Thirty-five years ago I was so uncomfortable, I felt like a gorged tick about to pop.
I WAS MISERABLE!
I was crawling on the floor, on all "fours", SUFFERING!
I was throwing up "green bile".
Yes, I was sick.
I asked my "husband of six months" to go and get me some Cokes and Saltine crackers for my upset stomach.
This cowardly cretin goes missing for about TEN HOURS!
Had the damn toxic male nerve to return "pimpimg", handing me what was once a Coke purchased from McDonald's ten hours prior.
YES!
I had an outer body experience.
YES!
My head spun around like in the Exorcist!
It was awful! I faced the facts, right then and there.
I found myself trapped in a loveless marriage with a pure "sissy-fied faggot"!
There is no excuse for any "man" to ever suddenly become so effeminate , unless he was deliberately hiding that shit from the "Church", from me., in the first place.
That lying imp did not suddenly turn jealous, ignorant, dumb, lying, thieving, no-count, he was that way all the time.
A "man" that "sissified" should never raise his lying voice to pretend he hates "gays" or transgender-ED people.
Any "man" that wants to be a wo/man should be permitted.
LIVE AND LET LOVE!
Had we both had a better understanding of The Holy Ghost, seen through "Cherry Picked" Church doctrine , we could have avoided each other.
I can still see it, just as clearly as if yesterday. Standing right on Highway #301, Wesley Chapel A. M.E. Zion Church, shaped me for Life.
Our little meager "choir" would line up "two by two" , from this "entrance" to MARCH IN!
At this time, we were still "small time", bigshot , colored folks" , housed in a "Red Brick Church".
I loved "Church". We always had good music, good food. Yes, the sermons were always much too long, and repetitive. But, the entertainment was right on! I enjoyed it. Just a little "colored" girl sitting in her "Sunday-go-tuh-meetin'" clothes. White dress, "crinoline" slip, white lace socks, black patent leather- high- topped- buckle shoes, with white silk ribbons dangling from my "water-and-grease-knots".
Smelling of "lye-soap", still fresh from my "Saddy-night-bath". Royal Crown smeared on me from head to toe!
Perhaps I was being indoctrinated, brain washed, absorbing the "religion" of my oppressors. Hue-man demons, come to life, sucking all of the love, joy and happiness out of every one courageous enough to resist them.
Yet, The Holy Spirit taught me what that lying viper could never know; GOD is real! I GOD IS REAL BECAUSE GOD LIVES INSIDE MY HEART! NO LOW VIPER FROM HELL CAN SLAY ME EVEN IF THE LOW VIPEROUS, LYING, SICK, SADISTIC, MALIGNANT, PSYCHOTIC, NYMPHOMANIAC , UNREPENTANT , JEALOUS , COVETOUS WHORE, BIRTHED ME!
While my "mother" openly used my "disloyalty" to her, as justification for my sixty-two year CONFINEMENT! S/he never acknowledged or explained her unnatural affection towards me and every "good and righteous" person s/he ever encountered. No, mjw could never explain Her CARNAL nature, or why s/he clung so desperately to it.
No, my mother never explained why s/he could never be criticized, or slightly, kindly and timidly admonished. S/he vowed to never be resisted, told on, or revealed. She was "Light bright and DAMN NEAR WHITE!" So, just like .rump and all evil, rabid, toxic, white terrorists , I needed to just shut the fuck up, and be glad I didn't get flushed down the muthafucking toilet, like the other FIVE! NOW, granddaddy always told her, always warned her, "Time changes ALL things". He also told her I wasn't the one for her to "mess wid". S/he did. mathy had to. The low slut for satan ,sold her soul to satan , eons before I was born. AND NO ONE ON THIS EARTH, IN HEAVEN OR HELL WAS EVER GOING TO TELL mathy jane SHIT!
Relax, s/he went out suddenly. So will this thang, just as stupid, just as lying, whorish and greedy as the dreaded mathy jane! Hold up! BEAMING!!! In the BACKFIRE!!!
Any body, any one following these horrid, ignorant, savage, cruel , toxic "white" males into captivity , can straight kiss my blue black ass.
Any hue-man being, low enough, immoral enough, to claim they support, believe in, or must remain loyal to the likes of x, and mjw is worthless. Pre-defeated, bad luck, not worth saving.
CAGING CHILDREN! CHRISTIANS CAGING CHILDREN! CHRISTIANS DELIBERATELY "SICK-ING" THE MENTALLY ILL, THE MONGRELS ON "MINORITIES", IN ORDER TO IMPOSE THEIR HORRID "RELIGION". Lying hypocrites that do not do, what they pretend to do . Yet, demand that you not only fall in line living the lame ass life they don't live, but honor them. No one is allowed to resist them. You must make the truth into a lie to please them. Then, you have to line up and kiss their ass over and over, forever and ever. Because you owe them, they birthed you, they have the power of the PURSE strings. Yes, when an infant is born into the clutches of such a mother, such an immoral, selfish , demon possessed person, The Holy Ghost must "Show Up and Show Out!" . You are going to need a Je Rome Walters in your life, in your corner! No wo/man shall, ever! Too scarred, too scared. A serious lack of faith, low morals, ignorant, jealous and envious , perhaps delusional. If you dare tell, leak one word of the truth, if you praise the Living LORD out loud for saving you, you are an OUTCAST, forever! The nerve of satan's "side-piece" hating me! Hating Me! Because the GOD s/he had to pretend to love, really loved Me! Really blessed Me! Well, I say, cast me out! I REFUSE TO BE RELATED TO YOUR SICK, PSYCHOTIC , SADISTIC, NARCISSISTIC ASS! Any hue-man being on this earth that still fears the likes of mjw , and or x, deserve to suffer! BEAMING!
Just one of the "jewels of wisdom" my grandfather, JeRome Walters sealed in my Crown.
Jewel #2- "READ! Study to show yourself approved!"
What went wrong? WE went wrong! "Black" people are as responsible for the re-birth of rabid, vicious, savage, mob mentality, self-perpetuating, SYSTEMATIC RACISM , as any "white" person.
WE are "Our brother's keeper".
None of US has the right to judge, persecute, victimize , subjugate and oppress, ANYONE for the color of THEIR skin or "condition of servitude".
Demons can "Cherry pick" , deliberately misconstrue "Scripture", for the sheer sake of exploitation, if the evildoer can garner enough spineless, lying, lascivious reprobates, to do their dirty work.
If enough kneegrows, (ben carcass-ass, clarance uncle tom-snievling-i-will-eat-ten-miles-of-white-shit-ass, congo-lease-fuck-all-yall-asses) , are nothing but selfish "Crabs in a Barrel".
Imps delighted to have fifty more dollars than you and glad to be satan's "side-piece".
Callous cowards use their bully pulpits to demand mass shootings, to simply terrorize every LIAR, every closet demon , into pretending s/he is saved, sanctified and on their way to Heaven.
"Conversion therapy" my ass!
Convert your lying, wedged deep in the Closet ass, to the truth!
Bullshit!
You are on your way to rot!
WE can ALL LIVELAUGHLOVE , without lying, without stealing, without hating and being jealous.
READ!
STUDY!
DISCERN!
"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"
It is Not "Color", it is opportunity. IT IS MOB RULE BY THE IGNORANT TOXIC MALE wHITE supremest!
So!?
GOD
got this!
Read the book of Revelation.
Now relax, Chill
Let
The Gentle man do [HIS] thing.
LET
GOD
ARISE!
Be abundantly blessed as you lay all lies aside.
See clearly.
Yes,
I
do
Marvel
at
the
goodness of GOD!
Every
WORD
in
that BOOK
Is
True!
Whether ignorant ass mjw loved hauling me behind her to gain sympathy ( black bastard sympathy) , to pedal me sexually, or show me off as a trophy, some how I was always wise to Her.
I have always known GOD has My Back!
Now here comes x, the exact same stupidity, extreme sadistic cruelty, extreme jealousy and insecurity. My "birther" used her homemade voodoo , cunning and Seven Lost books of Moses to bully!
To Blessing Block!
To shame!
So?
The dumb bitch died broke, in debt!Yes, mjw finally got "Her just and honest due."
as racist as my "mother" always was, s/he absolutely hated being mistreated by fellow racists. To my "mother's" daying day s/he hated this old white woman her mother washed clothes for.
No matter what, mjw always took the clean laundry to "Miss Jodie's" front door. And just as sure, "Miss Jodie" would remind "little mathy jane" to go to the BACKDOOR! This of course enraged "little mathy jane". I know s/he was confused, standing there just as white as that white bitch. When my "mother" would rage, which was often, s/he would scream; "Hell Naw! I AIN'T NO BACKDO' NIGGA!"
Any one that supports the mistreatment, exploitation of INNOCENT CHILDREN, is a Backdo'" nigga.
"With Liberty and Justice for ALL", means ALL! ********** I was around three years old, preforming a Mahalia Jackson song for my granddaddy. He was delighted! The next thing I knew , my old whorish slutty "mother" came along and pushed me directedly into granddaddy's potbellied, wood burning stove. GOD used my elbow to protect my face. As always, good looking out GOD!
Thank You for planting me in the loving arms of JEROME WALTERS! A black man! A Native American! A Good Man! An honest man! A man that acquired SIXTY-FIVE ACRES OF LAND IN THE RACIST SOUTH DURING THE DEPRESSION!
A wise sage that taught me;
"Every tub has to sit on it's own bottom"
"Do for self!"
"Never do anything you would be ashamed to admit you did."
Forced to listen to this dried up imbecile for far too long , I rage!
America! amerikkka! This is some straight up BULLSHIT!
First of all, there is No god/GOD/ God head, anywhere that regulates LANGUAGE!
That's man.
Speech, grammar, all that shit , was designed to keep the "un-educated", the poor, the undesirables out!
Out of the One-Percent, out of the "privileged class", those with real money, those with imaginary money and contented, assimilated kneegrows and other "coloreds".
The "cursing" prohibited in "The Ten Commandments", concerns my "mother", a soothe-Sayer, a Conjurer, a "Root Worker", a "Hoo-Doo: doctor.
If you haven't read the Bible, shut the fuck up! Stop spreading ignorance, pretending your lying ass is "offended".
If that thang occupying the white house does not, has not, "offended thee", shut the Fuck up!
I do declare, right here, on this page on this blog. I always thought some "Christians" were some phony asses, but, x has proved most so-called "Christians" ain't shit.
You muthaf******* just gon' stand around and let CHILDREN BE CAED!
Suckling babies separated from their mothers!
I hope all you muthaf******* reap EXACTLY WHAT YOU SOW!
(SWIFTLY)
Thus my "mother".
A low life, CON artist that never saw a broke day,
IN HER LONG ASS FAKE PREACHING LIFE!
But was it worth it?
Hell No!
Poor mjw was so low, so common, s/he remained TOO ashamed to repent!
Think before you sin, before you harm CHILDREN!
Is the DAMNATION YOU ARE SOWING
WORTH AN ETERNITY (anywhere)?
No one can wash the innocent blood of small CHILDREN off of their filthy hands!
Know that MOLESTER!
KNOW THAT RAPIST!
Cling to "white supremacy" , if that is all you have to be proud of.
Ironically, the Institution of Slavery made me proud , too.
My great-great grandmother,
Mary Wright was a Free Issue !
A former slave that purchased her OWN FREEDOM!
OWNED HER OWN HOME, RODE HER HORSE BAREBACK, CARRYING A RIFLE!
So, mister pissed off white men, get over your toxic masculinity!
Face the fact
one of President Obama's thoughts
would bust x's head wide open!
Stop using GOD to spread you deep, irrational, sick, demented
Yes LORD, WE THE PEOPLE , occupy a world where we are measured, ranked, reduced, by the color of OUR skin!
WE ARE HATED FOR LOOKING LIKE GOD'S ANOINTED!
HAIR STICKING STRAIGHT UP TO HEAVEN!
Moon shaped!
Lips, ass, breast, back, thighs, legs,
ALL MOON SHAPED!
Yes,
in this evil
demon possessed
World
a
white man
that
copies
"black" music,
"black" culture,
so well ,
he
is made a god,
and shall never die.
(While the original producers of this music are reduced to dung,
made homeless, helpless, despised, hunted down like dogs, simply because a rich "white" male told them.)
Yes , this World , WE, are all forced to occupy
IS
so evil,
so lying, so corrupt, so racist.
this
CONtry pretends to love
a mongrel monstrosity!
A HUE-MAN POS!
Before the oppressors, the One Percent-ERs,
of this corrupt World shall ever ,
BOW DOWN!
The "Hell" they invented, created
SHALL FREEZE OVER!
Don't
BOW DOWN!
None of US shall ever have anything!
(No matter, what ever it is, no matter how much it is,
we can Not take it with US anyway.)
Demon possessed , malignant, sadistic, narcissist MONSTERS . like mjw and x ,
you can "right" yourself, YOU can turn around. Yes, you can know the truth, no matter how hard it is too bear.
No, I, as one person, one voice, can not possibly right any wrongs. My Truth is drowned out , diminished to a grain of sand next to THE MOUNTAINS of LIES implanted in US from conception.
GOD is white.
White is always right.
Every lie is right with GOD, if a white man tells it.
White skin is a gift from GOD.
Rich white men must rule only, and forever.
GOD created people of color to serve white men only, perpetually, FOREVER!
GOD is on the side of rabid racists!
The white man is smarter than GOD!
OUR white GOD hates ALL people of color and has dispatched every light skin person on this Earth to carry out "Gentle ethnic cleanings".
Live in fear, fear, fear!
Keep your head down.
Do not ever question or resist.
If you are born light bright, thank GOD.
Help no one!
Forget the innocent children!
Just claim to love them like x and mjw. No one will ever know. You will always have money, you will never suffer lack. When this World discovers what a low whore you always were, you shall be long dead. So turn up being evil, lying, lustful, treacherous, un-trustworthy. Brag about it! Laugh uproariously ! STALK AND VEX! STALK AND VEX! MAKE YOUR LICENSE TO PREACH, A LICENSE TO KILL DREAMS , BECAUSE YOU WERE ALWAYS TOO LYING, TOO COMMON, TOO HORRID , TOO IGNORANT, T00 LAZY, TO REALIZE YOUR OWN DREAMS! Go ahead! You shall always be in good company!
TAKE HEART, DO NOT DESPAIR! One causal read of REVELATION condemns "them", reveals "them".
Yes, they are many! As a matter of fact the vast majority of hue-mans are evil, demonic, lying, lustful, carnal, greedy, ignorant and racist, just like my "mother".
No, it is not COLOR! IT IS CHARACTER!
HORROR UNLEASHED ON THIS EARTH FOR EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS, ELEVEN MONTHS AND TWENTY -TWO DAYS! Why did WE put up with her, tolerate her? Why did WE keep trying to love her, improve, change, for her low maggot ass? Fear! Terrifying, debilitating FEAR! Our Horrifying, unnerving, unending "Crucifixion" , from a scummy maggot, so low this world does not want to know.
First lesson, DO NOT ENTERTAIN, SUBJECT YOURSELF TO AN ALBATROSS, JUST BECAUSE YOU CALL HER MOTHER!
Parents, mothers , fathers, if you ever birth a child that bludgeons small animals between two bricks as a TODDLER, do not hide her, DO NOT CLOAK FOR HER! She is a menace to society. s/he is satan's spawn! Recognize your Truth as soon as possible and RUN!
Stop wasting your time, lying and denying, applying "Holy water" and "anointed oil". The slut is satan! There is nothing you can do but FLEE! FEW "Christians" shall ever tell or reveal the kind of demons occupying , too many of Our "Churches". Far too many of OUR temples, synagogues, mosques and houses of worship around the world. One thing every right thinking justice loving hue-man can do is "KNOW YE THE TRUTH AND BE SET FREE!"
Well, don't know! Keep leaning on "preachers", "pastors", religious leaders , just like my "mother' and x. Nothing but lying, demon possessed sadistic stalkers!
If you have never tasted Hell, get ready!
If you have never experienced lack, scorn, hopelessness, helplessness, get behind demons like mjw and x.
A mongrel monstrosity , that rose to "power" lying! Spewing his venom of incurable hate! Of malicious , toxic "masculinity".
Go ahead, follow that Judas goat into captivity, for what? What does x have that you really want? Looks? Seriously, you want to look like a huge tub of orange rancid lard?
Could it be you want to model his immorality? Do you admire his stupidity? Or is it his "color"?
Yes, World, the members of my family that got slayed by that beast were in search of money. Money the low whore always promised but ,never gave.
If you are claiming kin to that SUCCUBUS, forget you ever knew me.
The same for that "thang" that birthed me , kept me confused. Loved satan, loved sin! Was an incestuous/pedophile/root worker that only "preached " for cover!
Yes, keep reading, keep searching. Keep praying. Shun ignorant jack leg preachers like my "mother". Sure they look good, sound good, but ...
"Ye shall know them by their fruit."
My evil demonic "mother" did actually deliberately, with forethought, and malice, teach US, that GOD was referring to Us, her children by his word "fruit". That no matter how evil, sick, selfish and sadistic s/he always was , GOD blessed her with US , because s/he was such a good Christian!
HOGWASH! I am still un-washing my "brain" from the un-ending, perennial lies , spewed from that old viper's mouth. for nearly a CENTURY!
That low whore for satan never had any faith in GOD, in goodness, in righteousness or justice.
Relax, most people are liars, are fake, are jealous, envious, covetous. So!? GOD got this. "Endure to the end!"
The GOD in me will NOT let me rest as long as I know my "birther"
was one HORRID, DEMON POSSESSED WHORE!
ALWAYS!
That preached falsely, deliberately led countless, deaf, dumb, blind sheep astray, because
s/he secretly hated GOD,
(Secretly, lowly, clandestinely, covertly) Hated Everything Good, Righteous, and Pure.
(Hated, Hated, Hated It! Low slut , had to fake, fake, fake!)
Drown in perfume,
Wear the finest garments money could buy.
(and s/he did, mjw died knowing s/he spent 99% of her stolen wealth on herself!)
No,
I could not stop mjw,
(I was a child)
I was born into her demonic clutches.
All I could do was ENDURE TO THE END!
What I can do, now:
Share my experiences for the protection of ALL Children!
ALL Children are Innocent !
Any man , any woman , willing to harm children for his own carnal, sadistic lust, and supply, is just like my "birther" x's twin!
Yes,World some demons come in "twos".
Your dumb ass fell, and refused to get up!
"You are blind and won't see!"
Therefore I "pre-hate" You!
You are SCUM!
My "mother" was SCUM!
But, GOD saved me!
Blessed my Voice!
BLESSED my BLOG!
Now you know.
Keep playing stupid with that SUCCUBUS!
My family did,
WE lost Everything!
Sixty-five acres of prime timberland, houses, barns, vineyards, orchards, tobacco allotment, EVERYTHING!
The stanking 'hoe
never did anything but ,
grow worse and worse,
for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS, ELEVEN MONTHS , AND TWENTY-TWO DAYS!
GOD
finally said:
"ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!"
"Come ye out from among them!"
"S/he that hath ears, let him hear."
P.S.
If you ever went out of your way to save a fellow victim, and they turned on you, backstabbed you for mjw, don't you ever try to help them again. Tell them what they told you; "Gwen, you are on your own!"
