Jesus told me I would leap for Joy! When your "loved ones" revile you, rebuke you and cast you aside, leap for Joy! Because you are the one GOD saved. When you are sexually violated, misused and abused by your own "mother", leap for Joy!
When you are taught to hate yourself, when you are reduced to dust, talked about, ridiculed, scorned and scoffed, leap for Joy! Be glad you are the one by GOD's Grace that escaped that monster, that succubus, a creature too horrid to know.
I'm praising my Living LORD, prancing and dancing, blessing His Holy Name because He saw fit to save me! I WAS FOUR YEARS OLD! I remember it like yesterday. My "mother" rolled up in the "country" with her brand new husband. A soldier in Uncle Sam's Army.
Martha was proud of this one. She didn't like the fact that he was short and crow black with red eyes and pearly white teeth. But she did like the fact that he worshipped her for the color of her skin. She was older than he was and much more worldly. He would not get away like that last one, that blind one that had too much sense.
I was four years old,but I knew. I knew in my spirit that they were two buzzards. I knew her coming to get us, to snatch us away for the only person that ever truly loved us, was motivated by something other than the sudden "motherly love" she professed.
Could I see the sick lust in their eyes? Was it because she always secretly mistreated me (us) when no one was looking? GOD saved me. My grandfather had no other choice but pack our little cardboard suit case as she dictated. I know now she really thought she was smart, brilliant, cunning, clever. Put on a sanctified act, holler "Lawd! Lawd! dese dumb n***** will nevah know the difference!" Do your dirt all week long but be sure you go to church every Sunday to fool your "simple daddy". Go with your hand stuck out. Be greedy, never get enough of any man's money. Trick your mentally infirm son back into your lair. Rob him of his SSI check every month. You are 86 but you still gamble. You are addicted. You need his money to play with, to waste. "He ain't got no sense." You made sure of that. (he-he-he-he-he-he) Keep him "rooted", keep him broken, his mind is putty in your hands. "You bed not tell'um either!"
Martha has put on the best saved, sanctified Christian act for 86 years. She talked the talked but never walked the walk. Too corrupt, too carnal, too wicked and too dumb to know Jesus. Thought she was the smartest most devious woman in the world. Thought she had some real power, thought every one would believe her notorious lies and fear her forever.
You messed up when you picked on me. I am the wrong one to mess with. You messed up when you MURDERED Jerome Walters. You picked a mighty man of GOD. You picked a saint after GOD's own heart. He has the fruit, he has the legacy. You are standing on lies and your piles of "goofer dust".
You know you look like a primitive fool out of a Tarzan movie, don't you? I remember you on your knees, on a grave with a kerosene lantern at midnight. You can never erase that image from my brain. I may have feared you. I may have been terrified to tell for all these years. But, I'm telling now.
You didn't have to MURDER your father. He was 84! You hated him for always telling you the truth. You hated everyone that called you a whore. You were a WHORE, you whore! He never called you a whore. He simply said; "My granddawthur ain't no such a woman as you." Which I wasn't. It was Providence that let granddaddy over hear you telling me : " What you assing me for five dollars fa' a book fa? You sittin' on a goldmine!"
My grandfather always said ; "The truth will make you fighting mad or shouting glad!"
I am shouting glad today! Praise the LORD!
Monday, July 30, 2012
My Joy Bell is ringing!
Praise the LORD! Praise His Holy Name! I tell you GOD will turn your midnights in to bright sunny days. GOD will rescue you from your enemies. Don't be surprised when you learn or if you learn you've been nursed by a viper. Praise GOD for deliverance from evil and move on up a little higher.
I'm pure strutting I tell you. GOD opened my eyes, my dull understanding to reveal what has to be the most deceitful demonic woman that has ever lived.
I was prostrate with grief when I finally learned and accepted the truth about her. It was too horrible a truth to know, too heavy a burden to carry. Now I am glorified, sanctified, standing on His promises announcing to the entire world how good GOD is.
The truth is I'm glad you mistreated me, made my life a living hell. Your savage, barbaric, mischievous mistreatment brought me to Christ! How glorious! How wonderful!
You had six children and you had the nerve to treat us differently. Some you treated worse than any animal. Two brothers you beat savagely. One you neglected, disowned and blamed for your failures. Two you held in high esteem and spoiled rotten.
Your abuse was the best thing you could have ever done for me. Your constant unrelenting covert sadist abuse coupled with the love of your father saved my life.
You have been found out Martha. There is no hiding place. Don't be encouraged because your simple minions won't tell. I pray every day that GOD will give them courage. That GOD will bring them to the light, to His Truth.
You my dear can rot in hell for all I care. I tried to reach you, tried to love you, tried to honor you. You paid me back with the sickest schemes, lies and witchcraft. I snatched your robe off. No, I wasn't shocked to see that hideous monster standing there.
I know for a fact that you have never loved or cared for a single person on this earth. A person that can't love GOD is demon possessed. You had the nerve to accuse me of having a demon. Do you really thing I'm that dumb? that easily duped by you?
I always wondered why you had such disdain for the people you preach to. Your cruelty is beyond human belief. GOD has His reasons for letting you escape retribution and public scorn for so long. You will be known Martha. The whole world will know your name.
I will not rest. I will not stop. My grandfather's name will be restored. You will not get away with that abominable lie that he died of self murder. That is one of your lies that will not stand. Your witchcraft can't save you. Satan has abandoned you. You are a hideous abomination. You are a liar and the truth is not in you.
Your pompous pride will not let you humble yourself and come to Christ. You refuse to pray and fast. You cling to your cunning ,brilliant manipulation and the terrorizing fear you inflict. Notice, once I gave up fearing you I was delivered. You better hope and pray that you never receive the excruciating pain you dished out. Hope and pray you never end up on your bed of affliction begging GOD to save you.
Will GOD have to lay you out, knock you flat on your back before you come to Christ? Will you ever come? Do you really think that you are going to get away?
Hate me! I'm glad you hate me. Hate me some more. Hate GOD! Keep lying. Keep up your phony front. It doesn't matter now. You've been exposed, revealed for the whole world to see. GOD is exposing all of you reprobates.
The saddest fact of all, you never had any joy. Your deeds were not nearly as satisfying as you had to pretend. You have always been deeply ashamed of yourself. You have suffered so long and so needlessly because you refus to give your life to Christ.
The Holy Merciful GOD I serve still loves you. GOD will not change His WORD, His Truth for you. You are not too ashamed to repent, you are too wicked. Stop where you are right now and get down on your knees and pray to the Father to come into your heart. Ask Him to rebuke that demonic spirit that has you bound. Repent of your sins. Come on into GOD's Kingdom.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
I'm pure strutting I tell you. GOD opened my eyes, my dull understanding to reveal what has to be the most deceitful demonic woman that has ever lived.
I was prostrate with grief when I finally learned and accepted the truth about her. It was too horrible a truth to know, too heavy a burden to carry. Now I am glorified, sanctified, standing on His promises announcing to the entire world how good GOD is.
The truth is I'm glad you mistreated me, made my life a living hell. Your savage, barbaric, mischievous mistreatment brought me to Christ! How glorious! How wonderful!
You had six children and you had the nerve to treat us differently. Some you treated worse than any animal. Two brothers you beat savagely. One you neglected, disowned and blamed for your failures. Two you held in high esteem and spoiled rotten.
Your abuse was the best thing you could have ever done for me. Your constant unrelenting covert sadist abuse coupled with the love of your father saved my life.
You have been found out Martha. There is no hiding place. Don't be encouraged because your simple minions won't tell. I pray every day that GOD will give them courage. That GOD will bring them to the light, to His Truth.
You my dear can rot in hell for all I care. I tried to reach you, tried to love you, tried to honor you. You paid me back with the sickest schemes, lies and witchcraft. I snatched your robe off. No, I wasn't shocked to see that hideous monster standing there.
I know for a fact that you have never loved or cared for a single person on this earth. A person that can't love GOD is demon possessed. You had the nerve to accuse me of having a demon. Do you really thing I'm that dumb? that easily duped by you?
I always wondered why you had such disdain for the people you preach to. Your cruelty is beyond human belief. GOD has His reasons for letting you escape retribution and public scorn for so long. You will be known Martha. The whole world will know your name.
I will not rest. I will not stop. My grandfather's name will be restored. You will not get away with that abominable lie that he died of self murder. That is one of your lies that will not stand. Your witchcraft can't save you. Satan has abandoned you. You are a hideous abomination. You are a liar and the truth is not in you.
Your pompous pride will not let you humble yourself and come to Christ. You refuse to pray and fast. You cling to your cunning ,brilliant manipulation and the terrorizing fear you inflict. Notice, once I gave up fearing you I was delivered. You better hope and pray that you never receive the excruciating pain you dished out. Hope and pray you never end up on your bed of affliction begging GOD to save you.
Will GOD have to lay you out, knock you flat on your back before you come to Christ? Will you ever come? Do you really think that you are going to get away?
Hate me! I'm glad you hate me. Hate me some more. Hate GOD! Keep lying. Keep up your phony front. It doesn't matter now. You've been exposed, revealed for the whole world to see. GOD is exposing all of you reprobates.
The saddest fact of all, you never had any joy. Your deeds were not nearly as satisfying as you had to pretend. You have always been deeply ashamed of yourself. You have suffered so long and so needlessly because you refus to give your life to Christ.
The Holy Merciful GOD I serve still loves you. GOD will not change His WORD, His Truth for you. You are not too ashamed to repent, you are too wicked. Stop where you are right now and get down on your knees and pray to the Father to come into your heart. Ask Him to rebuke that demonic spirit that has you bound. Repent of your sins. Come on into GOD's Kingdom.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, July 29, 2012
"If there be any goodness ...
think on these things." That is my first thought, that is my prayer. I wake up marveling at the goodness of GOD for saving me from this incredibly evil, sadistic, still closeted, still secret sociopath. A creature too diabolical to comprehend. She is 86 and still refuses to be criticized, known, let alone punished. SHE WILL NOT BE PUNISHED!
" I am more powerful than Gawd! she swears. I am smarter than Gawd she screams. I proved it! I'm 86! I won! I ain't nevah been caught! I 'm a preacha' I'M AN ORDAINED MINISTER IN DUH A.M.E.ZION CHURCH! I got proof dat I'm perfect! I got proof dat I ain't nevah been wrong! I'm smarter dan Gawd! Ain't nun of dem n***** gon' eva' tell on me! Ain't none of dem n****** gon' eva' do nuttin' neither! Dey jest gon' honor me and shut duh F*** Up!"
She is ancient and still refuses to be corrected, to be criticized, known, let alone punished. You will not tell on her. You will not call her what she is. You will not know it. If you do you better pretend that you don't. If you tell on her or if she thinks you ever had one negative thought she will conjure you. If you don't tell on her she will conjure you. If you visit her and try to love her she will conjure you. Sure she will love on you to your face. She will very successfully hide her hatred while she murders every dream you were foolish enough to share with her.
If you accidentally criticize her in the least and reveal the slightest truth she will conjure you. If you admonish her she will conjure you. If you shun her she will conjure you and rally her minions to hate you worse. She will devise schemes and plot against you worse than she did when you professed your love and tried to love her.
You are hers. You are her property. She can do what ever she pleases to you and you better not move, you better not indicate that you are wise to her. Humble yourself, praise her, feed her ravenous ego. Slay yourself, beat yourself, defeat yourself. Ruin your life. She was dumb enough, rebellious enough to ruin hers. Ruin yours! You can never be smarter than her. You can never be wiser. GOD can not bless you!
Say deprecating vicious things about yourself. Live humbly, live in squalor. Have nothing. Lose every material piece of wealth you ever had. Follow her around like a whipped puppy begging for her scraps. Lose all of your friends and family. Lose your health and all of your money. LOSE YOUR F******MIND!
She is still not satisfied. You smiled, you had a moment without grief. Be grief stricken and tormented. Tell her! Share your excruciating pain with her! She is still not satisfied. That good feeling she got is too fleeting.
Let her twist her hot burning knife in your back again. SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEM!!!
She is still unsatisfied. Erase your mind. Blot out her inequities. Forget everything bad she ever did. Praise her! PRAISE HER!!! Don't you love GOD! Don't love your granddaddy. As a matter of fact don't you love anybody, ever!
She is still walking, waking up complaining. You can't get her grits right. You didn't vacuum her room
thoroughly, you left some lent and dust in the corner. You didn't wash and fold her underwear correctly. You didn't give her your entire check. You remembered she used to smoke cigarettes and you were fool enough to insist that you were right. You didn't compliment her enough times today. You didn't spend enough time sitting up under her today doing nothing. You accidently said something nice about your grandfather. You've got to pay. You know you've got to pay. "Come git yo' beatin'!" You will pay dearly.
Pretend she's rich. Pay close attention. Change your mind every time she changes hers. Pretend she is the smartest most powerful woman that ever lived. Declare your love again. LOUDER! Tell her that you are going to be devastated when she finally dies. Make sure she knows that you hate everyone she hates. Laugh when she laughs, cry when she crys. Go to church with her. Tell her how she is the smartest. Tell her how her sermon is the best. Tell her she is still beautiful. Tell her she can pass for 35 at 86. Tell her she could has passed for white. Tell her how racists whites and dumb n**** robbed her. Lie prostrate at her feet. Tell her that you love her more than GOD. Trust her more than GOD. Show her how you trust her more than GOD. Mold yourself in her image. Belittle yourself. Shrink. Hate yourself. Hate yourself for being so dumb. Hate yourself for being born and troubling her. Hate yourself for making her mistreat you.
Do nothing with your life. Stay in your room and rot. Remember nothing. You're nothing. You're garbage, blessed to have a good high yalla, damn near white mother with good hair like her. Now defend her. Hate everyone that hates her. Agree that everyone has always lied on her. Everyone has always been jealous of her.
Give up. Let her have her way. The Bible is wrong. GOD is wrong. That old do good all the time interfering granddaddy was wrong. Don't care about him. Pretend like she always loved him and didn't MURDER him. Kiss her a**. Kiss her a**! Remain small. Remain a little boy. You are a medical doctor. But, forget that. Live on SSI and give her your entire check. You don't need any money if you have your mother's love. You are unworthy. You are a little black monkey. "At least he's human!" still rings in your ear. You were a very handsome little boy. But she taught you that you were ugly, too black. She told you that you had an ugly "Af-e-cun n**** nose". She violated you and convinced you that it was sex education. She ruined you and told you that you were queer anyway.
.
You are unworthy of her love. You have to pay for it. Forget and forgive every horrible act she committed against you. Deny, deny! She told the teacher to hold you back in the second grade. She did it to humiliate you. She did it because your white teacher told her you were a genius. She was jealous. She set out to prove to you that you were dumb. Deny it, deny it. You can not live knowing that truth. She ruined your life. Pretend that she didn't. You can't handle this truth. If you face it, if you acknowledge it you might have to kill the *****. You don't want to kill her. You just want to love her. You just want her to love you.
That will make her happy. That's why you were born, to make your white mother happy. Hate your blabber mouth sister. She's black. She is just jealous of your beautiful mother. Hate your sister with a passion because your mother told you to. Stay high. Take as many pills as you can. Don't think for yourself. Let your brilliant, beautiful damn near white mother think for you. She loves you. She has always loved you... well maybe she will finally love you. Maybe she will finally say something kind about you.
"If there be any good things, think on these things." Do not ask GOD why. "Trouble don't last always." "The wicked shall cease from troubling." "Jesus will fix it."
"JESUS WILL FIX IT!" though He tarry, Jesus will fix it!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
" I am more powerful than Gawd! she swears. I am smarter than Gawd she screams. I proved it! I'm 86! I won! I ain't nevah been caught! I 'm a preacha' I'M AN ORDAINED MINISTER IN DUH A.M.E.ZION CHURCH! I got proof dat I'm perfect! I got proof dat I ain't nevah been wrong! I'm smarter dan Gawd! Ain't nun of dem n***** gon' eva' tell on me! Ain't none of dem n****** gon' eva' do nuttin' neither! Dey jest gon' honor me and shut duh F*** Up!"
She is ancient and still refuses to be corrected, to be criticized, known, let alone punished. You will not tell on her. You will not call her what she is. You will not know it. If you do you better pretend that you don't. If you tell on her or if she thinks you ever had one negative thought she will conjure you. If you don't tell on her she will conjure you. If you visit her and try to love her she will conjure you. Sure she will love on you to your face. She will very successfully hide her hatred while she murders every dream you were foolish enough to share with her.
If you accidentally criticize her in the least and reveal the slightest truth she will conjure you. If you admonish her she will conjure you. If you shun her she will conjure you and rally her minions to hate you worse. She will devise schemes and plot against you worse than she did when you professed your love and tried to love her.
You are hers. You are her property. She can do what ever she pleases to you and you better not move, you better not indicate that you are wise to her. Humble yourself, praise her, feed her ravenous ego. Slay yourself, beat yourself, defeat yourself. Ruin your life. She was dumb enough, rebellious enough to ruin hers. Ruin yours! You can never be smarter than her. You can never be wiser. GOD can not bless you!
Say deprecating vicious things about yourself. Live humbly, live in squalor. Have nothing. Lose every material piece of wealth you ever had. Follow her around like a whipped puppy begging for her scraps. Lose all of your friends and family. Lose your health and all of your money. LOSE YOUR F******MIND!
She is still not satisfied. You smiled, you had a moment without grief. Be grief stricken and tormented. Tell her! Share your excruciating pain with her! She is still not satisfied. That good feeling she got is too fleeting.
Let her twist her hot burning knife in your back again. SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEM!!!
She is still unsatisfied. Erase your mind. Blot out her inequities. Forget everything bad she ever did. Praise her! PRAISE HER!!! Don't you love GOD! Don't love your granddaddy. As a matter of fact don't you love anybody, ever!
She is still walking, waking up complaining. You can't get her grits right. You didn't vacuum her room
thoroughly, you left some lent and dust in the corner. You didn't wash and fold her underwear correctly. You didn't give her your entire check. You remembered she used to smoke cigarettes and you were fool enough to insist that you were right. You didn't compliment her enough times today. You didn't spend enough time sitting up under her today doing nothing. You accidently said something nice about your grandfather. You've got to pay. You know you've got to pay. "Come git yo' beatin'!" You will pay dearly.
Pretend she's rich. Pay close attention. Change your mind every time she changes hers. Pretend she is the smartest most powerful woman that ever lived. Declare your love again. LOUDER! Tell her that you are going to be devastated when she finally dies. Make sure she knows that you hate everyone she hates. Laugh when she laughs, cry when she crys. Go to church with her. Tell her how she is the smartest. Tell her how her sermon is the best. Tell her she is still beautiful. Tell her she can pass for 35 at 86. Tell her she could has passed for white. Tell her how racists whites and dumb n**** robbed her. Lie prostrate at her feet. Tell her that you love her more than GOD. Trust her more than GOD. Show her how you trust her more than GOD. Mold yourself in her image. Belittle yourself. Shrink. Hate yourself. Hate yourself for being so dumb. Hate yourself for being born and troubling her. Hate yourself for making her mistreat you.
Do nothing with your life. Stay in your room and rot. Remember nothing. You're nothing. You're garbage, blessed to have a good high yalla, damn near white mother with good hair like her. Now defend her. Hate everyone that hates her. Agree that everyone has always lied on her. Everyone has always been jealous of her.
Give up. Let her have her way. The Bible is wrong. GOD is wrong. That old do good all the time interfering granddaddy was wrong. Don't care about him. Pretend like she always loved him and didn't MURDER him. Kiss her a**. Kiss her a**! Remain small. Remain a little boy. You are a medical doctor. But, forget that. Live on SSI and give her your entire check. You don't need any money if you have your mother's love. You are unworthy. You are a little black monkey. "At least he's human!" still rings in your ear. You were a very handsome little boy. But she taught you that you were ugly, too black. She told you that you had an ugly "Af-e-cun n**** nose". She violated you and convinced you that it was sex education. She ruined you and told you that you were queer anyway.
.
You are unworthy of her love. You have to pay for it. Forget and forgive every horrible act she committed against you. Deny, deny! She told the teacher to hold you back in the second grade. She did it to humiliate you. She did it because your white teacher told her you were a genius. She was jealous. She set out to prove to you that you were dumb. Deny it, deny it. You can not live knowing that truth. She ruined your life. Pretend that she didn't. You can't handle this truth. If you face it, if you acknowledge it you might have to kill the *****. You don't want to kill her. You just want to love her. You just want her to love you.
That will make her happy. That's why you were born, to make your white mother happy. Hate your blabber mouth sister. She's black. She is just jealous of your beautiful mother. Hate your sister with a passion because your mother told you to. Stay high. Take as many pills as you can. Don't think for yourself. Let your brilliant, beautiful damn near white mother think for you. She loves you. She has always loved you... well maybe she will finally love you. Maybe she will finally say something kind about you.
"If there be any good things, think on these things." Do not ask GOD why. "Trouble don't last always." "The wicked shall cease from troubling." "Jesus will fix it."
"JESUS WILL FIX IT!" though He tarry, Jesus will fix it!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, July 28, 2012
Am I mad?"
Yes I'm mad. Of course I'm mad! How can I not be? Some ******* **** of a scum dog ***** managed to control me for my entire life! The dumb skanky **** destroyed her stupid self and everyone that ever tried to love her.
She succeeded in committing the sickest grossest unspeakable acts ever inflicted on man, woman, child or animal. A woman so gross and repulsive she clearly hides in full view of our uncaring world because no one wants to recognize a demon as repulsive as she is. The fact that she is a black woman really helps her in our racist world. Far too many black people hate black people and very very few will ever do anything to stop or expose such a person. Too many racist white people think they are better and they do actually believe her behavior is typical of your average "Negro".
Bottom line there is only one race, the human race. Martha is not a closet demon because she is black. The truth is I don't know why she is so brilliantly evil. I know that she is. Every one in my family knows she is heavily involved in witchcraft. Something we were born into. Something we had to accept and kept secret.
Like a naive dummy I never suspected she was low enough to target me or my whole family. And the ***** won't die! The ******* **** can't even get sick. She is eighty-six and is as healthy as a horse. Still driving, still lying, still conniving, creating anger and discord...still working "roots", practicing "witchcraft". The ***** is happy. She is happy because pain gets her off. Feigning the" fakiest" phony love while designing your demise gives her the greatest pleasure.
GOD had to reveal her to me. I would have never known outside of GOD's Holy intervention. She is too clever in her deceit. A brilliant liar she can and will con you. A female Iceberg Slim with absolutely no moral compass.
I don't know of a single person in my family that has escaped her. One brother stayed away for twenty-five years. But, now he is trapped like a rat. He actually defends her, claiming that he is doing what the Bible says; "Honor thy mother.." He is the one she mistreated the most!
That's what happens when you can't or won't trust GOD. When you give up the right for the wrong. I'm still reeling form that video I viewed. That's Martha! A small child that would trick her baby brother into severely burning his hands! The excruciating sexual abuse we suffered. The ***** never flinched, never lost a wink of sleep.
Well any woman heartless enough to MURDER her own father and never shed one tear ... what can I say? "Come Jesus" "Have mercy upon us Father."
"...behold, I send you out as lambs among wolves." Dear LORD you did tell us that our enemies would be of our own household. I was slow to catch on, slow to believe. I believe and know now LORD and I am telling the entire world.
Why didn't I know a person could be born evil? In Luke 9: 39 - 42 Jesus cast a demon spirit out of a child.
I know she terrorized us into accepting her cruel sadist maltreatment. We became accustomed, duped, led into captivity. GOD saved me, brought me out and I thank Him. I tried to tell others. I've tried to warn them. Some would rather spend their energy hating me. I am not the culprit! I am just the messenger. Who so ever will let him come, let him be set free.
Stay in His WORD children.
She succeeded in committing the sickest grossest unspeakable acts ever inflicted on man, woman, child or animal. A woman so gross and repulsive she clearly hides in full view of our uncaring world because no one wants to recognize a demon as repulsive as she is. The fact that she is a black woman really helps her in our racist world. Far too many black people hate black people and very very few will ever do anything to stop or expose such a person. Too many racist white people think they are better and they do actually believe her behavior is typical of your average "Negro".
Bottom line there is only one race, the human race. Martha is not a closet demon because she is black. The truth is I don't know why she is so brilliantly evil. I know that she is. Every one in my family knows she is heavily involved in witchcraft. Something we were born into. Something we had to accept and kept secret.
Like a naive dummy I never suspected she was low enough to target me or my whole family. And the ***** won't die! The ******* **** can't even get sick. She is eighty-six and is as healthy as a horse. Still driving, still lying, still conniving, creating anger and discord...still working "roots", practicing "witchcraft". The ***** is happy. She is happy because pain gets her off. Feigning the" fakiest" phony love while designing your demise gives her the greatest pleasure.
GOD had to reveal her to me. I would have never known outside of GOD's Holy intervention. She is too clever in her deceit. A brilliant liar she can and will con you. A female Iceberg Slim with absolutely no moral compass.
I don't know of a single person in my family that has escaped her. One brother stayed away for twenty-five years. But, now he is trapped like a rat. He actually defends her, claiming that he is doing what the Bible says; "Honor thy mother.." He is the one she mistreated the most!
That's what happens when you can't or won't trust GOD. When you give up the right for the wrong. I'm still reeling form that video I viewed. That's Martha! A small child that would trick her baby brother into severely burning his hands! The excruciating sexual abuse we suffered. The ***** never flinched, never lost a wink of sleep.
Well any woman heartless enough to MURDER her own father and never shed one tear ... what can I say? "Come Jesus" "Have mercy upon us Father."
"...behold, I send you out as lambs among wolves." Dear LORD you did tell us that our enemies would be of our own household. I was slow to catch on, slow to believe. I believe and know now LORD and I am telling the entire world.
Why didn't I know a person could be born evil? In Luke 9: 39 - 42 Jesus cast a demon spirit out of a child.
I know she terrorized us into accepting her cruel sadist maltreatment. We became accustomed, duped, led into captivity. GOD saved me, brought me out and I thank Him. I tried to tell others. I've tried to warn them. Some would rather spend their energy hating me. I am not the culprit! I am just the messenger. Who so ever will let him come, let him be set free.
Stay in His WORD children.
The power of unchecked evil versus Our Almighty GOD
"What an awesome GOD we serve!" That phrase is said I am sure millions upon millions of times every day. Many say they believe it, there are some that know it. I know it and I have an awesome testimony.
I know that the woman that gave birth to me is evil beyond comparison. She is so evil her brain should be donated to science for further study upon her death. I am telling you about it because I am awe struck by the goodness of GOD. GOD saved me and protected me my entire life. I am due to be dead at her hands. I escaped becoming the drug addicted prostitute she carefully planned and plotted for me to be. It was my all knowing loving GOD that saved me from her.
Martha is a sneaky kind of evil. So diabolical there are actually only a few people that really know the truth about her. She is that devious and cunning. Most people think she is a kind loving grandma, sold out for Christ, on her way to heaven. Little do they know.
I know that she was five or six years old when she busted her baby brother in the head with an iron skillet over a piece of sausage. Her brother was four years her junior. But, she harbored more than sibling rivalry for him. She harbored sheer masked hatred. She always hated him. Talked about him like a dog behind his back , but always loved and stroked him to his face.
She described how the blood flew. In her old age I could see the pride swelling as she re-told that story. "Duh n***** wuz trying to choke a piece of sausage out my mouth dat my mama had given me. I picked up dat skillet and lambed dat n**** in duh head! And the blood flew!...my ignut mama beat my ass."
A two year old trying to coke a six year old over a piece of sausage. I think not. More than likely her mother had slipped her baby a piece of sausage and Martha became enraged with greed and jalousy. I call it the "back lie". Martha is very skillful in creating "back lies" to hide her tracks. She is so good she can convince you that it happened just the way she told it. She is also very good, brilliant in fact at hiding her insane jealousy. All of her plots are extremely cunning and perfect.
A nurturing older sibling she was not. "My mama wuz always picking duh luddle n***** up kissing his natchul yalla ass. I mean she wud kiss his ass. She didn't nevah kiss me till I got grown."
I know that is part of her psychosis, unresolved jealousy concerning her mother's love. She would tell me often of how much she hated her mother and father. Then she would turn around and tell me how much she loved them. Is she bi-polar? Does she have multiple personalities?
Was that it? Did her mother inadvertently create serious jealousy and envy? Did she shower her baby son with more attention than her only daughter?
There was another time, my uncle was around two and she was around six. They were given their own bag of peanuts. I wasn't there but the Martha I know is very greedy, selfish and cunning. So I image she snatched his peanuts away from him. I can't say that she ate them before she threw the bag in the fire but I am relatively certain that she did. I am very sure she encouraged the little toddler to put his hands in the fire to retrieve his bag. My uncle carried the scares of third degree burns on his hands his entire life.
I was still a child but I remember clearly a cousin telling me how my mother smashed a puppy to death between two bricks. If you step back and look carefully and honestly you know that Martha is a sociopath, a sadist. Not, a dumb one, a very clever one.
What happens to a family that unknowingly harbors a sadistic sociopath? Why did we keep her a secret? Why didn't we tell the many horrible things she did to us? We were children, we were helpless. My grandfather just kept praying for her. Did he know she was a demon?
My grandfather lies MURDERED (by her) in and unmarked grave. All of her children (all six of us) are maimed, destroyed, permanently psychologically scarred. My brothers remain under her thumb. I refuse.
Everyone in my family knows she did it! Why am I the only one willing to tell? I can't give up the right for the wrong. She is cunning. She will make you love her. No one will say a word against her in public. Some share their horror secretly, quietly.
Some are convinced that she changed. Some admit that they are still terrified of her. I believe most still love her. That is the hardest part of my story. The woman brutalized me, treated me worse than an animal, secretly plotted the worse schemes against me. Yet I loved her for so long. I hated and loathed her constant abuse, yet I loved her. I lived for the day she would change. She had to curse me out with foul names in 2009 before I finally realized that it is too late. It will never happen.
I have asked GOD why. But, I know the LORD's WORD is replete with warnings against such women. I know He told us to "fear no man." I know He told us to shun evil to walk not in the counsel of the ungodly.
If you are born into the clutches of a demon you need to hurry up and admit it. You can't get blood out of a turnip and you can't get love from a demonic sociopath.
Jesus told us that they would dress up in sheep's clothing but inwardly they would be ravenous wolves. The devil is a liar, the father of lies. When has Martha ever told the truth about any thing? If she loves and trusts GOD so much, why does she still work "roots", practice witchcraft?
Why do people still fear her? Why is she still living? Why did she get away with so much evil so long? Why
do people still ask her to preach and pray for them? Is she a bad habit? too diabolical to be believed? Will she ever repent?
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
I know that the woman that gave birth to me is evil beyond comparison. She is so evil her brain should be donated to science for further study upon her death. I am telling you about it because I am awe struck by the goodness of GOD. GOD saved me and protected me my entire life. I am due to be dead at her hands. I escaped becoming the drug addicted prostitute she carefully planned and plotted for me to be. It was my all knowing loving GOD that saved me from her.
Martha is a sneaky kind of evil. So diabolical there are actually only a few people that really know the truth about her. She is that devious and cunning. Most people think she is a kind loving grandma, sold out for Christ, on her way to heaven. Little do they know.
I know that she was five or six years old when she busted her baby brother in the head with an iron skillet over a piece of sausage. Her brother was four years her junior. But, she harbored more than sibling rivalry for him. She harbored sheer masked hatred. She always hated him. Talked about him like a dog behind his back , but always loved and stroked him to his face.
She described how the blood flew. In her old age I could see the pride swelling as she re-told that story. "Duh n***** wuz trying to choke a piece of sausage out my mouth dat my mama had given me. I picked up dat skillet and lambed dat n**** in duh head! And the blood flew!...my ignut mama beat my ass."
A two year old trying to coke a six year old over a piece of sausage. I think not. More than likely her mother had slipped her baby a piece of sausage and Martha became enraged with greed and jalousy. I call it the "back lie". Martha is very skillful in creating "back lies" to hide her tracks. She is so good she can convince you that it happened just the way she told it. She is also very good, brilliant in fact at hiding her insane jealousy. All of her plots are extremely cunning and perfect.
A nurturing older sibling she was not. "My mama wuz always picking duh luddle n***** up kissing his natchul yalla ass. I mean she wud kiss his ass. She didn't nevah kiss me till I got grown."
I know that is part of her psychosis, unresolved jealousy concerning her mother's love. She would tell me often of how much she hated her mother and father. Then she would turn around and tell me how much she loved them. Is she bi-polar? Does she have multiple personalities?
Was that it? Did her mother inadvertently create serious jealousy and envy? Did she shower her baby son with more attention than her only daughter?
There was another time, my uncle was around two and she was around six. They were given their own bag of peanuts. I wasn't there but the Martha I know is very greedy, selfish and cunning. So I image she snatched his peanuts away from him. I can't say that she ate them before she threw the bag in the fire but I am relatively certain that she did. I am very sure she encouraged the little toddler to put his hands in the fire to retrieve his bag. My uncle carried the scares of third degree burns on his hands his entire life.
I was still a child but I remember clearly a cousin telling me how my mother smashed a puppy to death between two bricks. If you step back and look carefully and honestly you know that Martha is a sociopath, a sadist. Not, a dumb one, a very clever one.
What happens to a family that unknowingly harbors a sadistic sociopath? Why did we keep her a secret? Why didn't we tell the many horrible things she did to us? We were children, we were helpless. My grandfather just kept praying for her. Did he know she was a demon?
My grandfather lies MURDERED (by her) in and unmarked grave. All of her children (all six of us) are maimed, destroyed, permanently psychologically scarred. My brothers remain under her thumb. I refuse.
Everyone in my family knows she did it! Why am I the only one willing to tell? I can't give up the right for the wrong. She is cunning. She will make you love her. No one will say a word against her in public. Some share their horror secretly, quietly.
Some are convinced that she changed. Some admit that they are still terrified of her. I believe most still love her. That is the hardest part of my story. The woman brutalized me, treated me worse than an animal, secretly plotted the worse schemes against me. Yet I loved her for so long. I hated and loathed her constant abuse, yet I loved her. I lived for the day she would change. She had to curse me out with foul names in 2009 before I finally realized that it is too late. It will never happen.
I have asked GOD why. But, I know the LORD's WORD is replete with warnings against such women. I know He told us to "fear no man." I know He told us to shun evil to walk not in the counsel of the ungodly.
If you are born into the clutches of a demon you need to hurry up and admit it. You can't get blood out of a turnip and you can't get love from a demonic sociopath.
Jesus told us that they would dress up in sheep's clothing but inwardly they would be ravenous wolves. The devil is a liar, the father of lies. When has Martha ever told the truth about any thing? If she loves and trusts GOD so much, why does she still work "roots", practice witchcraft?
Why do people still fear her? Why is she still living? Why did she get away with so much evil so long? Why
do people still ask her to preach and pray for them? Is she a bad habit? too diabolical to be believed? Will she ever repent?
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Friday, July 27, 2012
Come to the Light!
Come to the truth. Sit at the feet of your Father in heaven and thank Him for your many blessings. There are certain facts you need to know right now!
#1 There NOTHING covered that shall not be revealed. NOTHING! My own "mother" actively, covertly, clandestinely, maliciously and cruelly tried to destroy me! Not just me, my entire family simply because she is abysmally ignorant, carnal, demonic and INSANELY JEALOUS!
#2 The LORD wants true believers, not people that simply attend church and "practice" religion, repeat prayers and scripture without listening and understanding. There is more to Christ than hooping and hollering and putting on a show to impress others. Is He in your heart? Is He in your walk? your talk? Do you glow with His countenance? Can people see Christ in you? Do you lie and deny? Do you look out for yourself only? How great is your faith? Do you lie and live in the dark because you were led into captivity by your own "mother"? Did that low immoral woman take advantage of you and treat you so savagely you question your manhood? Did she do things so despicable you are ashamed to tell a living soul? She did it! You didn't do it! Slap her down with the truth! Call her what she is, a nasty common ****!
I don't buy her phony declarations of love. Love is an action verb. She was a monster far too cunning. That video I viewed on facebook of that awful boy brutally beating that little girl in full view of day care providers helped me to understand your evil. That is the exact kind of demon you are. Sneaky! That's how you always treated me. You pretended to be a loving mother in front of people but when you got me alone you terrorized me. You two buzzards started sexually abusing me at age four! You knew better. Of course you did. You certainly are a brilliant pedophile. You knew I knew. You dared me to terrorize me with; "Don'cha tell a muthaf****** thang dat go on in dis house!" You can't beat me now and you can't shut my mouth. I gave up all shame because all of the shame belongs to You!
You have the nerve, the unmitigated gall to demand to be honored. Four of your six children graduated from college, one from medical school. You never gave us one red cent. But you were the first in line with your hand out talking about "I'm yo' mama!" Get away from me you sorry despicable being.
You have the nerve to brag; "I ain't nevah repentin'! I ain't repentin' fa' nuttin"!" Let GOD be the judge of that. Don't be so quick to declare what you are not going to do.
#3 A lie will never get you to the truth. A half lie, a back lie, will not get you to the truth. You MURDERED your own father because you were jealous of him. You hated him for being right. You MURDERED him because you are selfish and lazy. You laughed and scoffed. You tried to steal his good name. You are trying to wear his mantel calling yourself a preacher. Anyone that thinks that you are anointed for one second is an idiot.
Yes, I must have been an idiot. I did believe you for far too long. I must say your actions kept me confused. You are quite deceitful and cunning. I must give you that. You are just like that little boy on that video. Looking around and checking to see who is looking.
GOD revealed you to me. You were right in declaring that I was "no sense-ED" My granddaddy promised me that Jesus would fix it. Jesus fixed it for me! Jesus revealed you! You were right I was too cowardly and too terrified to know the truth. I know now! And you can't shut me up!
#4 If you want the love of the LORD Jesus Christ to dwell in your heart you have to pray for it. If you want to be delivered from evil you have to pray. If you want to be forgiven of your sins you have to pray in earnest, in truth.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
#1 There NOTHING covered that shall not be revealed. NOTHING! My own "mother" actively, covertly, clandestinely, maliciously and cruelly tried to destroy me! Not just me, my entire family simply because she is abysmally ignorant, carnal, demonic and INSANELY JEALOUS!
#2 The LORD wants true believers, not people that simply attend church and "practice" religion, repeat prayers and scripture without listening and understanding. There is more to Christ than hooping and hollering and putting on a show to impress others. Is He in your heart? Is He in your walk? your talk? Do you glow with His countenance? Can people see Christ in you? Do you lie and deny? Do you look out for yourself only? How great is your faith? Do you lie and live in the dark because you were led into captivity by your own "mother"? Did that low immoral woman take advantage of you and treat you so savagely you question your manhood? Did she do things so despicable you are ashamed to tell a living soul? She did it! You didn't do it! Slap her down with the truth! Call her what she is, a nasty common ****!
I don't buy her phony declarations of love. Love is an action verb. She was a monster far too cunning. That video I viewed on facebook of that awful boy brutally beating that little girl in full view of day care providers helped me to understand your evil. That is the exact kind of demon you are. Sneaky! That's how you always treated me. You pretended to be a loving mother in front of people but when you got me alone you terrorized me. You two buzzards started sexually abusing me at age four! You knew better. Of course you did. You certainly are a brilliant pedophile. You knew I knew. You dared me to terrorize me with; "Don'cha tell a muthaf****** thang dat go on in dis house!" You can't beat me now and you can't shut my mouth. I gave up all shame because all of the shame belongs to You!
You have the nerve, the unmitigated gall to demand to be honored. Four of your six children graduated from college, one from medical school. You never gave us one red cent. But you were the first in line with your hand out talking about "I'm yo' mama!" Get away from me you sorry despicable being.
You have the nerve to brag; "I ain't nevah repentin'! I ain't repentin' fa' nuttin"!" Let GOD be the judge of that. Don't be so quick to declare what you are not going to do.
#3 A lie will never get you to the truth. A half lie, a back lie, will not get you to the truth. You MURDERED your own father because you were jealous of him. You hated him for being right. You MURDERED him because you are selfish and lazy. You laughed and scoffed. You tried to steal his good name. You are trying to wear his mantel calling yourself a preacher. Anyone that thinks that you are anointed for one second is an idiot.
Yes, I must have been an idiot. I did believe you for far too long. I must say your actions kept me confused. You are quite deceitful and cunning. I must give you that. You are just like that little boy on that video. Looking around and checking to see who is looking.
GOD revealed you to me. You were right in declaring that I was "no sense-ED" My granddaddy promised me that Jesus would fix it. Jesus fixed it for me! Jesus revealed you! You were right I was too cowardly and too terrified to know the truth. I know now! And you can't shut me up!
#4 If you want the love of the LORD Jesus Christ to dwell in your heart you have to pray for it. If you want to be delivered from evil you have to pray. If you want to be forgiven of your sins you have to pray in earnest, in truth.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thursday, July 26, 2012
You can op to be a fake Christian ...
if you want to. You are going to get caught. GOD WILL REVEAL YOU! You would have done better just being a rank heathen. The fact that you studied the WORD, know the WORD and chose to hide behind GOD's WORD to practice the grossest most despicable carnal evil known to mankind makes you repugnant, repulsive, an abomination.
GOD has His own reasons for letting you reign and rail so long. You thought you were so smart, so brilliant, so cunning. You thought you had power didn't you? While you were down there in the graveyard collecting "goofer dust", you should have been reading a book, or going to college. Then you would not have had to suffer with envy and jealousy.
I know you feel like a creep, because you are one.YOU decided to become a creep. You consciously made the decision to become something so foul and evil no one wants to know you. You are a truth that most people can't handle. Few have the courage to accept the fact that you are as depraved as you are.
GOD promised to reveal you and He did. I thank Him! I praise the Living LORD for having mercy on my tortured confused soul.
May the Dear LORD have mercy on my five brothers.
How long are you going to hold out? Look at Coach Sandusky. He had a mind like you. It took many years, but a few of his many victims found the courage to tell. I thank GOD He gave me the courage to tell. PTL!!!
GOD has His own reasons for letting you reign and rail so long. You thought you were so smart, so brilliant, so cunning. You thought you had power didn't you? While you were down there in the graveyard collecting "goofer dust", you should have been reading a book, or going to college. Then you would not have had to suffer with envy and jealousy.
I know you feel like a creep, because you are one.YOU decided to become a creep. You consciously made the decision to become something so foul and evil no one wants to know you. You are a truth that most people can't handle. Few have the courage to accept the fact that you are as depraved as you are.
GOD promised to reveal you and He did. I thank Him! I praise the Living LORD for having mercy on my tortured confused soul.
May the Dear LORD have mercy on my five brothers.
How long are you going to hold out? Look at Coach Sandusky. He had a mind like you. It took many years, but a few of his many victims found the courage to tell. I thank GOD He gave me the courage to tell. PTL!!!
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
If I never love another ..
place, I'll always love Wade, North Carolina. I met the kindest people there. The funniest and most colorful. My mother always accused me of talking too much. The truth is I was actually a very active "listener".
There was a very colorful expression that I heard often; "You thank yo' s*** don't stank." There are some people on this earth that think they are undetectable. They don't think people can discern them. They go around repeating nonsense like;" I can't lose fo' the stuff I use, you can't win fa' duh fix you in."
My mother must have told me that every day of my life growing up. It is one thing to trick and misuse a child. But, you better think before you carry out that awful deed. That child is going to grow up. If you are intelligent, you are going to have an intelligent child. If you have superior intelligence, so will your child.
That child is watching you, listening, taking in every word. You can't hide but for so long. You can't terrify all of your children for ever. Every one doesn't believe in the power of your demonic roots. Some of your children will grow to hate you. You don't MURDER a poor defenseless, elderly, infirm old man! You don't snatch love from a child that you never loved.
You can stalk that child if you want to with your witchcraft hidden behind your phony blessings. "Your sins will find you out." You are not dumb enough to think you can fool GOD are you?
You said ; "I serve a Gawd that sits high and looks low." So do I! you dimwit. I can't help but call you names. That's all you ever did. You called me everything but a child of GOD. I didn't know my name was Rachel until I was in the 5th grade! Shame on you and shame on all women like you.
You think "yo' s*** don't stank". Well, I can smell it through this computer.
There was a very colorful expression that I heard often; "You thank yo' s*** don't stank." There are some people on this earth that think they are undetectable. They don't think people can discern them. They go around repeating nonsense like;" I can't lose fo' the stuff I use, you can't win fa' duh fix you in."
My mother must have told me that every day of my life growing up. It is one thing to trick and misuse a child. But, you better think before you carry out that awful deed. That child is going to grow up. If you are intelligent, you are going to have an intelligent child. If you have superior intelligence, so will your child.
That child is watching you, listening, taking in every word. You can't hide but for so long. You can't terrify all of your children for ever. Every one doesn't believe in the power of your demonic roots. Some of your children will grow to hate you. You don't MURDER a poor defenseless, elderly, infirm old man! You don't snatch love from a child that you never loved.
You can stalk that child if you want to with your witchcraft hidden behind your phony blessings. "Your sins will find you out." You are not dumb enough to think you can fool GOD are you?
You said ; "I serve a Gawd that sits high and looks low." So do I! you dimwit. I can't help but call you names. That's all you ever did. You called me everything but a child of GOD. I didn't know my name was Rachel until I was in the 5th grade! Shame on you and shame on all women like you.
You think "yo' s*** don't stank". Well, I can smell it through this computer.
I was thirteen ...
the first and only time you ever attended a parent-teacher conference or any school function to see about me. My 8th grade teacher, Mr. Everette, told you that I was a brilliant scholar. Those were the exact words he used. Your tremendous insane jealously flamed immediately. Mr. Everette was a white man, a skin color you envy. His love and admiration for me was well known. He was my mentor. He taught me how to make a DNA molecule, something you never heard of. You instantly creditd your "whorishness" for my blessing. "If I had'na married dat PRE-VERT, you wuddna gon' to school wid dem white churin' and you wuddna had no chance to be so smart. So since it was my p**** dat got you dat blessing I got duh right to snatch it back. I'll make sho' dat dumb black ass n**** keep molesting you. As a madder of fact I'm gon' trick him into gettin' you pregnant at fourteen so you will look worse than me."
Well that plot didn't turn out like you planned. I cut the fool in that hotel down in Ft. Gordon, Georgia. You had to pretend that you were shocked, that you didn't know what was going on. You know full well you sent him into my room with his hard black d*** in his hand. Eyes flaming red, pretending to be drunk. Mighty funny how you followed the mps straight to the stockade and bailed him out. You two hogs were caught screwing like dogs the very next day. You were always having loud vulgar sex with the door open or unlocked. You two were the nastiest common people I ever heard of. Lustful and carnal, common as bat s***!
I asked you if you were going to divorce him. You said ;"Naw! Got to git that money honey." I dismissed you as a common c*** right then, I prayed to get grown. "Dear LORD! just let me live to see eighteen. I promise I will never come back LORD." I lied to GOD. I graduated from college and you changed your tactics. Stopped cussing me so much. Declared you loved me, said that you were proud of me.
You lied! You knew that you had to find another way to mistreat me, to slay me. You hated me because I wasn't common like you. You hated me for being studious and self-disciplined. There was no way I could be a common whore like you. Not someone sexually molested since age four. Not some one subjected to the foul vulgar things you forced me to see.
You had me going with that preaching routine. Sadly, that has been your undoing. If you really wanted to ruin me you should have kept me away from Jerome Walters and Wesley Chapel A.M.E. Zion Church. You should have burned every Bible you saw, kept them out of the house. You should have kept me from doing my homework. You did throw quite a bit of it away.
You succeeded in getting my brothers to hate me. That's on them. Any cousins or other relatives that hate me on your behalf, it's fine with me.
Every time you get up in a pulpit with your fake phony prayers and preaching I want you to know that your "church family" reads this blog. People all over the world read this blog!
You have been "outed"! You've been exposed. The world knows. True, some don't care. There may be some that are happy and delighted by my pain. But, I'm Glorified! Praise the LORD!
Well that plot didn't turn out like you planned. I cut the fool in that hotel down in Ft. Gordon, Georgia. You had to pretend that you were shocked, that you didn't know what was going on. You know full well you sent him into my room with his hard black d*** in his hand. Eyes flaming red, pretending to be drunk. Mighty funny how you followed the mps straight to the stockade and bailed him out. You two hogs were caught screwing like dogs the very next day. You were always having loud vulgar sex with the door open or unlocked. You two were the nastiest common people I ever heard of. Lustful and carnal, common as bat s***!
I asked you if you were going to divorce him. You said ;"Naw! Got to git that money honey." I dismissed you as a common c*** right then, I prayed to get grown. "Dear LORD! just let me live to see eighteen. I promise I will never come back LORD." I lied to GOD. I graduated from college and you changed your tactics. Stopped cussing me so much. Declared you loved me, said that you were proud of me.
You lied! You knew that you had to find another way to mistreat me, to slay me. You hated me because I wasn't common like you. You hated me for being studious and self-disciplined. There was no way I could be a common whore like you. Not someone sexually molested since age four. Not some one subjected to the foul vulgar things you forced me to see.
You had me going with that preaching routine. Sadly, that has been your undoing. If you really wanted to ruin me you should have kept me away from Jerome Walters and Wesley Chapel A.M.E. Zion Church. You should have burned every Bible you saw, kept them out of the house. You should have kept me from doing my homework. You did throw quite a bit of it away.
You succeeded in getting my brothers to hate me. That's on them. Any cousins or other relatives that hate me on your behalf, it's fine with me.
Every time you get up in a pulpit with your fake phony prayers and preaching I want you to know that your "church family" reads this blog. People all over the world read this blog!
You have been "outed"! You've been exposed. The world knows. True, some don't care. There may be some that are happy and delighted by my pain. But, I'm Glorified! Praise the LORD!
Dear Martha,
You are famous for your notorious letters, so I thought I would write you one for a change. Don't worry I am not going to wipe my ass with it like you did. I am not going to mail you chicken guts like you did. I am not going to spew hated and venom like you did. I just want to share some of GOD's Gospel truth with you.
"Woe to you who laugh now, For you shall mourn and weep." (Luke 6: 25 cc-dd NKJV)
You have tormented and haunted me from the cradle. You are an ignorant demon possessed woman that refuses to let go of evil. You delight in sin and inflicting pain.
GOD SAVED ME! I could not help being born to you. You could have changed. You chose not to. GOD deliberatly placed Jerome Walters in my life to protect me from you. And I thank Him. I thank GOD every day of my life.
You put on a robe, some how acquired a license to preach. You are not saved. You are a rank reprobate, a stench in GOD's nostrils. You have good sense. But you have no heart and you lack courage. You know that GOD can heal you. You refuse to be healed. That is your choice. But, I am outing you. I'm telling everyone that cares to listen. You may still succeed in taking many to hell with you. It will not be because I didn't warn them.
You sent me many poison pen letters. I had no better sense than to read them. Thank you for the one loaded with your fecal matter. That's when I knew. That was the day I removed all doubt and knew for sure that you are a demon.
You can fool others. But, you can't fool GOD. You MURDERED my granddaddy and you maimed our lives because you were too stupid and whorish to listen to your daddy. You are not nearly as smart as you think you are. You are a disgrace to the entire human race. That fake preaching will not get you in.
You know the Truth. Speak the Truth, tell the Truth and be set free.
Sincerely,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster
(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
"Woe to you who laugh now, For you shall mourn and weep." (Luke 6: 25 cc-dd NKJV)
You have tormented and haunted me from the cradle. You are an ignorant demon possessed woman that refuses to let go of evil. You delight in sin and inflicting pain.
GOD SAVED ME! I could not help being born to you. You could have changed. You chose not to. GOD deliberatly placed Jerome Walters in my life to protect me from you. And I thank Him. I thank GOD every day of my life.
You put on a robe, some how acquired a license to preach. You are not saved. You are a rank reprobate, a stench in GOD's nostrils. You have good sense. But you have no heart and you lack courage. You know that GOD can heal you. You refuse to be healed. That is your choice. But, I am outing you. I'm telling everyone that cares to listen. You may still succeed in taking many to hell with you. It will not be because I didn't warn them.
You sent me many poison pen letters. I had no better sense than to read them. Thank you for the one loaded with your fecal matter. That's when I knew. That was the day I removed all doubt and knew for sure that you are a demon.
You can fool others. But, you can't fool GOD. You MURDERED my granddaddy and you maimed our lives because you were too stupid and whorish to listen to your daddy. You are not nearly as smart as you think you are. You are a disgrace to the entire human race. That fake preaching will not get you in.
You know the Truth. Speak the Truth, tell the Truth and be set free.
Sincerely,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster
(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Common sense
The term "common sense" is actually a misnomer. "Common sense" is not common, meaning a lot of people don't have it. Something simple, elementary, logical and decent eludes , dare I say it, most people.
All people want to be blessed. Many people pray daily for GOD's blessings. We crowd into churches, temples, synagogues, mosques begging our GOD for a blessing.
If you really want to be blessed dare to bless someone else. Allow that Christ like spirit to dwell in you. Beam and radiate with it. Let it show on your countenance. Read your Bible. You will be so blessed, you will not have room for your blessings.
On my sixty-one year journey on this earth I have found that most of the people I encountered suffer with extreme jealousy. Their envy is on automatic. I think it stems from low self-esteem. Low self-esteem stems from a lack of faith or weak faith. My time on this planet revealed that most of the people I know are "deceived believers". They really think that they are Christians simply because they profess to be. They have "religion" but they don't have Christ.
Then there are some hardened criminals, disciples for Satan, hiding in the church. You can spot them a mile away. They don't have an aura. They don't have the countenance. Something about their walk is not right. "From such stay away."
None of us can help how we came into this world. We certainly can not pick our parents. If you had the good fortune to be blessed with loving parents, thank the LORD and live your life blessing others. If you are a person like me, born to the worse possible mother on earth. Hurry up an catch on, move on and salvage as much joy as you can.
Do know that you can't fix that demon. If she opens her mouth, trust GOD, she is lying. There is no good in her. I used to hear my grandfather say; "If you got a dog dat suck eggs, you got to get shed of'um. He ain't gon' nevah stop."
Once Martha smashed that puppy between two bricks she was hooked for life. She enjoys inflicting excruciating pain. It trills her. She is a sadist. Only a sadist could blow her father's heart out and laugh, find joy. It is a hideous truth. It is a fact. I have proof. I have infallible proof. Every day of my life. For some strange reason all of us carry and ugly scar from where we were severely burned under her watch.
She slammed my hand in a car door when I was a child. The ***** convinced me that I did it. Over and over, year after year, from the hot soapy enemas to working roots on me in my old age. I will not give up the right for the wrong. I will not keep my mouth shut.
Martha is an evil "stanking" **** that GOD released over to a reprobate mind over seventy years ago. She made the choice. She deliberated chose evil over good. She thinks she is the most brilliant woman that ever lived. There is no good in her . She has no power "From such stay away."
That woman is common. She is not as smart as she thinks she is. One thing for sure she is not smarter than GOD. "Would a man rob GOD?" More precisely, can a man rob GOD? She has used her beauty and deceitful cunning to ruin my entire family for eighty-six years.
She credits her superior intelligence, cunning and witchcraft. The poor foolish woman still thinks she won. She may never know how much she lost. She has a sick diabolical life that she is ashamed to claim. She can't come to Christ because she lacks "common sense".
She is a nasty *****, not because she was raped at eight years old. She is a common nasty ***** because that was her choice. Foolishly believing she could do exactly as she pleased, when she pleased and bully and intimidate people into accepting her lies. I REFUSE!
Frankly I am sick of her and ashamed of her. I am tired of fighting with her, begging and cajoling her. I will never tire of praying for her. Jesus told us to pray for our enemies, to love them. I must admit I still have a hard time with that command.
When I think about it I know full well it is the right thing to do. "Love your enemies. Pray for them that despitefully use you." She despitefully used me alright. She used every one that ever loved her. She has no love in her heart for anyone. She is the loser. GOD wants no part of her in the state she is in. If she would confess, come clean, she could walk right into the kingdom. She knows that, but she is so corrupt, so rotten, so void of "common sense" she will choose to rot in hell. Her minions will rot there with her. Foolishly blaming me, hating me. I wanted a "good mother" too. I pretended too. I went a long with her fantasy as long as I could. She got old and started slipping, starting telling on herself. She forced me to know the truth. Truth I knew all along.
"Blessed are you when men hate you, And when they exclude you, And revile you, and cast out your name as evil, For the Son of Man's sake. Rejoice in that Day and leap for joy." Luke 6: 22-23 NKJV
I'm leaping for joy! Praise the LORD. GOD saved me! GOD saved me form the most wicked, cunning ,diabolical woman the world has ever known! Hallelujah! Praise His Holy Name! Thank you Jesus! (He didn't have to do it, but He did! He didn't have to save me, but He did!)
My entire family has cast me out, they revile and rebuke me on her say so. Good! Praise the LORD! I don't want to be associated with people as dumb as they are. This woman has done nothing but practice evil and ruined our lives over and over. I refuse to let her ruin my life from the cradle to the grave. My brothers may not have good sense. That doesn't mean I have to play dimwit because they do. Maybe they are getting what they deserve. If they bothered to read their Bible they would know that fearing her is a curse. Dear LORD if it is courage that they lack, give it to them. She emasculated them, stripped them of their testicles. Dear LORD I know you have a reason for letting a "man eater" have five sons and only one daughter. Dear LORD I pray that they gain the courage and "manhood" of Jerome Walters. Restore them LORD. Let them know that it is alright to shun her. Reveal her to them , open their eyes, is my prayer in Jesus' name.
I want the world to know that women like Martha are not as uncommon as you might wish. When you find a woman that wants to exchange her "wares" for rent money, or her car note, you have a whore, a common prostitute. "From such stay away."
Ladies, if your mother is jealous of you, if you can sense it. If she inflicts hurtful comments. If you can never do enough to please her. If she criticizes things about you that you have no control over. If your skin is too black, if you are too fat. If she dresses her insults up to make them sound like loving supporting helpful comments. "You nevah cud find no good man cud you? You did good fa' yo'sef even if didn't no decent man eva' want'cha."
Jealousy and envy abound on this earth. When you hear it, sense it, distance yourself from that weak uncaring "deceived believer".
Trust GOD, let Him lead and guide you in the path of righteousness.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
All people want to be blessed. Many people pray daily for GOD's blessings. We crowd into churches, temples, synagogues, mosques begging our GOD for a blessing.
If you really want to be blessed dare to bless someone else. Allow that Christ like spirit to dwell in you. Beam and radiate with it. Let it show on your countenance. Read your Bible. You will be so blessed, you will not have room for your blessings.
On my sixty-one year journey on this earth I have found that most of the people I encountered suffer with extreme jealousy. Their envy is on automatic. I think it stems from low self-esteem. Low self-esteem stems from a lack of faith or weak faith. My time on this planet revealed that most of the people I know are "deceived believers". They really think that they are Christians simply because they profess to be. They have "religion" but they don't have Christ.
Then there are some hardened criminals, disciples for Satan, hiding in the church. You can spot them a mile away. They don't have an aura. They don't have the countenance. Something about their walk is not right. "From such stay away."
None of us can help how we came into this world. We certainly can not pick our parents. If you had the good fortune to be blessed with loving parents, thank the LORD and live your life blessing others. If you are a person like me, born to the worse possible mother on earth. Hurry up an catch on, move on and salvage as much joy as you can.
Do know that you can't fix that demon. If she opens her mouth, trust GOD, she is lying. There is no good in her. I used to hear my grandfather say; "If you got a dog dat suck eggs, you got to get shed of'um. He ain't gon' nevah stop."
Once Martha smashed that puppy between two bricks she was hooked for life. She enjoys inflicting excruciating pain. It trills her. She is a sadist. Only a sadist could blow her father's heart out and laugh, find joy. It is a hideous truth. It is a fact. I have proof. I have infallible proof. Every day of my life. For some strange reason all of us carry and ugly scar from where we were severely burned under her watch.
She slammed my hand in a car door when I was a child. The ***** convinced me that I did it. Over and over, year after year, from the hot soapy enemas to working roots on me in my old age. I will not give up the right for the wrong. I will not keep my mouth shut.
Martha is an evil "stanking" **** that GOD released over to a reprobate mind over seventy years ago. She made the choice. She deliberated chose evil over good. She thinks she is the most brilliant woman that ever lived. There is no good in her . She has no power "From such stay away."
That woman is common. She is not as smart as she thinks she is. One thing for sure she is not smarter than GOD. "Would a man rob GOD?" More precisely, can a man rob GOD? She has used her beauty and deceitful cunning to ruin my entire family for eighty-six years.
She credits her superior intelligence, cunning and witchcraft. The poor foolish woman still thinks she won. She may never know how much she lost. She has a sick diabolical life that she is ashamed to claim. She can't come to Christ because she lacks "common sense".
She is a nasty *****, not because she was raped at eight years old. She is a common nasty ***** because that was her choice. Foolishly believing she could do exactly as she pleased, when she pleased and bully and intimidate people into accepting her lies. I REFUSE!
Frankly I am sick of her and ashamed of her. I am tired of fighting with her, begging and cajoling her. I will never tire of praying for her. Jesus told us to pray for our enemies, to love them. I must admit I still have a hard time with that command.
When I think about it I know full well it is the right thing to do. "Love your enemies. Pray for them that despitefully use you." She despitefully used me alright. She used every one that ever loved her. She has no love in her heart for anyone. She is the loser. GOD wants no part of her in the state she is in. If she would confess, come clean, she could walk right into the kingdom. She knows that, but she is so corrupt, so rotten, so void of "common sense" she will choose to rot in hell. Her minions will rot there with her. Foolishly blaming me, hating me. I wanted a "good mother" too. I pretended too. I went a long with her fantasy as long as I could. She got old and started slipping, starting telling on herself. She forced me to know the truth. Truth I knew all along.
"Blessed are you when men hate you, And when they exclude you, And revile you, and cast out your name as evil, For the Son of Man's sake. Rejoice in that Day and leap for joy." Luke 6: 22-23 NKJV
I'm leaping for joy! Praise the LORD. GOD saved me! GOD saved me form the most wicked, cunning ,diabolical woman the world has ever known! Hallelujah! Praise His Holy Name! Thank you Jesus! (He didn't have to do it, but He did! He didn't have to save me, but He did!)
My entire family has cast me out, they revile and rebuke me on her say so. Good! Praise the LORD! I don't want to be associated with people as dumb as they are. This woman has done nothing but practice evil and ruined our lives over and over. I refuse to let her ruin my life from the cradle to the grave. My brothers may not have good sense. That doesn't mean I have to play dimwit because they do. Maybe they are getting what they deserve. If they bothered to read their Bible they would know that fearing her is a curse. Dear LORD if it is courage that they lack, give it to them. She emasculated them, stripped them of their testicles. Dear LORD I know you have a reason for letting a "man eater" have five sons and only one daughter. Dear LORD I pray that they gain the courage and "manhood" of Jerome Walters. Restore them LORD. Let them know that it is alright to shun her. Reveal her to them , open their eyes, is my prayer in Jesus' name.
I want the world to know that women like Martha are not as uncommon as you might wish. When you find a woman that wants to exchange her "wares" for rent money, or her car note, you have a whore, a common prostitute. "From such stay away."
Ladies, if your mother is jealous of you, if you can sense it. If she inflicts hurtful comments. If you can never do enough to please her. If she criticizes things about you that you have no control over. If your skin is too black, if you are too fat. If she dresses her insults up to make them sound like loving supporting helpful comments. "You nevah cud find no good man cud you? You did good fa' yo'sef even if didn't no decent man eva' want'cha."
Jealousy and envy abound on this earth. When you hear it, sense it, distance yourself from that weak uncaring "deceived believer".
Trust GOD, let Him lead and guide you in the path of righteousness.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Strangely, it was always ...
much too easy to see. Her repulsive violent hatred and jealousy was very obvious. It was the accepting it that was hard. It was far too painful. It was much easier to go along with her excuses. You talked too much. You were too black. You were a "luddle black heifa'". "I did duh best I cud!"
After all we went to church every single Sunday. We were never permitted to miss church or Sunday school. We prayed together every Sunday morning as a family. She worked "roots". But, they were just in case "roots". Just in case GOD didn't hear her prayer. Just in case some woman got the man she wanted.
"Bayberry candle burned to the socket, luck in the house, money in the pocket." Just some helpful tidbits to make sure your life was better than most. You want that man!? Put some "goofer dust" in his shoes.
What kind of person, what woman demands that her children live in "crisis mode"? Fail at everything they try. That is an evil ignorant person. You should shun that person. "From such stay away."
After all we went to church every single Sunday. We were never permitted to miss church or Sunday school. We prayed together every Sunday morning as a family. She worked "roots". But, they were just in case "roots". Just in case GOD didn't hear her prayer. Just in case some woman got the man she wanted.
"Bayberry candle burned to the socket, luck in the house, money in the pocket." Just some helpful tidbits to make sure your life was better than most. You want that man!? Put some "goofer dust" in his shoes.
What kind of person, what woman demands that her children live in "crisis mode"? Fail at everything they try. That is an evil ignorant person. You should shun that person. "From such stay away."
I don't care how....
deep that pit is. It doesn't matter how brilliant or cunning your nemesis thinks she is, GOD will save you. My LORD is right on time, always quick to my rescue.
I am sure Martha thought her scheme was fool proof. Who would ever suspect their "loving mother" of being the sickest most demonic creature that ever lived? What kind of woman would deliberately ruin and sadistically hurt her own small defenseless children?
A woman with "I love my churin! I sho' love my churin!" stuffed in her greedy lying mouth. The same woman that professed to loving her "dear old daddy" just so she could blow his heart out February 10, 1979 because she truly (secretly) hated him. A woman that is the exact opposite of everything she professes to be. A woman that depends on terrifying fear to keep her "children" in check.
A woman that made sure she involved her children in some sick act so horrific they will never tell on her. She messed up when she targeted me. GOD revealed her. It is very ironic how she was always professing "Gawd took the scales off my eyes."
Well GOD did it for me Martha. He did it for real. I don't have to lie like you did. You ought to be ashamed of yourself. Go some where and get down on your knees and pray to GOD to deliver you from sin, to deliver you from your awful life. Confess your sins to the Father. Apologize to all of your many victims.
Find the courage to say you are sorry. You were bold enough to do it. You were dumb enough to claim you enjoyed it. Stupid enough to think it was pleasurable. Now admit you were wrong. Admit your father was right.
Shame on you! Go wash!
I am sure Martha thought her scheme was fool proof. Who would ever suspect their "loving mother" of being the sickest most demonic creature that ever lived? What kind of woman would deliberately ruin and sadistically hurt her own small defenseless children?
A woman with "I love my churin! I sho' love my churin!" stuffed in her greedy lying mouth. The same woman that professed to loving her "dear old daddy" just so she could blow his heart out February 10, 1979 because she truly (secretly) hated him. A woman that is the exact opposite of everything she professes to be. A woman that depends on terrifying fear to keep her "children" in check.
A woman that made sure she involved her children in some sick act so horrific they will never tell on her. She messed up when she targeted me. GOD revealed her. It is very ironic how she was always professing "Gawd took the scales off my eyes."
Well GOD did it for me Martha. He did it for real. I don't have to lie like you did. You ought to be ashamed of yourself. Go some where and get down on your knees and pray to GOD to deliver you from sin, to deliver you from your awful life. Confess your sins to the Father. Apologize to all of your many victims.
Find the courage to say you are sorry. You were bold enough to do it. You were dumb enough to claim you enjoyed it. Stupid enough to think it was pleasurable. Now admit you were wrong. Admit your father was right.
Shame on you! Go wash!
GOD is so Good!
No, GOD is so Good for real! Not some idle chatter from the mouth of a weak believer. Not something to say to make people believe that you are something that you are not.
"If GOD said it, He'll do it!" I have a testimony! GOD, my Dear Father in Heaven delivered me from the most diabolical abomination the world has ever known. A brilliant woman, smart enough to discover a cure for cancer if she had wanted to. Settled on, focused on one plan and one plan only, the total destruction and annihilation of her entire family.
Why? Because she is ignorant and insanely jealous. She has no moral compass. She hates anything and everything good. She hates herself and most of all she hates GOD. A woman so common she will do anything , commit any act without the slightest qualm or reservation.
She hates the truth. It enrages her. I am tormented by the fact that she MURDERED my grandfather and got clean away with it (seemly).
Let me hurry up and make a very long story short today. She told me that she was brutally raped three times by a friend of the family when she was eight years old. I don't know how this was handled in the small community she grew up in. Evidently it wasn't handled well. "Dey said I lied... said my mama wuz trying to go wid duh n****....my daddy didn't do nuttin' but run duh n**** off."
I was always aware of her seething rage and hatred "fa' dem Wade n*****". She always had a two-faced love. She would hug and kiss on you when she greeted you. Just as soon as you turned your back or got around the corner she had a string of expletives and declarations of hatred for you. No matter who you were or your age. I don't know of a single person she does not hate with a passion.
One thing I know for sure, she hates men. Understand me, she loves to have sex with men. But, she hates them with a vengeance. Evidently still suffering with that unresolved, unpunished rape.
Martha found herself pregnant at sixteen by a tall handsome man. He was movie star fine! Of course he looked white and had straight hair. The fact is he was an Indian (Native American). She obviously seduced him. Her scheme to trap him into marriage backfired. My grandfather didn't get a shotgun or even attempt to get the man to do the right thing. This enraged Martha and she tried to shot her father dead on Mr.Wifford's porch. Mr. Wifford, my grandfather's best friend wrestled the shotgun out of her hands.
Enraged and jealous, she had a pretty baby. Never loved it. Set her mind to punish it, to lead it astray. Martha knew full well why the man refused to marry her. She was promiscuous, a nymphomaniac, in other words a serious 'ho. Evidently she was highly sexed, a woman in heat. There was no appealing to her. She was extremely rebellious, hell bent on doing what ever she pleased. Martha was very beautiful and charming. She could read people just as easily as reading a book. Martha set out early to live a carnal demonic life. And she did. For some reason she suffers with bouts of violent cruel despicable rage.
She would do horrible things, when caught, disavow them, them burn with hatred against her accuser. That was never enough for her. She feigned outrage that you the accuser would have to pay for. You would suffer for your truth telling. At some point early in Martha's life she became a notorious "root worker", a practitioner of the black arts. It worked! She always got the man she wanted. Most of them eventually escaped her house of horrors. She plagued them just the same. You could live with her and suffer or you could leave her and suffer. You were going to suffer. That was your penalty for taking up her time. Get in bed with Martha if you wanted to, you would rue the day. Be born to her, you will rue the day you ever took a breath. "Don't you tell a muthaf***** thang dat go on in dis house" was tattooed on your brain before you could walk. Forbidden to think for yourself, forbidden to control your own life. You belonged to Martha and you would rot in the hell she created for you.
Growing up I always knew that she was a "root worker". I just refused to believe that she used it on us, on me. She did. I was selected by Mr. Russell to be one of his prestigious majorettes. My handsome stepfather (the 3rd husband, not the pervert) paid for my majorette lessons and my grandfather bought me my expensive boots. She secretly raged. I only marched for a few half-time shows. Shows she was too busy doing nothing to come to see. One night I could not get my boot on. My leg and knee were suddenly three or fours times the size of my whole body. Instinctively I knew she was behind it. I refused to believe it. I was not ready to accept my awful truth.
Day after day, month after month, year after year this closeted sick succubus has managed to do something horrible and revolting to everyone in my family. She is a demon too horrible to know. My brothers would rather continue to suffer. It is the most horrible truth a person could ever be forced to embrace.
She has the nerve to attempt to hide behind GOD's WORD. She can quote it, but she can't live it. Don't feel sorry for her. She is rotting in the hell she created. She knows full well how good GOD is. She knows full well that all she has to do is repent. Still a sick demon she would rather die and go to hell before she will repent, before she will make amends and utter the words "I'm sorry".
I am healing. I found ASCA (Adult Survivors of Child Abuse). An organization founded in 1993 for the healing of crushed, bludgeoned, ruined, children.
There are some sick evil demonic cowardly people on this earth. You better know it. Some of them are foolish enough to think fake preaching will save them. Some instill so much fear and loathing in their own children they can never get up, can never be free.
I am free of her today. I will not lie for her. I will not cover for her. AND I WILL TELL THE ENTIRE WORLD WHAT KIND OF WOMAN SHE REALLY IS AND WHAT SHE DID TO ME AND MY GRANDFATHER!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
"If GOD said it, He'll do it!" I have a testimony! GOD, my Dear Father in Heaven delivered me from the most diabolical abomination the world has ever known. A brilliant woman, smart enough to discover a cure for cancer if she had wanted to. Settled on, focused on one plan and one plan only, the total destruction and annihilation of her entire family.
Why? Because she is ignorant and insanely jealous. She has no moral compass. She hates anything and everything good. She hates herself and most of all she hates GOD. A woman so common she will do anything , commit any act without the slightest qualm or reservation.
She hates the truth. It enrages her. I am tormented by the fact that she MURDERED my grandfather and got clean away with it (seemly).
Let me hurry up and make a very long story short today. She told me that she was brutally raped three times by a friend of the family when she was eight years old. I don't know how this was handled in the small community she grew up in. Evidently it wasn't handled well. "Dey said I lied... said my mama wuz trying to go wid duh n****....my daddy didn't do nuttin' but run duh n**** off."
I was always aware of her seething rage and hatred "fa' dem Wade n*****". She always had a two-faced love. She would hug and kiss on you when she greeted you. Just as soon as you turned your back or got around the corner she had a string of expletives and declarations of hatred for you. No matter who you were or your age. I don't know of a single person she does not hate with a passion.
One thing I know for sure, she hates men. Understand me, she loves to have sex with men. But, she hates them with a vengeance. Evidently still suffering with that unresolved, unpunished rape.
Martha found herself pregnant at sixteen by a tall handsome man. He was movie star fine! Of course he looked white and had straight hair. The fact is he was an Indian (Native American). She obviously seduced him. Her scheme to trap him into marriage backfired. My grandfather didn't get a shotgun or even attempt to get the man to do the right thing. This enraged Martha and she tried to shot her father dead on Mr.Wifford's porch. Mr. Wifford, my grandfather's best friend wrestled the shotgun out of her hands.
Enraged and jealous, she had a pretty baby. Never loved it. Set her mind to punish it, to lead it astray. Martha knew full well why the man refused to marry her. She was promiscuous, a nymphomaniac, in other words a serious 'ho. Evidently she was highly sexed, a woman in heat. There was no appealing to her. She was extremely rebellious, hell bent on doing what ever she pleased. Martha was very beautiful and charming. She could read people just as easily as reading a book. Martha set out early to live a carnal demonic life. And she did. For some reason she suffers with bouts of violent cruel despicable rage.
She would do horrible things, when caught, disavow them, them burn with hatred against her accuser. That was never enough for her. She feigned outrage that you the accuser would have to pay for. You would suffer for your truth telling. At some point early in Martha's life she became a notorious "root worker", a practitioner of the black arts. It worked! She always got the man she wanted. Most of them eventually escaped her house of horrors. She plagued them just the same. You could live with her and suffer or you could leave her and suffer. You were going to suffer. That was your penalty for taking up her time. Get in bed with Martha if you wanted to, you would rue the day. Be born to her, you will rue the day you ever took a breath. "Don't you tell a muthaf***** thang dat go on in dis house" was tattooed on your brain before you could walk. Forbidden to think for yourself, forbidden to control your own life. You belonged to Martha and you would rot in the hell she created for you.
Growing up I always knew that she was a "root worker". I just refused to believe that she used it on us, on me. She did. I was selected by Mr. Russell to be one of his prestigious majorettes. My handsome stepfather (the 3rd husband, not the pervert) paid for my majorette lessons and my grandfather bought me my expensive boots. She secretly raged. I only marched for a few half-time shows. Shows she was too busy doing nothing to come to see. One night I could not get my boot on. My leg and knee were suddenly three or fours times the size of my whole body. Instinctively I knew she was behind it. I refused to believe it. I was not ready to accept my awful truth.
Day after day, month after month, year after year this closeted sick succubus has managed to do something horrible and revolting to everyone in my family. She is a demon too horrible to know. My brothers would rather continue to suffer. It is the most horrible truth a person could ever be forced to embrace.
She has the nerve to attempt to hide behind GOD's WORD. She can quote it, but she can't live it. Don't feel sorry for her. She is rotting in the hell she created. She knows full well how good GOD is. She knows full well that all she has to do is repent. Still a sick demon she would rather die and go to hell before she will repent, before she will make amends and utter the words "I'm sorry".
I am healing. I found ASCA (Adult Survivors of Child Abuse). An organization founded in 1993 for the healing of crushed, bludgeoned, ruined, children.
There are some sick evil demonic cowardly people on this earth. You better know it. Some of them are foolish enough to think fake preaching will save them. Some instill so much fear and loathing in their own children they can never get up, can never be free.
I am free of her today. I will not lie for her. I will not cover for her. AND I WILL TELL THE ENTIRE WORLD WHAT KIND OF WOMAN SHE REALLY IS AND WHAT SHE DID TO ME AND MY GRANDFATHER!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Monday, July 23, 2012
Every one can't be ...
a life guard. You have to be specially trained to save a drowning person. Often the victim is so terrified of drowning they will pull you under when you try to save them.
There are people drowning in their own filth on this earth. But, before they will admit their wrong doing they will destroy you. They will try to take you out with them. "From such stay away."
Do you know why the airlines advise you to put on your air mask first? In an effort to help others you must save yourself first. Do not assign more value to the life of your nemesis , your albatross. Don't be fooled by her tears. They are fake. She is just trying to save her reputation. A reputation she really doesn't give a s*** about. She just doesn't want you to win. "No happiness for you." You should not have come through her body. You're the dummy that fell into her clutches. She is going to make sport of you and destroy you. She doesn't have or want any better sense. She is deliberately, consciously, clandestinely, with malice and hatred, destroying you because she firmly believes you destroyed her life. She has suffered with this rotting stinking hatred for 86 years. She is very proud of how well she has kept it hidden. "You dudh fool!" she laughs. "I wud nevah be dat no sense-ED!" ; she brags. Her life would have been wonderful if she had not been saddled with six damn worthless ungrateful "young'uns". She'll fix you. She fix every last one of you. She told you she "ain't admittin' s***!" "You didn't see me!" "Serves you right fa' being so d*** dumb!" You will think twice before you pick her to be your mother. Serves you right. You shouldn't be so stupid, so easily fooled.
"bring me my flowers!... while I can yet smell'um! ...uumph...wonder hi many dummies I got left?"
There are people drowning in their own filth on this earth. But, before they will admit their wrong doing they will destroy you. They will try to take you out with them. "From such stay away."
Do you know why the airlines advise you to put on your air mask first? In an effort to help others you must save yourself first. Do not assign more value to the life of your nemesis , your albatross. Don't be fooled by her tears. They are fake. She is just trying to save her reputation. A reputation she really doesn't give a s*** about. She just doesn't want you to win. "No happiness for you." You should not have come through her body. You're the dummy that fell into her clutches. She is going to make sport of you and destroy you. She doesn't have or want any better sense. She is deliberately, consciously, clandestinely, with malice and hatred, destroying you because she firmly believes you destroyed her life. She has suffered with this rotting stinking hatred for 86 years. She is very proud of how well she has kept it hidden. "You dudh fool!" she laughs. "I wud nevah be dat no sense-ED!" ; she brags. Her life would have been wonderful if she had not been saddled with six damn worthless ungrateful "young'uns". She'll fix you. She fix every last one of you. She told you she "ain't admittin' s***!" "You didn't see me!" "Serves you right fa' being so d*** dumb!" You will think twice before you pick her to be your mother. Serves you right. You shouldn't be so stupid, so easily fooled.
"bring me my flowers!... while I can yet smell'um! ...uumph...wonder hi many dummies I got left?"
You waited a long time ...
for me to finally gain the courage to confront you. I am sure you had rehearsed your feigned outrage many times. "Wha'cha you trying to say!?...I had sump'in to do wid it!?" That screaming intimidating answer came much too fast. I barely got the question out. How could you know what I was talking about?
I was eight years old. A tiny, petite little thing. I could have easily passed for five or six. Now I know why you accused your cousin of being common. "He probably screwing dim luddle girls. Dat's why He got rid of their mama. She's white. Duh n**** was screwing hur sistuh too. They from Poland. He brought dem heah wid his common ass jest so he could do that."
"Why would you say something like that?" I inquired. "'CAUSE I KNOW COMMON ASS N****** DATS WHY!!!" Your answer blew me away. I never connected you to such. I would be lying if I didn't admit that it certainly stirred my memory. "The wicked fleeth when no one pursueth."
It is one thing to do evil if you don't know any better. But, when you commit foul acts and design elaborate schemes to keep them covered, you are a demon, the devil's imp.
If you are the devil's imp, he is going to let you down. You will be exposed to the entire world and a lot of those deeds you did will not make you so gleefully happy any more.
I was eight years old. A tiny, petite little thing. I could have easily passed for five or six. Now I know why you accused your cousin of being common. "He probably screwing dim luddle girls. Dat's why He got rid of their mama. She's white. Duh n**** was screwing hur sistuh too. They from Poland. He brought dem heah wid his common ass jest so he could do that."
"Why would you say something like that?" I inquired. "'CAUSE I KNOW COMMON ASS N****** DATS WHY!!!" Your answer blew me away. I never connected you to such. I would be lying if I didn't admit that it certainly stirred my memory. "The wicked fleeth when no one pursueth."
It is one thing to do evil if you don't know any better. But, when you commit foul acts and design elaborate schemes to keep them covered, you are a demon, the devil's imp.
If you are the devil's imp, he is going to let you down. You will be exposed to the entire world and a lot of those deeds you did will not make you so gleefully happy any more.
Help us Holy Ghost!
A man goes into a movie theater and murders twelve people, wounds fifty or sixty innocent men, women and children. And there are still people that say there is no such thing as evil. If good exists, you must have bad. GOD verses evil. Some choose evil, some choose good. Too many people choose Satan, too few choose GOD. I don't know why. It is the mystery of the ages, of the universe.
If we are not hurting enough here comes that "Rev" Phelps and his "church". Calling people names and glorifying murder. How is that Christian? Let go of the anger. You should not use anger and hatred to force people to go along with your agenda. Is your motivation salvation or humiliation?
Why would anyone ever want to humiliate another human being? What gives you the right to judge or to destroy? Growing up not only did I witness my mother savagely beat my baby brother who was barely a year old. I had to listen to her curse and humiliate him every day. She called him ugly, bugged eyed, pop eyed, dumb. Do know in between her savage cruel treatment she would love on us. Hug us and kiss us, compliment us. Some may call it bi-polar. I call it a ruse, a trick, a ploy, a tool to keep us enslaved, confused.
Martha thoroughly ruined her life by the time she was sixteen. She had an unwanted baby and I am sure a very bad reputation. Trying to murder her daddy on Mr. "Wifford's" porch sure didn't help her reputation in in Wade.
No one could reach her. She "cut duh fool". I think she continued to get pregnant every year. Selfish and uncaring. Always believing her beauty, cunning and charismatic charm was all she would every need. Unfortunately her insane jealousy plagued her. She hated anyone with a college degree, something she could have earned but lacked the discipline.
All I know is that ***** always hated me. Always placed me in harms way when it came to her lovers. She wanted to see me fail. Demanded that I be nothing but a whorish loser like her. I rebelled, I refused. So she did what she has always done, pretended to love me so that she could stay up on me to ruin me, to root me.
If she is in your life she is doing the exact same thing to you. If you can't see it that's your misfortune.
I always hurt for my poor brothers. They certainly suffered some terrible abuse at her hands. "I'll cut yo' muthaf****** balls out!" was their morning wake up call. She hasn't changed, not one bit. She's just old as dirt. The same scummy low immoral creature she has always been. Still jealous hollering "Lawd! Lawd!" not meaning a single word.
"From such stay away." No you never have to say you are sorry. I am sure you never will. Who could dare admit to being as common as you proved to be. You fell lower than whale s***.
Men don't marry a whore. Never get with a woman because she is a beautiful seductress. "From such stay away!"
I was fifty-eight years old and she called me fat and ugly. A shriveled up ancient whore called me ugly and I cried. I was tired. I was visiting her for Christmas. She used her charm and wit to trick me into visiting her once again. No presents. She never has any presents for you. If you get a present it is some left over s*** she didn't want. She will sit around on her old ass and fire insult after insult until you can't take it any more. Then she will play crazy and claim she didn't mean any harm.
"From such stay away." She knows full well why she is still so evil after all of these years. She still uses "witchcraft", still serves the devil and still suffers from carnal lust and sick jealousy. "It is what it is" She is what she is. I choose to be "motherless". I would rather have a cold blooded rattlesnake for a mother. At least it would have the decency to rattle before a strike.
"From such stay away."
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
If we are not hurting enough here comes that "Rev" Phelps and his "church". Calling people names and glorifying murder. How is that Christian? Let go of the anger. You should not use anger and hatred to force people to go along with your agenda. Is your motivation salvation or humiliation?
Why would anyone ever want to humiliate another human being? What gives you the right to judge or to destroy? Growing up not only did I witness my mother savagely beat my baby brother who was barely a year old. I had to listen to her curse and humiliate him every day. She called him ugly, bugged eyed, pop eyed, dumb. Do know in between her savage cruel treatment she would love on us. Hug us and kiss us, compliment us. Some may call it bi-polar. I call it a ruse, a trick, a ploy, a tool to keep us enslaved, confused.
Martha thoroughly ruined her life by the time she was sixteen. She had an unwanted baby and I am sure a very bad reputation. Trying to murder her daddy on Mr. "Wifford's" porch sure didn't help her reputation in in Wade.
No one could reach her. She "cut duh fool". I think she continued to get pregnant every year. Selfish and uncaring. Always believing her beauty, cunning and charismatic charm was all she would every need. Unfortunately her insane jealousy plagued her. She hated anyone with a college degree, something she could have earned but lacked the discipline.
All I know is that ***** always hated me. Always placed me in harms way when it came to her lovers. She wanted to see me fail. Demanded that I be nothing but a whorish loser like her. I rebelled, I refused. So she did what she has always done, pretended to love me so that she could stay up on me to ruin me, to root me.
If she is in your life she is doing the exact same thing to you. If you can't see it that's your misfortune.
I always hurt for my poor brothers. They certainly suffered some terrible abuse at her hands. "I'll cut yo' muthaf****** balls out!" was their morning wake up call. She hasn't changed, not one bit. She's just old as dirt. The same scummy low immoral creature she has always been. Still jealous hollering "Lawd! Lawd!" not meaning a single word.
"From such stay away." No you never have to say you are sorry. I am sure you never will. Who could dare admit to being as common as you proved to be. You fell lower than whale s***.
Men don't marry a whore. Never get with a woman because she is a beautiful seductress. "From such stay away!"
I was fifty-eight years old and she called me fat and ugly. A shriveled up ancient whore called me ugly and I cried. I was tired. I was visiting her for Christmas. She used her charm and wit to trick me into visiting her once again. No presents. She never has any presents for you. If you get a present it is some left over s*** she didn't want. She will sit around on her old ass and fire insult after insult until you can't take it any more. Then she will play crazy and claim she didn't mean any harm.
"From such stay away." She knows full well why she is still so evil after all of these years. She still uses "witchcraft", still serves the devil and still suffers from carnal lust and sick jealousy. "It is what it is" She is what she is. I choose to be "motherless". I would rather have a cold blooded rattlesnake for a mother. At least it would have the decency to rattle before a strike.
"From such stay away."
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, July 21, 2012
Never beat your children!
All you do is instill fear. The scripture does say "Spare the rod and spoil the child." It means knowledge, not a stick. Jesus imparted knowledge. He didn't go around beating and knocking on people. Take the time to instruct your child properly.
If you were victimized as a child. If you suffered vicious savage brutality as I did. Let go of that fear. Leave it at the alter. That monster can no longer hurt you. Yes, she still has a vicious lying mouth. But, at the longest it is not long.
Stand up and be a man. Be the man that she never wanted to see. The man she prevented you from becoming. Trust GOD. He told you to fear no man. That certainly includes your vicious savage primitive demonic mother. Call her what she is. She will never change. You pitying her will never help her. Look beyond that fake exterior. Remember! Recall all of her sick demented acts.
She is going to get exactly what she deserves. You can rest assured of that. You are going to have to look in the mirror when she is finally gone. You are going to question your "manhood". You are going to wonder why you let her slay you so long.
She is not worth it. If you must hate me. Hate me on your own. Don't hate me because she cultivated it, demanded it. Hate the lies she feed you. Hate what she did to your life.
She won't come near me, not because I know the truth. But, because I have the courage to speak the truth, just like my granddaddy. My dear brothers, I assure you, she is the coward, transparent and despicable. She didn't beat you to "raise" you. She did it because she is a savage sadist freak hiding behind her fake persona of "caring nurturing mother". When has she ever cared about you? about anyone? She refused to hold the bottle in your mouth to feed you. She rolled up a towel and slapped the bottle in your mouth. Left you on the couch choking with half the milk spilling out of the corner of your little suckling lips. Now she demands to be kept secret. "Forgit it! Let it go!...I ain't repentin' fa' nuttin'!"
Don't repent! Go straight to hell! You will have plenty of company. Jerome Walters will not be there with you because he didn't kill himself. Blind Ray Charles can see from the grave that you did it!
Do you want to be blessed? healed and set free? "Know ye the Truth!"
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
If you were victimized as a child. If you suffered vicious savage brutality as I did. Let go of that fear. Leave it at the alter. That monster can no longer hurt you. Yes, she still has a vicious lying mouth. But, at the longest it is not long.
Stand up and be a man. Be the man that she never wanted to see. The man she prevented you from becoming. Trust GOD. He told you to fear no man. That certainly includes your vicious savage primitive demonic mother. Call her what she is. She will never change. You pitying her will never help her. Look beyond that fake exterior. Remember! Recall all of her sick demented acts.
She is going to get exactly what she deserves. You can rest assured of that. You are going to have to look in the mirror when she is finally gone. You are going to question your "manhood". You are going to wonder why you let her slay you so long.
She is not worth it. If you must hate me. Hate me on your own. Don't hate me because she cultivated it, demanded it. Hate the lies she feed you. Hate what she did to your life.
She won't come near me, not because I know the truth. But, because I have the courage to speak the truth, just like my granddaddy. My dear brothers, I assure you, she is the coward, transparent and despicable. She didn't beat you to "raise" you. She did it because she is a savage sadist freak hiding behind her fake persona of "caring nurturing mother". When has she ever cared about you? about anyone? She refused to hold the bottle in your mouth to feed you. She rolled up a towel and slapped the bottle in your mouth. Left you on the couch choking with half the milk spilling out of the corner of your little suckling lips. Now she demands to be kept secret. "Forgit it! Let it go!...I ain't repentin' fa' nuttin'!"
Don't repent! Go straight to hell! You will have plenty of company. Jerome Walters will not be there with you because he didn't kill himself. Blind Ray Charles can see from the grave that you did it!
Do you want to be blessed? healed and set free? "Know ye the Truth!"
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Friday, July 20, 2012
"I have never seen the righteous forsaken ...
nor his seed begging bread." My grandfather taught me that before I could read. I know it's true. GOD has demonstrated His promises in my life over and over. "You can't make me doubt Him!" No matter how rank and stubborn that demon in your life is.
I have no idea how many people are afflicted with a salacious succubus such as the one that still holds my family hostage. I know that she is powerless. The only power she has over my family is the power they give her. GOD revealed her to me and released me from her demonic grip. Praise the LORD!
Why she keeps pretending to love the LORD mystifies me. The many, many horrific deeds that woman pulled off successfully were spawned from the mind of Satan. She hates me and I am glorified! If she had continued her brilliant saved and sanctified motherly act I may have remained as blind and ignorant as the rest of my family.
Stick with her. Hold on to her. GOD promises you a curse for your trouble. Read Proverbs. A whore is a deep ditch, she will lead to to a crust of bread. That is what she fully intends to do. Luring you with a promise of an inheritance. What has she ever done for you? Brought you nothing but shame and humiliation! I will not abide her, I will not hide her. I WILL TELL THE ENTIRE WORLD! The world needs to know such sick evil women exist and they are too cowardly to menace the world so they deliberated target their own children. And laugh! Sick and demented she continues to laugh. Pretending she pulled off the crime of the century. The fool still doesn't know her greatest crime was deluding and destroying herself.
I will not go down that rat hole with her. When was she ever right about any thing? When has she ever told the truth about anything? You know full well that she is a hideous whore that hates GOD! Hated her daddy for always telling her the truth about herself. She MURDERED him but she can't MURDER GOD's Truth. I will not lie and pretend for her. So she hates me? At least I made her do it honestly, out in the open. Who does she not hate? She hates you! If you ever did anything better, achieved more, have fifty more cents, she hates you.
She sticks to you, coos in your ear, gives you a cheap gift just so she can remain in your life for one purpose only, to destroy you. She is insatiable. She can never get enough of the debilitating pain she inflicts. She laughs at you. Calls you "no sensed-ED" Tells the world that you are a dim-witted idiot. Broadcasts every mistake you ever made. Never revealing how she ruined you, how she led you down the path of "no return".
Why? The evil cunt did it because she was stupid enough to destroy herself. Too full of pride and blind rage to redeem herself. Too foolish and confused to confess or come to any form of repentance she continues to try and fight against GOD's Holy WORD.
One of these days GOD's Holy WORDS are going to choke in her lying mouth. She is not that blind and she is not nearly as stupid as she pretends. But, she is that wicked. Jesus told you;"From such stay away!" Trust GOD He will deliver you!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
I have no idea how many people are afflicted with a salacious succubus such as the one that still holds my family hostage. I know that she is powerless. The only power she has over my family is the power they give her. GOD revealed her to me and released me from her demonic grip. Praise the LORD!
Why she keeps pretending to love the LORD mystifies me. The many, many horrific deeds that woman pulled off successfully were spawned from the mind of Satan. She hates me and I am glorified! If she had continued her brilliant saved and sanctified motherly act I may have remained as blind and ignorant as the rest of my family.
Stick with her. Hold on to her. GOD promises you a curse for your trouble. Read Proverbs. A whore is a deep ditch, she will lead to to a crust of bread. That is what she fully intends to do. Luring you with a promise of an inheritance. What has she ever done for you? Brought you nothing but shame and humiliation! I will not abide her, I will not hide her. I WILL TELL THE ENTIRE WORLD! The world needs to know such sick evil women exist and they are too cowardly to menace the world so they deliberated target their own children. And laugh! Sick and demented she continues to laugh. Pretending she pulled off the crime of the century. The fool still doesn't know her greatest crime was deluding and destroying herself.
I will not go down that rat hole with her. When was she ever right about any thing? When has she ever told the truth about anything? You know full well that she is a hideous whore that hates GOD! Hated her daddy for always telling her the truth about herself. She MURDERED him but she can't MURDER GOD's Truth. I will not lie and pretend for her. So she hates me? At least I made her do it honestly, out in the open. Who does she not hate? She hates you! If you ever did anything better, achieved more, have fifty more cents, she hates you.
She sticks to you, coos in your ear, gives you a cheap gift just so she can remain in your life for one purpose only, to destroy you. She is insatiable. She can never get enough of the debilitating pain she inflicts. She laughs at you. Calls you "no sensed-ED" Tells the world that you are a dim-witted idiot. Broadcasts every mistake you ever made. Never revealing how she ruined you, how she led you down the path of "no return".
Why? The evil cunt did it because she was stupid enough to destroy herself. Too full of pride and blind rage to redeem herself. Too foolish and confused to confess or come to any form of repentance she continues to try and fight against GOD's Holy WORD.
One of these days GOD's Holy WORDS are going to choke in her lying mouth. She is not that blind and she is not nearly as stupid as she pretends. But, she is that wicked. Jesus told you;"From such stay away!" Trust GOD He will deliver you!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thursday, July 19, 2012
He pities every groan ...
Demons know it, but they don't care. So consumed with carnal pleasure they will not be stopped. They know better, that is why they are such skillful vicious liars. Repulsed by their own putrid smell they demand that you, you the victim hide them. Demand that you remain blind, believe every lie they spill. So revolting they hate themselves. They hate the creature they became and will never have the courage to acknowledge. So they continue to do what they have always done. Ripe you apart, tear you down. Hate you for knowing their truth. Hate you because GOD revealed His Truth to you.
Amazed and jealous of your success they try to rob you. Theses people are takers. They give minimally and when they do give it is always part of some sick scheme, some perverted plot.
Never call a pervert a pervert. They will ripe your head off. They don't want your help. They just want to continue to do what they do best, pervert.
"You can lead a horse to water but you can not make him drink." You can not help a perverted demon. Not one that thinks she is smarter than you. Not one that justifies her deeds and depends on her cunning to shield her. That, and phony preaching and a few token gifts.
Jesus told you to shun the very presence of evil. You better listen. There are some sick disgusting people on this planet earth. There are just as many evil immoral women as men. Why are so many people quick to believe that birthing a baby makes you a saint? Quoting the Bible doesn't make you a believer. Cunning demons know the Bible.
Don't be a lazy illiterate Christian. Study your Bible for yourself. Pray for understanding. Pray for deliverance from evil. Thank GOD every day, every hour for protection.
Dear LORD thank you for delivering me from that diabolical hideous monster. Deliver my family if they so desire. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ I pray.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster ( the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Amazed and jealous of your success they try to rob you. Theses people are takers. They give minimally and when they do give it is always part of some sick scheme, some perverted plot.
Never call a pervert a pervert. They will ripe your head off. They don't want your help. They just want to continue to do what they do best, pervert.
"You can lead a horse to water but you can not make him drink." You can not help a perverted demon. Not one that thinks she is smarter than you. Not one that justifies her deeds and depends on her cunning to shield her. That, and phony preaching and a few token gifts.
Jesus told you to shun the very presence of evil. You better listen. There are some sick disgusting people on this planet earth. There are just as many evil immoral women as men. Why are so many people quick to believe that birthing a baby makes you a saint? Quoting the Bible doesn't make you a believer. Cunning demons know the Bible.
Don't be a lazy illiterate Christian. Study your Bible for yourself. Pray for understanding. Pray for deliverance from evil. Thank GOD every day, every hour for protection.
Dear LORD thank you for delivering me from that diabolical hideous monster. Deliver my family if they so desire. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ I pray.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster ( the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
There are some ...
foolish people on this earth that proclaim their longevity to be a blessing from GOD. It may be a blessing, but not for them. There are some women, so wicked, so cruel and disgusting that it takes their victims decades to heal, to gather the strengthen and courage to save themselves.
How can you love yourself if your mother taught you that you weren't s***? How can you enjoy your life if you have been forced to live in crisis mode for all of it? How can you find courage if you mother beat you severely from birth? Led you into captivity with the sickest foulest forms of carnal sexual deviancy ?
What if she was cunning enough to put on a cloak, a robe, called herself a (pretend) "preacher"? You listen. You watch. You look at her fruit and come to GOD's Truth on your own.
What kind of mother is happy, glories in the down fall of her own children? She knows why her son remains "mentally ill". She knows all too well the true cause. She doesn't care. As a matter of fact, she is delighted.
A very foolish woman that is willing to do anything to make herself look good. A very wicked, twisted woman that can not, will not let go of the devil's hand. Demon You are hereby put on notice! (Notice that you don't need because you knew from the beginning.) YOU WILL NOT HARM GOD'S CHILDREN AND GET AWAY!
That Bible that you profile with, skim through and use as a tool to enslave the simple, is GOD'S PROPHETIC WORD! How dare you think you can get away! How did you think you could savagely sexually abuse your own children and get away? How did you think you could MURDER a good man like Jerome Walters and escape the wrath of Almighty GOD?
How can you love yourself if your mother taught you that you weren't s***? How can you enjoy your life if you have been forced to live in crisis mode for all of it? How can you find courage if you mother beat you severely from birth? Led you into captivity with the sickest foulest forms of carnal sexual deviancy ?
What if she was cunning enough to put on a cloak, a robe, called herself a (pretend) "preacher"? You listen. You watch. You look at her fruit and come to GOD's Truth on your own.
What kind of mother is happy, glories in the down fall of her own children? She knows why her son remains "mentally ill". She knows all too well the true cause. She doesn't care. As a matter of fact, she is delighted.
A very foolish woman that is willing to do anything to make herself look good. A very wicked, twisted woman that can not, will not let go of the devil's hand. Demon You are hereby put on notice! (Notice that you don't need because you knew from the beginning.) YOU WILL NOT HARM GOD'S CHILDREN AND GET AWAY!
That Bible that you profile with, skim through and use as a tool to enslave the simple, is GOD'S PROPHETIC WORD! How dare you think you can get away! How did you think you could savagely sexually abuse your own children and get away? How did you think you could MURDER a good man like Jerome Walters and escape the wrath of Almighty GOD?
We call them "sickos"
We all know they exist. John Wayne Gasey, Jeffery Dommer, Ted Bundy, Catherine the Great, Ivan the Terrible. We just don't want to admit that we could possibly have one in our own families. We don't want to know. We pretend that we don't know. Some ignorant preacher told us to pray for them. They never tell us to rebuke them, to shun them. Culturally we are taught to suffer. "Take dat to your grave." "Don't shame the family name."
Look what she did to the family name! Look what she did to the family Patriarch! Bold! Unrepentant! Waxing worse and worse. I will not take it! I will not remain silent!
Demons do plague ordinary simple families. Why? Because we let them. I won't! Not any more.
Look what she did to the family name! Look what she did to the family Patriarch! Bold! Unrepentant! Waxing worse and worse. I will not take it! I will not remain silent!
Demons do plague ordinary simple families. Why? Because we let them. I won't! Not any more.
Thank You Jesus!
Praise the LORD! Dear LORD in Heaven I had no idea how you were protecting me, leading and guiding me. Dear LORD I will praise you, glorify you and proclaim your Great Name for the rest of my life.
Born into the clutches of this vicious animal I had no way of knowing what this fallen woman had in store for me, for us. Her many, constant, never ending sick, repugnant, cowardly and depraved deeds I will not repeat today. They are too vile to recall or repeat. GOD rescued me! I escaped! I am free! It is my desire to free others, to bring them to the light. She is too horrible, too terrifying to recognize. Dear LORD give my family courage. Let them know that they can't wish her away. Give my brothers the courage to stand up to her. Take their shame LORD. Shame she deliberated inflicted upon them to keep herself a secret.
Touch their hearts with a finger of love LORD and release them from this vicious demon. Teach them to love themselves.
There is some evil on this earth too horrifying to know, sins that we can't wish away. We can't ignore it and pretend that it doesn't exist. The more we pet it and pretend, the worse it gets. When you see evil you must stand up to it. Stand up to the devil! The devil fears you! The devil is terrified of the Holy Ghost! Pray for the Holy Ghost, the indwelling of His Holy Spirit. Have it for real. Don't pretend. Trust GOD He will deliver you. GOD will expose that demon and put her in her place.
Dear LORD thank you for having mercy on me. Deliver my family LORD! Shine a spot light on that demon. Reveal her for what she really is. Reveal her sins LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Born into the clutches of this vicious animal I had no way of knowing what this fallen woman had in store for me, for us. Her many, constant, never ending sick, repugnant, cowardly and depraved deeds I will not repeat today. They are too vile to recall or repeat. GOD rescued me! I escaped! I am free! It is my desire to free others, to bring them to the light. She is too horrible, too terrifying to recognize. Dear LORD give my family courage. Let them know that they can't wish her away. Give my brothers the courage to stand up to her. Take their shame LORD. Shame she deliberated inflicted upon them to keep herself a secret.
Touch their hearts with a finger of love LORD and release them from this vicious demon. Teach them to love themselves.
There is some evil on this earth too horrifying to know, sins that we can't wish away. We can't ignore it and pretend that it doesn't exist. The more we pet it and pretend, the worse it gets. When you see evil you must stand up to it. Stand up to the devil! The devil fears you! The devil is terrified of the Holy Ghost! Pray for the Holy Ghost, the indwelling of His Holy Spirit. Have it for real. Don't pretend. Trust GOD He will deliver you. GOD will expose that demon and put her in her place.
Dear LORD thank you for having mercy on me. Deliver my family LORD! Shine a spot light on that demon. Reveal her for what she really is. Reveal her sins LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, July 15, 2012
Every thing is coming up roses...
Trust GOD children. He will see you through. No matter how dark the night, how rugged your road. The wicked will never prosper. And apparently they never learn.
Get up! Where ever you are get up! Love yourself! GOD loves you. No matter how long you hang around that demon listening to her lies she will never love you, she can't. A person that can't love GOD can never love you.
Any one that can't love Jerome Walters is beyond any help you can ever give them. You are somebody! You are a child of GOD and you deserve a good life. You are not her trash. Don't let her continue to wipe her feet on you.
See through her sick manipulative lies. Let's face it, she's lost and can never be found. Do not waste another moment trying to heal her. Heal yourself. Mend your wounds. The wounds she inflicted and mocks you for noticing. She is roaring with anger because you dared to criticize her. You are nothing and your feelings will never count. She is not putting on. She genuinely can't feel or love another human being on this earth. A woman that only lives to inflict pain and is cunning enough to use GOD to have her way should be avoided like the plague she is.
When a small child bludgeons a tiny puppy to death and enjoys it, relishes it, the entire world is in trouble. Families if you have such a child. Don't keep her a secret. Warn the world. Do more than pray for her, get her some help. Never, never, just ignore her. Do not go along with her fantasies. If you do, you will get what my family got, an eight-six year old demon determined to menace and wreck havoc until the day death over takes her.
Never be afraid of the truth children. Embrace it, it will protect you.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Get up! Where ever you are get up! Love yourself! GOD loves you. No matter how long you hang around that demon listening to her lies she will never love you, she can't. A person that can't love GOD can never love you.
Any one that can't love Jerome Walters is beyond any help you can ever give them. You are somebody! You are a child of GOD and you deserve a good life. You are not her trash. Don't let her continue to wipe her feet on you.
See through her sick manipulative lies. Let's face it, she's lost and can never be found. Do not waste another moment trying to heal her. Heal yourself. Mend your wounds. The wounds she inflicted and mocks you for noticing. She is roaring with anger because you dared to criticize her. You are nothing and your feelings will never count. She is not putting on. She genuinely can't feel or love another human being on this earth. A woman that only lives to inflict pain and is cunning enough to use GOD to have her way should be avoided like the plague she is.
When a small child bludgeons a tiny puppy to death and enjoys it, relishes it, the entire world is in trouble. Families if you have such a child. Don't keep her a secret. Warn the world. Do more than pray for her, get her some help. Never, never, just ignore her. Do not go along with her fantasies. If you do, you will get what my family got, an eight-six year old demon determined to menace and wreck havoc until the day death over takes her.
Never be afraid of the truth children. Embrace it, it will protect you.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, July 14, 2012
All for naught ...
You tried to make me hate myself, devalue myself. I was nothing to you, so I didn't deserve anything in this world. You were determined to make me suffer for burdening you with my sorry life. No, you didn't just do it to me. You did it to everyone you "love".
Do you actually think claiming to love someone and giving them a few sorry gifts clears you? Do you think your lying declarations corrects your constant sins?
You poor lady. You are burdened with some sick hatred and insane jealousy. You know the answer. You know confessing your sins and accepting Christ would miraculously save your life in an instant. You know that your pathological lies and carnal lust destroyed your life.
Is it easier to hate me? Hate your father? Is it easier to secretly hate everyone that ever tried to love you?
I forgive you. I forgive you, pity you and continue to pray for you. You sure made a sorry mess of your life because you could never embrace the truth. You could never be wrong.
Granddaddy was right. His simple explanation for you was ignorance.""Don't pay no attention to yo' mama....she ignut."
I have sixty-one years of your awful treachery and betrayal. You don't have to worry about me trying to love you any more. I don't hate you either. That is a tremendous burden I refuse to carry any longer.
I just want you to know, all your plots, all your cunning vile manipulation and soothsaying was for naught.
I'm fine. I'm healing. GOD is healing that little girl you destroyed. If you pray maybe GOD will heal yours.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Do you actually think claiming to love someone and giving them a few sorry gifts clears you? Do you think your lying declarations corrects your constant sins?
You poor lady. You are burdened with some sick hatred and insane jealousy. You know the answer. You know confessing your sins and accepting Christ would miraculously save your life in an instant. You know that your pathological lies and carnal lust destroyed your life.
Is it easier to hate me? Hate your father? Is it easier to secretly hate everyone that ever tried to love you?
I forgive you. I forgive you, pity you and continue to pray for you. You sure made a sorry mess of your life because you could never embrace the truth. You could never be wrong.
Granddaddy was right. His simple explanation for you was ignorance.""Don't pay no attention to yo' mama....she ignut."
I have sixty-one years of your awful treachery and betrayal. You don't have to worry about me trying to love you any more. I don't hate you either. That is a tremendous burden I refuse to carry any longer.
I just want you to know, all your plots, all your cunning vile manipulation and soothsaying was for naught.
I'm fine. I'm healing. GOD is healing that little girl you destroyed. If you pray maybe GOD will heal yours.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Friday, July 13, 2012
Joy!
Do you want it? Just ask for it. Pray to the Father and He will give it to you. He sure will. Do you want to be delivered from sin? Pray. It is as simple as that. Are you double minded? Good one minute, evil the next? Pray and ask GOD for understanding. Pray, ask for wisdom.
Man is by nature a fallen creature. That fallen nature was given to us by Adam. Adam and Eve did not trust GOD. Tempted by Satan's tricks, they fell. But, Jesus came to give us another chance. Not just one chance, but a million, if we need them. No matter how many times you fall prey to the enemy, you can always turn around. You do have to humble yourself. You do have to admit that you were foolish and carnal. You do have to admit that you are ashamed. You must repent.
There is no getting around repentance. To repent means that you have changed your mind. Please do not put on "Christ" to fool people. Don't use Christ as a snare. You will only ensnare yourself. When you are caught you will be humiliated and furious. Don't be furious with GOD. Thank Him. Thank Him for another opportunity to get it right.
Love your enemies. Thank them for the mistreatment and pain. It enabled you to humble yourself. GOD knows what you need. Praise GOD! Thank Him!
I thank GOD for each and every day of my life. I thank Him for Jerome Walters and other true Christians just like him. My grandfather died and went on to glory and he did not have any hatred in his heart for any man. My grandfather loves his daughter and forgives her. That's Christ. That is what it means to be a Christian. That's Joy! That is unspeakable Joy! Jerome Walters had a Christ like spirit. He was a very humble man. He had that Perfect Peace. That is something I long for, pray for.
I get it sometime. I have it today. I prayed for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit. I pray daily as I struggle in this world. I pray as my heart aches. I pray when my awful pain brings me crashing down to my knees.
My grandfather's heart was broken. So many tragic events attacked him. Yet he held on to GOD's unchanging hand. His daughter's treacherous trickery broke his heart. He tried, he could not change her. I have grown frustrated and my heart aches. I can't change her. No amount of pleading and appeals from me can reach her. Frightened relatives refuse to help her.
Are you yet that selfish, that blind? Why do you laugh with her when you know full well she is lying? You listen to her reinvent herself daily. You know the person she declares herself to be has never existed. Are you afraid of her "roots"? Why? If you believe in GOD you know that you are protected.
Could it be you are a closet demon as well? Do you suffer with secret jealousy? Do you get off on the suffering of others? Can you pray? Do you put Jesus on your lips to look good, to sound good?
Remember, man is by nature a fallen creature. You can get up. We can all get up. This Christian walk is a daily fight. If you fall, forgive yourself quickly. Get up! Pray and continue to fight. Pray for GOD to take that awful excruciating pain. Pray for GOD to take the debilitating hatred.
We serve a GOD of a million chances. If you don't get it right today. GOD will give you another chance if you ask Him.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Man is by nature a fallen creature. That fallen nature was given to us by Adam. Adam and Eve did not trust GOD. Tempted by Satan's tricks, they fell. But, Jesus came to give us another chance. Not just one chance, but a million, if we need them. No matter how many times you fall prey to the enemy, you can always turn around. You do have to humble yourself. You do have to admit that you were foolish and carnal. You do have to admit that you are ashamed. You must repent.
There is no getting around repentance. To repent means that you have changed your mind. Please do not put on "Christ" to fool people. Don't use Christ as a snare. You will only ensnare yourself. When you are caught you will be humiliated and furious. Don't be furious with GOD. Thank Him. Thank Him for another opportunity to get it right.
Love your enemies. Thank them for the mistreatment and pain. It enabled you to humble yourself. GOD knows what you need. Praise GOD! Thank Him!
I thank GOD for each and every day of my life. I thank Him for Jerome Walters and other true Christians just like him. My grandfather died and went on to glory and he did not have any hatred in his heart for any man. My grandfather loves his daughter and forgives her. That's Christ. That is what it means to be a Christian. That's Joy! That is unspeakable Joy! Jerome Walters had a Christ like spirit. He was a very humble man. He had that Perfect Peace. That is something I long for, pray for.
I get it sometime. I have it today. I prayed for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit. I pray daily as I struggle in this world. I pray as my heart aches. I pray when my awful pain brings me crashing down to my knees.
My grandfather's heart was broken. So many tragic events attacked him. Yet he held on to GOD's unchanging hand. His daughter's treacherous trickery broke his heart. He tried, he could not change her. I have grown frustrated and my heart aches. I can't change her. No amount of pleading and appeals from me can reach her. Frightened relatives refuse to help her.
Are you yet that selfish, that blind? Why do you laugh with her when you know full well she is lying? You listen to her reinvent herself daily. You know the person she declares herself to be has never existed. Are you afraid of her "roots"? Why? If you believe in GOD you know that you are protected.
Could it be you are a closet demon as well? Do you suffer with secret jealousy? Do you get off on the suffering of others? Can you pray? Do you put Jesus on your lips to look good, to sound good?
Remember, man is by nature a fallen creature. You can get up. We can all get up. This Christian walk is a daily fight. If you fall, forgive yourself quickly. Get up! Pray and continue to fight. Pray for GOD to take that awful excruciating pain. Pray for GOD to take the debilitating hatred.
We serve a GOD of a million chances. If you don't get it right today. GOD will give you another chance if you ask Him.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thursday, July 12, 2012
Cruelty and stubborn ignorance, ...
a bad mix. No one could ever tell her anything. She knows she knows everything. Confidant that her lies are undetectable, her guile indiscernible, she waxed worse and worse for 86 years.
How many women would whore around on their blind husband then beat him up for complaining? A man that married her because she was a beautiful woman with three illegitimate children. A man so in "love" he bought her a brand new Cadillac.
The second husband could see but didn't fare much better. He got his a** beat on the regular. He was treated worse. He was not allowed to cash his check. A foul demon she involved him in some of her debauchery early so that she would have something on him. He would never dare divorce her like that blind man.
"You bed'not tell it!" Your fear gave her free license to do as she pleased. That and the awful beating, stabbing or shooting and vulgar loud cursing you would have to take. You would get hated on. You learned to prefer her secret hatred. Let her pretend to love you. Let her slob on you. She is so convincing.
A fiercely violent woman that still can't say she is sorry. That is one lie Mathy refuses to tell. Why? You might feel better. You might get the impression that she is not perfect. Don't you dare think that she has ever been wrong about anything. Any mistakes she ever made was someone else's fault.
She hates you with a passion for criticizing her, for knowing her sick disgusting truth. Truth too repulsive for her to admit to herself. How dare you know her dark side. "Just play dumb. Pretend like I didn't do it. Your feelings don't count. You're black! You're ugly! You are a bastard. I could have given your sorry black a** away. I could have aborted you like I did those other four. Git Ova' It N****! S***! D***! I'm F****** Tired of hearing about it! I ain't nevah gon' admit it! Why don'cha jest shut duh F*** Up!"
" You don't deserve to know who your daddy is! So you were horribly sexually molested! Get over it! You can't prove I had nuttin' to do with it. So you got molested for years and I nevah stopped screwing him. Evan after I divorced him! I'm Mathy Jane. I can do what I please. There is no law, no Covenant, nothing that will ever prevent me from the honor I demand."
"Look at'um! Dey bed'not honor dey granddaddy! Yea I hated him! and I killed duh n*****! Dey bed'not say nuttin'! Dey bedder fear me. A lot didn't...and I sho' made'um suffer. Dey bedder give me the respect I demand! I'm beautiful! I'm brilliant! I'm yalla! and I'm Mathy Jane. I'm an ordained minister in the AME Zion Church!"
Will you have the courage to honor a great man today? Or will you remain silent? Her dutiful slave. Will you pretend that you believe Jerome Walters killed himself just to appease her? Are you still afraid to upset her? Are you still afraid of her demonic wrath?
I will continue to pray for you. I pray that GOD will grant you the courage and blessings you deserve.
How many women would whore around on their blind husband then beat him up for complaining? A man that married her because she was a beautiful woman with three illegitimate children. A man so in "love" he bought her a brand new Cadillac.
The second husband could see but didn't fare much better. He got his a** beat on the regular. He was treated worse. He was not allowed to cash his check. A foul demon she involved him in some of her debauchery early so that she would have something on him. He would never dare divorce her like that blind man.
"You bed'not tell it!" Your fear gave her free license to do as she pleased. That and the awful beating, stabbing or shooting and vulgar loud cursing you would have to take. You would get hated on. You learned to prefer her secret hatred. Let her pretend to love you. Let her slob on you. She is so convincing.
A fiercely violent woman that still can't say she is sorry. That is one lie Mathy refuses to tell. Why? You might feel better. You might get the impression that she is not perfect. Don't you dare think that she has ever been wrong about anything. Any mistakes she ever made was someone else's fault.
She hates you with a passion for criticizing her, for knowing her sick disgusting truth. Truth too repulsive for her to admit to herself. How dare you know her dark side. "Just play dumb. Pretend like I didn't do it. Your feelings don't count. You're black! You're ugly! You are a bastard. I could have given your sorry black a** away. I could have aborted you like I did those other four. Git Ova' It N****! S***! D***! I'm F****** Tired of hearing about it! I ain't nevah gon' admit it! Why don'cha jest shut duh F*** Up!"
" You don't deserve to know who your daddy is! So you were horribly sexually molested! Get over it! You can't prove I had nuttin' to do with it. So you got molested for years and I nevah stopped screwing him. Evan after I divorced him! I'm Mathy Jane. I can do what I please. There is no law, no Covenant, nothing that will ever prevent me from the honor I demand."
"Look at'um! Dey bed'not honor dey granddaddy! Yea I hated him! and I killed duh n*****! Dey bed'not say nuttin'! Dey bedder fear me. A lot didn't...and I sho' made'um suffer. Dey bedder give me the respect I demand! I'm beautiful! I'm brilliant! I'm yalla! and I'm Mathy Jane. I'm an ordained minister in the AME Zion Church!"
Will you have the courage to honor a great man today? Or will you remain silent? Her dutiful slave. Will you pretend that you believe Jerome Walters killed himself just to appease her? Are you still afraid to upset her? Are you still afraid of her demonic wrath?
I will continue to pray for you. I pray that GOD will grant you the courage and blessings you deserve.
"Happy Birthday! Granddaddy!"
Today is the 118th anniversary of my grandfather's birth. Jerome Walters was born July 12, 1894, in Robeson county, South Carolina. His parents Artemus and Mary Ann Wright Walters were mostly "Indian". Pap (Artemus) was white and Native American. His mother Mary Ann was Native American, white and African. Mary Ann's mother (also named Mary) was a free issue slave. A strong willed determined woman she purchased her own freedom. Continued to live in the same community where she was once a slave. They say she "toted" a shot gun and refused to take guff off of anyone.
Mary Ann and Artemus Walters looked white. Could have passed for white if they so desired. Mary Ann was very proud of the African blood that ran warm in her veins. That fierce pride was passed down to my grandfather.
I carry their genes. I am also fiercely proud. I may be the only descendant of Jerome Walters that will honor him today. Jesus told us that a prophet is without honor in his own kingdom. Jesus' words ring true for my family. He will not be honored by his many descendants because they remain tethered to a demon. A foul controlling spirit so evil she will not permit it.
She can't be bothered. She doesn't want to be reminded. She did the unthinkable. She MURDERED him and forbade us to grieve or to know. For 86 years this "woman" has reigned supreme. You do not cross her and you do not talk about her . You must feign ignorance, play along with her fantasy. She pretends that she isn't evil, that she is a saintly mother, grandmother, preacher trying to live for the "Lawd". "I'm jest sending up timber!".
You must tip around her, bow to her, pay homage to her false deity. She is a common lying whore of the lowest magnitude. But, you must pretend that you don't know. Be careful of what you say to her because she may go into a rage and you will suffer. Brilliantly self trained in the black arts you will suffer if she even thinks you know too much or have too much. You can search the world over and you will not find a woman more cunning, conniving or evil. She will play the fool as she scrambles your brain.
The fact is Martha is very jealous and envious of her dad. She refused to be disciplined and honest, ridiculed him and called him a fool. Angry that he was always right. Infuriated because she could never out do him or out think him. Jealous of his good name and wisdom, one day she was finally fed up and shot him in the heart. Never batted an eye. Martha has nerves of steel for wickedness.
She is not ashamed of what she did. She is very proud. He talked about her. He told her repeatedly that she was going to hell. He had the nerve to complain about her chronic mistreatment. So, she devised a "suicide", shot him through the heart. Confident that her "black magic" would protect her she has never missed a step or had one moment or regret.
When has anyone ever told any thing on Martha Jane? A woman that committed unpardonable sin, year after year, for eighty-six years. A woman so fierce being "outed" has never occurred to Martha. Plus she doesn't care. She's eight-six, she's too smart, has surrounded herself with too many flunkies and minions. You are nothing in her eyes, just another tool, just something to laugh at and to secretly torture.
Jesus told me; "Fear no man" for years. Told me that all my life in fact. I heard him but I feared her any way. I got in line fearing her along with everyone else. When a demon rocks you in the cradle it is very difficult to brake the psychological spell and emotional bond she has over you. It took the tragic MURDER of my grandfather to force me to see her for the monster she truly is.
I do have an explanation for the quandary we find ourselves in. "For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places." (Ephesians 6:12)
My poor brothers have suffered greatly and are suffering now but they can't let go. They are in love with their flesh and blood "mother". They have yet to realize this monster is an aberration. So cunning and kind, using a mother's tender love to slay her sons.
I know for a fact that her body is a spiritual host for the most demonic wickedness. A woman so ignorant, lost and fallen , she had her little toddler bastard children down on a grave collecting "goofer dust". I was three years old but I can still hear myself asking; "Wha'cha doing Mathy Jane?" Not only did she tell us, she taught us how to gather it. I still remember my first lesson.
We were in the deep dark woods in the cemetery where my grandfather lays dead in an unmarked grave. It's called the "Cow field". It is a very tranquil place. The Cape Fear river flows gemtly only a few hundred yards from it. She told us to get down on our knees and to collect the dust in one sweeping motion; " Gather it in duh name of the the Father, duh son and duh Holy Ghost, throw it ova' yo' left shoulder...what's left in yo' hand you keep." She took her dust home and sewed it into little red pillows and soaked them in Hoyt's Cologne.
"If you want good luck you get yo' dirt off ugh a innocent baby grave. I like dis one heah, luddle Nerissa...she only lived two days. You know she innocent. If you want to do bad, get yo' dirt off ugh a murdered man's grave. Dis n****** heah wuz sho evil."
That's where it started. She invited that evil spirit to dwell in her. You can dismiss what I tell you if you want to. I have infallible evidence. Go to the book of Ezekiel. Chapter 13, verses 19 - 23. That's her. GOD is against her magic charms. GOD delivered me! Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep yo in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster ( the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Mary Ann and Artemus Walters looked white. Could have passed for white if they so desired. Mary Ann was very proud of the African blood that ran warm in her veins. That fierce pride was passed down to my grandfather.
I carry their genes. I am also fiercely proud. I may be the only descendant of Jerome Walters that will honor him today. Jesus told us that a prophet is without honor in his own kingdom. Jesus' words ring true for my family. He will not be honored by his many descendants because they remain tethered to a demon. A foul controlling spirit so evil she will not permit it.
She can't be bothered. She doesn't want to be reminded. She did the unthinkable. She MURDERED him and forbade us to grieve or to know. For 86 years this "woman" has reigned supreme. You do not cross her and you do not talk about her . You must feign ignorance, play along with her fantasy. She pretends that she isn't evil, that she is a saintly mother, grandmother, preacher trying to live for the "Lawd". "I'm jest sending up timber!".
You must tip around her, bow to her, pay homage to her false deity. She is a common lying whore of the lowest magnitude. But, you must pretend that you don't know. Be careful of what you say to her because she may go into a rage and you will suffer. Brilliantly self trained in the black arts you will suffer if she even thinks you know too much or have too much. You can search the world over and you will not find a woman more cunning, conniving or evil. She will play the fool as she scrambles your brain.
The fact is Martha is very jealous and envious of her dad. She refused to be disciplined and honest, ridiculed him and called him a fool. Angry that he was always right. Infuriated because she could never out do him or out think him. Jealous of his good name and wisdom, one day she was finally fed up and shot him in the heart. Never batted an eye. Martha has nerves of steel for wickedness.
She is not ashamed of what she did. She is very proud. He talked about her. He told her repeatedly that she was going to hell. He had the nerve to complain about her chronic mistreatment. So, she devised a "suicide", shot him through the heart. Confident that her "black magic" would protect her she has never missed a step or had one moment or regret.
When has anyone ever told any thing on Martha Jane? A woman that committed unpardonable sin, year after year, for eighty-six years. A woman so fierce being "outed" has never occurred to Martha. Plus she doesn't care. She's eight-six, she's too smart, has surrounded herself with too many flunkies and minions. You are nothing in her eyes, just another tool, just something to laugh at and to secretly torture.
Jesus told me; "Fear no man" for years. Told me that all my life in fact. I heard him but I feared her any way. I got in line fearing her along with everyone else. When a demon rocks you in the cradle it is very difficult to brake the psychological spell and emotional bond she has over you. It took the tragic MURDER of my grandfather to force me to see her for the monster she truly is.
I do have an explanation for the quandary we find ourselves in. "For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places." (Ephesians 6:12)
My poor brothers have suffered greatly and are suffering now but they can't let go. They are in love with their flesh and blood "mother". They have yet to realize this monster is an aberration. So cunning and kind, using a mother's tender love to slay her sons.
I know for a fact that her body is a spiritual host for the most demonic wickedness. A woman so ignorant, lost and fallen , she had her little toddler bastard children down on a grave collecting "goofer dust". I was three years old but I can still hear myself asking; "Wha'cha doing Mathy Jane?" Not only did she tell us, she taught us how to gather it. I still remember my first lesson.
We were in the deep dark woods in the cemetery where my grandfather lays dead in an unmarked grave. It's called the "Cow field". It is a very tranquil place. The Cape Fear river flows gemtly only a few hundred yards from it. She told us to get down on our knees and to collect the dust in one sweeping motion; " Gather it in duh name of the the Father, duh son and duh Holy Ghost, throw it ova' yo' left shoulder...what's left in yo' hand you keep." She took her dust home and sewed it into little red pillows and soaked them in Hoyt's Cologne.
"If you want good luck you get yo' dirt off ugh a innocent baby grave. I like dis one heah, luddle Nerissa...she only lived two days. You know she innocent. If you want to do bad, get yo' dirt off ugh a murdered man's grave. Dis n****** heah wuz sho evil."
That's where it started. She invited that evil spirit to dwell in her. You can dismiss what I tell you if you want to. I have infallible evidence. Go to the book of Ezekiel. Chapter 13, verses 19 - 23. That's her. GOD is against her magic charms. GOD delivered me! Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep yo in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster ( the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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