Dear LORD, I thank you for saving Me! Little black bastard, unwanted, "throwed away baby", me. GOD you are so good. An old hideous heifer tortured me, my entire family, beyond human capacity to endure.
This whore secretly rammed and crammed cyenne pepper, filth, salt, glass and debris in our open oozing wounds, while pretending to help, to heal. GOD said No!
This stupid illiterate, anti-intellectual reprobate was determined to get her last "jollies" off of me. GOD said No! Snatched her Fashion Fair mask off! Left a hideous monster standing there, rank, stank, screaming; "I'm an ORDAINED MINISTER **************!"
More like a damned fool, a clown, someone that needs prayer, some one to stay away from.
GOD is so Good! You can trust Him! Please don't follow this world lock step into hell. We are all high pressured to be immoral. If we don't go along with the crowd we are ridiculed, ostracized, certainly talked about.
One of the greatest gifts I've gained from my "Mathy Jane Experience" is the FACT I WILL NOT BE BULLIED!
Bullied, beaten, psychologically terrorized by a "root working" preacher for 62 YEARS! I have no confidence in my fellow man. Keep your advice if it involves my silence. I do not need or want anyone's sympathy. My purpose for revealing my "mother" is not for pity. I am WARNING! I am warning you that we are all in danger! We are all pressured to be immoral.
My demonically wicked "mother" started too late with me. Jerome Walters nurtured me for the first four years of my life. PTL!
My "mother" became a nymphomaniac whore without help of the Internet or a multi-billion dollar porn industry. She did it while enjoying the sanction of the "church" (The African Methodist Episcopal Zion Church). Was a rank reprobate sullying GOD's name without a hint of remorse. GOD said No!
My "mother" was never more than a brute, an ignorant vulgar bully that cleaned up well on Sunday and could read aloud better than most.
I was terrorized, ran screaming from my "stepfather" and his attempt to force me into the "trade". Terms like "Miss Goody-Two-Shoes" followed. My "mother" not so subtly let me know what she felt about my decision. My "tripping" caused a lot of grief and confusion and she didn't get to play Madame, didn't get her cut.
Soon my mother was waving five twenty dollar bills in my face bragging about how she made her money, what she sold. Again, that was her choice. Brother James tells us to be hot or cold. You can't be both. You will get spewed!
You can't read my story and not be moved to help the silent, voiceless, innocent children being harmed today.
I will not lie and brag on the Public School systems I had the "privilege" of observing. Huge warehouses, plantations, ( ) factories, cranking out vipers faster than they can menace society.
Huge institutions, stifling any hope of real learning or real teaching. Hordes of great potential transported like slaves in huge yellow cargo "ships", to be dumbed up daily in something the Public Relations Industry calls "The Best", "The Flagship". Yet fail to explain the obvious vacuousness. We should have known something had gone wrong when we noticed the children didn't have sense enough to pull their pants up.
Who will ever be brave enough to tell the American public the real reason for sending jobs overseas?
Lorded over and controlled by "education pimps". Clowny dictatorial principals and administrators , micro managing teachers and dumbing up our greatest national and natural resource.
You don't have to worry about me "worrying you". If you are dumb enough to be pressured into immorality by society at your age, so be it.
I will not scream that I hate Gays when I know GOD IS LOVE! I certainly will not follow some ravenous preacher, "preaching" hate until he is caught with His "draws down". Still afraid to talk, to act, to acknowledge, at your age! You are as old as Methuselah, still stacking paper, why? Proud of your bulging bank account, high credit score, proud to go along, to NOT be identified as a trouble maker.
Jesus Christ was a TROUBLE MAKER! A Truth Teller and He was no go-along- to- get- along, lock stepping, boot licking, skinning, grinning people pleaser, either.
Pressing on ...
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