Decent people put up a sign, warn you if they have a vicious animal. A rattle snake will rattle. It is only fair. People deserve a fair warning before they proceed onto your property. Society tries to protect us from the violent and criminally insane. How many families kept a vicious rabid snake closeted in their homes? How many families try to pass off a wayward deranged "child" as normal? Dress her up and send her to church, encourage her to keep her proclivities a secret?
It does happen. I know because it happened to me, to us. I prayed, GOD delivered me from that sick succubus. I blog to heal. It is part of my therapy.
It is mind boggling! You will question your faith. You will question GOD. My deep abiding faith in GOD sustains me. I know it could have been worse. My big tattling mouth actually protected me.
I don't know why but I do know incredible evil does exist. The saddest part of my saga is that the Bible predicts and exposes her. How could a devoted Christian family end up saddled with such a demon? Fear. Fear and shame. I think my family was too ashamed to reveal her. Most of her acts were (are) far to repugnant to repeat. She is real folks and she is here.
Go around her, love on her if you want to. All you are going to get is a curse. Read your Bible. Don't hate me. I'm just the messenger. Hate GOD's message if you want to, you can't change it. If you think she is a real preacher, has the love of Christ in her heart, you are a bigger dummy than she makes you out to be.
I am still astounded by my own stupidity. When has she NOT (ever) been a pathological liar? When has she NOT talked about every one you know like a dog? Think about it. What person in the family does she like? She has a personal vendetta against everyone she knows. Sure, I laughed with her often as she shared details of every secret of every one she knows. Shocking secrets.
Why does she tell on everyone she knows while keeping herself a secret? Is it guilt? Is she gloating? Is she trying to make herself feel better?
"The wicked fleeth when no one pursueth."
She is smart, very insightful. She often shares brilliant useful knowledge, things that are true and that make sense. She described how she refused to have knee replacement surgery for years but finally relented; "If you hurt bad enough you will change your mind."
That's what happened to me. She finally hurt me bad enough to finally see. I finally realized that she is truly a sick woman, a closeted blood thirsty demon. No, I didn't want to know. Sure I wanted her to be every thing she claimed to be. Yes, I did start looking at her fruit. One day I was no longer mystified.
She will not warn you. She will sneak up on you, waylay you, then laugh. She will blame you; "You duh fool..shudna' believed me! He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he!"
I will not be defeated by a secret succubus. Dear LORD thank you for delivering me!
Stay in His WORD Children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, July 1, 2012
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