"I once was blind, but now I see." And strangely I am serenely happy. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK! Caring about the opinions of others rendered me a gutted fish! The years flew by a thousand miles per hour!
I have no regrets because I know GOD has been with me every step of the way. In this process I have learned volumes that I must share. Some people can learn from the shared experiences of others. Poor imps can't.
Imps are so busy measuring, comparing, contrasting, then blocking. Sadly you can not help an imp. He is sneaky vermin, very much like a roach or a rat. Their similarities deserve notice. Must do their dirty deeds in the dark. They are paranoid and fearful, have beady eyes, they make your skin crawl.
So poor dumb Martha, some self styled "madame", a dominatrix, that lacked the courage to admit to herself who and what she was. A beast so ignorant, so selfish, self absorbed and sadistic she chose to use and severely abuse every one caught in her web for 87 years! Chose to pretend to love GOD!
Martha was a reprobate, drawn to evil like a moth to a flame.
I am not forsaken! I was never forsaken! I will never be forsaken! I know that I am hated. No surprise, I came here hated. I will die hated. But I won't die LYING! UNREPENTANT, AN ABOMINATION!
Dear children, hurry up and establish a personal relationship with Christ. My "Mathy Jane experience" forced me to. Praise the LORD!
Dear LORD, thank you for my journey. I just wanted a mother. I craved the natural love of a mother. I am normal. satan's imp handed me a serpent. When you finally realize, finally accept the fact that your mother is "lower" than most people you will grieve. You will cry out to the LORD and wail.
You will heal. This monster must be purged, expelled. The world needs this news. Perhaps we will have fewer such monsters operating undercover for far too long. I think a great deal of Martha's confidence stemmed from her savage cruelty and pure perversion. If we did dare tell, who was going to believe us? And who was going to do anything? Say anything?
The fact is Martha was an ignorant, lying, immoral common imp posing as an educated, moral, upright, daughter, sister, mother, loving wise preacher, friend, mentor. All Lies! All products of sick Martha's imagination. A common imp that dared anyone, including GOD to say a word to her about anything because she was "YALLA AND HAD GOOD HAIR"!
That's what satan will do to you, make an absolute retarded fool out of you! That ***** did NOT believe that hogwash for five minutes! Martha was just a con artist. An ogre, constantly spewing evil repugnant stupidity hoping that some of it would stick, would be accepted .
Martha was an evil slut that I never found the courage to confront in life. I saw her reaction to the slightest innocent comment in life. It was always WWIII! I am laughing now. I survived a sick sadist! PTL!
- "XXX, Gwen, remember dat pot of beans y'all ate …. know why I didn't eat none? …found a roach in'um!" Where upon Martha fell out laughing. We were children that knew full well we had a mother we could not trust. No, we did not dare confront or complain about this sadistic act. We just got in line, marched lock step to the beat of our capture, our warden. We did our "time", prayed for freedom. We learned to watch her carefully. If she didn't eat it, we didn't eat it.
- Praise GOD Almighty, Praise the LORD! I finally know why so many of our favorite family pets were "accidentally" killed by her, killed while in her care. I can still hear her innocent coo, feigning concern, love and "Oooooohhhhhhhhhh! what happened!?…how that happen!?….did I do that!? I'm sorry….I didn't know.".
You have Power. GOD gave us Holy Ghost Power to step on the head of all serpents. That is what the evil one hates the most! satan does not want You baptized! He certainly does not want you to pray. Your salvation nullifies all of his impish actions.
The saddest fact is, Martha had everything that she was jealous of. She had no excuse for her depravity other than it is written, had to come to past. It is all in Divine Order.
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