"This Dreamer Cometh"

Don't ever fool yourselves, GOD is still  large and in charge and His timing is perfect.  Please do not reject our All Knowing, All Powerful GOD because of common Jesus pimps , ravenous wolves in sheep's clothing .

GOD knows, He sees.  He is well aware.  It is all in Divine Order.  Yes, you will get your just and honest due on this planet earth.

GOD is moving …

His Grace is sufficient for me.

PTL!

Everybody loves a winner

So true.  Mark Richt is out ! After fifteen stellar years with UGA.  What did he do wrong? He lost.  You can never lose in this world, if you do you will be rejected.  What happened to the love?  The love of  money trumps all fake, phony love.  A love to be seen, to be honored by mortal man.

Everyone loves a winner.  Every one claims you.  People line up and clamor for your attention, your autograph.  People love you if you drive a luxury car, dress to the nines and spew your just as phony love on them.

Feeling great today knowing that I am a winner in GOD's eyes.  Not in my family's eyes.  In their eyes I am nothing but a "snitch", a whistle-blower.  So be it.  If I am the only one to read, study and understand my Bible,  it is by GOD's Grace.

I know Jesus told me that my enemies would be of my own household, mothers would be against daughters, ravenous wolves in sheep's clothing would prey upon the innocent.

If you are a Walters, are of the Artemis and Mary Wright Walters clan and do not know your very own mother, mother-in-law,  sister-in-law, aunt, cousin, friend, pastor, confidant, mentor was nothing more than an extremely sadistic,  lascivious,   root working,  murdering,  demon possessed woman , you are blind, cripple and crazy.

If you are holding onto the old adage; "Never speak ill of the dead." you are just as dead sprititually and intellectually.

Who told you to keep Martha Jane Walters  and her repugnant life secret?   SHE DID!  That sly, slick, whore for satan conditioned us from birth.   Embedded sheer  fear into the very marrow of our bones.  Never did anything but brutalize us into submission and force us into captivity.   We were all programmed from the womb.  We were all destined to fail, to live the lowest lives possible begging her for maternal love and the few measly dollars she threw at us from time to time.

On this day, Monday, November 30, 2015,  I celebrate the goodness of GOD.  I celebrate my freedom. Yes, I am dedicated to rescuing abused children.  All children regardless of race, creed or color.  Yes, I will always speak up for GOD's precious gifts.

I do know GOD has a purpose for my pain even if this lying hypocritical world doesn't.

It was Martha's intention to make me the world's greatest loser.  How about I am the world's greatest winner.  I know that it is only by the Grace of GOD I escaped this closet demon.  I equate my mother to R.Kelly.  It turns out R.Kelly is a sexual predator.  So was my mother.  Many people still love R.Kelly and refuse to hear a word of negativity about him.

My mother was loved, she was fun, had an outward appearance of godliness but inwardly was a deeply disturbed insanely jealous sadistic perverted whore.  No! I will not honor her.  I am proud to say I did not attend her funeral.  The funeral she told me not to attend simply because I wanted and explanation for my childhood rape.

Jesus said "Let the dead bury the dead."  The dead spiritually,   people living a sham life, lock stepping with the horde of disingenuous "Christians".  There is not one Christ Lover in the bunch.  People foolish enough to think praise is enough.  That attending church weekly is enough.  Never reading GOD's Word.  Never practicing obedience.  The lost, "wanna-be Christians"  taught that disobedience is ok.  (Gawd know my heart.  The devil might ugh brought it but Gawd sho'  sent it.)   Still foolish, unread, and unconcerned with any life  but their own.

I honor Jerome Walters the man that introduced me to the true Christ, the man that led and guided me to the good life I enjoy.  The man that sacrificed and took a bullet in the heart for me, for us, his progeny.  Relatives that have turned their backs on him, on me,  because they still fear their truth,  are living unnecessarily in shame,  have my deepest sympathy.

"Come ye out from among them."

Don't you ever forget there is Power in that name JESUS!

PTL!

"Save the Children"

I hope and pray very few experience the crushing blows I was made to suffer.  A secret demon determined to slay me, to destroy us.  A fallen woman that truly hated GOD.   A woman that purely hated us.  Never once did she ever relent in her covert cunning. Not once in her entire long life  did Martha Jane Walters resist digging ditches, sabotage, just sheer treachery.  A very foolish despicably evil woman that gleefully followed  satan pretending to love the GOD she hated with the deepest passion.

Martha Jane Walters did deliberately "preach" falsely, winking at satan as she bragged about always winning.  Plot after plot, scheme after scheme, Martha won.  She was happy.  Her black bastard son did not accept his West Point appointment. due to her conniving influence.  A son she treated so miserably I will not retell of his secret torture today.

Martha was an evil we could not escape.  Not only was she our mother, we truly loved her, were genuinely devoted to her.  Yes, she was a brilliant liar, a slick, sly con artist, she was a savage brute.  There is no way to escape such evil women without prayer, without the indwelling of the Holy Spirit.

Pray children.  You must pray.  You must repent of your sins and you must shun all forms of evil.  Witchcraft is evil!   My mother always pretended to believe that her witchcraft was blessed.  She collected her "dust" in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost.  Not only that,  she preached.  And she was "yalla", she had "good hair".  Therefore based on the stupidity of man she just knew she was blessed and could never lose.

Yes, Martha was caught and accused often but her vile filthy mouth full of lies kept her safe from prosecution.  Kept her in the "church" putting on a show.  Many claimed to love her and infact did.  Martha ruled as she ruined.

Martha was ignorant, satan's personal imp.  "From such stay away."

The "Glory of the LORD is here."  Martha was a total sold out savage deplorable imp for satan.  I do thank Almighty GOD  Martha finally went too far.    Martha's incest, pedophilia, lying, fornication and perennial practice of witchcraft  was never  enough to reveal her immediately .  She was winning.  It was only when she murdered my grandfather did I come to consciousness.  I was suffering, in torment and anguish over the unjustified murder of a good Christian man.

I lived "happily", truly her slave, her footstool never connecting her evil to GOD's Word.  I suffered and forgave her  over and over.  We all did.  Martha lied! Roared! Waxed worse and worse, practiced more and more evil.  Lived to serve satan.  It was the evil one that commanded her to blast her own father's heart out , to laugh heartily and get away.

Witnessing my mother attempting to deafen my newborn puzzled me but I still didn't know. On and on, deed after deed, I still didn't get it.  An absentee brother that refused all contact with her, with us, (for 25 years) and I still remained clueless.  That letter she mailed me full of her fecal matter alarmed me.  I knew it was witchcraft but I had no idea of the deep hatred and insane jealousy she held for  me lay behind it.

I fled her for nine years simply for my protection.  She was still my mother and strangely I still loved her, still craved her love.  Following GOD's instructions I returned to her lair.  From that moment she secretly vexed me, amped up her torture.  The IRS raped me.  I had to repay  my college loans at an astronomical rate.  I began losing again. I was brought to financial ruin again.  I remember sharing my pain with her as she pretended to be sympathetic.  Affliction after affliction, I remained clueless while Martha laughed.

Martha was winning.  Then in 2005 that boy came back home, returned to his vomit.  It was then that the blinders began to fall off.  Confident and triumphant the good "Reverend" amped up her treachery and was finally caught, revealed.

PTL!

Why did Jesus tell us ...

to go into our secret closet to pray?  Only our creator could know, could reveal to His son, the true nature of human beings without the indwelling of the Holy Ghost.  Our world is overrun with wickedness! Filth! Pathological narcissistic liars rule our earth.  "Come ye out from among them."

Notice how Jesus was always "fleeing".  Fleeing from one city to another, fleeing the multitudes, in order to pray.  If Jesus had to get away from the people of this world over two thousand years ago, what about us?

Nearly eight billion inhabitants leaning to their own understanding.  Most people live predatory lives.  "Dog eat dog".  Enslaved by ignorance (lack of knowledge), fear, hatred and carnal lust,  we all suffer.

The blind are truly leading the blind.  Jesus is right, few will come to know Him.  I am crushed into a fine powder witnessing man's inhumanity to man.  For sixty-four long years I've been made to suffer on this earth.  A very immoral, uncaring, selfish woman birthed me into the world.  She is revealed in 2 Timothy .  She was a lover of herself.  "But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come.  For men (women) will be lovers of self, lovers of money, boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy, unloving, irreconcilable, malicious gossips, without self-control, brutal, haters of good, treacherous, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of GOD; holding to a form of godliness, although they have denied its power; AND AVOID SUCH MEN (WOMEN) AS THESE."  "   2 Timothy 3:1-5

I am deeply humbly by the Grace of GOD leading me to His Word.  Planting an unction , a desire to know and serve Him early in life.

"For among them are those who enter into households and captivate weak women weighed down with sins, led on by various impulses, always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth."

I read that scripture and recognized my "mother".  She read it often never recognizing herself.  She preached it often totally exempting herself.  Did she know she was preaching falsely? Sure she did!  Did she know she was serving the evil one? Of course.

I do feel better now.  She is dead now and can no longer harm me.  I know she hated me with a passion. I also know she hated every person, every life she ever touched with a deep despicable hatred.  I am  comforted by  GOD's Word, His revelations.

Most people will never know GOD, most will never seek Him.  Too many will be confused, led astray, held in bondage by their own ignorance.  Most will never read the Bible.  Most people are content to have Jesus ,  LORD, LORD on their lips.  Many will crowd into "Churches" today, still lying, still lustful, still backbiters.

Jesus told us to go into our secret closet to pray.  Every one needs to be alone with their thoughts.  Every one needs to petition GOD for clarity, direction, and rescue.  We all need to be rescued from the evil that blankets, engulfs,  us.  We all need to be baptized, washed in the blood.

Up early, this day, November 29, 2015, thanking GOD for delivering me from the clutches, the devises of the evil men and women.

PTL!

"…strengthen your hearts in every good work."

"I wish you peace.": was the last sentence of my brother's email.  He is the only  brother I have that will so much as speak to me.  I thank GOD for that as I pray for Almighty GOD to pierce his heart with a finger of love, take the blinders off and bring him to the light, remove the paralyzing fear planted deep in his heart by our  demonic "mother".

"Now may our LORD Jesus Christ Himself and GOD our Father, who has loved us and given us eternal comfort and good hope by grace, comfort and strengthen your hearts in every good work and word."  2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I pray for Almighty GOD to continue to strengthen my heart, to help me fight the good fight.  I am 64 years old fighting for my life, fighting for the right to exist, to live on this earth in peace, to have a modicum of joy.

"Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free."  My truth, I was born into the clutches of a demon possessed woman, so complicated it has taken my entire life to begin to comprehend, to scratch the surface of  her deep depravity.

Through the ravages of Martha Jane Walters , through the vicious savage assaults of a fake Christian I came humbly to the Cross.  GOD gave me an assignment; Tell!

Our world is overrun with very foolish , blind,  evil people.  If you see my color, you are evil.  If you dismiss my message because I am black, you are evil.  If you rebuke, reject, and scorn me because I am not a "white man",  you are evil.

GOD said He would make the crooked way straight.  That crooked way is pretend "Christians" molesting and raping children.  "This should not be."  I am still crying, crushed,  because we never had a chance.

Robbed! Raped! Stalked! THESE EVIL MEN AND WOMEN  HAVE INFILTRATED OUR HOUSES OF WORSHIP, OUR FAMILIES,  AND ARE PERMITTED , PROTECTED, HELD IN HIGH ESTEEM!  "This should not be."

Watching the media coverage of another assault on Planned Parenthood .  Another disgruntled "white man" shoots and kills , claiming he wants to protect the unborn.  Really? What about the born?

Abortion is not new.  Abortion is as old as mankind.  "Roe vs Wade" was waged in order to ensure safe legal abortions.  My own mother bragged that she flushed five babies down the toilet!  My mother never had one regret for a child she lost.  She did hate the pain.  Not once in 87 years did she ever take responsibility for her own actions.

For whatever reason five of us avoided the coat hanger.  One actually survived  three coat hanger attempts to take his life. "I just got tired of hurting' … went on and had you."

Yes, she had us and secretly hated us.  The truth is Martha hated everyone, including GOD.  It was Almighty GOD that she hated the most.  Martha lived for Man, for the opinions and love of mortal corrupt man.  The poor fallen woman preached for Man, to earn the respect of Man, to be honored by mortal Man.

My grandfather promised me "Jesus will fix it.".  He fixed it.  "Silent no more!"

I am writing, actually baring my soul because I do not want another person, another child on this earth be made to suffer at the hands of a selfish  ravenous wolf.

Attention all raped, ruined children, you do not have to be ashamed.  You do not have to keep your tormentor's secrets. You do not have to take filth to your grave.

What did my mother teach me?  What did she tell us every day? "I wud take that to my grave."  (Were you trying to circumvent the retribution you knew you were due Martha?   Is that why GOD spoke to me in in 1982; "You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth."?)

Believe and rejoice or doubt and suffer.  I know assuredly , every Word in that Book is true.

"Come ye out fro among them."

PTL!

Another Great Getting Up Morning!

Up before the sun, praising, thanking, rejoicing! Praise the LORD! Dear LORD thank you for always talking to me, leading and guiding me, showing me the way.  Thank you for your Word.

Children do not be mere hearers of the Word, be doers of the Word.  He told us not to fear, fear no man, no thing.  GOD has not given us a spirit of fear, but of Power! The Power of the Holy Ghost is yours! Pray for it.  GOD hears prayers, GOD answers prayers.

I am physical proof.  I look back over my life and I am humbled.  The first in my family to earn a college degree! With honors no less.  Not one cent, not one red penny did my mother give me.  The old sly reprobate dug ditches, placed stumbling blocks in my path.  Everything that secret closeted demon did to destroy me over the course of 62 years BACKFIRED!

ALWAYS Trust GOD, Free Fall!

Notice the fear that has engulfed our nation is selective.  We are afraid of "foreign terrorists" and remain blind to the terrorists in our families, churches, living among us.  All too frequently "white people" climb up on towers, picking off people, shoot up schools, blow up federal buildings, shoot young boys sixteen times, on and on.

The fact that GOD's earth is overrun with vipers of the lowest order should not frighten us, it should encourage us because GOD told us, warned us.  Please read and study the book of Revelation.

"Do not fear what you are about to suffer.  Behold, the devil is about to cast some of you into prison, that you be tested, and you have tribulation ten days. Be faithful unto death, and I will give you the crown of life." (Revelation 2:10)

Please know my own mother told me to never read the book of Revelation.  I know it wasn't her, it was the evil demonic spirit that dwelled in her, guided her.  It was fear, our fear,  that kept my mother from the incarceration she deserved.  It was our sheer terror that kept us from having her institutionalized.

Yes,  I was imprisoned, tested.  Praise the LORD! I came into this world utterly rebuked and scorned by my own mother.  "You might be beautiful but you too black! This world will not receive you."

For the entire 62 years I knew my mother her focus was always on the color of my skin!  What an idiot!
The Dear LORD placed Jerome Walters in my life to protect me from the blatant ignorance of such sub-humans.

All color ranking, division, judging people by race, ethnicity, gender, height, weight, age , is demonic.

"Come ye out form among them."

PTL!

What shall wash away my fears?

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Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

Got up early this morning thanking GOD for His tender mercies, for raining down His blessings on me , my family, my loved ones.  I do pray many more will come into the knowledge of the LORD Jesus Christ.

You do have to seek Him, have a burning desire to know Him intimately.  It is a fire shut up in your bones.  You do have to study His Word.  You do have to pray for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit.

I once knew a man that was college educated (supposedly).  This poor man placed his clean, never read Bible in the back window of his car.  He rode that Bible every where, the pages blowing, the sun baking the pages.  I did tell him that he needed to read it.  He refused, claimed he could not understand it.  Obviously he could not if he thought GOD was going to bless his lascivious life style for simply pretending to be a "christian".

Yes,  he was a member of a large church and did serve as an usher.  Did he tithe? I doubt it.  He admitted that he joined this church in order to recruit clients for his so called business.  This poor man was lost and I imagine he still is. He is a "lockstepper", a blind sheep, a follower of the wicked of this earth.

This poor man actually believed the lies of this world, the light color of his skin and grey eyes was enough, that he had it all and all he every had to do was lie and exploit , flash a winning smile and lie, manipulate, con, cry crocodile tears.  Just lie! Yes,  he was also a pathological liar and the worse mistake of his life was believing his own lies.

My poor mother fell for the same lie and satan took her for a 87 year long  ride.  I know now she was miserable.  I now understand why she treated her loved ones so disgustingly horrible.  She was ashamed.  She was raped three times as a young girl.  I imagine she became the object of ridicule immediately.  I am sure she was shunned.  I am positive this was the beginning of her incredible low self esteem and extreme jealousy.  She was a pathological liar.  My poor mother was traumatized.

That trauma turned to anger, hatred, extreme vulgarity , extreme promiscuity.  Ashamed and full of hatred she turned to WITCHCRAFT.  That  witchcraft ushered her  into a life unspeakable.  What a waste.

I thank GOD I was her target , her scapegoat , because through it all I gained Christ.  No, I am not perfect.  I am human.  Yes, I cry and break down daily.  The cruelty of my delusional demon possessed mother is beyond  my scope of understanding  but I do know my Redeemer lives.  I am sitting here in a very fine apartment.   Yes,  I did lose my house to foreclosure .  But I am very glad to be out of that situation.  I have the pictures,  the evidence,  to prove a very evil demonic spirit was planted in my house and ran me out.  That was Martha's signature move.  If you knew her and she was jealous of you,  she would target your home, your health, your wealth.

"No weapon formed against me shall prosper."  No one can stop a closet evil doer from doing their worse.  While they may laugh and delight in your pain,  do know GOD will take care of them and reward you for your faithfulness.

I  now know the horrible  vitriolic hatred my mother directed at me was really for her.  I do think she was deeply ashamed of the woman she became.  She just could not face her truth.  "Know ye the truth".

It is not about you,  it is not about me, it is about the Holy Ghost.  The Holy Ghost is real.  If clowns want to get in a pulpit and pimp Jesus, go ahead.  If you do not want to come to the Cross, into the full knowledge of the Gospel of Jesus Christ , that is your lost.

My family members that have turned their backs on me, rebuking and rejecting me because that is all my mother ever did, go ahead.  Do know she hated you too.  You insist on loving a woman that arranged your rape, stalked you with voodoo and blatant lies for sixty and seventy years , go ahead.

If you would rather trust a monster mother that never did anything but beat you savagely daily and plot against you because you are ashamed for the world to know what happened to you, go ahead.

Do know that fallen woman died laughing, died lying and disparaging.  If you prefer living broke, financially strapped, friendless, in order to protect the image of your mother, go ahead.

I've found freedom, I've found joy. I found the LORD! Pressing on in Jesus' name.

PTL!

"My people perish for lack of knowledge" Part II

No truer statement have I ever heard.  We were without knowledge, born into the clutches of what would prove to be one sick delusional malignant narcissistic sadist.  An entire family brought low by an evil daughter.

We knew, but we didn't know.  Constantly confused, "tossed and driven".  Sweet nothings coming out of her foul lying  mouth constantly.  We belonged to her, we were her property to do with as she pleased.  Unfortunately Martha only had one purpose for her long life, ruination.  Your ruination and destruction while she hid behind a winning smile, charisma, attractiveness and a license to preach.

I discovered the term trauma bonded a few years ago and realized that was our experience.  Dear LORD if I am the only one to escape the clutches of this evil woman, so be it.  All I know is; "Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free."

Dear family please rid yourself of that paralyzing spirit of fear.  Martha was truly the coward.  She deliberately terrorized us so that not one of us, her children,  would ever outdo her in anything.  It is clear now.

 RAPE! You savage whore!  I know you were raped, all the more reason you should have protected us,  not feed us to the beast., your lovers.

MURDER! MURDER? Really? Martha I am reviewing your life and it is clear you were totally sold out to the evil one. You followed every dictate satan commanded you to do.

• Witchcraft
• Incest
• Pedophilia
• Brutal savage assaults in the form of floggings (you called them beatings) They were nothing less than  savage slave floggings.
• Stabbings
• Scaldings
• Deliberately branding us. Oh yes I was only two or three but I remember clearly how you pushed me into that red hot wood burning stove.  My right elbow seared on the stove but luckily it protected my face.  Yes, you very successfully burned half my beautiful brother's face.

Your entire life has the signature of satan. Only satan could make an "ordained minister" declare proudly that she was not  repenting for **** at 87years old.   And only fear, the sheer terror you secretly and slyly embedded in our very souls would keep you the family secret.

Dear LORD on this day I pray for the courage of my five fallen brothers. I pray you take the hatred planted in their hearts against me. I pray you take their blinders off and lead them to your marvelous light.

It has been a long time coming but change is truly here.  "Don't worry daughter, time changes all things." (JR Walters)

I praise the LORD,  looking back over my life I am truly Glorified.    Poor Martha the victim of childhood rape , over indulged and encouraged  to become the hideous monstrosity she became.  Not one time was Martha ever held accountable for her savage behavior, her deliberate torture. So of course she continued in her proclivities of torture, perversion and murder.

But to Preach!  Jesus said you would do it. He also told us to trust Him, to never  fear.  All I can say today is ; "Oh ye of little faith."   You cloak for your demonic mother , ashamed of the awful path she forced upon you, ashamed to let the world know your own mother deliberately led you to captivity.

  You should not be ashamed and lie to protect her.  You were a child! You had no father in evidence.  She did have you deliberately without a father to ensure she be able to destroy you with your permission.

Why would a woman want to bear children without a father?   Control.  Why would a mother sexually abuse her young children, HER SONS!   Why would a mother deliberately have her beautiful brilliant son and daughter  raped by her perverted husband?  Control.  

Why would a woman stalk her only daughter and treat her savagely while coyly hiding her deep hatred and jealousy?   Demon possession.  Demon possession is real.  It awaits you and every other human being dumb enough to do what my "mother" did.  My mother raided graveyards in search of power for her entire long life.  

Why did she want demonic power, not the power of the Holy Ghost?  Because she hated GOD.  Why did she hate GOD?  Was she a born demon?  Did she come to this earth as satan's spawn? 

I know I will not lie and cloak for her.  I contacted the Fayetteville Police Department for years attempting to have my grandfather's murder investigated.  All to no avail, no one listened, no one cared.  

My brothers know full well their lives would have been far worse without the influence of our grandfather, Jerome Walters, one of the true men of GOD.  Certainly a rarity on this earth.   He rescued me so many times from her savage beatings, blatant lies and sabotage.  He gave me money, bought me books, shoes and clothes, encouraged me.   Mainly he protected me, us, from his evil despicable daughter that he had no control of.

So ultimately she blasted his heart out, laughed.  Skipped on down the road to other dirty deeds. Why preach? Martha did you preach to keep us away from GOD? Was that the plan satan placed in your little head, in your evil heart darkened by your blatant stupidity?  

You made sure I knew you hated me but lied and denied to your dying day.  All apart of your "cat and mouse" game that amused only you.  You made sure everyone in my entire family hated me.  But, you could never get my granddaddy to hate me.  He truly loved me and would not let you utter a negative word against me. Is that why you took his life?

I can't do it. I can not associate with people that will let you do that.  My poor brother went into hysterics, broke down crying when you called crying that the Fayetteville Police had finally come to your door to question you.

That is one proud moment in my life.  It took years, but the Fayetteville Police finally responded.  Of course you lied.  They did explain to me there was nothing they could do unless you confessed.  When did you ever confess to anything?  From pounding a puppy to death between two bricks, to living a lascivious lifestyle of group sex and witchcraft.

Martha you were a repugnant piece of filth! I will never honor you. I will honor GOD and my grandfather and continue to pray for all of my relatives still trembling in fear and attempting to shield the truth.

You deliberately destroyed my life, my "nature". Everything I touched you deliberately and slyly destroyed, laughed.   You triangulated and  hung out with the only relatives that would have you around.  I do pray that one day they will learn how you plotted against every one of them also.  My poor cousin was always embroiled in  a battle with the IRS never knowing you were the culprit.

Martha it took me 58 years to learn it was you all the time.  Woman, for 87 years you worked against GOD.  Did you ever catch on?  Did you ever know how badly you were losing?  Did you ever know you were forgiven?  Did you ever know GOD loved you any way?

The greatest joy I have received in my Martha Jane Experience is learning , having no doubt, GOD is real and He has never failed me and never will.  Every word in that Book is true.

PTL!

Why?

Why? Other than the fact Almighty GOD described you, predicted you, gave me the strength to endure you …WHY?

Why did you come to this earth Martha Jane Walters? Why did you linger so long committing every abominable sin satan planted in your head?

Why did you commit so many evil deeds over the course of 87 years? Did you really want to?  Was that your plan ?  Were you born evil or did you grow evil?   GOD said reprobates like you would wax worse and worse and you did not dare disappoint the EVIL one.    Was it because you were such a good liar, so clever  in your covert satanic torture?  Did you really get pleasure from raping, stabbing, bludgeoning, burning, scalding and MURDERING on the sly, on the DL (down low)?

Were you raging with hatred against your father because he loved GOD?

Woman, woman, woman, I look back over  62 years of my life and recall just a fraction of the awful things you did to me, just me, and shake my head.  I can barely breath.

RAPE! Who or what rapes their own infant children? small children? young children?  Were you trying to get something on that perverted husband of yours,  so you could do just exactly as you pleased?  You did exactly as you pleased any way, men, women, children, you were lawless.  " Rebelliousness is as to WITCHCRAFT".  You loved WITCHCRAFT! You would go down on a grave in a heartbeat!

  When I recall what you did to my five brothers, I mourn.  I just mourn and cry out to GOD.  Yes, I do thank Him for sparing me the knowledge of  the true depth of your depravity for so long.

But to Preach! "My LORD from Zion!"  "From such stay away!"

Martha, Martha, Martha!   One of the first laws of GOD I learned,  was to never touch children.  "Suffer the little children to come unto me.  Forbid them not the Kingdom of Heaven." You knew very well "suffer" means let, permit.  It does not mean pound, punch, torture, stalk, hound, make miserable just to fulfill your sadistic supply.

You were always such a coward Martha.  Not once in your life did you commit your filth honestly.  The time you pounded, punched, slapped my eight year old blind scull nearly into a coma ,you were pretending to teach me how to tell time.  You knew I was legally blind,  you knew I could not not see one damn number on your homemade clock.  Woman I can still feel the EXCRUCIATING PAIN IN MY EIGHT YEAR OLD VAGINA!

Martha Jane Walters I am ashamed of you! I am not ashamed of what you did,  I am ashamed that you were too cowardly to come to repentance.  Martha Jane Walters I am very proud of the fact Jerome Walters was your father,  and he was THE EXACT OPPOSITE OF YOU!

"Come ye out from among them."

PTL!

Joy, truly comes in the morning

No, I don't care how dark or how long the night, Joy, true joy comes in the morning. It is unspeakable.  How can I describe, put into words what GOD has done for me? How can I , a mere woman, convince the world GOD is real?

I do have scars, harrowing stories of survival, many examples of GOD's loving hand plucking me from disaster.

"Don't worry daughter, Jesus will fix it."  My birth mother was a closet intractable demon, not nearly as brilliant as she claimed.  My experience with Martha Jane Walters was far too long, far too sexually perverted,  and most of all , far too totally unnecessary.  Except that it was written, horrible "human beings" like my mother are clearly identified; "lovers of selves"(II Timothy)

"The blessing of the LORD is here." While ground into a fine powder, mere dust,  by my own mother.  MJW left no stone unturned in terms of destroying all eleven of the children GOD planted in her corrupt wound.  Physical pain, beating, scalding, burning, branding, lacerating, was not enough to satisfy the  disgusting lust for destruction for   any and everything good and innocent placed in MJW's heart by the beast she truly loved and served.

She got us psychologically every day; "You're BLACK! You're black as coal!".    Emotionally; "Why don't you just shut duh ****up! The mo' you cry the less you piss!" .   Brutal physical beatings meted out daily for the slightest manufactured  offenses.  Finally financially,   Martha stalked all of us.   She turned us in to the IRS often.  And just to make sure,  MJW worked WITCHCRAFT  on us for good measure.

Jesus told us these Ravenous wolves would get up in our churches and take the simple captive.  It is done.  Pimp preachers teach "tithing" without ever mentioning obedience.  "Obedience is better than sacrifice."

GOD has not given us a spirit of fear but when you leave some  churches every Sunday the minister reminds you not to talk, not to judge him.  We are encouraged to "lockstep", cowtie and humble ourselves before some man, woman, Bishop, Potentate. Someone puffed up with pride wearing a title, flaunting their wealth.   To count some human being higher than we count ourselves, higher than we count GOD.  Most of all we are told to keep silent.  That lying serpent up in the pulpit encourages you to take the worse forms of abuse. "Just pray.  The LORD don't put no more on you than you can bear."

Dear LORD the "good christians" told me to take my story to my grave!  I said; "She MURDERED MY GRANDFATHER!  A good man! She shot him in the heart! It was cold bloodied MURDER!"

This world, my fellow victims,  told me to get over it, to move on with my life.  This world and my relatives told me that the reputation of one Martha Jane Walters was more important than my happiness, than their happiness.  They agreed to sell their very souls for a mess of pottage.  I understand.  None of us had a father.  She was the closest to "love" black bastards like ourselves could ever expect.  We were conditioned, trauma bonded.

    This world agreed that the entire Walters clan should go down inflames so that Martha Jane Walters could commit INCEST, Pedophilia, Sadistic brutality and assaults and MURDER.  That she should be allowed to preach falsely, fleece liberally, lie pathologically, commit any sadistic fantasy that crossed her mind because she was "Yalla and had good hair."  She was charming, charismatic, entertaining and seemed to be full of Joy.

This world told me that I was a black female and "That's how BLACK people act.  They are all immoral *******!  Very confused cursed people.  People that do far more to hurt and ruin themselves.  So much so,  racism is actually a minuscule problem  compared to the mayhem and destroyed lives left in the wake of self hatred."

Please define yourself!  Please rid yourself of all the ignorance and fear pounded into you since birth.  Children, there is only one race, the Human Race.  Only one GOD.  GOD is faithful.  Every Word in that Book is true.

"Weeping may endure for a night but Joy comes in the morning!"

PTL!

"Only by the Grace of God there go I"

My mother taught me that.  I will never know if she meant that sincerely or if it was part of her cunning.  My poor mother, a beautiful woman tuned demonic whore .  Lived, died and suffered as a demon laden deeply disturbed whore for 87 years.  That is not living.  That is vexation of the soul.

While my mother always bragged about how wonderful her life was, how she had it made,  luxuriated in the most beautiful house (for a black person),  had the handsomest husband,  most beautiful brilliant children, she never meant one word.

The proof is she was always comparing, ranking, envying, hating,  then ultimately plotting to destroy. My poor mother was caught in that loop, that vicious cycle.  She was violent and loved to spill blood.  Would do it in a heartbeat. No, I never talked back to her, never in 62 years.

My concern, polite questions about my rape was deliberately ginger, tender and the whore cursed me savagely anyway.

Again; "Because of a nail a shoe was lost, because of a shoe a horse was lost, because of a horse a battle was lost.  Because of a battle a war was lost."

Way, way , back a lie was told and perpetuated; "The color of one's skin matters. "If you're white you're right, if you are yellow you are mellow , brown stick around BUT IF YOU ARE BLACK GET BACK!"

That was the ignorance my mother lived under.  Loved it, swore by it of course.  Only because she was very light and that was all she had.  It is clear to me now that she was deeply ashamed of her carnal nature.  A nymphomaniac sex drive she could not or would not control.

I know my mother did not believe she could control her sexual urges.  That is exactly what she called them,  "urges.".  And since she was not about o change for anyone she did the next best thing, ruin and humiliate any and every one that she thought was fairing better in life than she was.

Yes Martha did confuse cruelty with courage .  But don't we all?  Bombing innocent people to smithereens, falsely believing labeling innocent women and children with names like "collateral damage" and "terrorists" makes it ok to take their lives.  Or just not knowing, turning the channel in a mad rush.  "I don't want to think about that right now. I am trying to save myself."

Like so many people Martha thought cunning and manipulation was a sign of intelligence, great intellect.  Like most people Martha was not about to read a book.  She was truly an anti-intellectual.  Martha was an intellectual parasite.  She was determined to live vicariously through your knowledge, what ever was filtered through the media,  and repeat what she heard and manufacture most of the "knowledge" she spread.

GOD tells us in His Word some of us will be "imprisoned" so that we might be tested.  He also admonishes us to "know our truth".  Why does Jesus have to encourage us to know our truth?  Of all  the people who know the true demonic nature of fallen man,  it is Jesus?  Judas, one of his very own beloved disciples betrayed him with a kiss.

So why am I shocked to finally learn that I was betrayed by my own mother?  My own mother putting my little infant flesh up to the highest bidder.  (I should say our).  Eleven human beings treated savagely in a savage world by their own so called mother.  (Five aborted, six survived) GOD tells us that they (these reprobates) would becomes lovers of themselves, without natural affection. (II Timothy could be renamed the Book of Martha)   Demanded to keep silent. I WON'T!

Such filth! An abomination and I'm supposed to keep silent because this world is not ready for my truth. Well, this wold better get ready.  This world is manufacturing such creatures at an astronomical rate.  The worse fact is, they have infiltrated our "Churches".  (Revelation 9:21)

I am in awe! I am humbled.  While I survived one of the worse mothers possible, GOD blessed me with the greatest grandfather and daughter.  I am so humbled and overjoyed just knowing these two wonderful people.  Yes, Virginia GOD does keep a ram in the bushes.

PTL!

satan is an evil bully...

always rude.  Our mother was always rude, hostile, very impatient. Always had a deep hatred for black people.  We were always too dumb. Sure, she was always nice in public , the exact opposite of who she was at home.

She never liked anyone, always had something negative and hateful to say about everyone.

She controlled us by withdrawing the phony love she meted out very meagerly. It is a good thing I never heard of such evil. A demon possessed preacher!

Who knew?

GOD I am doing my best to make sure the world knows of such dishonor.

PTL!

"Been down so long...

it don't cross my mind to git up no mo,"  mumbled the homeless wineo . Why are so many people broken and destroyed? Abused to death by their own caregivers, held captive,   strangled into silence by shame slathered on them by their abusers.  These abusers torture, eviscerate, mangle and destroy while boasting and taking credit for the little the abused "child" miraculously achieved.   These MOTHERS deliberately but secretly create Hell on earth for every one dumb enough to love them.  Why? What do you get? Why are you a spoiler? A spoiler that lies and disguises her true feelings?

Why are you hiding your hatred? Jealousy? Low common morals? Why can't you love or care about another human being? Why are you always plotting against every one? How can you claim to love a Loving GOD that makes you gag? Why are you so disrespectful and disobedient? How can you be dumb enough to collect dirt from graves declaring it has power?

Why a. I wrong, hated and vilified for telling while your many victims still claim to hold you in high esteem? Why won't anyone say a word against you? Will the whole world have to get a little taste of the MATHY JANE Experience to know?

When did you fall low enough to actually believe you were winning? Defeating GOD?

Did you think your preaching scam was going to work or actually worked?

How are you going to convince me that revealing you is far worse than anything you ever did? Why did you go around telling abominable lies on me, projecting your repugnant acts on me? Was it because I witnessed so much "sin"  I never told?

How dare you hate every one that ever criticized you, said a word against you, when everything they said was true?

No, Martha. I refuse to be your footstool any longer. " I ain't got nothing to lose and I'm so old I don't have time to waste "

PTL!

No you won't satan!

No you will not plant an evil maggot in the heart of the Walters family and demand tha "it" eat it's way out through our  brains.  I rebuke you satan!  I rebuke your simple imp that birthed me  into her evil clutches, kept me cloistered in her sick web of deceit for my entire long life.   A woman so deplorable she substituted cunning, deceit and manipulation for intelligence,   extreme cruelty for courage.

I understand.  How awful.  Pretty little Martha Jane severely raped by age eight.  Why did she spiral out of control for 87 years ?   Was she confused, pleasure and pain, lies , the truth, worshipped, hated?  Who encouraged her to lie?  Where did she learn not knowing, not telling , was the same as not doing. When did  screaming, name calling, slinging knives, pistols, even machetes, while roaring ;  "It NEVAH Happened!" become a legitimate way to escape retribution?

It is more than apparent to me now my mother was truly a satanic siren.  No doubt.  When I recall the awful truth about her true character that was revealed to me over the years,  I cringe.  DE-MON-IC!

Demons are real! Our world is crawling with demon possessed imps that PREACH!  People in authority that command respect.   Bill Cosby, the coach of Penn State, Sanddusky, on and on. The  Child porn industry earns billions of dollars, what, daily, weekly , I don't know?  I do know it is a source of unregulated wealth and I  know many mothers and fathers like my mother are far too eager to exploit they own children for filthy lucre.  Not even for wealth, just a few dollars.

Why? Self hatred, self loathing, imps, volunteer slaves to satan.  People crippled by weak faith.  People that refuse to trust GOD .  The worse of this sorry lot are women like my mother.  Women that go to great lengths to ruin and crucify tiny innocent beings that can not defend themselves.

"I flushed five of you damn black ass, sorry ass muthaf******* down the toilet!"  Why was she announcing this? Was she bragging? Or was she deliberating instilling more fear?   Did she just want us to count ourselves lucky,  so we would not complain about out nakedness? The pitiful meager clothing we were forced to wear while she wore five hundred dollar outfits to a GS-4 job?  Just blatantly dressed her "kept pimp husband"  in the best money could buy.   One pair of shoes *ITCH!

World do know these women that sit up in the Church all day every Sunday for eighty-seven years will sell their own flesh and blood for a few dollars, terrorize and smooze over her sons with phony love.  Thanking them for saving their mother, for helping her out, for keeping "their secret'."

The porn industry is thriving, low life men and women like my mother,  preach, enslave, but mostly they laugh.  Who is watching this filth? What? Millions? Thousands? head to foreign countries daily seeking sexual liaisons with young children.  And this world says nothing.  We are told to shut up and act normal.  Deliberately dumbed down churches like the African Methodist Episcopal Zion denomination,  (Simon Temple AMEZ Church on Yadkin Road, Fayetteville, NC) ,   are only interested in pimping Jesus , ignore these facts.  They are just reaching for  the money,  obviously caring nothing for a single soul, not even their own.

I will Not!  This world will know very evil, extremely demonic (often very attractive) men and women start sexually molesting their own chidden from birth in order to gain power and control over their loved ones, their victims.  They just want to exploit the infirm, the unwanted, the "too dark", the orphaned children , deliberately birthed without fathers.

It makes sense to me now.  My mother had been impregnated nine time before she ever "snagged" the first husband and he was old and blind.   It is obvious to me that my  mother suffered from the lowest self esteem possible.   She should have.  satan reduced her to a maggot.  She rotted from the inside out.

No, I no longer feel sorry for her.  GOD gave her tremendous time and space to come to  the Cross sincerely.  She knew she was a wretch but chose to die a miserable defeated whore,  than confess or repent.  That's Pride, "pride  goeth before a fall."

PTL!

"A long time coming"

does not mean He is not coming. An extremely long time in man's eye is a twinkle in GOD's eye.

Evildoer's practice evil for 50, 60, 70, 80 , maybe 90 plus years swearing they are winning because their secret victims are so broken. They are notorious liars. vile, angry, cross, blaming. They roar when you try to protect yourself from their constant torment. My mother very successfully played mentally ill. I notice she was never mentally ill enough to get caught.

I know I have been under serious satanic attack for my entire life. I can cry and say why me or I can realize why me and celebrate the goodness of almighty GOD . He  has never left me.

PTL!

Relax, it is not going to happen

Looking back over my life I am strangely gripped with hysterics .  To think so many people lived in abject fear of a homemade monstrosity for so long is laughable.  It is as funny as the long line of the woefully uneducated and very superstitious  people that I greeted every Saturday morning while my mother played Madame ******.

We were not stupid to fear.  We were wise to fear her.    Martha could or would fly into a torrential rage with out any notice.    We all saw the blood, the bodies.  We all knew; "Don't go there!"  The truth, the pure Gospel truth about herself caused some major turmoil in our house.

We all knew it did not matter if it was true, if Mathy didn't want to talk about it; "Don't go there."

Would Martha beat a baby, …  scald, rape molest, just plain torture? Is the grass green, the sky blue? But her perennial excuse will slay you; "I did the best I cud! It's yo'fault! You sudden'trusted me."

Now that would be a good excuse if you did not know how long and arduous Martha's attempt to lure you back into her web were.  Yes, she would buy you gifts, nice gifts.  She would give you money and she would take more time before she showed her hand again.

Do get ready for the back stab that was more than a back stab.  Martha would play loving mother to your face while setting you up.  Yes, she was going to slither up behind you and lay your skull open with a sledge hammer,  then come around cooing,  offering you her phony pity and some knock off aspirin from Walmart.

"My people suffer for lack of knowledge."  We held on to that creature, that creep, that liar, that molester , that soothe Sayer because we had no one.   Not one of us had a father in evidence.   And the most hilarious aspect of our ordeal, our greatest nemesis , our teacher, our confident was OUR MOTHER!

We were foolish enough to believe her false Christian doctrine,  that had only one refrain; "Honor thy mother!"  She didn't even bother saying father.  Was that because she had MURDERED hers?

 The first thing this confused want-a-be-don't-want-to-be-lesbian did was try commit us to the same carnal life style she "enjoyed".  Martha Jane Walters  molested us just  because she could.  Martha's intention was to show GOD, to disrespect Him.  So delusional , Martha was going to fix GOD by crucifying His innocent children while playing Holy-Saved-Sanctified -Mother-of-the-Church to these simple fools.

According to Mathy Jane everyone darker than she was,  was a total idiot and a waste.  Nothing about you counted, not even your soul.

GOD said No! The Dear LORD makes intercession for us when we are unawares.  He pities every groan. Martha thought she was secretly and successfully tearing down.  GOD knew He was building up.  Praise the LORD!

It hit me like a brick.  Towards the of our relationship, around 2008, it became evident that Martha viewed me as just another "John".  I was there in her home attending to her every need after her surgery.  She was ordering me around, raging.  The noodles in her soup were too long and too thick.

She had me up at six a.m. preparing a breakfast she was not going to eat until nine a.m. and it wasn't going to taste right.  I took her mistreatment blaming her meds, her personality, her age.  It was around this time when she hit me square in the eye with ; "You old and fat. You look lak the mother of 'leben (eleven) head of churin'"

That was the day Martha finally went too far.  That was the beginning of the end.

Hurry up and flip to the back of the Book.  The evildoer can not win because it is written.

PTL!

Some things are laughable ...

in the final analysis. A poor woman is so fragile, so broken she can not imagine being genuinely whole. This poor woman thinks so low of herself she refuses to try. Just pretends like a pre-adolescent caught up in a diabolical game where she never loses and you can never win.

I look at my brilliant brother appointed to West Point. He could have been Colin Powell if it had not been for that lying deceitful mother he loved, loves, despite her abuse.

What can make a young beautiful girl so full of self hatred and loathing  she invents and lives a complete lie?

Who is the keeper of the lie? Why must we all be made to lie, to cover for a dead demon?

Why couldn't the evildoer just change? Does the evildoer know GOD revealed her?

Sure she does. But she did wrong, got "messed up" so, should you. Yes, she is an intractable lying reprobate. Her "cap" is on backwards . A sadistic whore just as sure as grass is green.

A woman so lost she blamed every victim for not stopping her. "You the fool! You let me do it!"

"Come JESUS! Somebody needs you."

PTL!

Confessions of a former horder

I pray LORD I AM A "former horder".

I am not old, old, just much too old to hold onto everything that ever gave me pleasure. I had "mountains of things".  When you can go shopping in your own closet. Find things with the price tags still attached, never worn or used, just forgotten.  Something is wrong. Something has affected you. 

Find the source of your pain.  Eradicate it. "If your right eye offend thee, pluck it out."

These homemade monstrosities rail and rage at home. Torment the too young or too elderly and infirm. They still brag and flex proud to be the most despicable human being on the face of the earth. 

You are known. Terrorizing and bribing people into silence will not ease your conscious. You know who you are. GOD knows and all your victims. How sad and pathetic. What did you get? You reaped shame.

We (spoiled American citizens ) over consume mainly because shopping is an addiction feed by mainstream media.

I know the major reason I horde. My lunatic mother was allowed to vex much too long. She was truly a miserable joy snatcher. A fallen woman too lying to be saved. Too jealous, too ignorant, too violent, too cruel , too delusional and most of all , too demonic.

"From SUCH STAY AWAY!"  GOD did not tell us to love up on a known demon wasting our time and breath. " Cast not your pearls before swine."

Swine!   "GOODGOTUHMIGHTY!"  She would cast her demonic "hexes" , clap her hands then squeal like a pig.  An arrogant demon, never fearful or afraid of any one's opinion. That is delusion. satan is a rude bully. a rapist.

"Touch not my anointed " 

PTL!

Far too long

I do think the severely abused child of a malignant demon possessed narcissist take a great deal longer to catch on to the true source of their misery. Only because it is unfathomable. And their "caregiver's" foul treatment over the course of a life time has rendered them pretty useless .

It is utterly ridiculous for anyone to demand the right to torture you with unrelenting humiliation and vexation in SECRET FOREVER! Forever *ITCH!

Damn! You were never that retarded. That wicked for sure. ( When your secret life is so repugnant you make satan shame, GOD "let you let" for His own purpose.)

Is this some type of   *Ashbergers?   Is this the longest case of postpartum depression in the history of man kind? No! It is just GOD's word being filled. Be full of pride. Be disobedient. Rebellious. Go ahead, practice witchcraft. Lie! Just lie about lying! Lust! Lust after your own flesh and blood. Lust after children. Hate GOD! Pretend to love Him. Do sickening things pretending you do not know any better. I see you have sense enough to hide it .

The best thing you can do is pray evildoer. Pray for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. Pray that GOD releases you from that demonic spirit you secretly serve.

PTL!

Rules of engagement

When I was a young child I used to enjoy playing a card game called "War",    the object of the game was to be the first to rid yourself of all your cards. At some point the winner always declared; "I do declare war."

Even as children we are taught the rules of engagement, a sense of fair play. Only the most hideous of fools plagues her own family, her own children , then brags about how much smarter she is , how much more money she has.

Deliberately triangulates friends and family in order to live out various fantasies. In every fantasy she is the fairest. the most educated and of course the wealthiest. Martha tells the greatest, most vulgar lies, pinning her perversions on the innocent. Martha was too cunning, too manipulative . She had to die,  to finally expire. She was not changing.

Only a very foolish fallen woman complains to every one caught in her web of how she is vexed. put upon, begged to death for her great imaginary finances, every one's ATM. Complains about how no one loves her, how people are always using her and how she loves her family. The biggest lie of all is how she sacrificed for her children, sold her body for her children.

This low whore for satan never lets on she is one of the greatest practitioners of witchcraft that ever lived.

First of all,  no "Normal" person is so perverted. No perverted person t, truly desiring to change would behave like Martha for 87 years. And worse, only a cursed family of weak faith would tolerate such .

"Come ye out from among them."

PTL!

Pray with me children

There are a few things you must consider; are you living the life Almighty GOD stored up for you or are you still entangled in that horrid woman's web of deceit? If you are, why? She is dead. She can no longer tie you up, gag you and beat the "manhood out of you". The whore is dead. You don't have to pretend to love her, that you believe her lies any longer.

You can finally love yourself. Reject her ignorance. The woman was a mental midget. Swore by whoredom, lived by whoredom , died by whoredom. Why are you defending her? When did she ever tell the truth about anything? The woman was a pig! A nasty common swine that worked voodoo for her selfish interest only. Unfortunately for the entire WALTERS Clan Martha Jane Walters only had one interest, one focus, doing the bidding of her father satan.

"You have not because You ask not";  if you wanted a college degree ,why didn't you simply study and earn your degree? Why stalk behind people you think are undeserving of their gifts because you have declared them "too dark" or "too blessed" and sabotage them over and over running to anyone that will listen to you whine about being victimized , knowing full well you are satan's spawn.

The Bible declares that such reprobates as you will wax worse and worse. The truth is you should have been imprisoned for life. There were very few years you were decent enough, had enough character or a conscious , to be around good people. Martha you were a rabid monster permitted to run loose and vex simply because you were "black". The culture of slavery has  permitted and encouraged lawlessness in the "black community" for far too long.

#BLACKLIVESMATTER Hogwash! You can believe people deserve a better life according to skin pigmentation if you want to.

There is Power in that name Jesus! Calling on JESUS is the only thing that kept my malignant narcissist mother's monsters from utterly destroying me.


From the moment you are conceived in your mother's womb GOD implants His essence in you. It will lead and guide you your entire life. Trust it.  Brush your teeth with this affirmation;
"I WAS BORN FOR GREATNESS! IF I AM TO BE. WHAT I WANT TO BE, IT IS UP TO ME!"

PTL!

Deal with your psychosis

My mother knew full well she was abominably evil. She knew she inflicted excruciating pain on us daily. She knew she committed acts against us no one would ever dare repeat.

Martha never did anything but use extreme violence, extreme lying and extreme witchcraft , to maintain her position of authority over us.

Why? Because it is written. Marta did what GOD said these Jezebel spirited  women will do. And most people will miss this message, remain blind on purpose. They have little faith,  are themselves afflicted with a Cain Sprit, rotting from the inside out with hidden racism.

Are you stupid!?

Break the chain of blindly lockstepping ! My mother was a demonic idiot! Calling herself a preacher and tricking some clown denomination out of a license to preach does not make her worthy of anything but that rope she should have been lynched with. ( Now that is by man's standards and his understanding. GOD knew exactly what He was doing permitting Mathy Jane to reign.)

GOD's  Word says her name will rot. Her name is going to rot whether  she is acknowledged by her friends and loved ones or not.  If her so called "church" never says a mumbling word , the world will know and know well of this viper's methods and abominable cruelty.

Some times you have to stand alone if all the people you know are gutless hypocrites lying for a known demon because they are ashamed of some mess she involved them in . That was her method. The "we" method. For some reason you always found yourself helping her deceive someone. Marta saddled us with so many secrets. We could not tell my brother , was my brother, where she hid her liquor or what man dropped by and went in the room and closed the door. We could not tell that she was a thief,  a liar, promiscuous and  hated most people . We could not tell that she hated all non white people,  period. Anyone darker than she,  was automatically labeled, rebuked, scorned and cast as dumber and worthless. just something to fleece. use and disguard

It is Stockholm Syndrome, PTSD, confusion, bewilderment, exhaustion. The pain never ends, even in death. The evildoer, the unchecked, unrestrained monstrosity , secretly delights in inflicting pain for 87 years and her many victims prefer to remain silent. The semi coma she rocked them in is preferable to their truth.

Pray for strength fellow victims.

PTL!

Pray for the feeble minded

If you, a friend. a relative, are dumb enough , primitive and delusional enough to practice witchcraft and demand to get away until her dying day, you have a case of severe feeble mindedness.

"Shun! From such stay away!" What is your problem? Are you stuck on stupid? When did this woman ever do you, do anyone,  any good?

There is Power in prayer. There is Power in that name Jesus!

 "No weapon formed against me shall prosper "

PTL!

The main reason you should study

GOD's Word , satan's imps know it, study it carefully seeking "words" to keep you enslaved , in misery.

That is a sick mind, a criminal mind. Shun! The saddest truth about loving a malignant narcissist  is the length of your sentence.

That evildoer may claim victory successfully deceiving you for a life time. But what did you get? Jealous, envious, cunning , manipulative, demon laden "person". Go wash! Repent! Quit lying!

You did not stop me! And this revelation will kill you, your sadistic unrelenting torment made me a better person.

PTL!

I am so over imps

I would rather drink muddy water and sleep in a hollow log

As the Holy Spirit grows

In you, you will grow in grace and wisdom. You will not lie. You certainly will not plot and practice demonic witchcraft.

Hear me and hear me well seeker of GOD's Truth. Do not dig fire pits to burn objects you think are cursed. Confront, face your evildoer. You are right, you are cursed with a curse for tolerating wrong doing, for turning a blind eye to murder.

There was JEROME Walters , shot through the heart.  Eighty-four years old, a wise sage. MURDERED! We all knew SHE DID IT!  , didn't dare say it. We may as well have been some slaves on a plantation in the Deep South, whipped and humiliated daily while praying to a God who was not answering our stupid questions. Instead of asking GOD why He made me black. I should have asked Him why He crated this *itch?

Families ,  don't let your children get out of control. Do not misinterpret GOD's Word and "for Christ's sake, don't let that evildoer interpret GOD's Word for you.

PTL!

"Slow walk you down"

My grandmother Rachel used to declare that. In other words , she was too old to run after you. She, your consequences , were going to catch up to you one day. You would pay! Yes, your sins would find you out. "You ain't gon'git away!"  The longer you hung out there unrepentant, the worse your beating was going to be.

"Gul! You bedder come on in dis'house!  It is rainin' out dere fool!"

You can not beat abominable lies from satan into the truth. It won't work.

"Come ye out from among them."

PTL!

The soul of a man

It is our sheer essence, our being. held together by our purpose   Be sure you know each and every being on this earth was sent here by Almighty GOD for a purpose. Hurry up and know your purpose. "Be about your Father's business. " stop judging the lives of others. That is a distraction from satan. Focus!

Know GOD's plan for your life.

How dare you view wrong doing, the vilest of sins , right in your face and you stand blind, stoic, uncaring, undoing, intractable and claim to be a Christian?

Check your fruit.

PTL!

"When the hunter gets captured by the game"

The evildoer is so enraptured by the success of their stealth evil doing they fail to count the cost. So narcissistic, so self deluded, so pathetically immoral,  the best respite you will ever get from these Cretans is their preoccupation with some other fellow victim's life

Do well, succeed in any realm, any endeavor , around any closet evildoer, expect sabotage. It is coming. That old leftover "octoroon" demands credit for her color. Her daddy keeps telling her;"time changes all things."

The most pathetic of evildoers self sabotage just to ruin everyone and everything they claim to love. This is wrong,  purely demonic. You do not have to tolerate repugnant, unending persecution for the color of your skin, your gender, sexual orientation, age or financial status!

Stand up! Crush your demon under you feet!  Do a Holy Ghost dance on satan's head.

"Know your truth".

We were prisoners! Inmates! "Cellies"!  Not comrades in arms. She taught us to hate and mistreat each other.  We were conditioned. I came on the scene  when she was 26, yet husband less. This was not done back in the 50s. Pretty women married pretty men. Something went wrong.

Not only did something go very wrong it was hidden. unfortunately allowed to flourish.

My mother mastered the technique of "divide and conquer ".

Do know the evil practitioner of witchcraft  eventually falls prey to her own schemes.

Why? "Because it is written."

PTL!

Things you must ponder before you die

A person caught in wrong doing makes the decision to lie. Their excuse , their reasoning is fear of retribution , "their just and honest due", consequences.

When you have an evildoer caught in wrong doing of sick perversion s/he "cuts the fool". They become extremely abusive. foul, vulgar. They threaten your life. You back down. All you can hear are the wise words of your grandfather;"When your head is in the Lion's mouth, you don't make any sudden moves."

Martha knew that scripture lesson was directed at her. Unfortunately this demon was flattered. Martha considered herself a failure, an uncontrollable nymphomaniac whore. Martha saw herself as unlovable, unworthy.  "As. Man thinketh in his heart, so is he."

She resorted to cunning, manipulation, destroying, blessing blocking. The more my mother did to me the more GOD showed up and "Showed Out"!

Do good, obey, be the change you want to see.

PTL!

You do have to pray

"Prayer is the Christian's vital breath." Dr. C.I. Scoifield .  I am amazed by people that declare (some brag) that they don't pray.  Why not? Your Father is rich. The cattle on a thousand hills is His. It is all His.  Just ask!  JESUS said ; "You have Not because you ask Not."

GOD can read your mind. He knows what you want and what you need before you ask. Asking is simply humility. Come down off of your hoyty-toyty man made fabricated status.  So you have money. Steve Jobs had money.  A fat lot of good it did him. When GOD says you have to go. you have to go.

When GOD punches your ticket, you have to go. You are not taking anything with you. Leave a lasting legacy of good work ,  do help lead others to the Kingdom.  Live an obedient righteous life for CHRIST.

A lie is a poor substitute for the truth. It is wicked, vexation of the spirit. No one should live such a repugnant unrepentant decadent  life their victims wake up early every morning just to celebrate their final passing.

I don't know how my mother did it but she made us feel guilty about burdening her with our miserable worthless black bastard ****** lives.  We knew we were such worthless rubbish to her , some of us over compensated, over achieved, which made her look bad, feel bad and roar with childish immature demonic envy and jealousy. Which of course lead her to lie, vex, hate and hex.

Envy stimulates the "normal" mind to emulate  perhaps improve.  But envy in the black heart of an ignorant whore produces the plague that brought down the WALTERS legacy.

 I am indeed grateful to GOD for keeping blinders on me while He worked on me through my Mathy Jane Experience.

You don't want a Mathy Jane Experience. It is excruciatingly painful, a very long protracted war with a secret cowardly enemy posing as you best friend and confident while the whore's only interest is doing satan's bidding. "From such stay away."

PTL!

For a lack of a better ...

word, I'll call it an unction, a feeling, a mysterious attraction. sincere one on one communication with  The LORD Jesus Christ.  From the first awareness of myself I've felt it. Of course I always knew my mother was extremely promiscuous.  No one made me aware of the three rapes she experienced as an eight year old child. Age eight, the same age as my savage rape.

Obviously she had issues stemming from that tragedy.  When families engage in lying, hiding, denying,  they are setting themselves up for a fall.  We must all Iive honestly. We must all find our GOD. We must all establish a one on one relationship with our Spiritual Power.

Do not scoff "oh ye of little faith."   Look at the Divine Order in my life.  I never fully grasped the true depth of her depravity.  Martha was in bad shape morally,  although she claimed to be normal.  Strangely I interpreted her behavior as a form of honesty. That was her excuse, men were whorish, therefore she was whorish.

My mother was so whorish, I thought it normal. Disgusting, but "normal"". She always played it off as "normal".  "Got tuh git dat money honey!"

"Get'dem 'fo they GIT you!  ... It is a po'rat ain't got but one hole.   Don't eva'ask me fo'no money! You sittin'on a gold mine."

Yes. that is "pimp mentality". Predatory, immoral and certainly out of the arc of safety.

This is the confusion, the double mindedness. "Be ye hot or cold, or get spewed."

PTL!

Extreme evil abounds on this earth.

What does the evil one want? s/he wants you to give up on GOD. s/he starts early, while you are still in the wound. The evil one does take simple whorish women captive. They are loathesome creeps, human waste, pestilence.

The greatest evil beings  have crept up in our families, our homes, our Churches,  abominations to horrible to see!

We must see them, recognize them and cast them out. We can not let them teach us GOD's Word. They dishonor GOD with their extreme disobedience, extreme immorality.

They are baby rapers. They spit out babies without fathers deliberately. They feed their young innocent children to other vile rapists. They deliberately become ordained pastors to mock GOD.

"From such say away."

Dear LORD I thank you for my "Mathy Jane " experience, the opportunity to be tested. I have been mistreated abominably since birth. The vast majority of my humiliating experience stems from my own mother, that "man" I married , followed by my emasculated brothers.

My ignorant mother thought she had a fool proof plan, started my sexual abuse in infancy.  Did she suppose I would end up the ravenous nymphomaniac whore she was? Evidently! The dumb whore never did anything right. I ended up a frigid eunuch.

I have to laugh. I had no love life so I turned to the Bible and discovered her extremely low whorish ass.

GOD said No! (Dummy)

"Come ye out from among them"

It is true, far more people will choose to do wrong. Most people will ultimately perish. I may perish but it will not be with my passive acceptance.

My mother was a horrid beast. In her not so secret community she was proud to be called a "bulldagger" .   A bulldagger is a very masculine hard woman. A hustler, a vamp without morals.

My mother was conflicted, felt the need to hide her true nature while fully lavishing in it in private. In order to keep her private life private Martha plotted, worked witchcraft,  committed murder, brutalized , assaulted and mostly she lied.

Martha Jane Walters was a pathological LIAR par excellent! There are very few that have been better and to add insult to injury she plagued and vexed without ceasing for 87 YEARS!

I am ashamed to know her, to claim her as kin. This world needs to know that without Christ , without the indwelling of the Holy Spirit , you are in serious danger of becoming a "Mathy Jane".

A "Mathy Jane" is something too disgusting to talk about in polite company, an eager demon. Extremely aggressive in committing horrid acts for her true love, satan. A "Mathy Jane" is an extremely jealous immoral viper.

You do not want to know one, I pray you never encounter one . But don't lie and claim she is impossible, that she can't be.   Don't you dare say a woman can not fall that low and remain low vermin while an "ordained minister",

"Come by here LORD. Somebody needs you ! " JR WALTERS .

Thank you for you fervent prayers Grandaddy. This mongrel had a fool proof plan.

GOD said No!

PTL!

The most horrid blatant sins ...

we're in my face, afflicting me, damaging, ripping, eroding my spirit, my essence.  But my evil mother insisted on pretending to be insane, feigning idiocy , in order to enjoy her lascivious hedonistic  life unhindered.

It worked. Marta JANE Walters lived 87 long despicable years enjoying the fruits of a malignant, insanely jealous, promiscuous, nymphomaniac, sadistic,  pedophile  incestious prostitute,  so disrespectful to GOD she dared to preach.

The saddest fact is Martha was delusional, exactly as JESUS described. She died never repenting of her sins, murders or witchcraft. She was full of pride and she did fall!

Martha studied her Bible, quoted it chapter and verse , subverted it without ceasing. Martha was a viper. She was everything GOD said she would be.

The fact she got up every day declaring her undying love while deliberately enslaving and perverting us, still infuriates me. The sick images I can not erase from my mind's eye because they are seared in my brain causes me excruciating pain.

I know GOD is healing my frail body as I learn my undeniable truth. I am no longer relying on a cane. I am losing weight as I grow stronger.

Yes, I am still raging because there is no excuse for such common mother's as my mother. I rage because she knew better! Just defiant and common as bat shit just like everyone in Wade Station, North Carolina always said.

I rage because I had the dumb mother, the whorish mother, the woman that could not be trusted. GOD help the woman who would dare do to her family, her father , brothers , sons and daughters ,  what Martha did.

This scummy slut had the nerve to hate me, target me, murder her own father, and call me all the scummy names I am now calling her. My whole life my mother assigned her filth to me and got away with it!  A woman so common her victims, although defeated, destroyed, still can not muster the courage to speak a word of truth against her.

I know, they don't want to know. Our truth is one you have to pray for the courage to receive. I am so glad I can finally say, finally admit, I am so glad that mongrel monstrosity is finally dead! I am over here doing a Holy dance. dancing on satan's head.

"Know YOUR truth."

Martha: "I'm a lady !"

Gag!

Rot!

"I just don't understand why"

Again, the world is in shock. The evildoer has struck again. It was ghastly! So cruel!

What evil, ignorant , selfish people we are. Disingenuous, lying, rotting from the inside out with hatred and jealousy.

Just how long will the wicked rule? How long will the blind lead the blind? How long will we live insensitive? Uncaring, pretending we can not comprehend the pain of others!

Donald Trump types, foolish pompous men that are so bloated and self deluded they will never be saved from their sheer pomposity. "Pride goeth before a fall."

All evildoer's, like my mother, demand to torture you over and over. Humiliate you over and over, make you her footstool without so much as a peep out of you.

Living with my mother was very much like growing up in the French court during the reign of Louis XIV. My ignorant, savage, oversexed, common Caligula mother played the role of  Louis XIV .

She really thought her "light bright, damn near white" ass deserved to be kissed and kissed often. YOU HAD NO HUMANITY! Just like Justice Roger B. Taney; " the black man has NO RIGHTS THE WHITE MAN NEED RESPECT!"

That is exactly how my mother felt about me and every one she ever knew or touched. Of course she was always clever enough to hide her true nature. She was a ravenous beast, a wolf, a complete repugnant reprobate .

When you let your selfish ignorance reduce you to a human maggot, a monstrosity, something you can't face, refuse to recognize, that is sad, you have hit rock bottom.

While it is sad. every word is true. When the world is better off with you in the ground, you have gone too far in your madness.

No one, no mother, nothing , has the right to take your humanity , turn around and humiliate you , just to laugh, just to prove Almighty GOD is indeed a joke, is indeed mockable .

It is a lie from satan! It is cruel! GOD is no respecter  of man. We must all live right, love right.

Hate me if you dare. Slyly deny me humanity. Make me beg for the smallest kindness. Humiliate me every day for the color of my skin.  Mock me for being a bastard knowing full well you deliberately conceived me without a father.

What was your evil plan Martha?

GOD sure flipped your script.

World! GOD is going to have His way!  Evil secret demons like my mother do not matter. You can help or you can get out of His way.

PTL!