If the shoe fits ...

wear it.  Come to your reality.  I don't know why, but I was rather astonished when one of my brothers admitted to me that once he told a lie, he kept that lie and never wavered, that he kept to and swore to his lie, even if he knew his accuser knew,  he was lying.

I asked him why.   He said to frustrate his accuser.  I get it.  It is anger.  It is being mad with GOD, mad with the truth.  The truth is the truth.  It is the light and it will set you free.

The adversary wants you as far away from the truth as possible.  In our case, Martha kept the truth at bay with filthy cursing, extremely brutal , evil demonic sadistic coldness.

She would not wear her shoe.  "I'm A LADY!" The biggest whore that ever **** between two shoes!  "I'm a Libra ….I'm balanced."  A woman so unbalanced, you would contemplate suicide over living with her.  Praise GOD! No more! No more Mathy Janes!

Oddly, Martha loved shoes.  Unfortunately for me, she wore a size 10!  She must have subconsciously hated shoes.  No mater how much she paid for them, after two wearings, they were always busted, "runt'tova".  I wasn't there, but the relatives that came in and took her shoes, needed a U-haul, just for the shoes.

"Thanky LAWD 'fo waking me up in my right mind, 'dis morning! …"  That was one phrase I heard in every prayer,  prayed in Wesley A.M.E.Zion Church, growing up.

As a kid you have no idea what "right mind" is.  You know to want it, you just don't know what "it" is.  You are always reasonably  sure you have it.  Your "right mind" involves more than thinking correctly.  It involves love.   If you don't have love, you don't have anything.  You are an empty vessel.

It is time for you to give yourself,  a check-up, then pray to go and fill up.  It's Free!  "Goodgot'tuhmighty! It's Free!"  Come get a belly full!  You'll feel good.  You will find out that you are rich, an heir  to royalty!

You can brag:"The cattle on a thousand hills belong to my daddy! …I'M SOMEBODY!"  

You will finally know, it is not where you live, but how you live.  Clean up your house!  Grow some flowers!  It is not what you drive, but what is driving you.

You will also finally know that Almighty GOD loves you.   While it does hurt deeply when you discover your loved ones to be hopelessly wretched.  Do know GOD never let their depravity deprive you of your goodness, your love for Him, His Kingdom, His Children.

Most of all know; what ever evil you find yourself hopelessly embroiled in, GOD will bring you out!  PTL!

I press on ...