My mother was always stuck up,

always carried herself with an aire of superiority.  She hated every one and every thing, especially any one found to be darker than she was.  If  you were not white you were not right.  if Martha Jane Walters thought you were too black, too ugly, too pitiful, too whiny, too pretty, too smart, too loved by your granddaddy, you were not going to get anything.  No love, no gifts, no compliments.  As a matter of fact she was going to violate you sexually at the very first opportunity, age four.

I am sixty-five years old and I still don't understand.  How could a woman as evil as my mother escape exposure so long? Fear!  Yes, Martha beat babies, she would tear a babies ass up!  How did she get away?  She was a sneaky viper.

GOD you are so wonderful.  I clearly remember how she would wind her entire body around her second husband.  It was revolting! Pornographic! I knew to be repulsed by her lewd behavior and I was only five.

Dear LORD what happens to the poor children of men and women like my mother?    Yes, there are people on this earth that crave and lust after small children, babies.  They get away mainly because their crimes are so reprehensible the victims refuse to tell, refuse to remember, to recall.  I was very old before I could allow those memories to resurface.

Martha's mistake was cussing me like a dog when I remembered, inquired, desired a simple apology.  Phony preaching won't save you.  Clocking years in a church, tithing, declaring, hooping and hollering, none of that.  Is your heart right?  Did you deliberately brutally rape, maim, burn, scar your own children to ensure they would be destroyed and you would look better in the eyes of this corrupt world?

Martha Jane Walters  spent eighty-seven years a ravenous wolf devoted to destroying GOD's anointed, only to succeed in destroying herself.  She had the opportunity to repent, she refused, now she can rot.

GOD is no respecter of man, of color, of money, none of that.  It is your heart.  Is your heart right?  Do you love one another?  "Love ye one another as I have loved you."   Or are you a busy imp just like my mother?  Lying, denying , being willfully ignorant and depraved.  Intractable, stubborn , seething with vile hatred you hide with lies and insults?

Stop! Pray! Fast! Study! Seek GOD's Face.  Do it now!