"Git on'way from heah!…Git ni! GIT!" PRAISE GOD ALMIGHTY!
Dear LORD, it is my earnest prayer, my greatest desire for people to come to know the ravages of disobedience, of pride, of envy.
No greater imp, no dumber slut, has ever lived, has ever slithered on this earth masquerading as human. No LORD! I know You didn't let me suffer so much, for so long, for nothing. I know you didn't let her rob and ruin me, US, over and over , for nothing. She told me in 2005 that I would be the one to "betray" her.
"GOODGOTUHMIGHTY!" My master's thesis proven! Out of the 48 volumes of slave narratives I read concerning voodoo and conjure; every one stressed the same warning; 'DO NOT MIX YOUR HAND!" If you do (practice) good "roots", if you use herbs and such for healing, don't practice evil, don't try to hurt anyone. The penalty is instant insanity.
Praise GOD, the irony here is uncanny. I left my Fellowship , strangely abandoned my studies prior to the semester ending. I was in a fog, like a zombie, I didn't know what my problem was either. Enrolled in a prestigious program headed by Dr. Norman F. Cantor at the State University of New York, I suddenly left.
"Come home tuh yo'mama'" was the reoccurring song that played in my head as I headed back to my prison, my chains.
I have to laugh LORD! Suffering in the belly of The Beast. Granddaddy making strange requests; "Leave heah! And DON'T NEVAH COME BACK!" Making odd pronouncements; "When your head is in the lion's mouf don't make no sudden moves."
This woman! This nasty, common woman, cussed and raised pure hell for 87 years because she was CARNAL! LUSTFUL! A SEX ADDICT! Poor Martha had NO MORALS! None what so ever. She had secrecy, she had abominable shame, but she had no credibility , WAS KNOWN TO BE UNTRUSTWORTHY FOR 87 YEARS! After Mathy Jane got through with you, you weren't telling anything!
Children, Martha Jane Walters had to be endured! You endured! We endured! None of us died! (Well none we know about other than the five that got flushed.)
Sure, we are messed up, scarred physically and emotionally. But we endured! I will NOT obey her. I will NOT take her garbage to my grave! PTL!
That husband she beat bloody on the regular wasn't telling. We weren't telling. I was trying not to tell but since I was the only girl and obviously more intelligent than my already emasculated brothers, I would slip up from time to time. That would be my ass too.
Now, I'm mad. All that conjure, voodoo, cursing, brutalizing, degrading, LYING, just so you could "enjoy" whatever carnal pleasure crossed your sick demented mind! GOD said No!
I am using my "sanctified imagination" to see myself as Christ like, as one tempted by satan, as one stalked by the greatest LIAR to ever exist. My mother was such a great liar you would think we would have all learned to NEVER put any confidence in her. Strangely, we didn't, we had to be the dumbest children on earth. "My mama said…" We were the greatest "My mama" said, holding on for dear life, craving life sustaining love, from a cold calculating , "You ain't neva' gon git it" whore. If Mathy said it, it was Gospel.
We had to deliberately delude ourselves or just perish from the unrelenting pain.
Want to get hated!? Say something bad about my "mama". Right or wrong, she was my "mama" and she taught me to protect HER name HER image. The only problem was, she was working 24/7, non stop, viciously and tenaciously AGAINST US! Against me. She was racing against the clock to destroy every one she possibly could before GOD took her off this planet.
Martha always kept her a nice set of teeth , some pearly whites to grin in your face with. (She really did have different sets of teeth used only for certain occasions. The teeth with the gold were for Sunday preaching.) She always kept a "siren", an intoxicating, hypnotizing voice to lure you with. Martha knew her craft, was brilliant at it. Martha Jane Walters was a LIAR! (Par excellent!) satan's chief henchman, AN ABOMINATION!
The world needs to pay attention to my story because there are millions, perhaps billions of women just as low, right now. Living among us, cloistered up in good families, holding them hostage with their awful shame, with their perverted proclivities.
My little courage comes from constant prayer. My little courage comes from constant reading, from devouring the Bible. I am sure my complete celibacy for "low these many years" has helped me.
"GAWD said a LIAR wudden tarry in hiz sight!" The words my mother spewed at the top of her lungs daily as she savagely beat us. Praise the LORD! Who knew that was just a ruse, a ploy , the sick evil scheme of a demonic troll manipulating GOD's WORD for her secret sadistic pleasure? GOD said No!
Then the ignorant whore had the nerve to turn around and hate her victims the more because of who she was, because of what she did. The _________ MURDERED her daddy then turned around and hated me for having sense enough to put it together.
Praise GOD! No it wasn't that I had sense enough to put it together, it was that I had nerve enough, "enough grit in my craw" to say something,TO TELL! Mathy Jane never really cared much if people knew of her incredible evil. As a matter of fact she really enjoyed it. She loved her ability to terrorize people and to get away laughing and picking at you for your inability to stop her.
Like a small child, Mathy lived her whole like skipping and sashaying down the road, singing like Prissy in Gone With The Wind. Martha never tired of playing stupid, of playing thick confused coon.
Martha was a full fledged SADIST! Started her sadistic practices as a small child. Personally I think Martha got addicted to the awful fear she struck in the hearts of many and most. Martha was an evil "cat". Lure, hypnotize, then savagely torture, tire and seek other prey as you lay dying, bleeding and wounded, as you lay suffering and the world passing you by, uncaring and ordering you to SHUT UP! To quit your whining. To quit depressing them. To please permit them to enjoy their perfect lives unencumbered, undisturbed by your misery.
Noah told us it was gong to rain. We didn't listen. I am telling the world, these VIPERS ARE ON THE INCREASE ! INCREASING EXPONENTIALLY!
"There is a Word from the LORD!" "I will never leave or forsake you!" Dumb Martha thought she was winning, slyly bragged to me how she had successfully ruined my life before she passed. Lies you tell satan!
BOW DOWN YOU IMP!
87 years wasted! Great potential FOR GOD'S KINGDOM lost because one woman was full of pride and full of ABOMINABLE LIES!
GOD SAID NO!
PRAISE THE LORD!
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