"There is a Word from the LORD"

Those words thundered in my ears and I braced myself to receive another great sermon.  I love sermons.  I need constant reminding of the goodness of GOD.  Not that I am a doubter, I am human.  I live in this "real world".  The "real world" is overrun with ignorant savage bullies.

I must attend church at least once a week or become like those I loathe.  I also read my Bible.  All of my Bibles are "written up", underlined, highlighted.  When I discover a very impressive word I capture it in art.

There are so many myths, opinions, and frankly lies preventing so many from the arms of  Almighty GOD.  I know that my "mother" just wanted me to give up.  So deranged and confused by the demons that possessed her,  she did not want any one to have the slightest semblance of the joy she faked having.

Again, I am brought to tears knowing what a foul beast she was, yet still remains invisible to the vast majority of my love ones.  Of course they are not nearly as dumb or as blind as they pretend to be.  They just refuse to come to the truth.  I know they don't want to know.  I didn't want to know either.  But she finally went too far with me.  Praise the LORD!

Martha Jane Walters was a sick demon possessed beast, an abomination to the LORD!   Strangely , nearly every incredible repugnant deed she did,  was never , or rarely,  revealed by her victims.   She told.   She bragged constantly and  she slipped up rarely.

 But PTL! I was attending to her every need in 2008, nursing her after her surgery.  She got confused, thought I was her sister/cousin.  Long held secrets were revealed.  The Holy Spirit told me to get out of that house, to flee.

 She is the one that told me she busted her 2 year old brother's skull open with a wrought iron firing pan.

She bragged about how she terrorized her father when she was 16,  attempting to murder him in front of all of his friends on Henry *Bacon's porch.  Proud!  Bragging about her savage toughness.  "What did granddaddy do?  Why were you trying to kill him?"    "He was running 'round on my mama!"

(Why was that your business?)

Every year of my life you could be sure Martha was going to be found in or was somewhere "lingering" around a tragedy, another disappointment.  Little did we know she was behind so much pain.

The dogs, the puppies, kittens ,  all "died" while in her care.  She was always innocent.  It was always an accident.

Secretly serve satan if you want to, he will make you something repugnant.  Serve the LORD! You will heal.

I am healing! Beaming! Growing! Growing in Grace!  Dear LORD thank you for the LOVE!   Vexation of the spirit is sent to us  by satan.  Weak loved ones succumb to evil, become demon possessed and demand that we do likewise, *"drown in their ship." [*thank you Pastor Sammy]

I WILL NOT!

I will NOT be an idiot, a SILENT VICTIM, because my birth "mother" was a no mannered imp.

GOD taught me better.