by my name will humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land. ( 2 Chronicles 7:14)
"If My People!" Whose are you? To whom do you truly belong ? Are you so blind and self delusional that you think attending church, tithing, shouting ad sending up praises is enough?
Do you slip in and out of holiness and Christian love at will? Do you think that if you tell a lie long enough, cruse and rebuke your accusers loud enough, vulgar enough, that your evil despicable lies will suddenly come true?
Do you believe that you can out run your fruit? Will keeping people out of your business make you a saint? Does that fine robe and home made title make you feel more Christ like? The Bishop honored you, told you how beautiful you are, complemented you on your great sermons and prayers. Do you think that will get you into GOD's Kingdom?
Did you privately repent? But, told GOD that you must continue to lie because you don't want your followers to know what an evil imp you have been.
Do you hate every one that knows your true character? Do you hate them for knowing or for telling? Do you expect some type of loyalty because of kinship?
You have always been infuriated by the slightest hint of betrayal. Have you ever recognized that you are the greatest hypocrite? How many mothers deliberately volunteer to destroy their own children? How many daughters murder their own father?
So you didn't get caught? Did that mean that you got away? So it happened along time ago? Does that mean you ever stopped menacing, plotting and destroying? Whose day do you plan to ruin today? Who will you insult? Cut to the core with your lacerating tongue? Who will you lie on today? Who will you pick to blame for your miserable life?
Will you ever admit that you truly hate GOD? Will you ever open your eyes wide enough to see what a miserable wretch you are? Will you ever admit that your ignorance, rebelliousness and reprobate mind mired you in this pit?
"If MY PEOPLE!" My People, not satan's people, not evil, blind deaf and dumb people. If you are truly a child of GOD you will give up your wicked ways. You will pray and seek GOD's face. You will humble yourself. You will put your dumb pride aside. You will quit bragging about your skin color and the car you drive.
If you are truly a child of GOD you will never speak another lie! "Come yea out from among them!" Be healed and restored today.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Saturday, January 26, 2013
You can be unbroken
You can be restored to the greatness GOD intended for you. The LORD Jesus Christ will lift you out of that horrible pit He will open your blind eyes and unstop your deaf ears. GOD will stop that demon dead in her tracks and reveal her evil satanic life to the entire world.
Praise the LORD! Trust Him! Seek His Wisdom, seek His face. Give your life to Christ today. No matter what this world tells you. It is never too late. "Come ye out from among them."
I am jubilant today. Full of absolute Joy and deeply humbled by the goodness of my GOD. Thank you Jesus!
I am sharing my fantastic journey with the world because GOD compels me to. He told me to share the Good News. To rid myself of all shame, pain and anguish. He told me to stand up and face that demon. He told me that she would run. He told me that she was nothing but a coward. He told me; "Fear No Man or Woman". He told me,He put the words in my mouth; "You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth."
Praise the LORD! Plant his love in your heart. Don't plaster Jesus on your lips, dress up in gaudy "religious" trinkets to appear to be a Christian. Be a real Christian. "Walk worthy."
When GOD delivers you from evil you will finally find Joy. The Holy Ghost will engulf you and you will not lie. You will not live in fear and trembling. You will not be angry and full of hate. You will not regret a single day that you suffered for Christ.
I am so happy I'm laughing. I am truly delighted. I am honored to tell my story.
I was born June 4, 1951 and immediately abandoned by my "mother". GOD saved me, dispatched His Angels to save me. Put me in the warm loving arms of my grandparents. One day that demon came, stole me away for her own demonic pleasure. I suffered mightily. She took advantage of every opportunity she could to break my little heart. She cursed me and beat me, starved me for love and affection. But, GOD kept Jerome Walters in my life. Keep him there to lead and guide me, to plant the love for Christ in my heart.
One day that demon and her peon did the unthinkable. They savagely raped me. She deliberately got me drunk. Came home with a bottle of Creme de Mint liqueur. Claiming that she didn't want us to grow up "ignut lak her dumb a** parents raised hur". "I want y'all to learn hi to drink"
I was eight years old! My brother was nine. Why did we need to learn how to drink liquor? She forced me to drink a big tall glass. I am not sure of all that transpired in that bedroom. But, I remember clearly screaming "I Am Going To TELL! I am going to tell GOD on YOU!"
Her response was; "You ain't telling S***!"
Yes it took me a mighty long time by man's standards. But, it is right on time. GOD in His infinite wisdom was preparing me, strengthening me. That demon foolishly believed that she was winning, thought her evil "goofer dust" was working.
Don't ever wrap yourself in GOD's WORD half believing. Don't ever think that you can serve GOD and the devil. "...you will love the one and hate the other."
If you have a sick proclivity, if you lust in your flesh for carnal unnatural acts, pray and fast. Don't try to have your way. Don't live a double hypocritical life. Don't you dare think you can browbeat, intimidate, lacerate, rape and plunder and never be found out. Don't you dare think that license to preach means anything to GOD.
I know you are ashamed. (Well you ought to be, anyway) I forgive you. I thank GOD for you. Everything you did to me made me strong, resilient and courageous. You never robbed me of anything I needed. Surviving you created a fierce tenacity in me. Isolating and shunning me taught me to stand alone. Depriving me of every childhood joy taught me to be inventive and creative.
You still have time Martha. You can still repent and finally give your life to Christ. You don't have to put on an act. You can pray your own prayers, preach your own sermons. You never had to be jealous and envious of anyone. GOD gave you a brilliant mind and many talents to use for Him, for the uplifting of His Kingdom.
It is not too late. I do pray daily for your soul. I no longer hate you. My grandfather never hated you. He never gave up on you. I am sure he never knew that one day you would murder him. It doesn't matter. If he had known he would have continued to love you anyway.
I know why you killed him. "Don't tell My granddawthur no such rot as dat! She ain't no such a woman as you!" For the first time in your life you remained speechless. Shamed you never uttered a word. You plotted and you waited though. It was when he was infirm with one leg when you hatched your diabolical plan.
You may fool others for the rest of your life. They may remain your hapless, docile pawns. But, praise the Living LORD I know better. GOD delivered me. In His infinite wisdom and miraculous way He delivered Me! Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Praise the LORD! Trust Him! Seek His Wisdom, seek His face. Give your life to Christ today. No matter what this world tells you. It is never too late. "Come ye out from among them."
I am jubilant today. Full of absolute Joy and deeply humbled by the goodness of my GOD. Thank you Jesus!
I am sharing my fantastic journey with the world because GOD compels me to. He told me to share the Good News. To rid myself of all shame, pain and anguish. He told me to stand up and face that demon. He told me that she would run. He told me that she was nothing but a coward. He told me; "Fear No Man or Woman". He told me,He put the words in my mouth; "You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth."
Praise the LORD! Plant his love in your heart. Don't plaster Jesus on your lips, dress up in gaudy "religious" trinkets to appear to be a Christian. Be a real Christian. "Walk worthy."
When GOD delivers you from evil you will finally find Joy. The Holy Ghost will engulf you and you will not lie. You will not live in fear and trembling. You will not be angry and full of hate. You will not regret a single day that you suffered for Christ.
I am so happy I'm laughing. I am truly delighted. I am honored to tell my story.
I was born June 4, 1951 and immediately abandoned by my "mother". GOD saved me, dispatched His Angels to save me. Put me in the warm loving arms of my grandparents. One day that demon came, stole me away for her own demonic pleasure. I suffered mightily. She took advantage of every opportunity she could to break my little heart. She cursed me and beat me, starved me for love and affection. But, GOD kept Jerome Walters in my life. Keep him there to lead and guide me, to plant the love for Christ in my heart.
One day that demon and her peon did the unthinkable. They savagely raped me. She deliberately got me drunk. Came home with a bottle of Creme de Mint liqueur. Claiming that she didn't want us to grow up "ignut lak her dumb a** parents raised hur". "I want y'all to learn hi to drink"
I was eight years old! My brother was nine. Why did we need to learn how to drink liquor? She forced me to drink a big tall glass. I am not sure of all that transpired in that bedroom. But, I remember clearly screaming "I Am Going To TELL! I am going to tell GOD on YOU!"
Her response was; "You ain't telling S***!"
Yes it took me a mighty long time by man's standards. But, it is right on time. GOD in His infinite wisdom was preparing me, strengthening me. That demon foolishly believed that she was winning, thought her evil "goofer dust" was working.
Don't ever wrap yourself in GOD's WORD half believing. Don't ever think that you can serve GOD and the devil. "...you will love the one and hate the other."
If you have a sick proclivity, if you lust in your flesh for carnal unnatural acts, pray and fast. Don't try to have your way. Don't live a double hypocritical life. Don't you dare think you can browbeat, intimidate, lacerate, rape and plunder and never be found out. Don't you dare think that license to preach means anything to GOD.
I know you are ashamed. (Well you ought to be, anyway) I forgive you. I thank GOD for you. Everything you did to me made me strong, resilient and courageous. You never robbed me of anything I needed. Surviving you created a fierce tenacity in me. Isolating and shunning me taught me to stand alone. Depriving me of every childhood joy taught me to be inventive and creative.
You still have time Martha. You can still repent and finally give your life to Christ. You don't have to put on an act. You can pray your own prayers, preach your own sermons. You never had to be jealous and envious of anyone. GOD gave you a brilliant mind and many talents to use for Him, for the uplifting of His Kingdom.
It is not too late. I do pray daily for your soul. I no longer hate you. My grandfather never hated you. He never gave up on you. I am sure he never knew that one day you would murder him. It doesn't matter. If he had known he would have continued to love you anyway.
I know why you killed him. "Don't tell My granddawthur no such rot as dat! She ain't no such a woman as you!" For the first time in your life you remained speechless. Shamed you never uttered a word. You plotted and you waited though. It was when he was infirm with one leg when you hatched your diabolical plan.
You may fool others for the rest of your life. They may remain your hapless, docile pawns. But, praise the Living LORD I know better. GOD delivered me. In His infinite wisdom and miraculous way He delivered Me! Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Monday, January 21, 2013
Do you have a dream?
Do you have a burning desire in your heart to do something unique and spectacular? DO IT! Let nothing or no one dissuade you.
Pursue your goals. Caution! Do know that many will attempt to block your way. Don't let them. Mow them over if you have to. Pray, ask GOD to help you. Never let go of His unchanging hand.
I am a student of history and I know for a fact that slavery had a very negative psychological effect on our world. There are far too many people on this earth that feel superior because of their light or white skin. And far too many accept dark colors as a badge of inferiority.
I am a beautiful brown woman and GOD made me brown for His own purpose. I love my color and I love myself. No one can ever convince me otherwise.
Forget race, forget status. Pursue your dream! Avoid ignorant jealous people that just want to hold you back.
Know that they are imps from the bowels of hell. They are a disgusting abomination to GOD. Shun them!
No matter what they call themselves. If she calls herself your mother she should treat you like a mother. There are some animals on this earth that eat their young.
You can give her all the love and allegiance in the world. She will never love you. She is incapable. GOD has let her live and destroy on this earth for His own reasons and His own plans. Do not question GOD.
If you love GOD obey His laws. " Obedience is better than sacrifice." Do not feel dirty and unworthy because your mother dirtied you, took advantage of your innocence when you were still a little child. You don't have to be ashamed. She should be ashamed.
So you never had a mother? You had a great grandfather. He loved and nurtured you. Don't let his living be in vain. Don't let some demon possessed monster parading as your mother rob you of your crown. Rebuke her and rebuke all evil.
"Come ye out from among them!"
I will not claim her! She is satan's spawn, a disciple of the devil and she is going to rot in hell! No woman has ever voluntarily sunk so low for so long.
"Come Jesus!"
Pursue your goals. Caution! Do know that many will attempt to block your way. Don't let them. Mow them over if you have to. Pray, ask GOD to help you. Never let go of His unchanging hand.
I am a student of history and I know for a fact that slavery had a very negative psychological effect on our world. There are far too many people on this earth that feel superior because of their light or white skin. And far too many accept dark colors as a badge of inferiority.
I am a beautiful brown woman and GOD made me brown for His own purpose. I love my color and I love myself. No one can ever convince me otherwise.
Forget race, forget status. Pursue your dream! Avoid ignorant jealous people that just want to hold you back.
Know that they are imps from the bowels of hell. They are a disgusting abomination to GOD. Shun them!
No matter what they call themselves. If she calls herself your mother she should treat you like a mother. There are some animals on this earth that eat their young.
You can give her all the love and allegiance in the world. She will never love you. She is incapable. GOD has let her live and destroy on this earth for His own reasons and His own plans. Do not question GOD.
If you love GOD obey His laws. " Obedience is better than sacrifice." Do not feel dirty and unworthy because your mother dirtied you, took advantage of your innocence when you were still a little child. You don't have to be ashamed. She should be ashamed.
So you never had a mother? You had a great grandfather. He loved and nurtured you. Don't let his living be in vain. Don't let some demon possessed monster parading as your mother rob you of your crown. Rebuke her and rebuke all evil.
"Come ye out from among them!"
I will not claim her! She is satan's spawn, a disciple of the devil and she is going to rot in hell! No woman has ever voluntarily sunk so low for so long.
"Come Jesus!"
I was privileged and honored ...
to be born into the capable devious mischievous hands of a demon possessed mother in 1951. It was indeed a privilege, the best opportunity a child of GOD could have.
My experiences with her taught me that GOD is Good! That Almighty GOD has a plan. I know first hand that GOD will speak to you, will lead and guide you. GOD will give you unspeakable Joy and the Holy Ghost.
I am so blessed because I don't have to fake "religion". I don't have to pretend that I'm saved, that I love my fellow man.
Living with that demon taught me self-discipline. Robbed of a childhood, forced to wash dishes, clothes and clean the house at age five I grew into the maturity and wisdom of an adult well beyond my peers.
I read ravenously, studied diligently, became a great scholar. I appreciate it. I look back on my life and I can't help but beam with pride. GOD blessed me. No matter what that monster threw at me I persevered. She had the audacity to teach my brothers to hate me. Called me "Miss Rich B****". Said I thought I was better than them. She called me a liar and snitch. Said I was "too holy", was "Miss Goody Two Shoes".
Yes, I went through the fire. All the impurities were burned out of me. She broke me, she broke this old earthen vessel. Reduced me to dust. But GOD laid me on His potters wheel and remade me, made me strong, beautiful and resilient.
I feel so sorry for Martha. Born beautiful and brilliant but volunteered for the other side. Convinced that she was clever enough to pull of her devious schemes. Convinced that she was the greatest liar and con artist in the world she set her heart on destruction, on secretly tearing down anything she thought was good or Holy. She made a pac with the devil to thwart all goodness, all innocence.
She joined forces with satan and he gave her the desires of her evil heart. She volunteered to be his imp. "Destroy your family, destroy your loved ones. Destroy any and everyone that tries to love you. Destroy everyone you meet that claims to love Christ. Do it secretly now. You must be a creep. Put Jesus on your lips but block him out of your heart. Get a license to preach from them dumb n***** in the AME Zion church. Put on a flowing robe. Hoop and holler, cut the fool. All those dumb n****** want is entertainment. They are just as phony as you are."
I am not sure when Martha's evil started. I know that she smashed a puppy as a child. I know she was always around when each one of us was severely burned. One brother was two years old when she said that he reached up and pulled a pot of hot boiling coffee on his chest.
I know she slammed my hand in the heavy door of a 1958 Oldsmobile and tried to convince me that I did it.
I know that she used to have loud vulgar sex with the door open. I know of so many horrible things that she did very successfully to me, my family and others. I know she thinks it was her voodoo, her witchcraft. She is a witch, a soot sayer, a practitioner of the black arts.
All these years she has foolishly believed she had some power. I am sure she glowed, beamed with pride as she watched us lose our houses, medical practice, husbands and wives. She laughed when we lost our minds, cursed and forsaken. Her favorite torment; "Heah you come wid yo' broke a**. Hi come you ain't nevah got no money? Ya life didn't turn out lak you planned did it?"
Why am I telling you this? I am telling you this to save you. I want you to know that every WORD in that Book is true. You will reap what you sow. GOD will release you over to a reprobate mind. GOD does protect His children. He will make a way out of no way.
"If MY people who are called by my name will humble themselves and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven."
I hope and I pray that very few of you have sunk to the low level of Martha. I hope and pray that you never become so wicked and full of foolish pride. But by any chance that you do. Know that you won't win, can't win.
Know that it is never too late to give your life to Christ. It is never too late to see the light. GOD is throwing out a life line to Martha. He loves her. Her schemes failed. Her mantra was wrong; "You can't win fa'duh fix you in! I can't lose fa'duh stuff I use."
You are wrong Martha. For eighty-seven years you have been wrong. You thought you robbed me. But, GOD lifted me.
I thank GOD for you. I truly do. May the Dear LORD open you blind eyes, unstop your deaf ears. May you finally give your heart to Christ. Serve Him in truth and in the admiration of the LORD. Humble yourself and seek the LORD Jesus Christ first.
Seek GOD First! Everything that you want will be added unto you.
Increase your faith children. Stay in His WORD. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
My experiences with her taught me that GOD is Good! That Almighty GOD has a plan. I know first hand that GOD will speak to you, will lead and guide you. GOD will give you unspeakable Joy and the Holy Ghost.
I am so blessed because I don't have to fake "religion". I don't have to pretend that I'm saved, that I love my fellow man.
Living with that demon taught me self-discipline. Robbed of a childhood, forced to wash dishes, clothes and clean the house at age five I grew into the maturity and wisdom of an adult well beyond my peers.
I read ravenously, studied diligently, became a great scholar. I appreciate it. I look back on my life and I can't help but beam with pride. GOD blessed me. No matter what that monster threw at me I persevered. She had the audacity to teach my brothers to hate me. Called me "Miss Rich B****". Said I thought I was better than them. She called me a liar and snitch. Said I was "too holy", was "Miss Goody Two Shoes".
Yes, I went through the fire. All the impurities were burned out of me. She broke me, she broke this old earthen vessel. Reduced me to dust. But GOD laid me on His potters wheel and remade me, made me strong, beautiful and resilient.
I feel so sorry for Martha. Born beautiful and brilliant but volunteered for the other side. Convinced that she was clever enough to pull of her devious schemes. Convinced that she was the greatest liar and con artist in the world she set her heart on destruction, on secretly tearing down anything she thought was good or Holy. She made a pac with the devil to thwart all goodness, all innocence.
She joined forces with satan and he gave her the desires of her evil heart. She volunteered to be his imp. "Destroy your family, destroy your loved ones. Destroy any and everyone that tries to love you. Destroy everyone you meet that claims to love Christ. Do it secretly now. You must be a creep. Put Jesus on your lips but block him out of your heart. Get a license to preach from them dumb n***** in the AME Zion church. Put on a flowing robe. Hoop and holler, cut the fool. All those dumb n****** want is entertainment. They are just as phony as you are."
I am not sure when Martha's evil started. I know that she smashed a puppy as a child. I know she was always around when each one of us was severely burned. One brother was two years old when she said that he reached up and pulled a pot of hot boiling coffee on his chest.
I know she slammed my hand in the heavy door of a 1958 Oldsmobile and tried to convince me that I did it.
I know that she used to have loud vulgar sex with the door open. I know of so many horrible things that she did very successfully to me, my family and others. I know she thinks it was her voodoo, her witchcraft. She is a witch, a soot sayer, a practitioner of the black arts.
All these years she has foolishly believed she had some power. I am sure she glowed, beamed with pride as she watched us lose our houses, medical practice, husbands and wives. She laughed when we lost our minds, cursed and forsaken. Her favorite torment; "Heah you come wid yo' broke a**. Hi come you ain't nevah got no money? Ya life didn't turn out lak you planned did it?"
Why am I telling you this? I am telling you this to save you. I want you to know that every WORD in that Book is true. You will reap what you sow. GOD will release you over to a reprobate mind. GOD does protect His children. He will make a way out of no way.
"If MY people who are called by my name will humble themselves and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven."
I hope and I pray that very few of you have sunk to the low level of Martha. I hope and pray that you never become so wicked and full of foolish pride. But by any chance that you do. Know that you won't win, can't win.
Know that it is never too late to give your life to Christ. It is never too late to see the light. GOD is throwing out a life line to Martha. He loves her. Her schemes failed. Her mantra was wrong; "You can't win fa'duh fix you in! I can't lose fa'duh stuff I use."
You are wrong Martha. For eighty-seven years you have been wrong. You thought you robbed me. But, GOD lifted me.
I thank GOD for you. I truly do. May the Dear LORD open you blind eyes, unstop your deaf ears. May you finally give your heart to Christ. Serve Him in truth and in the admiration of the LORD. Humble yourself and seek the LORD Jesus Christ first.
Seek GOD First! Everything that you want will be added unto you.
Increase your faith children. Stay in His WORD. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, January 20, 2013
"Rise Up!"
I'm not talking about the Falcons. I'm talking about "Christians". If you are a real Christian, a true Christian "Rise Up!" for Christ. "Rise Up" for the kingdom.
"Fear No Man!" Don't run and hide, don't shrink when the enemy comes against you. Look that demon dead in the eye and speak GOD's Truth. Don't worry he or she will flee.
If you don't know what I'm talking about. If you have never faced evil. If no one has ever tried to throw stumbling blocks in your path You may not be living right.
The devil is here to attempt to stop, to thwart GOD's Divine purpose for your life. This world's system belongs to satan. But, GOD gave us a sword, a sword of the Spirit. He gave us the Holy Ghost. There IS Power in His WORD. There is Holy Ghost Power in the name of Jesus Christ.
"Rise Up!" Claim your greatness! Claim your place. Do not live defeated and depressed. What ever you do never give up.
I'm so glad about it. GOD saved me! Little old nothing black bastard me. Born hated, pre-hated in the womb by a worldly reprobate. Scared, torn down, ridiculed, molested, raped, ruined. Ruined! So she thought.
The GOD I serve said ;"Oh no baby! It is not over for you. I have keep my hand on you. I sent a host of angels to guard over you. I made sure that you kept yourself up. Earned a college degree with honors with the help of no one but your granddaddy. I didn't bring you this far to let you fail. Rise Up! Rise Up! daughter. Tell them the Good News!"
I have Good News. You can not serve GOD and satan. You can't preach on Sunday and work "roots" on Monday. You can't fornicate all week and give communion. Be not deceived for GOD is not mocked. What soever you sow that shall you also reap.
If you have a demon, suffer with unnatural urges, get some help. Pray, fast, seek GOD's face. Don't play the foolish hypocrite thinking you can fool GOD the way you can deceive simple men and women.
If you did wrong, have done wrong for many many years. Give it up. Trust GOD. Have faith. Have the faith you always pretended you had. It is not too late.
Don't lose your life and suffer for eternity because you lived a low common life. Don't let the devil trick you into going to hell because he tricked you and deceived you. Made you think you were winning when you were losing.
I forgive you. I totally forgive you because I know you were foolish and easily deceived by the "wisdom" of this world. I know you were envious and jealous because you suffered from low self-esteem. You let the devil blind you, rob you.
Turn the tables on the devil. This time You trick the devil. Don't let the devil use you. "Rise Up!"
In the mighty name of Jesus I pray that you will confess your sins and give your life to Christ. GOD will be honored.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
"Fear No Man!" Don't run and hide, don't shrink when the enemy comes against you. Look that demon dead in the eye and speak GOD's Truth. Don't worry he or she will flee.
If you don't know what I'm talking about. If you have never faced evil. If no one has ever tried to throw stumbling blocks in your path You may not be living right.
The devil is here to attempt to stop, to thwart GOD's Divine purpose for your life. This world's system belongs to satan. But, GOD gave us a sword, a sword of the Spirit. He gave us the Holy Ghost. There IS Power in His WORD. There is Holy Ghost Power in the name of Jesus Christ.
"Rise Up!" Claim your greatness! Claim your place. Do not live defeated and depressed. What ever you do never give up.
I'm so glad about it. GOD saved me! Little old nothing black bastard me. Born hated, pre-hated in the womb by a worldly reprobate. Scared, torn down, ridiculed, molested, raped, ruined. Ruined! So she thought.
The GOD I serve said ;"Oh no baby! It is not over for you. I have keep my hand on you. I sent a host of angels to guard over you. I made sure that you kept yourself up. Earned a college degree with honors with the help of no one but your granddaddy. I didn't bring you this far to let you fail. Rise Up! Rise Up! daughter. Tell them the Good News!"
I have Good News. You can not serve GOD and satan. You can't preach on Sunday and work "roots" on Monday. You can't fornicate all week and give communion. Be not deceived for GOD is not mocked. What soever you sow that shall you also reap.
If you have a demon, suffer with unnatural urges, get some help. Pray, fast, seek GOD's face. Don't play the foolish hypocrite thinking you can fool GOD the way you can deceive simple men and women.
If you did wrong, have done wrong for many many years. Give it up. Trust GOD. Have faith. Have the faith you always pretended you had. It is not too late.
Don't lose your life and suffer for eternity because you lived a low common life. Don't let the devil trick you into going to hell because he tricked you and deceived you. Made you think you were winning when you were losing.
I forgive you. I totally forgive you because I know you were foolish and easily deceived by the "wisdom" of this world. I know you were envious and jealous because you suffered from low self-esteem. You let the devil blind you, rob you.
Turn the tables on the devil. This time You trick the devil. Don't let the devil use you. "Rise Up!"
In the mighty name of Jesus I pray that you will confess your sins and give your life to Christ. GOD will be honored.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, January 19, 2013
I plead the blood
of the LORD Jesus Christ against every foul demon that will raise his or her ugly head against me! Against my daughter, against my family, against my loved ones. Your day is done devil. It is come and it has come to naught. You lived for far too long, plaguing, mauling, destroying in secret.
If you are so great why do you hide? Why do you throw a rock and hide your hand? Why do you tell lies and tear down?
Yea, your day has come and you have nothing to show for your wicked life. You can't even opening brag of the deceitful deeds you managed to get away with.
Rebuke the devil and he will run. Coward. Why did you pick on little innocent children? Why did you target your own family? Why didn't you go into the real world and face your equal?
Are you still spewing that sick venom? "Don't piss on my grave when I'm dead?" Are you still full of putrid hatred? Are you still lying on your daddy? on your brother? on your daughter? on your sons?
Are you still the most beautiful brilliant anointed preacher on earth? Can you still get any man you ever wanted? Does your church still uphold you? Are they still honoring you? Are they still asking you to pray? to lay hands on them?
I see some of your grandchildren and cousins are still coming to see you. Are you still talking trash about them behind their backs? Are you still accusing them of molesting their little half white daughters? Do you still claim X took those children in for the check?
Is your "idiot son" still no sense-ED? Is your other son still a drunk? Have you ever done any wrong yet? Is your cousin still the "lying est woman that ever pissed between two shoes?" Are you still trying to work your "roots", still shaking your "dust"?
Are you still ignorant and depraved? Are you still jealous? Lost? Blind? Deaf and dumb? Is your neck still stiff with pride? Can you look in the mirror and call yourself a woman of GOD?
No matter what you've done, GOD still loves you. Only GOD has the capacity, the wisdom and understanding to love anyone that allowed herself to get in the shape you are in.
We are all in bad shape. We are all lost and drowning in sin. By the grace of Almighty GOD most of us didn't go to the lengths you did. I hope and pray that most people have a moral compass, have faith and have a conscious. I hope people do not lie as much as you do. I hope most people do not live in absolute denial.
I do hope and pray that you find the LORD before it is too late. The hour is growing nigh. That day is rapidly approaching for all of us. "We didn't come here to stay always."
I know that Jesus is calling and patiently waiting. We don't have to suffer in sin. Jesus paid the cost, bleed and died on that cross for our sins. I praise Him and I thank Him.
Do it to today. Praise the LORD. Praise Him for real, not for show. Ask Him to come into your heart and dwell there in. Ask Him to forgive you of your ignorant sins. Tell Him that you are sorry. Tell Him that you were wrong, that you were led astray.
In the Mighty name of Jesus I pray.
If you are so great why do you hide? Why do you throw a rock and hide your hand? Why do you tell lies and tear down?
Yea, your day has come and you have nothing to show for your wicked life. You can't even opening brag of the deceitful deeds you managed to get away with.
Rebuke the devil and he will run. Coward. Why did you pick on little innocent children? Why did you target your own family? Why didn't you go into the real world and face your equal?
Are you still spewing that sick venom? "Don't piss on my grave when I'm dead?" Are you still full of putrid hatred? Are you still lying on your daddy? on your brother? on your daughter? on your sons?
Are you still the most beautiful brilliant anointed preacher on earth? Can you still get any man you ever wanted? Does your church still uphold you? Are they still honoring you? Are they still asking you to pray? to lay hands on them?
I see some of your grandchildren and cousins are still coming to see you. Are you still talking trash about them behind their backs? Are you still accusing them of molesting their little half white daughters? Do you still claim X took those children in for the check?
Is your "idiot son" still no sense-ED? Is your other son still a drunk? Have you ever done any wrong yet? Is your cousin still the "lying est woman that ever pissed between two shoes?" Are you still trying to work your "roots", still shaking your "dust"?
Are you still ignorant and depraved? Are you still jealous? Lost? Blind? Deaf and dumb? Is your neck still stiff with pride? Can you look in the mirror and call yourself a woman of GOD?
No matter what you've done, GOD still loves you. Only GOD has the capacity, the wisdom and understanding to love anyone that allowed herself to get in the shape you are in.
We are all in bad shape. We are all lost and drowning in sin. By the grace of Almighty GOD most of us didn't go to the lengths you did. I hope and pray that most people have a moral compass, have faith and have a conscious. I hope people do not lie as much as you do. I hope most people do not live in absolute denial.
I do hope and pray that you find the LORD before it is too late. The hour is growing nigh. That day is rapidly approaching for all of us. "We didn't come here to stay always."
I know that Jesus is calling and patiently waiting. We don't have to suffer in sin. Jesus paid the cost, bleed and died on that cross for our sins. I praise Him and I thank Him.
Do it to today. Praise the LORD. Praise Him for real, not for show. Ask Him to come into your heart and dwell there in. Ask Him to forgive you of your ignorant sins. Tell Him that you are sorry. Tell Him that you were wrong, that you were led astray.
In the Mighty name of Jesus I pray.
GOD will spare you
The mighty GOD I serve in His infinite wisdom will spare His children from needless debilitating pain. He promised us in His WORD he would and He will. GOD can NOT lie .
I am just so happy today! I am praising and thanking the LORD for His tender mercy. I thank Him for sparing my life, for making a way out of no way and most of all for protecting me from the greatest incomprehensible indefensible evil.
How and why could such a pretty little girl be so evil? It is my belief that she was born evil and grew more and more demonic with each passing day. She had beauty and she had brains. She had loving "well to do" parents that cherished her.
When and where did she go wrong? When and where did she learn the practice of hoodoo, voodoo, conjure and witchcraft? Why? Why does she put more faith in evil than in Almighty GOD?
Is it left over from slavery? She told me that my grandmother was clairvoyant and she was. I am too. I have had many strange "encounters". Things that can not be explained, only believed. Something other than her cruelty put me onto the scent of my "mother".
That was GOD. I know that it was the LORD Jesus Christ speaking to me, warning me, reassuring me that He would be with me and never leave me when I was four years old. I can still see the evil in their lecherous eyes. His eyes were bloodshot red, his teeth pearly white. They were grinning. She was bragging about being newly married. Coming to get "hur churin'"so she could finally be a good mother. She was 30 with three bastard children and had finally snagged her second husband.
He was a "soldier in Uncle Sam's Army". That meant an allotment check. She got pregnant right away to make sure she tied a knot in his tail. She deliberately got him involved in all kinds of incest and sexual debauchery. They targeted that boy because he didn't talk. At five years old he was still damn near a mute.
"That fast tail talkin' gal couldn't be trusted." They had to be more careful with her. She would have to send that man, that stepdaddy, to do what she really wanted to do.
Didn't know you were going to be found out did you? You didn't believe that I would ever put it together did you? You thought you were so smart didn't you? You think that you are smarter that GOD don't you? You think that you are crawling off of this planet unscathed and unrecognized don't you?
You thought GOD "forsuke" me, didn't you? You think because you are "light bright and damn near white" you can do anything your little demonic heart believes, don't you?
Where is your god now? Where is the evil one you served for eighty-seven years? Who took my blinders off? You know they are all coming off don't you? Everyone is going to see you for who you are, for what you are?
Repent of find a rock.
I am just so happy today! I am praising and thanking the LORD for His tender mercy. I thank Him for sparing my life, for making a way out of no way and most of all for protecting me from the greatest incomprehensible indefensible evil.
How and why could such a pretty little girl be so evil? It is my belief that she was born evil and grew more and more demonic with each passing day. She had beauty and she had brains. She had loving "well to do" parents that cherished her.
When and where did she go wrong? When and where did she learn the practice of hoodoo, voodoo, conjure and witchcraft? Why? Why does she put more faith in evil than in Almighty GOD?
Is it left over from slavery? She told me that my grandmother was clairvoyant and she was. I am too. I have had many strange "encounters". Things that can not be explained, only believed. Something other than her cruelty put me onto the scent of my "mother".
That was GOD. I know that it was the LORD Jesus Christ speaking to me, warning me, reassuring me that He would be with me and never leave me when I was four years old. I can still see the evil in their lecherous eyes. His eyes were bloodshot red, his teeth pearly white. They were grinning. She was bragging about being newly married. Coming to get "hur churin'"so she could finally be a good mother. She was 30 with three bastard children and had finally snagged her second husband.
He was a "soldier in Uncle Sam's Army". That meant an allotment check. She got pregnant right away to make sure she tied a knot in his tail. She deliberately got him involved in all kinds of incest and sexual debauchery. They targeted that boy because he didn't talk. At five years old he was still damn near a mute.
"That fast tail talkin' gal couldn't be trusted." They had to be more careful with her. She would have to send that man, that stepdaddy, to do what she really wanted to do.
Didn't know you were going to be found out did you? You didn't believe that I would ever put it together did you? You thought you were so smart didn't you? You think that you are smarter that GOD don't you? You think that you are crawling off of this planet unscathed and unrecognized don't you?
You thought GOD "forsuke" me, didn't you? You think because you are "light bright and damn near white" you can do anything your little demonic heart believes, don't you?
Where is your god now? Where is the evil one you served for eighty-seven years? Who took my blinders off? You know they are all coming off don't you? Everyone is going to see you for who you are, for what you are?
Repent of find a rock.
"Stand fast!"
Stand fast little ones. Stand strong, confident in the LORD. Know with assurance that GOD's angels are camped about you and no evil can defeat you.
"Yea, though I walk through the valley of death, I will fear no evil;" Believe that, know that. Have that blessed assurance.
I've been rejected once again. But I know the LORD is working it out. I know it is all in Divine Order. The thief, the wicked one comes but to steal and destroy. The evil one wants your joy, your courage. The evil one wants to slay you, to make you give up and serve him.
He is wasting his time. I know my Savior lives! I have sixty-one years of irrefutable proof. I was blessed in the womb! GOD has blessed me every step of my journey. We live in a cold cruel world but we don't have to succumb to it or be a part of it.
The world and my "mother" told me that I was broken and destroyed. GOD told me that He made me strong. The world told me that I was nothing but a little black nigger female, a worthless pile of flesh brought to the world to be some one's whipping post, dirty dish rag, a black bastard child not worth feeding. My "mother" told me that there would be no love for me.
She certainly kept that promise. But she didn't do it honestly or forthrightly. She had to be a creepy, slippery, slimy serpent. She had to hug and kiss me, praise and build me up in between tearing me down. No, not just me, my entire family. For eighty-seven years this closet monster has plagued and terrorized us. A demon of the highest order she remains cloaked behind quotes of scripture, beautiful clerical robes, a licence to preach and a radiant pearly white smile.
She thinks she won. I came to tell you she lost. The foolish of this world may be charmed beyond belief but I know better. Yes it took me an extremely long time by man's standards to finally see and understand. So be it. Now I know and I know that I know. No I will not shut up! The world will know of this "mother", this "grandmother", this "daughter", this "sister", this "aunt" and "cousin".
Yes, we do live in a very cruel world but you don't have to humble yourself, cower or appease to get along. Increase your faith. Pray, ask GOD to come into your heart and dwell there. Know the Truth, speak the Truth. Never lie and deny no matter how painful and revolting that Truth may be.
Yes, I am in pain but I am not broken. True, I have very few friends but I am not utterly forsaken. And some how by the Grace of GOD I have Joy! Pure Joy! down in my heart. I can't explain it. I can't contain it. It must be the Holy Ghost! Praise the LORD!
I do pray that if it is your will LORD to release Martha from that awful demon that enslaves her. I pray that you will open the eyes, ears and hearts of my entire family. Let them know that all is not lost, that Martha did not and can not win. Break the chains of fear and ignorance that bind them.
A good man, a Christian man was shot down like a dog. A frail amputee. An eighty-four year old infirm man suffering from emphysema, stomach cancer and debilitating arthritis. Shot in his heart as he lay suffering in his bed form the mental and physical abuse of his only daughter. A woman so evil and greedy she refused to put him in a rest home because she wanted his checks. His social security, his pension, his tobacco allotment. Cooing and conning in front of her relatives and children; "I luv my daddy...I sho luv my daddy!"
A pure demon from the bowels of hell that always put on act, a complete sham about who she loved. Every boyfriend, every lover, every husband, every child she ever had, every child she ever molested.
A woman with a million dollar smile, full of guile and deceit, has played the world for eighty-seven years. Still unrepentant, still raging with hatred and pure jealousy, refusing to believe that she has been recognized, found out. Still stingy and cheap doling out token gifts to those still foolish enough to come near her.
"GET THEE BEHIND ME SATAN!"
Jesus told you; "Suffer the little children to come unto me. Forbid them not the kingdom of heaven." A foul demon you couldn't wait to defile little children. Terrorizing little children into keeping your sick secrets. Laughing, delighted that you did the unspeakable and got away with it. Falsely believing your evil "goofer dust" saved you.
"You can't win fa'duh fix you in! I can't lose fa'duh stuff I use!" you cackled and laughed. DEMON FROM HELL! You will pay. The world WILL know. You will NOT get away. "You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth."
Yes, you have caused a great deal of pain and anguish on your journey to a fiery hell. I will remind you that it was your choice. So, few people care. You can continue to call me a nothing, a nobody. Keep screaming at me ;"You ain't s***!" At least now I understand why I had to suffer such degradation. Now I know why you called me a lesbian. Now I know why you ridiculed and rebuked me for being black every day of my life.
Perhaps very few people will ever care about my life or trauma. But, GOD cares. GOD loves and protects me. Always did and always will. GOD turned all of my nightmares into bright sunny days. He pulled me out of that pit that I shared with you.
I can still hear you screaming; "When you gon' Die!!!!!old man!" I can still smell the stench of the urine that permeated your house because you were too lazy to change him and to wash his sheets. I still have that phony obituary that you wrote full of lies. Claiming that your tall fine too young husband was in Chicago. That man had left you high and dry for years before granddaddy's funeral.
A man that you trapped with voodoo and conjure.
Woman you have lived in a complete demonic fantasy for eighty-seven years pretending that GOD has blessed you with a long life because you honored your parents. Hogwash! Complete hogwash! You are not decent. You have never been decent one day in your entire long life. It is not GOD "blessing" you with a long life.
True you have been on this earth an extremely long time menacing, maiming and destroying. You are a foul demon but you will not get away. "LOOK AT YOUR FRUIT!" Look at your fruit and howl at the moon you depraved animal.
Sick! Lost! Blind, cripple and crazy! Look at the many lives you deliberately destroyed. YOU LOST! Look at your sons and lament what could have been if you had not been so carnal, selfish, greedy and abusive.
My poor brother secretly hating you and clinging to you at the same time. Lost and destroyed for no reason. I pray that he will stand up to you and defy you. I pray that you will say the wrong thing to him and he will snap. Snap back into the man that GOD created him to be.
I may never know why a woman so evil, so despicable ,so revolting and repulsive has been allowed to live, to ravage so long. But, GOD knows. It is all in Divine Order.
Your life is so repugnant it is hard for the faint of heart to read my blog. But, if they know like I know they will gird up their loins and prepare for the worse. My grandfather taught me that the "Unexpected is always here." No greater truth has ever been spoken.
No greater evil has ever crawled this earth than you Martha. You cursed me for knowing the truth and being "no sense-ED enough to tell it". "Honor your mother!" you holler. "HONOR GOD!"
"HONOR GOD WITH THE TRUTH" If your truth is too hard to bear, to face, REPENT!
Repent anyway. Get on your knees and beg GOD to forgive you, to release you from the prison of your ignorance.
I know I've been very long winded today but I have a lot on my heart.
Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in perfect peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
"Yea, though I walk through the valley of death, I will fear no evil;" Believe that, know that. Have that blessed assurance.
I've been rejected once again. But I know the LORD is working it out. I know it is all in Divine Order. The thief, the wicked one comes but to steal and destroy. The evil one wants your joy, your courage. The evil one wants to slay you, to make you give up and serve him.
He is wasting his time. I know my Savior lives! I have sixty-one years of irrefutable proof. I was blessed in the womb! GOD has blessed me every step of my journey. We live in a cold cruel world but we don't have to succumb to it or be a part of it.
The world and my "mother" told me that I was broken and destroyed. GOD told me that He made me strong. The world told me that I was nothing but a little black nigger female, a worthless pile of flesh brought to the world to be some one's whipping post, dirty dish rag, a black bastard child not worth feeding. My "mother" told me that there would be no love for me.
She certainly kept that promise. But she didn't do it honestly or forthrightly. She had to be a creepy, slippery, slimy serpent. She had to hug and kiss me, praise and build me up in between tearing me down. No, not just me, my entire family. For eighty-seven years this closet monster has plagued and terrorized us. A demon of the highest order she remains cloaked behind quotes of scripture, beautiful clerical robes, a licence to preach and a radiant pearly white smile.
She thinks she won. I came to tell you she lost. The foolish of this world may be charmed beyond belief but I know better. Yes it took me an extremely long time by man's standards to finally see and understand. So be it. Now I know and I know that I know. No I will not shut up! The world will know of this "mother", this "grandmother", this "daughter", this "sister", this "aunt" and "cousin".
Yes, we do live in a very cruel world but you don't have to humble yourself, cower or appease to get along. Increase your faith. Pray, ask GOD to come into your heart and dwell there. Know the Truth, speak the Truth. Never lie and deny no matter how painful and revolting that Truth may be.
Yes, I am in pain but I am not broken. True, I have very few friends but I am not utterly forsaken. And some how by the Grace of GOD I have Joy! Pure Joy! down in my heart. I can't explain it. I can't contain it. It must be the Holy Ghost! Praise the LORD!
I do pray that if it is your will LORD to release Martha from that awful demon that enslaves her. I pray that you will open the eyes, ears and hearts of my entire family. Let them know that all is not lost, that Martha did not and can not win. Break the chains of fear and ignorance that bind them.
A good man, a Christian man was shot down like a dog. A frail amputee. An eighty-four year old infirm man suffering from emphysema, stomach cancer and debilitating arthritis. Shot in his heart as he lay suffering in his bed form the mental and physical abuse of his only daughter. A woman so evil and greedy she refused to put him in a rest home because she wanted his checks. His social security, his pension, his tobacco allotment. Cooing and conning in front of her relatives and children; "I luv my daddy...I sho luv my daddy!"
A pure demon from the bowels of hell that always put on act, a complete sham about who she loved. Every boyfriend, every lover, every husband, every child she ever had, every child she ever molested.
A woman with a million dollar smile, full of guile and deceit, has played the world for eighty-seven years. Still unrepentant, still raging with hatred and pure jealousy, refusing to believe that she has been recognized, found out. Still stingy and cheap doling out token gifts to those still foolish enough to come near her.
"GET THEE BEHIND ME SATAN!"
Jesus told you; "Suffer the little children to come unto me. Forbid them not the kingdom of heaven." A foul demon you couldn't wait to defile little children. Terrorizing little children into keeping your sick secrets. Laughing, delighted that you did the unspeakable and got away with it. Falsely believing your evil "goofer dust" saved you.
"You can't win fa'duh fix you in! I can't lose fa'duh stuff I use!" you cackled and laughed. DEMON FROM HELL! You will pay. The world WILL know. You will NOT get away. "You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth."
Yes, you have caused a great deal of pain and anguish on your journey to a fiery hell. I will remind you that it was your choice. So, few people care. You can continue to call me a nothing, a nobody. Keep screaming at me ;"You ain't s***!" At least now I understand why I had to suffer such degradation. Now I know why you called me a lesbian. Now I know why you ridiculed and rebuked me for being black every day of my life.
Perhaps very few people will ever care about my life or trauma. But, GOD cares. GOD loves and protects me. Always did and always will. GOD turned all of my nightmares into bright sunny days. He pulled me out of that pit that I shared with you.
I can still hear you screaming; "When you gon' Die!!!!!old man!" I can still smell the stench of the urine that permeated your house because you were too lazy to change him and to wash his sheets. I still have that phony obituary that you wrote full of lies. Claiming that your tall fine too young husband was in Chicago. That man had left you high and dry for years before granddaddy's funeral.
A man that you trapped with voodoo and conjure.
Woman you have lived in a complete demonic fantasy for eighty-seven years pretending that GOD has blessed you with a long life because you honored your parents. Hogwash! Complete hogwash! You are not decent. You have never been decent one day in your entire long life. It is not GOD "blessing" you with a long life.
True you have been on this earth an extremely long time menacing, maiming and destroying. You are a foul demon but you will not get away. "LOOK AT YOUR FRUIT!" Look at your fruit and howl at the moon you depraved animal.
Sick! Lost! Blind, cripple and crazy! Look at the many lives you deliberately destroyed. YOU LOST! Look at your sons and lament what could have been if you had not been so carnal, selfish, greedy and abusive.
My poor brother secretly hating you and clinging to you at the same time. Lost and destroyed for no reason. I pray that he will stand up to you and defy you. I pray that you will say the wrong thing to him and he will snap. Snap back into the man that GOD created him to be.
I may never know why a woman so evil, so despicable ,so revolting and repulsive has been allowed to live, to ravage so long. But, GOD knows. It is all in Divine Order.
Your life is so repugnant it is hard for the faint of heart to read my blog. But, if they know like I know they will gird up their loins and prepare for the worse. My grandfather taught me that the "Unexpected is always here." No greater truth has ever been spoken.
No greater evil has ever crawled this earth than you Martha. You cursed me for knowing the truth and being "no sense-ED enough to tell it". "Honor your mother!" you holler. "HONOR GOD!"
"HONOR GOD WITH THE TRUTH" If your truth is too hard to bear, to face, REPENT!
Repent anyway. Get on your knees and beg GOD to forgive you, to release you from the prison of your ignorance.
I know I've been very long winded today but I have a lot on my heart.
Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in perfect peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, January 13, 2013
"You got to move!"
...When the LORD gets ready, you got to move." (I'm singing. Like you I have a terrible voice. But that's alright, I'm singing anyway.)
Thank you for raising me up in the church. Thank you for teaching me to pray and making me memorize Bible verses. Thank you for marrying that soldier that you claimed that you hated so I could get the best grade school education possible.
Perhaps I should thank you for my supreme intelligence. But, we both know that we got that from granddaddy. Handed down from his African grandmother to his mother.
You know you went wrong, way wrong. My great great grandmother had enough sense, enough unction, to buy her own freedom! Acquired land and a house prior to the end of the Civil War!
That was unheard of! That was not done. She continued to live among racist white folks! ...a free woman. She was independent hard working. She was literate, could read and write. She taught her daughter, Mary Wright (Walters) to be independent, out spoken, to not take any guff off of anyone. Mary Wright Walters poured her heart and values into her son, Jerome Walters.
They were all kind,honest and hard working. You dismissed your whole family and labeled all of them as foolish. You are wrong.
I follow a blog about narcissists. I must say, I was shocked when I discovered it. I had no idea that there was a name for you. You have a "severe personality disorder" and millions of others right along with you.
"Narcissists can NOT have relationships. They are expert at using others, manipulating them, seducing, exploiting and in the end discarding them."
That's you alright. You will seduce a man, any man, boy or child any where and when you can. "This person can NOT and will NOT change. (She) is getting all of (her) needs met by diminishing the lives closest to (her)"
I watched you do it over and over for my entire life. There was never a month, not one single month that you didn't go to your father with your hand out. He never denied you one time, never! You were always selfish and greedy, plotting on others, hating and secretly destroying. When your father was too old and infirm, was cripple with one leg. When we all grew up and left you, you shot him in the heart like he was some old dog.
"This person can NOT and will NOT change." That is from the word of a PH.D. That is not the WORD of Almighty GOD. First of all she thinks you have a personality disorder. Hog wash! You are wicked, full of hell and the devil. GOD released you over to a reprobate mind.
You can be healed. You can be saved! Quit lying! Quit hiding! Quit believing in some dirt from a murdered man's grave. Give up being an absolute fool!
Give your life to Christ. Hand Him your hand. It is later than you think. "We didn't come here to stay always dawthur."
No matter what;"You got to move!...when the LORD gets ready...You got to move."
Come clean. There is really no point in your living a lie. You make your despicable life more despicable by refusing to accept Jesus Christ as your savior.
How dare you teach others to love GOD, to trust GOD and not do it yourself. GOD's waiting. You will move sooner or later. Do you want to spend eternity in hell because of your pride? Would you rather rot in hell before you will admit the truth?
You haven't fooled anyone. You can go ahead and take that robe off. GOD is not impressed. Preaching for the "Lawd" won't cover your sins. You know the debt has already been paid. I "outed" you so you may as well confess.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thank you for raising me up in the church. Thank you for teaching me to pray and making me memorize Bible verses. Thank you for marrying that soldier that you claimed that you hated so I could get the best grade school education possible.
Perhaps I should thank you for my supreme intelligence. But, we both know that we got that from granddaddy. Handed down from his African grandmother to his mother.
You know you went wrong, way wrong. My great great grandmother had enough sense, enough unction, to buy her own freedom! Acquired land and a house prior to the end of the Civil War!
That was unheard of! That was not done. She continued to live among racist white folks! ...a free woman. She was independent hard working. She was literate, could read and write. She taught her daughter, Mary Wright (Walters) to be independent, out spoken, to not take any guff off of anyone. Mary Wright Walters poured her heart and values into her son, Jerome Walters.
They were all kind,honest and hard working. You dismissed your whole family and labeled all of them as foolish. You are wrong.
I follow a blog about narcissists. I must say, I was shocked when I discovered it. I had no idea that there was a name for you. You have a "severe personality disorder" and millions of others right along with you.
"Narcissists can NOT have relationships. They are expert at using others, manipulating them, seducing, exploiting and in the end discarding them."
That's you alright. You will seduce a man, any man, boy or child any where and when you can. "This person can NOT and will NOT change. (She) is getting all of (her) needs met by diminishing the lives closest to (her)"
I watched you do it over and over for my entire life. There was never a month, not one single month that you didn't go to your father with your hand out. He never denied you one time, never! You were always selfish and greedy, plotting on others, hating and secretly destroying. When your father was too old and infirm, was cripple with one leg. When we all grew up and left you, you shot him in the heart like he was some old dog.
"This person can NOT and will NOT change." That is from the word of a PH.D. That is not the WORD of Almighty GOD. First of all she thinks you have a personality disorder. Hog wash! You are wicked, full of hell and the devil. GOD released you over to a reprobate mind.
You can be healed. You can be saved! Quit lying! Quit hiding! Quit believing in some dirt from a murdered man's grave. Give up being an absolute fool!
Give your life to Christ. Hand Him your hand. It is later than you think. "We didn't come here to stay always dawthur."
No matter what;"You got to move!...when the LORD gets ready...You got to move."
Come clean. There is really no point in your living a lie. You make your despicable life more despicable by refusing to accept Jesus Christ as your savior.
How dare you teach others to love GOD, to trust GOD and not do it yourself. GOD's waiting. You will move sooner or later. Do you want to spend eternity in hell because of your pride? Would you rather rot in hell before you will admit the truth?
You haven't fooled anyone. You can go ahead and take that robe off. GOD is not impressed. Preaching for the "Lawd" won't cover your sins. You know the debt has already been paid. I "outed" you so you may as well confess.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, January 6, 2013
"Woke up this morning...
feeling fine (fine,fine,fine) Woke up with heaven on my mind (mind,mind,mind). That was the intro to Brother Strickland's theme song for Round the Market House News ( a local radio program).
I'm not sure how many decades I listened to that program with my grandfather. I know that I wasn't allowed to talk while it was on. Brother Strickland was truly a Christian man. I never met him, but I always admired him. He delivered good Christian messages in a beautiful white southern twang between paid advertisements and the news.
"The Market House" was one of the buildings left over from the antebellum period. My grandfather told me that some of our relatives were sold there. It is a beautiful brick edifice with a heart breaking history. Many people tried to blow it up but they always failed.
I personally love it. I never want to see it destroyed or torn down. I cherish it. We should always be reminded of where we came from. The "Market House" sits right in the middle of downtown Fayetteville, North Carolina in a round-about where four streets converge. One is Hay Street, the other is Person Street. (I can't recall the other two right now).
I remember Person Street quite clearly. Person Street was the place to be if you were black . Country folk crowded it on "Sat'dey". The black doctors and lawyers were on that street, Dr. Bugg and Lawyer George. There were rows of stores that sold what I considered to be gaudy clowny clothes to the country bumpkins fresh from the tobacco fields.
McCrorey's sat nearby on Hay street. They sold the best chilli dogs I ever ate. If you were "colored" you went to the end of the counter and put in your order. They put it in a bag and you politely left and ate it outside. It was against the law for you to sit at the counter.
Brother Strickland spared no one. If you were arrested for the least crime he reported it. Drunk driving, shop lifting, burglary, flim-flaming. Flim-flaming was my favorite. My cousin, granddaddy's nephew, ***** Walters was often mentioned on Brother Strickland's program.
We called him Junebug. He was tall and handsome, looked a lot like my granddaddy. He loved my granddaddy and my granddaddy loved him. Life had been hard for Junebug, his daddy was a gambler and his mother was a bootlegger, among other things. But, Junebug was smart. He was a true hustler, pool, cards, dice, boosting. He was a criminal. But he was never a stick-up man. He was the greatest flim-flam artist I ever heard of.
They say there is "honor among thieves". I believe that about my cousin. I never heard of him wronging or taking advantage of a single relative. He was very generous and caring. He always shared the loot he stole.
I would characterize him as an honest criminal.
The worse criminal is the criminal without a heart. A criminal void of all morals. A man or woman that will do anything to small defenseless children and the infirm elderly. Common people like that do exist. Stay away from them. For GOD's sake don't hide or cloak them. A person that can't say that they are sorry are the sorriest creatures on earth. Shun them.
Wake up with heaven on your mind. Thank GOD every day for His Love and protection. Free yourself from the demons that haunt you and you will be walking on air, singing in the sunshine.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
I'm not sure how many decades I listened to that program with my grandfather. I know that I wasn't allowed to talk while it was on. Brother Strickland was truly a Christian man. I never met him, but I always admired him. He delivered good Christian messages in a beautiful white southern twang between paid advertisements and the news.
"The Market House" was one of the buildings left over from the antebellum period. My grandfather told me that some of our relatives were sold there. It is a beautiful brick edifice with a heart breaking history. Many people tried to blow it up but they always failed.
I personally love it. I never want to see it destroyed or torn down. I cherish it. We should always be reminded of where we came from. The "Market House" sits right in the middle of downtown Fayetteville, North Carolina in a round-about where four streets converge. One is Hay Street, the other is Person Street. (I can't recall the other two right now).
I remember Person Street quite clearly. Person Street was the place to be if you were black . Country folk crowded it on "Sat'dey". The black doctors and lawyers were on that street, Dr. Bugg and Lawyer George. There were rows of stores that sold what I considered to be gaudy clowny clothes to the country bumpkins fresh from the tobacco fields.
McCrorey's sat nearby on Hay street. They sold the best chilli dogs I ever ate. If you were "colored" you went to the end of the counter and put in your order. They put it in a bag and you politely left and ate it outside. It was against the law for you to sit at the counter.
Brother Strickland spared no one. If you were arrested for the least crime he reported it. Drunk driving, shop lifting, burglary, flim-flaming. Flim-flaming was my favorite. My cousin, granddaddy's nephew, ***** Walters was often mentioned on Brother Strickland's program.
We called him Junebug. He was tall and handsome, looked a lot like my granddaddy. He loved my granddaddy and my granddaddy loved him. Life had been hard for Junebug, his daddy was a gambler and his mother was a bootlegger, among other things. But, Junebug was smart. He was a true hustler, pool, cards, dice, boosting. He was a criminal. But he was never a stick-up man. He was the greatest flim-flam artist I ever heard of.
They say there is "honor among thieves". I believe that about my cousin. I never heard of him wronging or taking advantage of a single relative. He was very generous and caring. He always shared the loot he stole.
I would characterize him as an honest criminal.
The worse criminal is the criminal without a heart. A criminal void of all morals. A man or woman that will do anything to small defenseless children and the infirm elderly. Common people like that do exist. Stay away from them. For GOD's sake don't hide or cloak them. A person that can't say that they are sorry are the sorriest creatures on earth. Shun them.
Wake up with heaven on your mind. Thank GOD every day for His Love and protection. Free yourself from the demons that haunt you and you will be walking on air, singing in the sunshine.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, January 5, 2013
"She MURDERED my granddaddy!"
"Let it GO!!! Gweeeeeeeeeeeeennn! LET IT Goooooooooooo!" my brother screamed.
I was stunned, knocked unconscious on my feet. "Are you crazy? Have you lost your mind?" I thought. How can I let it go? The only person on this earth that ever truly loved me. The only person that ever advised me correctly. The only person that ever took time with me. Taught me to read and extrapolate the Bible. Taught me to be honest, upright and courageous. Taught me to "keep myself up." To not be a whore or a prostitute.
I don't know about the rest of you but I truly loved my granddaddy. His untimely death devastated me. I cried so that I should have been hospitalized.
I watched that evil monster "Mathy" closely. Never one tear. Not one. She strained out some crocodile tears when his relatives came around. Offered proof that she wasn't the culprit right away. "Dey gave me a paraffin test...said they didn't find no gun powder residue."
"The wicked fleeth when no one pursueth." No one had accused her. We were all still in shock from the news. "Granddaddy, Jerome Walters, the holiest most upright man that any of us ever knew...killed himself?"
Then she came in with more proof. Opened her Bible to "I got my letter..." "She whur your daddy outlined his sermon in duh Bible!?...I got my letter...I can cross over..." I looked at the perfectly straight red lines drawn under the scripture. Granddaddy couldn't draw a straight line if his life depended on it. I was his "secretary". I wrote all of his letters for him because his hands shook. Why would a man that was suicidal be concerned about the scripture, about going to heaven?
"Daddy killed his'sef on the exact anniversary of Junior's death. Dey both died on duh same day. Junior was killed wid a .38 revolver on February 10, 1939 and daddy was killed ...I mean he killed his'sef February 10, 1979. I think duh same pistol killed both of them."
"Daddy didn't know though. He didn't have no sense. He didn't even know what day it was." Bi-polar, a confused mind. One minute granddaddy was smart, the next minute he was feeble minded. "He asked ****** to bring dat pistol ova heah 'cause dey had been some burglaries in the neighborhood."
If he was so mentally infirm as you claim, why was he concerned with protecting the house from burglars? Don't forget I was just there that Thanksgiving. I witnessed how you mistreated him. I heard you screaming at him repeatedly; "WHEN YOU GON DIE OLD MAN!!!?"
I was a coward. The coward you made me. I did nothing to protect my granddaddy. He always protected me from you. I would scream ;"Save me granddaddy! Save me!" He would come to my rescue every time and he would tell you to "look into your own life."
I'm sorry granddaddy. I apologize for being a coward. It may be late in the day, but I'm standing up for you now. I may be standing alone. But, I'm standing!
I thought everything. He took too many Darvon. I read where Darvon made you suicidal. I couldn't believe she could ever be that low, that mean and heartless. I had ample proof and evidence, but still could not bring myself to believe the obvious. I had seen too much blood growing up in her house. She would attack you. Knife, machete, hammer, gun, anything she could get her hands on. She was famous for her terrible temper and no one ever wanted to rile her. "Keep dat b**** happy and keep her off your a**!"
We learned early, don't talk back to her. Don't correct her. Don't look at her hard. Don't think back. DON'T TELL ON HER! Go to church every Sunday. Sit beside her on the front row and don't open "your dumb a**, black a** n***** mouf!" "Don't ask her for s***! Don't follow her in the store begging fa' a muthf****** thang!"
"Be glad I let yo' sorry a** live n****! I keep you n***** muthaf******* a** holes open!" was her daily mantra in between praying, cussing, cursing and reading the Bible.
I still couldn't do it. I knew the horrible things that she had done to me. I knew many of the horrible things she did to my brothers and others. I knew how she mistreated my granddaddy. But, I couldn't do it. I couldn't face the horrible truth. It was too hard, too painful.
It was only when I got tired of the excruciating pain that she inflicted that I finally accepted the truth.
"Know ye the Truth! And the Truth will set you Free!"
I was stunned, knocked unconscious on my feet. "Are you crazy? Have you lost your mind?" I thought. How can I let it go? The only person on this earth that ever truly loved me. The only person that ever advised me correctly. The only person that ever took time with me. Taught me to read and extrapolate the Bible. Taught me to be honest, upright and courageous. Taught me to "keep myself up." To not be a whore or a prostitute.
I don't know about the rest of you but I truly loved my granddaddy. His untimely death devastated me. I cried so that I should have been hospitalized.
I watched that evil monster "Mathy" closely. Never one tear. Not one. She strained out some crocodile tears when his relatives came around. Offered proof that she wasn't the culprit right away. "Dey gave me a paraffin test...said they didn't find no gun powder residue."
"The wicked fleeth when no one pursueth." No one had accused her. We were all still in shock from the news. "Granddaddy, Jerome Walters, the holiest most upright man that any of us ever knew...killed himself?"
Then she came in with more proof. Opened her Bible to "I got my letter..." "She whur your daddy outlined his sermon in duh Bible!?...I got my letter...I can cross over..." I looked at the perfectly straight red lines drawn under the scripture. Granddaddy couldn't draw a straight line if his life depended on it. I was his "secretary". I wrote all of his letters for him because his hands shook. Why would a man that was suicidal be concerned about the scripture, about going to heaven?
"Daddy killed his'sef on the exact anniversary of Junior's death. Dey both died on duh same day. Junior was killed wid a .38 revolver on February 10, 1939 and daddy was killed ...I mean he killed his'sef February 10, 1979. I think duh same pistol killed both of them."
"Daddy didn't know though. He didn't have no sense. He didn't even know what day it was." Bi-polar, a confused mind. One minute granddaddy was smart, the next minute he was feeble minded. "He asked ****** to bring dat pistol ova heah 'cause dey had been some burglaries in the neighborhood."
If he was so mentally infirm as you claim, why was he concerned with protecting the house from burglars? Don't forget I was just there that Thanksgiving. I witnessed how you mistreated him. I heard you screaming at him repeatedly; "WHEN YOU GON DIE OLD MAN!!!?"
I was a coward. The coward you made me. I did nothing to protect my granddaddy. He always protected me from you. I would scream ;"Save me granddaddy! Save me!" He would come to my rescue every time and he would tell you to "look into your own life."
I'm sorry granddaddy. I apologize for being a coward. It may be late in the day, but I'm standing up for you now. I may be standing alone. But, I'm standing!
I thought everything. He took too many Darvon. I read where Darvon made you suicidal. I couldn't believe she could ever be that low, that mean and heartless. I had ample proof and evidence, but still could not bring myself to believe the obvious. I had seen too much blood growing up in her house. She would attack you. Knife, machete, hammer, gun, anything she could get her hands on. She was famous for her terrible temper and no one ever wanted to rile her. "Keep dat b**** happy and keep her off your a**!"
We learned early, don't talk back to her. Don't correct her. Don't look at her hard. Don't think back. DON'T TELL ON HER! Go to church every Sunday. Sit beside her on the front row and don't open "your dumb a**, black a** n***** mouf!" "Don't ask her for s***! Don't follow her in the store begging fa' a muthf****** thang!"
"Be glad I let yo' sorry a** live n****! I keep you n***** muthaf******* a** holes open!" was her daily mantra in between praying, cussing, cursing and reading the Bible.
I still couldn't do it. I knew the horrible things that she had done to me. I knew many of the horrible things she did to my brothers and others. I knew how she mistreated my granddaddy. But, I couldn't do it. I couldn't face the horrible truth. It was too hard, too painful.
It was only when I got tired of the excruciating pain that she inflicted that I finally accepted the truth.
"Know ye the Truth! And the Truth will set you Free!"
"Take the LORD with you...
everywhere you go." Never be ashamed of the Holy Ghost. It is a lamp unto your feet.
My grandfather taught me that. My grandfather held me in his lap and gave me Biblical instructions. He never thought a child was too young to learn about the LORD. Teach your children early that they have a Father in heaven that loves and protects them. That will pick them up when their mother and father forsake them.
The world wants you to be ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. "You too Holy, too Christian...you a fool, you bedder look out fah yo'sef!"
You can't look out for yourself. If you are as wise as King Solomon, you are not wise enough for the predatory demons crawling this earth.
I thank GOD for an unwavering faith, a growing faith. "I know it for myself. No one had to tell me. Praise the LORD."
Every day, "step by step", I understand it more. I never could have made it without the LORD on my side. The deck was stacked against me. The LORD knows I was hopelessly entangled in the clutches of ravenous demon. A demon that devours her young just for the fun of it. She found the perfect place to hide, in the "church". She knows all of the right words to say. She coos, cajoles, plants seeds of doubt. Convinces her victims that they must stick with her, must be loyal to her.
"Honor thy mother!" she screams pretending to be an authority of GOD's infallible WORD. Cherry picking the Bible to find scripture to uphold her. She will never admit that she has never loved a single solitary person on this earth. Not One! She will never admit that she is greedy and selfish, a complete pervert, a liar, a witch, a "root worker". Trilled to death that she is still able to terrify and inflict pain covertly, anonymously, while calling herself a minister of the Gospel.
She is still blind ,deaf and dumb. She doesn't know that she has been defeated. Too cocky, too proud, too "smart" for her own good.
"Take the LORD with you every where you go." Pray! Ask Him to build a fence all around you. Don't believe every one that claims to love you, loves you. Look at their fruit. She will say that you live in the past, that you are digging in the archives, that you are unforgiving. She will even claim that you are a sneaky snake. She will lie and put all of her sins on you.
If you are simple minded, gullible, easily frightened and intimidated from long years of indoctrination you will side with her. You will falsely believe that you have no choice. So glad not to be vulgarly cussed out and threatened you will gladly sit at her feet listening to her grandiose lies. Glad for her token gifts. You will delight in her phony praise.
She will lull you to sleep, elated that she robbed you blind. Robbed you of your manhood. Robbed you of your college degrees, musical career and medical practice. She will pick at you for being poor and underfoot. She will slyly call you a loser to your face ever day. Every day of your long life you will have to serve her. Pay her compliments, declare your undying love. It will never be good enough. You will never be good enough. You will always be too black. Your nose too "niggerish". Your hair too nappy.
She knows that she is repulsive but she loves it. She would far rather inflict pain and anguish. She stands behind doors and windows, hiding in closets rejoicing at your pain. Pain that she secretly inflicted. You will pay for embarrassing her. You will pay for ruining her life. She was beautiful, looked almost white, then you came along. You made people think she was a whore. You will have no joy. Get anything, any hint of happiness and she is there like a frog on a Junebug to snatch it away.
Catch on to her schemes and you are suddenly a fool, an ingrate, a lying whore, a fool. She will hate you and connive others to hate you. She will get all of your family and friends to hate you. They will turn their backs on you, "de-friend" you on Facebook.
My Bible says "Wait on the LORD."
All I know is what my grandfather taught me. "The unexpected is always there." We never expected her to murder him. How could we know how much she truly hated him and blamed him for her mistakes?
"My mama would lie fa' me. But my daddy nevah wud. My mama told eva'body dat I wuz married. Dat nigga round dey telling eva'body dat I wudden!"
"There I wuz wid three bastard younguns and no husband!...N****** ain't s***!" That was her first mistake blaming her out of wedlock children on the men. "I nevah wud'dauh had ****** if daddy hadden been running a juke joint." (Your daddy didn't tell you to open your legs.)
"Dem dumb ass country n****** didn't teach me s***! I was sixteen, I didn't know whur babies came from...I thought dey came out duh cabbage patch lak dey told me."
What a liar! It is impossible to grow up on a farm and not know where babies come from. A born liar, a pure prevaricator. Lying to ease her conscious, deliberately lying in order to assign blame to some one else. 87 years old and perfect. The most beautiful perfect woman that ever lived. A woman that had to suffer her entire life from the lies of jealous women. Women (including her own daughter) that are just jealous of her beauty and brilliance and COLOR.
She tries tirelessly to convince you that she couldn't do the things that she is accused of because she is a preacher. GOD has always loved her more than any one on this earth. She doesn't have to repent or ever say that she is sorry to anyone. "Ah gave dem n***** my a** to kiss." ; has always been her parting insult. She will do harm to you, laugh and walk away.
Keep walking Martha.
Stay in GOD's WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceeding proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
My grandfather taught me that. My grandfather held me in his lap and gave me Biblical instructions. He never thought a child was too young to learn about the LORD. Teach your children early that they have a Father in heaven that loves and protects them. That will pick them up when their mother and father forsake them.
The world wants you to be ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. "You too Holy, too Christian...you a fool, you bedder look out fah yo'sef!"
You can't look out for yourself. If you are as wise as King Solomon, you are not wise enough for the predatory demons crawling this earth.
I thank GOD for an unwavering faith, a growing faith. "I know it for myself. No one had to tell me. Praise the LORD."
Every day, "step by step", I understand it more. I never could have made it without the LORD on my side. The deck was stacked against me. The LORD knows I was hopelessly entangled in the clutches of ravenous demon. A demon that devours her young just for the fun of it. She found the perfect place to hide, in the "church". She knows all of the right words to say. She coos, cajoles, plants seeds of doubt. Convinces her victims that they must stick with her, must be loyal to her.
"Honor thy mother!" she screams pretending to be an authority of GOD's infallible WORD. Cherry picking the Bible to find scripture to uphold her. She will never admit that she has never loved a single solitary person on this earth. Not One! She will never admit that she is greedy and selfish, a complete pervert, a liar, a witch, a "root worker". Trilled to death that she is still able to terrify and inflict pain covertly, anonymously, while calling herself a minister of the Gospel.
She is still blind ,deaf and dumb. She doesn't know that she has been defeated. Too cocky, too proud, too "smart" for her own good.
"Take the LORD with you every where you go." Pray! Ask Him to build a fence all around you. Don't believe every one that claims to love you, loves you. Look at their fruit. She will say that you live in the past, that you are digging in the archives, that you are unforgiving. She will even claim that you are a sneaky snake. She will lie and put all of her sins on you.
If you are simple minded, gullible, easily frightened and intimidated from long years of indoctrination you will side with her. You will falsely believe that you have no choice. So glad not to be vulgarly cussed out and threatened you will gladly sit at her feet listening to her grandiose lies. Glad for her token gifts. You will delight in her phony praise.
She will lull you to sleep, elated that she robbed you blind. Robbed you of your manhood. Robbed you of your college degrees, musical career and medical practice. She will pick at you for being poor and underfoot. She will slyly call you a loser to your face ever day. Every day of your long life you will have to serve her. Pay her compliments, declare your undying love. It will never be good enough. You will never be good enough. You will always be too black. Your nose too "niggerish". Your hair too nappy.
She knows that she is repulsive but she loves it. She would far rather inflict pain and anguish. She stands behind doors and windows, hiding in closets rejoicing at your pain. Pain that she secretly inflicted. You will pay for embarrassing her. You will pay for ruining her life. She was beautiful, looked almost white, then you came along. You made people think she was a whore. You will have no joy. Get anything, any hint of happiness and she is there like a frog on a Junebug to snatch it away.
Catch on to her schemes and you are suddenly a fool, an ingrate, a lying whore, a fool. She will hate you and connive others to hate you. She will get all of your family and friends to hate you. They will turn their backs on you, "de-friend" you on Facebook.
My Bible says "Wait on the LORD."
All I know is what my grandfather taught me. "The unexpected is always there." We never expected her to murder him. How could we know how much she truly hated him and blamed him for her mistakes?
"My mama would lie fa' me. But my daddy nevah wud. My mama told eva'body dat I wuz married. Dat nigga round dey telling eva'body dat I wudden!"
"There I wuz wid three bastard younguns and no husband!...N****** ain't s***!" That was her first mistake blaming her out of wedlock children on the men. "I nevah wud'dauh had ****** if daddy hadden been running a juke joint." (Your daddy didn't tell you to open your legs.)
"Dem dumb ass country n****** didn't teach me s***! I was sixteen, I didn't know whur babies came from...I thought dey came out duh cabbage patch lak dey told me."
What a liar! It is impossible to grow up on a farm and not know where babies come from. A born liar, a pure prevaricator. Lying to ease her conscious, deliberately lying in order to assign blame to some one else. 87 years old and perfect. The most beautiful perfect woman that ever lived. A woman that had to suffer her entire life from the lies of jealous women. Women (including her own daughter) that are just jealous of her beauty and brilliance and COLOR.
She tries tirelessly to convince you that she couldn't do the things that she is accused of because she is a preacher. GOD has always loved her more than any one on this earth. She doesn't have to repent or ever say that she is sorry to anyone. "Ah gave dem n***** my a** to kiss." ; has always been her parting insult. She will do harm to you, laugh and walk away.
Keep walking Martha.
Stay in GOD's WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceeding proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thursday, January 3, 2013
"Fear the LORD"
When we are admonished to "fear" the LORD it means to respect, to honor, heed and obey. It doesn't mean to live in trembling terror. That's what the devil or evil forces want you to do. It gives them tremendous joy to watch you tremble. That's why they beat and torment little children.
We are taught that GOD is a jealous GOD. It means that He loves us purely, sincerely and compassionately. He doesn't want us to muddle that love by sharing His love with our idols and superstitions. He does not want us to confuse His pure love with ignorant demonic superstitions from the world. If you love and trust GOD you know that you don't need a rabbit's foot, a talisman, a "high John duh conquer" root.
Rid yourself of that ignorant nonsense left over from slavery. Doing it on the q.t., in secret doesn't make it less abominable. How dare you be so ignorant in the 21st century.
Why are you still seeking "root workers"? Still planting "goofer dust"? GOD sees you. GOD knows you. Why are you lying?
If you can't trust GOD just say so. Go your way. Put your trust in the god you serve. The worse thing you can be is "double minded". You confuse yourself and a lot of people with you.
The Emancipation Proclamation was set to go into effect January 1, 1863. It was a "carrot", a last ditch attempt by President Abraham Lincoln to get the wayward Confederate states to come peacefully back into the union. He never freed a single slave in the Border states (Kentucky, Missouri, Maryland, Delaware, West Virginia) He deliberately didn't free a single slave where he could. (He did free the slaves in D.C. Never bothered to give them any aid or assistance. He did manage to find Federal money to compensate the owners, however)
The Civil War was never fought or waged to free a single slave! The Civil war was fought to force eleven wayward states back into the Union. It was GOD's Providence, His intervention that set the captives free.
Abraham Lincoln was as guilty of vile hatred and prejudice against the black person as most people were in this country. "America would be well rid of the negro."; Lincoln advised. He was looking to repatriate the entire black population out of this country when he was assassinated. Read Abraham Lincoln by Carl Sandberg if you don't believe me.
Black people are the most hated race on this planet. Unwanted, misused and abused. An unfortunate people that participate in their own demise.
For far too long I really believed that I was truly a victim. Horribly mistreated by a demonic mother that desperately needed to believe that her color made her better. That her color gave her the right to be a sick demented monster. A great deal of wickedness and ignorance in the black community today can be traced back to slavery. Foul ignorance and reliance on witchcraft can be traced back to slavery.
The thirteenth amendment to the Constitution ended chattel slavery. It didn't end mental slavery. Stop dividing people into races, into groups. There is only one race, the Human race. How are you going to love and serve One GOD and turn around and say "my people"?
Learn to think for yourself. Your color does not corrupt or justify you. It is your character! People with low character try to hide behind man's ignorance. They are quick to exploit your ignorance for their gain. If you are dumb enough to believe that certain colors are of more value or should be highly desired you're stupid and the world is going to give you exactly what you deserve.
The devil is a liar! I will not be held captive by man's stupidity. I will think for myself. I will speak the Truth no matter who it offends.
I thank GOD for sitting me Free!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
We are taught that GOD is a jealous GOD. It means that He loves us purely, sincerely and compassionately. He doesn't want us to muddle that love by sharing His love with our idols and superstitions. He does not want us to confuse His pure love with ignorant demonic superstitions from the world. If you love and trust GOD you know that you don't need a rabbit's foot, a talisman, a "high John duh conquer" root.
Rid yourself of that ignorant nonsense left over from slavery. Doing it on the q.t., in secret doesn't make it less abominable. How dare you be so ignorant in the 21st century.
Why are you still seeking "root workers"? Still planting "goofer dust"? GOD sees you. GOD knows you. Why are you lying?
If you can't trust GOD just say so. Go your way. Put your trust in the god you serve. The worse thing you can be is "double minded". You confuse yourself and a lot of people with you.
The Emancipation Proclamation was set to go into effect January 1, 1863. It was a "carrot", a last ditch attempt by President Abraham Lincoln to get the wayward Confederate states to come peacefully back into the union. He never freed a single slave in the Border states (Kentucky, Missouri, Maryland, Delaware, West Virginia) He deliberately didn't free a single slave where he could. (He did free the slaves in D.C. Never bothered to give them any aid or assistance. He did manage to find Federal money to compensate the owners, however)
The Civil War was never fought or waged to free a single slave! The Civil war was fought to force eleven wayward states back into the Union. It was GOD's Providence, His intervention that set the captives free.
Abraham Lincoln was as guilty of vile hatred and prejudice against the black person as most people were in this country. "America would be well rid of the negro."; Lincoln advised. He was looking to repatriate the entire black population out of this country when he was assassinated. Read Abraham Lincoln by Carl Sandberg if you don't believe me.
Black people are the most hated race on this planet. Unwanted, misused and abused. An unfortunate people that participate in their own demise.
For far too long I really believed that I was truly a victim. Horribly mistreated by a demonic mother that desperately needed to believe that her color made her better. That her color gave her the right to be a sick demented monster. A great deal of wickedness and ignorance in the black community today can be traced back to slavery. Foul ignorance and reliance on witchcraft can be traced back to slavery.
The thirteenth amendment to the Constitution ended chattel slavery. It didn't end mental slavery. Stop dividing people into races, into groups. There is only one race, the Human race. How are you going to love and serve One GOD and turn around and say "my people"?
Learn to think for yourself. Your color does not corrupt or justify you. It is your character! People with low character try to hide behind man's ignorance. They are quick to exploit your ignorance for their gain. If you are dumb enough to believe that certain colors are of more value or should be highly desired you're stupid and the world is going to give you exactly what you deserve.
The devil is a liar! I will not be held captive by man's stupidity. I will think for myself. I will speak the Truth no matter who it offends.
I thank GOD for sitting me Free!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
Happy New Year!
Praise the LORD! Dear LORD thank you for bringing me through! Thank you for your manifold blessings and tender mercies.
Thank you for your infallible truth. Thank you for my beautiful brilliant daughter that helped bring me to the truth. Thank you for your WORD. Thank you for taking the blinders off!
Dear LORD remove the blinders from our eyes. Give us the courage to see. Prop us up LORD!
It is now crystal clear. That term ""ambush predators" still resonates with me. How obvious, ridiculous, unnecessary, uncalled for evil. But, true, GOD's infallible Truth.
What kind of woman can holler and scream at her babies, beat them mercilessly, rape and sexually abuse them? Teach them that they are black worthless n******. Play loving mother and coil her serpentine body around them and slyly snatch all hope of happiness away.
GOD forbid such a monster exist. She exists but you promised to never leave or forsake me and you didn't.
The unfortunate truth is there are a lot of women like Martha. Sneaky, vile, whorish, manipulative women still falsely believing they are smarter than GOD. Still resorting to witchcraft and voodoo while masquerading as ministers and mothers of the church. They study the WORD but they can't comprehend it. No, you can't do your dirt, lie about it, deny it, try to hide it with some feigned "religion" that you don't feel.
I think there are going to be a lot of phony clowny "preachers" running up to Heaven's gate trying to get in talking about; "Lawd, Lawd...did't ah serve you? didn't ah preach sum good sermons?...didn't duh folks love me? didn't ah put on a good show fuh you?"
"Get them behind me satan! I never knew you!"
"Except ye Repent!" You have to Repent! You have to come clean! You have to tell the Truth! Yes, your sin is reprehensible, despicable! You knew that when you were doing it. You did it anyway.
For once in your life do something decent. Own your sins and help the ones you destroyed to come to salvation! Pray, fast, give the rest of your life to Christ.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thank you for your infallible truth. Thank you for my beautiful brilliant daughter that helped bring me to the truth. Thank you for your WORD. Thank you for taking the blinders off!
Dear LORD remove the blinders from our eyes. Give us the courage to see. Prop us up LORD!
It is now crystal clear. That term ""ambush predators" still resonates with me. How obvious, ridiculous, unnecessary, uncalled for evil. But, true, GOD's infallible Truth.
What kind of woman can holler and scream at her babies, beat them mercilessly, rape and sexually abuse them? Teach them that they are black worthless n******. Play loving mother and coil her serpentine body around them and slyly snatch all hope of happiness away.
GOD forbid such a monster exist. She exists but you promised to never leave or forsake me and you didn't.
The unfortunate truth is there are a lot of women like Martha. Sneaky, vile, whorish, manipulative women still falsely believing they are smarter than GOD. Still resorting to witchcraft and voodoo while masquerading as ministers and mothers of the church. They study the WORD but they can't comprehend it. No, you can't do your dirt, lie about it, deny it, try to hide it with some feigned "religion" that you don't feel.
I think there are going to be a lot of phony clowny "preachers" running up to Heaven's gate trying to get in talking about; "Lawd, Lawd...did't ah serve you? didn't ah preach sum good sermons?...didn't duh folks love me? didn't ah put on a good show fuh you?"
"Get them behind me satan! I never knew you!"
"Except ye Repent!" You have to Repent! You have to come clean! You have to tell the Truth! Yes, your sin is reprehensible, despicable! You knew that when you were doing it. You did it anyway.
For once in your life do something decent. Own your sins and help the ones you destroyed to come to salvation! Pray, fast, give the rest of your life to Christ.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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