"In due time!"

"Just hold onto GOD's unchanging hand."  Others may doubt (HIM),  Why, most may doubt (HIM)/The Holy Spirit/Divine Order,  based on their personal experiences.  I understand.  We are all "doubting Thomases" .  Not only must we be made to see, convinced through miracles, it must happen often, lest we forget.

I thank Almighty GOD for everyday of my life!  A ravenous, tenacious, viper was all over me like ugly on an ape from my careless conception.  My mother was a low slut, a very unhappy, disgruntled, vicious, savage, ignorant , primitive woman.  A woman so ashamed of who and what she really was she lived every day for eighty-seven years trying to get even, trying to repay others for the unearned  afflictions she thought she unjustly  bore.

Martha wanted to be white.  Impossible.  She came close but she was born to "nigger parents".  That upset Mathy Jane, she had to rage quietly.  She had to plot in secret.  She had to be the maggot blow fly  burrowed deep in the very marrow of our family.  Martha's scheme was perfect, pretend to be the exact opposite of what you really are so you can destroy the sorry offspring god saddled you with.

Holler love loudly while hating viciously.  Hate with a passion because it feels so good. It is so carnal, the best organism a closet imp can experience.

Martha was raped as a child.  Few in the community liked her in the first place.  Now they had a legitimate reason to scorn her.  With each passing day little white skinned, fire-red haired Martha grew more evil.  Some how she  picked up the art of Witchcraft.  Deliberately became a terrorizing, sadistic abomination that taunted GOD's anointed with that fake license to preach.

I survived.  I am a remnant.  I praise the LORD!