Praise the LORD and Thank You Jesus! This song truly brings back wonderful memories. I sat in Wesley Chapel A.M.E.Zion church with my little brown legs swinging from a long shiny mahogany pew. Early on I caught the beat and would go home and perform these Gospel songs for my grandfather. Although we were only three and four we mimicked every word, sang on cue. Sometimes I would get the Holy Ghost, do the dance I watched the old saints do. I would get a fan and swoon, do a two step back flip. My brother would preach. Sometimes forced outside to play we would run revival for the chickens.
Those were truly good times. Today is my brother's 63rd birthday. Praise the LORD! I love my brother. He is my twin. Not biological twin, twin as in partner, confidant and co-survivor. Born exactly 53 weeks apart we were raised as twins. Shared a hyphenated name, *"XXXandGwen".
I am so grateful to the LORD today. GOD saved us. Spared us a life that could have been much worse. I know that GOD placed Jerome Walters in our lives for His own reasons.
I thought about that little girl savagely raped and murdered in North Carolina in 2009. Her mother traded her precious little beautiful body for drugs. That is what the mother claims. Personally I think the mother was just jealous.
I know what it is to have a mother jealous of her daughter's looks. I know what it is to have a common sneaky lying manipulative reprobate for a parent. No, it is not fun. It is pure hell. But, thank GOD it is temporary. That monster will not live forever and you can free yourself.
"Only by the grace of GOD, there goes I". That woman claims she traded her daughter for drugs. My mother traded us for a soldier's allotment check. How common and faithless. She must feel pretty guilty because she is still lying, still denying, cussing and raising hell.
All I have to say is; "Do what you want Mathy Jane. Eternity is for a long time. Eternity is infinite, it never ends. You intend to burn in hell for eternity because you can't find the courage to face GOD's truth. You would rather die and go to hell before you will confess your sins and ask for repentance.
My LORD. "Come by here LORD! Somebody needs you!"
Stay in His WORD children. Remember:"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Friday, May 31, 2013
Thursday, May 30, 2013
"Pray without ceasing!"
Don't you ever give up on the power of prayer. Prayer is simply communicating with GOD, having a conversation, seeking His wisdom and guidance. You must go into "your secret closet" , bow your knees. "Your secret closet" is alone time, a "place" free of distractions from man, from the world.
"Knee bent body bowed" is simply the act of being humble. Know that you are nothing without GOD, you are insignificant without the Love for the LORD burning in your heart.
This world messes us up early. For so long I thought GOD was just a wish machine, an ATM for blessings. You know; "When the praises go up, the blessings come down." This world teaches us to scorn and avoid people that always have GOD and His WORD on their lips. We openly say things like; "It don't take all dat! ...GAWD know my heart."
Poor misguided young girls have unprotected sex seeking love, popularity, acceptance. Then get on their knees the next day and pray to not be pregnant. Few people will tell that little girl; "The wages of sin is death." If you don't want to experience an unwanted pregnancy abstain from sexual intercourse.
The world tells our children abstinence can't be done. "It's unnatural! ...What's wrong with you?" Our poor children are encouraged to be in the world, to walk lock step with the world and when you find yourself in trouble, then you pray.
Too many people have to find themselves in "trouble", in dire straits before they pray. If that's the case with you , you are not praying, you're begging. You did wrong, now you have to deal with the consequences and you go running to a Santa Claus GOD to rescue you.
There are churches that will tell you tithing will protect you. Keep GOD paid and He will look out for you. GOD will bless your finances for giving to the church generously. Yes, they keep telling you that GOD loves you unconditionally and forgives all sin. How many churches encourage you to live right, to do "The Ten"?
GOD gave us 10 commandments. If you can do them, you do well. I dare say, most people don't know all ten, can't recite them from memory. They can be found in the book of Exodus 20: 1-17. If you live by the 10 Commandments you will have a blessed abundant life. No, you won't miss out on any fun. You will not be bored and lonely. You will be fulfilled.
Be careful of people always adding to the 10 Commandments, coming up with demands that THEY think GOD wants. Telling you how to dress, what to say, when to say it, telling you who to marry or if you can marry.
Bottom line, I'm just advising you to learn to think for yourself. Block out all negativity and advise from this world. Tune in to GOD's WORD. Develop keen hearing, just listen to Him.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
"Knee bent body bowed" is simply the act of being humble. Know that you are nothing without GOD, you are insignificant without the Love for the LORD burning in your heart.
This world messes us up early. For so long I thought GOD was just a wish machine, an ATM for blessings. You know; "When the praises go up, the blessings come down." This world teaches us to scorn and avoid people that always have GOD and His WORD on their lips. We openly say things like; "It don't take all dat! ...GAWD know my heart."
Poor misguided young girls have unprotected sex seeking love, popularity, acceptance. Then get on their knees the next day and pray to not be pregnant. Few people will tell that little girl; "The wages of sin is death." If you don't want to experience an unwanted pregnancy abstain from sexual intercourse.
The world tells our children abstinence can't be done. "It's unnatural! ...What's wrong with you?" Our poor children are encouraged to be in the world, to walk lock step with the world and when you find yourself in trouble, then you pray.
Too many people have to find themselves in "trouble", in dire straits before they pray. If that's the case with you , you are not praying, you're begging. You did wrong, now you have to deal with the consequences and you go running to a Santa Claus GOD to rescue you.
There are churches that will tell you tithing will protect you. Keep GOD paid and He will look out for you. GOD will bless your finances for giving to the church generously. Yes, they keep telling you that GOD loves you unconditionally and forgives all sin. How many churches encourage you to live right, to do "The Ten"?
GOD gave us 10 commandments. If you can do them, you do well. I dare say, most people don't know all ten, can't recite them from memory. They can be found in the book of Exodus 20: 1-17. If you live by the 10 Commandments you will have a blessed abundant life. No, you won't miss out on any fun. You will not be bored and lonely. You will be fulfilled.
Be careful of people always adding to the 10 Commandments, coming up with demands that THEY think GOD wants. Telling you how to dress, what to say, when to say it, telling you who to marry or if you can marry.
Bottom line, I'm just advising you to learn to think for yourself. Block out all negativity and advise from this world. Tune in to GOD's WORD. Develop keen hearing, just listen to Him.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
Take Me To The King Lyrics
I discovered this song yesterday while traveling back to Atlanta from Fayetteville, North Carolina. It struck me, made me cry because it summarizes my life. We often fail to realize how much pain we share as a people. We are broken people. "We are a heartbreak people...we crush each other into fine little pieces ...until there is nothing left but dust." That is the first line of a poem I wrote in 1977. My mother pretended to love it, pretended to be proud.
I was clueless. I had no idea that the woman I loved and shared all of my dreams with was merely an aberration. My advise to you, just keep living, keep praying and trusting the LORD.
I heard this song at precisely the right time. I finally found the courage to visit my grandfather's grave. He is buried in a "colored cemetery" called the Cow Field. It sits on a bluff over looking the Cape Fear river, nestled in the deep Carolina woods.
I searched for over two hours, but I could not find it. The truth is I couldn't reach it. Every little winding dirt road I drove down ended the same, blocked by thick woods and over growth.
I will not give up. I will find it and I will mark Jerome Walters' final resting place with a monument.
I am ashamed. I am ashamed of my cowardliness. I am ashamed of the fact that I let my mother's terror tactics keep me from his grave for over thirty years. I am also ashamed of "my people". All of my relatives and kin folk are buried back there. My grandmother, great grandmother and father, my uncle. All the Walters, McPhails, Wrights, Jacobs, everybody that was anybody in Wade, Eastover, Godwin, Dunn and nearby communities.
What happened to us? These were all great GOD fearing people. They built and served the great churches that feed the WORD. Snowhill, Mt.Olive FWB and Wesley A.M.E. Zion were all built by strong proud black people, descendants of slaves. People that pulled themselves up by their bootstraps. Prosperous land owners that left an inheritance for their children. What happened? All that land appears to be in the hands of "whites" now. What happened? Is it possible that GOD's Prophetic WORD is true. Will GOD take from the wicked and give to the righteous?
What happened to us? Sure we migrated away. Some went north , some south to Atlanta. We migrated all over the world. But, how could we forget? How could we ever forget our ancestors, the brave courageous men and women that paved the way for us?
I drove all over Wade, North Carolina. I recognized the little red brick post office I walked to often with my grandfather. I remember my tiny little baby feet moving as fast as they could to keep up with granddaddy's six foot gait. The journey from his house to the post office had to be at least six miles one way. I laughed to myself; "Damn! granddaddy, today you would be accused of child abuse."
Granddaddy had a car. But he drove it into a ditch when I was three and vowed to never drive again. He had a mule and wagon. But that was reserved for long trips to the tobacco or cucumber market.
This lack of caring and disrespect can not be blamed on racism, on "the man". This is clearly a case of selfishness gone awry. People chasing pleasure and the all mighty dollar. People suffering with a bad case of selective amnesia.
Dear LORD forgive us. We are human, we don't know any better. Restore us LORD. Led us back to the "old landmark". Led us back to loving and caring for each other. Give us courage. Dear LORD don't let a monstrous troll that we choose not to recognise keep us from our blessing.
GOD did not call us to live in bondage, to live a lie, to live in fear. GOD did not call us to be blind, cripple and crazy because we are saddled with an evil ignorant mother. GOD did not command us to keep her secrets. She did!
I will not because I can't. The Holy Ghost compels me to tell the truth. GOD did not tell us to put His WORDS in our mouth pretending we love Him and know Him while bowing at the feet of satan.
I will NOT do it! The LORD told me that I would have to walk alone but he would be with me. He told me that I would be misunderstood and scorned. So what? You never liked or loved me anyway. He told me that I would be dismissed and classified as slow and dimwitted, a fool wasting her time.
It is all good. I would rather be alone if I have to be with selfish know-it-all people that know nothing.
The word for today is;Remember. Remember the ones who brought you over, loved, nourished and nurtured you.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, May 25, 2013
"To set at variance"
"For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother..." (Matthew 10:35)
Dear World, I have been set at variance against my mother. Thank you Jesus for your prophetic WORD. Thank you for giving me understanding, for removing the blinders. Variance means conflict. Jesus wants us to be in conflict, at war with evil, with evil doers. You don't over look the most despicable acts ever perpetuated against mankind because the perpetrator is your mother or is "kin". You don't over look sin, demonic acts because you don't want to get involved. Most of all you don't remain a silent spectator because GOD's Truth is too inconvenient for you. Jesus came to deliver us from sin, to have life more abundantly.
I assure you , you will have it when you finally let GOD have His way.
If you are living for GOD, for uplifting the Kingdom, you are going to "Live Right". You are going to walk right, speak the truth. Children do not let any one bully you or intimidate you into "wrong doing". Right is right, wrong is wrong. There is no in between. "Be ye hot or cold or I will spew you out of my mouth."
Read the book of James, you can not live double minded! There is no such thing as being "too religious", "too sanctified", "too Holy".
Yes, World I have been set a variance. I have been set free from that demonic wayward daughter. If it took a very long time, it is my fault. I knew the truth, but refused to embrace GOD's Truth for far too long. I remained a silent witness for most of my life. I wasted the vast majority of my life trying to love a "mother" that is unlovable. A woman that has secretly hated me from the womb. Jesus told me; "Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free." He told me to look at her fruit.
Don't go to hell because your "mother" is going. Don't fear any man or woman. Some demonic man or woman may have treated you savagely from birth, eviscerated all the courage GOD planted in your heart.
Get it back. Pray for it. GOD will deliver you. Get up every morning with the LORD's Prayer on your lips. "... lead us not into temptation, but Deliver us from Evil!"
I must say, I was very upset and disillusioned when I started this blog. I was terrorized , tormented, and raging when I finally accepted the cold facts of my life. Certainly I had no idea any mother could be so cruel.
I had no idea any one could be so devious. With all the terrible things my mother did to me, to my siblings and the entire Walters family, the lack of caring from this world , from my family upset me .
I was upset by the fact that ALL of my relatives (the Walters clan) refused to care. Refused to say a mumbling word. No one seems to care about the murder of my grandfather. I cried when one of my brothers screamed at me; "Let it Go! Gwen let it go!" I was stabbed in my heart again when some clung to her, declared their undying love. They are cursed. (read your Bible). Cling to that woman if you want to, you will be "brought to a crust of bread".
Initially I envisioned an intervention. A family intervention where we as a family would sit down intelligently and tell Martha how wrong she was. I thought we could share GOD's WORD with her and bring her to repentance.
Not so, Martha doesn't need an intervention. She needs and Exorcism!
I, Rachel Gwendolyn, have been set at variance against all wrong doing, all wrong thinking. I am set at variance with any and every one that upholds sins against GOD. Upholds lying, bullying and intimidation. I am against all that have decided to remain silent waiting on that witch to die.
I don't have a lot of advice today. I just want to tell you one thing; "Come ye out from among them."
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Dear World, I have been set at variance against my mother. Thank you Jesus for your prophetic WORD. Thank you for giving me understanding, for removing the blinders. Variance means conflict. Jesus wants us to be in conflict, at war with evil, with evil doers. You don't over look the most despicable acts ever perpetuated against mankind because the perpetrator is your mother or is "kin". You don't over look sin, demonic acts because you don't want to get involved. Most of all you don't remain a silent spectator because GOD's Truth is too inconvenient for you. Jesus came to deliver us from sin, to have life more abundantly.
I assure you , you will have it when you finally let GOD have His way.
If you are living for GOD, for uplifting the Kingdom, you are going to "Live Right". You are going to walk right, speak the truth. Children do not let any one bully you or intimidate you into "wrong doing". Right is right, wrong is wrong. There is no in between. "Be ye hot or cold or I will spew you out of my mouth."
Read the book of James, you can not live double minded! There is no such thing as being "too religious", "too sanctified", "too Holy".
Yes, World I have been set a variance. I have been set free from that demonic wayward daughter. If it took a very long time, it is my fault. I knew the truth, but refused to embrace GOD's Truth for far too long. I remained a silent witness for most of my life. I wasted the vast majority of my life trying to love a "mother" that is unlovable. A woman that has secretly hated me from the womb. Jesus told me; "Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free." He told me to look at her fruit.
Don't go to hell because your "mother" is going. Don't fear any man or woman. Some demonic man or woman may have treated you savagely from birth, eviscerated all the courage GOD planted in your heart.
Get it back. Pray for it. GOD will deliver you. Get up every morning with the LORD's Prayer on your lips. "... lead us not into temptation, but Deliver us from Evil!"
I must say, I was very upset and disillusioned when I started this blog. I was terrorized , tormented, and raging when I finally accepted the cold facts of my life. Certainly I had no idea any mother could be so cruel.
I had no idea any one could be so devious. With all the terrible things my mother did to me, to my siblings and the entire Walters family, the lack of caring from this world , from my family upset me .
I was upset by the fact that ALL of my relatives (the Walters clan) refused to care. Refused to say a mumbling word. No one seems to care about the murder of my grandfather. I cried when one of my brothers screamed at me; "Let it Go! Gwen let it go!" I was stabbed in my heart again when some clung to her, declared their undying love. They are cursed. (read your Bible). Cling to that woman if you want to, you will be "brought to a crust of bread".
Initially I envisioned an intervention. A family intervention where we as a family would sit down intelligently and tell Martha how wrong she was. I thought we could share GOD's WORD with her and bring her to repentance.
Not so, Martha doesn't need an intervention. She needs and Exorcism!
I, Rachel Gwendolyn, have been set at variance against all wrong doing, all wrong thinking. I am set at variance with any and every one that upholds sins against GOD. Upholds lying, bullying and intimidation. I am against all that have decided to remain silent waiting on that witch to die.
I don't have a lot of advice today. I just want to tell you one thing; "Come ye out from among them."
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thursday, May 23, 2013
Live while you are living!
Get up excited! Happy to be alive. Get up praising GOD! Thanking Him for His many blessing. Get up expecting GOD's goodness to shower you. Know that your cup overfloweth.
Don't you ever waste another day of your life being depressed, bored or defeated. Live while you are living. Don't be content with simply being alive. Live! Invent! Create! Sing! Dance! Love!
Do know that anything you want, you can have. Do know that everything the devil stole from you will be restored.
#1 - Pray. Pray every day of your life. Go ahead have a conversation with GOD. Seek His guidance and wisdom.
#2 - Study. Study the best book ever written. Just open your Bible. Start any where read it, take notes, define the terms, extrapolate.
#3 - Love. Love some one. Show your love. Don't just say it or declare it. Demonstrate the great love that's in your heart.
#4 - Be Thankful. Thank GOD for His blessings. Thank GOD for life and the good people He has surrounded you with.
#5 - See. Be a visionary. See a better day ahead. See yourself free of pain and anguish. See yourself free of your ignorant enemies.
#6 - Praise. Praise the LORD all day. Be thankful in all things. Know that if GOD let "it" happen "it" is for your good.
# -7 Admonish. Help our children. Teach our children. Advise our children. Point them in the right direction with wise kind counsel.
Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Don't you ever waste another day of your life being depressed, bored or defeated. Live while you are living. Don't be content with simply being alive. Live! Invent! Create! Sing! Dance! Love!
Do know that anything you want, you can have. Do know that everything the devil stole from you will be restored.
#1 - Pray. Pray every day of your life. Go ahead have a conversation with GOD. Seek His guidance and wisdom.
#2 - Study. Study the best book ever written. Just open your Bible. Start any where read it, take notes, define the terms, extrapolate.
#3 - Love. Love some one. Show your love. Don't just say it or declare it. Demonstrate the great love that's in your heart.
#4 - Be Thankful. Thank GOD for His blessings. Thank GOD for life and the good people He has surrounded you with.
#5 - See. Be a visionary. See a better day ahead. See yourself free of pain and anguish. See yourself free of your ignorant enemies.
#6 - Praise. Praise the LORD all day. Be thankful in all things. Know that if GOD let "it" happen "it" is for your good.
# -7 Admonish. Help our children. Teach our children. Advise our children. Point them in the right direction with wise kind counsel.
Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
"He maketh not ashamed."
What ever you do for GOD will last. You will be proud and you will be blessed. The world wants you to believe "living right" is a waste of time. That you are stupid. That you better get yours.
This world will not tell you that you will end up too ashamed to live. First of all make it clear who you are living for. Get that straight in your mind. If you are living for yourself. If you are living for a fast get over and to exploit every one you can, you are wrong.
Don't let the world convince you that you must use your good looks and charm to exploit others. In other words ladies, pay your own rent, pay your own car note. Don't trade your body for money. You will be ashamed.
Young men don't play the gigolo because women told you that you are fine, have good hair and they want to have your baby. Never let a woman "keep" you. You will be ashamed.
Do let GOD fight your battles. Do pray for your enemies. Pray that GOD will give you understanding, give you the ability to love and not hate. Now listen carefully. You can love from afar. You don't have to sit up under your enemy pretending that you don't know of their low character. Yes, forgive 70 times seven. But, "Come ye out from among them." "Walk not in the counsel of the ungodly."
Dear LORD I thank you. I thank You for Your WORD! I thank you for Jerome Walters. I thank you for that man that held me in his lap, nurtured and loved me. Planted the seeds of righteousness in my heart, took me to church, taught me to read and extrapolate the Bible.
"What manner of man is this?" refers to Jesus Christ. But I can say the same thing about my grandfather. "What manner of man is this?" that loved and cared for his "illegitimate" grandchildren, treated them like royalty. Loved on them, showered them with blessings. "What manner of man is this" that beamed with pride and joy over every accomplishment we made?
Dear LORD I thank you for planting Jerome Walters in my life. Thank you for creating a good man, a sanctified Holy Ghost filled man. Thank you for his wisdom and kind admonishments.
Jerome Walters could not help his son that was murdered February 10, 1939. He could not help that wayward daughter that refused to be corrected, that refused to live right. I am sure Jerome Walters never knew that she hid deep sicking hatred for him in her heart. He never knew that the daughter he willed his house to, thirty acres of land to, would one day prove to be the most demonic woman that ever lived.
No matter what my mother said to him, no matter how she mistreated him or cursed him, my granddaddy took it. He sat on this porch every day as that evening sun slowly went down in Wade, NC, peacefully reading his Bible. Leaning back in his straight backed cane bottomed chair, he read, he studied, he prayed.
No matter what problem I had, no matter what upset me and had me seething with anger. My grandfather always said the same thing; "Don't worry dawthur, Jesus will fix it." Nothing rattled my grandfather. He watched his daughter's lascivious life. Watched her whore and prostitute. Never denied her a dime when she went begging to him every month of her life because she could never pay her bills.
I am sure just like us, granddaddy had no idea how she was betraying him, deliberately hurting us for her sick sadist pleasure. Secretly blaming us for her mistakes, her bad choices.
The Bible says that a good man will leave and inheritance for his children and his children's children. My grandfather did. He left 65 acres of land , a rambling ranch house, a man made lake. My grandfather epitomized the best and brightest of all mankind. I thank GOD every day for making Jerome Walters my grandfather.
Granddaddy did not know, could not know that poor foolish Mathy Jane, his foolish daughter that never did anything he asked her to, would one day murder him. The devil maketh ashamed. The devil fogged up Mathy's brain and she took and old rusty .38 and shot my grandfather in the heart. Always the fool, always the riotous violent scheming fool, she selected February 10, 1979 to commit her most demonic deed.
Did she think she was going to get away? Did she think her "hoodoo voodoo goofer dust" would keep us blind? Did she think her extreme cruelty and brutality would keep all of our mouths shut forever?
Young people, all people, I advise you to live right, to love the LORD. GOD will bless you. You will always feel good about yourself. You will sing in the sunshine and carry tremendous joy in your heart all the days of your life. You will never have to worry about money because GOD will make a way.
Dear children love the LORD and live right because He maketh not ashamed.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember:"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
This world will not tell you that you will end up too ashamed to live. First of all make it clear who you are living for. Get that straight in your mind. If you are living for yourself. If you are living for a fast get over and to exploit every one you can, you are wrong.
Don't let the world convince you that you must use your good looks and charm to exploit others. In other words ladies, pay your own rent, pay your own car note. Don't trade your body for money. You will be ashamed.
Young men don't play the gigolo because women told you that you are fine, have good hair and they want to have your baby. Never let a woman "keep" you. You will be ashamed.
Do let GOD fight your battles. Do pray for your enemies. Pray that GOD will give you understanding, give you the ability to love and not hate. Now listen carefully. You can love from afar. You don't have to sit up under your enemy pretending that you don't know of their low character. Yes, forgive 70 times seven. But, "Come ye out from among them." "Walk not in the counsel of the ungodly."
Dear LORD I thank you. I thank You for Your WORD! I thank you for Jerome Walters. I thank you for that man that held me in his lap, nurtured and loved me. Planted the seeds of righteousness in my heart, took me to church, taught me to read and extrapolate the Bible.
"What manner of man is this?" refers to Jesus Christ. But I can say the same thing about my grandfather. "What manner of man is this?" that loved and cared for his "illegitimate" grandchildren, treated them like royalty. Loved on them, showered them with blessings. "What manner of man is this" that beamed with pride and joy over every accomplishment we made?
Dear LORD I thank you for planting Jerome Walters in my life. Thank you for creating a good man, a sanctified Holy Ghost filled man. Thank you for his wisdom and kind admonishments.
Jerome Walters could not help his son that was murdered February 10, 1939. He could not help that wayward daughter that refused to be corrected, that refused to live right. I am sure Jerome Walters never knew that she hid deep sicking hatred for him in her heart. He never knew that the daughter he willed his house to, thirty acres of land to, would one day prove to be the most demonic woman that ever lived.
No matter what my mother said to him, no matter how she mistreated him or cursed him, my granddaddy took it. He sat on this porch every day as that evening sun slowly went down in Wade, NC, peacefully reading his Bible. Leaning back in his straight backed cane bottomed chair, he read, he studied, he prayed.
No matter what problem I had, no matter what upset me and had me seething with anger. My grandfather always said the same thing; "Don't worry dawthur, Jesus will fix it." Nothing rattled my grandfather. He watched his daughter's lascivious life. Watched her whore and prostitute. Never denied her a dime when she went begging to him every month of her life because she could never pay her bills.
I am sure just like us, granddaddy had no idea how she was betraying him, deliberately hurting us for her sick sadist pleasure. Secretly blaming us for her mistakes, her bad choices.
The Bible says that a good man will leave and inheritance for his children and his children's children. My grandfather did. He left 65 acres of land , a rambling ranch house, a man made lake. My grandfather epitomized the best and brightest of all mankind. I thank GOD every day for making Jerome Walters my grandfather.
Granddaddy did not know, could not know that poor foolish Mathy Jane, his foolish daughter that never did anything he asked her to, would one day murder him. The devil maketh ashamed. The devil fogged up Mathy's brain and she took and old rusty .38 and shot my grandfather in the heart. Always the fool, always the riotous violent scheming fool, she selected February 10, 1979 to commit her most demonic deed.
Did she think she was going to get away? Did she think her "hoodoo voodoo goofer dust" would keep us blind? Did she think her extreme cruelty and brutality would keep all of our mouths shut forever?
Young people, all people, I advise you to live right, to love the LORD. GOD will bless you. You will always feel good about yourself. You will sing in the sunshine and carry tremendous joy in your heart all the days of your life. You will never have to worry about money because GOD will make a way.
Dear children love the LORD and live right because He maketh not ashamed.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember:"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
"Please say it ain't so!'
I just read something incredible in the AJC. "Some Spelman parents denied entry to graduation" "Several parents of Spelman College graduates were irate Sunday when they missed their children's graduation after being barred from the ceremony."
I am horrified by this heartless behavior but I can not say that I am surprised. Some people get in positions of authority and lose their minds, their ability to think critically. Follow the letter of the law (the protocol). Make sure every one knows that you are rigid and inflexible. Never care who you hurt. You are large and in charge. Your word is law! You are not to be questioned or criticized.
"Parents from as far away as California and Canada said they were kept from entering a half hour before the graduation Sunday afternoon. Some said they didn't know the doors would be shut 30 minutes before the ceremony."
"Spelman officials said they didn't do anything different than in the past years, but parents who said they arrived at or just after 2:30 p.m. for the 3 p.m. ceremony said some leeway should have been given. Rainy weather made it difficult to get to the ceremony, a fact only complicated by traffic being delayed or rerouted to accommodate President Barack Obama's mortorcade when he traveled to nearby Morehouse College to speak at its commencement."
"'This is not a happy day,' said Melvin Cox of Oakland, Calif., who missed his only child's graduation.'I can't put into words how upset I am.'"
" 'Not to be allowed to attend your child's graduation is unconscionable,'he said" "Belinda Robinson from San Francisco said about 150 people were kept from entering the ceremony."
As I said, while I found this news heartbreaking. I was not one bit surprised. Yes I am disappointed, but not by the color of their skin. I am disappointed that so many people in authority could be so stubborn, rigid, totally inflexible.
Let's tell the complete truth. Many people will quietly whisper; "n******" in the privacy of their homes or a least think it to themselves. I assure you it is not a color or racial issue. It is a human issue. Our entire world is messed up, divided and confused. Some men in authority divided us into "races" many years ago. Convinced the entire world that people should he ranked and divided by skin color.
The number one race is Caucasian or white. People that can trace their heritage back to the Caucasoid mountains are automatically assigned superior status when they enter this earth. Don't argue with me and say that whites are not automatically given the doors to the Kingdom, 99% of the American pie.
Their skin color is prized. "Light bright and damn near white!" We are taught from birth that their hair is the best. In fact it is called "good hair". Every thing about "white people" is envied by our unthinking world. Thin lips, long sharp noses, small feet, blue eyes, blonde hair, etc.
The racial hierarchy spirals down. " The darker the dumber. The blacker the slacker." Black is the least desirable color. No one wants to be black. We all have Indian in our family. Yes, it is self hatred. It is self imposed ignorance. This is 2013. We are in the 21st century! Surely to GOD there are enough people on this earth to stop this madness!
#1 - Stop dividing into racial groups. We are not sports teams in competition with each other. Racial grouping and categorizing is a man made construct. Dr. King dreamed of the day when his children would be judged by their character not the color of their skin. I've been longing for that day for 62 years and I'm getting tired. I am not black! I am human! There is only ONE RACE, the Human Race!
#2 - Reject racial stereotyping. Recognize human characteristics. Don't let people hide behind skin color to justify wrong doing. Stop repeating ignorant statements. "Black people don't like to read." I'm black and I am a ravenous reader. What does that make me? Why am I called a nerd, a lame? When black people want to pursue academics why do we let people say; "Oh, they just trying to be white." (If your dumb black a** read something you would know that the greatest academic minds on this earth have been Black! Who built they Pyramids, the first "people" to perform delicate eye surgery, traveled to the "New World" first?)
#3 - Understand Prophecy; "Our people suffer for lack of knowledge." "The first shall be last.." Study to show yourself approved. Study because you desire to know. Love wisdom. Pray for it.
#4 - Don't reject common sense and defend wrong doing because the perpetrator just happens to share the same pigmentation, is a fellow "team mate". Wrong is wrong! Have the courage to say so.
The final insult, the final slap in the face issued by Spelman College officials was; "Spelman said its commencement 'is the largest and most complex event of the academic year. There are guidelines and protocols in place as safety measures and for optimal event facilitation, including no access to the facility after a certain time, and no exit and re-entry."
"While expressing regret that some guests missed the event, the college said guidelines and protocols were communicated throughout the school year and commencement was streamed live on Spelman's website."
I am outraged! I'm outraged and I don't have chicken or child associated with that school. How dare you "Spelman Official". You need to be taken out and horse whipped. You need to be whipped until you develop some common sense and compassion for your fellow man.
How dare you be so cavalier and cold concerning a once in a life time occasion? Do you have any idea how much debt those students incurred to earn the right to graduate? Shame on you "Spelman College Official".
HBCUs are always complaining that their alums often graduate and forget them, fail to contribute in the form of cash or endowments. I wonder why? I graduated from NCA&T State in 1973 and I am still praying to forgive them.
#5 - Don't mistreat anyone. Have some compassion and understanding for your fellow man.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
I am horrified by this heartless behavior but I can not say that I am surprised. Some people get in positions of authority and lose their minds, their ability to think critically. Follow the letter of the law (the protocol). Make sure every one knows that you are rigid and inflexible. Never care who you hurt. You are large and in charge. Your word is law! You are not to be questioned or criticized.
"Parents from as far away as California and Canada said they were kept from entering a half hour before the graduation Sunday afternoon. Some said they didn't know the doors would be shut 30 minutes before the ceremony."
"Spelman officials said they didn't do anything different than in the past years, but parents who said they arrived at or just after 2:30 p.m. for the 3 p.m. ceremony said some leeway should have been given. Rainy weather made it difficult to get to the ceremony, a fact only complicated by traffic being delayed or rerouted to accommodate President Barack Obama's mortorcade when he traveled to nearby Morehouse College to speak at its commencement."
"'This is not a happy day,' said Melvin Cox of Oakland, Calif., who missed his only child's graduation.'I can't put into words how upset I am.'"
" 'Not to be allowed to attend your child's graduation is unconscionable,'he said" "Belinda Robinson from San Francisco said about 150 people were kept from entering the ceremony."
As I said, while I found this news heartbreaking. I was not one bit surprised. Yes I am disappointed, but not by the color of their skin. I am disappointed that so many people in authority could be so stubborn, rigid, totally inflexible.
Let's tell the complete truth. Many people will quietly whisper; "n******" in the privacy of their homes or a least think it to themselves. I assure you it is not a color or racial issue. It is a human issue. Our entire world is messed up, divided and confused. Some men in authority divided us into "races" many years ago. Convinced the entire world that people should he ranked and divided by skin color.
The number one race is Caucasian or white. People that can trace their heritage back to the Caucasoid mountains are automatically assigned superior status when they enter this earth. Don't argue with me and say that whites are not automatically given the doors to the Kingdom, 99% of the American pie.
Their skin color is prized. "Light bright and damn near white!" We are taught from birth that their hair is the best. In fact it is called "good hair". Every thing about "white people" is envied by our unthinking world. Thin lips, long sharp noses, small feet, blue eyes, blonde hair, etc.
The racial hierarchy spirals down. " The darker the dumber. The blacker the slacker." Black is the least desirable color. No one wants to be black. We all have Indian in our family. Yes, it is self hatred. It is self imposed ignorance. This is 2013. We are in the 21st century! Surely to GOD there are enough people on this earth to stop this madness!
#1 - Stop dividing into racial groups. We are not sports teams in competition with each other. Racial grouping and categorizing is a man made construct. Dr. King dreamed of the day when his children would be judged by their character not the color of their skin. I've been longing for that day for 62 years and I'm getting tired. I am not black! I am human! There is only ONE RACE, the Human Race!
#2 - Reject racial stereotyping. Recognize human characteristics. Don't let people hide behind skin color to justify wrong doing. Stop repeating ignorant statements. "Black people don't like to read." I'm black and I am a ravenous reader. What does that make me? Why am I called a nerd, a lame? When black people want to pursue academics why do we let people say; "Oh, they just trying to be white." (If your dumb black a** read something you would know that the greatest academic minds on this earth have been Black! Who built they Pyramids, the first "people" to perform delicate eye surgery, traveled to the "New World" first?)
#3 - Understand Prophecy; "Our people suffer for lack of knowledge." "The first shall be last.." Study to show yourself approved. Study because you desire to know. Love wisdom. Pray for it.
#4 - Don't reject common sense and defend wrong doing because the perpetrator just happens to share the same pigmentation, is a fellow "team mate". Wrong is wrong! Have the courage to say so.
The final insult, the final slap in the face issued by Spelman College officials was; "Spelman said its commencement 'is the largest and most complex event of the academic year. There are guidelines and protocols in place as safety measures and for optimal event facilitation, including no access to the facility after a certain time, and no exit and re-entry."
"While expressing regret that some guests missed the event, the college said guidelines and protocols were communicated throughout the school year and commencement was streamed live on Spelman's website."
I am outraged! I'm outraged and I don't have chicken or child associated with that school. How dare you "Spelman Official". You need to be taken out and horse whipped. You need to be whipped until you develop some common sense and compassion for your fellow man.
How dare you be so cavalier and cold concerning a once in a life time occasion? Do you have any idea how much debt those students incurred to earn the right to graduate? Shame on you "Spelman College Official".
HBCUs are always complaining that their alums often graduate and forget them, fail to contribute in the form of cash or endowments. I wonder why? I graduated from NCA&T State in 1973 and I am still praying to forgive them.
#5 - Don't mistreat anyone. Have some compassion and understanding for your fellow man.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Monday, May 20, 2013
"All up in the cool-aid ...
don't even know the flavor!" The most succinct response I ever heard from fellow great poets and word crafters. Bottom line, madame, you don't have the slightest idea of what I am talking about.
I got a kind IM from a FB friend attempting to school me on the proper etiquette for FB posting and status updates. I hear you sister, but I must tell you that my testimony is well beyond any squabble or misunderstanding with my mother. I am trying to educate you on the Supernatural. My life is an open book so that you can see, so that the entire world can see that everything in that Book (Bible) is real, it is Prophecy.
Evidently you came in at the last minute and remain clueless in this real life situation. Let me attempt to bring you up to date as quickly as I can.
Martha Jane Walters came into this world October 9, 1925, was alleged to be a very evil vindictive child. A little girl fascinated by fire and pain left her little two year old brother deeply scarred when she was six.
Savagely raped at age eight, she smashed a puppy to death,bludgeoned it to death with two bricks. Has a baby at 16 and becomes a notorious practitioner of witchcraft. A beautiful, brilliant, very charismatic woman becomes one of the greatest con artist that ever lived.
In 1950 and '51 she brings home two more children. Children that she secretly hates and abuses severely, physically, sexually, emotionally, etc. The children grow up, finish college and become very successful. This doesn't make Mathy proud, only insanely jealous. Mathy is a coward so she will not tell these children how much she really hates them because she foolishly blames them for ruining her life.
She just stalks them, pretends to be proud, while secretly back stabbing them, and any and every one else that ever made her jealous or said an unkind word about her. Martha continues to go to church every Sunday, while living the life of a riotious reprobate the rest of the week.
She is clever, she is Madame Watson. She is not the woman she holds herself out to be. Poor Martha let low morals, insane jealousy, witchcraft and a very sadist cruel nature ruin her very long life, all of her life.
My theory is that over the course of 87 years Martha did nothing but collect demons, one after another, each one worse than the first. Now, if you are one that claims to not believe in demon possession, I suggest you read your Bible more thoroughly.
Well, let me try and make an extremely long story as short as possible. Martha has never been anything but an evil, hateful, jealous, extremely whorish, scheming woman her entire life. In 1979 she shot her saintly father, Jerome Walters, through the heart and claimed he committed suicide. She got clean away with that murder and turned her sooth saying up a hundred notches.
My estranged medical doctor brother returns home after 25 years of no contact. I believe that GOD sent him back in order to fulfill His Prophecy. "There is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed." Brother brought some truth with him, brought some long buried facts. Then a few years ago I caught her redhanded attempting to "work roots" me. She got old, got confused and thought I was her cousin when she revealed some long held hatred and secrets. It was hilarious. But it was a sign from GOD.
Suddenly the blinders fell off. All those horrible things she had done to me came back to my consciousness. I had repressed so many dastardly deeds, they rushed out in a flood. So I finally gathered the courage to ask her about my molestation, my savage rape, at eight years old. She went ballistic and cussed me out!
That's when Jesus stepped in, took complete control of my life and told me to do something radical , to "out" this woman. To preach His Gospel and to not worry about unbelievers and nay-sayers.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, Jerome Walters)
I got a kind IM from a FB friend attempting to school me on the proper etiquette for FB posting and status updates. I hear you sister, but I must tell you that my testimony is well beyond any squabble or misunderstanding with my mother. I am trying to educate you on the Supernatural. My life is an open book so that you can see, so that the entire world can see that everything in that Book (Bible) is real, it is Prophecy.
Evidently you came in at the last minute and remain clueless in this real life situation. Let me attempt to bring you up to date as quickly as I can.
Martha Jane Walters came into this world October 9, 1925, was alleged to be a very evil vindictive child. A little girl fascinated by fire and pain left her little two year old brother deeply scarred when she was six.
Savagely raped at age eight, she smashed a puppy to death,bludgeoned it to death with two bricks. Has a baby at 16 and becomes a notorious practitioner of witchcraft. A beautiful, brilliant, very charismatic woman becomes one of the greatest con artist that ever lived.
In 1950 and '51 she brings home two more children. Children that she secretly hates and abuses severely, physically, sexually, emotionally, etc. The children grow up, finish college and become very successful. This doesn't make Mathy proud, only insanely jealous. Mathy is a coward so she will not tell these children how much she really hates them because she foolishly blames them for ruining her life.
She just stalks them, pretends to be proud, while secretly back stabbing them, and any and every one else that ever made her jealous or said an unkind word about her. Martha continues to go to church every Sunday, while living the life of a riotious reprobate the rest of the week.
She is clever, she is Madame Watson. She is not the woman she holds herself out to be. Poor Martha let low morals, insane jealousy, witchcraft and a very sadist cruel nature ruin her very long life, all of her life.
My theory is that over the course of 87 years Martha did nothing but collect demons, one after another, each one worse than the first. Now, if you are one that claims to not believe in demon possession, I suggest you read your Bible more thoroughly.
Well, let me try and make an extremely long story as short as possible. Martha has never been anything but an evil, hateful, jealous, extremely whorish, scheming woman her entire life. In 1979 she shot her saintly father, Jerome Walters, through the heart and claimed he committed suicide. She got clean away with that murder and turned her sooth saying up a hundred notches.
My estranged medical doctor brother returns home after 25 years of no contact. I believe that GOD sent him back in order to fulfill His Prophecy. "There is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed." Brother brought some truth with him, brought some long buried facts. Then a few years ago I caught her redhanded attempting to "work roots" me. She got old, got confused and thought I was her cousin when she revealed some long held hatred and secrets. It was hilarious. But it was a sign from GOD.
Suddenly the blinders fell off. All those horrible things she had done to me came back to my consciousness. I had repressed so many dastardly deeds, they rushed out in a flood. So I finally gathered the courage to ask her about my molestation, my savage rape, at eight years old. She went ballistic and cussed me out!
That's when Jesus stepped in, took complete control of my life and told me to do something radical , to "out" this woman. To preach His Gospel and to not worry about unbelievers and nay-sayers.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, Jerome Walters)
Sunday, May 19, 2013
"Get on your knees!"
There is something about knees. When you are on your knees you should be praying. "Body bent, knee bowed..." We kneel before GOD's throne, we kneel at the alter. We are taught to kneel from birth. I used to get on my little knees, beside my grandfather reciting the prayer he taught me. "Now I lay me down to sleep,I pray the LORD my soul to keep, if I should die before I wake, I pray the LORD my soul to take."
Don't forget the devil likes you on your knees also. Unlike GOD, he doesn't want to bless you, he wants to curse you. Make no mistake about it, the devil wants you defeated, broken, ashamed and miserable. Don't be fooled by his little tokens and gifts. The devil is determined that you will never win. He may string you along for along time. Fooling you, lying to you, deceiving you into deceiving others.
What are you going to do when GOD steps in? (GOD has been in this all the time. You just didn't know it.) Let me rephrase that. What are you going to do when you finally realize that GOD stepped in? What are you going to do when it finally occurs to you that while you were duping others satan was duping you?
Will you reflect back to the time you were on your knees, on a murdered man's grace collecting "goofer dust"? Will it ever occur to you that you should have been on your knees some where praying for GOD to deliver you.
Will you remember the times you got on your knees praying for others to fail, for your own children and grandchildren to fail!? Will you remember the "dirt" you sprinkled? the abominable lies you told? Will you remember the great sermons you preached, never meaning a single word?
Will you remember the lives you destroyed, the dreams you dashed? Will you ever get down on those 87 year old knees and say you are sorry? Will you ever admit that you regret your obstinacy, your fierce rebellion and disrespect for your father?
You know your father was right don't you? He told you that you weren't going to get away, didn't he? He told you that you were going to hell, didn't he?
No, he didn't broadcast your life in the street like I have. He just prayed for you. True, there were a lot of things he did not know. Yes, you were sneaky, the world's slickest. But, where did it get you?
Yes, I was always very impressed by your "Bible toting, and Bible quoting". Then I remembered Jesus said; "You shall know them by their fruit." GOD took the blinders off and I am horrified by what I see.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Don't forget the devil likes you on your knees also. Unlike GOD, he doesn't want to bless you, he wants to curse you. Make no mistake about it, the devil wants you defeated, broken, ashamed and miserable. Don't be fooled by his little tokens and gifts. The devil is determined that you will never win. He may string you along for along time. Fooling you, lying to you, deceiving you into deceiving others.
What are you going to do when GOD steps in? (GOD has been in this all the time. You just didn't know it.) Let me rephrase that. What are you going to do when you finally realize that GOD stepped in? What are you going to do when it finally occurs to you that while you were duping others satan was duping you?
Will you reflect back to the time you were on your knees, on a murdered man's grace collecting "goofer dust"? Will it ever occur to you that you should have been on your knees some where praying for GOD to deliver you.
Will you remember the times you got on your knees praying for others to fail, for your own children and grandchildren to fail!? Will you remember the "dirt" you sprinkled? the abominable lies you told? Will you remember the great sermons you preached, never meaning a single word?
Will you remember the lives you destroyed, the dreams you dashed? Will you ever get down on those 87 year old knees and say you are sorry? Will you ever admit that you regret your obstinacy, your fierce rebellion and disrespect for your father?
You know your father was right don't you? He told you that you weren't going to get away, didn't he? He told you that you were going to hell, didn't he?
No, he didn't broadcast your life in the street like I have. He just prayed for you. True, there were a lot of things he did not know. Yes, you were sneaky, the world's slickest. But, where did it get you?
Yes, I was always very impressed by your "Bible toting, and Bible quoting". Then I remembered Jesus said; "You shall know them by their fruit." GOD took the blinders off and I am horrified by what I see.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, May 18, 2013
Does it serve you right to suffer?
No you are wrong John Lee. GOD didn't put us on this earth to suffer. He gave us life to have it more abundantly.
"What manner of Man"
"What manner of man is this that told me everything I have done?"; said the woman at the well. Jesus asked her to draw Him some water then proceeded to offer insight into her life that only a prophet could.
I am sitting here this morning amazed just like that woman at the well. What manner of man is this that saved me from the most demon possessed woman that ever lived? The poor woman is burdened down with a legion of demons that she foolishly invited to dwell in her heart.
What manner of man is this that could reveal this truth to me in the womb? I humbly praise the LORD. I know GOD saved me because He knew I would tell. Just like that woman GOD knew that I would go "running to the city". GOD knew I would testify and never deny His Truth no matter who it hurt.
So here I am on a Saturday morning in Georgia praising GOD. Thanking Him for rescuing me. For enabling me to see through the most diabolical abomination that ever crawled on the face of this earth. I came to warn the innocent. You can be saved. If you are like minded, if you agree with her, if her life doesn't disturb you. If you secretly share her demons, I offer you my prayers.
I know that my mother taught me that she was brilliant. I think I always believed that lie up until now. She is not brilliant, just old. It doesn't take brilliance to lie and manipulate. It doesn't take brilliance to collect "dust" from a murdered man's grave, then claim you have some great mysterious power.
As a matter of fact you've got to be the dumbest person that ever lived. Not quiet true, the people that fear you, think that you can actually control them, are in fact dumber than you are. I certainly understand Jesus' frustration; "Oh ye of little faith."
I feel sorry for people that sit up in churches praising GOD while not believing a single WORD. They attend church just in case. Just in case they can meet someone of influence, find a prosperous husband or wife. Too many people attend church to be seen, to be thought a Christian. Many foolish "worshippers" think GOD is impressed with their "church going", with their tithing, their serving.
Too many "Christians" confuse man's praise and recognition with GOD's. My mother has been honored by her church, Simon Temple A.M.E. Zion church in Fayetteville, North Carolina many times. They love her so much they will not say a word against her, won't answer my emails, my prayer requests.
GOD wants us to know that too many churches teach and encourage fear, "mis-teach" and misapply the Bible. GOD said ; "Touch not my anointed". That doesn't mean that you remain closed mouthed about a demon that has infiltrated your church, your life. If they are truly anointed you will not be able to touch them or harm them in any way.
I have found many churches do spread ignorance and accept any and every "preacher" simply because they look good and sound good. "If you can't say something good 'bout somebody, don't say anything at all." None sense! Just how are people going to know? You knew she sent that letter to me smeared in her fecal matter and you never said a mumbling word.
"Never speak ill of the dead." You were too afraid to reveal them while they were living and you are going to continue to let them hold you hostage from the grave. Why? Because this truth is too incredible? Because the devil told you that no one will care. Because you falsely believe that GOD is to busy to care about you.
"Some things should be kept secret for the good of the family. Take dat tuh yo' grave." Hogwash directly from satan's mouth. GOD is going to have His way and you will know.
I am going to say something that I have known my entire life. "Black" people are a truly cursed people. "We crush each other into fine little pieces until there is nothing left but dust." We cry victim, we cry foul, we cry racism. Certainly black people are the most hated people on this planet earth. 61 years of life has taught me that my greatest enemies have been members of my own race, members of my own family.
My mother taught me to be racist, blamed everything on white people. It was my mother that called lawyer Richie Smith and deliberately sabotaged my effort to be the first black paralegal in the city of Fayetteville, NC. I made the highest score on the exam, was in fact very beautiful, an intellectual genius. But, I was attached, tethered to a back stabbing whore. A woman that refused to love me, but felt duty bound to destroy me because she blamed me, blamed us, for ruining her life.
My entire life has been consumed with fighting this demon, this thing attempting to lead me astray. This fawning, slobbering "I love you to death" mother. This perfect sham, this apparition, this shriveled up imp for satan.
When I finally came into the full GOD revealed truth about Martha I was outraged. I was consumed with anger and regret reflecting on what might have been. What if I had gotten away at 17. I would have taken all my writing, my prose and poetry with me and she would not have been able to destroy it. Perhaps I would have had the opportunity to met a real man to marry.
If I had gotten away at 17 she would not have been able to destroy my master's thesis at 33. I was consumed with "what ifs" until GOD told me that everything was going to be alright. That He would restore me. But most importantly, He told me that I had the victory! I have Christ Jesus alive and well in my heart. I have the Holy Ghost. No man can take it, no man or woman can imitate it.
That's poor Martha's fate, she is an imitation Christian. She will never be able to stand before GOD and declare His goodness with any conviction. She may ignore my blogs, remain hardened and in contempt. The accolades from her church, children, friends and relatives may continue to come, but she knows they are just as phony as she is.
Some in my family may continue to hate me, rebuke and scorn me. Not one, not a single one of them can call me a liar! Perhaps they don't want the world to know that they went to Martha, to Madame Watson for "roots". Perhaps they are caught up in their own webs of deceit.
All black people know that we are taught at a very early age to be very careful of who's food we eat. Also to be careful of the person you share your dreams with. We all know that look of envy and sick jealousy. We were all told that you can trust a n***** about as far as you can throw him.
There is one thing black people do not agree on. Most don't think that enemy is in our house. Most importantly, not your own mother. We repeat stupid made up facts like; "Black people don't do things like that. Black women don't do such things." Based on what, your own limited personal experience?
Some have told me that this is something the world doesn't need to know. That I should forget it, forgive her and move on. Well, I don't listen to you. I listen the voice of my LORD and Savior. I listen to the one who has sustained me, saved me, blessed me and made me whole.
Is there trouble in your life? Do you feel down, lost and defeated? Do you suffer with unexplainable fears?
I suggest you study your Bible. Jesus said; "Your enemies shall be of your own household."
Thank You Jesus! Thank you for delivering me and setting me Free! "What GOD has done for others He will do for you." Trust Him!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
I am sitting here this morning amazed just like that woman at the well. What manner of man is this that saved me from the most demon possessed woman that ever lived? The poor woman is burdened down with a legion of demons that she foolishly invited to dwell in her heart.
What manner of man is this that could reveal this truth to me in the womb? I humbly praise the LORD. I know GOD saved me because He knew I would tell. Just like that woman GOD knew that I would go "running to the city". GOD knew I would testify and never deny His Truth no matter who it hurt.
So here I am on a Saturday morning in Georgia praising GOD. Thanking Him for rescuing me. For enabling me to see through the most diabolical abomination that ever crawled on the face of this earth. I came to warn the innocent. You can be saved. If you are like minded, if you agree with her, if her life doesn't disturb you. If you secretly share her demons, I offer you my prayers.
I know that my mother taught me that she was brilliant. I think I always believed that lie up until now. She is not brilliant, just old. It doesn't take brilliance to lie and manipulate. It doesn't take brilliance to collect "dust" from a murdered man's grave, then claim you have some great mysterious power.
As a matter of fact you've got to be the dumbest person that ever lived. Not quiet true, the people that fear you, think that you can actually control them, are in fact dumber than you are. I certainly understand Jesus' frustration; "Oh ye of little faith."
I feel sorry for people that sit up in churches praising GOD while not believing a single WORD. They attend church just in case. Just in case they can meet someone of influence, find a prosperous husband or wife. Too many people attend church to be seen, to be thought a Christian. Many foolish "worshippers" think GOD is impressed with their "church going", with their tithing, their serving.
Too many "Christians" confuse man's praise and recognition with GOD's. My mother has been honored by her church, Simon Temple A.M.E. Zion church in Fayetteville, North Carolina many times. They love her so much they will not say a word against her, won't answer my emails, my prayer requests.
GOD wants us to know that too many churches teach and encourage fear, "mis-teach" and misapply the Bible. GOD said ; "Touch not my anointed". That doesn't mean that you remain closed mouthed about a demon that has infiltrated your church, your life. If they are truly anointed you will not be able to touch them or harm them in any way.
I have found many churches do spread ignorance and accept any and every "preacher" simply because they look good and sound good. "If you can't say something good 'bout somebody, don't say anything at all." None sense! Just how are people going to know? You knew she sent that letter to me smeared in her fecal matter and you never said a mumbling word.
"Never speak ill of the dead." You were too afraid to reveal them while they were living and you are going to continue to let them hold you hostage from the grave. Why? Because this truth is too incredible? Because the devil told you that no one will care. Because you falsely believe that GOD is to busy to care about you.
"Some things should be kept secret for the good of the family. Take dat tuh yo' grave." Hogwash directly from satan's mouth. GOD is going to have His way and you will know.
I am going to say something that I have known my entire life. "Black" people are a truly cursed people. "We crush each other into fine little pieces until there is nothing left but dust." We cry victim, we cry foul, we cry racism. Certainly black people are the most hated people on this planet earth. 61 years of life has taught me that my greatest enemies have been members of my own race, members of my own family.
My mother taught me to be racist, blamed everything on white people. It was my mother that called lawyer Richie Smith and deliberately sabotaged my effort to be the first black paralegal in the city of Fayetteville, NC. I made the highest score on the exam, was in fact very beautiful, an intellectual genius. But, I was attached, tethered to a back stabbing whore. A woman that refused to love me, but felt duty bound to destroy me because she blamed me, blamed us, for ruining her life.
My entire life has been consumed with fighting this demon, this thing attempting to lead me astray. This fawning, slobbering "I love you to death" mother. This perfect sham, this apparition, this shriveled up imp for satan.
When I finally came into the full GOD revealed truth about Martha I was outraged. I was consumed with anger and regret reflecting on what might have been. What if I had gotten away at 17. I would have taken all my writing, my prose and poetry with me and she would not have been able to destroy it. Perhaps I would have had the opportunity to met a real man to marry.
If I had gotten away at 17 she would not have been able to destroy my master's thesis at 33. I was consumed with "what ifs" until GOD told me that everything was going to be alright. That He would restore me. But most importantly, He told me that I had the victory! I have Christ Jesus alive and well in my heart. I have the Holy Ghost. No man can take it, no man or woman can imitate it.
That's poor Martha's fate, she is an imitation Christian. She will never be able to stand before GOD and declare His goodness with any conviction. She may ignore my blogs, remain hardened and in contempt. The accolades from her church, children, friends and relatives may continue to come, but she knows they are just as phony as she is.
Some in my family may continue to hate me, rebuke and scorn me. Not one, not a single one of them can call me a liar! Perhaps they don't want the world to know that they went to Martha, to Madame Watson for "roots". Perhaps they are caught up in their own webs of deceit.
All black people know that we are taught at a very early age to be very careful of who's food we eat. Also to be careful of the person you share your dreams with. We all know that look of envy and sick jealousy. We were all told that you can trust a n***** about as far as you can throw him.
There is one thing black people do not agree on. Most don't think that enemy is in our house. Most importantly, not your own mother. We repeat stupid made up facts like; "Black people don't do things like that. Black women don't do such things." Based on what, your own limited personal experience?
Some have told me that this is something the world doesn't need to know. That I should forget it, forgive her and move on. Well, I don't listen to you. I listen the voice of my LORD and Savior. I listen to the one who has sustained me, saved me, blessed me and made me whole.
Is there trouble in your life? Do you feel down, lost and defeated? Do you suffer with unexplainable fears?
I suggest you study your Bible. Jesus said; "Your enemies shall be of your own household."
Thank You Jesus! Thank you for delivering me and setting me Free! "What GOD has done for others He will do for you." Trust Him!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Friday, May 17, 2013
Ladies and gentlemen we...
interrupt this broadcast to bring you a WORD from the LORD.
GOD is not worried, He is not troubled by you little demons and imps trying to block His blessings from His children. GOD has His eye on this world. His eye is on every evil doer. He let you play and have your way. Your time is up! GOD is sick and tired of your mess. He is tired of your lies. He is tired of you hiding behind His cross to run your schemes and scams.
This day, this very day, your life is being weighed in the balances and found wanting. GOD wants you to confess to your sins. Confess to the little children you hurt. Admit that you were foolish. Admit that you were duped by satan. Admit you played the vicious, ferocious, ravenous imp for your own gain and your own pleasure.
It is time to man or woman up. It is time to find some courage. "This very night your soul may be required of thee." Are you ready to go? Is your soul right? Did you ever bother to get right with GOD? Are you going out lying, scheming and screaming? Are you still screaming "LIAR!" to that precious little girl you did nothing for, but harmed. Are you going out blaming others for your sins?
Do you still hate GOD's Truth? Are you too embarrassed, too ashamed? Why be embarrassed now? You weren't too embarrassed to visit that graveyard to gather your "dust" so you could play GOD. You weren't too embarrassed to commit the unthinkable and repulsive.
You should be strong enough to take a little shame. You shamed your daddy claiming he committed suicide. You shamed your sons. (I will not say why and how here) You shamed your daughter, stalked and terrorized her for 62 years.
"MENE,MENE,TEKEL,UPHARSIN" Martha can you read the hand writing on the wall? " GOD has numbered the days of your reign and brought it to an end." (Daniel 5:24- 26) Look hard, review your life quickly. Can you read the hand writhing on the wall? If GOD called you home today, would you be ready? Would you be ready to lay down your heavy burdens and go be with the LORD?
Do you know you shall spend eternity in the burning hell you created for others unless you repent?
GOD interrupted this broadcast in order to save you. GOD is interrupting your life, your smugness,your pride, your fake phony existence , to ask you one more time to get right. You can stand on your pride and lies and go straight to hell. Or you can finally humble yourself and give your all to Christ.
GOD is interrupting your false security, your false impressions. He is interrupting your life one more time before He closes the door forever.
GOD can not lie and He can NOT lose. He ripped your cloak off Mathy Jane and left you standing before the entire world naked. Are you going to try and grab another cloak, gather some sheep's wool? Are you going to continue to lie? To claim you did the best you could? Will you continue to hate GOD? to hate your father and your daughter?
Will you ever say that you are sorry for the despicable life you have lived?
After reading this you can go back to your life of disbelief and lying, of cloaking and enabling. I assure you that if GOD touches your heart with a finger of love you will never be the same. That is my prayer in Jesus' Mighty Name.
Praise the LORD!
Thank You Jesus!
Hallelujah!
"Come by here LORD somebody needs you!"
"Surely I come Quickly." Amen. Even so, come LORD Jesus. (Revelation 22:20b)
GOD is not worried, He is not troubled by you little demons and imps trying to block His blessings from His children. GOD has His eye on this world. His eye is on every evil doer. He let you play and have your way. Your time is up! GOD is sick and tired of your mess. He is tired of your lies. He is tired of you hiding behind His cross to run your schemes and scams.
This day, this very day, your life is being weighed in the balances and found wanting. GOD wants you to confess to your sins. Confess to the little children you hurt. Admit that you were foolish. Admit that you were duped by satan. Admit you played the vicious, ferocious, ravenous imp for your own gain and your own pleasure.
It is time to man or woman up. It is time to find some courage. "This very night your soul may be required of thee." Are you ready to go? Is your soul right? Did you ever bother to get right with GOD? Are you going out lying, scheming and screaming? Are you still screaming "LIAR!" to that precious little girl you did nothing for, but harmed. Are you going out blaming others for your sins?
Do you still hate GOD's Truth? Are you too embarrassed, too ashamed? Why be embarrassed now? You weren't too embarrassed to visit that graveyard to gather your "dust" so you could play GOD. You weren't too embarrassed to commit the unthinkable and repulsive.
You should be strong enough to take a little shame. You shamed your daddy claiming he committed suicide. You shamed your sons. (I will not say why and how here) You shamed your daughter, stalked and terrorized her for 62 years.
"MENE,MENE,TEKEL,UPHARSIN" Martha can you read the hand writing on the wall? " GOD has numbered the days of your reign and brought it to an end." (Daniel 5:24- 26) Look hard, review your life quickly. Can you read the hand writhing on the wall? If GOD called you home today, would you be ready? Would you be ready to lay down your heavy burdens and go be with the LORD?
Do you know you shall spend eternity in the burning hell you created for others unless you repent?
GOD interrupted this broadcast in order to save you. GOD is interrupting your life, your smugness,your pride, your fake phony existence , to ask you one more time to get right. You can stand on your pride and lies and go straight to hell. Or you can finally humble yourself and give your all to Christ.
GOD is interrupting your false security, your false impressions. He is interrupting your life one more time before He closes the door forever.
GOD can not lie and He can NOT lose. He ripped your cloak off Mathy Jane and left you standing before the entire world naked. Are you going to try and grab another cloak, gather some sheep's wool? Are you going to continue to lie? To claim you did the best you could? Will you continue to hate GOD? to hate your father and your daughter?
Will you ever say that you are sorry for the despicable life you have lived?
After reading this you can go back to your life of disbelief and lying, of cloaking and enabling. I assure you that if GOD touches your heart with a finger of love you will never be the same. That is my prayer in Jesus' Mighty Name.
Praise the LORD!
Thank You Jesus!
Hallelujah!
"Come by here LORD somebody needs you!"
"Surely I come Quickly." Amen. Even so, come LORD Jesus. (Revelation 22:20b)
Surely God is able!
Dear LORD thank you for sending me this song. Thank you for your WORDS. "He is a friend to the friendless" Dear LORD they "de-friended" me because they don't want to know your Truth. "He will be a mother to the motherless." I have been motherless for my entire life. Born just a pile of flesh, a blood clot, that Martha Jane Walters did not want. She could have just neglected me and gone on her merry way. No, that wasn't cruel enough for her, it wasn't painful or sadistic enough for her. What better scheme in the world? Play intelligent devoted classy mother in public while living out her demonic sadist fantasies in private. Commit atrocity after atrocity, secretly laughing while getting your narcissistic supply. Pretend to love the LORD. Preach and pray like an angel from heaven knowing full well how much you hate GOD. Hate all goodness, all righteousness. Dare GOD to "out" you, to do anything to you. Dare Him to reveal His Holy WORD by exposing your sick demented life. Trust people to ignore GOD's Prophesy forever. Continue to scorn GOD and die!
GOD told me to do something Radical, to be a Radical for Christ. He told me to make demons bow down! I'm a Radical! I am on fire with the Holy Ghost! GOD's anointing is upon me! All those that want to continue to sit up under a demon pretending that she is something she is not, can go right ahead. All those that refuse to look at the deep trenches she left in your flesh, may the Dear LORD continue to have mercy on you, to heal you.
My prayer is that my family, the Walters Family, finally stand up to evil, stand up to all demonic forces. Look that demon in her eyes and tell her GOD's Gospel Truth. Tell her that she won't get away. Stop laughing with her when she ridicules you. Stop believing her lies. Stop believing that she has some money stashed away for you.
Do believe that GOD is Able. That He will carry you through, protect you and bless you abundantly.
Praise the LORD! Dear LORD thank you for allowing me to be a Radical for Christ!
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, Jerome Walters)
GOD told me to do something Radical, to be a Radical for Christ. He told me to make demons bow down! I'm a Radical! I am on fire with the Holy Ghost! GOD's anointing is upon me! All those that want to continue to sit up under a demon pretending that she is something she is not, can go right ahead. All those that refuse to look at the deep trenches she left in your flesh, may the Dear LORD continue to have mercy on you, to heal you.
My prayer is that my family, the Walters Family, finally stand up to evil, stand up to all demonic forces. Look that demon in her eyes and tell her GOD's Gospel Truth. Tell her that she won't get away. Stop laughing with her when she ridicules you. Stop believing her lies. Stop believing that she has some money stashed away for you.
Do believe that GOD is Able. That He will carry you through, protect you and bless you abundantly.
Praise the LORD! Dear LORD thank you for allowing me to be a Radical for Christ!
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, Jerome Walters)
"You might get by...
but you won't get away!" It's a fact. It's an admonishment that can be traced back to slavery. Four million blacks were still held in bondage until 1865. Please don't believe that they spent all their time picking cotton, "skinning and grinning" and trying to please Ole Massa.
Common sense and wisdom is something that no power, no principality can deprive a "people" of. Yes, descendants of many Africans were held in captivity, deprived of what could have been beautiful fruitful lives. Old master could not stop them from thinking, from observing, from predicting the out come for all evil doers.
I clearly remember my grandmother making that declaration many times. I can still hear her, see her in my mind's eyes. My grandmother died in 1954. That would make me three years old. I will tell you right now I came to this earth observing, listening, evaluating and waiting. Yes, waiting, waiting "for such a time as this".
"Look at dem old eyes. Dat gal been heah befo'" ; declared my grandmother many times.
I'm so excited! I'm so happy!I'm so blessed! Almighty GOD compels me to share the Joy of His Prophecy with you. GOD told me to tell you to never give up. To "stand your ground". Don't get tired children. Yes, evil will wear you down, But, don't let it wear you out. Remain patient, vigilant, full of faith knowing that GOD holds you in the hollow of His hand.
For some reason the best and the brightest of the devil's imps do not believe they will ever get caught or can be stopped. Their longevity fuels their stupidity. Getting away with sick repugnant evil for 87 years does not guarantee that you are safe. It just means that GOD has been extremely patient with you. GOD loves you and wants to redeem you from a life of sin, of pure demonic ignorance.
I look back over my life of 61 years and shout; "Hallelujah!" "Praise the LORD!" Woman you were committing the sickest most repulsive crimes against nature and man in the 30s, 40s, 50s and 60s. Crimes against nature and man that this evil world has yet to catch up with.
Did you really think some dust off of a murdered man's grave, and your "Lost Book of Moses", would protect you? I'm here to tell you none of that ignorant primitive crap ever protected you or gave you any power. You got away so long because no one wanted to believe you were capable of such. People wanted to love you, to believe that you loved the LORD. Your children wanted to believe that you were in fact a good mother, a good daughter.
Yes, almost all still remain silent. Still in shock horrified by this excruciatingly painful truth. GOD "slow walked you down" Mathy. GOD took His own sweet time before He revealed you to the world. Now that you have been "outed" what are you going to do? Are you going to keep screaming; "Liar! Liar!"? Are you going to pray and fast? Will you ever prostrate yourself on His alter and say; "Dear LORD forgive me for I have sinned."? Will you ever apologize to the family you destroyed? To those five sons, that one daughter?
Will you ever come to know the redemptive power of His love? Mathy Jane you did nothing but wrong for 87 years. You were selfish, greedy and uncivilized. You have lived the life of an out of control monster, a reckless reprobate. You have the nerve to remain stoic, rigid and defiant, holding on to your "goofer dust". Demanding loyalty and silence. Demanding to be defended by the very people you polluted and decimated.
The prayers of Jerome Walters can't help you. You MURDERED him! My brothers can't help you. You reduced them to little boys that can't think without your permission. Your host of grandchildren, great grandchildren, nieces and nephews can't help you. Almighty GOD is your only recourse. Humble yourself and ask for GOD's tender mercy.
Dear LORD have mercy on the life of Martha Jane Walters. Forgive her of her many sins, of a life of complete debauchery and mayhem. Forgive her of her stupidity and ignorance. Forgive the blind, deaf and dumb that still defend her, that still don't believe in your WORD.
Give them all courage LORD. Prop them up on every leaning side. Help them to grasp your mighty Truth.
Take these facts with you today children: "You might get by but you won't get away!" GOD will slow walk you down. He will wait patiently for you to come to His marvelous light.
Martha you did everything "inconceivably" possible to destroy my life. The sickest sadist sex abuse in the entire world. No little girl should ever be forced to carry the heavy burden of being violated by her own mother and stepfather. Yes, that was bad enough. But to follow me into adulthood, stalking me and crucifying me on the sly. You did it falsely believing that I had no GOD on my side, no protector, no seeing eye.
Those that want to know my truth, my testimony, will know. Those that love GOD will be protected from your evil reach. No, it is not too late. It is never too late. "To GOD be the Glory!"
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceeding proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Common sense and wisdom is something that no power, no principality can deprive a "people" of. Yes, descendants of many Africans were held in captivity, deprived of what could have been beautiful fruitful lives. Old master could not stop them from thinking, from observing, from predicting the out come for all evil doers.
I clearly remember my grandmother making that declaration many times. I can still hear her, see her in my mind's eyes. My grandmother died in 1954. That would make me three years old. I will tell you right now I came to this earth observing, listening, evaluating and waiting. Yes, waiting, waiting "for such a time as this".
"Look at dem old eyes. Dat gal been heah befo'" ; declared my grandmother many times.
I'm so excited! I'm so happy!I'm so blessed! Almighty GOD compels me to share the Joy of His Prophecy with you. GOD told me to tell you to never give up. To "stand your ground". Don't get tired children. Yes, evil will wear you down, But, don't let it wear you out. Remain patient, vigilant, full of faith knowing that GOD holds you in the hollow of His hand.
For some reason the best and the brightest of the devil's imps do not believe they will ever get caught or can be stopped. Their longevity fuels their stupidity. Getting away with sick repugnant evil for 87 years does not guarantee that you are safe. It just means that GOD has been extremely patient with you. GOD loves you and wants to redeem you from a life of sin, of pure demonic ignorance.
I look back over my life of 61 years and shout; "Hallelujah!" "Praise the LORD!" Woman you were committing the sickest most repulsive crimes against nature and man in the 30s, 40s, 50s and 60s. Crimes against nature and man that this evil world has yet to catch up with.
Did you really think some dust off of a murdered man's grave, and your "Lost Book of Moses", would protect you? I'm here to tell you none of that ignorant primitive crap ever protected you or gave you any power. You got away so long because no one wanted to believe you were capable of such. People wanted to love you, to believe that you loved the LORD. Your children wanted to believe that you were in fact a good mother, a good daughter.
Yes, almost all still remain silent. Still in shock horrified by this excruciatingly painful truth. GOD "slow walked you down" Mathy. GOD took His own sweet time before He revealed you to the world. Now that you have been "outed" what are you going to do? Are you going to keep screaming; "Liar! Liar!"? Are you going to pray and fast? Will you ever prostrate yourself on His alter and say; "Dear LORD forgive me for I have sinned."? Will you ever apologize to the family you destroyed? To those five sons, that one daughter?
Will you ever come to know the redemptive power of His love? Mathy Jane you did nothing but wrong for 87 years. You were selfish, greedy and uncivilized. You have lived the life of an out of control monster, a reckless reprobate. You have the nerve to remain stoic, rigid and defiant, holding on to your "goofer dust". Demanding loyalty and silence. Demanding to be defended by the very people you polluted and decimated.
The prayers of Jerome Walters can't help you. You MURDERED him! My brothers can't help you. You reduced them to little boys that can't think without your permission. Your host of grandchildren, great grandchildren, nieces and nephews can't help you. Almighty GOD is your only recourse. Humble yourself and ask for GOD's tender mercy.
Dear LORD have mercy on the life of Martha Jane Walters. Forgive her of her many sins, of a life of complete debauchery and mayhem. Forgive her of her stupidity and ignorance. Forgive the blind, deaf and dumb that still defend her, that still don't believe in your WORD.
Give them all courage LORD. Prop them up on every leaning side. Help them to grasp your mighty Truth.
Take these facts with you today children: "You might get by but you won't get away!" GOD will slow walk you down. He will wait patiently for you to come to His marvelous light.
Martha you did everything "inconceivably" possible to destroy my life. The sickest sadist sex abuse in the entire world. No little girl should ever be forced to carry the heavy burden of being violated by her own mother and stepfather. Yes, that was bad enough. But to follow me into adulthood, stalking me and crucifying me on the sly. You did it falsely believing that I had no GOD on my side, no protector, no seeing eye.
Those that want to know my truth, my testimony, will know. Those that love GOD will be protected from your evil reach. No, it is not too late. It is never too late. "To GOD be the Glory!"
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceeding proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thursday, May 16, 2013
I am not going to live a lie!
And I am not going to suffer in silence. No one should feel obligated to keep a horrible truth secret. Too many people keep "family secrets" because they were taught to. "I'd take dat to my grave!" "Don't tell nobody!" "Don't you tell nobody a muthaf****** thang dat go on in dis house!"
That advise might work on children. Some people grow into adulthood cloaking for someone they love. Some one they falsely believe loves them. If a person genuinely loves you they will never do anything to hurt you, and they would never ask you to sacrifice your salvation for them.
It is true, "misery loves company." Your tormentor is hurting, is in agonizing pain. Their only solution is to make others suffer more than they do. At some point I guess it becomes a game or for some reason they find themselves torturing automatically or habitually.
I only have one question today; "Why didn't some one stop her?" They couldn't, she was too smart. A woman equipped with that type of cunning had to get it from the devil. Impressively evil, mind boggling, mind blowing.
The good news is , you don't have to fear evil. You can make a demon bow down. And you can help the wounded to heal. Jesus commanded us to ;"Love ye one another, as I have loved you." "Love your enemies!"
I don't know why evil people waste their lives destroying and seeking revenge on the righteous. I do know that GOD will supply all my needs and restore everything the devil stole from me.
When that "circle is unbroken in the by-and-by", make sure you can rejoice with your loved ones. Make sure you lived and walked in GOD's glorious Truth.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
That advise might work on children. Some people grow into adulthood cloaking for someone they love. Some one they falsely believe loves them. If a person genuinely loves you they will never do anything to hurt you, and they would never ask you to sacrifice your salvation for them.
It is true, "misery loves company." Your tormentor is hurting, is in agonizing pain. Their only solution is to make others suffer more than they do. At some point I guess it becomes a game or for some reason they find themselves torturing automatically or habitually.
I only have one question today; "Why didn't some one stop her?" They couldn't, she was too smart. A woman equipped with that type of cunning had to get it from the devil. Impressively evil, mind boggling, mind blowing.
The good news is , you don't have to fear evil. You can make a demon bow down. And you can help the wounded to heal. Jesus commanded us to ;"Love ye one another, as I have loved you." "Love your enemies!"
I don't know why evil people waste their lives destroying and seeking revenge on the righteous. I do know that GOD will supply all my needs and restore everything the devil stole from me.
When that "circle is unbroken in the by-and-by", make sure you can rejoice with your loved ones. Make sure you lived and walked in GOD's glorious Truth.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
Poor Martha!
Poor Martha could never win for losing. For 87 years she has made all the wrong choices. She chose to hate instead of love, to tear down instead of build up, to lie rather than tell the truth.
Poor Martha has never grown up, at 87 she has the emotional maturity of an eight year old. What happened to Martha? How did she become such a twisted, low, common individual? Yes, she was severely raped at eight years old. She told me that and I believe her. Not because she told me, but a friend of the family.
Does that explain her pedophilia and disturbing sexual proclivities? I would assume so. Did she have an awful childhood? She believes she did. Claimed she was tortured by the dark skinned children in her community. She said they would surround her and pick at her for being "yalla". "Black is honest! But yalla is so low down!"; they taunted. They would grab her and undo her long red braids and send her home running with a huge red afro looking like Bozo the clown. Martha has never liked dark skinned people, including her own children.
What did Martha want to do with her life? She was certainly very beautiful and quite brilliant. The Cumberland County Board of Education put her out of Armstrong High School for getting pregnant at 16. Her eloquent well thought of father appealed to the board and dispelled their logic. "The fact that my daughter is pregnant is all the more reason she needs and education."
Martha had a father that did everything for her, loved her and nurtured her, never waived. "My daddy used to suck the snot out of my nose with his mouth when I was a baby. Dey didn't know what an aspirator was."
She delivered three babies out of wedlock. She said her parents never complained, never said a word. Her parents loved her children just like they were their own. In fact they loved them better than she did.
Martha also considered herself to be a great con artist. "I sold n****** lip reducing cream when I was 16. It was just cold cream in a jar. I made my own labels. (Did it work?) Hell no!...I wud jest make out hi dey lips wuz gettin' smaller every time I seen'um."
Poor Martha always thought her color, hair, charm and wit entitled her to do anything. She always thought that she should have everything and the rest of the world should have nothing. Did Martha hate herself, find herself disgusting? I know she did.
I ran across this term again yesterday; "psychological projection". This term was coined by Sigmund Freud. When a person can not accept the wrong they've done they project on to some one else. That certainly explains why my mother always cast me as a sneaky snake. She was the sneaky snake, quietly destroying us piece by piece.
The worse thing 16 year old psychologically damaged Martha could do was get involved in the occult. But she did it any way. My poor family has suffered her entire life. We have been made to suffer for her wrong choices, for her lies. It is time for this madness to stop. It is time for all involved to stop living in denial. It is time for all of us to stand up against evil. Stop playing games. Accept GOD's undisputed Truth. If Martha never comes around, never repents of her sins, never accepts Jesus Christ as her savior, that's own her.
Don't you miss out on your blessing. Don't you let her keep you out of the Kingdom. There is nothing to defend. She is an abomination. You have nothing to be ashamed of. Pray and ask GOD to deliver you from such people.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Poor Martha has never grown up, at 87 she has the emotional maturity of an eight year old. What happened to Martha? How did she become such a twisted, low, common individual? Yes, she was severely raped at eight years old. She told me that and I believe her. Not because she told me, but a friend of the family.
Does that explain her pedophilia and disturbing sexual proclivities? I would assume so. Did she have an awful childhood? She believes she did. Claimed she was tortured by the dark skinned children in her community. She said they would surround her and pick at her for being "yalla". "Black is honest! But yalla is so low down!"; they taunted. They would grab her and undo her long red braids and send her home running with a huge red afro looking like Bozo the clown. Martha has never liked dark skinned people, including her own children.
What did Martha want to do with her life? She was certainly very beautiful and quite brilliant. The Cumberland County Board of Education put her out of Armstrong High School for getting pregnant at 16. Her eloquent well thought of father appealed to the board and dispelled their logic. "The fact that my daughter is pregnant is all the more reason she needs and education."
Martha had a father that did everything for her, loved her and nurtured her, never waived. "My daddy used to suck the snot out of my nose with his mouth when I was a baby. Dey didn't know what an aspirator was."
She delivered three babies out of wedlock. She said her parents never complained, never said a word. Her parents loved her children just like they were their own. In fact they loved them better than she did.
Martha also considered herself to be a great con artist. "I sold n****** lip reducing cream when I was 16. It was just cold cream in a jar. I made my own labels. (Did it work?) Hell no!...I wud jest make out hi dey lips wuz gettin' smaller every time I seen'um."
Poor Martha always thought her color, hair, charm and wit entitled her to do anything. She always thought that she should have everything and the rest of the world should have nothing. Did Martha hate herself, find herself disgusting? I know she did.
I ran across this term again yesterday; "psychological projection". This term was coined by Sigmund Freud. When a person can not accept the wrong they've done they project on to some one else. That certainly explains why my mother always cast me as a sneaky snake. She was the sneaky snake, quietly destroying us piece by piece.
The worse thing 16 year old psychologically damaged Martha could do was get involved in the occult. But she did it any way. My poor family has suffered her entire life. We have been made to suffer for her wrong choices, for her lies. It is time for this madness to stop. It is time for all involved to stop living in denial. It is time for all of us to stand up against evil. Stop playing games. Accept GOD's undisputed Truth. If Martha never comes around, never repents of her sins, never accepts Jesus Christ as her savior, that's own her.
Don't you miss out on your blessing. Don't you let her keep you out of the Kingdom. There is nothing to defend. She is an abomination. You have nothing to be ashamed of. Pray and ask GOD to deliver you from such people.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
"You remember too much!"
She screeched in that same hateful condescending tone she had used for 59 years to control me. That was the voice she used when she wanted to make me cry. I knew it well. It was a harsh stinging lash from her two edged tongue. She used that voice to remind me of how despicably black I was, how dumb I was,unfortunate, unlucky, poor, broke. That was the voice she used to tell me that the world would reject me. It was that voice that taught my brothers to hate me.
The sweet feminine siren was reserved for conning, conniving and manipulation. That was the voice she used to call me every June 4th to sing Happy Birthday so sweetly. To tell me how I was the most beautiful baby she had ever seen. To remind me that I was born "yalla" with freckles. How I had this one huge black spot on my back. How everyone in the hospital told her I was going to turn black. "Sho nuff you turned black as a crow jest lak dey said you wud!" In the most caring melodious motherly tone she would tell me every year how she came up with my name. "I named you Rachel because I knew who would have to take care of you and I named you Gwendolyn because I thought that was the most beautiful name I ever heard."
After reciting the whole sorry saga of how my father abandoned her, refused to accept his manly duty, she would apologize for not having any money to send me a gift or a card. My mother always drove a flashy new Cadillac and wore the finest clothes, but my birthday always fell at the wrong time. She had to pay her taxes or needed a new roof. It was always something. She always knew what I would say. "That's alright mother. I love you. I know you love me. I don't need a gift."
Yes, I remember too much. It is indeed an incredible miracle how much I can recall. I have clear memories starting at age two. It is as if GOD put a video recorder in my brain. But, you need to remember some things. You need to remember that GOD is just and can not lie. "What is done in the dark shall surely come to light." You need to remember ; "...that we should be holy and without blame before Him." (Ephesians 1:4b) You should remember ;"For GOD hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love and of a sound mind." (2nd Timothy 1:7)
I remember that GOD is good! I remember to put all my trust in Him! I remember ;"...behold , I come quickly; and my reward is with me, to give every man according as his work shall be." (Revelation 22:12)
Peace!
The sweet feminine siren was reserved for conning, conniving and manipulation. That was the voice she used to call me every June 4th to sing Happy Birthday so sweetly. To tell me how I was the most beautiful baby she had ever seen. To remind me that I was born "yalla" with freckles. How I had this one huge black spot on my back. How everyone in the hospital told her I was going to turn black. "Sho nuff you turned black as a crow jest lak dey said you wud!" In the most caring melodious motherly tone she would tell me every year how she came up with my name. "I named you Rachel because I knew who would have to take care of you and I named you Gwendolyn because I thought that was the most beautiful name I ever heard."
After reciting the whole sorry saga of how my father abandoned her, refused to accept his manly duty, she would apologize for not having any money to send me a gift or a card. My mother always drove a flashy new Cadillac and wore the finest clothes, but my birthday always fell at the wrong time. She had to pay her taxes or needed a new roof. It was always something. She always knew what I would say. "That's alright mother. I love you. I know you love me. I don't need a gift."
Yes, I remember too much. It is indeed an incredible miracle how much I can recall. I have clear memories starting at age two. It is as if GOD put a video recorder in my brain. But, you need to remember some things. You need to remember that GOD is just and can not lie. "What is done in the dark shall surely come to light." You need to remember ; "...that we should be holy and without blame before Him." (Ephesians 1:4b) You should remember ;"For GOD hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love and of a sound mind." (2nd Timothy 1:7)
I remember that GOD is good! I remember to put all my trust in Him! I remember ;"...behold , I come quickly; and my reward is with me, to give every man according as his work shall be." (Revelation 22:12)
Peace!
What a great getting up morning!
I got up this morning praising GOD, thanking Him for His many blessings. For rescuing me, for delivering me , for setting me Free! No, I will never stop talking about her, I will never forget. My story, my testimony is one worth telling. My life is rooted and grounded in the Holy Ghost! Every day of my life the LORD Jesus Christ has led me, protected me, warned me and kept me safe. GOD has blessed me beyond measure and given me supernatural understanding.
If you have ever doubted GOD, if you are inclined to cling to your own understanding, read this blog. GOD swooped down from heaven plucked me from the clutches of the greatest demon that ever lived. Martha Jane Walters is truly a menace to society, an evil black troll, a sneaky lying whore. There is no good in her.
"If it had not been for the LORD on my side, where would I be?" As a society we don't expect evil demons to plant themselves in the church in order to carry out their diabolical plans. We don't expect evil doers to quote scripture and expound upon the Bible. We foolishly assume that people are what they say they are.
I came to tell you, Not So! I came to tell you to put on the whole armor of GOD, seek His face, study His WORD. I am delighted this morning to tell you where He brought me from.
Many sick episodes still stand out in my mind. When I say many, I mean many, countless. I share them so you can one day grasp this mystifying evil. We traveled to Miami, Florida to visit my new stepfather's family. I was five. My new found aunt fell instantly in love with me, declared that I was a beautiful child and asked my mother if I could be the little flower girl in her wedding. She declined politely to my new aunt to be and we drove off. Just as soon as we were out of sight she went postal! My mother started cursing, spewing every kind of profanity she could think of. She was outraged by the invitation. "I ain't got no muthaf****** Money!!!!Who duh f*** she think she is! S***! I can barely take care of mysef! I ain't got no money to spend on no luddle black bastard! S***! She too f****** black anyway!" On and on, for days, for weeks, for years.
I learned early to humble myself in her presence. I could NOT be prettier, smarter. I could not be anything but her dirty dishrag, a servant, a quarry slave. I went along with her game. I actually looked forward to it. Around other people she loved me, loved us. She would declare to others; "I jest love my churin! I love me some *Sam and Gwen!"
Did I know she was lying? No, because I was full of hope that my mother would love me one day. I perfected ever talent I had attempting to win her love. I won honors for my art, handwriting. I was an "A" student. I memorized the entire Girl Scout Handbook in less than a week. I earned ever badge in the book.
Something was wrong. I couldn't make "Mother" happy. She screamed filthy foul low gutter vulgarity at me every day. She beat me, beat us viciously. She was mad. Our black a** daddies were no good. They left her. We were nothing but "crumb snatchers", burdens, something she had to feed and take care of. The color of our skin embarrassed her. "Hi cud a high yalla woman lak me have so many black a** n***** younguns?"
I didn't know that I was in competition with her? I didn't know I was being set up for failure. The rhetoric didn't fit. She said I talked too much. That my mouth ran like goose s*** by the moon light. Oh yea, we got hugs and kisses, compliments and honor in front of people. We were cherished when she had a witness. But, we caught hell and sadistic torture when out of the ear shot and eyesight of Jerome Walters.
I must admit that the rebuke and shunning I have experienced from my own family did hurt me tremendously at first. It hurt for a long time actually. "They don't believe me! They don't care!" Then it occurred to me. You are the one that GOD set free. You are the one that GOD anointed. If they want to live out their days continuously tortured and mystified by this awful demon that's on them. That is their choice. If they choose her evil cunning over GOD's Truth, it is their choice. Those that choose to live in denial may. "As for me an my house, we will serve the LORD!"
I am prancing and dancing this morning, delivered and set free! Dear LORD I thank you for the Holy Ghost! I thank you for Jerome Walters! I thank you for my story, my testimony. I thank you for your prophetic Truth!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember:"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
If you have ever doubted GOD, if you are inclined to cling to your own understanding, read this blog. GOD swooped down from heaven plucked me from the clutches of the greatest demon that ever lived. Martha Jane Walters is truly a menace to society, an evil black troll, a sneaky lying whore. There is no good in her.
"If it had not been for the LORD on my side, where would I be?" As a society we don't expect evil demons to plant themselves in the church in order to carry out their diabolical plans. We don't expect evil doers to quote scripture and expound upon the Bible. We foolishly assume that people are what they say they are.
I came to tell you, Not So! I came to tell you to put on the whole armor of GOD, seek His face, study His WORD. I am delighted this morning to tell you where He brought me from.
Many sick episodes still stand out in my mind. When I say many, I mean many, countless. I share them so you can one day grasp this mystifying evil. We traveled to Miami, Florida to visit my new stepfather's family. I was five. My new found aunt fell instantly in love with me, declared that I was a beautiful child and asked my mother if I could be the little flower girl in her wedding. She declined politely to my new aunt to be and we drove off. Just as soon as we were out of sight she went postal! My mother started cursing, spewing every kind of profanity she could think of. She was outraged by the invitation. "I ain't got no muthaf****** Money!!!!Who duh f*** she think she is! S***! I can barely take care of mysef! I ain't got no money to spend on no luddle black bastard! S***! She too f****** black anyway!" On and on, for days, for weeks, for years.
I learned early to humble myself in her presence. I could NOT be prettier, smarter. I could not be anything but her dirty dishrag, a servant, a quarry slave. I went along with her game. I actually looked forward to it. Around other people she loved me, loved us. She would declare to others; "I jest love my churin! I love me some *Sam and Gwen!"
Did I know she was lying? No, because I was full of hope that my mother would love me one day. I perfected ever talent I had attempting to win her love. I won honors for my art, handwriting. I was an "A" student. I memorized the entire Girl Scout Handbook in less than a week. I earned ever badge in the book.
Something was wrong. I couldn't make "Mother" happy. She screamed filthy foul low gutter vulgarity at me every day. She beat me, beat us viciously. She was mad. Our black a** daddies were no good. They left her. We were nothing but "crumb snatchers", burdens, something she had to feed and take care of. The color of our skin embarrassed her. "Hi cud a high yalla woman lak me have so many black a** n***** younguns?"
I didn't know that I was in competition with her? I didn't know I was being set up for failure. The rhetoric didn't fit. She said I talked too much. That my mouth ran like goose s*** by the moon light. Oh yea, we got hugs and kisses, compliments and honor in front of people. We were cherished when she had a witness. But, we caught hell and sadistic torture when out of the ear shot and eyesight of Jerome Walters.
I must admit that the rebuke and shunning I have experienced from my own family did hurt me tremendously at first. It hurt for a long time actually. "They don't believe me! They don't care!" Then it occurred to me. You are the one that GOD set free. You are the one that GOD anointed. If they want to live out their days continuously tortured and mystified by this awful demon that's on them. That is their choice. If they choose her evil cunning over GOD's Truth, it is their choice. Those that choose to live in denial may. "As for me an my house, we will serve the LORD!"
I am prancing and dancing this morning, delivered and set free! Dear LORD I thank you for the Holy Ghost! I thank you for Jerome Walters! I thank you for my story, my testimony. I thank you for your prophetic Truth!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember:"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Monday, May 13, 2013
Blocked, hemmed in, can't move
Blocked, hemmed in, can't move; describes most of my life with Martha. She was the most brilliant woman I ever knew. I was sure she could read my mind. She had all the power. You better do exactly what she said and you best not do the slightest thing to make her angry. The problem was every thing made her angry. If you did something well in school to bring her honor she hated you. (Secretly of course) If you made a mistake she got on the phone and made it a hundred times worse.
I remember standing in the kitchen listening to her tell my cousin that I flunked out of graduate school. I was in shock and disbelief. She was laughing and putting me down in my presence! The fact was, she tricked me out of graduate school.
I finally earned the mother I always wanted. I graduated from NCA&T State Un with honors. She claimed to be so proud. "Who knew a luddle black bastard like you wud be the first in the family to earn a college degree." A kind of back handed compliment to be sure, but I was foolishly proud of her words.
She gave me her old Buick La sabre. I drove to New York State University in Binghamton alone. Received my Fellowship and was treated like royalty. My mother put a phone in my room and paid the bill. A personal phone in your room in 1973 was really a luxury. My mother called me every day, talked for hours. I found a mother's love at last.
She was extraordinarily critical of the graduate school I chose. According to her everything was wrong with that school. I was doing too much work as a graduate assistant. My professors were taking too much credit for my research. Pretty soon I was in agreement with her, I needed the black experience.
I will never forget that call two weeks before the first semester ended; "You come on home baby, you come on home." Within hours I was packing my meager belonging in her Buick and headed back to North Carolina. I was running back to be smothered in my mothers love. I was immediately rebuked and criticized. I was still too dumb, too black. I was stupid, I had no game, no man would ever want me despite my luscious long thick hair and beautiful shape.
Well she won again. I was blocked, hemmed in, I couldn't move. She was 26 years older, she had the right color, the right hair. It was thin but there wasn't a kink in it. Martha is cunning and full of guile. How could any of us ever escape? With Martha it is dammed if you do and dammed if you don't. Why tell on her? No one is going to believe you. Recounting her deeds makes every one uncomfortable. Most don't believe you, consider you the greatest liar that ever lived. That makes me want to scream because she is the greatest liar that ever lived. Those that do believe you don't know what to say. Some claim they will pray for you. Most get as far away from you as they can. I'm the leper, the undesirable. It is my fault for finding myself in the clutches of such a female, the anti-mother, perhaps the Anti-Christ!
So the old c*** is still living, still lying, still manipulating. She thinks that she can't lose. No one is smarter than Martha. "You may as well give up. I can't lose for the stuff I use. You can't win for the fix you in."
She's right. They all still love her, the five sons, the grands and great grands, a host of cousins and family friends. Still duped. Martha doesn't have a care in the world. No one will ever out think her. No one will ever believe that stanking black a** lying daughter. Block her in with your abominable lies, hem her in good. Make sure that she can't move. Make sure no one in the family will ever have the courage to stand up with her and admit that she is telling the absolute truth.
Yes, Jerome Walters is dead and nothing can bring him back. So you cowards continue to let her malign him and destroy his good name so you can stay in good with her. So she won't "root" you or talk bad about you. You still want her despicable whorish love. You still want the world to believe that you enjoyed this fabulous childhood. That you are normal, every thing is great and you are happy. She reads the Bible everyday, all day. She does nothing but quote the Bible reminding you how good GOD is.
"Dont you f******* think back muthaf*****!" was her daily mantra. It worked. Don't think on your own. Don't look at her fruit. Believe every lie that comes out of her mouth and hate every one that she hates. Yes, you will be miserable. But you will have Mathy and she will call you and praise you daily. You will accept her false love as real love. You will wait on her to die so that yo will get your part of the "inheritance". The world will never believe such a creature ever existed. No one in Fayetteville, North Carolina is ever going to say a word against her. No one in Simone Temple A.M.E.Zion church will. No one in the Walters family will.
Is it a collection of low character or is it fear? Could it be collective shame? Does she have something on you? Did you get duped into doing something with her that you would rather take to your grave than share?
In the mean time GOD is helping me to break down these stumbling blocks. I refuse to be hemmed in. I can finally move. I am Free! Praise the living LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
I remember standing in the kitchen listening to her tell my cousin that I flunked out of graduate school. I was in shock and disbelief. She was laughing and putting me down in my presence! The fact was, she tricked me out of graduate school.
I finally earned the mother I always wanted. I graduated from NCA&T State Un with honors. She claimed to be so proud. "Who knew a luddle black bastard like you wud be the first in the family to earn a college degree." A kind of back handed compliment to be sure, but I was foolishly proud of her words.
She gave me her old Buick La sabre. I drove to New York State University in Binghamton alone. Received my Fellowship and was treated like royalty. My mother put a phone in my room and paid the bill. A personal phone in your room in 1973 was really a luxury. My mother called me every day, talked for hours. I found a mother's love at last.
She was extraordinarily critical of the graduate school I chose. According to her everything was wrong with that school. I was doing too much work as a graduate assistant. My professors were taking too much credit for my research. Pretty soon I was in agreement with her, I needed the black experience.
I will never forget that call two weeks before the first semester ended; "You come on home baby, you come on home." Within hours I was packing my meager belonging in her Buick and headed back to North Carolina. I was running back to be smothered in my mothers love. I was immediately rebuked and criticized. I was still too dumb, too black. I was stupid, I had no game, no man would ever want me despite my luscious long thick hair and beautiful shape.
Well she won again. I was blocked, hemmed in, I couldn't move. She was 26 years older, she had the right color, the right hair. It was thin but there wasn't a kink in it. Martha is cunning and full of guile. How could any of us ever escape? With Martha it is dammed if you do and dammed if you don't. Why tell on her? No one is going to believe you. Recounting her deeds makes every one uncomfortable. Most don't believe you, consider you the greatest liar that ever lived. That makes me want to scream because she is the greatest liar that ever lived. Those that do believe you don't know what to say. Some claim they will pray for you. Most get as far away from you as they can. I'm the leper, the undesirable. It is my fault for finding myself in the clutches of such a female, the anti-mother, perhaps the Anti-Christ!
So the old c*** is still living, still lying, still manipulating. She thinks that she can't lose. No one is smarter than Martha. "You may as well give up. I can't lose for the stuff I use. You can't win for the fix you in."
She's right. They all still love her, the five sons, the grands and great grands, a host of cousins and family friends. Still duped. Martha doesn't have a care in the world. No one will ever out think her. No one will ever believe that stanking black a** lying daughter. Block her in with your abominable lies, hem her in good. Make sure that she can't move. Make sure no one in the family will ever have the courage to stand up with her and admit that she is telling the absolute truth.
Yes, Jerome Walters is dead and nothing can bring him back. So you cowards continue to let her malign him and destroy his good name so you can stay in good with her. So she won't "root" you or talk bad about you. You still want her despicable whorish love. You still want the world to believe that you enjoyed this fabulous childhood. That you are normal, every thing is great and you are happy. She reads the Bible everyday, all day. She does nothing but quote the Bible reminding you how good GOD is.
"Dont you f******* think back muthaf*****!" was her daily mantra. It worked. Don't think on your own. Don't look at her fruit. Believe every lie that comes out of her mouth and hate every one that she hates. Yes, you will be miserable. But you will have Mathy and she will call you and praise you daily. You will accept her false love as real love. You will wait on her to die so that yo will get your part of the "inheritance". The world will never believe such a creature ever existed. No one in Fayetteville, North Carolina is ever going to say a word against her. No one in Simone Temple A.M.E.Zion church will. No one in the Walters family will.
Is it a collection of low character or is it fear? Could it be collective shame? Does she have something on you? Did you get duped into doing something with her that you would rather take to your grave than share?
In the mean time GOD is helping me to break down these stumbling blocks. I refuse to be hemmed in. I can finally move. I am Free! Praise the living LORD!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Sunday, May 12, 2013
"Happy Mother's Day!"
Happy Mother's Day to all the good mothers, to all the people that love freely, nurture and attend to the needs of our innocent children. Mother's Day is a day set aside to give honor and glory to all the deserving mothers.
This is not a day for the insidious, hopeless females that gave birth and resorted to torture and neglect. This is not a day for the impostors, posers and evil doers.
Martha Jane Walters this is not your day. You have no right to celebrate. You have no right to claim; "I did the best I could." You have no right to blame your treachery on the many men that left you. You also have no right to remain in the dark hidden from world view. You have no right to claim that you are the victim.
You have never been one to accept responsibility for your own actions. Never! You have no right to hate the "Truth tellers", the "admonishers". You have no right to hate those that only tried to love you despite your extreme cruelty and psychosis.
This is my Mother's Day, a time for me to celebrate with my beautiful brilliant daughter. The beautiful child GOD blessed me with and equipped me with the nature to love and nurture her. I count that a miracle considering my upbringing.
I do thank you for not murdering me, for not flushing me down the toilet as you did five of my siblings. I do thank you for my grandfather, Jerome Walters, my true mother. He mothered me like a mother hen. He protected me and brought me up in the fear and admiration of the LORD. I salute JEROME WALTERS TODAY! I salute all the good people GOD placed on this earth to stand in the gap for His lost unloved children.
My grandfather will not be robbed of his good name. You will not continue to shame him claiming that he committed suicide. How dare you be so cruel and ignorant. How dare you be so blind, deaf and dumb. How dare you pretend to be a minister of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. How dare you hold your whole family hostage while pretending and feigning innocence.
Make no mistake Martha, GOD has His eye on you. You will not escape His wrath. You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth. I pray for those still blinded by your charm and charisma, brains still scrambled, dazed and confused by your multiple personalities.
You refuse to come to repentance still claiming you have been wronged, lied on, the victim of some one's jealousy. You know the Truth! Yet you hide behind feigned outrage. You cry crocodile tears and seek refuge in the arms of those you damaged, maligned and eviscerated. You have the nerve to stay on the phone complaining about your six children. You tell the world that we are "no-sense-ED", worthless, stupid and still burdens. You know what you did to my five brothers. Yet you claim to be the victim. GOD is watching you!
You know it, but you don't care, you can't care. You don't believe in a loving GOD. You only believe in Mathy Jane. You told me that you didn't care if no one came to your funeral knowing full well that the simpletons will still come. The selfish and uncaring and unbelieving will come. Those looking for a handout will come. No, you won't be forgotten. I can not say that you will be missed. GOD told you that the wicked will cease from troubling.
You will cease from troubling one day. Your long tentacles of hatred , plots and schemes will not reach me one day. I do pray that GOD will continue to heal that little girl you hated, abused sexually, physically, emotionally and psychologically.
Don't continue to say that you didn't know any better. Your brilliant demonic subterfuge proves you did. I know you haven't stopped. I know you hate me, hate your daddy and every one you perceive to be better.
You hate any and every one that truly loves the LORD.
You are full of hatred and lies because you are wicked enough to blame GOD for your poor decisions. You hate GOD for every pregnancy. You told me that you hate your first son for ruining your life. I don't know why he doesn't know, why he seems to remain clueless. I don't know why my two brothers that you harmed the most still love you and cling to you.
Don't you dare celebrate today Martha. I suggest you spend the day on your knees begging GOD to forgive you. Spend the day telling the truth! Spend the day shedding the layers of evil. Come out of the closet and prostrate yourself on His alter. Come to the throne of Grace repentant, desiring to be filled with His goodness. Pray to never tell another lie, to stop manipulating, to not relish in the joy inflicting severe pain gives you.
Pray to finally become human, to become honest, to become a true child of Almighty GOD.
Dear LORD in heaven thank you for the greatest "mother" in the world, JEROME WALTERS!
Stay in His WORD children. Be abundantly blessed today. Remember:"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
This is not a day for the insidious, hopeless females that gave birth and resorted to torture and neglect. This is not a day for the impostors, posers and evil doers.
Martha Jane Walters this is not your day. You have no right to celebrate. You have no right to claim; "I did the best I could." You have no right to blame your treachery on the many men that left you. You also have no right to remain in the dark hidden from world view. You have no right to claim that you are the victim.
You have never been one to accept responsibility for your own actions. Never! You have no right to hate the "Truth tellers", the "admonishers". You have no right to hate those that only tried to love you despite your extreme cruelty and psychosis.
This is my Mother's Day, a time for me to celebrate with my beautiful brilliant daughter. The beautiful child GOD blessed me with and equipped me with the nature to love and nurture her. I count that a miracle considering my upbringing.
I do thank you for not murdering me, for not flushing me down the toilet as you did five of my siblings. I do thank you for my grandfather, Jerome Walters, my true mother. He mothered me like a mother hen. He protected me and brought me up in the fear and admiration of the LORD. I salute JEROME WALTERS TODAY! I salute all the good people GOD placed on this earth to stand in the gap for His lost unloved children.
My grandfather will not be robbed of his good name. You will not continue to shame him claiming that he committed suicide. How dare you be so cruel and ignorant. How dare you be so blind, deaf and dumb. How dare you pretend to be a minister of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. How dare you hold your whole family hostage while pretending and feigning innocence.
Make no mistake Martha, GOD has His eye on you. You will not escape His wrath. You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth. I pray for those still blinded by your charm and charisma, brains still scrambled, dazed and confused by your multiple personalities.
You refuse to come to repentance still claiming you have been wronged, lied on, the victim of some one's jealousy. You know the Truth! Yet you hide behind feigned outrage. You cry crocodile tears and seek refuge in the arms of those you damaged, maligned and eviscerated. You have the nerve to stay on the phone complaining about your six children. You tell the world that we are "no-sense-ED", worthless, stupid and still burdens. You know what you did to my five brothers. Yet you claim to be the victim. GOD is watching you!
You know it, but you don't care, you can't care. You don't believe in a loving GOD. You only believe in Mathy Jane. You told me that you didn't care if no one came to your funeral knowing full well that the simpletons will still come. The selfish and uncaring and unbelieving will come. Those looking for a handout will come. No, you won't be forgotten. I can not say that you will be missed. GOD told you that the wicked will cease from troubling.
You will cease from troubling one day. Your long tentacles of hatred , plots and schemes will not reach me one day. I do pray that GOD will continue to heal that little girl you hated, abused sexually, physically, emotionally and psychologically.
Don't continue to say that you didn't know any better. Your brilliant demonic subterfuge proves you did. I know you haven't stopped. I know you hate me, hate your daddy and every one you perceive to be better.
You hate any and every one that truly loves the LORD.
You are full of hatred and lies because you are wicked enough to blame GOD for your poor decisions. You hate GOD for every pregnancy. You told me that you hate your first son for ruining your life. I don't know why he doesn't know, why he seems to remain clueless. I don't know why my two brothers that you harmed the most still love you and cling to you.
Don't you dare celebrate today Martha. I suggest you spend the day on your knees begging GOD to forgive you. Spend the day telling the truth! Spend the day shedding the layers of evil. Come out of the closet and prostrate yourself on His alter. Come to the throne of Grace repentant, desiring to be filled with His goodness. Pray to never tell another lie, to stop manipulating, to not relish in the joy inflicting severe pain gives you.
Pray to finally become human, to become honest, to become a true child of Almighty GOD.
Dear LORD in heaven thank you for the greatest "mother" in the world, JEROME WALTERS!
Stay in His WORD children. Be abundantly blessed today. Remember:"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, May 11, 2013
The Sad Truth
The sad truth is most people fear the truth. Many will crucify and ridicule you before they will accept the truth. Look at history, Christopher Columbus said the world was round. He was laughed at but he didn't let that stop him. The Wright brothers said that man could fly.
Evil demonic forces exist on this earth. Can that be denied?
I came to tell you that the woman that birthed me is an abomination to the LORD Jesus Christ! Why am I labeled the revengeful, psychotic lying nut by my family? Because they don't want to believe it! It's too frightening, too strange. It would prove that they are all cowardly simpletons, easily duped and led astray.
Put the pieces of this puzzle together if you dare and see what you come up with. My mother told me how her ignorant mother used to beat her for playing with her brothers "pp". "I didn't touch duh n****'s pp. Duh n**** was playing wid his own pp! .. she wud come out dah field and find *Jack's pp all red and wud accuse Me of touching duh luddle n****. "Gal you been playing wid dat boys pp again! I'm gon beat yo' ass!"
These little "confessions" would come out of nowhere. My mother always shared her deep hatred for others with me. According to her, her brother was ignorant and was always jealous of her. She claimed that he tried to kill her for going to college. Relatives told me how she entered Virginia Union but didn't remain long. She duped her father out of tuition money for years I understand.
When I reflect back on all the stories from over the years I see a very troubled child. Martha is four years older than the brother she secretly hated, was jealous of and resented. "My mama used to kiss his yalla ass! She wud hold his little yalla ass up in the air when he was a baby and kiss it. Right in front of me...she never hugged or kissed me or told me that she loved me til I was a grown woman."
Did her mother inadvertently create serious sibling rivalry and jealousy?
I am sure Uncle *Jack remained clueless. He was always welcome in our home and my mother always made a fuss over him and his family declaring her tremendous love.
I can clearly see the pattern now via 20/20 hindsight. Martha is a scheming manipulative coward with some sick sexual hangups. She is 87 years old and I have never seen her without a man. She has never gone without some man's paycheck in her entire life.
Martha is a vile woman that prided herself for her good looks, brilliant ability to con and deceive. Always very whorish, just common, would have sex with anyone, anywhere, anytime. I know for a fact that she used to have sex with her first cousins and was always a closet prostitute. Martha was known to turn a trick if enough money was involved. I never held it against her.
Martha has always been very savage and violent. That one fact has successfully kept us silent. That and her "root working". "Root working" something black people try to pretend doesn't exist, but all fear.
I am jubilant today. I do thank GOD for His tremendous love. I thank Him for keeping His promises. I was four years old when He told me that my life would be rugged but He would never leave me and He never has.
I know that I always knew that my mother never wanted me. I knew I was a burden, but I did believe she loved me in her own way. Somehow I never knew of the deep hatred that she carried in her heart for all of us. I think I knew that she was jealous of me, but this demonic hatred, I didn't see. I should say that I couldn't see.
I always knew she was a loose cannon. Would beat you senseless, pull a pistol or knife on you at the drop of a hat. I knew she would lie and steal but I bought her religious act. I don't think I ever doubted her love for GOD.
So here I am 61 years old finally seeing this woman for what she truly is and has always been, a demonic monster. I shiver when I recall all of her cruelty, all of the terrible things she did to us over 87 years. I do pray that GOD will remove the handkerchiefs from my brother's eyes. I pray that they will come to know the LORD. I still pray for Martha. I pray for the demonic child that grew into the most horrible creature the devil could create.
While praying for her release I thank GOD for delivering me. Praise the LORD! I thank GOD for placing Jerome Walters in my life. He saved me, taught me to cook and clean. He taught me to pray and to put all my trust in the LORD. GOD gave me unspeakable joy in the form of my beautiful daughter. GOD blesses me everyday and I thank Him.
May my family finally come to know GOD's undisputed Truth.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Evil demonic forces exist on this earth. Can that be denied?
I came to tell you that the woman that birthed me is an abomination to the LORD Jesus Christ! Why am I labeled the revengeful, psychotic lying nut by my family? Because they don't want to believe it! It's too frightening, too strange. It would prove that they are all cowardly simpletons, easily duped and led astray.
Put the pieces of this puzzle together if you dare and see what you come up with. My mother told me how her ignorant mother used to beat her for playing with her brothers "pp". "I didn't touch duh n****'s pp. Duh n**** was playing wid his own pp! .. she wud come out dah field and find *Jack's pp all red and wud accuse Me of touching duh luddle n****. "Gal you been playing wid dat boys pp again! I'm gon beat yo' ass!"
These little "confessions" would come out of nowhere. My mother always shared her deep hatred for others with me. According to her, her brother was ignorant and was always jealous of her. She claimed that he tried to kill her for going to college. Relatives told me how she entered Virginia Union but didn't remain long. She duped her father out of tuition money for years I understand.
When I reflect back on all the stories from over the years I see a very troubled child. Martha is four years older than the brother she secretly hated, was jealous of and resented. "My mama used to kiss his yalla ass! She wud hold his little yalla ass up in the air when he was a baby and kiss it. Right in front of me...she never hugged or kissed me or told me that she loved me til I was a grown woman."
Did her mother inadvertently create serious sibling rivalry and jealousy?
I am sure Uncle *Jack remained clueless. He was always welcome in our home and my mother always made a fuss over him and his family declaring her tremendous love.
I can clearly see the pattern now via 20/20 hindsight. Martha is a scheming manipulative coward with some sick sexual hangups. She is 87 years old and I have never seen her without a man. She has never gone without some man's paycheck in her entire life.
Martha is a vile woman that prided herself for her good looks, brilliant ability to con and deceive. Always very whorish, just common, would have sex with anyone, anywhere, anytime. I know for a fact that she used to have sex with her first cousins and was always a closet prostitute. Martha was known to turn a trick if enough money was involved. I never held it against her.
Martha has always been very savage and violent. That one fact has successfully kept us silent. That and her "root working". "Root working" something black people try to pretend doesn't exist, but all fear.
I am jubilant today. I do thank GOD for His tremendous love. I thank Him for keeping His promises. I was four years old when He told me that my life would be rugged but He would never leave me and He never has.
I know that I always knew that my mother never wanted me. I knew I was a burden, but I did believe she loved me in her own way. Somehow I never knew of the deep hatred that she carried in her heart for all of us. I think I knew that she was jealous of me, but this demonic hatred, I didn't see. I should say that I couldn't see.
I always knew she was a loose cannon. Would beat you senseless, pull a pistol or knife on you at the drop of a hat. I knew she would lie and steal but I bought her religious act. I don't think I ever doubted her love for GOD.
So here I am 61 years old finally seeing this woman for what she truly is and has always been, a demonic monster. I shiver when I recall all of her cruelty, all of the terrible things she did to us over 87 years. I do pray that GOD will remove the handkerchiefs from my brother's eyes. I pray that they will come to know the LORD. I still pray for Martha. I pray for the demonic child that grew into the most horrible creature the devil could create.
While praying for her release I thank GOD for delivering me. Praise the LORD! I thank GOD for placing Jerome Walters in my life. He saved me, taught me to cook and clean. He taught me to pray and to put all my trust in the LORD. GOD gave me unspeakable joy in the form of my beautiful daughter. GOD blesses me everyday and I thank Him.
May my family finally come to know GOD's undisputed Truth.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Friday, May 10, 2013
"HE never failed me yet ..."
"*I've come this far by faith leaning on the LORD. Trusting in His Holy WORD, He never failed me yet." Praise the LORD! He never failed me yet and He Never will!
GOD will never fail you children, that's a fact. No matter how clever your demon is, how blind, deaf, dumb and faithless your friends and relatives.
No matter what, I'm going to praise Him, trust Him. I'm going to hold fast to hope, hold fast to my dreams and sing in the sunshine. No one is going to take my joy! No demon possessed woman is going to ruin me. GOD holds me in the palm of His hand and pours His love, understanding and wisdom on me.
It looks like poor Martha will never get into the Kingdom. That is her choice and her lost. Pray for her. Pray for those still lost, still held captive, still crippled and devastated.
I look back over my long life and shout Hallelujah! "Thank you LORD!" GOD rescued me, plucked me from the clutches of that evil heartless woman. He gave me the eyes to see, the ears to hear and the courage to stand up, to flee her abominable evil.
I reflect on her many awful deeds and wonder why I allowed myself to be victimized for so long. I was brainwashed, intimidated, manipulated and terrorized. I was blind and could not see. Surviving tragic heartbreak after tragic heartbreak, her diabolical demon possession never crossed my mind.
Puzzled, confused and fooled I loved her anyway. I kept forgiving her, over and over. I foolishly thought that was the Christian way. "Honor thy mother!"; she screamed. "You a fool!"; she lambasted angrily full of venom and hatred. We learned early, we learned from the cradle to never criticize Mathy Jane. To never tell a living soul on this earth. "You bedder take dat tuh ya grave!"; was her constant admonition while she played preacher on Sunday and whorish root working monster mother the rest of the week.
It still breaks my heart to know that the woman I called mother was nothing but a facade. Martha Jane Walters has not one ounce of decency, not an iota of love for anyone. The poor woman still can not feel any empathy, has zero capacity for human compassion. She does teach us a very valuable lesson however. Every word in that Book is true. Study GOD's WORD, pray for understanding, GOD will deliver you and give you the desires of our heart.
Jesus told us they would get in the "church", put on sheep's clothing, that they were ravenous wolves leading the simple astray. That mothers would be against daughters. But, He also told me that the wicked will cease from troubling.
GOD has a purpose, He has a plan. If you are troubled, still suffering, look to GOD. Cry out for Him to save you. GOD will.
Don't you worry, that demon, that foolish imp will get her just and honest due one day. Walk in faith knowing that GOD loves you and will deliver you if you will simply humble yourself and ask Him.
Dear LORD thank you for taking that awful hatred from my heart. Remove all remnants of the pain and anguish I still suffer. Deliver my five brothers LORD. In the Mighty name of Jesus I pray.
GOD delivered those three "little girls" in Ohio and He Will deliver you if you simply humble yourself and ask Him.
"We've come this far by faith leaning on the LORD. Trusting in His Holy WORD..."
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
GOD will never fail you children, that's a fact. No matter how clever your demon is, how blind, deaf, dumb and faithless your friends and relatives.
No matter what, I'm going to praise Him, trust Him. I'm going to hold fast to hope, hold fast to my dreams and sing in the sunshine. No one is going to take my joy! No demon possessed woman is going to ruin me. GOD holds me in the palm of His hand and pours His love, understanding and wisdom on me.
It looks like poor Martha will never get into the Kingdom. That is her choice and her lost. Pray for her. Pray for those still lost, still held captive, still crippled and devastated.
I look back over my long life and shout Hallelujah! "Thank you LORD!" GOD rescued me, plucked me from the clutches of that evil heartless woman. He gave me the eyes to see, the ears to hear and the courage to stand up, to flee her abominable evil.
I reflect on her many awful deeds and wonder why I allowed myself to be victimized for so long. I was brainwashed, intimidated, manipulated and terrorized. I was blind and could not see. Surviving tragic heartbreak after tragic heartbreak, her diabolical demon possession never crossed my mind.
Puzzled, confused and fooled I loved her anyway. I kept forgiving her, over and over. I foolishly thought that was the Christian way. "Honor thy mother!"; she screamed. "You a fool!"; she lambasted angrily full of venom and hatred. We learned early, we learned from the cradle to never criticize Mathy Jane. To never tell a living soul on this earth. "You bedder take dat tuh ya grave!"; was her constant admonition while she played preacher on Sunday and whorish root working monster mother the rest of the week.
It still breaks my heart to know that the woman I called mother was nothing but a facade. Martha Jane Walters has not one ounce of decency, not an iota of love for anyone. The poor woman still can not feel any empathy, has zero capacity for human compassion. She does teach us a very valuable lesson however. Every word in that Book is true. Study GOD's WORD, pray for understanding, GOD will deliver you and give you the desires of our heart.
Jesus told us they would get in the "church", put on sheep's clothing, that they were ravenous wolves leading the simple astray. That mothers would be against daughters. But, He also told me that the wicked will cease from troubling.
GOD has a purpose, He has a plan. If you are troubled, still suffering, look to GOD. Cry out for Him to save you. GOD will.
Don't you worry, that demon, that foolish imp will get her just and honest due one day. Walk in faith knowing that GOD loves you and will deliver you if you will simply humble yourself and ask Him.
Dear LORD thank you for taking that awful hatred from my heart. Remove all remnants of the pain and anguish I still suffer. Deliver my five brothers LORD. In the Mighty name of Jesus I pray.
GOD delivered those three "little girls" in Ohio and He Will deliver you if you simply humble yourself and ask Him.
"We've come this far by faith leaning on the LORD. Trusting in His Holy WORD..."
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
Held hostage by demons ...
To be held captive and tortured by demons for years is certainly a tragedy more prevalent than this world will have you to believe. Ghoulish monsters roam this world freely traumatizing and destroying. Yes, they roam freely, out in the open, unafraid, unencumbered. Because we live in a world system where most people depend on someone in authority to tell them what to do, what to think.
Most people walk by sight and not by faith. If it looks good it is good. If it doesn't affect me I'm not about to get involved. We live in a world where most people think they know everything and have seen everything.
"Get over it already!" ; they tell me concerning my "mother".
"She's demonic!" "She MURDERED my grandfather!"; I scream. "You're crazy." "You're on drugs." " I don't believe you." "No way! Impossible." "Who ever heard of such?" "So what? You're a n*****! That's how n****** act." "Move on, I don't have time to care about you and your sorry life."
I truly believe that GOD lets everything happen on this earth for His own reasons. GOD certainly has a plan and the devil will never win.
When demons are finally exposed how many people claim to be shocked? I can not help but draw parallels from my life and that of the young ladies in Cleveland, Ohio held against their will for over a decade. I wonder how many people advised the grieving families to give up; "Let it go already! They are dead! They are never coming back."
There are actually people that have said; "They must be stupid 'cause I wudda got out of there!"; failing to fully understand or comprehend the power of demonic forces.
There is a very important lesson here that we must not overlook. Three men thought they had the right to rob 3 innocent little girls of their joy and happiness. Three men had no empathy or the slightest concern for robbing, raping and destroying innocent victims. Because they looked normal, went about their daily routines, socialized, barbecued, gave motorcycle rides to little children in the neighborhood, the world remained clueless.
Martha is a beautiful charming preacher. She is exciting, charismatic and gifted. She only has one critic, that daughter. Martha explains to the world that her daughter is own drugs and that she has always been jealous of her because she was born so black. "I'm yalla, light bright and damn near white. She envies me."
The relatives accept this explanation and never question. "She's a nut." "She is unforgiving." " She hates her mother. How can any daughter treat their poor old 87 year old mother like that? She need to git ova' it and go on wid her life. What happened in the past is in the past. Let go and let GOD!"
I can't let go because GOD will not let me. I will keep telling, keep talking, keep warning. GOD set me free and I won't go back. I am not content with my freedom only. I must see my entire family free. I must see the innocent in this world free of these camouflaged monsters masquerading as loving normal everyday people.
If you care, you will be like Charles Ramsey and help kick that door down. You will come to the rescue of the many victims lost and held hostage by demons.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GODs Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Most people walk by sight and not by faith. If it looks good it is good. If it doesn't affect me I'm not about to get involved. We live in a world where most people think they know everything and have seen everything.
"Get over it already!" ; they tell me concerning my "mother".
"She's demonic!" "She MURDERED my grandfather!"; I scream. "You're crazy." "You're on drugs." " I don't believe you." "No way! Impossible." "Who ever heard of such?" "So what? You're a n*****! That's how n****** act." "Move on, I don't have time to care about you and your sorry life."
I truly believe that GOD lets everything happen on this earth for His own reasons. GOD certainly has a plan and the devil will never win.
When demons are finally exposed how many people claim to be shocked? I can not help but draw parallels from my life and that of the young ladies in Cleveland, Ohio held against their will for over a decade. I wonder how many people advised the grieving families to give up; "Let it go already! They are dead! They are never coming back."
There are actually people that have said; "They must be stupid 'cause I wudda got out of there!"; failing to fully understand or comprehend the power of demonic forces.
There is a very important lesson here that we must not overlook. Three men thought they had the right to rob 3 innocent little girls of their joy and happiness. Three men had no empathy or the slightest concern for robbing, raping and destroying innocent victims. Because they looked normal, went about their daily routines, socialized, barbecued, gave motorcycle rides to little children in the neighborhood, the world remained clueless.
Martha is a beautiful charming preacher. She is exciting, charismatic and gifted. She only has one critic, that daughter. Martha explains to the world that her daughter is own drugs and that she has always been jealous of her because she was born so black. "I'm yalla, light bright and damn near white. She envies me."
The relatives accept this explanation and never question. "She's a nut." "She is unforgiving." " She hates her mother. How can any daughter treat their poor old 87 year old mother like that? She need to git ova' it and go on wid her life. What happened in the past is in the past. Let go and let GOD!"
I can't let go because GOD will not let me. I will keep telling, keep talking, keep warning. GOD set me free and I won't go back. I am not content with my freedom only. I must see my entire family free. I must see the innocent in this world free of these camouflaged monsters masquerading as loving normal everyday people.
If you care, you will be like Charles Ramsey and help kick that door down. You will come to the rescue of the many victims lost and held hostage by demons.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GODs Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
GOD told me ...
to do something radical! To tear the roof off. To be like Jesus, to turn the tables over, to run the devil out of his "church". GOD told me to never be a silent victim!
Don't you get the image of Jesus wrong because He told you to turn the other cheek. Jesus was a radical. He was a revolutionary! He made demons bow down and flee. He gave His life! He didn't lose it.
I am not going to stand around suffering, waiting on a demon possessed woman to die. I am not going to keep some sick pedophiles secrets because she "shamed" me. All those that don't know, or don't want to know, will never know.
Live cowering and cloaking for that demon if that makes you happy. "As for me and my house we will serve the LORD." If you love the LORD you must come boldly to the throne of Grace.
Those men kept those three girls imprisoned for ten years! But GOD moved on their behalf yesterday (May 6, 2013) Praise the LORD! The world is in shock, disbelief, astounded! The man said ;"He was my neighbor. We bar-be-qued together. He played with his dogs in the back yard, fixed his motorcycle. We never had a clue." That same demonic spirit that kept those 3 young girls hostage is the same spirit that plagues and possesses my "mother".
My truth, my testimony may be unbelievable today. People may not care about my pain because they think I'm a "nobody". Because I'm black or female or lack fame and fortune.
It's alright what you think about me and what you say about me. "GOD is moving by his spirit" and He has not forgotten the family of Jerome Walters.
"Come Jesus"
Don't you get the image of Jesus wrong because He told you to turn the other cheek. Jesus was a radical. He was a revolutionary! He made demons bow down and flee. He gave His life! He didn't lose it.
I am not going to stand around suffering, waiting on a demon possessed woman to die. I am not going to keep some sick pedophiles secrets because she "shamed" me. All those that don't know, or don't want to know, will never know.
Live cowering and cloaking for that demon if that makes you happy. "As for me and my house we will serve the LORD." If you love the LORD you must come boldly to the throne of Grace.
Those men kept those three girls imprisoned for ten years! But GOD moved on their behalf yesterday (May 6, 2013) Praise the LORD! The world is in shock, disbelief, astounded! The man said ;"He was my neighbor. We bar-be-qued together. He played with his dogs in the back yard, fixed his motorcycle. We never had a clue." That same demonic spirit that kept those 3 young girls hostage is the same spirit that plagues and possesses my "mother".
My truth, my testimony may be unbelievable today. People may not care about my pain because they think I'm a "nobody". Because I'm black or female or lack fame and fortune.
It's alright what you think about me and what you say about me. "GOD is moving by his spirit" and He has not forgotten the family of Jerome Walters.
"Come Jesus"
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