"STUDY TO SHOW YOURSELF APPROVED!"

It is imperative that you study!  Learn as much as you can,  while you can.  Most importantly , learn to think for Yourself!  Otherwise you will perish.  These imps and pimps with titles, people in authority over you, WILL DESTROY YOU!

It must be Morning!  "Joy comes in the Morning!"  "A lie can't live forever."  GOD is righting wrongs, straightening every crooked way, opening eyes, taking blinders off, unstopping deaf ears.  Don't worry about the ones that refuse to hear, to see.

Save yourself!  Leave your fellow victims down in that pit.  They claim to be happy.  They are also LIARS. Pray for them, offer them comfort, but don't linger in that sewage with them one more moment.

No matter how long, complicated, bizarre, repugnant,  an imp's plan, it will NOT work.  No matter if fellow victims scream; "Shut up!".   Poor,  foolish, defeated, exhausted, perplexed, and confused "children" still mourn the "mother" they never had.

The woman that should have been their mother was prevented by extreme ignorance, brought on by extreme anti-intellectualism.  Martha bragged of her great intellect.  But she lied.  Martha surrounded herself with books that she never had the discipline or intellectual curiosity to read.

Martha had a great ear for hearing something "smart" and repeating it, claiming it as her own.  Why study when you falsely believe that your skin color, hair, gift of lying, brutality and savagery , is all you need.  If Martha could not manipulate you with her "con", she resorted to name calling, vulgar insults.  If that didn't work, she laid hands on you.   Some times she had to use knives, guns, sticks, bricks and last but not least was her "dust".  It was a good thing for Martha that so few people are aware of such shameful primitive practices that still linger, left over from slavery.

Martha never changed, never bothered to change , because she did believe she was winning.  When  she sang her legendary song; "You can't win fuh duh fix you in, I can't lose fuh duh stuff I use." She meant it!

Martha was a self styled, self made, "Root Doctor".  Martha was a whore!  No,  not just any whore, the lowest.  I cry to this day realizing how low my "mother" fell.  Rock bottom.

"You done hit rock bottom dawthur. …you can't go no lower."  I was around three when I overheard those words.  In my mind's eye I can clearly see the front room we were in.  Sparse.  Granddaddy never had a lot of furniture.  I do not know what act Jerome Walters had caught his only daughter in.  I know it was foul.  I know that he never repeated it.

I do know that I lived in fear, in absolute terror for 62 Years!  I know a great cozy warm blanket of relief engulfed me when my brother texted me, informing me coldly that she had finally "passed".

Praise the LORD!

How dare any one judge me for my opinions and revelations concerning my own "mother".  How ever I feel about her, do know,  it is a "knowing", a "coming into being, fruition."   My daughter told me.  I could not see it.  All my life my mother always bragged about her superior intellect, superior beauty, skin color and straight hair.

Martha set herself up as the "Brain Trust".  We were to go to her for advice.  Only she could name our children.  I wonder , is that why she MURDERED the only wise man any of us ever knew or hoped to ever know?    She openly hated my granddaddy with a passion.   Claimed that he interfered and messed up her life.

Martha was sultry, seductive, paraded nearly naked around her mostly male family.  She purred, head bumped you, deliberately led you astray .  Demanded to witness and participate in your destruction.  Just like that puppy, Martha was going to pound you between two bricks.  She was going to laugh and she was going to get on the phone and spread the news of your sorry life to every one willing to listen to the "Wise godhead".

Martha was not nearly as brilliant as she professed.  But she was smart.  "If it had not been for GOD on my side! ….Oh LORD! …where would I be?"

Take GOD with you every were you go!  Don't wait until you think you need Him,  to call on Him.  You need Him every hour!  "Goodgot'tuhmighty!"  My own "mother" terrorized me!  Stalked me for 62 years!  And the world cries;  "Shut up!"

I will NOT!  One thing I know, the ease, comfort and longevity of Martha Jane Walters in the A.M.E. Zion church demands discussion, intellectual and spiritual exchange.    What kind of church permits, turns a blind eye to known demonic women giving COMMUNION! Presiding over funerals, taking into marriage?    A church that cloaks and harbors such reprobates,  then have the nerve to THINK THEY DON'T HAVE TO ANSWER TO GOD!

GOD said No!  Why are you Bishops, Presiding elders, pastors and preachers still pretending that you don't know me?  That you have not heard from me or about me?

One thing for sure, you are going to have to  give in account to GOD for your deeds, for your greed, for your slimy serpent ways.

For your information; I AM SOMEBODY AND I WILL BE HEARD!"

I press on ...