My mother was my grandaddy! JR Walters! PTL! James Brown - Mother Popcorn Part 1 (King 1969) 45 RPM

Sure,  it is good to have a mother but,  some of us are not  so blessed.  It doesn't matter because in GOD's miraculous wisdom he always puts the right people,  in the right place,  at the right time, for the right reasons.

There is a Move of Almighty GOD about to engulf this earth! Get ready, keep oil in your lamps. If you are following the crowd out of fear, turn around.  PTL!

Blessed be the Name of the LORD!

Seabrook Recreational Center, night baseball games where only the finest specimens of black MANHOOD paraded (BEAM) Sitting in the park - Billy Stewart

Never could have made it without my love for music.

This song is so North Carolina,  so Fayetteville, Fort Bragg, Wade, E.E. Smith, Seabrook Road, Hay Street. Person Street, where all the niggers meet and greet.

Fayetteville Terry Sandford High School,   a school so racist, they kicked me and my brother out just because we used to raise one black gloved fist during the playing of the  national anthem and when those  muthafuckers deliberately played Dixie!

WE  were cast as rude and disrespectful . Well,  why you muthafuckers playing that song , of all songs?

No matter, it was a great school. It was a great experience. There were like two thousand white kids and only two hundred black.  I represented hard. I would stay up until two and three in the morning to best them niggers. I was very competitive .I loved getting the highest score on every test. I pretended it was easy, lying my ass off.  I just didn't like their smugness and nothing on this earth feels better than knowing more than someone that claims you are too dumb, a slow thinker.

Junior Wells - I'll Take Care Of You

Dear LORD , I know it wuz you that enabled me to take all of this pain , this old evil world heaped on me.

I do thanky fo' keeping  me  much as you have , under the circumstances.  Yes, LAWD, I will always love You!  Dey ain't nutting' no old closet demons,  hiding up in yo'house, hiding behind your Word can do to me,  to make me stop loving You, stop putting all my trust in you LORD.

Just wanted to thank you, I appreciate you LAWD.  I know sum don't know you, don't even want to know you.  That's alright,  because you took pity on me and I thank you.

Yes, most folks still rank people by skin color.  They just stop right there.  Do these dumb muthfuckers think I picked my color? Shit if I wuz doing the  picking, I wud be white, blond , blue eyed and RICH!

That is not my issue LORD, I just want to know, why can't people understand all of this killing and robbing is caused by the One Percent,  that own and control Ninty-nine percent of all the wealth and resources in the entire world  RULING HARSHLY OVER US!   Of course that causes the Ninety-nine percent to fight, kill, to  do what ever is necessary,  to get just a tiny fraction of that one percent .  Of the tiny morsel the rich man let's us fight over, that tiny morsel he allows to fall from his table.

This earth is the LORD's and the fullness there of. There is enough of everything, food, water, shelter, but , some very greedy men do not want to share so they offer the dullard; racism, sexism,ageism, any and every division imageable.

Well, take it if that is what you need to feel good about yourself.  "But,  as for me and my house, we shall serve the LORD."

Continue to be thick, obtuse, intractable. "Pride goeth before a fall."

Dear LORD in Heaven it is my fervent prayer that you will touch each and every heart with a finger of love,  right now. RIGHT NOW LORD! STRIKE 'UM! KNOCK THEM DOWN WITH THE MIGHTY POWER OF THE HOLY GHOST.

AND IT IS DONE!

GOD can use you!

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Evil doer, evil doer, you will not hinder me, not one more inch,  not one more day.  You lying sneaky whore!  Caught up to your red demonic eyeballs in WITCHCRAFT, INCEST, PEDOPHILIA, MURDER and only GOD knows what else.  Died and went to hell pretending to care, pretending you didn't know. Slut! Just who do you think is dumb enough to believe your bullshit?

My five brothers , yet groveling at your dead feet deserve to suffer.  I know how well you enslaved them with your stanking whorish ass. Bitch! You deliberated emasculated your FIVE SONS   psychologically , emotionally and financially! May you rot in hell for eternity.  May your name rot! May all that still hold you in high esteem rot!

GOD is going to get your bitch ass and put his foot straight up your lying whorish ass!

Cussing ain't got a damn thing to do with GOD, Christianity, purity or clean living. Convincing people to accept labels, to not cuss, drink, smoke or listen to certain music is the first prerequisite to insure docility.

Fuck you!  Yes, and fuck you twice bitch.  For eighty-seven years you laughed, committed every despicable  sin satan put in your pea brain.  Every sin known and unknown to man!

A PREACHER!  You went too far with that shit.

Now here comes trump, trying to do to this world what you did to the Walters family.

"Go sot down!"

"Come ye out from among them."

Marvin Gaye - I Want You (1976)

"If it had not been for GOD on my side oh where,  oh where would I be?"  Not only is this an extremely wicked world that we occupy, these white racists want to die and they want to take the entire world with them.

I'm laughing, I am am screaming at these imps. YOU HAVE NO POWER!  Don't feel so special because you have 99% of the wealth.  Do not consider yourself something greater than what you actually are.  Go blow that pious bullshit up your own ass. Do not believe  you are greater than you think you  are ,  because so many are willing to grovel at your feet.

 Donald, notice, all the people groveling are functionally illiterate at best.  All racist, every last one of them. The fact that you believe in compartmentalizing human beings is in itself a demonic act and proves that you are an imp. If you call yourself a slave, you are a slave.

Please do not expect our weak ass, sissified media to inform us  of shit. We do inhabit a "Cover Your Own Ass Only" world.  Do not expect the truth , ever,  from these overpaid ass kissers and dick suckers. We are all sold out, we are all complaining because we are all tired of being persecuted FOR THE COLOR OF OUR SKIN!  OUR GENDER! FOR TRYING TO LIVE OUR OWN FUCKING LIVES IN PRIVATE WITHOUT A LYING SIGNIFYING MUTHAFUCKER ALL UP IN  OUR (MY) BUSINESS! 

I am tired of being pre-judged, hated and vilified FOR THE COLOR OF MY SKIN! FOR MY GENDER! FOR JUST FUCKING BREATHING AND TRYING TO SURVIVE ON THIS BITTER EARTH! 

 We all have that ; "Well what the fuck!?" attitude.  We all have "Where is GOD" attitude?

Yes, we are on the brink, this world is about to snap.

 Having tremendous wealth may not be all it is cracked up to be.  More money, more problems.  My mother used to say something that made me laugh; "Any mo'dan a mouf'ul is a waste." 

So, trump has Ten Billion dollars,so,  good for him, but,  we are both leaving here broke.  "We brought nothing into this world and we certainly are taking nothing out."

"Time changes all things."  As much as white men want to go back to the good old days of white supremacy , it is not going to happen.  "GOD  bless America!" Trump just outed y'all, pulled your sheets off.  I'm down to a few, very few white friends on FB.  It is like we are on opposing sports teams.  It is NOT Color, it is character. So, when you choose a friend, a confidant, choose wisely.

The idea that a white man would taunt and entire "race" of people and declare that we have nothing and then say; "What do you have to lose?" is an outrage. If trump is too obtuse to recognize how offensive that statement is,  demonstrates he is unfit to lead.

I don't have anything to lose but my pride! How dare you cast dispersions on an entire race of people,  then turn around and tell me, then DEMAND that I  respect you!

   Since I already "ain't got nothing" ,  according to you; "Kiss my ass!"  How about that?  "Kiss my black ass!"  That is what people say when they are down to nothing.

If you want people on your side,  learn to finesse your enemies.  Pay us our reparations! (Yes, it's in the Bible but,  you Bible thumpers keep skipping over that part.)   Give all blacks a tax free status for,  say ten years.  Do something that says you care. "Seek to understand."  No, I do not think I will ever trust you.

While I'm venting , I am doing it more to inform than complain. I'm relaxed.  GOD got this. It is all in Divine Order.

"Come ye out from among them."

Mississippi Fred Mcdowell- Somebody Keeps Callin Me (Vinyl LP)

While chattel slaves were very expensive, the plantation owners often relied on folk medicine, plants, herbs and slaves that had the "gift" to keep their property healthy.  There were some slaves that were "peculiar" , could heal, coagulate blood with the touch  of their hand.  "What am seen can't be denied."  Yes, there were some souls known for working evil. Slaves called them "two-headed" doctors.

They did a lot evil, rotted the cartilage out of noses, caused blindness, skin to shed like a snake, created zombies, etc.   I know, not only did I do my master's thesis on the subject , my birth mother was a notorious "root worker"  that preached.

Thought she was smarter than GOD! Yes she did! Just like trump. "Mark that man." If you know like I know you will lock him up and not fear him.  We feared our evil mother, look what we got.

Please note, the evil doer is relentless, never gives up.  At no time in my entire life did my birth mother have one single ounce of love for me. intended to make me something worse than she was.

Not only was Mathy wrong, but she was way wrong for a long time. Worse, look how she deliberately tarnished GOD's name.  If trump-ers, trump-pets are blind , deaf and fearful enough to follow that "man", go ahead.  "A hard head, makes a soft ass."

One of the most barbaric cruel practises of white supremacists was to beat the wayward slave savagely with a cat-of-nine-tails, rip the skin off of their backs,  then plaster the open oozing wounds with Cayenne  pepper, salt and turpentine.  Quite painful , I'm sure , but it certainly prevented infection.

My own evil birth mother tried to gut me like a fish and put Cayenne pepper in my open wombs. She did but, I healed quite nicely, thank you.

"Stay Woke!"

Trick Daddy - In Da Wind feat. Big Boi, Cee Lo - Thug Holiday

Ms. D. loves the kids, loves to teach the chullun, her SCHOLARS!   Thanks for teaching me , for sharing your honest real music with me.  Dummies that are trying to tow that Christian tradition bullshit will never let the sunshine in.

They are still dumb enough to worry about "language" while the evil "white supremacists " tries to rear his old ugly grey bald head one more time.

Naw son, I don't think a muthafucker that got five draft deferments can tell me shit stank.

"Lock him up!"

"Stay Woke!"

David Ruffin - Walk Away From Love

The absolute hardest part of my arduous journey has been learning "self love", "self care". I am finally falling in love with myself.

I am so opposed to men forcing women to reproduce when they have no business. Do you signifying "Christians" know some women beat babies, rape them, burn them,  torture them because THEY DON'T WANT THEM!  Sure, they play loving mother in front of you but,  do know that stanking 'hoe is a beast! A bottom feeder!  That's why she secretly hates herself. She is ashamed of her own nasty ass.

No, never ashamed enough to quit or apologize.  Just ashamed enough to cry and whine so you will leave them to their sick proclivities.  They have no maternal feelings, they lack natural affection.  The Scripture tells us.  So, why is it alright for a preacher to do it? Why do you think she preached?  The whore was hiding!  Well, trying to hide for a few hours every Sunday.  Rev. Watson went straight back to being Mathy Jane just as soon as he got in her Cadillac and counted her loot.

The bitch harmed me severely and she did it on purpose for  SIXTY-TWO YEARS!  My little girl, Gwen is healing.  Yes,  she cries at least once a day but, they are more tears of joy than sadness .

I am thrilled, humbled to have experienced that Mathy Jane. No imp like trump can trick me.  they are twin demons. He has his billions, she had her "voodoo", conjure, WITCHCRAFT!  

She didn't win, dumb ass whore!  Preaching!  She was good at entertaining, she was a comedienne,  unfortunately those demons she carried were a turn off.

I did some great art today! 

Praise the LORD!

Pressing on in Jesus' name!

The Rolling Stones - You Gotta Move [HQ]

trump   … you got to move.

R.L.Burnside - it's bad you know

Evil can't win.  It can wear you out, vex and frustrate you .  You can feel better arguing with a solid brick wall. You know your position, shrink, take low, let them win for the sake of peace. Get conditioned, act weak and feeble.  Get some money if you can,   Just hold on. Help is coming.  The old bitch can't live forever, thank GOD.

When I look back over my long life and the role my evil birth mother played in shaping me, deliberately robbing me of love and joy,  MURDERING MY GRANDFATHER, I do truly thank GOD.  I am quite unique, quite talented and absolutely brilliant.

I am not arrogant , an elitist as my mother and other haters have claimed. I can think!  I can see! Fuck docility!  Most people are just dullards, lazy dullards.  "Ignorance is bliss."

The inability or refusal to apologize is pride. "Pride goeth before a fall."  We have a president to insecure to apologize. Will that muthafucker get us bombed?

GOD help us!

"It's praying time!'

No, brothers and sisters, it is way past "Praying Time", it is "Knowing Time".  It is time that you know and have no doubt that Almighty GOD will not let you dash you foot upon a stone without (HIM) being right there to pick you up!   Don't you dare lockstep and bow down with these illiterate,  would- be Christians,  that have never read the Bible.

Shun "Christians" that worship at the throne of money, color and privilege.
Shun ignorant Christians that demand that you shut your mouth.  Why? I'm not the pedophile, I'm the victim of the pedophile!  (And all you so called Christians could not possibly care less)

 I am not going to keep that vile,  murdering,  sadistic,  soulless woman secret as some form of honor because I was reduced to calling her mother.  If she was really worried about honor and being ashamed,  she would have never done the horrible things she did for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS! And most of all she would have repented! No true Christian mocks and curses GOD the way my birth mother did. That is all the evidence of demon possession you need.

The best thing my birth mother did for me was prepare me for these "trump days" .   I know satan, evil workers of iniquity,  they love to pretend to be doing GOD's work while  working feverishly for the evil one .  Look at trump! How many people did this imp kill with the stroke of a pen on his first day?

Keep on evil doers, my GOD works overtime, in mysterious ways. PTL!

Keep on sucking up to them (cubic zero-cromium and poly-ester) .  Stay close up on them.  Go ahead.  I have five brothers just as lost and enslaved honoring a WHORE  that purely hated them at best,  deliberately ruined all of their lives for her sadistic pleasure and they have not caught on yet.

Naw, include me out. I ain't suddin'  trump because I survived Mathy Jane!  SIXTY-TWO YEARS!!!

To GOD be the Glory! "GOODGODTUHMIGHTY" 

'WON'T HE DO IT!?"

THESE EYES (THE GUESS WHO) SUBTITULADA.

I grew up in Fayetteville, North Carolina in the fifties and sixties. The racism was deep, thick, it was worse than quick sand.  It tried to suck the very life out of me. White people hated me for being beautiful , black and brilliant.  So? So did black people too!

It is not color, color is satan's convenient excuse. It is demon possession. It is not even as simple as stupidity or retardation.  I've known a lot of retarded people, people with Down Syndrome but , they possessed a Christ like spirit, it burned brightly  in their hearts.

We all know it is not color, gender, age, status, or orientation.  That is all a ruse from satan to keep the 99% on their knees begging the 1% to keep the 1% they let us fight over,  keep coming.

trump may have messed around and made his move too soon. Some women don't seem to like being told what they can or can not do with their vaginas.  Some women do not go for that lopsided hypocritical bull,  that the man is the head of the house like Christ is the head of the Church.

Key word "when". When Christ is the head of the Church. Seems to me Christ is missing in action in far too many of our churches.

"Come ye out from among them."

First of all, all cultural differences ...

should be recognized and honored as such. Forced assimilation fosters a false sense of racial superiority among whites and inferiority among "minorities".

I remember this day clearly. I was in the fifth grade, Mrs. Dabinette's class.  The school nurse came to serve us our "10:10" snack of the best orange juice on planet earth and two Graham crackers.  I looked forward to this interruption every day.
Anyway she started "interviewing us", "demanding" to know what we had for breakfast. Child after child announced bacon , eggs, toast and orange juice.  When the nurse asked me I repeated the exact same menu. I was not about to announce to my 99% white classmates that my breakfast consisted of biscuits and molasses, fried fat back, baked liver pudding, grits and water!

The fact is, noting is wrong with our cultural differences.  That is what makes us great. I remember when only the poorest of the poor bought chicken wings, chitterlings, collard greens.

Like I said being blessed is fifty percent knowing and fifty percent acknowledging and thanking Almighty GOD.  Yes, it turns out our birth mother was indeed our worse enemy.  So?! The (              ) made me a better person than I ever would have been left up to my own devises.

To GOD be The POWER AND THE GLORY!

GOT TO GIVE IT UP - MARVIN GAYE

My birth mother used to holler; "You niggas! Come git yo'beating! Git in heah!"

I was a small child and of course  I cussed. Foul language was my first language. I remember clearly thinking; "Bitch!? Is you a muthafucking fool!? Do you really expect me to go any where near you in order for you to put your hands on me?"

  I straight way took off for the the only bathroom we had.  The door was sturdy, the lock impenetrable. No one could have a bowel movement or pee until I was promised amnesty, forgiveness. There were times I actually demanded an apology. My "commandeering" the only toilet worked often.  But,  there were far too many times the old tyrant sadistic  bully that lived in my birth mother would insist on laying hands on me anyway.

That's when I took to the woods.  I actually hid out in the woods for six, seven, twelve hours, until it got dark.  That's fear. That's wrong.  That is demonic, sadistic  sadism, not left over slave mentality as satan has conned us into believing.

 Martha was a demon,  Deserved to be one.  She practiced witchcraft. Worse, the old heifer, house nigger coon  didn't use her "gift" on white people but,  used her evil proclivities to try and destroy GOD's anointed.

You should not have done that Mathy Jane. Your refusing to repent had nothing to do with your shame, as you pretended,  because you had none.

Jesus told us that even in the last hour we can come into the Kingdom. No, I can't say if you did or didn't. I can say GOD said No! I can say and see it is ALL in Divine Order!

TO GOD BE THE GLORY!!!

The Supremes Come see about me

Dear friends and family I greet you in the High and Magnificent name of the ONE Omnipotent HIGH AND LIFED UP THE ONLY ONE GOD! THE LORD JESUS CHRIST !


I  know FULLY  the GOD I serve is Magnificent, Magnanimous, ALL KNOWING, ALL CARING. Totally INFALLIBLE!  (HE) CAN DO NO WRONG! MAKE NO MISTAKE!  No imp from satan's lowest dungeon can come to to this earth and do one thing to hurt a child of GOD! EVER!   Can you say Amen?



So,  an old evil stank whore that was forced by law to birth me, to retrieve me from a flop house by her own dear mother, decided that she would have her way with me.  Keep me around to be her bitch, her punching bag, her foot stool.  Some one to lie on and to blame for  all of her foul deeds.



GOD said No!!!



Yes, I am in favor of procedures that prevent innocent babies from falling into the evil clutches of low whores like my birth mother.



To GOD be the Glory!  No more coat hangers!

Aretha Franklin - Ain't No Way [1968]

Far too many people on this earth demand too much to be loved.  They cause way too much  grief and pain. After fifty , sixty, seventy years you finally grow weary of dealing with a lying ass that is secretly jealous.

"Git way from heah and don't nevah come back!"   "When yo'head in the lion's mouth, don't make no sudden moves."

Dear LORD in heaven how could we know our own birth mother could  be so low, so fallen?

Juvenile - Back That Ass Up

"Woman would you back that thang up."

I had just pulled up to the pump when this huge tricked out mega pickup truck roared by me blasting this song; "YOUZE A BIG FINNNNNEEE WOE MAN WON'CHA BACK THAT THANG UP!"

The big red door of the cabin finally opened to reveal a little old white haired white woman.  I hollered Augusta, Georgia!

Did you ever? Some one else knows it is not what goes into the man that defileth the man, it is what comes out of the man that defileth the man.

Evil, willful, intractable men and women falsely believing money is GOD.  Paying GOD no mind, no attention. Not reading, not studying, just bullying and insulting. Demeaning and emasculating, taking names of all they want to resist.  Sure they are laughing now, quite gleeful.

Don't worry, they shall proceed no further.  It is ALL in Divine Order.

"Come ye out from among them."

Jesus told us to know our truth

… and be set free.  Why would our LORD have to make sure (HE) taught us that? Because the potential evil of this world can only be known by the Holy Spirit.  Your loved ones, your caregivers, your own mother will live to destroy you if they ever get taken over by a demonic spirit, it they ever turn reprobate. No, they will never confess, repent or care. "Get the behind me satan!" Rebuke satan! What kind of "new fool" are you? Loving, defending, protecting a dead demon?

Why did I suffer so long? Why was I willing to subject myself to such horrible degradation, humiliation, pure lies, deliberate fabrication? Martha would just make up shit, just spin it right out of her head, spew it out of her lying mouth and dare us to say anything, do anything.

I fully understand why Martha refused to repent of her sins, to apologize, to love, to help, to care. Fear.  Fear is learned. It is conditioning.

When we have a horrible truth like mine, many just opt to not know, to deny, to live isolated and alone.  I found out that is how she wanted us to feel.  Martha never felt she punished us enough for being born to her.  For taking her youth, for destroying her body, for keeping quality men at bay.  For forcing her to prostitute and preach, to chunk dust and bless.  One thing Martha hated more than she hated us, being born a member of the "black race".  Being grouped with losers, dimwits, Toms, Aunt Jemimas.  Gullible people easily fleeced and fooled.  Slow thinkers, non thinkers.  Low immoral people.

Dear LORD, help me to understand, everything Martha hated and blamed on black people, she was.  She was lazy, always enslaving others to do her work.  A thief, a kleptomaniac, mostly a liar. Worse than being a liar,  a fake Christian always declaring: "(HE) said a LIAR wudden tarry in hiz sight!"  Why? To throw the scent off of her.

No doubt about it; Martha was a ravenous wolf that demanded to be kept secret,  while seen as a saint. I'm still laughing reviewing a scene in my head.  I was four, I'm sure because she had just married him  after a two week courtship. He was much too young and country and far too dark for her liking.  But, his money was long.

"He" caught her fornicating in the front seat of his car and busted out his own car window. Mathy jumped out of that car, pulled her "draws" up and commenced to whopping that nigger's ass!  I'll never forget it, I just better not bring it up, ever.  She's dead, the evil whore finally died and I'm proud as a peacock to tell.

Know your truth, be set free. Evil can NOT win! It is ALL in Divine Order! Know that! Trust and obey!

Peter Tosh - Dem ha fe get a beatin'

There is no excuse for unrighteousness, it is a choice.

My poor ignorant , obtuse, jealous envious demon plagued mother vexed and hexed for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS! 

Did she win? If she did what did she get? Was driving a brand new second hand Cadillac worth it?  No matter, even in the last hour you can come into the Kingdom? Did my mother make in? Not for me to judge or call. I was sent here to warn the naive about child abuse, pedophilia, incest, all forms of exploitation and volunteer enslavement.  Mostly to expose this divide and conquer business.

PETER TOSH (Wanted Dread and Alive - 1981) 08- That's What They Will Do

Granddaddy stood tall, stoic,  in the front yard of my mother's house ( brick hut).  He looked at me , carrying over seventy years of excruciating pain on his aging shoulders.  He stared at me for a very long time,  as if he were trying to find the right words, finally he allowed;"Leave heah! And don't nevah come back!"  My immediate response was to declare; "No, grandaddy, I could never leave you."

I didn't,  well I never got too far away.  Atlanta , Georgia, two states  away, but not so far away that I could not run up and give my granddaddy a hug, get some love , wisdom and understanding when ever the need arose.

Yes, that mongrel was there.  We tried to prop her evil whorish ass up as much as we could.  We went to church with her every Sunday hoping and praying some of it would stick.  It didn't.  It couldn't. The fact is Martha Jane Walters never had any business with her lying, stanking, whorish ass up in a church,  in the first place.  That was my human response.  The fact is GOD knew all along.  GOD knows. GOD knows now. GOD knows and searches every heart. Now trump can think himself slick like my birth mother, using GOD for his own gain and fame.

The boy 'bout to learn something! "GOODGOTUHMIGHTY!!!!!!!!!" I'm on fire with the HOLY GHOST! It won't let me hold my peace.

No stanking whore , you will not come to this earth, live the repulsive life you lived, hang an ordination  "license" around your neck in order to plunder and destroy.  No ma'am, it ain't gonna happen because it is ALL in Divine Order!  GOD got this! (HE)  got you jealous haters too. You know damn well color has nothing to do with it.

Keep blocking, keep lying, keep up your mischief! "You gon' learn today!"

"Come ye out from among them."

1motherlesschild.blogspot.com

A day that will burn in infamy!

So  today is the day, the In-HOG-er-Ration.  I feel like telling this world what my grandfather told my mother; "You done hit rock bottom dawthur, you can't go no lower."

America has surely hit rock bottom, handing our freedom over to a bottom feeder, a con artist.  A man much too wealthy, jealous, obstinate and ignorant for our collective good.

Well, "Keep oil in your lamps , is the best I can tell you."

No matter, evil can NOT win.  GOD is having (HIS) way.  We shall all reap exactly what we sow.

Praise the LORD!

In (HIS) Arms

there is so much comfort.  Just peace, joy and happiness. I never knew I would ever feel good again, have joy again.  Yes, the evil demonic woman that had me down, crossed up, utterly destroyed died believing she had won. She cursed  me like a dog for mentioning her sin, my RAPE,  told me ; "don't piss on my  grave when I'm dead".    Tried to convince me that I  was lying, that I made it up.  Turned my entire family against me.  (all but a few)

If any of my brothers, my relatives, prefer that "woman" , that DEAD DEMON  to me, fine.  Yes, little brother I did cry when you went off on me on FB.  Now, I don't care. "Do you". I wish you no harm.  I do wish you the best.

I have five brothers that would not piss on me if I were on fire.  I'm sorry, I can't do docile, defeated and silent.  I am ashamed of you.  All of you, every last one of you know how evil Martha was.  She MURDERED  your grandfather, the man that saved your life and you can't find enough manhood to speak up, to speak out about a known whore.

You are very much like trump supporters, duped.  trump is a delusional despot demanding that the entire world bow down and worship him because he claims to have Ten Billion dollars, that he is brilliant, knows more than GOD.

My birth mother was the same way, A WHORE that demanded to be perceived as a virtuous woman or get pulverized , cussed out, bludgeoned, lied on, left out, ridiculed, scorned, and hated.

Brothers, love who you love. I can't, I won't.

"Go with GOD."

"Day by day"

The LORD has truly kept me day by day. The LORD was kind enough to put blinders on us, on me, to shield us from the notorious  Mathy Jane.  (HE) shielded us , me, from some  serious sick, sick, sadistic abuse.

It turns out Mathy Jane was no joke.  Was a full fledged PERVERT!  I know now Martha Jane Walters never carried anything in her black heart but deep hatred.  Martha Jane Walters hated GOD so much she turned to preaching, stole her saintly father's anointing in order to be accepted.  Completely bullied and bulldozed her way into the pulpit. (She probably used roots)

No joke, my birth mother was one "dust chunking" Jezebel , mongrel , maniac whore.  Martha hated all virtuous women, all.  She would compliment and pretend to honor you, hating you, claiming to love you , while setting you up for failure.  I am quite sure that is why our sexual abuse at her hands began so early. TODDLERS! Bitch I can't wait for GOD to bitch slap your ass!

This stupid woman was grooming me to be a  promiscuous whore lower than she was. (Impossible! Images of your mother having loud vulgar sex with the door open can kill your interest in sex if you are a young child and teenager.)   Ironically, the  serious sex abuse I suffered at such and early age had the opposite effect on me.  I am truly asexual. Never had much interest in sex. (The bitch did something to me. Some physical torture that rendered me dead from the waist down. )

I was fourteen and the viper slithered up beside me, whispering, offering to get me condoms and Emco (a spermacide) ; "I know you have urges."

No bitch, thanks to you , I don't have any  urges, I have terror. You had your husband slapping his HUGE BIG BLACK DICK IN MY LITTLE FACE WHEN I WAS FIVE.

Rot in hell you stanking whore!

"Come ye out from among them."

I got up this morning feeling great!

Got up this morning with some pep in my step, some glide in my stride but , most importantly with a much greater understanding of what my birth mother did to me and why. It is very simple, she was a reprobate, a true total reprobate . Did she turn reprobate or was she born one?   The scripture warns us that GOD will release us over to a reprobate mind for low morals.  In other words if you are common , selfish, lying, envious , jealous, scheming, GOD will release you, take (HIS) hands off of you and let satan have his way.

That is sure what happened to my birth mother. First vicious assaults on her younger brother, then crushing the puppy.  She told me she was brutally raped at age eight , three times by the same man.  Martha may have had sex at eight years old, knowing what I know about that demon spirit that enslaved her for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS  I am not at all sure she was indeed raped.

For what ever reason Martha Jane Walters became one horrid person.  Do know I read ravenously, read every liberal arts book in the library.   Why? Hiding out from her perverted husband. Truly,  acquiring so much knowledge at a young age was a benefit.

I am so delighted, so humbled. GOD spoke to me, sent me back to my mother after nine years of no contact.  She was delighted, no apologies, no remorse and straight way plunged her big foot straight up my ass again. I  became nothing again, a broke ass nigger bitch that couldn't get or keep a man again.

Little did I know this stinking devious delusional whore was "rooting" me.  So, I go back in 1997 and here comes my long lost medical doctor brother in 2005.  Man, the missing pieces of the puzzle fell neatly into place.

No wonder my handsome brother did not date, did not dance, was weird, mean, cruel.  What that low whore did to that boy was scripted by satan himself! No wonder she refused to repent,   ran from that sin.  No, wonder he refuses to reveal.  Remains hidden in a hole trying to protect his mother.  A woman that never loved him, used him for a sex toy, beat him brutally and savagely for his first twelve years of his unwanted little black bastard life. Loved him and hated him. Loved and hated us, kept us confused.

That is some horrifying shame few have the courage to face.  LORD, I'm laughing, few can stand to hear what we lived.   That poor boy is suffering in some serious anguish.  Dear LORD touch my brother's heart with a finger of love.  Let him know he is not the mongrel his birthmother was.

I was her slave again, one of her flying monkeys again.  I had to listen to her song again; "You can't win for the fix you're in, I can't lose for the stuff I use."

Woman, oh woman, thank you for living such a repulsive life, for the extreme cruelty you always inflicted upon me.  Woman you made me search for the WORD! 

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

PTL!

"Won't (HE) do it!?"

Just give (HIM) time. I am over here healing, one cell at the time.  Dear LORD I thank you for saving me, for holding me in the palm of your hand during my enslavement.  I was just as much a slave as any chattel slave stolen from Africa.  At five my slave job was to wash  all of the shit out of my baby brother's diapers.

My mother took me by the hand, demonstrated one time how to roll out the cloth diaper, shake it and dumb the shit in the toilet, flush, now shake the soiled diaper in the water, swirl it around, get all the excess shit off, now wring it out with your tiny little five year old hands.  Squeeze it tightly, wring it good, now put it in the diaper pail.

I remember every time I let a diaper slip, get sucked up in the toilet , I was severely beaten.  You see the trick was to flush and hold onto the diaper.  Never let the suction of the flush rob you of the diaper. Do know I was extremely small for my age.  I wasn't much taller than the toilet I slaved over.

After washing shitty diapers I was taken to the kitchen where my mother put a chair in front of the sink, turned it around backwards .  There I was to wash all the dishes.  My hands were too small, the plates and glasses much too large.  The water was scalding hot and full of Tide washing powder. For every jelly jar that slipped out of my hand, the whore beat my ass savagely. Yes, I soon learned how to wash dishes properly, to sweep, to vacuum.  Mainly I learned to keep my fucking black ass, black bastard mouth shut.

"Don't nun of you black muthfuckers EVA' tell A MUTHFUCKING THANG THAT GO ON IN THIS HOUSE! 

So, we could not tell about the sick sexual abuse that started when we were toddlers. We couldn't tell my mother married a damn pervert deliberately . The slut did it for his check. He was a soldier in "Uncle Sam's Army".   Yes, he was too young for her, too black for her and he let her beat him, beat him often and beat him severely.

So, she preached. My mother must have preached a good twenty years before she was ever ordained by the AFRICAN METHODIST EPISCOPAL ZION CHURCH.  I wonder, did they know she was a "root worker"? A prostitute? A thief? A sadist? A con-artist by the name of Madame Watson?  Did they know GOD had released her over to a reprobate mind? Did they know she was a complete pedophile? (Yes, the whore did take my fourteen year old boyfriend! Screwed him! Why not,  she got at least two of my five brothers. Martha Jane Walters never encountered a boundary she was afraid to cross, to violate)

I do hope and pray our government commissions a study on such vile people.  I hope and pray more victims will find the courage to come forward.

Do know when you permit yourself to fall so low in life and never attempt to get up, rather you choose to play games, lie and deceive, this is exactly what happens.  Preached eloquently, slather every one you know with phony love while you stab them in the back.  Clap your hands and squeal like a pig! Dare anyone to say one word to you or against you!  If they do, chuck some "dust" on them.

Yes LORD,  my own mother was a HORROR! A COMPLETE ABOMINATION UNTO GOD!  Just MURDERED  my grandfather.  Straight shot him in the heart . Killed him and was proud. Yes, my mother did believe she was protected by satan.  She did believe that she was invincible, invisible, would never be caught or known.

There was not one word in the Bible Mathy Jane believed.  GOD was for the lames, her johns, her congregation, her stupid family, people still dumb enough to love her after all she had done to them over and over.

Martha you were truly a mongrel. I will not honor you! I honor JEROME WALTERS!  The man that stood in the GAP for me. The man that took a bullet in the heart for me.  Praise the LORD!

I have Joy! Joy! Joy! down in my soul

"Weeping may endure for a night but, Joy comes in the morning!"

Praise the LORD!  No, I didn't ask to come here and I was certainly never welcome.  But, I'm here! I'm here you sorry, lecherous, nasty, carnal motherfuckers! You foul pieces of shit! My mother! My birth mother! Low whore from the bottomless pit of hell!

Worse,  the muthafucker VOLUNTEERED!  satan didn't even send for her!

I've often wondered if my birth mother planned to repent just prior to death. I want to believe she did.  She didn't.  Why would she? Her evil never hurt her, not to a point where she recognized she was really losing and only hurt herself.

So, just why would she ever give up WITCHCRAFT  if she believed in it, was confident that it worked? Why should she give up her evil practices when she in fact relished them, loved them and was indeed proud?

Nothing shamed Martha.  She would sit on the toilet having a bowel movement with the door open, carrying on a conversation and never flinch. I'm laughing, my mother was penitentiary material.

LORD I do thank you for saving me from her.  For saving me from the demons she sacrificed me to. Thank you for turning all of her devious plans for me into blessings.  Most of all thanks for the "heads up".   trump and Mathy Jane, sick demonic twins!

Never again satan!

GOD said No!

"GOD bless you chile."

were the words many often spilled on me.  I now know why. Just how could my grandfather tell me? He had no words. How does one tell anyone their loved one  their birth mother is DEMON POSSESSED!? How do you go about explaining, revealing something so disgusting, so repulsive you get weak in the knees just knowing it yourself?

Don't worry.  GOD has this and (HE) is revealing satan's evil imps and minions in his own way.  They are laughing now, just having a good old time.  So did my mother.  For eighty-seven years she enjoyed being the lowest, vilest, sickest sociopath that ever lived.

Martha Jane Walters was a woman full of the vilest hatred and venom possible but you couldn't help her.  Too many demons surrounded and engulfed her to ever be saved.

My grandfather did tell me to leave at eighteen.  I couldn't.  I had to live this out.  GOD finally puts her demonic ass in the grave and here come trump. Go sit down! You  imps shall go no further.

Toots and the Maytals - 54-46 Was My Number

Bitch went out and bought about twenty pair of shoes.  Brand new shoes from a real shoe store, not the "turnt'up" pre-worn, runt-ova shits we had to wear.  We understood why she got new and we got used and funky.  We were black, not only were we black but bastards! We didn't have no damn daddy! "Niggers ain't shit!" Plus we better be glad she didn't flush us down the toilet with the other five.

My mother was so nice she let me have all the shoe boxes.  I was never supervised.  I was permitted to run with scissors.  She always bought me crayons. I watched Captain Kangeroo and learned how to turn those boxes into a western town. My doors could open and close. Plus, I was still too dumb to know who or what she was.

What is my point? No evildoer can stop who GOD has anointed.  No troll can steal my anointing.  All I have to do is; "Name it and claim it."

No, I don't have any money but I do still have my pride.  My proudest moment; not attending that funeral.  "Let the dead bury the dead."

I caught it, that bottom note. My musical ear is improving. I may learn how to carry a note before I die.

Holy Ghost don't leave me!

Holy Ghost don't leave me, guide me on my way.  I was born into the clutches of a complete succubus, an abomination to the LORD Jesus Christ.  A mental midget so dumb she gathered her "conjure" in the name of the Father, The Son and the HOLY GHOST!

Yes she did LORD!  Yes she did while plotting on every one she every meet that made her feel any type of way for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS!  DO NOT CRITICIZE MATHY JANE!   That is all we ever had to know and do.

The problem was Mathy Jane was always doing something, always up to no good!  No matter, you better not say shit.  Get a genuine complement within earshot of that 'hoe, that's your ass.  Cry, that's your ass! The bitch had a retort for that too; "The mo' you cry, the less you piss!"

Remember that shit if you wanted to, bring it up, I Dee-Double-Dogg-Dare-You!   It was the second crucifixion. When she got through dragging your name in the mud for being born an ugly black bastard, not worth a shit,  piece -of-shit,  "you ain't shit!  You lying sack of SHIT!" ; you just wanted to die.  What ever your criticism was, what ever your complaint, shit, just live with it.  Fuck it.  "Trouble don't last always/" "You'll be grown and gone soon."

Staying away, moving to Atlanta always seemed to be the best solution.  Distance helps when you have a lunatic loved one.  Little did I know it served her purpose very well, much better than it did mine.  She could tell the damnest lies on me and since I wasn't around , people were quick to believe her.

No matter.  She had no manners, treated God like one of her Johns.

So glad GOD set me on fire with The HOLY GHOST when I was only four years old.

Dear LORD in Heaven I humbly thank you for rescuing me!  I could have been a  crack addict whore.  That is what she wanted! "Get thee behind me satan!"  My own mother tried to put me out on the "track" at fourteen!

The Dear LORD saw me in my distress and dispatched a host of Angels to rescue me!

Children, no matter how long the night, Jesus is coming to your rescue! No weapon formed against you shall prosper. Sure they can do it but GOD is going to turn it around in your favor every time! If you trust (HIM), love (HIM) , live for (HIM) only! For (HIM) only you are willing to die!

HOLY GHODT DON'T LEAVE ME!

PTL!

OTIS REDDING KEEP YOUR ARMS AROUND ME.wmv

It seems to me there comes a point in every life when prolonged pathological lying becomes pointless.  Why lie?  Why lie if the person you are lying to knows full well you are lying? You, the liar, know you are lying? So, why are you screaming? Calling names?  Pulling out knives, guns? Why are you blasting me to hell for the color of  my skin? For being a bastard? For being needy? For being the cause of your inability to get or keep a good man?

So,  I try gently for well over fifty years to coax you into human decency.  You just played, just pretended to listen, to change.  No wonder you were always jealous of me, of your your daddy, of every one.

Martha, you do have to laugh; it is not easy to admit that your own mother preached AND sold pussy! She acted like it too. ; Vol- LOW -tile!  The bitch was human "nitro glycerin".  You could not win.  You were glad the slut was out slutting, working s second job, doing anything, just being away from You!  

 You loved when she worked at the Capitol Department store and stole them blind.  You laughed because you had to wash everything she stole, smuggled in her "draws",  because it was always pissy.  We laughed. I did ask her why she never stole anything for me.  She never answered.

Cool.   I no longer steal of pilfer much.  I'm retired.  I don't need any staples, thumb tacks or paper clips.

I know who I am and I own up to my mistakes, My misdeeds.  We must ALL repent of OUR sins! It is that simple.  Dear LORD,  we must all taste remorse.  If you can't be remorseful, regretful, you are in trouble.  You do NOT belong to GOD.

Yes, there is a special hell for you.  No, you don't get to go to regular hell, not with your evil ass.  Bitch , you deliberately went way beyond the call of duty for evildoers.  Therefore rot! Just rot,  you "stanking" slut!

"Come ye out from among them."

I am getting good! I recognized Otis' bottom note.

Richard pryor - little feets (mudbone)

MY life! I am listening to this screaming.  This is the story of my life.  My mother was Miss Rudolf!  She was Madame Watson and she was good!

Rather perverted and incestuous, a pathological liar, a sadist, a kleptomaniac, a whiner, complainer, a week-end drunk, a nag, a name caller, a gas-lighter, and MURDERER, other than that my mother was a pretty good person.

She totally abdicated any responsibility for rearing once we were too large to beat viciously. I never had a curfew in my entire life.  My mother put me on alcohol at age EIGHT!  We were permitted to steal, actually encouraged to steal, cuss, curse, lie cheat.  We could do anything, we just could not see any wrong in her, ever.  If we did we better not say shit!

"I know there is a GAWD!"  I turned out too well, (considering and comparing myself to "normal" people)  to have suffered under the perversion of that slut for SIXTY-TWO YEARS!

Praise the LORD! Praise the LORD! Praise the LORD!

The people have all the power yet remain too immoral, too corrupt  for any blessing GOD has laid up for them.   So many ignorant cursed people will miss out on the Goodness of GOD, of the pure Holy Ghost being color struck.

"Come ye out from among them."

"I'm so glad!"

I love this song, we made a cheer out of it in high school; "I'm so glad I go to eesmith! I'm so glad I go to eesmith  …sing Glory Hallelujah I go to eesmith."

I was a "free range" child.  For my whole life I had to raise myself.  We never had set bedtimes, curfews or any such parental interference.  Shit, we barely ate.  It's cool! I made it!

Praise the LORD!

That heifer had me driving a car without any brakes! For nearly a year I drove around Greensboro and Fayetteville bumping people in the back because I didn't pump fast enough.  Luckily all my victims were men, I was very fine at nineteen and the old white men always felt sorry for me.

Who knew their own mother would deliberately trick her only daughter into driving an unsafe car because she secretly hates her, blames her and nothing could possibly make her happier than to see her tragic death early in life?

GOD!  GOD knew,  that is why (HE) saved me!

PTL!

"Who you wid?"

Are you following Christian tradition or Christ? There is a big difference, Christian traditionalists follow the letter of the law.  Laws they freely accept from leaders they trust based on what they see.  Based on what they are told because they are not reading. Anti-intellectualism is alive and well in our world.

GOD blessed me to endure the most horrid woman that ever lived.  A DEMON!  a pure evil mongrel monstrosity wore my birth mother's skin.  My birth mother was a human being that fell so low she  deliberately practiced WITCHCRAFT! My mother was a prostitute that preached.  Not a former prostitute that turned to preaching but,  a woman that preached AND sold pussy on the side. Hilarious!

If you are following Christian tradition you will continue to ignore me, to pretend people like me don't exist. You will continue to believe the word "Mother" to be a sacred word.  You will continue to go along with the myth pregnancies magically turn the lowest heartless ignorant jealous whores into decent women.

Now you know. Some men and women fuck babies! Beat and brutalize them from birth.  These low whores multiply like rabbits.  My mother bragged about flushing five of us, that would take her up to eleven children, plus the miscarriage she had running from XXXXXX when he caught her fornicating. That's twelve innocent children that she not so secretly hated with a passion.  Twelve innocent people she blamed for fucking up her life.

If you are a traditional Christian you say nothing, do nothing because you don't believe in demons.  Your pastor has never taught you.  Subjects like mine are never discussed.  That is exactly why she preached.  The old whore preached to intimidate, terrorize, confuse and most of all to shake her "dust".

The dumb whore really thought it worked.  Well,it did work on five out of six. I won't! Fuck that bitch! Muthafucker! I should have beat that bitch's ass many,  many times.  What if we had treated her the way she treated us?

If you are a Christ lover you listen carefully, you discern, most importantly you pay attention.  The LORD Jesus Christ communicates with you, touches your heart with a finger of love and you know.  You just know!

"Many are called, few are chosen."  Mock GOD if you want to.  Come here and live EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS  committing every demonic deed that crosses your mind.  MURDER your own daddy, stand up in a pulpit pure lying on him! Laugh! Howl! Promote evil ! Laugh at GOD! Preach stolen sermons! Pray stolen prayers! The traditional Christians will love you.

I'm laughing! I endured! Praise the LORD!

"Come ye out from among them."

Please listen!

Please hear me and hear me well! Don't judge me by the color of my skin, gender, age, status.   Demons are real! They are just as real as the Holy Ghost! Demons are just as real as Jesus that spent a great deal of (HIS) ministry casting them out.

You don't believe in demons! Explain Jeffery Dommer, people harvesting human organs, sex trafficking, the "health industry", the pharmaceutical companies.

Please stop letting evil vile trolls intimidate you in the least. Spit in their eye! Dance on their demonic heads.

Please permit me to vent but,  do know I'm still pretty pissed.  My birth mother was the most diabolical whore that ever lived!  She "lived" EIGHY-SEVN YEARS!  Eighty-seven years of pathological lying greatly necessitated by her  sadistic,  unending, unrelenting SAVAGE behavior.  GOD warned us about these women in Proverbs.  They are rottenness to the bones, vexation of the spirit.  No one, not one person on this earth has the right to judge me, to tell me how I should treat such an abomination, how I should articulate what this world has done to me.

I must rely on GOD.  It is GOD, (HIS) Holy Spirit that has led, guided, protected me down through the years.

  A horror! A complete horror! When I think of my birth mother I visualize some scaly, viperous, poisonous  monstrous thing with fangs, claws, bloody jaws. I'm still terrified! Still suffer with nightmares! Night sweats! I still fear her although I know she can no longer hurt me.

GOD sent me to notify every evil doer that it is time to repent, repent or rot.

Sadly, Martha was never that lost, that delusional or demon possessed.  The Martha that died is the Martha that lived a complete imp for satan.  Tried to fool GOD's children! I tell you the low whore put on a show! What a waste! She had good looks, a good brain, and good sense, ironically.  She just preferred satan.

"She ain't my mama!"

"Come ye out from among them.

One imp can't stop me!

Real world where are you? Real people why are you so silent? Anti-mothers do exist! Jesus told us.  Why am I the only person I know with a cruel, heartless, whorish, devious, "root working", fake preaching,   pussy selling mother?

Now my birth mother did pound fear into us. Fear and shame was our daily diet. The fact is, it only motivated me. There was no way I wasn't earning a degree with honors. I did, all to no avail.  The ***** never did like me, never stopped plotting against me, either.  Never stopped spreading her sick devious lies attempting to divert attention from her demon possessed ass.

For all of those waiting on your demon possessed love ones to change.  Forget it! It is not going to happen.

"Come ye out from among them."

Foreigner - 'I Want To Know What Love Is' [Official Music Video]

A shout out to all my enemies. To the woman serving as a door keeper of the church throwing daggers at me with your eyes.  To every slothful lock stepping school administrator deliberately making ever public school a hell hole, a holding cell, a pipe line to prison.

To every snooty white woman full of silicone that looked down on me freezing at the MARTA bus stop.

To every man that refused me so much as conversation the moment you found out I was no easy lay.

To all the students that hated me, blamed me for creating history, for demanding they sit up, study and be the best scholars they could ever be.

Most of all I thank a mother that secretly hated my guts, devised every form of torture known to man because no one was going to ever outdo her.

I thank the LORD Jesus Christ for revealing you in (HIS) Word!

  What did I ever do you to you?  You don't have to like black people, people of color, females, old, poor, broke down, what ever your excuse is, whatever causes you to revile me. .  BUT, hear me and hear me well; You are no Christ Lover!   Sure you are a great Christian devoting so much of your time to the "church".  Sure, you follow tradition well.  You don't drink, cuss or gossip.  You tithe, you tell the truth most of the time.  You have just one small problem, people of color.  "Come Jesus!"

Now, I do have another question, just who or what are you serving?  Do you think Almighty GOD takes attendance, keeps up with your tithes?  It is what you do for your fellow man.  It is right there in that Book.  Don't scorn me, I didn't write it.

You followed those lying ass, pompous ass, hypocritical ass "Tea Partyiers" and Re-Pubics out on a limb.  Every day you learn more and more.  "Oh my GOD you can't take it!." Looks like they are going to repeal the Affordable Care Act.  Or as the Re-Pubics call it, Obama Care.

Please don't tell me you got played too!  There is something about these old pathological lying reprobates!  They won't let go.  They are extremely sadist ,  they are powerless to stop.  The are like human snapping turtles.  Once they clamp their jaws down on  you, there is no letting go.  Not while they are still living.

The trick is to out live them.  Outliving them is your only freedom.  Out thinking them doesn't even work.

"Come ye out from among them."

The way of this world

I've been around this world a long time. I am officially an "old timer".  You do have to forgive my frankness but frankly I don't have time to waste.

I have been miss treated on my journey here! From conception I've been lied on, drugged, poisoned, pimped, maligned , made a scapegoat, a urinal, a punching bag but Through  It  ALL, I HAD THE LORD JESUS CHRIST!  On my side! On my side! On my side! 

Had a vicious seriously corrupt sadistic pedophile cretin for a mother.  No, I never had a chance.  Perhaps I should have been being among my five siblings she bragged about flushing.

True, I'm due to be dead, in prison.  Sure I broke some laws.  I had too.  I had a worried mind.  I was nervous! I needed a joint or two. Luckily my lame ass didn't smoke until I was in my second Graduate School.

I know why weed is finally being pushed.  It robs you of hostility, makes you lazy, kills motivation.  It is good for old people, old retired people that have glaucoma and arthritis .  Just remember how the Native Americans lost their land.  Fucking around with that damn "peace pipe."

My deceased mother had so much, had gobbled up and stolen so much in EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS , they tell me, niggers arrived driving Uhaul trucks.  She would have been proud.

Tell me who leaves a mess for "loved ones" to fight over?  A preacher that preachers and sells pussy.  Visits graves gleaming "goofer dust".

"Come ye out from among them."

It is called "In Due time"

Evil can NOT win! I do not care how long you have carried the weight of a dead, dying albatross around your feeble neck unknowingly.  I don't care if your nose has gone "nose blind" to the stench , you know better.  You can clearly see the pattern.  When was that slut ever wrong? Well, when did she ever admit to any wrong doing?

Dear LORD, am I in hell? Is earth hell?  Did you mean for so many people to suffer so long because one group can make every one else on this planet miserable ?  Are you going to get them GOD?  Did I do something wrong in a past life? Was I once an evil white slave owner?  GOD are you trying to teach us to love each other, to finally accept skin color as simply biological, an accident of birth?

Why do so many people volunteer to go under the lash? Why do so many people line up to worship a mortal man? Is it money LORD? Do they smell money, want it, do anything for it?

I know my mother would! She loved to sell pussy.  That's alright, but to sell pussy AND preach presents a problem.   Bless and curse, hate and love, you can't do it.

  You are not that dumb.  Nor are you that scared or terrorized.  You made your choice.  You sided with evil.

That is very understandable.  When have any of us seen righteousness winning? They shot JFK in the head.  What was he trying to do? Even the playing field.

They used black coons to assassinate MLK and Malcolm X.  Just who can a good man trust? Shit! Fuck it!  The MUTHAFUCKERS CRUCIFIED JESUS!  Shit! We are all doomed! 

NOT ONLY THAT, look at this shit!  If that dumb muthafucker was black or broke they would lock his dumb ass up for his own safety!

Well, If you don't know, I'm going to tell you; Save yourself! Run!

"Come ye out from among them!"

Moving on Up!

I'm a winner! Not only am I a winner, all those that want to win with me are winners!.  All those that desire to reverse the curses placed on their families by fallen wayward loved ones are winners.  Relatives so low and common they preferred to pretend to be saved rather than be saved because their evil demonic desire to slay you was stronger than their fake artificial love.

That's why she started in on you with sexual abuse the moment you were born.  "Look at their fruit!"  Hot soapy enemas! "Bow down satan!" "Get thee behind me!" 

Relatives that did deliberately attempt to destroy and lay to waste every thing Almighty GOD blessed us with are now rotting in their dirty little graves.  A low demonic whore so ungrateful, so arrogant, so full of pride she did falsely believe her skin color gave her free reign to do just as she pleased, just as long as she pleased.

A woman so low and common she preached stolen sermons and prayers and dared any one to so much as smirk.

Don't worry children, you can come out of hiding now.  You can stop pretending you don't know. You are loved.  You are not forsaken.  You survived, now thrive!

"Come ye out from among them."

What were we thinking!?

Why did any of us ever expect a better outcome? When a little child is famous for starting fires, physically brutalizing her baby brother, murdering a tiny innocent puppy; you , the family,  shall suffer in complete misery for as long as you permit that succubus to control you.

You will suffer in complete misery as long as you live in denial , supposing , pretending to  pretend, claiming you do not know,   knowing full well you know what you know because you can't claw those horrid images from satan's lowest despicable hell out of your head.

And the stanking slut died blaming us, blaming me.  Blaming the daddy that she MURDERED! That is willful, willful ignorance, willful pride. It is very "trumpish".  I get it.

"Come ye out from among them."

"Signifying Monkey!"

Some facts can't be learned in school.  We can not feel each other's pain, we don't even have to care but, you can be sure evil can't win.

Evil demon possessed mothers are abominations from the lowest rungs of hell.  Run! Shun! They can NOT be saved!

Know your truth! Family curses can be reversed.  It is already done.  We are already paid for, pre-paid. Jerome Walters was the man!

Embrace you blessings! Praise the LORD!

Evil is evil ...

a con is a con, oppression is misery.  No mater what, stand up to your tormentor, don't pray and wait for better. Demand better! Do NOT accept maltreatment or mistreatment from anyone, ever!

 Above all come out of that ignorant "Church"!  Man has made GOD sadistic, vengeful, hateful and cruel.  Man has re- created GOD in his image.  Man's god is white, blond haired, blue-eyed and hates people of color, sincerely believes GOD created them to be slaves , docile slaves.   To struggle,  to suffer and die in COMPLETE SILENCE, to wait for our "pie-in-the-sky".

Am I not entitled to anything?  How dare you pretend to be dumb enough to think you had the right to ruin me because your stinking ass was jealous!  You knew better! How dare you be so stealth! So rude! So hateful! How dare you refuse to accept responsibility for your mistakes! How dare you be smart enough, devious and cunning enough to lay your shit at your victim's feet.

"Hell No I Ain't Forgetting!" Whoa! Woman you went too far for far too long!

It is alright now.  GOD got this.  I do kind of understand why you refused repentance .  You should have thought of that when you were doing what you were doing, then you would not have had to hate me so.  You did not need to hate all of us to make your wrong self seem right, look right, be loved.  No, I don't love you.  I can't .  I admit that I did.  Like a fool I loved you for a very long time but you proved to be so unworthy.

I do believe in GOD, that Holy Spirit that dwells in me, leads, guides and  protects me.  I refuse to argue with non believers .  I refuse to associate with racist "Christians".  You can not be a Christ lover and a racist.  You can be a Christian and racist , easily , a person willing to follow silly tradition mindlessly without loving Christ is racist.  It is true you can tell people GOD forbids anything they know they do and they will lie and pretend they don't do it.  Why?  They care more about the opinions of their fellow man than Almighty GOD.

Christians flat ran me out of the church!  Smug, stuck up, obviously racist.  No, I was clearly second class. White people are proud to be white! They do actually believe skin color is a virtue.  Sadly, most people of color agree with them,  feel the same way.

We are all brainwashed!

"Come ye out from among them."

Praise the LORD!

Hallelujah! I did ask GOD why my birth mother was so evil, so immoral.  I did not like (HIS) answer; "Because she wanted to be.  Salvation is free.  Plus it is much harder to do wrong than do right.  Your birth mother thought long and hard before she perpetuated certain acts upon you, upon her daddy, upon your entire family, upon EVERY one that ever knew her and tried to love her.

That time when you were eight years old and she arranged your savage rape, forced you to drink enough alcohol to kill you.  That is how ravenous , how ratchet , how low your mother really was. 

No, I could NOT reach her.  I tried! She was intractable! Willful! Full of ravenous hatred and jealousy.  I needed her though.  Look what you have learned!  In the Church! These are some low whores! Abominations! The complete maggot scum of the earth.  No, no one, none lower! 

I told you to know your Truth.  That's your truth; your mother was a ravenous woman, too sorry, too ignorant, too evil, too demon possessed, too ratchet , to ever get back up.  SHUN HER!  Go no where near her! Do NOT honor her!  Do NOT associate with people that still honor her, that still pretend she was a loving mother, a preacher, a friend.  From such stay away!   Break the curse! Do tell! Do save others!

If you enter in and they receive you not, shake the dust off of your feet!  Any one that would honor or ignore such a woman does not have good sense!

No, you don't have to fight her or them. I Got THIS!

Praise the LORD!

The word is ratchet !

Ratchet exists! Some men, some women are so low Jesus warned us ; "Suffer the little children to come unto me, forbid them not the Kingdom of GOD."

Well, ratchet low men and women, human beings that are complete vermin, touch, molest and ruin their own children, all children if they can.  They run up in the church every single Sunday hiding from GOD,  pretending to be for GOD.

GOD said No!

These low heifers start young, attacking, bludgeoning, killing.  Far too many families cloak for them out of shame, just embarrassment.  Strangely, some of our "loved ones" are so low, so depraved, so cunning , they do successfully con their severely ruined victims into complete silence. The old sly witch; "Ni, I wud take dat tuh my grave. he-he-he"

 I tried.  I thought if I told what I knew they would join me in my testimony.  No such luck, they all hate me for revealing their "mother".  Later for you.  I want no part of that ratchet curse! Mathy got her dumb ass involved in some sick, sick, sick sadism early in life and lived far too long enjoying it.

I will NOT call that "thang" my mother.  A SADIST! A WITCH! A SOOTH SAYER! A MURDERER!  Why!? Because she preached!? She never meant one word!  Because she birthed me? We would have been better off hatched by a viper.  At least the poisonous viper would have slithered off and left us alone, would  not have  played loving mother in order to destroy us.

 Yes,  my family prayed, read our Bibles, never missed church but we cowered in the presence of our personal demon, a ratchet human being that got her clutches on us through child birth.

The whore went from bad to worse, killing small animals, enticing grown men into having sex with her at age eight, started birthing babies at sixteen.

What made her good? Rather, what made us think for one moment she was good? Nothing! It was fear that kept us.  Jesus said "Fear no man!"  Yet we feared.  How could we not?  We were hers, her property to mistreat, molest, bludgeon,  beat, rape, scorn, hate all she desired, if she desired.  Why? Black! Be born black in this racist world, see who comes to your rescue.  No one but Jesus!

What is a family to do? Endure to the end! Keep the faith but DO NOT KEEP THAT WHORE A SECRET!  She is not worthy! 

Jesus told us; "If your right eye offend you, pluck it out."

Why did it take me so long to comprehend how evil my birth mother actually was? Was I that dumb, that blind, that conditioned?  Or was GOD just sparing me, preparing me "for such a time as this"?

The parallels I can draw when comparing my birth mother to trump are uncanny!  Jealous! Immoral! Greedy! Pathological liars! Most importantly; no respect for GOD.

My birth mother was quite intelligent,

a very quick learner but ungodly lazy.  Unwilling to earn anything.  Why work to earn anything when most people were so gullible.  My  mother had a gift, she could trick you out of your money with a quickness .  She was a thief.

My brother claims "the white man" created my mother, that slavery did this to us.  While that is a plausible argument, why  didn't it affect my grandfather? Why was he a good man? An honest man?

Free will!  We are all exactly the way we want to be.  A baby raper is a baby raper.  A woman that is a sexual deviant, is a sexual deviant.  Martha was what Martha was,  because that is exactly what Martha wanted to be.

Fellow victims that refuse to share or agree that Martha was a monstrosity are not nearly as fearful as they claim. They do NOT care! Read 2 Timothy , hearts have waxed cold, men have become lovers of themselves.

That was certainly my mother.  Murdered her own daddy.  Martha did a lot wrong in eighty-seven years, far too much to bear.  The Bible is real.  It has been hijacked by Jesus pimps but GOD clearly told us to study for ourselves, "Study to show yourself approved."

My mother was such a brilliant demon I would have never caught on without immersing myself in (HIS) Word!

Beaming!

Evil can't win!

I do have to laugh

I do have to understand and forgive.  How long have I been testifying, telling people the LORD Jesus Christ speaks to me?  On the regular.  Yes, Jesus is my Homeboy, been leading,  guiding, keeping me on the straight and narrow since age four.

How many people have listened? Believed? Very few.  I know better!  To think that loathsome,  fallen female stalked me for sixty-two years, pretending to love me because that is how much she hated me, blamed me for her sorry life!

Dear LORD I remember how I suffered, was confused, hurt.  She cried, carried on, told every one I was the cause of her medical doctor son shunning her.  That low slut knew damn well why my brother "forsake" her incestuous ass!

GOD said NO!  Mathy! How dare you be low enough, common enough to love EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS  unapologetic!  How dare you die scheming, still chunking dust!

 Did she ever know, did she ever realize she was losing?

That is how much disrespect Martha had for GOD.  My poor mother, a coon, a left over slave, an incorrigible reprobate,  that did believe she had out smarted GOD.  I am sure my mother loved  white people, white culture, white supremacy until the day she died.  Hated every one and every thing black.

We,  all people must divest ourselves of this color ranking.  It is stupid, the height of ignorance.  I bristle! I am still angry with that dead Antony Scalia declaring from the bench that black people are slow learners!

If anything black people are fast learners, learned how to con white people out of a beating by playing docile.

I think a lot of people are going to learn rejecting President Obama and demanding trump,  is going to be the undoing for ALL of us.

I can see much more clearly now ...

the fallen, fake woman is dead.  The woman that lived EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS  full of bitterness, deceit, cunning, despotism, bestiality, pedophilia, WITCHCRAFT,  deep brain numbing STUPIDITY!

The fallen, pathological lying woman that MURDERED  her own father!  GOD only knows what she did to her five surviving sons!

I can see clearly now that my blinders have come off.  I can think now, I have  come into consciousness,  I can recognize, distinguish what is real  from what is declared .

trump is no patriot, he isn't even a good father.  The man is obviously as perverted as my mother.  What keeps him out of jail, from the hands of justice? Money! He controls the purse strings.  So did my mother except she put it in much more vulgar terms; "I keep you black muthafuckers shittin'! I'm the one that keep your fucking assholes open!"

Dear LORD if trump does to this country what my mother did to my family, the whole world is sunk.

LORD, I just want to say thank you!

All these people claiming they are hating and persecuting their fellow man for GOD, for Jesus!, have no idea what they are doing.    Claiming there is no such thing as demons, demon possession.  Don't believe me!  You'll believe me when one of these Holy Rolling demons get their demonic hands on you.

Demons "walk wide" and imps clear the way.  The sun is shinning! I'm beaming! I'm pimping basking in my truth!

Praise the LORD!

"I've got that trampled feeling ,

staring at my ceiling,  barely able to contain my sixty-five year old body,  still scared from my childhood rape.  I was tiny, very tiny at eight years old. I only weighed five pounds at birth.

What kind of mother would do such a thing? A succubus, a born demon, a "haint" that lived among us.  A foul demon that never carried anything but deep disturbing hatred and lust in her cold, ignorant, primitive, depraved  heart.

"Get thee behind me satan!"

My mother growled, complained that she could not "unring" that bell.  What ever I alleged she had ever done to me , I just better get over it, she wasn't apologizing for shit!  She, my mother  was mad, was angry with me for bringing up such filth? (But she was guilty)  I wasn't mad, I had forgiven her completely.  I just wanted an apology.  Why didn't my birth mother consider me good enough to apologize to?

 Not her color? Please! I was so fucking sick of that damn woman bragging about the color of her skin, the straightness of her hair.  Bitch!  You had nothing to do with the color of your skin, your hair.  That is an accident of birth, not an attribute.

What about your trifling whorish ways? Why couldn't you ever be left alone with anyone? Why were you so carnal? So ravenous? So lying? So envious?  So hateful, irritable, conniving?  Because YOU WERE A DEMON!!!

Bitch, why did you live so fucking long? What were you and satan up to? Why did you pick on me?Why did you murder my grandfather?  Why didn't you ever mark his gave with headstone? Were you afraid to visit his grave?

Really Martha!?

Really Donald!?

Keep on!