After all , who ever heard of "baby rape-ers" way back then. Who knew that men and women existed, were roaming around "loose", stray ******, that lusted after small children to sexually molest? I know now that Martha, or should I say the demons she invited to control her, did.
Hot soapy enemas! LORD JESUS! Giving your little toddler children hot soapy enemas the first opportunity you get to play "mother". Dear LORD thank you for my big mouth. I thank you for urging me to tell my granddaddy.
I know now why I always struck fear in the heart of Martha, why she labeled me a "Goody-two-shoes". She was an imp for satan. Not just any imp, the lowest. No one, nothing is lower than a woman that turns predator, takes advantage of a child's natural craving for love and affection to MOLEST AND RAPE them! To use their love, swear them to secrecy, to burden them with a sin so shameful they willing take it to their grave as SHE ORDERED. "Ni, I'd take dat tuh my grave he-hehehe…"
Of course she MURDERED her own father. What else could she do? She was satan's bitch, his slave, his cur dog. Martha always talked loud, carried pistols, beat, bullied and cursed. But, you better pretend like you didn't know about that. You just better sit up under her EVERY SINGLE SUNDAY THE GOOD LORD SENT pretending that she was real. You better PRETEND she was sincere if you knew what was good for you. You better hand over your testicles without complaint.
Jesus told me , directly, to my face, many years ago; "Fear no man!" Yes I did fear Martha. We all did. Who didn't? She was not worth confronting with her awful truth. She was ruined. The 87 years of a long tormented miserable secret life is documented. Marriage records, death certificates, divorce decrees, substantiate my claims, my testimony proves it.
What an idiot! A dumb whorish woman that lived most of her life struggling, trying to stay afloat. Always scrimping, saving, hoarding, scheming, lying, stealing, plotting and "chunking" just to be admired. Just to have more than every one she knew. Poor Martha wanted to be loved but she DID NOT WANT TO RISK GIVING LOVE! And she was so greedy, so selfish, "You could not have none".
Martha could say the sweetest words, write the greatest love letters, ALL LIES! Martha was prevented from ever meaning a single word that came out of her mouth because she was in fact a reprobate. One of the billions of the "walking dead". When you deliberately, secretly, cunningly, conniving, destroy your ENTIRE FAMILY in order to convince yourself that you are right, that YOU are perfect, YOU ARE AN ABOMINATION!
When you are arrogant enough, pompous enough, to slither up into "GOD's pulpit" LYING! Knowing full well every word proceeding out of your mouth is a DAMNABLE LIE! You are accursed! You are a DEMON!
I was deeply hurt when first rejected by my entire family for revealing OUR TRUTH. Then it hit me, these people want me to remain silent!? To go along with Martha's long ruse. I am not the only one that knows what a sick whore Martha was. All of her "friends" know, all of her lovers know. Certainly all of her victims know!
So why lie!? I will not go to hell for that WHORE OF BABYLON! Let's say I was wayward and didn't care about going to hell or didn't believe in hell or any form of an after life. The off chance that I would meet up with the likes of Mathy Jane in the "here after" would turn me into a pious monk.
Ok, men, women , looking for a "freak in the sheets", that's her, that's Mathy Jane. Get one if you want one. "Look at HER fruit."
Keep being stupid, claiming you are scared. ****** please! The bitch is dead! Can't get no "dead-ER!". Live the rest of your life robbed and defeated. Keep lying and cloaking for her. I understand what she did to you. She did it to all of us. We did "dodge a bullet". No, she did slap pistols in our face. But, that was just to keep us in line. But poor granddaddy, the most innocent one, caught the bullet. Caught the bullet straight to the heart. My grandfather sacrificed his entire life for his family, for his children and his children's children and his wayward lying daughter thought she defeated him by depriving him of a headstone. GOD said No!
For once in my life I stood up to her. Yes, I got cussed out, cursed and "rooted" for my opinion, my humble request for just a little decency, a tiny apology that I knew was going to be a lie. After all she was well into her eighties. If she was ever going to "say" she was sorry , it should have been then.
satan kept Mathy blind. For some reason she still thought I was that 3 year old toddler she held down in the woods for hours cursing like a mangy dog. Why? What had I done? I told our cousin Wright Walters who my daddy was when he inquired.
I remember being so proud of my precocious self, for knowing the name of a man that I had never met. While Martha called me every " black assmuthaf********, blankety, blank" there could possibly be on earth, for what seemed like hours upon hours. Martha finally released us into the hands of my grandfather. Why did she curse me in the grove of trees just beyond granddaddy's house?
Was she being bold? Pretending that he could hear her? Pretending that he was afraid of her also?
How did Martha get like that? Of course "root working" will always render you satan's spawn. But what got her to that point? Was she rebuked, reviled and rejected after her rape at eight years old? Is that why she insisted that I, that we, suffer the exact same fate?
What ever! Thank GOD he put Jerome Walters there to "stand in the gap". Praise the LORD! And I thank Him for giving me the courage to stand up for myself. I can truthfully say, I stood up for myself! I WILL NOT BE sATAN'S FOOTSTOOL! HIS DIRTY WASH RAG!
You died laughing, you witch. You were never smarter. You were an ABOMINATION unto GOD and it took an incredibly long time to figure you out. That's Divine Order!
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