Ask me why I'm happy!

1. GOD saved me! Plucked me from the clutches of my greatest enemy! Anointed me! Appointed ME!  Little old poor black bastard female,  me!  A blood clot!  A "crumb snatcher". Something worthless, unwanted.  The only female child  to survive demon possessed Martha Jane Walter's corrupt womb!  Praise the LORD!
1. I have one brilliant beautiful daughter!  I know GOD's Divine Order, I walk in it, I live in it, I luxuriate in it.  Knowing a mother's maternal love had escaped me.  My grandmother Rachel died when I was three.  My mother was a low,  hateful,  sadistic slut brilliant enough to escape incarceration and the death penalty , although she deserved it many times over.  World, pay attention.  Mark that woman that secretly abuses, claims to love the LORD while she nothing but a ravenous pervert.  Watch her.  Please listen.  My mother bragged about loving us, loving me, loving my grandfather so much we foolishly believed her WHILE WE WERE YET VICTIMS!  Please don't be fooled by people that claim to love the LORD.  Do look at their fruit.  Never fear them.  Fear is where we went wrong.  "Fear no man."

I fell in love with the idea of my daughter first, then I went about searching for a suitable mate.  I really did.  I was thrifty-two and ironically it was my mother that kept ridiculing me for not having a "significant other".  (Little did I know that simple slut was raging with jealousy and was actually "working" primitive "roots" on me.  It would be laughable, a complete hoot if every word was not true.)

From the moment I deliberately conceived my daughter I have been ecstatic, madly in love with this little alien creature, a genius, a very loving, compassionate good person.  There are days I know she is my grandfather re-incarnated.  She has to be, her wisdom was evident on the day of her birth and she has never done anything but bring me joy and wisdom exactly like my grandfather.

3 . It is all in Divine Order! The evil one can NOT win.  Do not get weary.  "Weeping may endure for a night but joy comes in the morning!" Do listen to GOD's Voice, do heed.  Do Trust (HIM)!  Do Free Fall!

Praise the LORD!