We are rude and disrespectful. We cheer and applaud absolute cruelty then wonder why our children grow up and become murderers. I am so glad for intercession. The Holy Spirit makes intercession for us when we are unawares.
It was in the very early 80s, I suddenly, out of no where said to my "mother"; "You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth." "We will ALL get our just and honest due on this planet earth." To this day I can not tell you what prompted me to say that.
I can't tell you why GOD told me that I was going to win a house and I won the the prettiest little solid brick house you ever saw. GOD knew that one act of blessing from Him would attract serpents. Little did I know, the chief viper was my own "mother".
By the time I won my house in 1979 Martha was well versed and highly educated in witchcraft, foregoing a real college education. Opted for an associates degree in secretarial science where she did nothing but cheat, was too lazy to learn shorthand. When I as an eleven year old demonstrated how well I had mastered it, self taught mind you, the imp snatched the book out of my hand and threw it away.
Martha did quite successfully rob me and many others of a lot of things. SHE WILL NOT ROB ME OF MY JESUS! Of my knowing GOD's Gospel Truth. Every one that wants to live in denial, go right ahead. You don't want o humble yourself and call on the LORD, don't.
"As for me and my house, we will serve the LORD".
My "mother" taught me to never expect any joy. She let me know early that I better not ever get a compliment, gift, or any form of love from any one for any reason, EVER. The best I could ever expect was some good treatment from her on occasion , when ever the spirit hit her.
Most importantly WE WERE TO NEVER BREATHE A WORD OF HER POLAR OPPOSITE SELF! People could not know Mathy's "business", it would embarrass HER. Mathy was the only important person in our lives. WE BETTER LOVE AND FEAR HER MORE THAN GOD OR ELSE!
"You shut duh ****up ! Always running' yo'****** mouf!" "Ni, i'd tke dat tuh my grave!"
All of this from a woman who knew no secrets when it came to your life. A woman who not only spread your business over the entire globe , made most of it up! Most of it was actuality her, her sick deeds, pinned on you for her entertainment.
Granddaddy tried, I tried. We did always try, gently. You did not dare treat Mathy Jane the same way she treated you. It was not in us to bludgeon, to scream filthy lies and extreme vulgarity. We were not mean or as mean. We did become mean. It was "fight or flight". We would fight and we would fight dirty, for sake of the families honor of course.
When she declared that she could not lose for the stuff she used, did I believe her? I think I did. For a long time I remained frozen, paralyzed by fear. GOD saw me, the Holy Spirit intervened, now I can't shut up. Praise the LORD!
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