GOD is watching You! He knows every thought you have before you have it. Just who do you think you are fooling?
"For the word of GOD is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and all the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart." (Hebrews 4: 12)
Every word of this scripture is the Gospel Truth! You can't hide from GOD! You can't fool GOD!
Yes, there is a GOD! Not "a" God, but the true and living GOD! The Almighty, All Knowing GOD!
Praise the LORD! Tell me how I knew your character, knew all about you when I was a four year old child! No, I didn't "know" it was YOU. But, I knew something wasn't right. I knew I was immersed in evil. I always knew GOD was leading and protecting me. I still know it! You can't make me doubt Him!
Everything GOD has ever told me has come to pass. I told you when GOD told me that I was going to win a house (1979). I won one didn't I?
I don't have to prove anything to You. You know. Don't wait or fear GOD laying you on your "bed of affliction". You are already on it. You were on it when you yielded to your common lust. You were on it when you committed ever evil deed that crossed your mind.
My blog is your "bed of affliction". You have to read about yourself. Know every word is the truth. You have to show the world what a stubborn fool you are.
GOD gives you another opportunity to give your life to Him everyday. But, you have to refuse. You have to live a lie. You have to live a lie because you have lived a complete lie for 88 years. You remain blind, deaf, dumb, unrepentant and unsaved because it is a habit. Because you believe in evil more than you believe in GOD. What have you ever gotten right? Sure you swindled a lot of people out of their money as a "root worker". But, you lost every penny. It never profitted you anything.
Every man you ever "rooted" into marriage left you or turned out to be worthless. You never earned a B.S. or B.A. degree. You are not a real preacher. Who calls you their pastor? You will never be named mother of the year.
What do you have? Nothing but Pride. "Pride goeth before a fall."
Real Christians fall down but, they get up. GET UP!
May the Dear LORD prick your heart. Touch it with a finger of love.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Monday, February 25, 2013
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Brighten someone's day!
Light up their world with your smile. Peter said; "Silver and gold have I none; but such as I have give I thee:" (Acts 3:6a)
Did my grandfather know the great impact he had on so many lives? He walked tall and regal. Greeted everyone one he met with a broad beautiful smile. Followed by kind words of encouragement.
Where would I be today without his declarations and predictions?
"My granddawthur ain't no such a woman as you!"
"Baby dawthur you have healing hands."
"Granddawthur you the jewel in my crown."
"Don't you Taught hur! Git yo' hands off hur! Look into yo' own life!"
He encouraged me to write. He told me that I had a brilliant voice. That I had something to say, something the world needed to hear. My grandfather taught me to speak my mind.
Don't spend your days parading, flaunting, hurting and trying to cultivate envy. Don't flash a phony smile to lure innocent victims into your trap. If you fill empty, full of low self-esteem, Pray. Seek the LORD. Seek His face.
You know your weaknesses, work on them. Love the LORD. Love your fellow man. "Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we man obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need." (Hebrews 4:16)
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Did my grandfather know the great impact he had on so many lives? He walked tall and regal. Greeted everyone one he met with a broad beautiful smile. Followed by kind words of encouragement.
Where would I be today without his declarations and predictions?
"My granddawthur ain't no such a woman as you!"
"Baby dawthur you have healing hands."
"Granddawthur you the jewel in my crown."
"Don't you Taught hur! Git yo' hands off hur! Look into yo' own life!"
He encouraged me to write. He told me that I had a brilliant voice. That I had something to say, something the world needed to hear. My grandfather taught me to speak my mind.
Don't spend your days parading, flaunting, hurting and trying to cultivate envy. Don't flash a phony smile to lure innocent victims into your trap. If you fill empty, full of low self-esteem, Pray. Seek the LORD. Seek His face.
You know your weaknesses, work on them. Love the LORD. Love your fellow man. "Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we man obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need." (Hebrews 4:16)
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, February 23, 2013
I'm not bragging ...
I'm proclaiming! I am proclaiming the merciful goodness of an Almighty, All Knowing, All Seeing GOD!
She tried to convince me that I was dumb, the world's biggest dummy. We all were dumb according to her. The world was full of absolute dummies, chumps that she alone had the right to pick. Pick clean, pick clean of their money, morality, self-esteem and any hint of happiness and joy.
Any thing we ever got right, any honor or recognition was due to her sacrifice. If she hadn't married that charcoal black n**** we "wudden'ave gon to dem good schools wid dem white churen and ended up so smart".
Our good looks was due to her good genes. Our "good hair" and intelligence. Our popularity in school was because she let us drive her brand new Cadillac to E.E.Smith Sr. High school. She worked at the college, was the secretary to the dean of students. "Dr. Rudolph Jones hired me because I wuz yalla!...I nevah did learn no short hand..he-he-he!"
Maybe I was as dumb as she said. My IQ measured 149 in the fourth grade. She didn't know what it meant until we registered at Washington Drive Junior High school and Mrs. Uzell started screaming Genius-ES!...Both of them!
They put us in the "Gifted Classes". She pretended to be proud. XXX was selected for Governor's honors. Mrs. Uzell explained that this was a very prestigious honor. She refused to let him go. "Dey might mess wid him."
Dumb? Young? Naive? Terrorized? Intimidated? Perhaps just clueless. I was nineteen. My mother let me keep her boyfriend's car while he was overseas. It was a 1965 Mercury Montego.
"Mother! there is something wrong with my brakes...when I press on them they go all the way down to the floor and the car slides to a stop."
"Just pump'um." was her reply. She knew that I needed brakes. She knew that I was a tragedy about to happen. I drove around for months, pumping and sliding into cars. Sure enough I was driving in a torrential rain one day, tried to pump the brakes fast enough to stop at the light on a four lane street. I lost control of the car. It went spinning across the median. A huge eighteen wheeler was barrelling down on me and I closed my eyes and prayed. The car kept spinning and finally landed on the median. The eighteen wheeler whizzed by barely and inch from my car. I said ;"Thank you Jesus!"
GOD saved me. Rescued me again. I am sure that there are countless times He rescued me from something that "woman" did. The fact that she only murdered my grandfather, four or five babies and stabbed only one woman is a miracle. I am sure she plotted our deaths often. There was a time we all suffered "ptomaine" poisoning. We all had to go to the emergency room. "I didn't eat none of dat bar-be-que!"; she bragged.
The poor woman is a fool. She can't be helped. She will not repent and she can not be shamed. The poor woman lives in her own world of lies and deceit. She is brilliant and perfect in her world. You are nothing in her world, just fodder for her ravenous narcissistic appetite.
No she will never be wrong and you will never be right. That's pride. That is the pride GOD warned us about. That is the pride found in the book of Proverbs. "Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall. (Proverbs 16:18)
The poor woman has a Jezebel spirit. "Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which called herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols. And I gave her space to repent of her fornication; and she repented not. Behold I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repent of their deeds." (Revelation 2: 20-22)
My LORD, MY LORD! Thank you for having mercy on me. Thank you for delivering me! Deliver my brothers LORD! Deliver my whole family. In the Mighty name of Jesus I pray.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
She tried to convince me that I was dumb, the world's biggest dummy. We all were dumb according to her. The world was full of absolute dummies, chumps that she alone had the right to pick. Pick clean, pick clean of their money, morality, self-esteem and any hint of happiness and joy.
Any thing we ever got right, any honor or recognition was due to her sacrifice. If she hadn't married that charcoal black n**** we "wudden'ave gon to dem good schools wid dem white churen and ended up so smart".
Our good looks was due to her good genes. Our "good hair" and intelligence. Our popularity in school was because she let us drive her brand new Cadillac to E.E.Smith Sr. High school. She worked at the college, was the secretary to the dean of students. "Dr. Rudolph Jones hired me because I wuz yalla!...I nevah did learn no short hand..he-he-he!"
Maybe I was as dumb as she said. My IQ measured 149 in the fourth grade. She didn't know what it meant until we registered at Washington Drive Junior High school and Mrs. Uzell started screaming Genius-ES!...Both of them!
They put us in the "Gifted Classes". She pretended to be proud. XXX was selected for Governor's honors. Mrs. Uzell explained that this was a very prestigious honor. She refused to let him go. "Dey might mess wid him."
Dumb? Young? Naive? Terrorized? Intimidated? Perhaps just clueless. I was nineteen. My mother let me keep her boyfriend's car while he was overseas. It was a 1965 Mercury Montego.
"Mother! there is something wrong with my brakes...when I press on them they go all the way down to the floor and the car slides to a stop."
"Just pump'um." was her reply. She knew that I needed brakes. She knew that I was a tragedy about to happen. I drove around for months, pumping and sliding into cars. Sure enough I was driving in a torrential rain one day, tried to pump the brakes fast enough to stop at the light on a four lane street. I lost control of the car. It went spinning across the median. A huge eighteen wheeler was barrelling down on me and I closed my eyes and prayed. The car kept spinning and finally landed on the median. The eighteen wheeler whizzed by barely and inch from my car. I said ;"Thank you Jesus!"
GOD saved me. Rescued me again. I am sure that there are countless times He rescued me from something that "woman" did. The fact that she only murdered my grandfather, four or five babies and stabbed only one woman is a miracle. I am sure she plotted our deaths often. There was a time we all suffered "ptomaine" poisoning. We all had to go to the emergency room. "I didn't eat none of dat bar-be-que!"; she bragged.
The poor woman is a fool. She can't be helped. She will not repent and she can not be shamed. The poor woman lives in her own world of lies and deceit. She is brilliant and perfect in her world. You are nothing in her world, just fodder for her ravenous narcissistic appetite.
No she will never be wrong and you will never be right. That's pride. That is the pride GOD warned us about. That is the pride found in the book of Proverbs. "Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall. (Proverbs 16:18)
The poor woman has a Jezebel spirit. "Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which called herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols. And I gave her space to repent of her fornication; and she repented not. Behold I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repent of their deeds." (Revelation 2: 20-22)
My LORD, MY LORD! Thank you for having mercy on me. Thank you for delivering me! Deliver my brothers LORD! Deliver my whole family. In the Mighty name of Jesus I pray.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Friday, February 22, 2013
"The LORD is my shepherd,...
I shall not want." Truly I have never wanted for anything in my life. I have wanted as in desired, a lot of things. But, I have truly never wanted as in lacked. I have not suffered for a lack of food, clothing or shelter.
"He restoreth my soul: He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for His name sake." There have been so many times I was tempted to go wrong, to do wrong but GOD spoke to my heart and prevented me. PTL!
No, my life has not been perfect. But, it has been a very good one. One that I am very proud of.
"Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over."
"Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life; and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever."
I have not wanted but I have been shocked. Just keep living your world might get rocked one day also. No matter what comes your way. Prepare yourself. Get rooted and grounded in the Holy Ghost!
Don't ever depend on any man or woman. We are human and in our humanness we will betray you.
Live right! Live in truth. Love the LORD! Love your fellow man. When you find some to be "unloveable", love them from afar. Continue to pray GOD's blessings upon them.
Be abundantly blessed today.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
"He restoreth my soul: He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for His name sake." There have been so many times I was tempted to go wrong, to do wrong but GOD spoke to my heart and prevented me. PTL!
No, my life has not been perfect. But, it has been a very good one. One that I am very proud of.
"Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over."
"Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life; and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever."
I have not wanted but I have been shocked. Just keep living your world might get rocked one day also. No matter what comes your way. Prepare yourself. Get rooted and grounded in the Holy Ghost!
Don't ever depend on any man or woman. We are human and in our humanness we will betray you.
Live right! Live in truth. Love the LORD! Love your fellow man. When you find some to be "unloveable", love them from afar. Continue to pray GOD's blessings upon them.
Be abundantly blessed today.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thursday, February 21, 2013
The Proverbs
I was eight years old enjoying the summer with my grandfather. We got up at the crack of dawn, I didn't mind. We flowed him around like some little biddies.
We went form the hen house to the hog pen, feeding, gathering, but most of all learning. When I think about it now, granddaddy didn't really talk much. When he did say something it was monumental. He truly was a man of few words. But, those words were crafted, honest, words of wisdom from the mouth of GOD Himself.
He didn't have a television. It was 1959 and he still loved the radio. We would listen to the radio nightly then he would open his Bible and read for hours. Granddaddy got me involved in reading and understanding the Bible early. We started with the book of Ruth. We discussed it. My grandfather's eyes lit up, he was delighted. We went to Proverbs next.
"How long, ye simple ones, will ye love simplicity? and scorners delight in their scorning, and fools hate knowledge? (Proverbs 1:22)
Lesson learned, "fools" hate knowledge. They don't know and they don't want to know. Do not disturb their ignorance. Try to wake them up and get cussed out. They will lie on you. they will gang up on you and lie. They will try to make you suffer for calling out their stupidity.
"Turn you at my reproof: behold, I will pour out my spirit unto you, I will make known my words unto you." (Proverbs 1:23)
"If you live right granddaddy...GOD will bless you with wisdom and understanding." Granddaddy smiled down on me. Radiated, beamed. Everywhere we went; "This my Grand-dawthur!" Had me standing on a step stool behind the pulpit reading scripture to the whole church.
He told me that I was anointed and I know he was right!
We went form the hen house to the hog pen, feeding, gathering, but most of all learning. When I think about it now, granddaddy didn't really talk much. When he did say something it was monumental. He truly was a man of few words. But, those words were crafted, honest, words of wisdom from the mouth of GOD Himself.
He didn't have a television. It was 1959 and he still loved the radio. We would listen to the radio nightly then he would open his Bible and read for hours. Granddaddy got me involved in reading and understanding the Bible early. We started with the book of Ruth. We discussed it. My grandfather's eyes lit up, he was delighted. We went to Proverbs next.
"How long, ye simple ones, will ye love simplicity? and scorners delight in their scorning, and fools hate knowledge? (Proverbs 1:22)
Lesson learned, "fools" hate knowledge. They don't know and they don't want to know. Do not disturb their ignorance. Try to wake them up and get cussed out. They will lie on you. they will gang up on you and lie. They will try to make you suffer for calling out their stupidity.
"Turn you at my reproof: behold, I will pour out my spirit unto you, I will make known my words unto you." (Proverbs 1:23)
"If you live right granddaddy...GOD will bless you with wisdom and understanding." Granddaddy smiled down on me. Radiated, beamed. Everywhere we went; "This my Grand-dawthur!" Had me standing on a step stool behind the pulpit reading scripture to the whole church.
He told me that I was anointed and I know he was right!
"I found the answer..."
Mahalia Jackson's melodious voice reverberated in my head and my heart; "I found the answer...and I love to pray."
I cleaned the house, scrubbed the bathroom, washed dishes, vacuumed the floors "singing" trying to mimic that beautiful voice. I was happy. It never occurred to me that I was merely a quarry slave. How could I know that other eight year olds were busy at play while I was cleaning an apartment?
I didn't mind. I loved seeing the house clean. My "mother" loved music. We had a Hi-fi, (High Fidelity), and stacks of albums. Every album Mahalia Jackson every made. There was Ray Charles, Sam Cooke, Garnet Mims, Dave Brubeck and his Orchestra. Her collection was eclectic. We were guaranteed to hear music everyday, all day.
"When she was good, she was very very good. When she was bad, she was very very bad." That was Martha. You could never know what to expect. There were days she baked cookies and molasses bread. And there were days she beat us mercilessly. There were days she bought us books and read to us and there were days she did "evil things".
I must say that for my whole life she has kept me mystified and for most of my life terrified. Martha Jane Walters is a monster. She is an old monster now. One with feeble claws and no teeth. Her roar has grown very weak. Unfortunately, still blind, still deaf and dumb, ... still defiant.
I found the answer. She is not coming! She will not come to Christ! She said that she will not repent and she won't. It is a shame but it is her choice. The Bible says; "Judge not that you be not judged." I am not judging her. I am finally recognizing her. You may want and pray for something your entire life. GOD does not guarantee that you are going to get it. I am gaining strength, accepting this awful truth.
I went to the elders, the pastor of my Apostolic Pentecostal church. They prayed with me and prayed for me as I wailed for my "mother's" salvation. Salvation that has not come.
"There is none so blind as he who refuses to see." You can not help a person that refuses to be wrong. You can not bring a pathological liar to the truth. You can not make a person that is void of empathy care for others.
Dear LORD I do mourn for the mother I never had. I do not mourn for the "mother" that sneered at me and allowed; "You remember too much!"
I do not mourn for the woman that received her son after a twenty-five year estrangement with fear and skepticism. Never shed one tear, actually bragged that she was happy that he had experienced great tragedy. Lost his medical practice, his life savings, his wife and son. It tickled her. Delighted her. Pretended that GOD had punished him for "forsuking" her.
No, she will not change. So lost in seeking revenge she will never find her way. According to her we owe her. She had us, had us out of wedlock and suffered humiliation. No decent man ever wanted to marry her "because I had you bastard younguns."
No, Martha, no decent man ever wanted to marry you because you were a sick manipulative, clamorous, violent "root working" whore. You have never accepted responsibility for your actions and I doubt that you ever will. Your mountain of lies will never get you to the truth.
The fact is you don't want to know the truth. You are not mentally ill. You are not bi-polar or confused. You are Evil! Please permit me to remind you that cruelty is not courage.
You are a cruel coward determined to die and go to hell. Determined to take as many as you can with you. You will die with a million lies on your lips. I can not say that you will suffer. You would have to have a conscious to suffer.
Christ suffered on that cross for us, for you. You could not care less. No, I doubt you will suffer. You will not shed one tear. Any woman that could do what you did to your son and never care is a complete abomination. You are disgusting in the eyes of man and GOD.
Any daughter that could plot the murder of her father and never shed a tear is beyond human comprehension.
It occurred to me that when Jesus told satan; "Get thee behind me!" He didn't try to save satan. Jesus didn't go to His Father seeking answers to steer satan back on the right path.
Dear LORD what is the point of her long life if she refuses salvation, if she clings to a demonic existence? The answer came; "Daughter I want the world to know how sick and depraved a person can become with me."
My grandfather said it everyday of his life, he told you over and over; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Stay in His WORD children.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
I cleaned the house, scrubbed the bathroom, washed dishes, vacuumed the floors "singing" trying to mimic that beautiful voice. I was happy. It never occurred to me that I was merely a quarry slave. How could I know that other eight year olds were busy at play while I was cleaning an apartment?
I didn't mind. I loved seeing the house clean. My "mother" loved music. We had a Hi-fi, (High Fidelity), and stacks of albums. Every album Mahalia Jackson every made. There was Ray Charles, Sam Cooke, Garnet Mims, Dave Brubeck and his Orchestra. Her collection was eclectic. We were guaranteed to hear music everyday, all day.
"When she was good, she was very very good. When she was bad, she was very very bad." That was Martha. You could never know what to expect. There were days she baked cookies and molasses bread. And there were days she beat us mercilessly. There were days she bought us books and read to us and there were days she did "evil things".
I must say that for my whole life she has kept me mystified and for most of my life terrified. Martha Jane Walters is a monster. She is an old monster now. One with feeble claws and no teeth. Her roar has grown very weak. Unfortunately, still blind, still deaf and dumb, ... still defiant.
I found the answer. She is not coming! She will not come to Christ! She said that she will not repent and she won't. It is a shame but it is her choice. The Bible says; "Judge not that you be not judged." I am not judging her. I am finally recognizing her. You may want and pray for something your entire life. GOD does not guarantee that you are going to get it. I am gaining strength, accepting this awful truth.
I went to the elders, the pastor of my Apostolic Pentecostal church. They prayed with me and prayed for me as I wailed for my "mother's" salvation. Salvation that has not come.
"There is none so blind as he who refuses to see." You can not help a person that refuses to be wrong. You can not bring a pathological liar to the truth. You can not make a person that is void of empathy care for others.
Dear LORD I do mourn for the mother I never had. I do not mourn for the "mother" that sneered at me and allowed; "You remember too much!"
I do not mourn for the woman that received her son after a twenty-five year estrangement with fear and skepticism. Never shed one tear, actually bragged that she was happy that he had experienced great tragedy. Lost his medical practice, his life savings, his wife and son. It tickled her. Delighted her. Pretended that GOD had punished him for "forsuking" her.
No, she will not change. So lost in seeking revenge she will never find her way. According to her we owe her. She had us, had us out of wedlock and suffered humiliation. No decent man ever wanted to marry her "because I had you bastard younguns."
No, Martha, no decent man ever wanted to marry you because you were a sick manipulative, clamorous, violent "root working" whore. You have never accepted responsibility for your actions and I doubt that you ever will. Your mountain of lies will never get you to the truth.
The fact is you don't want to know the truth. You are not mentally ill. You are not bi-polar or confused. You are Evil! Please permit me to remind you that cruelty is not courage.
You are a cruel coward determined to die and go to hell. Determined to take as many as you can with you. You will die with a million lies on your lips. I can not say that you will suffer. You would have to have a conscious to suffer.
Christ suffered on that cross for us, for you. You could not care less. No, I doubt you will suffer. You will not shed one tear. Any woman that could do what you did to your son and never care is a complete abomination. You are disgusting in the eyes of man and GOD.
Any daughter that could plot the murder of her father and never shed a tear is beyond human comprehension.
It occurred to me that when Jesus told satan; "Get thee behind me!" He didn't try to save satan. Jesus didn't go to His Father seeking answers to steer satan back on the right path.
Dear LORD what is the point of her long life if she refuses salvation, if she clings to a demonic existence? The answer came; "Daughter I want the world to know how sick and depraved a person can become with me."
My grandfather said it everyday of his life, he told you over and over; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Stay in His WORD children.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Monday, February 18, 2013
Just jealous!
Just jealous...just plain primitively jealous. Jealous as the first caveman or jealous as Caine was of Abel.
There are some people on this earth that don't want to see anyone prosper ever, in anything!
When you are jealous of your own new born baby, pray! When you are constantly comparing your life, your things to everyone you see and meet, pray!
When your sick evil mind makes you conjure up demonic sex acts in order to ruin and destroy little children, your own little children, pray!
If you are so stupid that you think that your long life meant that GOD didn't mind the horrible things that you did, that GOD blessed you and looked the other way, pray!
If you used your feminine wiles and lust against your own sons, pray!
If you are still trying to figure out how you are going to get off this planet and sneak into heaven without repenting of your sins, pray!
If you are still harboring hatred in your heart for everyone that ever "snitched" on you, pray!
If you have no remorse for the horrible life you have lived and the thousands you have harmed in the process, pray!
If you are still sneaking down to the graveyard at midnight collecting "goofer dust", pray!
If you are still plotting on others to take their money so you can gamble at the casino and bingo, pray!
If you are still crawling up in somebody's pulpit praying someone else's prayer that you memorized, pray!
If you would rather destroy your whole family and see them all in hell because you are too stubborn, too evil to repent, pray!
There are some people on this earth that don't want to see anyone prosper ever, in anything!
When you are jealous of your own new born baby, pray! When you are constantly comparing your life, your things to everyone you see and meet, pray!
When your sick evil mind makes you conjure up demonic sex acts in order to ruin and destroy little children, your own little children, pray!
If you are so stupid that you think that your long life meant that GOD didn't mind the horrible things that you did, that GOD blessed you and looked the other way, pray!
If you used your feminine wiles and lust against your own sons, pray!
If you are still trying to figure out how you are going to get off this planet and sneak into heaven without repenting of your sins, pray!
If you are still harboring hatred in your heart for everyone that ever "snitched" on you, pray!
If you have no remorse for the horrible life you have lived and the thousands you have harmed in the process, pray!
If you are still sneaking down to the graveyard at midnight collecting "goofer dust", pray!
If you are still plotting on others to take their money so you can gamble at the casino and bingo, pray!
If you are still crawling up in somebody's pulpit praying someone else's prayer that you memorized, pray!
If you would rather destroy your whole family and see them all in hell because you are too stubborn, too evil to repent, pray!
Don't search, claim!
How often have you heard someone say that they are searching for GOD, or searching for Truth? GOD is not in hiding, some elusive being that only the most brilliant minds can comprehend.
If you want goodness, the Gospel and all righteousness, you can have it. The first thing you must do is rid yourself of the idea that you are going to miss something. Stop believing that lie from the devil that a saved sanctified life is a boring "dead" existence.
I truly know that there is no greater happiness, no greater joy, no greater peace can you have on this earth when you surrender your life totally to Christ. A surrendered life is a joyous life! It is serene and pure. Nothing a miscreant can do will bother you. (You will stop cussing in traffic lol) When you have the Holy Ghost burning in your heart you don't have to cuss anyone out or plot revenge. You will gladly pray for them.
They will continue to assail you, try to rock your world, but you will shake your head and move on.
When you have the Holy Ghost you will not stay up nights wondering how you are going to pay your bills. The love of Christ will not let you be concerned with the demons on this earth that hate you, rebuke you, lie on you and torment you daily. You will smile and go on your peaceful way.
No, don't search claim! "Name it and claim it!" Don't pretend to be happy, Be Happy! Don't compare your life to others. Thank GOD for your unique life, your GOD guided path. Thank Him for every injury that made you stronger. Thank Him for dwelling in your heart.
I'll never forget that serene peaceful look on my grandfather's face as he lay dead in his casket. It was beautiful, marvelous, calming. I know now that he was smiling down from heaven, glad to be gone from this old world of trouble and condemnation. I am sure he had grown weary fighting unbelievers.
Not only was my grandfather the most brilliant man I ever heard of or knew he was patient. Never cross, never short tempered. That was the Christ in Him.
I too desire to be more Christ-like, cool under fire. I desire to love my enemies.
I will not sell out to the devil. I will fear no evil. I will not wait on a demon-etess to die. I will not be denied the joy GOD promised me. I will read and study my Bible every day of my life.
"Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of GOD? Be not deceived; neither fornicators, nor idolators,nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind." I Corinthians 6:9
Don't get mad with me and abuse me because I told you, because I reminded you of GOD's Holy WORD. Don't hate me because you hate GOD's WORD. And don't you dare try to hide behind GOD's WORD. Don't spin lies and back lies and try to intimidate me into believing your false facade.
"The Truth is the Light and the Truth will set You FREE!"
It is one thing to be thick and incorrigible, a stiff neck demon determined to burn in hell. But, you have no right to take your family with you. You have no right to fool your sons and grandchildren. You have no right to hold yourself out as something that You know that you aren't.
I Peter 2: 9 "But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into His marvellous light:"
"Which in time past were not a people, but are now the people of GOD: which had not obtained mercy, but now have obtained mercy."
(Keep reading) 2: 23 "Who, when He was reviled, reviled not again; when He suffered, He threatened not: but committed Himself to Him that judgeth righteously:"
Praise the LORD! Thank Him for His WORD.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
If you want goodness, the Gospel and all righteousness, you can have it. The first thing you must do is rid yourself of the idea that you are going to miss something. Stop believing that lie from the devil that a saved sanctified life is a boring "dead" existence.
I truly know that there is no greater happiness, no greater joy, no greater peace can you have on this earth when you surrender your life totally to Christ. A surrendered life is a joyous life! It is serene and pure. Nothing a miscreant can do will bother you. (You will stop cussing in traffic lol) When you have the Holy Ghost burning in your heart you don't have to cuss anyone out or plot revenge. You will gladly pray for them.
They will continue to assail you, try to rock your world, but you will shake your head and move on.
When you have the Holy Ghost you will not stay up nights wondering how you are going to pay your bills. The love of Christ will not let you be concerned with the demons on this earth that hate you, rebuke you, lie on you and torment you daily. You will smile and go on your peaceful way.
No, don't search claim! "Name it and claim it!" Don't pretend to be happy, Be Happy! Don't compare your life to others. Thank GOD for your unique life, your GOD guided path. Thank Him for every injury that made you stronger. Thank Him for dwelling in your heart.
I'll never forget that serene peaceful look on my grandfather's face as he lay dead in his casket. It was beautiful, marvelous, calming. I know now that he was smiling down from heaven, glad to be gone from this old world of trouble and condemnation. I am sure he had grown weary fighting unbelievers.
Not only was my grandfather the most brilliant man I ever heard of or knew he was patient. Never cross, never short tempered. That was the Christ in Him.
I too desire to be more Christ-like, cool under fire. I desire to love my enemies.
I will not sell out to the devil. I will fear no evil. I will not wait on a demon-etess to die. I will not be denied the joy GOD promised me. I will read and study my Bible every day of my life.
"Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of GOD? Be not deceived; neither fornicators, nor idolators,nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind." I Corinthians 6:9
Don't get mad with me and abuse me because I told you, because I reminded you of GOD's Holy WORD. Don't hate me because you hate GOD's WORD. And don't you dare try to hide behind GOD's WORD. Don't spin lies and back lies and try to intimidate me into believing your false facade.
"The Truth is the Light and the Truth will set You FREE!"
It is one thing to be thick and incorrigible, a stiff neck demon determined to burn in hell. But, you have no right to take your family with you. You have no right to fool your sons and grandchildren. You have no right to hold yourself out as something that You know that you aren't.
I Peter 2: 9 "But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into His marvellous light:"
"Which in time past were not a people, but are now the people of GOD: which had not obtained mercy, but now have obtained mercy."
(Keep reading) 2: 23 "Who, when He was reviled, reviled not again; when He suffered, He threatened not: but committed Himself to Him that judgeth righteously:"
Praise the LORD! Thank Him for His WORD.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, February 17, 2013
Dear LORD I pray for...
every sick whore on this earth. Sin is sickness. You don't feel good, you can't. You are doubled over in pain, shame and grief. You can't pick your head.
I pray for every one bound up in sick sin, doing anything for money. Degrading themselves, performing sick demonic acts for a few dollars. No amount of money is enough!
My poor mother spread five twenty dollar bills under my nose when I was fourteen and sneered; "Gwen! Know how I got dis hunnard dollars?...sold some p*****!"
I am sure the look in my eyes let her know that I wasn't impressed. That was not the route I intended to take. I was a ravenous reader with a genius IQ. Selling my body to get money or to get ahead never crossed my mind.
Sometimes she would tell me that I was beautiful. "Gal you got a shape on you! You make a bulldog hug a hound!" We laughed.
She kept telling me that I was sitting on a gold mine. I kept going to the library and making good grades.
Dear LORD thank you for delivering me from that path. Thank you for delivering me from that woman.
Dear LORD deliver her from herself.
Deliver her from the unnecessary pain and anguish she has suffered for 88 years. This is my prayer in Jesus' Mighty Anointed name.
"And It is Done!" PTL!
I pray for every one bound up in sick sin, doing anything for money. Degrading themselves, performing sick demonic acts for a few dollars. No amount of money is enough!
My poor mother spread five twenty dollar bills under my nose when I was fourteen and sneered; "Gwen! Know how I got dis hunnard dollars?...sold some p*****!"
I am sure the look in my eyes let her know that I wasn't impressed. That was not the route I intended to take. I was a ravenous reader with a genius IQ. Selling my body to get money or to get ahead never crossed my mind.
Sometimes she would tell me that I was beautiful. "Gal you got a shape on you! You make a bulldog hug a hound!" We laughed.
She kept telling me that I was sitting on a gold mine. I kept going to the library and making good grades.
Dear LORD thank you for delivering me from that path. Thank you for delivering me from that woman.
Dear LORD deliver her from herself.
Deliver her from the unnecessary pain and anguish she has suffered for 88 years. This is my prayer in Jesus' Mighty Anointed name.
"And It is Done!" PTL!
Another Good Morning!
Praise the LORD! Thank you for waking me up one more time! Thank you for placing my feet on the path of that "Great Getting Up Morning".
Thank You for waking me up in my right mind delivered from the most diabolical evil ever conceived!
Dear LORD "I look back and wonder how I got over"? Dear LORD she is a shame and an abomination, a scourge, a complete embarrassment, a demon possessed woman that won't get right.
Praise the LORD! Thank you for delivering me, for delivering my daughter and all that want to be free of this curse.
Oh yes, she is a curse. Her father left 65 acres of prime forest land situated on I-95. Complete with a man made lake, vineyards and orchards, and a rambling ranch house. Where is it? Her father sent her to the black Harvard, Virginia Union University. What happened?
Martha Jane Walters is a femme fatale! That is French for an evil whore void of all morals, totally without scruples, a conscious, or any sense of decency. A woman determined to use her feminine wiles to get her way. A fool that thinks she can out smart GOD and every human being on this earth.
For my whole life I knew that I better not think about correcting her, contradicting her, out doing her, getting a compliment, gift, award, or certificate. My eyes better stay cast down, I better be unhappy and miserable. I better not brag on myself. No one could ever love me. Not my brothers, not my uncle or cousins. My granddaddy wasn't supposed to love me. She tried to ruin me, tried to make me unloveable. Had me raped and ruined by her crow black demonic "huzband". Tried to lead me into prostitution, tried to block my path to success at every turn.
It didn't work! Praise the LORD!
"I look back and wonder how I got over". I don't have to wonder because I know it was the hand of My Almighty GOD! Praise the LORD.
True, Mathy Jane has done a lot of wrong in her 88 years on this earth. Truthfully she has no business in GOD's Heaven, ever! But if the Truth were told, none of us have any business in GOD's Kingdom. None of us are worthy. "All of us have sinned and fall short." That is why Jesus told us ;"That even in the last hour you can come into the Kingdom."
I feel so sorry for Martha still screaming that she is not "repentin' fa' s***!". It hurts me that she can preach so eloquently in a beautiful melodious voice. She has the right diction, incorporates smooth mesmerizing words in her lexicon. Puts on a dynamic show. Delivers a good sermon that I am sure delivers many. Too bad she could never deliver herself.
Praise the LORD. Pray for Martha. Pray that GOD will touch her wayward heart, her sin sick soul with a finger of love. Pray that she will finally be delivered from the legion of demons that have plagued her for her entire life.
Pray for your own deliverance. Thank Him for saving you. For giving you ears to hear and eyes to see. Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thank You for waking me up in my right mind delivered from the most diabolical evil ever conceived!
Dear LORD "I look back and wonder how I got over"? Dear LORD she is a shame and an abomination, a scourge, a complete embarrassment, a demon possessed woman that won't get right.
Praise the LORD! Thank you for delivering me, for delivering my daughter and all that want to be free of this curse.
Oh yes, she is a curse. Her father left 65 acres of prime forest land situated on I-95. Complete with a man made lake, vineyards and orchards, and a rambling ranch house. Where is it? Her father sent her to the black Harvard, Virginia Union University. What happened?
Martha Jane Walters is a femme fatale! That is French for an evil whore void of all morals, totally without scruples, a conscious, or any sense of decency. A woman determined to use her feminine wiles to get her way. A fool that thinks she can out smart GOD and every human being on this earth.
For my whole life I knew that I better not think about correcting her, contradicting her, out doing her, getting a compliment, gift, award, or certificate. My eyes better stay cast down, I better be unhappy and miserable. I better not brag on myself. No one could ever love me. Not my brothers, not my uncle or cousins. My granddaddy wasn't supposed to love me. She tried to ruin me, tried to make me unloveable. Had me raped and ruined by her crow black demonic "huzband". Tried to lead me into prostitution, tried to block my path to success at every turn.
It didn't work! Praise the LORD!
"I look back and wonder how I got over". I don't have to wonder because I know it was the hand of My Almighty GOD! Praise the LORD.
True, Mathy Jane has done a lot of wrong in her 88 years on this earth. Truthfully she has no business in GOD's Heaven, ever! But if the Truth were told, none of us have any business in GOD's Kingdom. None of us are worthy. "All of us have sinned and fall short." That is why Jesus told us ;"That even in the last hour you can come into the Kingdom."
I feel so sorry for Martha still screaming that she is not "repentin' fa' s***!". It hurts me that she can preach so eloquently in a beautiful melodious voice. She has the right diction, incorporates smooth mesmerizing words in her lexicon. Puts on a dynamic show. Delivers a good sermon that I am sure delivers many. Too bad she could never deliver herself.
Praise the LORD. Pray for Martha. Pray that GOD will touch her wayward heart, her sin sick soul with a finger of love. Pray that she will finally be delivered from the legion of demons that have plagued her for her entire life.
Pray for your own deliverance. Thank Him for saving you. For giving you ears to hear and eyes to see. Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Granddaddy told yo'
hardheaded a** to quit working "roots" on people. He told you to "stay 'way from dat mess". You just cudden listen cud yo'? Ni luk at'cha!
A mess! a n***** mess!
Climb out dat hole!
Come to Jesus gal!
Don't you come lying, skinning and grinning neither!
You come clean!
You did eva'thang dey said you did and den some.
Shame on you!
Call yo'sef a Con Artist! You didn't con nobody but yo' stupid sef and the absolutely gullible.
Gal! You yalla' heifa! Come out from under dat rock! You too big to hide!
I know you didn't think GAWD wuz gon' let you git away wid dat mess fo'eva' did you?
A mess! a n***** mess!
Climb out dat hole!
Come to Jesus gal!
Don't you come lying, skinning and grinning neither!
You come clean!
You did eva'thang dey said you did and den some.
Shame on you!
Call yo'sef a Con Artist! You didn't con nobody but yo' stupid sef and the absolutely gullible.
Gal! You yalla' heifa! Come out from under dat rock! You too big to hide!
I know you didn't think GAWD wuz gon' let you git away wid dat mess fo'eva' did you?
"Even in the last hour...
you can come into the Kingdom." Jesus hung on that cross. Shed His innocent blood for you and for me.
Don't ignore me. Don't cast me aside and pay me no attention. Don't act like I have no value and no voice. Don't you dare think you've won! Don't call me vile names and continue to tell vicious lies on me.
Yes I count! I count for something. I am somebody! I am a child of the King. I am GOD's child!
He told me that ;"...when your mother and father forsake you I will take you up!" He took me up! He picked me up out of the muck and the mire. It was not my fault that the world called me "illegitimate". It was your fault. Being born black, being born with dark skin is not a sin! It is not a badge of dishonor.
Perhaps you think that gave you the right to abuse me. You're wrong.
So you have lived a very long despicable life. So what? I think most people have. "Wide is the road that leads to death and destruction, narrow is the path of righteousness." My grandfather taught me that more people will do wrong than choose to do right. That's fine. The key word here is "choose".
Choose, don't fake. Choose! Why pretend when GOD gave you a choice? Why suffer in misery, lying and denying? Why bluff and bully your way through life?
So you call yourself a preacher. Who cares? I can call myself the Pope or a Potentate, that doesn't make it so. Cussing people out who find you out still doesn't change the fact that you are a rank demon.
If you had listened to your father rather than trying to fool him. If you had shown remorse and tried to clean up your act when you were found out and talked about, you would not have ended up with such a shameful past.
You would not have to lie and deny, spew venom and writhe in self hatred. You would not be bogged down in guilt, stuck in the muck and the mire.
Release my brothers! Tell the truth! Admit your guilt. Confess your sins. Tell your friends and family you are sorry. Don't miss your blessing being a stiff neck ignorant heathen.
You used to tell me to come get my beating. You, come get your blessing. Be blessed today. Give your life to Christ.
Don't ignore me. Don't cast me aside and pay me no attention. Don't act like I have no value and no voice. Don't you dare think you've won! Don't call me vile names and continue to tell vicious lies on me.
Yes I count! I count for something. I am somebody! I am a child of the King. I am GOD's child!
He told me that ;"...when your mother and father forsake you I will take you up!" He took me up! He picked me up out of the muck and the mire. It was not my fault that the world called me "illegitimate". It was your fault. Being born black, being born with dark skin is not a sin! It is not a badge of dishonor.
Perhaps you think that gave you the right to abuse me. You're wrong.
So you have lived a very long despicable life. So what? I think most people have. "Wide is the road that leads to death and destruction, narrow is the path of righteousness." My grandfather taught me that more people will do wrong than choose to do right. That's fine. The key word here is "choose".
Choose, don't fake. Choose! Why pretend when GOD gave you a choice? Why suffer in misery, lying and denying? Why bluff and bully your way through life?
So you call yourself a preacher. Who cares? I can call myself the Pope or a Potentate, that doesn't make it so. Cussing people out who find you out still doesn't change the fact that you are a rank demon.
If you had listened to your father rather than trying to fool him. If you had shown remorse and tried to clean up your act when you were found out and talked about, you would not have ended up with such a shameful past.
You would not have to lie and deny, spew venom and writhe in self hatred. You would not be bogged down in guilt, stuck in the muck and the mire.
Release my brothers! Tell the truth! Admit your guilt. Confess your sins. Tell your friends and family you are sorry. Don't miss your blessing being a stiff neck ignorant heathen.
You used to tell me to come get my beating. You, come get your blessing. Be blessed today. Give your life to Christ.
A time to celebrate!
GOD gave us a time for every thing. "A time to sow, a time to reap...a time to die."
Today is a time to celebrate! I celebrate my wonderful life! I thank GOD for my beautiful, brilliant daughter, truly a blessing from Almighty GOD.
I celebrate GOD's Goodness. For all of His wisdom and tender mercies. I thank Him for His WORD. Hallelujah! Praise the LORD! Don't you dare be defeated today! Do not let that devil think he has won.
Children, we are born of sin into sin. From the moment we come to this earth evil forces are waiting to devour us, to destroy us. To lay us low, to pulverize us, "to crush us until there is nothing left but dust."
The devil wants you to believe that you can't win. The devil punishes you severely for just being born. Sees your potential early and tries to destroy it. The devil will make you crawl up in a bottle, numb yourself with narcotics. The devil wants you wasted, scum on the side of the highway. Unloved, unwanted, suffering in pain and turmoil every where you turn.
But, I came to tell you that GOD has another plan. GOD sent His son that you might have life and have it more abundantly. Jesus told the paralytic man to;" pick up you bed and walk."
I picked up my bed children! Praise the LORD! I will never give up on my dream! GOD sent me some scripture and told me to give it to you. Mark 11:23. Read it today. Anything you want you can have. Believe in your heart. Love the LORD. Make Him first in your life.
Rid yourself of all the lies you've been told. "Love ye one another as I have loved you." "Pray for those that would spitefully use you."
If it is your OWN MOTHER! Pray for her, she's lost. Pray for her soul. Ask GOD to touch her heart with a finger of love. To open her blind eyes and to unstop her deaf ears.
Pray for all the lost on this earth, then CELEBRATE! Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Today is a time to celebrate! I celebrate my wonderful life! I thank GOD for my beautiful, brilliant daughter, truly a blessing from Almighty GOD.
I celebrate GOD's Goodness. For all of His wisdom and tender mercies. I thank Him for His WORD. Hallelujah! Praise the LORD! Don't you dare be defeated today! Do not let that devil think he has won.
Children, we are born of sin into sin. From the moment we come to this earth evil forces are waiting to devour us, to destroy us. To lay us low, to pulverize us, "to crush us until there is nothing left but dust."
The devil wants you to believe that you can't win. The devil punishes you severely for just being born. Sees your potential early and tries to destroy it. The devil will make you crawl up in a bottle, numb yourself with narcotics. The devil wants you wasted, scum on the side of the highway. Unloved, unwanted, suffering in pain and turmoil every where you turn.
But, I came to tell you that GOD has another plan. GOD sent His son that you might have life and have it more abundantly. Jesus told the paralytic man to;" pick up you bed and walk."
I picked up my bed children! Praise the LORD! I will never give up on my dream! GOD sent me some scripture and told me to give it to you. Mark 11:23. Read it today. Anything you want you can have. Believe in your heart. Love the LORD. Make Him first in your life.
Rid yourself of all the lies you've been told. "Love ye one another as I have loved you." "Pray for those that would spitefully use you."
If it is your OWN MOTHER! Pray for her, she's lost. Pray for her soul. Ask GOD to touch her heart with a finger of love. To open her blind eyes and to unstop her deaf ears.
Pray for all the lost on this earth, then CELEBRATE! Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, February 10, 2013
What is the worse thing...
you can be on this earth? a MURDERER? a CHILD RAPIST? a "WITCH DOCTOR/ROOT WORKER" ? a ROBBER?
I used to think that the worse thing a person could be was a LIAR! I heard my grandmother Rachel say it often; "If you will lie, you will steal. If you will steal you will kill!"
That bit of knowledge has remained with me my whole life. I abhor liars. My mother used to run around the house screaming at the top of her lungs: "He said a LIAR wudden tarry in Hiz sight!"
I took their words to heart and always tried to live righteously and honestly.
Later in my life I grew to believe the worse thing you could be was Two-faced, an insincere backstabber, a phony hypocrite, a jealous hater. A person that would pretend to love you while hating your guts. A person that would deliberately lead you down the wrong path just to get a laugh.
More recently I believed an insincere whorish, murdering mother was the worse thing a person could be. A mother that hides behind GOD's WORD to destroy her whole family because she is a demon possessed blind deaf imp.
I had an epiphany today. Today I realize that the worse thing you can be in this world is a COWARD! A WIMP! A DISHRAG! A DOORMAT! A SNIVELING QUAKING SHIVERING COWARD!
Something less than the man or woman GOD intended for you to be. A "CHRISTIAN" THAT WILL STAND AROUND LOOKING AND SAYING NOTING AS THE DEMONS RIP, ROAR , AND TEAR GOD'S KINGDOM ASUNDER.
A person so selfish and self-centered they can't get involved with what doesn't bother them. Millions of our children are been raped, ripped and destroyed by vile evil men and women daily. They know, we all know, but can't take the time to care. Confident that their children, grandchildren and love ones will never be touched by corrupt priests or preachers, aunts, uncles or close friends. Confident that behind the beguiling smile and phony walk of predators is a good person. Impressed by their cheerful words, slathering flattery, and token gifts, they refuse to listen to the warnings or look at their fruit.
GOD told you to "walk by Faith and not by sight." He told you to "shun the very presence of Evil!"
On this day, February 10, (1979) my grandfather, Jerome Walters, was MURDERED, shot in the heart by his only daughter. A daughter that never gave him anything but grief her whole life. It is very fitting that she should choose to shoot him in the heart because she certainly broke his heart over and over.
It is also fitting that she would choose February 10. On February 10, 1939, my grandfather's oldest son, Jerome Walters, Jr., bled to death in his arms. A wayward bullet struck him in the aorta as he walked across a field adjacent to highway 301. He was a good boy, seventeen years old, tall and handsome just like his father. He was a good student, well mannered and respectful. He was the apple of his father's eye.
My grandfather always told me; "Man does not do what is right, man does what is convenient." The fact is my truth is inconvenient. "It happened so long ago"; they say. "You not no CSI, you don't know!" "She's old! Let it go!" "Let GAWD git hur!"
"Just let her go to hell." I can't do that. Something in my spirit will not let me. I can not hold my peace. The Holy Spirit compels me on this day, February 10, 2013, to REBUKE satan!
"COME OUT OF HER! GET THEE BEHIND ME sATAN!" "sATAN! I REBUKE YOU IN THE HOLY NAME OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST! LOOSE THIS WOMAN! SHE HAS SUFFERED ENOUGH!"
She did wrong, went wrong and could never find her way back. I think she wanted to. Too proud, too rebellious, too ignorant to hear from GOD. I truly believe that she can hear now.
Martha Jane your sins are forgiven thee. Give your life, give your heart to Christ. Do it NOW! Get on your knees and pray to your Loving GOD. Tell Him that you are sorry, you didn't mean it. Apologize to your loved ones that you hurt so miserably.
"So live, that when thy summons comes to join the innumerable caravan, that moves to that mysterious realm, where each shall take his chamber in the silent halls of death, thou go not, like a quarry-slave at night, scourged in his dungeon, but, sustained and soothed by an unfaltering trust, approach thy grave like one who wraps the drapery of his couch about him, and lies down to pleasant dreams." - William Cullen Bryant
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and cloak you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
I used to think that the worse thing a person could be was a LIAR! I heard my grandmother Rachel say it often; "If you will lie, you will steal. If you will steal you will kill!"
That bit of knowledge has remained with me my whole life. I abhor liars. My mother used to run around the house screaming at the top of her lungs: "He said a LIAR wudden tarry in Hiz sight!"
I took their words to heart and always tried to live righteously and honestly.
Later in my life I grew to believe the worse thing you could be was Two-faced, an insincere backstabber, a phony hypocrite, a jealous hater. A person that would pretend to love you while hating your guts. A person that would deliberately lead you down the wrong path just to get a laugh.
More recently I believed an insincere whorish, murdering mother was the worse thing a person could be. A mother that hides behind GOD's WORD to destroy her whole family because she is a demon possessed blind deaf imp.
I had an epiphany today. Today I realize that the worse thing you can be in this world is a COWARD! A WIMP! A DISHRAG! A DOORMAT! A SNIVELING QUAKING SHIVERING COWARD!
Something less than the man or woman GOD intended for you to be. A "CHRISTIAN" THAT WILL STAND AROUND LOOKING AND SAYING NOTING AS THE DEMONS RIP, ROAR , AND TEAR GOD'S KINGDOM ASUNDER.
A person so selfish and self-centered they can't get involved with what doesn't bother them. Millions of our children are been raped, ripped and destroyed by vile evil men and women daily. They know, we all know, but can't take the time to care. Confident that their children, grandchildren and love ones will never be touched by corrupt priests or preachers, aunts, uncles or close friends. Confident that behind the beguiling smile and phony walk of predators is a good person. Impressed by their cheerful words, slathering flattery, and token gifts, they refuse to listen to the warnings or look at their fruit.
GOD told you to "walk by Faith and not by sight." He told you to "shun the very presence of Evil!"
On this day, February 10, (1979) my grandfather, Jerome Walters, was MURDERED, shot in the heart by his only daughter. A daughter that never gave him anything but grief her whole life. It is very fitting that she should choose to shoot him in the heart because she certainly broke his heart over and over.
It is also fitting that she would choose February 10. On February 10, 1939, my grandfather's oldest son, Jerome Walters, Jr., bled to death in his arms. A wayward bullet struck him in the aorta as he walked across a field adjacent to highway 301. He was a good boy, seventeen years old, tall and handsome just like his father. He was a good student, well mannered and respectful. He was the apple of his father's eye.
My grandfather always told me; "Man does not do what is right, man does what is convenient." The fact is my truth is inconvenient. "It happened so long ago"; they say. "You not no CSI, you don't know!" "She's old! Let it go!" "Let GAWD git hur!"
"Just let her go to hell." I can't do that. Something in my spirit will not let me. I can not hold my peace. The Holy Spirit compels me on this day, February 10, 2013, to REBUKE satan!
"COME OUT OF HER! GET THEE BEHIND ME sATAN!" "sATAN! I REBUKE YOU IN THE HOLY NAME OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST! LOOSE THIS WOMAN! SHE HAS SUFFERED ENOUGH!"
She did wrong, went wrong and could never find her way back. I think she wanted to. Too proud, too rebellious, too ignorant to hear from GOD. I truly believe that she can hear now.
Martha Jane your sins are forgiven thee. Give your life, give your heart to Christ. Do it NOW! Get on your knees and pray to your Loving GOD. Tell Him that you are sorry, you didn't mean it. Apologize to your loved ones that you hurt so miserably.
"So live, that when thy summons comes to join the innumerable caravan, that moves to that mysterious realm, where each shall take his chamber in the silent halls of death, thou go not, like a quarry-slave at night, scourged in his dungeon, but, sustained and soothed by an unfaltering trust, approach thy grave like one who wraps the drapery of his couch about him, and lies down to pleasant dreams." - William Cullen Bryant
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and cloak you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Just who is ignorant enough...
dumb enough, stupid enough to think they can put their little grave yard dirt up against GOD? You got to be a Fool! a stark raving maniac!
I am embarrassed to know you. To claim you as kin! How dare you live so long and remain so stupid. No, you are way beyond stupid. You are pig headed!
Look at you! Trying not to die. We all got to die one day chile. Your daddy taught you; "Didn't come here to stay always."
What you want to stay here for anyway? You want to ruin some more lives? Steal some more joy? Tell some more lies? Do you want people swooning and loving on you that secretly hate you as much as you hate them?
A Bible in one hand and "goofer dust" in the other! You are hilarious! A clown, a buffoon, a tragedy going somewhere to happen. What did granddaddy tell you about that "root working"? He told you that you were going to hell didn't he?
You show going! Going straight to hell with a pair of gasoline "draws" on. You deserve to burn, burn for eternity. Anybody ain't got no more sense than you got.
You worse than Lot's wife. At least when she looked back GOD turned her into a pillar of salt. You turned back and loved Sodom and Gomorrah. Couldn't leave there. Couldn't keep your nasty hands off of GOD's anointed.
You thought you were something didn't you? "Wudden" nobody "eva' gon" be smart enough to catch you. That boy stayed gone for over twenty-five years. Came back toting GOD's pure absolute Truth!
You thought you got away didn't you. Told "eva'body" he was a fool and a drug addict. Granddaddy told you that "Chickens come home to roost." You didn't believe him did you?
He told you that "Jesus would fix it." You scoffed and laughed didn't you? Put that .38 bullet in his innocent heart and never shed "nay're a tear". Took all of his money out of the bank and never shared one red cent with your brother or children. Greedy! Selfish and money grubbing!
You made sure his house burned to the ground didn't you? Called the sheriff on X and made out like his friend had dropped a dime on him for selling drugs. You were jealous! That find rambling ranch house finally had running water and a flushing toilet. You were jealous! You were so afraid that your son (the one that ruined your life when You had him at sixteen) was going to out do you. He may have ended up being somebody, being prominent and highly educated.
You could not have that could you? So you ran around "rooting" everybody you could. Spreading lies and confusion.
You running out of time. There is only a little bit of sand left in that hour glass. What you gonna do? Stand around looking stupid? Spend your last dollar on some two headed doctor? Or are you going to pray? Are you going to fast? Are you going to ask your Bishop and church elders to pray for you? Are you going to ask your children and loved ones to pray for you?
Are you going to say that you are sorry? Are you going to apologize and repent? The night is far spent Mathy. No, you can't undo a single thing you did. But, you can make amends. You can come to Christ!
No, you can't come like you are. You can't come with a foul mouth and a heart full of hate. You can't come ignorant and double minded. You can't come talking out of both sides of your mouth.
Come quickly while you yet can. Grab hold to Jesus' out stretched hand. Jesus was good enough for you to hide behind, to use to deceive others. He is good enough and loves you enough to forgive you.
This world may never forgive you. But, GOD will. He sure Will!
I am embarrassed to know you. To claim you as kin! How dare you live so long and remain so stupid. No, you are way beyond stupid. You are pig headed!
Look at you! Trying not to die. We all got to die one day chile. Your daddy taught you; "Didn't come here to stay always."
What you want to stay here for anyway? You want to ruin some more lives? Steal some more joy? Tell some more lies? Do you want people swooning and loving on you that secretly hate you as much as you hate them?
A Bible in one hand and "goofer dust" in the other! You are hilarious! A clown, a buffoon, a tragedy going somewhere to happen. What did granddaddy tell you about that "root working"? He told you that you were going to hell didn't he?
You show going! Going straight to hell with a pair of gasoline "draws" on. You deserve to burn, burn for eternity. Anybody ain't got no more sense than you got.
You worse than Lot's wife. At least when she looked back GOD turned her into a pillar of salt. You turned back and loved Sodom and Gomorrah. Couldn't leave there. Couldn't keep your nasty hands off of GOD's anointed.
You thought you were something didn't you? "Wudden" nobody "eva' gon" be smart enough to catch you. That boy stayed gone for over twenty-five years. Came back toting GOD's pure absolute Truth!
You thought you got away didn't you. Told "eva'body" he was a fool and a drug addict. Granddaddy told you that "Chickens come home to roost." You didn't believe him did you?
He told you that "Jesus would fix it." You scoffed and laughed didn't you? Put that .38 bullet in his innocent heart and never shed "nay're a tear". Took all of his money out of the bank and never shared one red cent with your brother or children. Greedy! Selfish and money grubbing!
You made sure his house burned to the ground didn't you? Called the sheriff on X and made out like his friend had dropped a dime on him for selling drugs. You were jealous! That find rambling ranch house finally had running water and a flushing toilet. You were jealous! You were so afraid that your son (the one that ruined your life when You had him at sixteen) was going to out do you. He may have ended up being somebody, being prominent and highly educated.
You could not have that could you? So you ran around "rooting" everybody you could. Spreading lies and confusion.
You running out of time. There is only a little bit of sand left in that hour glass. What you gonna do? Stand around looking stupid? Spend your last dollar on some two headed doctor? Or are you going to pray? Are you going to fast? Are you going to ask your Bishop and church elders to pray for you? Are you going to ask your children and loved ones to pray for you?
Are you going to say that you are sorry? Are you going to apologize and repent? The night is far spent Mathy. No, you can't undo a single thing you did. But, you can make amends. You can come to Christ!
No, you can't come like you are. You can't come with a foul mouth and a heart full of hate. You can't come ignorant and double minded. You can't come talking out of both sides of your mouth.
Come quickly while you yet can. Grab hold to Jesus' out stretched hand. Jesus was good enough for you to hide behind, to use to deceive others. He is good enough and loves you enough to forgive you.
This world may never forgive you. But, GOD will. He sure Will!
So you succeeded!...?
Yes, you succeeded in your vile filthy plan. You destroyed your own children. Destroyed many dreams and careers. We may never know what truly could have been without your interference and deliberate sabotage.
But, what did you win? You can't hold your head up, you can not in good conscious call yourself a good mother, daughter or friend. You may dress like a "Christian", talk like a "Christian", perhaps even walk like one. Brag all day about how "dem dumb n*****" gave you a license to preach.
You are not worthy. GOD knows it! You know it! And I know it! For eighty-eight years you have demanded to do what you please, just as you please and NO ONE better utter a murmur about your demonic nature.
NO ONE could ever control or corral you. You ripped and you ran. You fornicated with men and women, some your own first cousins. You committed the vilest incest with your son. I do not know how many. You had five very handsome intelligent sons. I can not say how many you violated for sure. But, one I do know. What you did to him is sickening.
You started "touching" him when he was a tiny little boy. You involved him in sex acts with your many lovers and at least one husband. You beat him severely every day of his life. Then you turned around and raped him, pretending that it was "love". You will rot in hell for that!
You tried to introduce and coerce me into prostitution when I was fourteen. You are the cruelest of c****!
My father refused to marry you because you were too common, promiscuous beyond belief. You beat him, cursed him and had your other lovers chasing him with guns and threats on his life.
So there you were, stuck with me, a pretty little brown baby that you decided was too black. Insanely jealous and sadistic, you set on a course of slow torture and covert destruction. You destroyed every award, painting, poem, essay and manuscript and marriage. You sabotaged every career move. You called ahead of me and prevented me from getting prestigious jobs. Every time my grandfather praised and encouraged me, you silently and secretly burned with envy.
You stalked me, demanded to know every detail of my life so you could run ahead of me to eviscerate every hope and desire I ever had. You humiliated me over and over grinning in my face, professing your fake phony "love" while stabbing me in the back. When your schemes did not work fast enough you turned to "witchcraft".
You hated your mother and father, your brother and most of all, your children. You vowed to make us suffer and you did. Yes, you bent me over, bludgeoned and crucified me. But, you did not break me. I lived a mere cowards existence under your shadow for a very long time. I persevered, I truly struggled, but I triumphed. GOD gave me the Victory!
You lost! You lost big time. You lost the "good name" you stole. You lost my love and respect. You lost credibility and respect. Most of all you lost Christ!
You are a vile filthy woman still too proud and ignorant to repent. Well, you go straight to hell then. And take all of your well wishers, defenders and cloakers with you. Take all those still too cowardly to acknowledge GOD's Gospel Truth.
You are a vile sick sadist sociopath. You are a MURDERER! You are a prevaricator and a witch. There is no good in you. Not one ounce!
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the highest crimes on earth. Yes, I charge you because the police department of Fayetteville, North Carolina refuse to.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the high crime of malicious mass MURDER. The MURDER of your own father and all of those little babies you bragged about flushing down the toilet.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the crime of pedophilia!
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the crime of rape!
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with assault and battery with a deadly weapon. You assaulted with guns and knives, bats, machetes, sticks, tree limbs and bottles.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with assault and battery with your vicious vile tongue, cutting down every talent your children had.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with "witchcraft"! You gathered "goofer dust" off of a murdered man's grave at midnight on a full moon falsely believing that it would give you strength, enable you to be the crafty, cunning demon that you are.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with gross ignorance and stupidity of the highest order.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the crime of being a fallen woman that refused to get up.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the crime of trespassing. You trespassed into GOD's Kingdom and tried to destroy GOD's children.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with high treason. You betrayed GOD and His WORD!
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, may the Dear LORD have mercy on your miserable soul.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
But, what did you win? You can't hold your head up, you can not in good conscious call yourself a good mother, daughter or friend. You may dress like a "Christian", talk like a "Christian", perhaps even walk like one. Brag all day about how "dem dumb n*****" gave you a license to preach.
You are not worthy. GOD knows it! You know it! And I know it! For eighty-eight years you have demanded to do what you please, just as you please and NO ONE better utter a murmur about your demonic nature.
NO ONE could ever control or corral you. You ripped and you ran. You fornicated with men and women, some your own first cousins. You committed the vilest incest with your son. I do not know how many. You had five very handsome intelligent sons. I can not say how many you violated for sure. But, one I do know. What you did to him is sickening.
You started "touching" him when he was a tiny little boy. You involved him in sex acts with your many lovers and at least one husband. You beat him severely every day of his life. Then you turned around and raped him, pretending that it was "love". You will rot in hell for that!
You tried to introduce and coerce me into prostitution when I was fourteen. You are the cruelest of c****!
My father refused to marry you because you were too common, promiscuous beyond belief. You beat him, cursed him and had your other lovers chasing him with guns and threats on his life.
So there you were, stuck with me, a pretty little brown baby that you decided was too black. Insanely jealous and sadistic, you set on a course of slow torture and covert destruction. You destroyed every award, painting, poem, essay and manuscript and marriage. You sabotaged every career move. You called ahead of me and prevented me from getting prestigious jobs. Every time my grandfather praised and encouraged me, you silently and secretly burned with envy.
You stalked me, demanded to know every detail of my life so you could run ahead of me to eviscerate every hope and desire I ever had. You humiliated me over and over grinning in my face, professing your fake phony "love" while stabbing me in the back. When your schemes did not work fast enough you turned to "witchcraft".
You hated your mother and father, your brother and most of all, your children. You vowed to make us suffer and you did. Yes, you bent me over, bludgeoned and crucified me. But, you did not break me. I lived a mere cowards existence under your shadow for a very long time. I persevered, I truly struggled, but I triumphed. GOD gave me the Victory!
You lost! You lost big time. You lost the "good name" you stole. You lost my love and respect. You lost credibility and respect. Most of all you lost Christ!
You are a vile filthy woman still too proud and ignorant to repent. Well, you go straight to hell then. And take all of your well wishers, defenders and cloakers with you. Take all those still too cowardly to acknowledge GOD's Gospel Truth.
You are a vile sick sadist sociopath. You are a MURDERER! You are a prevaricator and a witch. There is no good in you. Not one ounce!
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the highest crimes on earth. Yes, I charge you because the police department of Fayetteville, North Carolina refuse to.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the high crime of malicious mass MURDER. The MURDER of your own father and all of those little babies you bragged about flushing down the toilet.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the crime of pedophilia!
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the crime of rape!
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with assault and battery with a deadly weapon. You assaulted with guns and knives, bats, machetes, sticks, tree limbs and bottles.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with assault and battery with your vicious vile tongue, cutting down every talent your children had.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with "witchcraft"! You gathered "goofer dust" off of a murdered man's grave at midnight on a full moon falsely believing that it would give you strength, enable you to be the crafty, cunning demon that you are.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with gross ignorance and stupidity of the highest order.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the crime of being a fallen woman that refused to get up.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with the crime of trespassing. You trespassed into GOD's Kingdom and tried to destroy GOD's children.
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, I charge you with high treason. You betrayed GOD and His WORD!
MARTHA JANE WALTERS, may the Dear LORD have mercy on your miserable soul.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Friday, February 8, 2013
Look at her!
Shaking "goofer dust" AND praying at the same time. Trying desperately to make a deal with GOD. Trying to scrub your memory clean, cussing you out for daring to remember.
Playing crazy, pretending to be mentally infirm, confused. (Still laughing, confident that she is still getting over)
The time is drawing nigh for all of us. "Get right, get right with GOD and do it now."
"...except ye REPENT, ye shall NOT see GOD!"
Playing crazy, pretending to be mentally infirm, confused. (Still laughing, confident that she is still getting over)
The time is drawing nigh for all of us. "Get right, get right with GOD and do it now."
"...except ye REPENT, ye shall NOT see GOD!"
Rank!
Rank demonic hatred, for no reason. Full of mischief and evil schemes to feed her ravenous nasty narcissistic appetite. A shame, an abomination before the LORD. Attending "church" every single Sunday just to be seen. Wrapping herself in GOD's WORD and clerical robes for the praise and accolades. Preaching the WORD loud and proud, never believing or heeding a single WORD.
Terrified to repent. No, not ashamed, strangely proud of her wasted life. She refuses to repent because she thinks it is a death sentence. When she repents she knows that then and only then she can safely die.
Tell her she is going to die anyway. "Didn't come here to stay always."
Stay in His WORD children. Shun all fools and all evil. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Terrified to repent. No, not ashamed, strangely proud of her wasted life. She refuses to repent because she thinks it is a death sentence. When she repents she knows that then and only then she can safely die.
Tell her she is going to die anyway. "Didn't come here to stay always."
Stay in His WORD children. Shun all fools and all evil. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
"Trouble don't last always..."
I can still hear those saints singing in Wesley Chapel A.M.E.Zion church. I was a mere child but I was listening. I could not help being unwanted and secretly tortured and abused by my "mother". Some how I knew that my GOD was watching over me, leading and guiding me.
She tried to sap my courage. Over confident that she did, she finally went too far. Praise the LORD the hideous monster went too far. She did everything to me that she could. What a plot. Physical abuse, psychological and emotional abuse and the sickest SEXUAL abuse ever perpetuated!
For some reason this very foolish depraved woman thought that she could successfully wrap herself in GOD's WORD and get away with her madness. She really thought she could rob Jerome Walters of his good name.
It is not going to happen. GOD is not going to let you and if you don't repent soon you are going straight to hell. The truth is you are already in hell. Every morning when you grace your mirror you know that you are looking at a foul sneaky snake. A pedophile, a "root worker", a robber, a rapist, a LIAR,and a thief.
Every time you crawl up in a pulpit you know full well you are the biggest fake that every lived.
You don't have to fake Martha. Salvation is free.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
She tried to sap my courage. Over confident that she did, she finally went too far. Praise the LORD the hideous monster went too far. She did everything to me that she could. What a plot. Physical abuse, psychological and emotional abuse and the sickest SEXUAL abuse ever perpetuated!
For some reason this very foolish depraved woman thought that she could successfully wrap herself in GOD's WORD and get away with her madness. She really thought she could rob Jerome Walters of his good name.
It is not going to happen. GOD is not going to let you and if you don't repent soon you are going straight to hell. The truth is you are already in hell. Every morning when you grace your mirror you know that you are looking at a foul sneaky snake. A pedophile, a "root worker", a robber, a rapist, a LIAR,and a thief.
Every time you crawl up in a pulpit you know full well you are the biggest fake that every lived.
You don't have to fake Martha. Salvation is free.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, February 3, 2013
Why do you cloak a demon?
Are you afraid of her? deeply ashamed? brainwashed?
Do you think she is your lot in life? The hand you drew? Or do you believe that she is not that bad because she convinced you that she changed? Is it that you just don't care because you falsely believe that you are her chosen one?
Is it that you truly love her and decided to accept the good with the bad? Or could it be that you don't mind the bad she did just so she doesn't target you?
Are you full of secret hatred along with her? Do you get together with her and cowardly agree with every lie? Do you laugh and agree as she scorns others? What do you think when she talks trash about your granddaddy? Tells you how much she always hated him.
Did you hate him? Do you remember that he changed your diapers? Kept you clean, clothed and feed you. Where was she? Where was your mother? Do you remember her leaving you in a cold apartment on Bridges street without food or water for three days? Don't you remember when she finally came back you were scaling her huge goldfish? At four years old you had that much sense.
Do you remember how she used to beat your mercilessly? called you ugly, bragged that she tried to abort you three times?
Well you can cling to her if you want to. Lie for her and cloak for her. I am depending on the LORD and thanking Him everyday for rescuing me from that monster.
You told me that you hope I find peace.
I have found peace. I have found glory, and Divine intervention. Dear brother, I found the Holy Ghost!
Do you think she is your lot in life? The hand you drew? Or do you believe that she is not that bad because she convinced you that she changed? Is it that you just don't care because you falsely believe that you are her chosen one?
Is it that you truly love her and decided to accept the good with the bad? Or could it be that you don't mind the bad she did just so she doesn't target you?
Are you full of secret hatred along with her? Do you get together with her and cowardly agree with every lie? Do you laugh and agree as she scorns others? What do you think when she talks trash about your granddaddy? Tells you how much she always hated him.
Did you hate him? Do you remember that he changed your diapers? Kept you clean, clothed and feed you. Where was she? Where was your mother? Do you remember her leaving you in a cold apartment on Bridges street without food or water for three days? Don't you remember when she finally came back you were scaling her huge goldfish? At four years old you had that much sense.
Do you remember how she used to beat your mercilessly? called you ugly, bragged that she tried to abort you three times?
Well you can cling to her if you want to. Lie for her and cloak for her. I am depending on the LORD and thanking Him everyday for rescuing me from that monster.
You told me that you hope I find peace.
I have found peace. I have found glory, and Divine intervention. Dear brother, I found the Holy Ghost!
Saturday, February 2, 2013
I feel very sorry
for "unbelievers", those of little faith. Shaking and quivering in their boots for their known sins. Too repulsed by their own deeds to acknowledge them. Too confused , dizzy or stupid to reach out for GOD's unchanging hand.
They know full well that GOD loves them. They know that it was their pride and rebelliousness that got them in the trouble they are in. They foolishly dress up for GOD. Put on robes and fine raiment . Sit up in a "church" for hours wailing and howling trying to impress people. Satisfied to look like a "Christian", sound like a "Christian", knowing that their heart is filthy and black with deep hatred.
The truth is that they hate themselves. They do hate their deeds. They hate you more for not doing what they did. They tried to lead you down the same path. You were too smart, too blessed.
GOD loves all of us the same. He will not make you come to Him. He invites you to come to Him. He gently calls you to the light. Prayers do help. If your loved ones truly loved you as they profess they would courageously encourage you to give your life to Christ. They would not permit you to stand in their face and tell another lie.
You made them fear you. Cowarded them down to feeble little imps. You need their strength now. But, you took it. You squandered their manhood for your own pleasure.
You are still all of the terrible things that you deny. Are you still cussing, ranting and raving? Do you still think mailing out all of your CD's of you preaching makes any difference to GOD? to your victims?
Get on your knees while you still can. Seek the LORD while you still have breath in your body. Pray and ask GOD to remove all of the hate. Pray that you will never tell another lie in your life.
May the Dear LORD have mercy on your soul.
Your daughter by birth, Rachel Gwendolyn.
They know full well that GOD loves them. They know that it was their pride and rebelliousness that got them in the trouble they are in. They foolishly dress up for GOD. Put on robes and fine raiment . Sit up in a "church" for hours wailing and howling trying to impress people. Satisfied to look like a "Christian", sound like a "Christian", knowing that their heart is filthy and black with deep hatred.
The truth is that they hate themselves. They do hate their deeds. They hate you more for not doing what they did. They tried to lead you down the same path. You were too smart, too blessed.
GOD loves all of us the same. He will not make you come to Him. He invites you to come to Him. He gently calls you to the light. Prayers do help. If your loved ones truly loved you as they profess they would courageously encourage you to give your life to Christ. They would not permit you to stand in their face and tell another lie.
You made them fear you. Cowarded them down to feeble little imps. You need their strength now. But, you took it. You squandered their manhood for your own pleasure.
You are still all of the terrible things that you deny. Are you still cussing, ranting and raving? Do you still think mailing out all of your CD's of you preaching makes any difference to GOD? to your victims?
Get on your knees while you still can. Seek the LORD while you still have breath in your body. Pray and ask GOD to remove all of the hate. Pray that you will never tell another lie in your life.
May the Dear LORD have mercy on your soul.
Your daughter by birth, Rachel Gwendolyn.
May I share some knowledge with you?
My journey on this earth has taught me that getting old does not necessarily make you wise. Perhaps it should. Or maybe it is just something we assume.
There are some people on this earth that firmly believe they can do anything they want. Any thing that crosses their mind. They don't care who they hurt or what effect they may have on their victims. They think if they respond with loud vulgar lies and ignorant antics they are some how absolved of their sin.
These people are bullies. They will beat you, stab, shoot you. Lambaste you, cuss you out, cut the absolute fool on you. They do accomplish their purpose. Most people will leave them alone, let them lie with reckless abandon.
As nauseating and painful as they are we learn to tolerate them because they are kin.
I am a little different. There are just certain things I am not going to let you get away with: pedophilia, incest, demonic "root working" and MURDER!
You can stand silently by if you want to. Pretending that you don't know, waiting on her to die. I won't!
I can't do it. My Almighty GOD compels me to tell the Truth! The Holy Ghost won't let me rest. Jerome Walters was too good to me. He saved my life and I will not let anyone lie on him and smear his good name. HE DID NOT KILL HIMSELF!
She did it! His own daughter did it! A wayward tramp that never did anything for any one in her entire life. A selfish lying whore still trying to slip into heaven through the backdoor.
It is not going to happen!
There are some people on this earth that firmly believe they can do anything they want. Any thing that crosses their mind. They don't care who they hurt or what effect they may have on their victims. They think if they respond with loud vulgar lies and ignorant antics they are some how absolved of their sin.
These people are bullies. They will beat you, stab, shoot you. Lambaste you, cuss you out, cut the absolute fool on you. They do accomplish their purpose. Most people will leave them alone, let them lie with reckless abandon.
As nauseating and painful as they are we learn to tolerate them because they are kin.
I am a little different. There are just certain things I am not going to let you get away with: pedophilia, incest, demonic "root working" and MURDER!
You can stand silently by if you want to. Pretending that you don't know, waiting on her to die. I won't!
I can't do it. My Almighty GOD compels me to tell the Truth! The Holy Ghost won't let me rest. Jerome Walters was too good to me. He saved my life and I will not let anyone lie on him and smear his good name. HE DID NOT KILL HIMSELF!
She did it! His own daughter did it! A wayward tramp that never did anything for any one in her entire life. A selfish lying whore still trying to slip into heaven through the backdoor.
It is not going to happen!
They walk by sight ...
pay them no mind. They think like this world. They see but they can't "see".
They are too frightened to be different. Too afraid to stand alone with no one but Almighty GOD on their side.
They are foolish, believe every word the world tells them. They are narcissistic and conceited. So in love with themselves they can't love anyone one else.
They are deaf. They can't hear a single WORD from GOD.
They are envious and jealous and demand to be envied, lauded, worshipped. They can't take any form of criticism. Don't you dare see through them. Don't catch them in a mistake. They will beat you over the head with their unread Bible.
They are so lost they think going to church "religiously" will save them. They think quoting the Bible is proof that they are "saved".
They are vipers. GOD warned us about them. "Pass them by." Don't waste your breath on them. They are not worthy.
They are too frightened to be different. Too afraid to stand alone with no one but Almighty GOD on their side.
They are foolish, believe every word the world tells them. They are narcissistic and conceited. So in love with themselves they can't love anyone one else.
They are deaf. They can't hear a single WORD from GOD.
They are envious and jealous and demand to be envied, lauded, worshipped. They can't take any form of criticism. Don't you dare see through them. Don't catch them in a mistake. They will beat you over the head with their unread Bible.
They are so lost they think going to church "religiously" will save them. They think quoting the Bible is proof that they are "saved".
They are vipers. GOD warned us about them. "Pass them by." Don't waste your breath on them. They are not worthy.
"If you enter in ...
and they receive you not, shake the dust off your feet!" That's what Jesus said. That's what He told me.
Do know that many will not receive you. They will not receive you because they hate you. They hate Christ, GOD and all goodness. They are determined to win . They are mentally ill, hopelessly lost. Blind, deaf, crippled and crazy.
"Shun them!" They will slither up to you, cooing and schmoozing. Confident in their cunning lies and demonic deception. They are actually proud to be disciples of the devil. They look upon their minor success as "winning".
Anything they have more than you is viewed as a victory by them. " I live in a two story partial brick house! I drive a Cadillac! I have more fine clothes than I can wear! My skin is light bright and damn near white! I have "good" hair, not a nap in it. I have a license to preach! I have fooled almost everyone for 88 years!"
They smile slyly with porcelain white teeth. Their neck is stiff, their resolve defiant. "Never!" they scream. "I will NEVER Repent!...you dummies never caught me! I Am A PREACHER! I Fooled GOD!!! THAT LITTLE BLACK B**** IS A LIAR!!!"
Daring GOD to take her life she continues to live in sick deceit. It is not her. She didn't do those things. "You are CRAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! Don't you f**************** piss on my grave when I'm dead. I HAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEE YOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUU! You lying! You lying! You jealous! You black! You ignut! You ain't got no sense! You no sense-ED! You ain't nevah had no sense! You a fool! You ain't S***!"
So here we are, eight days before the the 34th anniversary of that awful day. Thirty-four years ago I was too terrified to tell the truth. Thirty-four years ago I was horrified, mortified by fear and self-loathing.
By the Grace of Almighty GOD I kept living, kept surviving, kept remembering. Day by day for thirty-four years I have slowly pieced this horrendous puzzle together. It is sickening and so unnecessary. But it is so real.
Jerome Walters took the same seat for years and years. We attended Wesley Chapel A.M.E. Zion Chapel. A beautiful red brick church with a bell tower sat right on highway 301. They tell me that my great grandparents helped to establish that church.
Jerome Walters, a tall handsome "Indian" sat in the exact same spot every single Sunday. He sat in the same chair, a wooden straight chair with a lattice bottom. He always leaned back on the back two legs. Was perfectly balanced, miraculously never fell.
He prayed. He prayed the greatest prayers I ever heard. He was an eloquent orator, a brilliant Bible scholar. He prayed for us. He prayed for me. He loved us. No greater love have I every known.
You Will Not MURDER HIS NAME! You Will Not Steal His Legacy!
So you successfully took his life. So you think. You did NOT take his life. He gave it. He was ready to go. He was beleaguered. He was tired of being hell hacked and tortured by you.
So that's your legacy; being a horrid demonic root working cunning sly reprobate serpent your whole life. Robbing your children of every dream and happiness. So that makes you feel good. That's what makes you happy, fooling, hoodwinking, robbing, raping, lying and faking.
You Will NOT Wear JEROME WALTER'S Mantel. YOU ARE NOT WORTHY!
So you won't repent. You absolutely refuse! Stay under that rock! Slither back there. Stay there!
GOD's Truth will never change for You. I will never change or lie for you! I will never pretend that you didn't do the awful things you did and are still doing.
I Will NOT Shut UP!!! I Am telling the Whole World! Just like I Promised You When I Was Eight Years Old!
Granddaddy used to tell you:"The truth will make you fighting mad or shouting glad!"
I am shouting glad today. PTL!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Do know that many will not receive you. They will not receive you because they hate you. They hate Christ, GOD and all goodness. They are determined to win . They are mentally ill, hopelessly lost. Blind, deaf, crippled and crazy.
"Shun them!" They will slither up to you, cooing and schmoozing. Confident in their cunning lies and demonic deception. They are actually proud to be disciples of the devil. They look upon their minor success as "winning".
Anything they have more than you is viewed as a victory by them. " I live in a two story partial brick house! I drive a Cadillac! I have more fine clothes than I can wear! My skin is light bright and damn near white! I have "good" hair, not a nap in it. I have a license to preach! I have fooled almost everyone for 88 years!"
They smile slyly with porcelain white teeth. Their neck is stiff, their resolve defiant. "Never!" they scream. "I will NEVER Repent!...you dummies never caught me! I Am A PREACHER! I Fooled GOD!!! THAT LITTLE BLACK B**** IS A LIAR!!!"
Daring GOD to take her life she continues to live in sick deceit. It is not her. She didn't do those things. "You are CRAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! Don't you f**************** piss on my grave when I'm dead. I HAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEE YOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUU! You lying! You lying! You jealous! You black! You ignut! You ain't got no sense! You no sense-ED! You ain't nevah had no sense! You a fool! You ain't S***!"
So here we are, eight days before the the 34th anniversary of that awful day. Thirty-four years ago I was too terrified to tell the truth. Thirty-four years ago I was horrified, mortified by fear and self-loathing.
By the Grace of Almighty GOD I kept living, kept surviving, kept remembering. Day by day for thirty-four years I have slowly pieced this horrendous puzzle together. It is sickening and so unnecessary. But it is so real.
Jerome Walters took the same seat for years and years. We attended Wesley Chapel A.M.E. Zion Chapel. A beautiful red brick church with a bell tower sat right on highway 301. They tell me that my great grandparents helped to establish that church.
Jerome Walters, a tall handsome "Indian" sat in the exact same spot every single Sunday. He sat in the same chair, a wooden straight chair with a lattice bottom. He always leaned back on the back two legs. Was perfectly balanced, miraculously never fell.
He prayed. He prayed the greatest prayers I ever heard. He was an eloquent orator, a brilliant Bible scholar. He prayed for us. He prayed for me. He loved us. No greater love have I every known.
You Will Not MURDER HIS NAME! You Will Not Steal His Legacy!
So you successfully took his life. So you think. You did NOT take his life. He gave it. He was ready to go. He was beleaguered. He was tired of being hell hacked and tortured by you.
So that's your legacy; being a horrid demonic root working cunning sly reprobate serpent your whole life. Robbing your children of every dream and happiness. So that makes you feel good. That's what makes you happy, fooling, hoodwinking, robbing, raping, lying and faking.
You Will NOT Wear JEROME WALTER'S Mantel. YOU ARE NOT WORTHY!
So you won't repent. You absolutely refuse! Stay under that rock! Slither back there. Stay there!
GOD's Truth will never change for You. I will never change or lie for you! I will never pretend that you didn't do the awful things you did and are still doing.
I Will NOT Shut UP!!! I Am telling the Whole World! Just like I Promised You When I Was Eight Years Old!
Granddaddy used to tell you:"The truth will make you fighting mad or shouting glad!"
I am shouting glad today. PTL!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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