...know about me that you need to know. I am not sure what you call it right now. It is a "knowing", some type of clairvoyance. No, it didn't take clairvoyance to know that my "mother" is a cruel freak or to know that she did in fact murder my grandfather.
It is something greater than common sense. It is like I have the ability to go back and forth behind the veil. GOD certainly talks to me, shows me things, directs my footsteps. Steps in and saves me from demons and dangerous situations.
It is something better than clairvoyance or "seeing". I told you that it is a "knowing". I knew the exact millisecond that I became pregnant. I knew that my baby was a girl and that she would be very brilliant and beautiful. I always knew that she would be a blessing to me and she has, and always will.
I am still searching for a word that you can understand. In the meantime I will just call it a "knowing".
I had a little cousin once. He was a great kid, well mannered, very intelligent, a delight o be around. He was my aunt *V*******'s son. I loved my aunt *V*******. She was always very good to me. I remember her taking a glass of water and some Royal Crown hair grease, a pencil and a hair brush and creating a cascade of Shirley Temple curls all over my seven year old head. When she finished I was beautiful.
My aunt *V******* didn't beat me in the head with the wooden hair brush like my "mother" did. She didn't knock me around and try to break my neck like my "mother" did.
We could depend on aunt *V******* to come and visit us at least once a year. I loved to see her, she was a born comedienne, had been a very beautiful woman. Some man cut her from "a**hole to appetite" for some indiscretion. She never talked about it and I never asked her. What I know of her business I over heard.
For whatever reason all of aunt *V*******'s children had been given away to various sisters. But, this cousin, her last child she was able to keep and raise. Well almost raise. His life was cut short, expired much to early, I thought.
His nickname was Stinky. He didn't stink or miss behave but, nicknames are like a rite of passage in my family.
Back to my "knowing". We lived at 825 Dwain Drive in Savoy Heights in Fayetteville, NC. It was a little brick house in an all black neighborhood. I guess it was considered lower black middle class. It was alright. It had a huge front and back yard and it was a clean nice neighborhood. The saddest fact about it was that my "mother's" Cadillac parked beside it was longer than the house. No criticism, just an observation concerning values.
Well any way I had a very vivid dream this one particular night. Stinky came to me, I think he woke me up and begged me to let him vacuum the living room. I remember saying; "Sure Stinky you can vacuum the whole house if you want to!" I remember watching him vacuum. I can still hear the vacuum cleaner roaring as Stinky pushed it across the floor. Stinky was laughing and was just as happy sucking up the dirt in our living room. And I was happy to let him do it.
I can still see him. He was a long legged slim young man of fourteen. Quite handsome. Very unusual for a "black" person, kind of golden bronze complexion with blonde hair and blue eyes.
I was still trying to interpret that dream when we got the news early that morning. Stinky was dead! The same night he spent vacuuming the living room with me he was in a Baltimore, Maryland hospital dying. It seems that he died of peritonitis, his appendix had ruptured.
That blew my mind. Stinky went behind the veil but he stopped by to do something that he enjoyed before he left.
It is a "knowing". Just thought I would share that with you.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness'
Rachel
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Over seven billion...
...beings inhabit this planet earth. I wonder how many are lonely, friendless, fatherless, motherless? How many are exploited daily? How many of them pray every day for death to overtake them?
How many mothers delight in selling their own children into captivity? How many witches wreck havoc for decades and go unpunished? None. You are punished. Just because a person doesn't have "sense enough" to acknowledge that they are being punished, it doesn't mean that they are not in fact severely punished.
How many good men go unhonored? None. GOD blesses the righteous.
Have you ever felt dirty, unwashed? What made you filthy? What will make you clean? What will wash you white as snow?
..."nothing but the blood" children, nothing but the blood of Jesus. You can't clean up with lies, with denying, with playing crazy and blaming others.
Who do you count as a friend? What is a "friend"? What will a "friend" require of you? A person that low rates you and causes you unending pain is no "friend".
If you see a "friend" is caught up in wrong doing, has lost their way and you are to afraid to tell them, you are not much of a friend.
If you slip around talking about people behind their back, too sorry or too cowardly to tell them what you really think, you are not much of a friend either.
How many mothers delight in selling their own children into captivity? How many witches wreck havoc for decades and go unpunished? None. You are punished. Just because a person doesn't have "sense enough" to acknowledge that they are being punished, it doesn't mean that they are not in fact severely punished.
How many good men go unhonored? None. GOD blesses the righteous.
Have you ever felt dirty, unwashed? What made you filthy? What will make you clean? What will wash you white as snow?
..."nothing but the blood" children, nothing but the blood of Jesus. You can't clean up with lies, with denying, with playing crazy and blaming others.
Who do you count as a friend? What is a "friend"? What will a "friend" require of you? A person that low rates you and causes you unending pain is no "friend".
If you see a "friend" is caught up in wrong doing, has lost their way and you are to afraid to tell them, you are not much of a friend.
If you slip around talking about people behind their back, too sorry or too cowardly to tell them what you really think, you are not much of a friend either.
"Look well to your going....
your coming in, your going out." My grandfather told me that often. (Thank you granddaddy.)
I have two cats, Scrappy and Vick, they are extremely cautious, almost paranoid. One will come to me, meowing, indicating that he wants to go out. I will open the door, he will approach the open doorway very carefully, creep to the entrance lithely, on "cat's feet", very carefully look left, then right before moving, before either one of them will venture into the "world", they will sniff the air. I am standing there irritated that this cat is taking his sweet time. My cats don't care. The look in Scrappy's eyes say; "Look heifer, this is my life...don't you rush me!" If the air doesn't smell right, he will turn around.
"Crazy cat!" I grumble, upset that this cat does in fact control me.
When he finally ventures outside he does not run, very cautiously and carefully Scrappy finally steps outside.
You can learn a lot from the study of cats. Never eat out of a dirty dish. Smell your food before you eat it. Don't come running every time someone calls you. Study people, stare at them, if you get around someone or something that you don't trust let them know. Get in a defensive posture. When that hair stands up on your back get ready to fight. Keep your claws sharp.
Don't hang out with dumb dogs, people that are beneath you, people that are unworthy of your company.
I am not saying that you should be paranoid but you should be careful. Always think for yourself. Be wary of people that insist on thinking for you. Particularly when their lives are a hodge-podge of mistakes. Make sure you know that some people do not want the best for you. Do know that some people will pretend that they love you just to ruin you.
They get some kind of kick out of it. Something went wrong with them a long time ago. Got on the wrong road and stayed there. "...scoffers will come in the last days, walking according to their own lusts," (1 Peter 3:3b)
They are just as confident, proud boasters, totally without fear. It is mind boggling I tell you. "...and saying, "Where is the promise of His coming? For since the fathers fell asleep, all things continue as they were from the beginning of creation." (1 Peter 3:4)
These foolish people think that it is a lie, they don't believe. They (secretly) don't believe that Jesus is coming back, they don't believe in the Rapture. So, they put on their phony "religion", sneak up in the "church" to snare, to prey, to take advantage of the "simple".
"But, beloved, do not forget this one thing, that with the LORD one day is a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day. The LORD is not slack concerning His promise, as some count slackness, but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish but that all should come to REPENTANCE!" (1 Perter 3: 8-9)
What an awesome GOD I serve. I quit saying "we serve" because I found out a lot of people are lying, faking, just trying to get over.
"I don't know what you came to do, but I came to serve the LORD!" I can't help it. I am truly humbled by the Goodness of the LORD. I don't know what He did for you but, I know what He did for me.
He didn't let that monster murder me. Her cruelty made me seek Him! PTL! She is so evil, creepy and Demonic, the LORD spoke to me when I was four years old.
I can brag, I have enjoyed and intimate relationship with the LORD since I was four years old. I was four years old and knew that it was the LORD! I don't care what you say that's awesome. I don't need your permission to acknowledge my strength and my redeemer.
You hate me! PTL! You revile and rebuke me! PTL! You include me out, don't want me around, don't want me on your team! PTL! You stalked me for sixty years secretly and stealthly trying to destroy me! PTL! You labeled me weird and undesirable! PTL! "You duh fool!" "You ain't S***!" were your not so secret insults and instruments of torture.
What really frustrated you? Surely to GOD you never believed you could defeat GOD with some "dust". I didn't put you down there in that hole. I never committed those sick sins that you did. I can't help you feel better about yourself. I can't turn your mountain of lies into the Truth.
There is nothing I can do but press on, Love the LORD, thank Him for delivering me from sin. Thank Him without ceasing for revealing You to me.
I can continue to study His WORD everyday. "but grow in the grace and knowledge of our LORD and Savior Jesus Christ. To Him be the Glory both now and forever. Amen." (1 Peter 3:18)
Be richly healed and blessed today family. Love the LORD, seek His face. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I have two cats, Scrappy and Vick, they are extremely cautious, almost paranoid. One will come to me, meowing, indicating that he wants to go out. I will open the door, he will approach the open doorway very carefully, creep to the entrance lithely, on "cat's feet", very carefully look left, then right before moving, before either one of them will venture into the "world", they will sniff the air. I am standing there irritated that this cat is taking his sweet time. My cats don't care. The look in Scrappy's eyes say; "Look heifer, this is my life...don't you rush me!" If the air doesn't smell right, he will turn around.
"Crazy cat!" I grumble, upset that this cat does in fact control me.
When he finally ventures outside he does not run, very cautiously and carefully Scrappy finally steps outside.
You can learn a lot from the study of cats. Never eat out of a dirty dish. Smell your food before you eat it. Don't come running every time someone calls you. Study people, stare at them, if you get around someone or something that you don't trust let them know. Get in a defensive posture. When that hair stands up on your back get ready to fight. Keep your claws sharp.
Don't hang out with dumb dogs, people that are beneath you, people that are unworthy of your company.
I am not saying that you should be paranoid but you should be careful. Always think for yourself. Be wary of people that insist on thinking for you. Particularly when their lives are a hodge-podge of mistakes. Make sure you know that some people do not want the best for you. Do know that some people will pretend that they love you just to ruin you.
They get some kind of kick out of it. Something went wrong with them a long time ago. Got on the wrong road and stayed there. "...scoffers will come in the last days, walking according to their own lusts," (1 Peter 3:3b)
They are just as confident, proud boasters, totally without fear. It is mind boggling I tell you. "...and saying, "Where is the promise of His coming? For since the fathers fell asleep, all things continue as they were from the beginning of creation." (1 Peter 3:4)
These foolish people think that it is a lie, they don't believe. They (secretly) don't believe that Jesus is coming back, they don't believe in the Rapture. So, they put on their phony "religion", sneak up in the "church" to snare, to prey, to take advantage of the "simple".
"But, beloved, do not forget this one thing, that with the LORD one day is a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day. The LORD is not slack concerning His promise, as some count slackness, but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish but that all should come to REPENTANCE!" (1 Perter 3: 8-9)
What an awesome GOD I serve. I quit saying "we serve" because I found out a lot of people are lying, faking, just trying to get over.
"I don't know what you came to do, but I came to serve the LORD!" I can't help it. I am truly humbled by the Goodness of the LORD. I don't know what He did for you but, I know what He did for me.
He didn't let that monster murder me. Her cruelty made me seek Him! PTL! She is so evil, creepy and Demonic, the LORD spoke to me when I was four years old.
I can brag, I have enjoyed and intimate relationship with the LORD since I was four years old. I was four years old and knew that it was the LORD! I don't care what you say that's awesome. I don't need your permission to acknowledge my strength and my redeemer.
You hate me! PTL! You revile and rebuke me! PTL! You include me out, don't want me around, don't want me on your team! PTL! You stalked me for sixty years secretly and stealthly trying to destroy me! PTL! You labeled me weird and undesirable! PTL! "You duh fool!" "You ain't S***!" were your not so secret insults and instruments of torture.
What really frustrated you? Surely to GOD you never believed you could defeat GOD with some "dust". I didn't put you down there in that hole. I never committed those sick sins that you did. I can't help you feel better about yourself. I can't turn your mountain of lies into the Truth.
There is nothing I can do but press on, Love the LORD, thank Him for delivering me from sin. Thank Him without ceasing for revealing You to me.
I can continue to study His WORD everyday. "but grow in the grace and knowledge of our LORD and Savior Jesus Christ. To Him be the Glory both now and forever. Amen." (1 Peter 3:18)
Be richly healed and blessed today family. Love the LORD, seek His face. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
"If we confess our sins,...
He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." 1 John 1: 9
That's for every body, every person on this earth. So, what are you waiting on? I'm not changing, "I ain't forgetting", I'm not going to pretend. I am holding your feet to the fire.
You know the WORD! So, what are you waiting on? You're not crazy!
You're the one that did it! You made your own decisions. You are certainly not dumb. I would like to know how you got involved in the occult.
You should write a book. You can write. You do have talent.
GOD will deliver you from evil if you ask Him.
That's for every body, every person on this earth. So, what are you waiting on? I'm not changing, "I ain't forgetting", I'm not going to pretend. I am holding your feet to the fire.
You know the WORD! So, what are you waiting on? You're not crazy!
You're the one that did it! You made your own decisions. You are certainly not dumb. I would like to know how you got involved in the occult.
You should write a book. You can write. You do have talent.
GOD will deliver you from evil if you ask Him.
There is a great lesson...
... to be learned here. "Judge not that you be not judged." ; for sure. "All that glitters is not gold."; is a great "truism" thoroughly demonstrated in my life.
I am a "Truth Teller" and I am telling it all, not out a sense of revenge as my nemesis declares. It is justice. It is right. The plain and simple truth, a beautiful woman (albeit a very corrupt woman) commandeered a great family and destroyed it . A vulgar, lustful, unprincipled, unhinged woman took over the Walters Clan for 86 years and worked diabolical evil and got away with it.
Rather than concentrating on her own gifts and talents she spent every waking hour of her existence plotting ways to rob and derail others. She is a sick SOCIOPATH, that can not be denied. She is a pathological LIAR! She is a demonic ROOTWORKER!
What did I know and when did I know it? Always. I always knew. Some of you always knew. Frozen and terrified by grief and fear we let her have her way.
I know now that I never had to fear her. She groomed me into the coward that I became. The "cowardice" in you, she cultivated. She is a scam artist, a charlatan, a complete fraud. There is no Christ in her. She is a complete phony when it comes to "religion".
Is she the most despicable woman that ever lived? I think so. Can she be forgiven, can she still get into the Kingdom? Yes, but she won't. She is far too ignorant, far too narcissistic, far too confused.
What is the lesson? Don't play with GOD. Study your Bible and most of all know with all of your heart that "Jesus Will Fix It!"
Family, be richly blessed and healed today. "Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I am a "Truth Teller" and I am telling it all, not out a sense of revenge as my nemesis declares. It is justice. It is right. The plain and simple truth, a beautiful woman (albeit a very corrupt woman) commandeered a great family and destroyed it . A vulgar, lustful, unprincipled, unhinged woman took over the Walters Clan for 86 years and worked diabolical evil and got away with it.
Rather than concentrating on her own gifts and talents she spent every waking hour of her existence plotting ways to rob and derail others. She is a sick SOCIOPATH, that can not be denied. She is a pathological LIAR! She is a demonic ROOTWORKER!
What did I know and when did I know it? Always. I always knew. Some of you always knew. Frozen and terrified by grief and fear we let her have her way.
I know now that I never had to fear her. She groomed me into the coward that I became. The "cowardice" in you, she cultivated. She is a scam artist, a charlatan, a complete fraud. There is no Christ in her. She is a complete phony when it comes to "religion".
Is she the most despicable woman that ever lived? I think so. Can she be forgiven, can she still get into the Kingdom? Yes, but she won't. She is far too ignorant, far too narcissistic, far too confused.
What is the lesson? Don't play with GOD. Study your Bible and most of all know with all of your heart that "Jesus Will Fix It!"
Family, be richly blessed and healed today. "Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Monday, February 27, 2012
Will you give up the right for the wrong?
Will you remain mum when you are a witness to wrong doing? Will you go along to get along? Will you hold GOD's truth in unrighteousness? Will you refuse to know the truth because the truth is too inconvenient, too disgusting? Are you as uncaring, unloving, selfish and self-centered as that demon you pretend to love? Will you cover for her because you are too embarrassed to admit that she did any thing to you?
What will you tell GOD one day? Who did you stand up for in your life time? Who did you try to help? Maybe you don't tie children up and beat them savagely? Maybe you don't deliberately say cruel things to people in an attempt to destroy their self- esteem? Maybe you don't follow people around hunting them like prey, trying to destroy them?
But, you don't say a single word to the people that do. You laugh with her and help her to hate. You agree with her and her "demonism" is invisible to you. You have forgotten all the terrible things she has done to you and said to you over the years. You make sure that she knows that you agree with her wholeheartedly.
You might not have the "courage" to be as evil as she is, but you are just as guilty. Your hatred and lack of faith is just as strong. In many ways you are just as ignorant because you believe everything she taught you. "Look out for yourself (only), fake and lie to get over. Holler LAWD! LAWD without meaning a word of it."
There is no point in beating you over the head either. You're just as delusional, blind, deaf and dumb. You won't pray either. You will not reach out to GOD. You will not seek His face.
"Do the best you can."
May the Dear LORD have mercy on all of us.
What will you tell GOD one day? Who did you stand up for in your life time? Who did you try to help? Maybe you don't tie children up and beat them savagely? Maybe you don't deliberately say cruel things to people in an attempt to destroy their self- esteem? Maybe you don't follow people around hunting them like prey, trying to destroy them?
But, you don't say a single word to the people that do. You laugh with her and help her to hate. You agree with her and her "demonism" is invisible to you. You have forgotten all the terrible things she has done to you and said to you over the years. You make sure that she knows that you agree with her wholeheartedly.
You might not have the "courage" to be as evil as she is, but you are just as guilty. Your hatred and lack of faith is just as strong. In many ways you are just as ignorant because you believe everything she taught you. "Look out for yourself (only), fake and lie to get over. Holler LAWD! LAWD without meaning a word of it."
There is no point in beating you over the head either. You're just as delusional, blind, deaf and dumb. You won't pray either. You will not reach out to GOD. You will not seek His face.
"Do the best you can."
May the Dear LORD have mercy on all of us.
Don't wait on people..
...never wait on any one. Don't wait for the "nay-sayers" to agree with you, to tell you that you are right. They will know that you are right and will never tell you. They will stand around gaping, just looking and hoping and PRAYING that you fail. They will pat you on the back and give you some phony praise while talking behind your back, while doing everything in their "root working" power to destroy you.
They will be the first to ridicule you for such ignorant primitive beliefs. If it was not a real problem the Bible would not speak so vehemently against it. Do know that there are some people so devoted to your demise they will gladly lose Christ to enslave you, to destroy you. I told you that it is mind boggling. That is the power of evil, the power of delusional blindness, the consequence of serving the devil while pretending to be a follower of Christ.
Never mind the fact that they are failing, will always fail , have always failed. Satisfied, they think that they have more than you. Content that their "act" is still working, still slaying, they try to laugh. They know that the "wrath of GOD" is coming, but they are powerless, a slave to Satan, all they can do is wait. Wait, and pretend to "disbelieve".
My grandfather was a brilliant man but he was pretty lonely. (Lonely, but not alone) My grandfather fully understood the power of sanctuary, of solitude. There were only a few people of his intellect and wisdom. There were very few people that were true Christians like he was.
As good as he was he had a great burden, his daughter. A study of my grandfather's life has taught me that we are All going to have pain. We are all going to have grief. But, all of us are not going to find Christ, to find salvation.
"To him who hath ears, let him hear." To GOD be the GLORY! Be healed and richly blessed to day. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
They will be the first to ridicule you for such ignorant primitive beliefs. If it was not a real problem the Bible would not speak so vehemently against it. Do know that there are some people so devoted to your demise they will gladly lose Christ to enslave you, to destroy you. I told you that it is mind boggling. That is the power of evil, the power of delusional blindness, the consequence of serving the devil while pretending to be a follower of Christ.
Never mind the fact that they are failing, will always fail , have always failed. Satisfied, they think that they have more than you. Content that their "act" is still working, still slaying, they try to laugh. They know that the "wrath of GOD" is coming, but they are powerless, a slave to Satan, all they can do is wait. Wait, and pretend to "disbelieve".
My grandfather was a brilliant man but he was pretty lonely. (Lonely, but not alone) My grandfather fully understood the power of sanctuary, of solitude. There were only a few people of his intellect and wisdom. There were very few people that were true Christians like he was.
As good as he was he had a great burden, his daughter. A study of my grandfather's life has taught me that we are All going to have pain. We are all going to have grief. But, all of us are not going to find Christ, to find salvation.
"To him who hath ears, let him hear." To GOD be the GLORY! Be healed and richly blessed to day. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
People of the World...
do know that there is some evil that is "too evil" to be comprehended. There are some people so low and demon possessed they can not be believed.
Do know that you can be so scarred, so harmed and degraded by a demon that You don't believe it. A demon can hypnotize you, mesmerize you, especially when you call that demon "mother".
Take this word with you today; SOCIOPATH! A sociopath is someone whose social behavior is repugnant, extremely abnormal. Sociopaths are interested only in their personal needs and desires. They have absolutely no concern for the effects of their behavior on others. (Baby rapist! My LORD from Zion! MURDERERS! Took her own father's life!)
I survived a SOCIOPATH! GOD delivered me and is healing me. PTL!!! Any woman that can sexually, physically, psychologically, and emotionally ruin her own children is an abomination to the LORD!
Don't try to gauge her by her behavior because she will fool you. She is a brilliant psychologist, she can read your mind, she knows exactly what to say. She knows full well how to act, just doesn't want any part of righteousness or godliness. Goodness and holy living bore her. "Religion" is something she uses to be seen, to be honored, to exploit and scramble your brains with. Evil is her preference, it is her choice. Don't try to match wits with her because you will lose.
Pray for her if you feel like it. The best thing you can do for this demon is stay away. She is what she is! (A stank 'Ho!) She is what she has always been, COMMON!
I must be in the fifth stage of my "grief", acceptance.
My LORD! My LORD! Thank you for Delivering me form Evil! PTL!!!
Do know that you can be so scarred, so harmed and degraded by a demon that You don't believe it. A demon can hypnotize you, mesmerize you, especially when you call that demon "mother".
Take this word with you today; SOCIOPATH! A sociopath is someone whose social behavior is repugnant, extremely abnormal. Sociopaths are interested only in their personal needs and desires. They have absolutely no concern for the effects of their behavior on others. (Baby rapist! My LORD from Zion! MURDERERS! Took her own father's life!)
I survived a SOCIOPATH! GOD delivered me and is healing me. PTL!!! Any woman that can sexually, physically, psychologically, and emotionally ruin her own children is an abomination to the LORD!
Don't try to gauge her by her behavior because she will fool you. She is a brilliant psychologist, she can read your mind, she knows exactly what to say. She knows full well how to act, just doesn't want any part of righteousness or godliness. Goodness and holy living bore her. "Religion" is something she uses to be seen, to be honored, to exploit and scramble your brains with. Evil is her preference, it is her choice. Don't try to match wits with her because you will lose.
Pray for her if you feel like it. The best thing you can do for this demon is stay away. She is what she is! (A stank 'Ho!) She is what she has always been, COMMON!
I must be in the fifth stage of my "grief", acceptance.
My LORD! My LORD! Thank you for Delivering me form Evil! PTL!!!
Sunday, February 26, 2012
"Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Listen!"
"seriously...he that hath ears let him hear! Get by yourself...go into your secret closet and pray. Seek GOD's face. Seek His face for real...What is He telling you?"
"That's the voice you need to listen to. Forget these people running up to you telling you who you are, what you are or what you are going to be."
"Life is not easy, it is not supposed to be easy. You are going to have to work. Work , W-O-R-K! That is where we start to have problems. That word work. There are some people that are determined that they are never going to work. They think they are too smart and too good to earn an honest living. So, they spend all of their time, every waking hour trying to figure out how to scam and flim-flam every "sucker" they can find into financing their life-style."
"Do know these wayward people start out early lying and deceiving. Evil. Born evil. (I don't know why. Ask GOD when you see him.) They are a curse. They are worse than the plague. Well, they get situated into families and many families fear them so much that they can't get rid of them. Some ignorant "no-preaching-GOD's-WORD" "precha" told them to tolerate this demon and to pray for them. Jesus told us to shun the very presence of evil."
"I am going to tell you what my granddaddy always told me; "Don't nevah let no sorry nigga pull you down." By "nigga" he meant low class person. Every "nigga" is not black. Most importantly, every black person is certainly not a nigger! There are people in the world that try to blame their low character on their "color" or "race" or status. Character has nothing to do with "color". Our world is full of no-count low life jealous people who only have one desire, to bring you down."
These "people" insist on filling your head with their ignorant demonic notions. The first thing they demand to "teach" you is to be "color struck". These people are so ignorant, so void of Christ, they demand that you accept the idea that the color of your skin matters. Why? Because skin color is all they have. Totally common, completely controlled by their sick perverted lust they need something, anything to make them feel better. Changing, obeying GOD's WORD would certainly make them feel better, make them whole, but that is not what they want to do.
Let's get very real and face the truth. This nasty animal loves her carnal nature. She would not trade it for anything in the world. She won't give it up for Jesus Christ, for the Kingdom. It is not worth it to her. Her lust is something she can't deny herself.
If you study her carefully you see that she has never denied herself anything. No, it is not that she can't do it, she won't do it. Why should she? She is still comfortable, has the fool notion that she is actually honored. I would not call her a preacher or a woman of GOD because some so-called denomination gave her a license to preach.
You better be careful where you go to worship. She is a preacher in that denomination and laughs about it, claims that most of the bishops and higher ups are nothing but closet "faggots". Whoa! Something is very wrong! GOD forbid such a tragedy! The devil has certainly infiltrated the "Church" with the full permission and acceptance of weak wimpy "Christians".
I can't do it! I will not do it. You will not play "holier-than-thou" with me while trying to cut my throat, while doing every thing in your demonic power to destroy me. I will not stand around "whopped" and degraded, grinning, playing "possum" trying to go along with your "mother-of-the-year" act. I will not keep your secrets!
Something is wrong with that picture. Something is very wrong in the "Church". I learned every "church" is not a church. If you are attending a "church" where godly living is deemed as an impossible pipe dream you are in the wrong "church". If you attend a "church" and your pastor is always hounding you for money like a bill collector I would suggest you start looking for a real church.
I would not attend a "church" where I never got the WORD, where some wayward known sinner was the pastor. I would not trust my salvation to a "church" that dismissed the fact that demons do in fact exist . I would not attend a "church" that encouraged and honored the wicked.
If you never learn anything else in this world make sure you get a very good grip on this concept; "Jesus on the lips certainly is no indication of Jesus in the heart." I know far too many people that use "GOD" to slay His children. "From such stay away."
"That's the voice you need to listen to. Forget these people running up to you telling you who you are, what you are or what you are going to be."
"Life is not easy, it is not supposed to be easy. You are going to have to work. Work , W-O-R-K! That is where we start to have problems. That word work. There are some people that are determined that they are never going to work. They think they are too smart and too good to earn an honest living. So, they spend all of their time, every waking hour trying to figure out how to scam and flim-flam every "sucker" they can find into financing their life-style."
"Do know these wayward people start out early lying and deceiving. Evil. Born evil. (I don't know why. Ask GOD when you see him.) They are a curse. They are worse than the plague. Well, they get situated into families and many families fear them so much that they can't get rid of them. Some ignorant "no-preaching-GOD's-WORD" "precha" told them to tolerate this demon and to pray for them. Jesus told us to shun the very presence of evil."
"I am going to tell you what my granddaddy always told me; "Don't nevah let no sorry nigga pull you down." By "nigga" he meant low class person. Every "nigga" is not black. Most importantly, every black person is certainly not a nigger! There are people in the world that try to blame their low character on their "color" or "race" or status. Character has nothing to do with "color". Our world is full of no-count low life jealous people who only have one desire, to bring you down."
These "people" insist on filling your head with their ignorant demonic notions. The first thing they demand to "teach" you is to be "color struck". These people are so ignorant, so void of Christ, they demand that you accept the idea that the color of your skin matters. Why? Because skin color is all they have. Totally common, completely controlled by their sick perverted lust they need something, anything to make them feel better. Changing, obeying GOD's WORD would certainly make them feel better, make them whole, but that is not what they want to do.
Let's get very real and face the truth. This nasty animal loves her carnal nature. She would not trade it for anything in the world. She won't give it up for Jesus Christ, for the Kingdom. It is not worth it to her. Her lust is something she can't deny herself.
If you study her carefully you see that she has never denied herself anything. No, it is not that she can't do it, she won't do it. Why should she? She is still comfortable, has the fool notion that she is actually honored. I would not call her a preacher or a woman of GOD because some so-called denomination gave her a license to preach.
You better be careful where you go to worship. She is a preacher in that denomination and laughs about it, claims that most of the bishops and higher ups are nothing but closet "faggots". Whoa! Something is very wrong! GOD forbid such a tragedy! The devil has certainly infiltrated the "Church" with the full permission and acceptance of weak wimpy "Christians".
I can't do it! I will not do it. You will not play "holier-than-thou" with me while trying to cut my throat, while doing every thing in your demonic power to destroy me. I will not stand around "whopped" and degraded, grinning, playing "possum" trying to go along with your "mother-of-the-year" act. I will not keep your secrets!
Something is wrong with that picture. Something is very wrong in the "Church". I learned every "church" is not a church. If you are attending a "church" where godly living is deemed as an impossible pipe dream you are in the wrong "church". If you attend a "church" and your pastor is always hounding you for money like a bill collector I would suggest you start looking for a real church.
I would not attend a "church" where I never got the WORD, where some wayward known sinner was the pastor. I would not trust my salvation to a "church" that dismissed the fact that demons do in fact exist . I would not attend a "church" that encouraged and honored the wicked.
If you never learn anything else in this world make sure you get a very good grip on this concept; "Jesus on the lips certainly is no indication of Jesus in the heart." I know far too many people that use "GOD" to slay His children. "From such stay away."
Your guilt betrayed your paranoia
Yea, you looked good, but you didn't look right. You sounded good, but you didn't sound right. The Bible says that the "wicked fleeth when no one pursueth".
You fled, ran ninety miles per hour down the road headed to nowhere. Now you are caught like the rat you are and have always been.
How dare you birth six children and plot their demise. No, you didn't plot on all of us, just some of us, most of us. There was at least one that I know you loved. It was obvious. He knows it to. The rest of us had to be content with what ever scraps of second-hand pretend "love" you felt like doling out.
So now you are caught in your own web. It doesn't feel good does it. You don't like being strangled by your own treacherous tentacles.
All I can say is, I smelled you before I saw you. You were on my radar, you were detected, I was just too blind to see that it was my OWN "mother".
Do you know I remember every slight, sensed every plot. I don't know why your're so ignorant and EVIL. I might of known you were a fool; you had us standing deep in the pitch black woods called a graveyard at midnight gathering your "goofer dust". Who would do that? What kind of person has a mind like that?
What did it profit you? Did my demise amuse you? Are you still laughing about what you did to my knee? Did you keep a list of the people you tried to bring down to your level?
Are you still proud? Are you still deaf and dumb? Obviously you are, you still won't repent. It's cool, continue to do you. Continue on the wrong road for all the wrong reasons. The wrath of GOD is revealed from heaven against you.
I do pray for you. I do lay you on GOD's alter. "Do the best you can dawthur, do the best you can."
Remember; "Apart from Christ you are still nothing!"
Be richly healed and blessed family as we come to know GOD's unfallible Truth.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
You fled, ran ninety miles per hour down the road headed to nowhere. Now you are caught like the rat you are and have always been.
How dare you birth six children and plot their demise. No, you didn't plot on all of us, just some of us, most of us. There was at least one that I know you loved. It was obvious. He knows it to. The rest of us had to be content with what ever scraps of second-hand pretend "love" you felt like doling out.
So now you are caught in your own web. It doesn't feel good does it. You don't like being strangled by your own treacherous tentacles.
All I can say is, I smelled you before I saw you. You were on my radar, you were detected, I was just too blind to see that it was my OWN "mother".
Do you know I remember every slight, sensed every plot. I don't know why your're so ignorant and EVIL. I might of known you were a fool; you had us standing deep in the pitch black woods called a graveyard at midnight gathering your "goofer dust". Who would do that? What kind of person has a mind like that?
What did it profit you? Did my demise amuse you? Are you still laughing about what you did to my knee? Did you keep a list of the people you tried to bring down to your level?
Are you still proud? Are you still deaf and dumb? Obviously you are, you still won't repent. It's cool, continue to do you. Continue on the wrong road for all the wrong reasons. The wrath of GOD is revealed from heaven against you.
I do pray for you. I do lay you on GOD's alter. "Do the best you can dawthur, do the best you can."
Remember; "Apart from Christ you are still nothing!"
Be richly healed and blessed family as we come to know GOD's unfallible Truth.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Mind boggling....
"I planted, Apollos watered, but GOD gave the increase." 1 Corinthians 3:6 Paul planted, Apollos watered but it was GOD that gave the increase.
I know you know that, probably preached it before. So why did you waste your entire life being sneaky, saying the opposite of what you truly believed? How could you dare believe that you were really winning, really increasing your self? Why do you feel that you must destroy others to look good?
Are you a puppet? Just a poor weak helpless imp dedicated to the evil one. Is it genetic, a defective gene? Do you know that I remember when you went to a psychiatrist once. We lived at 6C Honeycutt Road, I was eight years old. You came back screaming; "NO! NO!...it ain't true!" I don't know what they told you but I know that you never went back.
I always felt that you were too ashamed to get help. I refused to believe the reason was you really didn't care, could not care less about the feelings of any one else, and in fact enjoyed your perversion. I just could not accept it, could not believe it. My "mother", null and void, my "mother" totally vacuous, empty. You talk such a good game. Your pretend logic and wisdom is right on. I guess I underestimated the power of evil and ignorance. I am a believer now!
I find the articles I'm reading on covert narcissism fascinating. They have you cold. The descriptions are perfect. The fact that so many psychiatrist devote their entire practices to the study of people like you means that you are not that unusual, quite common actually.
Psychiatrist call you a covert narcissist, GOD calls you a DEMON! You are a demon that's mad because she can't be a demon out in the open. GOD's laws and prophecy upset you. Your "religion" is for show, for bait, for cover.
There are a few things I want to remind you of; "The unseen things of GOD are undiscoverable by the natural man. These unseen things GOD has revealed to chosen men and women." In other words I am wasting my breathe. "There is none so blind as he who refuses to see." You refuse to see, to hear. It is not going to happen. "You are going out the world backward like you did when you first came here."
There is no point in hating you or trying to help you. It is not going to happen. I do thank you. Obviously I needed you in my life. I needed something as evil and corrupt as you to lead me to Christ. Praise the LORD!
I know you know that, probably preached it before. So why did you waste your entire life being sneaky, saying the opposite of what you truly believed? How could you dare believe that you were really winning, really increasing your self? Why do you feel that you must destroy others to look good?
Are you a puppet? Just a poor weak helpless imp dedicated to the evil one. Is it genetic, a defective gene? Do you know that I remember when you went to a psychiatrist once. We lived at 6C Honeycutt Road, I was eight years old. You came back screaming; "NO! NO!...it ain't true!" I don't know what they told you but I know that you never went back.
I always felt that you were too ashamed to get help. I refused to believe the reason was you really didn't care, could not care less about the feelings of any one else, and in fact enjoyed your perversion. I just could not accept it, could not believe it. My "mother", null and void, my "mother" totally vacuous, empty. You talk such a good game. Your pretend logic and wisdom is right on. I guess I underestimated the power of evil and ignorance. I am a believer now!
I find the articles I'm reading on covert narcissism fascinating. They have you cold. The descriptions are perfect. The fact that so many psychiatrist devote their entire practices to the study of people like you means that you are not that unusual, quite common actually.
Psychiatrist call you a covert narcissist, GOD calls you a DEMON! You are a demon that's mad because she can't be a demon out in the open. GOD's laws and prophecy upset you. Your "religion" is for show, for bait, for cover.
There are a few things I want to remind you of; "The unseen things of GOD are undiscoverable by the natural man. These unseen things GOD has revealed to chosen men and women." In other words I am wasting my breathe. "There is none so blind as he who refuses to see." You refuse to see, to hear. It is not going to happen. "You are going out the world backward like you did when you first came here."
There is no point in hating you or trying to help you. It is not going to happen. I do thank you. Obviously I needed you in my life. I needed something as evil and corrupt as you to lead me to Christ. Praise the LORD!
Friday, February 24, 2012
Poor selfish Mathy Jane...
...just could not trust in the LORD. A GOD that loved and wanted to share His goodness with every being on planet earth was a concept that little Mathy Jane could not accept. It didn't make any sense to her. Why would GOD love hideous jet black people? How could GOD love people that weren't as pretty as she was? How could He stand people who were't as smart? What use did GOD have with people that weren't "light bright and damn near white!"?
Devious Mathy Jane pretended to go along with that bull. There was no point in arguing with these idiots. Couldn't they see that white people were GOD's favorite? " White folks had eva'thang, ran eva'thang. Wudden nobody smarter than a white man...the best a nigga cud do was to be slick. Be a con artist! You bedder be deceitful1...or you wuz gon' be broke!"
For some reason lying came very easily for little Mathy Jane. Lies rolled off of her tongue like snake oil. Few people could tell better lies faster. Charm was her forte. She could and would charm your "draws off ya'" if she wanted to.
A born crook, she couldn't help it. Most people have always been putty in her hands. "It's yo' fault you dummy...you shuddna' been dumb enuf to blieve me! Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!"
That was about the best apology you would ever get out of Mathy Jane. Plus she felt good about her life. "Hadden she led thousands to Jesus? Hadden she prayed for folks, laid hands on people and healed them? Didn't people come and tell hur what a fine prayer dat wuz? How that sermon touched they heart? After all GAWD know hur heart. Didn't GAWD hep her raise all dese no count worthless ungrateful black a** younguns? Dey did well too! Became a Doctor!...a school teacha'...a Physician's Assistant! That didn't happen by accident! I know I did sumpin' right! Plus I don't 'member, I can't 'member no bad I eva' did...fa' some reason it slips my mind. I ain't nevah did no wrong to no body! Why all dese niggaz keep lying on me? Dey jealous! Jealous dat's all. Dey can't prove I used no roots on'um. They didn't see me (he-he-he-he)."
There are over seven billion people on this earth and many of them are fools. Totally void of logic and common sense, vacuous, empty. There is nothing in their head, in their brain. They never cultivated their brains, never read a book. All they know is what they heard. All they know and believe in is what ever they have been told. These people are easily led astray, easily bribed, easily conditioned. These people will not make it into the Kingdom because they are too lazy. They are "anti-intellectuals". Their stupidity embarrasses me. I shun them. I stay away from them. An ignorant person that you can't explain GOD's Truth to is not worth wasting breath on. You'll get a headache for your trouble. They will scramble your brain.
Devious Mathy Jane pretended to go along with that bull. There was no point in arguing with these idiots. Couldn't they see that white people were GOD's favorite? " White folks had eva'thang, ran eva'thang. Wudden nobody smarter than a white man...the best a nigga cud do was to be slick. Be a con artist! You bedder be deceitful1...or you wuz gon' be broke!"
For some reason lying came very easily for little Mathy Jane. Lies rolled off of her tongue like snake oil. Few people could tell better lies faster. Charm was her forte. She could and would charm your "draws off ya'" if she wanted to.
A born crook, she couldn't help it. Most people have always been putty in her hands. "It's yo' fault you dummy...you shuddna' been dumb enuf to blieve me! Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!"
That was about the best apology you would ever get out of Mathy Jane. Plus she felt good about her life. "Hadden she led thousands to Jesus? Hadden she prayed for folks, laid hands on people and healed them? Didn't people come and tell hur what a fine prayer dat wuz? How that sermon touched they heart? After all GAWD know hur heart. Didn't GAWD hep her raise all dese no count worthless ungrateful black a** younguns? Dey did well too! Became a Doctor!...a school teacha'...a Physician's Assistant! That didn't happen by accident! I know I did sumpin' right! Plus I don't 'member, I can't 'member no bad I eva' did...fa' some reason it slips my mind. I ain't nevah did no wrong to no body! Why all dese niggaz keep lying on me? Dey jealous! Jealous dat's all. Dey can't prove I used no roots on'um. They didn't see me (he-he-he-he)."
There are over seven billion people on this earth and many of them are fools. Totally void of logic and common sense, vacuous, empty. There is nothing in their head, in their brain. They never cultivated their brains, never read a book. All they know is what they heard. All they know and believe in is what ever they have been told. These people are easily led astray, easily bribed, easily conditioned. These people will not make it into the Kingdom because they are too lazy. They are "anti-intellectuals". Their stupidity embarrasses me. I shun them. I stay away from them. An ignorant person that you can't explain GOD's Truth to is not worth wasting breath on. You'll get a headache for your trouble. They will scramble your brain.
"Eva' shut eye...
...ain't sleep, and every good-bye ain't gone". Some of the greatest philosophers in the world were never Harvard educated. You can learn a lot from simple "country folk", people that have lived honest good lives, quietly observed, loved the LORD and always trusted in Him.
My grandfather, Jerome Walters, was such a man. I honor him, I praise him, I lift him up. His teaching, his admonitions did wonders for my life. I am sure that I would have never experienced any parental love without him. He taught me to care about people. He taught me to love unconditionally. He gave me a reason to want to be somebody.
If I live to be one hundred years old I will always cherish his memory. If I never make another person proud of me, of my life, I know that I made my granddaddy proud. I remember him putting our neighbor in her place when she made a comment about her teenage daughter and myself. "Don't you put my granddawthur's name in the same sentence wid yo' dawthur! My granddawthur ain't no such a chile as yo'ze!" He didn't mean any harm. He just wanted her to know how proud he was of me, how I was a very special person in his eyes. He could be brutally honest sometime.
I know that I made him beam with pride. "My granddawthur is a school TEACHA'...she down in 'Lanta teaching school!
Did he spoil me? Yes he did. Did he ever deny me anything? Never! Will I clear his name? Yes I will! Will everyone know the tragic life he endured at the hands of a closet sadist? Yes they will!
No, it will not be by me, it will be by the hand of GOD. You will reap what You sowed! You will pay the very last mite!
You know some people get tickled, delighted when they think they got away with some powerful evil. These people do not understand GOD's concept of time. They don't understand GOD's justice.
If you don't really believe in GOD, don't pretend that you do. Don't holler "LAWD! LAWD!" if you don't mean it. Don't ever believe that you can put on a cloak of "righteousness" and work evil.
You will do better living your life of little faith by your own devices. Don't you dare think that you can fool people for ever. The stench of your rotten fruit follows you. The image of your foul deeds surround you. If you can't pray, don't pretend to pray. Don't you ever believe that true Christians are soft and easy targets for demons.
"Wait on the LORD!" "Though he (the devil) slay me, I will wait patiently on the LORD." My grandfather taught me to have great patience by example. He taught me to trust in the LORD with every fiber of my being.
I know that I don't have to accept any one's phony exploixtive love out of a sense of hunger and need that demon cultivated in me. I do have sense enough to know that you will do to me what you did to others.
You may think that you are safe. You may think that keeping her secret is what you should do. You may let her charm you to your dying day. It will not profit you anything. One day you may realize that he Bible is real, every word is prophetic. Maybe one day you will pick up your Bible and finally realize that you cursed yourself by clinging to a demon possessed woman unable to love or care for anyone.
To GOD be the Glory! Read your Bible children. Study His WORD for yourself. Remember,; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Be healed and blessed today.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
My grandfather, Jerome Walters, was such a man. I honor him, I praise him, I lift him up. His teaching, his admonitions did wonders for my life. I am sure that I would have never experienced any parental love without him. He taught me to care about people. He taught me to love unconditionally. He gave me a reason to want to be somebody.
If I live to be one hundred years old I will always cherish his memory. If I never make another person proud of me, of my life, I know that I made my granddaddy proud. I remember him putting our neighbor in her place when she made a comment about her teenage daughter and myself. "Don't you put my granddawthur's name in the same sentence wid yo' dawthur! My granddawthur ain't no such a chile as yo'ze!" He didn't mean any harm. He just wanted her to know how proud he was of me, how I was a very special person in his eyes. He could be brutally honest sometime.
I know that I made him beam with pride. "My granddawthur is a school TEACHA'...she down in 'Lanta teaching school!
Did he spoil me? Yes he did. Did he ever deny me anything? Never! Will I clear his name? Yes I will! Will everyone know the tragic life he endured at the hands of a closet sadist? Yes they will!
No, it will not be by me, it will be by the hand of GOD. You will reap what You sowed! You will pay the very last mite!
You know some people get tickled, delighted when they think they got away with some powerful evil. These people do not understand GOD's concept of time. They don't understand GOD's justice.
If you don't really believe in GOD, don't pretend that you do. Don't holler "LAWD! LAWD!" if you don't mean it. Don't ever believe that you can put on a cloak of "righteousness" and work evil.
You will do better living your life of little faith by your own devices. Don't you dare think that you can fool people for ever. The stench of your rotten fruit follows you. The image of your foul deeds surround you. If you can't pray, don't pretend to pray. Don't you ever believe that true Christians are soft and easy targets for demons.
"Wait on the LORD!" "Though he (the devil) slay me, I will wait patiently on the LORD." My grandfather taught me to have great patience by example. He taught me to trust in the LORD with every fiber of my being.
I know that I don't have to accept any one's phony exploixtive love out of a sense of hunger and need that demon cultivated in me. I do have sense enough to know that you will do to me what you did to others.
You may think that you are safe. You may think that keeping her secret is what you should do. You may let her charm you to your dying day. It will not profit you anything. One day you may realize that he Bible is real, every word is prophetic. Maybe one day you will pick up your Bible and finally realize that you cursed yourself by clinging to a demon possessed woman unable to love or care for anyone.
To GOD be the Glory! Read your Bible children. Study His WORD for yourself. Remember,; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Be healed and blessed today.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Did I make your day?
Are you really as happy as you claim to be? You claimed that you were delighted when people talked about you. Always fuming, cursing and cussing, you claim that you are glad to be on some one's mind. Your son stayed away from you for twenty-five years and you bragged that you knew that he could never forget you.
Are you really that proud or are you just lying as usual? People are still talking about Hitler. He is sure a name no one will ever forget.
No one uses that name any more. People stopped naming their sons Adolf. You can search the world over, I don't think you will find anyone carrying that moniker.
Will people stop naming their daughters Martha? You do flatter yourself. You always likened yourself to Martha in the Bible. You missed the mark on that comparison. You should have read a little more, should have read more about Jezebel. I think you did. I think she was always your secret hero.
Well you know what happened to Jezebel don't you? Well I would not be so happy to cause so much pain and misery.
I know I'm strong. I know GOD carries me in the palm of His hand. Proof? You! You are my proof. When I dare to think what you had in store for me, I just crumble. I humble myself to the LORD and cry, Thank You Jesus!
You be blessed. Pray and fast. "Do the best you can, dawthur."
Are you really that proud or are you just lying as usual? People are still talking about Hitler. He is sure a name no one will ever forget.
No one uses that name any more. People stopped naming their sons Adolf. You can search the world over, I don't think you will find anyone carrying that moniker.
Will people stop naming their daughters Martha? You do flatter yourself. You always likened yourself to Martha in the Bible. You missed the mark on that comparison. You should have read a little more, should have read more about Jezebel. I think you did. I think she was always your secret hero.
Well you know what happened to Jezebel don't you? Well I would not be so happy to cause so much pain and misery.
I know I'm strong. I know GOD carries me in the palm of His hand. Proof? You! You are my proof. When I dare to think what you had in store for me, I just crumble. I humble myself to the LORD and cry, Thank You Jesus!
You be blessed. Pray and fast. "Do the best you can, dawthur."
"She really believed that she...
would always win, would never be found out. She thought that no one would ever know. She always knew that GOD knew, but what did she care about GOD? Nothing, absolutely nothing. GOD was for suckers. His WORD is the perfect tool in the hands of a closeted demon. In her poor weak delusional mind she is in fact smarter than Almighty GOD. That is some serious sick delusion. She knew, she always knew that she was winning. Who on this earth could be smarter? Always declaring the exact opposite of what she really meant or felt. Playing the sanctified Holy Ghost filled "mother" would always protect her from suspicion. It would even protect her from the victims she violated. She always kept her delicious hatred and jealousy, just put padding on it and sugar coated it. It was still the worse hatred and betrayal known to mankind just the same. I understand, she had no reason to think otherwise. She got away quite successfully with every scheme and whim. Laughed about them, bragged about them.
I can count the times she was defeated. XXXX, that 3rd husband got away, he had to sneak off like some gigolo in a dime-store paperback novel though.
Other than that she can truly say that she has lived her entire life on her terms. Always tricked some man into buying her a "fine automobile". Always fiercely intimidating, she will scare the s*** out of you. I don't care who you are, anyone that can stand up to Mathy, got some "balls".
I salute you. You are either crazy or you have Jesus. I have Jesus. Jesus saved me!
She did believe she had some real power. Look at her pictures, obstinately over confident. Of course she was always invited to be the mistress of ceremony, guest speaker, preacher, etc. She is quite entertaining. Her words are smooth and intoxicating and in her youth she was quite beautiful. She is still strikingly attractive as an old woman.
That demon is all over her though. That demon mocks her sometime, will make her dress clowny or inappropriate.
I always thought that she was a frustrated actress/comedienne denied her opportunity by fate. The fact is she sabotaged herself. So determined to eviscerate all competition, real or imagined, she destroyed herself.
It is as simple as that. Most of the "fear" she enjoyed was misinterpreted. I was afraid of her because I was puzzled, confused, frozen in a stoic shock. Locked in disbelief, if you will. I didn't know what to think about her. I didn't know what to do with her. I followed my granddaddy's lead. He said when your head is in the lion's mouth that you should not make any sudden moves. He did tell me to leave and never come back once or twice, but he never explained why.
Her ravenous attempts to destroy any and all competition ultimately destroyed her. Serves her right. Rather than living right and earning a good name for herself, she stole one. (Imp) Snatched it out of her father's cold dead hands.
What a sad story, a woman of so much beauty , talent and intelligence that was determined to be an anti-Christ or an imp for the anti-Christ.
What do you do when you wake up one day and know that you are an abomination to Almighty GOD? What do you do when you wake up one day just to find out that you have been a totally out of control imp for the devil?
Who can reach you, who can save you when you declare that ; " I don't care if don' nobody go to my funeral!" ? First of all you ought to know that you are lying. How many (self) obituaries have you written? How many times have you told me to not mention all of your "marriages" in your obituary?
Obviously you care very much. Your obstinance and serious lack of faith won't let you repent. That is the devil's gift to you. The devil is determined that you will never win. For 86 years you have made the wrong decisions. You have been very foolish. That is the nature of man to be extremely foolish. That is why GOD sent us His son. Jesus suffered on that cross for you and for me.
Dear family if you are in need of a blessing, ask GOD. If you are feeling lost and down in your spirit you know that Jesus will pick you up. If you are facing a health crisis you know that GOD will lay His healing hands on you. If you read the Bible and can't understand it, can't comprehend, keep reading, keep praying.
Be richly blessed. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I can count the times she was defeated. XXXX, that 3rd husband got away, he had to sneak off like some gigolo in a dime-store paperback novel though.
Other than that she can truly say that she has lived her entire life on her terms. Always tricked some man into buying her a "fine automobile". Always fiercely intimidating, she will scare the s*** out of you. I don't care who you are, anyone that can stand up to Mathy, got some "balls".
I salute you. You are either crazy or you have Jesus. I have Jesus. Jesus saved me!
She did believe she had some real power. Look at her pictures, obstinately over confident. Of course she was always invited to be the mistress of ceremony, guest speaker, preacher, etc. She is quite entertaining. Her words are smooth and intoxicating and in her youth she was quite beautiful. She is still strikingly attractive as an old woman.
That demon is all over her though. That demon mocks her sometime, will make her dress clowny or inappropriate.
I always thought that she was a frustrated actress/comedienne denied her opportunity by fate. The fact is she sabotaged herself. So determined to eviscerate all competition, real or imagined, she destroyed herself.
It is as simple as that. Most of the "fear" she enjoyed was misinterpreted. I was afraid of her because I was puzzled, confused, frozen in a stoic shock. Locked in disbelief, if you will. I didn't know what to think about her. I didn't know what to do with her. I followed my granddaddy's lead. He said when your head is in the lion's mouth that you should not make any sudden moves. He did tell me to leave and never come back once or twice, but he never explained why.
Her ravenous attempts to destroy any and all competition ultimately destroyed her. Serves her right. Rather than living right and earning a good name for herself, she stole one. (Imp) Snatched it out of her father's cold dead hands.
What a sad story, a woman of so much beauty , talent and intelligence that was determined to be an anti-Christ or an imp for the anti-Christ.
What do you do when you wake up one day and know that you are an abomination to Almighty GOD? What do you do when you wake up one day just to find out that you have been a totally out of control imp for the devil?
Who can reach you, who can save you when you declare that ; " I don't care if don' nobody go to my funeral!" ? First of all you ought to know that you are lying. How many (self) obituaries have you written? How many times have you told me to not mention all of your "marriages" in your obituary?
Obviously you care very much. Your obstinance and serious lack of faith won't let you repent. That is the devil's gift to you. The devil is determined that you will never win. For 86 years you have made the wrong decisions. You have been very foolish. That is the nature of man to be extremely foolish. That is why GOD sent us His son. Jesus suffered on that cross for you and for me.
Dear family if you are in need of a blessing, ask GOD. If you are feeling lost and down in your spirit you know that Jesus will pick you up. If you are facing a health crisis you know that GOD will lay His healing hands on you. If you read the Bible and can't understand it, can't comprehend, keep reading, keep praying.
Be richly blessed. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
"You know what I think...
...I think when we don't hunger for His WORD ... the way we should...GOD causes us to hunger, to thrist. GOD has a way of getting our attention.
When you have lost eva'thang you eva had and still can't hear GAWD callin' ya'...Ah don' know what to say? You jest stupid, s-l-o-w, ain't got good sense or you jest spozzed to be lost.
Some folks jest spozzed to be lost, dawthur. Some folks don' want to be saved. Look at Lot's wife. She looked back. She missed dat mess...didn't want to come out'it...Turned to a pillow of salt to. Dey alot folkes ain't nuttin' but pillows ugh salt. Rigid, stuck in dey ways...can't be changed. Rather stand somewhur lukin' stupid 'fo dey will admit that they wrong....f'o they will admit that they made a mistake.
Ah'moan haftah be like Lot and leave'um. I can't go back 'dere chile. No, no...Ah can't go back 'dere."
When you have lost eva'thang you eva had and still can't hear GAWD callin' ya'...Ah don' know what to say? You jest stupid, s-l-o-w, ain't got good sense or you jest spozzed to be lost.
Some folks jest spozzed to be lost, dawthur. Some folks don' want to be saved. Look at Lot's wife. She looked back. She missed dat mess...didn't want to come out'it...Turned to a pillow of salt to. Dey alot folkes ain't nuttin' but pillows ugh salt. Rigid, stuck in dey ways...can't be changed. Rather stand somewhur lukin' stupid 'fo dey will admit that they wrong....f'o they will admit that they made a mistake.
Ah'moan haftah be like Lot and leave'um. I can't go back 'dere chile. No, no...Ah can't go back 'dere."
"Let me destroy that myth right now!"
"You can't dabble in sin. When you are fallen you are fallen. That is what sin means, to be out of the will of GOD. When you are out of the will of GOD you are "out of order". Don't say what you will or will not do when you are consciously "sinning". When you deliberately do something that you know to be wrong because you are fearful of tomorrow. When you do something wrong because you don't trust GOD to lead you, to provide for you."
"Well do what ever you want to "hardhead". You are not going to feel good about yourself. I know a woman that tried to teach me the most ignorant lie. "If a nigga haft tuh pay fa' it ...you a lady...if you give it to him you a 'ho."
I was smart enough to not listen to that ignorant rhetoric. She already told me I was doomed from the beginning for being born black. That is being so-o-o-ooo dark skinned. It was such a d*** shame. She talked about me like I had "down syndrome" or something." ( I was d*** near fifty before I realized that I am brown anyway.)
"No, she meant it. I believe she meant it then and still believes that right now. She is not the only one. I married an idiot that stupid. At least that is what he claimed. I thank GOD for his stupidity. Anyone "dumbier" than I am has to go...be gone! One fool in a family is bad enough.
I have a good excuse for my stupidity, I am human. I am human but I can learn. I do pay attention. I can think critically. I can discern the truth. I know fact from fiction. I would have known better without surviving a "crook", a charlatan, a flim-flam artist.
Some people just don't want to know. They would rather remain ignorant. Some people like to suffer forever. Some people think they deserve to. Maybe they do. But, I don't. I know that "the sun is going to shine in my backdoor one day!"
It is already shining! I feel good already. I feel prosperous. I have honor, I have dignity. I know the Truth!
Be richly blessed. "Go head GOD, go head!"
"Well do what ever you want to "hardhead". You are not going to feel good about yourself. I know a woman that tried to teach me the most ignorant lie. "If a nigga haft tuh pay fa' it ...you a lady...if you give it to him you a 'ho."
I was smart enough to not listen to that ignorant rhetoric. She already told me I was doomed from the beginning for being born black. That is being so-o-o-ooo dark skinned. It was such a d*** shame. She talked about me like I had "down syndrome" or something." ( I was d*** near fifty before I realized that I am brown anyway.)
"No, she meant it. I believe she meant it then and still believes that right now. She is not the only one. I married an idiot that stupid. At least that is what he claimed. I thank GOD for his stupidity. Anyone "dumbier" than I am has to go...be gone! One fool in a family is bad enough.
I have a good excuse for my stupidity, I am human. I am human but I can learn. I do pay attention. I can think critically. I can discern the truth. I know fact from fiction. I would have known better without surviving a "crook", a charlatan, a flim-flam artist.
Some people just don't want to know. They would rather remain ignorant. Some people like to suffer forever. Some people think they deserve to. Maybe they do. But, I don't. I know that "the sun is going to shine in my backdoor one day!"
It is already shining! I feel good already. I feel prosperous. I have honor, I have dignity. I know the Truth!
Be richly blessed. "Go head GOD, go head!"
"Come by here LORD, ...
somebody needs you!" That was my grandfather's earnest prayer. He didn't pray that prayer all the time. He saved it, savored it for the times when he or we were in the most distress.
I never fully understood why he could be such a sad man at times. Of course I understand clearly now.
My grandfather taught me the power of payer. My grandfather taught me by example that if you lived right GOD would bless you.
I always knew about Abraham's covenant with GOD. Somehow I always knew that my grandfather was sacrificing his life for his children and his children's children.
I knew Jesus said that our enemies would be of our own household. The fact that my own "mother" was my absolute worse enemy never crossed my mind. I know that is hard to believe. Treachery after treachery, backstab after backstab and I still didn't know. Still didn't catch on. But GOD in His Divine Order returned the Prodigal's son and connected all the dots.
He left here with some deep dark secrets. GOD told you that you were not going to get away. He told you that you would pay the very last mite, and you will.
In the mean time family, all is not lost. You are not dead and you are not doomed.
"Come by here LORD! Somebody needs You!" Dear LORD in heaven I pray Your Powerful prayer of healing for All of my loved ones. Touch them today LORD! Shrink that cancerous tumor LORD. Wipe it away! Make it disappear! Dear LORD touch that little girl! Heal her from the top of her head down to the bottom of her feet. Make her well LORD. Heal her. Dear LORD prepare my dear brother as he prepares to go under the knife. Give him confidence LORD. Give him courage. Heal him LORD.
Heal every one that is hurting, all that are crippled and limping. If they are in need of a financial blessing give them that too LORD.
Open their minds LORD and open their hearts. Bring them to Your marvelous light. May they be loosed Today LORD. In the precious name of Our LORD Jesus Christ I pray. To GOD be the GLORY! PTL!!
If you read this post and you have but the faith of a mustard seed you are blessed. KNOW IT!
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I never fully understood why he could be such a sad man at times. Of course I understand clearly now.
My grandfather taught me the power of payer. My grandfather taught me by example that if you lived right GOD would bless you.
I always knew about Abraham's covenant with GOD. Somehow I always knew that my grandfather was sacrificing his life for his children and his children's children.
I knew Jesus said that our enemies would be of our own household. The fact that my own "mother" was my absolute worse enemy never crossed my mind. I know that is hard to believe. Treachery after treachery, backstab after backstab and I still didn't know. Still didn't catch on. But GOD in His Divine Order returned the Prodigal's son and connected all the dots.
He left here with some deep dark secrets. GOD told you that you were not going to get away. He told you that you would pay the very last mite, and you will.
In the mean time family, all is not lost. You are not dead and you are not doomed.
"Come by here LORD! Somebody needs You!" Dear LORD in heaven I pray Your Powerful prayer of healing for All of my loved ones. Touch them today LORD! Shrink that cancerous tumor LORD. Wipe it away! Make it disappear! Dear LORD touch that little girl! Heal her from the top of her head down to the bottom of her feet. Make her well LORD. Heal her. Dear LORD prepare my dear brother as he prepares to go under the knife. Give him confidence LORD. Give him courage. Heal him LORD.
Heal every one that is hurting, all that are crippled and limping. If they are in need of a financial blessing give them that too LORD.
Open their minds LORD and open their hearts. Bring them to Your marvelous light. May they be loosed Today LORD. In the precious name of Our LORD Jesus Christ I pray. To GOD be the GLORY! PTL!!
If you read this post and you have but the faith of a mustard seed you are blessed. KNOW IT!
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"Oh ye of little faith..."
How long will GOD put up with you? You are deliberately exasperating, willfully wicked. Who told you that the sins you hide are "undone"? You wear a cloak of "righteousness" . You squeeze into it, pull it over all of your "proclivities", nasty little lustful habits you acquired over the years.
Where does all of that anger and hostility stem from? Who do you hate? What do you hate? GOD told you not to serve two masters. You did it anyway. Now you are standing around demanding to be honored, demanding that your mountain of sick debauchery be over looked.
It is not going to happen. I don't think there are any retarded people in my family. True, most are still very afraid of you. But, they know you. They know and knew more about you decades before I caught on. No, they didn't tell me. Some ran off, "escaped" you for twenty-five years, never bothered to tell me anything. Didn't give me so much as a hint. That's selfish, that's uncaring. Any half decent stranger will warn you about a robber or a thief. Most friends do tell a "friend" when they are being used by a "lover".
I'm not sorry. No one is going to do any wrong to any one that I "love" and I know it. I will tell. I will warn you. If you don't listen that is on you. I can rest easy knowing that I did my Christian duty.
Living a life where you are only concerned about your self is not GOD's way. He told us ; "Love ye one another as I have loved you." Jesus didn't tell us to feign love, to fawn over targeted victims with fake flattery, to build some one up with phony rhetoric while secretly tearing them down.
It is terrible children. It is disgusting, it is True.
Get your hideous self away from me. You can't repent and I can't abide you. I am repulsed, horrified, but Glorified. GOD SAVED ME! Almighty GOD delivered me from your foul despicable scheme.
Dear friends and family, do know that some demons do not want the world. They are very satisfied destroying their own little world. They are content with hurting the few people in their close circle. Deceit, the pleasure of wrecking havoc in secret is their pleasure.
I praise GOD for the cousin that revealed the family secret of her smashing that puppy. Someone swept that event under the rug. Some one threw it into the "sea of forgetfulness". Obviously she didn't. That woman has relived that sick pleasure over and over for decades.
You can be her "puppy", I refuse. I put my trust in GOD.
Dear LORD thank you for your healing Power. Thank you for your Divine Order. Thank you for righting wrongs. To GOD be the Glory.
Be richly blessed children. Stay in His WORD. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Where does all of that anger and hostility stem from? Who do you hate? What do you hate? GOD told you not to serve two masters. You did it anyway. Now you are standing around demanding to be honored, demanding that your mountain of sick debauchery be over looked.
It is not going to happen. I don't think there are any retarded people in my family. True, most are still very afraid of you. But, they know you. They know and knew more about you decades before I caught on. No, they didn't tell me. Some ran off, "escaped" you for twenty-five years, never bothered to tell me anything. Didn't give me so much as a hint. That's selfish, that's uncaring. Any half decent stranger will warn you about a robber or a thief. Most friends do tell a "friend" when they are being used by a "lover".
I'm not sorry. No one is going to do any wrong to any one that I "love" and I know it. I will tell. I will warn you. If you don't listen that is on you. I can rest easy knowing that I did my Christian duty.
Living a life where you are only concerned about your self is not GOD's way. He told us ; "Love ye one another as I have loved you." Jesus didn't tell us to feign love, to fawn over targeted victims with fake flattery, to build some one up with phony rhetoric while secretly tearing them down.
It is terrible children. It is disgusting, it is True.
Get your hideous self away from me. You can't repent and I can't abide you. I am repulsed, horrified, but Glorified. GOD SAVED ME! Almighty GOD delivered me from your foul despicable scheme.
Dear friends and family, do know that some demons do not want the world. They are very satisfied destroying their own little world. They are content with hurting the few people in their close circle. Deceit, the pleasure of wrecking havoc in secret is their pleasure.
I praise GOD for the cousin that revealed the family secret of her smashing that puppy. Someone swept that event under the rug. Some one threw it into the "sea of forgetfulness". Obviously she didn't. That woman has relived that sick pleasure over and over for decades.
You can be her "puppy", I refuse. I put my trust in GOD.
Dear LORD thank you for your healing Power. Thank you for your Divine Order. Thank you for righting wrongs. To GOD be the Glory.
Be richly blessed children. Stay in His WORD. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
"No!"
"...I was polite too long, accepted my horrible fate too long. I let her laugh, taunt, mock and destroy too long. I gave her a place of honor for far too long."
"I knew something wasn't right. She was headed in the wrong direction. Her deeds had to be kept in the dark. Something was askew . Something wasn't right. I could not stand to be around her. Her flood of constant lies were irritating. ...No, it was more than irritating. I was drowning, drowning in her sea, her man made ocean of sick sin."
"Why!!!??? I cried constantly? Did I blame GOD? Did I think it was His fault? Dear LORD is it ever going to end? She can't be satisfied LORD. She demands to do damage then hide in the shadows laughing gleefully at your pain. Her sadistic appetite still unsatisfied she must ruin you further. You are a fatherless black bastard. You are sexually, emotionally, psychologically and physically abused and she demands to lacerate you even more. She demands to strip you naked, gag you, beat you savagely across your privates! YOU BETTER NOT TELL!!!"Don't you niggaz tell a muthaf***** thang dat go on in dis House!!!"
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! she screams hysterically, hilariously! Tickled to death that she harmed you yet again and "you ain't got sense enuff to know it...to do a damn thang about it."
"Just like the Bible says she waxed worse and worse. Things that she used to do quite clandestinely she now did out in the open. As the years passed her "courage" grew. Diabolical act after diabolical act and she hooted and howled; "You can't catch me! You dumb niggaz will never catch me!"
"Selfish! Selfish! Selfish! Unable to think of anyone but herself she prohibits you from caring for any one other than her first. She let you know. You better not!"
"She counts her gifts on "Mother's Day". She grades every gift...too cheap...too ugly...not up to her high standards. Sick and devious she gets on the phone and fawns. Just as quickly she calls another minion to complain about how sorry you are, how "no sense-ED" you are, how pathetic you are."
"All day long she complains and compares. All day long she lists aloud the people that helped to ruin her life. When bored from doing her evil she just as suddenly gets "religion", plays Gospel music much too loudly, reads scripture, listens to pre-recorded sermons."
"I am not the only one to hold on to a demon much too long. I think it is a human trait, another human frailty. What do you have if you don't have hope? Do listen to the voice of the LORD while you are hoping. Do love yourself while you are hoping. "Don't let anyone dumb you up"; while you are hoping."
"How long will you simple ones hate knowledge? When will you trust GOD? When will you stop listening to slick exploiters? When will you let GOD's Holy Spirit pierce your heart?"
"Dear LORD thank you for delivering me from the hand of the evil one. May you free my family from her web of deceit. May they come to know you in the pardoning of their sins. May their love and admiration for Jerome Walters grow. May they all gain the strength and the courage to tell the world this awful Truth."
"Come to the light children! Celebrate GOD's Truth, celebrate His Glory. May you be richly blessed. Never forget; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"I knew something wasn't right. She was headed in the wrong direction. Her deeds had to be kept in the dark. Something was askew . Something wasn't right. I could not stand to be around her. Her flood of constant lies were irritating. ...No, it was more than irritating. I was drowning, drowning in her sea, her man made ocean of sick sin."
"Why!!!??? I cried constantly? Did I blame GOD? Did I think it was His fault? Dear LORD is it ever going to end? She can't be satisfied LORD. She demands to do damage then hide in the shadows laughing gleefully at your pain. Her sadistic appetite still unsatisfied she must ruin you further. You are a fatherless black bastard. You are sexually, emotionally, psychologically and physically abused and she demands to lacerate you even more. She demands to strip you naked, gag you, beat you savagely across your privates! YOU BETTER NOT TELL!!!"Don't you niggaz tell a muthaf***** thang dat go on in dis House!!!"
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! she screams hysterically, hilariously! Tickled to death that she harmed you yet again and "you ain't got sense enuff to know it...to do a damn thang about it."
"Just like the Bible says she waxed worse and worse. Things that she used to do quite clandestinely she now did out in the open. As the years passed her "courage" grew. Diabolical act after diabolical act and she hooted and howled; "You can't catch me! You dumb niggaz will never catch me!"
"Selfish! Selfish! Selfish! Unable to think of anyone but herself she prohibits you from caring for any one other than her first. She let you know. You better not!"
"She counts her gifts on "Mother's Day". She grades every gift...too cheap...too ugly...not up to her high standards. Sick and devious she gets on the phone and fawns. Just as quickly she calls another minion to complain about how sorry you are, how "no sense-ED" you are, how pathetic you are."
"All day long she complains and compares. All day long she lists aloud the people that helped to ruin her life. When bored from doing her evil she just as suddenly gets "religion", plays Gospel music much too loudly, reads scripture, listens to pre-recorded sermons."
"I am not the only one to hold on to a demon much too long. I think it is a human trait, another human frailty. What do you have if you don't have hope? Do listen to the voice of the LORD while you are hoping. Do love yourself while you are hoping. "Don't let anyone dumb you up"; while you are hoping."
"How long will you simple ones hate knowledge? When will you trust GOD? When will you stop listening to slick exploiters? When will you let GOD's Holy Spirit pierce your heart?"
"Dear LORD thank you for delivering me from the hand of the evil one. May you free my family from her web of deceit. May they come to know you in the pardoning of their sins. May their love and admiration for Jerome Walters grow. May they all gain the strength and the courage to tell the world this awful Truth."
"Come to the light children! Celebrate GOD's Truth, celebrate His Glory. May you be richly blessed. Never forget; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Monday, February 20, 2012
"Ni you kin..
...come tuh duh light or ...you can remain in darkness. You can pretend eva'body ah fool but you. ...Yea you can stay out 'ere Ah reckon. Dey 'nuff ground tuh hold ya'. They out 'dar in dat graveyard...some young...some old. We all gwine...ain't no doubt 'bout dat."
"I don' blive dat! I don't blive that you don' care. You cared enuf to lie! You cared enuf to conjure up confusion.....You jest lost dawthur...lost..won't be found, blind and won't see. I did all I cud 'fa ya'. I did the best I cud I reckon....Sorry it wont gud'nuf 'fa ya. I'm sorry wudden nuttin' or nobody good nuff forya'."
" I'm sorry you wudden good nuff fa' yersef...Ah'm sorry you cudden love yo'sef. I wud duh don' anythang I cudda to have made thangs bedder fa' ya."
"I told you 'bout Jeezus...that's the best I cud do dawthur. You got to do the rest yo'sef...He told you that He went to prepare a place fa' ya! ...Don't you want to go!!!??? GAWD don' care what you done dawthur! He still love ya'...still saving a seat fa' ya'...don't you wont it? Surely to GOD you did sumpin' to earn it. Surely to GOD you ain't been all bad! Duh race ain't fa' duh swift dawthur...it is for the one that endures to the end. Can'cha endure to the end?"
"I don' blive dat! I don't blive that you don' care. You cared enuf to lie! You cared enuf to conjure up confusion.....You jest lost dawthur...lost..won't be found, blind and won't see. I did all I cud 'fa ya'. I did the best I cud I reckon....Sorry it wont gud'nuf 'fa ya. I'm sorry wudden nuttin' or nobody good nuff forya'."
" I'm sorry you wudden good nuff fa' yersef...Ah'm sorry you cudden love yo'sef. I wud duh don' anythang I cudda to have made thangs bedder fa' ya."
"I told you 'bout Jeezus...that's the best I cud do dawthur. You got to do the rest yo'sef...He told you that He went to prepare a place fa' ya! ...Don't you want to go!!!??? GAWD don' care what you done dawthur! He still love ya'...still saving a seat fa' ya'...don't you wont it? Surely to GOD you did sumpin' to earn it. Surely to GOD you ain't been all bad! Duh race ain't fa' duh swift dawthur...it is for the one that endures to the end. Can'cha endure to the end?"
"The truth is...
...I ain't nevah liked you! No, not that I am stuck up or think I'm better. You are just so" unlikeable." You are hideous. I know that you don't like yourself. I don't care what you say. I don't care that you dress yourself in the finest, make sure you get the best seats in the "house", always made sure you were on the program. I don't care if you made people give you phony honor by having to call you "reverand". "
" You don't care about yourself. If cared anything about yourself you would be praying and fasting. You would repent and not have to be prompted. No one could ever talk to you. You were always too quick with a ready made answer, a vicious lie, or some flimsy alibi. You never took the time to listen to reason. So easily offended you retaliated immediately with your stealth demonism for things that you know you did but felt must be forgotten. No matter what evil you did you threw it into the "sea of forgetfulness", quick, fast, in a hurry."
"Don't you mention it. Don't you say it! Don't you tell it!" I haven't gotten over your having sex with all of those men in my presence! I am scarred for life! I was nineteen! That was a Sodom and Gomorrah moment if there ever was one. Why didn't I tell? Who was I going to tell and what good would it have done? Like all your other strange unexplainable acts, I buried it."
" I buried it, but I kept it. It was a heavy burden on me. I was carrying your burdens. So what, I was your personal slave, your minion. I kept your nasty house clean. I hung up your clothes. I kept and organized your (chest of) drawers. (That is how I discovered all of your feeble "roots" designed to keep your husband /s. I laughed, your panties and "towels" intertwined with his socks! You are hilarious!) I could not forget it. I could not erase it. It is seared into my brain. Event after event, time after time, you tricked me. Used your age, guile, and supreme manipulative skills to slay me."
"I told you that it's cool. It is all in Divine Order. "A man's bounds are set"; that's what my grandfather taught me. I was truly tethered , chained and bound to you. I witnessed you trying to deafen my new born baby and still didn't know. Still could not move, could not free myself. I still refused to see. I stood there frozen in disbelief."
"How dare you try to punish me for your foul sins, your foul life? What did I ever do to you? Who are you really mad with? Who do you really hate? Are you mad because I didn't turn out to be the sick reprobate that you are? Are you mad with yourself and too cowardly to admit it? Are you mad because nobody (very few) believe in your phony preaching, your fake wobbly walk with GOD?"
"Are you dumb enough, just ignorant enough to be mad with GOD? Can anyone be that stupid? Didn't you think at least one of your children would finally read the Bible? I think that is your specialty, doing the unthinkable, doing the despicable, so as to mesmerise, cause confusion. To be so diabolically cruel as to be beyond human belief and comprehension. That was a good plan. The devil himself could not have done better."
"I must say that I feel very sorry for all of those that admire you, wish to emulate you. I will tell them that you are a false friend. I hope that they learn that you can not be trusted before it is too late."
" You don't care about yourself. If cared anything about yourself you would be praying and fasting. You would repent and not have to be prompted. No one could ever talk to you. You were always too quick with a ready made answer, a vicious lie, or some flimsy alibi. You never took the time to listen to reason. So easily offended you retaliated immediately with your stealth demonism for things that you know you did but felt must be forgotten. No matter what evil you did you threw it into the "sea of forgetfulness", quick, fast, in a hurry."
"Don't you mention it. Don't you say it! Don't you tell it!" I haven't gotten over your having sex with all of those men in my presence! I am scarred for life! I was nineteen! That was a Sodom and Gomorrah moment if there ever was one. Why didn't I tell? Who was I going to tell and what good would it have done? Like all your other strange unexplainable acts, I buried it."
" I buried it, but I kept it. It was a heavy burden on me. I was carrying your burdens. So what, I was your personal slave, your minion. I kept your nasty house clean. I hung up your clothes. I kept and organized your (chest of) drawers. (That is how I discovered all of your feeble "roots" designed to keep your husband /s. I laughed, your panties and "towels" intertwined with his socks! You are hilarious!) I could not forget it. I could not erase it. It is seared into my brain. Event after event, time after time, you tricked me. Used your age, guile, and supreme manipulative skills to slay me."
"I told you that it's cool. It is all in Divine Order. "A man's bounds are set"; that's what my grandfather taught me. I was truly tethered , chained and bound to you. I witnessed you trying to deafen my new born baby and still didn't know. Still could not move, could not free myself. I still refused to see. I stood there frozen in disbelief."
"How dare you try to punish me for your foul sins, your foul life? What did I ever do to you? Who are you really mad with? Who do you really hate? Are you mad because I didn't turn out to be the sick reprobate that you are? Are you mad with yourself and too cowardly to admit it? Are you mad because nobody (very few) believe in your phony preaching, your fake wobbly walk with GOD?"
"Are you dumb enough, just ignorant enough to be mad with GOD? Can anyone be that stupid? Didn't you think at least one of your children would finally read the Bible? I think that is your specialty, doing the unthinkable, doing the despicable, so as to mesmerise, cause confusion. To be so diabolically cruel as to be beyond human belief and comprehension. That was a good plan. The devil himself could not have done better."
"I must say that I feel very sorry for all of those that admire you, wish to emulate you. I will tell them that you are a false friend. I hope that they learn that you can not be trusted before it is too late."
"Who so ever Will, let him come."
"Who so ever WILL..." there is that word "will" again. Will as in "free will".
"Who so ever will, let him come." That implies that everyone is not interested in the "goodness of GOD". That fact is made very apparent by the world we live in. Every day we turn on the news and are shocked by some one's selfish sick act.
You better know this, write this down if you have to. Some people love being wicked. It is their deliberate choice. It is a deliberate decision they made long ago. They only have one problem, Almighty GOD.
These people would rather spend their entire lives 50, 60, 70, 80 or 90 years trying to out think GOD. Trying to outwit, out maneuver, con and manipulate GOD's WORD.
These imps are simpletons blinded by their own ignorance, arrogance and false pride. Totally controlled by evil spirits they are powerless, weak scoundrels , writhing in their own self inflicted pain. These poor demons do what ever crosses their feeble minds. They do it just to see if they can do it. Consequences and retribution never occur to them. When caught, when exposed, they billow, explode, or go berserk with pretend chagrin. They know they did it. In fact enjoyed doing it. Now that you have caught on they are angry with you for criticizing them. How dare you not go along with their pretend perfection. How dare you lose your fear.
They create a "back lie", attack you, try to saddle you with their guilt. They cry and attempt to try to make you feel guilty. "All I done for You!...dis how you repay me?...I had yo' black ass. I gave you life! If I didn't want you Ah didn't haft to have yo' sorry ass!" That demonic creature then retracts, takes back that little false love she gave you. She finally gets to say what was always on her mind; "You Ain't S***!" ( You finished college! I didn't!! It was yo' fault! If GOD hadn't burdened me wid all dese no count worthless bastards I might'ah been somebody.)
A total miserable slave for the devil she spends every waking hour designing and plotting ways to keep you down, to keep you in bondage. Keeping you down is the only way she knows how to stay up. Your low state keeps her up, makes her feel good. Slyly manipulating and controlling her "loved ones" keep her up. She cares absolutely nothing about you. You can believe that. She has not one shred of love for anyone, including herself.
Fear is what evil wants. Fear is from the devil. It is Satanic. Fear is foul. It is a form of extreme weakness and distrust. Fear hurts GOD's feelings.
GOD wants nothing but goodness for all of His children. Every time you fear do know that you are hurting GOD, hurting GOD's Kingdom. Do know that you are living a lie. "We walk by faith and not by sight."
So why are you reading Tarot cards, consulting mediums, taking trips down to the "graveyard"? Why is your life and absolute lie?
Because you fear. Because you are a LIAR! Your faith is not in GOD. You put all of your faith in the occult. You picked the wrong team. You've been had. Serves you right. That's what you get for being stupid.
Read your Bible children. Get it from the script and not from the lip. Look at her fruit!
If you need courage, pray for it.
Be richly blessed. May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart reach you. May the Dear LORD touch your heart with a finger of love. If you are bound by a demon I pray that you will find the courage to release him. Remember,; "Apart from Christ you are nothing.'
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"Who so ever will, let him come." That implies that everyone is not interested in the "goodness of GOD". That fact is made very apparent by the world we live in. Every day we turn on the news and are shocked by some one's selfish sick act.
You better know this, write this down if you have to. Some people love being wicked. It is their deliberate choice. It is a deliberate decision they made long ago. They only have one problem, Almighty GOD.
These people would rather spend their entire lives 50, 60, 70, 80 or 90 years trying to out think GOD. Trying to outwit, out maneuver, con and manipulate GOD's WORD.
These imps are simpletons blinded by their own ignorance, arrogance and false pride. Totally controlled by evil spirits they are powerless, weak scoundrels , writhing in their own self inflicted pain. These poor demons do what ever crosses their feeble minds. They do it just to see if they can do it. Consequences and retribution never occur to them. When caught, when exposed, they billow, explode, or go berserk with pretend chagrin. They know they did it. In fact enjoyed doing it. Now that you have caught on they are angry with you for criticizing them. How dare you not go along with their pretend perfection. How dare you lose your fear.
They create a "back lie", attack you, try to saddle you with their guilt. They cry and attempt to try to make you feel guilty. "All I done for You!...dis how you repay me?...I had yo' black ass. I gave you life! If I didn't want you Ah didn't haft to have yo' sorry ass!" That demonic creature then retracts, takes back that little false love she gave you. She finally gets to say what was always on her mind; "You Ain't S***!" ( You finished college! I didn't!! It was yo' fault! If GOD hadn't burdened me wid all dese no count worthless bastards I might'ah been somebody.)
A total miserable slave for the devil she spends every waking hour designing and plotting ways to keep you down, to keep you in bondage. Keeping you down is the only way she knows how to stay up. Your low state keeps her up, makes her feel good. Slyly manipulating and controlling her "loved ones" keep her up. She cares absolutely nothing about you. You can believe that. She has not one shred of love for anyone, including herself.
Fear is what evil wants. Fear is from the devil. It is Satanic. Fear is foul. It is a form of extreme weakness and distrust. Fear hurts GOD's feelings.
GOD wants nothing but goodness for all of His children. Every time you fear do know that you are hurting GOD, hurting GOD's Kingdom. Do know that you are living a lie. "We walk by faith and not by sight."
So why are you reading Tarot cards, consulting mediums, taking trips down to the "graveyard"? Why is your life and absolute lie?
Because you fear. Because you are a LIAR! Your faith is not in GOD. You put all of your faith in the occult. You picked the wrong team. You've been had. Serves you right. That's what you get for being stupid.
Read your Bible children. Get it from the script and not from the lip. Look at her fruit!
If you need courage, pray for it.
Be richly blessed. May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart reach you. May the Dear LORD touch your heart with a finger of love. If you are bound by a demon I pray that you will find the courage to release him. Remember,; "Apart from Christ you are nothing.'
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Sunday, February 19, 2012
You savage animal!
I will NOT keep your secrets. You will not hide behind me! I will not keep you a secret from the world because your many, many deeds are so diabolical, so despicable, as to be impossible to grasp.
You will not continue to fool me with your smooth talk, your fair words. I will not be hypnotized by your "beauty".
Family don't expect this demon to carry a pitchfork or have a tail.. Remember, Lucifer was GOD's most beautiful angel. What caused Lucifer to fall? Jealousy! What is Martha's greatest weakness? Jealousy!
I know that it is Spiritual warfare, but You are the one desperately holding on to that Evil Spirit!
Won't you let it go! Won't you pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit! Do it today!
You will not continue to fool me with your smooth talk, your fair words. I will not be hypnotized by your "beauty".
Family don't expect this demon to carry a pitchfork or have a tail.. Remember, Lucifer was GOD's most beautiful angel. What caused Lucifer to fall? Jealousy! What is Martha's greatest weakness? Jealousy!
I know that it is Spiritual warfare, but You are the one desperately holding on to that Evil Spirit!
Won't you let it go! Won't you pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit! Do it today!
I cry everyday.
I cry everyday. Steamy hot tears gush uncontrollably down may face soaking my shirt. I know that it hurts my daughter. She loves me and she can not stand to see me in pain. I try to explain to her that they are tears of joy. She is still young and can't understand.
"They that sow in tears shall reap in joy." Psalm 126:5
I do not agree that families should keep deep dark secrets. I don't think families that find themselves held captive by monsters should try to hide them or cloak for them. It does not help. Instead of feeling remorseful or acquiring a desire to change that monster feels empowered. Proud to see their "loved ones" cower and quake.
As shameful and disgusting as that monster's acts might be, as embarrassing as their exposure may be, they must be Outed! If you permit such , you are just as guilty. You will be held culpable.
"Out of sight out of mind ."; does not apply here. Just because you did not stand and witness it does not absolve you of culpability.
Somebody knew about her proclivities. Somebody let her win. Was it out of ignorance or intimidation? It doesn't matter. It ends here. It ends with me.
Jesus told you to "Shun the very presence of Evil!"
"As for me and my house, we will serve the LORD."
Thank you for my journey LORD. Thank You for my Cross!
"They that sow in tears shall reap in joy." Psalm 126:5
I do not agree that families should keep deep dark secrets. I don't think families that find themselves held captive by monsters should try to hide them or cloak for them. It does not help. Instead of feeling remorseful or acquiring a desire to change that monster feels empowered. Proud to see their "loved ones" cower and quake.
As shameful and disgusting as that monster's acts might be, as embarrassing as their exposure may be, they must be Outed! If you permit such , you are just as guilty. You will be held culpable.
"Out of sight out of mind ."; does not apply here. Just because you did not stand and witness it does not absolve you of culpability.
Somebody knew about her proclivities. Somebody let her win. Was it out of ignorance or intimidation? It doesn't matter. It ends here. It ends with me.
Jesus told you to "Shun the very presence of Evil!"
"As for me and my house, we will serve the LORD."
Thank you for my journey LORD. Thank You for my Cross!
"Wide is the road..."
...that leadeth to death and destruction." (Far more people will do wrong than do right.) "You can sound good but if you don't have charity (love) you will be like tinkling brass." (You are just talking loud and saying nothing)
Most people are so easily led, easily led astray because they look at the outer man. What he or she has on. Too many people are impressed by empty rhetoric, memorizing and repeating ingrained phrases. (Jesus greasy on their lips and no where near their hearts)
Wrong and unworthy they demand to be honored. They demand the best seats.
I will not do it! I can not do it! I will not follow a double-minded woman to the grave. "A double minded wo/man is unstable in all his ways."
I humbly thank GOD each and everyday, each and every hour for rescuing me from what has to be a sick psychotic demonic sociopath. It is clear. I know what I know. Horrible events are seared into my brain. I thank GOD for loving me, for lifting me!
THANKYOULORD!THANKYOULORD!THANKYOULORD!THANKYOULORD!
Dear LORD only You know what that demon had planned for me! PTL! for plucking me out of her hand! Thank you for turning all of her treachery into Triumph!
Dear family, "Look well to your going...your coming in and your going out." Practice critical thinking. Don't go along to get along. Dare to care about other people. Dare to love somebody. Dare to fall down on your knees and pray. Thank GOD each and every day.
"Don't let anybody dumb you up!" JR Walters
Be richly blessed. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Most people are so easily led, easily led astray because they look at the outer man. What he or she has on. Too many people are impressed by empty rhetoric, memorizing and repeating ingrained phrases. (Jesus greasy on their lips and no where near their hearts)
Wrong and unworthy they demand to be honored. They demand the best seats.
I will not do it! I can not do it! I will not follow a double-minded woman to the grave. "A double minded wo/man is unstable in all his ways."
I humbly thank GOD each and everyday, each and every hour for rescuing me from what has to be a sick psychotic demonic sociopath. It is clear. I know what I know. Horrible events are seared into my brain. I thank GOD for loving me, for lifting me!
THANKYOULORD!THANKYOULORD!THANKYOULORD!THANKYOULORD!
Dear LORD only You know what that demon had planned for me! PTL! for plucking me out of her hand! Thank you for turning all of her treachery into Triumph!
Dear family, "Look well to your going...your coming in and your going out." Practice critical thinking. Don't go along to get along. Dare to care about other people. Dare to love somebody. Dare to fall down on your knees and pray. Thank GOD each and every day.
"Don't let anybody dumb you up!" JR Walters
Be richly blessed. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Saturday, February 18, 2012
It seems....
...I spent my whole life on the outside peeping in, trying to get in, trying to squeeze in. Too black to be accepted by "black" people is what I was told by far too many. Far too radical and "black" to be accepted by "white" people. Poor me left on the outside, trying to find a way to get "in".
I'm glad I had my grandfather to tell me different. He told me that I was beautiful and that he often wished to be my color. He told me that his color made him ashamed. It made him ashamed because it represented a rape. He said that it meant that his grandmother had been brutally violated.
He also instilled pride in me. "You jest like my grandmother. She was a shawt luddle black woman jest lak you. She was fierce! She didn't take no guff. She was smart! She was a free issue. My grandmother bought hur own freedom...'magine dat! A luddle nigga woman buying hur own freedom!"
That made me very proud because having to read about the "happy docile negro slave" in my social studies books every year pissed me off to no end.
See there Mathy, GOD put Jerome Walters right there in your midst. Right there where you were lying and exploiting, right there where you were sneaking around, up to your constant mischief. GOD put Jerome Walters in my path to protect me, to encourage me, to refute your ignorant babbling.
I still say you are not nearly as stupid as you are pretending to be. You are just waiting on "death", your only escape route.
I'm glad I had my grandfather to tell me different. He told me that I was beautiful and that he often wished to be my color. He told me that his color made him ashamed. It made him ashamed because it represented a rape. He said that it meant that his grandmother had been brutally violated.
He also instilled pride in me. "You jest like my grandmother. She was a shawt luddle black woman jest lak you. She was fierce! She didn't take no guff. She was smart! She was a free issue. My grandmother bought hur own freedom...'magine dat! A luddle nigga woman buying hur own freedom!"
That made me very proud because having to read about the "happy docile negro slave" in my social studies books every year pissed me off to no end.
See there Mathy, GOD put Jerome Walters right there in your midst. Right there where you were lying and exploiting, right there where you were sneaking around, up to your constant mischief. GOD put Jerome Walters in my path to protect me, to encourage me, to refute your ignorant babbling.
I still say you are not nearly as stupid as you are pretending to be. You are just waiting on "death", your only escape route.
You can be a lot of things...
You can be a lot of things but you can't be your own god. Well, you can be your own god but, you are doomed to be a poor one. You can be like Don Quixote, fighting windmills until the day you die. You will be just another wasted life thrown on the dung hill.
Yes, it is your choice. You have the right to be stubbornly stupid. You may break every one's heart with your obstinacy and "lack of sense". But, it is your right.
The Bible clearly says; " Fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge." If GOD can't tell you how to live. If you have refused to listen low these many years, I know that it is not going to happen. It can't happen, you have proved that you are unworthy. You have proved that you are unacceptable.
"Conning" your "loved ones" was not your greatest feat. "Conning" yourself was. Ironically you are not completely "conned", thus all the lying and subterfuge.
How dare you demand complete loyalty, our silence, my silence! You horrible reprobate! You can't stand yourself that's why you lie so viciously.
Do you hate me because I tell you the truth? Or do you hate GOD's Truth? You can't change GOD's truth! You are a mere piss ant in the eyes of GOD demanding that I revere the likes of you.
You know that you are demonic, DEMONIC by choice. That's my issue. That's my weakness. I failed to realize for far too many years that it was your choice. My grandfather passed his burden on to me. Yes, you were his burden. He told me to always help you. He told me to love you.
I know now that he did not know the depths of your depravity. How could he? You still refuse to believe how sick and depraved you actually are. You still demand that your futile "parenting" efforts be recognized as grande.
You also know that any good "parenting" you ever did was purely accidental. You had to put us in school. Luckily we went to very good schools. A sick devious monster always working your evil and your "roots" you ran out from behind some tree or bush every time we were honored, claiming credit.
You are an animal and I don't like you. I don't have to like you. I don't have to have any appreciation for you or anything you ever did that I benefited from. You have never had any good intentions for me or anyone else. Everything good that happened to me or for me has been solely the hand of Almighty GOD. GOD loves me and rescued me from you and the likes of you, despite You!
You knew what you were doing bragging to me how you gave my "black a** away" as a baby. Your objective was to crush my self-esteem. It worked. Because I felt so low I tried to improve myself. I became a voracious reader. I became a real scholar. Because you refused to talk to me, to love me I found peace, solace and solitude in my art.
I just want to tell you one thing, you are one dummy! A dumb idiot that insisted on proving she was more intelligent than the children she ruined with her savage "secret" cruelty.
Well you decided to be your own homemade god. What a pathetic weak god you are. You don't control anything, that is why you remain in hiding, "living" in fear.
I am going to tell you one more thing. Every thing you did to others is going to come back on you. (Psalm 35) You should have read that Bible instead of faking it.
"The Just shall live by Faith". Look it up "preacher".
Be richly blessed family. Work out your own soul salvation with fear and trembling. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Yes, it is your choice. You have the right to be stubbornly stupid. You may break every one's heart with your obstinacy and "lack of sense". But, it is your right.
The Bible clearly says; " Fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge." If GOD can't tell you how to live. If you have refused to listen low these many years, I know that it is not going to happen. It can't happen, you have proved that you are unworthy. You have proved that you are unacceptable.
"Conning" your "loved ones" was not your greatest feat. "Conning" yourself was. Ironically you are not completely "conned", thus all the lying and subterfuge.
How dare you demand complete loyalty, our silence, my silence! You horrible reprobate! You can't stand yourself that's why you lie so viciously.
Do you hate me because I tell you the truth? Or do you hate GOD's Truth? You can't change GOD's truth! You are a mere piss ant in the eyes of GOD demanding that I revere the likes of you.
You know that you are demonic, DEMONIC by choice. That's my issue. That's my weakness. I failed to realize for far too many years that it was your choice. My grandfather passed his burden on to me. Yes, you were his burden. He told me to always help you. He told me to love you.
I know now that he did not know the depths of your depravity. How could he? You still refuse to believe how sick and depraved you actually are. You still demand that your futile "parenting" efforts be recognized as grande.
You also know that any good "parenting" you ever did was purely accidental. You had to put us in school. Luckily we went to very good schools. A sick devious monster always working your evil and your "roots" you ran out from behind some tree or bush every time we were honored, claiming credit.
You are an animal and I don't like you. I don't have to like you. I don't have to have any appreciation for you or anything you ever did that I benefited from. You have never had any good intentions for me or anyone else. Everything good that happened to me or for me has been solely the hand of Almighty GOD. GOD loves me and rescued me from you and the likes of you, despite You!
You knew what you were doing bragging to me how you gave my "black a** away" as a baby. Your objective was to crush my self-esteem. It worked. Because I felt so low I tried to improve myself. I became a voracious reader. I became a real scholar. Because you refused to talk to me, to love me I found peace, solace and solitude in my art.
I just want to tell you one thing, you are one dummy! A dumb idiot that insisted on proving she was more intelligent than the children she ruined with her savage "secret" cruelty.
Well you decided to be your own homemade god. What a pathetic weak god you are. You don't control anything, that is why you remain in hiding, "living" in fear.
I am going to tell you one more thing. Every thing you did to others is going to come back on you. (Psalm 35) You should have read that Bible instead of faking it.
"The Just shall live by Faith". Look it up "preacher".
Be richly blessed family. Work out your own soul salvation with fear and trembling. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Friday, February 17, 2012
You rocked my world!
You rocked my world and you did it intentionally. You did deliberately with forethought and malice attempt to utterly destroy me.
You committed every demonic act possible against your own children. You are that woman in Proverbs that "plucketh" down her own house with her own hands.
You are that "whore" that GOD warned would lead a man to a crust of bread.
If it is too little too late for you , so be it. But, it is not too late for others. It is not too late for the world.
I just watched Dr. Phil responding to the video of the man shooting his daughter's laptop. Dr. Phil missed it. He did not point out what a monster this man must be. I got the man's message. "If you don't tow the line. If you don't fear me, if you dare to speak up and criticize me in any manner I am going to do some serious harm to you." A sick demon possessed man posing as a good parent. I know and can recognize your kind quite well. I have sixty years of experience.
Am I the only one that can recognize the demon that rails in him? Pretending that he is angry about her selfishness he spews more venom than she did. It is not going to end well. Tragedy is on it's way to that family.
I find it fascinating, the greatest bullies are always the most sensitive. You have the foulest filthiest vocabulary in your arsenal of verbal assaults, but you can't be criticized. No one is permitted to even hint that you are not the perfect saintly prima donna you pretend to be. You offer fantasy, enter Martha's perfect world and rot.
" I don't know why you bothered to become a doctor? You will suffer for "outdoing" me. Why did you waste your time becoming a "school teacha'". You will rue the day! I am going to stay stuck like glue to you, charm and harm you, laugh all the way and you will never know! I don't know why dat "ugly" boy want to be a musician. I will ruin him. "Charm and harm", that's my way. Dem niggas too dumb to ever suspect me! And if they do, what dey gon' do about it? I got power! I got my "dust"."
You said that you would "nevah speak to dat nigga again!" for getting drunk enough to remind you of how you abused him as a child. You got mad with him for asking about his "real" father.
You are just not going to be wrong EVER, are you? Six living children, all abused by you. No you never abused us in the same manner or for the same reasons. You viciously abused all of us just the same. We were forced to absorb your vicious "parenting' . Saddled with your deep dark secrets, forced to carry your burdens for a "crust of bread".
Dr. Phil still got it wrong. He ended his interview by predicting how many children would be sexually abused by their fathers by age eighteen. You missed it Dr. Phil. Women are just as guilty, just as likely to sexually abuse their offspring.
Let go of that myth America, every "mother" is not a good "mother". Some mothers are pedophiles hiding behind their titles, hiding behind their gender. Some hide behind clerical robes.
"Know ye the Truth and the Truth will set you Free!" Jesus
To GOD be the GLORY!
You committed every demonic act possible against your own children. You are that woman in Proverbs that "plucketh" down her own house with her own hands.
You are that "whore" that GOD warned would lead a man to a crust of bread.
If it is too little too late for you , so be it. But, it is not too late for others. It is not too late for the world.
I just watched Dr. Phil responding to the video of the man shooting his daughter's laptop. Dr. Phil missed it. He did not point out what a monster this man must be. I got the man's message. "If you don't tow the line. If you don't fear me, if you dare to speak up and criticize me in any manner I am going to do some serious harm to you." A sick demon possessed man posing as a good parent. I know and can recognize your kind quite well. I have sixty years of experience.
Am I the only one that can recognize the demon that rails in him? Pretending that he is angry about her selfishness he spews more venom than she did. It is not going to end well. Tragedy is on it's way to that family.
I find it fascinating, the greatest bullies are always the most sensitive. You have the foulest filthiest vocabulary in your arsenal of verbal assaults, but you can't be criticized. No one is permitted to even hint that you are not the perfect saintly prima donna you pretend to be. You offer fantasy, enter Martha's perfect world and rot.
" I don't know why you bothered to become a doctor? You will suffer for "outdoing" me. Why did you waste your time becoming a "school teacha'". You will rue the day! I am going to stay stuck like glue to you, charm and harm you, laugh all the way and you will never know! I don't know why dat "ugly" boy want to be a musician. I will ruin him. "Charm and harm", that's my way. Dem niggas too dumb to ever suspect me! And if they do, what dey gon' do about it? I got power! I got my "dust"."
You said that you would "nevah speak to dat nigga again!" for getting drunk enough to remind you of how you abused him as a child. You got mad with him for asking about his "real" father.
You are just not going to be wrong EVER, are you? Six living children, all abused by you. No you never abused us in the same manner or for the same reasons. You viciously abused all of us just the same. We were forced to absorb your vicious "parenting' . Saddled with your deep dark secrets, forced to carry your burdens for a "crust of bread".
Dr. Phil still got it wrong. He ended his interview by predicting how many children would be sexually abused by their fathers by age eighteen. You missed it Dr. Phil. Women are just as guilty, just as likely to sexually abuse their offspring.
Let go of that myth America, every "mother" is not a good "mother". Some mothers are pedophiles hiding behind their titles, hiding behind their gender. Some hide behind clerical robes.
"Know ye the Truth and the Truth will set you Free!" Jesus
To GOD be the GLORY!
Don't scoff!
If you can't love the LORD, don't scoff. Don't scoff and don't try to get in His way. I know you are not still standing there mad, fuming, roiling with hatred and anger! What did GOD do to you?
Every problem or hardship you ever had you brought on yourself! How are you going to stand there and blame GOD? GOD did NOT give you your "proclivities"! No He didn't! You can't blame that "mess" on your cousin either.
You did exactly what you wanted to do! Always! You have NEVER put anyone first. (Not even GOD.) You are a "plotter", a manipulator, a selfish savage beast.
You can't apologize or repent because you don't have a shred of remorse.
All you know is guile and treachery. You are a woman of low character. I used to feel sorry for you. I was very wrong. I always wanted to believe that you couldn't help it. I was wrong. You took "pleasure" in it. GOD's WORD is not wrong. You are WRONG!
Don't scoff. Go into your secret closet and pray! Pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit. Ask GOD to clean you up. Repent!
Throw your burdens upon the LORD. I did.
I feel so much better. I feel lighter! I am glowing. He is a burden bearer. You know it.
Do ONE thing right on this earth!
To GOD be the GLORY!
Every problem or hardship you ever had you brought on yourself! How are you going to stand there and blame GOD? GOD did NOT give you your "proclivities"! No He didn't! You can't blame that "mess" on your cousin either.
You did exactly what you wanted to do! Always! You have NEVER put anyone first. (Not even GOD.) You are a "plotter", a manipulator, a selfish savage beast.
You can't apologize or repent because you don't have a shred of remorse.
All you know is guile and treachery. You are a woman of low character. I used to feel sorry for you. I was very wrong. I always wanted to believe that you couldn't help it. I was wrong. You took "pleasure" in it. GOD's WORD is not wrong. You are WRONG!
Don't scoff. Go into your secret closet and pray! Pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit. Ask GOD to clean you up. Repent!
Throw your burdens upon the LORD. I did.
I feel so much better. I feel lighter! I am glowing. He is a burden bearer. You know it.
Do ONE thing right on this earth!
To GOD be the GLORY!
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Get over yourself!
Jesus said; "Judge not that you be not judged." Don't get so snooty and " hoyty-toyty" because You think you've escaped the the "plagues" of this world. Keep living.
The Bible warns us about the "commonness" of man. According to the Bible it is rather frequent. So that means a whole lot of people are lying. That means I have some company. There are far too many people in the world struggling with my kind of "issue".
Keeping that hideous monster a secret, doesn't make you "normal". Your refusal to tell doesn't clean you up, or make you less affected. You can not "fix" yourself. You must find the courage to confront "her". Do not let her keep you in that "stank nasty closet". She has no right to demand your loyalty. Stop up your ears. Stop listening to her. Look at her Fruit!
There are men and women on this earth that will do anything! Don't act so surprised when it turns out to be your "mother" or "father" , your "grandmother" your aunt or your cousin.. It can and will happen to you if you don't listen any better than she did.
"The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge." "Fear" should not be interpreted as terror or fright. It means respect. It means love and honor. "I love you Father, I trust you. I am going to follow your laws, your commandments because I trust you. I love you. I put all my faith in You!"
Rank reprobates, foolish sinners, lacketh understanding. "Without UNDERSTANDING, covenant breakers,..."
"...without natural affection,..." That means you can NOT love your children. Your love is artificial, a complete put-on. You have to pretend and flatter excessively. That means you see nothing WRONG with making a "sex toy" out of your own child. (anyone's children) "So what?" you think. Because you lack understanding, are totally void of faith, you deliberately put all of your faith and confidence in your guile, in your treachery. You put your faith in your primitive "hoodoo". ( You can't believe in GOD but you can put all of your faith in some graveyard dirt. "You 'bout one fool, you know that.")
So proud of your devious nature you brag about it. "Who knowing the judgment of GOD, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have PLEASURE in them that do them."
"From such stay away!" If you can't listen to Jesus, if you can't follow Jesus' advice, His commandments, you are in bad shape. You are cursed. "He that hath ears, let Him hear."
It is all in Divine Order. The idea that my own "mother", the person GOD entrusted with my tiny precious life, would turn out to be a vicious savage, a "closeted" hater, a sick sociopath, is PHENOMENAL!
GOD took something that was "thrown away", something that "monster" wished she had "flushed" and made something great. Someone my daughter can be proud of. Someone that my grandfather was proud of. I can walk tall, beam and radiate!
I "googled" myself and the first post to come up was "incest survivor". I was proud!
I deliberately "outed" myself in order to save others. I am sure there are many children confused by the hypocrisy of their parents or caregivers. A retired educator I know how phony and uncaring our public schools are.
I want to take the sting out of the term. Do not hold me in your low self-esteem because GOD gave me the courage to tell. Do not rebuke me for telling on my "mother". I have no mother. I never had one. She wasn't even a good caretaker. She was a "taker" to be sure. A "taker" of innocence. A "taker" and a "faker" should be emblazoned on her tombstone.
"To GOD be the GLORY and Honor"
Be richly blessed family. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness
Rachel
P.S.
I always knew she was "whorish". I didn't think much of it. I think most women are "whorish", not necessarily out and out prostitutes, but "traders-of-favors" for sex.
My mother taught me to never give a man "any" for free. That made sense. I thought a man should invest in the woman he professed to "love". I never agreed that a woman should consider her vagina a "gold mine". That never made sense to me. I never bought into grading and qualifying a woman's "stuff".
I never held her "whorishness" against her. A woman had to survive. A woman with children and the inability to keep a man may have necessitated a "trade" or two.
I did totally blame my stepfather for my abuse. Deep down inside I always knew better. I just chose to "disbelieve" it. I could not bear the truth. Fortunately Jesus kept talking to me, kept strengthening me.
Her sick dark secret hatred became less of a secret with each passing year, with each life changing event. I refused to believe she was that stupid. "Why would she kill her own father? my brain screamed! "Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, IMPLACABLE, UNMERCIFUL:"
That's the WORD. That is GOD's WORD, right there in black and white. It can't be denied.
Thank You for Your WORD LORD!
The Bible warns us about the "commonness" of man. According to the Bible it is rather frequent. So that means a whole lot of people are lying. That means I have some company. There are far too many people in the world struggling with my kind of "issue".
Keeping that hideous monster a secret, doesn't make you "normal". Your refusal to tell doesn't clean you up, or make you less affected. You can not "fix" yourself. You must find the courage to confront "her". Do not let her keep you in that "stank nasty closet". She has no right to demand your loyalty. Stop up your ears. Stop listening to her. Look at her Fruit!
There are men and women on this earth that will do anything! Don't act so surprised when it turns out to be your "mother" or "father" , your "grandmother" your aunt or your cousin.. It can and will happen to you if you don't listen any better than she did.
"The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge." "Fear" should not be interpreted as terror or fright. It means respect. It means love and honor. "I love you Father, I trust you. I am going to follow your laws, your commandments because I trust you. I love you. I put all my faith in You!"
Rank reprobates, foolish sinners, lacketh understanding. "Without UNDERSTANDING, covenant breakers,..."
"...without natural affection,..." That means you can NOT love your children. Your love is artificial, a complete put-on. You have to pretend and flatter excessively. That means you see nothing WRONG with making a "sex toy" out of your own child. (anyone's children) "So what?" you think. Because you lack understanding, are totally void of faith, you deliberately put all of your faith and confidence in your guile, in your treachery. You put your faith in your primitive "hoodoo". ( You can't believe in GOD but you can put all of your faith in some graveyard dirt. "You 'bout one fool, you know that.")
So proud of your devious nature you brag about it. "Who knowing the judgment of GOD, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have PLEASURE in them that do them."
"From such stay away!" If you can't listen to Jesus, if you can't follow Jesus' advice, His commandments, you are in bad shape. You are cursed. "He that hath ears, let Him hear."
It is all in Divine Order. The idea that my own "mother", the person GOD entrusted with my tiny precious life, would turn out to be a vicious savage, a "closeted" hater, a sick sociopath, is PHENOMENAL!
GOD took something that was "thrown away", something that "monster" wished she had "flushed" and made something great. Someone my daughter can be proud of. Someone that my grandfather was proud of. I can walk tall, beam and radiate!
I "googled" myself and the first post to come up was "incest survivor". I was proud!
I deliberately "outed" myself in order to save others. I am sure there are many children confused by the hypocrisy of their parents or caregivers. A retired educator I know how phony and uncaring our public schools are.
I want to take the sting out of the term. Do not hold me in your low self-esteem because GOD gave me the courage to tell. Do not rebuke me for telling on my "mother". I have no mother. I never had one. She wasn't even a good caretaker. She was a "taker" to be sure. A "taker" of innocence. A "taker" and a "faker" should be emblazoned on her tombstone.
"To GOD be the GLORY and Honor"
Be richly blessed family. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness
Rachel
P.S.
I always knew she was "whorish". I didn't think much of it. I think most women are "whorish", not necessarily out and out prostitutes, but "traders-of-favors" for sex.
My mother taught me to never give a man "any" for free. That made sense. I thought a man should invest in the woman he professed to "love". I never agreed that a woman should consider her vagina a "gold mine". That never made sense to me. I never bought into grading and qualifying a woman's "stuff".
I never held her "whorishness" against her. A woman had to survive. A woman with children and the inability to keep a man may have necessitated a "trade" or two.
I did totally blame my stepfather for my abuse. Deep down inside I always knew better. I just chose to "disbelieve" it. I could not bear the truth. Fortunately Jesus kept talking to me, kept strengthening me.
Her sick dark secret hatred became less of a secret with each passing year, with each life changing event. I refused to believe she was that stupid. "Why would she kill her own father? my brain screamed! "Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, IMPLACABLE, UNMERCIFUL:"
That's the WORD. That is GOD's WORD, right there in black and white. It can't be denied.
Thank You for Your WORD LORD!
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
"Keepin' it real!"
"Niggaz always talkin' 'bout keepin' it real! Nigga pleeeze! Git out my face wid yo' bulls***! Jest who do you thank you foolin?
Why don'cha git a Job nigga...a J-O-B! That'all help! No Ah ain't got no Money! (Ah ain't got nun fa' yo'a**..s*** I kin do bad by my d*** sef...what Ah need yo' sorry a** fa?...Get tuh steppin' nigga...s*** yo' black a** ain't moving fast enuf! Me and what army???? Watch yo' tone nigga! You don't raise ya' f***** voice in my house!"
"Ya'knowwhatnigga! You got TEN f***** minutes to git duh f*** out My HOOOOUUUUUSSSeeeeeeee!"
"LAWD! Ah hate to haf'ta off dis nigga...but if you let dis nigga even walk toward me I'm gonna blow his f***** brains out and beat my'sef with some oranges in a pair of panty hose! I'm gonna pleed sef'defence! LORD! it's on You LORD!"
"(Imm'gon make dis nigga s*** on hizsef! I'm gonna load my hollow point bullets in my gun right in hiz face...I bet he don't do nuttin'...damn f*****) ...jump nigga...I wont to shoot ya' fa giving me dat f****** Clo Mid dee yah! or what ever the f*** it wuz. Say sumpt'in NIGGA! You 'gon die today!!!... dis day muthaf*****!"
****
Well I didn't kill him. I know it was the hand of GOD that saved us! "We all have sinned and come short of the Kingdom of GOD." Keep it real.
Be blessed, Rachel
Why don'cha git a Job nigga...a J-O-B! That'all help! No Ah ain't got no Money! (Ah ain't got nun fa' yo'a**..s*** I kin do bad by my d*** sef...what Ah need yo' sorry a** fa?...Get tuh steppin' nigga...s*** yo' black a** ain't moving fast enuf! Me and what army???? Watch yo' tone nigga! You don't raise ya' f***** voice in my house!"
"Ya'knowwhatnigga! You got TEN f***** minutes to git duh f*** out My HOOOOUUUUUSSSeeeeeeee!"
"LAWD! Ah hate to haf'ta off dis nigga...but if you let dis nigga even walk toward me I'm gonna blow his f***** brains out and beat my'sef with some oranges in a pair of panty hose! I'm gonna pleed sef'defence! LORD! it's on You LORD!"
"(Imm'gon make dis nigga s*** on hizsef! I'm gonna load my hollow point bullets in my gun right in hiz face...I bet he don't do nuttin'...damn f*****) ...jump nigga...I wont to shoot ya' fa giving me dat f****** Clo Mid dee yah! or what ever the f*** it wuz. Say sumpt'in NIGGA! You 'gon die today!!!... dis day muthaf*****!"
****
Well I didn't kill him. I know it was the hand of GOD that saved us! "We all have sinned and come short of the Kingdom of GOD." Keep it real.
Be blessed, Rachel
"Well no wundah!"
"Well no wundah the boy ain't got good sense!....my, my, my...LAWD hab murcey! Gal! Sumpt-in' wrong which'cha! Whut did you go and do to yosef? What kind a mess did you git into?"
"You knew bedder! You know bedder ni!"
"Confess yo' sins dawthur! Confess yo' sins to the LAWD. He sho' tuh fagive you. He love you dawthur. You fell...cudden' git no lower Ah reckon."
"Ain't no pernt in you lying. You jest makin' sumpin' terrible worser."
"Ah thought I raised you bedder dan dat... I reckon I didn't."
"Do the best you kin dawthur...hold yersef up much as you can."
"GAWD still love ya'dough... He sho' do chile."
Remember; "Apart frum Christ you nuttin'."
"You knew bedder! You know bedder ni!"
"Confess yo' sins dawthur! Confess yo' sins to the LAWD. He sho' tuh fagive you. He love you dawthur. You fell...cudden' git no lower Ah reckon."
"Ain't no pernt in you lying. You jest makin' sumpin' terrible worser."
"Ah thought I raised you bedder dan dat... I reckon I didn't."
"Do the best you kin dawthur...hold yersef up much as you can."
"GAWD still love ya'dough... He sho' do chile."
Remember; "Apart frum Christ you nuttin'."
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
"Look well to your going..
"...your going in, your coming out." "Hold yourself up much as you can." "Don't let no nigger tear you down." "Don't let nobody dumb you up." "Always trust in GOD...Jesus will fix it." My grandfather's constant gentle admonitions still ring in my ears like chimes. I always knew that I could trust my grandfather. I knew he wanted the absolute best for me. Never, not once did he steer me wrong.
He couldn't, he was a good man.
On the other hand I had this "mother", this woman that professed to be my anchor, my confidante, my champion, who turned out to be not just another "common nigger", but a DEMON! A woman too foul and depraved to be discussed in polite company. An animal that defies any one's ability to comprehend. Certainly a menace to society, a scourge on humanity. Always too cowardly to admit her true intentions she has raged and destroyed for eighty-six years.
She is not important. GOD's prophetic WORD is important. The fact that GOD reveals her and rebukes her over and over in the Bible is fascinating, life changing, is mystical and Divine.
"If anyone comes to you and does not bring this doctrine (the love of Christ), DO NOT RECEIVE HIM (HER) into your house nor greet him (her); for he who greets him (her) shares in his (her) evil deeds."
(2 John 1:11)
You can play stupid if you want to.
"Have I therefore become your enemy because I tell you the truth?" (Galatians 4:16)
Every one is not going to hear my warning. "But the natural man does not receive the things of the Spirit of GOD, for they are foolishness to him, nor can he know them, because they are Spiritually discerned."
(1 Corinthians 2:14)
Look well you your going family. Fear no man and remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
He couldn't, he was a good man.
On the other hand I had this "mother", this woman that professed to be my anchor, my confidante, my champion, who turned out to be not just another "common nigger", but a DEMON! A woman too foul and depraved to be discussed in polite company. An animal that defies any one's ability to comprehend. Certainly a menace to society, a scourge on humanity. Always too cowardly to admit her true intentions she has raged and destroyed for eighty-six years.
She is not important. GOD's prophetic WORD is important. The fact that GOD reveals her and rebukes her over and over in the Bible is fascinating, life changing, is mystical and Divine.
"If anyone comes to you and does not bring this doctrine (the love of Christ), DO NOT RECEIVE HIM (HER) into your house nor greet him (her); for he who greets him (her) shares in his (her) evil deeds."
(2 John 1:11)
You can play stupid if you want to.
"Have I therefore become your enemy because I tell you the truth?" (Galatians 4:16)
Every one is not going to hear my warning. "But the natural man does not receive the things of the Spirit of GOD, for they are foolishness to him, nor can he know them, because they are Spiritually discerned."
(1 Corinthians 2:14)
Look well you your going family. Fear no man and remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Monday, February 13, 2012
"Ain't nuttin' back 'dere...
nuttin' but sum foolishness. Come out from back 'dere gal! Ain't nuttin' back 'dere in duh dark but confewsion. Git out dat mess chile! What you want to be down 'dere fa'?"
"If it can't be done in the light...you don't want to do it...you don't want to be 'part of nuttin' you got to be 'shame'of."
"Naw, ain't nobody scared of you...just shame...dats all...jest shame."
"If it can't be done in the light...you don't want to do it...you don't want to be 'part of nuttin' you got to be 'shame'of."
"Naw, ain't nobody scared of you...just shame...dats all...jest shame."
"Don' chu tell it!"
"Don'chu tell it!!! Don'chu niggas tell nuttin' dat go on in dis house!" When other little children were learning "Patty cake" or "Now to lay me down to sleep", we were being taught to be co-conspirators, unwitting future criminals.
If you asked me today what is the greatest thing your "mother" ever taught you? I would have to say fear. No, not fear, but FEAR!!! Not only did that cruel ferocious woman teach us to fear her, to fear the world, to fear the future, she taught me to fear thinking.
We were not allowed to have an original thought. I was strangely amused when she would issue her command; "Don't you f****ing THINK back Nigger!" She would beat me severely and tell me ;"Yuh bedder shut duh f***Up! Dry dem f***ing tears! And don't yuh f***ing THINK back!"
How incredible! Some fallen woman who never had the decency to turn down any man's (or woman's) solicitation demanded to control my life.
She may have become a half decent person if she had not been so sadistically cruel.
I'm telling! Every where I go I'm telling. Every way I can, I'm telling. "I would not have you ignorant brethren." You need to know that people like this are hidden , closeted up in our churches, in our "perfect" families. Theses monsters hold their families hostage deliberately. Knowing full well they are using their guile, deceit, and superior intelligence on the innocent, on the broken, on the lame. Because she considers you to be nothing she thinks GOD thinks like her, thinks your're garbage, something she should have flushed.
"Pride goeth before a fall." She really does think that she is better than you, deserves more than you. Is entitled to the most. She really thinks that you should be glad to be in her company. SHE IS A NARCISSIST! (worse than a narcissist, she is a covert one, and a damn good one!) Now she is caught, ruined, exposed. Eat some more of her chitterlings, I dare you!
GOD is not happy. GOD will not have it. GOD is moving. Jesus told you to look at their fruit. I would not ignore GOD's WORD.
How did she get by, how did she get away for so long? I must admit that it is all in Divine Order. We will all understand it by and by.
Be careful children. Do study and read your Bible for yourself. Don't leave your salvation up to some "preacher". "Get it from the script, not from the lip."
GOD commanded us to not have anything to do with witchcraft in any form. "A man or woman who is a medium or spiritist among you must be put to death. You are to stone them; their blood will be on their own heads." (Leviticus 20: 27) "Do not turn to mediums or seek out spirits, for you will be defiled by them. I am the LORD your GOD." (Leviticus 19:31)
If you have been involved in that "mess" confess your sins to GOD. Pray for GOD to deliver you from that darkness. Come into GOD's marvelous light. Trust GOD with your life.
"Know ye the TRUTH and the truth will set you free!"
To GOD be the GLORY, with all honor and power.
May the Dear LORD bless the hearers of His WORD abundantly. Be healed today children.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S.
Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
If you asked me today what is the greatest thing your "mother" ever taught you? I would have to say fear. No, not fear, but FEAR!!! Not only did that cruel ferocious woman teach us to fear her, to fear the world, to fear the future, she taught me to fear thinking.
We were not allowed to have an original thought. I was strangely amused when she would issue her command; "Don't you f****ing THINK back Nigger!" She would beat me severely and tell me ;"Yuh bedder shut duh f***Up! Dry dem f***ing tears! And don't yuh f***ing THINK back!"
How incredible! Some fallen woman who never had the decency to turn down any man's (or woman's) solicitation demanded to control my life.
She may have become a half decent person if she had not been so sadistically cruel.
I'm telling! Every where I go I'm telling. Every way I can, I'm telling. "I would not have you ignorant brethren." You need to know that people like this are hidden , closeted up in our churches, in our "perfect" families. Theses monsters hold their families hostage deliberately. Knowing full well they are using their guile, deceit, and superior intelligence on the innocent, on the broken, on the lame. Because she considers you to be nothing she thinks GOD thinks like her, thinks your're garbage, something she should have flushed.
"Pride goeth before a fall." She really does think that she is better than you, deserves more than you. Is entitled to the most. She really thinks that you should be glad to be in her company. SHE IS A NARCISSIST! (worse than a narcissist, she is a covert one, and a damn good one!) Now she is caught, ruined, exposed. Eat some more of her chitterlings, I dare you!
GOD is not happy. GOD will not have it. GOD is moving. Jesus told you to look at their fruit. I would not ignore GOD's WORD.
How did she get by, how did she get away for so long? I must admit that it is all in Divine Order. We will all understand it by and by.
Be careful children. Do study and read your Bible for yourself. Don't leave your salvation up to some "preacher". "Get it from the script, not from the lip."
GOD commanded us to not have anything to do with witchcraft in any form. "A man or woman who is a medium or spiritist among you must be put to death. You are to stone them; their blood will be on their own heads." (Leviticus 20: 27) "Do not turn to mediums or seek out spirits, for you will be defiled by them. I am the LORD your GOD." (Leviticus 19:31)
If you have been involved in that "mess" confess your sins to GOD. Pray for GOD to deliver you from that darkness. Come into GOD's marvelous light. Trust GOD with your life.
"Know ye the TRUTH and the truth will set you free!"
To GOD be the GLORY, with all honor and power.
May the Dear LORD bless the hearers of His WORD abundantly. Be healed today children.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S.
Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
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