"Learn to live together as friends or die ...

together as fools."

I must have a thousand quotes lined up in my brain waiting for an opportunity to be gifted, delivered to an anxious ear.

 Can wise quotations  help you?  Certainly, if you are receptive.  Do know words of wisdom make some people rage.  That is the kind of woman my "mother" was.  Don't bother wasting your breathe admonishing Martha with  GOD's Commandments, proverbs or Jesus' parables.

Martha Jane Walters was an IMP!  Goggle it!  Finally know what an IMP is and "stay 'way from'um!".

 Please listen.  I am not hating on the old *****.  I just want to share , unburden myself a little.

My "Mathy Jane Experience" has taught me why some men become serial murderers.  If nothing else, I will always have compassion in my heart for men that find they prefer "men".  If any man has a deep psychological fear and hatred for women, I fully understand.

Of course I am still tormented.  An 87 year old demon possessed pervert!  A woman so common we refused to see.  GOD told us not to fear.  We feared!  You see what we got.

The saddest possible truth about this whole saga; my "mother" declared her "church" (Simon Temple A.M.E.Zion Church on Yadkin Road in Fayetteville, North Carolina) to be just like her.  She felt comfortable among them.  I know they never prayed for her, treated me with disdain.

  "Be ye also ready…" was a Wade Station quote.  An itinerant preacher's [ that always wore a snow white double breasted silk  suit and silk scarf] tag line.  We laughed.  Now I get it.

GOD's perfect world is possible and it is coming.  Rest assured, you and I may never see it.  But GOD is going to have his way.

"Prepare ye the way …"

Justice is coming!  Truth is coming!  GOD is righting every wrong.  Get on the right side.  My "mother" used cunning, ignorant brutality and methods too low and common to ever mention again, in order to have her way for 87 years.  Bragged about it.  Gloated.

What did she get?  She claimed to the Mother of a church.  Do they claim her now?  Is her picture up any where in that church?  Is she revered and lauded as she demanded?  Is she still feared?

What does the Bible say?  "When your desolation comes, it will come as a whirlwind!"

Keep being a lying, phony,  fornicator,  like Mathy.  I do not suspect too many of "chunking dust" or working "roots" like Mathy. I do hope and pray few fall that low and "stay" .   "Stay" as deliberately remain vacuous out of envy and jealousy.   But Mathy's carnal nature, highly over sexed, lying and free to fornicate nature, will ruin far too many.

"Dear LORD, deliver us of "'hoish (whorish) men and women".

Stop that practice.  Will you give up your integrity, sell your soul to satan for 30 seconds of "pleasure"?  Poor Martha did, over and over , for 87 years.  What did she get?   What did she reap?

Pray to pray.

I press on ...