncle Joe or Grandma Mary have "strange" proclivities, yet we remain silent fearing being left out of some old reprobate's will.
GOD told me to be bold. I must obey His WORD. GOD has been too good to me. Sending my brother to protect me from your lust in Ft. Gordon, Georgia. Sending *Geno to marry you because GOD knew the plan you two had for me. Sending Rev. Cleo McCoy and many others to nurture and protect me at A&T after you dropped me off with $1.35 and a ;"Bye Baby!". Sending me a four sided brick home on a half acre lot that I won and you "rooted" me out of. Don't lie, I saw the black tar oozing out of the walls. Yea it is in my book. It scares me to talk about it. GOD saved my baby from certain death when she was born with the umbilical cord around her neck. You tricked me into driving a car with no brakes and God stepped in and landed my car on the median as the eighteen-wheeler whizzed by me. On and on, I do go on and on in my book.
GOD told you to keep your evil stanking hands off me! Your mother warned you. You are hard headed and you think that you can't be stopped. I am here to tell you that you can be stopped. You will be stopped, "You got to move, when the LORD gets ready you got to move."
Hold my mule children! I am shouting all over this room. Thank you Jesus! Praise the LORD! Have mercy! Come Jesus! Come LORD. Thank you! Thank you for your wisdom, thank you for your Glory.
Dear LORD I pray a special anointing over the lives of the readers of this blog. Dear LORD give them strength, give them honor, give them glory, give them the meditation of their hearts. Give them a heart and spirit to know you. Bless each and everyone they know and touch. If any are blind open their eyes LORD. If any are deaf open their ears LORD.
Dear LORD I thank you for plucking me out of the muck and the mire. There are many more that want to follow you dear LORD. Lift them up! Lift them up Jesus. Help them to come up a little higher.
Dear readers thank you for letting me share my pain with you. If you have a demon in your life and you know it, you have an obligation to call them out.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
His act of treachery had been foretold. It was in "The Book". Christ had to suffer and die on the cross, He was our blood sacrifice. Man had become so vile and evil that GOD had to send His son to save us. Without Jesus no one would have a chance on this evil planet.
I taught for thirty years and I was always surprised by the number of children that had never heard of a Judas goat. Every year I had to explain the derivation of the term. In order to lead sheep to slaughter herders positioned a goat with a bell around his neck to lead the stupid sheep to their deaths.
Can you imagine lining up to die? Watching the sheep in front of you butchered while you waited your turn. Can you imagine being so dumb? Knowing your senseless death is moments away?
We are all like those dumb blind sheep. We don't know and we don't want to know. Some of us are so slow that we will never catch on. Unlike sheep most of us are dumb blind followers because we want to be. We don't want to hear instruction. We want to do what we want to do just because we can. We don't want to listen to the voice of wisdom because we are more concerned with being right. Some of us will declare that we are right knowing full well that we are wrong. How selfish. There are some people that will lead their whole families astray. They missed the opportunity boat and squandered their dreams so now you must suffer.
You were promiscuous, having random unprotected sex as a pre-teen! No mannered, back talking, lying and scheming. Proud to be unstoppable. Laughing at your parents when you heard them crying in the night. Manipulative and violent you were a force to be reckoned with. It worked. You bludgeoned and stabbed enough people to be left to your own devices. As a matter of fact you were such a good con that you conned yourself.
You are what you ARE. Plain and simple. I think Snoop Dog said it best; "You can't make a ho into a housewife." To be honest I never thought "ho-ing" was you problem. Lying and denying is your problem. Betrayal is your problem. Trying to lead others into captivity is your problem. Yes, sorcery is your problem.
"Know ye the TRUTH and the TRUTH shall set you free!"
"I can't lose for the stuff I use, You can't win for the fix you're in." That is one of your ditties. You have no idea of the powerful truth in that statement.
GOD gave us a Book and he told us to study it. He told us to engrave it upon our hearts. Yes you are a bully and you have a venomous foul tongue. You prop your evil up with some worthless voodoo, hoodoo, homemade black magic.
Where did it get you? You are just as broke as I am. We are both old. So what? Please do not tell me that you have lived this secret, closeted disgusting life for nothing? Did you enjoy it? Was it worth it?
How dumb are we? There is only one race, the human race. GOD is our only Father and the cattle on a thousand hills is His.
Why can't we share? Why can't we love one another as Jesus told us? Why do these wolves in sheep's clothing creep in among us? When we identify, see and know them for what they are we slink away in silence, content in self preservation. We know that Uncle Joe or Grandma Mary have "strange" proclivities, yet we remain silent fearing being left out of some old reprobate's will.
GOD told me to be bold. I must obey His WORD. GOD has been too good to me. Sending my brother to protect me from your lust in Ft. Gordon, Georgia. Sending *Geno to marry you because GOD knew the plan you two had for me. Sending Rev. Cleo McCoy and many others to nurture and protect me at A&T after you dropped me off with $1.35 and a ;"Bye Baby!". Sending me a four sided brick home on a half acre lot that I won and you "rooted" me out of. Don't lie, I saw the black tar oozing out of the walls. Yea it is in my book. It scares me to talk about it. GOD saved my baby from certain death when she was born with the umbilical cord around her neck. You tricked me into driving a car with no brakes and God stepped in and landed my car on the median as the eighteen-wheeler whizzed by me. On and on, I do go on and on in my book.
GOD told you to keep your evil stanking hands off me! Your mother warned you. You are hard headed and you think that you can't be stopped. I am here to tell you that you can be stopped. You will be stopped, "You got to move, when the LORD gets ready you got to move."
Hold my mule children! I am shouting all over this room. Thank you Jesus! Praise the LORD! Have mercy! Come Jesus! Come LORD. Thank you! Thank you for your wisdom, thank you for your Glory.
Dear LORD I pray a special anointing over the lives of the readers of this blog. Dear LORD give them strength, give them honor, give them glory, give them the meditation of their hearts. Give them a heart and spirit to know you. Bless each and everyone they know and touch. If any are blind open their eyes LORD. If any are deaf open their ears LORD.
Dear LORD I thank you for plucking me out of the muck and the mire. There are many more that want to follow you dear LORD. Lift them up! Lift them up Jesus. Help them to come up a little higher.
Dear readers thank you for letting me share my pain with you. If you have a demon in your life and you know it, you have an obligation to call them out.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Monday, January 17, 2011
FREE AT LAST!
Meet Him on your knees children! Start every day in prayer. "Bow Down" Humble yourself before your Father and thank Him out of a pure heart.
Oh help me Heavenly Father. "Come by here, somebody needs you."
Dear LORD it is the worse case of double-mindedness imaginable. One minute she is professing her love and admiration. In the next moment she is ranting and raving lies, spewing poisonous venom. Her mind is bad. She is paranoid and sees evil where there is none. That is not the worse thing about her. Murdering her own father is just one of the despicable acts she committed in her long life.
Her feet are always swift to run to mischief. Quick to tell a lie, always ready to inflict pain. No, she is not the mother that I would have picked, but she is the mother GOD gave me.
There is something in me that will not let me feel sorry for myself. We all suffer pain, we all struggle. Life is a constant, never ending battle. We are all engaged in a *"secret war, enemy unseen." (Alice Lovelace)
As much as I want to hate my mother I can't. She's ignorant. "Don't pay no attention to yo' mama. she ignut." ; my grandfather reminded me over and over. It would have helped if he had told me that she was a demonic pervert. Maybe he didn't know. Or maybe he chose to not see the obvious. I am forced to admit that I too chose to ignore the signs. Was I that desperate for a mother? Was I blind, did GOD blind me? "Time changes all things." and there is no disputing, she is a full fledged demon alright.
She is not the only demon trying to fit in, trying to cozy up to you just to destroy you. Why? There is no "Why?" She doesn't know why. She follows the will and whims of this world. Born into a wicked ignorant world she just did what was natural, she too followed the master of this world blindly.
There is a lesson here, look into your own life. Be honest with yourself. Don't bully and intimidate with your vicious mouth. Chill out on the rudeness. Watch that mouth, "the tongue is a fire". Just because you have a gift for rude flippant remarks, that doesn't make you right. Read your Bible, that fallen woman has a tongue sharper than a two edged sword. She can cut you long , deep and consecutive. Pray for discernment.
My mother could not listen or learn because she was so defensive. "Pride goeth before a fall." She could not flee whoredom because she pretended to be insulted when you dared to call her what she was. Her strategy was and still is; attack the messenger. If you bloody enough heads they will soon learn to leave you alone. Most of all when caught in wrong doing, LIE! Never come to the knowledge of the truth. Deny the truth to yourself. Scream, holler and brutalize until they believe you or at least leave you alone. If you profess that lie long enough it becomes the truth. You can keep pretending and spinning more lies to protect the first lie. LIE! LIE! LIE! Lie till you can no longer recognize the truth. The truth is what ever you say it is because you are the big dog, the mass murderer, the master mind. Make them bow down to you, after all you are the smartest, the fairest, they most beautiful. If anyone dares speak against you , tear them down. Destroy their good name. Make every one fear you.
Learn to listen to the voice of wisdom. Do not declare lies trying to convince yourself. Know you. Make sure you know the real you. If you are lazy and no count admit it. If you are too lazy to earn a degree or acquire a skill admit it. If you think you are so pretty that men should be glad to take care of you, admit it. If you can't control your lusts, admit it.
Care! Try to care about others. If you can not genuinely care about your fellow man you are already lost.
"Stand up for justice." Start with yourself. Do not let anyone misuse and abuse you for any reason. Do not compromise. Do not settle; "He get mad and beat me sometime, but he always pays the bills." "He is ugly and stank. He makes my flesh crawl when he touches me but he pays my rent." No! Trust GOD and get your own, take care of yourself. Live in a tent if you have to. Trust GOD to help you get your life together. Your precious life is too short for you to have to suffer needlessly for one minute.
Never stand by idly and watch while others are being abused. Do not seek vengeance. I assure you they will get their just and honest due on this planet earth. We all will.
In the mean time do what you can to bless some one's life. Learn to think about someone other than yourself. If you can't stop lying, if you can't speak or bear the truth, take a vow of silence.
Pray to free your mind and heart of all the ignorance that has been planted there. Study to show yourself approved. Seek truth and justice. Praise and thank the LORD for Dr. M.L. King, Jr. His noble sacrifice made all of our lives better whether we know it or not.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Oh help me Heavenly Father. "Come by here, somebody needs you."
Dear LORD it is the worse case of double-mindedness imaginable. One minute she is professing her love and admiration. In the next moment she is ranting and raving lies, spewing poisonous venom. Her mind is bad. She is paranoid and sees evil where there is none. That is not the worse thing about her. Murdering her own father is just one of the despicable acts she committed in her long life.
Her feet are always swift to run to mischief. Quick to tell a lie, always ready to inflict pain. No, she is not the mother that I would have picked, but she is the mother GOD gave me.
There is something in me that will not let me feel sorry for myself. We all suffer pain, we all struggle. Life is a constant, never ending battle. We are all engaged in a *"secret war, enemy unseen." (Alice Lovelace)
As much as I want to hate my mother I can't. She's ignorant. "Don't pay no attention to yo' mama. she ignut." ; my grandfather reminded me over and over. It would have helped if he had told me that she was a demonic pervert. Maybe he didn't know. Or maybe he chose to not see the obvious. I am forced to admit that I too chose to ignore the signs. Was I that desperate for a mother? Was I blind, did GOD blind me? "Time changes all things." and there is no disputing, she is a full fledged demon alright.
She is not the only demon trying to fit in, trying to cozy up to you just to destroy you. Why? There is no "Why?" She doesn't know why. She follows the will and whims of this world. Born into a wicked ignorant world she just did what was natural, she too followed the master of this world blindly.
There is a lesson here, look into your own life. Be honest with yourself. Don't bully and intimidate with your vicious mouth. Chill out on the rudeness. Watch that mouth, "the tongue is a fire". Just because you have a gift for rude flippant remarks, that doesn't make you right. Read your Bible, that fallen woman has a tongue sharper than a two edged sword. She can cut you long , deep and consecutive. Pray for discernment.
My mother could not listen or learn because she was so defensive. "Pride goeth before a fall." She could not flee whoredom because she pretended to be insulted when you dared to call her what she was. Her strategy was and still is; attack the messenger. If you bloody enough heads they will soon learn to leave you alone. Most of all when caught in wrong doing, LIE! Never come to the knowledge of the truth. Deny the truth to yourself. Scream, holler and brutalize until they believe you or at least leave you alone. If you profess that lie long enough it becomes the truth. You can keep pretending and spinning more lies to protect the first lie. LIE! LIE! LIE! Lie till you can no longer recognize the truth. The truth is what ever you say it is because you are the big dog, the mass murderer, the master mind. Make them bow down to you, after all you are the smartest, the fairest, they most beautiful. If anyone dares speak against you , tear them down. Destroy their good name. Make every one fear you.
Learn to listen to the voice of wisdom. Do not declare lies trying to convince yourself. Know you. Make sure you know the real you. If you are lazy and no count admit it. If you are too lazy to earn a degree or acquire a skill admit it. If you think you are so pretty that men should be glad to take care of you, admit it. If you can't control your lusts, admit it.
Care! Try to care about others. If you can not genuinely care about your fellow man you are already lost.
"Stand up for justice." Start with yourself. Do not let anyone misuse and abuse you for any reason. Do not compromise. Do not settle; "He get mad and beat me sometime, but he always pays the bills." "He is ugly and stank. He makes my flesh crawl when he touches me but he pays my rent." No! Trust GOD and get your own, take care of yourself. Live in a tent if you have to. Trust GOD to help you get your life together. Your precious life is too short for you to have to suffer needlessly for one minute.
Never stand by idly and watch while others are being abused. Do not seek vengeance. I assure you they will get their just and honest due on this planet earth. We all will.
In the mean time do what you can to bless some one's life. Learn to think about someone other than yourself. If you can't stop lying, if you can't speak or bear the truth, take a vow of silence.
Pray to free your mind and heart of all the ignorance that has been planted there. Study to show yourself approved. Seek truth and justice. Praise and thank the LORD for Dr. M.L. King, Jr. His noble sacrifice made all of our lives better whether we know it or not.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Be Careful of DEMONS With Hidden Agendas
Mark what I tell you and mark it well. There are beings on this earth living with and among us that are diabolically EVIL! Let's get that straight right now. Just because you have yet to recognize that you have encountered them do not dismiss what I tell you as some form of insanity or dementia. Don't dismiss what I tell you as nonsensical because they have convinced you that I do not have good sense.
I have more than good sense and always have. The truth is that this DEMON recognized GOD's goodness in me before I was born. She recognized the goodness in all of her children, in her entire family. This creature is no longer human, she is a willful volunteer devil. She is the devil's disciple and she is over zealous in her recruitment. She believes if she wounds and eviscerates you enough that you will join forces with her and do the same.
Well,I am here and to tell you, I'm a hard nut to crack. There is something within me that just won't let me hold my peace. I am going to warn you so that my conscience will be clear.
You have been set up to be knocked down and destroyed. There is no casualness, no gentleness, her diabolical plan is not accidental. She fully intends to destroy you. That is her ultimate goal. There is no need in your attempting to save her. No amount of scripture or prayer will save her.
Do not think that your silence or denial will save you. The only reason that you are not yet ultimately destroyed by her is because she prefers slow torture. The one thing that she covets is your mind. She wants to invade your thoughts, drive you mad, dash and destroy every dream you thought you had.
Angry that she is weak and impotent, angry that GOD is all powerful and all knowing, angry with GOD"s LAW she targets the innocent. This DEMON is determined to prove GOD and His Prophet WORD wrong. That is the true extent of her depravity and stupidity. Don't try to understand her madness, you'll get a headache.
In your innocence, in your humanness you find it hard to believe something so evil can exist. You keep trying to love her, you keep trying to excuse the strange events in your life.
This DEMON has a secret agenda. You will never amount to anything. Your life will be miserable. Knowing full well your personality, likes and dislikes, she preys on your need for motherly love and attention. Then this mastermind for evil plots and plans precisely how to eviscerate you. After every minor success she will get on the phone and scandalize your name to the world.
Help me LORD Jesus! Prop me up on every leaning side! Dry every tear!
"Death and life are in the power of the tongue." (Proverbs 18:12) And she knows it and she uses it against every one she envies and "loves". From our conception she cursed us. I should have known! What kind of mother can brag, can sing; "I flushed three of dem muthaf*****"? A fool, that's what. "A fool has no delight in understanding." (Proverbs 18:2)
MY grandfather gently admonished her over and over. Not once did she listen to one thing that he said. Ever month just like clock work she went to him with with her hand stuck out. A greedy harlot she exploited her father's love for his grandchildren. Selfish and self absorbed she never noticed that she never gave him or anyone else gifts or honor. If she has ever complimented you or honored you in any way you can be sure it is part of some set up.
"For the lips of an immoral woman drip honey, And her mouth is smoother than oil: But in the end she is as wormwood, Sharp as a two-edged sword. Her feet go down to death, Her steps lay hold of hell..." (Proverbs 5: 3- 5)
"Remove your way far from her, And do not go near the door of her house, Lest you give your honor to others, And your years to the cruel one; Lest aliens be filled with your wealth, And your labors go to the house of a foreigner; And you mourn at last when your flesh and your body are consumed." (Proverbs 5: 8 -11)
I will not harbor a fugitive from justice. I will not cloak for a DEMON even if she is my "mother".
I put it all together one day and GOD released me from her prison. She is happy that I am tormented by the sick revolting things that she did to me. I still have some naive cousins that think that I am complaining about normal mother-daughter squabbles. She has convinced many that I am wallowing in the mire blaming her for innocent mistakes. I am trying to WARN you about what SHE IS DOING RIGHT NOW! What she is attempting to do as I type this blog. She refuses to believe that she has been found out, discovered, revealed to the world. Convinced that she serves a god more intelligent and powerful than the LIVING LORD she will not and can not repent. I would not serve a god that I had to be ashamed of. I would not serve a god that I would have to keep in the closet. I would not put on the the trappings of a GOD that I secretly hate just to fool God's people. But I have good sense and I am not blind.
Poor Mathy Jane went very wrong over seventy years ago and is too ignorant and depraved to turn around. This blog is for my healing and her exposure. This blog is for the poor misguided that are headed in the wrong direction.
It is painful. It is rottenness to the bones. I do lament what might have been. My brother *Leo is uncommonly handsome and brilliant, she thinks she destroyed him. She calls him and his family trailer trash. No Mathy Jane, you are wrong. GOD is not finished with him yet. And it is not where you live, it is how you live.
My brother*Micky is still a great musician. GOD wants him to dry up and stand up and claim his great legacy.
My brother *Sam is still a great doctor and no one is going to take that from him. GOD wants him to embrace the truth and be forever set free.
I am that great published author and teacher that I told her I would be.
See you wasted your time Mathy Jane. Instead of cursing and digging ditches and laying traps you should have pursued your own dreams. The world sees you. The world is looking at you. Some are trying to guess your next move. You can stick to your lies but I advise you to stay out of GOD's pulpit.
Because you are still hardheaded you are not going to listen. It is going to end badly.
Children what we may perceive as GOD's delay is not GOD's denial. If you truly love the LORD with all your heart and soul He will not deny you anything. GOD will grant you every desire of your heart.
I want to tell Mathy Jane one last time how ashamed we are of her. "You didn't haf'ta turn out so sorry." You have no excuse. You had two parents that loved you unconditionally. GOD gave you beauty and brains and you squandered it. You threw it away . Mad that your father was right you plotted and successfully planned his murder. Still greedy and blood thirsty you went after his good name. Afraid that your bastard children would be more successful in life than you , you did every thing possible to keep them from the kingdom. You had no real interest in them sexually other than to confuse and misuse them. An inattentive neglectful unfit mother you made sure that you were always there to place them in harms way, to dash all hope. You asked *Sam's second grade teacher to retain him. I was sitting right there in the conference with his teacher. I can still see it clearly. We were sitting in front of his teacher at Bowley Elementary school. You were such an ignorant coon and nervous about talking to a white woman that the first thing that came out of your down on the plantation nigga mouth was; "Well I think he ought to repeat the second grade. Yes mam, retain him." GOD got the last laugh on that. You lit a fire in him that made him study. He became determined and resolute that no one would label him slow again.
You were so cruel to me that I found Jesus at age four!
You couldn't do anything with that interfering praying daddy of yours so you made sure he got a bullet in the heart just to shut him up.
Thank you LORD for revealing your WORD to me. Thank you for your divine protection.
Dear children if you are in a pit. If you are suffering from lack please know that you don't have to. GOD loves you. GOD loves Mathy Jane. Just humble yourself. Ask GOD to come into your heart. Pray for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. We are all His children and He loves us all equally. There is no partiality in Christ. Jesus is hurting children. His heart is bleeding. "Jesus wept." He is crying because all of this pain is so unnecessary. He told you; "Love ye one another as I have loved you." He didn't tell you to be jealous and envious. He didn't tell you to be covetous. He told you;"Defraud no man.".
Your heart doesn't have to hurt children. Surrender all. Give your life to Christ. You need His protection. He told you that your enemies will be of your own household. "Choose you this day whom you shall serve."
I have one last question for Mathy Jane; what did you get for all of your trouble? Are you rich? Are you honored and loved? Do you feel victorious? Are you ashamed yet? Will you finally confess on your death bed? Will you finally make any of your mistakes right? Will you give what is left of your life to Christ? Will you cry out to Jesus in your darkest hour? Can you feel GOD's love for you? Will you admit that you let the devil trick you?
No matter what state you leave here in GOD loves you, GOD forgives you. GOD loves all of us that's why He sent us His SON. Let Him in children, let Him in your heart.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." And remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I have more than good sense and always have. The truth is that this DEMON recognized GOD's goodness in me before I was born. She recognized the goodness in all of her children, in her entire family. This creature is no longer human, she is a willful volunteer devil. She is the devil's disciple and she is over zealous in her recruitment. She believes if she wounds and eviscerates you enough that you will join forces with her and do the same.
Well,I am here and to tell you, I'm a hard nut to crack. There is something within me that just won't let me hold my peace. I am going to warn you so that my conscience will be clear.
You have been set up to be knocked down and destroyed. There is no casualness, no gentleness, her diabolical plan is not accidental. She fully intends to destroy you. That is her ultimate goal. There is no need in your attempting to save her. No amount of scripture or prayer will save her.
Do not think that your silence or denial will save you. The only reason that you are not yet ultimately destroyed by her is because she prefers slow torture. The one thing that she covets is your mind. She wants to invade your thoughts, drive you mad, dash and destroy every dream you thought you had.
Angry that she is weak and impotent, angry that GOD is all powerful and all knowing, angry with GOD"s LAW she targets the innocent. This DEMON is determined to prove GOD and His Prophet WORD wrong. That is the true extent of her depravity and stupidity. Don't try to understand her madness, you'll get a headache.
In your innocence, in your humanness you find it hard to believe something so evil can exist. You keep trying to love her, you keep trying to excuse the strange events in your life.
This DEMON has a secret agenda. You will never amount to anything. Your life will be miserable. Knowing full well your personality, likes and dislikes, she preys on your need for motherly love and attention. Then this mastermind for evil plots and plans precisely how to eviscerate you. After every minor success she will get on the phone and scandalize your name to the world.
Help me LORD Jesus! Prop me up on every leaning side! Dry every tear!
"Death and life are in the power of the tongue." (Proverbs 18:12) And she knows it and she uses it against every one she envies and "loves". From our conception she cursed us. I should have known! What kind of mother can brag, can sing; "I flushed three of dem muthaf*****"? A fool, that's what. "A fool has no delight in understanding." (Proverbs 18:2)
MY grandfather gently admonished her over and over. Not once did she listen to one thing that he said. Ever month just like clock work she went to him with with her hand stuck out. A greedy harlot she exploited her father's love for his grandchildren. Selfish and self absorbed she never noticed that she never gave him or anyone else gifts or honor. If she has ever complimented you or honored you in any way you can be sure it is part of some set up.
"For the lips of an immoral woman drip honey, And her mouth is smoother than oil: But in the end she is as wormwood, Sharp as a two-edged sword. Her feet go down to death, Her steps lay hold of hell..." (Proverbs 5: 3- 5)
"Remove your way far from her, And do not go near the door of her house, Lest you give your honor to others, And your years to the cruel one; Lest aliens be filled with your wealth, And your labors go to the house of a foreigner; And you mourn at last when your flesh and your body are consumed." (Proverbs 5: 8 -11)
I will not harbor a fugitive from justice. I will not cloak for a DEMON even if she is my "mother".
I put it all together one day and GOD released me from her prison. She is happy that I am tormented by the sick revolting things that she did to me. I still have some naive cousins that think that I am complaining about normal mother-daughter squabbles. She has convinced many that I am wallowing in the mire blaming her for innocent mistakes. I am trying to WARN you about what SHE IS DOING RIGHT NOW! What she is attempting to do as I type this blog. She refuses to believe that she has been found out, discovered, revealed to the world. Convinced that she serves a god more intelligent and powerful than the LIVING LORD she will not and can not repent. I would not serve a god that I had to be ashamed of. I would not serve a god that I would have to keep in the closet. I would not put on the the trappings of a GOD that I secretly hate just to fool God's people. But I have good sense and I am not blind.
Poor Mathy Jane went very wrong over seventy years ago and is too ignorant and depraved to turn around. This blog is for my healing and her exposure. This blog is for the poor misguided that are headed in the wrong direction.
It is painful. It is rottenness to the bones. I do lament what might have been. My brother *Leo is uncommonly handsome and brilliant, she thinks she destroyed him. She calls him and his family trailer trash. No Mathy Jane, you are wrong. GOD is not finished with him yet. And it is not where you live, it is how you live.
My brother*Micky is still a great musician. GOD wants him to dry up and stand up and claim his great legacy.
My brother *Sam is still a great doctor and no one is going to take that from him. GOD wants him to embrace the truth and be forever set free.
I am that great published author and teacher that I told her I would be.
See you wasted your time Mathy Jane. Instead of cursing and digging ditches and laying traps you should have pursued your own dreams. The world sees you. The world is looking at you. Some are trying to guess your next move. You can stick to your lies but I advise you to stay out of GOD's pulpit.
Because you are still hardheaded you are not going to listen. It is going to end badly.
Children what we may perceive as GOD's delay is not GOD's denial. If you truly love the LORD with all your heart and soul He will not deny you anything. GOD will grant you every desire of your heart.
I want to tell Mathy Jane one last time how ashamed we are of her. "You didn't haf'ta turn out so sorry." You have no excuse. You had two parents that loved you unconditionally. GOD gave you beauty and brains and you squandered it. You threw it away . Mad that your father was right you plotted and successfully planned his murder. Still greedy and blood thirsty you went after his good name. Afraid that your bastard children would be more successful in life than you , you did every thing possible to keep them from the kingdom. You had no real interest in them sexually other than to confuse and misuse them. An inattentive neglectful unfit mother you made sure that you were always there to place them in harms way, to dash all hope. You asked *Sam's second grade teacher to retain him. I was sitting right there in the conference with his teacher. I can still see it clearly. We were sitting in front of his teacher at Bowley Elementary school. You were such an ignorant coon and nervous about talking to a white woman that the first thing that came out of your down on the plantation nigga mouth was; "Well I think he ought to repeat the second grade. Yes mam, retain him." GOD got the last laugh on that. You lit a fire in him that made him study. He became determined and resolute that no one would label him slow again.
You were so cruel to me that I found Jesus at age four!
You couldn't do anything with that interfering praying daddy of yours so you made sure he got a bullet in the heart just to shut him up.
Thank you LORD for revealing your WORD to me. Thank you for your divine protection.
Dear children if you are in a pit. If you are suffering from lack please know that you don't have to. GOD loves you. GOD loves Mathy Jane. Just humble yourself. Ask GOD to come into your heart. Pray for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. We are all His children and He loves us all equally. There is no partiality in Christ. Jesus is hurting children. His heart is bleeding. "Jesus wept." He is crying because all of this pain is so unnecessary. He told you; "Love ye one another as I have loved you." He didn't tell you to be jealous and envious. He didn't tell you to be covetous. He told you;"Defraud no man.".
Your heart doesn't have to hurt children. Surrender all. Give your life to Christ. You need His protection. He told you that your enemies will be of your own household. "Choose you this day whom you shall serve."
I have one last question for Mathy Jane; what did you get for all of your trouble? Are you rich? Are you honored and loved? Do you feel victorious? Are you ashamed yet? Will you finally confess on your death bed? Will you finally make any of your mistakes right? Will you give what is left of your life to Christ? Will you cry out to Jesus in your darkest hour? Can you feel GOD's love for you? Will you admit that you let the devil trick you?
No matter what state you leave here in GOD loves you, GOD forgives you. GOD loves all of us that's why He sent us His SON. Let Him in children, let Him in your heart.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." And remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Friday, January 14, 2011
"He that perverteth his ways shall be known"
I didn't say it, the Bible said it. Attention all evil doers YOU shall be known. "For by means of a whorish woman a man is brought to a piece of bread; and the adulteress will hunt for the precious life" (Proverbs 6: 26)
"These six things doth the LORD hate; yea, seven are an abomination unto him: A proud look, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood, An heart that deviseth wicked imaginations, feet that be swift in running to mischief, A false witness that speaketh lies, and he that soweth discord among brethren." Proverbs 6: 16 - 19
My LORD! My LORD! you did every thing but include her name.
"He that hideth hatred with lying lips, and he that uttereth a slander, is a fool." Proverbs 10:18
You cheated Mathy Jane. You never gave us a chance. You used your age and authority against us. You played with our heads pretending to be a loving mother and daughter. You knew! You knew and you know that you are a full fledged DEMON. You know that causing pain is your greatest pleasure. I researched Marquis de Sade today. A man so depraved that the word sadism was coined based on his character. He was famous for his sexual perversion and cruelty.
There is a glaring difference between you and de Sade. He was honest about his unrestrained morality. He wrote books about it and he was in and out of prison and insane asylums his whole life.
You feign religion. No you are not content with just attending church, you demand to be in the pulpit, sitting up there all pious and dignified.
I hope you don't think that your fake preaching means anything to GOD.
You are famous for your quip;"I guess you call yo'sef getting me told." No I never got you told but I'm going to get you told today.
I was seven years old and you brutalized me. You beat me in the head, you slapped me and back slapped me. You just kept beating me in the head screaming that I was a black ass dummy. This was before I got my glasses. I could not see your homemade clock. You brutalized me for every question I missed. Now I know that you were not concerned with my ability to tell time. You just wanted to beat me.
I was BLIND! I couldn't see! You two perverts were not concerned with my ability to see or learn. You were too busy plotting and planning your next sick act.
You never bothered to tell me my name! I was in the fifth grade, ten years old and my teacher kept calling the roll; "Rachel Doster? Rachel Doster? Is Rachel Doster here?"
When I questioned you , you said: "Yea I named you after my mama 'cause I knew she was going to be the one to take care of you."
You are going to hell for that if you don't go for anything else. You two perverts had time to use me and molest me but you never bothered to tell me my name.
You are right. There is no point in your repenting in this late stage of the game. But, do know that I fully intend to blow your cover. I am telling everything. You hate everybody! Well you think you hate everybody, that is really self loathing. You suffer from self hatred as you should. You know your real thoughts, your real motivation. Yes, it is despicable.
Dear children, if you have a real loving, nurturing mother please thank GOD. If your mother is still living give her a big hug and kiss today. Send her some flowers, send her an expensive gift and before the sun goes down tonight get down on your knees and thank GOD for your precious gift of a good mother because you are a truly blessed person.
I am going to tell you one more thing Mathy Jane. GOD did not give us His SON and His Holy book for vile reprobates to misuse. You can not use GOD's goodness as a cloak.
Shame on you and all that are like you. You thoroughly disgust me. You are revolting and despicable. I cry for both of us. I witnessed you get out of every caper that you pulled. You are going to have to study some to get out of this one. Calling me a stanking liar will not hold sway with everyone. There is too much evidence against you. You have wronged far too many people.
May the Dear LORD have mercy on your miserable soul.
Granddaddy told you over and over; "Apart from Christ you are nothing." You just couldn't listen.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"These six things doth the LORD hate; yea, seven are an abomination unto him: A proud look, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood, An heart that deviseth wicked imaginations, feet that be swift in running to mischief, A false witness that speaketh lies, and he that soweth discord among brethren." Proverbs 6: 16 - 19
My LORD! My LORD! you did every thing but include her name.
"He that hideth hatred with lying lips, and he that uttereth a slander, is a fool." Proverbs 10:18
You cheated Mathy Jane. You never gave us a chance. You used your age and authority against us. You played with our heads pretending to be a loving mother and daughter. You knew! You knew and you know that you are a full fledged DEMON. You know that causing pain is your greatest pleasure. I researched Marquis de Sade today. A man so depraved that the word sadism was coined based on his character. He was famous for his sexual perversion and cruelty.
There is a glaring difference between you and de Sade. He was honest about his unrestrained morality. He wrote books about it and he was in and out of prison and insane asylums his whole life.
You feign religion. No you are not content with just attending church, you demand to be in the pulpit, sitting up there all pious and dignified.
I hope you don't think that your fake preaching means anything to GOD.
You are famous for your quip;"I guess you call yo'sef getting me told." No I never got you told but I'm going to get you told today.
I was seven years old and you brutalized me. You beat me in the head, you slapped me and back slapped me. You just kept beating me in the head screaming that I was a black ass dummy. This was before I got my glasses. I could not see your homemade clock. You brutalized me for every question I missed. Now I know that you were not concerned with my ability to tell time. You just wanted to beat me.
I was BLIND! I couldn't see! You two perverts were not concerned with my ability to see or learn. You were too busy plotting and planning your next sick act.
You never bothered to tell me my name! I was in the fifth grade, ten years old and my teacher kept calling the roll; "Rachel Doster? Rachel Doster? Is Rachel Doster here?"
When I questioned you , you said: "Yea I named you after my mama 'cause I knew she was going to be the one to take care of you."
You are going to hell for that if you don't go for anything else. You two perverts had time to use me and molest me but you never bothered to tell me my name.
You are right. There is no point in your repenting in this late stage of the game. But, do know that I fully intend to blow your cover. I am telling everything. You hate everybody! Well you think you hate everybody, that is really self loathing. You suffer from self hatred as you should. You know your real thoughts, your real motivation. Yes, it is despicable.
Dear children, if you have a real loving, nurturing mother please thank GOD. If your mother is still living give her a big hug and kiss today. Send her some flowers, send her an expensive gift and before the sun goes down tonight get down on your knees and thank GOD for your precious gift of a good mother because you are a truly blessed person.
I am going to tell you one more thing Mathy Jane. GOD did not give us His SON and His Holy book for vile reprobates to misuse. You can not use GOD's goodness as a cloak.
Shame on you and all that are like you. You thoroughly disgust me. You are revolting and despicable. I cry for both of us. I witnessed you get out of every caper that you pulled. You are going to have to study some to get out of this one. Calling me a stanking liar will not hold sway with everyone. There is too much evidence against you. You have wronged far too many people.
May the Dear LORD have mercy on your miserable soul.
Granddaddy told you over and over; "Apart from Christ you are nothing." You just couldn't listen.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Thursday, January 13, 2011
"Hey Precha'!"
Hey Precha' while you up da preaching why don't cha preach 'bout sumpin' people need to hear.
Don't cha open yo gold teeth mouf talkin 'bout tithing neither! I am sick of hearing 'bout tithing! Ain't nobody in dis church benefited from tithing but you. I'm trying to get to heaben. I want to live right. I want to love my brother. I want to serve the LAWD!
Won't cha let me serve de LAWD? Don't be assin' me 'bout my gross pay. You done gon from trying to preach to signifying. I ain't too dumb, dat ain't what Jesus say. Jesus said to give your alms in secret. No maybe Ah didn't finish high school but I got a GED and I do know how to read.
You bedder tell dese children that "A faithful witness will not lie: but a false witness will utter lies."
You know dese children ain't do nuttin in dese schools but taking up space and cuttin de fool. They coming outta school just as dumb as when da furst went in. Ain't learned nuttin but how to cuss and fornicate. Lazy, won't work, having babies, laying up on da parents. Dey a generation of vipers and we the parents just looking. Haf us scared of um. Let the children run over us. Dese rascals will cuss you out and come back and ass you fa some money. Think grown folks ain't got no sense.
You up there in the pulpit actin' like you deaf and dumb. Help dese parents. Tell dese children what the Bible says. "Good understanding giveth favor; but the way of the transgressor is hard. He that refuseth instruction despiseth his own soul: but he that heareth reproof getteth understanding."
Where you get your sermons from anyway? Off da innernet?
Let me tell you sumpin' buddy. You just talk about Jesus! You ain't Jesus. I believe you got yo'sef mixed up. How I look helping you drive a Bently and I don't even have Marta fare?
I know what precha! When we gon do like they did in the book of Acts and break out and share. Tell me because I don't want to miss dat Sunday. "And laid them down at the apostles' feet: and distribution was made unto every man according as he had need." You start doin dat in the church you won't have no where to put de people.
Hey Precha' tell dem "AND IT SHALL COME TO PASS IN THE LAST DAYS, SAITH GOD, I WILL POUR OUT OF MY SPIRIT UPON ALL FLESH: AND YOUR SONS AND YOUR DAUGHTERS SHALL PROPHESY, AND YOUR YOUNG MEN SHALL SEE VISIONS AND YOUR OLD MEN SHALL DREAM DREAMS:"
Precha' I don't mean to criticize ya but you can't tell them wha'ca don't know.
Read and study your Bible so that you can tell them; "AND IT SHALL COME TO PASS THAT WHOSOEVER SHALL CALL ON THE NAME OF THE LORD SHALL BE SAVED!" dat's including you passa'.
Well I gotta go now. I got to go and pray fa de President. He is a good man but da treating him just like a nigga. Yes suh I said nigga cause that is what they call him Dat's what day call you and me. But Amerryca bout to find out that there ain't but one color dat count and dat's green.
I'll be seeing ya. Keep yoursef up much as you can.
**********
You have just read an excerpt from my book of short stories. He is a character molded in my grandfather's image. His name is Jeremiah Malachi. He is a self educated Christian, a wise seer and a kind admonisher.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Don't cha open yo gold teeth mouf talkin 'bout tithing neither! I am sick of hearing 'bout tithing! Ain't nobody in dis church benefited from tithing but you. I'm trying to get to heaben. I want to live right. I want to love my brother. I want to serve the LAWD!
Won't cha let me serve de LAWD? Don't be assin' me 'bout my gross pay. You done gon from trying to preach to signifying. I ain't too dumb, dat ain't what Jesus say. Jesus said to give your alms in secret. No maybe Ah didn't finish high school but I got a GED and I do know how to read.
You bedder tell dese children that "A faithful witness will not lie: but a false witness will utter lies."
You know dese children ain't do nuttin in dese schools but taking up space and cuttin de fool. They coming outta school just as dumb as when da furst went in. Ain't learned nuttin but how to cuss and fornicate. Lazy, won't work, having babies, laying up on da parents. Dey a generation of vipers and we the parents just looking. Haf us scared of um. Let the children run over us. Dese rascals will cuss you out and come back and ass you fa some money. Think grown folks ain't got no sense.
You up there in the pulpit actin' like you deaf and dumb. Help dese parents. Tell dese children what the Bible says. "Good understanding giveth favor; but the way of the transgressor is hard. He that refuseth instruction despiseth his own soul: but he that heareth reproof getteth understanding."
Where you get your sermons from anyway? Off da innernet?
Let me tell you sumpin' buddy. You just talk about Jesus! You ain't Jesus. I believe you got yo'sef mixed up. How I look helping you drive a Bently and I don't even have Marta fare?
I know what precha! When we gon do like they did in the book of Acts and break out and share. Tell me because I don't want to miss dat Sunday. "And laid them down at the apostles' feet: and distribution was made unto every man according as he had need." You start doin dat in the church you won't have no where to put de people.
Hey Precha' tell dem "AND IT SHALL COME TO PASS IN THE LAST DAYS, SAITH GOD, I WILL POUR OUT OF MY SPIRIT UPON ALL FLESH: AND YOUR SONS AND YOUR DAUGHTERS SHALL PROPHESY, AND YOUR YOUNG MEN SHALL SEE VISIONS AND YOUR OLD MEN SHALL DREAM DREAMS:"
Precha' I don't mean to criticize ya but you can't tell them wha'ca don't know.
Read and study your Bible so that you can tell them; "AND IT SHALL COME TO PASS THAT WHOSOEVER SHALL CALL ON THE NAME OF THE LORD SHALL BE SAVED!" dat's including you passa'.
Well I gotta go now. I got to go and pray fa de President. He is a good man but da treating him just like a nigga. Yes suh I said nigga cause that is what they call him Dat's what day call you and me. But Amerryca bout to find out that there ain't but one color dat count and dat's green.
I'll be seeing ya. Keep yoursef up much as you can.
**********
You have just read an excerpt from my book of short stories. He is a character molded in my grandfather's image. His name is Jeremiah Malachi. He is a self educated Christian, a wise seer and a kind admonisher.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"I Will Not Have You Ignorant Children"
There is great TRUTH in the Scripture. GOD's Messianic prophecy is revealed in His Holy book. You must read and study it for yourself. "How long, ye simple ones, will ye love simplicity? and the scorners delight in their scorning, and fools hate knowledge?" Proverbs 1:22 There is no getting around it. "Study to show yourself approved." READ!!!Pray for discernment.
I see too many people walking around with expensive gold "crosses" dangling from their necks. They put on all of the trappings of a "Christian". Many take their seats in "high places". Hob-nobbing with the Bishops, Presiding Elders and pompous preachers they think they have it made.
Nothing excites them more than to be asked to "preach" or "pray".
None of that will get you into GOD's kingdom. And there is a very important fact that you have over looked. These reprobates are just as wicked as you are. That is why they can't recognize you. You are right, you have nothing to fear, they will never call you out because they have just as many skeletons in their closet.
"The wicked flee when no man pursueth: but the RIGHTEOUS are BOLD as a lion." (Proverbs 28:1)
My grandfather JR Walters was as BOLD as a Lion! That is just one of the reasons I love him. I love him because he loved me and he taught me how to love. He taught me how to pray, he taught me to put all of my trust in GOD.
I am sorry that so many of my nieces and nephews never got to meet him. I do see many of his qualities in them. He was a brilliant intellectual. He was a wise sage. He never told me a lie and everything he told me has come to fruition.
One of the first things he taught me was;"Time changes all things." Praise the Lord! what Messianic prophecy. Here I am blogging my hidden secrets and deep pain. I could not do this fifty years ago. I had no where to turn, no one to turn to.
Please pardon me while I dance all over this room. Excuse me children;"Hold my mule while I shout!' I have unspeakable Joy!
One summer fifty years ago my "mother" put me on a train. I had a big note pinned to my shirt that said "Travelers Aide". I can't say that I was that excited. I was just doing her bidding, doing what ever she said to do. She told me that she was sending me to Richmond, Virginia to visit my "father". I had never met the man. I was delighted when he picked me up at Grand Central station. This train station looked like a cathedral. The man that picked me up was tall and very handsome. He taught me how to swing dance and his wife washed and straightened my long thick hair. I met my many cousins and an aunt and uncle. I really had a wonderful time. There was one thing they didn't know. I could hardly sit down, I could not sleep because of the awful pain in my vagina.
There is only one other person left on this earth that can explain that mystery. It took me fifty years to get the courage to mention this haunting episode in my life. True to form she cussed me out. Then it all clicked, all the pieces fell into place.
"I WAITED patiently for the LORD; and He inclined unto me, and heard my cry. He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings. Psalm 40: 1-2
That is a heartbreaking truth that I have to bear but my Dear LORD revealed more and more. GOD said; "I will not have you ignorant."
Her proclivity for pedophilia is just a tip of the iceberg.
What a clever demon. Yes you are smart but you are not smarter than GOD. How can you be so foolish? How can you be so disgustingly common?
GOD revealed your secrets to me and God sent you a message today; read the 35th Psalm.
"But in mine adversity they rejoiced and gathered themselves together against me, and I knew it not; they did tear me, and ceased not:" Psalm 35: 15
I knew it not. You have hated me my entire life. You hated me and blamed me for MY birth! I am not illegitimate as you often ridiculed. You and my father were illegitimate parents. I am a child of our Most High GOD!
GOD told you not to touch me but you did it anyway. Not only did you touch me you have the nerve to hate me. You have the unmitigated gall to try to destroy me, to stalk me, to work your "roots".
Few people pay me any attention. Most think that "root working" is just some ignorant superstition. I advise them to read their Bibles. Jesus spoke out against sorcerers and he cast out demons.
Caution, you better know something, I am not the only one that she hates. I am not the only one that she secretly despises. Do a little inventory. Did you tell her about a pending law suit? Did you lose the love of your life? Does your money seem to evaporate? How is your health?
I do not know why the LORD permitted this demon to menace for so long. That is not for me to know. I know that GOD delivered me from her clutches.
"Wisdom is the principal thing; therefore get wisdom: and with all thy getting get understanding." Proverbs 4:7
"ENTER NOT INTO THE PATH OF THE WICKED AND GO NOT IN THE WAY OF EVIL MEN." Proverbs 4:14
Thank you for reading and following my blog. I hope and pray it can bring some healing and understanding to your life.
I know that I am not the only person that has suffered at the hands of their so called mother. I pray for your deliverance and divine protection.
I speak blessings and mercy over your life. May GOD bring you to His TRUTH. May you never suffer or experience lack. May your confidence grow. May GOD grant you the desires of your heart. In Jesus' mighty name I pray.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I see too many people walking around with expensive gold "crosses" dangling from their necks. They put on all of the trappings of a "Christian". Many take their seats in "high places". Hob-nobbing with the Bishops, Presiding Elders and pompous preachers they think they have it made.
Nothing excites them more than to be asked to "preach" or "pray".
None of that will get you into GOD's kingdom. And there is a very important fact that you have over looked. These reprobates are just as wicked as you are. That is why they can't recognize you. You are right, you have nothing to fear, they will never call you out because they have just as many skeletons in their closet.
"The wicked flee when no man pursueth: but the RIGHTEOUS are BOLD as a lion." (Proverbs 28:1)
My grandfather JR Walters was as BOLD as a Lion! That is just one of the reasons I love him. I love him because he loved me and he taught me how to love. He taught me how to pray, he taught me to put all of my trust in GOD.
I am sorry that so many of my nieces and nephews never got to meet him. I do see many of his qualities in them. He was a brilliant intellectual. He was a wise sage. He never told me a lie and everything he told me has come to fruition.
One of the first things he taught me was;"Time changes all things." Praise the Lord! what Messianic prophecy. Here I am blogging my hidden secrets and deep pain. I could not do this fifty years ago. I had no where to turn, no one to turn to.
Please pardon me while I dance all over this room. Excuse me children;"Hold my mule while I shout!' I have unspeakable Joy!
One summer fifty years ago my "mother" put me on a train. I had a big note pinned to my shirt that said "Travelers Aide". I can't say that I was that excited. I was just doing her bidding, doing what ever she said to do. She told me that she was sending me to Richmond, Virginia to visit my "father". I had never met the man. I was delighted when he picked me up at Grand Central station. This train station looked like a cathedral. The man that picked me up was tall and very handsome. He taught me how to swing dance and his wife washed and straightened my long thick hair. I met my many cousins and an aunt and uncle. I really had a wonderful time. There was one thing they didn't know. I could hardly sit down, I could not sleep because of the awful pain in my vagina.
There is only one other person left on this earth that can explain that mystery. It took me fifty years to get the courage to mention this haunting episode in my life. True to form she cussed me out. Then it all clicked, all the pieces fell into place.
"I WAITED patiently for the LORD; and He inclined unto me, and heard my cry. He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings. Psalm 40: 1-2
That is a heartbreaking truth that I have to bear but my Dear LORD revealed more and more. GOD said; "I will not have you ignorant."
Her proclivity for pedophilia is just a tip of the iceberg.
What a clever demon. Yes you are smart but you are not smarter than GOD. How can you be so foolish? How can you be so disgustingly common?
GOD revealed your secrets to me and God sent you a message today; read the 35th Psalm.
"But in mine adversity they rejoiced and gathered themselves together against me, and I knew it not; they did tear me, and ceased not:" Psalm 35: 15
I knew it not. You have hated me my entire life. You hated me and blamed me for MY birth! I am not illegitimate as you often ridiculed. You and my father were illegitimate parents. I am a child of our Most High GOD!
GOD told you not to touch me but you did it anyway. Not only did you touch me you have the nerve to hate me. You have the unmitigated gall to try to destroy me, to stalk me, to work your "roots".
Few people pay me any attention. Most think that "root working" is just some ignorant superstition. I advise them to read their Bibles. Jesus spoke out against sorcerers and he cast out demons.
Caution, you better know something, I am not the only one that she hates. I am not the only one that she secretly despises. Do a little inventory. Did you tell her about a pending law suit? Did you lose the love of your life? Does your money seem to evaporate? How is your health?
I do not know why the LORD permitted this demon to menace for so long. That is not for me to know. I know that GOD delivered me from her clutches.
"Wisdom is the principal thing; therefore get wisdom: and with all thy getting get understanding." Proverbs 4:7
"ENTER NOT INTO THE PATH OF THE WICKED AND GO NOT IN THE WAY OF EVIL MEN." Proverbs 4:14
Thank you for reading and following my blog. I hope and pray it can bring some healing and understanding to your life.
I know that I am not the only person that has suffered at the hands of their so called mother. I pray for your deliverance and divine protection.
I speak blessings and mercy over your life. May GOD bring you to His TRUTH. May you never suffer or experience lack. May your confidence grow. May GOD grant you the desires of your heart. In Jesus' mighty name I pray.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Did You Pray This Morning?
Did you fall down on your knees and humble yourself to GOD? Did you thank Him for your life? Did you thank Him for another opportunity to serve him? Did you thank Him for His tender mercies? Did you thank Him for being an all knowing all seeing GOD? Did you pray for His continued guidance?
If you didn't I would advise you to. We live in a very cold cruel world, well over six billion people inhabit this earth. Most of the people on this planet are just beings, poor dumb sheep being led astray by the foolishness of this world. Most of us do what ever we are told. If we are told to go to war we go. If we are told to hate a certain religion, color or culture, we do it. It is normal, it is natural. The natural man wants to fit in and do like every one else. The sad reality is that this world will ruin you. This world will force you to live a very sad and miserable existence. If you try to please Man you will be a very miserable unhappy creature.
The world that Man made is very critical. Man does not like the way you look. GOD made you but that is not good enough for Man. All of you black and brown people can forget about any happiness or honor.
This Man tells you that you need a lot of money to be happy. He tells you to do anything to get that money. He tells you to horde that money.
This Man will not let you be satisfied with anything. This Man will make you stare in the mirror wishing for a different nose, eyes or ears. This Man will not let you like your own hair.
There are ravenous Wolves outside your door and foolish Man has told you that you can handle them. Foolish Man has convinced most people that a belief in GOD is stupid superstition. This Man has made most people ashamed to call on the name JESUS.
This Man has convinced many that Christianity is just some hype, just another way to get over. There are men and women that will dress up in their best "get-up" and put on a floor show and never mean a word.
Well I stopped by to tell you that they are wrong. The Bible is a Holy book of prophesy. I am so glad that GOD gave me concrete proof that I must share with you.
Once upon a time a little black bastard female child was born to a very confused woman. The woman gave the child to a lesbian whore that ran a whore house. The confused woman's mother said to her;"Go git my blood. You don't give my blood away." Thankfully the confused woman was obedient to her mother. The grandmother died and the confused woman finally got married and came and took that child away. But the dear LORD spoke to that child and warned her that she was about to be taken into captivity but not to worry because He promised to always be with that child and to never leave her. Yes the child did suffer mightily but she kept talking to GOD. She kept praying, she kept serving the LORD. Now the confused woman is in a ditch, lost and more confused, about to be totally abandoned. No the LORD did not pull a trick on the wayward woman, Satan did. Satan convinced her that some dirt from graves and certain secret incantations were powerful, more powerful than our Almighty GOD.
Don't do it. Don't be like that confused woman. Don't you dare be ignorant enough to think that you can "root" somebody and keep them from GOD's plan for their life.
Today we call these people haters, ditch diggers, selfish miscreants, vile reprobates that can not listen. They can't love. They can't repent.
Whoa! Don't you feel sorry for them. They have not changed they just want you down in that hole with them. Remember, misery loves company.
I rebuke you Satan with every fiber of my being. GOD has reversed every curse that has been put on my life, my brothers and all my kit and kin. I speak GOD's love and anointing over His children that love Him. I pray the GOD I serve will wrap you in His warm protective arms. I pray that you will receive the desires of your heart. I pray that GOD increases your faith and strengthens your walk with CHRIST.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
If you didn't I would advise you to. We live in a very cold cruel world, well over six billion people inhabit this earth. Most of the people on this planet are just beings, poor dumb sheep being led astray by the foolishness of this world. Most of us do what ever we are told. If we are told to go to war we go. If we are told to hate a certain religion, color or culture, we do it. It is normal, it is natural. The natural man wants to fit in and do like every one else. The sad reality is that this world will ruin you. This world will force you to live a very sad and miserable existence. If you try to please Man you will be a very miserable unhappy creature.
The world that Man made is very critical. Man does not like the way you look. GOD made you but that is not good enough for Man. All of you black and brown people can forget about any happiness or honor.
This Man tells you that you need a lot of money to be happy. He tells you to do anything to get that money. He tells you to horde that money.
This Man will not let you be satisfied with anything. This Man will make you stare in the mirror wishing for a different nose, eyes or ears. This Man will not let you like your own hair.
There are ravenous Wolves outside your door and foolish Man has told you that you can handle them. Foolish Man has convinced most people that a belief in GOD is stupid superstition. This Man has made most people ashamed to call on the name JESUS.
This Man has convinced many that Christianity is just some hype, just another way to get over. There are men and women that will dress up in their best "get-up" and put on a floor show and never mean a word.
Well I stopped by to tell you that they are wrong. The Bible is a Holy book of prophesy. I am so glad that GOD gave me concrete proof that I must share with you.
Once upon a time a little black bastard female child was born to a very confused woman. The woman gave the child to a lesbian whore that ran a whore house. The confused woman's mother said to her;"Go git my blood. You don't give my blood away." Thankfully the confused woman was obedient to her mother. The grandmother died and the confused woman finally got married and came and took that child away. But the dear LORD spoke to that child and warned her that she was about to be taken into captivity but not to worry because He promised to always be with that child and to never leave her. Yes the child did suffer mightily but she kept talking to GOD. She kept praying, she kept serving the LORD. Now the confused woman is in a ditch, lost and more confused, about to be totally abandoned. No the LORD did not pull a trick on the wayward woman, Satan did. Satan convinced her that some dirt from graves and certain secret incantations were powerful, more powerful than our Almighty GOD.
Don't do it. Don't be like that confused woman. Don't you dare be ignorant enough to think that you can "root" somebody and keep them from GOD's plan for their life.
Today we call these people haters, ditch diggers, selfish miscreants, vile reprobates that can not listen. They can't love. They can't repent.
Whoa! Don't you feel sorry for them. They have not changed they just want you down in that hole with them. Remember, misery loves company.
I rebuke you Satan with every fiber of my being. GOD has reversed every curse that has been put on my life, my brothers and all my kit and kin. I speak GOD's love and anointing over His children that love Him. I pray the GOD I serve will wrap you in His warm protective arms. I pray that you will receive the desires of your heart. I pray that GOD increases your faith and strengthens your walk with CHRIST.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Let Me Tell You A Secret
Shhhhhhhh! Come here, let me tell you a secret. HE chose me! Praise the LORD he plucked me out of the muck and the mire. HE stopped the devil in his tracks. I'm so excited I don't know how to act. Growing up I used to listen to all of those old Gospel songs. I sang right along with the choir and the records; "...it just won't let me hold my peace." "...He's able, just keep holding on...It's JESUS! It's JESUS! It's JESUS...there is POWER in the name, there is deliverance in the name."
Do not dismiss what I tell you as some ignorant nonsense. I know what I know. I was a small child and that woman had a very bad habit of brutalizing and beating us sometimes on a daily basis. I understand now that she was frustrated and burdened down with five children that she didn't want. That's my guess. I really don't know why she beat us, but beat us she did. This was in the fifties, there was no 911, there were no abuse hot lines, there was no one to call. But for some reason I had sense enough to call on the name of JESUS!
I got the Holy Ghost! I was a small child but I would shout and praise the LORD. I would run around the apartment leaping and hollaring. I would do a Holy Ghost "James Brown" spasmic dance. I clearly remember screaming;"Save Me JESUS!" I mean I got the "sho nuff" Holy Ghost. I don't know for sure, but I think I spoke in tongue.
My "mother" would get so tickled that she couldn't beat me. She would laugh and let me go. So I learned as a small child that there was POWER in that Name.
Don't forget that children. There is POWER in that name. Anything that you want, ask GOD for. Do you want your bills paid? Ask GOD. Do you want deliverance from sin? Ask GOD. What ever it is, ask GOD.
If your faith is weak ask GOD to strengthen you. If you are cowardly and ultimately defeated, stretch out your arms to our Living LORD.
Please know that you have to live right. You can not tithe your way into heaven. Your works will not get you there. It is not your beauty, your color, your race, your money, your fair speeches. Of course you know that you can not lie your way into heaven.
It is not hard to live right. That is a lie from the devil. It is not hard to obey GOD's WORD. Getting His Word may prove to be a little difficult if you are depending on "preachers" to deliver His WORD.
My grandfather taught me by example. He read and studied his Bible everyday. I do the same. It excites me, it refreshes me, it guides me.
Thank you LORD for your WORD! Thank you for telling me to "Fear No Man!"
Help our children LORD. Help our poor lost "throwed away" babies. Teach them LORD, lead and guide them every step of the way. Open their blinded eyes LORD. Unstop their deaf ears. Remove every stumbling block from their path. REVERSE EVERY CURSE LORD! Pour out your blessings upon us LORD. Forgive us of our sins LORD! Teach us how to pray and fast LORD. Teach us how to Love one another.
My brilliant grandfather taught me so many wonderful things. He spoke the truth. He lived to be eighty-four years old and I never heard him tell one lie. He was an honest man and he would not lie. You might not like what he told you, but he always told you the truth.
My grandfather was murdered February 10, 1979. Shot dead through the heart with a
.38 pistol. I was devastated. I tell you I was brought low. I never want to experience that kind of pain again. Foolish people will say ;"Well he was old...he was going to die any way." Foolish people believe that he killed himself. There is a foolish woman that thinks she is going to get away with it. Please let me remind you that GOD is just and that He is mighty to Save.
Don't be afraid of the Truth children. Never let the devil intimidate you. Don't let the devil tell you to mind your own business. Don't let the devil tell you ;"What's done in the past, keep in the past!" Don't let the devil tell you;"It ain't gon do no good. Don't nobody care."
"Why she just now telling it?" the devil asks. For your information I have been telling this story since 1988. Nobody cared, nobody listened, so I thought. People do care and people will listen.
No, I do not want my mother prosecuted. What would be the point? A life sentence would not be long enough. She has already been punished beyond human endurance. Living a fake phony existence is the worst punishment I can think of.
Her life can do wonders for yours. Do not mess with "roots", sorcery, the occult, none of that madness. Do not lie, do not fabricate a fake existence and if you can't feel real love ask GOD to come into your heart. Ask Him for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit.
The most important message that I can give you is ; "Love the LORD with all your heart. Lean not to your own understanding. LOVE YE ONE ANOTHER AS I HAVE LOVED YOU!"
Pray for my poor "mother". I can see clearly what happened to her. She is double minded. She is neither hot or cold. Her faith is very weak. She can not trust GOD. The devil confused her and blinded her. The devil tricked her and snatched her away from her saviour's saving grace.
My mother and I have something in common. We were both violated by vile evil men. A demon got a hold of her and has used her many many years. Demons are real, read your Bible. Jesus cast out demonic spirits. He gave us the same power, read the book of Acts. You can't cast out a devil if you are afraid. And you can not cast out a demon where he is welcome. Come BOLDLY to the throne of grace. The only power the devil has over your life is the power you give him.
Be a Blessing! and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Do not dismiss what I tell you as some ignorant nonsense. I know what I know. I was a small child and that woman had a very bad habit of brutalizing and beating us sometimes on a daily basis. I understand now that she was frustrated and burdened down with five children that she didn't want. That's my guess. I really don't know why she beat us, but beat us she did. This was in the fifties, there was no 911, there were no abuse hot lines, there was no one to call. But for some reason I had sense enough to call on the name of JESUS!
I got the Holy Ghost! I was a small child but I would shout and praise the LORD. I would run around the apartment leaping and hollaring. I would do a Holy Ghost "James Brown" spasmic dance. I clearly remember screaming;"Save Me JESUS!" I mean I got the "sho nuff" Holy Ghost. I don't know for sure, but I think I spoke in tongue.
My "mother" would get so tickled that she couldn't beat me. She would laugh and let me go. So I learned as a small child that there was POWER in that Name.
Don't forget that children. There is POWER in that name. Anything that you want, ask GOD for. Do you want your bills paid? Ask GOD. Do you want deliverance from sin? Ask GOD. What ever it is, ask GOD.
If your faith is weak ask GOD to strengthen you. If you are cowardly and ultimately defeated, stretch out your arms to our Living LORD.
Please know that you have to live right. You can not tithe your way into heaven. Your works will not get you there. It is not your beauty, your color, your race, your money, your fair speeches. Of course you know that you can not lie your way into heaven.
It is not hard to live right. That is a lie from the devil. It is not hard to obey GOD's WORD. Getting His Word may prove to be a little difficult if you are depending on "preachers" to deliver His WORD.
My grandfather taught me by example. He read and studied his Bible everyday. I do the same. It excites me, it refreshes me, it guides me.
Thank you LORD for your WORD! Thank you for telling me to "Fear No Man!"
Help our children LORD. Help our poor lost "throwed away" babies. Teach them LORD, lead and guide them every step of the way. Open their blinded eyes LORD. Unstop their deaf ears. Remove every stumbling block from their path. REVERSE EVERY CURSE LORD! Pour out your blessings upon us LORD. Forgive us of our sins LORD! Teach us how to pray and fast LORD. Teach us how to Love one another.
My brilliant grandfather taught me so many wonderful things. He spoke the truth. He lived to be eighty-four years old and I never heard him tell one lie. He was an honest man and he would not lie. You might not like what he told you, but he always told you the truth.
My grandfather was murdered February 10, 1979. Shot dead through the heart with a
.38 pistol. I was devastated. I tell you I was brought low. I never want to experience that kind of pain again. Foolish people will say ;"Well he was old...he was going to die any way." Foolish people believe that he killed himself. There is a foolish woman that thinks she is going to get away with it. Please let me remind you that GOD is just and that He is mighty to Save.
Don't be afraid of the Truth children. Never let the devil intimidate you. Don't let the devil tell you to mind your own business. Don't let the devil tell you ;"What's done in the past, keep in the past!" Don't let the devil tell you;"It ain't gon do no good. Don't nobody care."
"Why she just now telling it?" the devil asks. For your information I have been telling this story since 1988. Nobody cared, nobody listened, so I thought. People do care and people will listen.
No, I do not want my mother prosecuted. What would be the point? A life sentence would not be long enough. She has already been punished beyond human endurance. Living a fake phony existence is the worst punishment I can think of.
Her life can do wonders for yours. Do not mess with "roots", sorcery, the occult, none of that madness. Do not lie, do not fabricate a fake existence and if you can't feel real love ask GOD to come into your heart. Ask Him for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit.
The most important message that I can give you is ; "Love the LORD with all your heart. Lean not to your own understanding. LOVE YE ONE ANOTHER AS I HAVE LOVED YOU!"
Pray for my poor "mother". I can see clearly what happened to her. She is double minded. She is neither hot or cold. Her faith is very weak. She can not trust GOD. The devil confused her and blinded her. The devil tricked her and snatched her away from her saviour's saving grace.
My mother and I have something in common. We were both violated by vile evil men. A demon got a hold of her and has used her many many years. Demons are real, read your Bible. Jesus cast out demonic spirits. He gave us the same power, read the book of Acts. You can't cast out a devil if you are afraid. And you can not cast out a demon where he is welcome. Come BOLDLY to the throne of grace. The only power the devil has over your life is the power you give him.
Be a Blessing! and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."
Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
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