"Don't count your chickens before they hatch"

I am thrilled, I am humbled as GOD gently removes these blinders from my eyes.  No wonder the poor woman could not repent.  Martha Jane Walters Hodges Doster Watson Lamoureaux was wrong too long, was a savage vicious secret sadist much too long.  Enjoyed terrifying and destroying much too long.

Yes, I do get up early every morning,  at the crack of dawn celebrating that woman's death.  Yes, I do thank GOD for finally removing that evil monstrosity from this earth. "The wicked shall cease from troubling."

This world must know every word in that Book is true! Most scoff never having read it.  Far too many people depend on religious leaders to interpret it for them.  Evildoers have convinced the gullible and easily led that GOD hates homosexuality.  Sadly these blind sheep are simply following tradition.

My poor mother was forced to lie, to conceal her homosexuality. She was raped repeatedly as a small child, never treated or counseled.   Martha grew into one of  the evilest ,  violent monsters this world has ever known.   I can understand why she hated every one so much.  I understand why she deliberately hid it.

A fallen human being, a fallen woman can become something too vile,  if she calls herself a prophetess.  If those around her, if those that know her are terrified, ashamed of their truth, are sworn to secrecy and fully intend to take her abominable secrets to their graves.  I won't! I refuse! Those that don't know, those that have never experienced such an evil person for sixty-two years scream "Let it go!"

Fuck you!

I'm not listening to you dumb muthafuckers!  You are the same dumb muthafuckers that kept buying her "goofer dust".  You are the same muthfuckers that sat up with her laughing when she mailed her enemies letters smeared in her own shit!

I do hate the fact my mother  never took the time to think critically, refused to listen to the voice of reason.   I'm sorry that she led herself into captivity.

 Why would a merciful GOD rank people by skin color? Why would the GOD that created our beautiful bodies forbid masturbation? birth control?  Why would a merciful GOD ever care if any one ever uttered the word fuck?  What does GOD have against weed and wine? Nothing!  Why would GOD let millions upon millions have a handful of nothing and a Big Orange motherfucker have ten billion dollars?  Bull Shit!  You have not because you ask not!  Our world is in the condition it is in because of Man!  The manipulative oppressive WHITE  man!

"Be not envious of the ways of the oppressor."

There is so much horse shit the "Christian" naively believes without question, without reading. The dumb ass "Christian" enslaves himself, he is a volunteer slave.

"Come ye out from among them."