"I just don't understand why"

Again, the world is in shock. The evildoer has struck again. It was ghastly! So cruel!

What evil, ignorant , selfish people we are. Disingenuous, lying, rotting from the inside out with hatred and jealousy.

Just how long will the wicked rule? How long will the blind lead the blind? How long will we live insensitive? Uncaring, pretending we can not comprehend the pain of others!

Donald Trump types, foolish pompous men that are so bloated and self deluded they will never be saved from their sheer pomposity. "Pride goeth before a fall."

All evildoer's, like my mother, demand to torture you over and over. Humiliate you over and over, make you her footstool without so much as a peep out of you.

Living with my mother was very much like growing up in the French court during the reign of Louis XIV. My ignorant, savage, oversexed, common Caligula mother played the role of  Louis XIV .

She really thought her "light bright, damn near white" ass deserved to be kissed and kissed often. YOU HAD NO HUMANITY! Just like Justice Roger B. Taney; " the black man has NO RIGHTS THE WHITE MAN NEED RESPECT!"

That is exactly how my mother felt about me and every one she ever knew or touched. Of course she was always clever enough to hide her true nature. She was a ravenous beast, a wolf, a complete repugnant reprobate .

When you let your selfish ignorance reduce you to a human maggot, a monstrosity, something you can't face, refuse to recognize, that is sad, you have hit rock bottom.

While it is sad. every word is true. When the world is better off with you in the ground, you have gone too far in your madness.

No one, no mother, nothing , has the right to take your humanity , turn around and humiliate you , just to laugh, just to prove Almighty GOD is indeed a joke, is indeed mockable .

It is a lie from satan! It is cruel! GOD is no respecter  of man. We must all live right, love right.

Hate me if you dare. Slyly deny me humanity. Make me beg for the smallest kindness. Humiliate me every day for the color of my skin.  Mock me for being a bastard knowing full well you deliberately conceived me without a father.

What was your evil plan Martha?

GOD sure flipped your script.

World! GOD is going to have His way!  Evil secret demons like my mother do not matter. You can help or you can get out of His way.

PTL!