I was privileged and honored ...

to be born into the capable devious mischievous hands of a demon possessed mother in 1951.  It was indeed a privilege, the best opportunity a child of GOD could have.

My experiences with her taught me that GOD is Good!  That Almighty GOD has a plan.  I know first hand that GOD will speak to you, will lead and guide you.  GOD will give you unspeakable Joy and the Holy Ghost.

I am so blessed because I don't have to fake "religion".  I don't have to pretend that I'm saved, that I love my fellow man.

Living with that demon taught me self-discipline.  Robbed of a childhood, forced to wash dishes, clothes and clean the house at age five I grew into the maturity and wisdom of an adult well beyond my peers.

I read ravenously, studied diligently, became a great scholar.  I appreciate it.  I look back on my life and I can't help but beam with pride.  GOD blessed me.  No matter what that monster threw at me I persevered.  She had the audacity to teach my brothers to hate me.  Called me "Miss Rich B****".  Said I thought I was better than them.  She called me a liar and snitch.  Said I was "too holy", was "Miss Goody Two Shoes".

Yes, I went through the fire.  All the impurities were burned out of me.  She broke me, she broke this old earthen vessel.  Reduced me to dust.  But GOD laid me on His potters wheel and remade me, made me strong, beautiful and resilient.

I feel so sorry for Martha.  Born beautiful and brilliant but volunteered for the other side.   Convinced that she was clever enough to pull of her devious schemes.  Convinced that she was the greatest liar and con artist in the world she set her heart on destruction, on secretly tearing down anything she thought was good or Holy.  She made a pac with the devil to thwart all goodness, all innocence.

She joined forces with satan and he gave her the desires of her evil heart.  She volunteered to be his imp.  "Destroy your family, destroy your loved ones.  Destroy any and everyone that tries to love you.  Destroy everyone you meet that claims to love Christ.  Do it secretly now.  You must be a creep.  Put Jesus on your lips but block him out of your heart.  Get a license to preach from them dumb n***** in the AME Zion church.   Put on a flowing robe.  Hoop and holler, cut the fool.  All those dumb n****** want is entertainment.  They are just as phony as you are."

I am not sure when Martha's evil started.  I know that she smashed a puppy as a child.  I know she was always around when each one of us was severely burned.  One brother was two years old when she said that he reached up and pulled a pot of hot boiling coffee on his chest.

I know she slammed my hand in the heavy door of a 1958 Oldsmobile and tried to convince me that I did it.
I know that she used to have loud vulgar sex with the door open.  I know of so many horrible things that she did very successfully to me, my family and others.  I know she thinks it was her voodoo, her witchcraft.  She is a witch, a soot sayer, a practitioner of the black arts.

All these years she has foolishly believed she had some power.  I am sure she glowed, beamed with pride as she watched us lose our houses, medical practice, husbands and wives.  She laughed when we lost our minds, cursed and forsaken.  Her favorite torment; "Heah you come wid yo' broke a**.  Hi come you ain't nevah got no money?  Ya life didn't turn out lak you planned did it?"

Why am I telling you this?  I am telling you this to save you.  I want you to know that every WORD in that Book is true.  You will reap what you sow.  GOD will release you over to a reprobate mind.  GOD does protect His children.  He will make a way out of no way.

"If MY people who are called by my name will humble themselves and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven."

I hope and I pray that very few of you have sunk to the low level of Martha.  I hope and pray that you never become so wicked and full of foolish pride.  But by any chance that you do.  Know that you won't win, can't win.

Know that it is never too late to give your life to Christ.  It is never too late to see the light.  GOD is throwing out a life line to Martha.  He loves her.  Her schemes failed.  Her mantra was wrong; "You can't win fa'duh fix you in! I can't lose fa'duh stuff I use."

You are wrong Martha.  For eighty-seven years you have been wrong.  You thought you robbed me.  But, GOD lifted me.

I thank GOD for you.  I truly do.  May the Dear LORD open you blind eyes, unstop your deaf ears.  May you finally give your heart to Christ.  Serve Him in truth and in the admiration of the LORD.  Humble yourself and seek the LORD Jesus Christ first.

Seek GOD First!  Everything that you want will be added unto you.

Increase your faith children.  Stay in His WORD.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)