Poor Martha!

Poor Martha could never win for losing.  For 87 years she has made all the wrong choices.  She chose to hate instead of love, to tear down instead of build up, to lie rather than tell the truth.

Poor Martha has never grown up, at 87 she has the emotional maturity of an eight year old.  What happened to Martha?  How did she become such a twisted, low, common individual?  Yes, she was severely raped at eight years old.  She told me that and I believe her.  Not because she told me, but a friend of the family.

Does that explain her pedophilia and disturbing sexual proclivities? I would assume so.  Did she have an awful childhood?  She believes she did.  Claimed she was tortured by the dark skinned children in her community.  She said they would surround her and pick at her for being "yalla".  "Black is honest! But yalla is so low down!"; they taunted.  They would grab her and undo her long red braids and send her home running with a huge red afro looking like Bozo the clown.  Martha has never liked dark skinned people, including her own children.

What did Martha want to do with her life? She was certainly very beautiful and quite brilliant.  The Cumberland County Board of Education put her out of Armstrong High School for getting pregnant at 16.  Her eloquent well thought of father appealed to the board and dispelled their logic. "The fact that my daughter is pregnant is all the more reason she needs and education."

Martha had a father that did everything for her, loved her and nurtured her, never waived.  "My daddy used to suck the snot out of my nose with his mouth when I was a baby.  Dey didn't know what an aspirator was."

She delivered three babies out of wedlock.  She said her parents never complained, never said a word.  Her parents loved her children just like they were their own.  In fact they loved them better than she did.

Martha also considered herself to be a great con artist.  "I sold n****** lip reducing cream when I was 16.  It was just cold cream in a jar.  I made my own labels. (Did it work?) Hell no!...I wud jest make out hi dey lips wuz gettin' smaller every time I seen'um."

Poor Martha always thought her color, hair, charm and wit entitled her to do anything.  She always thought that she should have everything and the rest of the world should have nothing.  Did Martha hate herself, find herself disgusting? I know she did.

I ran across this term again yesterday; "psychological projection".  This term was coined by Sigmund Freud.   When a person can not accept the wrong they've done they project on to some one else.  That certainly explains why my mother always cast me as a sneaky snake.  She was the sneaky snake, quietly destroying us piece by piece.

The worse thing 16 year old psychologically damaged Martha could do was get involved in the occult.  But she did it any way.  My poor family has suffered her entire life.  We have been made to suffer for her wrong choices, for her lies.  It is time for this madness to stop.   It is time for all involved to stop living in denial.  It is time for all of us to stand up against evil.  Stop playing games.  Accept GOD's undisputed Truth.  If Martha never comes around, never repents of her sins, never accepts Jesus Christ as her savior, that's own her.

Don't you miss out on your blessing.  Don't you let her keep you out of the Kingdom.  There is nothing to defend.  She is an abomination. You have nothing to be ashamed of.  Pray and ask GOD to deliver you from such people.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)