The irony of evil

Simmer down, chill out.  I am, gradually.  I am howling, gut wrenching, side splitting.  "Life ain't nothing but a dream, rarely what it seem."

I actually have a "following",  people also intrigued by my journey, my testimony.  Many may have been angry with my "mother" as I was.

It is a process, this grief, this finally knowing and ultimately accepting my truth.  Many have reached out to me , thanking me, claiming that my revelations have given them courage.  Some,  just claim to learn the Bible better.

What ever, all I know, is what I know.  I know for a fact that I have enjoyed an intimate relationship with a higher power for my entire life.  I used to resist telling others of how I remember my mother's conversations, words I clearly heard her speak while I was still in the womb.

My mother was in a brothel! Collecting money from her father for college tuition while in actuality prostituting her beautiful body.  A young girl raped, enslaved by the mores of society, turned imp and waxed worse and worse "for a reason and for a season".  "For such a time as this."

My "mother" vexed this world, deliberately tormented me for 62 years and "my" nay-sayers demand that I shut up, stifle myself.  I WILL NOT!   I won't shut up for several reasons;

• GOD told me!  "GO TELL THE WORLD!"
• Writing is as natural and necessary as breathing.  I must express myself in print.  Forbidden to talk by an evil ogre, I turned to written communication.  I love it! I paint, draw, cultivate and WRITE!   "Writing is what I do".
• We must save our children.  I do NOT want another child to have to navigate through the trenches of two evil demonic minds,  two "Christian" perverts,  again.  My life taught me those demons never stop.  My adulthood, maturing into elderly,  never stopped the demons Martha so carefully cloaked.
• ASCA - Adult Survivors of Severe Child Abuse contributed tremendously to my growth, my re- valuation,  my understanding.
• the world must know DEMON  possession is real!
• All is Not lost.  GOD sent us a savior and He gave us HOLY GHOST POWER!  You can step on the enemy's head! Snatch her wig off!  Point your finger and shake your head; "How dare you be dumb enough to join forces with lying satan!?"