It's Alright!

I am alright with it.  I accept it.  My "mother" is an evil perverted demon possessed reprobate that hates me with a passion.  My entire family (all except my daughter and one nephew) chose her over me.  Some may be fooled, some share in her perversion.  What ever the reason, I am o.k. with it.

She will never repent or come to know Christ in the pardoning of her sins.  She thought she was so smart, so beautiful, so perfect, she made all of the wrong choices.  I am a motherless child.  My mother rejected me, refused to love me, preferred to pretend to just so she could destroy me.  My grandmother died when I was three.  No matter what , I had a wonderful grandfather that proudly "mothered" me.  He taught me how to groom myself, cook, sew, garden, read, extrapolate.  He taught me to love myself, to walk proudly and to never give up.  He taught me to fight my enemies back with prayer, to never give up on GOD.

My "mother" is so evil she is rotting in her sick hatred for the deeds that she cunningly blames on others.  Proud of her cruelty she finds and proclaims a good reason for every deed.  She is not ashamed, she is in fact very proud.  I will not be afraid of her and I will not let her invalidate my pain.  I will not keep silent.  There are far too many such women in this world.  Wrecking havoc, ruining would be men and women.  A liar, a cheater, she gets her hands on the baby before it has a chance to form.  Before it knows the difference between right and wrong.  She indoctrinates it with filth and self hatred.  Martha and her kind are the worse human beings anyone could ever encounter.  She is a monster, a man eater.

I pray that my brothers come to the knowledge of Jesus Christ, learn to trust Him.  I pray that they rid themselves of the awful fear she has inculcated.  I pray daily for their freedom.  I pray that they learn to love themselves, something she never let us do.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember:"Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)