Because Joy is here! Yes, it was very slow in coming. Slow by man's standards , although quite in Divine Order.
Jesus told us "You believe in the Father, believe also in me." For some reason I always have. Perhaps it was all the sadistic perverted treatment my own mother made me suffer secretly.
No matter, GOD got this! "Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free!". My mother, Martha Jane Walters was never more than a selfish perverted incestuous freak! She preached, made people call her "Reverend" to keep us, her very victims off of her smutty tracks.
Nasty! Just nasty! No excuse. She knew better. I see the slut had sense enough to hide it for eighty-seven years! If you are sly, slippery, and conniving enough to hide your hideous evil, you are smart enough to not do it. Martha was a hideous monster because she wanted to be. She hated GOD and wanted every one to hate GOD.
No, this tragedy is not over. All her victims need to come to the Alter, come to repentance. My dear brothers, no I do not know how many of you five she deliberately violated when you were small children and pubescent boys. I do know one for sure. Dear brother , do know every day and night I fall down on my knees praying for you. I pray you finally know GOD loves you and that you were never forsaken. Please grab GOD's hand and "Come ye out from among them."
No, it wasn't your fault. We were all victims but you must tell. You must rebuke her. If you fail to do so you will perish with her. Pray. Read that prayer I sent you. Read it every day until you understand.
Always remember, "GOD maketh not ashamed!" Rejoice and claim your victory!
Please pray for GOD to release you, to save you from the demons your own mother introduced you to.
Join me in dancing on our own mother's viperous head!
"Awake from your slumber" is what the Scripture says. I assure you world it was never a restful slumber, more like the world's longest nightmare.
I see pics of beautiful little children on Facebook and immediately pray for them. I pray that they never fall victim to low scummy vipers like my mother and her "husbands" and lovers. I do pray that no woman, no man fall as low as my mother and the perverted men she enslaved.
Yes, I hate her! Of course I hate her. I have every right to hate her. She was a low common incestuous murdering "root working" beast that stalked me tenaciously for sixty-two years! No, I was never her only victim but it does seem that I am the only victim that finally caught on.
I am revolted by my truth. No greater phony pathological lying reprobate has ever gotten away with false preaching for so long. I hope. I hope and I pray. Dear LORD if you still have worse people than Martha Jane Walters up in a church preaching, strick them down!
Expose them LORD!
Dear LORD save our little innocent children from the ravages of such beasts. Dear LORD, save my five brothers and their families if it be thou will.
When I read about reprobates putting on sheep's clothing, preaching falsely, it never occurred to me that was truly my own mother's issue. There is no way we could have known as little toddlers what serious danger we were in fact in.
Those hot soapy enemas that I did manage to complain about to my grandfather ended abruptly when I was four but I was left with the reputation of being a tattle tale.
It is true, my own mother was one sick , sexually perverted reprobate. Now I know why she went around the house screaming at the top of her lungs; "Don't nun of you black muthafuckers eva'tell a MUTHAFUCKING THANG DAT GO ON IN DIS HOUSE!"
Dear LORD thank you fro saving me from that idiot and her idiot men. Thank you for for urging me to run when those two buzzards had me in the bed between them when I was five.
Reveal her LORD! Expose her! Let her name rot! May more people come to understand why they must repent of their sins. Bring them down LORD! Cast out every single lying reprobate preaching falsely in your Church!
Dear LORD I pray fervently for every one that still loves Martha, still believes in her lies, her WITCHCRAFT!
Most of all LORD thank you for delivering me, my daughter. Dear LORD I thank you for not permitting that Albatross to harm my daughter. I thank you for guiding me away from her for nine whole years!
While Martha Jane Walters was the worse curse to befall the Walters family, we are not forsaken. I am not lost. Sure I had Martha. But without Martha I could have never had Jerome Walters or my daughter. I would not trade all the money, power and prestige in the world for the privilege of having these two wonderful people in my life.
People should know that demon possession is real but it doesn't matter because GOD does sit high and (HE) does look low. Ironically, that monstrosity, satan's evilest, lowest common whore, taught me that.
Dear LORD in Heaven you are so good! Thank you for granting me enough insight to recognize you. When I finally admit how corrupt , misguided and truly demonically evil my own mother was I tremble.
I literally tremble. I am so humbled, so unworthy of your love and salvation.
My psychiatrist diagnosis is spot on; Post Traumatic Stress Disorder with delayed expression. Perfect. That is exactly what is wrong with me. In my head I carry so much trauma beginning before I had a memory, before I had consciousness.
My mother used to complain that my "sorry ass nigger daddy" went to get some milk and never came back. My first crib was a dresser drawer .
Now Martha, whose fault was that? You complained that my tall handsome daddy wasn't shit. You claimed he ruined you. Martha, weren't you already ruined? I was your third full term pregnancy, third "live birth". How many times did you attempt to trap a man via your vagina?
Why rage with hate when someone happens to mention none of your six living children had the same daddy? Why roar and rebuke the truth? The truth never changed. You were an extremely fertile whore. You had babies from age sixteen to forty-two. Why hate your own children? I didn't ask to come here. Believe me, if I had been in a position to choose my own mother , I would have never picked you. You were a horror! How you got up every day for eighty-seven years as one hopeless demonic whore and never care, never try to change, I will never understand.
Yes, I am so glad your sick repugnant ass finally died . I would not trade it for all the money in the world. What I want is for this world to know women like you are not only possible, but predictable.
Yes, I remember you attempting to kill my uncle when he complained about how I looked, how you treated me. Dirty raggedy draws, snotty nose, unwashed, unkempt, and obviously unloved. You raged, grabbed granddaddy's shotgun. You were always "cutting the fool".
Martha did you ever notice that you always got your way by playing pure savage? Pounding that puppy to death as a small child was just the beginning of your debauchery. Yes, you were despicable. Yes, it took me a very long time to catch on , to see, to recognize that you "got off", received some kind os sexual carnal pleasure from committing sick deplorable acts against your own kin, your own flesh.
"Delayed expression"; exactly. How many hours did you have this little three year old terrified, held captive down in the woods while you cursed me? Why did you torture us, your little black illegitimate toddlers with hot soapy enemas? Why did you beat us so savagely in private and attempt to play "loving mother" in public?
Mental illness is no joke, demon possession is at an all time high. Not just in the world but in the so-called "Church". There is no excuse for the African Methodist Episcopal Zion Church to harbor such creatures as you. When such ordained pastors are revealed to be affiliated with that church it should do what it can to help heal the broken.
Pastor of Simon Temple on Yadkin Road, in Fayetteville, North Carolina , at least warn your congregation. Warn them against the evils of practicing WITCHCRAFT, of Pornography, of just being a lying, sniveling, sneaky, greedy coward.
Failure to rebuke, to criticize, to even acknowledge that such a woman preached falsely in your church for decades indicts you. You are winking at evil. You are condoning the works of such low vipers. Pastors of Simon Temple do know Martha declared you to be her equal, to be a closeted homosexual "root worker", just like her.
Praise the LORD! Thank you Jesus! Up early celebrating the demise of a demon! I thank you LORD! I know, I know I know. The world doesn't have to know what I went through for sixty-two years, I know. Yes, I am celebrating. I am purely ecstatic!
PRAISETHELORD!PRAISETHELORD!PAISETHELORD!PRAISETHELORD!!!
This world may never know what I went through. I may never fully understand why . I do know that I am eternally grateful that monstrosity is finally dead! May I SCR-E-E-E-E-A-A-A-MMMM!?
GOD wants my story recorded, told and told often. A low common viper that preaches for cover should never be tolerated. My grandfather did tell us to leave when we were teenagers: "Leave heah (here) …and don't nevah come back!"
Poor granddaddy could not find the words to explain his daughter. He did know she was extremely dangerous though.
My LORD woman, are you ashamed yet!? You hated GOD! You hated your own father! You hated all forms of righteousness! You hated all of us and most of all you hated me. I thank GOD you hated me! Rejected me, tortured me until you grew tired.
You were a wretch Martha, a miserable wretch. Not only do I hate you, I hate your memory, I hate every one that still loves you because there is no reason for any human being on this earth to still fear your much dead ass. There is absolutely no reason for anyone to say any thing good about you. The best thing you ever did in eighty-seven years was die!
Rot! Rot you "stanking" low slut that refused to repent of her sins but chose WITCHCRAFT instead. Bitch you tried for sixty-two years to ruin, to destroy me with your pitiful, primitive WITCHCRAFT!
I know you feel stupid, dead dumb bitch!
Well, when you get to hell, you are going to be the oldest and dumbest muthafucker there! You were not retarded, slow, misguided or unfortunate. You were a volunteer imp! You volunteered to be the lowest commonest woman that ever lived. " the dumbest bitch to ever shit between two shoes", to quote you.
Martha, every day without you is a day of beautiful sunshine.
I am in AWE! Dear LORD thank you! There was no way I, we, any one, could have known how purely evil Martha Jane Walters really was. If anything, you really did believe she was one woman passionately in love with the LORD Jesus Christ!
What proof did we have, what evidence? She said it, she declared it often, all day, every day. SHE PREACHED! All lies! What a slut. Why lie? Why pretend to love GOD when you purely hate GOD? Just who are you trying to fool? GOD, the people or yourself?
Thanks to your tremendous secret abuse I never reached the status of promiscuous whore. Sex never phased me. I hate to imagine the real reason why. You were one low, freaky, sadistic, perverted slut.
that I would eventually catch on, especially when my long lost brother returned after twenty-five years. 2 Thessalonians may mean nothing to most but it resonates with me. My birth mother was a monstrosity . A foul, vulgar demonic man with a vagina. She had to be endured. She could not be stopped.
Granddaddy knew, my grandmother Rachel knew. This Mathy Jane was a savage, lying, common reprobate that had to be outlived, endured, dissected, studied.
There is another case that finally made the news, some "man" kidnapped another toddler, raped and murdered her. Our world still wants to pretend that adults that seek carnal sexual pleasure from innocent children is really a non issue. My mother pretended her sick sadistic perversion was a non issue. She was an evil slut that held us hostage until the slut finally died. The bitch did take her fucking time! EIGHTY-SEVEN FUCKING YEARS of unrecognized sheer EVIL!!!
World, parents, if you ever have a little girl like Martha Jane Walters. A little sexually active murdering beast from the cradle , just go ahead and kill the bitch. Take her down in the woods and sacrifice her. Seriously, I am not joking. I am also not GOD. That is my human solution. Obviously GOD sees differently. It is all in Divine Order.
Martha was ridiculous! Wait! That is not the worse part. That apology, that remorse we kept waiting for, never came. No fucking money either. The bitch promised me five thousand dollars. Just another one of her malignant narcissistic lies. I wonder if my brothers got theirs?
I don't care! I'm so glad the bitch is finally dead she didn't have to levee me shit! Just leave bitch! Just fucking die already!
I used to play this for my students. I loved to make them get up and dance. I always made the "lamest" kid get up and dance. I know I discovered a lot of talent.
Yes, I got old fast. "Old" is terrifying, it is ugly. I was horrified by my Algebra II teacher's arms. The loose skin that swung back and forth like a flag blowing in the breeze as she demonstrated problem solving on the Overhead.
At the tender age of fifteen I was more than horrified, I told GOD no thank you. I felt that I would rather be dead than ever decay to that degree. That is what I declared in my head at the time.
"Youth is a vapor". Actually a fine mist. If you blink, you can miss it. It is not fair for some old fizzled out fag like my mother to get away with robbing our youth of their innocence and joy because s/he demands to blame the world for not serving it up to her as promised.
Was Martha truly that ignorant and selfish? She was never sorry for opening the skull of her two year old brother. No sorrow! ? I certainly witnessed her bludgeon her new husband's ass for rudely interrupting her very act of adultery. She made him cry and plead for her to forgive him!
Martha was never sorry or apologetic for anything she did to any one ever for any reason. If anything, she was irritated that you kept annoying her with your whining and complaining.
No, some one has to tell you, some one has to tell this world; cruelty is not courage. There is no such thing as a "good lie", a "necessary lie". All lies stem from fear, some form of cowardice. Trace your fear, back your train up. Retrace your steps. Go back, discover where you went wrong. Go back to where your world went wrong, the place where your caregivers failed you.
"Gimmie some whut got you here." My grandfather was hilarious. He was master of the "one liners".
I-95 was just completed. It was brand spanking new and ran right by my grandfather's farm. For some reason we were packed in the front seat of *Mr. Zeke Peak's old rusty pickup truck. Mr. Peak reminded me of blind Mr. McGoo, wearing thick eye glasses, old, bent over and gnarled up with arthritis. Not only was Mr. Peak hard of hearing, and thick, he was most ignorant and you couldn't tell him anything.
He was driving down the wrong side of Interstate-95! The whole concept of a divided highway had completely escaped him and the more granddaddy tried to explain the concept the more intractable old Zeke grew.
I was a small child and I remember laughing at the way granddaddy screamed; "SHIT! NIGGER ! STOP THE CAR! JEST LET US OUT! …Shit …we kin walk from here."
If you are truly a slow thinker pray for discernment or at least a sign.
Just what do you think you are doing and just who do you think you are doing it to!? GOD told you not to mock (HIM), not to lie, steal or kill. You came here and did it all, over and over. Not only did you do it, laughed about it, bragged about it.
You were a beast Martha! You deliberately held us hostage, stole and destroyed our dreams simply because some "Indian" that looked like Robert Ryan ruined you, and refused to marry you.
No one wants a whore Martha. Male or female. And if you are going to be a whore you can't be a vicious brutal savage one like you were. I don't know why you thought you fooled anyone regarding your sexual preference.
You know what Martha, the more I think about it, the more I realize you were transgender. You shaved daily, had a very deep voice. You certainly had the sexual appetite of a lusty primitive man. Bitch, you could fight! Muhammad Ali could not have layed a glove on you.
Yes, I know I can fight too. I learned early from you. I have been in a few fights. Yes, I did turn vicious. Yes, I did put some serious hurt on a few people. I made my point without fully taking their lives and I left all of them with something to remember me by. That's sad. That is savage. But, that is the world we live in.
I taught for thirty years reminding my students that I loved Jesus, was not Jesus, and it would behoove them to not get us confused. I do thank GOD that I never caught a case. I thank you LORD. Keep my volatile temper in check. Keep me from spewing the pent up rage I have against my mother on others.
She is dead now. I endured. I recognize I benefited tremendously from her sick petty, pathetic mind. She knew better. The low slut was a low slut because she wanted to be a low slut. "Shun the very presence of evil."
It is my greatest desire to reverse the curse. "Come ye out from among them." My relatives that are still in denial are going to find themselves faced with this truth very soon. If your name is Walters or Doster and you are related to me, people are going to ask you; "What did you know and when did you know it?"
I am pretty much revolted by the fact that I know my mother was putting on, was deliberately "playing" me. Was never more than a "Carnie", a con artist, a pathological liar, a woman of very little faith in anything but primitive slave hoodoo. That was her lost. She was a brilliant actress. She could have been Lena Horne or Dorothy Dandridge but her insane jealousy and infantile ego prevented her from ever growing as a human being.
What an idiot. The choice is yours ladies and gentlemen. You may choose righteousness or you may choose evil as Martha clearly did. Why? She was a delusional lying Imp for satan.
GOD will take care of you. I am physical proof, living evidence. Praise the LORD! No, my birth mother was never as ignorant and hideous as she pretended to be, or wanted to be. Martha Jane Walters was a very immoral woman that did deliberately sell her soul to satan for a mess of pottage, for fifty more dollars than her victims.
Martha was a very low whore with even lower aim. She did hate me! The broiling hatred my own mother held for me is beyond phenomenal. That kind of unbridled evil could only come from WITCHCRAFT! The worse kind of diabolical evil, "mother against daughter". That evil is here. It can not be denied. It is time for that secret Jezebel whore to sit down though.
Did Martha ever think she was getting away, was in fact fooling GOD while delusional enough to fool herself?
No. Martha was an imp, easily satisfied. She drove a Cadillac, most people didn't. So there! Only a very immature woman would fail to understand why so many people do not drive luxury cars they can not afford. Only a very foolish immature woman would force her children to eat "grits and grease" for months in order to afford to front for people she hated for hating her.
Only a very childish woman permitted to have tantrums and always get her way would refuse to live in a house that was paid for, on sixty-five acres of land on I-95 because she secretly hated the community that never did anything but talk about her.
First of all, you deserved to be talked about. Women did not get pregnant every year and have abortion after abortion, live in a whore house, prostitute and flimflam people back in the Forties and not get talked about. You are lucky you didn't get lynched or at least incarcerated.
No mater. You proved that a reprobate is in fact a reprobate and all should be shunned at all cost forever.
Yes, you stalked me, breathed down my back every day of my life trying your damnest to interfere, to block my blessings. Lying, ignorantly, primitively, "chunking dust". Destroying my writing, my art, my life, because in your twisted mind I prevented you from being a great writer. So, you had to repay me on the sly, on the down low, because you are a secret viper, a low coward. Martha you hated every one for eighty-seven years for secretly being the low viper everyone said you were but you pretended no one knew but you.
Guess what bitch? You never were that secret. I never was as slow as you made me out to be. Back to your constant plotting, maiming, burning, scalding, stabbing, aborting, MURDERING. You should have done something about that.
You could have repented. You could have trusted GOD for real. You always wanted to be big time, to be famous. I am doing my best to help you. The problem is many in the world are still not ready to accept the truth about a creature such as you. Plus, we all have to examine our own hearts for permitting some one like you to be tolerated for so long.
Thank you LORD! Thank you for keeping me, for keeping us from all hurt, harm and danger. I am laughing now for failing to realize what serious danger I was always in. GOD does put blinders on us. (HE) will put us to sleep while (HE) works on us.
Again I was fourteen. Twenty-twenty hindsight tells me age fourteen was a very rough year for me. I was my mother's quarry slave. It was my responsibility to keep my mother's pig nasty filthy house clean. I was the only girl and I lived with three brothers , a "stepfather" and a grandfather.
My mother was a pig, a filthy pig. I did not realize then Martha was really around twelve years old emotionally and the evil legion of demons she kept hidden came here with Jesus. Well, I kissed her ass and thanked her for buying this second hand portable dishwasher. I went on about how wonderful it was, how it had saved me time washing the mountain of dishes I had to wash every day.
The next morning I get up and the dishwasher is laying in the backyard on it's side, dead. For some reason Martha got angry and cast it outside. I knew better than to question her. Luckily for me my attitude was "Oh well."
Yes, I knew my mother was "crazy", loud, vulgar. I did not know she was plagued by demons and I did not know how much she hated me and was bound and determined to destroy me secretly.
Martha was such a pathological liar, such a fake, she was disgusting. I hated being around her. Sadly, she knew people that really knew her, hated being around her. She hated people for hating her , knowing full well that she deserved to be hated. She was a horrible person. I do understand why she hated herself. She should have. What ever demons Martha had they sure made her common. She was a nasty woman. Martha was nasty for a man. Men are not as common and nasty as she was. That nasty slut was having sex with the door open on purpose. Raged if you said something.
Why didn't we know, why didn't I know Martha was controlled by demonic spirits? GOD reveals (HIS) will on a need to know basis.
This world needs some intervention for sex addicts and sexually perverted men and women. How can this world help liars? It can't, that is why Jesus told us to shun them. Incarcerate them. "Come ye out from among them."
Just strutting, trying to mind my own business. I didn't ask to come here. I looked up one day and damn: "Here us is". Now my mother was none to pleased. Fuck her! Bitch should have used a condom or closed her legs. That "Romeo and Juliette" shit is a fantasy. Do not expect or demand a man to marry you because you got pregnant. Sure, some couples meet, fall in love, and live happily ever after IN FAIRY TALES!
This is real life. Meeting, trusting, falling in love, REMAINING IN LOVE AND LUST is hard. Just living, putting one foot in front of the other one is hard. You must constantly navigate, plan, prepare, fail and try, fail and try again. Now imagine you have a friend, a lover, a partner , a parent that is disloyal, a complete predatory loser. Worse , this person is extremely violent, highly explosive, worse than worse, this "person" is some type of homemade voodoo priestess "root doctor" Soothe sayer/ mad woman/preacher/maniac.
Talk about an adventurous life! Talk about miracles, gifts, talent, a Holy Ghost Experience. I am humbled.
Don't even worry about it because GOD makes intercession for us when we are unawares. Go ahead, do what you want to do. "Taste and see." Free fall!
Dear LORD and Savior I humbly pray for your innocent children attempting to survive on this wicked earth. Protect them LORD. I pray a special prayer for those of us born to predatory vipers. Dear LORD, an innocent child in the hands of a predatory viper parent is like raw meat thrown to a ravenous tiger. Dispatch your Angels around that child LORD!
What we did not know, what we could not know, our own mother was eaten up with demons. They plagued her. She had a legion, if she had one. Is it common place LORD? How many people actually practise WITCHCRAFT and preach?
I do know how much most people fear witchcraft, gypsies, the occult, astrology. Most people lie , claiming to love and trust GOD and do nothing but lockstep. They follow the crowd, follow the status quo, the party line without one question. Silent victims. I will not! If you do anything to me untoward , I am going to tell!
Not quite true. I kept my mother's "husbands" secret for years and years and years. Yes, I hated them, distanced myself from them. But, I kept "it" to myself. She is the one that told on one of them. I still feel very sorry for my mother. She actually believed that she was so low, so deserving, that she had to marry perverts and pretend they were something better than what they were.
Poor Martha lived and died a complete made-up fantasy for eight-seven years. No, there really was no hope. Granddaddy tried years and years before we came along. "Mental Illness" has come a long way since the turn of the centuries, twentieth and twenty-first.
Fear is our problem. Fear is not real power, it is paralysis. You can not move. Your eyes are frozen in the headlights like a deer. Unfortunately life is much too short to suffer fools. This why my blog is a must. I have discovered thousands upon thousands of such women. Narcissistic mothers that are not just against their daughters, they are against GOD, against the truth.
While my mother did plague me for sixty-two years, I was learning. I was improving. I was girding up my loins. GOD was preparing me for "such a time as this.".
I would rather be poor and broke. I would rather study, earn my own money. That is why my poor mother always had an attitude, was always cross and hard to get along with. She was ashamed. She should have been ashamed. If you are ashamed, stop doing things that make you ashamed!
Earn your own living. An ugly repulsive lover is not worth all of the drugs and alcohol you have to consume to be with them.
The Holy Spirit reveals that the man or woman released over to a reprobate mind will be void of a maternal instinct. A mother will not recognize her own flesh and blood in terms of her carnal lust. This demonic fallen woman will become so delusional she will not respect any boundaries, will not be corralled or stopped. She must "be endured to the end" (2 Thessalonians)
No! Do not run from this knowledge! Do not shun it! Know it! Tattoo it on your forehead! Stop it! Stop it dead in it's tracks. Reverse the curse!
Warning our children about their "weird uncle or grandpa or GOD forbid grandma " is not nearly enough. No, you can't watch them carefully enough. The very fact they have their innocent victims sneaking around, still whispering about them and they are long dead is pathetic!
How dare you claim to love and trust the LORD while fearing a damn DEAD fool!?
I am not going to criticize you "Young blood" but if you will permit me, I will attempt to steer you in the right direction, to share my limited knowledge with you. First of all, do know, no one just accidentally gets old. GOD has a reason for every person.
Please do not waste one more moment bemoaning the conditions of your birth. Do hurry and get over your own mother hating you so much , secretly , you are still paralyzed. Be glad she was decent enough to do it secretly. She could have done it blatantly , in the open. It would not have mattered. No one would have helped you then, either. No one would have cared then, either.
No, it is not the nature of man, it is the nature of evil, of fear, of a lying mouth and nature. Most people are cowards. That is why Jesus commanded us; "Come ye out from among them."
Does GOD have to personally hand you a proclamation!? Must it say, your own mother deliberately placed you in harms way over and over, told abominable lies on you, no she did not ever love you.
Why does GOD have to spell out the obvious to us often? Because we are all creatures of "Hope". We do hope our love ones will finally change for the better. We all want so desperately to live happily ever after that we do delude ourselves much too long. It is all good. Jesus fixes it.
If you ever find yourself born into an extremely dysfunctional family headed by a complete demon laden reprobate, run! Save yourself.
What if Harriet Tubman had tried to save all of the slaves? She had to carry a gun as it was.
Save yourself! No, we are no longer slaves trying to escape via the Underground Rail Road, it is far worse. Our world is dying. 2 Timothy is real! The most hateful, evil, vile, treacherous people not only dare to preach but dare to be told on, to be exposed.
Worse, we let them. We sit in churches knowing full well that preacher practices WITCHCRAFT or adultery. Is a thief or some other nefarious creature. Sells drugs on the side, hot clothes, the best weed, what ever.
No that does not mean your pastor is as evil as my mother proved to be, but, it proves there is something rotten in the cotton. Truthfully I could have had this conversation with myself when I was thirteen. I knew, but I didn't really know what I knew. I knew I had accidentally stumbled upon something very ominous. Something very wrong. I had sense enough to know that my own mother had absolutely no business looking at me like I was a delicious t-bone steak and she was a ravenous bulldog.
I also knew to never say anything. Martha was known to cut the fool on your ass forever , for making the slightest criticism towards her. She was never about to tell the truth about anything, so do not waste your breath.
"Get grown and get gone" was my motto from my earliest memory of that slut. Why it never crossed my mind to just off the bitch, I will never know. GOD's Divine Order is the answer.
When I was growing up, which was in fact eons ago, the term "got messed up" was understood to mean that some young woman's life had been ruined by some no account man that had done the unthinkable and then refused to do the only honorable thing, marry.
We all whispered about the young ladies in our high school or college that had a quicky wedding and a miraculous healthy baby within months. We whispered among ourselves, harmless gossip.
So, for my own mother to be discovered in wrong doing against me (for always) is more than heartbreaking. It is earth shattering. Call me dumb, call me naive, I did not know any human being could ever be that evil, secretly. It never occurred to me. Call me stupid for believing what people say. For some reason I have always said exactly what is on my mind. I always assumed everyone else did like wise.
Now I know, people will say anything to get what they want. My mother was extremely selfish, coupled with extremely lazy, followed by extremely immoral. When any person, particularly a female is willing to have sex with their own first cousins, the war is lost. Game over. Take your marbles, your pride and go home.
Live alone, live in a cave. Withdraw from the world. This is not your time to be here.
Mr. Donald Everette, a very white red headed man, my eight grade teacher purely loved me as a father. He made the mistake of praising me to my mother. Now I know why my own mother set about trying to get me impregnated by my "stepfather".
No, world there is absolutely no excuse for such unbridled evil. The Holy Spirit kept Martha's deep evil in check. I survived.
Now, don't you ever forget GOD told us not to mock (HIM). Martha did. She sure did! That is not good, you can not excuse or ignore evil.
Bitch! How you 'gon out smart me with your fucking brain, with your intelligence? You bragged about how brilliant you were, did you think you could birth dummies? Your daddy was a genius, his mother, her mother. My fellow victims that you declared "mental midgets", crazy as a "white mouf'mule", were not as dumb as you made them out to be. We certainly were never as dumb as you forced us to pretend just to pacify you, just to keep your clamorous mouth shut, just to keep from getting pistol whipped, stabbed, shot and most of all "rooted". "You duh fool!" you were fond of spewing on us. "Don't nun of you black muthfuckers fucking thank (think) back !" "I'll give you black muthfuckers sump'um to cry fuh' '! Don't nun of you damn black wuthless ass niggas eva'tell a muthfucking thang dat go on in dis house! … Ni! (now) Git in duh car! …You damn sorry ass niggas got me late fuh' church again!"
Yes, reprobates are real, live among us, they are us or "we is them". (LOL) At any rate, we all must study. You must study to show yourself approved. Uncultivated intelligence renders you a slave. A person with more knowledge, can and will exploit you, enslave you. We claim that our family members truly love us but Jesus warned us.
I am still trembling. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder with delayed expression! That is exactly right, the perfect diagnosis. I knew, I always knew. Duped just like granddaddy, Martha was a brilliant enough viper to string us along with just enough kindness, just enough great acting and lying to keep us hooked. Any woman that refuses to repent of her sins at age eighty-seven, is a preacher, prefers to mock GOD and still taunt her many victims just because she still can, has a demon. She has a legion of demons.
No, Martha Jane Walters fell worse than any mere sinner. She was a modern day Jezebel. She was something hideous that could not be saved. We can be saved though. We can save ourselves. We can humble ourselves and thank GOD for pulling Martha's mask off. We can look around this world, we know who and what to avoid.
We are all lined up "lockstepping" for every Holiday, religious and secular. Sunday is Easter. Easter is a serious trigger for me. Martha tortured us viciously. "I don't 'believe in no fucking Easter baskets and candy and shit. No new clothes either. Wear whut the fuck you niggas got!"
That would have been OK other than my "father" always sent me a huge Easter basket and a beautiful outfit when I was eight, nine and ten. This made my brothers hate me. My mother told me not to ever tell my brothers that **** , a "family friend" was really my father.
One day all the gifts from "them" suddenly stopped. I found out many, many years later why. My mother had to stab that "wife" in the back. Poor Martha was that kind of woman. She was a beautiful vixen and she had game. I guess she did, she certainly used WITCHCRAFT!
Why witchcraft you idiot? "Oh, ye of little faith." When all of your faith in GOD is artificial, made up, put on, when Jesus is in your mouth only, far from your heart, you will fall for sheer stupidity. You will "work roots", call the Psychic Hot line, seek out astrology, Soothe sayers. You are hell bound.
You will become so ashamed of yourself for practicing your deepest demonic urges you will refuse to change. You ail refuse to repent. You can't claim that you don't know any better, either. The fact that you lie and deny proves you knew better, always knew better.
Crazy people, people that are genuinely mentally ill, do not and can not lie to you. Why should any woman still have a closet full of skeletons? Just like a toddler Martha demanded that no one on this earth ever have the courage to so much as criticize her for anything she ever did. And to make sure no one ever did, Martha did some sick repugnant things assuming no one could ever find the courage to revel the kind of person she really was.
I will not lie for you! I will not cloak for you. I will give honor unto whom honor is due. Honor is due to Jerome Walters, the only true patriarch of the Walters family.
This world must know that he did not kill himself. He did not die of a self inflicted gun shot to the heart as his horrible daughter lied.
That woman did not have more power than GOD and she was not ever a real preacher. More proof that we must all read and study GOD's Word for ourselves.
I hear you Jesus. I am trying but we got so many blind, lying ass vipers it is hard to get away, to find your way. Just who can anyone trust? When you can't trust your pastor? YOUR OWN MOTHER! You are in trouble. You are in the wilderness. Fall on your knees, pray, fast, seek GOD's face.
I'm old now, old as in elderly. "Wo'out" as my granddaddy would say. "Come to find out" the greatest, most horrific sly demon possible was my own mother.
This lying whore deliberately filled me up with self hatred, anger, pain and humiliation because of her stubborn pride. My ignorant mother wanted to be GOD! Demanded to be our god. Made me feel unwelcome in this world. Deliberately saddled me with her ignorance. Did in fact enslave me.
What can I say? You told us, you warned us in your Book LORD. "Your enemies shall be of your own household." "Mothers will be against daughters, daughters against mothers, fathers against sons,…"
"Shun the very presence of evil".
Brother James warns against being double minded. The more I think about it, the more I re-trace my secret pain and anguish, I realize Martha was never truly double minded. She was a single minded demon that pretended to be double minded in order to keep us controlled, trapped, enabling her.
I do thank her ignorant savage cruelty for preventing me from ever being a racist. She tried to con me into believing it was my black skin that caused misery to stalk me, when it was her. My own mother was the wickest demon this world refuses to know about. What a sick red eyed viper.
I have often wondered , did my mother's rape render her a viper? No matter. Martha had to be what Martha had to be. I have to be the child of GOD the LORD Jesus Christ created me to be. I do thank GOD for snatching me from the jaws of death and debauchery my own mother planned for me.
It is so important for grandparents to pray over their grandchildren. I am here, I survived because of the fervent prayers of Jerome Walters and I honor him. No horrid whore is going to come to this earth, murder him and get away because she is common enough to pretend to be a preacher. Laugh and grin in her victims faces for eighty-seven years! Secretly laugh, scream and squeal like a damn pig when some of her ignorant ass, primitive ass, homemade hoo-doo works.
"Bow down satan!" "Every knee shall bow, every tongue shall confess that Jesus Christ is LORD!"
Sit down! Grab your hat, your coat! Don't you move! If any one is still wondering what I mean when I declare that it is all in Divine Order, this is what I mean:
The year was 1974, I was attending the State University of New York in Binghamton. I won a full Fellowship! I was treated like a queen. "Unbeknownst" to me old evil Mathy Jane was working overtime to destroy me.
It is far too painful for me to describe how I was made to suffer secretly by my own mother for those few months I matriculated in that great institution. I will tell you Martha did finally convince me to return to her lair. I suffered mightily and ended up teaching for a few years before I tried again, attending Atlanta University. It was while attending this "school" I discovered a treasure trove of information on the occult, witchcraft, voodoo, hoodoo.
My mother's deliberate hatred and manipulation, her unending attempts to destroy me secretly lead me to the study of WITCHCRAFT and FORTY-EIGHT VOLUMES of the best oral history ever collected and I was disciplined enough, hungry enough, to read every word.
What Almighty GAWD has for you, is for you, can't no nigger imp touch it. Jest stay 'way from'um. Ni, (now) I know your case is hard on account of you being born tuh duh slut. Yes, she was a slut, nowhere near a lady. Loved to fool hur stupid ass'sef always making eva'body call hur a lady and claiming she offered the highest prices for her puntang.
When the LAWD promise to release you ova'tuh a reprobate mind, that's whut (HE) mean, (HE) 'gon let you go bat shit crazy. (HE) 'gon take (HIZ) hands off yo'stupid ass 'cause you stupid as shit!
If you thank (think) GAWD give one fucking shit 'bout cussin' , won't bless you 'cause you cuss, simply proves you too damn stupid to git blessed. GAWD showered Mathy wid blessings but she didn't want'nun of-um. Not only did Mathy reject all 'leben (eleven) of hur churin', she tortured'um in secret fuh ' hur sadistic delight.
Yes, GAWD got a 'special hell all reserved fuh sech low life lying predatory people. Good enuf.
I hope the muthafucker roast for eva' and eva' and eva! A mother that was really a motherfucker! LAWD hab mercy. I hope dat ain't the reason this fool turnt fool! GAWD don't give a shit 'bout nobody being gay! Being gay don't make you a pervert. Messing wid churin' do!
No, jest pride, jest lying 'caused her to turn reprobate.
Delusional! The dumb 'ho really thought she was winning.
I declare!
No,don't declare, know and "Come out from among'um ! Stay 'way from'um!"
There are days I channel my grandfather, Jerome Walters. Today is one of those days.
It is true, my mother had a very offensive attitude. When she did not feel compelled to kiss your ass, to be polite or friendly, she was down right hostile , brutish, rude. My mother could curse, could make up hilarious insults in mere seconds.
"The bitch a Hippomopotumus! Hip POh-Mo-Pot-ugh-mus …Yea bitch got mo' hips and mo' ass than she need."
Why? Why did Martha feel compelled to hurt people constantly? Why did she have to do it clandestinely, secretly, without notice? Why couldn't she fight fairly? Declare war? Why didn't she have the decency to put you on notice? Why be a viper? A low, slimy , slippery serpent? Why did she behave so horribly when caught? How many women beat their husbands bloody when they are caught in adultery? How many mothers rape their own children? Tie them up and beat them bloody in order to insure they will never revel their secret?
It is WITCHCRAFT. My mother was clearly possessed by demons, no not one demon, many. Only demon possession can explain the great pain the Walters family has been made to suffer.
I rebuke satan, all demon possession. Bow down satan!
My mother was a complete fool. The legacy of slavery brought us here, put us in this position. It doesn't matter. (HE) is the same GOD today as (HE) was yesterday and will be tomorrow. I embrace the LORD Jesus Christ!
Not only was Martha a complete idiot that got exactly what she deserved, all those that still follow her, love her , are still loyal to her, you'll get yours also.
"Hooducation ("Hood education occurs when reality meets this cruel world. )
Poor Donald TWO CORINTHIANS Trump threatening to ruin some demonstrator's life by calling the cops. Poor naive billionaire Donald. Does he not know that pure unbridled hatred and jealousy makes him popular? Ravenous blood thirsty racists.
Wait! Why am I shocked? These people are the very descendants of people that used religion to steal this county, the very land we are standing on, claiming GOD sent them. The truth is they got run out of Europe with that Puritan shit. Sitting up in some dry church all damn day. Sitting on a hard ass wooden bench with no back pretending to listen to some dry ass hypocrite, just so their neighbors would think they loved the LORD, was a good person and obeyed GOD's Word and all that other shit.
These same so called "Christians" did deliberated give the kind "Indians" blankets contaminated with Small Pox, Measles , etc., knowing full well these innocent people had no immunity to European diseases. That is not Christian. When, where and how is that Christ loving?
These same "Christians" killed more Native Americans with Syphilis than any disease. These same "people" deliberately killed all the buffalo. Genocide. Blacks were never enslaved because of "inferiority". Their (our) pigmentation made us perfect. Those lying Indentured Servants were escaping and blending in, they were much too difficult to recapture once they escaped. Native Americans were enslaved but they were "home".
The worse myth yet to be exposed, the taint of African Slavery, the idea that only black people have been weak enough to allow themselves to be enslaved. What about the Jews? The Serfs? Medieval Serfdom was a form of slavery.
Blacks have never been the only slaves, merely the last slaves. Slavery is simply a form of exploitation. We are all being exploited. When your CEO makes 300 times your salary, you are a slave.
If AmeriKKKans think these "new niggers" are going to work forty to eighty hours a week for slave wages, when they can lay up, have a bunch of babies, get Section Eight Housing and Food Stamps, they must be crazy!
Calling people lazy is not the solution. We are all lazy. The nature of man is to be lazy. You are just not going to exploit me. Yes, you may enslave me but I am going to steal you blind! No, I am not going to do a good job unless you stand over me inspecting my every move. I am going to play simple "Gone With the Wind Prissy Coon Slave " to the hilt. You will just give up and say fuck it! There is your joy. Yes , I will make you wonder about every bite you eat. Trust me if you want to.
Yes, you will rethink keeping those hard working "Mexicans" out because they are brown and you are still too racist and hateful to even want to share this planet.
The ancestors "The Donald" wants white America to return to added insult to injury, called these innocent people dumb savages for being kind to them, for sharing their food with them, for helping them survive.
"For such a time as this". All I know is this ugly mutherfucker was in my face screaming, hollering about how fucking black I was and how much she hated me from birth, in private. Yes, this low life scummy bitch did play loving mother in front of company and sick , psychotic, sadistic beast when she did not think any one was looking or when her extreme jealousy took over and caused her to rage and plot sadistic revenge.
No, it wasn't me letting you get by. It is GOD's Divine Order. Racism is a lie straight from satan's lying lips. Be color struck! Be stupid. Be as stupid as my mother. You have to be as lying, as intractable, as thick, as "coonish" . You have to be an Uncle Ben Carson. Sorry Donald, I don't do lame. I don't do lying and delusional.
"The wicked will cease from troubling." Pathological liars that use WITCHCRAFT and a license to preach shall be known. Our sorry public school system shall be exposed for the pipeline to prison that it really is.
Parents please do not release your child over to the enemy because you think you have no choice.
Why I fled the Public School System:
There is no true desire to educate, simply a desire to warehouse your potential scholar until s/he is old enough to be incarcerated.
Teachers are so seriously underpaid and devalued most have to take on a part time "hustle" or a second job, Or spend exhaustive hours on- line acquiring additional degrees.
The cheapest non nutritional food is served. Many administrators make their "money" by illegally inundating the school with vending machines , selling "chicken biscuits", while deliberated only offering imitation unpalatable food.
There is no hot water, soap or toilet paper in the bathrooms. All inspections are announced.
Inhumane, sadistic administrators lock every bathroom but ONE! A child has to fill out a lengthy form to just use the rest room.
Children of color are regularly mistreated and deliberately left under-educated. They are not only permitted to behave abysmally , but often encouraged. Motivational speakers are not invited, teachers that encourage and attempt to motivate are scoffed, ridiculed, demoted, picked on and targeted. Educational field trips are discouraged, are considered too expensive and a loss on the "culturally deprived".
If a child survives twelve or thirteen years of this pseudo education he or she can not hope for much in this life without going back seeking and earning a real quality education, which they will not be inclined to do.
There I was, a little blind girl, unwanted, a bastard, pre-hated, a thing destined to be her mother's piss ant, just another slave, a sex toy, something to be disposed of, something that would be very confused by her very confused mother.
Martha alternated from beating us savagely, to over loving us, over indulging us. We drove her long sleek Cadillac to school. Sold her liquor on the Fridays we skipped school and wrote our own excuse notes.
Our mother was cool. We could drink, smoke, cuss, lie, steal, assault, come and go as we pleased. I had to pretend I had a real curfew to protect myself from predators. Predators my own mother sent after me on the sly because she never matured pass an extremely envious fourteen year old that just happened to be a pathological liar that experimented with WITCHCRAFT.
"One thing about it". GOD does sit high and looks low. Martha always taught us that. Martha also always pretended that she was powerless against her evil and that it was best for you to look after yourself. Having Martha Jane Walters as my mother was very much like having the "wolf man". No, she was not always dangerous. There were times , many times, she was actually fun. Just be ready for those times, those full moons when she turned into a ravenous wolf. Always be wary of her, watch what you said and did. This bitch was like carrying unstable nitroglycerine. Not only was Martha known for going off, no one would help you if you said the wrong thing to the bitch and got attacked. Good enough for your stupid suicidal ass, would be the opinion of your fellow victims. No, we never stuck together or even plotted together on this horrid whore. She planted a type of selfishness in us from birth, an independence and distrust of each other. We are a litter of kittens. We are kin but we don't care.
I am still ashamed. My mother took my boyfriend from me when I was fourteen! Worse, the immature hideous bitch mocked me for being lame, for being a virgin unable to keep him.
"Mothers will be against daughters." In this case it was a very good thing. That boy was a beast. He would have surely ruined my life.
Yes, GOD is moving by (HIS) goodness. Everything that evil woman ever did to me backfired!
don't stop the show." One demon can not derail GOD's Divine Order . I do not care how long she was successful. I know for a fact that I was born for such a time as this. Donald "Lying ass" Trump! Is this a coincidence ? How is it that as I am awakening from my slumber, just as my blinders are falling off , this world is faced with the exact same kind of pathological liar? The same kind of malignant narcissist. I am not saying Donald is perverted or would actually physically beat or rape any one. He is using GOD though. He no more believes in GOD than my mother ever did.
My mother did sincerely believe Christ was for the gullible. Martha never agreed with any of GOD's teachings. Martha could not image a life without lying. Martha lied automatically, always. She lied so much she even lied in her sleep. I could not get the truth out of her even when she was doped up coming out of surgery. She was perverted. She did so enjoy a good bludgeoning and she would kick some one's ass on the regular just to keep us submissive.
Fear. We are controlled by fear. It is understandable. I have been broke, homeless, all due to my own mother. What a sack of shit. Immorality and depravity have nothing to do with race, color or gender. Martha was a reprobate, knew she was a reprobate, but most importantly , wanted to be one.
She just did not want us talking. I am screaming! How in the world could the biggest gossip in the world rage when people gossiped on her? This dumb "root working" viper was "sharp" enough to keep her "protection". Always burning candles, springing sulfur, "goofer dust", reciting incantations , etc. to protect herself from what she was doing to others.
I have been diagnosed with POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER WITH DELAYED EXPRESSION. "Delayed expression" is how my psychiatrist labeled it. I call it delayed awareness, delayed acceptance of my truth. I could not believe the obvious. My own mother purely hated me, hated us with a purple passion. It was ungodly, demonic. Of course it was. She was a demon! Only a pure demon would demand to cross boundaries with her own relatives, own sons, own children and feel good about it.
Sorry, that is not human. There can be n Christ in such a person. We were all duped. We all danced with the devil. I must admit my own mother was one hideous, ravenous, perverted monster. No, she never admitted it. How could she. You cannot admit o any thing that makes satan ashamed.
What happened? Disobedience to GOD! WITCHCRAFT! Don't stumble upon it, say away from it!
Look what it did to poor Martha! What a fool! Eighty-seven years completely thrown away. Martha could have been someone great if she had not spent her entire life jealous of the gifts of others. The poor woman could never see her own gifts, her own worth for lusting after the joy of others.
The fact that my own mother never had anything but pure hatred disguised as love for me has turned out to be the beat blessing anyone could ever have. Extremely lonely, extremely hated and mistreated I turned to books in search of comfort. Praise the LORD!
I discovered me. I love me! I am well worth the friendship and love of any one. I have one beautiful, brilliant daughter that has made my life worth living one million times. Best of all it was my doughtier that exposed my evil mother!
It is all in Divine Order! The little tiny newborn you tried to deafen on the sly grew up and exposed your demonic ass!
(Dear LORD help the feeble minded.)
I blame the Institution of Slavery for my mother and black people like her. I blame lying pimps that have infiltrated the church for our collective ignorance. Any "Church" that will let the likes of Martha Jane Walters preach and never rebuke her, never admit they cloaked for her or were in fact deceived by her, is no real church. Just a collection of greedy "negroes" fleecing the already fleeced sheep.
I will not go to your "church". I will stay home, go to "Bedside Baptist". I will teach myself. My grandfather was self educated. If our children are to be educated, their parents better home school them or have the resources to send them to a real school. The analogy I often use; "When would you use a public toilet? For emergencies only." If your child must attend public school, please be aware. Please do not be fooled by their Public Relations machines. The Superintendent is the biggest pimp of them all. He is there to comfort you, to relax you, as we are all sucked in and ruined. "Dog eat dog, big dog eat little dog. Children still dumb as shit. Teachers are blamed, reduced to zoo keepers. The prison system grows. Racism grows and we all perish in the end."
Quit playing, quit participating in denial. Our mother hated us with a passion, had about as much Christ in her as a cat. I am laughing because I remember seeing a bumper sticker that read; "If we had known you damn niggers would have been so much trouble we would have picked our own damn cotton!"
Too damn funny. If Donald Lying Ass Trump becomes President, who is going to pick these grapes, work in the fields? Who is going to cut your grass, make the beds in the motels and hotels? If racists think these "new niggers" are going to do it, they better think again. They are already spitting in your hamburger at Burger King.
Pay attention Donald. Teachers are fleeing. AmeriKKKa has created some bad ass vipers! Keep on Donald, your ass is going to be begging to find a Mexican. "Be careful of what you ask for."
Please read, please define all unfamiliar terms, please jot down all major facts. Please extrapolate, interpret what you read, synthesize and create a persuasive didactic essay that supports your thesis.
"What! Who 'dis black bitch think she is!? I ain't doing all that shit! Bitch! Just tell us the fucking answers! Don't nobody give a fuck about no U.S.History!" "Them people dead! Don't nobody give a shit! Are you paid bitch? (yea, old ass bitch) I gets paid! I gets mine! I'm a dancer! I be on that pole! I work that muthafucking pole!"
I was broke, down to my last few hundred dollars. I had to take this job. But, I had to admit that I was crushed. America will pay for this travesty one day. How long can we hide the fact that far too many of our children are totally illiterate? We have entered a new Dark Age. Spoiled children that have no desire to do anything but play video games and have sex all day. Fat. lazy, spoiled.
Why do I wish this was a lie? What happened to our public schools? I claimed I was retiring, I was actually fleeing. Dear LORD, what is wrong? Vipers! A generation of vipers!
I would rather live in a cave, drink muddy water. Our youth are out of hand! No, not all and not the majority but far too many. AmeriKKKa created these monsters and all of America will reap.
Dear LORD help that poor inarticulate bunch standing in front of the Market House in Fayetteville, North Carolina. Standing proud and defiant holding their Black Lives Matter signs? So! Unable to compose a paragraph on a third grade level. Every one dressed in black skintight outfits. Why? How can you march in six inch heels and platform shoes?
How can the public know what you are complaining about when you don't know? I still remember you idiots used to ask me if I had been a slave? Seriously. How dare you be so fucking stupid!
What happened?
Nothing happened that was not destined to happen. The 1954 Supreme Court Decision (Brown vs Board of Education of Topeka, Kansas) that declared segregated schools were inherently unequal is still true. Our schools are more segregated now than before. I am a retired teacher and I would not put a dog in the majority black public schools I was "privileged" to "teach" in for over twenty years.
They are nothing but "Nigger Factories", cranking out niggers faster than the state can incarcerate them.
I do understand why so many people hate black people. I hate black people. Are most black people evil? Truly evil and demon possessed? Do black people carry a greater proclivity for evil than white people? No!
All I know, my mother was a black woman that actually made satan ashamed to know her. No woman, no human being on this earth has ever permitted herself to fall so low and to deliberately stay there as a vicious troll secretly destroying her own family from within just for the carnal thrill.
My grandfather was black and he was the exact opposite of his daughter. So , it is not color, it is evil that is evil. Far too many demons hide their evil behind "being black". Far too many depraved people us "being black" as an excuse to do evil.
"Come ye out from among them." Become color blind. Stop listening to people and look at their fruit.
GOD saved me! Plucked me from the clutches of my greatest enemy! Anointed me! Appointed ME! Little old poor black bastard female, me! A blood clot! A "crumb snatcher". Something worthless, unwanted. The only female child to survive demon possessed Martha Jane Walter's corrupt womb! Praise the LORD!
I have one brilliant beautiful daughter! I know GOD's Divine Order, I walk in it, I live in it, I luxuriate in it. Knowing a mother's maternal love had escaped me. My grandmother Rachel died when I was three. My mother was a low, hateful, sadistic slut brilliant enough to escape incarceration and the death penalty , although she deserved it many times over. World, pay attention. Mark that woman that secretly abuses, claims to love the LORD while she nothing but a ravenous pervert. Watch her. Please listen. My mother bragged about loving us, loving me, loving my grandfather so much we foolishly believed her WHILE WE WERE YET VICTIMS! Please don't be fooled by people that claim to love the LORD. Do look at their fruit. Never fear them. Fear is where we went wrong. "Fear no man."
I fell in love with the idea of my daughter first, then I went about searching for a suitable mate. I really did. I was thrifty-two and ironically it was my mother that kept ridiculing me for not having a "significant other". (Little did I know that simple slut was raging with jealousy and was actually "working" primitive "roots" on me. It would be laughable, a complete hoot if every word was not true.)
From the moment I deliberately conceived my daughter I have been ecstatic, madly in love with this little alien creature, a genius, a very loving, compassionate good person. There are days I know she is my grandfather re-incarnated. She has to be, her wisdom was evident on the day of her birth and she has never done anything but bring me joy and wisdom exactly like my grandfather.
3 . It is all in Divine Order! The evil one can NOT win. Do not get weary. "Weeping may endure for a night but joy comes in the morning!" Do listen to GOD's Voice, do heed. Do Trust (HIM)! Do Free Fall!
I shall never forget the peaceful glow that adorned my grandfather's face in death. He seemed to be smiling, just laying there radiating love. To this very day I love my granddaddy with a passion. He was a good man. I have never met a man as good, as honest, as wise , and as filled with the Holy Ghost.
By the same token I have never met or heard of a man or woman as successfully evil as my own mother. I seriously do not believe Martha Jane Walters ever loved any one in her entire long life. She was incapable. No one can commit the kind of sick repugnant perverted acts Martha committed against us, her family, her children, and have a shred of decency in her. No, there was no Christ in Martha. Completely demon controlled, demon possessed. She should have been. Martha deserved every day that she suffered, slithered on this earth dragging those demons , trying to keep them under wraps, secret.
NO!!! DO NOT PRACTICE WITCHCRAFT! Don't you ever dare think you are that smart, that exceptional. Do not ever lie to yourself and think GOD's Word does not apply to you!
Yes, we the descendants of Jerome and Rachel Walters have suffered mightily for nearly a century. What did we do wrong? Feared evil, let an extremely evil , completely repugnant woman have her way with our lives. Why? Was it our collective ignorance? Do I really stem from a family of the most selfish, ignorant, primitive, repulsive , lying reprobates to ever pretend to be Christians?
Are black people cursed like my mother taught me? Are we Hagar's children? How could one woman, one female become something so evil and clandestinely hide all of her abominations behind a beautiful expensive robe, a license to preach , a pleasing personality, "charm and grace" for so long?
We did not read our Bibles. Sure, we went to "Church", let some "preacher" tell us what s/he thought GOD wanted us to know. Demon possession is real, it is possible. Do "preachers" preach that, do they warn us? No! Unfortunately far too many "preachers" are stuck on one subject , tithing, prosperity, theirs.
Go sit down! Stop cherry picking your Bible trying to find new ways to fleece GOD's sheep. Stop this madness! People are suffering. Innocent children are being ruined, raped, destroyed right in the CHURCH! Right in our homes. Jesus told us our enemies would be of our own household. Why don't you "preach" that , preacher?
There is only One Race, the Human Race. Preach that! You know it is not color but character. Why don't you want a color blind society? Because you are just as lying, hateful and full of jealousy as the black or white imp you claim to hate.
My evil mother finally died. No, she never stopped lying, hating, instigating or "root working". At least she is no longer here to terrorize me (us). "The wicked shall cease from troubling." Some will be saved. "Every knee shall bow, every tongue shall confess that Jesus Christ is LORD."
GOD blessed me with my grandfather. I know for a fact the best my own mother was ever going to permit me to be was "lot lizard". That is how disturbed she was, how demon possessed she was, how purely perverted she was. That is how stupid my own mother was. For eighty-seven years she hated and plotted the demise of her own loved ones and laughed, purely delighted in evil.
Praise GOD Almighty! GOD saved me from that succubus, that albatross and (HE) did not have to, Praise the LORD!
"Come ye out from among them." Please do not fear old whorish lying women like my mother. Yes, they might get by for a vey long time but they never get away. Please be ashamed that you were ever duped into fearing such a woman. Pray, be made whole today.
What a great privilege it is to have the opportunity to attempt to address my "situation". My situation , a sixty-four year old survivor of one horrid woman that would not let any one help her. Such an extreme pathological liar, she elevated lying to a new art form singlehandedly.
I do praise the LORD for saving me. I pray for the deliverance of my five remaining siblings. If they can just learn to love GOD sincerely, to trust (HIM), to love themselves, they can climb out of that pit.
Of course I am not sure why my grandfather had to suffer the life of Job on this earth. I do know that daughter he had was beyond evil. Proof, we all had to wait for her death to fully recognize her, to attempt to undo the harm she deliberately caused us.
My mother, Martha Jane Walters was an imp, a "nigger" imp. Just like an old plantation slave she loved being "yalla" with "good hair". She was dumb enough to think that was all she needed. Yes, she did think she could "screw" her way to the top. Martha did not demand to be rich or famous, she just wanted to be better than any one in her family. Martha demanded to take, take, take and never give. Destroy , ruin and never create. Yes, she was a sadist.
What can a father do when he discovers his "little girl" enjoys killing small animals, maiming and shedding blood? You pray and ask GOD for guidance and endure to the end (2nd Thessalonians).
Did she die happy? I don't know, the last picture I saw of her she looked miserable. Sour, fat, dumpy, cross, out of sorts, sitting in a wheel chair cursing the world. Why? Some refused to accept her lies, to lay down and die, to be her footstool. To be robbed and maligned , constantly accused of the very acts Martha knew she did. Martha MURDERED her own father and was tired of me talking about it.
How sad, that was my mother. Evil deed, after evil deed , Martha demanded to brag and celebrate and you better not complain, you better not accuse her and she knew she was guilty. My mother was so arrogant, selfish, completely uncaring, she could do anything and did! World, it is truly heartbreaking, devastating to know, to finally admit that your own mother was never more than a conniving, sick predator that beat and raped babies, small children. Did things so horrible you refuse to recall them.
I finally refused contact with my mother in 1988 when she mailed me a fecal matter laden letter. Even I knew that was a form of witchcraft. After nine years I forgave her and she repayed me by hating me worse!
We tried, granddaddy tried, I tried, my brothers tried, but you can not help a closet demon that hates you with a passion. The saddest fact is I never knew Martha to be a decent person on any level, ever. She was full of the most putrid hatred possible. Say anything to her, make the slightest criticism about any insignificant thing, Martha raged. You got jumped on, attacked. No one could ever out curse my mother with vulgarity. You could not outfight her either. She fought dirty and she announced loudly that she was about to take your life! She was quick to grab guns, knives, sticks, limbs, bricks, bats, what ever was handy. Was quick to lay hands on small children, young boys and the elderly.
The one thing Martha prided herself in was her secret "Soothe saying" , "root working". What a shame, what a horrible waste. We don't have to do that. We do not have to become evil predators to enjoy the goodness of this world. Martha never trusted GOD, only pretended to. And the saddest fact of all she became so delusional that she called on the LORD when she solicited evil demonic spirits from graves.
I am not as amazed by the fact that my mother's demonic evil lasted so extraordinarily long, as I am by my cluelessness, my blindness. It can recall so many absolutely horrible repugnant things my mother did to me every day, relentlessly, and I still tried to love her. When we are good to our enemies it is like pouring hot coals on them. I was good to my mother I am proud to say. The better I treated her, the worse she treated me secretly.
To quote my mother; "The cat out the bag now!"
Young women, new mothers, don't you dare think you can do what Martha Jane Walters did. Martha was a complete reprobate without any "natural affection". She was 2nd Timothy come to life.
If you are sexually perverted, get some help. If you are a pathological liar, pray. If you suffer with extreme bouts of insane jealousy, admit it. Most of all, repent of your sins.
Praise the LORD!
P.S.
If you suspect some of your relatives are like my mother direct their victims to my blog. Women like my mother will never change but knowledge of their existence is paramount to saving children.
"Jesus met the woman at the well and (HE) told her everything she had done." I love that story. A woman was caught in adultery and the people were preparing to stone her. Jesus said; "Let he who is without sin throw the first stone."
We all know the book of Romans. We all know that we have all sinned and come short of GOD's goodness of (HIS) best. But, how many people know of low viperous "mothers" like Martha Jane Walters? Do people know that there are women low and depraved enough to deliberately stalk,vex and torture their own children, her own love ones for nearly a century!?
How many people know that there are men and WOMEN, so called mothers that derive carnal, sexual sadistic pleasure from sick abhorrent torture? HOT SOAPY ENEMAS!
Dear LORD in Heaven thank you for saving me from that Succubus I was born to. Thank you for delivering me out of her clutches. A ravenous swine of a female dog. A practitioner of INCEST and Pedophilia. A dummy satan convinced to procure a license to preach in order to successfully hide her disgusting proclivities.
Break every chain LORD! Open ever blind eye, shed your marvelous light on the darkness such women have created. Stop them LORD! Shine a bright light on Mathy Jane. Remind us LORD, bring such madness into full view for all to see. I know that I am tired, vexed to death! I am exhausted fighting this lying whore. She was putting on. Sex was never that good. I had sex. What is the big deal? Lying ass Mathy, always putting on. A low class, no class, loud bag of wind demanding to be loved for the color of her skin and the straightness of her hair. The dummy would demand honor for something she did not earn.
My grandfather, Jerome Walters left a long legacy of wisdom. His daughter left nothing but a trail of tears. I get up every morning celebrating her death. Counting the number of days I have enjoyed Mathy Jane Free!
Yes, sometimes I still tremble, still curl up in a fetal position, rocking. I still have days where I do nothing but rock back and forth. I just rock, in disbelief, I just rock. And yes, I thank GOD that I was considered a blabber mouth, disloyal, a goody two shoes. Yes, I thank GOD that my grandfather told me that my "germars" were my germars and that I should not let anyone touch them, ever.
Jesus told us to shun evil, that evildoers would be of our own household. Please listen to Jesus just as soon as you can. There are still far too many that claim to love Martha, that she was a real pastor, that she changed before she died. LIES! All Lies! That low slut never changed! And the best part about ever knowing Martha, was NOT knowing the real Martha! Martha The Monstrosity! No, you did not want to know her, you never wanted to meet her. I never knew her , I fell for the phony one. I believed in the made up one. I know now I could not have tolerated the real one, the monster she kept hidden. I know I would have gladly stabbed her a million times. Shot her!? I would have gladly blasted her face off.
The Martha Jane Walters I remember:
Threw her first cousin's brand new Sunday shoes in the fire. This was during the Depression. Martha was not only extremely jealous , she was also extremely treacherous and savagely violent.
Busted her baby brother's skull open with an iron skillet, burned his hand in the fire, again the cause was Martha's extreme jealousy.
Robbed the pennies off of a dead man's eyes. Just pulled up a chair to the casket and took the pennies.
Was a child molester as a child.
Pounded a puppy to death between two bricks.
Tried to burn her first born's face off. Again, jealous. He was so much better looking than she was.
Scalded her second son with a pot of boiling coffee when he was a toddler. (Sadistic) Used to beat and rape him savagely on the regular.
Abandoned third illegitimate child, deliberately left me in a whore house and laughed, claimed I was too black to love.
Pushed daughter (me) into a red hot stove when I was a toddler. I am sixty-four and can still see the scar! It was a third degree burn! Thank GOD my elbow hit the heater before my face could.
Lived a life of Witchcraft, brutal stabbings, illicit group and anonymous sex, constant plotting, destroying , false preaching and MURDER until she finally expired.
Dear LORD I truly thank you for sparing my life, keeping me virtually blind concerning Mathy's true nature.
Bring them down LORD, turn them out, is my earnest, sincere prayer in the Mighty name of Jesus! Amen
