You will know

First of all I am not old. I am the right age. I am mature. These are my Golden years.  It was my mother that was elated , almost giddy, constantly telling me what a fat ugly loser I was. Reminding me I wasted my entire life "teaching them damn *******". How I married miserably, very briefly, no one liked me, I was a lame nerd and I would never  find love.

Yea , you had a good time confusing and torturing me.  Severe abuse. No, you couldn't limit your sick mind to just brutality. You did it all! So all that vile cursing and violence swearing your innocence , knowing full well you were lying.

You said no one would ever want me . I was repulsive. I am sure you meant it. You  knew it was true. How many people can be sexually molested, brutally treated then paraded around sworn to secrecy?

Four Martha! FOUR! Raping and molesting your own toddlers! May you bust hell wide open! You and all your followers!

Martha preached love in the church and practiced every abominable sin she could at home. I am screaming! You did such wrong to us and demanded that we act "normal" so as not to embarrass You! You never cared how you embarrassed us.

You had sex with all those young men in my presence when I was 19 and hated me with a great passion for annoying you with my protest. You didn't have to stalk us, ruin us, because you were common.

Why couldn't you be common honestly? Why hate me because I said none of us had the same daddy? We didn't! Why did it matter? It didn't matter when you were fornicating with random men.  You could have used protection.

Were you trying to punish us for your sins? Why? You are not A God! Your "light bright, damn near white skin" was whorish!  No one wants a whore! A whore doesn't want a whore.

Martha loved to hold me up to ridicule.  I was trash, worthless, jet black, and just despicable.  She on the other hand was still getting "hit on" and she was in her eighties. She was brilliant, she had a husband. The fourth legal one was the right one. She had money, drove a Cadillac and every one was jealous of her. She only lied to keep people out of her business.

The truth, my mother was a demonic sadistic slut. When you can murder your own father and never care, you have been predicted. JESUS expected you. He told us you were coming, that you would preach.

Martha, you never had any power.  GOD "Let you let".

You doubters , you supporters, all of my relatives still fearing a dead demon , read II Thessalonians.

Guess what Martha, all that evil you plotted against me for 62 years BACKFIRED!

All that good preaching you preached falsely is really true. You should have listened to yourself, especially that last sermon. "Take the child and raise it for me and I will give you your wages."

PTL!