Don't even worry 'bout it. It is much too complicated for a person on your level to understand. How can I say this without sounding offensive or rude? The fact is you are barely literate? Have you ever read a complete book?
You have no excuse. Just because you were passed through school and someone handed you a diploma, don't you dare call yourself educated. Frankly, it is obvious, you are a narcissist. Unfortunately not a very good one and certainly not a very honest one. You need to break yourself of lying, stealing and fornicating.
I don't know why you fornicate so much, no way. You worthless. Keep yo'pants on! (Somebody done lied to you!)
You can't steal your way to the top. You can't blame "The Man" either! How do you ever expect to amount to any thing without honesty, integrity ?
You're a thief! You would steal the butter out of a biscuit. Ain't nobody that know you gon' leave you alone in their house. Don't git mad with me because you are untrustworthy.
Anybody that trust you twice is an idiot!
Tuesday, June 30, 2015
We are Family!
"It's a dog eat dog world!"; my "mother" taught me. Did she believe that? Apparently. I am not judging her. I am still trying to understand her. I an still trying to get the tag number on that 18 wheeler that mowed me down.
It has taken me decades to unravel my "mother's" web of sick, double-minded deceit. You can not be "double-minded". Be ye hot or cold. Brother James tells us that. "Study to show yourself approved."
Don't Hate! Don't Lie! Liars hate liars! Don't pretend or front for others. Live for you.
My heart breaks. My mother did find the courage to tell me, to attempt to explain her bizarre evil, jealousy, back stabbing, repugnant behavior. She was raped viciously three times when she was eight. I clearly understand how she spiraled out of control.
Born in the rural south in 1925, she was "privileged", praised for her white skin and "good hair". I can imagine , 1933, in rural Wade, North Carolina, was pretty rough for a black man trying to farm and raise a family amid severe racism.
I can still remember the long list of social codes. The many taboos society said I had to obey. To this day I will not camp or sleep outside. I grew up in an era when blacks were forbidden to use the facilities of a gas station or restaurant.
Can you imagine the humiliation ? My "sadistic" older brother enjoyed hollering snake as I squatted over tall grass, half hovering, half coaxing my bladder, clenching my tiny pulled down underwear away from the awaiting stream, attempting to keep pee off of my legs , look out for predators, hope and pray that old nasty "step daddy" wasn't looking.
*** always yelled snake! And I like a dumb ass always fell for it, went running and screaming like a fool with my ass out and yellow pee flying up on my clothes, down my legs , socks, and shoes. Yes, I cussed his ass out when I got back in the car. I guess we were Bebe's kids because we had no idea children did not curse like sailors. We did not generally cruse around granddaddy but we enjoyed our filthy mouths.
I thought my mother was liberated, more understanding. I get it. Language is language . "There is no such thing as bad language, only bad experiences."
I can certainly understand my mother's hatred for men. Was she persecuted for her promiscuity? She certainly was! Evil, red headed, hot tempered like her granddaddy, Artemis Walters, Martha was violent.
How can I condemn her? I am violent. It is only by the Grace of Almighty GOD I never caught a case. Children, there are some people in this world, that will take you there. I was gong to kill my stepfather for molesting me. GOD saved him! I do praise the LORD. I thank Him for saving my life.
To this day I feel the same way. You sexually abuse a small child the way I was abused, you are going to die and I will ask GOD to forgive me later.
I know GOD has a reason and a purpose for my life. I caught "old slew foot" slipping. You can be Gay! You can be what ever you want to be! Just be! Be something! Do not let this world define you by the color of your skin or gender identity. The world is approaching 8 billion people! Be you! Be your unique self! Please Read! Your vacuousness embarrasses me.
Don't believe that "teacher" that accepts sorry work, spoon feeds the lowest , slowest information. Do not be a part of the disruptive idiots that prevent teaching, any learning, from going on. You all may laugh loud and long now as you deliberately run off good teachers. You will suffer. If you fail to go beyond that glorified elementary school, you call a high school. You will suffer.
The so-called school systems are deliberately cranking out functionally illiterate vipers. Lewd, vulgar, pretty pathetic individuals. A very shallow pool of competent, reliable workers, is the driving force behind industry out sourcing jobs.
Most of our youth can not read, do not want to read. Rudely refuse to read, but have the audacity to tell you what to suck. I swore I would rather pick cotton, work at Burger King, before I will subject myself to the wretchedness (and "ratchetness") now passed off as education.
I visited a certain high school in Dekalb county and was quickly reduced to tears. It is over America. We all better hurry up and die. Most principals are so disrespected by their student body they rarely face them.
Sure the administrative staff will pretend to walk the halls. More like running as the they are cursed, laughed at and ultimately disrespected. Nine to ten fights a day. Fighting is the norm. You think you are in "lockup".
It is all paper, all lies, little learning. A great deal of pimping. Vending machines, drink machines. Horrible lunches and only 22 minutes to gobble that down. Inhumane. No hot water, no soap, no toilet paper. No hope.
Alright America, just where are these great Americans going to come from? Don't you dare think it is ok to mistreat or not care about people of a certain color or economic status.
We are all rocking in the same old boat.
So, what is with this spirit of fear? Your impotent, corrupt, principal is clueless. He never earned his own line degree. He is about as much an educator, as I am an astronaut. What he or she is, is a bully. You are not going bully me. I'm old. I ain't got nothing to lose and I do have a severe case of PTSD!
Nothing can keep you from GOD's love. He loves you. He sees and he answers prayers. I will stand up for my mother because the time and age in which she was born prevented her. If she was Gay, bisexual, so what?
It is not my business. The fact that she became a predator is my business. We must stop this vicious cycle. We must stop lying. Do the Ten , plus One. You are good.
Don't use people. Don't rob or scam. Do not associate with such people. Do not expect to go to jail.
Ladies hold on to your cookies. Ladies did you know that some predators thinks you should "give it up" because you already have a baby. Tell him to back up! Close your legs. Regain your focus. Think of that child! You made that child. You knew that man was lying . You all just wanted to fornicate.
Fornicate if you must, but protect yourself. Don't have sex and pray afterward. Pray before. Tell the truth, was it worth it? Was it like the movies? Did you feel used? Does he want you to preform acts that make you feel dirty? Do you do it anyway?
Why don't you just chill while you get your life together. Do you want to be that girl that get passed around and talked about? Yes, you do care. Don't trust him. He is lying.
Never be a "side chick". Side chick means you are a desperate female.
Do you! Just do you. Don't fake. Don't play and most of all, don't settle.
"Obey the spirit dawthur…always obey The Holy Spirit." Only GOD can know how much that small piece of advise, that little bit of wisdom, saved my life.
Please remember your body is your body. Only the evilest , foulest demonic spirit from the lowest depths of hell would dare to mistreat a child and the fact it is their own child is not necessarily worse. It does demonstrate how low satan will take you if you are a reprobate. If you refuse to repent of your wicked ways.
Who or what was in that body by the time Martha reached age 87? Something sure enough evil! I am positive, surviving a mother like mind has been extremely beneficial for me. I have discovered that GOD does not talk to a lot of people. He did not talk to Martha. Now I know why as I child I would relate to her things Jesus told me and she looked straight at me and dismissed me like I was some kind of fool.
The serious irony here, is, a woman known for her courage, her bravery, her bravo , her swagger, her gift of gab and great oratorical skills , was severely damaged but chose to hide it rather than face the scornful eye of society.
Following foolish men and foolish doctrine. Idiots, all I know for fact have never read the Bible.
Do You! Do you in Jesus' name. You can't go back in the womb and change any thing about yourself. You can stop lying! You certainly should not covet and steal. There is no justification for low character, I don't care what color you are.
"White and light skin" privilege is over! White male privilege was dismantled by President Obama. I am beaming. A tall good looking black man, highly educated, WITH HIGH MORALE CHARACTER! A beautiful, brilliant classy wife and beautiful brilliant children , 'SHOWED OUT"!
Bravo Mister President! It is not his skin color, it is his character. You white people that refuse to embrace him, what do you want? Well, it really doesn't matter what you want or I want. Each person has to pave his own way, cut his own niche.
Stay focused! Plan your life. Don't live your life randomly while blaming others. Take responsibility for your own actions. I got married. I made a mistake. I didn't want him anyway. Never marry someone you psychologically reject, view as less than. Never marry hoping for better.
I think you homesick ….must be tired of living!"
Get off your pride, pray for wisdom. Expect delivery. PTL!
I press on ...
Monday, June 29, 2015
So, just what does it …
Because you are still too full of pride, of shame, of lies, of denying, to EVER come to the truth! You are still her bitch! You are still trying to win the love that she was never going to give you! Yes, I do pray for you daily. But , you must pray for yourself.
You must finally get angry with that lying, whorish, manipulative, cunning, conniving ass bitch! And it would be an excellent idea for you to finally read the Bible thoroughly.
Stop "leaning to your own dull understudying." Finally honor Jerome Walters, because without him you really would have been messed up. Stop hating me. ****! I ain't the one that harmed you!
Do the best you can bro. If you ain't got no better sense than what I see from here, ****, you deserve to suffer.
"You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make him think"
PTL!
I press on …
(dumb ass volunteer slaves and bi-polar idiots make me sick!)
Jealousy, envy,… crabs in a barrel
Martha would rage if she returned from work without enough compliments to satisfy her. Raging and screaming because; "Dem jealous mutha****** know I wuz lookin' good!"
What did poor Martha want? What did she need?
Like so many people , Martha wanted everything for herself, nothing for anyone else. NOTHING! She was rotten, rotting and demanded that the world rot with her.
Martha was a snatcher. Every gift my grandfather gave us she found a way to snatch it back, to break it, to ruin it.
Is that why you hated him Martha? Did you hate him because he warned you daily that you were going to hell?
A very unfortunate fact concerning oppressed people, people that have languished at the bottom of society so long they accept their placement as permanent. It is a fact, "crabs in a barrel". To this day, blacks still kill more blacks "than anything in the drugstore ". Make babies, multiply out of sheer boredom and make as many lives as they can, a living hell.
It is spiritual. It is still heartbreaking. There are far too many demons hiding behind skin color as an excuse to be sadistic, savage, perverted. Know it alls, that know nothing. (I'm sorry , it's a fact, you are not going to get too many to read a book. ) Frightened, gutless imps, so afraid their "loved ones" are going to outdo them.
My "mother" made sure none of us would ever out do her associates degree in secretarial science from Fayetteville State Teachers College. My medical doctor brother, ruined! My brilliant musician brother, ruined! All five ruined in some manner.
My "mother" may have fooled every single person in my entire family or perhaps just terrified them into silence with her so-called Voodoo. Yes, she was a "root worker". But it was her extreme diabolical cruelty that kept her out of prison, not any dirt.
Sure, her song; "You can't win fuh duh fix you in, I can't lose fuh duh stuff I use.", may have hindered me some. I just wanted to help her. For some strange reason I always falsely believed that she would apologize one day and we would all laugh loudly, loving and healing one another.
No such luck. Never trust satan. Never trust a mother that puts her trust in everything evil, demonic and sadistic.
There is one thing that is bothering me more than usual. I am black. The vast majority of people that I have known and associated with my entire life have been black. Very, very few black people have ever done anything positive for me. Truthfully, most of the black people that I have tried to love have gone way out of their way to crucify me. I know they can't help it. Lying, jealous, covetous "crabs in a barrel".
I have five brothers that would not spit on me if I was on fire. What wrong did I ever do to them? Nothing, not one thing! I did expose their "mother". She MURDERED their grandfather, stalked and destroyed them, emasculated them, just like she did me. But, for some reason she is still a saint in their blind eyes. "You ain't got No proof! " ; my brother screamed! I got common sense! (You dumb ass, scared bitch ass 'ho! )
And those Biblical illiterate brothers are hollering in unison the only Bible Martha ever taught them; "Honor thy MOTHER!" to this very day.
The Bible does say "Honor thy mother and father that thy days might be long …" "Dats the only scripture wid promise!"
My "mother" truly was a madame, "pimped" us all out, made us all her "bitches".
"Why don't you shut up talking about your mother!?" "It is over, get over it!" No sir, no ma'am , that is precisely my point. It is not over! These low common men and women are winning, destroying, raping and robbing at will, demanding titles of Bishop, Reverend,etc. Taking all the good seats, raking in all the cash they can, driving all the big cars, living in the finest houses, while we wait patiently on "Duh LAWD". Never sincerely caring about another living person on this earth.
There are still far too many people of "color" still on their knees begging GOD for a blessing right now as the sling "dust". No, I don't believe many are still engaging in old primitive slave hoodoo and conjure but they hate. They"eyeball" your success and hate. They scroll your page on Facebook and hate! They pray for your demise and hate! Don't you dare be more intelligent, have more talent in anything. Don't you dare have fifty cents more than they do. You are going to be immediately hated and plotted on.
I press on ...
Whyyyyyyyy!?
I did talk to GOD this morning. Oh, yes, I pray daily without fail. Why? "Because He never failed me yet." I asked GOD why was my "mother" and far too many people in this world so cruel? He said to keep you away from me!
I said; " How so GOD?" He said; "Baby girl when you are gripped with fear you are debilitated, immobile, frozen. You become a robot or worse a poor defeated thing waiting on death. "You are no earthly good."
Once you give up and let satan have her way. [Yes, I know satan is a woman. S/he is much too devious to be a man. Plus s/he collects testicles. They are her trophies.] You embolden her. Proud that she "punked you out", stole your courage and now gets to view your fear and trembling up close, trills her. I know this for a fact.
I remember so clearly. Again, I was around 14, and we were returning from the "country", visiting my grandfather's blind nephew. A man my grandfather loved like he was his own son.
Granddaddy was upset, clenching his teeth as Martha drove her long sleek, much too big car back to her brick hut. "Cuddin ****" had been chiding granddaddy over the fact that all of his grandchildren had been severely burned while under his watch, supposedly.
Martha's grin was wide, her eyes sparkled. My "mother" was in heaven, I could tell by her body language that she was oh so proud. What was she so proud of? Another frame -up, another scam. Here again Mathy Jane was getting away with an abominable evil that people were too terrified of discussing.
Poor grandaddy was about to bust wide open. I know why he didn't tell on her, failed to reveal the real culprit. It would have been WWIII! That "stanking 'ho" would have "cut the absolute fool" decrying, denying , lying and calling names. And he, we, would have to suffer for the rest of our entire lives for casting a dispersion on Mathy Jane.
That is why GOD tells us to fear no man. Fear is satan's secret weapon. No, satan does not play fair. satan is a manipulator. Look at all the people decrying Gays and homosexuality while cloaking their own dark sins.
I don't know what the Bible says about homosexuality. I know it does frown upon doing things that are called "unseeingly". I also know, if people practice the sexual conduct of the old testament, men would be sacrificing their virginal daughters to homosexuals to stir them away from those fine male angels.
Go back and read the whole story of Sodom and Gomorrah, Lot, his wife being turned to a pillar of salt. I know there are some stories about INCEST in the Bible. That's my issue, that is what I want to talk about, to condemn.
I know my "mother" did it, STANKING 'HO! Did it, enjoyed it and dared us to tell it. Why? Ate up with demons! Why? Stalked graveyards seeking "power" so she could do just like she wanted, with whom ever she wanted, when ever she wanted, free of rebuke or reprisal.
So, just how did old Mathy Jane plan to keep us quiet? TERROR! Sheer TERROR! Bitch! GOD is going to get you for that savage inhuman brutal beating you laid on my 12 year old brother! You know "he ain't gon' nevah tell'. And you know full well, he aint been right in the head since! You rendered him a useless vegetable! YOU STANK EVIL PERVERTED UNREPENTANT SCUM!
World, don't you dare think my "mother" was the first. I know she sure felt comfortable , claimed to be in good company with her kind. Claimed the A.M.E. Zion church was full of nothing but "faggotts" from the top, to the bottom (Top, bottom, someone will get that reference.) ["Must be is, because I ain't heard from'um, not nar'one!]
Almost every day of my life growing up I heard the same admonition from Martha; "I' wud' take dat' tuh my grave, ni."
Martha Jane Walters, proved to be the low common whore she was always rumored to be, in Wade, North Carolina. " Who Mathy!? ….common as bat shit! "
Martha roared, she roamed, she fought, and she always remained common.
I know one thing, non Bible readers are going to be lost. They are going to miss the Kingdom relying on media "sound bites" for sound wisdom and understanding. As a retired History teacher I must point out the "disingenuousness" of brother "Huck'ah'bee", career politician , want-a-be President.
I could not believe my ears; " The Supreme Court should NOT …. what ever, what ever…lie after lie", stirring up hatred for "homosexuals". Mr. Huckabee knows full well that it is the function of the Supreme Court. Our government operates on a "System of Checks and Balances". The Legislative branch passes the laws. Laws designed to ensure safety and happiness. The Executive branch, (the President, Governor, mayor) enforces the law and it is the function of the Judicial branch, the Supreme Court in particular, to interpret the Constitutionality of the laws.
Brother Huckabee, do you desire to be President so much that you would willing cast millions upon millions into a living hell, just to make your dreams come true? Mr. Huckabee, you are just like my "mother". My own "mother" did deliberately take advantage of our limited knowledge to have her way with us.
Mr. Huckabee, I know my mother's excuse. She was demon possessed. What is your excuse? You all can remain blind sheep following behind these pimps and hustlers if you want to. And Rev. Huckabee, if you are so concerned about souls and people perishing and gong to hell , how are you going to get them into the church? How do you plan to reach our Gay brothers and sisters with your hateful rhetoric?
Guess what Brother Huckabee? You ain't'bout to be no President! You are unworthy! You are a despicable liar! You are repulsive to me. You are no more than that pimp in a red suit with purple feathers in his hat , taking about; "bitch bedder have my money!"
If you have not noticed, the "Anti-Gay Band wagon" has fizzled out, lost it's momentum. Brother Huckabee, if you want a cause, try a real one. Try Incest and Pedophilia, the real cause of our demise as a country.
SELFISH! "Hearts waxed cold." Precisely like my "mother". MANIPULATIVE! Just like my "mother". Mr. Huckabee you are also sadistic, just like my "mother", demanding that people lie and deny their true genuine feelings in order to fit in, to be accepted , by lying hypocrites like you.
America, just how many closet preachers and politicians do we have to discover before you discover you have been had, played? I did not march with that Bishop that got caught with his "draws" down. Thank GOD. "I ain't listening to the likes of you, either." I don't trust you any further than I can throw you!
See! Now do you understand why GOD admonishes us to study!? Be dumb if you want to. You'll be a vegetable , somewhere sucking your thumb in a fetal position. That is what that "stanking" demonic preaching whore did to my family. My grandfather sacrificed his entire life for his family, left us a fine home, and vineyards and this low "stanking" whore , preaching viper came, MURDERED him and was too "no-mannered" to so much as put a head stone on his grave! Help us All Holy Ghost!
Having my say, on my blog, for the sole purpose of my healing, because I have been relegated to a world that doesn't give a shit about me, because my color is black and my gender female. A world that pretends to have undying love for it's children, just like my old "'hoish mama".
So-called preachers, preaching hate for personal gain. GOD said No! Yes, it was my own "mother" that gutted me of my womanhood, of my ovaries …but GOD gave them back!
PTL!
I press on ...
Sunday, June 28, 2015
Go and have a little talk with GOD
Serve and obey. Love! If you can't love, pray to love. Pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit. I don't know what went wrong with that woman that birthed me. I do know she enjoyed being extremely cruel, committed the sickest acts known to mankind.
Brutal, ignorant and savage. That is what satan will do to you. Reduce you to dung, something so hideous you will hate yourself . Is that why she hated me? Did she look at me and see the person she really wanted to be?
That was part of her problem, spoiled rotten, petted and forbidden to hit a lick of work. Bragged that she never so much as washed a pair of socks until she left home. Is that why you enslaved me Martha? A five year old washing dishes!? Sweeping the kitchen, beaten severely for ever broken plate or JELLY GLASS! (What kind of person beats a small child for breaking a free glass?)
I must commend your ability to keep your "true nature" secret. Superb. You know I would have never known, would have remained clueless without that "boy" you deliberated ruined , returning home.
That was your opportunity to repent Martha. That was prime time to come clean. No, you waxed worse. I know you are dead and you can't change anything. I guess you couldn't apologize if you could not feel any remorse.
I just want the world to know what a low common snake- in- the grass you were. Relatives, if you were audited by the IRS repeatedly, it was Martha. If you ended up always losing just one shoe, the skirt to your suit, one favorite earring, it was her. Martha wanted to vex you, make you scratch you head, make you hurt , perhaps because she was hurting.
Oh, she was sneaky as the day is long.
Did you tell her about your impending law suit? Did you win? It really doesn't matter. "No weapon formed against me shall prosper." No, Martha, I did not expect you to be as low and fallen as you really were.
I am sorry that happened to you. Many people have asked me to please just shut up. You know I can't. 62 YEARS of being tricked, used, lied on, conjured and most of all hated by my own mother!
Why don't you try that on for size? Try being, raped, repeatedly molested, enslaved, hated, stalked for 62 years BY YOUR OWN MOTHER! YOU GET OVER THAT ***********! Let the only man that ever loved you, the kindest, wisest man that ever lived , be snatched from you by MURDER!
Let that heifer stand in your face laughing because she knows that you are to gutless to say anything, to even let on that you know! let your granddaddy be MURDERED and robbed for the money he was saving for his "other grandchildren".
I remember how you hated your brother. I remember granddaddy depositing money in a separate account for his grandchildren.
"I got to put money away 'fo ***'s chur'ren. I want them to have something when I go. Yo' chullen live here wid me. They gets all the time."
No, I don't remember how many times you or I drove granddaddy to BB&T to deposit that money. I imagine over the years it had grown to a tidy sum. I know you lied and told uncle ***, there was no money. I know it wasn't long before you suddenly had the money to buy your "dream home".
Martha, as low as you sunk, you knew GOD loved and forgave you. Why you volunteered to go to hell for eternity , I'll never know, other than pride. "Pride goeth before a fall."
PTL!
I press on!
P.S. The one thing you never did , was love yourself. You're-invented yourself with every whim. Madame ******, Ms ****, Reverend *******, Bails Bondsman, etc. Why couldn't you ever love yourself? You were always some made up character. Just new lies, same old skin, same old self hatred.
You never have to hate yourself children. No, you can not navigate this world alone. You are going to need Jesus. Don't be ashamed. It is GOD's good pleasure to give you, to give me, us, the desires of our hearts. We don't have to fake and pretend that we are happy when we are miserable.
Martha you made me miserable! Made my life a living hell for 62 years. I am not going to lie and say that I hate you are gone, because I get up thanking and praising GOD everyday for taking you away, finally.
I do pray that when men and women read about you, they will want no part of whorishness, lying , hating or being color struck.
GOD is Not going to stand for it!
Do know Martha Jane Walters was never that dumb. She never let anyone disrespect her. We were forbidden to "think back". "Don't you black mutha****** so much as THANK BACK!"
My LORD! My LORD! That is the way we lived. Cleverly and cunningly conditioned to take her abuse, to never expect anything but pain, anguish and disappointment in life. Raped, robbed, vexed, tormented by our "loving ordained minister mother".
If you don't want to know, don't know. But , don't you dare tell me what to do. DON'T YOU EVER IN YOUR LIFE TELL ME TO SHUT UP! You work out your own soul salvation. Do you think your holier than thou placards impress GOD? Do you think GOD takes attendance? Keeps account of your tithes and giving?
Now, examine your heart closely. Why do you care how I spend my time? Who are you to say what GOD told me? Are you in my head? my heart? Have you ever read the Bible? Have you ever read it thoroughly, over and over?
Do you read the Bible looking for a loophole, an excuse, justification for your cold uncaring heart? One thing I have never been able to understand; people that stay on their knees begging GOD for some help, but never do anything for anyone else.
Not only do they not help, they begrudge any one they think got blessed by GOD. Reprobates are real! They are here! They are menacing and vexing at will, IN THE CHURCH! Poor unlearned, uneducated, superstitious, congregants are afraid of the imp they permit to preach to them.
You have no excuse! One brother told me that he had to placate her, that he was afraid of dying. YOU ARE GOING TO DIE FOOL! We are all going to die one day! Do you want to die like a quarry slave, fearing satan?
Are you just going to let someone rob, mug, destroy and LAUGH AT YOU because you claim you are too afraid to know the truth?
She knew better! She knew so well that she was nearly the perfect monstrosity! MURDERED her own daddy, and did laugh. Never shed one tear! Where does that kind of demonic arrogance come from? Directly from satan himself! How did that demonic spirit get in her? She volunteered , she collected it on purpose. Used it. Martha Jane Walters wore satan's wickedness out! There was nothing that woman did not do!
I have no problem with a demon being demon . But warn somebody. A rattle snake will rattle. When caught, don't behave like the demon you are. Cursing, cussing, fighting, stabbing, shooting, "rooting". Becoming hysterical, screaming your "lying innocence" at the top of your lungs. Taking every thing to the extreme when you don't get your way. LYING! LIVING A LYING WHORISH REPULSIVE LIFE AND DEMANDING TO PREACH! Insisting that YOU could have it your way because you were "yalla", only you were chosen. Suggesting that GOD preferred you because you were not "tainted" with dark skin. Because your hair did not have a "kink" in it. (What kind of ignorant slave mentality is that in the 21st century!?) Don't you dare think GOD was not with me, with us.
Don't you lie and say GOD was not with Jerome Walters. Sure , you successfully squandered his wealth. Made sure we lost the 65 acres of land, the house, every thing. But, you didn't get me!
No, satan, I am not about to shut up! As a matter of fact, I just got started. satan , I have a feeling GOD is going to enable me to stalk you, the way you stalked me, to vex you, the way you vexed me. "satan I'm 'fidden-nah ' (fixing to) to be Your worse nightmare! Now, who is the coward? Who is the fool? Who is defeated?
PTL!
I press on ...
Every thing is not for you ...
I saw the Exorcist. It terrified me! I did not enjoy a good night's sleep for months. Little did I know that I had been birthed by satan's spawn. Vexed and tormented my whole entire life. Hunted like a bird of prey.
Do know that when you are in a very bad place Almighty GOD will make intercession for you and put blinders on you. GOD will put you to sleep, enable you to carry on , to make it trough. "Ye though I walk through the valley of the shadow death, thou art with me."
Talk about sleeping with the enemy, what about Lucifer with a dress on? We should have known! Pounding that puppy to death, brutally assaulting her little two year old brother with an iron skillet, setting people on fire! Help us Holy Ghost!
What kept us tethered to such a creature? Fear and a serious lack of knowledge. Uneducated preachers and teachers. More fear, refusing to know, to acknowledge, what we lived on a daily basis.
I just came to tell you, demons are real. Many people are suffering with extreme demonic possession such as my "mother'. I know now that my mother was not in that skin of "Martha Jane Walters".
No, I don't know if she was born evil or became evil. I do know that she was the commonest, immoral wretch that every lived. Not only were her acts repugnant and repulsive, the cowardly whore only targeted her family, her children, her father and mostly me.
Poor Martha was a rotten "stanking" whore that could not keep her legs closed. Could never admit to her wrong doing, never took responsibility for one single evil deed. Left here unrepentant , while people screamed at me to shut up. "Leave her alone …just let it go!"
Why am I still taking all of this abuse, rejection, pure demonic hatred … because GOD told me to tell you. Like Noah, I must warn you! "It is going to rain, but it won't be water, but fire next time."
Be a LIAR like Martha. Be a fake hypocrite "Christian", mock GOD, belittle me, curse me, call me every hideous name you can think of. Shun me, "unfriend", show me your best malice and contempt.
Read the book of Revelation. GOD warned us about these Jezebel spirited wo/men in our churches. What is keeping them? Fear. Jesus told us to fear no man. No man, no woman.
What are you to do when you are born into the belly of the beast, when you are "nurtured" by satan's bitch? An abomination so brazen, she gets up in a pulpit LYING! Daring anyone to expose her!
Martha Jane Walters left here so unwashed, so unclean, so unburdened, it still breaks my heart. Left here an unrepentant, "unremorseful", vengeful bulldog! [*Look at her picture on Facebook cousins, siting in a wheelchair, scowling, mad as hell! Mad with GOD because She refused to listen, got "messed up" and tried to lie and steal her way to the top!] PTL!
Dear LORD, I thank you for delivering me from the clutches of that beast, for taking my blinders off, for setting this captive Free!
Thank you for turning every thing she successfully did to me around. I praise you LORD. I love you. I do pray that my testimony will bring more to Christ. I do know that "the evil one" set her in the church to keep GOD's children from Christ, from the knowledge of the only One Wise GOD, OUR ONLY SAVIOR, our only Hope.
Dear LORD, I pray fervently for all of my loved ones, particularly my five brothers. Release them from that shame they bear, all caused by her. Dear LORD restore their manhood. Indwell in them mightily. May they never tell another lie to uphold or cloak for that abomination from the pits of hell, again. May they cease hating me on her command. May they learn to love each other. Martha taught us hate, taught us to distrust each other. Every thing granddaddy taught , she was there to dispute and revile.
Dear LORD, please give them the courage to honor their grandfather. Help them to understand your admonishment to honor your mother and father. The title "mother" certainly does not make a woman a mother. It is her deeds. Permit them to accept the fact that this one woman was their complete ruination. Please do not let us cry or regret all that was deliberately stolen from us by this horrid creature. A lying MURDERING imp used your words to hide behind LORD! Snatch her wig off, peel some of that Fashion Fair off. Expose her LORD.
I will honor my grandfather, Jerome Walters, a good man. A good man that satan hated with a passion. A good man that his wayward reprobate daughter hated with a deep secret passion because she demanded to live her depraved life unhindered,"un- assessed", uncriticized, unrecognized.
I pray for her church LORD. Simon Temple A.M.E. Zion Church on Yadkin Road in Fayetteville, North Carolina, you have to reckoning to do. You were had. You didn't help. You didn't pray. Are you a real church? Is GOD in there? Why are you so "no- mannered" and disrespectful?
Why did Martha pick your church to prey in? Do you want to know what she really thought about you?
"Know ye the truth, and the truth will set you Free!"
PTL!
I press on …
P.S. Do you really want to know what breaks my heart more than her 62 years of secret torture? She convinced my whole family that I was her! That I was the evil jealous whore! That I was jealous of her color. And they ALL believed her. PTL!
Saturday, June 27, 2015
Honest, it is not color or race, it is spiritual
Ugly people are ugly no matter what color they come in. While it may be wrong to classify any one as "ugly", we all know ugly exists. Many people are physically unattractive. The Bible describes Jesus as " not comely" [Isaiah 53:3] , as in not pleasing to look at.
Good looking people get "play", regardless of color. And in far too many cases, good looking people get mistreated, often by ugly jealous people. Not, always, some good looking people hate all other good looking people.
Back to this whole notion of race, color, white supremacy, discrimination, equality and fairness. People see what they want to see, care about what they want to care about. All "haters" justify their hatred.
While my mother claimed to hate white people, she loved her "yalla connection". My mother was a demonic lunatic that should have been imprisoned or at least institutionalized. Her skin was very fair. She described herself as; "I'm light bright and damn near white!" She boasted! Was proud! Kept me out of the sun "getting black" or blacker .
I can not blame her ignorance on white people, white supremacy or the time. My grandfather, her father was also fair skinned. He ironically was ashamed of being light. Said it meant his grandmother had been raped. And she had.
He told her that she was "ignut". She didn't care, refused to listen. Cussed me and three of my brothers, that she declared too dark, for being born. Well, she cursed all six of us for being born to HER! She didn't want us and fully meant to punish us on the sly. Serious , demonic evil , on the sly. (Help us LORD)
Love yourself! Value yourself! This first recording, the original, was done by a black man. I am gong to research him, investigate, but I already know he had a tragic life and probably died broke.
It is spiritual. Mick Jagger and the Rolling Stones heard some good music that stirred their souls and just had to sing it, play it, spread it. They are not trying to be "black". They are just paying homage.
Give homage unto whom homage is due.
I don't care about color. I know so many low life common "black" people I have actually "hermitized" myself.
If you find some good, honest, sincere, GOD loving people, embrace them !
Shun all lying backstabbers! (Hint : they are usually whoremongers and great liars, with JESUS all plastered across their lying lips. If GOD gave my "mother" two cents for every time she was thought to be sincerely praising GOD, she would have died a multi millionaire!)
PTL!
I press on …
P.S. "Giving up the right for the wrong , means you choose your abuser over GOD, over His Truth, over every one sincerely trying to help you. You hide in the dark, ashamed, because of what that low whore was successfully able to do to you. You are an empty shadow without honor because you are left faithless, gutless, without any manhood, or courage, because an evil ogre, that you did love , got her lecherous hands on you straight out of the womb.
Men stop making babies, abandoning them , deliberately leaving them with low common women you knew you would not have as a wife in the first place.)
"Thanky LAWD ...
Dear LORD thank you for freeing up people from lying! If you are lying now, still in the closet, I hope you rot! You buzzard! You chicken liver- ed faithless buzzard! If you are still too cowardly to love the person you want to love, it's your fault.
Sometimes I rage, tremble, nearly explode. The very idea. My own "mother" an ordained minister, a closet lesbian, did deliberately and knowingly preach against HOMOSEXUALITY like it was the worst possible "sin" on earth, did in fact, PRACTICE EXACTLY WHAT SHE PREACHED AGAINST!
Ignorant slut, chunking "dust" like some primitive "witchdoctor" straight out of a Tarzan movie. Forcing an entire family, a would be dynasty to suffer HORRENDOUSLY because she wanted to "sneeze in the creek".
Well, "sneeze in the creek", "work at the Y", do what ever makes you happy. But do it honestly. Jesus warned us these "Legalist" would put laws on us impossible to keep, "commandments" they don't keep themselves.
How dare you! You selfish ignorant whore! A preacher that never read the Bible! Just read the parts that suited her interest. Broke ALL ELEVEN COMMANDMENTS! Lied, stole, MURDERED, coveted, CURSED (in the form of conjure and witchcraft). And her worse offense was HATE!
Martha Jane Walters never did anything but harbor deep hatred, insane, irrational, unjustifiable jealousy and deceit in her heart for EVERYONE! If you lived, walked, talked, smiled, merely existed, MARTHA JANE WALTERS, HATED YOU! I told you, she was a complete reprobate.
What is my point, I don't trust "Church officials" and politicians attempting to deliberately lead the less educated, blind, deaf sheep into captivity. Don't you ever forget that Bishop that lead that *"million man march" against homosexuals. Started classes to "de-gay" THEM BY THE THOUSANDS.
Yes, he was caught with his "draws down". Did he apologize? Did he repent of his sins? Is he still preaching? Are people still serving him? Do people still warn you about speaking against "GOD's anointed"?
"Go down 'dere! Dig dat ded heifer up! and git yo'balls back! Go git yo'nuts! You needs'um!"
Low, a low whore. That is what the evil one will reduce you to. A non thinking puppet, a robot , glad to take orders from some Jesus pimp because s/he looks good, sounds good. Compliments, gives gifts, makes you her Golden Child.
I know one thing, I have been talking to GOD for 64 years. I can not possibly care less about your opinion of my relationship with Almighty GOD. I do know LOVE is the answer . I know for a fact the woman I called "mother" never loved me or another living soul on this earth! She was a sadistic bully!
How long did satan's whore lay my flesh on that over heated pot bellied stove in order for the scar to still be prominent on my arm over 60 years later?
Not just me either. Line all six surviving siblings up, count the physical scars from her cunning (not so secret) abuse.
Yes, I'm angry! "Church officials" and politicians still trying to bully people into lying and living fake lives. I WILL NOT LIVE A FAKE LIFE WITH A FAKE MAN IN ORDER TO BE ACCEPTED BY FAKE LYING HYPOCRITES LIKE MY "MOTHER"!
Not only was my "mother" a sadist, a sadistic cruel woman, SHE HATED GOD! GOD is love! I can not hate anyone for their honest, genuine, sincere sexual preferences. That is judging. I WILL NOT JUDGE!
I also will not bend, change or modify my opinions to suit yours. People that don't like me, or can't like, I understand. I have a long list of people I don't like and refuse to associate with.
I will not tolerate or assist in "dumbing up children". Yes, not only are our schools re-segregated, they are ( ) warehouses. Institutions dumbing down, watering down knowledge. A horde of "Dr. Somanexs" deliberately putting children to sleep, destroying all hope of any intellectual curiosity developing EVER.
"The blacker the slacker" is the rule. It is the norm in America. APS, fresh out of a cheating scandal, still up to the same old shenanigans. We pretend to be surprised. So, why the double standard? Racism! The myth, the false belief that "color" permeates the brain and very few blacks are capable of higher learning.
My own "stanking mother" tried to convince me of that. Said I was a "low genius" Martha recoiled at our IQ sores of 146 and 148, remarked on how we barely made the status and that our 99 percentile ranking on the IOWAs was because of her. She sacrificed her happiness, married an "ugly imp jet black , coal black soldier, in order for us to enjoy a better life. (Horse ****!) " (Help me Holy Ghost)
The best thing about surviving a complete hideous monster like my "mother", YOU WILL NOT DICTATE TO ME! No you won't tell me ****! And, yes I do "cuss". If there is one human mental midget on this earth that thinks the commandment; "Thou shall not curse" is referring to grammar, foul language, you deserve to suffer. What the ________ does GOD care about language? He is referring to those two legged serpents that have crawled up into pulpits, infiltrated good families with their lying, cunning, conniving, hating, jealous covetous asses!
These imps just sit and concentrate on YOUR demise, your losing, your suffering. They call it into being. Do know they know exactly what they are doing. Don't you ever forget I did my masters thesis on Voodoo and Conjure.
What gives us the right to speak for GOD? Did GOD create us in His image or did we create Him in our image? GOD is love! So, how can I hate my brother? Why can't I have compassion for him? Why must I bully him with hate rhetoric? Why must I punish him for decisions that are truthfully none of my business?
I am laughing. A young lady that told me that I was "nothing but a teacher" shared with me her hatred for gays, for their "practices'. So, I asked her about her sexual practices. Do you know that she had the nerve to show anger towards me. Basically said that her sexual practices were her "Bizness!"
I said; "Exactly! Precisely my point."
PTL!
I press on ...
Friday, June 26, 2015
"Peace be still"
So, what person on this earth did not know Rev. James Cleveland was "Gay"? It was a well known "secret". I still love his music, I know GOD loved him.
Who am I to say the man was right or wrong. I do know the practice of homosexuality, while frowned upon by man is NOT one of the Ten Commandments, plus One ("Love ye one another as I have loved you."
Who am I to judge? I am 64 and could never find a loving "mate". If you find some one to love and they actually, sincerely love you back, I say go for it.
I say think for yourself.
Number One, the Supreme Court had to follow the Constitution. Our U.S. Constitution clearly prohibits Church and State "co-mingling". Our government guarantees the !st Amendment , which protects and guarantees our religious freedoms. Not just the Baptists or Catholics, etc.
Our Constitution can NOT dictate or sanction our religious standards . That is not the role of the government. Sorry, this is 8th grade Civics.
So, the conservative News channels, that I refuse to watch or listen to because of my hypertension and extreme irritability when it comes to manipulating the "less educated", or exciting the "less learned", simply to excite hate and cause more confusion.
[Rush and Sean are so proud to be "white and privileged ". Both highly uneducated. I would have flunked both of them, twice. ]
[Rush and Sean are so proud to be "white and privileged ". Both highly uneducated. I would have flunked both of them, twice. ]
I hope people know that the practice of "homosexuality" is not new. The practice of homosexuality is as old as mankind! ( I kind'dah don't think it is going away, like a fad)
While it has been forbidden and relegated to the closet for eons, men and women that practice it, seem to like it.
The argument that you can't make babies can not really stand strong scrutiny . Not, if you are suggesting that heterosexuals only have sex for procreation. That's a lie. No, I will not discuss the practice of oral or anal sex. I think that is the real issue. Many people are revolted by my writing it, they find the practice so repulsive and taboo. But, many people do, do it!
Let's be more honest and forthright than usual. The concept of a woman being allowed to have a climax is new. The fact that a woman can now complain openly about how sorry , lazy and selfish her "Mister" sex partner is, is new. Why , interracial dating is new.
SEX is often viewed by many as necessary, normal, stress relieving, etc. I know that I don't have sex, have no interest, because a very disturbed woman was raped as a child and became a sexually perverted abomination! Lived and did nothing but terrorize and destroy for 87 YEARS!
Her severe perversion was hidden. She was all up in the church lying and preaching, hating herself for her closet homosexuality. Lying, denying, plotting, hating … why? What if my "mother" had been allowed to be "herself"?
GOD is love. " Live and let love". Do the Ten Commandments, plus one. Be honest, forthright, be wholesome, carry yourself with dignity.
Study to show yourself approved. Tune into GOD. Let Him lead and guide you. I will not judge you. Do not judge me.
I know I can't force any one to be what I want them to be because of my interpretation of the Bible. "Work out your own soul salvation with fear and trembling."
The King James Bible was commissioned by King James and he admitted to being homosexual. His excuse was considered blasphemous ; "I am like my LORD Jesus."
That was his opinion, not mine. Personally, I think Jesus was "asexual". He only "lived" to be 33. (And GOD did not send Him here for that.)
Don't miss GOD's message of love, tolerance and understanding. None of us have the right to force our opinions, religion or doctrines on others. Recognize each and every person's GOD given right to be a unique individual.
The 4th Amendment protects us from unlawful search and seizure. That means our right to privacy is guaranteed by the Constitution. A person's private life, is private. Mind your own business!
We all can't get in each other's faces, arguing, bickering, name calling, condemning and judging. "Do you! " "Take care of your own house. Sweep around your own front door."
I press on ...
"You shouldn't been messing ...
Do just like you want o do. Insist hat you are that brilliant, that cunning. Believe that you are a "legend in your own mind". One thing for sure EVERY WORD IN THAT BOOK IS TRUE!
GOD told me that He would make my enemies my footstool! GOD can Not Lie!
What is hilariously true, all imps get fighting mad when caught. They get mad with you! THAT WHORE REDUCED HERSELF TO A PRIMITIVE FIELD SLAVE AND CURSED ME WHEN GOD REVEALED HER TO ME! PTL!
I am very sure I was the most saved, sanctified, prayed up, living for the LORD, eight year old, there was anywhere on this earth! Why? Mathy Jane! The most savage, country, ignorant, lying, WICKED, VOLUNTEER DEMON POSSESSED BRUTE THAT EVER LIVED!
***** cussed me like a dog before she left here and deliberately stabbed me one more devastating time by declaring the "fringe father" I had claimed, the one she gave me , wasn't my real dad. Laughed.
Ugh, miss ma'am , why do you want to continue crucifying me? You successfully pinned all of your reprobate sins on me. Had the damn nerve to adopt "my persona" as a part of your flimflamming masquerade.
You left here raging, cussing people out. Why? I am not, nor have I ever been, a "dust chunker". Are you mad with GOD for bringing that "boy" back here with "the truth and nothing but the truth."?
Are you mad with GOD for taking so long to "get at you"? Don't blame that on GOD. You saw me winning. You saw us winning. You are the one that refused to believe. You are the one with weak faith in GOD.
Yes, I will apologize for you. An ordained minister, for show, satan's imp for survival and fun.
If you don't know by now , I assure you, a little fun, a short dalliance , is not worth it.
Read the book of Proverbs. You will find my "mother" is not alone. I want you to look around your own home today. Look at your sons and daughters. If you do in fact have a "Mathy Jane" , pray.
I press on ...
Irma Thomas-(You Can Have My Husband But Please)
Dear LORD, help us! Save us from ourselves. Poor lost, blind, dumb sheep. Fakes and pretenders.
I am still aghast , actually in some form of a latent state of shock. If anything, I always believed my mother was brutally honest. Her bedroom door was a revolving door. It didn't seem to bother her. As a matter of fact she loudly declared; "When the cat is away, it's time to play ... he-he-he-he-he" "It's a po'rat ain't got but one hole, he-he-he-he-he")
She never hid her proclivity to "sell a luddle *****" from me. It was like a little whime. Plus Martha told me that she hated men so much that giving them anything for "free" was not in her vocabulary.
Even my granddaddy advised his cure for impotence ; "A new woman…and buy her sump'tin'". Granddaddy was a true Southern gentleman and demanded that all my "suitors" be the same.
Why didn't I notice that when I became of "courting" age? Suddenly, Martha became pig nasty in her housekeeping. Our bathroom smelled like a bus station. I could not keep up with the filth! I gave up! I did the best I could and just talked you to death on the phone.
I do believe the Internet will bring and end to a few such demons. Demon possession is real! You don't believe me! I "D-double-dog-dare-you" to do what Mathy did! Go down on a murdered man's grave at midnight, collecting "dust" in the name of the "Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost".
You would not dare be that ignorant would you? Well guess what? Some people are that ignorant. Functional illiteracy, extreme ignorance and demon possession, do not mix well. That is why it is imperative that we PRAY!
Yes, there is a GOD, He does pay attention. He does make intercession. HE DOES SET THE CAPTIVES FREE!
PTL!
I press on ...
I am still aghast , actually in some form of a latent state of shock. If anything, I always believed my mother was brutally honest. Her bedroom door was a revolving door. It didn't seem to bother her. As a matter of fact she loudly declared; "When the cat is away, it's time to play ... he-he-he-he-he" "It's a po'rat ain't got but one hole, he-he-he-he-he")
She never hid her proclivity to "sell a luddle *****" from me. It was like a little whime. Plus Martha told me that she hated men so much that giving them anything for "free" was not in her vocabulary.
Even my granddaddy advised his cure for impotence ; "A new woman…and buy her sump'tin'". Granddaddy was a true Southern gentleman and demanded that all my "suitors" be the same.
Why didn't I notice that when I became of "courting" age? Suddenly, Martha became pig nasty in her housekeeping. Our bathroom smelled like a bus station. I could not keep up with the filth! I gave up! I did the best I could and just talked you to death on the phone.
I do believe the Internet will bring and end to a few such demons. Demon possession is real! You don't believe me! I "D-double-dog-dare-you" to do what Mathy did! Go down on a murdered man's grave at midnight, collecting "dust" in the name of the "Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost".
You would not dare be that ignorant would you? Well guess what? Some people are that ignorant. Functional illiteracy, extreme ignorance and demon possession, do not mix well. That is why it is imperative that we PRAY!
Yes, there is a GOD, He does pay attention. He does make intercession. HE DOES SET THE CAPTIVES FREE!
PTL!
I press on ...
Rolling Stones - The Last Time
….but in the mean time, never fear blazing a new trail. And live your life to the fullest! Live your life to the fullest, the greatest capacity you can. Pay no attention to "know-it-all-nay-sayers", sounding brass.
My grandfather told me that I could tell the quality of a man's character by the condition of his mouth, (his teeth) and his shoes. My granddaddy did not lie. I overlooked a man's ugly teeth and made the mistake of my life.
What is my point? Learn to listen to words of wisdom , discern them, seek them out. In the mean time, be you.
I am retired. I am being me. I don't hit a lick at a black snake. I garden, read, write , walk my dog and drive my brand new car! Praise the LORD!
Ad old "skank" whore that claimed to be my "mama", inadvertently forced me to honor GOD! PTL!
"Praise GOD from whom all blessings flow"
I press on ...
My grandfather told me that I could tell the quality of a man's character by the condition of his mouth, (his teeth) and his shoes. My granddaddy did not lie. I overlooked a man's ugly teeth and made the mistake of my life.
What is my point? Learn to listen to words of wisdom , discern them, seek them out. In the mean time, be you.
I am retired. I am being me. I don't hit a lick at a black snake. I garden, read, write , walk my dog and drive my brand new car! Praise the LORD!
Ad old "skank" whore that claimed to be my "mama", inadvertently forced me to honor GOD! PTL!
"Praise GOD from whom all blessings flow"
I press on ...
It is all over but the shouting!
"Pride goeth before a fall" I have gladly revealed to the world, and or, any one, that cares to know, the best example of pride destroying lives, that could ever be told.
I am laughing. There are some people that have shared with me, their pain, caused by my pain; "No more! We don't want to hear any more! We can't take it!" What about me, what about us? We lived it, endured it, survived it!
I am bragging! Testifying! Prancing, dancing and doing exactly what that old scaly fox forbade me to do; TELL!
Why can't I tell? If you are so righteous and all. If you are so beautiful, if people just automatically fawn over you, worship you for your white skin and straight hair. Why can't I tell that you had no morals? That you were extremely promiscuous . You claimed that GOD blessed you with a long life, while admitting the devil blesses his own too.
I know GOD is good. I know He is good because He deliberately put blinders on me when it came to you. I was so much like you, had I an inkling , an iota of fact , to support how low, treacherous and evil , you in fact were, YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN DEAD! I would have cold blooded cut your ( ) throat !
I would have caught a case for MURDER at 14. GOD is good. My life would have been destroyed and I never would have realized why.
YOU NEED TO KNOW! THE WORLD NEEDS TO KNOW! That "Monica Lewinsky" life is alive and well in our world!
(If you don't want people talking about you ******* ****!, don't **** ****!)
I am shaking my head because for the life of me, I fail to see how secretly worshipping satan benefited you at all. It seems to me, in the final analysis, you did more to bring multitudes to Christ than many real preachers ever could.
Praise the LORD!
I press on ...
That Great Getting Up Morning ...
Read that Book, GOD told us. Told us to study His Word and keep the Faith, to trust, to obey. I have kept the Faith. I trust with every fiber of my being. I obey! I keep the Ten Commandments , plus One.
GOD privileged me to experience the lowest, commonest, woman that every lived, A COMPLETE ABOMINATION UNTO THE LORD! While she was quite whorish, lying, deceitful, perverted and everything diabolical , that is NOT the cause of her being an ABOMINATION!
Martha Jane Walters is not an ABOMINATION for her extreme cruelty and secret sadistic acts. MARTHA JANE WALTERS IS AN ABOMINATION FOR FALSELY CLAIMING TO LOVE GOD!
She preached, taught Sunday school, sang the praises of GOD every day, all day, for COVER! The "stanking" blankety, blank, blankety, blank, could no longer find any one foolish enough to go along with her scams , so she did exactly what Jesus predicted, put on sheep's clothing so she could creep in and slay the weak, gullible and unsuspecting . These whores make sure their many bastard children have no "daddies".
Is that why you MURDERED your own father and the only father we ever knew? (Six fatherless children! Not one with the same daddy!) GOD said No!
I know now there was NO time in my entire life that my "mother" loved or even liked me. She was accursed, sold her soul to satan for "witchcraft". Martha loved NO ONE and the person she hated the most was herself.
Martha always declared her undying love and admiration , ALL LIES! In fact, our experiences were quite devastating on a daily basis . Martha was a black hearted, perverted, "Twisted sister". She had no business around children, around the innocent, around the decent, except to put flesh on GOD's prophesy.
The magnificence and mystery of Almighty GOD refreshes me. Sixty-two years of confusing, indescribable, unknowable pain, SUDDENLY TURNED INTO THE GREATEST JOY I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED! PRAISE THE LORD!
Did she think she would get away clean forever? No. She knew the word but unfortunately Martha was a weak, helpless reprobate. Her feet were not just swift to run to mischief. Her feet were swift to run to evil, diabolical, gut wrenching sick psychotic treachery.
Poor Martha went out in the world and collected demons, she had a legion. I find it rather curious that many people that brag about their great church affiliation, are proud of attending every Sunday, serving in various capacities, think I should "Shut UP!", stifle my testimony. People that have collected titles, deacon, elder, minister of music, head of the usher board, etc., remain clueless to the goodness of GOD.
Don't tire of my warning, LISTEN! You got duped! Are in fact being duped right now as I type. That Martha Jane Walters film-flamed all of us for 87 YEARS!
I was looking at her picture on Facebook . She is sitting in a wheelchair, attending a funeral for a close family member. Some one I know for a fact she hated with a passion. She is frowning, scowling, obviously mad as hell about something.
Truthfully, she is probably mad that the dead relative is getting more attention than she. Dear LORD help me to explain to people that Martha was stuck. Stuck in the selfish mentality of a toddler.
Praise GOD, help us. Far too many people are considered good, worthy, because of the way they look or for how they sound. My "mother" was the greatest con artist I ever knew. Give her at least five minutes, she would have your money and you would be proud to give it to her.
What is my point? Don't trust ANYONE proclaiming their great love for the LORD. LOOK AT THEIR FRUIT! Do read and study the Bible for yourself. Don't Hate. Trust GOD to deliver you.
And always PTL!
I press on ...
Thursday, June 25, 2015
One day at a time ...
If I had to experience "this life" in order to have compassion for my fellow man, thank you.
Use me LORD! Use my testimony. Save our children LORD.
I press on ...
"Nobody but you LORD!"
The hospital staff of Southwest Community Hospital was a collection of abysmal shiftless ( ). The evil orderly did parade me through the halls , up and down the elevators, with my ass completely out, no covering, no blanet. Pretended he could not hear my pleas.
Yes, evil is real.
Evil "husband", evil "mother" … evil world. The doctor walked in, in the nick of time. Time enough to catch my daughter and unwrap the umbilical cord choking the life out of her.
Martha just knew her "dust" was working. Clapped her hands and squealed like a hog. She laughed loud and long BUT GOD REIGNED!
Don't worry about evil doers children. GOD will get them in His own time, in His own way.
Attention all Jezebel spirited ( ) that declare you know everything about everything . Just like my mother you sit high on your phony titles dictating, lying and deliberately making sure every life you encounter never reaches the pinnacle of yours.
Get ready because your day is finally coming also.
PTL!
I press on ...
"Straight is the gate ...
Dear LORD, thank you for the images, memories of Martha's bold demonic body language engrained in my brain. Thank you for explaining granddaddy's coded warning;
"When yo'head is in the lion's mouth …you don't make no sudden moves."
Praise the LORD! When a woman is allowed to become something so evil, few, will ever mention her deplorable life. When your memory, your scent, has to be buried deeper than you, we have a problem of great spiritual proportions. Somebody is going to have to put up or shut up.
GOD said No!
Martha Jane Walters never had any power! She had a corrupt mind and no morals, absolutely none. She was an enslaver! A lying demonic hypocrite! A ravenous wolf in sheep's clothing.
GOD said No!
You must know because they are coming! Martha was just a sample of the woe to come. We see it. Parents accidentally leaving their toddlers in hot cars. There are so many small children raped in this country, in this world, on a daily basis, the media must hide it , must not offend the paying public.
The porn industry profits off of the pain and degradation of the innocent . I know how the "Elephant Man" feels, shunned and rejected for his "affliction'. What was my affliction? A nasty common "mother". A female pedophile! A complete pervert! Deliberately hidden for 87 years because we did not know what to do. We had never been this way before. Plus, Martha had conditioned us. Beaten and brutalized, we lived to please her. She pretended to love education, pretended to support your endeavors, while never parting with one penny of her money to help you on your way.
Jesus told us; ""LOOK AT THEIR FRUIT!" Their deeds, not their children. My "mother" was such a brilliant alert whore for satan, she deliberately taught us that we were her fruit. "Don't nevah read the book of Revelation! Don't git baptized no'mo! That sprinkling dun in Wesley is good enough."
That imp for satan was the first one with her hand out, making demands on your life, on your bank account, before the ink dried on your degree. These low common men and women are exasperating. Dumb, vulnerable , ''pre-abused" men and women are putty in their hands.
My "mother" did hint often that she hated all men, wanted to punish them severely for the act of one man. The man that violated her when she was eight years old. She was still angry with her father, at 84;"Daddy didn't do nutting but run duh ****** off … the sorry ****** hung 'round Wade fo' years …somebody finally shot his leg off …went 'round a cripple the rest of his life."
Martha was still angry, having to face, interact, with her violator on a daily basis. Few people believing her, even fewer caring. I fully understand being forced to live with your violators. Being forced to make "nice" with complete lying, lecherous hypocrites! Two buzzards, faking like they were decent parents, that they were normal human beings. VAMPIRES! Blood suckers, foul reprobates with the nerve to use each other. Both as common as the day is long. Neither caring of the murderous effects of their carnal lusts, selfish vile VAMPIRES!
Yes I was forced to stifle , to suppress my true feelings forever, forced by society to silence the truth.
How could Martha know that she would turn out like the man she hated? She couldn't. She never read the psychological studies, the opinions of psychiatrists that warn, at least 25 percent of the raped children become rapists themselves.
So, the world must be warned. Pay attention! It is not color or culture. It is spiritual.
"There is a word from the LORD" :
"Praise GOD from whom all blessings flow." "Don't disrespect GOD! Respect GOD's House! Do not give what is Holy unto dogs."
My "mother" demanded to be! She was going to "be" immoral and corrupt and you weren't going to so much as open your damned mouth or give her a look of disdain or disapproval.
The evil my "mother" was permitted to commit under the guise of "Christian ministry" is more than criminal and immoral. It is a human tragedy of the greatest magnitude, totally ignored by this world because all involved are "black".
I will not uphold and honor one of the most despicable abominations that ever masqueraded as a daughter, sister, mother, grandmother, great grandmother, aunt, pastor, Mother of the Church.
"Woe unto you." Woe unto all people that know of this woman or women like my "mother" and don't care! Have never lifted a finger or a voice to help stave off this avalanche of repugnant behavior.
"Black lives matter!" You "Shut up!" you lying hypocrite!
Martha was a complete ignorant imp. But the Glory is, the source of my Joy, GOD warned me, shielded me, protected and provided for me! Praise the LORD!
Do know that Jerome Walters did warn Mathy about becoming a reprobate. Of course she didn't listen. Every time I think of my "mother" I no longer see the once beautiful woman reduced to a "haint" by extreme aging. I visualize a hideous monster, a scaly thing from the bottom of the sea. I see an arrogant MURDERER! A trickster much too proud of her degradation.
I know she had zero respect for the Church! Evidently thought GOD the simple clown she reduced us to .
"When your desolation comes …" Remember that. You will pay. I will pay. We will all have to pay one day. We are saved by Grace and if you don't want it, you may not get it. I know satan is a LIAR!
The woman that bore us did so as part of satan's brilliant plan. I know the whore died laughing at me, cursing me for knowing the truth about her. The woman cursed me for begging her to repent! Help us Holy Ghost!
GOD said No!
I know one thing, I will always be very careful of where I worship. Please the LORD! I don't want any fake Christian baptizing me and giving me Communion. Laying hands on me when I come up to the chancellor rail.
I press on ...
Wednesday, June 24, 2015
Righteous Brothers - Unchained Melody
Please permit me to tell you how good, how magnificent My GOD is. He is so good I want Him to be great in your life! I want you to have what I have, Joy!
GOD knows He anointed me with many wonderful gifts, but the gift of Jerome Walters and my brilliant, beautiful daughter, all in the same life time! Praise the LORD!
I know so many women that were never afforded the opportunity of "mothering". I assure you, no greater adventure awaits the blessed.
Mothering is truly a blessing, a Holy assignment from GOD. After nine months of agony, you deliver this little alien , this strange little being that knows how to control you, day one.
If you are a real mother, that child is number one, always. (Sorry Dad, you just lost your place.) You can't help it. It's so cute. Cuddly. It smells good. He or she gets you, laughs at your lame jokes. Hugs you tightly. It talks back. Communicates with its eyes. Causes retardation. You "coo" and talk baby talk.
The best thing about being a parent is that GOD gives you the opportunity to fix you. That's right fix you. I treated my daughter far better than I ever treated myself. She kept me disciplined. I didn't mine. She is a mini-me.
Let's say you didn't feel that way about your child at first. How long would you deliberately mistreat that child? Would you do it until they turned elderly? Would you blame your corrupt dishonest actions on their stupidity?
PTL!
I press on ...
GOD knows He anointed me with many wonderful gifts, but the gift of Jerome Walters and my brilliant, beautiful daughter, all in the same life time! Praise the LORD!
I know so many women that were never afforded the opportunity of "mothering". I assure you, no greater adventure awaits the blessed.
Mothering is truly a blessing, a Holy assignment from GOD. After nine months of agony, you deliver this little alien , this strange little being that knows how to control you, day one.
If you are a real mother, that child is number one, always. (Sorry Dad, you just lost your place.) You can't help it. It's so cute. Cuddly. It smells good. He or she gets you, laughs at your lame jokes. Hugs you tightly. It talks back. Communicates with its eyes. Causes retardation. You "coo" and talk baby talk.
The best thing about being a parent is that GOD gives you the opportunity to fix you. That's right fix you. I treated my daughter far better than I ever treated myself. She kept me disciplined. I didn't mine. She is a mini-me.
Let's say you didn't feel that way about your child at first. How long would you deliberately mistreat that child? Would you do it until they turned elderly? Would you blame your corrupt dishonest actions on their stupidity?
PTL!
I press on ...
"You have not, because you ask not."
People don't have because they don't ask, they don't ask because they do not know what they want. They wait for "the powers that be" to tell them. Non- critical thinkers let the world tell them what is acceptable, what must be done.
This world says you must become a sex Fein . You don't feel it but the world tells you that if you don't feel "it", something is wrong with you. So the Pharmaceutical companies come up with magic blue and pink pills. You still don't feel "it", so you pretend.
You must have a certain amount of money, "come hook or crook", "by any means necessary". Your spouse must possess a certain "look", must be of a certain height, weight. Must have a "de-gree" or plenty of money.
People you truly listen to, take advice from, must be a certain color, a certain age, gender. Any thing deemed "too black"is automatically rejected.
GOD sends us His Truth daily. Will you receive it? Will you read with me? Research with me? Will you help me line up the facts? Please know that one of my greatest discoveries in this whole process, my "Mathy Jane Experience", is that , I have discovered far too many pastors, judges, policemen, people considered "Pillars in the community" , guilty of abominable INCEST!
Their victims are too ashamed, too stoned, too self medicated, to tell on them. The perpetrators are so abusive and demon possessed, as my own "mother", that they get away. They finally die and no one wants to talk about it. The bitch played preacher and saintly mother in order to hunt me down like a dog and slay me and I'm supposed to suppress it, "take it to my grave". Lies you tell satan!
Dear LORD, help me to understand! Why are so many people weak, mum, silent, "mealy-mouthed" when it comes to the wickedness of so-called pastors, church officials? Why are so many people afraid to "out" satan? You certainly don't think he is going to win! ARE YOU ON HIS SIDE!?
Are you secretly rooting for the evil forces because you think they benefit you?
Poor dumb Martha did. Thought she was the "right color". Dear LORD shine a light bright enough for all to see. None of us have to perish. None of us have to remain Mathy's footstool. Praise GOD she is dead. Died at a good time, in "due season". Now, family, "Come ye out from among them".
America, we will talk. There will be a conversation one day. Praise the LORD!
I press on …
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