It is one thing to sexually abuse your children out of ignorance and carnal lust but, to do so , then turn around and mock them is reprehensible.
Perhaps it is a habit, a sadistic habit. So much blood shed, so many abominable lies. Stalking, nothing but stalking, years and years of stalking. How could you stand yourself? How could you look in the mirror?
No, that had to be demon possession. Demon possession in the worse way.
Are your numbers many, or are they few? Evil is in abundance! In the "Church"! Deliberately cloaked and protected in good families. Families cursed with carrying the secrets of their long lost kin. Kin that committed incest, rape, murder, practiced witchcraft. Dumb, cursed families feeling obligated to keep the secrets of their tormentors. I won't!
Yes, trump is definitely one of your kind. Many will suffer before he is through. Out of all the problems facing this nation, he tweets serious punishment for all flag burners. When did "flag burning" become a problem?
I wonder what trump would say about Bishop Henry McNeil Turner calling the flag a "dirty contemptible rag"? I wonder how trump feels about reparations since black slaves are the only people to never get any?
What should we do with billionaires that don't pay their taxes? Billionaires sent by the evil one to start a race war?
I guess I rage because stupidity is so unnecessary.
My poor "birth" mother fell so low there was no way she could recoup, regroup or find any form of salvation without repentance. She insisted that she could. The excuse that she offered, the stupid justification she screamed in your face, made no sense; "I'm light bright and damn near white!"
Why did my "birth" mother try to pretend the color of her skin guaranteed her certain privileges? Born in 1925, in the rural south , did that slave mentality taint her? No. Martha Jane Walters was just jealous. Extremely envious, extremely ignorant, treacherous, whorish and lying. Very brutal, a savage.
Dear LORD why did my "birth" mother demand to preach? She never believed one word she "preached". Was the ministry her idea, or just part of the evil one's plan?
She loved the accolades, the money, her throng of blind followers. Martha led her own family and friends into captivity deliberately because satan was her god. Martha Jane Walters hated GOD, all goodness and she hated me with a passion. No matter what disgusting repulsive thing Martha did to me, to others, she was not apologizing, ever.
That is pride! Clearly pride; "Pride goeth before a fall." My poor "birth" mother fell so low with her hardheaded self, she needed chains.
when you fail to study the scripture for yourself any old putt butt can tell you anything. I read a post on FB where someone severely criticized Fantasia for her "nakedness" while ministering to the broken hearted and disappointed, during a recent performance. I do certainly understand why that man made his initial criticism but, I totally disagree.
Remember the man so full of the Holy Ghost people accused him of being drunk early in the mooring? When the Spirit hits you, it hits you! Holy Ghost Power will strike you dead in the center of your head and cut through you like fire, like electricity.
Mortal man has no control. GOD took my blinders off of me regarding my "birth" mother and I actually lost my mind! I had a complete nervous breakdown attempting to bear my truth. I had to bear my truth alone, nearly alone. My daughter stood with me! Praise the LORD!
My biggest shock was realizing the true extent and atrocious possibilities of people truly possessed with evil. EVIL, satanic, demonic, is something too hard to describe to people who have never known it. People who have never experienced deep evil, witnessed it or heard of it actually shun me.
I am not the one your dumb ass should stay away from. Why would you love, tolerate and associate with a known sociopath, a psychopath? Are you that fearful? That sorry, that vacuous? Are you really that gullible or are you just jealous?
White people know full well President Barack Hussein Obama is a brilliant man. The "Church" turned against him claiming her was a Muslim, that he wasn't a citizen. His inauguration began with cartoons of apes and watermelons littering the White House lawn.
So, ameriKKKa demands Mr. Potato Head because he claims to be a billionaire. He is brilliant, he doesn't pay taxes. Only dumb people, poor brown and read people pay taxes. You're "Christians" , you all are all going to a white Heaven, with a white GOD. There will be no niggers up there to bother you. Well, if you are racist, you are not going up, you're going down. "Come ye out from among them."
All people know full well color , gender, status and wealth have nothing to do with character. It is spiritual. Some people have demonic spirits like trump and my mother. She was willful, willfully and woefully ignorant and demonic. SADISTIC! A PREACHER! Well, the slut sure ruined the church for me. She made me look, she made me read! Praise the LORD!
GOD doesn't care about race. He does not have a "chosen people". That scripture should read "the people that chose GOD first". The Hebrew children were the first to practice monotheism, the belief in one GOD.
LORD, just how stupid is man? Can a white man say anything and it be believed and embraced? The Catholic Church used to sell Indulgences before Martin Luther. They are still conning people with that tell a priest shit. The priest, the Pope, the archbishop, all titles, all bullshit. We are all equal. If you want to line up to kiss someone's ass, go ahead.
I never knew, I never had any idea I would appreciate having a lunatic mother like mine. Because of her I am delivered. Delivered from stupid , "the blind following the blind" "Christians" without question. My mother was extremely racist which proves racism is entirely demonic. My mother became a pathological liar trying to hide her proclivities from the "church".
I am sure I would have never developed the deep faith I have without experiencing the trauma Mathy Jane brought upon me, upon us. I dare say I would have ever read the Bible so thoroughly, over and over.
I never would have lost faith in the lying hypocritical, money grabbing "Church" had I not called on them to no avail.
Yes, our world is in a mess because we worship money. We lie, we steal, we do anything to get money. The evil one claims you have to demean yourself for money. GOD tells us no, that (HE) will take care of everything. We don't believe. We say we believe but, not really. We lean to our own understanding. We fear. We tremble. We should rest, relax, knowing GOD's got this. IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!
Seek higher ground, seek it quickly. Do live every day like it is the end. No, it is not for us to know the time, the day or the hour. Jesus said (HE) would return like a thief in the night. "Keep oil in your lamp." Remain vigilante, sharp but, harmless.
My "birth" mother was far from harmless, she was despicable! And had the damn nerve, the unmitigated gall, to call herself an ordained minister! That is how corrupt and disrespectful to GOD she was. Martha hated GOD, hated her father, hated boundaries, hated honesty and hard work. Martha was a coward and hated the truth. The little yellow bitch was sadistic! She was sick! How many small children delight in smashing a puppy between two bricks?
That is not something a family should hide. Martha's deep sick proclivities were hidden from us, kept top secret. Granddaddy was trying to keep the peace. Martha thought he was intimidated. She did think she ruled, she did call herself some kind of prophetess. Nothing but a slut, a lying slut at that.
Something about these malignant narcissist, they love to bully, terrorize, vex, make miserable. My mother never tired of fucking with people secretly. She turned us all into the IRS repeatedly. Made sure we lost our houses, all romantic interests.
I get it full well. Martha found herself pregnant with some no count nigger's baby every year for nine years in a row! No decent man would have or could have her. When a decent man tried he soon regretted getting with that whorish heathen.
When a low common woman resorts to incest and pedophilia, she will treat her only daughter like my mother treated me. Nothing ever changed but her tactics. She burned all of us by scalding of deliberately pushing us into a hot stove. She did it and laughed. Always denied vehemently, responded with extreme violence against you if you continued to whine or press.
Martha raped at least three of us and laughed. She was raped as a child and Martha thought our rape was fair play. She flushed five of us down some nasty toilet, projected her filth onto me, accused me of being the snake she was. I have since learned this is an old tactic of malignant narcissists.
She finally shot my saintly grandfather in the heart and never so much as blinked. It is a generational curse that must be broken. Those that remain silent are just as insincere as she was. No, they are not as diabolical only because that is impossible. But, they are just as lost, just as weak and faithless. Their faith is in their money, not GOD.
Pray, fast, study, seek GOD's face, save as many children as you can while you are here.
Yes, satan is not only in the "Church", he has completely taken it over from millenniums, from Christ's cruxifition . Why? People do not read. They are full of fear, they refuse to think, they are full of willful pride. Look how many people brag about how wealthy their pastor is. Do know a significant number of people are crowding into mega , big, large, medium, small and storefront churches today, praising, having a good time, unread. They are not there to praise GOD! They are there to show the world what good "Christians" , , what devote "Christians" they are. Yes, some are in there just signifying, some came for luck, some to show off their fine clothes and cars and some are there to fleece GOD's blind sheep.
The sad reality is you can tell the average "Christian" the Bible says; "what ever" and it will be accepted as GOD's Gospel truth because the person speaking claimed to be a man or woman of GOD.
I heard this pastor "preaching" ; "Them dummies in Washington don't know this country was founded on Christianity! on good Christian values!" He went on and on about Gay rights and abortion , with out caring about police brutality, the rise of fascism or racism.
He is on television, his church is full every Sunday. He is a conservative Republican. He is white. He is smart. He knows what GOD thinks better than GOD. I wonder did he miss what Jesus said about that wide road?
I know my mother had me fooled most of my life calling me her fruit."The Bible say you shall know them bi they fruit! …look at my fruit… a medical doctor, a school teacher!" No, that might sound good but, if you read , or just pause to think for yourself you know Jesus meant our deeds.
No, evil can not win but it can vex. I am sure that is why Our LORD Jesus Christ was always on the run. I wonder if these Neo/neo nazis know Jesus was a Jew? Do you know the moment you really become a Christ lover this world is going to kick your ass?
If you are truly a Christ lover, prepare to be crucified by this world. It's cool, you are protected. Remember Daniel in the Lion's den? So, millions of racist, fearful, faithless people bow down and volunteer to serve the rulers of this world. Conservative, Liberal, Democrat, Republican , it doesn't matter, both vipers. They are both pointing fingers, they are both liars. Should we be reduced to trying to determine the lesser of two evils?
I do question pastors that are worth millions upon millions of dollars, obviously not sharing, not caring. Don't worry the book of Acts will not be happening in our "churches". We are all too racist, too evil, and too faithless .
For sixty-five years crackers and niggers have been telling me to shut up, to wait, to be patient, to be satisfied with the crumbs my old satanic "birth" mother would break me off on rare occasions.
Ladies, girls, women, if your mother is suggesting that you sell pussy because she always sold a little pussy on the side, walk away. I'm sorry, your "birth" mother is a sorry whore and the sooner you recognize that, the better off you will be.
Do not fear her lying psychopathic, sadistic ass! If anything "out" that bitch just as soon as you catch on. Please know that it is not color, it is character. My "birth" mother had no morals, none, not one. So!?
I never thought I had to be a whore because she was one and that early introduction to severe sexual exploitation did not turn me into the sex fiend she had hoped. As a matter of fact it had the exact opposite affect, which was a blessing in disguise. Far too many people remain in horrible relationships because the "sex" is good. That has never been an issue with me. Thanks, "Birth" mother, Mathy Jane.
I'm sitting on FaceBook watching trump flex while recalling my mother. There is only one major difference in these two imps, my "birth" mother used voodoo, this imp uses money. It doesn't matter. What is done in the dark shall surely come to light. My "birth" mother ran and jumped her "stanking" ass in the grave before she would dare face up to her complete hedonism , envy, jealousy, INCEST, Pedophilia and MURDER!
So, now all five of my "birth" brothers and families have their heads stuck in the sand with their black asses sticking out. What ever! Wrong can never be made right. I do remember vividly how my "birth" mother would roar and raise hell for days if anyone dared to so much as criticize her for the slightest error. It never mattered that it was true. She was the biggest, the baddest, the most lying, the most corrupt and if you didn't want any "dust" thrown on your black ass , you better shut the fuck up.
Yes, my "birth" mother swore she had power! She bragged about how she "prayed" and rotted her white supervisor's asshole out in less than two years. (She was mad because he put her desk in the warehouse away from her adoring fans.) Needless to say, such a brag will keep your weak, defeated, conditioned, blind, kin off of your ass. That is a very good way to remain anonymous , except for one glaring, blaring fact, DIVINE ORDER!
The evil one , the evildoer has NO powder, none what so ever. If you stand up to evil, the devil will flee. Stand up, watch GOD work.
In my very active imagination this funny story occurred to me. So, there are like three or four hundred slaves on a plantation, at least half of these slaves are huge Mandingo , muscled up perfect, male specimens. There are only ten white folks on the whole plantation, half men, half old as dirt. Sure they do have a lot of guns but, they can only fire one gun at a time and they need good aim. Back to these "slaves" down on their knees praying to GOD for freedom. I can see GOD looking down from heaven, saying loudly and clearly; "Go for it ! I got your back!" But the "slaves" can't hear, refuse to trust, just stay on their knees, whining and complaining for one, two, three, four hundred years, talking about where is GOD?
I see GOD looking down, shaking (HIS) head, declaring from the Heavens; "Look! I can't help you if you refuse to trust ME! Don't call on me and keep running back to the devil."
I put up with my demonic "birth" mother for sixty-two years. I can't complain! I will not complain because when GOD brought me out , (HE) brought me out!
Do know what is done in the dark shall surely come to light." Yes, it will! Why? BECAUSE IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER! BEAMING! PIMPING! WALKING TALL YA'LL! WON'T (HE) DO IT!?
Keep promoting that lie, GOD is impotent like you, that (HE) doesn't love me, that I am lost, nothing but a blood clot. Keep on putting on your finest raiment, double decker wigs, to lie to blind sheep that you hate, that you claim are too black, too dumb. Keep on because your skin is white. Keep on sneaking down on graves at midnight gathering "dust". Keep on thinking you got away because you managed to get extremely old with the brain of a toddler.
GOD was just giving you time. Well, I must admit if I had done all the abominable things you did in eighty-seven years , I would not repent either. Now, would I brag and curse GOD out like my mother did? I hope not.
Please! Please! Please do not practise WITCHCRAFT! Please do NOT practise witchcraft, incest, pedophilia, murder and think GOD is OK with that because you managed to avoid notice, exposure, incarceration or institutionalization. You were a beast but, you went to your dirty little grave like a quarry slave. Sure you beat and raped babies to make yourself feel good. Did it work? Seems to me the more evil you did, the more you got away with, the more you secretly hated yourself. The more you hated yourself, the more you plotted, the more you deceived. What good is a long life if it is miserable? If you are a "haint" ? Something despicable, something no one wants to know or recognize? How do you feel now? Dead and rotting, unrepentant, unsaved, unwashed. I say unloved, you say loved and feared. Whatever, I say the people that still claim to love you are just like you. Yes, you succeeded in leading them into captivity and laughed, satisfied that you would not have to rot in hell alone. Sure, I know they know the way out. Like you they secretly hate GOD, blame GOD for their proclivities. They don't pray, they that don't fast, they do not seek the GOD's face, ever. "Oh, ye of little faith." This little piss ant of a man thinks he has come to power, that he is going to dismantle GOD's Kingdom, that he is going to successfully lead the entire world into captivity because he is a multi-billionaire. He is delusional just like you Martha and like you he will lead many into captivity to perish, just for a laugh. GOD's got this Don, Rudy, Mike, and the like. You have no power. Keep on, you shall proceed no further.
Or am I enraged? My own mother should have never been permitted around children and the elderly. The poor woman was demon laden. She should have been separated from us, imprisoned, incarcerated, institutionalized for her entire long life. Martha was not fitting. She was never a fitting human being. She was not decent. She was as common as bat shit.
I am so glad her horrid life helped to expose how corrupt our churches really are. Throngs of blind sheep gathering every Sunday to put on a show for man. Jumping around, screaming, partying for a GOD they don't trust, will never trust. Setting up in building two or three times of week writhing with evil hatred against their fellow man. Racist, sexist, homophobic, poorly educated and willfully ignorant, exactly like my mother.
While it was the African Methodist Episcopal Zion Church that ordained her, I suspect they are all the same. All straining out a gnat while swallowing a camel. Our current churches have only succeeded in instilling depilating fear and producing hypocritical liars, non-thinkers, and blind sheep. I won't go! Go by yourself.
Luckily for me my mother was a beast, an abomination unto GOD. I learned about evil first hand.
One of the greatest problems our world faces right now is abominable child abuse. Babies are being viciously raped and killed from birth yet, the "Church", Tea Partiers, Evangelicals, Pentecostals and the like are screaming against homosexuality and women's rights, gnats.
INCEST AND PEDOPHILIA are the root causes of all the pain in this world. My "birth" mother was a slave to both.
That stanking whore tried to kill me so many times, so many ways, but GOD saved me! GOD said NO!
Dear LORD take this debilitating pain ingrained in me during my sixty-five year trek on this earth. Help me to stop hating my "birth" mother as I purge her atrocities. Let me not hate my ex-husband nearly as much as I do. I hate his memory. I hate his name. Let me thank him for his sperm and move on.
I know we must love one another, we must try but, we can hate evil. This world needs to know EVIL is in the "Church"! Sitting up there just as big pretending homosexuality is a sin they hate. Jesus never criticized homosexuality but, he sure gave Pedophiles the blues.
Read your Bible, study to show yourself approved. "Suffer the little children to come unto me, forbid them not the Kingdom of Heaven."
Martha knows full well what she did and why she did it. Yes, Martha I understand full well why you hated me so. I was your ninth pregnancy , wasn't I? A beautiful , brilliant mulatto colored girl like you got ruined early, "messed up" many times. You had to marry an old blind man, that was the best you could do. He didn't want you, you were too whorish, too lazy, too lying, too violent, argumentative and combative. Then you discovered this little short jet black pervert, someone actually more sexually perverted than you.
So, instead of trying to improve yourself , you chose to be the secret spoiler. Yes, Martha , Jesus identified you, called you out as the ravenous wolf. You were the worse. You preached without repenting, MURDERED your own father and SEXUALLY, PHYSICALLY, EMOTIONALLY AND FINANCIALLY TERRORIZED YOUR OWN FAMILY! YOUR OWN CHILDREN! Relax, this is one EVIL woman that shall proceed no further.
My own "birth" mother was something so sly, so slick, so wicked, she didn't want to know herself. Martha Jane Walters came to this earth determined to have things her way. A woman that was actually complimented, felt superior because her pigmentation was "damn near white". She really was white. Her skin was still pale white in places the sun didn't shine when she finally died.
Martha preached. She was ordained. I thought she preached well. Did I know she was standing up there lying, putting on a show? No! Did I know she preached "stolen" sermons, word for word, verbatim , verbatim from tapes I sent her? Yes. Did I know she was demon possessed? No! Why? Because my brother slipped off for TWENTY-FIVE YEARS , abandoned us and didn't tell us shit! Why? She made him ashamed. Dear LORD, tell my brother, tell my brothers, you maketh not ashamed.
We are all born into wickedness, into sin. We can't help it. Man is by human nature sinful, selfish, carnal. That is why GOD sacrificed (HIS) Son Jesus. If we can't see that, can't honor GOD by loving our fellow man sincerely, we deserve to perish.
Many of us claim to love and trust the LORD when we really mean money. My mother always had the most money, always controlled the purse stings. Martha always loved money too. She would do anything for a quarter, shit for a dime, a nickel, perhaps a penny.
I know now Martha pretended it was the money. It was never the money. It was the sadistic pleasure she derived from conning people, from scalding, burning, branding, raping , MURDERING people, small animals, any and everything. Yes, I do thank GOD for Mathy Jane, for without that Mathy Jane experience I too would be a blind follower of that monstrosity trump.
"Arise from your slumber". Read the Bible for yourself. Start with the book of Matthew.
From the first moment of my being, the first consciousness I can remember , I knew I was in trouble. Yes, I walked softly , I tip-toed on egg shells but, it was not all for naught. A fallen woman that felt degrading and destroying the very people she pretended to love, was the only way she could feel good about herself, was my inheritance.
Some may think surviving a deeply disturbed lunatic demon possessed mother is bad thing, a tragedy, think not. More than anyone I learned Almighty GOD is real! (HE) will answer your righteous prayers. (HE) keeps (HIS) children in the hallow of (HIS) hand.
GOD can Not be defeated! I do Not care what it looks like, how long it has taken. My evil demonic "birth" mother ended up playing her damn self. She looks stupid now. She looks like a damn piss ant trying to chop down a Redwood tree. I almost feel ashamed. My own mother used to go down on graves at midnight collecting dust, "goofer dust" to chuck on everyone that made her jealous.
Worse than being a stanking whore, a liar, a murderer, she was a sneak, a snake, a viper. Jesus didn't tell us to forgive such, (HE) told us to shun them. "From such stay away." The truth is Martha should have been put away. She wasn't, she was too clever, we endured to the end. One thing I know, none of my relatives are still afraid of Martha. I know why my brothers won't tell, refuse to reveal. Well, that's your choice.
I will not pretend Martha was something she wasn't; saved, sanctified, honest, just and loving. I will not lie and pretend I think that low slut is in Heaven. I will not lie and cower to the likes of trump either. Evildoers have no power. The only power an evildoer has over anyone is the power we give them.
I can still hear that old skank's shrill laughter in my ear, bragging that she wasn't repenting for shit. "Yo' life didn't turn out lak you thought it wud, did it?" That old country, uneducated, fake ass, whorish ass, low fallen pretend preacher blasted.
Martha was old old , up in her eighties when she finally lost it, when she finally stopped pretending that she loved me and came out of the gate with her full fledged hatred that she had been barely hiding, barely concealing for my entire life, the whole time.
Martha's attitude was that I was the dummy , that I should have known to stay away from her. We were the dummies, we kept her, kept trying to love her lying , lazy ass. It was our fault for believing in Jesus, for calling on Jesus every time she was at her worse. Martha hated Jesus, hated GOD. Spit in GOD's eye every time she slipped into the unlocked church to fornicate.
Well into her eighties, I could tell that Martha was exceedingly proud of the double life she successfully lived for nearly a century.
A"Root worker" and a preacher! Impossible! "Be ye hot or cold" or get spewed. Not only was Martha a nasty woman with a very healthy sexual appetite for INCEST and Pedophilia , she was not going to be stopped! And she was not going to be talked about, recognized or exposed! She was a whore, loved being whore, and where ever she is rotting, she is still a whore.
She MURDERED her own daddy, my wonderful brilliant grandfather, JEROME WALTERS. For that reason alone I will always hate the bitch, and brag that I hate the bitch. She told me not to piss on her grave when she died. For that reason alone I hope every mistreated sexually abused person stops by to piss on her grave often. You have my permission. Her name Is Martha Jane Walters Hodges Doster Watson Lamoreaux. I think her dirty little grave is in Spring Lake (NC) somewhere.
I'm not worried about you Martha, you wicked slut. Evil can't win. I am not defeated. I'm woke!
Do know the evildoer brings nothing but excruciating pain. Do not waste time trying to help her. DO NOT PLACATE HER! She can not be placated. She is beyond GOD's desire to help, (HE) released her over to a reprobate mind. She can not be satisfied, made happy or content. Yes, she is a pathological liar and the worse kind, she lies to herself. Yes, the dummy believes herself! Yes, she is a sadist! Seriously, a pot of hot coffee poured on her toddler son? She beat all of her babies ! She was a brute! A bully! The bitch's hands never so much as shook. GOD said No! You shall proceed no further evil one!
Sure, I've always loved Christmas, well I've always wanted to love Christmas , truthfully, but, for sixty-two years it was something I grew to dread. There was no way of getting out of spending your Christmas with her , short of lying, pretending you didn't have the money, had the flu. You had to go no contact with Martha and that still didn't do any good. She was always right. She never did what you just witnessed her demonic ass do. You were a low life disloyal snitch and she was a saint, a preacher, a virtuous woman that only sold pussy on the side to help your black, bastard, ungrateful lying ass.
She was an ordained minister she would scream! She didn't work "roots" any more. She just suddenly stopped while she was winning, just turned to Christ without repenting or apologizing to anyone. You were the trouble maker, always remembering shit! Always judging, always thinking , always talking and telling.
"You duh 'cause of my son forsaking me!" Bitch you better be glad I really didn't know the real reason your son shunned your demonic ass for twenty-five years.
Mainly, I just went, endured every Christmas , except for those two periods of time she became unbearable. No human being is that willfully ignorant! That is satan at work, demon possession! Demon possession my birth mother earned. Keep being hard headed! Keep working roots! Keeping fucking with GOD's children! Keep on!
My poor mother was so proud to wear her five hundred dollar suits into a GS-4 secretarial job in a warehouse in the sixties . A five hundred dollar suit for a woman in the sixties was quite elegant . I was a child, I had no idea she was woefully over dressed, was simply a child playing grown-up-dress up. Did I agree that eating nothing but grits and grease for months was worth her fronting, driving a new Cadillac every other year? No! But it sure kept my weight down.
My "birth" mother was a child, a child that grew old and abominably wicked, she was a loose freight train without brakes because she practiced conjure, voodoo, because she was a pathological liar, because she was a sick sadist, because she was demon possessed.
Never practise WITCHCRAFT because it will stunt your spiritual growth. And evil can NOT win. You will only succeed in exposing yourself. Think very carefully before you carry out that abominable act against that child. Other than Jesus warning you, you are going to hate yourself. Because you hate yourself you will continue to vex your victims out of the guilt you refuse to face.
So, before you start grinning, rubbing your little lecherous hands together, do know that child is going to grow up and one day GOD is going to take their blinders off. You will be revealed for the monster, the monstrosity, you always were. Yes, your name will rot ! Praise the LORD!
Bullshit! You all can keep that low stanking whore a secret if you want to, I won't! I'll be damned ! The low stanking maggot of a whore MURDERED my grandfather, lived to be eighty-seven and never had enough courage or manners to apologize or repent.
No, I may not be a genius but I'm not as dumb as that low whore from the bowels of hell thought. I know you TWO ADULT FUCKING NIGGERS had no fucking business doing what you all did to us, to me! Yes, I hate you MOTHERFUCKERS! Fuck you! Don't tell me I can't hate your ass. Bitch how are you going to gut me like a fucking fish and demand that I shut the fuck up? There is not that much insanity in the world. YOU WERE DEMON POSSESSED BITCH!
Look, if a demon in your family is fucking with you, confront them, they will flee. Stand up to them. Yes, they will hate you but, they hate you anyway.
swore she was the shit. Eighty-seven long evil years, thirteen years shy of an entire century. What did we do wrong? Why did she last so long? We let her! Of course we were conditioned, we all suffered with Stockholm syndrome . Martha Jane Walters was EVIL! And at least one somebody on this earth should have had the courage to kill the bitch. A few tried, someone always saved her trifling ass from getting chocked out, her luck, our misfortune.
No, our dumb asses were praying and waiting on GOD. Jesus gave (HIS) all! Not only that left clues in (HIS) book. You better read, heed and obey. Taking abuse off of heathens and demons is not what Almighty GOD wants us to do. (HE) gave us Power, Holy Ghost Power. Seriously! Invoke it! Call on the name of Jesus! Well , then don't , ye of little faith.
Now here comes this blond nigger, whiter than white, trying to blow smoke up everyone's ass. He sure exposed the weak ass, dick sucking media to me. Don Lemon, LORD child, I'd rather be broke. Money is not everything and you can't take it with you. Mit Romney, I don't get you. You are a billionaire. I git it, the exclusive white boy club is too enticing.
Go ahead, keep on, evil can't win.
I do get why so many whites hate people of color, think they are no count and cowardly. If after all this mistreatment we complain about and do nothing about, how bad can it really be? My evil mother complained that I was too sensitive, that I was the problem. THIS LOW LIFE STINKING WHORE KNEW SHE WAS sATAN'S BITCH, HIS WHORE , THE WHOLE TIME! FOR EIGHTY-SEVEN FUCKING YEARS!
You can not beg for justice, you get slapped down like that actor in "Hamilton". I smell a set up. Why would homophobic Pence desire to see "Hamilton"? Something is amiss, something is rotten in the cotton , in Denmark.
Trump rouses his ugly minions railing against a black man for groveling, pure groveling, and totally ignores all the evil racism he has inflamed. It is a test. Believe me Trump loved that groveling. He wants more of it. Trump is growling; "Niggers! Know your place Shut the fuck up and act happy."
Sorry Trump, I know your kind. I know malignant narcissistic pathological liars intimately, I know them when I smell them.
I sincerely do believe Trump hates all people of color and purely despises all black people. He could never see beyond President Obama's color. That is evil. No, don't be afraid, be aware, remain vigilant.
Don't march, just stay home, stack your cash. If black people do not like being mistreated by arrogant white racists, black people should keep their money in their pockets. Stop buying name brand clothes, top shelf liquor. Stop flexing, stop partying, stay home.
So, this fizzled out miserable billionaire can't find any happiness, any joy. He is a sadistic weasel. If you are dumb enough to fear any mortal man because he claims to have money's mammy, has a "good brain", believes his German stock is superior , your dumb ass deserves to suffer.
You despicable "deplorables", you dumb asses! I was here first motherfucker! "The first shall be last and the last shall be first!" Nigga! you can NOT make me accept wrong for right! Your skin color means nothing to Almighty GOD! (HE) made all colors, all creeds, all kinds. You can't suppress me more than I've already been oppressed.
Look! Don't ever fuck with old people or people that don't think they have anything to lose. Don't fuck with people that realize that when we die , we are not taking shit with us! So, you claim you have billions of dollars! So!? Remember Steve Jobs, motherfucker? He had money's mammy too. It didn't do him a bit of good. When GOD got ready he had to go. When GOD gets ready I got to go, you got to go. We all got to go. "We didn't come here to stay always."
What the fuck are you going to do without billions of dollars? Not a damn thing. This is life motherfucker, not a contest. GOD did not send us here to see how much money we can make, how many houses, cars, airplanes we can have. Materiel wealth will never make any of us happy. Just how many houses can you live in? How many beds can you sleep in? Why are you so greedy? Why do you demand the lion's share? How can you have billions of dollars yet demand more at the expense of others? Others that you just straight up lied to. You bilked the poorly educated Donald, GOD is going to get you.
Yes, Donald you can run your flimflam . It may work. We shall yet see. Proceed …press on.
Is Jesus in your heart? Do you know the LORD? Are you kind, helpful, did you come to help? Or are you like Martha and other ravenous wolves, come to destroy? GOD is not going to let you. Evil can NOT win and it is ALL in Divine Order.
Yes, it is true; "Every knee shall bow and every tongue shall confess Jesus is LORD!"
On my bended knees, sending prayers up for brother Kanye, for myself and all that are suffering and in intolerable excruciating pain right now. I'm praying for JUSTICE! I'm praying for every lost soul suffering needlessly, right now. I pray for every son and daughter gutted like a fish by their own mother. I pray for GOD to take your pain away, immediately if not sooner.
I guess the best blessing of suffering the kind of pain I have always known, you can not spread it, you can not give it away. And no one can understand it. It clings to your skin like some thick putrid goo. It smells. You can not put on enough perfume or cologne to mask your funk. And the real truth is most people are glad to see you suffering. They coo soft words in your ear, as they thrust a dagger in your back and twist it.
No, you can trust NO ONE! Not even your own mother. Jesus told us! Jesus told us a lot of things that most people are too busy to read. Too busy making money to impress others, to make others jealous and envious. Too many of us want money purely to bully. My mother was a bully, a sick sadistic monster that pretended to love GOD, pretended to love her father, a man she shot dead in the heart just as casually as a squashing a bug. Lied on him with a straight face! "Oh my daddy kilt hizsef…he couldn't wait on GAWD!"
You lying stanking slut! I hope and pray GOD kick your ass until your nose bleeds when (HE) sees you! Woman! You were never that ignorant and we were never that dumb. Yes, we were that afraid of you. You were a monster! You would kick a nigger's ass. And I loved the way you released those machine gun farts on crackers following you around in the store. That was brilliant. You finally died , thank GOD.
Yes, I get up early every morning thanking GOD she is dead. I would never utter the lie "Rest In Peace" regarding that abomination. For far too long she used our love, our gullibility, our fear against us. She was a horror! The whole world needs to know, must know, these ravenous wolves are cloistered up in our "churches" , charismatic, leading the blind, the un-read, the vacuous sheep astray.
"Make America Great Again!" in other words let's good back to the days of white supremacy. Let's put these "niggers" back in their place. We want to go back to that humble negro that was forced to jump off of the sidewalk when a white person walked by.
No, this new cracker will never be that obvious. He will be friendly to your face while stabbing you in the back. My heart hurts for uncle Ben. He sold his soul for a mess of pottage, let that trickster trick him, then dismiss him, conned him into believing it was his decision .
I've seen this before. Donald Trump and Martha Jane Walters are cut out of the exact same demonic spirit. They heed the voice of the evil one. Don't worry. They shall proceed no further. Thank you LORD for assuring me that my mother was powerless. She could not change without repenting. She was too proud to repent therefore she was a complete lunatic on the loose for eighty-seven years.
Trump controls with his mouth, with his money. So did my mother, that's why the advent of a trump Presidency does not phase me. GOD got this. It is All in Divine Order!
You better hurry up and know that! People don't love you just because they are kin to you. People love you when they have character, high moral standards, or simply moral standards. People that have a conscience, are unselfish, honest. People intelligent enough to respect boundaries. People that truly love GOD, love you. Don't believe people love you just because they declare it so convincingly . Some people hate your ass with a passion! They are jealous, ravenous wolves. Some people preach and pretend to love GOD just to make it easier to get up on you. Please look at their fruit! Please! Please! Please believe abominable evil is real,it is everywhere! Stop lock stepping, posing, pretending, posting how great You have it. If Jesus' admonitions mean anything to you, you will heed.
(HE) told us that our enemies would be of our own household. I personally am the victim of perverted caregivers, my phony perverted nasty ass mother and her husbands! They are all rotting in their dirty little graves.
Not only do you have a friend in Jesus, (HE) maketh not ashamed. Do know there are some seriously evil people crawling on this earth right now, some running to and fro seeking whom they shall destroy.
Do know the greatest evil being perpetuated on this earth right now is often hidden from us. Child sex abuse and other abominations are much too difficult to find, to discover. You do have to search but, you can find them. The doctor that was diagnosing his patients with cancer for the kick back he got from the drug company for the massive amounts of chemo therapy he ordered. Just killing people for his own personal greedy gain.
The pediatrician that loved to rape babies, did it for ten years before he was caught and received a very light sentence.
My own mother did all those terrible things to me, to us, to make us ashamed because she was ashamed. Never ashamed enough to repent or to change. Just ashamed enough to demand to destroy all the people she pretended to love. Just ashamed enough to become a sick secret pervert, a "root worker", a MURDERER!
It doth appear our future President is extremely racist, ethnocentric, sexist and homophobic. He is a PATHOLOGICAL LIAR!
I would not follow his lunatic sadistic malignant narcissistic ass across the street.
Make no mistake about it, many are lining up to both kiss his white ass and suck his little dick right now because he is a multi billionaire. Those that worship at the throne of wealth will do so willing. Those of little faith, you know hollering Jesus, ain't studying Jesus, not only will but , will verbally abuse you for failing to bow to this monstrosity.
Every page in that Book you right wing Tea Party Evangelical Pentecostal Wash Foot Metho-Baptist Holly Rolling Jehovah Witnesses profess to believe in , warns you. Jesus told you to look at his fruit, you turned your head because you want so desperately for white to be right. You damn dummies demand to return to your vomit!
Well it is not happening! You can not unring a bell. Homosexuals are not going back in the closet! Women are not going back to being subservient, bare foot and pregnant. Any people of color that want to go back to being coons, going along to get along, can do it without me.
Far too many people believe in white supremacy. It is a lie, an excuse to do evil. My mother was one sick racist. She wanted my black skin to be a badge of dishonor, she demanded to make me a worse whore than she was. She committed every despicable act against me, against us , that she could, all the while crooning ; "I love you! I sho' love my churin!. " While she was doing nothing but working against us from our conception. Don't worry, every thing she did to me back fired. She demanded to be thought of as superior for the color of her skin and excused for her sick proclivities.
My mother used her charisma, pearly white teeth, gas lighting, flattery, fear, intimidation , name calling, pretend money and most of all CONJURE to destroy, decimate, enslave and lead her family into captivity. Trump is a carbon copy of my mother, only he uses his so called wealth to entice and intimidate.
23 " Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you tithe mint and dill and cumin, and have neglected the weightier provisions of the law; JUSTICE and MERCY and FAITHFULNESS; but these are the things you should have done without neglecting the others. 24 "You blind guides, who strain out a gnat and swallow a camel! 25 Woe to you scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you clean the outside of the cup and of a dish, but inside they are full of robbery and self-indulgence." From the book of Matthew 23-26
Many will dress up in their finery today and attend church. They will feel so elegant perfectly coiffed, manicured, the finest raiment money can buy. They will nearly prance stepping out of their luxury vehicles, as the proceed to take the chief seats.
There are far too many people occupying someone's "church" today looking good on the outside, totally putrid on the inside.
"Come ye out from among them."
No ma'am you will not brag about your five coat hangers abortions and dare me to tell it! You will not live as a closet sexual predator, involve me in your mess and dare me to tell it! You will not shoot my saintly grandfather in the heart and destroy his name and legacy declaring he killed HIMSELF!
You will NOT preach , work "roots", mock me, mock GOD and demand I shut up, keep quiet. The color of your skin did not make you better and it sure never made you smarter.
No where in that Bible does GOD tell me to love, honor you or keep you a secret. If you wanted that , you should have apologized when I asked you instead of cussing and cursing me out.
Martha you had Power, Holy Ghost Power, anything you ever wanted from GOD all you had to do was ask.
Dear LORD , I ask you to heal my family, my brothers, all those touched and ruined by this evil woman. It is my fervent prayer, if it be Thy will, Heal!
I am thrilled, I am humbled as GOD gently removes these blinders from my eyes. No wonder the poor woman could not repent. Martha Jane Walters Hodges Doster Watson Lamoureaux was wrong too long, was a savage vicious secret sadist much too long. Enjoyed terrifying and destroying much too long.
Yes, I do get up early every morning, at the crack of dawn celebrating that woman's death. Yes, I do thank GOD for finally removing that evil monstrosity from this earth. "The wicked shall cease from troubling."
This world must know every word in that Book is true! Most scoff never having read it. Far too many people depend on religious leaders to interpret it for them. Evildoers have convinced the gullible and easily led that GOD hates homosexuality. Sadly these blind sheep are simply following tradition.
My poor mother was forced to lie, to conceal her homosexuality. She was raped repeatedly as a small child, never treated or counseled. Martha grew into one of the evilest , violent monsters this world has ever known. I can understand why she hated every one so much. I understand why she deliberately hid it.
A fallen human being, a fallen woman can become something too vile, if she calls herself a prophetess. If those around her, if those that know her are terrified, ashamed of their truth, are sworn to secrecy and fully intend to take her abominable secrets to their graves. I won't! I refuse! Those that don't know, those that have never experienced such an evil person for sixty-two years scream "Let it go!"
Fuck you!
I'm not listening to you dumb muthafuckers! You are the same dumb muthafuckers that kept buying her "goofer dust". You are the same muthfuckers that sat up with her laughing when she mailed her enemies letters smeared in her own shit!
I do hate the fact my mother never took the time to think critically, refused to listen to the voice of reason. I'm sorry that she led herself into captivity.
Why would a merciful GOD rank people by skin color? Why would the GOD that created our beautiful bodies forbid masturbation? birth control? Why would a merciful GOD ever care if any one ever uttered the word fuck? What does GOD have against weed and wine? Nothing! Why would GOD let millions upon millions have a handful of nothing and a Big Orange motherfucker have ten billion dollars? Bull Shit! You have not because you ask not! Our world is in the condition it is in because of Man! The manipulative oppressive WHITE man!
"Be not envious of the ways of the oppressor."
There is so much horse shit the "Christian" naively believes without question, without reading. The dumb ass "Christian" enslaves himself, he is a volunteer slave.
trump and his elk don't want to "make America great again". He wants to return to the glory days of subservience , subservient "minorities", subservient women, homosexuals quivering in the closet, women dying from coat hanger abortions.
Good luck with that motherfucker!
I find it rather ironic that my "birth" mother was a known coon. I was caring for her in 2008 , helping her recuperate from knee surgery. I was shocked to see this evil tyrant, just melt and become Mammy in Gone With The Wind when the white physical therapists made a home visit. She even used the same language , I was shocked observing this evil demon, melting, shrinking, becoming extremely docile and humble. I knew it was because the woman was white. The sight of white skin, a real white person in her home caused my mother to take herself clear back to slavery. Suddenly my mother had manners, was truly skinning and grinning as my mother discovered the therapist was from Wade, her birth place, knew some of the same people.
My hair stood on end as I heard my mother say; "You some kin to Miss Jody Cook!? The Cooks wuz some good white folks. Quality! Day wuz quality white folks!"
My proud mother proceeded to put on such a coon show, I was embarrassed and the therapist was visibly quite uncomfortable.
My birth "mother" finally died in 2013 at eighty-seven years old, a complete terror to her black family and a total coon for white folks.
I was eight years old and forced to steal a belly full of "White water", ice cold water from the the White Only water fountain located at the top of the stairs in Sears and Roebuck Department store in downtown Fayetteville, North Carolina. My birth "mother" came flying up that beautiful spiral staircase with the speed of Jesse Owens screaming; "Gul! you gon' git me lynched!" we disappeared out of that store so fast it would make your head swim. I didn't care. My belly was full and I was too young to be afraid. As horrible as my birth "mother" treated me I still thought I deserved something better than that water from the "colored water fountain". The damn white bastards spelled Colored with a lower case "c". The fountain was old, rusty and about three inches above the ground. I had to bend down to drink it and I was a tiny little runt.
White people! White people! It wasn't that long ago that I was called a "negro", had to sit up in the balcony if I wanted to see a movie and had to go in the fucking back door!
GOD is going to get y'all. Karma is color blind. Keep on! Keep on listening to that fat orange lunatic bigot! Keep on!
terrorized I was until I saw it in my brothers. It is heart breaking. You do not ever want to see it, you don't ever want to feel it.
Be born to a lunatic troll, an abomination to GOD, a demon possessed pathological lying ignorant primitive woman that practises sorcery! You couldn't do. (You can't even stand to read about it.) I couldn't do it. I know that the Hand of Almighty GOD has sustained me so many times. GOD's got (HIS) Hands on me, holding me tight. I know it is the fervent prayers of Jerome Walters saving me.
The worse part about my birth 'mother's" treachery, it was never necessary and she could have stopped at any time in EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS! She did not want to and she did not have to because of the color of her skin. Well, that was always the excuse she offered. Horse Shit! That slut knew better! And something tells me the one's that went along with her, knew better too.
No, they were small, young boys. So, the low slut did it anyway. Included others, then turned around and hated me for being a snitch, for screaming and running away, for getting the law involved. Did you know that (blankety, blank) blamed me for her too young, too fine husband leaving her! First of all, he sensed you were trying to use my fine fifteen year old body to entice him. Fortunately for me he wasn't as common as your last husband.
No matter. Bitch! Ain't no dirt from no murdered man's grave going to make "no" man let you talk to him like a damn dog, screw your ex-husband and future husband, engage in orgies with young soldiers, keep a pig nasty house, take all his money , not wash your nasty stanking ass for days at the time, neither brush your teeth or comb your hair.
("Yalla" ain't that fine or premium motherfucker! Lies you tell bitch!)
Why didn't I know you were demon possessed? Sitting up in church EVERY ********* SUNDAY! All that Bible reading, scripture memorizing and all the fear you instilled in me from conception.
Now here you come again in the form of trump! Bitch if you don't go sit down! Rot! Just fucking rot , already!
From the moment I was born, from my first breath I was nothing. Little black bastard was my first name. I was a mistake. I was a burden, something to keep hidden, a thing to torture when my evil birth "mother" got bored and she was always bored.
Raped as an infant! Raped as a young girl! Then the slut tried to trick me into prostitution when I was fourteen. Why didn't you know? Why don't you know such women exist? Jesus told us our enemies would be of our own household, that mothers will be against daughters.
Don't worry, (HE) also said they shall proceed no further. I do think my birth "mother" thought jumping her "stanking" unwashed, unrepentant ass into a grave would save her. Wrong! How are you going to preach repentance then turn around and scoff it when it is your turn?
Question? Did my birth "mother" know she was demon possessed? Yes! Yes, she knew because she chose it. Sit down, inhale, exhale slowly, my brothers know who they serve and why. They are neither stupid or docile. They do actually prefer wickedness and their memory of our grandfather is not the same.
Stand up! Shake the devil off. Press on! Hold your head high! Crush vipers! Dance on their heads. Go ahead and accept the fact that you were birthed by the lowest mongrel mother on this earth. So!? That has nothing to do with you because the Christ that lives, that dwells in every heart is invited. Those of weak faith, simple blind sheep that insist on leaning to their own understanding shall perish.
"Wide is the road that leads to death and destruction, narrow is the path of righteousness." More will do wrong than ever do right. They are delusional reprobates, shun them.
"Come ye out from among them."
If you call yourself a Christian and you do not drink, smoke, cuss, disdain the sexual practises of others, you are not a Christian, you are a fool! Read the Bible for your lazy ass vacuous self!
Why would Almighty GOD ever lower (HIS EMINENCE ) to become the language police? Hoping someone fails is cursing.
The Bible says you can not masturbate. Then why did GOD give man two hands?
You do not need to tithe, salvation is free dummy! And Jesus told us to keep our giving secret. If you re giving to impress others, to show off, you already lost.
The man is the head of the woman as Christ is the head of the Church. That is the truth, yet Christ in our Churches "doth not yet appear." So, ladies do not put some lying whoremonger over you just because he possesses a set of testicles.
The reason my birth mother was able to get by with her horrid behavior, bestiality and cruelty for so long , we lacked understanding. My mother deliberately misinterpreted the Bible to us. Told us her brutal beatings were sanctioned by GOD. "Spare the rod and spoil the child!"
That is not what that scripture means dumb ass. The "rod" is knowledge.
She told us to never even attempt to read the book of Revelation because no one can understand it. That's a lie. Chapter 2, verse 20 is talking about you! You are that woman that calls herself a prophetess and commits despicable acts against GOD.
My birth "mother" convinced my brothers, my five fellow victims, to never reveal her because the Bible says "honor thy mother". This from a woman that murdered her own daddy and never so much as blinked. Never put a headstone on his grave.
I had to ask GOD; "Well LORD, why did she always pretend to be so religious, so saved, so sanctified?"
To fleece you, to take advantage of you, too make you give up on good, on honesty, righteousness. To make you hate and never love.
Children, do not let any evildoer make you hate GOD. Never believe that you are forsaken or ruined.
Stand up and tell the world that you have been REDEEMED!
"For such a time as this" My mother was a horror, a beast, she was feared, she did nothing but rape, rob and terrorize for eighty-seven years. How did we get tricked into keeping her top secret? We were not tricked nearly as much as we were conditioned, Stockholm syndrome.
She did that; 'DON'T NONE OF YOOOOOOUUU BLAAAAAACCCKKK MUTAHFUCKERS EVA' TELL A MUTHAFUCKING THANG DAT GO ON IN DIS HOUSE!"
My dear Christian friends when you find a complete demon in your family , you don't cloak for the bitch. You LOCK HER ASS UP! Jesus told us to shun such and we like some dummies wee sitting up in church with her every Sunday just as clueless.
What kind of idiots were we? She wore her finery every Sunday. Mink, fox, Lizard skin, Ell skin, kid gloves. opulent. There we were sitting beside her looking and I'm sure smelling homeless. May I scream ? My dumb ass! I remember being so happy, so excited about the twenty-five cent shoes she found me at the Thrift Store. Shoes pre-broke down, shoes pre-runt'tova. We always smelled of mildew.
So, trump I notice you keep trotting out all these old curmudgeons. All angry, ethnocentric, war mongers. I'm just wondering how a "church" that preaches the Gospel, a church that believes in the Gospel of Jesus Christ can't discern you. You become popular because you spread fear. How can a sincere Christ lover fear? teach and preach hate?
How do you dare size people up and put them in a box? Mexicans are dirty criminal rapists!? Dear sir, do know rapists come in all colors and in both genders. You actually told blacks to vote for you because blacks have nothing to lose.
Sure, it is obvious that some blacks are niggers, some whites are niggers, some Asians. A nigger is an imp, someone ignorant and despicable. Someone of low character.
My mother was a nigger, a con artist. She impressed many people buying a barn new Cadillac every other year. Why? Trying to impress. Martha always used her "pretend wealth" to fleece her blind sheep. I wonder, did she have so many "clients" because she had that long Sedan de'ville Cadillac sitting in the driveway? Did those fools really believed she threw their money in the Cape Fear river as she promised?
If a man claims to have ten billion dollars it is not hard to intimidate people that only believe in money.
If you are a tither for "blessings" , if you are tithing and not giving freely as a cheerful giver ought, you are wasting your money.
I certainly can understand and forgive my grandfather for his fear. He never came out and told us our mother was a hopeless demon, possessed fallen female, he just hinted and prayed fervently. He was fresh out of slavery. He told me his own father "enslaved" him, beat him and took his money until he was twenty-one years old.
Dear LORD I thank you for my grandfather! He instilled a love for You in me. He instilled the undying faith he had in You, in me.
" But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come. For men will be lovers of self, lovers of money, boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy, unloving, irreconcilable, malicious gossips, without self-control, brutal, haters of good, treacherous, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of GOD; holding to a form of godliness, although they have denied its power, and avoid such men as these. For among them are those who enter into households and captivate weak women weighed down with sins, lead on by various impulses, always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth." 2 TIMOTHY 3:1- 7
Praise the LORD! Praise the LORD! I found my mother, this scripture fully explains her, explains our present world.
To all of my white friends please do not willing enslave yourselves attempting to enslave others. To all my friends of color, please do not enslave yourselves trying to exact vengeance from the oppressor. Learn from it. We should all learn from it. We should all live right. We should all love one another as Jesus told us to.
For those "white" people that hate President Obama for the color os his skin, for what you call arrogance. What do you want from your brothers and sisters of color? Do you wish we would just go away, die, disappear? Why can't you tell me how much you hate me TO MY FACE? Why? How dare you dictate how I respond to maltreatment. Have you ever been mistreated? Did you ever have a mother that was a COMPLETE LUNATIC , was extremely violent and loved to fight, to stab, to shoot. ? A woman that really stabbed people in an attempt to take their lives. A woman that did burn her first cousin's brand new shoes in the fireplace during the DEPRESSION because she was extremely jealous. Burning brand new patent leather shoes ordered from Sears and Roebuck was a big deal. A horror! The woman was a horror, knew she was a horror, loved being a horror but was always to cowardly to admit it to your face.
My mother was a sadist! She had some very strange compulsions concerning shoes. She loved shoes, bought them twenty pairs at a time. But, she would come behind you (me in particular( throwing one, just ONE of you favorite shoes away. Any thing you loved Mathy Jane was going to find a way to rob you of it. Remember she was a child, a selfish toddler in a rapidly aging body.
It is very clear to me now my mother was a born demon. This is something the world needs to know! Most people do not think demon possession possible. I know better. I lived with the slut. And when I say SLUT I mean SLUT!.
The term "slut shaming" is ridiculous. She can't shame a slut! My mother never knew what a bathroom door was for. The woman was a low maggot , scum. My dumb ass used to clean up her sanitary pads, bloody pads she was too nasty to wrap carefully. (No wonder I'm fucked up.)
Help me Holy Ghost! Help me to heal as I purge. Help me to help others that have suffered such a mother. Save our nation LORD. If trump is the same malignant narcissistic monster my mother was , ameriKKKa and America are in for a rough ride.
Waiting for the next shoe to fall. Just walking around my apartment shaking my head in utter disbelief. Shock after shock. People elected to my government demanding to take me back. Take me back to what muthafucker! ?You never gave me shit! I've been living pay check to pay check for my entire life. Why do you begrudge me that? You all claim to be so damm rich why are you begrudging someone picking oranges, making beds in a hotel? What do you care? Frankly I am not worried about no Mexican killing me, or any black. I'm worried about that cowardly ass Klansman wearing a sheet.
I wonder how many people know that black people are the only former slaves or victims of genocide that never got reparations? Read your Bible! Define the term Jubilee. According to the old testament when slaves were freed they were given reparations, a way to make a new start. The indentured servants even got land. Native Americans were given reservations and Casinos. The Jews got a whole country, plus.
How can a Christian nation "free" four million people and never give them a pot to piss in, just re initiated slavery under a new name,"share cropping".
I tell you GOD is not happy. GOD saw how you sorry muthafuckers treated President Obama. I know one thing you all disgust me. Already calling that orange pumpkin PRESIDENT! You bitches don't even have the decency to call him President-elect.
I'm telling you, GOD is watching you. GOD is not on your time table dumb ass, we are on (HIS). My mother lived eighty-seven years and did every thing under the sun! She was a beast! An abomination and SHE WAS A PREACHER!
What's my point? Don't get too excited. GOD is mysterious (HIS) Wonders we can not understand or predict.
Convert to what? for what? Are you serious? Jesus told your non-reading illiterate blind following the blind asses to look at the beam in your own eye before you judge the mote in someone else's.
According to these modern day Evangelical right-wing Pentecostal Scribes and Pharisees people can't do shit! We can't drink! Can't smoke! Can't cuss. Can't pleasure yourself. Can't fall in love with the same sex. Can't date or love outside of your "race". Can't use their restrooms. Can't have a birth certificate. Can't have the Social Security and Medicare you paid for. The rich do not have to pay taxes or serve in the military. They can start wars and keep their children out of harms's way.
Well, why did Jesus turn water into wine at the wedding? Why did (HE) tell us that it is not what goes into the man that defileth the man, it is what comes out of the man that defileth him.
If every one is not entitled to healthcare why did Jesus feed the multitudes so often? They were the dummies following Jesus around not bringing their own lunch.
Yes, Jesus did tell us to turn the other cheek but, (HE) did not tell us to stand there getting the absolute shit pounded out of our asses. Why do we have to wait until we get to heaven to get some milk and honey? Why does ONE MORTAL MAN CLAIM TO HAVE TEN BILLION DOLLARS!?
Is that fair? What kind of GOD are we serving? Or should I say, what kind of GOD are you serving?
Liquor did not make my mother do anything. Perhaps it was a great excuse. What ever people do while under the influence, they planned to do. Some times we do need some liquid courage.
No, I do not think my mother was all bad, not one hundred percent. There were a few times she stood up for me, looked out for me.
We lived on Main Post, very nice housing, all red brick, all clean , all beautiful. 1C Rogers Street. I was thirteen and for some reason our next door neighbor felt comfortable enough with my mother to drop by one day , very pleasant , very nice. She went on to tell my mother how much she admired me and that my mother had done an excellent job raising me and wanted to know if it would be alright for her to hire me to do a little ironing and light housework from time to time.
My GOD from Zion ! I did not expect to hear what I heard that day. My mother cussed that woman so loud and so long , I know people heard it in Fayetteville.
"Bitch! If you don't get your white ass the fuck out of my house! Assin' me if my beautiful , brilliant dawthur can wash and iron your MUTHAFUCKING CLOTHES! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MUTHAFUCKING MIND! I AIN'T RAISING MY DAUGHTER TO BE NO WHITE MUTHAFUCKER'S SLAVE!!!"
I was quite impressed. Actually shocked because I was willing to do it.
My grandfather just didn't have the heart to tell me. He did not possess the words. How do you tell your granddaughter that your only daughter is some kind of freak? How do you admit it to yourself? No one has ever encountered a human being so evil, vile, calculating, malicious, jealous, envious, promiscuous, hateful, angry, lustful, and carnal as my birth mother.
Yes LORD, I fully understand why Martha hated herself. How could she ever admit to being so foul?
My grandfather was the first dry comedienne I ever met. He was hilarious. He was as serious as a heart attack but, he was always right.
I was all happy about integration and the state of race relations in the late sixties. My grandfather scoffed; "The white ma ain't 'gon nevah change …he'll jest change hiz tactics." Granddaddy I am sixty-five still waiting on that justice, freedom and equality. The muthfuckers only gave us a little bit and now their asses are lining up to that that back! I be damn! "You got to bring some ass to get some ass!"
Evil can not win but, it can make you see the light. ameriKKKa, ameriKKKa, how dare you! Our next FLOTUS is a strumpet! a porn star! worse, help me Holy Ghost, she was put there by people that claim you can't masturbate, that you can NOT touch yourself! What the fuck!? Who is that dumb? That same book says that women should keep quiet in the church, should not say shit. Should not wear gold in her hair. It says that we can not eat pork!
If these modern day Christians are anything like those students I taught for thirty years, ninety -nine percent have never read the book and ninety-eight percent never will. You call tell people anything and if you put GOD in front of it or behind it , they will believe it. I swear if trump wanted to really fuck with us, he would can and sell horse shit, swear by it's medicinal properties and the same people that voted for him would buy it. Not only buy it, brag about it.
Sex is reserved for marriage the Evangelicals scream but , they refuse to let certain people marry. "Conversion therapy "! Why don't you try some conversion therapy! Convert your racist ass into a Christ lover!
"Lean not to your own understanding." In other words please do not be influenced by what it looks like.
"Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, Nor have entered into the heart of man The things which GOD has prepared for those who Love the LORD." 1 Corinthians 2:9
Do you truly love the LORD or do you love to look like you love the LORD? Do you rank and judge people based on skin color? gender? sexual preference? status? wealth? Do you go with the crowd? Do you feel special or blessed because you skin color is lighter? your hair straighter?
Who taught you that nonsense? Why do you cling to it? Why is Jesus planted on your lips and appears to be absent from your cold heart? No birth certificates for brown babies. Bomb them until the sand glows in the dark! Make ameriKKKa white again! Put women back in their place, keep them barefoot and pregnant.
Why are you so afraid? You tremble at the sight of evil? You run? You don't believe! You foolishly believe that you can buy blessings, that sitting in church every Sunday will prevent calamities from following you.
How many know how many truly evil demon possessed people are sitting up in the church right now? right beside you? How many people can discern a fake demon preaching to them? Few.
The only reason I know is because I suffered under the lash of the evilest, vilest woman to ever live. I thank GOD for it because (HE) kept me. That Mathy Jane was a troll and she never tired of vexing, lying, ruining, destroying, laughing.
We must do it. We must all do it. How? We must seek, search for understanding, common ground. The first thing we must do is divest ourselves of all the racist hatred planted in our hearts. Yes, we must all become color blind, gender blind. None of us should judge but, we all must read, we all must study less we end up flying monkeys to demon possessed people like my mother, like trump.
Jesus warns us about men, lawgivers that heap rules on the oppressed that they do not keep themselves. The real reason the Catholic church prohibited marriage can be traced back to the early Popes having so many children they were draining the Church's coffers. Think! Why would GOD create a body capable of experiencing sexual pleasure , then turn around and prohibit it?
When the walls of many nunneries were demolished in Europe tiny baby skeletons were found buried in the walls, in abundance. Proving some priests were freely sharing their "rod" of the Holy Ghost.
The Church has been hijacked by satan, evildoers. Some willfully, most blindly.
GOD is so wonderful I get up every morning doing a Holy Ghost dance! I dance on every vipers head! Praise the LORD! Thank you for saving me! Thank you for loving me! Thank you for showing me that scripture; "When your mother and father forsake you GOD will pick you up."
I was born into the clutches of one sick demon possessed fallen woman. She was a bully, a tyrant, a sorcerer , an abomination that truly believed acquiring a license to preach would enable her to fleece and exploit forever. She was almost right. Martha did her evil so long she actually believed that she had power, that satan has more power than GOD.
Fortunately for me she hated me with a passion and could never resist the urge or opportunity to vex me, terrorize me, to block my blessings. The truth is Martha never liked or loved any one, period. Her insane jealously was that "Cain Spirit", that spirit of Saul, a thousand times over. Martha was emotionally retarded, a child's mind in an adult rapidly aging body. Unfortunately she was much too carnal and lustful to ever be left around innocent children or young adults.
"My people perish for lack of knowledge." We don't have knowledge because most refuse to read, to study. Too many crowd up into churches every Sunday listening to the same old spill. You must tithe, GOD requires tithing. Big lie, read! GOD was admonishing those tribes offering the priests disabled and diseased animals.
GOD gave us Ten Commandments. Only ruthless greedy conniving manipulative men and women use the Bible to exploit the ignorant, the poorly educated, the willfully vacuous, the "non-thinkers". Why would GOD ever care about masturbation, homosexuality?
GOD does not take attendance! Your siting in some church every Sunday for years and years means nothing! The money you give means nothing! "The cattle on a thousand hills belong to the LORD." GOD has it all, it all belongs to (HIM)! Do you really believe GOD demands ten percent of your income? Why? Who told you? "Do you know it for yourself or did someone tell you?"
Dear LORD I thank you for this cool crisp morning here in the land of the living.
Read! Study! Think! "Come ye out from among them."
is no one cared. I remember my fifth grade teacher that sent me home to get some note signed in the middle of the day. I begged and pleaded in front of the whole class. I told her that my stepfather was there alone and that he would "touch" me.
The bitch didn't even care, neither did any of my classmates. I guess they thought I was some kind of monkey or something. Did she think this behavior common among "negroes"?
I'll never forget that nigger's stanking breath! (No wonder my mother always hated me. If she thought she had to marry that perverted stanking breath nigger to make it in life, if she did it for me, no wonder she hated me.)
It was in the late Fifties and 911 did not exist. As a matter of fact your parents could and did beat the shit out of their kids. One day, maybe one hundred years from today someone is going to be screaming hysterically; "You mean good Christians interpreted 'spare the rod spoil the child ' to mean a beating?"
The "rod" is knowledge you dumb ass illiterate! "The church say you can't masturbate, you'll go blind!" Well , what is GOD going to do with those babies in the womb playing with themselves?
Seriously!? What does GOD care? Think critically! Read the Bible for yourself! If I'm the pastor and I have to put up with your whining asses I am going to insinuate that you need to tithe also.
All these white men screaming homosexuality is a sin? It is not one of the Ten Commandments and we are too late to turn man back from seeking sexual pleasure. Why should we? Why do we think sex is nasty? Why do so many people hate black people? Why do we hate the darkest the most?
It was my senior year, my last Education class. I can't remember the exact name of the course but, N.C.A. &T. was attempting to prepare me to meet the real world. The professor administered some type of personality test or index. He scored them in class, called us up one by one to interpret our results. When he got to me he said my personality was off the charts, that I was found to be hostile.
The year was 1973 and I can still remember exactly what I said; "What the FUCK you mean I'm hostile!?" True story.
I was in the fifth grade, Bowely Elementary school, Fort Bragg, North Carolina. We were reading our social studies text aloud. We were covering slavery. The author explained that slavery really wasn't so bad, that the blacks really didn't mind and the proof was their "docility", the fact that they were always happy, always singing.
The author went on to assure us that slaves were often well treated because they were so valuable, they were like human pets, part of the family. I do remember sitting right there in Mrs. Dabinett's class, a tall very white woman covered in red freckles with long thick bright read hair.
I always liked Mrs. Dabinette until this particular day. Out of all the students in the room she decided to point me out that day; "Gwendolyn! Aren't you glad for Abraham Lincoln? Aren't you glad he freed your people?"
All eyes were suddenly on me, racist Klan eyes burning through me, classmates sneering because I could not flip my hair, my eyes weren't blue. I didn't even have decent clothes to wear. I was smart. That is all I have ever had, "smartness" . So, I have always paid racists crackers back by knowing more than they do. By making sure I always made the highest score on every test. I became a ravenous reader around age eight hiding out in the public library from my nasty psycho mother and her husband.
While I acquired knowledge I grew in confidence. While being molested I vowed to fuck a nigger up! No, not just black niggers, niggers come in all colors. I think trump is a nigger and he is going to act niggerish. He lies just like a damn nigger, lies without cause, will just volunteer a lie when the truth is in his favor.
I do not think any racist in the world is worse than some closet demon in your family. Dear LORD deliver all people from color struck demons in their families. Shut them down LORD! Expose them and shut them down.
"Gird up your loins!" Man up! To misquote Denzel Washington; "It's time to be mens now ain't it!"
Never beg others to do for you what you fail to do for yourself. Not one fucking neo-nazi has to give me shit! A bunch of dumb old jealous fizzle farts. Not only incompetent but impotent, that's why y'all invented viagra. You can't get it up. It is flaccid, soft, rubbery, you have to try and pack it in.
My mother had a cure for impotence in her "practice" in the sixties. You could give her some money to sacrifice and she promised to get you your nature back. Madame Watson would explain the serious plight her "clients" were in , in broken pigeon Spanglish that she made up as she went along.
After this poor man had sacrificed hundreds of dollars my mother would help him discover that it was his own wife that had him "rooted", not age. Martha would arrange a "date" for him with one of her close girlfriends. Martha would convince the man that the woman she wanted him to meet was a good Christian girl, from a good Christian home and she was just as lonely as he was and she just knew this "lady" could help him get his nature back.
The men would get their nature back alright. Martha would pre-pay one of her hooker friends to give the man some "head". "If a blow job won't make a nigger's dick hard …shit, he already dead." We would laugh, help Martha spend the fool's money.
I'm not mad with my mother for using her ingenuity to survive. We live is a desperate world, sometimes people are forced to do desperate things. But, do repent before you die.
Dear LORD thank you for making every crooked way straight!
